1 00:00:11,796 --> 00:00:14,331 [soft music] 2 00:00:19,536 --> 00:00:22,339 [dramatic music] 3 00:00:22,822 --> 00:00:27,822 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 4 00:00:43,094 --> 00:00:45,629 [Young Girl] Daddy, wake up. 5 00:00:45,662 --> 00:00:47,965 [soft music] 6 00:00:54,038 --> 00:00:55,072 Daddy, wake up. 7 00:00:55,106 --> 00:00:57,842 [sirens blaring] 8 00:01:01,012 --> 00:01:03,547 [Jonathan] Come on, come on. 9 00:01:03,580 --> 00:01:04,414 [Chuck] One, two, three. 10 00:01:04,447 --> 00:01:05,082 One, 11 00:01:05,116 --> 00:01:05,950 two, 12 00:01:05,983 --> 00:01:07,484 three, four, five. 13 00:01:07,517 --> 00:01:08,953 Come on, wake up. 14 00:01:11,655 --> 00:01:13,623 Did you see the track marks on her? 15 00:01:13,657 --> 00:01:14,658 [dramatic music] 16 00:01:14,691 --> 00:01:15,525 Nothing? 17 00:01:15,559 --> 00:01:16,560 No pulse. 18 00:01:16,593 --> 00:01:18,095 All right, I got it. 19 00:01:18,129 --> 00:01:19,030 - Yeah, let's do it. - Okay. 20 00:01:19,063 --> 00:01:19,931 All right. 21 00:01:21,598 --> 00:01:22,699 Ready, clear. 22 00:01:26,469 --> 00:01:27,404 No pulse. 23 00:01:28,105 --> 00:01:29,774 [Jonathan] Clear. 24 00:01:31,142 --> 00:01:32,742 Still no pulse. 25 00:01:32,777 --> 00:01:35,112 Come on, come on. 26 00:01:35,146 --> 00:01:36,113 Call it. 27 00:01:36,147 --> 00:01:37,514 No, no, no. 28 00:01:37,547 --> 00:01:38,149 No, let's just do it one more time. 29 00:01:38,182 --> 00:01:39,851 [Chuck] All right. 30 00:01:39,884 --> 00:01:40,751 Clear. 31 00:01:43,087 --> 00:01:44,155 All right, here we go. 32 00:01:44,188 --> 00:01:46,590 [coughing] 33 00:01:47,758 --> 00:01:49,459 - Quick. - Yes. 34 00:01:49,492 --> 00:01:50,594 Yeah. 35 00:01:50,627 --> 00:01:51,695 We got a pulse. 36 00:01:51,728 --> 00:01:52,696 Okay. 37 00:01:52,729 --> 00:01:53,865 We got a pulse. 38 00:01:53,898 --> 00:01:55,066 - We got a pulse. - All right, all right. 39 00:01:55,099 --> 00:01:56,033 That's what I'm talking about, okay. 40 00:01:56,067 --> 00:01:57,168 Up high, man. 41 00:01:57,201 --> 00:01:58,035 All right. 42 00:01:59,003 --> 00:02:00,637 Okay. 43 00:02:00,670 --> 00:02:02,974 [soft music] 44 00:02:26,496 --> 00:02:28,632 [mumbles] 45 00:02:30,234 --> 00:02:31,836 Get off me. 46 00:02:31,869 --> 00:02:34,105 Look at her feet. 47 00:02:34,138 --> 00:02:37,975 Sir, you cannot call EMT for swollen feet. 48 00:02:38,009 --> 00:02:39,542 Make sure to get her to the doctor 49 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:41,711 to get them checked, okay. 50 00:02:41,745 --> 00:02:44,148 [dog barking] 51 00:02:47,151 --> 00:02:48,652 [sirens blaring] 52 00:02:48,685 --> 00:02:49,519 [Woman] Oh my god. 53 00:02:49,552 --> 00:02:50,187 Ricky. 54 00:02:50,221 --> 00:02:52,223 My son, is he okay? 55 00:02:52,256 --> 00:02:53,590 No, how is he? 56 00:02:54,591 --> 00:02:55,960 He's okay. 57 00:02:55,993 --> 00:02:57,527 [Woman] Okay. 58 00:02:57,560 --> 00:03:00,164 [sirens blaring] 59 00:03:07,671 --> 00:03:08,538 Jonathan. 60 00:03:08,571 --> 00:03:09,472 Hey Tim. 61 00:03:09,506 --> 00:03:11,075 Quiet tonight, huh. 62 00:03:11,108 --> 00:03:13,044 God's smiling down on his children. 63 00:03:13,077 --> 00:03:14,211 Yeah. 64 00:03:14,245 --> 00:03:15,445 Here you go. 65 00:03:18,215 --> 00:03:20,184 May God bless you sir. 66 00:03:20,217 --> 00:03:21,218 You have a nice evening. 67 00:03:21,252 --> 00:03:23,220 [Jonathan] All right. 68 00:03:26,723 --> 00:03:28,225 Night's getting interesting already. 69 00:03:28,259 --> 00:03:29,961 You need to hydrate, bruh. 70 00:03:29,994 --> 00:03:30,828 Oh, thanks. 71 00:03:30,861 --> 00:03:32,797 Too much coffee, man. 72 00:03:35,866 --> 00:03:37,835 You look happy. 73 00:03:37,868 --> 00:03:41,238 Eh, nah, it's just my usual face, man. 74 00:03:41,272 --> 00:03:42,739 Oh yeah. 75 00:03:42,773 --> 00:03:45,176 So, did you talk to her? 76 00:03:45,209 --> 00:03:46,844 Who? 77 00:03:46,877 --> 00:03:48,578 You know who, Francesca. 78 00:03:48,611 --> 00:03:49,880 Oh. 79 00:03:49,914 --> 00:03:52,716 I mean, I said, hi, you know. 80 00:03:52,749 --> 00:03:54,718 She heard me this time. 81 00:03:55,786 --> 00:03:57,654 Did she say hi back? 82 00:03:58,756 --> 00:03:59,622 Yep. 83 00:04:01,892 --> 00:04:03,094 That's pretty good. 84 00:04:03,127 --> 00:04:04,728 It's only taken you what, six months? 85 00:04:04,762 --> 00:04:06,831 Hey, I'm working on it, man. 86 00:04:06,864 --> 00:04:07,832 - Relax. - Sure, sure. 87 00:04:07,865 --> 00:04:09,033 - Relax. - Sure. 88 00:04:09,066 --> 00:04:10,001 I just need a little more time. 89 00:04:10,034 --> 00:04:10,667 Yeah, yeah, yeah, all right. 90 00:04:10,700 --> 00:04:11,268 Hey. 91 00:04:11,302 --> 00:04:12,502 Got a light? 92 00:04:14,905 --> 00:04:16,639 Are you serious? 93 00:04:16,673 --> 00:04:19,276 Yeah, bad for my health, right? 94 00:04:23,080 --> 00:04:23,948 Man. 95 00:04:26,884 --> 00:04:29,186 I don't know, sometimes man, 96 00:04:29,220 --> 00:04:31,621 it's just doesn't make any sense. 97 00:04:31,654 --> 00:04:32,622 What? 98 00:04:32,655 --> 00:04:33,924 Idiots like her? 99 00:04:35,692 --> 00:04:36,894 I don't know. 100 00:04:38,029 --> 00:04:39,764 That's crazy, man. 101 00:04:41,664 --> 00:04:42,665 Yeah. 102 00:04:42,699 --> 00:04:44,101 I mean, 103 00:04:44,135 --> 00:04:45,002 look, 104 00:04:45,970 --> 00:04:48,305 I guess the only way I can make sense of it 105 00:04:48,339 --> 00:04:50,174 is to believe that there's something more 106 00:04:50,207 --> 00:04:52,575 beyond this life, man. 107 00:04:52,609 --> 00:04:56,280 I mean, this can't be all there is bro. 108 00:04:56,313 --> 00:04:59,682 God's got a much bigger plan, trust me. 109 00:05:01,152 --> 00:05:03,287 Yeah, what, like Heaven? 110 00:05:05,222 --> 00:05:06,090 Yeah. 111 00:05:07,091 --> 00:05:07,958 Heaven. 112 00:05:12,096 --> 00:05:14,731 It's gotta be better than this. 113 00:05:16,367 --> 00:05:17,535 I hope so. 114 00:05:20,004 --> 00:05:21,138 Me too, man. 115 00:05:22,705 --> 00:05:23,573 Me too. 116 00:05:26,077 --> 00:05:26,911 [Young Girl] Daddy, 117 00:05:26,944 --> 00:05:28,379 time to wake up. 118 00:05:28,412 --> 00:05:29,280 Wake up. 119 00:05:36,987 --> 00:05:38,122 Who is that? 120 00:05:42,259 --> 00:05:43,194 Where am I? 121 00:05:48,132 --> 00:05:49,266 [Young Girl] Wake up! 122 00:05:49,300 --> 00:05:52,236 [tires screeching] 123 00:05:59,009 --> 00:06:01,879 [engine rumbling] 124 00:06:29,039 --> 00:06:31,375 [soft music] 125 00:07:56,193 --> 00:07:57,228 Honey. 126 00:07:57,261 --> 00:07:58,929 Sorry. 127 00:07:58,963 --> 00:08:00,764 My hospital appointment. 128 00:08:00,798 --> 00:08:03,033 Oh, oh, yeah, okay. 129 00:08:03,067 --> 00:08:04,935 All right, here we go. 130 00:08:06,503 --> 00:08:08,372 Oh man, I hate this piece of junk. 131 00:08:08,405 --> 00:08:10,140 Hey now, hey stop. 132 00:08:12,576 --> 00:08:14,378 Don't be hating on old Betsy. 133 00:08:14,411 --> 00:08:16,080 [Jonathan] Betsy? 134 00:08:16,113 --> 00:08:17,248 Yeah, Betsy, her name. 135 00:08:17,281 --> 00:08:18,949 Don't you remember? 136 00:08:22,286 --> 00:08:24,521 Since when did Betsy become the official name 137 00:08:24,555 --> 00:08:26,090 of this old truck? 138 00:08:26,123 --> 00:08:27,391 It's official. 139 00:08:28,826 --> 00:08:32,029 Pops had her as long as I can remember. 140 00:08:33,597 --> 00:08:35,799 Until he gave her to us. 141 00:08:37,001 --> 00:08:37,868 And here, 142 00:08:39,036 --> 00:08:41,038 yep, there it is. 143 00:08:41,071 --> 00:08:43,007 She's got her trusty roadmap. 144 00:08:43,040 --> 00:08:43,907 Yeah. 145 00:08:45,042 --> 00:08:47,911 I think it's time for change. 146 00:08:47,945 --> 00:08:49,513 We can't afford a new car. 147 00:08:49,546 --> 00:08:52,082 No, no, you can get a great new lease at the moment. 148 00:08:52,116 --> 00:08:53,984 You know, no money down and drive away. 149 00:08:54,018 --> 00:08:54,985 It's great. 150 00:08:55,019 --> 00:08:56,020 Great. 151 00:08:56,053 --> 00:08:56,920 - Get me a new truck... - Great, 152 00:08:56,954 --> 00:08:57,888 add that to our mortgage 153 00:08:57,921 --> 00:09:00,858 and our insurance and copay. 154 00:09:00,891 --> 00:09:01,859 Oh. 155 00:09:01,892 --> 00:09:03,160 Wait. 156 00:09:03,193 --> 00:09:04,061 See, see. 157 00:09:04,995 --> 00:09:06,130 There you go. 158 00:09:06,163 --> 00:09:07,498 She's a reliable old broad. 159 00:09:07,531 --> 00:09:08,399 Good job. 160 00:09:10,334 --> 00:09:11,302 What? 161 00:09:11,335 --> 00:09:12,303 Don't say it. 162 00:09:12,336 --> 00:09:13,304 Don't say it. 163 00:09:13,337 --> 00:09:14,471 I know you're going to say it. 164 00:09:14,505 --> 00:09:15,572 I wasn't going to say just like you. 165 00:09:15,606 --> 00:09:16,540 Ugh. 166 00:09:16,573 --> 00:09:18,809 But you are a reliable. 167 00:09:19,877 --> 00:09:21,312 It's the truth, truth. 168 00:09:21,345 --> 00:09:22,946 And you are old, 169 00:09:24,081 --> 00:09:26,116 old soul, I should say, old soul. 170 00:09:26,150 --> 00:09:26,984 Okay. 171 00:09:27,017 --> 00:09:28,285 Okay, oh, old soul. 172 00:09:28,319 --> 00:09:30,387 Put your seat. 173 00:09:30,421 --> 00:09:32,956 I don't know, it's really old. 174 00:09:32,990 --> 00:09:34,091 I think it's cool, 175 00:09:34,124 --> 00:09:35,926 it's got personality. 176 00:09:37,094 --> 00:09:38,429 Yeah. 177 00:09:38,462 --> 00:09:41,332 Old Betsy is very reliable, isn't she? 178 00:09:41,365 --> 00:09:43,267 Betsy, is that what you call her pops? 179 00:09:43,300 --> 00:09:44,935 - Yeah. - Betsy. 180 00:09:44,968 --> 00:09:46,370 Do you like her? 181 00:09:48,505 --> 00:09:50,474 You're going to need that. 182 00:09:50,507 --> 00:09:51,475 What, need, what? 183 00:09:51,508 --> 00:09:53,444 The roadmap. 184 00:09:53,477 --> 00:09:56,313 Oh no, see they have these things called GPS now. 185 00:09:56,347 --> 00:09:57,548 It's a, it's pretty new, 186 00:09:57,581 --> 00:09:59,550 but much more reliable than a map, so. 187 00:09:59,583 --> 00:10:01,218 Hmm. 188 00:10:01,251 --> 00:10:04,888 Not more liable than that road map. 189 00:10:04,922 --> 00:10:06,357 He's talking about the Bible. 190 00:10:06,390 --> 00:10:08,025 Oh yeah. 191 00:10:08,058 --> 00:10:09,493 Does this have maps on it? 192 00:10:09,526 --> 00:10:11,362 I mean, I guess if we were in the middle east, 193 00:10:11,395 --> 00:10:12,529 it'd be pretty useful. 194 00:10:12,563 --> 00:10:15,032 [chuckling] 195 00:10:15,933 --> 00:10:18,235 It's a map to God, Jonathan. 196 00:10:18,268 --> 00:10:19,470 Okay, yeah. 197 00:10:19,503 --> 00:10:22,439 Well I'm not really into that sort of stuff, so. 198 00:10:22,473 --> 00:10:24,475 Well, all I can say is 199 00:10:25,676 --> 00:10:27,478 I'll do a deal with you. 200 00:10:27,511 --> 00:10:28,612 Okay? 201 00:10:28,645 --> 00:10:30,247 Yeah, now we're talking. 202 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:33,384 Well, you may not like it, but 203 00:10:33,417 --> 00:10:34,618 I will give you 204 00:10:35,619 --> 00:10:37,254 this truck for free. 205 00:10:37,287 --> 00:10:38,422 Free? 206 00:10:38,455 --> 00:10:40,391 Wait, really pops? 207 00:10:40,424 --> 00:10:42,659 On one condition. 208 00:10:42,693 --> 00:10:43,560 Okay. 209 00:10:45,229 --> 00:10:47,965 You leave the roadmap 210 00:10:47,998 --> 00:10:51,535 in the glove box, just in case you need it one day. 211 00:10:51,568 --> 00:10:55,506 Cause you can't always rely on the PGSs, SPGs. 212 00:10:55,539 --> 00:10:56,373 GPS. 213 00:10:57,307 --> 00:10:58,142 That. 214 00:10:58,175 --> 00:10:59,309 - Yeah. - Right. 215 00:11:01,378 --> 00:11:05,249 I know may seem like a lot of nonsense. 216 00:11:05,282 --> 00:11:09,052 Some stories that had no relevance to you right now. 217 00:11:09,086 --> 00:11:11,021 But I was just like you 218 00:11:12,189 --> 00:11:15,993 and a time came in my life when I was lost. 219 00:11:16,026 --> 00:11:18,695 And if it wasn't for that roadmap, 220 00:11:20,431 --> 00:11:23,167 I would never have been found. 221 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:30,507 Okay. 222 00:11:31,475 --> 00:11:32,543 It's staying. 223 00:11:37,214 --> 00:11:38,582 But, but wait, 224 00:11:38,615 --> 00:11:41,051 don't you mean you wouldn't have found it 225 00:11:41,084 --> 00:11:44,388 because like how could a map find you? 226 00:11:44,421 --> 00:11:45,289 It's. 227 00:11:46,323 --> 00:11:47,991 Yeah, you'll see. 228 00:11:55,466 --> 00:11:56,633 You'll understand later. 229 00:11:56,667 --> 00:11:58,035 You'll understand later. 230 00:11:58,068 --> 00:11:59,436 - I'll see. - Okay. 231 00:12:18,555 --> 00:12:19,423 Well, 232 00:12:20,524 --> 00:12:22,593 the doctor seems positive about this, 233 00:12:22,626 --> 00:12:23,627 this round. 234 00:12:23,660 --> 00:12:26,396 Yeah, well we'll see. 235 00:12:26,430 --> 00:12:29,266 No, I think this is the one that's gonna, 236 00:12:29,299 --> 00:12:31,134 this is the one that's going to do it, you know. 237 00:12:31,168 --> 00:12:33,537 [soft music] 238 00:12:43,413 --> 00:12:45,282 It's the 12th today. 239 00:12:47,451 --> 00:12:48,452 I thought, 240 00:12:50,454 --> 00:12:51,789 I thought you weren't gonna remember that, 241 00:12:51,823 --> 00:12:53,090 you know, with everything going on. 242 00:12:53,123 --> 00:12:54,124 No. 243 00:12:54,157 --> 00:12:55,325 I never forget. 