1 00:01:55,900 --> 00:01:57,900 Good morning. 2 00:01:59,863 --> 00:02:02,741 It's cold enough for the winter duvet, isn't it? 3 00:02:04,451 --> 00:02:06,703 You're right, I'll get it out. 4 00:02:06,911 --> 00:02:08,911 Thanks. 5 00:03:43,383 --> 00:03:46,052 FLY ON 6 00:04:23,465 --> 00:04:25,465 Thanks. 7 00:04:39,814 --> 00:04:43,693 -Let's grind it facing the mountains. -For great coffee! 8 00:04:48,156 --> 00:04:49,425 This one? 9 00:04:49,449 --> 00:04:51,449 Yeah. 10 00:05:00,210 --> 00:05:04,464 Having a chef cook for us made it more like a hotel than a campsite. 11 00:05:04,672 --> 00:05:06,883 I wouldn't expect any less. 12 00:05:07,091 --> 00:05:09,719 I can't believe there's air conditioning. 13 00:05:09,928 --> 00:05:11,928 You can't call that a tent. 14 00:05:12,388 --> 00:05:15,016 I've never been to a place like this before. 15 00:05:15,225 --> 00:05:17,519 I haven't been anywhere for a month. 16 00:05:19,270 --> 00:05:21,481 But I could get used to camping. 17 00:05:21,898 --> 00:05:25,401 That's because we're glamping, not camping. 18 00:06:09,821 --> 00:06:11,821 Here. 19 00:06:13,992 --> 00:06:15,992 What's this? 20 00:06:17,579 --> 00:06:20,290 For our hands without the wedding ring. 21 00:06:36,639 --> 00:06:39,559 Does it fit okay? I hope so. 22 00:06:39,767 --> 00:06:42,061 Yeah, it's perfect. 23 00:06:42,562 --> 00:06:46,608 Apparently, our right and left hands aren't necessarily the same size. 24 00:06:46,816 --> 00:06:48,816 It's a perfect fit. 25 00:06:54,282 --> 00:06:56,282 Hold your hand out. 26 00:07:03,041 --> 00:07:05,752 I'm not used to taking photos with my left hand. 27 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:07,960 Help me. 28 00:07:11,591 --> 00:07:12,776 It's blurred. 29 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,486 It's fine, post it. 30 00:07:14,510 --> 00:07:16,512 No, let's take another one. 31 00:07:17,263 --> 00:07:18,782 Careful. 32 00:07:18,806 --> 00:07:20,850 Make sure it's not blurred. 33 00:07:25,355 --> 00:07:27,357 That'll do. 34 00:07:28,691 --> 00:07:30,693 How can I top this for your birthday? 35 00:07:30,902 --> 00:07:32,504 Shall I take them back? 36 00:07:32,528 --> 00:07:34,989 Don't get your hopes up. 37 00:07:35,198 --> 00:07:37,450 It doesn't have to be special. 38 00:07:37,659 --> 00:07:41,871 You can recycle a present you gave Fuminori. 39 00:07:42,956 --> 00:07:44,224 I just remembered, 40 00:07:44,248 --> 00:07:49,087 he once gave me and his wife exactly the same present. 41 00:07:49,295 --> 00:07:51,631 -How horrible! -Right? 42 00:07:51,839 --> 00:07:54,050 You just said I should do it! 43 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:06,560 -Shall we go? -Yeah. 44 00:08:06,604 --> 00:08:08,604 Are you okay? 45 00:08:09,232 --> 00:08:11,232 Yeah, fine. 46 00:08:38,970 --> 00:08:40,970 Your phone's ringing. 47 00:08:49,230 --> 00:08:51,274 Is it Yoriko? 48 00:08:51,482 --> 00:08:54,277 No, one of my authors. 49 00:08:55,111 --> 00:08:57,780 Probably asking about his manuscript's corrections. 50 00:08:57,989 --> 00:08:59,842 Shouldn't you answer? 51 00:08:59,866 --> 00:09:03,411 That would be far too Japanese of me. 52 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:06,120 I'm still on holiday. 53 00:09:06,664 --> 00:09:09,667 Really? I'm impressed. 54 00:09:13,921 --> 00:09:15,566 I'm hungry. 55 00:09:15,590 --> 00:09:16,984 Already? 56 00:09:17,008 --> 00:09:20,636 When do we get back? We should grab some lunch. 57 00:09:21,679 --> 00:09:23,532 What if somebody sees us? 58 00:09:23,556 --> 00:09:25,556 It'll be fine. 59 00:09:25,892 --> 00:09:28,061 Okay, then, let's have lunch. 60 00:09:32,482 --> 00:09:37,862 Thank you for travelling with us today, we have reached the terminus. 61 00:10:14,023 --> 00:10:16,023 No news? 62 00:10:18,694 --> 00:10:24,283 He was picking up Hiromu from his ex, so he probably has his hands full. 63 00:10:24,909 --> 00:10:27,120 Oh, yeah, that ex of his. 64 00:10:27,578 --> 00:10:29,789 She always seems to be busy. 65 00:10:30,998 --> 00:10:34,710 Good thing you don't mind taking care of their son. 66 00:10:39,173 --> 00:10:41,151 It's not like I can refuse. 67 00:10:41,175 --> 00:10:44,178 She's a single mother, it can't be easy. 68 00:10:45,012 --> 00:10:47,012 If I were a single mother... 69 00:10:48,891 --> 00:10:50,828 hypothetically, of course, 70 00:10:50,852 --> 00:10:55,148 I'd want the dad and his family to help out. 71 00:10:55,606 --> 00:10:59,152 When Fuminori isn't available, his mum takes over. 72 00:10:59,819 --> 00:11:03,364 I wouldn't put up with it for long, 73 00:11:03,573 --> 00:11:04,883 if I were you. 74 00:11:04,907 --> 00:11:07,201 I suppose so. 75 00:11:08,035 --> 00:11:10,496 From next week he'll have him on Thursdays. 76 00:11:10,705 --> 00:11:12,599 We should meet then. 77 00:11:12,623 --> 00:11:14,623 -He'll be with Hiromu? -Yeah. 78 00:11:15,126 --> 00:11:17,126 Thursdays? 79 00:11:17,295 --> 00:11:18,564 Sure. 80 00:11:18,588 --> 00:11:21,257 I can arrange my work around that. 81 00:11:21,465 --> 00:11:23,465 Yoriko's working too. 82 00:11:26,762 --> 00:11:28,448 Talk of the devil. 83 00:11:28,472 --> 00:11:30,472 I'll leave you to it, then. 84 00:11:30,641 --> 00:11:32,852 I'm going to get a taxi. 85 00:11:33,060 --> 00:11:34,246 See you Thursday. 86 00:11:34,270 --> 00:11:36,939 Thursday, same place as usual? 87 00:11:43,362 --> 00:11:45,362 Hello. 88 00:11:48,993 --> 00:11:50,993 Oh, right, okay. 89 00:11:51,704 --> 00:11:53,704 Yeah, okay. 90 00:11:53,748 --> 00:11:55,917 No, it's fine, really. 91 00:11:56,667 --> 00:11:58,794 I mean, it's not your fault. 92 00:12:01,214 --> 00:12:03,214 Oh, your mum's there as well? 93 00:12:04,300 --> 00:12:06,928 Yeah, I should be back by then. 94 00:12:07,470 --> 00:12:09,931 You need to talk to me? What about? 