1 00:00:01,130 --> 00:00:02,130 Is Lizzie there? 2 00:00:02,590 --> 00:00:04,850 Yeah. They were both there. 3 00:00:06,770 --> 00:00:09,010 Lucy, I bet you've been thinking about me. 4 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:10,650 It doesn't work anymore, Steven. 5 00:00:11,330 --> 00:00:13,210 Chris, guys, this is Lydia's brother. 6 00:00:13,430 --> 00:00:17,370 Sandra half -dressed in that room, and that guy Chris just walked out of the 7 00:00:17,370 --> 00:00:18,288 bathroom. Hey. 8 00:00:18,290 --> 00:00:20,410 He acted like he got caught doing something. 9 00:00:20,810 --> 00:00:24,090 Maybe we should talk to somebody about it. No. Don't tell anyone about this. 10 00:00:24,310 --> 00:00:25,330 I didn't know you were a false ticket. 11 00:00:25,590 --> 00:00:26,590 Do your friends here know? 12 00:00:26,650 --> 00:00:27,628 They never asked. 13 00:00:27,630 --> 00:00:29,490 Brie broke up with me. What? Why? 14 00:00:29,810 --> 00:00:30,810 Because I cheated on her. 15 00:00:31,020 --> 00:00:33,120 My iPad was not good. How is that even possible? 16 00:00:33,320 --> 00:00:35,940 I'm sorry. My head's a fucking mess. 17 00:00:36,220 --> 00:00:39,440 Do you guys know this girl? She hooked up with my brother. She's claiming that 18 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:42,280 she was, like, drugged. Impossible for you to know what actually happened. You 19 00:00:42,280 --> 00:00:46,440 were not there. We can be friends because we like each other, not just 20 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:48,440 we worry about each other, right? 21 00:00:48,940 --> 00:00:53,570 Yeah. Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris. They said that there 22 00:00:53,570 --> 00:00:54,970 wasn't enough evidence. 23 00:00:55,210 --> 00:00:59,070 Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that. Katie wasn't 24 00:00:59,210 --> 00:01:02,210 She did the exact same thing to me. You want to make peace with your brother 25 00:01:02,210 --> 00:01:04,650 while getting back together with the girl who wrote the letter that ruined 26 00:01:04,650 --> 00:01:08,110 life? How are you so sure that people wrote it? I ruined my brother's life. I 27 00:01:08,110 --> 00:01:09,430 think there's something wrong with me. 28 00:01:09,750 --> 00:01:10,750 We're gonna fix this. 29 00:01:10,830 --> 00:01:13,010 Do you think I am a bad person? 30 00:01:13,330 --> 00:01:18,450 Yes. You still loved me. I know all of the worst things about you and I still. 31 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:23,720 Love you. You've been the biggest thing in my life for almost four years. I just 32 00:01:23,720 --> 00:01:25,620 don't think I feel the same way anymore. 33 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:30,220 Here's the thing, Brie. I wasn't entirely honest with you about our 34 00:01:30,580 --> 00:01:34,120 So did Marianne know about us? Yes. 35 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:36,080 Hey, 36 00:01:36,960 --> 00:01:38,400 thanks for coming. 37 00:01:38,700 --> 00:01:40,440 Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer. 38 00:01:40,720 --> 00:01:42,600 True. Come on, wake up, buddy. 39 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,200 Fuck. Hey, hey, come on, come on. Somebody help. 40 00:01:45,440 --> 00:01:46,500 Wrigley, it's not your fault. 41 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:49,680 It was your fault. I did that. I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills, and 42 00:01:49,680 --> 00:01:51,260 I'm the one who ruined his life. 43 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:55,060 I have to tell Wrigley. I have to tell him the truth. It's crazy. You can't 44 00:01:55,060 --> 00:01:59,120 throw yourself under the bus like that. Hey, Wrigley, I have to tell you 45 00:01:59,120 --> 00:02:01,520 something. It's about me. It's about the letter last year. 46 00:02:02,180 --> 00:02:05,620 I wrote the letter. The one that got you in trouble, that was me. I'm so sorry. 47 00:02:07,169 --> 00:02:08,210 Why? We fit. 48 00:02:08,530 --> 00:02:12,750 With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay, I'd say you have a 49 00:02:12,750 --> 00:02:14,390 perfect shot at your early admission. 50 00:02:15,030 --> 00:02:16,410 How did Steven take the breakup? 51 00:02:16,710 --> 00:02:17,710 He'll be all right. 52 00:02:17,810 --> 00:02:21,030 You know, Steven, I had to make him think it was his idea. I know about this 53 00:02:21,030 --> 00:02:22,990 older guy that raised me. Who is he? 54 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:24,530 Over now. Anyway, done. 55 00:02:24,990 --> 00:02:29,050 That's really good. I've been so worried about it. Yeah, it really fucked her 56 00:02:29,050 --> 00:02:31,470 up. You know it was all our fault, right? 57 00:02:31,750 --> 00:02:32,750 I'd have to tell you something. 58 00:02:33,050 --> 00:02:35,950 When I cheated on Bree last year, I thought you two were over. 59 00:02:36,210 --> 00:02:37,210 Where's Steven? 60 00:02:37,250 --> 00:02:39,210 Kind of scary when you don't know where he is. 61 00:02:40,350 --> 00:02:42,590 I'm just trying to make sense of everything. 62 00:02:42,870 --> 00:02:46,950 Last summer, when he cheated on Bree, that was with Lucy. That's her aunt? 63 00:02:47,270 --> 00:02:49,290 Yeah. I'm so sorry. 64 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:32,720 How are you feeling? 65 00:03:34,380 --> 00:03:35,440 Excited. Yeah. 66 00:03:35,780 --> 00:03:36,780 Yeah. 67 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:41,800 Hey, you haven't heard from Steven today, have you? 68 00:03:42,620 --> 00:03:46,380 I literally make it my life's mission to never hear from Steven. 69 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:47,760 Right. 70 00:03:49,460 --> 00:03:52,540 I just, um, I don't think he's here. 71 00:03:53,280 --> 00:03:54,420 That's weird, right? 72 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:55,820 It's kind of weird. 73 00:03:59,980 --> 00:04:01,240 Have you been talking to him again? 74 00:04:01,580 --> 00:04:02,580 No. 75 00:04:05,280 --> 00:04:06,520 What do you mean by talking? 76 00:04:06,760 --> 00:04:07,780 Jesus Christ, Lucy. 77 00:04:08,020 --> 00:04:12,280 No, nothing's happening. Nothing's happening, okay? I just... I wasn't sure 78 00:04:12,280 --> 00:04:14,560 where he was. Lucy, you ruined your life sophomore year. 79 00:04:16,399 --> 00:04:17,720 Do you not remember that? 80 00:04:21,380 --> 00:04:22,960 You barely came back from that. 81 00:04:44,650 --> 00:04:45,650 You ready? 82 00:04:48,490 --> 00:04:49,490 Great. 83 00:05:14,570 --> 00:05:15,570 Hey, wake up. 84 00:05:20,510 --> 00:05:22,070 I'm a terrible person. 