1 00:00:00,720 --> 00:00:03,800 Thank you for letting me stay here. It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas 2 00:00:03,800 --> 00:00:04,800 breaks I've had. 3 00:00:05,020 --> 00:00:08,900 I'm so glad you were here. I love you. I love you. Have you heard from the 4 00:00:08,900 --> 00:00:12,900 elderly man? No. I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was like a 5 00:00:12,900 --> 00:00:15,100 my imagination and praying that I never run into him. 6 00:00:15,900 --> 00:00:18,040 I can't believe she had a thing with a married guy. 7 00:00:18,280 --> 00:00:19,720 He was married? The old guy? 8 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:21,760 Getting back together with Steven is psychotic. 9 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:25,540 Steven and I know each other so well. I don't think he can really surprise me at 10 00:00:25,540 --> 00:00:26,378 this point. 11 00:00:26,380 --> 00:00:30,120 Hey, are you and I good after the other stuff? Honestly, it's been rough 12 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:31,620 thinking about you and Lucy together. 13 00:00:31,880 --> 00:00:34,800 I'm sorry, but the reality is I still want to be with her. 14 00:00:35,340 --> 00:00:36,340 Hey, guys! 15 00:00:36,820 --> 00:00:38,580 Molly, are you on drugs? 16 00:00:38,840 --> 00:00:42,300 Yes, I am. It's MDMA. I got it from this, like, grad student. 17 00:00:42,700 --> 00:00:44,380 Have we bought weed for them before? 18 00:00:44,660 --> 00:00:45,740 I don't think so. Why? 19 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:47,720 You seemed really familiar to me. 20 00:00:48,060 --> 00:00:50,160 It kind of feels like I'm solo. 21 00:00:50,540 --> 00:00:51,540 I get that feeling. 22 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:54,790 You are so... So judgmental, always. 23 00:00:54,990 --> 00:00:58,150 Sounds like I've really been on your mind. Yeah, actually, it's a problem, 24 00:00:58,210 --> 00:00:59,610 especially because I have a boyfriend. 25 00:01:00,170 --> 00:01:02,110 Stephen, there's nothing I'm not telling you. 26 00:01:02,350 --> 00:01:03,690 You had sex with Evan. 27 00:01:03,990 --> 00:01:07,090 He cheated on Bree with you. I already know. 28 00:01:07,590 --> 00:01:08,590 I'm sorry. 29 00:01:08,650 --> 00:01:12,730 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please, please, this does not have to ruin anything. 30 00:01:12,870 --> 00:01:17,030 Please, you have to forgive me. Please. I am trying to. I don't know if I can. 31 00:01:17,830 --> 00:01:18,870 Let's just see how it goes. 32 00:01:54,449 --> 00:01:59,370 Hey, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you. 33 00:02:00,710 --> 00:02:03,750 Just wanted to make sure everything's okay. 34 00:02:05,190 --> 00:02:06,590 Can you call me? 35 00:02:07,610 --> 00:02:08,610 Okay, bye. 36 00:02:12,070 --> 00:02:13,070 Hi. Hey. 37 00:02:13,650 --> 00:02:14,650 Hi. 38 00:02:15,970 --> 00:02:19,770 You look nice. 39 00:02:20,330 --> 00:02:22,350 Thank you. I was trying to call you. 40 00:02:22,870 --> 00:02:25,410 Oh. Sorry, my phone's on silent. 41 00:02:25,610 --> 00:02:26,610 Oh, that's right. 42 00:02:27,470 --> 00:02:29,450 Oh, yeah, look at that. No, no, Stephen, you do not. 43 00:02:30,130 --> 00:02:37,090 Hey, uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you. Um, just 44 00:02:37,090 --> 00:02:39,490 wanted to make sure everything's okay. 45 00:02:40,370 --> 00:02:42,330 Um, can you call me? 46 00:02:43,350 --> 00:02:44,350 Okay, bye. 47 00:02:46,550 --> 00:02:47,550 Why do you sound so nervous? 48 00:02:48,050 --> 00:02:52,190 I was being dumb. You were late, and I thought something was wrong. 49 00:02:53,150 --> 00:02:54,150 15 minutes late. 50 00:02:54,190 --> 00:02:57,990 I know. I was overthinking it because of our talk yesterday. 51 00:02:58,290 --> 00:02:59,290 What did you think I was going to do? 52 00:03:00,750 --> 00:03:01,870 I don't know. I'm sorry. 53 00:03:05,070 --> 00:03:06,250 Let's just try to have fun tonight. 54 00:03:08,670 --> 00:03:09,750 Okay. Yeah. 55 00:03:34,300 --> 00:03:35,300 I love you. 56 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:40,880 Hello! 57 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:44,100 Hi! Sorry, we're late. My fault. Okay. 58 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:46,520 How's it going? 59 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:48,660 Great. 60 00:04:02,640 --> 00:04:03,640 Did Evan come with you guys? 61 00:04:05,220 --> 00:04:06,240 Why would he come with us? 62 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:08,380 I just thought that he was... He didn't. 63 00:04:10,520 --> 00:04:11,780 Are you guys going to sing? 64 00:04:13,200 --> 00:04:14,960 You should definitely sing. 65 00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:16,240 I don't know. 66 00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:19,420 Come on. You have such a good voice. Come on. 67 00:04:19,720 --> 00:04:22,620 What if he sings to me and it will be super romantic? 68 00:04:23,100 --> 00:04:24,100 I don't know. 69 00:04:25,360 --> 00:04:26,360 Hey. 70 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:28,000 Bartenders ignore me. 71 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:30,980 Do you want me to try? 72 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:33,360 What are you going to do, hit on him until he serves you? 73 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:36,640 No, no, that's not what I meant. 74 00:04:37,340 --> 00:04:38,340 I'm kidding. 75 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:39,880 Let's go to the other side. 76 00:04:41,440 --> 00:04:42,440 I'll be back. 77 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:50,200 What do you want? 78 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:51,420 Whatever you're having. 79 00:04:55,720 --> 00:04:59,840 Hey! I forgot to tell you, Ridley's going to be in your photography class on 80 00:04:59,840 --> 00:05:00,840 Monday. 81 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:02,080 I am? 82 00:05:02,100 --> 00:05:03,100 Yeah. 83 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:07,120 Fundamentals of portraits or whatever. The elective that we picked for you. 84 00:05:07,400 --> 00:05:09,960 No, yeah, I know. I just didn't know Brie was going to be in it. 85 00:05:10,400 --> 00:05:12,040 Well, that'll be fun. Yeah. 86 00:05:12,580 --> 00:05:15,520 You'll be alarmed at how little I know about photography. Oh, my God. It'll be 87 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:17,880 good. Brie can keep an eye on you. It's why I picked the clown. 