95 00:12:18,731 --> 00:12:20,731 Just a sec. 96 00:12:22,235 --> 00:12:23,837 Sorry. 97 00:12:23,861 --> 00:12:25,756 I've got to go. 98 00:12:25,780 --> 00:12:27,780 Yeah, we'll talk later. 99 00:12:27,907 --> 00:12:29,907 Okay, yeah. 100 00:12:50,471 --> 00:12:52,115 Emergency services. 101 00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:54,117 Hello, I need an ambulance. 102 00:12:54,141 --> 00:12:56,141 What's your emergency? 103 00:12:56,269 --> 00:13:00,940 -A man's been run over by a car. - Can you give me the address? 104 00:13:03,192 --> 00:13:05,192 The address... 105 00:13:05,861 --> 00:13:09,115 - Are you okay? -Yes, I'm just... 106 00:13:10,199 --> 00:13:11,677 Hello? 107 00:13:11,701 --> 00:13:14,704 Are you getting any other emergency calls? 108 00:13:16,539 --> 00:13:20,126 Any other calls about a car accident? Right now? 109 00:13:20,334 --> 00:13:22,334 Sorry? 110 00:14:09,383 --> 00:14:11,383 Have you eaten? 111 00:14:11,594 --> 00:14:13,594 No, I haven't. 112 00:14:14,096 --> 00:14:16,974 I cooked some extra in case. You want some? 113 00:14:17,183 --> 00:14:19,161 No, I'm okay. 114 00:14:19,185 --> 00:14:22,229 I lost track of time in a café. 115 00:14:22,438 --> 00:14:23,957 With Eri? 116 00:14:23,981 --> 00:14:26,275 No, she left before me. 117 00:14:31,739 --> 00:14:33,717 Can I throw this away? 118 00:14:33,741 --> 00:14:35,951 Yeah, sorry, that was Hiromu's. 119 00:14:36,660 --> 00:14:38,597 Are there any left? 120 00:14:38,621 --> 00:14:40,621 I'm not sure. 121 00:14:43,959 --> 00:14:45,937 I should go and buy some more. 122 00:14:45,961 --> 00:14:48,631 You know I said we need to talk? 123 00:14:49,048 --> 00:14:52,176 Can we do it after I've eaten? I bought some wine. 124 00:14:52,802 --> 00:14:55,429 Can it wait? I'm sorry. 125 00:16:21,474 --> 00:16:23,474 Hello. 126 00:16:29,190 --> 00:16:31,190 Hello? 127 00:16:58,344 --> 00:16:59,446 Hello. 128 00:16:59,470 --> 00:17:02,014 - Did you get the message? -What message? 129 00:17:02,223 --> 00:17:04,558 About Kimura. 130 00:17:05,726 --> 00:17:10,189 He died. It was a notification about his funeral. 131 00:17:17,738 --> 00:17:19,007 Is that so? 132 00:17:19,031 --> 00:17:23,869 He went camping alone and was on his way home. 133 00:17:24,245 --> 00:17:26,245 I see. 134 00:17:28,791 --> 00:17:30,960 He went camping alone? 135 00:17:32,002 --> 00:17:33,813 Right. 136 00:17:33,837 --> 00:17:35,106 Are you okay? 137 00:17:35,130 --> 00:17:38,217 Yeah, of course. Thanks for letting me know. 138 00:17:38,425 --> 00:17:40,425 Had you seen him recently? 139 00:17:40,553 --> 00:17:42,805 No, not recently, no. 140 00:17:43,180 --> 00:17:45,558 What about our shopping outing? 141 00:17:45,808 --> 00:17:49,395 Up to you, Eri. Maybe after the funeral? 142 00:17:49,603 --> 00:17:52,106 Okay, we'll decide when we're there. 143 00:17:52,565 --> 00:17:54,543 -Yeah, let's do that. - Right. 144 00:17:54,567 --> 00:17:57,695 -Yeah. - And check your messages. 145 00:20:36,812 --> 00:20:38,812 Can we talk now? 146 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:41,859 Yeah. Why not? 147 00:20:47,072 --> 00:20:49,616 I was thinking of buying a house, 148 00:20:49,825 --> 00:20:51,825 and putting this place up for rent. 149 00:20:51,994 --> 00:20:53,638 Really? 150 00:20:53,662 --> 00:20:55,390 A new idea of yours? 151 00:20:55,414 --> 00:20:56,850 Not new, no. 152 00:20:56,874 --> 00:20:59,626 My company's having a brand renewal. 153 00:20:59,835 --> 00:21:02,129 I could get a company discount. 154 00:21:02,337 --> 00:21:04,232 I'll leave that up to you. 155 00:21:04,256 --> 00:21:06,341 You'll still need to see the house. 156 00:21:06,550 --> 00:21:09,845 Well, let me know when you've scheduled a visit. 157 00:21:11,096 --> 00:21:13,223 Do you want to go away somewhere? 158 00:21:13,432 --> 00:21:14,784 What? 159 00:21:14,808 --> 00:21:18,103 I thought you might like a break. 160 00:21:21,982 --> 00:21:23,168 How do you mean? 161 00:21:23,192 --> 00:21:25,235 We don't have to stay the night. 162 00:21:25,444 --> 00:21:28,572 Maybe even somewhere we've been before. 163 00:21:28,781 --> 00:21:30,783 Do I look that fed up? 164 00:21:30,991 --> 00:21:32,991 No, that's not it. 165 00:21:34,161 --> 00:21:36,161 It's something I want to do. 166 00:21:36,330 --> 00:21:40,876 We can't live with this weight for ever. 167 00:21:42,127 --> 00:21:44,254 I can't, anyway. 168 00:21:48,550 --> 00:21:50,028 You know I'm right. 169 00:21:50,052 --> 00:21:52,930 We're both responsible for this tension between us. 170 00:21:53,138 --> 00:21:55,138 It doesn't help with making a baby. 171 00:21:55,307 --> 00:21:57,601 In fact, it makes it impossible. 172 00:22:00,312 --> 00:22:02,940 -What do you think? -About what? 173 00:22:03,190 --> 00:22:06,610 About the tension, having a baby. 174 00:22:08,737 --> 00:22:11,281 I'm not happy with it either. 175 00:22:13,617 --> 00:22:17,329 You know that now is our last chance. 176 00:22:19,540 --> 00:22:23,126 I'm well aware that I'm the cause of it all. 177 00:22:23,335 --> 00:22:27,047 But I think my mum would look at us differently 178 00:22:27,256 --> 00:22:29,508 if we had a child. 179 00:22:29,925 --> 00:22:32,219 She won't have a key to the house. 180 00:22:32,427 --> 00:22:34,805 Where would she look after Hiromu? 181 00:22:35,013 --> 00:22:37,013 I have a few ideas. 182 00:22:37,057 --> 00:22:38,993 For example? 183 00:22:39,017 --> 00:22:41,017 Instead of us looking after him, 184 00:22:41,186 --> 00:22:45,148 I thought her side of the family could step in more often. 185 00:22:49,862 --> 00:22:51,862 Okay. 186 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,325 Where do you want to go for a break? 187 00:22:56,410 --> 00:23:00,205 I'll sort something out, if you don't have any ideas. 