85 00:05:23,930 --> 00:05:25,470 What are you talking about? 86 00:05:25,730 --> 00:05:26,730 I am. 87 00:05:27,650 --> 00:05:28,650 I promise. 88 00:05:30,210 --> 00:05:32,250 I'm probably the worst person you know. 89 00:06:07,580 --> 00:06:09,540 I hate your alarm. 90 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:13,820 It's time for school. 91 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:15,920 You're on. 92 00:06:17,700 --> 00:06:19,460 How long does it drive back to campus? 93 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:24,620 An hour if a normal person's driving, but with my mom, like 40 minutes. 94 00:06:27,100 --> 00:06:30,620 Thank you for letting me stay here. It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas 95 00:06:30,620 --> 00:06:33,240 breaks I've had, considering everything. 96 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:35,720 I'm so glad you were here. 97 00:06:35,980 --> 00:06:39,980 Really. I love you. I love you. I can't believe we have to go back. 98 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:42,780 There's just, there's no way things are going to feel normal again. 99 00:06:42,980 --> 00:06:44,820 Or they'll feel really normal. 100 00:06:45,460 --> 00:06:46,680 And that'll be even weirder. 101 00:06:51,340 --> 00:06:52,860 I hope Wrigley's doing okay. 102 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:55,360 Pip hasn't said much about how he's doing. 103 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:12,920 You don't have to get so secretive every time he texts you. 104 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:16,140 I just know how you feel about him. 105 00:07:16,420 --> 00:07:18,360 Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you what to do. 106 00:07:18,980 --> 00:07:24,200 Besides, I made equally psychotic decisions last semester, so I can't 107 00:07:24,200 --> 00:07:27,720 judge. Not that I'm calling your decision psychotic. I mean, it might be 108 00:07:27,720 --> 00:07:28,960 psychotic. It is. 109 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:31,320 Getting back together with Steven is psychotic. 110 00:07:32,540 --> 00:07:35,740 But I love you, so I'm keeping my mouth shut. 111 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:38,880 As long as he doesn't fuck around again. 112 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:41,240 I don't know. 113 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:46,900 Steven and I know each other so well. I don't think he can really surprise me at 114 00:07:46,900 --> 00:07:53,060 this point, which I guess is comforting. I don't know. Does that make any sense? 115 00:07:54,220 --> 00:07:58,480 I just really feel like things are going to be different this time. 116 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:17,319 Oh, hey. 117 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:18,320 Hey. 118 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:20,220 How was Santa Barbara? 119 00:08:20,980 --> 00:08:21,980 Warmer than here. 120 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,180 Yeah, I know, I'm sure. 121 00:08:25,140 --> 00:08:28,620 Thanks for letting me crash. This place is so nice. 122 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:29,799 Yeah, yeah, of course. 123 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:30,800 Glad I could help. 124 00:08:30,940 --> 00:08:32,179 Had to get out of my brother's house. 125 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:33,640 Fucking nightmare. 126 00:08:34,620 --> 00:08:35,960 You didn't see your mom at all? 127 00:08:36,500 --> 00:08:37,299 Uh, no. 128 00:08:37,299 --> 00:08:39,080 Still banished. 129 00:08:39,340 --> 00:08:40,340 Sorry, man. 130 00:08:40,440 --> 00:08:42,500 That's all right. Have you seen Wrigley yet? 131 00:08:42,720 --> 00:08:45,280 Nope. We've been texting. 132 00:08:46,220 --> 00:08:47,260 Feel bad for him. 133 00:08:47,600 --> 00:08:49,060 Yeah, me too. 134 00:08:49,700 --> 00:08:51,540 He's moving into a new dorm today. 135 00:08:52,080 --> 00:08:54,280 But you two aren't rooming together? 136 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:55,520 No. 137 00:08:55,800 --> 00:09:00,960 He doesn't want to remind her everything that happened in our room. 138 00:09:02,560 --> 00:09:07,840 Hey, uh, are you and I good after the other stuff? 139 00:09:15,979 --> 00:09:19,180 Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together. 140 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:20,400 It's not good. 141 00:09:21,300 --> 00:09:22,300 I hate it. 142 00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:26,160 I'm sorry. But the reality is I still want to be with her. 143 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:29,820 So I just have to try to get over it unless I want to blow everything up 144 00:09:29,940 --> 00:09:31,340 And I don't want to do that. 145 00:09:33,300 --> 00:09:34,300 So, yeah, that's where I'm at. 146 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:37,780 Are you going to talk to her about it? 147 00:09:38,180 --> 00:09:39,180 I don't think so. 148 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,000 Unless she wants to tell me herself. 149 00:09:43,949 --> 00:09:45,390 Well, that means a lot to me. 150 00:09:46,010 --> 00:09:47,550 That you're willing to get past it. 151 00:09:48,370 --> 00:09:49,610 I mean, I'll do my best. 152 00:09:53,450 --> 00:09:58,110 I'm gonna go see her right now. Thank you again, seriously, for letting me 153 00:09:58,270 --> 00:09:59,710 Really. It means a lot. 154 00:10:00,210 --> 00:10:03,990 Oh, I left some dishes in the sink. I can wash them quickly. No, it's fine. I 155 00:10:03,990 --> 00:10:04,990 don't mind. 156 00:10:05,170 --> 00:10:06,170 Really? 157 00:10:06,270 --> 00:10:07,270 Appreciate that. 158 00:10:37,290 --> 00:10:39,310 You sure you don't want me to come with you to your room first? 159 00:10:39,810 --> 00:10:42,750 No. Go see the girls. I'm fine. Yeah, I can see them later. 160 00:10:43,410 --> 00:10:44,129 It's okay. 161 00:10:44,130 --> 00:10:46,710 I'm not gonna throw myself off the roof. These buildings aren't even that tall. 162 00:10:46,950 --> 00:10:47,950 Wrigley. 163 00:10:49,610 --> 00:10:50,549 I'm joking. 164 00:10:50,550 --> 00:10:51,550 I'm joking. 165 00:10:56,170 --> 00:11:00,710 Um... Thanks for taking care of me the last few weeks. 166 00:11:01,930 --> 00:11:03,510 You don't need to keep thanking me. 167 00:11:04,010 --> 00:11:05,710 I love you. I wanted to be there. 