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( EDDIE KENDRIX: "Addiction")
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I see your vision in the darkness
every time I close my eyes
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I can feel the heat from your body
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Won't let me sleep at night
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I hear your whispers
through my screams
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You're the glitter in my flames
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You're my desert
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I can't face the new day, baby
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Until I receive your kiss
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Sunlight becomes my enemy
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Don't want my friends
to see me like this
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I need you more and more
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You're the sickness and the cure
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You're my addiction
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Yes, you are
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It's the loneliness that keeps you
coming back again and again
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Oh, the habit you know is killing you
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It becomes your only friend
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But you make me feel more alive
than I've ever been
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- You're my sanctuary
- You're my sanctuary
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Baby, let me in
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You're my addiction
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Addiction
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You're the shelter from the storm
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You're my addiction
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When I know hope has gone
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You're the face without a name, baby
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You're the bullet...
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( Child sings in Vietnamese)
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(Man) 'It began in the early morning.
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'The American soldiers were under orders
to search and destroy enemy positions.
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'They came upon the village at dawn.
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'What they did in that place
later shocked the world.
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'The administration,
sensitive to world opinion,
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'brought to trial the men responsible
and found them guilty.
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'Justice, though blind, was served.
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'The conscience of an outraged society
was temporarily satisfied.'
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It's the whole country.
They were all guilty.
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How can you single out one man?
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Well, you can't jail a whole country,
you know. They needed a scapegoat.
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He was the unlucky one who got caught.
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No, I don't think luck
had anything to do with it.
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I mean, how did he get over there?
Who put the gun in his hand?
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They say that he was guilty
of killing women and babies.
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How many bombs were dropped
that did the exact same thing?
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How many homes were destroyed?
Who's in jail for that?
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What do you want me to say?
The system's not perfect, you know.
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People just wanted to show their disgust
at what was happening.
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And justifiably so, I mean...
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I'm not saying it wasn't justifiable.
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I'm only saying that
if you're gonna prosecute war crimes,
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you'd better make sure that more than
one man takes the blame for everything.
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It's ridiculous.
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So, what are you...
Where are you going?
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Uh...l got to meet my brother.
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- Okay, I'm gonna go this way.
- Alright. See you.
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( CYPRESS HILL:
"I Wanna Get High")
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80 high
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I wanna get high
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80 high
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I wanna get high
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80 high
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I wanna get high
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80 high
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Well, that's the funk elastic
The blunt I twist it
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The slammified, Buddhafied
funk on your discus
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Oh, what, you missed this?
You got to bear witness
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Catch a ho and another ho
Merry Christmas
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Yes, I smoke shit
straight off the roach clip
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I roach it, roll the blunt at once
to approach it
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Forward motion
Make you sway like the ocean
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The herb is more
than just a powerful potion
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What's the commotion?
Yo, I'm not joking around
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People learning 'bout
what they're smoking
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My oven's on high
when I roast the quail
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Tell Bill Clinton to go and inhale
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Exhale, now you felt
the phunk of the Thai
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When I feel the effects,
I wanna get high...
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(Speaks foreign language)
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Nice night.
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Look at me and tell me...
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to go away.
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Don't ask. Tell me.
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Please.
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Oh, please don't hurt...
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You think that's gonna stop me?
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No. Please.
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Collaborator.
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Want to know what's gonna happen?
Just wait and see.
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Okay, lady, we'll get a description of the
perp out to the sector guys in the area.
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You see her again on the street,
just call 911.
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If we happen to pick her up,
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you're gonna have to come into
the station house to view a line-up.
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- That's it?
- You're lucky she didn't out your throat.
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(PA) 'Paging Dr. Simpson.'
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(Whispers) Oh, my God.
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(Tap runs)
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(Sobs)
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No.
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(Exhales)
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Oh, fuck!
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(Sobs)
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Yeah.
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(Panting)
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(Groans)
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(Grunts)
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(Moans)
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One aspect of determinism
is manifested in the fact
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that the unsaved don't recognize
the sin in their lives.
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They're unconscious of it.
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They don't suffer pangs of conscience
because they don't recognize evil exists.
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This is because
they're all predestined to hell
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and therefore never brought
to the light of metanoia,
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or conversion,
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which is a work of grace
only in a believer's life,
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so when considering
the salvatory aspect of facing guilt,
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suffering is a good thing.
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We should all hope to feel guilty,
to feel pain,
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so we can seek pardon
and ultimately freedom.
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Guilt is a Sign that
God is working out your destiny
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and it's a foolish person
who refuses to acknowledge this.
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Now in the text of the institutions,
if you look on page 36...
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Kathleen?
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If we look on page 36...
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(Moans)
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(Coughs)
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(Moans)
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(Coughs and groans)
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(Baby cries)
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(PA) 'Dr Moreiro.
Dr Moreiro, please.'
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Hi, Kathy.
I'm your attending physician.
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How do you feel?
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Well, the tests so far
do not indicate anything serious,
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and the, uh...wound shows
absolutely no infection.
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The AIDS virus couldn't manifest itself
so quickly, if you're curious about that.
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What we really think is going on is that
you probably have some chronic anemia
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which has been exacerbated
by this traumatic event.
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We're just gonna keep you here
for a few days.
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Build you up with fluids and iron.
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You should be on your way in no time.
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Any questions?
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(Woman) And if you need help in the
meantime, just ring for the nurse, okay?
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(Distant voices echo)
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(Coughs)
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(Indistinct voice echoes)
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- on, in.
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Where have you been?
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In the infirmary.
I haven't been feeling well.
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Oof! You're not kidding.
You don't look so good.
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Mm. Did they give you something for it?
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Medicine's just an extended metaphor
for omnipotence.
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- They gave me antibiotics.
- I hope you're taking 'em.
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Yeah, of course.
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- What are you looking at?
- I don't know.
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I didn't mean to stare.
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You alright?
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Yeah.
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Did you read the assignment
for the Cassidy seminar?
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Yeah, I did. You get through it?
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They're all liars.
Let 'em rot with cancer.
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We'll see what they have to say
about free will.
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How can you eat and read that stuff
at the same time?
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What is with you?
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Ever question the sanity of bothering
to do a dissertation on these idiots?
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Well, it's either this or an E.D.D.
It's our only other option.
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- Have you seen the exhibit?
- Uh-uh.
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- You wanna go?
- Yeah, I'll meet you after class.
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Okay.
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(Man) 'This is what the Germans did.
Let there be no mistake about it.
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'Did deliberately and slowly,
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'to doctors, authors, lawyers, musicians,
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'to professional people of every kind...'
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(Man prays in Hebrew)
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(Kathleen) 'I know clearly
one half of the truth
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'and that is one half more
than they recognize.
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'The old adage from Santayana,
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'that those who don't learn from history
are doomed to repeat it,
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'is a lie.
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'There is no history.
Everything we are is eternally with us.