244 00:13:05,435 --> 00:13:06,503 You look tired. 245 00:13:06,537 --> 00:13:07,371 Oh. 246 00:13:09,306 --> 00:13:10,140 I am. 247 00:13:11,141 --> 00:13:12,743 No, I mean, not just today. 248 00:13:12,777 --> 00:13:14,177 I mean, for the last few months 249 00:13:14,211 --> 00:13:16,814 you've been looking tired. 250 00:13:16,848 --> 00:13:17,681 Yeah, 251 00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:19,383 It's all, 252 00:13:19,416 --> 00:13:21,251 night shift work and stuff. 253 00:13:21,285 --> 00:13:22,586 Yeah, it's ever since they put you on graveyard shift. 254 00:13:22,619 --> 00:13:23,487 Yeah. 255 00:13:25,222 --> 00:13:27,424 Well it's more money, so. 256 00:13:31,461 --> 00:13:35,833 I don't think you should work there anymore. 257 00:13:35,867 --> 00:13:36,733 Well, 258 00:13:37,701 --> 00:13:38,836 I can't, 259 00:13:38,870 --> 00:13:41,572 I can't just change jobs, you know. 260 00:13:43,173 --> 00:13:45,275 Well, you could, 261 00:13:45,309 --> 00:13:48,278 you could find a different job in the same department. 262 00:13:48,312 --> 00:13:50,180 You said there's that manager position 263 00:13:50,213 --> 00:13:52,149 that they were opening up, right? 264 00:13:52,182 --> 00:13:53,350 Normal hours. 265 00:13:53,383 --> 00:13:54,518 Normal shifts. 266 00:13:55,753 --> 00:13:58,722 You wouldn't walk around like a zombie vampire. 267 00:13:58,756 --> 00:14:00,524 [chuckling] 268 00:14:00,557 --> 00:14:01,391 Thanks. 269 00:14:01,425 --> 00:14:02,292 Yeah. 270 00:14:03,627 --> 00:14:05,763 Yeah, no look, it's, 271 00:14:05,797 --> 00:14:06,864 they just get really weird 272 00:14:06,898 --> 00:14:08,800 when you try to change things 273 00:14:08,833 --> 00:14:09,666 when you ask for new positions... 274 00:14:09,700 --> 00:14:10,768 Jonathan. 275 00:14:10,802 --> 00:14:13,871 You don't know, unless you ask. 276 00:14:13,905 --> 00:14:15,907 I mean, I didn't know if you wanted to go on a date with me 277 00:14:15,940 --> 00:14:16,908 until I asked. 278 00:14:16,941 --> 00:14:18,241 [chuckling] 279 00:14:18,275 --> 00:14:18,910 I had a plan. 280 00:14:18,943 --> 00:14:20,310 I was working on it. 281 00:14:20,344 --> 00:14:21,846 Yeah, yeah, you had a plan. 282 00:14:21,879 --> 00:14:23,815 And it all fell through at the last minute. 283 00:14:23,848 --> 00:14:24,681 Okay. 284 00:14:24,715 --> 00:14:27,217 Well you procrastinate. 285 00:14:27,250 --> 00:14:28,619 You get stuck in that, 286 00:14:28,652 --> 00:14:30,253 that head of yours 287 00:14:31,388 --> 00:14:33,523 and just overthink things. 288 00:14:35,492 --> 00:14:38,629 Oh, I think you're running late. 289 00:14:38,662 --> 00:14:41,899 See, sometimes it's good to over think. 290 00:14:43,333 --> 00:14:44,201 Okay. 291 00:14:45,736 --> 00:14:48,806 Do you want me to come in? 292 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:50,173 No. 293 00:14:50,207 --> 00:14:51,608 I want you to go home and get some rest. 294 00:14:51,642 --> 00:14:52,509 Okay. 295 00:14:56,279 --> 00:14:57,447 Just give it a push. 296 00:14:57,481 --> 00:14:58,482 Give it a push, know how it works. 297 00:14:58,515 --> 00:14:59,716 I know Betsy. 298 00:15:01,518 --> 00:15:02,519 See, I know. 299 00:15:03,955 --> 00:15:05,255 I'm gonna get that boulder out. 300 00:15:05,288 --> 00:15:06,623 I've got a plan. 301 00:15:06,657 --> 00:15:08,258 You know what your plan should be, 302 00:15:08,291 --> 00:15:09,726 to get some help. 303 00:15:09,761 --> 00:15:10,795 [chuckling] 304 00:15:10,828 --> 00:15:12,429 Oh, don't forget. 305 00:15:13,865 --> 00:15:14,832 Okay. 306 00:15:14,866 --> 00:15:16,533 - I got it. - Yeah. 307 00:15:18,301 --> 00:15:20,772 [somber music] 308 00:15:29,981 --> 00:15:33,951 I know it's not the ideal situation. 309 00:15:33,985 --> 00:15:36,921 It would be worse to try and do this now. 310 00:15:36,954 --> 00:15:38,790 I still don't have a job 311 00:15:38,823 --> 00:15:40,290 and you just lost yours. 312 00:15:40,323 --> 00:15:42,359 Your brother said we could stay with him. 313 00:15:42,392 --> 00:15:43,293 Yeah. 314 00:15:43,326 --> 00:15:44,361 You know how he is? 315 00:15:44,394 --> 00:15:45,997 He's super religious. 316 00:15:46,030 --> 00:15:47,397 No, he's not. 317 00:15:47,431 --> 00:15:48,298 He's. 318 00:15:50,734 --> 00:15:54,504 He's got faith in something bigger than this. 319 00:15:55,940 --> 00:15:58,408 I think that's a good thing. 320 00:15:59,342 --> 00:16:01,578 But you're not religious. 321 00:16:01,611 --> 00:16:02,814 And you always said 322 00:16:02,847 --> 00:16:04,548 you didn't want to turn out like your parents. 323 00:16:04,581 --> 00:16:06,349 Like if God was real, 324 00:16:07,718 --> 00:16:11,688 why would there be so much suffering in this world? 325 00:16:13,958 --> 00:16:18,896 But how does that determine whether there's a God or not? 326 00:16:19,797 --> 00:16:21,231 I don't know. 327 00:16:22,733 --> 00:16:23,768 It just does. 328 00:16:25,970 --> 00:16:27,370 I don't know. 329 00:16:30,640 --> 00:16:32,009 I thought I knew. 330 00:16:35,913 --> 00:16:36,881 I guess I don't. 331 00:16:36,914 --> 00:16:37,782 It just, 332 00:16:40,985 --> 00:16:42,854 it doesn't feel right. 333 00:16:48,391 --> 00:16:49,392 Elizabeth, 334 00:16:50,393 --> 00:16:52,395 what options do we have? 335 00:16:53,765 --> 00:16:56,433 [somber music] 336 00:17:08,813 --> 00:17:12,349 Hey, do you want me to come in with you? 337 00:17:17,621 --> 00:17:18,655 No. 338 00:17:18,688 --> 00:17:21,324 [somber music] 339 00:18:12,742 --> 00:18:16,113 Hey, I need to talk to Elizabeth Spencer. 340 00:18:16,147 --> 00:18:17,447 I'm sorry, sir. 341 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:18,515 We cannot give out personal information. 342 00:18:18,548 --> 00:18:20,550 No, I need to talk to her. 343 00:18:20,584 --> 00:18:21,518 Sir. 344 00:18:21,551 --> 00:18:25,056 You need to leave or we will call security. 345 00:18:30,094 --> 00:18:32,629 [soft music] 346 00:18:52,183 --> 00:18:53,050 Did you? 347 00:19:00,224 --> 00:19:02,960 [thunder claps] 348 00:19:04,061 --> 00:19:06,898 [ethereal music] 349 00:19:13,570 --> 00:19:14,939 This is just so 350 00:19:16,774 --> 00:19:17,641 wow. 351 00:19:19,609 --> 00:19:22,079 [girl giggles] 352 00:19:23,546 --> 00:19:25,448 Do you know where I am? 353 00:19:25,482 --> 00:19:27,885 [Young Girl] Of course I do. 354 00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:30,154 Yeah, 355 00:19:30,187 --> 00:19:31,756 where am I? 356 00:19:31,789 --> 00:19:33,523 [Young Girl] You know. 357 00:19:33,556 --> 00:19:36,193 No, I really don't know where I am. 358 00:19:36,227 --> 00:19:37,560 Yes, you do. 359 00:19:38,963 --> 00:19:39,830 I do? 360 00:19:43,901 --> 00:19:44,769 Is this, 361 00:19:46,736 --> 00:19:47,805 is this heaven? 362 00:19:47,838 --> 00:19:49,840 I told you would know. 363 00:19:52,509 --> 00:19:53,177 Whoa. 364 00:19:55,012 --> 00:19:56,613 There must be some mistake. 365 00:19:56,646 --> 00:19:58,249 I shouldn't be here. 366 00:19:58,282 --> 00:19:59,482 I had so much more to do... 367 00:19:59,516 --> 00:20:00,684 Forget what is behind 368 00:20:00,717 --> 00:20:02,485 and look to what is ahead. 369 00:20:02,519 --> 00:20:03,154 Yeah. 370 00:20:03,187 --> 00:20:05,089 No, no, no, no, no. 371 00:20:05,122 --> 00:20:06,523 I mean, I was never any good. 372 00:20:06,556 --> 00:20:07,758 I failed at everything. 373 00:20:07,792 --> 00:20:08,993 I was terrible with my faith. 374 00:20:09,026 --> 00:20:10,227 I never went to church. 375 00:20:10,261 --> 00:20:12,029 I was hopeless at my job. 376 00:20:12,063 --> 00:20:12,964 I mean surely. 377 00:20:12,997 --> 00:20:14,231 [girl giggles] 378 00:20:14,265 --> 00:20:16,767 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 379 00:20:16,801 --> 00:20:18,568 Jonathan, you're not dressed. 380 00:20:18,601 --> 00:20:19,569 What? 381 00:20:19,602 --> 00:20:20,704 Church. 382 00:20:20,737 --> 00:20:21,906 Church, you remember that, don't you? 383 00:20:21,939 --> 00:20:23,673 I got the game on. 384 00:20:25,009 --> 00:20:27,278 Oh, come on, come on, we have to go to church. 385 00:20:27,311 --> 00:20:30,714 Pastor Steve asked us to go to lunch at his house after. 386 00:20:30,747 --> 00:20:32,283 I have have nothing in common with that guy. 387 00:20:32,316 --> 00:20:33,750 Well, you have one thing in common. 388 00:20:33,784 --> 00:20:34,617 [Jonathan] Yeah? 389 00:20:34,651 --> 00:20:35,585 Yeah, Jesus. 390 00:20:35,618 --> 00:20:38,588 He likes to talk about Jesus. 391 00:20:38,621 --> 00:20:40,024 [Jonathan] Yeah. 392 00:20:40,057 --> 00:20:41,759 No, I mean, seriously, you, 393 00:20:41,792 --> 00:20:43,127 you have all those questions. 394 00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:45,562 This is a great opportunity to get them answered. 395 00:20:45,595 --> 00:20:46,730 So when you're trying to, you know, 396 00:20:46,764 --> 00:20:48,966 act really intelligent at small group. 397 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,135 What do you mean trying to? 398 00:20:51,168 --> 00:20:52,003 Come on, 399 00:20:53,170 --> 00:20:54,005 come on. 400 00:20:54,038 --> 00:20:56,107 DVR the game, let's go. 401 00:20:56,140 --> 00:20:57,741 Can you at least leave the pie? 402 00:20:57,775 --> 00:20:59,609 No, you're not to eat it all. 403 00:20:59,642 --> 00:21:01,879 Yeah, but last time I only got one slice. 404 00:21:01,912 --> 00:21:02,880 That's good. 405 00:21:02,913 --> 00:21:04,115 Your doctor would be happy. 406 00:21:04,148 --> 00:21:06,616 That's just code for saying I'm fat. 407 00:21:06,649 --> 00:21:07,284 All right, 408 00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:10,888 okay, let's do it. 409 00:21:13,958 --> 00:21:16,693 [phone ringing] 410 00:21:20,630 --> 00:21:21,265 [Dr. Howard] Hi Elizabeth. 411 00:21:21,298 --> 00:21:22,867 This is Dr. Howard. 412 00:21:22,900 --> 00:21:25,169 Could you please call me back as soon as possible? 413 00:21:25,202 --> 00:21:26,070 Thank you. 414 00:21:27,338 --> 00:21:30,775 [serene music] 415 00:21:30,808 --> 00:21:32,575 The most important thing 416 00:21:32,609 --> 00:21:34,045 was that in all the doubts, 417 00:21:34,078 --> 00:21:36,013 fears, worries, 418 00:21:36,047 --> 00:21:38,249 and all the times you stumbled and fell, 419 00:21:38,282 --> 00:21:40,051 you still believed. 420 00:21:40,084 --> 00:21:41,684 It's always about the heart. 421 00:21:41,718 --> 00:21:43,620 Even at the lowest point, 422 00:21:43,653 --> 00:21:45,256 you still believed. 423 00:21:45,289 --> 00:21:46,723 It's on the inside, 424 00:21:46,757 --> 00:21:48,826 not what's on the outside. 425 00:21:48,859 --> 00:21:50,261 Only man looks at that. 426 00:21:50,294 --> 00:21:52,163 But God looks at this. 427 00:21:55,866 --> 00:21:56,699 Huh. 428 00:21:57,734 --> 00:21:59,070 I still have a pulse. 429 00:21:59,103 --> 00:22:01,138 You have a lot to learn. 430 00:22:01,172 --> 00:22:04,041 But we have all of eternity to learn. 431 00:22:04,075 --> 00:22:06,743 Aren't we supposed to be wearing like robes 432 00:22:06,777 --> 00:22:09,113 and have wings and halos? 433 00:22:09,146 --> 00:22:11,949 Should I be playing a harp or something? 434 00:22:11,982 --> 00:22:12,749 Oh, wait. 435 00:22:15,019 --> 00:22:17,755 [group chatter] 436 00:22:31,902 --> 00:22:34,371 ♪ One, two, three ♪ 437 00:22:34,405 --> 00:22:36,340 ♪ It's all about ♪ 438 00:22:36,373 --> 00:22:38,943 ♪ You and me ♪ 439 00:22:38,976 --> 00:22:42,980 ♪ Some send [mumbles] ♪ 440 00:22:43,013 --> 00:22:46,417 ♪ Is a places we will go ♪ 441 00:22:46,450 --> 00:22:49,153 ♪ And I can't think of anywhere I'd rather be ♪ 442 00:22:49,186 --> 00:22:50,888 ♪ Than right here with you ♪ 443 00:22:50,921 --> 00:22:52,056 Jonathan, 444 00:22:52,089 --> 00:22:53,991 Pastor Steve was asking about my pie. 445 00:22:54,024 --> 00:22:55,392 It's, the recipe is my mom's. 446 00:22:55,426 --> 00:22:56,861 It's really. 447 00:22:56,894 --> 00:22:59,729 Wow, that looks amazing. 448 00:22:59,763 --> 00:23:00,630 Try it. 449 00:23:02,299 --> 00:23:03,934 That's incredible. 450 00:23:03,968 --> 00:23:05,369 The pie's amazing. 451 00:23:05,402 --> 00:23:07,171 It's hands down the best pie I've ever had, Elizabeth. 452 00:23:07,204 --> 00:23:09,039 Why, thank you, Pastor Steve. 453 00:23:09,073 --> 00:23:11,375 Just call me Steve. 454 00:23:11,408 --> 00:23:13,410 Well, thanks Steve. 455 00:23:13,444 --> 00:23:15,012 Jonathan, you wanna have some, 456 00:23:15,045 --> 00:23:16,380 it's really delicious. 457 00:23:16,413 --> 00:23:18,816 Of course you know that. 458 00:23:18,849 --> 00:23:20,017 Yeah, I do. 459 00:23:20,050 --> 00:23:23,254 Oh, Jonathan's watching his weight. 460 00:23:23,287 --> 00:23:24,155 Oh yes. 461 00:23:25,122 --> 00:23:25,990 Good idea. 462 00:23:27,124 --> 00:23:29,293 I've been watching my weight for years. 463 00:23:29,326 --> 00:23:30,761 Still never changes though. 464 00:23:30,794 --> 00:23:32,897 [laughs] 465 00:23:34,198 --> 00:23:35,900 ♪ Flavor ♪ 466 00:23:35,933 --> 00:23:37,334 ♪ For all the thing ♪ 467 00:23:37,368 --> 00:23:39,236 ♪ That you do ♪ 468 00:23:39,270 --> 00:23:42,940 ♪ Baby, it's all for you ♪ 469 00:23:42,973 --> 00:23:45,309 [vocalizing] 470 00:23:57,087 --> 00:23:58,122 Guys, guys, 471 00:23:58,155 --> 00:23:59,790 Bora Bora this time of the year, 472 00:23:59,823 --> 00:24:00,958 Amazing. 