1 00:00:02,203 --> 00:00:03,268 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,270 --> 00:00:04,636 I told you that when I met you, 3 00:00:04,638 --> 00:00:06,505 that I couldn't fall for a fat person. 4 00:00:06,507 --> 00:00:07,806 But you did. 5 00:00:07,808 --> 00:00:10,476 So now what? 6 00:00:10,478 --> 00:00:12,478 You're just gonna throw me away? 7 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:14,346 I'm sorry, I can't do this. 8 00:00:15,783 --> 00:00:16,949 Can't do what? 9 00:00:16,951 --> 00:00:18,617 When a nice boy who adores you 10 00:00:18,619 --> 00:00:19,885 offers you pie, 11 00:00:19,887 --> 00:00:21,553 say thank you. 12 00:00:21,555 --> 00:00:23,622 RANDALL: Why is there a photo of me 13 00:00:23,624 --> 00:00:27,226 in a letter that you sent to William's apartment? 14 00:00:27,228 --> 00:00:29,128 Randall, you have to understand... 15 00:00:29,130 --> 00:00:31,964 Understand what, that you knew my father? 16 00:00:31,966 --> 00:00:36,035 That you kept him from me my entire life? 17 00:00:43,210 --> 00:00:46,545 (voices whispering) 18 00:00:49,050 --> 00:00:52,251 I'm upset, I'm not deaf. 19 00:00:54,822 --> 00:00:56,822 Hey, babe. - Hey. 20 00:00:56,824 --> 00:00:58,757 I was worried about you. 21 00:00:58,759 --> 00:01:00,159 I'm fine. 22 00:01:00,161 --> 00:01:03,595 The carpet would beg to differ. - Mm. 23 00:01:03,597 --> 00:01:05,998 You've been pacing for a few hours now. 24 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:09,168 You ready to talk? 25 00:01:09,170 --> 00:01:10,769 To William. 26 00:01:10,771 --> 00:01:12,404 You can come in, too, William. 27 00:01:15,743 --> 00:01:17,176 I know how angry you must be. 28 00:01:17,178 --> 00:01:18,610 When did you meet my mother? 29 00:01:18,612 --> 00:01:22,181 When she took you home from the hospital. 30 00:01:23,517 --> 00:01:26,852 I wanted to make sure you were going to a good home. 31 00:01:26,854 --> 00:01:29,421 RANDALL: Hmm. 32 00:01:31,192 --> 00:01:32,825 Did my father know about you? 33 00:01:34,295 --> 00:01:36,095 I never got that impression. 34 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:40,732 What are you writing, babe? 35 00:01:40,734 --> 00:01:42,935 A list of reasons I'm mad at my mother. 36 00:01:42,937 --> 00:01:44,970 I got 22 so far. 37 00:01:44,972 --> 00:01:46,538 And don't think I'm ignoring 38 00:01:46,540 --> 00:01:48,073 the fact that you lied to me, too. 39 00:01:48,075 --> 00:01:49,875 When I showed up at your door two months ago, 40 00:01:49,877 --> 00:01:52,478 you acted like you didn't remember abandoning me. 41 00:01:52,480 --> 00:01:54,379 I was respecting your mother's wishes. 42 00:01:54,381 --> 00:01:57,883 Which is why I'm second maddest at you. 43 00:01:57,885 --> 00:01:59,318 You're in third place. 44 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:01,320 But... I've been trying to get your mother 45 00:02:01,322 --> 00:02:03,388 to tell you the truth since I found out. 46 00:02:03,390 --> 00:02:06,558 Which is why there isn't a Beth or William list. 47 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:08,560 My mother's the one who betrayed me. 48 00:02:08,562 --> 00:02:11,330 And as soon as I'm finished with this list, 49 00:02:11,332 --> 00:02:12,965 I'm gonna read it to her, 50 00:02:12,967 --> 00:02:16,201 and make sure she hears every damn word. 51 00:02:18,072 --> 00:02:19,972 (music playing over P.A. system) 52 00:02:19,974 --> 00:02:21,473 I'm gonna beat you! 53 00:02:21,475 --> 00:02:24,409 Whoa! Slow do... Slow down. 54 00:02:24,411 --> 00:02:25,844 The deli guy can't believe we've already gone through 55 00:02:25,846 --> 00:02:27,246 the two pounds of ham and cheese from last week. 56 00:02:27,248 --> 00:02:28,614 Triplets. 57 00:02:28,616 --> 00:02:30,816 Speaking of, you know where our third is? 58 00:02:30,818 --> 00:02:31,984 RANDALL: Let me show you again. 59 00:02:31,986 --> 00:02:34,253 Like that. Can you do that? 60 00:02:37,158 --> 00:02:38,490 Sorry. He's with us. 61 00:02:38,492 --> 00:02:39,925 Sorry. 62 00:02:39,927 --> 00:02:41,326 Sorry about that. 63 00:02:41,328 --> 00:02:42,828 What are you doing? What was that, huh? 64 00:02:42,830 --> 00:02:44,696 I asked 'em if they could roll their tongues. 65 00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:46,265 But, sweetheart, that's not really 66 00:02:46,267 --> 00:02:47,599 something you ask strangers. 67 00:02:47,601 --> 00:02:50,602 We learned about inherited traits in science, 68 00:02:50,604 --> 00:02:52,271 and rolling your tongue is one. 69 00:02:52,273 --> 00:02:55,107 If I can find people who roll their tongue, 70 00:02:55,109 --> 00:02:57,342 they could be my birth parents. 71 00:03:00,214 --> 00:03:02,948 RANDALL: Excuse me... 72 00:03:02,950 --> 00:03:04,583 Oh... 73 00:03:05,853 --> 00:03:07,786 Look, I... I don't know what to tell him. 74 00:03:07,788 --> 00:03:09,621 I mean, he knows everything that we do. 75 00:03:09,623 --> 00:03:12,524 Then there's nothing else to say. 76 00:03:14,395 --> 00:03:15,627 I just... I don't want him 77 00:03:15,629 --> 00:03:17,462 sticking his tongue out at strangers, 78 00:03:17,464 --> 00:03:20,832 you know, when he's 80. 79 00:03:20,834 --> 00:03:23,969 It kills me that he'll always have this hole, 80 00:03:23,971 --> 00:03:25,470 not knowing who his parents are. 81 00:03:25,472 --> 00:03:27,306 We're his parents. 82 00:03:27,308 --> 00:03:29,608 You know what I mean. 83 00:03:31,045 --> 00:03:33,579 (dishes clattering) 84 00:03:34,882 --> 00:03:37,983 Hey, Bec. Hey, sponge down, sponge down. 85 00:03:37,985 --> 00:03:40,819 Look at me a sec. 86 00:03:40,821 --> 00:03:42,554 Look... - (sighs) 87 00:03:42,556 --> 00:03:45,023 I know this is hard to think about. 88 00:03:45,025 --> 00:03:47,025 It's hard for me, too. 89 00:03:47,027 --> 00:03:48,660 Okay? But he has questions that... 90 00:03:48,662 --> 00:03:50,329 they're not gonna go away. 91 00:03:50,331 --> 00:03:51,997 I just, I don't want him resenting us... 92 00:03:51,999 --> 00:03:53,498 For what, Jack? 93 00:03:53,500 --> 00:03:56,435 We love him, we give him absolutely everything 94 00:03:56,437 --> 00:03:58,337 he could ever want, what... 95 00:03:58,339 --> 00:04:01,006 would he be missing from us? 96 00:04:01,008 --> 00:04:03,909 We can't roll our tongues. 97 00:04:08,749 --> 00:04:10,249 I can. 98 00:04:11,452 --> 00:04:13,452 You can roll your tongue? I can roll my tongue. 99 00:04:13,454 --> 00:04:15,921 Roll your tongue. Just... 100 00:04:20,861 --> 00:04:22,194 (laughing): Babe... 101 00:04:22,196 --> 00:04:23,762 Am I doing it? - It's so sad. 102 00:04:23,764 --> 00:04:25,530 I'm not doing it? - You're not rolling your tongue. 103 00:04:25,532 --> 00:04:28,700 But I can show you. Yeah. - You can show me? 104 00:04:31,972 --> 00:04:35,641 Mom never told him that she knew his biological dad? 105 00:04:35,643 --> 00:04:36,708 I know. 106 00:04:36,710 --> 00:04:38,310 That's cuckoo's nest-level insane. 107 00:04:38,312 --> 00:04:39,945 Well, what about you? 108 00:04:39,947 --> 00:04:41,747 Showing up all of a sudden, deciding to get 109 00:04:41,749 --> 00:04:43,382 your stomach cut open... What is that? 110 00:04:43,384 --> 00:04:46,218 Uh, I almost died in a plane crash, Kevin. 111 00:04:46,220 --> 00:04:48,820 Okay? My life flashed before my eyes. 112 00:04:48,822 --> 00:04:50,455 Kate, you experienced mild turbulence. 113 00:04:50,457 --> 00:04:51,923 All right? You spilled your peanuts. 114 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:54,226 It was scary. Shut up. 115 00:04:54,228 --> 00:04:59,064 It was a real "seize the day" kind of awakening for me. 116 00:04:59,066 --> 00:05:01,566 Yeah? Okay, well, what happened to dieting? 117 00:05:01,568 --> 00:05:05,404 I don't know, I ran the numbers, and... (scoffs) 118 00:05:05,406 --> 00:05:07,272 at this rate, I would be 106 years old 119 00:05:07,274 --> 00:05:09,741 by the time I reach my goal weight. 120 00:05:09,743 --> 00:05:12,411 So I, you know, I want to live now. - Yeah? 121 00:05:12,413 --> 00:05:14,112 Yeah. - Does this have anything to do 122 00:05:14,114 --> 00:05:15,414 with your breakup with Toby? 123 00:05:15,416 --> 00:05:17,182 No. I'm fine. 124 00:05:17,184 --> 00:05:18,750 You know, millions of people 125 00:05:18,752 --> 00:05:20,585 have surgery every day... It's not a big deal. 126 00:05:20,587 --> 00:05:22,487 It's not a big deal? No, it's one of about 127 00:05:22,489 --> 00:05:24,623 a billion big deals swirling around in my head right now. 128 00:05:24,625 --> 00:05:26,158 Kate, I've got you, I've got Randall, 129 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,426 Mom's selling the cabin, 130 00:05:27,428 --> 00:05:28,360 I just had the single greatest kiss 131 00:05:28,362 --> 00:05:30,329 of my entire life... - Whoa. 132 00:05:30,331 --> 00:05:32,764 Mom's selling the cabin? 