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'Our question is, therefore, what can
save us from our crazy insistence
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'of spreading the blight
in ever-widening circles?'
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(Hitler's speech in background)
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(Hitler's speech echoes)
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(Professor) ��Being and Nothingness",
"Being and Time."'
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"Ideas", "Sickness unto Death."
Kierkegaard.
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"Will to Power". Nietzsche.
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For next week, I want you to finish
the first 120 pages
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of Sartre's "Being And Nothingness".
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Are there any questions?
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Okay, class dismissed.
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I heard you weren't feeling we��.
Are you alright now?
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Yes, thanks.
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- Do you still want to meet at seven?
- (Kathleen) Yes.
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You can bring
whatever you've done so far.
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Okay.
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And maybe we can grab
something to eat while we're at it.
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That's fine.
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- You sure you're up to it?
- Yeah.
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(Distant sirens wail)
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(Kathleen) 'It makes no difference
what I do, whether I draw blood or not.
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'It's the violence of my will
against theirs.'
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( Classical music playing)
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Is there something wrong?
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You haven't said a word all night long.
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Silence has two aspects,
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one according to Sartre,
the other to Max Picard.
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- Why don't you guess why I'm quiet?
- To amuse you?
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What is it?
Did I say something to upset you?
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You're too egotistical, Professor.
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True, but what is it? What's wrong?
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Look, it's getting late.
Uh...we ought to get to work.
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Some things are more important
than others.
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Besides, aren't you the one
who eschews speculative philosophy?
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I've come to terms with my existence,
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applying what I've learned
to my own being.
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We'll get to the thesis in good time.
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Such sad music, isn't it?
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Oh, it's making me depressed.
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Let's go.
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Listen...
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- I think I'd better go home.
- I don't.
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Please. Come on in. Come on in.
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It hasn't been the most enjoyable
evening, you know.
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Shh, come on.
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So, do you want something to drink?
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- What do you got?
- Anything you want.
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Hold on a minute. I got something.
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Dependency is a marvelous thing.
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It does more for the soul than
any formulation of doctoral material.
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Indulge me.
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Give me your arm.
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( Music plays faintly)
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They tried to poison the fetus
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We gonna check it out like this
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- Aah!
- All hell
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The high exalted
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Yo, my motherfucking name is
Fredro Starr, know what I'm saying?
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I'm up here with my man Sonee the
money, the motherfucking greasiest
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Get a life
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And my motherfucking nigga
Sticky the fucking fingaz
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- Get a life!
- You know what I'm saying?
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- Yo Sonee
- Get a life
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Step to your motherfucking business,
nigga, word up
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I'm not the type to be flabbergasted
but all my doubters mastered
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It ain't a matter bastard rule
my hazard Niggaz get blasted
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Soon as I bring what I got
in store for the new order
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Who want it?
We got what you're looking for...
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I need some money and pussy,
know what I'm saying?
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That bitch ain't worth shit.
None of you bitches are worth shit.
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I'm trying to fuck anything tonight.
251
00:31:28,512 --> 00:31:31,973
What's up, girlfriend? Where you
going, girlfriend? What's your name?
252
00:31:32,099 --> 00:31:33,100
What's your name?
253
00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:35,811
My name is Black.
Know what I'm saying?
254
00:31:35,936 --> 00:31:39,356
You into jungle fever or what? Huh?
255
00:31:41,274 --> 00:31:43,735
- I tell you, I'll be seeing you, alright?
- Alright.
256
00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:45,320
- I'll be seeing you.
- Alright.
257
00:31:45,445 --> 00:31:48,156
I'll be out here a lot,
you know what I'm saying?
258
00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:50,867
You have the right to remain violent
259
00:31:50,992 --> 00:31:55,038
Anything you say can and will
be used against you to kill
260
00:31:55,163 --> 00:31:57,791
I'm a tyrant striking like a Viking...
261
00:32:03,672 --> 00:32:06,716
(Kathleen) 'Oh, the stench here's
worse than a charnel house.
262
00:32:06,842 --> 00:32:10,720
'This is a graveyard.
Rows of crumbling tombstones.
263
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:13,265
'Vicious, libelous epitaphs.
264
00:32:15,308 --> 00:32:17,936
'And we're all drawn here like flies.'
265
00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:25,879
- How's it going?
- Oh, take a look.
266
00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:27,631
Yeah, me too.
267
00:33:30,926 --> 00:33:34,638
- What's your major?
- Anthropology.
268
00:33:34,763 --> 00:33:38,016
- Do you like it?
- What else is there?
269
00:33:38,141 --> 00:33:40,977
Man is the measure of all things.
270
00:33:41,102 --> 00:33:42,771
Protagoras.
271
00:33:44,439 --> 00:33:45,857
Right?
272
00:33:47,275 --> 00:33:49,319
What are you studying?
273
00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:52,197
Adversity's sweet milk, philosophy.
274
00:33:58,703 --> 00:34:00,705
Are you ever afraid
to walk these streets?
275
00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:04,084
Yeah, always.
But what choice do we have?
276
00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:06,670
It's that or go to college in South Dakota.
277
00:34:06,795 --> 00:34:09,297
Hm. Or not go at all. That's a choice.
278
00:34:09,422 --> 00:34:11,925
Hm, not one that would make me happy.
279
00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:14,719
I like it here, you know?
280
00:34:15,637 --> 00:34:18,181
- Do you live in the dorms?
- Yeah. You?
281
00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,350
- My own apartment.
- Oh.
282
00:34:20,475 --> 00:34:22,435
You want to come over?
283
00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:24,854
I'm going straight through till morning.
We can have some coffee.
284
00:34:24,980 --> 00:34:26,147
Sure.
285
00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:30,151
- Wanna talk more about Feuerbach?
- Sure. I'll come over.
286
00:34:35,490 --> 00:34:40,537
(Man) 'Well, as I said before,
the Muslims killed 1,250 people.
287
00:34:40,662 --> 00:34:45,125
'The Muslims hold the high ground
on both sides...'
288
00:34:45,250 --> 00:34:48,628
'Why don't you explain
what's going on?'
289
00:34:51,464 --> 00:34:57,053
'Gary, it's a little village
that stretches from the Drina River.
290
00:34:57,178 --> 00:34:59,431
'It has a river running through it,
291
00:34:59,556 --> 00:35:01,224
'a little smaller river,
292
00:35:01,349 --> 00:35:04,269
'and it goes all the way back to a dam.
293
00:35:04,394 --> 00:35:08,857
'And this valley is the...
294
00:35:10,609 --> 00:35:12,110
'...this valley...
295
00:35:14,487 --> 00:35:16,865
'...has hills on both sides...
296
00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:21,620
'The Muslims hold the high ground.
297
00:35:21,745 --> 00:35:23,830
'...halfway demolished by the war,
298
00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:28,668
'then they go around and they try
to identify every one of the bodies.
299
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:31,630
'That's all they're doing here
is identifying the bodies.
