1 00:01:40,910 --> 00:01:45,390 There were 8 ,700 hits on the website and 175 applications. 2 00:01:46,390 --> 00:01:50,590 I chose seven women and two men because that was the gender ratio of the 3 00:01:50,590 --> 00:01:51,590 applicants. 4 00:01:52,030 --> 00:01:54,810 I wish we had more of a support team for you. 5 00:01:55,270 --> 00:01:59,490 But with the new grant and everything, we do what we have to do. 6 00:01:59,790 --> 00:02:04,750 You know, for years, researchers have been tracking and observing animals in 7 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:08,190 their natural habitats, and that's what I'm doing in this study. 8 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:11,140 They look fine. Great. 9 00:02:13,980 --> 00:02:19,500 These new protocols, they remind me of some of Masters and Johnson's early 10 00:02:19,820 --> 00:02:20,820 Is that good? 11 00:02:21,320 --> 00:02:22,720 It's very good. 12 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:29,000 What excites me most about this study is these new protocols could potentially 13 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,580 open up a whole new area of research for us. 14 00:02:32,160 --> 00:02:35,040 I can't thank you enough for your unconditional support. 15 00:02:35,460 --> 00:02:37,360 I mean, I just, I owe you everything. 16 00:02:38,260 --> 00:02:39,420 You're going to do great. 17 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:40,660 Thanks. 18 00:03:13,420 --> 00:03:20,360 This is research tape number one, dated 129, of my exhibitionism 19 00:03:20,360 --> 00:03:22,180 study for human response associates. 20 00:03:23,560 --> 00:03:29,620 I think the thing that I'm most excited about this project is that I am maturing 21 00:03:29,620 --> 00:03:30,860 as a researcher. 22 00:03:31,280 --> 00:03:34,880 I'm taking chances. I'm not just standing still. I'm getting out in the 23 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:36,000 I'm observing. 24 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:37,460 I'm pushing the envelope. 25 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:44,080 I'm not sure what the precise observation will entail. That'll depend 26 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:45,360 comfort level of each subject. 27 00:03:48,540 --> 00:03:49,540 I'm nervous. 28 00:03:55,340 --> 00:04:00,860 Thought I was going to slide right through this. 29 00:04:04,660 --> 00:04:06,640 Okay, we're just going to use your first name. 30 00:04:08,890 --> 00:04:11,330 So why don't you just start by telling me who you are? Sure. 31 00:04:11,970 --> 00:04:18,110 My name's Erin. I'm 26, single, creative director for an advertising agency here 32 00:04:18,110 --> 00:04:19,110 in Los Angeles. 33 00:04:19,570 --> 00:04:20,790 It's a pretty good job. 34 00:04:21,970 --> 00:04:28,250 I volunteered to be a subject on this 35 00:04:28,250 --> 00:04:35,190 research on being an exhibitionist because I believe that I am one. 36 00:04:36,630 --> 00:04:37,650 Why do you think that? 37 00:04:42,280 --> 00:04:48,880 What gets me most excited, makes me most excited about having sex, is 38 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:51,540 having people watch me while having sex. 39 00:04:53,740 --> 00:04:58,040 Can you articulate what you mean by showing yourself? 40 00:04:59,280 --> 00:05:04,360 I want people, preferably people I don't know, to see me. 41 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:07,560 See my naked body. 42 00:05:08,840 --> 00:05:10,820 Watch me having sex. 43 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:14,060 other sex acts. 44 00:05:15,660 --> 00:05:22,340 When this happens, which isn't very often, I mean, the climax, the 45 00:05:22,340 --> 00:05:28,440 orgasm, it is absolutely amazing. 46 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:33,160 Is there a downside to your exhibitionism? 47 00:05:33,460 --> 00:05:34,460 Sure. 48 00:05:35,340 --> 00:05:38,740 There's been so many close calls, times I've almost been caught. 49 00:05:42,190 --> 00:05:46,610 It's all scary, but it's kind of exciting too. 50 00:05:47,550 --> 00:05:50,270 Can you remember the first time that you started showing yourself? 51 00:05:52,970 --> 00:05:59,950 Um, well, it's, uh, you don't think this is kind of wild, 52 00:06:00,030 --> 00:06:06,910 but, um, I was with my boyfriend at the time, Brad, and 53 00:06:06,910 --> 00:06:08,130 we just left the DMV. 54 00:06:10,410 --> 00:06:14,730 It crossed my mind to seduce him. 55 00:06:16,030 --> 00:06:20,430 And I could feel my body get hot. 56 00:06:21,010 --> 00:06:22,870 My nipples get hard. 57 00:06:23,790 --> 00:06:26,270 My whole body just got flushed. 58 00:08:23,790 --> 00:08:28,270 It must be the best orgasm that I have ever had. I mean, I was 59 00:08:28,270 --> 00:08:34,450 gushing and cumming all over Brad and his car. 60 00:08:38,470 --> 00:08:41,169 It's an amazing, amazing feeling. 61 00:08:43,210 --> 00:08:45,070 How often do you do this kind of thing? 62 00:08:47,830 --> 00:08:48,830 I don't know. 63 00:08:49,270 --> 00:08:50,270 Once a month. 64 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:53,960 But I think about it all the time. 65 00:08:56,320 --> 00:08:58,360 Oh, too much. It starts building. 66 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:02,960 And when you're doing this, what are you feeling? 67 00:09:06,300 --> 00:09:13,160 I'm scared, excited, wet. It's like a roller coaster, but 68 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:14,160 with sex. 69 00:09:17,610 --> 00:09:21,630 Erin, as I mentioned in our first interview as part of the research 70 00:09:21,630 --> 00:09:27,690 might want to observe your exhibitionism in the field as it takes place. 71 00:09:29,610 --> 00:09:30,610 You want to watch? 72 00:09:31,850 --> 00:09:32,850 Yes. 73 00:10:45,340 --> 00:10:46,340 Ryan's going to die. 74 00:10:48,420 --> 00:10:51,040 Now, we can save him. 75 00:10:53,220 --> 00:10:55,140 But only by bringing him into this life. 76 00:10:57,440 --> 00:11:00,020 If you say that's all I have to make of you. 77 00:11:01,260 --> 00:11:02,260 Oh, no. 78 00:11:06,939 --> 00:11:10,820 When I saw that you were going to die, my darling, I 79 00:11:10,820 --> 00:11:17,560 couldn't deny myself all your passions, all your pleasures. 80 00:11:19,360 --> 00:11:20,760 I did it because... 81 00:11:35,690 --> 00:11:36,690 Look at me. 82 00:11:37,510 --> 00:11:38,090 Look 83 00:11:38,090 --> 00:11:53,210 around 84 00:11:53,210 --> 00:12:00,010 you. You expected me to live like this? 85 00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:23,510 The name's Robert. 86 00:13:24,050 --> 00:13:31,010 I'm a ceramicist, a potter, a teacher. I travel around. I give seminars about 87 00:13:31,010 --> 00:13:32,010 art. 88 00:13:32,410 --> 00:13:33,410 I'm a widower. 89 00:13:33,810 --> 00:13:34,810 I have a daughter. 90 00:13:35,490 --> 00:13:38,310 And generally, I think I'm a pretty happy soul. 91 00:13:39,250 --> 00:13:41,710 I'm here because I thought it would be a great place to meet chicks. 92 00:13:45,310 --> 00:13:47,210 And what is the real reason, Robert? 93 00:13:50,890 --> 00:13:51,890 Well, um... 94 00:13:53,740 --> 00:14:00,240 All my life, well, as long as I can remember anyway, I've had this 95 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:07,140 thing, like this voice, not literally, in my head, telling 96 00:14:07,140 --> 00:14:13,220 me to... telling me to 97 00:14:13,220 --> 00:14:19,420 take off my clothes in front of people. 98 00:14:21,710 --> 00:14:26,170 I know it sounds nuts, but I mean, I never did it. 99 00:14:30,410 --> 00:14:35,890 All those years growing up, I guess I was too afraid or something. 100 00:14:38,390 --> 00:14:40,190 But until 101 00:14:40,190 --> 00:14:45,530 now, 102 00:14:45,630 --> 00:14:49,310 for some reason, I... 103 00:14:55,630 --> 00:14:56,850 I'm letting myself do it. 104 00:14:58,870 --> 00:15:00,450 And what is that behavior? 