188 00:24:12,319 --> 00:24:14,363 Throw them in the back. 189 00:24:21,244 --> 00:24:23,244 How was it? 190 00:24:23,372 --> 00:24:25,372 Can't you tell? 191 00:24:54,027 --> 00:24:56,196 Why didn't you come? 192 00:24:57,614 --> 00:24:59,658 It's complicated. 193 00:24:59,908 --> 00:25:01,761 Scared of the family? 194 00:25:01,785 --> 00:25:04,204 No, that's not it at all. 195 00:25:05,330 --> 00:25:07,330 I don't know. 196 00:25:09,835 --> 00:25:12,504 I haven't come to terms with his death. 197 00:25:12,713 --> 00:25:14,713 It would be disrespectful. 198 00:25:15,507 --> 00:25:17,507 That's because... 199 00:25:18,844 --> 00:25:20,971 you didn't see him. 200 00:25:21,722 --> 00:25:23,722 It was... 201 00:25:24,516 --> 00:25:26,685 when I saw him in his coffin 202 00:25:26,893 --> 00:25:29,229 that it became real. 203 00:25:30,355 --> 00:25:32,941 -I don't know. -I do. 204 00:25:36,737 --> 00:25:38,423 But... 205 00:25:38,447 --> 00:25:41,408 he didn't strike me as being the camping type. 206 00:25:41,616 --> 00:25:44,619 I certainly wouldn't have expected him to go alone. 207 00:25:44,828 --> 00:25:46,180 Me neither. 208 00:25:46,204 --> 00:25:48,540 Apparently, he got into it recently. 209 00:25:48,749 --> 00:25:50,749 I wouldn't know. 210 00:26:29,372 --> 00:26:32,834 They must have finished all that construction work by now. 211 00:26:33,335 --> 00:26:36,463 Probably. I think I saw something on the news. 212 00:26:36,713 --> 00:26:38,107 What is it? 213 00:26:38,131 --> 00:26:41,009 Some sort of new shopping area, I think. 214 00:26:41,218 --> 00:26:43,218 We should have a look. 215 00:27:27,347 --> 00:27:30,475 Have you talked about having children? 216 00:27:32,102 --> 00:27:34,604 His mum would love it. 217 00:27:35,272 --> 00:27:38,525 But taking care of two kids is a lot of work. 218 00:27:39,818 --> 00:27:45,407 Once Hiromu got to secondary school, the age difference would make it hard. 219 00:27:45,615 --> 00:27:48,118 I doubt it would work out. 220 00:27:49,494 --> 00:27:52,164 I'd prefer a pet. A dog, maybe? 221 00:27:52,372 --> 00:27:54,058 A dog? 222 00:27:54,082 --> 00:27:57,335 I'm not really a dog person. 223 00:27:58,086 --> 00:28:00,255 It doesn't have to be a dog. 224 00:28:13,101 --> 00:28:15,101 Where can I touch you? 225 00:28:15,854 --> 00:28:17,854 I'm off limits. 226 00:28:18,481 --> 00:28:20,209 Your tummy? 227 00:28:20,233 --> 00:28:22,233 I have enough to go around. 228 00:28:23,278 --> 00:28:26,156 I'm off limits! Shall I touch yours? 229 00:28:26,364 --> 00:28:28,364 Go ahead. 230 00:28:28,825 --> 00:28:30,825 There's nothing to grab. 231 00:28:30,952 --> 00:28:32,952 It's just skin. 232 00:28:39,586 --> 00:28:41,586 Stop it! 233 00:29:09,324 --> 00:29:11,826 I've sent you the house's details. 234 00:29:12,035 --> 00:29:14,621 I can meet you at the station. 235 00:29:15,038 --> 00:29:17,832 -The new house. -It's okay, I can manage. 236 00:29:18,708 --> 00:29:21,503 Remember when we used to come here? 237 00:29:21,711 --> 00:29:23,564 It's weird being back. 238 00:29:23,588 --> 00:29:26,716 Standing watching the planes made my legs ache. 239 00:29:27,050 --> 00:29:29,050 Yeah, it's tiring. 240 00:29:31,471 --> 00:29:34,266 Shall we eat somewhere around here tonight? 241 00:29:34,474 --> 00:29:38,853 It's still early. We could go home for dinner. 242 00:29:40,855 --> 00:29:42,941 Don't you want to be here? 243 00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:46,945 If I'd wanted to stay home, I'd have said so. 244 00:29:47,153 --> 00:29:49,090 You seem in a rush to get home. 245 00:29:49,114 --> 00:29:52,659 You're the one who just said you're tired. 246 00:29:59,541 --> 00:30:01,541 I'll get the bill. 247 00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:25,483 Hello, welcome. 248 00:30:27,068 --> 00:30:29,863 -I have a reservation. Kimura. -Mrs Kimura? 249 00:30:30,071 --> 00:30:32,115 Just a moment, please. 250 00:31:20,705 --> 00:31:22,558 Sorry to keep you waiting. 251 00:31:22,582 --> 00:31:24,582 Where do you want to go? 252 00:31:25,585 --> 00:31:27,104 How about Yamanashi? 253 00:31:27,128 --> 00:31:30,715 Yamanashi? Right now? Are you serious? 254 00:31:30,924 --> 00:31:32,924 Sorry. 255 00:31:34,177 --> 00:31:36,177 Just like that? 256 00:31:41,601 --> 00:31:44,938 -What about your son? -I'll see him tonight. 257 00:31:48,817 --> 00:31:51,069 -Can we go to the cemetery? -Why? 258 00:31:51,277 --> 00:31:53,696 -I want to see Kimura. -Oh, right. 259 00:31:54,239 --> 00:31:56,533 His ashes haven't been interred yet. 260 00:31:56,741 --> 00:32:00,620 I'd like to pay my respects, seeing as I didn't go to the funeral. 261 00:32:00,995 --> 00:32:02,995 I think it's time. 262 00:32:13,675 --> 00:32:15,885 Are you hungry? 263 00:32:16,261 --> 00:32:17,446 Nah. 264 00:32:17,470 --> 00:32:21,516 Well, I am, but let's get something when we get there. 265 00:32:21,724 --> 00:32:24,477 -Something to drink, then? -Yeah, okay. 266 00:32:24,894 --> 00:32:26,789 -Coffee, please. -Make that two. 267 00:32:26,813 --> 00:32:29,274 -660 yen, please. -I'll get it. 268 00:32:29,482 --> 00:32:32,944 -No, let me. -No, my husband's paying! 269 00:32:47,876 --> 00:32:50,044 -There you go. -Thank you. 270 00:32:50,253 --> 00:32:52,253 Thank you. 271 00:33:03,266 --> 00:33:06,186 I should have brought some flowers. 272 00:33:08,521 --> 00:33:10,521 Hello. 273 00:33:10,607 --> 00:33:12,607 It's only my wife in there. 274 00:33:16,779 --> 00:33:18,132 Yes, we know. 275 00:33:18,156 --> 00:33:20,325 I couldn't attend the funeral, 276 00:33:20,533 --> 00:33:23,453 so I thought I'd pay my respects. 277 00:33:23,661 --> 00:33:25,661 Were you friends of Naoki? 278 00:33:25,955 --> 00:33:27,955 Yes, I suppose so. 279 00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:31,377 We used to be colleagues. 