473 00:24:00,991 --> 00:24:01,959 I just got back. 474 00:24:01,992 --> 00:24:04,061 It is beautiful. 475 00:24:04,094 --> 00:24:04,929 All right. 476 00:24:04,962 --> 00:24:07,164 What do you think? 477 00:24:07,198 --> 00:24:08,165 She's a beast. 478 00:24:08,199 --> 00:24:09,466 Hey, check it out, check it out. 479 00:24:09,500 --> 00:24:10,868 Come on. 480 00:24:10,901 --> 00:24:12,970 ♪ Blue skies and airplanes ♪ 481 00:24:13,003 --> 00:24:14,305 Yeah, come in here. 482 00:24:14,338 --> 00:24:18,275 Check out that cool leather interior, smell it. 483 00:24:20,110 --> 00:24:21,879 You know, I can get you a great deal 484 00:24:21,912 --> 00:24:22,780 on one of these bad boys. 485 00:24:22,813 --> 00:24:23,948 Yeah? 486 00:24:23,981 --> 00:24:26,350 Come on down to the showroom tomorrow. 487 00:24:26,383 --> 00:24:28,185 [Elizabeth] Honey. 488 00:24:28,219 --> 00:24:30,221 Yeah, yeah, I'll be a minute. 489 00:24:30,254 --> 00:24:31,989 You're wife is gonna love this. 490 00:24:32,022 --> 00:24:33,390 ♪ For all the things ♪ 491 00:24:33,424 --> 00:24:35,259 ♪ That you do ♪ 492 00:24:35,292 --> 00:24:38,829 ♪ Baby it's all for you ♪ 493 00:24:38,862 --> 00:24:41,232 [vocalizing] 494 00:24:50,074 --> 00:24:52,042 So what did Peter want? 495 00:24:52,076 --> 00:24:53,444 Who? 496 00:24:53,477 --> 00:24:55,145 Peter Lock, you know, you were just talking to him. 497 00:24:55,179 --> 00:24:56,347 He goes to our church. 498 00:24:56,380 --> 00:24:57,348 Oh. 499 00:24:57,381 --> 00:24:59,116 I don't, just stuff. 500 00:25:00,884 --> 00:25:03,520 Did you like his truck? 501 00:25:03,554 --> 00:25:04,555 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 502 00:25:04,588 --> 00:25:05,956 It's pretty cool. 503 00:25:05,990 --> 00:25:07,458 It's kind of like a smart truck, you know, 504 00:25:07,491 --> 00:25:08,459 it's like a smart house 505 00:25:08,492 --> 00:25:09,994 and it's got all these kind of cool features. 506 00:25:10,027 --> 00:25:11,862 How much is the lease? 507 00:25:11,895 --> 00:25:13,297 Oh, 508 00:25:13,330 --> 00:25:15,566 he said he's got this great deal on the loan. 509 00:25:15,599 --> 00:25:18,469 So come on down the showroom and yeah. 510 00:25:18,502 --> 00:25:19,937 - Yeah. - Jonathan, 511 00:25:19,970 --> 00:25:20,838 okay. 512 00:25:22,139 --> 00:25:23,907 Look as much as I think you look really hot 513 00:25:23,941 --> 00:25:25,976 inside of the truck, 514 00:25:26,010 --> 00:25:27,077 the thing is, 515 00:25:29,346 --> 00:25:31,148 I just, you're going to sign the lease 516 00:25:31,181 --> 00:25:34,051 and then you're going to be stuck. 517 00:25:35,286 --> 00:25:36,253 Yes. 518 00:25:36,287 --> 00:25:38,088 It's like you won't, 519 00:25:38,122 --> 00:25:39,556 you're not going to get out of the cycle. 520 00:25:39,590 --> 00:25:41,959 It's just a lease, that's all. 521 00:25:41,992 --> 00:25:42,960 No, it's not the lease. 522 00:25:42,993 --> 00:25:45,429 It's your work, it's your work. 523 00:25:45,462 --> 00:25:47,931 Our bills are gonna pile up. 524 00:25:47,965 --> 00:25:50,301 And this is not the right time for, 525 00:25:50,334 --> 00:25:51,468 I mean, because what it means 526 00:25:51,502 --> 00:25:53,270 is that you're not going to be available 527 00:25:53,304 --> 00:25:55,039 to make any changes. 528 00:25:55,072 --> 00:25:56,440 And you're already working a job 529 00:25:56,473 --> 00:25:58,976 that completely exhausts you. 530 00:25:59,009 --> 00:26:00,311 I mean, you'll have a truck. 531 00:26:00,344 --> 00:26:01,312 That would be great. 532 00:26:01,345 --> 00:26:02,946 You have a truck, 533 00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:04,982 but you'll have to take on more shifts to pay for it. 534 00:26:05,015 --> 00:26:07,918 And you're already burning the candle at both ends. 535 00:26:07,951 --> 00:26:10,120 A truck is not going to make you feel good 536 00:26:10,154 --> 00:26:13,190 when you're working on these night shifts all the time. 537 00:26:13,223 --> 00:26:15,192 Why are you being so negative all the time? 538 00:26:15,225 --> 00:26:16,160 What do you mean? 539 00:26:16,193 --> 00:26:18,128 I'm not being negative. 540 00:26:19,630 --> 00:26:20,497 This is, 541 00:26:22,099 --> 00:26:24,234 this is not just a truck for me. 542 00:26:24,268 --> 00:26:25,469 This is for both of us. 543 00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:27,938 I know, I know it's not the truck. 544 00:26:27,971 --> 00:26:28,939 It's your job. 545 00:26:28,972 --> 00:26:30,474 I want you to be able to be free, 546 00:26:30,507 --> 00:26:34,278 to be able to make changes in your life for your job. 547 00:26:34,311 --> 00:26:35,913 I can't just make changes. 548 00:26:35,946 --> 00:26:37,114 I keep telling you that. 549 00:26:37,147 --> 00:26:38,649 They don't like it when you ask for new shifts 550 00:26:38,682 --> 00:26:40,517 and new changes and all this stuff. 551 00:26:40,551 --> 00:26:41,952 You just think I can do that. 552 00:26:41,985 --> 00:26:42,953 I can't just do that. 553 00:26:42,986 --> 00:26:44,188 I have to get out. 554 00:26:44,221 --> 00:26:45,322 I have to get out of here. 555 00:26:45,356 --> 00:26:46,890 Come on. 556 00:26:46,924 --> 00:26:47,524 You can't just run away every time we have an argument, 557 00:26:47,558 --> 00:26:48,926 you have to run away. 558 00:26:48,959 --> 00:26:49,626 It's not that, I just have to get out. 559 00:26:49,660 --> 00:26:50,494 I have to get out. 560 00:26:50,527 --> 00:26:51,428 I'm hurting. 561 00:26:51,462 --> 00:26:53,330 I, I just need some fresh air. 562 00:26:53,364 --> 00:26:54,565 I need to just, 563 00:26:56,066 --> 00:26:57,968 I just need some fresh air. 564 00:26:58,001 --> 00:26:59,036 Okay. 565 00:26:59,069 --> 00:26:59,937 Okay. 566 00:27:02,239 --> 00:27:03,907 - Okay. - You okay? 567 00:27:03,941 --> 00:27:05,242 Oh, I just need some fresh air. 568 00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:06,477 I just need, 569 00:27:06,510 --> 00:27:07,644 I just need my, 570 00:27:07,678 --> 00:27:08,979 hold on, hold on. 571 00:27:09,012 --> 00:27:10,948 Are you having a panic attack? 572 00:27:10,981 --> 00:27:11,982 Yeah, maybe. 573 00:27:12,015 --> 00:27:12,683 Maybe. 574 00:27:12,716 --> 00:27:13,984 - Just breathe. - Okay. 575 00:27:14,017 --> 00:27:14,885 Okay. 576 00:27:16,220 --> 00:27:17,087 Oh, okay. 577 00:27:18,155 --> 00:27:19,022 Okay. 578 00:27:19,957 --> 00:27:20,591 Okay. 579 00:27:20,624 --> 00:27:21,592 Okay. 580 00:27:21,625 --> 00:27:22,493 Okay. 581 00:27:26,330 --> 00:27:27,197 Did you, 582 00:27:28,499 --> 00:27:30,434 do you ever get the results back from the doctor? 583 00:27:30,467 --> 00:27:31,602 No, not yet. 584 00:27:34,371 --> 00:27:37,174 I'm sure it's going to be okay. 585 00:27:39,676 --> 00:27:41,645 And if it's not? 586 00:27:41,678 --> 00:27:43,680 It's going to be fine. 587 00:27:45,082 --> 00:27:46,150 Okay, but, 588 00:27:48,652 --> 00:27:50,120 but if it's not, 589 00:27:52,356 --> 00:27:55,325 you just promise me to leave the job. 590 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:56,994 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 591 00:27:57,027 --> 00:27:58,695 [Elizabeth] Really? 592 00:27:58,729 --> 00:28:00,330 Yeah, I promise. 593 00:28:01,365 --> 00:28:02,433 Okay. 594 00:28:02,466 --> 00:28:03,333 - I feel better now. - Good. 595 00:28:03,367 --> 00:28:04,234 Okay. 596 00:28:06,603 --> 00:28:07,738 All right. 597 00:28:07,772 --> 00:28:09,039 Now we need to stop by the store. 598 00:28:09,072 --> 00:28:10,407 Okay, what for? 599 00:28:11,542 --> 00:28:12,342 I need to get some ingredients. 600 00:28:12,376 --> 00:28:13,444 I'm going to make a pie. 601 00:28:13,477 --> 00:28:14,344 For who? 602 00:28:15,780 --> 00:28:17,014 For you, weirdo. 603 00:28:17,047 --> 00:28:18,582 Yeah, for you. 604 00:28:18,615 --> 00:28:20,684 Okay, that sounds good. 605 00:28:21,552 --> 00:28:24,721 [serene music] 606 00:28:24,756 --> 00:28:28,325 So how long have I been here for? 607 00:28:28,358 --> 00:28:30,160 Time is an old fashioned thing now. 608 00:28:30,194 --> 00:28:32,329 You're on eternity time. 609 00:28:32,362 --> 00:28:33,230 Oh. 610 00:28:34,231 --> 00:28:35,767 Is that like dog years? 611 00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:37,401 You know, like one year up here 612 00:28:37,434 --> 00:28:38,735 is seven years in earth? 613 00:28:38,770 --> 00:28:40,471 More like a thousand years is like a day, 614 00:28:40,504 --> 00:28:42,606 and a day is like a thousand years. 615 00:28:42,639 --> 00:28:43,507 Oh. 616 00:28:45,576 --> 00:28:46,443 So, 617 00:28:48,278 --> 00:28:49,680 how did I get here? 618 00:28:49,713 --> 00:28:50,647 You know. 619 00:28:52,549 --> 00:28:53,417 I do? 620 00:28:58,522 --> 00:28:59,523 Okay. 621 00:28:59,556 --> 00:29:02,259 [serene music] 622 00:29:37,427 --> 00:29:40,564 Yep, gonna need the old roadmap. 623 00:29:40,597 --> 00:29:43,166 [soft music] 624 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,242 Okay, honey, you win. 625 00:29:56,246 --> 00:29:57,648 Time for a change. 626 00:29:59,182 --> 00:30:00,050 Yeah. 627 00:30:02,119 --> 00:30:02,787 All right. 628 00:30:13,196 --> 00:30:14,464 All right, okay. 629 00:30:15,365 --> 00:30:17,434 [engine rumbling] 630 00:30:17,467 --> 00:30:19,804 [soft music] 631 00:30:30,681 --> 00:30:33,550 [distorted music] 632 00:30:43,660 --> 00:30:46,363 [serene music] 633 00:30:55,505 --> 00:30:57,775 It just, I feel so different. 634 00:31:01,345 --> 00:31:03,714 It's hard to explain. 635 00:31:03,747 --> 00:31:04,748 I know. 636 00:31:04,782 --> 00:31:06,249 You used to worry a lot. 637 00:31:06,283 --> 00:31:08,652 Now you will never worry again. 638 00:31:08,685 --> 00:31:09,854 You used to carry 639 00:31:09,887 --> 00:31:12,522 the weight of the world on you everyday. 640 00:31:12,556 --> 00:31:16,593 That boulder of worry and fear crushed you constantly. 641 00:31:16,627 --> 00:31:21,164 And now you will never worry about that burden again. 642 00:31:22,299 --> 00:31:23,734 Yeah. 643 00:31:23,768 --> 00:31:25,435 I feel so peaceful. 644 00:31:25,469 --> 00:31:27,638 And no more fears and no more tears. 645 00:31:27,671 --> 00:31:29,373 It all gets wiped away. 646 00:31:29,406 --> 00:31:34,411 All those years of pain and suffering are all gone now. 647 00:31:34,912 --> 00:31:36,480 It's amazing. 648 00:31:36,513 --> 00:31:39,182 [serene music] 649 00:31:52,696 --> 00:31:55,699 Hey, they said you wanted to talk to me. 650 00:31:55,732 --> 00:31:58,301 Yes, Elizabeth, take a seat. 651 00:32:06,276 --> 00:32:07,310 I thought we were going to start 652 00:32:07,344 --> 00:32:09,914 another round of treatment today. 653 00:32:11,281 --> 00:32:12,616 That was correct. 654 00:32:12,649 --> 00:32:13,450 But. 655 00:32:17,955 --> 00:32:19,222 What is it? 656 00:32:21,291 --> 00:32:23,694 I'm afraid it's not good news. 657 00:32:23,727 --> 00:32:24,862 The test came back 658 00:32:24,896 --> 00:32:27,230 and we're at a stage four. 659 00:32:28,532 --> 00:32:30,001 At this point, 660 00:32:30,034 --> 00:32:31,568 the plan is to make sure 661 00:32:31,601 --> 00:32:34,604 you're as comfortable as you can be. 662 00:32:40,277 --> 00:32:42,279 Hey, don't be sad. 663 00:32:42,312 --> 00:32:43,680 Huh? 664 00:32:43,714 --> 00:32:44,748 God's got it. 665 00:32:46,349 --> 00:32:47,952 Don't worry. 666 00:32:47,985 --> 00:32:50,654 [somber music] 667 00:33:16,047 --> 00:33:16,914 Okay. 668 00:33:19,516 --> 00:33:21,919 Okay, God, maybe you got this. 669 00:33:27,759 --> 00:33:28,625 I don't, 670 00:33:32,395 --> 00:33:33,497 I don't know. 671 00:33:34,966 --> 00:33:36,266 I don't know. 672 00:33:37,667 --> 00:33:39,436 I can only handle so much, God. 673 00:33:39,469 --> 00:33:41,471 It's just getting too much. 674 00:33:41,505 --> 00:33:42,774 This too much. 675 00:33:42,807 --> 00:33:45,475 [somber music] 676 00:33:57,855 --> 00:33:58,722 Okay. 677 00:34:02,359 --> 00:34:04,528 Okay, so I made a mistake. 678 00:34:04,561 --> 00:34:06,063 Maybe I deserve it. 679 00:34:07,031 --> 00:34:09,366 [sobbing] 680 00:34:14,071 --> 00:34:14,939 Okay. 681 00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:16,706 Okay. 682 00:34:18,441 --> 00:34:20,544 God, I gotta, I need you so bad. 683 00:34:20,577 --> 00:34:21,545 I need you. 684 00:34:23,014 --> 00:34:25,615 Just help me, help me believe. 685 00:34:26,483 --> 00:34:27,350 Help me. 686 00:34:28,986 --> 00:34:31,488 Help me see beyond this, God. 687 00:34:33,891 --> 00:34:35,793 Oh God, I just need your peace, God. 688 00:34:35,827 --> 00:34:39,030 Please, please just give me your peace. 689 00:34:41,531 --> 00:34:42,399 Please. 690 00:34:49,874 --> 00:34:51,541 Okay. 691 00:34:51,575 --> 00:34:52,442 Okay. 692 00:34:53,476 --> 00:34:54,344 Okay. 693 00:34:57,048 --> 00:34:59,516 [grumbling] 694 00:35:08,558 --> 00:35:09,559 Come here. 695 00:35:17,902 --> 00:35:20,570 [somber music] 696 00:35:44,195 --> 00:35:45,062 I'm sorry. 697 00:35:46,730 --> 00:35:47,697 I lost track of time. 698 00:35:47,731 --> 00:35:49,066 Oh, you found my phone. 699 00:35:49,100 --> 00:35:50,001 Thanks. 700 00:35:50,034 --> 00:35:51,668 I took an Uber. 701 00:35:51,701 --> 00:35:52,870 Oh, I'm sorry. 