133 00:05:32,766 --> 00:05:34,166 Yeah, I found out yesterday. 134 00:05:34,168 --> 00:05:36,134 It sucks, right? She can't do... 135 00:05:36,136 --> 00:05:39,671 I love the cabin. The cabin is our childhood. 136 00:05:39,673 --> 00:05:42,107 I know, but we haven't been there in years, right? 137 00:05:42,109 --> 00:05:44,776 Well, let's go. We should. 138 00:05:44,778 --> 00:05:46,545 Like, let's seize the day. 139 00:05:46,547 --> 00:05:48,227 Hey, have you guys seen... Oh, there it is. 140 00:05:50,784 --> 00:05:52,317 Ran out of paper. 141 00:05:52,318 --> 00:05:53,851 You know where I bet there is a ton of paper? 142 00:05:53,854 --> 00:05:55,754 Where? 143 00:05:59,293 --> 00:06:01,626 (Randall sighs) 144 00:06:01,628 --> 00:06:04,963 Can't believe Mom is selling this place. 145 00:06:04,965 --> 00:06:07,399 I got a lot of "can't believes" with Mom. 146 00:06:07,401 --> 00:06:08,700 You know what I can't believe? 147 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:09,968 That we are in the middle of nowhere, 148 00:06:09,970 --> 00:06:11,136 and all my messages are going through. 149 00:06:11,138 --> 00:06:12,838 Do I have wifi in my car? 150 00:06:12,840 --> 00:06:14,639 No. 151 00:06:14,641 --> 00:06:16,174 No wifi. I'm living in the past. 152 00:06:16,176 --> 00:06:17,809 I'm not. Not anymore. 153 00:06:17,811 --> 00:06:19,644 Listen, man, I know you're hurting, 154 00:06:19,646 --> 00:06:21,646 but you and Mom are gonna have to make up eventually, okay? 155 00:06:21,648 --> 00:06:23,849 Hopefully before Christmas, so that holiday isn't ruined. 156 00:06:23,851 --> 00:06:25,917 Nope. I'm gonna clear out my stuff, 157 00:06:25,919 --> 00:06:28,987 hand over my keys, then I am out of the whole thing. 158 00:06:28,989 --> 00:06:31,823 Ha! That's funny. (cell phone chimes) 159 00:06:31,825 --> 00:06:33,992 With the language barrier, sometimes Olivia's funnier 160 00:06:33,994 --> 00:06:36,495 than she means to be. 161 00:06:36,497 --> 00:06:39,398 She's British. She speaks English. - Yes. 162 00:06:46,673 --> 00:06:48,540 RANDALL: Never understood why Mom felt like we needed 163 00:06:48,542 --> 00:06:50,542 three locks on this door. 164 00:06:50,544 --> 00:06:52,377 It's because Kev was afraid of bears. 165 00:06:52,379 --> 00:06:56,281 Hey, Zoobooks said they're smart. 166 00:06:56,283 --> 00:06:58,049 RANDALL: Not this smart. 167 00:06:58,051 --> 00:06:59,684 Forgive me for not learning in high school. 168 00:06:59,686 --> 00:07:01,520 I was having sex, Randall. 169 00:07:17,704 --> 00:07:19,171 Uh... 170 00:07:21,308 --> 00:07:24,543 Ah, so much denim on denim. Look. 171 00:07:24,545 --> 00:07:27,446 I can't look now, I'm busy. 172 00:07:27,448 --> 00:07:29,781 Oh, you still can't see the Magic Eye? 173 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:31,883 Uh... yeah. - Look, you just gotta relax your eyes. 174 00:07:31,885 --> 00:07:34,319 Yeah. - Look through it, and it's right... 175 00:07:34,321 --> 00:07:35,587 Right there in front of you, I know. 176 00:07:35,589 --> 00:07:37,055 That's what Dad always used to say, 177 00:07:37,057 --> 00:07:38,657 but I can't see it... It's a pirate ship! 178 00:07:38,659 --> 00:07:39,991 It's always been a bear, dude. 179 00:07:39,993 --> 00:07:41,126 But you know what? 180 00:07:41,128 --> 00:07:43,395 Maybe it was never real, anyway. 181 00:07:43,397 --> 00:07:44,896 Just like the rest of my childhood. 182 00:07:45,933 --> 00:07:48,567 Randall... What Mom did was insane, 183 00:07:48,569 --> 00:07:50,469 but that doesn't erase your childhood. 184 00:07:50,471 --> 00:07:52,838 Me and Kev are real. (Kevin chuckles) 185 00:07:52,840 --> 00:07:55,307 Okay? Our family... we're real. 186 00:07:55,309 --> 00:07:57,275 Yeah. - Come here. 187 00:07:57,277 --> 00:07:58,643 No, come look at this. All right. 188 00:07:59,646 --> 00:08:01,746 Come on, indulge us. Sit down. 189 00:08:01,748 --> 00:08:03,915 Look at this. Look. 190 00:08:03,917 --> 00:08:06,084 We're all here. You're here. 191 00:08:06,086 --> 00:08:08,320 Grinning ear to ear in our elastic waistband, 192 00:08:08,322 --> 00:08:09,621 acid-washed jeans. 193 00:08:09,623 --> 00:08:11,656 Those jeans were real! 194 00:08:11,658 --> 00:08:13,592 All right, here. Let me see. 195 00:08:13,594 --> 00:08:15,927 Look at this. Right there? KATE: Mm-hmm. 196 00:08:15,929 --> 00:08:18,096 That's Mom lying to me about not being able 197 00:08:18,098 --> 00:08:19,798 to find my birth father. 198 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,934 Okay. That's awesome. 199 00:08:22,936 --> 00:08:25,770 You're right. I-I'm sorry. 200 00:08:25,772 --> 00:08:27,672 But this is probably gonna be the last time 201 00:08:27,674 --> 00:08:30,308 that the three of us are ever gonna be here. 202 00:08:30,310 --> 00:08:32,143 So can we just enjoy today? 203 00:08:32,145 --> 00:08:34,880 Please? 204 00:08:34,882 --> 00:08:36,481 (car pulling up) 205 00:08:36,483 --> 00:08:39,518 What's that? I'll get it. 206 00:08:41,288 --> 00:08:42,954 Hey. 207 00:08:45,125 --> 00:08:47,025 KEVIN: Hey... 208 00:08:47,027 --> 00:08:48,226 you made it! 209 00:08:51,131 --> 00:08:53,665 You all made it. Oh. Huh. 210 00:08:53,667 --> 00:08:55,700 Are you kidding me? 211 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,936 What do you think? - Yeah. 212 00:09:01,375 --> 00:09:03,141 It's not a bear. 213 00:09:03,143 --> 00:09:05,510 Oh. Good to know. 214 00:09:05,512 --> 00:09:08,480 This place is so quaint. 215 00:09:08,482 --> 00:09:09,981 KEVIN: Yeah, right? 216 00:09:09,983 --> 00:09:12,984 Oh, my God. (chuckles) 217 00:09:12,986 --> 00:09:15,053 This looks absurd. 218 00:09:21,595 --> 00:09:23,428 Hey, what's up? 219 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:25,063 This was supposed to be our day. 220 00:09:25,065 --> 00:09:27,732 What? No, I mean, you know, I told her that we were here. 221 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:29,000 I told her she could come. I didn't know she was gonna 222 00:09:29,002 --> 00:09:30,902 bring our playwright and some dude. 223 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:32,671 This guy is wearing suspenders over a thermal. 224 00:09:32,673 --> 00:09:33,905 Like, what... what is that? 225 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:35,574 These are my people now, Kate. 226 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:38,510 He's an artist. He's authentic. 227 00:09:38,512 --> 00:09:40,345 (scoffs) I'm sorry, I love you, 228 00:09:40,347 --> 00:09:41,513 but I want to punch you. 229 00:09:41,515 --> 00:09:42,714 Okay, can you do me a favor? 230 00:09:42,716 --> 00:09:44,349 Can you please just give them a chance? 231 00:09:44,351 --> 00:09:46,384 I really want you to like Olivia. - ASHER: Hey, hey. 232 00:09:46,386 --> 00:09:47,802 We brought some nosh and some liquid. 233 00:09:47,803 --> 00:09:49,219 Cool if I just put it here in the fridge? 234 00:09:49,222 --> 00:09:50,689 KEVIN: Yeah, just, you know, throw it in there. 235 00:09:50,691 --> 00:09:51,790 Right on. It's for everyone. 236 00:09:51,792 --> 00:09:53,024 (whispering): That is weird. 237 00:09:53,026 --> 00:09:54,526 (whispering): It's nice. 238 00:09:54,528 --> 00:09:56,528 Man. Rad cabin, by the way. 239 00:09:56,530 --> 00:09:59,064 Whew, Norman Rockwell? 240 00:09:59,066 --> 00:10:01,232 He would have really lost his mind in this place. 241 00:10:01,234 --> 00:10:03,268 Thanks. 242 00:10:03,270 --> 00:10:05,870 Yeah, that's nice of you. 243 00:10:07,608 --> 00:10:10,208 I can't tear 'em away from that Atari. 244 00:10:10,210 --> 00:10:11,610 Thank you. - Yeah. 245 00:10:11,612 --> 00:10:13,244 I'll give my boys another five. 246 00:10:13,246 --> 00:10:17,782 I'm feeling generous today. (chuckles) Okay. 247 00:10:17,784 --> 00:10:20,285 Hey, so has Randall asked you 248 00:10:20,287 --> 00:10:22,887 if you can roll your tongue? 