105 00:15:07,010 --> 00:15:13,830 Okay, I've started... I've started 106 00:15:13,830 --> 00:15:16,750 modeling for art classes. 107 00:15:24,170 --> 00:15:25,430 I like them looking at me. 108 00:15:26,690 --> 00:15:32,290 I mean, it's all I can do to keep from getting excited. 109 00:15:34,430 --> 00:15:35,970 That's what it's like for me up there. 110 00:15:37,090 --> 00:15:38,090 Don't get erect. 111 00:15:40,650 --> 00:15:47,590 The tension of having to constantly keep myself under control. 112 00:15:51,610 --> 00:15:52,610 You're doing great. 113 00:15:57,520 --> 00:16:03,180 I guess I... It makes me feel good when I do it. 114 00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:10,200 I don't know why exactly, but it does. 115 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:19,320 And... I mean, I guess people 116 00:16:19,320 --> 00:16:22,820 watching me, studying me. 117 00:16:27,050 --> 00:16:33,330 Really don't know why it makes me feel so good Well, that's my big 118 00:16:33,330 --> 00:16:38,190 story It's not too weird is it 119 00:16:38,190 --> 00:16:45,110 Weird isn't 120 00:16:45,110 --> 00:16:46,630 how we look at things here. 121 00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:51,370 I Appreciate you sharing this with me. 122 00:16:51,590 --> 00:16:52,590 Thank you. 123 00:16:54,270 --> 00:17:00,640 I I really have to thank you. I mean, being able to download this stuff 124 00:17:00,640 --> 00:17:04,040 to someone, someone sympathetic. 125 00:17:04,300 --> 00:17:06,480 I mean, really, for the first time ever. 126 00:17:12,140 --> 00:17:14,400 Maybe you'd like to have dinner tonight. 127 00:17:18,560 --> 00:17:19,760 We'll see you next week. 128 00:17:21,619 --> 00:17:23,300 This has never happened before. 129 00:17:24,329 --> 00:17:28,810 But one of my subjects, he really is very charming. 130 00:17:29,430 --> 00:17:33,170 And unfortunately, I think I may have communicated that to him. 131 00:17:33,810 --> 00:17:39,610 And though it's strictly chemical, I'm sure, I just feel so unprofessional. 132 00:17:40,950 --> 00:17:43,430 I'm sure it wasn't as noticeable as you think. 133 00:17:44,070 --> 00:17:46,890 Well, nonetheless, I'm worried that it's just going to cloud the study. 134 00:17:48,390 --> 00:17:52,690 I think you're right to take notice of it, but I wouldn't worry about it. 135 00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:54,900 You're so on top of it. 136 00:17:55,540 --> 00:17:56,780 I don't think it's an issue. 137 00:17:58,900 --> 00:18:00,220 Are you okay with this? 138 00:18:00,460 --> 00:18:01,940 Yeah, I'm okay. Okay. 139 00:18:02,860 --> 00:18:04,440 Thanks. I'll see you later. Okay. 140 00:18:20,590 --> 00:18:23,030 Okay, this is where we do the interview. 141 00:18:23,510 --> 00:18:24,510 Come on in. 142 00:18:26,030 --> 00:18:27,030 Are you ready? 143 00:18:28,330 --> 00:18:29,330 I guess. 144 00:18:30,350 --> 00:18:32,310 Let's grab that little mic there. 145 00:18:33,550 --> 00:18:38,870 And... Okay, and... Just put it right on... Yeah. 146 00:18:39,130 --> 00:18:40,130 Right here? 147 00:18:40,630 --> 00:18:41,630 Okay. 148 00:18:45,570 --> 00:18:46,570 Right here? 149 00:18:50,220 --> 00:18:55,860 First, we'll start by just saying your first name and how old you are and tell 150 00:18:55,860 --> 00:18:56,920 me why you're here. 151 00:18:58,720 --> 00:18:59,720 I'm Candy. 152 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:03,260 I'm 22, and I saw a notice on the Internet. 153 00:19:04,540 --> 00:19:08,260 And straight up, I'm an exhibitionist. I mean, I'm an actress in the adult 154 00:19:08,260 --> 00:19:09,260 entertainment business. 155 00:19:09,580 --> 00:19:11,000 I'm a porn star, baby. 156 00:19:11,580 --> 00:19:12,820 Walk tall and be proud. 157 00:19:16,080 --> 00:19:19,120 So what's your life like as an exhibitionist? 158 00:19:20,620 --> 00:19:24,620 It's fucking blazing. I do whatever the fuck I want to whoever the fuck I want. 159 00:19:24,820 --> 00:19:28,060 I mean, guys go nuts over my body, my tits, my ass. 160 00:19:28,940 --> 00:19:29,940 It's fucking unreal. 161 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:32,580 And that's a positive? 162 00:19:34,260 --> 00:19:36,320 Are you shitting me? Of course it's a positive. 163 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,340 I mean, it makes me feel great. 164 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:43,500 I mean, I was this gangly -ass little kid, and now guys would fucking kill to 165 00:19:43,500 --> 00:19:44,500 climb on me. 166 00:19:45,980 --> 00:19:47,920 And the rest of your life? 167 00:19:49,350 --> 00:19:56,250 As an exhibitionist, I fucking flaunt it. I fucking rub their faces into it. 168 00:19:57,110 --> 00:20:00,090 I mean, I leave my shirt unbuttoned. 169 00:20:00,510 --> 00:20:04,310 I fucking lean over when I know someone can see down and let them see a little 170 00:20:04,310 --> 00:20:05,310 nipple. 171 00:20:06,130 --> 00:20:11,430 I really dig when guys fucking go nuts over it. I love to get them all hot and 172 00:20:11,430 --> 00:20:12,430 bothered. 173 00:20:12,490 --> 00:20:14,230 In my opinion, that's what they're good for. 174 00:20:15,370 --> 00:20:18,250 I mean, I never wear panties. What's the point? 175 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,700 It just gets in the way, actually. 176 00:20:22,120 --> 00:20:27,820 I flash people in doctor's offices and the waiting rooms and my classes 177 00:20:27,820 --> 00:20:31,180 to show them a little pink. 178 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:38,240 And on the bus, actually. 179 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:43,020 On the bus, too, because there's this one bus driver who looks at my skirt 180 00:20:43,020 --> 00:20:46,300 damn day, and I give it to him wide open. 181 00:20:47,110 --> 00:20:51,210 Let him see everything. And I can see him getting crazy hard as he looks in 182 00:20:51,210 --> 00:20:53,390 mirror. Such a fucking freak. 183 00:20:55,470 --> 00:21:00,910 But there's something about it, I don't know. It just feels natural to me when 184 00:21:00,910 --> 00:21:06,090 I'm showing my stuff to people like you or at work or wherever. 185 00:21:06,330 --> 00:21:10,610 It just feels normal, like it's something that I should totally be 186 00:21:18,190 --> 00:21:22,870 I'm beginning to think that some people are biologically predisposed to being an 187 00:21:22,870 --> 00:21:28,870 exhibitionist. I think it also might have to do with the way some of us are 188 00:21:28,870 --> 00:21:33,230 wired in our brains. I don't think it has to do with just those two things. 189 00:21:35,010 --> 00:21:40,410 I think some people, because their early sexual experiences were secret and 190 00:21:40,410 --> 00:21:43,770 taboo, they associate the danger they felt with those... 191 00:21:44,190 --> 00:21:47,910 Early acts with the sex acts that excite them later in life. 192 00:21:49,430 --> 00:21:52,690 For them, sexual satisfaction and danger are linked. 193 00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:08,010 All right, so remember, we haven't caught a thing all day, right? Okay, so 194 00:22:08,010 --> 00:22:11,010 snagged this tuna, right? And I'm pulling her in, right? 195 00:22:11,710 --> 00:22:15,250 And the next thing I know, there's a jerk on the line. I'm almost pulled out 196 00:22:15,250 --> 00:22:21,030 the boat. I mean, there's a seal that has chomped down on my tuna and is 197 00:22:21,030 --> 00:22:27,170 lunch. I mean, so I'm pulling both of them in now, right? So finally, after 198 00:22:27,170 --> 00:22:31,450 about half an hour of struggling with these guys, the seal lets go. And I 199 00:22:31,450 --> 00:22:34,170 finally pull in the tuna, and I land it on the deck. 200 00:22:34,750 --> 00:22:39,670 There is maybe enough tuna left on this thing to make a freaking sandwich. 