280 00:33:31,878 --> 00:33:33,878 I see. 281 00:33:37,091 --> 00:33:41,137 Yoriko came by the house yesterday to drop off his ashes. 282 00:33:41,346 --> 00:33:43,346 Right. 283 00:33:47,227 --> 00:33:49,938 I wish I'd spent more time with him. 284 00:33:50,688 --> 00:33:54,859 He must have been in secondary school 285 00:33:55,068 --> 00:33:57,987 the last time we really talked. 286 00:33:59,197 --> 00:34:01,783 To tell the truth, 287 00:34:01,991 --> 00:34:05,662 it's not like I knew him that well. 288 00:34:05,870 --> 00:34:09,249 If we're being completely honest. 289 00:34:10,375 --> 00:34:12,669 Why did you two stop talking? 290 00:34:19,008 --> 00:34:22,595 I think he was in primary school. It's been so long. 291 00:34:24,472 --> 00:34:26,472 We had a dog. 292 00:34:27,016 --> 00:34:30,019 We used to walk him together. 293 00:34:31,020 --> 00:34:35,650 Well, I had to force Naoki sometimes because he didn't want to come. 294 00:34:37,318 --> 00:34:39,904 One day we took the dog out. 295 00:34:40,989 --> 00:34:42,989 I was holding the lead. 296 00:34:43,157 --> 00:34:44,635 And... 297 00:34:44,659 --> 00:34:48,496 the dog suddenly ran into traffic. 298 00:34:49,914 --> 00:34:52,208 He got hit by a car. 299 00:34:54,836 --> 00:34:57,130 The driver didn't stop. 300 00:34:58,089 --> 00:35:02,885 Naoki was screaming at me to call an ambulance. 301 00:35:03,386 --> 00:35:06,055 But you can't call an ambulance 302 00:35:06,806 --> 00:35:08,806 for an injured dog. 303 00:35:11,811 --> 00:35:15,315 There was... so much blood. 304 00:35:17,191 --> 00:35:20,111 There wasn't anything we could do. 305 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,614 There were bones sticking out. 306 00:35:24,949 --> 00:35:28,161 So I picked him up, 307 00:35:28,953 --> 00:35:30,953 and took him home. 308 00:35:31,873 --> 00:35:34,792 And we decided to wait it out, as a family. 309 00:35:35,793 --> 00:35:38,963 But the dog was in a terrible state. 310 00:35:40,423 --> 00:35:43,468 He was struggling to breathe. 311 00:35:43,676 --> 00:35:47,347 Getting run over by that car had made a real mess of him. 312 00:35:48,514 --> 00:35:50,514 I didn't want him to suffer, 313 00:35:50,558 --> 00:35:53,353 but I couldn't club him or anything like that. 314 00:35:53,603 --> 00:35:55,164 So... 315 00:35:55,188 --> 00:35:57,188 I strangled him. 316 00:36:01,819 --> 00:36:03,988 From that day on, 317 00:36:04,197 --> 00:36:06,197 we drifted apart. 318 00:36:08,743 --> 00:36:10,512 By the time... 319 00:36:10,536 --> 00:36:14,957 he was in secondary school, we were hardly talking at all. 320 00:36:15,917 --> 00:36:20,922 Then, later on, we stopped talking altogether. 321 00:36:23,508 --> 00:36:27,095 I thought that we'd be able to make it up some day. 322 00:36:30,014 --> 00:36:33,101 I didn't even go to his wedding. 323 00:36:35,603 --> 00:36:39,691 The truth is, it was me who avoided him. 324 00:36:41,609 --> 00:36:45,571 Once he'd grown up, I didn't know what we could talk about. 325 00:36:48,282 --> 00:36:50,282 Excuse me. 326 00:36:57,458 --> 00:36:59,794 -Hello. - Where are you? 327 00:37:00,670 --> 00:37:02,670 What are you up to? 328 00:37:03,548 --> 00:37:06,050 I met up with Eri. 329 00:37:06,259 --> 00:37:09,512 I wouldn't call it fun, we're visiting a grave. 330 00:37:09,721 --> 00:37:11,889 Oh, why? 331 00:37:12,515 --> 00:37:14,515 What do you mean? 332 00:37:14,892 --> 00:37:17,270 Did it have to be today? 333 00:37:17,478 --> 00:37:20,356 I thought we were going to visit the house. 334 00:37:20,565 --> 00:37:22,565 You said you were free today. 335 00:37:24,068 --> 00:37:26,068 Seriously? 336 00:37:27,029 --> 00:37:28,340 You forgot? 337 00:37:28,364 --> 00:37:30,364 Completely. I'm sorry. 338 00:37:31,325 --> 00:37:33,325 Where are you? 339 00:37:33,369 --> 00:37:35,369 Yamanashi. 340 00:37:36,497 --> 00:37:38,624 Yamanashi? All that way? 341 00:37:38,833 --> 00:37:41,002 We came in Eri's car. 342 00:37:41,210 --> 00:37:43,880 -Are you coming home tonight? -Of course. 343 00:37:44,088 --> 00:37:46,466 Can I speak to Eri? 344 00:37:46,674 --> 00:37:47,776 Why? 345 00:37:47,800 --> 00:37:51,679 Just hand over the phone, please. 346 00:37:54,766 --> 00:37:56,368 What's the matter? 347 00:37:56,392 --> 00:37:58,394 Sorry, can you talk to him? 348 00:37:58,603 --> 00:38:01,272 -What? -Fuminori wants to talk to you. 349 00:38:01,481 --> 00:38:03,481 To me, now? 350 00:38:03,524 --> 00:38:05,169 Why? 351 00:38:05,193 --> 00:38:07,193 I don't know. 352 00:38:11,783 --> 00:38:13,783 Hello. 353 00:38:14,202 --> 00:38:16,496 Yes, it's been a while. 354 00:38:23,252 --> 00:38:26,339 What was he like when he was little? 355 00:38:30,426 --> 00:38:32,426 He was pretty shy. 356 00:38:33,387 --> 00:38:36,599 Even with his friends, he kept pretty much to himself. 357 00:38:36,808 --> 00:38:39,393 I imagined him being more of an extrovert. 358 00:38:42,230 --> 00:38:45,066 I don't know why, but one day 359 00:38:45,483 --> 00:38:49,987 his mother dyed half of his hair blond. 360 00:38:50,321 --> 00:38:53,449 That helped him come out of his shell a little. 361 00:38:53,658 --> 00:38:56,452 I'd have loved to have seen that! 362 00:38:56,994 --> 00:38:58,972 I have his class photos. 363 00:38:58,996 --> 00:39:01,457 -Did the school allow it? -I think so. 364 00:39:01,791 --> 00:39:03,018 Sorry. 365 00:39:03,042 --> 00:39:06,420 He wants to talk to you. 366 00:39:07,338 --> 00:39:08,607 To me? 367 00:39:08,631 --> 00:39:09,858 Yes. 368 00:39:09,882 --> 00:39:11,882 He wants to talk to you. 369 00:39:12,176 --> 00:39:14,428 It's her partner. 370 00:39:16,848 --> 00:39:18,408 To me? 371 00:39:18,432 --> 00:39:19,535 Yes. 372 00:39:19,559 --> 00:39:21,811 I explained the situation, 373 00:39:22,019 --> 00:39:24,105 and he wants to speak to you. 374 00:39:24,689 --> 00:39:29,068 I said I couldn't ask that of someone we've just met, but... 375 00:39:29,902 --> 00:39:32,572 he won't take no for an answer. 