702 00:35:52,904 --> 00:35:54,071 Yeah. 703 00:35:54,105 --> 00:35:56,640 Jonathan, you know I don't ask for a lot. 704 00:35:56,673 --> 00:35:58,776 I just ask for you to be there for me. 705 00:35:58,809 --> 00:35:59,777 I know. 706 00:35:59,810 --> 00:36:00,710 I don't care about this house. 707 00:36:00,744 --> 00:36:01,745 I don't care about the yard. 708 00:36:01,779 --> 00:36:02,947 I don't care about any of it. 709 00:36:02,980 --> 00:36:04,614 I just want you to be there for me. 710 00:36:04,648 --> 00:36:05,615 Yeah, I am. 711 00:36:05,649 --> 00:36:08,019 I never see you anymore! 712 00:36:08,052 --> 00:36:10,855 Ever since they put you on that stupid night shift, 713 00:36:10,888 --> 00:36:11,856 it's not good for you. 714 00:36:11,889 --> 00:36:12,857 It's not good for me. 715 00:36:12,890 --> 00:36:13,891 It's not good for either of us. 716 00:36:13,925 --> 00:36:15,059 All right. 717 00:36:15,092 --> 00:36:16,994 Look, I just need some more time. 718 00:36:17,028 --> 00:36:18,595 Chuck just said another six months, 719 00:36:18,628 --> 00:36:21,198 I could get a promotion and I can get enough money 720 00:36:21,232 --> 00:36:22,233 to fix this house up. 721 00:36:22,266 --> 00:36:23,566 Isn't that what you want? 722 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:24,567 Is that what you want from me? 723 00:36:24,601 --> 00:36:25,602 That's why I'm doing this. 724 00:36:25,635 --> 00:36:27,504 I'm doing this for us. 725 00:36:32,843 --> 00:36:35,212 I don't have any more time. 726 00:36:38,182 --> 00:36:39,716 It's not working. 727 00:36:45,923 --> 00:36:46,991 No, no, no. 728 00:36:49,026 --> 00:36:49,860 It's gonna work. 729 00:36:49,894 --> 00:36:50,761 No. 730 00:36:54,531 --> 00:36:55,833 Oh. 731 00:36:55,866 --> 00:36:58,002 [sobbing] 732 00:37:11,148 --> 00:37:14,617 [twinkly music] 733 00:37:14,651 --> 00:37:16,220 Jonathan? 734 00:37:16,253 --> 00:37:17,554 Jonathan. 735 00:37:17,587 --> 00:37:19,023 [Jonathan] Tim? 736 00:37:19,056 --> 00:37:19,890 It's me. 737 00:37:19,924 --> 00:37:20,758 I. 738 00:37:20,791 --> 00:37:21,792 Oh my gosh. 739 00:37:21,826 --> 00:37:22,827 You're here. 740 00:37:24,128 --> 00:37:25,129 I can't, 741 00:37:25,162 --> 00:37:25,997 I can't believe it. 742 00:37:26,030 --> 00:37:27,564 I mean, 743 00:37:27,597 --> 00:37:29,000 you looks so happy and healthy. 744 00:37:29,033 --> 00:37:30,801 I mean, you always happy, 745 00:37:30,835 --> 00:37:32,003 which I could never quite understand. 746 00:37:32,036 --> 00:37:33,503 Well, I always 747 00:37:35,773 --> 00:37:36,941 just tried 748 00:37:36,974 --> 00:37:38,641 to hold on to the hope that one day, 749 00:37:38,675 --> 00:37:40,744 no matter what happened, 750 00:37:40,778 --> 00:37:42,113 I would be here in paradise. 751 00:37:42,146 --> 00:37:43,747 Things were bad sometimes. 752 00:37:43,781 --> 00:37:44,982 I mean they were, 753 00:37:45,016 --> 00:37:47,818 but I could believe that I would be here 754 00:37:47,852 --> 00:37:49,186 in paradise. 755 00:37:49,220 --> 00:37:50,087 And I am. 756 00:37:54,925 --> 00:37:56,093 That's my family. 757 00:37:56,127 --> 00:37:57,627 You never met them. 758 00:37:57,660 --> 00:37:58,929 - No. - Yeah. 759 00:38:00,097 --> 00:38:01,032 I lost them 760 00:38:02,166 --> 00:38:03,034 early on, 761 00:38:04,301 --> 00:38:06,569 early on in a house fire. 762 00:38:07,271 --> 00:38:09,606 That's why I was homeless. 763 00:38:11,008 --> 00:38:13,244 See, I was a big, successful lawyer, 764 00:38:13,277 --> 00:38:14,211 a big shot. 765 00:38:15,379 --> 00:38:17,547 I thought I had it all. 766 00:38:19,350 --> 00:38:21,919 I didn't have anything. 767 00:38:21,952 --> 00:38:24,587 Traveling, always away from them. 768 00:38:24,621 --> 00:38:27,058 And then one day I got a call. 769 00:38:27,091 --> 00:38:28,225 It's all gone. 770 00:38:31,095 --> 00:38:32,229 It crushed me. 771 00:38:35,966 --> 00:38:37,600 You're supposed to be happy in Heaven, right? 772 00:38:37,634 --> 00:38:39,303 But just the thought of that, 773 00:38:39,336 --> 00:38:41,272 that crushed me. 774 00:38:41,305 --> 00:38:43,040 I could never get up 775 00:38:44,175 --> 00:38:46,777 because I was a self-made man. 776 00:38:47,812 --> 00:38:49,847 I didn't need anybody's help. 777 00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:51,015 You know that. 778 00:38:53,184 --> 00:38:55,652 It wasn't until I hit bottom 779 00:38:58,655 --> 00:38:59,990 and I reached out 780 00:39:01,691 --> 00:39:03,894 and I asked for God's help. 781 00:39:05,396 --> 00:39:07,865 And he showed me this place. 782 00:39:09,033 --> 00:39:12,136 And he showed me my family living here. 783 00:39:13,370 --> 00:39:14,939 It was in a dream. 784 00:39:15,873 --> 00:39:17,241 It was in a dream. 785 00:39:17,274 --> 00:39:20,411 The craziest thing in the world in a dream and I, 786 00:39:20,444 --> 00:39:23,280 I just held on to that every day 787 00:39:23,314 --> 00:39:25,116 and every night. 788 00:39:25,149 --> 00:39:26,217 Now I'm here. 789 00:39:27,218 --> 00:39:28,953 I followed His word. 790 00:39:30,788 --> 00:39:33,190 It's, it's so funny, I mean, 791 00:39:34,758 --> 00:39:37,027 I always thought you were the crazy homeless guy. 792 00:39:37,061 --> 00:39:38,728 [Tim] I was pretty crazy. 793 00:39:38,762 --> 00:39:40,998 [laughs] 794 00:39:41,031 --> 00:39:42,632 But you weren't. 795 00:39:44,835 --> 00:39:46,971 You're the one who's wise. 796 00:39:48,005 --> 00:39:48,939 You saw this place. 797 00:39:48,973 --> 00:39:49,974 You have peace. 798 00:39:50,007 --> 00:39:51,674 I never had that. 799 00:39:51,708 --> 00:39:53,210 I was too busy like everybody else trying to get it, 800 00:39:53,244 --> 00:39:55,880 trying to make it work, 801 00:39:55,913 --> 00:39:57,214 working, making money, 802 00:39:57,248 --> 00:39:58,949 try to put it all together, 803 00:39:58,983 --> 00:40:01,185 hold it in my own hands. 804 00:40:01,218 --> 00:40:02,887 But you let it all. 805 00:40:03,888 --> 00:40:05,022 You trusted God 806 00:40:05,055 --> 00:40:07,224 cause you saw this place. 807 00:40:07,258 --> 00:40:08,159 You were the wise one. 808 00:40:08,192 --> 00:40:10,327 You have peace, I have had that. 809 00:40:10,361 --> 00:40:13,831 We all have a different road that God gives us, you know. 810 00:40:13,864 --> 00:40:15,966 Mine was different. 811 00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:18,235 They all lead to one place, 812 00:40:18,269 --> 00:40:19,136 to Him. 813 00:40:20,404 --> 00:40:22,739 You gotta meet my family. 814 00:40:29,280 --> 00:40:30,281 - Hey. - Hey. 815 00:40:32,149 --> 00:40:33,150 Ooh, thanks. 816 00:40:34,285 --> 00:40:36,020 You got anything stronger? 817 00:40:36,053 --> 00:40:37,388 Stronger than root beer? 818 00:40:37,421 --> 00:40:39,056 Yeah, yeah, a little bit. 819 00:40:39,089 --> 00:40:42,059 I'm sorry man, I don't drink. 820 00:40:42,092 --> 00:40:43,460 Oh, right. 821 00:40:43,494 --> 00:40:46,263 Because of your religion. 822 00:40:46,297 --> 00:40:47,998 No. 823 00:40:48,032 --> 00:40:50,834 It's just that I used to drink a lot. 824 00:40:50,868 --> 00:40:51,969 - Yeah. - Yeah. 825 00:40:53,504 --> 00:40:57,241 But then after I found religion, as you like to call it, 826 00:40:57,274 --> 00:40:59,810 I just lost the taste for it. 827 00:41:02,079 --> 00:41:03,847 I guess that's a good thing. 828 00:41:03,881 --> 00:41:05,249 - Yeah. - Yeah. 829 00:41:05,282 --> 00:41:07,384 You're gonna have a spare room while you're here. 830 00:41:07,418 --> 00:41:08,852 Oh yeah. 831 00:41:08,886 --> 00:41:10,087 Thanks. 832 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:11,488 It's not going to be for long, you know, 833 00:41:11,522 --> 00:41:12,957 it's just until 834 00:41:12,990 --> 00:41:16,927 this all blows over with Elizabeth and you know. 835 00:41:20,864 --> 00:41:21,765 Talk about eye sores. 836 00:41:21,799 --> 00:41:22,967 It's not that bad. 837 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:23,934 No, that, 838 00:41:24,868 --> 00:41:26,303 that is really bad. 839 00:41:28,405 --> 00:41:30,174 Well, look, I was actually wondering 840 00:41:30,207 --> 00:41:33,177 if you might be interested in buying it off me. 841 00:41:33,210 --> 00:41:34,245 Oh, what, the boulder? 842 00:41:34,278 --> 00:41:35,512 No, no, 843 00:41:35,546 --> 00:41:36,413 the house. 844 00:41:37,948 --> 00:41:39,550 Look, it's just that I don't need a place this big. 845 00:41:39,583 --> 00:41:41,285 I'm traveling so much these days 846 00:41:41,318 --> 00:41:44,521 and you might want to be marrying Elizabeth 847 00:41:44,555 --> 00:41:47,191 hopefully sooner than later. 848 00:41:47,224 --> 00:41:49,360 I don't know, this is like the right kind of place 849 00:41:49,393 --> 00:41:50,527 to have kids, settle down. 850 00:41:50,561 --> 00:41:52,830 Whoa, whoa, whoa, slow down on that. 851 00:41:52,863 --> 00:41:53,497 Okay. 852 00:41:53,530 --> 00:41:54,531 All right. 853 00:41:54,565 --> 00:41:55,399 Just think about it. 854 00:41:55,432 --> 00:41:56,400 Okay. 855 00:41:56,433 --> 00:41:59,169 I'd make you a great deal. 856 00:41:59,203 --> 00:42:02,273 So, what are you doing again? 857 00:42:02,306 --> 00:42:04,241 Mercy ships. 858 00:42:04,275 --> 00:42:05,409 It's aid work. 859 00:42:05,442 --> 00:42:06,310 I manage medical teams. 860 00:42:06,343 --> 00:42:07,578 Oh yeah. 861 00:42:07,611 --> 00:42:09,079 That's cool. 862 00:42:09,113 --> 00:42:10,114 What are you studying to be? 863 00:42:10,147 --> 00:42:10,981 An EMT? 864 00:42:12,116 --> 00:42:13,050 Yeah. 865 00:42:13,083 --> 00:42:15,352 No, I'm still working on that. 866 00:42:15,386 --> 00:42:17,421 That's great, man. 867 00:42:17,454 --> 00:42:18,455 That's good. 868 00:42:19,456 --> 00:42:20,824 So listen, 869 00:42:20,858 --> 00:42:24,995 I was planning on going to a small group thing 870 00:42:25,029 --> 00:42:26,163 with the church tonight. 871 00:42:26,196 --> 00:42:27,998 You all want to come? 872 00:42:30,334 --> 00:42:31,902 No, dude. 873 00:42:31,935 --> 00:42:34,305 You know, I'm not into all that religious stuff, like. 874 00:42:34,338 --> 00:42:36,173 Right, right, right. 875 00:42:36,206 --> 00:42:38,309 Cause you got your life all together 876 00:42:38,342 --> 00:42:40,811 and everything's going well. 877 00:42:42,613 --> 00:42:43,614 I'm kidding man. 878 00:42:43,647 --> 00:42:44,982 Come on, come on down 879 00:42:45,015 --> 00:42:46,483 and see all the crazy religious freaks. 880 00:42:46,517 --> 00:42:47,918 That'd be a good time. 881 00:42:47,951 --> 00:42:49,053 Oh my gosh. 882 00:42:50,954 --> 00:42:51,822 Bro, fine. 883 00:42:53,023 --> 00:42:54,491 Hey, there we go. 884 00:42:56,460 --> 00:42:58,595 I mean what else am I going to do? 885 00:42:58,629 --> 00:43:00,197 Great question. 886 00:43:03,067 --> 00:43:04,168 Oh yeah. 887 00:43:04,201 --> 00:43:07,271 Lots of crazy religious freaks. 888 00:43:07,304 --> 00:43:08,872 We can all make mistakes. 889 00:43:08,906 --> 00:43:11,275 As men, we tend to lead first 890 00:43:11,308 --> 00:43:12,609 and ask questions later. 891 00:43:12,643 --> 00:43:14,378 And sometimes this can be a good thing. 892 00:43:14,411 --> 00:43:16,413 Sometimes it can be bad. 893 00:43:17,915 --> 00:43:19,083 If we make the wrong decision, 894 00:43:19,116 --> 00:43:21,251 we end up hurting those around us. 895 00:43:21,285 --> 00:43:24,421 Our wives, friends, kids, girlfriends, 896 00:43:25,522 --> 00:43:28,258 and then guilt can weigh us down. 897 00:43:30,260 --> 00:43:32,129 And if we're not careful, 898 00:43:32,162 --> 00:43:34,598 that guilt will lead us right back to the same decision 899 00:43:34,631 --> 00:43:37,134 that got us there in the first place. 900 00:43:37,167 --> 00:43:40,371 Now we may choose to live in that guilt 901 00:43:40,404 --> 00:43:41,271 in a cave, 902 00:43:42,606 --> 00:43:45,909 hidden where we once used to lead out on the horizon. 903 00:43:45,943 --> 00:43:48,612 As man if left to our own devices, 904 00:43:50,214 --> 00:43:53,150 we'll stay in that cave for as long as we possibly can. 905 00:43:53,183 --> 00:43:55,085 Heck we even set them up in our homes 906 00:43:55,119 --> 00:43:57,121 and call them man caves. 907 00:43:59,656 --> 00:44:02,393 If we choose to live in those caves, 908 00:44:02,426 --> 00:44:03,293 in guilt, 909 00:44:04,495 --> 00:44:07,264 we're in the darkness, lost. 910 00:44:07,297 --> 00:44:10,134 And as we crawl deeper and deeper into that cave, 911 00:44:10,167 --> 00:44:13,203 we need a lamp to guide us out. 912 00:44:13,237 --> 00:44:16,306 Jesus says he is a lamp unto our feet. 913 00:44:17,474 --> 00:44:18,675 We must follow that lamp 914 00:44:18,709 --> 00:44:22,379 to lead us out of guilt and fear and shame. 915 00:44:23,580 --> 00:44:26,216 Jesus wants us to live lives 916 00:44:26,250 --> 00:44:27,451 that go beyond, 917 00:44:27,484 --> 00:44:29,486 into eternity in heaven. 918 00:44:30,721 --> 00:44:34,525 He wants us to live our lives to the fullest. 919 00:44:35,592 --> 00:44:36,960 Do children go there, 920 00:44:36,994 --> 00:44:38,295 like to heaven? 921 00:44:38,328 --> 00:44:40,531 I mean like, like little kids, 922 00:44:40,564 --> 00:44:42,032 you know babies. 923 00:44:43,634 --> 00:44:45,169 Yes, of course. 924 00:44:47,204 --> 00:44:51,575 Do you mean when a child dies in a miscarriage? 925 00:44:51,608 --> 00:44:53,343 No, the other one. 926 00:44:54,779 --> 00:44:56,447 Yes, Jonathan. 