168 00:11:07,050 --> 00:11:08,050 I love you too. 169 00:11:15,150 --> 00:11:16,150 Thank you. 170 00:11:16,410 --> 00:11:17,630 Yeah. Okay. 171 00:11:17,990 --> 00:11:18,990 Okay. 172 00:11:21,630 --> 00:11:22,630 See ya. 173 00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:40,040 Do we really have the energy for this decade's party tonight? 174 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:44,620 No, but, you know, we got our costumes, so... Hey! 175 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:46,960 Hey! Oh, my God! 176 00:11:47,260 --> 00:11:48,260 Your hair, I'm obsessed. 177 00:11:48,660 --> 00:11:52,560 And you, I didn't know that you went back to Brunette. 178 00:11:52,780 --> 00:11:56,080 Yeah, it felt disrespectful to be platinum blonde in a house in the 179 00:11:57,240 --> 00:11:58,420 Hi. Hey. 180 00:11:58,800 --> 00:12:00,240 How was it? Was Wrigley okay? 181 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:06,680 Um... Honestly, it was as bad as you think it would be. Like, uh, deeply. 182 00:12:08,300 --> 00:12:09,119 Deeply awful. 183 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:10,860 I'm so sorry. Me too. 184 00:12:11,780 --> 00:12:13,840 We were worried when we didn't hear from you much. 185 00:12:14,100 --> 00:12:15,340 I'm so tired. 186 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:19,420 I mean, I'm glad that I could be there for him, but I feel like I got hit by a 187 00:12:19,420 --> 00:12:20,420 truck. 188 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:24,020 Do you feel happy to be back together, though? Yeah. 189 00:12:24,300 --> 00:12:26,900 Yeah, of course. I mean, we broke up for stupid reasons. 190 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:32,640 He really doesn't want a lot of sad attention, so just try to treat him 191 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:34,860 tonight. If you can. 192 00:12:35,140 --> 00:12:36,140 Of course. 193 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:37,160 How about you? 194 00:12:37,390 --> 00:12:38,790 Have you heard from the elderly man? 195 00:12:39,510 --> 00:12:40,570 No, no. 196 00:12:40,910 --> 00:12:44,330 I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was like a figment of my imagination 197 00:12:44,330 --> 00:12:46,050 and praying that I never run into him. 198 00:12:46,510 --> 00:12:47,770 You're okay then? 199 00:12:47,990 --> 00:12:49,670 No, I feel like I'm dead inside. 200 00:12:50,450 --> 00:12:51,450 Right. 201 00:12:51,910 --> 00:12:54,910 If last semester wasn't rock bottom, I'm going to be so pissed. 202 00:12:58,310 --> 00:13:00,350 Hey, sorry to interrupt. Hey. 203 00:13:00,610 --> 00:13:04,770 I went to your room, but I heard your voice in there, so I... No, that's... 204 00:13:04,770 --> 00:13:06,030 Yeah, it's okay. 205 00:13:11,790 --> 00:13:12,810 You guys have a good break? 206 00:13:13,870 --> 00:13:14,870 Mm -hmm. 207 00:13:17,690 --> 00:13:19,850 I'm going to go to my room for a bit, okay? 208 00:13:21,590 --> 00:13:23,130 I'll come pregame later. Bye. 209 00:13:24,990 --> 00:13:28,330 That is so dark. 210 00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:06,820 We have bad friends for not intervening, though. 211 00:14:08,340 --> 00:14:10,880 I don't know what we could say that she hasn't heard before. 212 00:14:11,360 --> 00:14:12,720 It'll be our resting break anyway. 213 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,120 We're two months away. 214 00:14:14,460 --> 00:14:15,680 You think it'll take that long? 215 00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:20,420 I mean, this campus is quite obviously cursed, so... Yeah, I think it's a 216 00:14:20,420 --> 00:14:21,420 possibility. 217 00:14:31,340 --> 00:14:32,340 Happy New Year. 218 00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:37,520 Are you okay? 219 00:14:38,340 --> 00:14:40,640 I think that was, like, worst case scenario, right? 220 00:14:48,180 --> 00:14:50,060 My friends think I'm crazy. 221 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:53,780 I don't care, though. 222 00:14:54,340 --> 00:14:58,420 I mean, I care, but... It just feels so good. 223 00:15:00,060 --> 00:15:01,060 Did you miss me? 224 00:15:06,380 --> 00:15:08,260 We have to be nice to each other this time. 225 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:10,800 I know. 226 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:15,360 I was talking to Bree and I just keep saying it's going to be different. 227 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:18,800 It will be. 228 00:15:19,660 --> 00:15:20,660 Yeah. 229 00:15:27,520 --> 00:15:29,380 Seems like you and Bree have gotten really close. 230 00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:32,440 Yeah, we've always been close. 231 00:15:41,150 --> 00:15:42,350 What? Nothing. 232 00:15:46,010 --> 00:15:47,710 You can tell me not to worry. 233 00:15:49,750 --> 00:15:50,750 And Pippa? 234 00:15:52,550 --> 00:15:55,430 And Pippa, yeah. Okay. And my mom? 235 00:15:56,170 --> 00:15:57,170 And everyone. 236 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:13,220 I think my mom sent flowers to your house. 237 00:16:13,780 --> 00:16:15,840 Yeah, I know. She sent a lot of flowers. Thank you. 238 00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:19,860 You gotta let me know if you need anything, man. No, I'm here for you. Can 239 00:16:19,860 --> 00:16:20,860 have a beer? 240 00:16:21,220 --> 00:16:22,780 Uh, yeah. Yeah, sure. 241 00:16:23,020 --> 00:16:26,160 Wrigley, you would have been so cute in the 70s. 242 00:16:26,580 --> 00:16:27,439 Hey, Wrigley. 243 00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:28,440 Yeah. 244 00:16:32,180 --> 00:16:33,180 How was your break? 245 00:16:33,760 --> 00:16:34,760 Was it? 246 00:16:36,260 --> 00:16:38,360 She stayed with Lucy. They were together the whole time. 247 00:16:39,480 --> 00:16:40,480 So cute. 248 00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:42,040 No, I wasn't. It was cute. 249 00:16:43,660 --> 00:16:44,780 How was your break? 250 00:16:46,240 --> 00:16:47,520 Uh, fine. 251 00:16:47,760 --> 00:16:50,700 Yeah. You must be excited to graduate. Do you know what you're going to do? 252 00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:52,160 Not really. 253 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:56,260 My dad wants me to work for him in Santa Barbara, but I may go to New York 254 00:16:56,260 --> 00:16:57,260 trying to get a finance job. 255 00:16:58,220 --> 00:16:59,220 I don't know. 256 00:16:59,340 --> 00:17:00,640 Wait, why finance? 257 00:17:01,560 --> 00:17:03,040 Because I'm a finance major. 258 00:17:03,680 --> 00:17:04,679 You are? 259 00:17:05,359 --> 00:17:09,020 Yeah. No, I'm sorry. I just never thought of you as having a major. 