376 00:39:56,095 --> 00:39:58,095 Here. 377 00:40:01,058 --> 00:40:03,036 His hair's so short. 378 00:40:03,060 --> 00:40:05,980 We all go in for weird haircuts when we're young. 379 00:40:06,647 --> 00:40:09,358 -It must have been the trend. -Really? 380 00:40:09,901 --> 00:40:14,530 He showed a photo of some celebrity to the hairdresser. 381 00:40:15,698 --> 00:40:17,175 I wonder who. 382 00:40:17,199 --> 00:40:19,577 We're the same generation, we should know. 383 00:40:19,785 --> 00:40:22,622 He got the photo from his mum. 384 00:40:35,927 --> 00:40:38,054 -I'll get the plates. -Thanks. 385 00:40:46,687 --> 00:40:48,856 I've never been, but I'd like to. 386 00:40:49,065 --> 00:40:50,709 I don't know about that. 387 00:40:50,733 --> 00:40:52,733 You should take him. 388 00:40:52,860 --> 00:40:55,404 I'd rather start with real camping. 389 00:40:55,613 --> 00:40:58,240 If we start off by glamping, 390 00:40:58,449 --> 00:41:00,743 he'll never want to get his hands dirty. 391 00:41:00,952 --> 00:41:04,622 I don't think you need to put that much effort into it. 392 00:41:06,540 --> 00:41:11,295 Talking of activities where you need to put in a bit of effort... 393 00:41:12,171 --> 00:41:15,007 we enrolled our son 394 00:41:15,216 --> 00:41:17,385 in a sports club. 395 00:41:19,845 --> 00:41:21,156 But... 396 00:41:21,180 --> 00:41:23,849 I didn't know how hard to push him, 397 00:41:24,058 --> 00:41:26,058 and he quit. 398 00:41:26,268 --> 00:41:29,230 We really should have pushed him some more. 399 00:41:30,648 --> 00:41:34,151 He said the training was too hard, 400 00:41:34,360 --> 00:41:37,321 but it's hard to know what that means. 401 00:41:37,655 --> 00:41:39,782 You can't tell the coach: 402 00:41:39,991 --> 00:41:42,493 "My son doesn't want to be a professional, 403 00:41:42,702 --> 00:41:44,829 so can you go easy on him?" 404 00:41:45,037 --> 00:41:47,289 No, you can't. 405 00:41:48,165 --> 00:41:51,544 I wonder how I'd react if a kid of mine wanted to quit. 406 00:41:58,551 --> 00:42:01,345 Was it the anniversary of his death? 407 00:42:01,721 --> 00:42:03,721 No. 408 00:42:04,056 --> 00:42:06,517 So it didn't have to be today. 409 00:42:07,059 --> 00:42:09,059 No, it didn't. 410 00:42:10,563 --> 00:42:12,499 How could you forget? 411 00:42:12,523 --> 00:42:14,209 I'm sorry. 412 00:42:14,233 --> 00:42:16,086 Whose grave was it? 413 00:42:16,110 --> 00:42:18,110 A friend's. 414 00:42:23,743 --> 00:42:26,912 Oh, well, we can't do anything about it now. 415 00:42:27,121 --> 00:42:29,832 These things happen, it can't be helped. 416 00:42:30,041 --> 00:42:31,852 People forget. 417 00:42:31,876 --> 00:42:33,854 Are you tired? It's quite far. 418 00:42:33,878 --> 00:42:35,878 Yeah, a bit. 419 00:42:38,299 --> 00:42:40,299 Sit down. 420 00:43:12,416 --> 00:43:14,794 I know I'm not alone in this, but... 421 00:43:15,336 --> 00:43:17,379 divorce has crossed my mind. 422 00:43:17,588 --> 00:43:21,092 Still, if we've managed to stay together till now, 423 00:43:21,300 --> 00:43:25,221 it must be because we've found alternatives. 424 00:43:25,638 --> 00:43:28,349 We've managed to come this far 425 00:43:28,557 --> 00:43:30,976 without splitting up. 426 00:43:31,894 --> 00:43:34,480 You must have thought about it too, 427 00:43:34,688 --> 00:43:37,149 so you can tell me if you've had doubts. 428 00:43:39,110 --> 00:43:41,110 It's crossed my mind. 429 00:43:41,695 --> 00:43:46,450 Every married couple has thought about it, at least once. 430 00:43:46,659 --> 00:43:50,079 It does cross your mind, especially when you don't have kids. 431 00:43:50,287 --> 00:43:53,541 But I think that what's important 432 00:43:53,749 --> 00:43:56,710 is how you react to having those thoughts. 433 00:43:58,045 --> 00:43:59,564 So far 434 00:43:59,588 --> 00:44:03,467 we've both chosen to stay together. 435 00:44:04,218 --> 00:44:06,929 Anyway, that's all I had to say. 436 00:44:11,392 --> 00:44:13,936 Sorry I was unpleasant on the phone. 437 00:45:02,776 --> 00:45:05,946 I have to get back to work in ten minutes. 438 00:45:06,155 --> 00:45:08,155 That's okay. 439 00:45:56,330 --> 00:46:00,834 Change of plans. I have to take care of Hiromu tonight. 440 00:46:01,043 --> 00:46:02,979 I'll be home late. 441 00:46:03,003 --> 00:46:05,003 Okay. 442 00:46:06,548 --> 00:46:07,734 What's wrong? 443 00:46:07,758 --> 00:46:10,803 I've been feeling a little feverish. 444 00:46:11,011 --> 00:46:13,011 -Are you okay? -Yes. 445 00:46:15,099 --> 00:46:17,434 I'll cancel the babysitting, then. 446 00:46:17,643 --> 00:46:20,771 Don't do that. Who'll look after him? 447 00:46:21,563 --> 00:46:24,316 It's okay, I'll ask my mum. 448 00:46:24,608 --> 00:46:26,461 You can't ask her to do that. 449 00:46:26,485 --> 00:46:28,570 I won't tell her why. 450 00:46:28,779 --> 00:46:30,906 And I'll try to leave work early. 451 00:46:39,790 --> 00:46:41,790 Welcome. 452 00:48:02,664 --> 00:48:06,794 We're not sure when yet, but we're going to move. 453 00:48:08,504 --> 00:48:12,424 You won't have a spare key this time. 454 00:48:14,426 --> 00:48:16,071 It's not about today. 455 00:48:16,095 --> 00:48:19,556 We just don't feel comfortable with the situation. 456 00:48:20,224 --> 00:48:23,143 No, it's not Watako making me say this. 457 00:48:23,352 --> 00:48:26,772 No, I'm grateful for your help with Hiromu. 458 00:48:26,980 --> 00:48:28,980 That's not the point. 459 00:48:29,441 --> 00:48:32,403 You can look after him somewhere else. 460 00:48:33,654 --> 00:48:36,323 We'll talk about it some other time. 461 00:48:36,532 --> 00:48:38,510 No, it's not because of today. 462 00:48:38,534 --> 00:48:41,078 I've been planning to tell you for a while. 