201 00:22:45,470 --> 00:22:47,430 We should get back to the interview. 202 00:22:49,410 --> 00:22:50,410 What? 203 00:23:17,100 --> 00:23:18,860 it's clearly mine and not yours. 204 00:23:19,900 --> 00:23:25,940 You see, the study is a priority and I'm finding myself not looking at you 205 00:23:25,940 --> 00:23:29,280 as a subject, strictly as a subject. 206 00:23:30,060 --> 00:23:31,060 Yeah, I know. 207 00:23:31,420 --> 00:23:33,400 I've been feeling the same thing. 208 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:42,900 Well, the problem that I'm having is that I can't take the chance of 209 00:23:42,900 --> 00:23:44,940 jeopardizing the study by tainting the research. 210 00:23:46,730 --> 00:23:52,950 Are you saying you think it's best if I withdraw from the study? 211 00:23:54,050 --> 00:23:59,070 Well, I think... I really think it's the only choice that I have. 212 00:23:59,370 --> 00:24:00,370 I'm sorry. 213 00:24:01,090 --> 00:24:02,090 Yeah. 214 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:11,790 Well, um... Hey, maybe we can have that date now. 215 00:24:13,010 --> 00:24:14,430 Thank you for volunteering. 216 00:24:14,650 --> 00:24:16,010 Thank you very much. 217 00:24:36,110 --> 00:24:41,690 The most exhibitionist thing I do is I leave dirty photos of myself in the 218 00:24:41,690 --> 00:24:42,690 street. 219 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:23,100 So how many times have you done this? 220 00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:27,240 I don't know. 221 00:25:27,300 --> 00:25:28,660 I tried to think about that. 222 00:25:32,020 --> 00:25:33,020 What do you mean? 223 00:25:35,100 --> 00:25:36,440 I mean, I do the shit. 224 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:38,940 It's not like I want to think about it all the time. 225 00:25:39,780 --> 00:25:41,640 It's enough to fucking do it, you know what I mean? 226 00:25:44,580 --> 00:25:46,600 This was actually really fucking weird, though. 227 00:25:48,020 --> 00:25:53,160 Usually, the photography is me thinking about what's going to happen, 228 00:25:53,180 --> 00:25:56,220 fantasizing about it, about the guys and the photos. 229 00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:01,800 But with you here, it changed things because what was going through my head 230 00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:03,620 thinking about you watching me doing that. 231 00:26:08,540 --> 00:26:09,540 And? 232 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:17,000 And it was really weird and hot at the same time. 233 00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:19,820 But it's all right. 234 00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:22,240 I think it's cool. 235 00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:24,740 Now I need to place the photos. 236 00:26:31,020 --> 00:26:35,540 The idea is to put the pictures in places where they'll catch someone's 237 00:26:35,540 --> 00:26:36,540 know? 238 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:39,440 Here's a good spot. 239 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,960 I like to put them in different places sometimes. 240 00:26:44,350 --> 00:26:48,130 I like to double back and see if I can freak out the same guy twice. 241 00:26:49,090 --> 00:26:52,970 It's only happened once, but it was slipping the fuck out. 242 00:26:54,290 --> 00:26:55,290 And here. 243 00:26:56,990 --> 00:26:58,190 All right, here we go. 244 00:27:16,910 --> 00:27:17,910 topside. 245 00:27:50,090 --> 00:27:56,090 I'm thinking about him taking this picture home and stroking his big dick, 246 00:27:56,130 --> 00:27:57,590 jacking off to it. 247 00:28:19,180 --> 00:28:22,360 Thinking about him getting all hard inside of his sweatpants thing. 248 00:28:23,860 --> 00:28:25,720 Getting all hot and thick. 249 00:28:27,100 --> 00:28:28,360 Maybe a little pretty. 250 00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:42,380 I did my second field observation today with subject candy. 251 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:47,700 She took photographs of herself in provocative poses. 252 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:57,100 And, well, it was definitely one of the most 253 00:29:57,100 --> 00:29:59,440 erotic things that I've ever heard before. 254 00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:07,240 The subject was, she was in her car and I was imagining as she described 255 00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:08,260 everything to me. 256 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:29,300 did you get my number oh well i yeah i 257 00:30:29,300 --> 00:30:36,020 mean i we both knew it was happening that's kind of why it was a problem 258 00:30:36,020 --> 00:30:42,960 where okay well how about i just how 259 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:49,820 about i meet you okay okay great i'll see you in 15 minutes okay bye 260 00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,420 That was amazing dinner, don't you think? 261 00:30:57,640 --> 00:30:59,560 I mean, did I tell you? 262 00:30:59,860 --> 00:31:01,780 Did I tell you? It was fantastic. 263 00:31:02,380 --> 00:31:09,360 You were right. I mean, my pasta was just really good. 264 00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:10,720 Yeah, really good. 265 00:31:11,100 --> 00:31:12,660 And what about my gnocchi? 266 00:31:12,940 --> 00:31:17,620 Oh, God, I don't like gnocchi. But it was fantastic, wasn't it? Well, I didn't 267 00:31:17,620 --> 00:31:19,700 taste it. No, I'm telling you, they don't make it. 268 00:31:29,290 --> 00:31:30,290 your place of weakness. 269 00:31:32,790 --> 00:31:33,790 It's so you. 270 00:31:34,090 --> 00:31:35,090 It's perfect. 271 00:31:36,290 --> 00:31:37,910 So how did you get my number? 272 00:31:40,730 --> 00:31:44,010 When someone's worth finding, it's easy. 273 00:31:45,610 --> 00:31:51,490 And I wasn't about to wait as long as it was going to take for you to call me. 274 00:31:52,570 --> 00:31:54,150 And you were going to call me. 275 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:00,240 No curtains, huh? 276 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:09,900 God, this is amazing. 277 00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:30,820 Are you thinking what I'm thinking? 278 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:34,360 God, 279 00:32:35,220 --> 00:32:36,220 you're beautiful. 280 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:54,240 What? I want to make love to you right here. 281 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:03,800 It's okay. 282 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:06,580 I've never done this either. 283 00:38:21,490 --> 00:38:22,490 Robert. 284 00:38:35,510 --> 00:38:37,570 What a great evening. 285 00:38:42,830 --> 00:38:48,270 It's a little odd knowing Robert's an exhibitionist. 286 00:38:53,420 --> 00:39:00,280 Knowing that, that is what he was doing. 287 00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,360 What I was doing. 288 00:39:12,340 --> 00:39:13,580 It was exciting. 289 00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:17,260 It was very exciting. 290 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:30,920 Last year I studied voyeurism and became a 291 00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:31,920 voyeur. 292 00:39:34,060 --> 00:39:36,160 Am I going to become everything I study? 