260 00:17:11,109 --> 00:17:14,030 You've got time to figure stuff out. Don't, don't stress. 261 00:17:14,270 --> 00:17:15,450 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 262 00:17:15,849 --> 00:17:16,849 Like three months. 263 00:17:18,950 --> 00:17:19,950 Hey, guys. 264 00:17:20,369 --> 00:17:21,369 Oh, good. 265 00:17:22,950 --> 00:17:23,950 Hey. 266 00:17:24,690 --> 00:17:25,690 Hi. 267 00:17:26,109 --> 00:17:27,109 Come here. 268 00:17:27,849 --> 00:17:29,530 How long have you guys been here? 269 00:17:29,770 --> 00:17:32,510 Oh, my God. I've been thinking about you. Are you okay? 270 00:17:33,270 --> 00:17:36,890 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm fine. I haven't told anybody. 271 00:17:37,210 --> 00:17:38,210 I swear, okay? 272 00:17:39,370 --> 00:17:41,090 Let's go get some better drinks. 273 00:17:41,410 --> 00:17:42,410 Okay. 274 00:17:45,410 --> 00:17:46,410 How are you? 275 00:17:46,790 --> 00:17:47,790 I'm all right. 276 00:17:49,050 --> 00:17:50,050 How about you? 277 00:17:50,390 --> 00:17:51,390 I'm so good. 278 00:17:53,110 --> 00:17:55,050 You guys do make a cute couple. 279 00:17:55,890 --> 00:17:58,430 Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no. We're just friends. 280 00:17:58,830 --> 00:18:00,910 Molly, you want drugs? 281 00:18:01,190 --> 00:18:02,189 Yes, I am. 282 00:18:02,190 --> 00:18:03,390 Yeah, okay. I want them. 283 00:18:03,990 --> 00:18:06,210 I want the drugs that make Molly nice to Evan. 284 00:18:06,590 --> 00:18:07,549 What are they? 285 00:18:07,550 --> 00:18:08,550 Molly. 286 00:18:09,870 --> 00:18:13,750 Wrigley. No, it's MDMA. I got it from this, like, grad student. 287 00:18:13,970 --> 00:18:14,929 Do you want his number? 288 00:18:14,930 --> 00:18:15,930 Yes, immediately. 289 00:18:16,190 --> 00:18:17,430 Have you ever done MDMA? 290 00:18:17,710 --> 00:18:19,610 No. But it looks kind of amazing. 291 00:18:26,270 --> 00:18:27,270 It's ringing. 292 00:18:28,910 --> 00:18:30,770 He says he's in a blue Honda. 293 00:18:31,230 --> 00:18:33,150 Wait, wait. We don't need to all go. 294 00:18:33,450 --> 00:18:36,770 Why not? He's not going to let four people into his car and... 295 00:18:37,290 --> 00:18:38,750 You look like nerds. 296 00:18:38,950 --> 00:18:39,950 Wrigley and I go there. 297 00:18:42,070 --> 00:18:43,450 No, Pippa and I should go. 298 00:18:44,510 --> 00:18:45,610 We'll get a better price. 299 00:18:46,250 --> 00:18:47,250 Why? 300 00:18:48,250 --> 00:18:50,470 Because we're girls. 301 00:18:50,810 --> 00:18:51,810 And we're pretty. 302 00:19:12,750 --> 00:19:16,110 So you, like, um, go to school here? 303 00:19:17,130 --> 00:19:18,130 Uh -huh. 304 00:19:18,770 --> 00:19:20,150 Cool. Cool. 305 00:19:22,430 --> 00:19:23,430 Yeah, we need you. 306 00:19:25,890 --> 00:19:26,890 Let's go. 307 00:19:27,150 --> 00:19:28,150 That's 120. 308 00:19:28,510 --> 00:19:29,510 Okay. 309 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:47,500 We never know how to talk to drug dealers. 310 00:19:47,740 --> 00:19:49,260 Have we bought weed from them before? 311 00:19:49,500 --> 00:19:50,660 I don't think so. Why? 312 00:19:50,940 --> 00:19:52,620 It seemed really familiar to me. 313 00:19:57,500 --> 00:20:00,400 We're sure this is the same stuff that Molly took. Yeah, that's what she said. 314 00:20:04,500 --> 00:20:05,980 It could be fun doing it together. 315 00:20:19,850 --> 00:20:20,850 I'll be right back. 316 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:52,920 How are you? How's Christmas? 317 00:20:53,580 --> 00:20:55,960 Um, kind of weird. 318 00:20:57,400 --> 00:20:59,740 I spent it with Wrigley and his family. 319 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:01,720 Oh. 320 00:21:01,980 --> 00:21:02,980 Wow. 321 00:21:04,740 --> 00:21:05,900 How is he? 322 00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:09,140 He's... trying. 323 00:21:10,980 --> 00:21:15,860 So you guys are doing holidays together because you're friends, or...? No. 324 00:21:16,780 --> 00:21:20,780 Um, we are back together. 325 00:21:26,570 --> 00:21:29,270 I'm really glad he has someone. I've been worried about him. 326 00:21:33,770 --> 00:21:38,030 Yeah, we're actually about to do a venture employee in a minute, so I think 327 00:21:38,030 --> 00:21:39,130 might cheer him up. 328 00:21:39,950 --> 00:21:45,770 But Wrigley's going to do MDMA, like the drug that depletes all of your 329 00:21:45,770 --> 00:21:47,950 serotonin? Is that what it does? 330 00:21:48,790 --> 00:21:52,290 Yeah, that's a really bad idea. It's going to have a terrible come down. You 331 00:21:52,290 --> 00:21:54,190 should not let him do that. I'm not in charge of him. 332 00:21:54,670 --> 00:21:55,830 It wasn't my idea. 333 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:58,720 Everyone wanted to do it. It was everyone. 334 00:21:58,980 --> 00:22:03,180 Like Bree and Evan and Lucy and, um... Steven. 335 00:22:06,440 --> 00:22:11,380 Right, so... Lots of sound judgment going on. Hey, why are you being like 336 00:22:12,220 --> 00:22:16,600 No, you're right. Um... You should do... Whatever. 337 00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:20,800 I'm just... I'm just so done hearing about that group of people. 338 00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:22,800 Okay. 339 00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:24,160 Cool. 340 00:22:27,790 --> 00:22:28,790 Have a good night, Diana. 341 00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:44,990 How long does it take to kick in? 342 00:22:45,310 --> 00:22:46,510 Like an hour. 343 00:22:47,770 --> 00:22:48,770 Okay. 344 00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:07,390 we shouldn't do it. It'll be fun. 345 00:23:07,770 --> 00:23:12,350 No, I think it's probably not a good idea for you considering everything. 346 00:23:12,710 --> 00:23:13,689 I'll be fine. 347 00:23:13,690 --> 00:23:17,370 I've done it before. No, but you might have like a really bad come down and I 348 00:23:17,370 --> 00:23:19,790 don't want it to fuck with your head right now. My head's already fucked 349 00:23:19,790 --> 00:23:21,010 don't need you telling me what to do. 350 00:23:28,050 --> 00:23:29,770 Sorry. No, it's okay. 351 00:23:30,110 --> 00:23:31,630 No, I'm sorry. 352 00:23:33,770 --> 00:23:35,070 I want to have a good night. 353 00:23:35,650 --> 00:23:36,650 Yeah, I get it. 354 00:23:38,070 --> 00:23:40,230 Honestly, I'm just really tired. 355 00:23:40,670 --> 00:23:41,810 I think I need to sleep. 356 00:23:42,270 --> 00:23:43,530 No, don't do that. No, hey. 357 00:23:44,170 --> 00:23:46,290 I'm not mad. I'm genuinely tired. 