88 00:05:20,380 --> 00:05:21,500 Keep an eye on me? 89 00:05:22,940 --> 00:05:24,120 Yeah, because I love you. 90 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:26,480 Don't do that. 91 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:29,460 Do what? You don't need to ask people to like you. 92 00:05:30,669 --> 00:05:31,669 Baby for me. 93 00:05:32,110 --> 00:05:35,990 I didn't mean it like that. Well, how did you mean it? I just meant like she 94 00:05:35,990 --> 00:05:37,470 could help you with assignments and stuff. 95 00:05:39,030 --> 00:05:40,290 Do you think I'm that big of a mess? 96 00:05:40,570 --> 00:05:41,570 No. 97 00:05:43,710 --> 00:05:45,850 Hey, you're overreacting. 98 00:05:46,650 --> 00:05:48,490 I have to go to the bathroom. 99 00:05:55,030 --> 00:05:57,070 Listen, I just... 100 00:05:57,360 --> 00:05:59,900 Thought it would be a good idea for you to be in class with people that you 101 00:05:59,900 --> 00:06:00,980 know. Why? 102 00:06:01,800 --> 00:06:04,240 Because otherwise I'm worried that you wouldn't actually go. 103 00:06:04,500 --> 00:06:06,960 You know, doing a bunch of electives wasn't going to stop me from killing 104 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:07,960 myself, right? 105 00:06:08,120 --> 00:06:10,720 If I wanted to kill myself, I'd do it before class. 106 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:13,120 Or while you were sleeping, I'd find my moment. 107 00:06:19,820 --> 00:06:20,820 I'm joking. 108 00:06:20,840 --> 00:06:21,840 I'm being funny. 109 00:06:35,340 --> 00:06:38,260 Econ class last year? Oh no, I'm a freshman. 110 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:42,060 Oh. Sorry, I must have mistaken you for someone else. 111 00:06:43,840 --> 00:06:44,759 I'm Bree. 112 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:45,760 Oh, Amanda. 113 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:51,380 I'm actually just stalling in here as long as I can. 114 00:06:51,980 --> 00:06:55,040 My friend is fighting with her boyfriend at the bar. I'm sorry. 115 00:06:55,700 --> 00:06:56,700 Fine. 116 00:06:56,980 --> 00:06:58,040 Who are you here with? 117 00:06:58,740 --> 00:07:03,900 Well, I was here with my roommate, but she just slept with a random guy. 118 00:07:04,140 --> 00:07:05,800 Oh. I hate when that happens. 119 00:07:06,040 --> 00:07:08,140 Yeah. I'm just going to head home. 120 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:14,580 Why don't you just stay and have a drink with me and my friends? 121 00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:19,400 Really? Are you sure? Yeah, yeah. You can be my buffer in case they're still 122 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:21,340 fighting. Okay. Okay? 123 00:07:21,820 --> 00:07:22,820 Cool. 124 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:29,180 You want to do a song with me? 125 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:31,660 Oh, I do not sing. 126 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:33,200 Neither do I. 127 00:07:33,610 --> 00:07:34,610 Come on, it'll be fine. 128 00:07:35,610 --> 00:07:36,810 Okay, sure. 129 00:07:37,190 --> 00:07:38,190 Yeah? 130 00:07:38,950 --> 00:07:39,950 Hey, guys. 131 00:07:40,610 --> 00:07:41,610 Hey. 132 00:07:42,530 --> 00:07:43,530 Hi. 133 00:07:45,030 --> 00:07:48,450 Hey. You guys come together? 134 00:07:49,030 --> 00:07:50,009 I know. 135 00:07:50,010 --> 00:07:51,250 I have no self -respect. 136 00:07:51,850 --> 00:07:52,850 It's fine. 137 00:07:53,670 --> 00:07:57,670 Also, I don't remember anything I said to you guys when I was on MDMA. Oh, no, 138 00:07:57,690 --> 00:07:58,850 no, you were great. No, it was cute. 139 00:08:00,050 --> 00:08:01,050 Hey, you good? 140 00:08:01,270 --> 00:08:02,330 Yeah, all good. 141 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:06,979 Uh, cut. 142 00:08:06,980 --> 00:08:10,200 Yeah. Hey, let's go. Let's go record this song. 143 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:12,040 Evan's getting shot, so you want a shot? 144 00:08:14,540 --> 00:08:17,680 Hi. This is Amanda. She's a freshman. 145 00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:19,080 Hi. Hey. 146 00:08:20,260 --> 00:08:21,260 Oh, hey. 147 00:08:21,540 --> 00:08:22,940 Oh, shit, I only got six. 148 00:08:23,180 --> 00:08:24,580 Oh, that's okay. I want a cocktail anyway. 149 00:08:24,980 --> 00:08:25,980 Can I get a drink? 150 00:08:26,080 --> 00:08:27,080 Mm -hmm. Come on. 151 00:08:28,280 --> 00:08:30,820 Okay, so I guess we're adopting freshmen now? 152 00:08:31,100 --> 00:08:32,960 No, I just think Bree's a really nice person. 153 00:08:38,510 --> 00:08:39,530 I think I'm gonna do a fun song. 154 00:08:45,570 --> 00:08:50,670 So do you like your professors? 155 00:08:51,390 --> 00:08:52,390 They're whatever. 156 00:08:52,730 --> 00:08:54,830 Right. Do you have any favorites? 157 00:08:55,490 --> 00:08:56,650 Not really. 158 00:08:57,850 --> 00:09:00,290 Do you want this? You don't like it? 159 00:09:00,530 --> 00:09:06,410 It's just so sugary and I'm sure it's like a million calories and I need to 160 00:09:06,410 --> 00:09:07,410 10 pounds. 161 00:09:07,640 --> 00:09:09,540 What? No, you don't. 162 00:09:09,840 --> 00:09:10,900 Oh, that's insane. 163 00:09:11,220 --> 00:09:17,100 I do. Trust me, I have gained so much weight this year. And this guy I'm with, 164 00:09:17,100 --> 00:09:18,920 feel like he doesn't like it. 165 00:09:19,220 --> 00:09:20,640 You're dating someone? 166 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:22,860 Yeah, it's complicated. 167 00:09:30,880 --> 00:09:31,880 It's complicated? 168 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:33,040 How? 169 00:09:34,460 --> 00:09:36,520 We've been together since high school. 170 00:09:37,100 --> 00:09:41,000 Now we're trying to do long distance. He's at NYU. 171 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:42,800 Right. Yeah. 172 00:09:43,500 --> 00:09:44,500 Wow. 173 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:48,520 Long distance is hard. It's making me kind of crazy. 