1 00:00:01,292 --> 00:00:02,626 Your dad's David Sharpe? 2 00:00:02,627 --> 00:00:04,545 - Yeah. - What is he like then? 3 00:00:04,546 --> 00:00:06,088 He's a genius. 4 00:00:06,089 --> 00:00:08,465 My father is dead. My mother, too. 5 00:00:08,466 --> 00:00:10,217 - What happened? - War. 6 00:00:10,218 --> 00:00:12,261 My dad died when I was a kid, too. 7 00:00:12,262 --> 00:00:14,054 And I just don't really like talking about it. 8 00:00:14,055 --> 00:00:16,890 - Why do you hate your mom? - I adore her. 9 00:00:16,891 --> 00:00:18,600 But she's never adored me 10 00:00:18,601 --> 00:00:21,770 or, uh, even really liked me. 11 00:00:21,771 --> 00:00:24,106 We'll have a mother-daughter slumber party. 12 00:00:24,107 --> 00:00:26,650 Are you on your way to your mother? But she's waiting for you. 13 00:00:26,651 --> 00:00:27,819 Mom! 14 00:00:30,155 --> 00:00:33,198 Tell me that you're gonna love me the way I am, please. 15 00:00:33,199 --> 00:00:35,075 I thought that you were passionate about music. 16 00:00:35,076 --> 00:00:39,247 And if she's really gone forever, I don't know what I'm doing here anymore. 17 00:00:40,165 --> 00:00:42,583 - Why didn't you tell me? - I wrote to you. 18 00:00:42,584 --> 00:00:45,461 I waited for you. 19 00:00:45,462 --> 00:00:46,754 You never came. 20 00:00:46,755 --> 00:00:48,297 I know you need money. 21 00:00:48,298 --> 00:00:51,050 I don't want you doing this out of guilt for my daughter. 22 00:00:51,051 --> 00:00:52,552 Our daughter. 23 00:01:06,316 --> 00:01:09,527 Hm. You think he is playing me? 24 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:14,907 Can we accept help from someone 25 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:16,825 who has done what he's done? 26 00:01:16,826 --> 00:01:19,745 Because when I'm with him, 27 00:01:19,746 --> 00:01:21,914 I am with my daughter's murderer. 28 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:23,499 I know this. 29 00:01:23,500 --> 00:01:25,584 But then I look in his eyes, I see her eyes, 30 00:01:25,585 --> 00:01:26,960 and he feels like family. 31 00:01:26,961 --> 00:01:31,049 This is-- it's very frightening to me. 32 00:01:32,509 --> 00:01:36,638 Masha, your daughter was killed in an accident. 33 00:01:37,722 --> 00:01:41,266 It was random, a cruel twist of fate. 34 00:01:41,267 --> 00:01:43,852 And as much as you try and make sense of the universe, 35 00:01:43,853 --> 00:01:47,189 as much as you want to retrofit your story with meaning, 36 00:01:47,190 --> 00:01:49,817 sometimes things are meaningless. 37 00:01:49,818 --> 00:01:53,279 Sometimes there's just shit and nothing else. 38 00:01:55,657 --> 00:01:57,199 But if we accept his help, 39 00:01:57,200 --> 00:02:00,619 he needs to atone for what he has done. 40 00:02:00,620 --> 00:02:02,788 Or you could choose to forgive him. 41 00:02:02,789 --> 00:02:03,873 No. 42 00:02:06,042 --> 00:02:08,669 That forgiveness isn't solely mine to give. 43 00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:44,997 I'm here and I'm safe. I'm here and I'm safe. 44 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:47,541 I'm here, I'm safe. I'm here, I'm safe. 45 00:02:47,542 --> 00:02:49,460 I'm here. I'm safe. 46 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:09,189 Hi. 47 00:03:10,315 --> 00:03:12,317 Hi. 48 00:03:13,610 --> 00:03:15,027 - Sorry if I-- - No, no. 49 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:17,863 You have nothing-- you have nothing to apologize for. 50 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:24,244 It was actually-- it was really nice talking to you. 51 00:03:32,545 --> 00:03:34,255 - Imogen? - Yeah? 52 00:03:36,508 --> 00:03:39,177 Why are you here? Where-- where is your mother? 53 00:03:40,178 --> 00:03:42,138 Uh, not with me. 54 00:03:43,807 --> 00:03:45,474 What? Why? 55 00:03:45,475 --> 00:03:47,351 Uh, because she blew me off, 56 00:03:47,352 --> 00:03:50,062 so you can probably find her still passed out on the couch 57 00:03:50,063 --> 00:03:52,272 holding her Mother of the Year award. 58 00:03:56,778 --> 00:03:58,445 I don't wanna talk about it. 59 00:04:01,533 --> 00:04:02,617 Hey! 60 00:04:07,330 --> 00:04:08,789 Hey, are-- are you okay? 61 00:04:08,790 --> 00:04:11,709 Oh, yes, I'm fine, darling. 62 00:04:11,710 --> 00:04:13,043 Really? 63 00:04:13,044 --> 00:04:16,714 I'm just resting after all of yesterday's fun. 64 00:04:16,715 --> 00:04:18,008 Yeah. 65 00:04:19,300 --> 00:04:22,011 Okay. Come on, we... get up. 66 00:04:22,012 --> 00:04:26,933 Ah, yes, well, the problem is, I don't think I can. 67 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:30,936 It seems I'm too weak to move. 68 00:04:30,937 --> 00:04:32,939 What-- at all? 69 00:04:33,732 --> 00:04:36,401 Um, first, my leg gives out, and now I... 70 00:04:37,485 --> 00:04:39,278 I can't control my hand. 71 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:42,197 Um, do you want me to call your doctor? 72 00:04:42,198 --> 00:04:43,574 No! 73 00:04:43,575 --> 00:04:45,534 No, please, darling. 74 00:04:45,535 --> 00:04:47,619 It's not as though I have anywhere to be. 75 00:04:47,620 --> 00:04:50,999 I just need a little bit of time to gather my strength. 76 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:55,295 Oh. Look, I can wiggle my pinky. 77 00:04:56,629 --> 00:04:57,714 Ta-da! 78 00:05:07,974 --> 00:05:09,850 Alright, come on, up. 79 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:11,935 - Okay. - I'll help you, come on. 80 00:05:14,689 --> 00:05:17,399 Oh, well done, well done. 81 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:20,069 Thank you, darling. Wonderful. 82 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:24,281 So, you just-- you just go off by yourself. 83 00:05:24,282 --> 00:05:26,825 I just need another hour or so, okay? 84 00:05:26,826 --> 00:05:27,993 You sure? 85 00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:31,080 Darling, there's nothing anyone can do for me. 86 00:05:31,081 --> 00:05:32,415 - Go. - Okay. 87 00:05:35,210 --> 00:05:39,713 Although, if you do stumble upon something cold, French, and dry, 88 00:05:39,714 --> 00:05:41,632 I could find the strength to swallow it. 89 00:05:46,012 --> 00:05:47,388 When are you going to tell her? 90 00:05:47,389 --> 00:05:50,725 Oh, screw it. She can think whatever she wants. 