927 00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:59,716 That is the beauty of eternity with Christ. 928 00:44:59,750 --> 00:45:04,021 That when you die, you live forever in heaven. 929 00:45:04,054 --> 00:45:04,756 In paradise. 930 00:45:04,789 --> 00:45:07,324 [soft music] 931 00:45:12,529 --> 00:45:14,998 Hey, I just need to get some air real quick. 932 00:45:15,032 --> 00:45:17,367 [soft music] 933 00:45:37,789 --> 00:45:39,523 Hey, what's wrong? 934 00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:45,496 I made a mistake and, 935 00:45:46,630 --> 00:45:47,698 look, I tried to stop it, 936 00:45:47,731 --> 00:45:49,333 but it was my fault 937 00:45:49,366 --> 00:45:50,701 and I, look I, I. 938 00:45:53,504 --> 00:45:55,239 Hey, it's okay. 939 00:45:55,272 --> 00:45:56,139 It's okay. 940 00:45:57,775 --> 00:46:01,745 This is what forgiveness is all about. 941 00:46:01,779 --> 00:46:04,214 You can start over again. 942 00:46:04,248 --> 00:46:05,649 Yeah? 943 00:46:05,682 --> 00:46:07,584 That's what I did. 944 00:46:07,618 --> 00:46:09,119 So can you. 945 00:46:09,152 --> 00:46:10,654 Man, after she left me, 946 00:46:10,687 --> 00:46:13,758 she didn't just go to her parents' house for awhile. 947 00:46:13,791 --> 00:46:15,559 She left me for good. 948 00:46:19,730 --> 00:46:21,298 I broke her heart 949 00:46:22,432 --> 00:46:24,701 and I made her do that horrible thing. 950 00:46:24,735 --> 00:46:28,205 And I can't forgive myself for that. 951 00:46:28,238 --> 00:46:29,239 It's okay. 952 00:46:30,474 --> 00:46:32,075 It's not over yet. 953 00:46:34,344 --> 00:46:35,212 Yeah. 954 00:46:36,580 --> 00:46:38,181 It's not over yet. 955 00:46:41,318 --> 00:46:42,185 Yeah. 956 00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:44,388 Yeah. 957 00:46:51,261 --> 00:46:52,729 God, if you're real 958 00:46:54,698 --> 00:46:57,467 and you are who they say you are, 959 00:47:00,137 --> 00:47:04,541 then I'm praying now that you give me a second chance. 960 00:47:05,810 --> 00:47:06,677 Please. 961 00:47:25,930 --> 00:47:27,464 I'm sorry. 962 00:47:27,497 --> 00:47:32,135 I was wrong and I never should've pushed you into it. 963 00:47:32,169 --> 00:47:32,804 It's too late. 964 00:47:32,837 --> 00:47:34,438 No, no it's not. 965 00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:37,541 If you're talking about us, 966 00:47:37,574 --> 00:47:39,643 then yeah, it's too late. 967 00:47:40,544 --> 00:47:42,880 I was talking about Rachel. 968 00:48:01,498 --> 00:48:03,233 See, I thought it was too late too, but it's not true. 969 00:48:03,266 --> 00:48:04,668 It's not too late. 970 00:48:11,408 --> 00:48:12,877 Because I believe 971 00:48:12,910 --> 00:48:15,178 that we will see her again 972 00:48:15,947 --> 00:48:16,814 in Heaven. 973 00:48:20,517 --> 00:48:22,619 But you don't believe in Heaven 974 00:48:22,653 --> 00:48:24,521 No, I do, I do now. 975 00:48:24,554 --> 00:48:27,925 And I know that you have for so long 976 00:48:27,959 --> 00:48:31,328 and I'm sorry that I never did, but 977 00:48:31,361 --> 00:48:32,229 tonight I 978 00:48:33,831 --> 00:48:38,301 am a crazy religious person, just like my brother. 979 00:48:38,335 --> 00:48:39,202 Really? 980 00:48:40,004 --> 00:48:41,204 I'm sorry. 981 00:48:52,582 --> 00:48:53,851 I forgive you. 982 00:48:55,452 --> 00:48:58,255 I can't wait to see Rachel again. 983 00:48:59,924 --> 00:49:01,324 Yeah, me too. 984 00:49:07,932 --> 00:49:10,534 Hey wait, where are you going? 985 00:49:11,936 --> 00:49:14,471 I'm staying with my parents. 986 00:49:16,473 --> 00:49:19,309 Since you, we are Christians now, 987 00:49:20,477 --> 00:49:22,746 we can't be living together. 988 00:49:24,281 --> 00:49:26,283 Not until we're married. 989 00:49:28,685 --> 00:49:30,320 You sure about that? 990 00:49:30,353 --> 00:49:30,988 [Elizabeth] Don't. 991 00:49:31,022 --> 00:49:31,889 Okay. 992 00:49:31,923 --> 00:49:33,490 Okay, all right. 993 00:49:35,392 --> 00:49:36,259 So, 994 00:49:38,029 --> 00:49:39,629 when you're ready, 995 00:49:40,898 --> 00:49:41,766 come back. 996 00:49:52,043 --> 00:49:53,343 Okay, then. 997 00:49:54,979 --> 00:49:56,313 Let's do this. 998 00:50:01,886 --> 00:50:04,521 [serene music] 999 00:50:11,763 --> 00:50:13,363 You need to go down there. 1000 00:50:13,396 --> 00:50:16,433 There's someone that wants to meet you. 1001 00:50:16,466 --> 00:50:18,936 [serene music] 1002 00:51:10,420 --> 00:51:11,555 Welcome home, Daddy. 1003 00:51:11,588 --> 00:51:12,455 Rachel. 1004 00:51:13,423 --> 00:51:14,324 My daughter. 1005 00:51:19,030 --> 00:51:20,430 I've been waiting for you and this moment 1006 00:51:20,463 --> 00:51:22,499 for a long time. 1007 00:51:22,532 --> 00:51:23,835 Time to come out of the dark. 1008 00:51:23,868 --> 00:51:26,369 I have someone else I want you to meet. 1009 00:51:26,403 --> 00:51:27,872 Let's keep going, Daddy. 1010 00:51:27,905 --> 00:51:29,040 Death is no more. 1011 00:51:29,073 --> 00:51:30,808 Daddy, it's no more. 1012 00:51:42,019 --> 00:51:44,721 [somber music] 1013 00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:58,035 [Dr. Howard] Hi Jonathan. 1014 00:52:05,810 --> 00:52:06,643 Hey. 1015 00:52:19,991 --> 00:52:21,125 How are you? 1016 00:52:28,132 --> 00:52:30,600 Actually, I feel terrible. 1017 00:52:35,940 --> 00:52:37,808 I really miss my hair. 1018 00:52:41,578 --> 00:52:43,513 I miss feeling healthy. 1019 00:52:45,649 --> 00:52:48,085 And I just miss being with you. 1020 00:52:50,553 --> 00:52:51,521 With me? 1021 00:52:51,554 --> 00:52:52,522 Yeah. 1022 00:52:52,555 --> 00:52:54,524 How crazy is that? 1023 00:52:54,557 --> 00:52:57,028 [somber music] 1024 00:53:06,703 --> 00:53:07,939 Hey Jonathan. 1025 00:53:07,972 --> 00:53:08,806 Yeah? 1026 00:53:10,207 --> 00:53:11,708 I was thinking. 1027 00:53:13,244 --> 00:53:14,577 Do you remember 1028 00:53:15,846 --> 00:53:17,647 before we got married 1029 00:53:18,816 --> 00:53:20,151 what you told me? 1030 00:53:23,087 --> 00:53:27,457 You said that one day we will see our Rachel again. 1031 00:53:30,261 --> 00:53:31,996 Remember, in Heaven? 1032 00:53:34,564 --> 00:53:37,034 [serene music] 1033 00:53:44,741 --> 00:53:46,777 I want you to know 1034 00:53:46,811 --> 00:53:49,746 even though I feel really terrible, 1035 00:53:52,649 --> 00:53:57,554 I just feel, I just feel like this peace around me. 1036 00:53:57,587 --> 00:53:58,688 I can't explain it. 1037 00:53:58,722 --> 00:53:59,589 It's like, 1038 00:54:01,624 --> 00:54:03,094 it's like a warmth. 1039 00:54:04,627 --> 00:54:06,596 It's just all over my body. 1040 00:54:06,629 --> 00:54:07,497 Like I, 1041 00:54:09,100 --> 00:54:11,102 I can just feel God. 1042 00:54:11,135 --> 00:54:12,702 I can feel His presence. 1043 00:54:12,736 --> 00:54:14,772 I know it's gonna be okay. 1044 00:54:15,806 --> 00:54:18,009 I know He's got this. 1045 00:54:18,042 --> 00:54:20,677 [serene music] 1046 00:54:22,645 --> 00:54:23,513 Jonathan, 1047 00:54:27,885 --> 00:54:31,088 even though I'm going away for a while, 1048 00:54:35,026 --> 00:54:38,595 we're also gonna see each other again 1049 00:54:38,628 --> 00:54:39,629 really soon. 1050 00:54:51,976 --> 00:54:53,110 This next part 1051 00:54:54,912 --> 00:54:56,113 of the journey, 1052 00:54:58,681 --> 00:55:00,117 that's the good part. 1053 00:55:00,151 --> 00:55:02,820 [serene music] 1054 00:55:11,661 --> 00:55:14,065 There's no more pain. 1055 00:55:14,098 --> 00:55:15,933 There's no more tears, 1056 00:55:17,734 --> 00:55:19,602 and no more suffering, 1057 00:55:20,838 --> 00:55:22,039 no more sorrow, 1058 00:55:25,642 --> 00:55:26,977 no more sickness, 1059 00:55:29,246 --> 00:55:30,580 no more death, 1060 00:55:32,383 --> 00:55:34,151 no more evil, 1061 00:55:34,185 --> 00:55:35,652 no more sadness. 1062 00:55:38,389 --> 00:55:41,591 All of our tears will be wiped away. 1063 00:55:42,692 --> 00:55:44,862 The old things are no more. 1064 00:55:47,064 --> 00:55:48,999 The day has dawned. 1065 00:55:49,033 --> 00:55:51,701 [serene music] 1066 00:56:03,447 --> 00:56:04,882 Come on daddy, hurry up. 1067 00:56:04,915 --> 00:56:07,650 [twinkly music] 1068 00:56:16,726 --> 00:56:19,029 [soft music] 1069 00:56:39,783 --> 00:56:40,717 Jonathan. 1070 00:56:44,054 --> 00:56:47,424 I was remembering when I married you two, 1071 00:56:47,458 --> 00:56:49,293 you basically eloped. 1072 00:56:50,928 --> 00:56:52,263 I was so nervous. 1073 00:56:53,397 --> 00:56:56,934 It was my first marriage ceremony, but 1074 00:56:56,967 --> 00:56:59,236 I knew then she was special. 1075 00:57:02,006 --> 00:57:03,207 I know I can't do much to help. 1076 00:57:03,240 --> 00:57:04,108 And 1077 00:57:05,809 --> 00:57:09,313 I know Elizabeth is still your whole world. 1078 00:57:10,447 --> 00:57:12,316 And I know that right now you must feel 1079 00:57:12,349 --> 00:57:15,718 like you cannot carry home without her. 1080 00:57:18,822 --> 00:57:23,027 Heaven is God's answered from the broken hearted. 1081 00:57:23,060 --> 00:57:24,929 There's always hope. 1082 00:57:24,962 --> 00:57:26,363 It's not over yet. 1083 00:57:41,278 --> 00:57:44,048 So sorry, I was in the middle of Africa 1084 00:57:44,081 --> 00:57:45,950 and I tried to get her as fast as I could. 1085 00:57:45,983 --> 00:57:47,785 I, I just couldn't. 1086 00:57:47,818 --> 00:57:49,887 There was no flights. 1087 00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:50,921 It's okay. 1088 00:57:52,323 --> 00:57:53,924 You're my brother. 1089 00:57:55,059 --> 00:57:58,262 You'll walk through fire to get to me, so. 1090 00:57:59,430 --> 00:58:00,464 It's okay. 1091 00:58:00,497 --> 00:58:01,365 John, I, 1092 00:58:03,867 --> 00:58:05,002 I am so sorry. 1093 00:58:09,540 --> 00:58:11,008 Liz was amazing. 1094 00:58:21,151 --> 00:58:22,519 Jonathan, 1095 00:58:22,553 --> 00:58:25,756 how are you coping with all of this? 1096 00:58:30,894 --> 00:58:32,196 I'm okay. 1097 00:58:32,229 --> 00:58:34,265 I know that's what we say, 1098 00:58:34,298 --> 00:58:36,066 but that's not always how we feel. 1099 00:58:36,100 --> 00:58:38,369 I mean, how are you doing? 1100 00:58:38,402 --> 00:58:42,206 People don't really care about how I feel. 1101 00:58:42,239 --> 00:58:45,242 No one really cares about that. 1102 00:58:45,276 --> 00:58:46,210 It's like in my job, 1103 00:58:46,243 --> 00:58:49,880 people just want to be told that it's okay. 1104 00:58:49,913 --> 00:58:51,315 Everything's okay. 1105 00:58:53,450 --> 00:58:54,551 I don't know. 1106 00:58:58,422 --> 00:58:59,356 Jonathan, 1107 00:59:00,391 --> 00:59:01,925 say how you feel. 1108 00:59:03,227 --> 00:59:06,263 If you won't say it to me, then say it to God. 1109 00:59:06,297 --> 00:59:08,265 Tell Him how you feel. 1110 00:59:08,299 --> 00:59:10,934 [somber music] 1111 00:59:14,204 --> 00:59:15,806 It is okay to hurt. 1112 00:59:19,209 --> 00:59:21,345 It's okay to grieve, okay. 1113 00:59:25,316 --> 00:59:27,151 That's more than okay. 1114 00:59:27,184 --> 00:59:29,353 That's what makes us human. 1115 00:59:30,287 --> 00:59:31,455 We're not machines. 1116 00:59:31,488 --> 00:59:33,957 We're flesh and we're blood. 1117 00:59:35,592 --> 00:59:38,195 When we lose someone, we hurt. 1118 00:59:41,231 --> 00:59:44,101 Sometimes that hurt can take years 1119 00:59:46,603 --> 00:59:47,471 and 1120 00:59:50,507 --> 00:59:52,843 sometimes they never heal. 1121 00:59:56,146 --> 00:59:57,981 It's with us forever. 1122 01:00:06,523 --> 01:00:10,427 I can stay here if that will help, if you like. 1123 01:00:12,396 --> 01:00:13,263 I just, 1124 01:00:14,565 --> 01:00:18,168 please just tell me what you need from me. 1125 01:00:21,405 --> 01:00:22,272 I just, 1126 01:00:25,609 --> 01:00:28,145 I just want to be left alone. 1127 01:00:31,048 --> 01:00:31,982 That's all. 1128 01:00:46,330 --> 01:00:48,665 [soft music] 1129 01:01:06,083 --> 01:01:07,317 I want you gone! 1130 01:01:08,685 --> 01:01:09,686 I 1131 01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:10,687 want 1132 01:01:10,721 --> 01:01:11,688 you 1133 01:01:11,722 --> 01:01:13,023 gone! 1134 01:01:13,056 --> 01:01:15,025 Why won't you move? 1135 01:01:15,058 --> 01:01:17,161 [sobbing] 1136 01:01:22,132 --> 01:01:23,000 Why? 1137 01:01:24,468 --> 01:01:26,603 [sobbing] 1138 01:01:43,253 --> 01:01:45,255 [serene music] 1139 01:01:45,289 --> 01:01:47,090 Here, daddy. 1140 01:01:47,124 --> 01:01:49,626 [serene music] 1141 01:01:53,597 --> 01:01:56,400 [sirens blaring] 1142 01:02:00,671 --> 01:02:03,740 You see the track marks on her arm? 1143 01:02:05,375 --> 01:02:06,677 Come on. 1144 01:02:06,710 --> 01:02:08,278 Stay with us, stay with us. 1145 01:02:08,312 --> 01:02:09,513 Not today. 1146 01:02:09,546 --> 01:02:10,414 One, 1147 01:02:10,447 --> 01:02:11,281 two, 1148 01:02:11,315 --> 01:02:12,249 three, 1149 01:02:12,282 --> 01:02:13,250 four, 1150 01:02:13,283 --> 01:02:14,117 five. 1151 01:02:15,719 --> 01:02:17,087 Come on now. 1152 01:02:17,120 --> 01:02:18,388 Don't die on me. 1153 01:02:22,059 --> 01:02:23,494 Come on. 1154 01:02:23,527 --> 01:02:25,496 - All right. - No pulse. 1155 01:02:25,529 --> 01:02:26,530 All right. 1156 01:02:26,563 --> 01:02:27,431 Clear. 1157 01:02:30,234 --> 01:02:31,635 No pulse. 1158 01:02:31,668 --> 01:02:33,136 One more time. 1159 01:02:34,204 --> 01:02:35,038 Clear. 