358 00:23:47,890 --> 00:23:49,750 Um, you should stay. 359 00:23:50,850 --> 00:23:51,850 Are you sure? 360 00:23:52,170 --> 00:23:53,170 Yeah. 361 00:23:54,170 --> 00:23:56,210 Maybe just consider sticking to drinking. 362 00:23:57,570 --> 00:23:58,570 Okay. 363 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:09,090 I'm just so tired, so I'm going to go home. 364 00:24:09,410 --> 00:24:10,410 Okay. Okay. 365 00:24:10,790 --> 00:24:11,850 Take care of me. 366 00:24:12,310 --> 00:24:15,890 Yeah. I love you. Love you. Bye. 367 00:24:16,110 --> 00:24:16,869 Love you. 368 00:24:16,870 --> 00:24:17,870 Bye. Have fun. 369 00:24:18,070 --> 00:24:20,010 Bye. Get home safely. Yeah. 370 00:24:22,890 --> 00:24:24,230 I already took mine. 371 00:24:25,190 --> 00:24:26,690 I used to write. 372 00:24:28,770 --> 00:24:32,810 I used to write letters. I used to tell my name. 373 00:24:33,210 --> 00:24:35,230 I used to sleep at night. 374 00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:40,500 For the flashing lights that are deep in the brain. 375 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:48,660 By the time we met, by the time we met, the times 376 00:24:48,660 --> 00:24:49,820 had already changed. 377 00:24:58,220 --> 00:25:00,680 So I never wrote a letter. 378 00:25:03,660 --> 00:25:09,520 took my true heart I never wrote it down so when the light cut out 379 00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:15,540 I was lost standing in the wilderness downtown 380 00:25:15,540 --> 00:25:21,460 now our lives are changing fast 381 00:25:21,460 --> 00:25:28,100 now our lives are changing fast hope there's something 382 00:25:28,100 --> 00:25:29,220 pure up in there 383 00:25:31,120 --> 00:25:33,480 Hope that something pure can last. 384 00:25:34,860 --> 00:25:36,820 And they seem strange. 385 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:42,120 How we used to wait for letters to arrive. 386 00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:45,620 Both strange and ill. 387 00:25:47,380 --> 00:25:51,040 It's how something so small can keep you alive. 388 00:25:54,040 --> 00:25:56,780 Now our lives are changing fast. 389 00:25:58,080 --> 00:25:59,500 Now our lives are changing fast. 390 00:26:16,949 --> 00:26:18,330 Hi. 391 00:26:23,990 --> 00:26:28,710 Hi. What? Let's go home. 392 00:26:31,180 --> 00:26:32,700 I just want to be at home with you. 393 00:26:33,540 --> 00:26:34,379 You do? 394 00:26:34,380 --> 00:26:35,400 Yeah, very bad. 395 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:36,840 Okay. 396 00:26:38,120 --> 00:26:39,700 Let me just go say bye to Preeti. 397 00:26:48,340 --> 00:26:50,520 I love you. 398 00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,020 Seriously. Okay. 399 00:26:53,220 --> 00:26:54,220 Bye. 400 00:26:54,580 --> 00:26:55,580 Oh. 401 00:27:18,379 --> 00:27:19,480 Hey. You smoke? 402 00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:23,320 Yeah, I do. 403 00:27:25,500 --> 00:27:26,500 You feeling good? 404 00:27:26,900 --> 00:27:27,900 Mm -hmm. 405 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:28,959 Are you? 406 00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:30,320 Nah, I'm not really feeling anything. 407 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:31,800 You're not? 408 00:27:33,700 --> 00:27:36,120 I feel like there are waves inside of me. 409 00:27:36,660 --> 00:27:37,660 Yeah. 410 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,000 Definitely not feeling that. 411 00:27:41,220 --> 00:27:43,980 Well, maybe it'll just take longer. 412 00:27:44,220 --> 00:27:45,220 Because you're so big. 413 00:27:47,020 --> 00:27:48,120 It might not work on me. 414 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,880 Maybe I just don't have enough of the happy chemicals in my brain anymore. 415 00:27:54,380 --> 00:27:55,380 That's kind of sad. 416 00:27:59,020 --> 00:28:00,640 Yeah, kind of. 417 00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:04,900 I think I'm going to go home. 418 00:28:05,740 --> 00:28:06,740 Okay. Okay. 419 00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:08,459 Good night. 420 00:28:08,460 --> 00:28:09,460 Good night. 421 00:28:20,110 --> 00:28:23,270 I can't let you walk home by yourself. I'll walk with you. 422 00:28:26,950 --> 00:28:27,950 Thanks. 423 00:28:33,390 --> 00:28:34,390 Oh, 424 00:28:36,430 --> 00:28:37,430 wow. 425 00:28:41,430 --> 00:28:42,430 Wow. 426 00:28:43,530 --> 00:28:46,970 Yep. Could we just sit for a minute? 427 00:28:47,510 --> 00:28:48,970 I really just want to... 428 00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:50,240 Take it all in. 429 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:52,280 Ah, okay. 430 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:55,440 Okay. 431 00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:09,820 How was your 432 00:29:09,820 --> 00:29:11,140 Christmas? It was horrific. 433 00:29:11,780 --> 00:29:13,060 Horrific? Yeah. 434 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:16,560 Lucy's house was nice, but I had an affair with a married 45 -year -old last 435 00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:18,080 semester, and it really fucked me up. 436 00:29:18,780 --> 00:29:20,760 What? Yeah, 45. 437 00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:24,140 This sounds like a really big gossip. How have I not heard this? 438 00:29:24,580 --> 00:29:25,700 Because your brother died. 439 00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:31,799 I'm sorry. 440 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:38,780 No, you're... I'm sorry. No, no, you make a good point. You 441 00:29:38,780 --> 00:29:40,820 make a good point. Wait, this guy was married? 442 00:29:41,860 --> 00:29:43,000 Yeah. Oh. 443 00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:45,860 Did you really like him? 444 00:29:46,170 --> 00:29:47,570 Oh, my God, I love Sam. 445 00:29:47,850 --> 00:29:49,350 Oh, God. I know. 446 00:29:49,810 --> 00:29:52,270 And you probably thought he was going to leave his marriage for you, right? I 447 00:29:52,270 --> 00:29:54,530 mean, I never said it out loud, but kind of, yeah. 448 00:29:55,010 --> 00:29:56,010 Yeah. 449 00:29:57,490 --> 00:29:58,810 How are your parents doing? 450 00:29:59,890 --> 00:30:00,930 I'm sorry. 451 00:30:01,330 --> 00:30:06,570 What? It was such a sharp pivot. I just felt like I had to ask something more 452 00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:08,990 serious. I know, I know, I know. 453 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:10,690 Sorry. You really got in there. 