249 00:10:22,889 --> 00:10:25,056 No. He supposed to? 250 00:10:25,058 --> 00:10:26,992 (Jack sighs) He's been asking people, 251 00:10:26,994 --> 00:10:29,394 hoping to trace that trait across the whole city 252 00:10:29,396 --> 00:10:31,930 to see if he can find his birth parents. And we told him 253 00:10:31,932 --> 00:10:34,399 we can't find his biological parents, 254 00:10:34,401 --> 00:10:35,600 and he understands that, so... 255 00:10:35,602 --> 00:10:37,569 YVETTE: Oh, okay. 256 00:10:37,571 --> 00:10:40,472 At least, now, I get it. 257 00:10:40,474 --> 00:10:43,008 He's been telling my boys different stories 258 00:10:43,010 --> 00:10:45,310 about who his father might be. 259 00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:47,178 He has? Hmm. Like what? 260 00:10:47,180 --> 00:10:49,180 Oh, he makes up different things. 261 00:10:49,182 --> 00:10:51,583 Sometimes a cook. Basketball player. 262 00:10:51,585 --> 00:10:53,251 Once he was the mailman. 263 00:10:53,253 --> 00:10:54,819 And it's... 264 00:10:54,821 --> 00:10:57,088 just stories about his father? YVETTE: Oh, 265 00:10:57,090 --> 00:10:59,190 just stop it, Jack. Okay? Think about it. 266 00:10:59,192 --> 00:11:01,026 Cook. Basketball player. 267 00:11:01,028 --> 00:11:03,128 Your mailman. Is he white? 268 00:11:03,130 --> 00:11:05,363 No. 269 00:11:05,365 --> 00:11:06,865 No. He's black. 270 00:11:06,867 --> 00:11:09,968 It sounds like he may be picking jobs 271 00:11:09,970 --> 00:11:11,836 that he's seen black men do. 272 00:11:11,838 --> 00:11:13,938 Like he's looking for someone 273 00:11:13,940 --> 00:11:16,508 he sees himself in. 274 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:18,777 (inhales) 275 00:11:18,779 --> 00:11:20,812 I think he may need 276 00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:22,814 black male role models. 277 00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:25,050 Men who can show him 278 00:11:25,052 --> 00:11:27,852 who he might grow into. 279 00:11:30,390 --> 00:11:31,723 (birds chirping) 280 00:11:31,725 --> 00:11:33,391 "The man you will marry will be wearing 281 00:11:33,393 --> 00:11:35,960 a mask when you first meet." (chuckles) 282 00:11:35,962 --> 00:11:37,962 If only Gertrude Stein had one of these 283 00:11:37,964 --> 00:11:41,232 in her Paris salon. Yeah. I know, totally. 284 00:11:41,234 --> 00:11:44,135 Cliché, right? I always hated playing this game. KATE: Uh... 285 00:11:44,137 --> 00:11:46,404 What? You liked it more than I did. I did not like it more than you. 286 00:11:46,406 --> 00:11:48,206 Don't say that. I didn't. - You sh... 287 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:50,241 Randall, come take a break. Come spin. - Hmm? 288 00:11:50,243 --> 00:11:51,342 Wait. Shh. 289 00:11:51,344 --> 00:11:53,344 You hear that? 290 00:11:53,346 --> 00:11:54,979 It sounds like... 291 00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:56,681 clicking. What is that? 292 00:11:56,683 --> 00:11:59,250 (panting) 293 00:11:59,252 --> 00:12:01,386 KEVIN: I don't hear anything. 294 00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:03,488 (door opens) Randall? 295 00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:05,156 Okay. Uh... 296 00:12:05,158 --> 00:12:07,225 He was never any fun to play with anyway., so... 297 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:09,160 Anybody need anything from the kitchen? KEVIN: I'm good. 298 00:12:09,162 --> 00:12:10,729 I think it's your turn. Spin for me, 299 00:12:10,731 --> 00:12:12,997 Sandberg. 300 00:12:14,668 --> 00:12:17,502 "Who was the best kiss you ever had?" 301 00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:19,471 Easy. Liv. 302 00:12:20,707 --> 00:12:23,708 S... So, is that Liv, like Olivia? 303 00:12:23,710 --> 00:12:26,511 I leave an impression on people I date. 304 00:12:26,513 --> 00:12:28,446 Oh. 305 00:12:28,448 --> 00:12:29,748 Wow. 306 00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:32,250 O-Okay. - Okay. Okay. 307 00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:34,352 Okay. All right. It's your turn. 308 00:12:34,354 --> 00:12:36,755 (laughing): No, no, no. Hold on. 309 00:12:36,757 --> 00:12:39,891 You brought your ex to our family cabin? 310 00:12:39,893 --> 00:12:41,559 Look, Kate, it's fine. I mean, 311 00:12:41,561 --> 00:12:44,028 everyone's got exes, right? It's... It's okay. 312 00:12:44,030 --> 00:12:46,131 Uh... Who are you right now? 313 00:12:46,133 --> 00:12:48,566 ASHER: Hey, anybody know what happened to my smoothie? (mouths): It's fine. 314 00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:50,034 It was supposed to last all day. 315 00:12:50,036 --> 00:12:51,703 Had these super top-shelf mushrooms in it, 316 00:12:51,705 --> 00:12:53,271 really gonna open up my world. 317 00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:55,774 (sing-songy): Half of it's gone. 318 00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:57,475 Who drank it? 319 00:12:58,645 --> 00:13:01,513 (power tool whirring) 320 00:13:13,727 --> 00:13:16,561 Hey, son. 321 00:13:16,563 --> 00:13:19,297 Hey, Dad. 322 00:13:23,069 --> 00:13:25,069 * * 323 00:13:33,580 --> 00:13:35,079 * * 324 00:13:35,081 --> 00:13:38,082 KATE (distorted): Randall. 325 00:13:38,084 --> 00:13:41,519 Randall, are you okay? 326 00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:43,421 Randall. 327 00:13:43,423 --> 00:13:45,990 Randall. Are you okay? KEVIN: Of course he's not. 328 00:13:45,992 --> 00:13:48,326 He just accidentally drank mushrooms. ASHER: This stuff 329 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,695 is totally safe, don't even worry about him. He's having 330 00:13:50,697 --> 00:13:52,764 a way better time than the rest of us. KATE: Okay, 331 00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:53,998 (distorted): you got our brother high, 332 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:55,500 you don't get an opinion. 333 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:56,701 Hey, Randall, buddy? 334 00:13:56,703 --> 00:13:57,869 You want to, uh... 335 00:13:57,871 --> 00:14:00,104 want to come inside with us? 336 00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:02,941 No, 337 00:14:02,943 --> 00:14:04,542 Dad, I don't want to go in. 338 00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:06,144 Hmm. 339 00:14:06,146 --> 00:14:08,012 Okay. 340 00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:10,782 (distorted): Yeah, Kate, we have his car keys, right? 341 00:14:10,784 --> 00:14:12,183 Yeah. They're in the kitchen. Okay. 342 00:14:12,185 --> 00:14:15,620 Um, tell you what. We're gonna, um... 343 00:14:15,622 --> 00:14:18,022 (phone camera clicks) we're gonna head inside. 344 00:14:18,024 --> 00:14:19,924 We'll check on you in a little bit, all right? 345 00:14:20,894 --> 00:14:22,360 (distorted): Okay. 346 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,463 He's fine. 347 00:14:25,465 --> 00:14:28,533 Is he? - Yeah, yeah. He's... he's good. 348 00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:36,541 JACK: You know, If you kids weren't always 349 00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:40,278 throwing stuff up here, maybe this gutter wouldn't be broken. 350 00:14:42,082 --> 00:14:44,315 We need to talk about Mom. 351 00:14:44,317 --> 00:14:45,483 Yeah? 352 00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:47,185 Ever since I was a baby, 353 00:14:47,187 --> 00:14:49,254 she knew who my biological father was. 354 00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:50,588 What? 355 00:14:50,590 --> 00:14:52,490 No, kiddo, that's crazy. 356 00:14:52,492 --> 00:14:53,658 Yeah, Dad. It is crazy. 357 00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:55,026 It's also true. 358 00:14:55,028 --> 00:14:57,829 You know... 359 00:14:57,831 --> 00:15:01,366 your mom and I, we went through 360 00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:03,101 a lot for you. 361 00:15:03,103 --> 00:15:05,937 For her to keep a secret like that? 362 00:15:05,939 --> 00:15:07,171 That would destroy her. 363 00:15:07,173 --> 00:15:09,674 Dad, I tracked him down. 364 00:15:09,676 --> 00:15:12,377 William. 365 00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:13,912 He's my biological father. 366 00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:16,247 And Mom admitted it. 367 00:15:16,249 --> 00:15:18,516 * * 368 00:15:18,518 --> 00:15:19,918 (three distinct clicks) 369 00:15:22,022 --> 00:15:24,355 (three distinct clicks) 370 00:15:24,357 --> 00:15:25,590 Dad? 371 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:31,195 STUDENTS: Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah! 372 00:15:31,197 --> 00:15:32,430 Kiyah! 