1160 01:02:35,072 --> 01:02:37,107 [sirens blaring] 1161 01:02:37,140 --> 01:02:38,642 Oh, come on, come on. 1162 01:02:38,675 --> 01:02:40,210 Still no pulse. 1163 01:02:42,279 --> 01:02:44,381 All right, give it one more shot. 1164 01:02:44,414 --> 01:02:46,216 [Chuck] One more time. 1165 01:02:46,250 --> 01:02:47,117 Clear. 1166 01:02:49,686 --> 01:02:52,689 [flat line beeping] 1167 01:02:55,292 --> 01:02:56,693 [Chuck] Call it. 1168 01:02:59,363 --> 01:03:00,230 3:45. 1169 01:03:04,635 --> 01:03:07,304 I guess it was only a matter of time. 1170 01:03:07,337 --> 01:03:10,040 [siren blaring] 1171 01:03:20,852 --> 01:03:24,655 [Chuck] Mrs. Jones, are you sleeping again? 1172 01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:38,235 Her feet. 1173 01:03:38,268 --> 01:03:40,737 You never checked her feet. 1174 01:03:40,772 --> 01:03:43,206 Sir, is there someone we can call for you? 1175 01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:44,107 No. 1176 01:03:44,776 --> 01:03:47,477 [somber music] 1177 01:03:54,351 --> 01:03:55,319 [Man] Can you check on my wife? 1178 01:03:55,352 --> 01:03:57,087 We just got married. 1179 01:03:57,889 --> 01:04:00,591 [somber music] 1180 01:04:02,794 --> 01:04:04,361 I got a pulse. 1181 01:04:04,394 --> 01:04:06,363 Okay, okay, she's gonna be okay. 1182 01:04:06,396 --> 01:04:07,464 - Okay. - It's gonna be okay. 1183 01:04:07,497 --> 01:04:08,532 It's all right. 1184 01:04:08,565 --> 01:04:09,633 There you go. 1185 01:04:14,237 --> 01:04:15,138 Hey. 1186 01:04:15,172 --> 01:04:16,139 What's up man? 1187 01:04:16,173 --> 01:04:17,140 Hey. 1188 01:04:17,174 --> 01:04:17,875 Good for you. 1189 01:04:17,909 --> 01:04:18,675 You got that water thing going. 1190 01:04:18,709 --> 01:04:19,576 It's about time. 1191 01:04:19,610 --> 01:04:20,477 Yeah. 1192 01:04:22,713 --> 01:04:24,581 You look happy. 1193 01:04:24,615 --> 01:04:27,618 Nah, man, it's just my usual face. 1194 01:04:27,651 --> 01:04:30,755 Did you go on that date yet? 1195 01:04:30,788 --> 01:04:32,556 What date? 1196 01:04:32,589 --> 01:04:33,858 You know, with Francesca? 1197 01:04:33,891 --> 01:04:34,892 Did you go on that date? 1198 01:04:34,926 --> 01:04:36,226 Yeah, we went on a date. 1199 01:04:36,259 --> 01:04:37,628 [laughs] 1200 01:04:37,661 --> 01:04:40,197 Actually, it's been three dates. 1201 01:04:40,230 --> 01:04:41,565 - Three? - And a fourth 1202 01:04:41,598 --> 01:04:42,432 tomorrow. 1203 01:04:42,466 --> 01:04:43,400 Whoa. 1204 01:04:43,433 --> 01:04:45,502 When did all this happen? 1205 01:04:46,603 --> 01:04:48,538 Yeah, I mean, I know I, 1206 01:04:49,506 --> 01:04:51,541 I haven't been around. 1207 01:04:51,575 --> 01:04:52,442 Yeah. 1208 01:04:53,377 --> 01:04:54,678 It's wow. 1209 01:04:54,711 --> 01:04:58,348 Look, I didn't want to bring it up, man. 1210 01:04:58,382 --> 01:04:59,416 I don't know. 1211 01:04:59,449 --> 01:05:00,717 Oh no, no, no. 1212 01:05:00,751 --> 01:05:02,319 It's, it's great. 1213 01:05:02,352 --> 01:05:04,254 It's, it's really good to hear good news for a change. 1214 01:05:04,287 --> 01:05:06,256 So you know, it's awesome. 1215 01:05:06,289 --> 01:05:07,591 - Thanks. - Really happy for you. 1216 01:05:07,624 --> 01:05:10,560 Well if you think that's good news, 1217 01:05:10,594 --> 01:05:13,463 then you would be interested in this. 1218 01:05:13,497 --> 01:05:14,364 Bam! 1219 01:05:15,465 --> 01:05:16,333 Oh. 1220 01:05:17,334 --> 01:05:18,368 Way to go, Chuck. 1221 01:05:18,402 --> 01:05:20,270 And only after a few dates. 1222 01:05:20,303 --> 01:05:21,271 That, that's impressive. 1223 01:05:21,304 --> 01:05:22,339 That's... 1224 01:05:22,372 --> 01:05:23,407 - Hey. - That's awesome. 1225 01:05:23,440 --> 01:05:25,777 - It's not over yet. - Yeah. 1226 01:05:25,810 --> 01:05:27,577 That's what you told me. 1227 01:05:27,611 --> 01:05:28,478 I did? 1228 01:05:29,446 --> 01:05:30,580 Look, man. 1229 01:05:30,614 --> 01:05:32,817 When you first started working here, 1230 01:05:32,850 --> 01:05:36,620 I had just had that horrible break up with Doreen. 1231 01:05:36,653 --> 01:05:39,423 Yeah, you were in pretty bad shape. 1232 01:05:39,456 --> 01:05:41,224 You got that right. 1233 01:05:41,258 --> 01:05:44,594 But then you told me I would meet somebody else 1234 01:05:44,628 --> 01:05:46,964 and I said it's never gonna happen. 1235 01:05:46,998 --> 01:05:49,700 It's never gonna happen, man. 1236 01:05:49,733 --> 01:05:51,601 I couldn't believe it. 1237 01:05:54,571 --> 01:05:55,973 But then you said. 1238 01:05:57,374 --> 01:05:58,843 It's not over yet. 1239 01:05:58,876 --> 01:06:00,277 That's right. 1240 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,481 It's not over yet. 1241 01:06:07,852 --> 01:06:08,853 I hope so. 1242 01:06:14,058 --> 01:06:14,892 Me too. 1243 01:06:17,594 --> 01:06:20,230 [serene music] 1244 01:06:42,719 --> 01:06:43,653 Jonathan. 1245 01:06:45,422 --> 01:06:46,623 It's okay. 1246 01:06:46,656 --> 01:06:47,624 It's okay. 1247 01:06:47,657 --> 01:06:49,827 Everything's okay. 1248 01:06:49,861 --> 01:06:52,395 [soft music] 1249 01:07:14,819 --> 01:07:17,487 [gentle music] 1250 01:08:07,171 --> 01:08:08,039 [Elizabeth] Stop the car. 1251 01:08:08,072 --> 01:08:08,906 [Jonathan] What? 1252 01:08:08,940 --> 01:08:09,774 Stop, stop, stop. 1253 01:08:09,807 --> 01:08:10,975 There's, look. 1254 01:08:11,008 --> 01:08:12,609 Look, look. 1255 01:08:12,642 --> 01:08:14,511 There's a bench. 1256 01:08:14,544 --> 01:08:15,378 Oh. 1257 01:08:17,747 --> 01:08:19,349 Look at the bench. 1258 01:08:20,417 --> 01:08:21,751 Oh, it's perfect. 1259 01:08:23,087 --> 01:08:23,921 Great. 1260 01:08:23,955 --> 01:08:25,022 Clean it up, and, 1261 01:08:25,056 --> 01:08:25,923 oh yeah. 1262 01:08:27,859 --> 01:08:28,993 Oh, I love it. 1263 01:08:32,495 --> 01:08:33,931 Come on, come on, come on, come on. 1264 01:08:33,965 --> 01:08:35,099 It's probably full of termites. 1265 01:08:35,132 --> 01:08:36,466 No, no. 1266 01:08:36,499 --> 01:08:37,500 We can like clean it up or something. 1267 01:08:37,534 --> 01:08:38,401 It's fine. 1268 01:08:39,136 --> 01:08:40,604 Oh, it's so good. 1269 01:08:40,637 --> 01:08:42,073 Why don't you just get a new one? 1270 01:08:42,106 --> 01:08:43,140 - It's just like... - It's not the same. 1271 01:08:43,174 --> 01:08:44,574 It's not the same. 1272 01:08:44,608 --> 01:08:46,509 It's just like a Home Depot bench. 1273 01:08:46,543 --> 01:08:47,510 They're really cheap. 1274 01:08:47,544 --> 01:08:48,678 I know, I know. 1275 01:08:48,712 --> 01:08:49,814 Well, I'm just letting you know 1276 01:08:49,847 --> 01:08:50,948 in case you think you're going to do it up 1277 01:08:50,982 --> 01:08:52,149 and sell for a million dollars. 1278 01:08:52,183 --> 01:08:53,483 Cause it's not going to happen. 1279 01:08:53,516 --> 01:08:54,684 It's not worth anything. 1280 01:08:54,718 --> 01:08:55,719 I know. 1281 01:08:55,752 --> 01:08:56,620 It's okay. 1282 01:08:57,721 --> 01:08:59,123 Come on, it's great. 1283 01:08:59,156 --> 01:09:00,191 Please, 1284 01:09:00,224 --> 01:09:02,392 please, please, please. 1285 01:09:03,127 --> 01:09:04,594 Okay, okay. 1286 01:09:04,628 --> 01:09:06,696 More junk for the house. 1287 01:09:06,730 --> 01:09:07,664 All right. 1288 01:09:07,697 --> 01:09:09,566 [Elizabeth] It's not junk. 1289 01:09:09,599 --> 01:09:10,433 Man. 1290 01:09:10,467 --> 01:09:11,601 Can you? 1291 01:09:11,635 --> 01:09:12,169 - It's gross. - Just be careful. 1292 01:09:12,203 --> 01:09:13,771 Don't scratch. 1293 01:09:13,804 --> 01:09:15,139 Okay, okay. 1294 01:09:15,172 --> 01:09:16,706 All right, here we go. 1295 01:09:16,740 --> 01:09:17,775 Okay, all right. 1296 01:09:17,808 --> 01:09:19,476 Right there, that's good. 1297 01:09:19,509 --> 01:09:20,177 Watch it. 1298 01:09:20,211 --> 01:09:21,578 Watch it. 1299 01:09:21,611 --> 01:09:22,479 You know, it's not really helping me, 1300 01:09:22,512 --> 01:09:23,680 what you're doing. 1301 01:09:23,713 --> 01:09:24,849 - Doesn't really help at all. - Stop. 1302 01:09:24,882 --> 01:09:27,484 - But I appreciate it. - This is great. 1303 01:09:27,517 --> 01:09:28,752 It might make you feel better. 1304 01:09:28,786 --> 01:09:29,787 Just, 1305 01:09:29,820 --> 01:09:30,788 all right lift it, 1306 01:09:30,821 --> 01:09:31,789 higher, higher. 1307 01:09:31,822 --> 01:09:32,823 Oh, careful. 1308 01:09:33,958 --> 01:09:34,825 Jonathan. 1309 01:09:35,826 --> 01:09:38,495 [gentle music] 1310 01:10:34,919 --> 01:10:35,786 Yes. 1311 01:10:37,054 --> 01:10:38,655 Yes, right there. 1312 01:10:38,688 --> 01:10:39,857 That's exactly it. 1313 01:10:39,890 --> 01:10:41,258 Thank you for your help. 1314 01:10:41,292 --> 01:10:42,193 - Yes. - Excuse me. 1315 01:10:42,226 --> 01:10:43,593 You're welcome, honey. 1316 01:10:43,626 --> 01:10:44,895 This is good. 1317 01:10:44,929 --> 01:10:45,863 This is good. 1318 01:10:45,896 --> 01:10:47,865 Okay, that way, that way. 1319 01:10:49,967 --> 01:10:50,935 I love it. 1320 01:10:50,968 --> 01:10:51,836 I love it. 1321 01:10:51,869 --> 01:10:53,070 It's so good. 1322 01:10:53,104 --> 01:10:54,071 It's like Betsy. 1323 01:10:54,105 --> 01:10:55,172 Yeah. 1324 01:10:55,206 --> 01:10:57,775 Just as old and ugly is Betsy. 1325 01:10:59,609 --> 01:11:00,244 It true. 1326 01:11:03,047 --> 01:11:05,749 [soft music] 1327 01:11:05,783 --> 01:11:08,752 Do you remember when we first met? 1328 01:11:09,652 --> 01:11:11,055 [Jonathan] Yeah. 1329 01:11:25,735 --> 01:11:29,774 [Elizabeth] Do you remember our first date? 1330 01:11:29,807 --> 01:11:31,008 Yeah. 1331 01:11:31,042 --> 01:11:32,309 It was the park. 1332 01:11:33,210 --> 01:11:35,146 [Elizabeth] Yeah, a park. 1333 01:11:35,179 --> 01:11:36,213 It had that tree, 1334 01:11:36,247 --> 01:11:38,648 a river running through it. 1335 01:11:44,822 --> 01:11:46,090 Oh, and the bench, yeah. 1336 01:11:46,123 --> 01:11:47,124 The bench. 1337 01:11:52,163 --> 01:11:55,299 And we just talk about our future, and 1338 01:11:56,333 --> 01:11:59,270 how many children we'd have, 1339 01:11:59,303 --> 01:12:01,738 what kind of house we'd own. 1340 01:12:03,774 --> 01:12:04,607 I told you 1341 01:12:05,843 --> 01:12:07,144 I wanted to have a house 1342 01:12:07,178 --> 01:12:10,580 on a river with a bench just like this. 1343 01:12:12,116 --> 01:12:14,085 We could just sit on it. 1344 01:12:15,886 --> 01:12:17,755 And grow old together. 1345 01:12:20,091 --> 01:12:20,958 Remember? 1346 01:12:21,992 --> 01:12:24,627 [gentle music] 1347 01:12:50,020 --> 01:12:51,755 Well, that worked. 1348 01:12:59,830 --> 01:13:00,697 It's, 1349 01:13:02,833 --> 01:13:04,034 this feels so... 1350 01:13:06,103 --> 01:13:07,071 Real? 1351 01:13:07,104 --> 01:13:07,938 Yeah. 1352 01:13:09,406 --> 01:13:11,842 It's like I I was in a dream 1353 01:13:13,244 --> 01:13:15,379 but now I've woken up. 1354 01:13:15,412 --> 01:13:16,280 Yeah. 1355 01:13:17,448 --> 01:13:18,415 This is it. 1356 01:13:18,449 --> 01:13:19,817 This is it, Jonathan. 1357 01:13:19,850 --> 01:13:22,786 This is the house I always dreamed of. 1358 01:13:23,787 --> 01:13:25,289 I should've listened to you. 1359 01:13:25,322 --> 01:13:26,190 I know. 1360 01:13:27,825 --> 01:13:29,894 It's okay, it's okay. 1361 01:13:29,927 --> 01:13:30,761 It doesn't matter anymore. 1362 01:13:30,794 --> 01:13:31,929 That's in the past. 1363 01:13:31,962 --> 01:13:33,063 I'm sorry. 1364 01:13:33,097 --> 01:13:34,098 I just, 1365 01:13:34,131 --> 01:13:36,767 I spent our whole marriage 1366 01:13:36,800 --> 01:13:38,269 working, trying to 1367 01:13:38,302 --> 01:13:42,006 get enough money to buy you your dream house. 1368 01:13:42,039 --> 01:13:43,407 And in the process, 1369 01:13:43,440 --> 01:13:46,911 we never got to spend any time together. 1370 01:13:48,379 --> 01:13:50,481 I wasted all that time. 1371 01:13:50,514 --> 01:13:51,382 I'm sorry. 1372 01:13:53,851 --> 01:13:56,954 I guess God had a better plan, 1373 01:13:56,987 --> 01:13:59,223 just not the one I thought. 1374 01:14:00,791 --> 01:14:02,993 It doesn't even matter anymore. 1375 01:14:03,027 --> 01:14:05,095 There's something that's been puzzling me 1376 01:14:05,129 --> 01:14:06,230 since I've been here. 1377 01:14:06,263 --> 01:14:09,233 [Elizabeth] What's that? 1378 01:14:09,266 --> 01:14:11,101 How did I get here? 1379 01:14:12,236 --> 01:14:14,737 Jonathan, you'll know soon. 1380 01:14:18,242 --> 01:14:19,109 Okay. 1381 01:14:21,178 --> 01:14:23,847 [somber music] 1382 01:14:52,142 --> 01:14:55,546 Everybody, what are you doing here? 1383 01:14:55,579 --> 01:14:58,249 Hey, I got you some help. 1384 01:14:58,282 --> 01:14:59,250 Yeah? 1385 01:14:59,283 --> 01:15:00,784 What for? 1386 01:15:00,818 --> 01:15:02,519 We just want to help you move that bolder. 1387 01:15:02,553 --> 01:15:05,856 I mean, you keep going on about how annoying it is. 1388 01:15:05,889 --> 01:15:07,424 So I don't know, man. 1389 01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:09,126 We just want to help, that's all. 1390 01:15:09,159 --> 01:15:10,861 Yeah, but 1391 01:15:10,894 --> 01:15:12,263 don't worry about it. 1392 01:15:12,296 --> 01:15:14,131 I'm probably just going to sell the house with it. 1393 01:15:14,164 --> 01:15:14,999 It's fine. 1394 01:15:15,032 --> 01:15:15,866 What? 1395 01:15:16,834 --> 01:15:18,002 With that thing? 