174 00:09:49,420 --> 00:09:54,940 Last semester was so stressful. I mean, I literally binge ate every night. And 175 00:09:54,940 --> 00:10:00,880 now I'm just trying to get back to my normal size before I see him next. 176 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:03,880 so beautiful. You shouldn't be thinking like that. 177 00:10:04,330 --> 00:10:07,870 I'm sorry. I don't usually word vomit like this. I'm sorry. 178 00:10:08,070 --> 00:10:10,310 Listen to me. You are so beautiful. 179 00:10:10,650 --> 00:10:15,630 You don't need to lose any weight. And your boyfriend can go fuck himself if he 180 00:10:15,630 --> 00:10:16,630 thinks so, okay? 181 00:10:16,670 --> 00:10:21,730 Thanks. I think I just, like, haven't found my place here yet. 182 00:10:22,150 --> 00:10:24,050 Well, freshman year is really hard for everyone. 183 00:10:25,010 --> 00:10:26,850 Maybe it's just different for guys. 184 00:10:27,390 --> 00:10:32,330 My boyfriend is getting tagged in photos, like, every weekend, and I just 185 00:10:32,330 --> 00:10:37,010 like the loser girlfriend who's all sad and homesick. 186 00:10:37,870 --> 00:10:40,230 Well, let's take a photo. 187 00:10:40,450 --> 00:10:41,490 Okay. Okay. 188 00:10:45,590 --> 00:10:47,670 Give me your number, okay? 189 00:10:48,010 --> 00:10:51,550 And I'll send it to you, and you can post it. Okay. 190 00:10:52,830 --> 00:10:55,470 I should get home. I have an early class tomorrow. 191 00:10:55,930 --> 00:10:57,070 Thanks again for the drink. 192 00:10:57,510 --> 00:11:00,250 And for being so nice. 193 00:11:01,150 --> 00:11:02,150 Of course. 194 00:11:02,910 --> 00:11:04,450 Bye. Bye. 195 00:11:05,810 --> 00:11:06,810 Bye. 196 00:11:12,270 --> 00:11:13,270 Hey. 197 00:11:15,910 --> 00:11:19,530 Hey. Did your little friend go home? She was sweet. 198 00:11:19,970 --> 00:11:21,530 Hey, you and I are seeing each other. 199 00:11:22,850 --> 00:11:23,970 I don't think I'm in the mood. 200 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:26,100 Oh, come on. It'll be fun. Eh, you do it alone. 201 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:28,120 I don't want to do it alone. I want to do it with you. 202 00:11:28,540 --> 00:11:29,540 Come on. 203 00:11:31,620 --> 00:11:31,900 I 204 00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:43,280 can't. 205 00:11:43,280 --> 00:11:43,839 You don't. 206 00:11:43,840 --> 00:11:44,779 What? No. 207 00:11:44,780 --> 00:11:45,499 You'll be fine. 208 00:11:45,500 --> 00:11:46,500 Oh, no. 209 00:11:46,540 --> 00:11:47,319 You'll be fine. 210 00:11:47,320 --> 00:11:48,340 Steven, Steven, do it. 211 00:13:29,610 --> 00:13:31,410 Yeah, Bree saved me. Thank you. 212 00:13:34,010 --> 00:13:35,010 You didn't have to do that. 213 00:13:37,370 --> 00:13:38,370 I'm gonna go. 214 00:13:39,950 --> 00:13:41,010 I'll see you guys in a bit. 215 00:13:47,130 --> 00:13:48,130 It's fine. 216 00:13:50,490 --> 00:13:51,490 Okay. 217 00:13:53,530 --> 00:13:54,530 Steven. 218 00:13:56,270 --> 00:13:57,270 Steven, wait. 219 00:14:01,100 --> 00:14:03,660 Oh, you're upset, but you do not have to sabotage everything, okay? 220 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:05,500 You think I'm sabotaging? 221 00:14:07,300 --> 00:14:11,200 Seeing you and Evan in the same room, picturing you together. See, Bree, happy 222 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:12,200 little idiot. 223 00:14:13,300 --> 00:14:16,140 No fucking clue. I don't know. Maybe I can't get over it. 224 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:17,520 What does that mean? 225 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:19,520 What do you mean? 226 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:21,220 What do you mean, what does it mean? 227 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:24,400 I mean, are you going to tell Bree? 228 00:14:24,720 --> 00:14:25,860 Is that what you're worried about? 229 00:14:26,820 --> 00:14:29,280 Are you serious? Are you scared of losing me or are you scared of losing 230 00:14:29,300 --> 00:14:33,820 No, I'm scared of losing both of you, okay? I love Bree and I obviously love 231 00:14:33,820 --> 00:14:34,820 too. 232 00:14:37,780 --> 00:14:39,640 You know I love you. 233 00:14:45,340 --> 00:14:50,220 I'm going to just go back to my place. 234 00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:54,620 No. 235 00:14:55,100 --> 00:14:56,100 Let's talk tomorrow. 236 00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:19,019 Hey, where'd you go? 237 00:15:19,020 --> 00:15:20,600 I'm sorry. I should have texted. 238 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:24,680 Steven and I got into a stupid fight, but we don't have to get into it. 239 00:15:24,900 --> 00:15:25,900 Okay. 240 00:15:26,060 --> 00:15:28,160 Did you have fun with your new freshman? 241 00:15:28,660 --> 00:15:31,460 She just... It's so lonely. I felt bad for her. 242 00:15:32,340 --> 00:15:34,540 You just... You just sensed she was lonely? 243 00:15:36,520 --> 00:15:38,220 Okay, but you're gonna think I'm crazy. 244 00:15:40,580 --> 00:15:42,600 I saw her coming out of Oliver's office. 245 00:15:43,180 --> 00:15:44,260 No, was he fucking her? 246 00:15:44,500 --> 00:15:45,920 No. I'm just... 247 00:15:46,220 --> 00:15:48,320 clinically insane and paranoid. 248 00:15:48,860 --> 00:15:51,880 Yeah, I don't know. I actually felt really bad for her. 249 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:55,740 We started talking, and she's really insecure. 250 00:15:56,900 --> 00:16:00,460 I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. 251 00:16:01,380 --> 00:16:03,120 Are you still thinking about him a lot? 252 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:04,880 No. 253 00:16:06,660 --> 00:16:08,840 I mean, yeah, obviously. 254 00:16:11,980 --> 00:16:14,140 But it's not like I miss him, you know? 255 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:15,880 I think I just miss having... 256 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:22,540 Something all over with this like exciting thing for me to focus on and 257 00:16:22,540 --> 00:16:25,160 All I have is myself 258 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:31,060 And she doesn't feel like very much 259 00:16:31,060 --> 00:16:37,860 I just feel 260 00:16:37,860 --> 00:16:40,560 really alone pre 261 00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:48,800 to people I care about. 262 00:16:56,740 --> 00:16:57,840 I'm so sorry. 263 00:17:03,680 --> 00:17:05,319 Sorry. Sorry. 