373 00:15:32,432 --> 00:15:34,365 Good job, Lau. 374 00:15:34,367 --> 00:15:36,701 Nice class. Get your parents, get your shoes. 375 00:15:36,703 --> 00:15:38,536 Isaiah, come here. 376 00:15:38,538 --> 00:15:39,871 How's everything? 377 00:15:39,873 --> 00:15:41,039 Everything work out for you? 378 00:15:41,041 --> 00:15:42,307 All right. Good job. 379 00:15:42,309 --> 00:15:44,642 Good class, son. 380 00:15:44,644 --> 00:15:48,246 (exhales) Hey, uh... 381 00:15:48,248 --> 00:15:50,381 Can I help you with something? Yeah. I-I'm looking for Ray? 382 00:15:50,383 --> 00:15:52,050 Oh, yeah. That's me. Hey, Ray. I'm Jack. 383 00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:53,618 My friend Yvette 384 00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:55,320 told me I should come by. Oh, yeah. 385 00:15:55,322 --> 00:15:56,487 She said she may be sending someone by. 386 00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:57,755 You wanted to sign your son up 387 00:15:57,757 --> 00:16:00,558 for classes, she said. Yeah. This is my son, Randall. 388 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:01,626 - RAY: Hey. - Hi. 389 00:16:01,628 --> 00:16:03,995 Hey, my man, nice to meet you. 390 00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:05,930 You ever studied any martial arts before? 391 00:16:05,932 --> 00:16:07,398 Nope. - Ah... 392 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,734 Maybe you want to be the next Ron Van Clief. 393 00:16:09,736 --> 00:16:11,402 Who's that? - (chuckles) 394 00:16:11,404 --> 00:16:14,138 Take your shoes off. I'll show you. 395 00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,842 Yeah. Go on. 396 00:16:17,844 --> 00:16:19,811 * * 397 00:16:19,813 --> 00:16:21,579 Right this way. 398 00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:25,116 RAY: Four-time World Karate champion. 399 00:16:25,118 --> 00:16:27,752 Bruce Lee used to call this guy the "Black Dragon." 400 00:16:27,754 --> 00:16:31,756 Yeah, man. That's a lot of hard work that goes into that. 401 00:16:31,758 --> 00:16:35,193 RAY (in distance): You're gonna learn karate. RANDALL: I like learning. 402 00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:39,664 Hey. You know Ian at work? 403 00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:42,834 The one with the David Bowie eyes? - (chuckles) Yeah. Yeah. 404 00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:44,168 Yeah, him. 405 00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:45,636 So, a few months back, 406 00:16:45,638 --> 00:16:48,506 he thought his wife might be cheating on him, 407 00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,442 so he hired one of those P.I.s to follow her around. 408 00:16:51,444 --> 00:16:53,811 I don't know. I was thinking, maybe... 409 00:16:53,813 --> 00:16:55,446 maybe we can do the same. 410 00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:57,648 See if we can find Randall's parents. 411 00:16:57,650 --> 00:16:59,150 Jack. We talked about this. 412 00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:01,486 I know. I know. Look, just... hear me out. 413 00:17:01,488 --> 00:17:03,855 (opens closet) We hire a guy. 414 00:17:03,857 --> 00:17:05,723 Okay? He checks hospital records. Sees... 415 00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:08,626 sees what babies were born that day. Talks to the families. 416 00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:12,563 You know? Maybe he finds the people that gave him up and... 417 00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:16,034 And then what? And then what are you hoping happens? 418 00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:21,039 I'm hoping he gets a better understanding 419 00:17:21,041 --> 00:17:23,241 of who he is. (closes door) 420 00:17:23,243 --> 00:17:24,809 I thought that's why you were taking him 421 00:17:24,811 --> 00:17:27,512 to the dojo place Yvette recommended. Look, 422 00:17:27,514 --> 00:17:29,680 I could take him there for an hour every week, 423 00:17:29,682 --> 00:17:32,984 and he can see these black men that he can look up to. 424 00:17:32,986 --> 00:17:35,019 But those boys? 425 00:17:35,021 --> 00:17:37,989 They get to go home with those men. 426 00:17:37,991 --> 00:17:39,590 They get to grow up with this 427 00:17:39,592 --> 00:17:42,093 inherent understanding of who they are. 428 00:17:42,095 --> 00:17:44,328 Well, he is Randall Pearson. 429 00:17:44,330 --> 00:17:45,830 That's who he is. - Yes. 430 00:17:45,832 --> 00:17:48,332 He is our son. 431 00:17:48,334 --> 00:17:52,203 He is our all-star, knockout boy 432 00:17:52,205 --> 00:17:54,172 who deserves everything that we could 433 00:17:54,174 --> 00:17:56,407 possibly give him, even if that means 434 00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:57,842 sucking up our own feelings 435 00:17:57,844 --> 00:18:00,445 about him having birth parents out there somewhere 436 00:18:00,447 --> 00:18:02,513 that might fill this void that he's that feeling. 437 00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:04,849 And what if they're drug addicts? 438 00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,018 Or criminals? We're gonna let them meet our son? 439 00:18:07,020 --> 00:18:09,520 Of course not. That's ridiculous. 440 00:18:09,522 --> 00:18:12,790 Hey, why are you against even trying? 441 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:14,792 Huh? 442 00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,764 * * 443 00:18:30,076 --> 00:18:32,610 Hi. 444 00:18:32,612 --> 00:18:33,778 Can I help you? 445 00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:35,379 I'm... 446 00:18:35,381 --> 00:18:37,048 Rebecca... - Oh, oh... 447 00:18:37,050 --> 00:18:38,883 Wow. Uh... I wasn't expecting 448 00:18:38,885 --> 00:18:40,885 to ever see you again. 449 00:18:40,887 --> 00:18:44,388 I didn't know if you still lived here. 450 00:18:44,390 --> 00:18:46,090 Uh, rent control. 451 00:18:46,092 --> 00:18:48,459 Would you like to come in? 452 00:18:48,461 --> 00:18:50,661 (siren wails in distance) 453 00:18:59,739 --> 00:19:02,240 Hi. 454 00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:04,408 I know women like you. 455 00:19:04,410 --> 00:19:07,245 Pretentious pretty girls who use guys like Kev 456 00:19:07,247 --> 00:19:08,679 to, you know, feel interesting, 457 00:19:08,681 --> 00:19:10,915 because they're dating someone "uncomplicated." 458 00:19:10,917 --> 00:19:12,917 He's not uncomplicated. 459 00:19:12,919 --> 00:19:15,186 But it is fascinating how you all make him 460 00:19:15,188 --> 00:19:16,988 play that role within the family. 461 00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,457 (scoffs) Don't talk about him or my family like you know anything 462 00:19:19,459 --> 00:19:21,692 about us. I know you're holding him back. 463 00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:25,596 My brother is earnest, and he's sweet. 464 00:19:25,598 --> 00:19:27,665 And you will not take that away from him. 465 00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:31,669 Okay, Kate. Kate, I understand, okay? 466 00:19:31,671 --> 00:19:32,870 You're jealous. 467 00:19:32,872 --> 00:19:35,640 (laughs) 468 00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:36,974 Of you? 469 00:19:36,976 --> 00:19:39,677 God, get over yourself. 470 00:19:39,679 --> 00:19:41,345 You are the last person in the world 471 00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:43,047 that I would want to Freaky Friday with. 472 00:19:43,049 --> 00:19:45,116 Of him. He's changing. 473 00:19:45,118 --> 00:19:47,785 And that's scary for you because you want to change too. 474 00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:49,520 I'm sorry. Do I look scared to you? 475 00:19:49,522 --> 00:19:51,522 You're scared that you'll lose all the weight, 476 00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,491 and that nothing will have changed, right? 477 00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:55,359 That you will discover that the person 478 00:19:55,361 --> 00:19:57,862 who you've always been is who you truly are. 479 00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,631 And all your dreams of the kind of life you're gonna lead 480 00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:04,735 one day are nothing more than lies you've told yourself. 