454 00:30:12,130 --> 00:30:13,950 I know. 455 00:30:15,500 --> 00:30:22,360 Weird. They say that they don't blame me for what happened, but 456 00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:25,620 they look at me differently. 457 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:27,420 Something in their faces. 458 00:30:28,520 --> 00:30:33,520 It kind of feels like I lost my whole family, not just Drew. 459 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:36,760 Sorry. 460 00:30:38,220 --> 00:30:41,480 It kind of just feels like I'm solo. 461 00:30:43,950 --> 00:30:44,950 I get that feeling. 462 00:30:46,910 --> 00:30:49,030 Well, you and your parents, you don't talk at all, right? 463 00:30:49,250 --> 00:30:52,970 No. My mom was just way too young to have a kid. 464 00:30:54,190 --> 00:30:59,170 My parents had me pretty young, too. They had me basically straight out of 465 00:30:59,170 --> 00:31:00,170 college. 466 00:31:01,110 --> 00:31:07,150 I mean, my mom was like 14 when she had me. 467 00:31:09,050 --> 00:31:10,050 14? 468 00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:11,250 Like 1 -4? 469 00:31:11,430 --> 00:31:12,430 Yeah. 470 00:31:15,020 --> 00:31:17,380 What about your dad? 471 00:31:18,400 --> 00:31:20,020 I don't know anything about him. 472 00:31:21,300 --> 00:31:25,420 Other than that he was way too old to have sex with a 14 -year -old. 473 00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:33,460 So... I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that. 474 00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:35,820 It's okay. 475 00:31:37,260 --> 00:31:39,240 You're dealing with a lot of shit, too. 476 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:47,460 I just wish people would stop suffocating me about it or telling me 477 00:31:47,460 --> 00:31:48,460 get better. 478 00:31:48,820 --> 00:31:52,140 Don't say anything else. Don't tell me that it'll get better. 479 00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:53,880 Yeah. 480 00:31:56,300 --> 00:31:58,260 I for sure wouldn't say that to you. 481 00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:04,900 I mean, it definitely might not get better. 482 00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:10,060 Honestly, it probably won't. 483 00:32:14,860 --> 00:32:15,860 Thank you. 484 00:32:17,620 --> 00:32:18,620 You're welcome. 485 00:32:23,180 --> 00:32:24,180 What? 486 00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:30,060 Oh, okay. 487 00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:35,580 Yeah, I feel like the end of DNA is, you know, working now. 488 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,400 Oh, good. I'm so happy for you. 489 00:32:39,860 --> 00:32:42,160 Thank you. This is huge. This is huge. 490 00:32:58,419 --> 00:33:00,700 I feel so good. 491 00:33:01,940 --> 00:33:03,020 Me too. 492 00:33:03,340 --> 00:33:04,620 Yeah. Yeah. 493 00:33:04,940 --> 00:33:05,940 What? 494 00:33:07,220 --> 00:33:08,220 What? 495 00:33:08,940 --> 00:33:12,540 I want us to be completely honest with each other from now on. 496 00:33:15,340 --> 00:33:16,239 Like, no secrets. 497 00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:20,720 Like, anything we're afraid to tell each other, we should say it. You can tell 498 00:33:20,720 --> 00:33:21,619 me anything. 499 00:33:21,620 --> 00:33:23,580 Okay. Anything. What about you, though? 500 00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:29,880 Is there anything you haven't told me before or anything you don't feel good 501 00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:36,340 about? I mean, I think I feel, like, maybe shame about some things. Okay, 502 00:33:36,420 --> 00:33:37,420 that's okay. 503 00:33:37,700 --> 00:33:40,780 Like what? I mean, they're not, like, specific things. They're just more, 504 00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:43,280 feelings about myself. 505 00:33:44,650 --> 00:33:45,650 You know? Yeah. 506 00:33:46,310 --> 00:33:47,490 Yeah. Like what? 507 00:33:48,910 --> 00:33:49,910 I don't know. 508 00:33:51,270 --> 00:33:52,270 Okay, focus. 509 00:33:52,870 --> 00:33:54,370 Isn't this stuff to do with other guys? 510 00:33:54,850 --> 00:33:55,850 Not really. 511 00:33:56,230 --> 00:33:58,470 Maybe some of it. Okay, like what? 512 00:33:58,750 --> 00:33:59,930 You don't want to hear that stuff. 513 00:34:01,270 --> 00:34:02,270 I do. 514 00:34:02,550 --> 00:34:05,550 There's literally nothing you can't tell me. 515 00:34:06,790 --> 00:34:08,030 Really? Yeah. 516 00:34:11,190 --> 00:34:12,190 Okay. 517 00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:21,480 There was this one time... Are you sure you don't mind hearing this? 518 00:34:22,540 --> 00:34:23,540 You can tell me. 519 00:34:26,260 --> 00:34:32,360 Okay, there was this one time... I was arguing with Leo, 520 00:34:32,540 --> 00:34:39,179 and I wanted him to, like, be 521 00:34:39,179 --> 00:34:44,900 more aggressive with me, and I was in a weird place, and... 522 00:34:45,710 --> 00:34:51,370 I put his hand on my throat, and it was like I disgusted him. 523 00:34:52,170 --> 00:34:57,770 And sometimes I think about that moment, and I feel like 524 00:34:57,770 --> 00:35:01,710 maybe there's something disgusting about me. 525 00:35:06,710 --> 00:35:09,250 Okay, that's not a big deal. Those are fucking crude. 526 00:35:11,410 --> 00:35:14,150 Okay. Come on. There has to be more. 527 00:35:14,390 --> 00:35:15,390 More what? 528 00:35:16,310 --> 00:35:19,150 Anything. You know my secret. Have you ever been attracted to any of my 529 00:35:19,510 --> 00:35:22,070 No. It's okay. It's okay if you have. 530 00:35:23,110 --> 00:35:25,830 No. I'm attracted to your friends. I think Bree's really beautiful. 531 00:35:26,990 --> 00:35:32,870 I mean, yeah, she is really beautiful. She is really beautiful. Yeah, who 532 00:35:32,870 --> 00:35:37,150 If I had met her first, I might have gone after her and Pippa, too. Pippa's 533 00:35:37,150 --> 00:35:37,968 really hot. 534 00:35:37,970 --> 00:35:42,430 Wait, why are you telling me this? Because it's safe. You need to know 535 00:35:43,250 --> 00:35:44,270 I do know that. 536 00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:46,260 I do know that. 537 00:35:48,740 --> 00:35:49,820 So tell me. 538 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,500 Stephen, there's nothing I'm not telling you. 539 00:36:17,290 --> 00:36:18,290 We will. 540 00:36:19,530 --> 00:36:20,670 No, no, no. 541 00:36:21,050 --> 00:36:25,130 I'm way too high to go to sleep right now. I'm sorry. I'm exhausted. 