293 00:40:06,820 --> 00:40:08,920 Okay, this is where we do it. Go ahead and have a seat. 294 00:40:09,180 --> 00:40:10,180 Right here? Yeah. 295 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:13,900 I will just put this mic on you. 296 00:40:16,940 --> 00:40:17,940 Excuse me. 297 00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:19,040 There you go. 298 00:40:26,240 --> 00:40:32,860 Okay, let's start with your first name only and 299 00:40:32,860 --> 00:40:34,260 then tell me why you're here. 300 00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:42,080 My name's Della, and you have a website. You were looking for exhibitionists, 301 00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:45,720 and I am one. 302 00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:47,580 Why do you think that? 303 00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:54,680 I pick up guys, parties, airport waiting rooms. 304 00:40:55,540 --> 00:40:57,820 I travel a lot. I'm a sales rep. 305 00:40:58,680 --> 00:40:59,680 Denim. 306 00:41:01,340 --> 00:41:03,040 And then what happens? 307 00:41:06,350 --> 00:41:12,370 I'll pick a guy and do a little strip for him, like his own private show. 308 00:41:14,130 --> 00:41:15,630 How far did you take that? 309 00:41:16,070 --> 00:41:18,770 Be specific and take your time. 310 00:41:20,710 --> 00:41:25,730 Well, there was this time I was taking the train up to San Francisco. 311 00:41:28,210 --> 00:41:30,710 It was one night late. 312 00:41:32,390 --> 00:41:33,830 I was in the parlor car. 313 00:41:34,890 --> 00:41:38,410 There was a steward behind the bar, a couple of other people. 314 00:41:39,810 --> 00:41:42,290 I was having coffee, watching it all go by. 315 00:41:44,430 --> 00:41:47,610 And I saw this guy. 316 00:41:49,670 --> 00:41:54,750 He was sitting across from me in a chair like mine. 317 00:41:57,990 --> 00:41:59,350 And our eyes met. 318 00:42:02,730 --> 00:42:04,230 My hand went to my blouse. 319 00:42:08,470 --> 00:42:09,670 Showed him my breast. 320 00:42:14,230 --> 00:42:15,430 He watched. 321 00:42:18,770 --> 00:42:20,910 He watched my nipple get hard. 322 00:42:27,130 --> 00:42:29,170 And then it got weird. 323 00:42:31,170 --> 00:42:32,350 He, uh... 324 00:42:33,290 --> 00:42:34,830 He showed me his penis. 325 00:42:37,670 --> 00:42:38,670 It was just. 326 00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:08,200 pulled my panties aside, and showed him. 327 00:43:10,220 --> 00:43:14,580 I touched myself. 328 00:43:17,900 --> 00:43:23,880 And we had orgasms. 329 00:43:37,610 --> 00:43:41,930 I think all across the history of evolution, exhibitionism has had its 330 00:43:43,150 --> 00:43:46,930 We've learned women show themselves to display their genetic and biological 331 00:43:46,930 --> 00:43:48,410 fitness to procreate. 332 00:43:49,790 --> 00:43:52,130 Advertise the goods, evolutionarily speaking. 333 00:43:54,050 --> 00:43:59,210 The display of the woman's body is a proven reliable predictor of a woman's 334 00:43:59,210 --> 00:44:04,370 pool. It's something women in almost every culture have done throughout time. 335 00:44:05,550 --> 00:44:10,530 The challenge today is to harness that exhibitionist gene, or whatever you want 336 00:44:10,530 --> 00:44:15,230 to call it, into appropriate behavior that fits into society. 337 00:44:21,770 --> 00:44:26,050 This thing with Robert is getting quite interesting. 338 00:44:26,630 --> 00:44:32,010 I mean, he's not part of the study anymore, but at the same time, he's very 339 00:44:32,010 --> 00:44:33,010 a part of the research. 340 00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:41,460 I'm with an exhibitionist, which means I'm experiencing it firsthand. 341 00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:51,480 I don't think there's ever been such a diversified and comprehensive approach 342 00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,480 this material. 343 00:44:53,140 --> 00:44:54,140 It's amazing. 344 00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:03,040 I thought I should talk to you about this. 345 00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:13,500 Since the last time in the theater with Dave and everything, I have had this 346 00:45:13,500 --> 00:45:19,080 uncontrollable urge to show myself to 347 00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:22,440 one of the young guys who works for me. 348 00:45:23,340 --> 00:45:25,640 He's a copywriter. His name is Darren. 349 00:45:27,020 --> 00:45:29,660 It's like I've been totally stuck on it. 350 00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:33,800 Every time I see him, I can't think of anything else. 351 00:45:35,050 --> 00:45:37,190 It's really starting to affect my work. 352 00:45:37,790 --> 00:45:39,570 And I know me and this. 353 00:45:40,250 --> 00:45:46,970 It starts to build and build and it gets a little bigger and then 354 00:45:46,970 --> 00:45:52,570 it gets more uncontrollable until I can't control it anymore and I have to 355 00:45:52,570 --> 00:45:53,570 it. 356 00:45:56,750 --> 00:45:58,490 I have to thank you. 357 00:45:59,410 --> 00:46:02,090 Somehow, in some way, it seems that... 358 00:46:02,700 --> 00:46:09,460 Being here with you and talking has helped open the door to me 359 00:46:09,460 --> 00:46:12,540 experiencing some of those feelings a little bit more. 360 00:46:13,460 --> 00:46:14,740 Thank you so much. 361 00:46:17,140 --> 00:46:18,240 I'm concerned. 362 00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:22,940 That your on -site protocols are motivating your subjects? 363 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:28,300 Exactly. I'm afraid that the credibility of the data in the face of the research 364 00:46:28,300 --> 00:46:31,140 protocols are potentially affecting the behavior of my subjects. 365 00:46:31,970 --> 00:46:35,430 We are learning that the act of observing changes what's being observed. 366 00:46:36,870 --> 00:46:41,150 Incorporate it into your study. This is as much about research protocols as 367 00:46:41,150 --> 00:46:45,410 exhibitionism. It's why this is such an important study for us. 368 00:46:46,150 --> 00:46:47,150 Okay. 369 00:46:50,050 --> 00:46:52,230 Hey, Darren. How are we doing on the JR account? 370 00:46:52,490 --> 00:46:54,730 We are right on target with a new media buy. 371 00:46:54,950 --> 00:46:55,950 Have a seat. 372 00:46:59,010 --> 00:47:01,170 You know, the new campaign is about... 373 00:47:01,710 --> 00:47:04,230 Uh, it's about three days away. 374 00:47:04,690 --> 00:47:05,690 Have you seen it? 375 00:47:07,670 --> 00:47:08,670 It's extraordinary. 376 00:47:09,410 --> 00:47:12,690 Great. Can you give me a preview of the new creative approach? 377 00:47:13,290 --> 00:47:18,330 I, uh... It stresses the new young look. 378 00:47:20,630 --> 00:47:22,530 I think you're gonna go crazy. 379 00:47:23,890 --> 00:47:24,930 Do you love it? 380 00:47:25,910 --> 00:47:27,650 Uh, I do. 381 00:47:28,010 --> 00:47:29,010 I do. 382 00:47:29,490 --> 00:47:30,690 Well, thanks, Darren. 383 00:47:31,120 --> 00:47:32,760 I'll see you at the 2 .30 staff meeting. 384 00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:34,040 Thanks again. 385 00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:35,740 Uh, sure. 386 00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:39,680 Can you close the door? 387 00:47:41,260 --> 00:47:42,260 Sure. 388 00:47:44,820 --> 00:47:45,860 Oh, man. 389 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:47,360 What? 390 00:47:47,820 --> 00:47:50,920 That was amazing. If you weren't here, I'd probably be touching myself. 391 00:47:54,620 --> 00:47:58,100 What was it like for you watching me? 392 00:48:03,240 --> 00:48:04,240 Didn't feel anything special. 393 00:48:48,300 --> 00:48:52,380 Messages. Message 1, Thursday, 3, 29 p .m. 394 00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:54,240 Hey, Lisa, it's Robert. 395 00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:56,720 Thinking about you. You know the number. 396 00:48:57,040 --> 00:49:00,700 Message 2, Thursday, 4, 30 p .m. 397 00:49:00,900 --> 00:49:01,900 Hi, it's Robert. 398 00:49:02,240 --> 00:49:03,700 I've been calling and calling. 399 00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,480 The number is 555 -2124. 