264 00:17:08,579 --> 00:17:10,260 Are you okay? 265 00:17:10,540 --> 00:17:13,540 Yeah. Yeah, I just feel a little bit... I feel a little warm. 266 00:17:15,099 --> 00:17:17,040 Okay. Do you feel like you might be sick? 267 00:17:17,369 --> 00:17:18,369 I don't think so. 268 00:17:22,410 --> 00:17:25,069 Actually, no, I really don't feel great. 269 00:17:25,430 --> 00:17:26,430 Okay. 270 00:17:27,089 --> 00:17:28,810 Well, here. 271 00:17:29,550 --> 00:17:30,750 You have some more of this. 272 00:17:31,430 --> 00:17:32,430 Okay. Okay? 273 00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:38,210 I had, like, such a big fight with Brickley about literally nothing. You're 274 00:17:38,210 --> 00:17:39,350 a fucking asshole. 275 00:17:40,230 --> 00:17:43,130 Are you okay? You look weird. 276 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:47,200 Yeah, I just feel like my, um, my heart's... I'm beating really fast. I 277 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:49,080 feel sort of nauseous. Do you want to lay down? 278 00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:50,540 Yeah. Okay. 279 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:53,840 No, 280 00:17:56,820 --> 00:17:58,120 actually, that's worse, kind of. 281 00:17:58,620 --> 00:18:01,180 Okay. I feel my right hand's a little bit numb. 282 00:18:01,500 --> 00:18:05,880 What? Or both, maybe. It feels like, yeah, it's both. Maybe they're just 283 00:18:05,880 --> 00:18:07,180 tingling a little bit or something. 284 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:09,020 Did you eat something weird? 285 00:18:09,380 --> 00:18:11,140 No, I think I'm having a panic attack. 286 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:13,040 Yeah. 287 00:18:13,730 --> 00:18:17,830 Yeah, I am. It's bad. I feel like I'm gonna vomit. Oh, trash can. 288 00:18:18,270 --> 00:18:19,750 Trash can. Trash can. There you go. 289 00:18:21,170 --> 00:18:26,790 I feel like you need like a, like a pill, like an anxiety pill or something. 290 00:18:27,010 --> 00:18:30,670 We can call the guy. Okay. Okay. The drug dealer, Alex. I'm sure he has some. 291 00:18:30,770 --> 00:18:31,770 Yeah. 292 00:18:32,370 --> 00:18:35,090 Hey. Does my tongue look like it's swelling up? 293 00:18:35,670 --> 00:18:38,570 No. It's normal. You swear to God? Swear to God. 294 00:18:38,770 --> 00:18:40,470 Hello? Yeah, hi. Is this Alex? 295 00:18:41,379 --> 00:18:45,300 Yeah, my friend is having like a crazy panic attack. So I wanted to buy some 296 00:18:45,300 --> 00:18:50,580 anti -anxiety pills from you How much do you need? I don't know Like a couple 297 00:18:50,580 --> 00:18:51,559 more than that. 298 00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:56,000 Okay. Yeah, whatever you have I guess I can bring some in the morning That's 299 00:18:56,000 --> 00:19:02,720 sorry. No, she needs you to come right now Yeah, no, I know but she's super 300 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:05,360 Can you tell him that it feels like I'm about to float out of my body like 301 00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:06,660 through the right side of my head? 302 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:11,420 Okay, she's, like, really sweaty, and she's saying a lot of weird shit, and 303 00:19:11,420 --> 00:19:13,500 can't wait. So just please, come now. 304 00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:15,120 Fine. 305 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:16,320 Where are you exactly? 306 00:19:18,300 --> 00:19:19,460 I'll text you the dorm number. 307 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:20,680 It's okay. 308 00:19:31,760 --> 00:19:33,280 So do you want to take a look at her? 309 00:19:34,520 --> 00:19:35,520 I'm not a doctor. 310 00:19:36,830 --> 00:19:38,930 Right. Hey, you want Xanax or Klonopin? 311 00:19:39,390 --> 00:19:40,450 Whatever you recommend. 312 00:19:42,330 --> 00:19:43,330 Here, it's 150. 313 00:19:43,590 --> 00:19:44,690 Got a five pill minimum. 314 00:19:46,150 --> 00:19:47,150 Okay. 315 00:19:50,330 --> 00:19:51,330 There. 316 00:19:51,590 --> 00:19:52,590 Here you go. 317 00:19:55,050 --> 00:19:57,390 Here. Just take one tonight, okay? 318 00:19:57,610 --> 00:19:58,610 Okay. 319 00:20:00,390 --> 00:20:03,530 How long does it take to kick in? 320 00:20:03,810 --> 00:20:04,810 Maybe half an hour. 321 00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:06,520 That long? 322 00:20:08,180 --> 00:20:09,880 Here. Give me your hand. 323 00:20:10,220 --> 00:20:11,240 What? Here. 324 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:17,400 It's this calming technique. 325 00:20:18,220 --> 00:20:21,780 Really? Yeah, I know it sounds dumb. I know. But it's a way to slow down your 326 00:20:21,780 --> 00:20:23,660 nervous system before the Xanax kicks in. 327 00:20:24,700 --> 00:20:25,700 Okay. 328 00:20:29,020 --> 00:20:30,020 You can do it yourself. 329 00:20:36,760 --> 00:20:39,240 Brie. Brie, didn't you show us that freshman year? 330 00:20:43,460 --> 00:20:44,460 Yeah. 331 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:47,800 Hey. Yeah. You're okay. 332 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:51,800 Yeah, this probably feels worse because of the MDMA the other night, like some 333 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:53,340 kind of delayed come down. Totally. 334 00:20:53,940 --> 00:20:55,720 Yeah, that's a thing, right? 335 00:20:56,220 --> 00:20:57,600 Yeah, it's different for everyone. 336 00:21:00,820 --> 00:21:01,820 You took it? 337 00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:03,880 How do you feel? 338 00:21:04,740 --> 00:21:05,740 Fine. 339 00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:09,000 Yeah, I guess some people can handle shit better than others. 340 00:21:12,660 --> 00:21:13,680 Hope you feel better. 341 00:21:17,440 --> 00:21:18,440 Hi. 342 00:21:31,180 --> 00:21:32,180 Hello. 343 00:21:33,220 --> 00:21:34,220 Alex. 344 00:21:38,410 --> 00:21:39,410 Peppa gave me your number. 345 00:21:41,610 --> 00:21:43,410 Yeah, I was wondering if you were going to call. 346 00:21:49,630 --> 00:21:50,630 Free. 347 00:21:55,750 --> 00:21:57,270 Hey. Hey. 348 00:21:58,890 --> 00:22:00,090 Did you have fun last night? 349 00:22:00,450 --> 00:22:01,450 Yeah, it was funny. 350 00:22:02,190 --> 00:22:03,210 What time did you get home? 351 00:22:04,850 --> 00:22:05,850 Um... 352 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:08,240 Not too late. 353 00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:11,380 I'll see you later. 