91 00:05:51,726 --> 00:05:55,312 I'm her unreliable but irresistibly fabulous mother 92 00:05:55,313 --> 00:05:59,526 drowning herself in pills, booze, and adorable men. 93 00:06:00,318 --> 00:06:02,069 You can't go on like this forever. 94 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:05,990 I know. Luckily, I don't have forever left. 95 00:06:15,291 --> 00:06:17,084 Agnes! 96 00:06:17,085 --> 00:06:18,628 Good morning, Sister. 97 00:06:20,046 --> 00:06:22,881 Looks like God made a boo-boo and put you down here with me. 98 00:06:22,882 --> 00:06:25,217 So much for a lifetime in His service. 99 00:06:29,723 --> 00:06:32,266 Ho-ho! Good morning. 100 00:06:32,267 --> 00:06:34,935 What? It's funny. 101 00:06:34,936 --> 00:06:37,062 Where did you even get that thing? 102 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:39,189 I got it in the village, while you were being arrested. 103 00:06:39,190 --> 00:06:42,443 It's-- it's handmade. Only 500 euro. 104 00:06:42,444 --> 00:06:44,069 Oh, what a steal. 105 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:46,865 It's an antique. And... 106 00:06:48,366 --> 00:06:50,451 - I got one for you. - You got one for me. 107 00:06:50,452 --> 00:06:52,619 - I did. Oh. - You got one for me. 108 00:06:52,620 --> 00:06:54,830 Open it, Sister, please. 109 00:06:54,831 --> 00:06:57,291 - Please, I'm so lonely. - Oh, she's beautiful. 110 00:06:57,292 --> 00:06:58,459 - I need a friend. - Hello! 111 00:06:58,460 --> 00:07:00,461 Will you be my friend? 112 00:07:00,462 --> 00:07:02,171 - Yes, I'll be your friend. - Yes. 113 00:07:02,172 --> 00:07:03,797 - Dance with me, come on. - There you, you're my friend! 114 00:07:03,798 --> 00:07:06,051 - You're my friend. - Come to the dark side. 115 00:07:12,349 --> 00:07:14,809 - How did it go last night? - It worked. 116 00:07:15,685 --> 00:07:16,685 Hmm. 117 00:07:16,686 --> 00:07:19,439 It worked beautifully. 118 00:07:20,523 --> 00:07:22,358 - You unearthed his trauma? - Mm. 119 00:07:22,359 --> 00:07:24,110 - Did you? - Yes. 120 00:07:24,903 --> 00:07:27,446 We, uh, worked through a lot of traumatic moments, 121 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:29,199 but it was a big breakthrough. 122 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:32,201 Does he want to invest? 123 00:07:32,202 --> 00:07:34,329 I didn't ask him, but I will. 124 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:39,083 So, now, um, now that you've tested it... 125 00:07:39,084 --> 00:07:42,212 Yes, we can use it on the others. It should be Peter. 126 00:07:44,381 --> 00:07:45,757 Peter should be first. 127 00:07:49,719 --> 00:07:52,763 It was a one-night stand in Prague, and she got pregnant? 128 00:07:52,764 --> 00:07:55,516 Yeah, and she had a daughter. 129 00:07:55,517 --> 00:07:58,519 - Our daughter. - And you believe her? 130 00:07:58,520 --> 00:08:01,981 Why would she lie? Why wouldn't she lie? 131 00:08:03,525 --> 00:08:05,025 I thought you didn't care about the money. 132 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:07,778 Look, I don't care about the money, alright, Dad? 133 00:08:07,779 --> 00:08:09,488 I care about somebody taking advantage of you 134 00:08:09,489 --> 00:08:11,532 because you couldn't keep it in your pants 25 years ago. 135 00:08:11,533 --> 00:08:14,451 And Jesus, you were still married to Mom back then. 136 00:08:14,452 --> 00:08:17,579 And when, precisely, do you think she took up with that lion tamer, hm? 137 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:19,707 He was a wildlife conservationist, okay? 138 00:08:19,708 --> 00:08:22,419 - Until the mauling. - Yeah, and you paid his medical bills. 139 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:26,339 Look, you honestly think I'm a mark, is that it? 140 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:32,886 Either I'm a calculating hegemonic capitalist overlord, or I'm a mark. 141 00:08:32,887 --> 00:08:35,181 - Which is it? - Oh, my God. 142 00:08:36,433 --> 00:08:38,892 This place is weird, okay? 143 00:08:38,893 --> 00:08:40,145 She's weird. 144 00:08:41,438 --> 00:08:44,482 I just don't want to see you taken advantage of again, alright? 145 00:08:45,859 --> 00:08:49,487 Look, I had that worry too, but she hasn't asked me for anything. 146 00:08:50,488 --> 00:08:51,614 Not a penny. 147 00:08:52,907 --> 00:08:54,908 And the little girl is dead, so you don't have to worry 148 00:08:54,909 --> 00:08:58,245 about your inheritance that you find so burdensome. 149 00:09:01,374 --> 00:09:04,251 - You know, I'm gonna go. - Where are you going? 150 00:09:04,252 --> 00:09:07,756 Have a one-on-one with the lady that's trying to hustle my dad. 151 00:09:12,427 --> 00:09:15,012 Son, we don't love you any less. 152 00:09:15,013 --> 00:09:18,307 I know it's a shock, but nothing's gonna change. 153 00:09:18,308 --> 00:09:20,893 Well, something is going to change. 154 00:09:20,894 --> 00:09:22,644 Well, yeah, something will change. 155 00:09:22,645 --> 00:09:25,731 Um, we're gonna live separately now. 156 00:09:25,732 --> 00:09:29,735 Look, I know it's a lot to take in, pal, but do you have any questions for us? 157 00:09:33,323 --> 00:09:36,493 - What happened? - Well, we just, uh... 158 00:09:37,118 --> 00:09:38,827 Just tell him. 159 00:09:38,828 --> 00:09:40,621 We've grown apart. 160 00:09:40,622 --> 00:09:44,291 We still have a lot of love for one another, but people change, 161 00:09:44,292 --> 00:09:47,336 you know, and sometimes they change too much to live happily together. 162 00:09:47,337 --> 00:09:49,296 Is it my fault? 163 00:09:49,297 --> 00:09:51,382 - No. - Oh, no, of course not, honey. 164 00:09:51,383 --> 00:09:54,052 How could you think that? David, tell him how silly that is. 165 00:09:55,178 --> 00:09:58,222 Dad... who's that? 166 00:10:00,642 --> 00:10:02,142 Dad, where are you going? 167 00:10:02,143 --> 00:10:03,644 Dad! 168 00:10:05,647 --> 00:10:07,856 Take a deep breath. 