400 00:49:06,900 --> 00:49:13,680 Message 3, Thursday, 7, 15 p .m. Hi, it's Robert. I was at your place all 401 00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:17,020 last night looking for you. I was there again most of the day today. 402 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,640 I don't understand where you are. I miss you. 403 00:49:19,860 --> 00:49:21,280 You're so beautiful. 404 00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:23,400 555 -212 -FOOT. 405 00:49:23,660 --> 00:49:24,660 Give me a call. 406 00:49:25,100 --> 00:49:27,620 Bye. And, uh, messages. 407 00:49:34,620 --> 00:49:35,620 I'm Jess. 408 00:49:35,700 --> 00:49:36,700 I'm 25. 409 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:42,420 I've had, um, a webcam in my apartment for the last seven months. 410 00:49:42,900 --> 00:49:45,440 And I've made a great deal of money doing it. 411 00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:46,680 So I'm here. 412 00:49:49,450 --> 00:49:52,930 I said to someone that I was doing this as a way to give back. 413 00:49:53,610 --> 00:49:58,670 But to tell you the truth, I don't really know why I'm here. 414 00:50:01,270 --> 00:50:02,630 What do you do on your webcam? 415 00:50:03,410 --> 00:50:07,670 I live a normal life. I mean, I eat, I sleep, I go to the bathroom. 416 00:50:09,870 --> 00:50:14,250 But then I listen to that something inside myself. 417 00:50:15,410 --> 00:50:17,330 That something that's dirty. 418 00:50:19,180 --> 00:50:20,920 And so I let people see me be dirty. 419 00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:26,820 And I don't know exactly where it comes from, but I tell my subscribers all 420 00:50:26,820 --> 00:50:27,820 about it. 421 00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:33,900 And they start to email me like crazy, asking me to do all sorts of different 422 00:50:33,900 --> 00:50:34,900 things. 423 00:50:35,900 --> 00:50:40,860 So I'll strip and show my rear end or, you know, my breasts. 424 00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:47,840 Mostly, my subscribers like to see me masturbate. 425 00:50:49,960 --> 00:50:50,960 So I do. 426 00:50:53,420 --> 00:50:55,980 Let's see. I've done it with carrots, 427 00:50:57,120 --> 00:51:02,160 dildos, cucumbers, a flashlight. 428 00:51:03,660 --> 00:51:05,220 That was a big, big favorite. 429 00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:07,680 Special effects, you know. 430 00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:10,800 Ice cubes. 431 00:51:11,720 --> 00:51:12,720 What else? 432 00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:15,040 I don't know. 433 00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:20,120 Yo, Lisa. 434 00:51:23,440 --> 00:51:25,060 Hi. Great minds, huh? 435 00:51:25,940 --> 00:51:28,060 I think about you too much. 436 00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:30,420 You know that, don't you? 437 00:51:30,980 --> 00:51:32,660 I think about you too, Robert. 438 00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:37,720 Lisa, let's make love right here, right now. No, not here. Robert, stop it. 439 00:51:45,060 --> 00:51:47,020 So, what do you want me to do here? 440 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:48,800 Well... 441 00:51:49,580 --> 00:51:55,380 I will just observe, and you just do what you do. Okay. 442 00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:57,920 I'll see what's going on in the chat room. 443 00:51:58,160 --> 00:51:59,160 Okay. 444 00:52:05,780 --> 00:52:06,780 All right. 445 00:52:07,060 --> 00:52:08,960 We have an SW from Los Angeles. 446 00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:14,620 How about a flash of your famous rack? 447 00:52:21,900 --> 00:52:24,840 I have fans from all over the world who are in love with my titties. 448 00:52:25,460 --> 00:52:26,460 It's really sweet. 449 00:52:31,900 --> 00:52:32,900 Here it is. 450 00:52:35,320 --> 00:52:37,060 My friend, little Missy Nipple. 451 00:52:39,180 --> 00:52:40,620 She feels so good. 452 00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:43,640 We love that. 453 00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:00,300 You know, some guys want to buy my underwear. 454 00:53:03,060 --> 00:53:06,000 Ones that I've worn that are unwashed. 455 00:53:08,540 --> 00:53:10,920 So I send them out in sealed plastic bags. 456 00:53:13,180 --> 00:53:16,940 And when they get them and open them, they see the aroma. 457 00:53:18,420 --> 00:53:19,580 They can smell me. 458 00:53:21,880 --> 00:53:24,280 Some of them wait till they're masturbating. 459 00:53:26,160 --> 00:53:30,280 And when they're just about to climax, they open the bag. 460 00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:38,720 All right, well, this is what they're paying for. 461 00:54:40,430 --> 00:54:42,390 mind when you're doing this? 462 00:54:44,930 --> 00:54:48,430 Well, I have this picture in my mind. 463 00:54:49,870 --> 00:54:51,970 And it's probably unnatural or something. 464 00:54:54,130 --> 00:54:58,190 But it's a semen spurting out of the penis. 465 00:55:02,550 --> 00:55:08,830 I mean, I know men subscribe, you know, to masturbate while they're watching me. 466 00:55:10,230 --> 00:55:11,290 That's what they tell me. 467 00:55:12,530 --> 00:55:13,530 That's what it is. 468 00:55:15,650 --> 00:55:17,310 And it gets me really excited. 469 00:55:32,650 --> 00:55:36,530 And they know that when I talk about sex, 470 00:55:38,830 --> 00:55:40,930 I get really really turned on 471 00:55:40,930 --> 00:55:54,250 I'm 472 00:55:54,250 --> 00:55:55,250 soaking 473 00:56:08,590 --> 00:56:09,590 And that's what it's all about. 474 00:56:13,930 --> 00:56:15,610 So is there anything else you wanted to know? 475 00:56:18,150 --> 00:56:25,130 I think that's great. Thank you very 476 00:56:25,130 --> 00:56:26,130 much. You're welcome. 477 00:59:37,580 --> 00:59:38,580 I miss you. 478 00:59:40,300 --> 00:59:41,300 These are for you. 479 00:59:44,020 --> 00:59:45,800 You look better looking than I remember. 480 00:59:46,180 --> 00:59:47,180 Can I come in? 481 00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:50,200 It is so great to see you. Robert, slow down. 482 00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:52,440 No, there's no slowing down. 483 00:59:53,040 --> 00:59:56,540 Some things in life you know in your heart are right. 484 00:59:57,840 --> 01:00:00,540 And life's too short to pass them by. 485 01:00:01,240 --> 01:00:03,580 Oh, I know this to be true. And what's true? 486 01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:09,560 is there aren't many people who are sophisticated enough to play in Robert's 487 01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:10,560 world. 488 01:00:11,260 --> 01:00:12,580 You're one of them, Lisa. 489 01:00:14,540 --> 01:00:15,680 You're one of them. 490 01:00:16,980 --> 01:00:23,760 Robert, I'm not so sure that I'm really ready for... You're ready for this, 491 01:00:23,780 --> 01:00:28,400 Lisa. You're ready. The higher the stakes, the bigger the turn on. 492 01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:32,500 You studied this. You know the game. 493 01:00:33,740 --> 01:00:37,960 My proposal is simple. We make love out where we can be seen by anyone. 494 01:00:38,640 --> 01:00:39,640 Out there. 495 01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:46,320 And because you're who you are, and the power that we have, we'll get away with 496 01:00:46,320 --> 01:00:47,320 it. 497 01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:48,960 I know we can do this, Lisa. 498 01:00:49,520 --> 01:00:50,520 I know we can. 499 01:00:52,040 --> 01:00:53,040 It's perfect. 500 01:00:53,580 --> 01:00:57,560 Robert, I don't think that it's really smart what's happening between us. 501 01:00:58,880 --> 01:01:03,480 No. We're a team, kiddo. You and I, we're... 502 01:01:03,710 --> 01:01:04,770 We're the same person. 