354 00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:21,320 Morning, Evan. 355 00:22:24,380 --> 00:22:25,380 You all right? 356 00:22:27,340 --> 00:22:28,340 Do you know Bree? 357 00:22:30,440 --> 00:22:32,660 Uh, yeah. I think we've met once or twice. 358 00:22:39,810 --> 00:22:41,890 Why don't you come talk to me for a sec? 359 00:22:43,730 --> 00:22:44,730 Come on. 360 00:22:45,010 --> 00:22:46,010 My office. 361 00:22:53,670 --> 00:22:54,670 You don't look well. 362 00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:55,790 Here. 363 00:22:55,990 --> 00:22:56,990 Get you some water. 364 00:22:58,570 --> 00:23:00,470 You and Brie know each other. How do you know each other? 365 00:23:01,190 --> 00:23:02,650 She was in my wife's class. 366 00:23:03,690 --> 00:23:06,870 Look, I'm not sure what the issue is, but why don't you take a seat and we can 367 00:23:06,870 --> 00:23:07,869 talk this through? 368 00:23:07,870 --> 00:23:08,870 This is awful. 369 00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:12,110 I think I'm gonna be sick. Well, I'd rather you weren't. 370 00:23:12,330 --> 00:23:13,330 Was it you? 371 00:23:14,350 --> 00:23:17,230 You were fucking her? Okay, you're not making sense, but whatever you're 372 00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,770 with, I'm sure that there is an easy solution. 373 00:23:19,090 --> 00:23:20,049 This is not okay. 374 00:23:20,050 --> 00:23:22,710 You need to calm down. Well, you're a fucking professor. All right, that is 375 00:23:22,710 --> 00:23:23,710 enough. 376 00:23:26,050 --> 00:23:28,270 Let's, um, let's talk about this, okay? 377 00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:42,960 I'm right, though. 378 00:23:43,860 --> 00:23:44,860 Anna. 379 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:47,320 Was it you? 380 00:23:48,740 --> 00:23:49,740 I'll say it again. 381 00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:51,960 I do not know what you're talking about. 382 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:58,000 But I don't like that you're upset, and I'd like to help you, if I can. 383 00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:05,200 You clearly really care about this girl, but maybe made some mistakes, right? 384 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:09,000 Right. 385 00:24:12,020 --> 00:24:16,280 Well, for what it's worth, if you're trying to get back into her good graces, 386 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:20,260 think causing a big commotion and making accusations about her, that's probably 387 00:24:20,260 --> 00:24:21,380 the worst thing that you could do. 388 00:24:23,060 --> 00:24:27,760 I mean, for one, it would be extremely disruptive to her life, bringing that 389 00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:29,320 kind of negative attention her way. 390 00:24:30,460 --> 00:24:31,520 She'd never forgive you. 391 00:24:33,740 --> 00:24:36,500 And also, it's really not attractive. 392 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:39,760 Attractive? 393 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:44,120 Are you fucking serious right now? Well, isn't that important if you're trying 394 00:24:44,120 --> 00:24:46,740 to be in a relationship with this girl? Stop saying this girl. 395 00:24:46,980 --> 00:24:50,520 Her name is Bree. You took advantage of her when we broke up, and you fucked 396 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:51,319 with her head. 397 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:56,380 But I actually fucking care about her. Again, what you're saying isn't true, 398 00:24:56,380 --> 00:24:59,000 I can see that you're hurting, and I empathize. 399 00:25:00,180 --> 00:25:02,540 But playing the victim isn't going to get you anywhere. 400 00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:06,380 If she broke up with you, then you need to look at your own behavior. 401 00:25:10,040 --> 00:25:11,260 You're a nice person. 402 00:25:12,540 --> 00:25:15,300 I've seen the way you are in class. You always try to make other people feel 403 00:25:15,300 --> 00:25:16,320 comfortable. It's nice. 404 00:25:18,120 --> 00:25:24,060 But the reality is, people who get what they want are the people who take what 405 00:25:24,060 --> 00:25:25,060 they want. 406 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:27,860 And if you're too scared to do that, it doesn't mean other people will be. 407 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,440 There is no point feeling sorry for yourself because other people aren't as 408 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:33,440 behaved as you are. 409 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:41,120 I'm assuming that this isn't going to become a bigger problem. 410 00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:45,600 No. 411 00:25:46,100 --> 00:25:47,100 Good. 412 00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:51,760 Now, tell me that you're feeling better, and you'll see me in class on 413 00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:52,760 Wednesday. 414 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:55,600 I'll see you in class on Wednesday. 415 00:25:58,780 --> 00:25:59,940 And that you're feeling better. 416 00:26:01,780 --> 00:26:02,780 Go fuck yourself. 417 00:26:13,260 --> 00:26:14,800 So what made you finally recognize me? 418 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:17,220 It was the tapping thing. 419 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:18,640 Yeah. 420 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:22,240 You know, I've seen you walking around campus a bunch since we started last 421 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:23,240 fall. 422 00:26:23,420 --> 00:26:24,420 Really? Yeah. 423 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:26,980 How did you know it was me? 424 00:26:27,620 --> 00:26:29,900 You look exactly how you did when you were little. 425 00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:33,400 You should have said something. 426 00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:34,599 Yeah. 427 00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:36,600 I just felt like you were pretending not to know me. 428 00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:38,520 No, I wouldn't do that. 429 00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:42,960 You seem like you're doing really well. 430 00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:45,240 Do I? Yeah. 431 00:26:47,060 --> 00:26:48,060 Yeah, I'm glad. 432 00:26:50,660 --> 00:26:52,320 What are you doing at Baird? 