169 00:10:07,857 --> 00:10:09,358 - Deep breath. - Dad?! 170 00:10:09,359 --> 00:10:10,694 You're here. 171 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:12,903 - You're here with me. - Dad? 172 00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:14,279 Where is he? He was just here. 173 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:17,366 You were in a difficult memory in your childhood. 174 00:10:17,367 --> 00:10:19,911 - Take a deep breath, you're safe. - What did you give me? 175 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:23,288 It's a very low dose. You tolerated it beautifully. 176 00:10:23,289 --> 00:10:26,209 So, try to stay in the memory, let it wash through you. 177 00:10:27,836 --> 00:10:30,963 No, no, no, no, you-- You're talking shit. 178 00:10:30,964 --> 00:10:33,048 W-W-What did you do with my dad? 179 00:10:33,049 --> 00:10:35,426 No, your dad is fine. That's what I'm saying. 180 00:10:35,427 --> 00:10:37,469 You were in a childhood trauma, 181 00:10:37,470 --> 00:10:39,638 and you're still in your child state a little bit, so-- 182 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:41,432 That's bullshit. You're lying to me. 183 00:10:41,433 --> 00:10:42,808 You're like everybody else. 184 00:10:42,809 --> 00:10:44,685 - You're just after his money. - All I wanna do is help 185 00:10:44,686 --> 00:10:46,186 your relationship with your father. 186 00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:47,896 You're after his money, I need to go find my dad. 187 00:10:47,897 --> 00:10:49,566 Your father is fine. 188 00:10:50,525 --> 00:10:52,067 - I gotta find my dad. - Stay calm. 189 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:54,778 Stay away from me, okay? Don't follow me. 190 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,113 You're safe here. 191 00:10:56,114 --> 00:10:57,198 Don't come near me. 192 00:10:58,074 --> 00:10:59,492 Where are you going, Peter? 193 00:11:00,702 --> 00:11:03,328 I'm gonna go tell them! I'm gonna go tell them! 194 00:11:10,587 --> 00:11:12,921 Oh, gorgeous, darling, thank you. 195 00:11:12,922 --> 00:11:14,132 You're welcome. 196 00:11:15,216 --> 00:11:16,593 Could you help me? 197 00:11:17,802 --> 00:11:19,220 - Let me, okay? - Mm-hmm. 198 00:11:25,018 --> 00:11:27,228 - Hey. - Hi. 199 00:11:28,355 --> 00:11:29,772 Did you sleep okay? 200 00:11:29,773 --> 00:11:32,149 - Yeah, fine. - Where did you sleep? 201 00:11:32,150 --> 00:11:33,984 Do you care? 202 00:11:33,985 --> 00:11:35,736 - Well, well, well! - Jesus, Brian! 203 00:11:35,737 --> 00:11:38,405 If it isn't the two lovebirds. 204 00:11:38,406 --> 00:11:42,034 They're trying to have a private conversation. 205 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:45,537 There is no privacy in the depths of hell! 206 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:48,332 Guys, come on. 207 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:50,125 That's enough. 208 00:11:50,126 --> 00:11:52,419 That's very emotionally connected puppeteering, Agnes. 209 00:11:52,420 --> 00:11:54,296 - Really? - Yeah, you really got 210 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:55,798 - a knack for this. - Thank you! 211 00:11:55,799 --> 00:11:57,633 Hello, darling, did you sleep well? 212 00:11:57,634 --> 00:11:59,719 - Mm, yes, thank you. - We should have our own show. 213 00:12:01,805 --> 00:12:04,056 Guys, we need to leave! 214 00:12:04,057 --> 00:12:05,891 We need to leave right now! 215 00:12:05,892 --> 00:12:08,268 - Right fucking now! - What is going on? 216 00:12:08,269 --> 00:12:11,647 It's Masha. She is insane! 217 00:12:11,648 --> 00:12:13,565 Okay, totally fucking bonkers. 218 00:12:13,566 --> 00:12:15,275 She has brainwashed my father 219 00:12:15,276 --> 00:12:18,404 into thinking that he is the father of her dead child, 220 00:12:18,405 --> 00:12:21,115 and then she held down my tongue with some bondage gear, 221 00:12:21,116 --> 00:12:23,660 and then-- and now he's missing. He ab... 222 00:12:24,411 --> 00:12:26,537 - What the fuck are those? - They're antique marionettes. 223 00:12:26,538 --> 00:12:29,039 I bought them from this guy whose grandfather made them 224 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:31,458 in some Czechoslovakian prison camp. 225 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:34,169 I hate them. 226 00:12:34,170 --> 00:12:37,256 I fucking hate them. Burn them. 227 00:12:37,257 --> 00:12:38,632 Burn them! 228 00:12:38,633 --> 00:12:40,968 Peter, come on, let's try to calm down, yeah? 229 00:12:40,969 --> 00:12:42,344 Come, take deep breaths. 230 00:12:42,345 --> 00:12:44,555 - No, I won't fucking calm down. Okay? - Oh! 231 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:46,974 I just need to figure out what the fuck is going on. 232 00:12:46,975 --> 00:12:48,809 - What did you do to me? - I can't be certain, 233 00:12:48,810 --> 00:12:50,728 but I believe you're just suffering from the repercussions 234 00:12:50,729 --> 00:12:52,187 of an unresolved intradermal treatment. 235 00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:54,231 Why does he get to be shot up with the good stuff? 236 00:12:54,232 --> 00:12:56,025 I didn't ask for the good stuff, okay? 237 00:12:56,026 --> 00:12:59,236 I did not consent for the good stuff! 238 00:12:59,237 --> 00:13:01,363 Yes, you did, actually. It's in the notarized paperwork... 239 00:13:01,364 --> 00:13:03,574 Okay. ...that you were all required to submit 240 00:13:03,575 --> 00:13:05,284 before being admitted into the program. 241 00:13:05,285 --> 00:13:07,995 That's all. 242 00:13:07,996 --> 00:13:09,830 - Just listen, okay? - Okay, back it up. 243 00:13:09,831 --> 00:13:11,331 - Listen to me. - No. 244 00:13:11,332 --> 00:13:13,250 She is fucking with our minds. 245 00:13:13,251 --> 00:13:15,836 She is manipulating every single one of us. 246 00:13:15,837 --> 00:13:17,338 That's what she's supposed to do. 247 00:13:17,339 --> 00:13:19,090 I did see some cameras. 248 00:13:20,467 --> 00:13:21,925 Where the hell did you see a camera? 249 00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:23,469 They're everywhere. 250 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:25,262 Ew, I hope they're not in the bedroom. 251 00:13:25,263 --> 00:13:29,391 I hope she hasn't recorded us, unless we get a percentage of the release. 