1396 01:15:18,035 --> 01:15:19,436 Yeah, yeah. 1397 01:15:19,470 --> 01:15:22,206 Look, I'm not a real estate expert, 1398 01:15:22,239 --> 01:15:24,308 but I'm sure if we got rid of that eyesore, 1399 01:15:24,341 --> 01:15:27,077 then you'll probably get a lot more for it. 1400 01:15:27,111 --> 01:15:28,479 Yeah, I don't know. 1401 01:15:28,512 --> 01:15:30,981 I mean, I've been trying to move that thing for years. 1402 01:15:31,015 --> 01:15:32,916 It's just not going to budge. 1403 01:15:32,950 --> 01:15:33,884 So don't worry about it. 1404 01:15:33,917 --> 01:15:36,487 Hey, it's not over yet. 1405 01:15:36,520 --> 01:15:39,156 [chuckling] 1406 01:15:39,189 --> 01:15:40,557 Yeah. 1407 01:15:40,591 --> 01:15:43,360 Beginning to regret I ever told you that expression. 1408 01:15:43,394 --> 01:15:45,529 [laughs] 1409 01:15:45,562 --> 01:15:46,897 No way. 1410 01:15:46,930 --> 01:15:49,533 It's my favorite catchphrase, man, 1411 01:15:50,534 --> 01:15:52,970 and my fiance's as well. 1412 01:15:53,003 --> 01:15:53,971 Wow. 1413 01:15:54,004 --> 01:15:54,972 That's awesome, man. 1414 01:15:55,005 --> 01:15:55,973 Congratulations. 1415 01:15:56,006 --> 01:15:56,974 That's really great. 1416 01:15:57,007 --> 01:15:58,142 - That's awesome. - Thanks, man. 1417 01:15:58,175 --> 01:15:59,476 And Pastor Steve is going to marry us. 1418 01:15:59,510 --> 01:16:00,911 Oh, that's great. 1419 01:16:00,944 --> 01:16:01,979 Awesome. 1420 01:16:02,012 --> 01:16:04,181 And well, I was wondering 1421 01:16:04,214 --> 01:16:07,051 if we could have the ceremony here 1422 01:16:07,084 --> 01:16:08,585 because I live in an apartment 1423 01:16:08,619 --> 01:16:10,354 and so does she. 1424 01:16:10,387 --> 01:16:11,255 Here? 1425 01:16:12,289 --> 01:16:13,590 Really? 1426 01:16:13,624 --> 01:16:16,960 I mean, once the boulder's out, of course. 1427 01:16:18,362 --> 01:16:19,229 Well, 1428 01:16:20,464 --> 01:16:21,332 okay then, 1429 01:16:22,466 --> 01:16:24,068 I guess you're right. 1430 01:16:24,101 --> 01:16:25,202 It's not over yet. 1431 01:16:25,235 --> 01:16:27,538 [laughs] 1432 01:16:27,571 --> 01:16:29,073 - Let's do it. - Let's get to it. 1433 01:16:29,106 --> 01:16:30,908 - Yeah. - Yes. 1434 01:16:30,941 --> 01:16:32,376 Let's do it, fellas. 1435 01:16:32,409 --> 01:16:34,945 [soft music] 1436 01:17:13,417 --> 01:17:15,652 It's a stubborn old thing. 1437 01:17:16,587 --> 01:17:17,454 Wow. 1438 01:17:20,023 --> 01:17:22,126 I got an idea. 1439 01:17:22,159 --> 01:17:23,560 Where you going? 1440 01:17:31,435 --> 01:17:34,171 [soft music] 1441 01:17:34,204 --> 01:17:36,540 [Jonathan] Oh man, I hate this piece of junk. 1442 01:17:36,573 --> 01:17:38,442 Hey, now, hey, stop. 1443 01:17:39,443 --> 01:17:42,012 Don't be hating on old Betsy. 1444 01:17:43,313 --> 01:17:44,615 [Jonathan] Betsy. 1445 01:17:44,648 --> 01:17:45,616 Yeah, Betsy. 1446 01:17:45,649 --> 01:17:46,617 That's her name. 1447 01:17:46,650 --> 01:17:48,318 Don't you remember? 1448 01:17:50,187 --> 01:17:52,556 Since when did Betsy become the official name 1449 01:17:52,589 --> 01:17:53,557 of this old truck? 1450 01:17:53,590 --> 01:17:55,058 It's official. 1451 01:17:56,560 --> 01:18:00,030 Pop's had her as long as I can remember, 1452 01:18:02,232 --> 01:18:04,234 until he gave her to us. 1453 01:18:05,436 --> 01:18:07,638 And here, yep, there it is. 1454 01:18:09,206 --> 01:18:11,508 She's got her trusty roadmap. 1455 01:18:11,542 --> 01:18:14,278 [gentle music] 1456 01:18:24,221 --> 01:18:25,222 [engine rumbling] 1457 01:18:25,255 --> 01:18:26,190 See, there you go. 1458 01:18:26,223 --> 01:18:28,358 She's a reliable old broad. 1459 01:18:28,392 --> 01:18:30,060 Betsy. 1460 01:18:30,093 --> 01:18:30,727 What? 1461 01:18:30,762 --> 01:18:31,695 Don't say it. 1462 01:18:31,728 --> 01:18:34,097 - I wasn't... - Don't say it. 1463 01:18:35,767 --> 01:18:39,102 I wasn't going to say just like you. 1464 01:18:39,136 --> 01:18:41,638 [gentle music] 1465 01:18:54,117 --> 01:18:55,252 You guys ready? 1466 01:18:55,285 --> 01:18:56,320 Let's do it. 1467 01:18:56,353 --> 01:18:59,223 [engine rumbling] 1468 01:19:01,225 --> 01:19:02,659 Wait, wait, stop. 1469 01:19:04,461 --> 01:19:06,196 We forgot something. 1470 01:19:07,164 --> 01:19:09,500 We need to pray this thing away. 1471 01:19:09,533 --> 01:19:10,367 [Elizabeth] Jonathan. 1472 01:19:10,400 --> 01:19:12,336 [Jonathan] Yeah? 1473 01:19:12,369 --> 01:19:13,237 I don't, 1474 01:19:16,340 --> 01:19:18,175 I don't want you 1475 01:19:18,208 --> 01:19:20,077 to do this life alone. 1476 01:19:25,215 --> 01:19:26,283 Okay? 1477 01:19:26,316 --> 01:19:27,184 I 1478 01:19:28,820 --> 01:19:31,188 just don't want you to go. 1479 01:19:31,221 --> 01:19:33,156 I don't want you to go. 1480 01:19:37,762 --> 01:19:39,062 Don't worry. 1481 01:19:39,096 --> 01:19:41,565 Listen, you're going to see again. 1482 01:19:41,598 --> 01:19:42,466 Okay? 1483 01:19:46,403 --> 01:19:48,105 You gotta let go. 1484 01:19:48,138 --> 01:19:50,574 And you gotta let God in. 1485 01:19:50,607 --> 01:19:53,277 [somber music] 1486 01:19:58,115 --> 01:19:59,817 Don't forget that. 1487 01:19:59,851 --> 01:20:01,385 You gotta Him in. 1488 01:20:02,519 --> 01:20:05,589 It's too hard to do on your own, okay. 1489 01:20:07,391 --> 01:20:08,258 Okay. 1490 01:20:12,897 --> 01:20:13,765 Let go. 1491 01:20:15,833 --> 01:20:17,100 Let go, okay. 1492 01:20:18,702 --> 01:20:21,338 [gentle music] 1493 01:20:23,473 --> 01:20:24,474 Okay, God, 1494 01:20:26,510 --> 01:20:28,178 it's your turn now. 1495 01:20:30,747 --> 01:20:33,617 [engine rumbling] 1496 01:20:41,291 --> 01:20:43,761 [gentle music] 1497 01:20:45,897 --> 01:20:49,099 [flat line beeping] 1498 01:20:52,302 --> 01:20:54,772 [gentle music] 1499 01:21:29,206 --> 01:21:31,876 [engine rumbling] 1500 01:21:37,280 --> 01:21:39,750 [gentle music] 1501 01:21:46,690 --> 01:21:49,559 [engine rumbling] 1502 01:21:52,764 --> 01:21:55,432 [gentle music] 1503 01:22:00,938 --> 01:22:01,939 [engine rumbling] 1504 01:22:01,973 --> 01:22:03,407 Jonathan, stop. 1505 01:22:03,440 --> 01:22:06,643 I think you're going to blow the engine. 1506 01:22:06,677 --> 01:22:08,311 You're gonna blow the engine. 1507 01:22:08,345 --> 01:22:09,746 I got this. 1508 01:22:09,781 --> 01:22:11,816 You remember when I was just about to get married. 1509 01:22:11,849 --> 01:22:13,851 You pulled me aside and you said, 1510 01:22:13,885 --> 01:22:16,553 with faith, you can move mountains. 1511 01:22:16,586 --> 01:22:17,521 [Pastor Steve] What? 1512 01:22:17,554 --> 01:22:19,423 Well this is a mountain. 1513 01:22:19,456 --> 01:22:20,825 We can move this. 1514 01:22:20,858 --> 01:22:21,725 Well. 1515 01:22:23,326 --> 01:22:25,662 [soft music] 1516 01:22:31,869 --> 01:22:32,870 Keep going. 1517 01:22:32,904 --> 01:22:34,237 What? 1518 01:22:34,271 --> 01:22:35,338 Keep going. 1519 01:22:36,941 --> 01:22:37,875 Hey, hey. 1520 01:22:38,876 --> 01:22:39,877 It's moving. 1521 01:22:40,845 --> 01:22:42,312 It's moving. 1522 01:22:42,345 --> 01:22:45,215 [uplifting music] 1523 01:22:51,555 --> 01:22:53,290 It's not over yet. 1524 01:23:03,467 --> 01:23:05,268 [chuckling] 1525 01:23:05,302 --> 01:23:06,737 Okay. 1526 01:23:06,771 --> 01:23:08,505 Now we can get going. 1527 01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:11,608 What? 1528 01:23:11,641 --> 01:23:12,509 Get going. 1529 01:23:13,911 --> 01:23:15,746 Didn't you tell him? 1530 01:23:17,014 --> 01:23:17,882 Oh yeah. 1531 01:23:19,016 --> 01:23:21,451 I haven't been clear about the date. 1532 01:23:21,485 --> 01:23:22,552 Date? 1533 01:23:22,586 --> 01:23:24,055 Yeah. 1534 01:23:24,088 --> 01:23:25,923 The wedding is today. 1535 01:23:27,691 --> 01:23:28,658 Ah, okay. 1536 01:23:31,695 --> 01:23:33,663 It's a surprise wedding. 1537 01:23:33,697 --> 01:23:36,333 She thinks he's coming to meet my folks, 1538 01:23:36,366 --> 01:23:37,769 but, 1539 01:23:37,802 --> 01:23:39,904 well, she's got to meet them 1540 01:23:39,937 --> 01:23:43,507 and then we're going to go get married. 1541 01:23:43,540 --> 01:23:44,374 Okay. 1542 01:23:44,407 --> 01:23:45,642 But I, 1543 01:23:45,675 --> 01:23:46,944 I don't have anything. 1544 01:23:46,978 --> 01:23:48,645 Oh, don't worry. 1545 01:23:48,678 --> 01:23:49,814 We have the catering 1546 01:23:49,847 --> 01:23:51,816 and seating, et cetera coming from church. 1547 01:23:51,849 --> 01:23:53,350 It's all taken care of. 1548 01:23:53,383 --> 01:23:55,352 And we'll clean it up. 1549 01:23:55,385 --> 01:23:56,854 Okay. 1550 01:23:56,888 --> 01:23:57,721 All right. 1551 01:23:57,754 --> 01:23:58,622 Okay. 1552 01:23:58,655 --> 01:24:00,057 Let's, let's do it then. 1553 01:24:00,091 --> 01:24:01,291 Let's do it. 1554 01:24:10,367 --> 01:24:12,837 [gentle music] 1555 01:24:18,042 --> 01:24:18,976 Jonathan? 1556 01:24:19,944 --> 01:24:21,678 What are you doing? 1557 01:24:21,711 --> 01:24:22,712 Elizabeth, 1558 01:24:27,118 --> 01:24:29,053 will you marry me? 1559 01:24:29,086 --> 01:24:31,454 [coughing] 1560 01:24:35,092 --> 01:24:36,526 Jonathan? 1561 01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:37,995 What are you doing? 1562 01:24:41,799 --> 01:24:42,800 Oh, I see. 1563 01:24:45,002 --> 01:24:47,972 Maybe we should drive around the block, hun. 1564 01:24:48,005 --> 01:24:49,106 Okay. 1565 01:24:49,140 --> 01:24:49,974 Yeah, okay. 1566 01:24:50,007 --> 01:24:50,842 Okay. 1567 01:24:50,875 --> 01:24:52,576 [Mom] Oh my gosh. 1568 01:24:53,543 --> 01:24:56,013 [gentle music] 1569 01:24:57,048 --> 01:24:58,049 Sorry. 1570 01:24:58,082 --> 01:24:59,516 I was kind of choking. 1571 01:24:59,549 --> 01:25:00,584 Are you okay? 1572 01:25:00,617 --> 01:25:01,919 I'm fine. 1573 01:25:01,953 --> 01:25:03,087 Were my parents just here? 1574 01:25:03,120 --> 01:25:03,955 Oh. 1575 01:25:03,988 --> 01:25:05,589 Yeah. 1576 01:25:05,622 --> 01:25:07,591 They're just going to drive around the block for awhile. 1577 01:25:07,624 --> 01:25:09,126 Why? 1578 01:25:09,160 --> 01:25:10,828 Well. 1579 01:25:10,862 --> 01:25:13,496 Oh, I haven't answered you yet? 1580 01:25:13,530 --> 01:25:14,631 No. 1581 01:25:14,664 --> 01:25:15,498 Yes. 1582 01:25:15,532 --> 01:25:16,901 Yes. 1583 01:25:16,934 --> 01:25:18,401 Oh, my leg's asleep. 1584 01:25:18,435 --> 01:25:19,837 - No. - Come here. 1585 01:25:21,038 --> 01:25:23,406 How are you feeling? 1586 01:25:23,440 --> 01:25:26,509 Man, I don't know if I can do this. 1587 01:25:27,812 --> 01:25:30,982 With faith the size of a mustard seed, 1588 01:25:31,015 --> 01:25:33,184 you can move mountains. 1589 01:25:33,217 --> 01:25:35,853 [gentle music] 1590 01:25:35,887 --> 01:25:37,487 Am I good? 1591 01:25:37,520 --> 01:25:38,655 You look great, brother. 1592 01:25:38,688 --> 01:25:40,024 I've known you two for a while now. 1593 01:25:40,057 --> 01:25:42,894 So I knew this was only a matter of time. 1594 01:25:42,927 --> 01:25:44,862 When something is God's will, 1595 01:25:44,896 --> 01:25:47,999 the only thing standing in the way is us. 1596 01:25:48,032 --> 01:25:51,135 When we let go and we let God take the reins, 1597 01:25:51,168 --> 01:25:54,005 everything goes much smoother. 1598 01:25:54,038 --> 01:25:58,910 So while all of this seems to be happening rather quickly, 1599 01:25:58,943 --> 01:26:01,645 it's been destined from the beginning. 1600 01:26:01,678 --> 01:26:03,713 Today it is my pleasure 1601 01:26:03,747 --> 01:26:05,749 to bring you two together under God, 1602 01:26:05,783 --> 01:26:07,985 as husband and wife. 1603 01:26:08,019 --> 01:26:09,954 You may kiss the bride. 1604 01:26:11,923 --> 01:26:14,792 [people cheering] 1605 01:26:16,060 --> 01:26:20,164 ♪ As I find you now ♪ 1606 01:26:20,197 --> 01:26:23,566 ♪ They say ♪ 1607 01:26:23,600 --> 01:26:28,605 ♪ It's a good thing ♪ 1608 01:26:29,240 --> 01:26:32,109 ♪ To find a wife ♪ 1609 01:26:32,143 --> 01:26:36,180 ♪ So I bought this ring ♪ 1610 01:26:36,213 --> 01:26:39,449 ♪ And it shines like ♪ 1611 01:26:42,219 --> 01:26:44,055 It's amazing. 1612 01:26:44,088 --> 01:26:45,823 Is all food this good? 1613 01:26:45,856 --> 01:26:46,958 I mean it's incredible. 1614 01:26:46,991 --> 01:26:47,925 Yeah. 1615 01:26:47,959 --> 01:26:48,759 Everything's amazing here. 1616 01:26:48,793 --> 01:26:49,592 I mean it's Heaven. 1617 01:26:49,626 --> 01:26:50,694 Well yeah. 1618 01:26:50,727 --> 01:26:51,561 [chuckling] 1619 01:26:51,594 --> 01:26:53,030 And that's not it. 1620 01:26:53,064 --> 01:26:54,865 It's not just about pie, honey. 1621 01:26:54,899 --> 01:26:56,599 There's so much more to see. 1622 01:26:56,633 --> 01:26:58,903 I mean you could spend a thousand years here 1623 01:26:58,936 --> 01:27:01,839 and there's always something new to experience and see 1624 01:27:01,872 --> 01:27:05,076 and smell and it never gets old. 1625 01:27:05,109 --> 01:27:07,544 You never get used to it. 1626 01:27:07,577 --> 01:27:08,578 Oh, sorry. 1627 01:27:15,685 --> 01:27:17,121 That's okay, honey. 1628 01:27:17,154 --> 01:27:18,688 Actually, that's the best part. 1629 01:27:18,722 --> 01:27:21,258 You can eat as much as you want. 1630 01:27:23,160 --> 01:27:24,028 Whoa. 1631 01:27:25,863 --> 01:27:26,730 Wow. 1632 01:27:28,766 --> 01:27:29,699 I guess that's Heaven, isn't it. 1633 01:27:29,733 --> 01:27:32,036 [chuckling] 1634 01:27:40,244 --> 01:27:42,980 Have I got something on my face? 1635 01:27:44,048 --> 01:27:45,249 No. 1636 01:27:45,282 --> 01:27:46,150 It's just, 1637 01:27:47,284 --> 01:27:50,021 this next part is so special. 