300
00:35:31,755 --> 00:35:37,427
'I was not able...
obviously I couldn't believe the extent...'
301
00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,220
(Sobs)
302
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,904
What the hell were you thinking?
303
00:35:56,738 --> 00:35:59,491
Why didn't you just tell me to go?
304
00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,621
Why didn't you say get lost,
like you really meant it?
305
00:36:07,666 --> 00:36:10,585
I was afraid you'd hurt me.
306
00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:14,756
- Worse than I've done?
- I don't even know what you've done.
307
00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:19,302
I don't even know what the hell this is.
308
00:36:20,053 --> 00:36:21,346
(Moans)
309
00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:26,017
Am I gonna get sick now?
310
00:36:26,142 --> 00:36:28,061
No.
311
00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,021
No worse than you were before.
312
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:32,941
What is that supposed to mean?
313
00:36:35,652 --> 00:36:38,113
How can you act so glibly?
314
00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:40,657
Look what you've done to me!
315
00:36:40,782 --> 00:36:42,951
How could you do this?
316
00:36:43,076 --> 00:36:46,121
Doesn't this affect you at all?
317
00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,168
No.
318
00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,964
It was your decision.
319
00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:08,226
Your friend Feuerbach wrote
320
00:37:08,351 --> 00:37:13,106
that all men counting stars
are equivalent in every way to God.
321
00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:16,359
My indifference is not the concern here.
322
00:37:16,484 --> 00:37:19,863
It's your astonishment
that needs studying.
323
00:37:30,790 --> 00:37:32,375
(Whimpers)
324
00:37:39,507 --> 00:37:42,010
Where were you?
I was calling you all last night.
325
00:37:42,135 --> 00:37:44,179
Uh...in the library.
326
00:37:44,304 --> 00:37:47,098
Oh. Maybe you should slow down,
Kathleen.
327
00:37:47,223 --> 00:37:50,852
I don't know if you've seen
what you look like lately, but...
328
00:37:50,977 --> 00:37:53,438
I never felt better in my whole life.
329
00:37:57,025 --> 00:38:00,236
I'm beginning to think maybe
I should be worrying about you.
330
00:38:00,361 --> 00:38:02,238
Oh, man.
331
00:38:02,363 --> 00:38:04,616
Oh, fuck.
332
00:38:04,741 --> 00:38:07,660
- Kathy?
- Man...
333
00:38:07,786 --> 00:38:09,579
- You alright?
- Yeah, yeah.
334
00:38:09,704 --> 00:38:13,333
I just...l just remembered that
I forgot something upstairs, okay?
335
00:38:13,458 --> 00:38:15,293
So, I'll, uh...I'll see you later.
336
00:38:15,418 --> 00:38:17,337
- I'll call you or something.
- I'll wait here for you.
337
00:38:17,462 --> 00:38:19,088
Don't worry about it. It's...
338
00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:23,134
(Coughs) It's gonna take me some time.
I'll see you, okay?
339
00:38:23,259 --> 00:38:24,677
Alright.
340
00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:33,436
( Hip-hop music plays over dialogue)
341
00:38:43,530 --> 00:38:45,865
Look at this big girl here.
Big girl, huh?
342
00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:48,743
Alright? Alright?
343
00:39:09,264 --> 00:39:12,183
Shorty, what's up?
We on tonight, huh?
344
00:39:12,308 --> 00:39:14,352
I'm gonna take you some place.
345
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:19,983
- Hey, I'm off, man. Booty call, man.
- Alright.
346
00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:37,208
Fuck you doing?
Chill, shorty. Chill, shorty.
347
00:39:37,333 --> 00:39:39,460
- Tell me to leave you alone.
- Fuck!
348
00:39:39,586 --> 00:39:42,005
Why don't you tell me
to leave you alone?
349
00:39:42,130 --> 00:39:43,798
Why don't you tell me
to leave you alone?
350
00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:45,383
Get the fuck off me, bitch!
351
00:39:45,508 --> 00:39:49,888
Why don't you tell me
to leave you alone, huh? Huh?
352
00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:52,682
Tell me to go
and I will leave you alone.
353
00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:56,102
- Aargh!
- (Bones crunch)
354
00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:59,814
Tell me to 90.
Tell me to leave you alone.
355
00:40:03,526 --> 00:40:04,944
(Groans)
356
00:40:16,289 --> 00:40:17,790
( ONYX: "Better Off Dead")
357
00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:21,085
Fuck dat, ya better off dead
358
00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:23,713
Fuck dat, ya better off dead
359
00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,591
Cover me, I'm going in
Move 'em in, take 'em out
360
00:40:26,716 --> 00:40:29,594
The time when niggaz seem
to always fight a lost battle
361
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:32,305
It's too late to pray
I'm selling one-way tickets to hell...
362
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:34,766
(Knock at door)
363
00:40:35,934 --> 00:40:37,435
(Knocking)
364
00:40:38,853 --> 00:40:41,564
(Kathleen) Who is it?
(Man) Delivery.
365
00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:50,323
- Miss Conklin?
- (Kathleen) Yeah.
366
00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,119
Thanks.
367
00:40:55,244 --> 00:40:58,289
I want to get high
368
00:40:58,414 --> 00:41:01,125
80 high
369
00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:04,087
I want to get high
370
00:41:04,212 --> 00:41:07,048
80 high
371
00:41:07,173 --> 00:41:10,093
I want to get high
372
00:41:10,218 --> 00:41:13,054
80 high
373
00:41:13,179 --> 00:41:16,057
I want to get high
374
00:41:16,182 --> 00:41:19,560
80 high
375
00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:22,647
Well, that's the funk elastic
The blunt I twist it
376
00:41:22,772 --> 00:41:26,025
The slammified, Buddhafied,
funk on your discus
377
00:41:26,150 --> 00:41:28,987
Oh, what, you missed this?
You got to bear witness
378
00:41:29,112 --> 00:41:31,906
Catch a ho and another ho
Merry Christmas
379
00:41:32,031 --> 00:41:35,034
Yes, I smoke shit
straight off the roach clip
380
00:41:35,159 --> 00:41:37,745
I roach it, fold the blunt at once
to approach it
381
00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:40,665
Forward motion
Make you sway like the ocean
382
00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:43,835
The herb is more
than just a powerful potion
383
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:47,547
What's the commotion?
Yo, I'm not joking around
384
00:41:47,672 --> 00:41:49,757
People learning 'bout
what they're smoking
385
00:41:49,882 --> 00:41:52,719
My oven's on high
when I roast the quail
386
00:41:52,844 --> 00:41:55,638
Tell Bill Clinton to go and inhale
387
00:41:55,763 --> 00:41:58,099
Exhale, now you felt
the phunk of the Thai
388
00:41:58,224 --> 00:42:02,270
When I feel the effects
I want to get high...
389
00:42:02,395 --> 00:42:04,605
- Oh, Jesus.
- Come on.