542 00:37:33,260 --> 00:37:34,280 I think we might have backed out. 543 00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:39,580 Seems like more of a fact than anything else. 544 00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:45,180 I should get home. 545 00:37:47,860 --> 00:37:50,160 Oh. And VMA's pretty intense, huh? 546 00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:51,480 Yeah. 547 00:37:55,420 --> 00:37:57,000 This wasn't weird that this happened. 548 00:37:58,300 --> 00:37:59,340 We just fell asleep. 549 00:37:59,980 --> 00:38:00,980 Oh. 550 00:38:01,790 --> 00:38:03,550 We were on drugs. I was walking you home. 551 00:38:04,170 --> 00:38:05,970 Exactly. Yeah, exactly. 552 00:38:09,550 --> 00:38:13,590 Maybe we just don't mention it to people, though, in case it might 553 00:38:13,590 --> 00:38:14,850 sound like something was weird. 554 00:38:15,110 --> 00:38:17,370 Yeah, I think that's smart. Okay. That's a good move. 555 00:38:21,970 --> 00:38:24,990 We should probably walk back separately, then. Yeah. 556 00:38:27,279 --> 00:38:28,320 Mm -hmm. Okay. 557 00:38:28,740 --> 00:38:32,640 Okay, well, I'll just... You go ahead and go first. Yeah. All right. Hang out. 558 00:38:32,700 --> 00:38:34,320 Cool. All right. Bye. 559 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:35,618 Yeah? Okay. 560 00:38:35,620 --> 00:38:36,660 Bye. Yeah. 561 00:39:19,550 --> 00:39:20,970 Hi. Hi. 562 00:39:21,370 --> 00:39:22,370 Are you alive? 563 00:39:22,650 --> 00:39:23,670 Yeah, come in. 564 00:39:26,990 --> 00:39:28,670 God, last night was insane. 565 00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:30,450 I know. 566 00:39:30,930 --> 00:39:32,130 I fell asleep outside. 567 00:39:33,030 --> 00:39:34,030 What? Where? 568 00:39:35,530 --> 00:39:36,670 A bus stop. 569 00:39:41,670 --> 00:39:45,930 What? My advisor just emailed me asking to meet her in the dean's office. 570 00:39:47,150 --> 00:39:48,730 How can I already be in trouble? 571 00:39:49,230 --> 00:39:51,210 I'm sure you're not. You haven't done anything. 572 00:39:55,710 --> 00:39:56,710 Oh, shit. 573 00:39:58,210 --> 00:39:59,210 What? 574 00:39:59,630 --> 00:40:00,609 Oliver's car. 575 00:40:00,610 --> 00:40:02,810 No, no, no, no. You don't think he'd report us? 576 00:40:03,030 --> 00:40:03,928 I don't know. 577 00:40:03,930 --> 00:40:05,690 No, why would they only be emailing me then? 578 00:40:06,290 --> 00:40:07,990 Well, call Pippa. See if she got anything. 579 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:27,200 Can I come in? 580 00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:32,680 I really don't appreciate you guilting me last night. 581 00:40:33,240 --> 00:40:35,220 Oh, how did I guilt you? 582 00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:37,560 Lecturing me about Wrigley doing drugs, like it's my fault. 583 00:40:37,780 --> 00:40:40,860 I wasn't trying to lecture you. I was just worried about him. You think I'm 584 00:40:40,860 --> 00:40:43,900 worried about him? I've been taking care of him for weeks, okay, by myself. You 585 00:40:43,900 --> 00:40:47,500 have no idea how hard it's been. Okay, well, maybe you shouldn't be the only 586 00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:49,700 person he's leaning on. Well, it's kind of my responsibility. 587 00:40:50,140 --> 00:40:51,140 Why? 588 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,200 Do you not feel guilty at all? 589 00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:56,200 Guilty? about what? 590 00:40:56,370 --> 00:40:59,590 You and I both convinced Drew to come back to campus. We did that together. 591 00:41:02,230 --> 00:41:03,710 I'm sorry, but I'm not taking that on. 592 00:41:04,370 --> 00:41:06,970 What happened to Drew was terrible, but it was not our fault. 593 00:41:11,330 --> 00:41:13,890 Is that why you got back together with Wrigley? You feel guilty? 594 00:41:14,170 --> 00:41:18,410 No! No! Of course not, okay? You don't need to worry about my relationship with 595 00:41:18,410 --> 00:41:19,009 him, okay? 596 00:41:19,010 --> 00:41:20,530 Yeah, trust me, I'm not. 597 00:41:21,090 --> 00:41:24,830 I love Wrigley, but I'm delighted not to think about... any of those people 598 00:41:24,830 --> 00:41:26,490 anymore. They're all fucking toxic. 599 00:41:26,750 --> 00:41:27,770 I mean, look at you. 600 00:41:28,070 --> 00:41:31,930 Second day back on campus, look how you're acting. You are so judgmental. 601 00:41:32,010 --> 00:41:33,010 Always. Always. 602 00:41:33,230 --> 00:41:33,828 Yes. Really. 603 00:41:33,830 --> 00:41:37,710 Yes. You're always judging me. You judge me about how I handled the Chris stuff, 604 00:41:37,830 --> 00:41:41,250 my relationship with Lucy, basically all of my decisions. Wow, you've got a 605 00:41:41,250 --> 00:41:44,390 whole list. Sounds like I've really been on your mind. Yeah, you have. Well, I 606 00:41:44,390 --> 00:41:47,410 find that a bit weird since I'm sure there are other people who've been much 607 00:41:47,410 --> 00:41:50,350 worse to you. Well, then I guess I'm being weird. Okay, then stop. Well, I'm 608 00:41:50,350 --> 00:41:52,930 trying. I don't even know what we're... talking about right now we're talking 609 00:41:52,930 --> 00:41:56,870 about the fact that you're on my fucking mind all of the time your judgments and 610 00:41:56,870 --> 00:42:00,210 your little comments and i don't think that i should care about you this much i 611 00:42:00,210 --> 00:42:04,030 i don't think it's normal i think actually it's a problem especially 612 00:42:04,030 --> 00:42:04,550 have a boyfriend 613 00:42:04,550 --> 00:42:13,250 i 614 00:42:13,250 --> 00:42:17,410 i don't i don't know what to say to that 615 00:42:45,710 --> 00:42:46,750 Wait, wait, pause. 616 00:42:56,910 --> 00:42:58,330 I'm sorry, I can't. 617 00:42:59,510 --> 00:43:02,650 I think drugs are bad. 618 00:43:05,450 --> 00:43:06,850 Hey. Hi. 619 00:43:07,170 --> 00:43:08,310 You want something to eat? 620 00:43:08,570 --> 00:43:09,570 No. 621 00:43:17,009 --> 00:43:17,968 I'm a mess. 622 00:43:17,970 --> 00:43:19,690 No, you're not. You're just having to calm down. 623 00:43:23,610 --> 00:43:24,610 Or is it other stuff? 624 00:43:26,930 --> 00:43:28,270 We don't have to talk about it. 625 00:43:28,950 --> 00:43:30,370 Not with the shit you're dealing with. 626 00:43:30,670 --> 00:43:33,810 I would rather talk about anything other than the shit I'm dealing with. 627 00:43:34,530 --> 00:43:36,710 My dad just keeps calling me non -stop. 628 00:43:37,450 --> 00:43:40,830 He wants me to have a plan for after graduation, but I don't have a fucking 629 00:43:40,830 --> 00:43:41,830 what I want to do. 630 00:43:41,930 --> 00:43:44,070 A lot of people don't know what they want to do right away. 631 00:43:44,910 --> 00:43:49,610 When Brie asked me about it last night, I just... I felt stupid that I didn't 632 00:43:49,610 --> 00:43:50,750 have a better answer for her. 633 00:43:51,370 --> 00:43:55,430 Something about her opinion just matters more than anyone else's. 634 00:43:57,770 --> 00:44:01,130 I know you don't know her that well, but if you did, you'd know what I mean. 635 00:44:01,890 --> 00:44:03,170 Yeah, she's a cool girl. 636 00:44:05,490 --> 00:44:08,090 I can't believe she had a thing with a married guy. 637 00:44:08,390 --> 00:44:09,390 He was married? 