252 00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:31,685 Oh God. Mother, porn's free now. 253 00:13:31,686 --> 00:13:33,103 Well, you get what you pay for. 254 00:13:33,104 --> 00:13:34,980 But I need to find my dad. 255 00:13:34,981 --> 00:13:37,274 - I'm gonna go get my dad, okay? - No. Peter? 256 00:13:37,275 --> 00:13:39,152 Peter, your father's fine. 257 00:13:40,362 --> 00:13:42,321 - Yeah? - What did she give to me? 258 00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:44,114 It's just a more potent blend of the medication 259 00:13:44,115 --> 00:13:46,116 that you've already received before, yeah? 260 00:13:46,117 --> 00:13:49,203 It's optimized specifically for your cerebral metrics. 261 00:13:49,204 --> 00:13:52,331 - It's absolutely safe. - Then what was the whole ball gag thing? 262 00:13:52,332 --> 00:13:54,833 Oh, wow, this is getting interesting. 263 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:57,879 - No, it's a mouth guard. - Well, semantics. 264 00:13:58,797 --> 00:14:01,173 Now, my brain's melting. 265 00:14:01,174 --> 00:14:02,716 - Great! - Your brain's not melting. 266 00:14:02,717 --> 00:14:03,884 You're dehydrated, Peter. 267 00:14:03,885 --> 00:14:06,303 - No, I'm bleeding. - How does it work? 268 00:14:06,304 --> 00:14:08,055 How does it work? 269 00:14:08,056 --> 00:14:11,058 This is the next phase in my therapeutic work, 270 00:14:11,059 --> 00:14:13,811 and it is potentially an enormous breakthrough. 271 00:14:13,812 --> 00:14:15,479 We use prompts. 272 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:19,525 We use prompts to take you back to a core trauma, 273 00:14:19,526 --> 00:14:21,610 and then we use the medication 274 00:14:21,611 --> 00:14:24,279 to make it feel as though you are experiencing it for the first time. 275 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:26,865 We dredge up those feelings and those fears 276 00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:29,785 that are buried in that memory, and we burn them away, 277 00:14:29,786 --> 00:14:33,372 and together, we build a new one. 278 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:34,832 A new memory? 279 00:14:34,833 --> 00:14:39,253 A new response to that memory. It's a new closure, a new truth. 280 00:14:43,091 --> 00:14:45,175 Who would like to go next? 281 00:14:45,176 --> 00:14:48,096 No, no. You guys are insane, okay? 282 00:14:49,639 --> 00:14:51,599 - You're traitors! - Matteo. 283 00:14:53,393 --> 00:14:55,060 I would like to work with you today. 284 00:14:55,061 --> 00:14:56,520 What? 285 00:14:56,521 --> 00:14:58,982 - He didn't even put up his hand. - Okay. 286 00:14:59,399 --> 00:15:00,816 My mother and I will go. 287 00:15:00,817 --> 00:15:02,651 Sweetheart, I don't think that's a good idea. 288 00:15:02,652 --> 00:15:05,487 I'm not really comfortable with these experimental drugs. 289 00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:08,157 You're not even going to acknowledge it? 290 00:15:08,158 --> 00:15:10,325 - Sorry? - Last night? 291 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:11,952 You ditched me. 292 00:15:11,953 --> 00:15:13,871 I fell asleep waiting for you. 293 00:15:13,872 --> 00:15:15,414 You knocked yourself out 294 00:15:15,415 --> 00:15:17,458 so you wouldn't have to spend time alone with me, 295 00:15:17,459 --> 00:15:18,960 like you always do. 296 00:15:20,003 --> 00:15:21,337 - Masha? - Yes? 297 00:15:21,338 --> 00:15:25,215 Could I just be there for my daughter as a sort of prompt... 298 00:15:25,216 --> 00:15:27,343 - Trigger. - ...without taking the medication myself? 299 00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:29,928 Yes, wouldn't want to compromise her sobriety, would we? 300 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:32,973 Yes, Martin will be able to guide you both. 301 00:15:32,974 --> 00:15:35,351 - Of course. - Does anyone care 302 00:15:35,352 --> 00:15:38,812 - about my missing father? - No, your father is not missing, Peter. 303 00:15:38,813 --> 00:15:41,106 Your father is safe and he is resting. 304 00:15:41,107 --> 00:15:43,818 You need to tell me where my dad is. 305 00:15:45,111 --> 00:15:47,989 David is on the other side. 306 00:15:48,490 --> 00:15:50,908 - The other side? - What other side? 307 00:16:01,127 --> 00:16:03,671 If you want to find your father, I suggest you explore the spa. 308 00:16:03,672 --> 00:16:05,964 It's on the other side of the hotel. 309 00:16:05,965 --> 00:16:07,467 There's another side to this hotel? 310 00:16:31,241 --> 00:16:32,617 The Other Side. 311 00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:41,918 I'm coming, Dad! 312 00:16:49,175 --> 00:16:52,886 Do you think he's coming back? Are any of them coming back? 313 00:16:52,887 --> 00:16:57,142 I don't know, but Masha said explore, so maybe we just... explore. 314 00:16:58,393 --> 00:17:01,520 But did she mean that literally 315 00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:04,440 or metaphysically? 316 00:17:04,441 --> 00:17:08,402 Ooh, I'm definitely feeling this tea! 317 00:17:08,403 --> 00:17:09,987 - You think? - Ooh. Yeah. 318 00:17:09,988 --> 00:17:11,613 Alright, gang. 319 00:17:11,614 --> 00:17:14,366 Here's what we know. There's another side to this place, right? 320 00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:16,493 - And it has a spa. - Mm! 321 00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:18,662 - Just like you wanted, right, babe? - Mm. 322 00:17:18,663 --> 00:17:22,041 Yes, I was very much looking forward to the spa a couple days ago. 323 00:17:22,042 --> 00:17:23,626 - Cheers. - Tina. 324 00:17:24,419 --> 00:17:27,171 Look, I know that we said some-- some pretty heavy shit 325 00:17:27,172 --> 00:17:29,089 - to each other last night. - Baby, we didn't say some shit. 326 00:17:29,090 --> 00:17:31,550 You said some shit, alright? I-- I was open, 327 00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:33,135 and vulnerable, and honest with you, 328 00:17:33,136 --> 00:17:34,720 - just like you want me to be. - Okay. 329 00:17:34,721 --> 00:17:36,555 - All the time. - Fair enough. 