390
00:42:04,731 --> 00:42:07,191
I need to talk to you, Jean.
391
00:42:08,276 --> 00:42:10,820
- Well, you're welcome for the flowers.
- Come on.
392
00:42:10,945 --> 00:42:13,448
Come on, I want to talk to you, okay?
393
00:42:13,573 --> 00:42:16,367
- Alright.
- Please. Let's talk.
394
00:42:19,996 --> 00:42:23,958
I met a guy. He's a vet.
I spent a couple nights with him.
395
00:42:25,001 --> 00:42:27,086
Since when do you smoke?
396
00:42:27,879 --> 00:42:32,050
You know what he does all day?
He kills cows.
397
00:42:32,175 --> 00:42:34,469
He works in the slaughterhouse
in blood up to his ankles.
398
00:42:34,594 --> 00:42:35,803
I asked him how come.
399
00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:38,848
He says a career after four years
of preparation at Princeton
400
00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:42,518
couldn't compete with what
they taught him in Southeast Asia.
401
00:42:42,643 --> 00:42:44,604
At night, he just rides around
in his meat truck.
402
00:42:44,729 --> 00:42:48,816
He picks up hitchhikers.
Takes them wherever they want to go.
403
00:42:51,110 --> 00:42:53,362
You're halfway through your dissertation.
404
00:42:53,488 --> 00:42:56,574
You don't go to class, you don't study,
you don't conference.
405
00:42:56,699 --> 00:42:59,327
I don't know what the hell you're doing.
406
00:42:59,452 --> 00:43:01,037
Every philosopher had a predecessor,
407
00:43:01,162 --> 00:43:04,248
without whom his system of philosophy
could have never developed.
408
00:43:04,373 --> 00:43:07,251
The same could be said for all of us,
but you see, it's all failed,
409
00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:09,879
because our predecessor
doesn't have a name.
410
00:43:10,004 --> 00:43:13,299
Our predecessor to what?
I don't know what you're talking about.
411
00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:16,886
Guilt doesn't pass with time, Jean.
It's eternal.
412
00:43:18,221 --> 00:43:19,430
Yeah?
413
00:43:20,932 --> 00:43:24,060
The appetite's insatiable. That's what
I've learned in the last couple of weeks.
414
00:43:24,185 --> 00:43:26,270
You're not gonna try to deny that,
are you?
415
00:43:26,395 --> 00:43:27,855
At least show me
you've learned that much.
416
00:43:27,980 --> 00:43:30,691
Show you what? You want an apology
for ethical relativism or something?
417
00:43:30,817 --> 00:43:35,571
No. Prove there's no evil
and you can go.
418
00:43:35,696 --> 00:43:37,824
What do you mean, I can go?
419
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:41,327
The mirrors in my house, I had to cover
them up. Why do you think that is?
420
00:43:41,452 --> 00:43:44,372
What is it in my face
that I don't want to look at?
421
00:43:44,497 --> 00:43:46,332
Kathy, you're starting to scare me now,
you know that?
422
00:43:46,457 --> 00:43:49,418
See, it's these eyes. It's the eyes.
423
00:43:49,544 --> 00:43:52,255
Eventually, everyone does the same.
424
00:43:53,256 --> 00:43:57,343
Kathy, you want my advice?
You should get to the infirmary.
425
00:43:57,468 --> 00:44:00,930
You think hell shuts down
after a couple of years?
426
00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:03,975
You think what you've done isn't
floating around somewhere in space?
427
00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:07,478
What makes you think you've been forgiven
for lying to your mother as a child, huh?
428
00:44:07,603 --> 00:44:09,814
Or for having slept with married men
in adultery,
429
00:44:09,939 --> 00:44:12,441
or paying taxes that turn
Central America into a mud puddle, huh?
430
00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:13,776
- Well, I...
- Come here.
431
00:44:13,901 --> 00:44:15,695
I wanna take you to the girls' room,
alright? Come here.
432
00:44:15,820 --> 00:44:18,906
I wanna show you something.
Come here. What are you afraid of?
433
00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:23,369
You wanna see something?
434
00:44:29,458 --> 00:44:32,086
(Jean) No. Jesus.
435
00:44:32,211 --> 00:44:34,797
I'm rotting inside.
436
00:44:34,922 --> 00:44:37,425
But I'm not dying.
437
00:44:37,550 --> 00:44:40,344
I could go on like this forever.
438
00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:41,762
Kathy...
439
00:44:41,888 --> 00:44:45,308
No, come on.
We're all called in for the debt.
440
00:44:45,433 --> 00:44:48,186
Most of us go for plastic surgery
to hide the blemishes.
441
00:44:48,311 --> 00:44:50,938
But you can't out
where the disease originates.
442
00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:56,402
I don't even know who I'm talking to.
Kathy, you gotta get some help.
443
00:44:57,361 --> 00:44:59,780
You know, this obtuseness,
it's disheartening,
444
00:44:59,906 --> 00:45:03,284
especially in a doctoral candidate.
You ought to know better.
445
00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:06,913
I... I ought to know what better?
You're acting like a lunatic!
446
00:45:07,038 --> 00:45:11,709
Sure, it's easy to spot in people like me.
The cancer's grown obvious.
447
00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:15,004
But you're as terminal as I am.
You know that?
448
00:45:17,381 --> 00:45:21,219
You're as addicted as I am.
It's the nature of the organism.
449
00:45:21,344 --> 00:45:23,512
Is that what this is about?
450
00:45:23,638 --> 00:45:25,723
Yeah, that's it.
451
00:45:29,268 --> 00:45:31,270
Now look me in the face.
452
00:45:31,395 --> 00:45:33,522
Tell me to go.
453
00:45:35,149 --> 00:45:38,236
Look sin in the face
and tell it to go.
454
00:45:38,361 --> 00:45:39,654
Kathy...
455
00:45:40,905 --> 00:45:42,698
Please.
456
00:45:42,823 --> 00:45:44,867
- That's what it does to you.
- Ow.
457
00:45:44,992 --> 00:45:46,953
You look me in the face
and you tell me to go.
458
00:45:47,078 --> 00:45:48,913
- You're hurting me.
- Are you kidding me?
459
00:45:49,038 --> 00:45:51,374
- I'll crush you like cardboard.
- Kathy, what do you want from me?
460
00:45:51,499 --> 00:45:53,876
Look me in the face.
Tell me to go, like you mean it.
461
00:45:54,001 --> 00:45:56,087
- Kathy, please.
- Say it with authority now.
462
00:45:56,212 --> 00:45:57,630
- Let go!
- Say it with authority.
463
00:45:57,755 --> 00:45:59,215
Let go!
464
00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:02,843
How you gonna see yourself
after tonight?
465
00:46:02,969 --> 00:46:04,428
Please stop it.
466
00:46:04,553 --> 00:46:08,307
Please stop it.
Please let go of me, Kathy.
467
00:46:08,432 --> 00:46:09,892
Kathy!