481 00:20:04,737 --> 00:20:06,971 I get it. 482 00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:08,506 It's scary. 483 00:20:08,508 --> 00:20:10,641 I mean, if I were you, I'd be terrified. 484 00:20:12,078 --> 00:20:13,544 Trust me. 485 00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:16,214 You don't know women like me. 486 00:20:25,992 --> 00:20:27,658 Hey. 487 00:20:27,660 --> 00:20:30,328 Look at Randall. You think he's okay out there? I mean, maybe 488 00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:33,264 we should go get him or something. I don't know. Why don't you ask 489 00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:36,500 your spiritual guru, Miss Hardcore Bitch? 490 00:20:36,502 --> 00:20:38,936 What? - Yeah. 491 00:20:38,938 --> 00:20:41,072 She just told me that, if I have the surgery, 492 00:20:41,074 --> 00:20:42,373 it might not change anything. 493 00:20:42,375 --> 00:20:44,208 Like it's any of her freaking business. 494 00:20:44,210 --> 00:20:46,043 Well... 495 00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:47,678 "Well" what? 496 00:20:48,881 --> 00:20:50,848 Maybe she has a point. 497 00:20:50,850 --> 00:20:53,017 Oh, my God, are you taking her side? - No. No, 498 00:20:53,019 --> 00:20:54,785 I'm not taking her side, I'm just saying, you know, 499 00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:57,221 I've been saying all along this surgery is just dangerous. 500 00:20:57,223 --> 00:21:00,191 Who... (scoffs) Who are you? 501 00:21:00,193 --> 00:21:02,026 Who is this guy trying so hard 502 00:21:02,028 --> 00:21:04,528 to be real that you can't see how fake these people are? 503 00:21:04,530 --> 00:21:06,464 At least they're being honest, okay? 504 00:21:06,466 --> 00:21:07,798 You want to stand there and pretend 505 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,567 like you're not scared of this surgery 506 00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:12,637 or that you're A-OK with this breakup with Toby, then... 507 00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:13,871 keep on acting. 508 00:21:13,873 --> 00:21:15,740 Yeah, well, you too. 509 00:21:15,742 --> 00:21:17,408 'Cause you're doing a super job 510 00:21:17,410 --> 00:21:19,377 in your new role in Full Metal Jackass. 511 00:21:21,881 --> 00:21:23,281 Hey. 512 00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:27,852 Hey. You can't just disappear when we're talking. 513 00:21:28,888 --> 00:21:30,821 You know, we gave you everything. 514 00:21:30,823 --> 00:21:33,724 The most loving family. 515 00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:35,793 Private school. 516 00:21:35,795 --> 00:21:38,262 We made sure you had black influences 517 00:21:38,264 --> 00:21:40,765 to help you understand your background. 518 00:21:40,767 --> 00:21:42,800 We gave you everything we could. 519 00:21:42,802 --> 00:21:45,503 And all I was supposed to feel was grateful. 520 00:21:45,505 --> 00:21:47,305 I was supposed to just shut up and be thankful 521 00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:48,806 that I had these great parents 522 00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:50,574 who wanted me when my birth parents didn't. 523 00:21:50,576 --> 00:21:53,678 But the truth is you never wanted me, either. 524 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:54,912 What are you talking about? 525 00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:57,648 I was a replacement for your dead baby. 526 00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:59,817 That's all I've ever been. - (sighs) 527 00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,253 You got it all wrong, son. No, I've spent my life 528 00:22:02,255 --> 00:22:03,621 striving for perfection, 529 00:22:03,623 --> 00:22:05,022 and you know why, Dad? 530 00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:06,691 'Cause I live in fear. 531 00:22:06,693 --> 00:22:08,759 That if I let up for a moment, 532 00:22:08,761 --> 00:22:11,762 I will remember that I am unwanted. 533 00:22:11,764 --> 00:22:13,764 And then what'll happen to me? 534 00:22:15,301 --> 00:22:16,634 Stop. 535 00:22:16,636 --> 00:22:18,102 Randall. Hey, you come here. 536 00:22:18,104 --> 00:22:19,303 Hmm? - Stop. 537 00:22:19,305 --> 00:22:22,206 The moment I saw you, 538 00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:25,343 I knew you were my boy. 539 00:22:26,779 --> 00:22:31,048 You weren't a choice, Randall, you were a fact. 540 00:22:32,685 --> 00:22:34,151 You were never a replacement, son. 541 00:22:34,153 --> 00:22:35,553 Do you understand? 542 00:22:39,158 --> 00:22:40,558 If I had known 543 00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,461 that the man who abandoned me regretted it... 544 00:22:43,463 --> 00:22:47,064 that he wanted me back... 545 00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:50,868 that would've made all the difference in the world. 546 00:22:52,472 --> 00:22:55,639 (three distinct clicks) 547 00:22:55,641 --> 00:22:58,809 I'm sorry that she lied to you. - (inhales) 548 00:22:58,811 --> 00:23:02,813 But we can't change that, so what do you want to do now? 549 00:23:04,150 --> 00:23:06,117 (three distinct clicks) 550 00:23:07,887 --> 00:23:09,887 (three distinct clicks) 551 00:23:11,657 --> 00:23:14,392 (indistinct shouting, laughter) 552 00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:21,232 JACK: You gotta go for it, go for it. 553 00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:23,901 Oh! - Whoa! Big roll! 554 00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:24,902 Big roll. 555 00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:28,172 I want her to hurt as much as I do. 556 00:23:28,174 --> 00:23:30,908 (indistinct chatter) 557 00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:35,713 Been working at a little music shop, in the back room, 558 00:23:35,715 --> 00:23:39,083 you know, cleaning and, uh, repairing instruments. 559 00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:40,885 It keeps me busy. 560 00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:43,721 Although it keeps my hands cracked, too. 561 00:23:43,723 --> 00:23:45,523 (chuckles) 562 00:23:45,525 --> 00:23:48,793 A friend from N.A. got me the job. 563 00:23:50,463 --> 00:23:52,029 N.A.? 564 00:23:52,031 --> 00:23:53,798 Narcotics Anonymous. 565 00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,801 Been clean for over five years. 566 00:23:56,803 --> 00:23:58,068 Wow. 567 00:23:58,070 --> 00:23:59,270 That's great. 568 00:23:59,272 --> 00:24:01,839 That's really good for you. 569 00:24:04,110 --> 00:24:06,076 How is he? Kyle? 570 00:24:06,078 --> 00:24:08,879 Oh, um... 571 00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:13,217 we... we changed his name, actually. 572 00:24:13,219 --> 00:24:16,220 To Randall. 573 00:24:16,222 --> 00:24:18,189 After Dudley Randall. 574 00:24:21,127 --> 00:24:24,261 Dudley Randall. 575 00:24:24,263 --> 00:24:25,996 How's Randall, then? 576 00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:28,065 He's good. 577 00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:29,400 He is, um... 578 00:24:29,402 --> 00:24:31,902 (clears throat) 579 00:24:31,904 --> 00:24:34,405 He's really smart, very smart. 580 00:24:34,407 --> 00:24:36,073 He loves math and science, 581 00:24:36,075 --> 00:24:39,176 he loves G.I. Joe, he... - (chuckles) 582 00:24:39,178 --> 00:24:44,315 My... my husband went out of town for work last month 583 00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,983 and it was for the first time 584 00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:48,953 he's ever been away from home for the night. 585 00:24:48,955 --> 00:24:52,456 And Randall slept in my bed with me. 586 00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:54,158 Not because he was scared, 587 00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:57,161 but because he didn't want me to be scared. 588 00:24:57,163 --> 00:24:58,929 He's a sweet boy. 589 00:24:58,931 --> 00:25:02,132 He is a very, very sweet boy. 590 00:25:02,134 --> 00:25:03,601 (chuckles) 591 00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:08,239 (car horn honks in distance) 592 00:25:12,545 --> 00:25:14,378 Spent the last nine years wondering 593 00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,614 if I did the right thing. 