463 00:48:42,454 --> 00:48:44,349 Yeah, but... 464 00:48:44,373 --> 00:48:46,373 it's my fault too. 465 00:48:48,085 --> 00:48:50,921 Okay, we'll discuss it some other time. 466 00:48:51,588 --> 00:48:54,299 Yes, I know you have health issues. 467 00:48:54,508 --> 00:48:56,236 I come and see you a lot, 468 00:48:56,260 --> 00:48:58,887 and I take you to your hospital appointments. 469 00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:04,268 Yeah, we'll talk face to face. 470 00:49:07,646 --> 00:49:09,646 Okay, let's do that. 471 00:49:09,940 --> 00:49:12,192 Take care, bye-bye. 472 00:49:15,654 --> 00:49:17,654 -Did I wake you? -No. 473 00:49:17,698 --> 00:49:19,950 I'm trying to get our key back. 474 00:49:20,159 --> 00:49:23,078 She minds Hiromu, it's a touchy subject. 475 00:49:23,287 --> 00:49:25,223 That's beside the point. 476 00:49:25,247 --> 00:49:28,125 But I doubt she'll be back after that conversation. 477 00:49:28,333 --> 00:49:30,228 I shouldn't have waited. 478 00:49:30,252 --> 00:49:32,230 I've made things awkward. 479 00:49:32,254 --> 00:49:34,254 No, don't worry about it. 480 00:49:34,339 --> 00:49:37,176 I bought some wine from the year we got married. 481 00:49:37,384 --> 00:49:41,013 -But if you're not feeling well... -I feel much better after my nap. 482 00:49:41,221 --> 00:49:43,221 -I'll open it. -A nice find! 483 00:49:43,390 --> 00:49:46,226 There were quite a few from that year. 484 00:49:47,060 --> 00:49:49,060 One more thing. 485 00:49:58,989 --> 00:50:00,989 For you. 486 00:50:01,742 --> 00:50:03,742 Thank you. 487 00:50:04,495 --> 00:50:06,222 I got you something too. 488 00:50:06,246 --> 00:50:08,246 What is it? 489 00:50:18,967 --> 00:50:20,737 -Can I open it? -Yeah. 490 00:50:20,761 --> 00:50:22,761 Can I open mine too? 491 00:50:57,548 --> 00:51:00,300 You'll scratch the floor. Take them off. 492 00:51:00,509 --> 00:51:02,886 Nah, these are high quality shoes! 493 00:51:03,095 --> 00:51:05,556 You want to rent out the flat, don't you? 494 00:51:06,890 --> 00:51:08,890 I'll wear them on my hands. 495 00:51:10,060 --> 00:51:11,329 They suit you. 496 00:51:11,353 --> 00:51:13,353 Do you think so? 497 00:51:14,314 --> 00:51:15,750 Hand moonwalk! 498 00:51:15,774 --> 00:51:17,774 -Very smooth! -Yeah? 499 00:51:19,278 --> 00:51:21,278 My hands are sweaty now. 500 00:51:22,030 --> 00:51:24,030 Let me smell them. 501 00:51:25,534 --> 00:51:27,178 -Ew! -No way. 502 00:51:27,202 --> 00:51:30,622 -It's new-shoe smell. -Put some socks on. 503 00:51:30,831 --> 00:51:32,725 That'll make it worse. 504 00:51:32,749 --> 00:51:35,127 I wear socks, my feet don't smell. 505 00:51:36,253 --> 00:51:38,253 Really? 506 00:51:43,802 --> 00:51:45,802 Ew! 507 00:51:51,768 --> 00:51:54,187 -Well? -I can't reach. 508 00:51:54,396 --> 00:51:57,316 Your hands stink, keep your shoes on. 509 00:51:57,858 --> 00:51:59,544 My head's spinning. 510 00:51:59,568 --> 00:52:01,695 You should have got white. 511 00:52:02,487 --> 00:52:04,865 -They only had red. -A glass of water? 512 00:52:05,657 --> 00:52:08,035 I'm fine. I just need a minute. 513 00:52:08,368 --> 00:52:10,579 I'll put on a show for you. 514 00:54:14,911 --> 00:54:16,911 Well? 515 00:54:21,418 --> 00:54:23,418 Very nice. 516 00:54:30,469 --> 00:54:32,469 What's the matter? 517 00:54:33,930 --> 00:54:35,241 Close your eyes. 518 00:54:35,265 --> 00:54:37,265 -Why? -Just do it. 519 00:54:37,642 --> 00:54:40,228 -What? -Just close your eyes. 520 00:54:40,437 --> 00:54:43,231 -I need the toilet. -I've rinsed my mouth out. 521 00:54:45,358 --> 00:54:47,358 I'm going to wet myself! 522 00:56:43,894 --> 00:56:45,496 Excuse me. 523 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:46,706 Yes? 524 00:56:46,730 --> 00:56:50,317 I think I might have lost this here. 525 00:56:50,984 --> 00:56:52,984 Let me go and check. 526 00:58:13,316 --> 00:58:15,316 Is this it? 527 00:58:15,568 --> 00:58:17,568 Thank you so much. 528 00:58:17,904 --> 00:58:19,990 Where did I lose it? 529 00:58:27,038 --> 00:58:29,916 Actually, they found that on Naoki. 530 00:58:30,125 --> 00:58:33,545 His wife didn't recognise it, so she brought it over. 531 00:58:37,549 --> 00:58:41,511 I think what you're looking for is a ring identical to that. 532 00:58:46,057 --> 00:58:50,186 I don't plan on doing anything with this information. 533 00:58:50,395 --> 00:58:52,395 It's none of my business. 534 00:58:54,816 --> 00:58:56,816 I'm so sorry. 535 00:58:56,901 --> 00:58:58,945 It's not for me to say anything. 536 00:58:59,154 --> 00:59:01,154 It was between the two of you. 537 00:59:01,948 --> 00:59:04,367 It's not for me to judge, 538 00:59:04,576 --> 00:59:07,495 nor to tell anybody about this. 539 00:59:08,204 --> 00:59:10,790 However, the thing is... 540 00:59:11,624 --> 00:59:13,185 I don't... 541 00:59:13,209 --> 00:59:15,545 I don't know what to do. 542 00:59:17,338 --> 00:59:20,675 When you say "what to do", 543 00:59:21,134 --> 00:59:23,134 how do you mean? 544 00:59:23,595 --> 00:59:26,848 You came all this way to get the ring back. 545 00:59:34,314 --> 00:59:37,317 So it's clear 546 00:59:37,734 --> 00:59:40,195 that it must mean a lot to you. 547 00:59:40,403 --> 00:59:42,781 So for me to pretend not to know about it 548 00:59:42,989 --> 00:59:46,576 would put me in an uncomfortable position with Yoriko. 549 00:59:47,452 --> 00:59:49,388 I don't know 550 00:59:49,412 --> 00:59:51,539 how I feel about that. 551 00:59:51,873 --> 00:59:54,876 Keeping it a secret doesn't seem right. 552 00:59:56,002 --> 00:59:58,755 Don't get me wrong. 553 00:59:59,631 --> 01:00:02,967 It's not like I want to punish you or anything like that. 554 01:00:03,885 --> 01:00:05,446 It's just... 555 01:00:05,470 --> 01:00:07,470 that I don't want... 556 01:00:07,972 --> 01:00:12,310 to carry the burden of this secret all by myself. 