468
00:47:21,380 --> 00:47:24,008
I know, but you can't really be
that way with people,
469
00:47:24,133 --> 00:47:26,344
because if you say that to me
470
00:47:26,469 --> 00:47:29,555
then I can't do anything
but take it badly.
471
00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:31,223
Of course, of course.
472
00:47:31,349 --> 00:47:33,976
But I'm not even enjoying
reading the proofs.
473
00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,812
Even if it gets published, I hate it.
474
00:47:36,937 --> 00:47:39,523
It's all wrong, man. It's all wrong.
475
00:47:41,150 --> 00:47:43,235
And then to bump into...
476
00:47:45,029 --> 00:47:46,530
Hmm...
477
00:47:48,074 --> 00:47:50,993
Why don't you just tell me
to leave you alone?
478
00:47:51,118 --> 00:47:53,371
Like you mean it?
479
00:47:53,496 --> 00:47:54,914
Harder.
480
00:47:56,123 --> 00:47:58,459
You want to go someplace dark?
481
00:48:17,019 --> 00:48:21,482
Hm. Your breath smells like shit.
You know that?
482
00:48:22,691 --> 00:48:26,112
You know how long I've been fasting?
40 years.
483
00:48:26,237 --> 00:48:30,616
The last time I shot up,
I had a dozen and a half in one night.
484
00:48:30,741 --> 00:48:33,994
They fall like flies before the hunger,
don't they?
485
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,205
You can never get enough, can you?
486
00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:42,169
But you learn to control it. You learn
like the Tibetans to survive on a little.
487
00:48:43,462 --> 00:48:44,839
Here.
488
00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:55,391
So, what you been doing, then?
What do you have inside?
489
00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:57,601
Any kids?
490
00:48:57,726 --> 00:48:59,854
A lot of... Any children?
491
00:49:00,980 --> 00:49:05,443
The first one's the hardest, isn't it?
After that, they're like all the rest.
492
00:49:08,737 --> 00:49:11,907
Well... here we are.
493
00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:19,790
Come in.
494
00:49:30,593 --> 00:49:32,553
The entire world's a graveyard,
495
00:49:32,678 --> 00:49:37,349
and we the birds of prey
picking at the bones, that's all we are.
496
00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:43,063
We're the ones who let the dying
know the hour has come.
497
00:49:44,398 --> 00:49:46,025
Yes...
498
00:49:46,150 --> 00:49:47,902
Sit.
499
00:49:50,029 --> 00:49:52,948
You think Nietzsche
understood something?
500
00:49:53,073 --> 00:49:58,120
Mankind has striven
to exist beyond good and evil.
501
00:49:58,245 --> 00:50:00,122
From the beginning.
502
00:50:04,293 --> 00:50:06,295
You know what they found?
503
00:50:06,420 --> 00:50:08,047
Me.
504
00:50:08,172 --> 00:50:10,466
- You want tea?
- No.
505
00:50:10,591 --> 00:50:13,052
Maybe later, huh?
506
00:50:13,177 --> 00:50:16,514
- How can you drink it?
- A lot of people drink tea.
507
00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:19,934
- I mean people like us.
- I'm not like you. You're nothing.
508
00:50:20,059 --> 00:50:23,729
That's something you ought not to forget.
You're not a person.
509
00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,564
You're nothing.
510
00:50:31,278 --> 00:50:33,739
Have you read "Naked Lunch"?
511
00:50:35,699 --> 00:50:40,412
Burroughs perfectly describes
what it's like to go without a fix.
512
00:50:48,128 --> 00:50:49,547
Who are you?
513
00:50:50,464 --> 00:50:53,092
My name's Peina.
514
00:50:53,217 --> 00:50:58,013
- What do you want from me?
- No. What do you want from me?
515
00:50:58,138 --> 00:51:01,892
You came after me, you took my hand,
you tried to force me into some alley.
516
00:51:02,017 --> 00:51:04,311
Isn't that how it went?
You think you understand things.
517
00:51:04,436 --> 00:51:07,773
You know nothing.
You understand nothing!
518
00:51:07,898 --> 00:51:10,734
I'll show you what you are.
519
00:51:12,653 --> 00:51:14,697
Teach you what hunger is.
520
00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:21,161
You thought the first time was difficult?
521
00:51:21,287 --> 00:51:22,830
Relax.
522
00:51:22,955 --> 00:51:25,332
It's a long time till sunrise.
523
00:51:48,939 --> 00:51:51,692
You can't eat. You can't sleep.
524
00:51:51,817 --> 00:51:55,154
You can't even go out
to satisfy the urge during the day.
525
00:51:55,279 --> 00:51:58,073
You're a slave to what you are
and you're nothing.
526
00:51:58,198 --> 00:52:01,660
I defecate.
When's the last time you did that?
527
00:52:01,785 --> 00:52:05,122
I'm almost human.
I eat, I sleep, I have a job.
528
00:52:05,247 --> 00:52:07,333
I can diet. It took a long time.
529
00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:10,169
You think you know what we are.
530
00:52:10,294 --> 00:52:13,964
The point is to blend in,
not to stand out like a sore thumb.
531
00:52:14,089 --> 00:52:17,134
It's... it's quality of existence.
532
00:52:18,636 --> 00:52:21,805
My habit is controlled by my will.
533
00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:25,225
True, my will initially formed
by my addiction,
534
00:52:25,351 --> 00:52:30,481
but now strong enough
to dictate the conditions
535
00:52:30,606 --> 00:52:32,941
of fulfilling my needs.
536
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:36,654
Is that abstract?
537
00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:42,576
Whatever good is in you,
I will use for my sustenance,
538
00:52:42,701 --> 00:52:47,665
and for you it�� feel as though
you haven't eaten in weeks.
539
00:52:50,668 --> 00:52:54,004
Demons suffer in hell.
540
00:53:00,886 --> 00:53:02,304
(Sucks)
541
00:53:22,783 --> 00:53:24,451
(Moans)
542
00:53:32,960 --> 00:53:35,087
(Groans)
543
00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:46,974
Oh!
544
00:54:05,659 --> 00:54:07,286
(Kathleen groans)
545
00:54:26,013 --> 00:54:28,056
You can't kill what's dead.
546
00:54:28,182 --> 00:54:30,350
(Kathleen) Oh...! What?
547
00:54:32,019 --> 00:54:35,230
Eternity's a long time. Get used to it.
548
00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:40,861
Please help... help me.
549
00:54:40,986 --> 00:54:43,906
(Peina) What are you worried about?
You're not gonna die.
550
00:54:44,031 --> 00:54:46,033
Pain...
551
00:54:46,158 --> 00:54:48,452
Pain's something else,
pain is something we all know,
552
00:54:48,577 --> 00:54:51,622
but it takes a special person
to see pain.
553
00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:55,250
Something about it.
554
00:54:58,921 --> 00:55:02,591
- Please help me.