594 00:25:16,616 --> 00:25:18,649 But I didn't even know 595 00:25:18,651 --> 00:25:21,852 your last name to look you up in the phone book. 596 00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:27,725 Seems like it was right, though. 597 00:25:29,896 --> 00:25:32,630 For him. 598 00:25:38,304 --> 00:25:40,704 He's, um... 599 00:25:40,706 --> 00:25:43,607 he's been asking about you. 600 00:25:45,545 --> 00:25:50,247 He really... wants to meet his father. 601 00:25:51,684 --> 00:25:55,219 And so that's why I'm here. 602 00:25:57,590 --> 00:26:00,057 My boy wants to meet me? 603 00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:06,196 Uh, maybe you can bring him by the store sometime. 604 00:26:06,198 --> 00:26:07,398 Maybe. 605 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,833 But I... Is he musical at all? 606 00:26:09,835 --> 00:26:11,068 No. 607 00:26:11,070 --> 00:26:13,103 Maybe I can, uh, teach him some things. 608 00:26:13,105 --> 00:26:14,505 Hold on, I want to show you something. 609 00:26:14,507 --> 00:26:15,906 Well... 610 00:26:18,778 --> 00:26:21,278 I know this isn't no Ritz-Carlton, 611 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,846 but he'd be welcome, 612 00:26:22,848 --> 00:26:25,516 you know, to come over any time and... 613 00:26:25,518 --> 00:26:28,519 JACK: Hey, why are you against even trying? 614 00:26:28,521 --> 00:26:29,920 Huh? 615 00:26:37,363 --> 00:26:40,698 Because what if they're great? 616 00:26:40,700 --> 00:26:43,200 What if they regret abandoning him 617 00:26:43,202 --> 00:26:44,435 and they want him back? 618 00:26:44,437 --> 00:26:47,705 Look, no one can take him away from us, okay? 619 00:26:47,707 --> 00:26:49,306 He is legally our son. 620 00:26:49,308 --> 00:26:52,209 No. No one legally gave him up. 621 00:26:52,211 --> 00:26:53,210 There's not some sort of 622 00:26:53,212 --> 00:26:55,613 fire station paper trail out there, Jack. 623 00:26:55,615 --> 00:26:57,781 His birth parents could have rights 624 00:26:57,783 --> 00:26:59,383 and I cannot, 625 00:26:59,385 --> 00:27:02,052 I cannot lose my son. 626 00:27:02,054 --> 00:27:03,954 I can't. 627 00:27:06,058 --> 00:27:08,559 WILLIAM: could get a cot 628 00:27:08,561 --> 00:27:10,060 if he wanted to stay over. 629 00:27:10,062 --> 00:27:11,595 Keep me from bein' scared at night, too. 630 00:27:11,597 --> 00:27:13,230 Here it is. 631 00:27:13,232 --> 00:27:15,332 Seen better days, but... 632 00:27:15,334 --> 00:27:16,734 Rebecca? 633 00:27:28,748 --> 00:27:31,081 Oh. - Sorry. Hi. I'm not, uh, hiding 634 00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:33,083 or looking through stuff, I'm just trying 635 00:27:33,085 --> 00:27:34,918 to get a signal. That's all right. 636 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,320 I'm just here to get a sweater; Olivia said she's cold, so... 637 00:27:38,924 --> 00:27:41,592 Hey, let me ask you, uh... 638 00:27:41,594 --> 00:27:43,927 speaking of Olivia, what's the deal with her and Asher? 639 00:27:43,929 --> 00:27:45,162 Oh. 640 00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:46,797 I hate her. 641 00:27:46,799 --> 00:27:48,699 I truly hate her. 642 00:27:48,701 --> 00:27:51,035 You hate Olivia? - Mm-hmm. 643 00:27:51,037 --> 00:27:52,770 I rented a car to drive to Albany 644 00:27:52,772 --> 00:27:55,372 because my sister Elise went into labor last night 645 00:27:55,374 --> 00:27:58,375 and she knew I had it and asked me to take her here. 646 00:27:58,377 --> 00:28:00,844 And I said yes, because she's the star of my play 647 00:28:00,846 --> 00:28:03,280 and I need her to like me. 648 00:28:03,282 --> 00:28:06,150 She wanted an "authentic cabin experience." 649 00:28:06,152 --> 00:28:08,819 You know where I have always dreamed 650 00:28:08,821 --> 00:28:11,188 about taking my soon-to-be-born niece someday? 651 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:12,656 Epcot. 652 00:28:12,658 --> 00:28:14,191 It's my favorite place in the world 653 00:28:14,193 --> 00:28:16,193 and there's nothing more inauthentic 654 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:19,863 than their perfectly clean, crime-free versions of 655 00:28:19,865 --> 00:28:22,232 international cities. 656 00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,802 I love inauthentic! 657 00:28:24,804 --> 00:28:27,037 (sighs heavily) 658 00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:28,338 I'm sorry. 659 00:28:28,340 --> 00:28:29,807 I shouldn't be talking to you about this. 660 00:28:29,809 --> 00:28:31,475 No. - Um... 661 00:28:31,477 --> 00:28:34,144 Your cabin is really nice. 662 00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:35,379 Thank you. 663 00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:36,647 I like this thing. 664 00:28:36,649 --> 00:28:40,417 I made something like it at camp once. 665 00:28:41,854 --> 00:28:44,822 Is, uh... congratulations on your niece. 666 00:28:44,824 --> 00:28:46,523 That's... awesome. 667 00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:48,926 So... - Thank you. 668 00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:53,831 (line ringing) 669 00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:56,400 TOBY: Hello? 670 00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:57,835 Hi. 671 00:28:57,837 --> 00:29:00,671 I... I didn't think you were gonna pick up. 672 00:29:00,673 --> 00:29:04,174 Yeah. Uh... me neither. 673 00:29:04,176 --> 00:29:05,542 (chuckles) 674 00:29:05,544 --> 00:29:08,278 I know I shouldn't be calling you, but... (exhales) 675 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,348 my God, Randall is seeing things, 676 00:29:11,350 --> 00:29:14,017 Kevin has his head up his ass and his girlfriend... 677 00:29:14,019 --> 00:29:15,385 oh, my God, she is, like, this she-demon. 678 00:29:15,387 --> 00:29:17,187 I don't even know where she's from. 679 00:29:17,189 --> 00:29:18,589 See? And you thought the cabin 680 00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:19,923 wouldn't be like a horror movie. 681 00:29:19,925 --> 00:29:22,459 (chuckling): Yeah. 682 00:29:25,631 --> 00:29:29,032 Well, I'm, uh, sorry you're having a hard day. 683 00:29:29,034 --> 00:29:31,769 But are we still broken up? 684 00:29:33,405 --> 00:29:35,105 Well, yeah. 685 00:29:35,107 --> 00:29:39,543 Well, then I can't be this person for you anymore, Kate. 686 00:29:39,545 --> 00:29:41,245 I'm sorry. 687 00:29:41,247 --> 00:29:43,313 Good-bye. 688 00:29:43,315 --> 00:29:44,515 (phone beeps) 689 00:29:48,754 --> 00:29:50,921 For our next talent show act, 690 00:29:50,923 --> 00:29:53,991 I will be performing "Time After Time." OLMA: Bless her. Aw. 691 00:29:53,993 --> 00:29:55,626 (laughs) (Olivia giggles) 692 00:29:55,628 --> 00:29:56,827 Oh, my God, look at her. 693 00:29:56,829 --> 00:29:58,128 REBECCA: I love that song, sweetie. 694 00:29:58,130 --> 00:29:59,897 Hey! 695 00:29:59,899 --> 00:30:01,932 * Everybody Wang Chung tonight! * - OLMA: Oh, my God. 696 00:30:01,934 --> 00:30:05,235 Ash, you've got to try this squash. So good. 697 00:30:05,237 --> 00:30:06,670 KEVIN: You were taking too long and I don't like your song! 698 00:30:06,672 --> 00:30:07,971 ASHER: Mm. So good. OLMA: Right? 699 00:30:07,973 --> 00:30:09,406 KATE: Cyndi Lauper rules! Mmm. - Mmm. 700 00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:11,074 I mean, this? Her? 701 00:30:11,076 --> 00:30:12,676 Don't tell your brother to shut up. - This is... 702 00:30:12,678 --> 00:30:14,912 Why don't you sing a song together? - this is everything. 703 00:30:14,914 --> 00:30:16,413 OLMA: Super cute. 704 00:30:16,415 --> 00:30:17,781 KEVIN: No, you don't! Okay, I... 705 00:30:17,783 --> 00:30:18,949 KATE: Yes, I do! 706 00:30:18,951 --> 00:30:21,251 (video shuts off) 707 00:30:21,253 --> 00:30:23,153 What the hell's going on over there? 708 00:30:23,155 --> 00:30:24,354 Huh? 709 00:30:24,356 --> 00:30:26,089 First of all, Ash, 710 00:30:26,091 --> 00:30:28,292 do not "aw" every time my sister Kate comes on the screen. 711 00:30:28,294 --> 00:30:29,827 I know that you're making fun of her, all right? 712 00:30:29,829 --> 00:30:31,528 That's not cool. 713 00:30:31,530 --> 00:30:33,263 And I know you've been making fun of this place all day long. 714 00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:34,832 Also not cool. You know what? 715 00:30:34,834 --> 00:30:36,500 It is quaint here. It is American. 