503 01:01:05,030 --> 01:01:06,070 No, we're not, Robert. 504 01:01:06,590 --> 01:01:08,910 And I think that you should leave. 505 01:01:09,590 --> 01:01:12,550 Lisa, don't deny your power. 506 01:01:12,870 --> 01:01:17,470 Don't. You have to. You know, I just feel really uncomfortable with us right 507 01:01:17,470 --> 01:01:18,470 now. Robert, please. 508 01:01:19,330 --> 01:01:20,330 It's late. 509 01:01:23,830 --> 01:01:25,210 What are you talking about? 510 01:01:28,330 --> 01:01:29,330 Good night. 511 01:01:37,040 --> 01:01:38,040 I don't get you. 512 01:01:41,560 --> 01:01:43,140 Wait, wait, oh, wait. 513 01:01:45,120 --> 01:01:46,440 Is it something I said? 514 01:02:24,520 --> 01:02:25,520 How's it going? 515 01:02:27,900 --> 01:02:28,900 Lisa? 516 01:02:31,220 --> 01:02:33,620 There's a... What? 517 01:02:37,740 --> 01:02:42,380 I have this subject, and I interviewed him once. You remember I told you about 518 01:02:42,380 --> 01:02:45,660 him. Well, I had to pull him from the study. 519 01:02:46,820 --> 01:02:48,200 I think that was wise. 520 01:02:49,780 --> 01:02:52,840 But since then... 521 01:02:53,600 --> 01:02:56,160 We've seen each other outside of the office a couple of times. 522 01:02:57,720 --> 01:03:04,320 And, well, it's sort of taken a very weird turn. 523 01:03:04,960 --> 01:03:07,880 I don't even know why I'm telling you this. 524 01:03:08,520 --> 01:03:10,920 I would have thought you knew better than involving yourself. 525 01:03:11,140 --> 01:03:14,580 He wasn't part of the study. 526 01:03:18,960 --> 01:03:20,420 I'm sure you'll do the right thing. 527 01:03:41,800 --> 01:03:45,200 Message 1, Sunday, 5 .01 p .m. 528 01:03:45,520 --> 01:03:50,640 I was just sitting here, thinking about us on your balcony, making each other 529 01:03:50,640 --> 01:03:52,480 happy. So exciting. 530 01:03:52,800 --> 01:03:55,520 Oh, God, I hope your mother isn't listening to these with you. 531 01:03:56,060 --> 01:03:57,060 You're the best. 532 01:03:57,240 --> 01:03:58,240 The best. 533 01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:04,320 Message 2, Sunday, 6 .09 p .m. I know what it is. 534 01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:07,520 You read in some magazine that this was the way to get a man. 535 01:04:08,060 --> 01:04:10,440 You don't have to play hard to get with me. 536 01:04:37,650 --> 01:04:43,310 How do you expect us to have a relationship if you don't return my 537 01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:47,160 messages. 538 01:05:27,790 --> 01:05:28,749 You look beautiful. 539 01:05:28,750 --> 01:05:29,750 Here, 540 01:05:30,050 --> 01:05:31,870 in the dappled light. 541 01:05:34,050 --> 01:05:36,630 Like a dream, like a beautiful dream. 542 01:05:38,010 --> 01:05:39,590 I'd like to sculpt you. 543 01:05:40,390 --> 01:05:41,710 I wish I had a camera. 544 01:05:44,350 --> 01:05:45,690 Robert, what are you doing here? 545 01:05:46,610 --> 01:05:50,710 My heart was breaking without you. 546 01:05:53,330 --> 01:05:54,670 I've got something for you. 547 01:05:55,050 --> 01:05:56,550 I don't want... I made it. 548 01:05:57,020 --> 01:05:58,820 I made it for you. I don't want it. 549 01:06:00,320 --> 01:06:01,480 It's got your energy. 550 01:06:03,180 --> 01:06:04,180 It's you. 551 01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:11,620 Robert, I can't take that. Okay, I'm gone. 552 01:06:13,060 --> 01:06:14,060 Goodbye. 553 01:06:14,300 --> 01:06:15,560 Robert, I don't think... I love you. 554 01:06:16,860 --> 01:06:19,120 I don't want you to come back here. Have a great lunch. 555 01:06:26,760 --> 01:06:28,820 I'll see you real soon. 556 01:06:48,980 --> 01:06:49,980 Okay. 557 01:06:50,940 --> 01:06:55,700 So, I wanted to... Did you want to turn on the camera? 558 01:06:55,940 --> 01:06:57,210 Yes. Maybe. 559 01:06:58,090 --> 01:06:59,550 Yes. Good job. 560 01:07:01,570 --> 01:07:07,990 I wanted to talk to you about how exhibitionism relates to your job as an 561 01:07:07,990 --> 01:07:08,990 film actress. 562 01:07:10,550 --> 01:07:16,310 That's such a stupid -ass question. I mean, I think dick up my ass on camera. 563 01:07:17,010 --> 01:07:20,190 You think I'm not an exhibitionist? It relates completely. 564 01:07:20,470 --> 01:07:21,590 I mean, it's a perfect fit. 565 01:07:22,810 --> 01:07:26,630 There's so many girls who do what I do, but they don't like it. I mean, this is 566 01:07:26,630 --> 01:07:30,690 the same fucking bitches you see drinking alcohol and doing drugs and all 567 01:07:30,690 --> 01:07:31,549 this shit. 568 01:07:31,550 --> 01:07:35,250 But I don't need that because I like it. I like getting fucked. I like getting 569 01:07:35,250 --> 01:07:36,250 fucked on camera. 570 01:07:36,270 --> 01:07:37,270 I like what I do. 571 01:07:38,210 --> 01:07:41,630 What is it exactly that excites you about what you do? 572 01:07:44,550 --> 01:07:46,550 I've actually thought about this shit a lot. 573 01:07:48,240 --> 01:07:53,040 For me, it's not so much that it's video. You know, I know there's guys 574 01:07:53,040 --> 01:07:55,220 off to me at home. You know, it's cool. 575 01:07:55,540 --> 01:07:58,880 You know, but I don't get to watch them, you know, stroking their dicks or 576 01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:00,760 anything. So it really doesn't do anything for me. 577 01:08:01,440 --> 01:08:05,300 But it's the film crew. I like turning on the crew. 578 01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:10,180 I like that I get to be there and see them watching me. 579 01:08:10,840 --> 01:08:14,180 You know, let me explain so you understand because I know it sounds kind 580 01:08:14,180 --> 01:08:17,100 weird. I mean, the people who are doing pornos. 581 01:08:17,689 --> 01:08:21,290 Our kids fresh out of film school, okay? These kids have hardly even had pussy, 582 01:08:21,450 --> 01:08:24,910 right? And then there's all these film geezers who couldn't tell a pussy from a 583 01:08:24,910 --> 01:08:28,069 hole in a wall. You know, they're so jaded by the whole thing, it doesn't 584 01:08:28,069 --> 01:08:29,069 matter. 585 01:08:29,189 --> 01:08:33,390 I like to get there and turn them on. I like to make them crazy. I like to show 586 01:08:33,390 --> 01:08:37,029 them some pink. I want to know that when they go home, they're thinking about 587 01:08:37,029 --> 01:08:39,370 sticking their dicks in my hot, wet cunt. 588 01:08:39,750 --> 01:08:42,870 And I know that's what they're thinking about. I want to make them crazy. 589 01:08:43,850 --> 01:08:44,850 And I do. 590 01:08:49,770 --> 01:08:51,689 You can choose on me. I can choose on him. 591 01:08:52,770 --> 01:08:54,510 Well, it's hot shit you chose me. 592 01:08:59,410 --> 01:09:00,410 Awesome. 593 01:09:02,510 --> 01:09:03,510 Beautiful. 594 01:09:08,290 --> 01:09:09,290 Yeah. 595 01:09:14,550 --> 01:09:16,590 Excellent. That's it, Candy. 596 01:09:28,680 --> 01:09:29,880 That's right. Take a breath in the mouth. 597 01:09:40,779 --> 01:09:42,500 Can you pull off your pants? 598 01:09:59,850 --> 01:10:02,210 Moving to her legs now. Thank you. 599 01:10:03,670 --> 01:10:05,110 I hope John heats again. 600 01:10:50,030 --> 01:10:51,170 Touch her with your fingers. 601 01:10:52,290 --> 01:10:53,290 Inside of her. 602 01:12:35,180 --> 01:12:42,020 What it's like turning on, turning people on, 603 01:12:42,100 --> 01:12:44,120 displaying your sexuality. 604 01:12:48,160 --> 01:12:49,600 It's very exciting. 605 01:12:57,860 --> 01:13:00,660 It's just, it's exciting just talking about it. 606 01:13:04,780 --> 01:13:10,020 I can feel... I can feel my body. 607 01:13:10,700 --> 01:13:15,300 I can feel it flush. 608 01:13:16,220 --> 01:13:23,000 Just the thought that... that I'm being watched, that I'm showing, 609 01:13:23,080 --> 01:13:24,740 displaying my sexuality. 