557 01:01:49,741 --> 01:01:53,077 -Do you have a reservation? -No. Is that okay? 558 01:01:53,286 --> 01:01:55,830 I'll need to check. Just a moment. 559 01:01:56,039 --> 01:01:58,416 -A room for one? -Yes. 560 01:01:58,625 --> 01:02:01,127 -How many nights? -Just the one. 561 01:02:01,377 --> 01:02:03,588 Have a seat in the waiting room. 562 01:02:29,989 --> 01:02:33,743 We have two vacancies tonight. Follow me, please. 563 01:03:44,314 --> 01:03:45,916 I was worried . 564 01:03:45,940 --> 01:03:48,192 Yeah, I'm really sorry. 565 01:03:48,693 --> 01:03:50,462 I wanted to tell you, but... 566 01:03:50,486 --> 01:03:52,131 Where are you? 567 01:03:52,155 --> 01:03:54,155 I'm in... 568 01:03:54,490 --> 01:03:55,759 Yamanashi. 569 01:03:55,783 --> 01:03:57,303 -Yamanashi? -Yes. 570 01:03:57,327 --> 01:03:58,637 With Eri? 571 01:03:58,661 --> 01:04:00,264 No, she's not here. 572 01:04:00,288 --> 01:04:01,682 Who, then? 573 01:04:01,706 --> 01:04:03,706 I'm on my own. 574 01:04:03,791 --> 01:04:04,893 On your own? 575 01:04:04,917 --> 01:04:07,253 Yes, I'm on my own, I swear. 576 01:04:07,462 --> 01:04:09,106 But are you coming home? 577 01:04:09,130 --> 01:04:11,174 Yes, I'm coming home. 578 01:04:11,382 --> 01:04:13,551 - Okay, then. -I'm sorry. 579 01:06:09,917 --> 01:06:13,379 Thank you for agreeing to see me. Did you find it easily? 580 01:06:13,588 --> 01:06:15,588 Yes. 581 01:06:22,847 --> 01:06:25,141 Did you know he was married? 582 01:06:28,811 --> 01:06:30,811 Yes. 583 01:06:31,397 --> 01:06:33,397 Are you married? 584 01:06:38,321 --> 01:06:39,882 Yes. 585 01:06:39,906 --> 01:06:42,450 -Do you work? -No. 586 01:06:45,661 --> 01:06:47,661 When did it start? 587 01:06:52,084 --> 01:06:55,630 We first met at a get-together of mutual friends. 588 01:06:56,881 --> 01:06:58,484 And then? 589 01:06:58,508 --> 01:07:00,508 And then... 590 01:07:02,303 --> 01:07:04,303 and then... 591 01:07:06,140 --> 01:07:08,140 Yes! 592 01:07:12,146 --> 01:07:14,440 I was having some problems. 593 01:07:15,233 --> 01:07:17,211 When we first met, 594 01:07:17,235 --> 01:07:20,988 he told me you'd been an item for a while before you got married, 595 01:07:21,614 --> 01:07:23,614 even though, along the way, 596 01:07:23,783 --> 01:07:27,036 you'd broken up and got back together again. 597 01:07:27,787 --> 01:07:30,748 When I asked him why he hadn't given up, 598 01:07:30,957 --> 01:07:34,210 he told me that he hung on because of the good times. 599 01:07:34,669 --> 01:07:38,381 I was going through the same sort of thing, 600 01:07:38,589 --> 01:07:41,008 so we got to talking more often. 601 01:07:41,842 --> 01:07:43,737 When was this? 602 01:07:43,761 --> 01:07:45,531 About a year ago. 603 01:07:45,555 --> 01:07:47,199 Right. 604 01:07:47,223 --> 01:07:51,143 So his solo trips over the past year were actually to see you. 605 01:07:54,939 --> 01:07:57,525 Do you have any questions for me? 606 01:07:58,776 --> 01:08:00,420 No. 607 01:08:00,444 --> 01:08:02,444 I see. 608 01:08:04,198 --> 01:08:06,951 We started seeing each other at university. 609 01:08:08,160 --> 01:08:10,160 I was two years his senior, 610 01:08:10,496 --> 01:08:13,583 but he approached me. 611 01:08:14,875 --> 01:08:17,545 He thought we were in the same year. 612 01:08:19,088 --> 01:08:21,088 Even though we broke up 613 01:08:21,215 --> 01:08:23,467 and got back together a few times, 614 01:08:24,093 --> 01:08:26,093 we were together 615 01:08:26,470 --> 01:08:28,470 for fifteen years in all. 616 01:08:29,640 --> 01:08:33,269 People used to say that we were so lucky, 617 01:08:33,477 --> 01:08:37,315 that we had an ideal relationship. 618 01:08:38,566 --> 01:08:40,566 But in reality, 619 01:08:41,152 --> 01:08:43,904 I've come to doubt happily ever afters. 620 01:08:46,490 --> 01:08:50,202 What do you think? Does it sound so ideal to you? 621 01:08:53,164 --> 01:08:55,164 Ideal? 622 01:08:59,378 --> 01:09:01,378 Ideal... 623 01:09:03,507 --> 01:09:06,886 I assumed we'd gone through all those years 624 01:09:07,261 --> 01:09:10,306 without having other sexual partners. 625 01:09:13,601 --> 01:09:17,396 You're supposed to be faithful to your husband, right? 626 01:09:21,525 --> 01:09:23,525 Yes. 627 01:09:25,821 --> 01:09:28,074 I'd have liked to ask him 628 01:09:29,158 --> 01:09:31,661 why he did it. 629 01:10:09,573 --> 01:10:11,573 How about starting with an apology? 630 01:10:13,828 --> 01:10:15,305 I'm sorry. 631 01:10:15,329 --> 01:10:17,329 Why? What for? 632 01:10:17,540 --> 01:10:19,540 Why am I sorry? 633 01:10:19,709 --> 01:10:22,044 Because I left without telling you. 634 01:10:22,628 --> 01:10:24,628 Why is it always Yamanashi? 635 01:10:33,973 --> 01:10:36,684 It's not a conversation if you don't talk. 636 01:10:36,892 --> 01:10:40,396 We need to talk this through, once and for all. 637 01:10:41,605 --> 01:10:43,605 What's in Yamanashi? 638 01:10:44,108 --> 01:10:46,002 Are you... 639 01:10:46,026 --> 01:10:49,155 acting like this because of me? 640 01:10:54,618 --> 01:10:56,787 Do you think we can fix it? 641 01:11:03,669 --> 01:11:06,172 Your silence speaks volumes. 642 01:11:06,380 --> 01:11:08,966 No, it doesn't, I'm just thinking. 643 01:11:09,175 --> 01:11:10,819 It doesn't mean anything. 644 01:11:10,843 --> 01:11:13,095 So I just have to wait? Okay. 645 01:11:14,138 --> 01:11:16,138 I... 646 01:11:30,863 --> 01:11:32,863 I'm waiting. 647 01:11:32,948 --> 01:11:34,948 I'm waiting. 648 01:11:39,455 --> 01:11:41,455 Where's this from? 649 01:11:47,713 --> 01:11:49,924 -Where was that? -Is it from Yamanashi? 650 01:11:50,132 --> 01:11:53,719 -Where was it? -Is it connected to Yamanashi? 