330 00:17:36,556 --> 00:17:38,599 But now that we are in this new space of openness, 331 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:41,143 I think we should just sit with that. 332 00:17:41,144 --> 00:17:44,021 And I also think that maybe we should sit with it in a giant vat of heated wine. 333 00:17:44,022 --> 00:17:45,939 Wait, vinotherapy? 334 00:17:45,940 --> 00:17:47,567 - Yes. - It's Austria. 335 00:17:48,568 --> 00:17:50,027 It is. 336 00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:52,821 I did hear that the-- you know, that the grape enzymes 337 00:17:52,822 --> 00:17:55,324 are really good for the vascular structure of the skin. 338 00:17:55,325 --> 00:17:59,870 - Mm-hmm. - Uh, I don't have a swimsuit. 339 00:17:59,871 --> 00:18:03,499 - Can't do it. No. - Oh, Agnes, it's Europe. Be free. 340 00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:05,417 Maybe you need to see a nude body or two 341 00:18:05,418 --> 00:18:07,711 - before this is all over, right? - Yeah, how about this one? 342 00:18:07,712 --> 00:18:09,296 - Listen-- - Or maybe just your own. 343 00:18:09,297 --> 00:18:12,508 I have a-- a couple thongs upstairs that'll be fine. 344 00:18:12,509 --> 00:18:14,343 Don't scare her. 345 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:18,013 - Or they probably have a gift shop. - Ah! 346 00:18:18,014 --> 00:18:19,640 - Gift shop. - Gift shop, yeah! 347 00:18:19,641 --> 00:18:21,100 Yeah! 348 00:18:21,101 --> 00:18:22,267 Should we get some souvenirs? 349 00:18:24,187 --> 00:18:27,189 Yes! Thongs for everybody! 350 00:18:43,957 --> 00:18:45,500 You have done this before? 351 00:18:52,924 --> 00:18:55,467 I will now begin the delivery of the medication. 352 00:18:56,761 --> 00:18:58,470 So, as this light just turned on, 353 00:18:58,471 --> 00:19:00,889 that indicates that the medication is beginning to enter the bloodstream. 354 00:19:00,890 --> 00:19:03,058 I've never really understood psychedelics. 355 00:19:03,059 --> 00:19:05,061 Why alter your consciousness? 356 00:19:05,603 --> 00:19:08,230 Most people just need a stiff drink and a good cry. 357 00:19:08,231 --> 00:19:11,442 I do that all the time, Mother. 358 00:19:11,443 --> 00:19:13,318 Along with talk therapy, 359 00:19:13,319 --> 00:19:15,654 cognitive behavioral therapy, EMDR. 360 00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:19,575 Equine therapy, where you touch horses. 361 00:19:19,576 --> 00:19:22,369 Okay, it's starting. 362 00:19:22,370 --> 00:19:24,998 Um, lie back and try to relax. 363 00:19:30,170 --> 00:19:31,296 Okay. 364 00:19:34,215 --> 00:19:36,967 So, what do I do, just make a wish or something? 365 00:19:36,968 --> 00:19:40,429 You may set an intention, something you wish to see, maybe. 366 00:19:44,309 --> 00:19:46,895 I wanna go back to when I was little. 367 00:19:50,065 --> 00:19:52,359 To when we were a family. 368 00:19:54,277 --> 00:19:56,237 I don't want you going there alone. 369 00:19:57,155 --> 00:19:58,156 Really? 370 00:20:00,575 --> 00:20:02,576 You sure? 371 00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:06,288 Okay, um, Imogen, I will slow down the influx 372 00:20:06,289 --> 00:20:08,207 - of the medication... - Okay. 373 00:20:08,208 --> 00:20:10,668 ...so that you can go on this journey with your daughter. 374 00:20:10,669 --> 00:20:12,544 Just give me a moment, yeah? I'll be right back. 375 00:20:12,545 --> 00:20:14,047 I'll go and grab another kit for you. 376 00:20:22,013 --> 00:20:23,306 Thank you, Mommy. 377 00:20:31,106 --> 00:20:32,857 Let there be light! 378 00:20:33,650 --> 00:20:35,109 Hey, is that Peter? 379 00:20:35,110 --> 00:20:36,819 Peter! 380 00:20:39,239 --> 00:20:41,156 - Yeah! - Are you okay, buddy? 381 00:20:41,157 --> 00:20:43,617 Yeah! I'm gonna go save my dad! 382 00:20:43,618 --> 00:20:45,285 He's on The Other Side! 383 00:20:45,286 --> 00:20:47,288 Well... do you know where you're going? 384 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:50,082 I have a map! 385 00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:53,044 Oh, he's tripping balls! 386 00:20:54,254 --> 00:20:55,380 Follow me! 387 00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:22,781 I just wanna see what my princess thinks of our new house. 388 00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:25,326 - It's good! - Go on, honey, go on. 389 00:21:28,997 --> 00:21:31,040 It also has a pool, darling. 390 00:21:31,041 --> 00:21:32,708 Can I see the bedrooms first? 391 00:21:32,709 --> 00:21:34,251 Of course. 392 00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:44,553 Where am I? 393 00:21:51,019 --> 00:21:52,811 You need to stay very still. 394 00:22:00,403 --> 00:22:02,447 Uh, ex-- excuse me. 395 00:22:06,201 --> 00:22:09,579 Oh, good. You're awake. 396 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:11,456 Was it you? 397 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,583 - How are you feeling? - Fine. 398 00:22:14,584 --> 00:22:17,295 Oh, I have something for you. 399 00:22:20,548 --> 00:22:21,841 Feeling better? 400 00:22:23,301 --> 00:22:25,010 Uh, n-no, thank you. 401 00:22:25,011 --> 00:22:26,179 Go ahead. 402 00:22:30,266 --> 00:22:31,266 Thanks. 403 00:22:31,267 --> 00:22:32,477 Squeeze it. 404 00:22:35,522 --> 00:22:38,066 You're never alone when you have friends. 405 00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:41,443 Very important message. 406 00:22:41,444 --> 00:22:44,488 You're never alone when you have friends. 407 00:22:45,657 --> 00:22:47,783 Are you happy in your new home? 408 00:22:47,784 --> 00:22:48,951 So happy. 409 00:22:48,952 --> 00:22:50,661 So is Jessie Bear, 410 00:22:50,662 --> 00:22:53,455 but she's so excited, she can't sleep. 411 00:22:53,456 --> 00:22:55,500 I know. 412 00:22:57,252 --> 00:22:59,421 And all because of Daddy's hard work. 413 00:23:00,338 --> 00:23:02,339 Do you know he's a hero? 414 00:23:02,340 --> 00:23:04,926 Like-- like this character here. 415 00:23:05,927 --> 00:23:09,639 We should give him a Greek god name. Hmm. 416 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:11,640 Daddeus. 417 00:23:15,770 --> 00:23:18,230 So, Daddy's a hero because he built a satellite? 