- I'm not that person. Believe me.
555
00:55:04,092 --> 00:55:06,345
(Kathleen)
What...what's gonna happen to me?
556
00:55:06,470 --> 00:55:08,764
Read the books, Sartre, Beckett.
557
00:55:10,557 --> 00:55:13,769
Who do you think they're talking about?
You think they're works of fiction?
558
00:55:13,894 --> 00:55:18,106
"I felt the wind of the wings of madness."
Baudelaire.
559
00:55:18,232 --> 00:55:19,900
I'll be back late.
560
00:55:20,025 --> 00:55:22,277
(Kathleen) But what...?
561
00:55:22,402 --> 00:55:27,115
And be honest. You were not
trying to end it all just now.
562
00:55:27,241 --> 00:55:29,743
You were just trying to see
if I had left you anything you could eat,
563
00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:31,912
anything for a fix.
564
00:56:06,029 --> 00:56:07,698
(Metal fence clatters)
565
00:56:07,823 --> 00:56:10,367
(Kathleen) Please, help.
566
00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:12,327
Please.
567
00:56:15,831 --> 00:56:18,041
Please. Please.
568
00:56:18,834 --> 00:56:21,545
Come on! Please!
569
00:56:21,670 --> 00:56:23,714
Help me. Please.
570
00:56:26,258 --> 00:56:27,593
Please.
571
00:56:54,202 --> 00:56:55,621
Fuck.
572
00:56:58,415 --> 00:57:00,417
(Vehicle stops)
573
00:57:02,461 --> 00:57:05,422
(Door opens and shuts)
574
00:57:13,096 --> 00:57:15,265
(Man) Hey, lady.
575
00:57:15,390 --> 00:57:17,559
You alright?
576
00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:19,019
You okay?
577
00:57:19,144 --> 00:57:23,315
Come on. Let me get you off the street.
You alright, huh?
578
00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:25,359
Come on. I'll help you. Come on.
579
00:57:25,484 --> 00:57:28,278
- I'm so.
- Let me get you up.
580
00:57:28,403 --> 00:57:30,948
Come on. The St Francis
is right over here...
581
00:57:31,073 --> 00:57:33,075
(She snarls and bites)
582
00:57:45,712 --> 00:57:47,172
(He groans)
583
00:57:48,382 --> 00:57:50,342
(Man) What are you doing?
584
00:57:52,761 --> 00:57:55,389
(Kathleen) 'I finally understand
what all this is.
585
00:57:55,514 --> 00:57:57,933
'How it was all possible.
586
00:57:58,058 --> 00:58:01,812
'Now I see. Good Lord,
how we must look from out there.
587
00:58:03,230 --> 00:58:05,399
'Our addiction is evil.
588
00:58:05,524 --> 00:58:09,778
'The propensity for this evil lies
in our weakness before it.
589
00:58:09,903 --> 00:58:14,533
'Kierkegaard was right.
There is an awful precipice before us.
590
00:58:14,658 --> 00:58:16,827
'But he was wrong about the leap.
591
00:58:16,952 --> 00:58:21,289
'There's a difference
between jumping and being pushed.
592
00:58:22,416 --> 00:58:26,044
'You reach a point where you are forced
to face your own needs,
593
00:58:26,169 --> 00:58:31,216
'and the fact you can't terminate
the situation settles on you with full force.
594
00:58:32,426 --> 00:58:35,470
'It's not "cogito ergo sum",
595
00:58:35,595 --> 00:58:40,350
'but "dedita ergo sum, pecco ergo sum".'
596
00:58:52,863 --> 00:58:55,782
(Professor) 'In the intrusion of values...'
597
00:58:55,907 --> 00:58:58,076
(Kathleen) Philosophy is propaganda.
598
00:58:58,201 --> 00:59:03,081
There is always an attempt to influence
the object, to change its view of things.
599
00:59:03,206 --> 00:59:08,420
The real question is what is
the philosopher's impact on other egos,
600
00:59:08,545 --> 00:59:10,672
transcendent or otherwise.
601
00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:14,009
Does that lie within the grammar
of your thesis?
602
00:59:14,134 --> 00:59:17,971
If we eliminate the verb,
we eliminate meaning.
603
00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:21,767
The predicate defines
the noun's role in being.
604
00:59:21,892 --> 00:59:25,645
That's why my analysis insisted
on a discernible didacticism
605
00:59:25,771 --> 00:59:27,773
in the works of the philosopher.
606
00:59:27,898 --> 00:59:31,610
It belies his transcendence,
his independence.
607
00:59:31,735 --> 00:59:33,779
(Professor) And the result?
608
00:59:33,904 --> 00:59:36,323
(Kathleen) Essence is revealed
through praxis.
609
00:59:37,532 --> 00:59:41,453
The philosopher's words,
his ideas, his actions,
610
00:59:41,578 --> 00:59:45,123
cannot be separated
from his value, his meaning.
611
00:59:46,249 --> 00:59:49,211
That's what it's all about, isn't it?
612
00:59:49,336 --> 00:59:52,047
Our impact on other egos.
613
00:59:52,172 --> 00:59:54,800
(Man 1) So it's where I got
my primary degree.
614
00:59:54,925 --> 00:59:57,552
(Man 2) Oh, right. That's so interesting.
615
00:59:59,888 --> 01:00:02,641
(Clamor of overlapping conversations)
616
01:00:07,813 --> 01:00:09,981
- Dean?
- What? Oh, congratulations.
617
01:00:10,107 --> 01:00:13,151
- Thank you.
- Doctor. All the best.
618
01:00:13,276 --> 01:00:15,654
I'd like to invite you,
faculty and friends,
619
01:00:15,779 --> 01:00:17,906
to a small get-together
I'm having after the reception.
620
01:00:18,031 --> 01:00:20,200
- Okay, I will be honored.
- Yes?
621
01:00:20,325 --> 01:00:22,828
- And I will be there. You can bet it.
- Please be there.
622
01:00:22,953 --> 01:00:24,454
- I will.
- Thank you.
623
01:00:26,706 --> 01:00:28,291
- Nine?
- Mm-hm.
624
01:00:28,416 --> 01:00:29,668
- Okay.
- Okay.
625
01:00:29,793 --> 01:00:31,795
I'll see you there.
626
01:00:44,432 --> 01:00:47,227
(Kathleen) 'There's a dual nature
to the addiction.
627
01:00:47,352 --> 01:00:51,523
'It satisfies the hunger
which evil engenders.
628
01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:53,441
'But it also dulls our perception
629
01:00:53,567 --> 01:00:57,320
'so we are helped to forget
how ill we really are.
630
01:00:57,445 --> 01:01:01,992
We drink to escape
the fact we're alcoholics.
631
01:01:02,117 --> 01:01:05,453
Existence is the search
for relief from our habit,
632
01:01:05,579 --> 01:01:09,374
'and our habit is the only relief
we can find.'