651 01:11:55,304 --> 01:11:57,304 You can't blame me 652 01:11:57,723 --> 01:12:00,351 for thinking that you're having an affair, 653 01:12:00,559 --> 01:12:02,770 even though I don't want to believe it. 654 01:12:06,941 --> 01:12:08,984 That's rich, coming from you. 655 01:12:10,152 --> 01:12:11,922 -So you are. -No, I'm not. 656 01:12:11,946 --> 01:12:14,156 Then tell me what's in Yamanashi. 657 01:12:14,365 --> 01:12:17,660 -I'm not cheating on you. -What's in Yamanashi? 658 01:12:19,119 --> 01:12:21,119 -I'm not. -If you won't answer me, 659 01:12:21,247 --> 01:12:23,016 I can't believe you. 660 01:12:23,040 --> 01:12:25,543 It must mean you're cheating on me. 661 01:12:31,674 --> 01:12:35,052 What if I am cheating on you? Then what? 662 01:12:38,472 --> 01:12:40,408 What's that supposed to mean? 663 01:12:40,432 --> 01:12:42,432 You cheated first. 664 01:12:44,687 --> 01:12:46,414 That's not the point here. 665 01:12:46,438 --> 01:12:48,440 You did so while pretending to see your son. 666 01:12:48,649 --> 01:12:50,649 You think that's forgiven? 667 01:12:55,948 --> 01:12:58,784 You've basically confessed. 668 01:12:58,993 --> 01:13:01,161 -I'm not having an affair. -Liar! 669 01:13:01,370 --> 01:13:03,706 -I'm telling the truth! -You're lying... 670 01:13:03,914 --> 01:13:06,333 -You weren't seeing Hiromu! -I was... 671 01:13:06,542 --> 01:13:10,087 -You were seeing her! -I was looking after Hiromu! 672 01:13:10,296 --> 01:13:12,274 That's not true! 673 01:13:12,298 --> 01:13:15,843 I convinced myself you were only going to see your kid. 674 01:13:16,051 --> 01:13:20,139 A child needs his father, so I shut up and put up with it. 675 01:13:20,347 --> 01:13:23,142 But between what you said and what you were doing... 676 01:13:23,350 --> 01:13:25,350 Am I right or not? 677 01:13:27,146 --> 01:13:29,565 That's not what we're talking about here. 678 01:13:29,899 --> 01:13:33,068 You wouldn't react like this if you were faithful. 679 01:13:33,277 --> 01:13:36,655 -I'm not having an affair. -Then, what is this? 680 01:13:42,161 --> 01:13:44,161 It's from someone I love. 681 01:13:46,916 --> 01:13:48,916 What? 682 01:13:49,001 --> 01:13:51,001 He died recently, though. 683 01:13:51,670 --> 01:13:52,856 Died? 684 01:13:52,880 --> 01:13:56,926 That's why I've been going to Yamanashi. It's where the grave is. 685 01:13:57,676 --> 01:13:59,279 He's dead? 686 01:13:59,303 --> 01:14:01,680 -Yes. -You want me to believe that? 687 01:14:01,889 --> 01:14:04,433 I don't care if you believe me or not. 688 01:14:04,642 --> 01:14:06,642 I loved him and he died! 689 01:14:07,645 --> 01:14:09,623 He... 690 01:14:09,647 --> 01:14:11,647 died. 691 01:14:12,816 --> 01:14:14,794 Are you serious? 692 01:14:14,818 --> 01:14:16,818 He's dead. 693 01:14:26,038 --> 01:14:28,038 Don't cry. 694 01:14:29,416 --> 01:14:32,252 So we're talking about your lover? 695 01:14:39,259 --> 01:14:40,946 I need a break. 696 01:14:40,970 --> 01:14:43,097 -What? -I need a break. 697 01:15:02,491 --> 01:15:04,491 Where have you been? 698 01:15:17,256 --> 01:15:19,256 I want a divorce. 699 01:15:26,348 --> 01:15:28,348 Okay. 700 01:15:32,229 --> 01:15:34,440 What did you do with him? 701 01:15:36,233 --> 01:15:37,794 All sorts. 702 01:15:37,818 --> 01:15:39,379 Where did you go? 703 01:15:39,403 --> 01:15:41,403 Restaurants and cafés, 704 01:15:41,572 --> 01:15:44,366 anywhere we could be alone together. 705 01:15:44,575 --> 01:15:46,618 We visited some shrines as well. 706 01:15:47,161 --> 01:15:51,040 We even rented a car now and then to get out of town. 707 01:15:51,749 --> 01:15:53,749 Where did you go? 708 01:15:54,168 --> 01:15:56,378 Hot spas, 709 01:15:56,795 --> 01:15:58,795 the airport... 710 01:15:59,965 --> 01:16:01,735 Doing what? 711 01:16:01,759 --> 01:16:03,886 The same things we used to do. 712 01:16:04,094 --> 01:16:07,389 -What? -Watching the planes, drinking tea. 713 01:16:10,309 --> 01:16:12,936 Right. That used to be fun. 714 01:16:15,022 --> 01:16:17,900 We started off by being lovers as well. 715 01:16:18,400 --> 01:16:21,695 We're better as lovers than we are as partners. 716 01:16:22,821 --> 01:16:26,533 That's probably why you're sleeping with your ex again. 717 01:16:29,411 --> 01:16:31,411 Is he really dead? 718 01:16:36,543 --> 01:16:40,089 I didn't go to his funeral. It didn't feel right. 719 01:16:43,217 --> 01:16:46,220 I saw the accident happen. 720 01:16:48,472 --> 01:16:51,100 I saw that he was in a bad way. 721 01:16:52,559 --> 01:16:55,938 I should have called for an ambulance. 722 01:16:56,605 --> 01:16:59,316 I thought somebody else would. 723 01:17:00,901 --> 01:17:03,904 I hung up on the emergency services. 724 01:17:05,489 --> 01:17:08,742 I can't really remember how I explained it to myself. 725 01:17:10,536 --> 01:17:12,536 But I just ignored it. 726 01:17:14,998 --> 01:17:16,851 Is that why he died? 727 01:17:16,875 --> 01:17:18,875 I don't know. 728 01:17:19,086 --> 01:17:22,548 But if we hadn't been seeing each other, 729 01:17:22,756 --> 01:17:25,175 he might still be alive now. 730 01:17:28,720 --> 01:17:30,720 Right. 731 01:17:37,312 --> 01:17:39,312 What? 732 01:17:42,901 --> 01:17:44,901 Let go. 733 01:17:46,280 --> 01:17:48,824 -Let go. -I don't want a divorce. 734 01:17:49,032 --> 01:17:51,032 Let go of me! 735 01:17:53,537 --> 01:17:56,707 -I don't want a divorce. -Let go of me. 736 01:18:00,586 --> 01:18:03,172 Denial is scary. 737 01:18:03,422 --> 01:18:05,422 I've been there, I know. 738 01:18:06,383 --> 01:18:09,428 I shouldn't have ignored the real issues. 739 01:18:11,889 --> 01:18:13,974 I'll talk to my mum... 740 01:18:16,935 --> 01:18:18,935 about her taking care of Hiromu. 741 01:18:21,273 --> 01:18:24,151 You can always go back to your original family. 742 01:18:27,196 --> 01:18:29,196 Do you want to split up? 743 01:18:31,325 --> 01:18:33,493 No, not really. 744 01:18:36,705 --> 01:18:38,705 But... 745 01:18:39,875 --> 01:18:41,875 I miss Kimura so much.