610 01:13:30,380 --> 01:13:32,540 When I went to see Jess's webcam, 611 01:13:35,600 --> 01:13:41,560 When I went to see her sight, I really wanted to... 612 01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:45,960 I wanted to touch myself. 613 01:13:46,860 --> 01:13:51,240 When she asked me if I wanted to try, it was everything that I could do to 614 01:13:51,240 --> 01:13:54,360 not... well, to control myself. 615 01:13:56,100 --> 01:13:57,140 But now... 616 01:14:14,410 --> 01:14:15,650 Exhibitionism is exciting. 617 01:14:33,410 --> 01:14:37,190 I know I am. 618 01:15:02,160 --> 01:15:08,980 It makes me feel excited It 619 01:15:08,980 --> 01:15:15,840 makes me feel 620 01:15:15,840 --> 01:15:16,840 dirty 621 01:15:37,320 --> 01:15:37,860 Get me 622 01:15:37,860 --> 01:15:53,160 It 623 01:15:53,160 --> 01:15:59,700 makes me feel dirty 624 01:16:14,470 --> 01:16:16,250 I can feel myself doing it. 625 01:18:07,460 --> 01:18:08,460 Robert, no. 626 01:18:09,000 --> 01:18:10,000 Robert. 627 01:18:11,820 --> 01:18:13,300 Robert, you don't love me. 628 01:18:15,420 --> 01:18:16,880 Robert, I don't want to talk. 629 01:18:17,500 --> 01:18:18,500 No. 630 01:18:20,160 --> 01:18:21,620 Okay, look. Okay, I'll listen. 631 01:18:23,080 --> 01:18:24,700 No, I'm not going to say it. 632 01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:28,120 Robert, I am not going to say it. 633 01:18:28,960 --> 01:18:30,340 No, stop it. 634 01:18:31,160 --> 01:18:33,540 Robert, I'm, I'm, Robert. 635 01:18:35,020 --> 01:18:36,020 Goodbye. 636 01:18:38,160 --> 01:18:39,160 Robert, goodbye. 637 01:18:39,360 --> 01:18:40,360 Robert! 638 01:18:52,840 --> 01:18:59,360 I know I'm taking a risk talking to you about this, but I'm 639 01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:02,780 becoming affected by my work again. 640 01:19:05,160 --> 01:19:06,280 I am... 641 01:19:08,180 --> 01:19:14,100 Trying to take a more comprehensive look at things, I flirted with exhibitionism 642 01:19:14,100 --> 01:19:19,500 a little just to see what the process is like. I'd like you to give me copies of 643 01:19:19,500 --> 01:19:20,560 all your material to date. 644 01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:22,800 But I'm not... What do you mean? 645 01:19:23,360 --> 01:19:25,240 I want to take a good hard look at your study. 646 01:19:25,840 --> 01:19:28,700 But I'm not ready to... I'd like that material by end of day. 647 01:19:29,080 --> 01:19:30,120 It's completely unrealistic. 648 01:19:31,760 --> 01:19:32,760 By Friday, then. 649 01:19:37,740 --> 01:19:42,720 not out of control even rona knows that this is tough stuff i don't know what 650 01:19:42,720 --> 01:19:48,980 her problem is i mean i i'm i'm dealing with things that no one else would go 651 01:19:48,980 --> 01:19:55,960 near i'm doing fine thank you very much 652 01:19:55,960 --> 01:20:00,160 my data shows it 653 01:20:00,160 --> 01:20:07,080 we've been married a year and a half 654 01:20:07,980 --> 01:20:10,940 And Mark, he's a structural engineer. 655 01:20:11,600 --> 01:20:13,220 I work at a non -profit. 656 01:20:13,700 --> 01:20:15,420 And we're very happy. 657 01:20:15,660 --> 01:20:16,840 We really are. 658 01:20:18,380 --> 01:20:25,160 Except... Except... I 659 01:20:25,160 --> 01:20:31,580 think our lovemaking is a little... It's a little boring. 660 01:20:33,900 --> 01:20:36,040 Can you explain to me what you're talking about? 661 01:20:38,470 --> 01:20:39,630 little embarrassed about this. 662 01:22:16,110 --> 01:22:17,110 And why is that? 663 01:22:18,570 --> 01:22:19,670 It's what gets me off. 664 01:22:20,570 --> 01:22:23,370 I have an orgasm, too, usually, when Mark does. 665 01:22:23,770 --> 01:22:26,750 But the fact that it's the same every time. 666 01:22:27,030 --> 01:22:28,030 And why is that? 667 01:22:36,850 --> 01:22:37,850 Tell her. 668 01:22:39,670 --> 01:22:40,790 That's what we're here for. 669 01:22:47,430 --> 01:22:48,430 I used to live in Chicago. 670 01:22:50,290 --> 01:22:57,210 We live in this apartment complex, and the woman across the air shaft, 671 01:22:57,510 --> 01:23:03,510 I used to watch her. 672 01:23:06,070 --> 01:23:10,250 She knew I was watching her, and I'd see her see me every once in a while. 673 01:23:20,140 --> 01:23:21,140 She knew. 674 01:23:27,100 --> 01:23:28,100 Fuck. 675 01:23:32,340 --> 01:23:39,300 So what she would do is she would touch herself pretty 676 01:23:39,300 --> 01:23:40,480 much the same way every time. 677 01:23:48,880 --> 01:23:51,620 She was an exhibitionist, you know? 678 01:23:52,540 --> 01:23:53,640 I mean, I know she was. 679 01:23:56,600 --> 01:24:03,040 And I know she knew what I was doing because she would look at me as she 680 01:24:03,040 --> 01:24:04,040 herself. 681 01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:21,520 I could feel her eyes watching me. 682 01:24:23,800 --> 01:24:30,040 And... We would come at the same time. 683 01:24:35,560 --> 01:24:36,880 At least that's what I thought. 684 01:24:40,080 --> 01:24:46,940 Or fantasized, you know, I... I don't really know anymore. 685 01:24:49,390 --> 01:24:52,270 I don't think there's anything particularly wrong with all that. 686 01:24:52,590 --> 01:24:56,810 I just don't think our lovemaking has to be the same every time. 687 01:25:04,110 --> 01:25:05,110 How did it go? 688 01:25:05,490 --> 01:25:06,670 We got the grant. 689 01:25:06,950 --> 01:25:08,770 Yes. Bye. Bye. 690 01:25:23,630 --> 01:25:25,170 the car over. Don't hurt me. 691 01:25:25,890 --> 01:25:27,410 I've hurt you. 692 01:25:28,670 --> 01:25:30,430 I would never do anything like that. 693 01:25:30,710 --> 01:25:31,950 I just want to be with you. 694 01:25:33,210 --> 01:25:36,290 Look, look, look. I can understand why you might be concerned, but there's no 695 01:25:36,290 --> 01:25:37,169 reason to be. 696 01:25:37,170 --> 01:25:38,830 I'm just a little outside the box. 697 01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:41,170 You'll get used to it. 698 01:25:43,150 --> 01:25:44,730 Please get out of the car, Robert. 699 01:25:44,990 --> 01:25:47,950 Don't. Just make love with me. Don't you see? 700 01:25:48,730 --> 01:25:52,390 It was amazing before, but now, out there with people watching. 701 01:25:55,720 --> 01:25:57,020 I know this is good for you. 702 01:25:59,180 --> 01:26:00,180 No. 703 01:26:00,880 --> 01:26:04,000 Just make love with me. No. Just this once more. 704 01:26:04,380 --> 01:26:10,980 It's... You know, it was... You're just... People 705 01:26:10,980 --> 01:26:12,420 watching, mesmerized. 706 01:26:13,520 --> 01:26:14,520 I'm going to call the police. 707 01:26:15,540 --> 01:26:16,880 I'm going to call the police. 708 01:26:19,740 --> 01:26:22,920 That you would feel the need to threaten me. 709 01:26:24,520 --> 01:26:26,280 The person who's so important to you. 710 01:26:31,540 --> 01:26:34,040 But you're not important to me. 711 01:26:35,180 --> 01:26:40,840 Oh, I can tell what's in your heart, Lisa. 712 01:26:41,720 --> 01:26:43,380 I can see it. 713 01:26:43,980 --> 01:26:46,640 I can see your love for me. 714 01:26:50,700 --> 01:26:52,320 Call up the police. 715 01:26:54,100 --> 01:26:55,560 You're going to be with me, Lisa. 716 01:26:58,440 --> 01:26:59,440 Sooner or later. 717 01:27:02,620 --> 01:27:04,300 And you're going to make love with me. 718 01:27:09,860 --> 01:27:14,480 Give into it. 719 01:27:49,450 --> 01:27:54,910 need a new lock yes and could you do me another favor mr phillips i need um 720 01:27:54,910 --> 01:28:01,730 maybe you can keep an eye on the building uh yeah yeah he's he's about um 721 01:28:01,730 --> 01:28:07,490 one caucasian uh dark brown hair he's got like um really blue eyes and he's 722 01:28:07,490 --> 01:28:13,710 slender uh yeah and i need to lock as soon as possible thank you 723 01:28:22,570 --> 01:28:23,130 my fault 724 01:28:23,130 --> 01:28:30,430 so 725 01:28:30,430 --> 01:28:35,970 stupid this 726 01:28:35,970 --> 01:28:42,150 Robert is crazy he's fucking crazy 727 01:28:42,150 --> 01:28:43,970 I mean Jesus 728 01:29:12,650 --> 01:29:13,650 Thanks for seeing me. 729 01:29:14,030 --> 01:29:15,130 Sure, is anything wrong? 