633
01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:16,256
Good evening, sister.
How are you today?
634
01:01:16,381 --> 01:01:19,217
Hear the good news.
God loves you.
635
01:01:19,342 --> 01:01:21,428
God loves you.
636
01:01:25,599 --> 01:01:29,186
Hear the word of God, brother. We give
free lunches at our center every day.
637
01:01:29,311 --> 01:01:31,479
It's on 35th Street. The address is there.
638
01:01:31,605 --> 01:01:33,398
God loves you.
639
01:01:33,523 --> 01:01:36,401
- Please come inside.
- No, I can't. Thank you.
640
01:01:36,526 --> 01:01:38,320
Please.
641
01:01:38,445 --> 01:01:41,615
I can't. I... I appreciate the offer.
Maybe another time.
642
01:01:41,740 --> 01:01:43,617
God bless you.
643
01:01:43,742 --> 01:01:46,786
Hear the word of God,
the good news.
644
01:01:46,912 --> 01:01:49,080
God loves you, brother.
645
01:01:49,206 --> 01:01:51,708
Like him? Why?
646
01:01:53,210 --> 01:01:55,754
Why not? Huh? And fucking why not?
647
01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,382
No! I will not! I...
648
01:01:59,507 --> 01:02:02,219
I will not submit. I will not!
649
01:02:02,344 --> 01:02:04,679
I will not submit!
650
01:02:04,804 --> 01:02:07,015
No! No!
651
01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:10,101
No! God!
652
01:02:12,270 --> 01:02:14,981
No! No!
653
01:02:26,910 --> 01:02:28,954
No. No!
654
01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:33,833
I will not!
655
01:02:33,959 --> 01:02:36,211
No, I will not.
656
01:02:36,336 --> 01:02:39,005
I will not. I will not.
657
01:02:39,130 --> 01:02:41,174
I will not submit.
658
01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:44,177
I will not!
659
01:02:46,721 --> 01:02:48,723
( Piano music plays)
660
01:02:53,812 --> 01:02:57,274
(Man) If you don't like this,
there's stuff on the floor over there.
661
01:02:57,399 --> 01:02:59,484
(Overlapping conversations)
662
01:03:15,041 --> 01:03:18,586
- Have you seen Kathy?
- Not all night.
663
01:03:18,712 --> 01:03:20,130
Okay.
664
01:03:30,598 --> 01:03:32,017
Kathy?
665
01:03:34,853 --> 01:03:36,688
(Bottles clattering)
666
01:03:40,525 --> 01:03:44,738
You get me a woman. You make sure
I fit into her things. Now!
667
01:03:58,335 --> 01:04:00,795
- Hi. How am you? Um...
- Hi.
668
01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:03,381
- (Murmurs)
- Oh.
669
01:04:03,506 --> 01:04:06,384
Yeah, okay, great. Thanks.
670
01:04:08,762 --> 01:04:10,096
Yeah.
671
01:04:16,811 --> 01:04:18,855
(Screams)
672
01:04:22,692 --> 01:04:24,110
Jean.
673
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:32,202
(Clamor of conversations)
674
01:04:50,011 --> 01:04:54,099
Everybody, I would like to thank you all
for coming here tonight
675
01:04:54,224 --> 01:04:57,602
to help me celebrate
the conferral of my degree.
676
01:04:57,727 --> 01:05:00,522
I would like to acknowledge
a sincere debt of gratitude
677
01:05:00,647 --> 01:05:02,690
to the faculty and to the school.
678
01:05:02,816 --> 01:05:04,067
(Woman) Alright!
679
01:05:04,192 --> 01:05:08,488
And I'd like to share a little bit
of what I've learned
680
01:05:08,613 --> 01:05:11,324
through these long hard years of study.
681
01:05:11,449 --> 01:05:14,411
- (Applause and cheering)
- (Man) Yeah, alright! Whoo!
682
01:05:14,536 --> 01:05:17,455
To the doctor! The doctor!
683
01:05:20,083 --> 01:05:21,501
(Screams)
684
01:05:23,169 --> 01:05:25,338
(Screaming)
685
01:05:30,552 --> 01:05:32,720
(Screaming)
686
01:06:09,632 --> 01:06:11,509
Hey. Come on.
687
01:06:11,634 --> 01:06:13,511
Hey. Hey.
688
01:06:16,764 --> 01:06:19,267
(Screaming)
689
01:06:25,064 --> 01:06:26,941
(Screaming)
690
01:06:31,029 --> 01:06:32,864
(Sobs)
691
01:07:03,353 --> 01:07:05,647
(Sobs)
692
01:08:21,139 --> 01:08:22,640
(Cackles)
693
01:10:22,719 --> 01:10:24,345
(Murmurs)
694
01:10:40,737 --> 01:10:42,572
(Muffled speech)
695
01:10:47,577 --> 01:10:50,580
- (Woman) Glass of water...
- (Growls)
696
01:10:50,705 --> 01:10:52,832
Somebody call 911.
697
01:10:55,251 --> 01:10:56,461
(Gasps)
698
01:10:56,586 --> 01:11:00,548
(Man) Anybody call 911?
(Woman) Oh, God. Oh. God.
699
01:11:08,473 --> 01:11:11,476
(Distorted tannoy announcement)
700
01:11:16,647 --> 01:11:18,649
(Singing echoes)
701
01:11:49,263 --> 01:11:51,891
Try to get some rest.
702
01:11:52,016 --> 01:11:54,811
You're gonna be alright.
703
01:11:58,940 --> 01:12:00,399
(Whispers) Please.
704
01:12:00,525 --> 01:12:04,028
Let me... die. Please.
705
01:12:05,988 --> 01:12:08,825
No, nobody's gonna let you die.
706
01:12:14,831 --> 01:12:18,000
(Girl) Pick it up, one, two, three
707
01:12:18,125 --> 01:12:21,295
One, two, three, one, two, three
708
01:12:21,420 --> 01:12:24,507
Pick it up, one, two, three
709
01:12:24,632 --> 01:12:26,509
My dear lady...
710
01:12:26,634 --> 01:12:30,555
(Doctor) Would you please go
and find somebody to stop the racket?
711
01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:33,850
(Girl) One, two, three,
one, two, three
712
01:12:33,975 --> 01:12:37,353
Pick it up, one, two, three
713
01:12:37,478 --> 01:12:40,106
My dear lady...
714
01:12:53,286 --> 01:12:54,745
(Mutters)
715
01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:56,956
(Doctor) What?
716
01:12:57,081 --> 01:13:00,251
- The blinds.
- The blinds?
717
01:13:00,376 --> 01:13:04,422
Oh, you want me to open them?
Are you sure?
718
01:13:13,764 --> 01:13:15,182
Okay.