418 00:23:18,231 --> 00:23:20,983 Oh, it's a very special satellite. 419 00:23:20,984 --> 00:23:22,819 What's so special about it? 420 00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:25,321 Mm, well... 421 00:23:26,531 --> 00:23:29,408 - It will keep people safe. - How? 422 00:23:29,409 --> 00:23:33,412 Because it can find anything in the whole world. 423 00:23:33,413 --> 00:23:35,247 If I got lost, could it find me? 424 00:23:35,248 --> 00:23:37,207 Oh, of course. It's especially good 425 00:23:37,208 --> 00:23:38,709 at finding lost children. 426 00:23:38,710 --> 00:23:42,714 But I would never lose you, beauty girl, never ever, hm? 427 00:23:43,548 --> 00:23:45,925 You're always safe when you're with your mommy. 428 00:23:47,886 --> 00:23:49,679 Okay. 429 00:24:09,657 --> 00:24:11,451 Dad? 430 00:24:12,577 --> 00:24:13,994 Dad? 431 00:24:13,995 --> 00:24:15,954 - Dad, where are you? - Sir. 432 00:24:15,955 --> 00:24:17,748 Sir, please, keep your voice down. 433 00:24:17,749 --> 00:24:20,209 - My dad, where is he?! - He's resting. 434 00:24:55,662 --> 00:24:56,746 Hey, pal. 435 00:25:03,044 --> 00:25:04,129 Dad? 436 00:25:07,590 --> 00:25:08,590 Dad? 437 00:25:16,683 --> 00:25:18,559 Oh, look, you still got that thing on. 438 00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:33,241 Dad? 439 00:25:34,242 --> 00:25:35,368 Daddy? 440 00:25:38,705 --> 00:25:40,581 Can you come swimming with me? 441 00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:46,587 Here near the front line, Signal Op 442 00:25:46,588 --> 00:25:48,589 continues to allow their missile guidance systems 443 00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:51,133 to destroy infrastructure and kill innocent civilians. 444 00:25:51,134 --> 00:25:53,552 We found you and your friends unconscious 445 00:25:53,553 --> 00:25:55,138 on the soccer field. 446 00:25:56,097 --> 00:25:58,515 Everyone inside the building was killed. 447 00:25:58,516 --> 00:25:59,893 Yes. 448 00:26:01,186 --> 00:26:04,147 Yes, I know, my parents were both teachers. 449 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,567 - You're in shock. - No. 450 00:26:08,401 --> 00:26:11,529 I'm sorry, ma'am, I'm not. This is the opposite of shock. 451 00:26:13,740 --> 00:26:16,409 They were dead then, and they are still dead, so... 452 00:26:18,787 --> 00:26:21,790 It's not changing. 453 00:26:50,735 --> 00:26:53,696 Okay, uh... 454 00:26:53,697 --> 00:26:57,366 fuck Peter, marry Wolfie. 455 00:26:57,367 --> 00:27:00,202 - Thank you. - Mm. 456 00:27:00,203 --> 00:27:02,287 Although I refuse to enter a marriage of convenience. 457 00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:03,373 Oh! 458 00:27:04,374 --> 00:27:06,041 And kill-- 459 00:27:06,042 --> 00:27:08,085 Imogen. 460 00:27:08,086 --> 00:27:10,087 You were waiting on that one. 461 00:27:10,088 --> 00:27:12,381 It's funny how this game helps you understand 462 00:27:12,382 --> 00:27:15,217 how you really feel about people. 463 00:27:15,218 --> 00:27:17,511 So, what does everybody think? 464 00:27:17,512 --> 00:27:20,973 - About the game? - No, about the retreat. 465 00:27:20,974 --> 00:27:24,393 Is it helping? Are we fixed yet? 466 00:27:24,394 --> 00:27:26,395 Are you fixed, Brian? 467 00:27:26,396 --> 00:27:27,938 Oh, God, I don't know, 468 00:27:27,939 --> 00:27:30,607 I guess they're the same memories 469 00:27:30,608 --> 00:27:34,028 I've been obsessing over for years, but this was-- 470 00:27:34,029 --> 00:27:38,741 it wasn't like I was remembering it, I was living it again. 471 00:27:38,742 --> 00:27:39,867 Mm. 472 00:27:42,537 --> 00:27:46,958 And now, it all feels kind of... fine? 473 00:27:47,959 --> 00:27:51,003 Like, if you could live your life with the benefit of hindsight, 474 00:27:51,004 --> 00:27:54,006 sort of pre-forgiving yourself. 475 00:27:54,007 --> 00:27:57,551 A nun, a disgraced puppeteer, 476 00:27:57,552 --> 00:28:01,013 and two dykes walk into a wine bath... 477 00:28:02,307 --> 00:28:05,559 Okay, I must say, I do feel lighter. 478 00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,812 Honey, that's 'cause you're floating in wine. 479 00:28:08,938 --> 00:28:10,856 - Come here. - What are you doing? 480 00:28:15,862 --> 00:28:19,490 I feel like a part of me is waking up. 481 00:28:19,491 --> 00:28:22,327 - Don't you? - I haven't had fun... 482 00:28:24,120 --> 00:28:27,247 like I've had fun today in a really long time. 483 00:28:27,248 --> 00:28:28,957 Aw, group hug! 484 00:28:31,628 --> 00:28:34,297 You know, all the psychedelic bullshit aside... 485 00:28:35,465 --> 00:28:39,636 I've been hiding for a long time, and this is... 486 00:28:42,013 --> 00:28:44,099 this is the first time... 487 00:28:46,393 --> 00:28:47,936 in a long time... 488 00:28:52,273 --> 00:28:54,316 - ...that I've had friends. - Aw. 489 00:28:54,317 --> 00:28:56,360 And you're never alone 490 00:28:56,361 --> 00:28:58,278 when you have friends. 491 00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:02,199 - That was a horrible impression! - It was bad! 492 00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:05,120 - Horrible! - It was an homage. 493 00:29:05,495 --> 00:29:06,745 Aha! 494 00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:27,975 Here. 495 00:29:27,976 --> 00:29:30,103 Drink this. You need electrolytes. 496 00:29:31,229 --> 00:29:32,731 You're dehydrated. 497 00:29:35,984 --> 00:29:38,236 You'll be okay, Petey. 498 00:29:39,237 --> 00:29:40,779 I had one of those things on me 499 00:29:40,780 --> 00:29:43,365 for God knows how many hours, I'm absolutely fine. 500 00:29:43,366 --> 00:29:45,367 No adverse effects. 501 00:29:45,368 --> 00:29:47,494 Well, apart from when she tried to brainwash you 502 00:29:47,495 --> 00:29:49,956 into thinking that you had sired her dead child. 503 00:29:52,042 --> 00:29:54,918 Oh, Dad. You actually believe her, don't you? 504 00:29:54,919 --> 00:29:57,714 Look, it's possible. 505 00:29:58,923 --> 00:30:00,759 I certainly remember meeting her... 506 00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:02,926 sleeping with her. 507 00:30:02,927 --> 00:30:04,845 The timing is right. 