433 00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:55,080 In addition to dealing drugs, give me a friend. 434 00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:00,400 No, I'm getting an M .A., psychology. 435 00:27:01,900 --> 00:27:02,940 Really? Yeah. 436 00:27:03,220 --> 00:27:04,220 No way. 437 00:27:06,260 --> 00:27:09,600 Yeah, how long has it been since we saw each other? 438 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:11,000 You ate? 439 00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:12,720 Nine, I think. 440 00:27:13,220 --> 00:27:15,900 Yeah. You were about to get your learner's permit. 441 00:27:16,360 --> 00:27:17,360 I remember that. 442 00:27:19,340 --> 00:27:21,640 Yeah, I'm sorry that we didn't stay in touch, Bree. 443 00:27:22,580 --> 00:27:23,580 Me too. 444 00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:26,420 I wanted to, but I didn't know how to reach you. 445 00:27:29,500 --> 00:27:30,500 How's your mom doing? 446 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:33,520 I don't know. 447 00:27:33,740 --> 00:27:34,820 Yeah, it's been a couple years. 448 00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,120 Saw her a few times in high school. 449 00:27:40,170 --> 00:27:41,070 You know how to... 450 00:27:41,070 --> 00:27:49,090 Hey. 451 00:27:50,650 --> 00:27:52,830 Hey. Are you feeling any better? 452 00:27:53,390 --> 00:27:56,930 Uh, yeah. I slept. I feel like an actual person. 453 00:27:57,190 --> 00:27:58,210 Of course. 454 00:27:58,850 --> 00:28:00,550 Good. I'm glad. 455 00:28:00,910 --> 00:28:01,910 Yeah. 456 00:28:02,210 --> 00:28:03,470 Can I tell you something? 457 00:28:04,470 --> 00:28:05,670 Yeah, yeah, of course. 458 00:28:07,330 --> 00:28:11,510 So, I know that... drug dealer guy, Alex. 459 00:28:12,970 --> 00:28:14,330 What? Yeah. 460 00:28:14,530 --> 00:28:15,870 What do you mean? 461 00:28:16,330 --> 00:28:20,830 From growing up, we were in a group home together for a while. What? 462 00:28:21,150 --> 00:28:25,490 That's insane. I know. That's crazy. What? Yeah, I know. I didn't even 463 00:28:25,490 --> 00:28:28,410 him at first. Oh, my God. Were you guys close? 464 00:28:28,750 --> 00:28:29,750 I think so. 465 00:28:30,430 --> 00:28:33,290 Yeah. He was nice to me. I remember that. 466 00:28:34,250 --> 00:28:37,750 I mean, I was so little, I barely remember anything. 467 00:28:38,190 --> 00:28:39,019 Mm -hmm. 468 00:28:39,020 --> 00:28:43,260 And from what I do remember, it's like I don't know what's real and what's my 469 00:28:43,260 --> 00:28:44,260 imagination. 470 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,380 But I remember him being sort of protective. 471 00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:50,880 Protective of what? 472 00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:56,500 Well, you know that I said I was in two good homes and one bad one? 473 00:28:57,540 --> 00:28:58,540 Yeah. 474 00:28:59,860 --> 00:29:01,940 I met Alex in the bad one. 475 00:29:07,980 --> 00:29:09,680 So you know that freshman girl, Amanda? 476 00:29:10,100 --> 00:29:13,620 Mm -hmm. I got guilted into making more plans with her. 477 00:29:14,300 --> 00:29:17,800 But, I mean, that's what I get for stalking the innocent, so it's fine. 478 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:24,820 I'm so sorry you had to deal with so much bullshit, Bree. 479 00:29:38,380 --> 00:29:39,380 I should get this. 480 00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,380 Hey. We need to talk. 481 00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:45,640 Yeah, I agree. 482 00:29:46,180 --> 00:29:47,180 Right now. 483 00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:49,200 Okay, where do you want to meet? 484 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:50,480 Come to my room. 485 00:29:51,620 --> 00:29:52,940 Yep, I'll see you soon. 486 00:29:55,740 --> 00:29:57,080 His tone sucks. 487 00:29:58,820 --> 00:30:01,000 Why do you let him talk to you like that? 488 00:30:01,540 --> 00:30:03,000 It's complicated. 489 00:30:03,620 --> 00:30:06,340 He actually has some valid reasons to be upset. 490 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:11,640 Is it worth it? 491 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:40,640 I've been thinking about some stuff. 492 00:30:40,900 --> 00:30:41,900 Me too. 493 00:30:52,340 --> 00:30:59,160 Um... It just... It feels like we're falling back into old 494 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:04,700 shit, and it was supposed to be different this time, and it just... 495 00:31:04,700 --> 00:31:07,720 It doesn't feel different. 496 00:31:08,940 --> 00:31:09,940 I agree. 497 00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:11,960 Doesn't feel good. 498 00:31:14,140 --> 00:31:15,140 Yeah. 499 00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:19,140 I've tried really hard to get past this heaven thing, but I can't do it. 500 00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:23,040 I gave you so many chances to tell me the truth. 501 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:25,800 But you didn't. 502 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:31,280 I'm sorry. I've done so much to prove that I care about you. I took the fall 503 00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,020 the fucking letter. 504 00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:37,760 Told all of our friends that I wrote it I was I was willing to ruin my 505 00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:43,060 friendship with Wrigley for you I know and I have said thank you for that, but 506 00:31:43,060 --> 00:31:48,220 it doesn't go both ways I Don't know if you even care about me 507 00:31:48,220 --> 00:31:54,080 That's ridiculous of course I care about you I want to believe you 508 00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:59,620 But I think you need to prove it 509 00:32:03,660 --> 00:32:04,660 I'm really hurt. 510 00:32:07,060 --> 00:32:10,180 But I'd be willing to forgive you under one condition. 511 00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:13,660 What's the condition? 