716 00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:38,068 But guess what? So are we. 717 00:30:39,038 --> 00:30:40,604 I mean, you're not, obviously, 718 00:30:40,606 --> 00:30:43,774 but my point is, what's wrong with being normal? 719 00:30:43,776 --> 00:30:47,511 Olivia, you're always talking about... being real. 720 00:30:47,513 --> 00:30:49,112 Right? 721 00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:53,450 That kiss that we had yesterday, 722 00:30:53,452 --> 00:30:55,519 let's talk about that for a second. That was real. 723 00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:57,554 Those feelings were real 724 00:30:57,556 --> 00:30:59,289 and I know that you know that. 725 00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:02,025 And it doesn't shock me that you're scared, right? 726 00:31:02,027 --> 00:31:04,962 You are horrified and you're trying to sabotage it. 727 00:31:04,964 --> 00:31:06,864 I understand that. But what might be worse than that 728 00:31:06,866 --> 00:31:09,366 is I'm not sure you've ever experienced anything real 729 00:31:09,368 --> 00:31:11,235 your entire life. 730 00:31:12,705 --> 00:31:14,338 I'm starting to feel like... 731 00:31:14,340 --> 00:31:18,809 like you attaching yourself to something that's not... 732 00:31:18,811 --> 00:31:20,477 a calculated act is just too much 733 00:31:20,479 --> 00:31:23,280 for your empty human shell to handle. 734 00:31:26,752 --> 00:31:29,286 I feel sorry for you. 735 00:31:32,024 --> 00:31:34,591 And that's our cue to leave. 736 00:31:35,761 --> 00:31:37,661 (bowl clatters) 737 00:31:37,663 --> 00:31:39,897 * * 738 00:31:47,606 --> 00:31:49,006 (door opens) 739 00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,675 My sister had the baby! 740 00:31:51,677 --> 00:31:54,378 Uh, where'd they go? 741 00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:55,579 Uh, they left. 742 00:31:55,581 --> 00:31:57,080 It was a Brexit. 743 00:31:57,082 --> 00:31:59,383 (car leaving outside) My car! 744 00:31:59,385 --> 00:32:01,084 (door slams) 745 00:32:05,925 --> 00:32:08,091 (leaves rustling) 746 00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:15,499 Hey. 747 00:32:17,803 --> 00:32:21,071 So, uh, on a scale of... 748 00:32:21,073 --> 00:32:23,206 you know, ripping off your Barbie dolls' heads 749 00:32:23,208 --> 00:32:24,608 and forgetting where I hid them, 750 00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:27,811 to spilling marinara on your junior prom dress, 751 00:32:27,813 --> 00:32:31,148 how-how mad are we? 752 00:32:31,150 --> 00:32:33,717 More than prom. 753 00:32:33,719 --> 00:32:36,286 Really? 754 00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:38,088 Okay. 755 00:32:38,090 --> 00:32:39,589 Okay, yeah, no, that's fair. 756 00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:41,291 Um... 757 00:32:45,064 --> 00:32:46,763 I'm sorry... 758 00:32:46,765 --> 00:32:48,231 Kate, for everything, all right? 759 00:32:48,233 --> 00:32:50,667 You were right about Olivia, of course. 760 00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:55,739 Yeah, well, she was right about me. 761 00:32:55,741 --> 00:32:59,076 What if I have the surgery 762 00:32:59,078 --> 00:33:01,578 and nothing changes? 763 00:33:03,415 --> 00:33:06,249 If you think that, then why risk it? 764 00:33:06,251 --> 00:33:07,918 Kate, it's dangerous, that's what I've been saying 765 00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:09,453 the whole time. 766 00:33:09,455 --> 00:33:11,288 Because... 767 00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:14,291 I'm more scared of not trying. 768 00:33:14,293 --> 00:33:18,028 Because I broke up with Toby to focus on all of this. 769 00:33:18,030 --> 00:33:19,429 I mean, maybe that was a stupid... 770 00:33:19,431 --> 00:33:20,931 I don't know, I don't know. No, come on. 771 00:33:20,933 --> 00:33:22,132 I just... (sniffs) 772 00:33:22,134 --> 00:33:23,533 Don't do that. 773 00:33:26,839 --> 00:33:28,872 (softly): Oh, my God. 774 00:33:28,874 --> 00:33:31,274 * * 775 00:33:31,276 --> 00:33:32,609 I can't do this alone, Kevin. 776 00:33:32,611 --> 00:33:34,878 And I can't do it without my brothers. 777 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,113 You won't. 778 00:33:36,115 --> 00:33:39,516 You hear me? Okay? You won't. 779 00:33:39,518 --> 00:33:41,218 No way. 780 00:33:41,220 --> 00:33:44,287 Not to make this... about me, 781 00:33:44,289 --> 00:33:47,157 but... if you want do it here, you know... 782 00:33:47,159 --> 00:33:48,692 I really need you here, Kate. 783 00:33:48,694 --> 00:33:51,094 I mean, I need you here bad. 784 00:33:54,500 --> 00:33:55,732 Hey, look at that. 785 00:33:55,734 --> 00:33:57,701 The family tree. 786 00:33:57,703 --> 00:33:59,136 Our names are still there, you remember that? 787 00:33:59,138 --> 00:34:00,303 Yeah. - Yeah? 788 00:34:00,305 --> 00:34:02,472 Look at that, our names. 789 00:34:02,474 --> 00:34:04,574 Oh, man. 790 00:34:04,576 --> 00:34:06,743 That's Dad's pocket knife. I mean, that's kind of cool, 791 00:34:06,745 --> 00:34:08,078 right? 792 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:11,581 "Kate was here." (Kevin laughs) 793 00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:14,317 (dice clatter on board, music plays) - Oh, man! 794 00:34:14,319 --> 00:34:15,685 Oh! - Baltic again. 795 00:34:15,687 --> 00:34:17,821 I am on a bad roll-roll. 796 00:34:17,823 --> 00:34:20,190 Mom, I need to talk to you. Kate, your turn, babe. 797 00:34:20,192 --> 00:34:21,992 KEVIN: Oh, no, she has to skip her turn, remember? 798 00:34:21,994 --> 00:34:23,393 (Rebecca gasps) That's right. 799 00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:25,262 All right, so it's my turn. Randall? 800 00:34:25,264 --> 00:34:26,563 Baby, can I have the dice please? No, no, 801 00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:28,398 not until you listen to me. Here. 802 00:34:29,268 --> 00:34:31,001 Damn it, Randall. 803 00:34:31,003 --> 00:34:32,769 (Jack chuckles) Master. 804 00:34:32,771 --> 00:34:33,837 Thank you very much, 805 00:34:33,839 --> 00:34:35,005 Look, one: 806 00:34:35,007 --> 00:34:36,206 you lied to me my entire life. 807 00:34:36,208 --> 00:34:38,375 That's 13,215 days. 808 00:34:38,377 --> 00:34:39,776 JACK: Bad roll. 809 00:34:39,778 --> 00:34:41,344 Bad roll. Bad roll. 810 00:34:41,346 --> 00:34:42,746 - REBECCA: Oh! - What? 811 00:34:42,748 --> 00:34:44,014 Snake eyes. 812 00:34:44,016 --> 00:34:45,782 $500, please, Mr. Banker. 813 00:34:45,784 --> 00:34:47,717 Are you sure your mom's not playing dirty? 814 00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,920 Two: you knew I needed something 815 00:34:49,922 --> 00:34:51,755 that you couldn't give me, and you actively denied me 816 00:34:51,757 --> 00:34:53,623 the person who could. 817 00:34:53,625 --> 00:34:56,259 Look, William could've heard my valedictorian speech. 818 00:34:56,261 --> 00:34:58,395 He-he could've played music at my wedding. 819 00:34:58,397 --> 00:35:00,063 He could've been at the hospital Yes! 820 00:35:00,065 --> 00:35:01,431 When my children were born. 821 00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:02,766 That's three, four, and five. 822 00:35:02,768 --> 00:35:04,201 You stole that from all of us. 823 00:35:04,203 --> 00:35:06,403 - Oh, popcorn. - JACK: Yeah. 824 00:35:06,405 --> 00:35:08,605 I trusted you more than anyone, Mom. 825 00:35:08,607 --> 00:35:10,574 You have robbed me of the feeling of trust. 826 00:35:10,576 --> 00:35:13,810 Do you understand how that feels? 827 00:35:15,380 --> 00:35:17,547 * Never leaves the station * 828 00:35:19,218 --> 00:35:20,617 Feel better yelling at her? 829 00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:24,421 No, 'cause she couldn't care less. 830 00:35:24,423 --> 00:35:25,922 Come on, you're a parent, Randall. 831 00:35:25,924 --> 00:35:28,058 You know that these things aren't that simple. 