719
01:13:30,531 --> 01:13:32,575
(Labored breathing)
720
01:13:45,504 --> 01:13:47,006
(Sobs)
721
01:13:53,471 --> 01:13:55,348
(Gasping)
722
01:14:00,061 --> 01:14:01,437
(Sobs)
723
01:14:02,939 --> 01:14:04,607
(Moans)
724
01:14:13,532 --> 01:14:15,910
The seventh circle, huh?
725
01:14:20,164 --> 01:14:22,583
Dante described it perfectly.
726
01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:28,047
Bleeding trees waiting for judgment day,
727
01:14:28,172 --> 01:14:32,468
when we can all hang ourselves
from our own branches.
728
01:14:32,593 --> 01:14:34,887
It's not that easy.
729
01:14:37,098 --> 01:14:38,724
Doctor.
730
01:14:44,814 --> 01:14:49,485
To find rest... takes a real genius.
731
01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:55,616
It's all a matter of discernment.
732
01:14:57,952 --> 01:15:01,163
Now, RC. Sproul said
we're not sinners because we sin,
733
01:15:01,288 --> 01:15:05,543
but we sin because we are sinners.
734
01:15:08,671 --> 01:15:10,548
In more accessible terms...
735
01:15:12,925 --> 01:15:16,887
...we're not evil
because of the evil we do...
736
01:15:18,055 --> 01:15:21,559
...but we do evil
because we are evil.
737
01:15:22,977 --> 01:15:24,395
Yeah.
738
01:15:26,230 --> 01:15:29,233
And what choices do such people have?
739
01:15:30,526 --> 01:15:33,154
It's not like we have any options.
740
01:16:04,310 --> 01:16:07,146
Morning, Doctor.
How are you? Nice to see you.
741
01:16:07,271 --> 01:16:09,565
I haven't seen you lately.
How have you been? Okay?
742
01:16:09,690 --> 01:16:11,901
Good to see you, right, right.
743
01:16:27,333 --> 01:16:29,335
Good morning.
744
01:16:31,879 --> 01:16:33,881
How do you feel?
745
01:16:34,840 --> 01:16:36,967
Can I get you something?
746
01:16:49,063 --> 01:16:53,192
(Kathleen whispers)
I want... to make a confession.
747
01:16:54,985 --> 01:16:56,987
Are you a Catholic?
748
01:17:02,952 --> 01:17:06,288
I was...was baptized.
749
01:17:08,332 --> 01:17:11,210
What would you like to confess?
750
01:17:20,594 --> 01:17:22,012
God...
751
01:17:26,684 --> 01:17:28,686
...forgive me.
752
01:17:34,900 --> 01:17:38,154
Almighty God, have mercy on you.
753
01:17:38,279 --> 01:17:42,825
Forgive you all your sins
through our Lord Jesus Christ.
754
01:17:42,950 --> 01:17:45,369
Strengthen you in all goodness,
755
01:17:46,620 --> 01:17:52,293
and by the power of the Holy Spirit
keep you in eternal life.
756
01:18:01,719 --> 01:18:03,721
The body of Christ.
757
01:18:13,939 --> 01:18:15,816
(Kathleen) 'Amen.'
758
01:18:22,698 --> 01:18:24,700
(Church bell rings)
759
01:18:51,477 --> 01:18:54,605
(Kathleen)
'To face what we are in the end,
760
01:18:56,232 --> 01:19:01,987
'we stand before the light,
and our true nature is revealed.
761
01:19:02,112 --> 01:19:06,283
Self-revelation is annihilation of self.'
762
01:19:32,351 --> 01:19:34,353
( SCHOOLY D.: "Eternity")
763
01:19:35,354 --> 01:19:38,565
You thought you had another nigga
going on the run but here I come
764
01:19:38,691 --> 01:19:40,901
Standing on the corner
smoking cheebas
765
01:19:41,026 --> 01:19:43,946
With my niggas
with their cellulars and fevers
766
01:19:44,071 --> 01:19:46,782
Selling dope,
I cracked another coke
767
01:19:46,907 --> 01:19:49,827
And niggas pulled up
in a black superstroke
768
01:19:49,952 --> 01:19:52,705
They jumped up and said
nigger was to gain
769
01:19:52,830 --> 01:19:55,749
I stepped to the bar
Said Schooly D's the name
770
01:19:55,874 --> 01:19:58,544
I reached for my shit
only when I has to
771
01:19:58,669 --> 01:20:01,588
But damn,
the nigga was just a bit faster
772
01:20:01,714 --> 01:20:04,383
Gripped on the stick
He stuck it in my gut
773
01:20:04,508 --> 01:20:07,136
Last thing that I heard
was the but, but, but
774
01:20:07,261 --> 01:20:10,472
Last thing that I saw was
the smoke from the trigger
775
01:20:10,597 --> 01:20:13,517
Going to the grave
being just another nigga
776
01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:16,437
No, because I'm just too damn evil
777
01:20:16,562 --> 01:20:19,481
I'm on another level
I'm just like a black devil
778
01:20:19,606 --> 01:20:22,401
80 when you come to kill me
bring your whole army
779
01:20:22,526 --> 01:20:25,362
'Cause when you're bullshittin',
you're never gonna hold me
780
01:20:25,487 --> 01:20:28,240
Rising from the gutter
just like a black noose
781
01:20:28,365 --> 01:20:31,535
Baby, Shh,
niggas, can't you hear?
782
01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:34,330
Damn, I'm gonna be here
for ever, ever
783
01:20:34,455 --> 01:20:37,249
Gonna be the S.C.H.O.O.L.Y.D
784
01:20:38,500 --> 01:20:41,378
Niggas, can't you see?
785
01:20:41,503 --> 01:20:43,172
Damn
786
01:20:43,297 --> 01:20:46,133
Forever is a long time
787
01:20:46,258 --> 01:20:49,011
Forever is
a long time
788
01:20:49,136 --> 01:20:52,056
Forever is a long time
789
01:20:52,181 --> 01:20:54,558
Forever is
a long time
790
01:21:01,148 --> 01:21:04,109
Forever is a long time
791
01:21:04,234 --> 01:21:06,862
Forever is
a long time
792
01:21:06,987 --> 01:21:09,823
Forever is a long time
793
01:21:09,948 --> 01:21:12,785
Forever is
a long time
794
01:21:18,874 --> 01:21:21,668
Forever is a long time
795
01:21:21,794 --> 01:21:24,797
Forever is
a long time
796
01:21:24,922 --> 01:21:27,674
Forever is a long time
797
01:21:27,800 --> 01:21:31,011
Forever is
a long time
798
01:21:42,731 --> 01:21:45,359
Forever is a long time
799
01:21:45,484 --> 01:21:48,445
Forever is
a long time
800
01:21:48,570 --> 01:21:51,323
Forever is a long time
801
01:21:51,448 --> 01:21:53,784
Forever is
a long time
802
01:22:03,168 --> 01:22:06,004
Forever is a long time
803
01:22:06,130 --> 01:22:09,049
Forever is
a long time
804
01:22:09,174 --> 01:22:12,219
Forever is a long time...