512 00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:17,480 You have to tell Bree you fucked Evan. 513 00:32:19,380 --> 00:32:21,600 You do that, we can make it work. 514 00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:26,720 Why? 515 00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:30,560 How would that help anybody? 516 00:32:31,420 --> 00:32:34,480 Because I don't want there to be any more lies between us. 517 00:32:35,420 --> 00:32:38,020 That would ruin my friendship with Bree. 518 00:32:38,220 --> 00:32:40,620 Isn't it already kind of ruined if you fucked her boyfriend? 519 00:32:40,900 --> 00:32:44,320 Come on. Steven, she would be devastated. She wouldn't forgive me. 520 00:32:44,540 --> 00:32:45,540 She'll be okay. 521 00:32:46,860 --> 00:32:49,740 Eventually. And you and I will be okay. 522 00:32:50,140 --> 00:32:53,260 I want to be able to forgive you. It's not forgiveness. 523 00:32:53,620 --> 00:32:57,180 That's punishment. You're not just punishing me. You're punishing Bree. 524 00:32:58,420 --> 00:32:59,420 No. 525 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:01,280 No, I'm not doing that. 526 00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:03,120 It's that easy of a decision for you. 527 00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:06,520 You're making me choose between you and Bree. It's sick. 528 00:33:06,820 --> 00:33:08,080 Well, it's pretty obvious who you're choosing. 529 00:33:08,300 --> 00:33:10,020 Steven, you are forcing me to choose. 530 00:33:10,340 --> 00:33:15,100 But if that is what you need, then fine. Yes, I am choosing Bree. 531 00:33:17,420 --> 00:33:18,840 I don't understand you. 532 00:33:19,460 --> 00:33:22,340 Bree would never speak to you again if she knew what you did. Meanwhile, I'm 533 00:33:22,340 --> 00:33:26,080 here. I'm willing to forgive you after everything you've done. Everything I've 534 00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:30,700 done? Are you fucking kidding me? What about... Everything you've done. You're 535 00:33:30,700 --> 00:33:37,360 such a fucking hypocrite. The only reason that I fucked Evan is because you 536 00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:40,260 me. You walked out with Diana. 537 00:33:40,860 --> 00:33:45,580 You left me in a fucking coconut bra. A coconut bra, okay? 538 00:33:45,820 --> 00:33:51,660 And that's not even the worst thing. You treat everybody like shit. 539 00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:55,920 Yes, I have made some mistakes. I have. 540 00:33:56,250 --> 00:33:58,750 but I have done nothing even close to the shit that you've done. 541 00:33:59,010 --> 00:34:00,010 Wow. Is there more? 542 00:34:01,050 --> 00:34:04,730 Yeah, actually. Let's not forget you leaving Macy alone in a car fucking 543 00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:07,350 and I'm the one here apologizing? If you don't want to tell Bree, maybe I'll 544 00:34:07,350 --> 00:34:08,350 tell her myself. 545 00:34:14,770 --> 00:34:15,770 Tell her. 546 00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:18,270 Call her right now. 547 00:34:20,370 --> 00:34:21,370 You won't do it. 548 00:34:21,929 --> 00:34:24,530 I know you won't do it, because then you won't have anything left to hold over 549 00:34:24,530 --> 00:34:27,280 me. And you won't have anything left to hold over Evan either. 550 00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:48,199 Hey. 551 00:34:50,199 --> 00:34:51,920 I'm still fucking mad at you about the Lucy thing. 552 00:34:52,199 --> 00:34:56,080 Hey, hey, hey. I'm sorry, man. I told you. You ruined my relationship with 553 00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:57,098 Do you realize that? 554 00:34:57,100 --> 00:34:59,860 Okay, what's going on? Did something happen? Yes, something happened. 555 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,840 Why don't you take a seat? I'm not taking a seat. Why did you have to tell 556 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,540 thought it was the right thing to do. That's ridiculous. 557 00:35:04,900 --> 00:35:07,860 Are you stupid? Of course it wasn't the right thing to do. You need to calm the 558 00:35:07,860 --> 00:35:09,200 fuck down or get out of my house. 559 00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:12,320 I'm not going to talk to you while you're acting like a lunatic. 560 00:35:27,370 --> 00:35:28,370 What happened with Lucy? 561 00:35:29,670 --> 00:35:30,670 We broke up. 562 00:35:32,070 --> 00:35:33,070 For good. 563 00:35:34,750 --> 00:35:36,930 I couldn't stand the thought of you two fucking. 564 00:35:42,790 --> 00:35:44,210 She begged me to forgive her. 565 00:35:45,250 --> 00:35:46,270 I just couldn't do it. 566 00:35:46,790 --> 00:35:47,890 Look, I'm sorry, man. 567 00:35:49,490 --> 00:35:50,510 I really am. 568 00:35:52,430 --> 00:35:53,670 But it's probably for the best. 569 00:35:56,710 --> 00:35:57,710 You don't need her. 570 00:36:00,770 --> 00:36:01,770 Okay? 571 00:36:22,930 --> 00:36:23,930 So, yeah. 572 00:36:24,210 --> 00:36:25,210 It's over. 573 00:36:25,310 --> 00:36:27,770 Again. Um, but it's fine. 574 00:36:28,390 --> 00:36:29,890 But what happened? 575 00:36:30,250 --> 00:36:33,030 I don't, I don't really want to get into all of it. 576 00:36:35,570 --> 00:36:36,770 It was mutual. 577 00:36:37,270 --> 00:36:38,270 Wow. 578 00:36:38,770 --> 00:36:39,770 Ended so fast. 579 00:36:40,710 --> 00:36:42,230 Yeah, faster than we thought it would. 580 00:36:43,650 --> 00:36:45,270 How fast did you think it would end? 581 00:36:48,970 --> 00:36:49,970 Right. 582 00:36:53,350 --> 00:36:54,430 I'm sorry, Lucy. 583 00:36:54,670 --> 00:36:55,658 No. 584 00:36:55,660 --> 00:36:56,578 Me too. 585 00:36:56,580 --> 00:37:01,480 I mean, Steven is evil incarnate, but I want you to be happy. 586 00:37:01,700 --> 00:37:02,820 I am happy. 587 00:37:04,620 --> 00:37:06,320 Honestly, this is good. 588 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,020 And I'm not letting it ruin my semester. 589 00:37:35,340 --> 00:37:36,680 Um, thanks for coming over. 590 00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:38,120 Yeah, sure. 591 00:37:40,140 --> 00:37:41,140 What's up? 592 00:37:41,540 --> 00:37:45,220 Look, of course I feel bad about Drew. 593 00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:51,660 I feel awful that we invited him to campus, but I've been trying not to 594 00:37:51,660 --> 00:37:54,500 about it because it's too overwhelming. 