730 01:29:16,490 --> 01:29:22,190 I don't know if it's wrong, but a lot of shit's changed, you know, talking with 731 01:29:22,190 --> 01:29:23,190 you about it. 732 01:29:23,610 --> 01:29:25,130 Let me tell you what happened. 733 01:29:25,810 --> 01:29:30,990 I was making an adult film, and the male actor did the show, so we started 734 01:29:30,990 --> 01:29:34,770 filming without him. And you know how I like to make things interesting, so I 735 01:29:34,770 --> 01:29:35,990 start teasing the sound guy. 736 01:29:36,430 --> 01:29:40,690 We're doing our thing, you know, going down, getting nasty, whatever. 737 01:29:41,480 --> 01:29:46,640 And I look over at him, the same guy, and he's looking back at me. 738 01:29:47,020 --> 01:29:51,780 So I get even more turned on and I start kind of working him, you know, I'm 739 01:29:51,780 --> 01:29:55,260 sticking my tongue out, you know, and all that stuff, stupid crap. 740 01:29:55,760 --> 01:30:02,500 And he's smiling and he likes it. And I don't know, it was just 741 01:30:02,500 --> 01:30:08,380 such a turn on. And so I started talking to him, you know, I mean, he's right 742 01:30:08,380 --> 01:30:10,180 there again. I figure why the hell not? 743 01:30:11,850 --> 01:30:12,850 It's so thick in here. 744 01:30:16,750 --> 01:30:18,910 Come on, you're stitching in here quick. 745 01:30:20,010 --> 01:30:21,330 Dan, go for it, dude. 746 01:31:41,160 --> 01:31:48,000 into it so whatever and um it was just like the fantasy exactly like the 747 01:31:48,000 --> 01:31:54,760 i mean turning on the film crew people watching it was such a turn on so hot so 748 01:31:54,760 --> 01:32:01,760 fucking hot and um lean into him lean into his 749 01:32:01,760 --> 01:32:03,040 mouth lean into his mouth 750 01:32:19,690 --> 01:32:20,349 Do something. 751 01:32:20,350 --> 01:32:22,110 Get in between her. Yeah, there you go. 752 01:32:24,490 --> 01:32:24,930 I 753 01:32:24,930 --> 01:32:33,830 don't 754 01:32:33,830 --> 01:32:38,350 know. One thing led to another, and this guy had this huge fucking dick. 755 01:32:38,690 --> 01:32:41,690 I mean, who the hell knew? It wound up fucking my brains out. 756 01:32:42,010 --> 01:32:43,050 Just hours. 757 01:32:43,510 --> 01:32:44,510 It was great. 758 01:32:45,990 --> 01:32:47,230 You know how it made me feel? 759 01:32:49,780 --> 01:32:54,800 It was the most satisfying thing ever. I mean, he pushed all my buttons. 760 01:32:55,080 --> 01:32:57,640 It was the best, absolute best. 761 01:32:57,960 --> 01:33:01,540 You know something? I'm going to do that again as soon as I possibly can. 762 01:33:02,140 --> 01:33:03,140 It was great. 763 01:33:04,120 --> 01:33:06,020 Maybe next time it'll be the director even. 764 01:33:06,880 --> 01:33:13,800 But I have to tell you, talking about this 765 01:33:13,800 --> 01:33:19,460 shit, you know, it makes me sad. 766 01:33:22,980 --> 01:33:27,060 It kind of makes me too hip to what's going on, you know? 767 01:33:27,720 --> 01:33:33,680 I mean, I don't know. I'd rather just do the shit than talk about it and think 768 01:33:33,680 --> 01:33:34,680 about it so much. 769 01:33:35,220 --> 01:33:39,060 I'm afraid that if I keep talking about it so much, it's really going to ruin it 770 01:33:39,060 --> 01:33:40,060 for me. 771 01:33:40,120 --> 01:33:41,120 You know? 772 01:33:42,140 --> 01:33:43,360 I think I do. 773 01:33:44,340 --> 01:33:45,520 Yeah. You know? 774 01:33:46,120 --> 01:33:47,099 Thank you. 775 01:33:47,100 --> 01:33:50,800 And I hope I didn't ruin anything by... No, no, you didn't ruin anything. 776 01:33:53,300 --> 01:33:54,920 Okay. Thanks. Thank you. 777 01:33:58,280 --> 01:33:59,460 Hey, it's Lisa. 778 01:33:59,720 --> 01:34:03,380 I just wanted to let you know that I got your message and that I would love to 779 01:34:03,380 --> 01:34:04,840 make it to your birthday party. 780 01:34:05,560 --> 01:34:10,560 I will give you a call tomorrow and let you know what my schedule is to see if I 781 01:34:10,560 --> 01:34:11,560 can make it, okay? 782 01:34:13,800 --> 01:34:14,940 You scared me. 783 01:34:15,840 --> 01:34:17,900 You scared me. I'm sorry. 784 01:34:18,380 --> 01:34:19,480 Good night. Good night. 785 01:35:21,330 --> 01:35:23,110 Robert, I've been thinking about you. 786 01:35:25,150 --> 01:35:26,470 I've been thinking about you. 787 01:35:30,270 --> 01:35:31,290 And watching you. 788 01:35:38,090 --> 01:35:39,150 You're ready, aren't you? 789 01:35:44,230 --> 01:35:45,710 If I do this one thing. 790 01:35:47,280 --> 01:35:48,480 It'll all be over, right? 791 01:35:50,460 --> 01:35:51,620 To live the dream. 792 01:35:52,620 --> 01:35:53,960 To have sex in public. 793 01:35:56,920 --> 01:35:57,920 Time suspended. 794 01:36:03,020 --> 01:36:04,660 You promise you'll leave me alone? 795 01:36:04,920 --> 01:36:05,920 I do, I promise. 796 01:36:07,960 --> 01:36:09,260 I'll never see you again. 797 01:36:23,630 --> 01:36:25,270 I feel it. I do. I feel it. 798 01:36:27,850 --> 01:36:28,850 It's exciting. 799 01:36:31,750 --> 01:36:32,750 Marina. 800 01:36:34,290 --> 01:36:36,030 All the people in their boats watching. 801 01:36:37,410 --> 01:36:38,850 We'll take my car. No, no. 802 01:36:39,090 --> 01:36:40,090 I'll just meet you there. 803 01:36:43,630 --> 01:36:44,630 No. 804 01:36:45,210 --> 01:36:46,210 We'll go together. 805 01:36:46,450 --> 01:36:50,310 No, I want to wear the right thing. I want to be ready for you and for them. 806 01:36:53,900 --> 01:36:56,840 Show them more than they would ever expect. 807 01:38:13,660 --> 01:38:14,660 Lisa. 808 01:38:19,060 --> 01:38:20,160 That you're here. 809 01:38:22,060 --> 01:38:23,160 That we're here. 810 01:38:26,260 --> 01:38:28,960 Mama, I can't do it. 811 01:38:53,590 --> 01:38:54,590 What did he do to me? 812 01:39:13,810 --> 01:39:14,810 Police! 813 01:39:15,210 --> 01:39:15,869 It's okay. 814 01:39:15,870 --> 01:39:17,850 It's okay. It's over now. It's over now. You're all right. 815 01:39:18,190 --> 01:39:19,270 Don't do this to me! 816 01:39:19,670 --> 01:39:20,670 Don't do this to us! 817 01:39:21,960 --> 01:39:23,220 We've got to do this, please! 818 01:39:36,940 --> 01:39:43,920 This is the 819 01:39:43,920 --> 01:39:44,920 last research tape. 820 01:39:45,440 --> 01:39:47,020 I closed down the study today. 821 01:39:49,300 --> 01:39:51,000 After this thing with Robert... 822 01:39:55,720 --> 01:39:58,060 I just didn't sign on for this. 823 01:40:02,880 --> 01:40:06,760 I know that I am a very, very sexual creature. 824 01:40:06,980 --> 01:40:12,380 I know that about myself. It's no accident that I do what I do. 825 01:40:14,360 --> 01:40:15,360 I mean, hello. 826 01:40:17,740 --> 01:40:19,200 But I have to make a choice. 827 01:40:20,640 --> 01:40:23,240 I can no longer continue personal... 828 01:40:24,000 --> 01:40:25,100 Sexual experimentation. 829 01:40:27,100 --> 01:40:31,660 I think it could potentially damage my reputation as a researcher. 830 01:40:32,860 --> 01:40:35,920 And it's dangerous. 831 01:40:36,960 --> 01:40:39,580 I put myself in a very dangerous position. 832 01:40:40,100 --> 01:40:44,540 And I never want to be that frightened again. 833 01:40:55,630 --> 01:41:01,590 What I did learn about myself Is that I like 834 01:41:01,590 --> 01:41:07,650 I like to display myself I Like to 835 01:41:07,650 --> 01:41:14,470 express my sexuality in front of the camera It's sexy 836 01:41:14,470 --> 01:41:19,510 it feels right I just have to be careful 837 01:41:19,510 --> 01:41:23,490 I can handle that 838 01:41:25,450 --> 01:41:26,450 No big deal. 839 01:41:30,270 --> 01:41:31,270 I'm a good researcher. 840 01:41:32,030 --> 01:41:33,170 I'm good at what I do. 841 01:41:37,310 --> 01:41:38,310 I'm a good person.