1638 01:27:50,054 --> 01:27:51,288 Well it's already been pretty special. 1639 01:27:51,322 --> 01:27:52,289 No, I know. 1640 01:27:52,323 --> 01:27:54,025 I know, but, 1641 01:27:54,058 --> 01:27:54,925 but this, 1642 01:27:56,127 --> 01:27:58,561 this is why we're here. 1643 01:27:58,595 --> 01:28:01,065 [gentle music] 1644 01:28:04,734 --> 01:28:05,836 Whoa. 1645 01:28:05,870 --> 01:28:06,736 Is that? 1646 01:28:08,806 --> 01:28:09,672 Yes. 1647 01:28:10,707 --> 01:28:12,043 I can just... 1648 01:28:12,076 --> 01:28:13,643 [Rachel] Yes, daddy. 1649 01:28:13,676 --> 01:28:14,677 He's real nice. 1650 01:28:14,711 --> 01:28:16,147 He's always been there for me. 1651 01:28:16,180 --> 01:28:18,681 And you can talk to him any time. 1652 01:28:18,715 --> 01:28:21,218 [gentle music] 1653 01:28:25,756 --> 01:28:27,124 I feel, 1654 01:28:27,158 --> 01:28:28,225 I don't know. 1655 01:28:30,094 --> 01:28:32,063 It's hard to explain. 1656 01:28:32,096 --> 01:28:35,933 I'm just really, I'm not nervous or anything, but, whoa. 1657 01:28:35,966 --> 01:28:38,169 It's okay, it's okay. 1658 01:28:38,202 --> 01:28:39,336 You can go. 1659 01:28:39,370 --> 01:28:40,737 Just let it go. 1660 01:28:41,704 --> 01:28:42,572 Go. 1661 01:28:43,908 --> 01:28:46,576 [gentle music] 1662 01:28:48,312 --> 01:28:51,048 [phone ringing] 1663 01:28:57,388 --> 01:28:58,255 Hey. 1664 01:28:59,689 --> 01:29:00,825 Where are you? 1665 01:29:00,858 --> 01:29:03,360 I'm on the Mercy ship right now. 1666 01:29:03,394 --> 01:29:06,263 We had to go to port because the weather's been so bad. 1667 01:29:06,297 --> 01:29:08,966 So I think I found the one room on ship 1668 01:29:08,999 --> 01:29:12,770 that actually has a wifi connection. 1669 01:29:12,803 --> 01:29:14,138 [Jonathan] Wow. 1670 01:29:14,171 --> 01:29:16,841 I just wanted to check with you, you know 1671 01:29:16,874 --> 01:29:19,676 and see how you're doing. 1672 01:29:19,709 --> 01:29:20,778 Yeah, yeah. 1673 01:29:23,180 --> 01:29:24,614 I'm doing okay. 1674 01:29:28,718 --> 01:29:29,787 Oh, a, 1675 01:29:29,820 --> 01:29:32,356 I, I got the boulder out finally. 1676 01:29:34,225 --> 01:29:35,192 Mount Rushmore? 1677 01:29:35,226 --> 01:29:37,061 You got rid of the boulder? 1678 01:29:37,094 --> 01:29:38,329 No way. 1679 01:29:38,362 --> 01:29:40,630 [laughs] 1680 01:29:46,103 --> 01:29:48,272 It was a bit of a miracle. 1681 01:29:48,305 --> 01:29:50,241 I can only imagine. 1682 01:29:50,274 --> 01:29:51,775 So. 1683 01:29:51,809 --> 01:29:55,678 So how are you really feeling these days? 1684 01:29:55,712 --> 01:29:56,981 Everything okay? 1685 01:30:01,886 --> 01:30:02,752 Yeah. 1686 01:30:05,122 --> 01:30:05,990 I'm okay. 1687 01:30:08,425 --> 01:30:09,293 I'm just, 1688 01:30:12,296 --> 01:30:16,233 just trying to figure out what to do next, that's all. 1689 01:30:16,267 --> 01:30:18,335 Okay, well that's good. 1690 01:30:18,369 --> 01:30:21,438 Elizabeth wanted me to quit my job. 1691 01:30:22,739 --> 01:30:24,775 [Andrew] Okay. 1692 01:30:24,808 --> 01:30:27,111 And it was just the, 1693 01:30:27,144 --> 01:30:29,113 the night shift, the long hours, 1694 01:30:29,146 --> 01:30:30,014 it's just, 1695 01:30:31,048 --> 01:30:33,918 it's just wearing me out. 1696 01:30:33,951 --> 01:30:35,685 So why didn't you? 1697 01:30:44,862 --> 01:30:45,728 I don't, 1698 01:30:46,964 --> 01:30:47,831 I don't know. 1699 01:30:47,865 --> 01:30:48,731 I guess, 1700 01:30:49,767 --> 01:30:54,338 I guess I was just procrastinating a lot, you know. 1701 01:30:54,371 --> 01:30:57,341 She always said I was a real procrastinator, 1702 01:30:57,374 --> 01:30:59,109 overthinking things. 1703 01:31:01,312 --> 01:31:02,146 But now, 1704 01:31:06,850 --> 01:31:09,153 now that she's gone, I guess, 1705 01:31:12,323 --> 01:31:13,390 I don't know. 1706 01:31:15,125 --> 01:31:16,260 I don't know. 1707 01:31:16,293 --> 01:31:19,763 You know, God speaks to us all the time. 1708 01:31:21,031 --> 01:31:23,000 And those closest to us 1709 01:31:25,102 --> 01:31:28,105 can be some of God's loudest voices. 1710 01:31:29,940 --> 01:31:33,010 So if she was telling you to do this, 1711 01:31:34,812 --> 01:31:37,982 and I don't know, maybe you should. 1712 01:31:38,015 --> 01:31:40,251 I mean this could be 1713 01:31:40,284 --> 01:31:42,752 the next phase in your life. 1714 01:31:43,487 --> 01:31:44,355 Yeah. 1715 01:31:47,424 --> 01:31:51,128 Keep your chin up brother, okay. 1716 01:31:51,161 --> 01:31:52,029 Okay. 1717 01:31:53,964 --> 01:31:55,933 Talk to you soon. 1718 01:31:55,966 --> 01:31:56,834 Okay. 1719 01:32:04,041 --> 01:32:06,477 [gentle music] 1720 01:32:25,162 --> 01:32:27,598 Goodbye, old friend. 1721 01:32:27,631 --> 01:32:30,334 [gentle music] 1722 01:33:25,255 --> 01:33:27,991 Yep, gonna need the old roadmap. 1723 01:33:38,402 --> 01:33:40,204 Okay, honey, you win. 1724 01:33:44,274 --> 01:33:45,876 Time for a change. 1725 01:33:47,111 --> 01:33:47,978 Yeah. 1726 01:33:50,514 --> 01:33:51,382 All right. 1727 01:34:01,024 --> 01:34:02,393 All right. 1728 01:34:02,426 --> 01:34:05,295 [engine rumbling] 1729 01:34:06,964 --> 01:34:09,433 [gentle music] 1730 01:34:17,441 --> 01:34:18,308 Hey God, 1731 01:34:22,479 --> 01:34:23,614 it's me again. 1732 01:34:27,484 --> 01:34:29,586 I know it's been a while. 1733 01:34:31,588 --> 01:34:32,923 I'm sorry, but 1734 01:34:37,461 --> 01:34:38,328 I can't 1735 01:34:40,330 --> 01:34:44,435 really comprehend everything that's happened, but 1736 01:34:44,468 --> 01:34:48,572 somehow it's all gonna make sense in the end. 1737 01:34:48,605 --> 01:34:50,007 You have a plan. 1738 01:34:50,040 --> 01:34:52,609 And I just got to trust it, I guess. 1739 01:34:56,613 --> 01:34:57,481 Anyway, 1740 01:34:59,483 --> 01:35:01,318 Elizabeth wanted me to change jobs 1741 01:35:01,351 --> 01:35:05,222 and I know I should have done this earlier, but 1742 01:35:05,255 --> 01:35:06,590 I'm doing it now. 1743 01:35:11,495 --> 01:35:13,363 I wasted so much time. 1744 01:35:14,631 --> 01:35:17,267 I spent so much time trying to fix things, 1745 01:35:17,301 --> 01:35:19,002 and my own strength trying to make it work, 1746 01:35:19,036 --> 01:35:21,038 and my own strength and, 1747 01:35:22,639 --> 01:35:25,108 I should've done this earlier. 1748 01:35:25,142 --> 01:35:27,611 [gentle music] 1749 01:35:39,122 --> 01:35:39,990 Well, 1750 01:35:43,260 --> 01:35:45,195 it's not over yet, huh. 1751 01:35:50,200 --> 01:35:52,102 It's not over yet. 1752 01:35:52,135 --> 01:35:54,605 [gentle music] 1753 01:36:16,426 --> 01:36:19,263 [distorted music] 1754 01:36:22,299 --> 01:36:24,668 Hold on, hold on, I'm coming. 1755 01:36:34,779 --> 01:36:39,784 [sirens blaring] [loud ringing] 1756 01:36:45,489 --> 01:36:48,292 [sirens blaring] 1757 01:36:59,303 --> 01:37:01,773 [loud droning] 1758 01:37:21,224 --> 01:37:23,360 [Rachel] Daddy, wake up. 1759 01:37:24,929 --> 01:37:26,330 Daddy, wake up. 1760 01:37:27,865 --> 01:37:30,500 [gentle music] 1761 01:37:45,649 --> 01:37:46,884 Now I get it. 1762 01:37:48,719 --> 01:37:50,855 I was lost, now I'm found. 1763 01:37:52,189 --> 01:37:54,658 [gentle music] 1764 01:38:08,940 --> 01:38:12,442 [Jesus] Come and sit with me, Jonathan. 1765 01:38:12,476 --> 01:38:15,278 [ethereal music] 1766 01:38:29,761 --> 01:38:32,295 I'm really happy you're here. 1767 01:38:33,965 --> 01:38:37,401 This is, this is pretty cool. 1768 01:38:37,434 --> 01:38:39,236 Yes, Jonathan. 1769 01:38:39,269 --> 01:38:40,203 Yes, it is. 1770 01:38:42,239 --> 01:38:42,907 So, 1771 01:38:43,875 --> 01:38:47,611 are you ready for the next part of your life? 1772 01:38:49,713 --> 01:38:50,580 Yeah. 1773 01:38:52,884 --> 01:38:54,284 Did you know that many people 1774 01:38:54,317 --> 01:38:56,319 have been waiting for you, Jonathan? 1775 01:38:56,353 --> 01:38:58,555 Especially Rachel. 1776 01:38:58,588 --> 01:39:00,424 She watched with great excitement 1777 01:39:00,457 --> 01:39:02,292 as I worked in your life. 1778 01:39:02,325 --> 01:39:04,261 And she saw your faith grow. 1779 01:39:04,294 --> 01:39:06,430 And as it grew, it turned into trust 1780 01:39:06,463 --> 01:39:08,866 and trust blossomed into love. 1781 01:39:10,034 --> 01:39:11,735 From the day of your salvation until now, 1782 01:39:11,769 --> 01:39:13,303 I've been with you, 1783 01:39:13,336 --> 01:39:15,739 guiding you and directing you. 1784 01:39:16,874 --> 01:39:20,644 I have loved you with an everlasting love. 1785 01:39:20,677 --> 01:39:22,612 Now rejoice and be glad 1786 01:39:23,848 --> 01:39:25,883 for great is your reward. 1787 01:39:27,551 --> 01:39:30,253 You are receiving your inheritance that can never perish, 1788 01:39:30,287 --> 01:39:31,421 spoil or fade. 1789 01:39:32,757 --> 01:39:34,357 All this is yours. 1790 01:39:37,627 --> 01:39:39,596 Welcome home, my son. 1791 01:39:39,629 --> 01:39:42,332 [gentle music] 1792 01:40:12,830 --> 01:40:15,298 Pretty amazing, right? 1793 01:40:15,332 --> 01:40:16,000 Yeah. 1794 01:40:17,367 --> 01:40:19,804 How long was he with him for? 1795 01:40:19,837 --> 01:40:22,572 Oh, a thousand years is like a day. 1796 01:40:22,606 --> 01:40:25,275 A day is like a thousand years. 1797 01:40:26,778 --> 01:40:27,912 It's incredible. 1798 01:40:27,945 --> 01:40:29,080 I know. 1799 01:40:29,113 --> 01:40:30,915 He went through my whole entire life, 1800 01:40:30,948 --> 01:40:32,549 like my childhood. 1801 01:40:33,550 --> 01:40:35,752 Every day, every second is, 1802 01:40:37,955 --> 01:40:39,523 all the times I thought I was alone, 1803 01:40:39,556 --> 01:40:42,526 all the times I thought He wasn't there, 1804 01:40:42,559 --> 01:40:43,761 He was with me. 1805 01:40:45,562 --> 01:40:47,664 He talked to me about how He was, 1806 01:40:47,697 --> 01:40:49,934 He was raising Rachel all these years, 1807 01:40:49,967 --> 01:40:51,635 taking care of her. 1808 01:40:52,702 --> 01:40:53,570 And then, 1809 01:40:55,739 --> 01:40:58,843 He just went so deep into my heart 1810 01:40:58,876 --> 01:41:02,013 that He just took away all the pain, 1811 01:41:02,046 --> 01:41:03,413 all that burden, 1812 01:41:03,446 --> 01:41:06,750 and all that stuff that I've been carrying. 1813 01:41:07,985 --> 01:41:09,653 Just left me with... 1814 01:41:09,686 --> 01:41:10,520 Peace. 1815 01:41:12,990 --> 01:41:14,424 Peace. 1816 01:41:14,457 --> 01:41:16,861 [gentle music] 1817 01:41:21,731 --> 01:41:23,835 Jonathan, so good to see you. 1818 01:41:23,868 --> 01:41:25,569 Pops, how are you? 1819 01:41:25,602 --> 01:41:26,838 So how's old Betsy going? 1820 01:41:26,871 --> 01:41:28,973 Well, she was going right to the very end. 1821 01:41:29,006 --> 01:41:29,974 Wow. 1822 01:41:30,007 --> 01:41:31,408 She outlived me by 15 years. 1823 01:41:31,441 --> 01:41:32,109 Not bad. 1824 01:41:33,077 --> 01:41:34,444 Yeah, she was pretty reliable. 1825 01:41:34,477 --> 01:41:36,981 I'm just glad she got you both around. 1826 01:41:37,014 --> 01:41:39,649 I just want to say thank you for the, for the roadmap. 1827 01:41:39,683 --> 01:41:40,985 Better than a GPS. 1828 01:41:41,018 --> 01:41:42,686 Yeah, that's right. 1829 01:41:42,719 --> 01:41:45,790 Now, have you tried Elizabeth's apple pie here? 1830 01:41:45,823 --> 01:41:46,791 It's even better. 1831 01:41:46,824 --> 01:41:47,925 I know. 1832 01:41:47,959 --> 01:41:48,658 Every bite is better than the last. 1833 01:41:48,692 --> 01:41:49,392 That's right. 1834 01:41:49,426 --> 01:41:50,094 And 1835 01:41:51,728 --> 01:41:53,563 it never runs out. 1836 01:41:53,597 --> 01:41:54,431 [Jonathan] That's right. 1837 01:41:54,464 --> 01:41:55,565 [laughs] 1838 01:41:55,599 --> 01:41:58,035 [gentle music] 1839 01:42:05,009 --> 01:42:07,912 [Jesus] Let's give thanks. 1840 01:42:07,945 --> 01:42:09,146 This is incredible. 1841 01:42:09,180 --> 01:42:11,816 [gentle music] 1842 01:42:14,584 --> 01:42:16,519 [Group] Our father, 1843 01:42:16,553 --> 01:42:17,822 who art in Heaven 1844 01:42:18,789 --> 01:42:21,158 hallowed be thy name. 1845 01:42:21,192 --> 01:42:23,627 Thy kingdom has come. 1846 01:42:23,660 --> 01:42:26,030 Thy will is done in Heaven. 1847 01:42:26,063 --> 01:42:28,698 Thank you for our daily bread, 1848 01:42:28,732 --> 01:42:31,735 and for forgiving us of all our sins. 1849 01:42:31,769 --> 01:42:34,906 Thank you for wiping away all our tears. 1850 01:42:34,939 --> 01:42:38,009 Thank you for delivering us from all evil. 1851 01:42:38,042 --> 01:42:40,111 For thine is the kingdom, 1852 01:42:40,144 --> 01:42:41,178 and the power, 1853 01:42:41,212 --> 01:42:42,646 an the glory, 1854 01:42:42,679 --> 01:42:44,215 forever and ever. 1855 01:42:44,248 --> 01:42:45,917 Amen. 1856 01:42:45,950 --> 01:42:48,652 [gentle music] 1857 01:43:06,270 --> 01:43:08,806 [soft music] 1858 01:43:08,873 --> 01:43:13,873 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 1859 01:44:05,763 --> 01:44:08,232 [gentle music] 1860 01:45:44,762 --> 01:45:49,767 ♪ No place for them but a stable ♪ 1861 01:45:51,836 --> 01:45:56,841 ♪ No place for them but a stable ♪ 1862 01:45:59,844 --> 01:46:04,849 ♪ No place for them but a stable ♪ 1863 01:46:08,352 --> 01:46:13,357 ♪ My lord has come ♪ 1864 01:46:14,458 --> 01:46:19,629 ♪ My lord has come ♪ 1865 01:46:21,432 --> 01:46:23,834 ♪ My lord ♪