508 00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:07,139 She said she sent me letters. Maybe she did. 509 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:09,392 They would have been destroyed long before they got to me. 510 00:30:11,186 --> 00:30:14,313 Look, what's important right now, Peter, is what Masha's got here. 511 00:30:14,314 --> 00:30:18,026 She's on the edge of something that could change the world. 512 00:30:21,613 --> 00:30:23,239 What she showed me last night... 513 00:30:24,407 --> 00:30:27,952 the memories, vivid memories... 514 00:30:29,245 --> 00:30:30,537 the intensity of connection. 515 00:30:30,538 --> 00:30:32,289 Oh, I-- I don't wanna hear about it, please. 516 00:30:32,290 --> 00:30:35,292 Look, look, look, listen, listen. What she showed me last night 517 00:30:35,293 --> 00:30:36,960 doesn't require any buy-in. 518 00:30:36,961 --> 00:30:39,088 You take the meds, you follow her prompts, 519 00:30:39,089 --> 00:30:41,340 you let her guide you, and then you're back in those memories. 520 00:30:41,341 --> 00:30:44,718 And I'll tell you something, those memories are more vivid 521 00:30:44,719 --> 00:30:46,178 than they were first time round. 522 00:30:46,179 --> 00:30:48,014 Tell me you didn't experience that yourself. 523 00:30:49,808 --> 00:30:52,726 She's sitting on an incredible product. 524 00:30:52,727 --> 00:30:54,062 It sells itself. 525 00:30:58,149 --> 00:30:59,650 And she's swimming in debt. 526 00:30:59,651 --> 00:31:02,403 Imagine the opportunity. 527 00:31:02,404 --> 00:31:03,904 What are you talking about? 528 00:31:03,905 --> 00:31:05,823 A business. 529 00:31:05,824 --> 00:31:09,368 It's like all these satellites, all these signals firing away. 530 00:31:09,369 --> 00:31:12,538 They're useless unless you have the technology to guide them. 531 00:31:12,539 --> 00:31:15,249 I found that. She found this. 532 00:31:15,250 --> 00:31:17,543 She has the technology to unlock a revolution 533 00:31:17,544 --> 00:31:19,086 in human development. 534 00:31:19,087 --> 00:31:22,382 And you know something, I only found her because of you. 535 00:31:23,466 --> 00:31:25,300 I would have missed it. 536 00:31:25,301 --> 00:31:28,888 And I'm so proud that you're here with me now. 537 00:31:30,181 --> 00:31:33,518 Because this, all of this is gonna be ours. 538 00:32:45,131 --> 00:32:47,884 - Beautiful. - What's beautiful? 539 00:32:52,055 --> 00:32:54,390 Butterflies all around. 540 00:32:54,391 --> 00:32:56,433 - Oh. - Look at them. 541 00:32:56,434 --> 00:32:57,644 They're everywhere. 542 00:32:58,645 --> 00:32:59,646 Oh. 543 00:33:00,897 --> 00:33:02,232 Around the plants. 544 00:33:03,233 --> 00:33:05,068 Oh! Look at that. 545 00:33:07,904 --> 00:33:11,491 Oh. It's around you, it's... 546 00:33:13,785 --> 00:33:15,870 It's so perfect they are here now. 547 00:33:16,955 --> 00:33:19,124 I don't understand. Tell me. 548 00:33:19,708 --> 00:33:22,293 The butterflies, I once read... 549 00:33:23,753 --> 00:33:25,046 they are... 550 00:33:26,506 --> 00:33:30,259 um, they are symbols, the souls of the dead. 551 00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:31,719 Ah. 552 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:36,640 They move through purgatory on their way to paradise. 553 00:33:36,641 --> 00:33:39,768 I ask about them when I was a child and they told me this. 554 00:33:39,769 --> 00:33:43,689 And so, I thought how beautiful was this painting in this place. 555 00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:46,026 How beautiful that they were there... 556 00:33:47,027 --> 00:33:50,487 to fly through my room like this to say goodbye one last time. 557 00:33:50,488 --> 00:33:52,240 Why are you resisting? 558 00:33:53,658 --> 00:33:56,577 You're resisting interfacing with the trauma. 559 00:33:56,578 --> 00:33:59,997 - You're fighting the memory. - I remember. 560 00:33:59,998 --> 00:34:02,167 Your family died. 561 00:34:03,460 --> 00:34:05,586 - I know. - So, you need to feel it. 562 00:34:05,587 --> 00:34:08,339 - We can treat this pain. - I-- no, no, I-I-- I don't. 563 00:34:08,340 --> 00:34:09,923 - You tell me-- - I don't want this. 564 00:34:09,924 --> 00:34:11,468 I want my pain. 565 00:34:13,136 --> 00:34:14,804 Because my pain is mine. 566 00:34:15,722 --> 00:34:17,306 I don't understand. 567 00:34:17,307 --> 00:34:20,517 These people, they think that they want to run away 568 00:34:20,518 --> 00:34:22,644 from their sadness. 569 00:34:22,645 --> 00:34:24,063 To bury it in the grave. 570 00:34:24,064 --> 00:34:26,523 Or to wear it like a... 571 00:34:26,524 --> 00:34:28,525 like a badge. 572 00:34:28,526 --> 00:34:29,986 My family... 573 00:34:32,530 --> 00:34:34,324 I miss them so much. 574 00:34:35,825 --> 00:34:37,576 Every day. 575 00:34:37,577 --> 00:34:40,872 I don't want not to miss them. To forget that they are gone. 576 00:34:42,791 --> 00:34:45,210 My pain, as you say, my grief, it's happened to me. 577 00:34:47,045 --> 00:34:48,838 But it's not all that I am. 578 00:34:50,298 --> 00:34:52,467 I'm a boy who was loved. 579 00:34:53,593 --> 00:34:55,135 And lost this love. 580 00:34:55,136 --> 00:34:58,722 The thing that everyone-- everyone fears most in their life, 581 00:34:58,723 --> 00:35:00,767 and it's happened to me, so, yes, there is pain. 582 00:35:01,685 --> 00:35:04,562 But there is no fear of loss, because... 583 00:35:06,940 --> 00:35:08,483 I already lost. 584 00:35:10,944 --> 00:35:12,945 So, I can have nothing to fear. 585 00:35:17,075 --> 00:35:18,410 There is only one me. 586 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:24,040 And isn't that wonderful? 587 00:35:27,127 --> 00:35:28,378 Yes. 588 00:35:32,590 --> 00:35:33,590 What-- 589 00:35:33,591 --> 00:35:35,300 What are you doing? 590 00:35:35,301 --> 00:35:37,345 The session is complete. 591 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:40,389 You are free to go. 592 00:35:40,390 --> 00:35:42,851 Oh. Was it okay? 593 00:35:43,893 --> 00:35:44,978 Perfect. 594 00:35:46,688 --> 00:35:51,525 ♪ Teach, cheat, part, trap ♪ 595 00:35:51,526 --> 00:35:56,030 ♪ You have my heart, I want it back ♪ 596 00:35:56,031 --> 00:36:00,451 ♪ God, dog, devil, lived ♪ 597 00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:05,999 ♪ The giver takes, the taker gives ♪ 598 00:36:11,546 --> 00:36:12,797 Daddy? 