595 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:57,440 I know. 596 00:37:58,240 --> 00:38:02,860 But I'm sorry for being so insensitive when we talked. 597 00:38:04,140 --> 00:38:07,760 I can't imagine how hard it's been for you trying to take care of Wrigley. 598 00:38:09,940 --> 00:38:11,700 Thank you for saying that. 599 00:38:15,740 --> 00:38:21,420 And, um, also, that other thing that you said... Oh, we don't have to talk about 600 00:38:21,420 --> 00:38:25,520 that. I'm actually totally fine with acting like it never happened. No, no, I 601 00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:26,700 want to talk about it. 602 00:38:28,220 --> 00:38:31,560 When I went home for break, I thought about you. 603 00:38:32,340 --> 00:38:33,340 A lot. 604 00:38:35,950 --> 00:38:36,950 I miss you. 605 00:38:39,070 --> 00:38:41,710 So much shit happened last semester. 606 00:38:42,670 --> 00:38:49,350 And aside from the Drew thing, which is terrible, what I was most upset 607 00:38:49,350 --> 00:38:51,710 about was how things ended with you. 608 00:38:53,570 --> 00:38:56,810 And that's weird, right? 609 00:38:57,850 --> 00:39:02,810 Because it's not like we were ever best friends or anything. 610 00:39:05,950 --> 00:39:06,669 I don't know. 611 00:39:06,670 --> 00:39:10,970 I guess maybe that means something. 612 00:39:13,670 --> 00:39:14,670 Yeah. 613 00:39:15,450 --> 00:39:16,450 It might. 614 00:39:22,470 --> 00:39:23,470 Okay. 615 00:39:24,930 --> 00:39:28,990 Tell me if you think this is stupid, but I don't know. 616 00:39:30,110 --> 00:39:33,330 Maybe we should, like, kiss? 617 00:39:39,760 --> 00:39:41,500 No, that's not stupid. 618 00:40:30,370 --> 00:40:32,290 Hey, are you okay? 619 00:40:33,430 --> 00:40:34,430 Yeah, it's fine. 620 00:40:36,410 --> 00:40:37,490 Have you been crying? 621 00:40:38,070 --> 00:40:41,190 My boyfriend, we broke up. 622 00:40:43,850 --> 00:40:45,530 He sounded like an idiot. 623 00:40:45,830 --> 00:40:50,210 It was my fault, actually. I, um, I hooked up with someone else. 624 00:40:50,530 --> 00:40:51,530 Oh. 625 00:40:52,970 --> 00:40:59,070 I know it's terrible, and it's also a really weird situation. 626 00:41:00,690 --> 00:41:02,210 Weird? How? 627 00:41:03,910 --> 00:41:06,710 Well, he's way older than me. 628 00:41:12,920 --> 00:41:13,920 Wow. 629 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:20,720 It's kind of crazy how it started. It was so random. I was at this Christmas 630 00:41:20,720 --> 00:41:23,300 party. Him and his wife were hosting for a break. 631 00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:29,360 And he was, like, flirting with me the whole night. And I didn't think anything 632 00:41:29,360 --> 00:41:31,120 of it because he's, like, married. 633 00:41:32,180 --> 00:41:35,960 But then he got my number and we started texting. 634 00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:39,340 Are you still seeing him? 635 00:41:43,799 --> 00:41:44,799 All the time. 636 00:41:57,720 --> 00:42:01,340 Excuse me, ma 'am. I'm sorry to bother you, but I think you're my 315 to 445 637 00:42:01,340 --> 00:42:02,340 chaperone. 638 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,980 All right, everyone. We're going to start today's class with a simple 639 00:42:07,980 --> 00:42:09,220 portraiture exercise. 640 00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:13,620 So grab a partner and take turns doing a series of shots. 641 00:42:13,820 --> 00:42:17,660 The goal is to experiment with different angles and emotions. 642 00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:22,740 Do you want to be my partner? 643 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:25,720 Oh, yeah, sure. 644 00:42:26,660 --> 00:42:28,460 Why don't I start? 645 00:42:38,990 --> 00:42:40,210 I don't even know if the thing's on. 646 00:42:41,190 --> 00:42:42,650 We're shooting film. 647 00:42:42,870 --> 00:42:43,870 Oh. 648 00:42:44,190 --> 00:42:45,190 That checks out. 649 00:42:46,210 --> 00:42:51,310 You okay? 650 00:43:09,900 --> 00:43:12,400 Why don't you do this one like you despise all of humanity? 651 00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:18,220 Okay, that's the opposite of what I asked for, but it's perfect. 652 00:43:18,420 --> 00:43:19,660 It's perfect. You'll like that. 653 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:25,820 Do this one like you want to kill yourself. 654 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:29,200 But you haven't figured out yet how. 655 00:43:30,420 --> 00:43:31,560 Douse yourself in gasoline. 656 00:43:33,900 --> 00:43:35,380 Light yourself on fire. 657 00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:37,680 Take a bath. 658 00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:38,920 With a microwave. 659 00:43:41,090 --> 00:43:42,090 Please be serious. 660 00:43:43,670 --> 00:43:46,630 We're talking about suicide here. I need you to be serious for the photo. 661 00:43:48,470 --> 00:43:49,470 Why are you laughing? 662 00:43:50,030 --> 00:43:52,290 I'm a serious photographer now. Don't you know this? 663 00:44:10,250 --> 00:44:11,250 I've been asleep all day. 664 00:44:12,070 --> 00:44:13,070 Yeah, almost. 665 00:44:14,070 --> 00:44:15,990 Jesus, I slept through all my classes. 666 00:44:17,930 --> 00:44:19,390 I've never slept through a class. 667 00:44:21,810 --> 00:44:22,810 How you feeling? 668 00:44:49,610 --> 00:44:56,170 Filtered water and pictures of you. I'm not coming out until this is all over. 669 00:44:58,230 --> 00:45:04,290 And I'm looking through the glass where the light bends at the crack. 670 00:45:04,650 --> 00:45:07,790 And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs. 671 00:45:08,470 --> 00:45:11,630 Pretending the echoes belong to someone. 672 00:45:16,090 --> 00:45:17,950 Someone I used to be. 673 00:45:40,849 --> 00:45:47,330 I wanted to walk through the empty streets and feel something constant 674 00:45:47,330 --> 00:45:52,160 feet. all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors 675 00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:58,940 because the air outside will make our cells divided at 676 00:45:58,940 --> 00:46:05,420 alarming rates until our shells simply cannot hold all our insides in 677 00:46:05,420 --> 00:46:12,240 and that's when we'll explode and it 678 00:46:12,240 --> 00:46:16,860 won't be a pretty sight and we'll become 679 00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:23,100 That's when our bodies finally go.