832 00:35:28,060 --> 00:35:29,726 (dice clatters on board) 833 00:35:29,728 --> 00:35:31,561 (Rebecca cheers) Maybe you're looking at this 834 00:35:31,563 --> 00:35:34,331 all the wrong way. - What other way could there possibly be? 835 00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:37,501 Relax your eyes and look through it. 836 00:35:37,503 --> 00:35:40,070 It's there right in front of you. 837 00:35:40,072 --> 00:35:41,905 * Now you can make believe * 838 00:35:41,907 --> 00:35:43,673 * On your tin whistle * 839 00:35:49,081 --> 00:35:52,549 * Ah, you can be my broom boy * 840 00:35:56,755 --> 00:35:59,022 * Scrub me till I shine in the dark * 841 00:35:59,024 --> 00:36:01,424 (three distinct clicks) 842 00:36:04,863 --> 00:36:06,429 * I'll be your light * 843 00:36:06,431 --> 00:36:09,599 What's is it? What's going on? 844 00:36:09,601 --> 00:36:12,536 She had three wildly different kids. 845 00:36:12,538 --> 00:36:14,771 Along with their own sets of problems. 846 00:36:14,773 --> 00:36:17,307 Our marriage wasn't always perfect. 847 00:36:17,309 --> 00:36:19,809 I certainly wasn't. 848 00:36:19,811 --> 00:36:21,511 And she had her own things to deal with, too. 849 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:25,215 * And why don't you follow * 850 00:36:25,217 --> 00:36:26,616 JACK: But she kept everything out. 851 00:36:26,618 --> 00:36:30,320 She always made sure we were all safe. 852 00:36:30,322 --> 00:36:31,621 * My claw's in you * 853 00:36:31,623 --> 00:36:35,458 * And my light's in you * 854 00:36:38,130 --> 00:36:42,065 * This is your first day of sorrow * RANDALL: Mom? 855 00:36:42,067 --> 00:36:43,166 (taps on window) 856 00:36:43,168 --> 00:36:44,734 * Everything you do * 857 00:36:44,736 --> 00:36:46,136 We're here. We're right here. 858 00:36:46,138 --> 00:36:49,139 * Everything you do * 859 00:36:49,141 --> 00:36:51,641 * You do for... * 860 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,614 * * (drill whirring) 861 00:36:59,585 --> 00:37:00,784 (blows) 862 00:37:18,403 --> 00:37:20,170 (drilling continues) (whispering): Kev. 863 00:37:20,172 --> 00:37:22,172 Kev, do you hear that? 864 00:37:22,174 --> 00:37:23,773 Yeah. 865 00:37:23,775 --> 00:37:26,209 Uh-huh. 866 00:37:26,211 --> 00:37:27,944 Kev... 867 00:37:27,946 --> 00:37:29,946 is that Sloane in your bed? 868 00:37:34,353 --> 00:37:36,753 Hey, Kate. 869 00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:40,590 Well, good morning. KEVIN: Good morning. 870 00:37:48,233 --> 00:37:49,699 Hey, man. - Hey. 871 00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:51,534 You recovered from yesterday? 872 00:37:51,536 --> 00:37:53,770 Yeah. 873 00:37:53,772 --> 00:37:57,374 You can't be so mad at Mom if you're fixing stuff for her. 874 00:37:57,376 --> 00:38:00,644 It's not for Mom. 875 00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:02,545 I'm doing it for Dad. 876 00:38:08,220 --> 00:38:11,087 RAY: What are we here to build, boys? 877 00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:13,256 BOYS: Body, spirit, community. 878 00:38:13,258 --> 00:38:15,625 RAY: The three pillars. 879 00:38:15,627 --> 00:38:19,896 Now, before we begin, we have a new member to initiate today. 880 00:38:19,898 --> 00:38:21,131 Randall, 881 00:38:21,133 --> 00:38:22,832 come over here. 882 00:38:22,834 --> 00:38:25,001 Fathers. 883 00:38:28,307 --> 00:38:30,407 RAY: Randall, how old are you, son? 884 00:38:30,409 --> 00:38:32,909 Nine. - Nine years old. 885 00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:35,278 Fine age. 886 00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,747 Do you think you have a good life? 887 00:38:37,749 --> 00:38:41,284 Yeah, I think so. (Ray chuckles) Good. 888 00:38:41,286 --> 00:38:44,354 Good, I hope you always have a good life. 889 00:38:44,356 --> 00:38:46,323 But as you get older, you might start to find 890 00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:47,824 that things get harder. 891 00:38:47,826 --> 00:38:52,262 The world isn't always a kind place. 892 00:38:52,264 --> 00:38:56,333 Especially... for men like us. 893 00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:59,135 Take a look at the people on this mat. 894 00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:03,006 We are your community. 895 00:39:03,008 --> 00:39:05,975 When things get hard, 896 00:39:05,977 --> 00:39:07,644 we are gonna be the ones 897 00:39:07,646 --> 00:39:10,880 who hold each other up. 898 00:39:10,882 --> 00:39:13,850 As Randall's father, you are his foundation. 899 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,620 Come lie down, as if you're gonna do a push-up. 900 00:39:17,622 --> 00:39:19,856 Randall, climb on your father's back. 901 00:39:22,728 --> 00:39:25,962 * * 902 00:39:25,964 --> 00:39:28,031 (clears throat) 903 00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:32,202 RAY: Jack, your back 904 00:39:32,204 --> 00:39:35,405 was built to carry your son through life. 905 00:39:35,407 --> 00:39:38,141 Are you willing to hold him up, 906 00:39:38,143 --> 00:39:40,043 no matter what comes his way? 907 00:39:40,045 --> 00:39:42,178 Yes. - Show him. 908 00:39:42,180 --> 00:39:44,714 * If only you could know * 909 00:39:44,716 --> 00:39:46,816 (grunts) - Good. Now keep going. 910 00:39:46,818 --> 00:39:50,353 * Silhouettes and their shadows * 911 00:39:50,355 --> 00:39:53,556 Are you willing to raise this young boy 912 00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:56,159 into a strong man? Yes. 913 00:39:56,161 --> 00:39:57,694 Are you willing to push him 914 00:39:57,696 --> 00:39:59,596 to be the best man in the world 915 00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:02,999 he can be? - Yes. 916 00:40:03,001 --> 00:40:06,603 * I'll go back where we started * 917 00:40:06,605 --> 00:40:09,105 REBECCA: I cannot lose my son. 918 00:40:09,107 --> 00:40:11,408 I can't. 919 00:40:11,410 --> 00:40:15,345 * Where we gave up all too soon * 920 00:40:15,347 --> 00:40:17,514 Listen. 921 00:40:17,516 --> 00:40:20,617 I would never let that happen. 922 00:40:20,619 --> 00:40:23,019 I would never let that happen, okay? 923 00:40:23,021 --> 00:40:24,554 Okay? 924 00:40:24,556 --> 00:40:27,757 I promise. We need to be enough for him. 925 00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:29,626 We need... 926 00:40:29,628 --> 00:40:32,262 to be... enough for him. 927 00:40:32,264 --> 00:40:34,631 * When I close my eyes * 928 00:40:34,633 --> 00:40:36,399 RAY: Are you willing to lift him 929 00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:38,802 to greater heights, even if it hurts? 930 00:40:38,804 --> 00:40:40,770 Yes. * And what doesn't work * 931 00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:43,473 * On this first try * 932 00:40:43,475 --> 00:40:45,408 (grunts) - All right. 933 00:40:45,410 --> 00:40:47,110 I think that's enough. 934 00:40:47,112 --> 00:40:49,212 I won't stop. * And we'll laugh * 935 00:40:49,214 --> 00:40:51,748 * Until the sun will rise * 936 00:40:51,750 --> 00:40:53,817 REBECCA: Dear William, 937 00:40:53,819 --> 00:40:58,421 I'm sorry for the pain it may cause, but... 938 00:40:58,423 --> 00:41:00,590 you cannot meet Randall. 939 00:41:00,592 --> 00:41:02,425 * Got a feeling there's another one * 940 00:41:02,427 --> 00:41:04,060 This is for the best for him. 941 00:41:04,062 --> 00:41:05,462 Because he has... 942 00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:06,963 an extraordinary father 943 00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:10,967 who gives him everything he needs. 944 00:41:10,969 --> 00:41:13,169 * Ooh... ooh * 945 00:41:17,242 --> 00:41:18,641 I hope you take comfort 946 00:41:18,643 --> 00:41:21,177 in knowing just how loved 947 00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:22,412 Randall is. 948 00:41:22,414 --> 00:41:24,414 * If all I ever do * 949 00:41:24,416 --> 00:41:27,116 * * 950 00:41:27,118 --> 00:41:29,652 * Is cover this world * 951 00:41:29,654 --> 00:41:31,488 * For you. * 952 00:41:38,096 --> 00:41:41,097 I have here a list of all the reasons I came up with 953 00:41:41,099 --> 00:41:42,799 in the past day for why you have destroyed me 954 00:41:42,801 --> 00:41:44,501 by keeping William a secret 955 00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:46,503 for 36 years, okay? Please. Sweetheart, please let me explain, 956 00:41:46,505 --> 00:41:49,005 Uh-uh. I, uh... 957 00:41:53,111 --> 00:41:55,512 You kept that secret for 36 years. 958 00:41:59,618 --> 00:42:02,752 That must have been incredibly lonely. 959 00:42:03,955 --> 00:42:05,955 (sobbing) 960 00:42:11,796 --> 00:42:13,830 No. 961 00:42:13,832 --> 00:42:16,032 Not yet. 962 00:42:17,502 --> 00:42:19,135 I'll see you at Christmas.