599 00:36:14,424 --> 00:36:15,425 Daddy? 600 00:36:25,352 --> 00:36:28,729 ♪ Kiss spells ssik ♪ 601 00:36:28,730 --> 00:36:31,982 ♪ The vacuum feeding ♪ 602 00:36:33,777 --> 00:36:37,529 ♪ Words hold words ♪ 603 00:36:37,530 --> 00:36:39,531 - Hey, Victoria? - ♪ Hold words ♪ 604 00:36:39,532 --> 00:36:41,492 You're gonna be okay. 605 00:36:41,493 --> 00:36:42,743 Daddy! 606 00:36:45,955 --> 00:36:49,416 What's going on? 607 00:36:49,417 --> 00:36:51,543 She's okay. Try to relax here, Imogen. Just try to relax. 608 00:36:51,544 --> 00:36:53,545 - Everything's okay. - What's going on with my mom?! 609 00:36:53,546 --> 00:36:54,963 Imogen, you have to-- okay, Imogen. 610 00:36:54,964 --> 00:36:57,758 ♪ Dog, devil, lived ♪ 611 00:36:57,759 --> 00:37:02,930 ♪ The giver takes, the taker gives ♪ 612 00:37:08,812 --> 00:37:12,106 What's happening? 613 00:37:14,234 --> 00:37:16,111 Are you okay? 614 00:37:16,653 --> 00:37:18,987 Hey, what's wrong? What's happening? 615 00:37:18,988 --> 00:37:20,864 - What's happening? - She had a bad reaction. 616 00:37:20,865 --> 00:37:22,324 - Okay. - She's still breathing right now. 617 00:37:22,325 --> 00:37:25,035 - She's just unresponsive. - Victoria, can you hear me? 618 00:37:25,036 --> 00:37:26,995 Can you just stay here with her? I called an ambulance. 619 00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:29,165 Did he give her the medication? 620 00:37:35,463 --> 00:37:37,339 It's under control. I called an ambulance. 621 00:37:37,340 --> 00:37:38,924 What happened? She took the medication? 622 00:37:38,925 --> 00:37:40,551 She requested it. 623 00:37:40,552 --> 00:37:42,469 It wasn't calibrated for her. 624 00:37:42,470 --> 00:37:44,138 What? 625 00:37:44,139 --> 00:37:46,265 Why didn't you tell me that? 626 00:37:46,266 --> 00:37:48,435 She cannot fucking wake up! 627 00:37:52,022 --> 00:37:53,230 Fuck! 628 00:37:56,735 --> 00:37:59,863 Oh, wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 629 00:38:04,576 --> 00:38:07,037 - Am I still high? - Is that...? 630 00:38:29,309 --> 00:38:33,312 She appears to have suffered a seizure, secondary to asphyxiation. 631 00:38:33,313 --> 00:38:36,274 Is your mother taking any medication? 632 00:38:37,233 --> 00:38:41,695 Um, I think she might be taking something for her blood pressure. 633 00:38:41,696 --> 00:38:44,991 - I don't really know what else. - Actually, there is more. 634 00:38:45,950 --> 00:38:47,285 She has ALS. 635 00:38:48,745 --> 00:38:50,080 Early-stage ALS. 636 00:38:50,872 --> 00:38:53,624 - And you are? - My name is Matteo, sir. 637 00:38:53,625 --> 00:38:55,960 I'm her boyfriend and her, uh... 638 00:38:58,213 --> 00:38:59,297 caregiver. 639 00:39:00,965 --> 00:39:02,174 W-What? 640 00:39:02,175 --> 00:39:05,095 Imogen, I'm so sorry. She wanted to tell you, just... 641 00:39:06,638 --> 00:39:09,099 could never find the right time, so. 642 00:39:21,861 --> 00:39:24,196 I knew this was a mistake. 643 00:39:24,197 --> 00:39:27,658 - Putting this place in your hands. - I didn't cause it. 644 00:39:27,659 --> 00:39:30,953 Martin, he went against my orders. 645 00:39:30,954 --> 00:39:33,163 How do you expect any of your guests 646 00:39:33,164 --> 00:39:35,749 to accept responsibility for their mistakes 647 00:39:35,750 --> 00:39:39,837 if you refuse to accept responsibility for yours? 648 00:39:39,838 --> 00:39:44,216 I need you to cancel whatever grand finale you have planned. 649 00:39:44,217 --> 00:39:46,468 No. I'm not doing that. 650 00:39:46,469 --> 00:39:50,724 Fix this mess. Then, the retreat is over. 651 00:39:51,474 --> 00:39:52,683 I can't do that. 652 00:39:52,684 --> 00:39:56,812 You came to me a broken woman, but I thought we managed to fix you. 653 00:39:56,813 --> 00:39:59,106 - I was wrong. - Stop it, please. 654 00:39:59,107 --> 00:40:00,691 You're still a mess. 655 00:40:00,692 --> 00:40:02,985 - You need to do a lot of work on yourself. - That is not true! 656 00:40:02,986 --> 00:40:05,279 - Before you try helping anyone else. - That's not true, so stop that. 657 00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:07,531 You'll break them. You'll break everyone 658 00:40:07,532 --> 00:40:09,992 you try to heal, just like you destroyed 659 00:40:09,993 --> 00:40:12,036 - my family's legacy. - Please, stop it! Stop it! 660 00:40:12,037 --> 00:40:14,288 - Just like you're destroying yourself! - Stop it, Helena! 661 00:40:14,289 --> 00:40:16,499 Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! 662 00:40:17,250 --> 00:40:19,126 Stop it! 663 00:40:24,132 --> 00:40:25,341 Stop. 664 00:41:09,052 --> 00:41:10,678 Helena. 665 00:41:10,679 --> 00:41:13,139 Don't-- don't leave me. 666 00:41:16,393 --> 00:41:23,191 ♪ Everyone is trying to get to the bar ♪ 667 00:41:24,984 --> 00:41:27,821 ♪ The name of the bar ♪ 668 00:41:29,989 --> 00:41:32,075 ♪ The bar is called Heaven ♪ 669 00:41:34,452 --> 00:41:41,292 ♪ The band in Heaven, they play my favorite song ♪ 670 00:41:43,253 --> 00:41:45,588 ♪ Play it one more time ♪ 671 00:41:47,632 --> 00:41:50,426 ♪ Play it all night long ♪ 672 00:41:50,427 --> 00:41:54,054 ♪ Oh, Heaven ♪ 673 00:41:54,055 --> 00:41:57,434 ♪ Heaven is a place ♪ 674 00:41:59,269 --> 00:42:03,063 ♪ A place where nothing ♪ 675 00:42:03,064 --> 00:42:06,735 ♪ Nothing ever happens ♪ 676 00:42:09,487 --> 00:42:12,239 ♪ Heaven ♪ 677 00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:15,535 ♪ Heaven is a place ♪ 678 00:42:17,412 --> 00:42:21,206 ♪ A place where nothing ♪ 679 00:42:21,207 --> 00:42:24,753 ♪ Nothing ever happens ♪ 680 00:42:28,465 --> 00:42:30,216 ♪ There is a party ♪ 681 00:42:32,927 --> 00:42:34,804 ♪ Everyone is there ♪ 682 00:42:37,223 --> 00:42:43,980 ♪ Everyone will leave at exactly the same time ♪ 683 00:42:45,982 --> 00:42:48,276 ♪ When this party's over ♪ 684 00:42:50,195 --> 00:42:52,447 ♪ It will start again ♪ 685 00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:57,077 ♪ Will not be any different ♪ 686 00:42:58,745 --> 00:43:01,955 ♪ Will be exactly the same ♪ 687 00:43:01,956 --> 00:43:05,709 ♪ Oh, Heaven ♪ 688 00:43:05,710 --> 00:43:09,089 ♪ Heaven is a place ♪ 689 00:43:10,965 --> 00:43:13,718 ♪ A place where nothing... ♪