638 00:44:09,770 --> 00:44:10,990 The old guy? Oh. 639 00:44:12,189 --> 00:44:16,350 God, I'm sorry. I thought you knew that part. It was sort of repeated to me like 640 00:44:16,350 --> 00:44:17,870 something everyone knew. I'm sorry. 641 00:44:18,430 --> 00:44:19,870 I didn't mean to make it worse. 642 00:44:20,190 --> 00:44:23,890 Fine. Spend every day for the last month obsessing over it. Can't really get any 643 00:44:23,890 --> 00:44:24,890 worse. 644 00:44:27,450 --> 00:44:29,230 Well, look, about the graduation stuff. 645 00:44:29,450 --> 00:44:31,690 What, uh, you know, you could set up some interviews. 646 00:44:32,310 --> 00:44:33,530 See what your options are. 647 00:44:34,850 --> 00:44:37,190 Yeah, I was gonna meet a couple professors later. 648 00:44:38,010 --> 00:44:39,710 If I could survive this hangover. 649 00:44:39,970 --> 00:44:40,970 Good. 650 00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:45,320 That's good. Okay. Yeah, they'll be more helpful than me. I'm used to the stuff 651 00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:56,240 You'll 652 00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:58,260 be fine call me after 653 00:46:26,100 --> 00:46:27,100 Evan, hi. 654 00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:28,200 Hey, Professor. 655 00:46:28,260 --> 00:46:29,400 Can I come in? 656 00:46:29,720 --> 00:46:30,720 Yeah, sure. 657 00:46:31,420 --> 00:46:33,720 You're in tomorrow's lecture, right? Yeah, right, I am. 658 00:46:34,300 --> 00:46:35,960 But I had a question about something else. 659 00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:37,480 All right. 660 00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:45,420 So... I'm just trying to decide what I want to do after graduation. 661 00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:54,100 I'm not hearing a specific question. 662 00:46:54,570 --> 00:46:56,430 Sorry. Yeah, sorry. 663 00:46:57,130 --> 00:47:02,730 I guess I'm just trying to figure out what some of my options are as a finance 664 00:47:02,730 --> 00:47:06,470 major. So you're asking me what career paths pertain to a degree in finance? 665 00:47:06,910 --> 00:47:13,810 No, no, no. More like which ones I'd enjoy, in 666 00:47:13,810 --> 00:47:14,810 your opinion. 667 00:47:16,810 --> 00:47:18,130 Well, I don't know. 668 00:47:18,750 --> 00:47:20,070 What do you enjoy about finance? 669 00:47:21,990 --> 00:47:22,990 Math. 670 00:47:24,700 --> 00:47:25,700 The math? 671 00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:26,760 Yeah. 672 00:47:27,900 --> 00:47:31,580 Okay. So you don't know what you want to do, but you want me to tell you what 673 00:47:31,580 --> 00:47:32,238 you want to do? 674 00:47:32,240 --> 00:47:35,740 No, I just thought that we're in class together, you might know... Evan, I'm 675 00:47:35,740 --> 00:47:38,820 more than happy to have a conversation about your future, but it seems like you 676 00:47:38,820 --> 00:47:44,760 need to do some more thinking on your own first, and possibly drink some 677 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:45,760 electrolytes. 678 00:47:48,500 --> 00:47:49,500 Right. 679 00:47:49,980 --> 00:47:50,980 I'm sorry. 680 00:47:51,100 --> 00:47:52,100 You're right. 681 00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:55,360 I didn't mean to waste your time. It's fine. 682 00:47:56,220 --> 00:47:57,220 I'll see you tomorrow. 683 00:48:03,900 --> 00:48:08,300 Lucy, I brought your advisor in to help us discuss this. This is quite 684 00:48:08,300 --> 00:48:09,300 sensitive. 685 00:48:10,140 --> 00:48:13,420 But first, we want you to know that this is a safe space, okay? 686 00:48:14,860 --> 00:48:15,860 Okay. 687 00:48:17,780 --> 00:48:19,900 Do you know a student named Chris Montgomery? 688 00:48:22,860 --> 00:48:25,060 Yeah. Yeah, I know Chris. 689 00:48:26,540 --> 00:48:27,960 Chris's parents made a complaint. 690 00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:32,740 Apparently, you made an accusation about Chris sexually assaulting you, which he 691 00:48:32,740 --> 00:48:33,740 is strongly denying. 692 00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:39,240 Now, obviously, we take this very seriously, so if there is something that 693 00:48:39,240 --> 00:48:41,380 would like to discuss with us, you can. 694 00:48:41,660 --> 00:48:46,760 Um, yeah, it's not something I want to talk about. It's over. 695 00:48:48,520 --> 00:48:50,560 But, Lucy, did you make this allegation? 696 00:48:52,220 --> 00:48:53,220 Am I in trouble? 697 00:48:53,700 --> 00:48:57,420 Of course not, but if it's true, it's the kind of thing that would require an 698 00:48:57,420 --> 00:48:59,920 official report. I mean, I might have had a private conversation with my 699 00:48:59,920 --> 00:49:00,920 friends, but that's all. 700 00:49:02,380 --> 00:49:06,560 I'm not making a report, and I'm not escalating anything. I really don't want 701 00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:08,240 this to become a thing. Please, please. 702 00:49:11,140 --> 00:49:13,340 Well, know that you can talk to us if you change your mind. 703 00:49:13,780 --> 00:49:16,540 Okay, thank you. I understand, but I won't. 704 00:49:17,360 --> 00:49:18,360 All right. 705 00:49:18,660 --> 00:49:19,419 That's all. 706 00:49:19,420 --> 00:49:20,420 Okay, thank you. 707 00:49:44,200 --> 00:49:45,200 I'm sorry for being a dick. 708 00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:47,840 No, you weren't. No, I was. 709 00:49:48,960 --> 00:49:52,960 I was. You've, uh... I was. And you've been amazing. You're the only thing 710 00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:54,240 keeping me sane right now. 711 00:49:54,540 --> 00:49:59,380 And I just don't... I don't want to be the guy that everyone is worried about. 712 00:49:59,660 --> 00:50:03,540 And I don't want to feel aimless like I did last semester. I just can't do it. I 713 00:50:03,540 --> 00:50:04,540 can't fucking do it. Okay. 714 00:50:04,780 --> 00:50:05,780 Okay. 715 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:09,520 You just need some structure. 716 00:50:11,020 --> 00:50:12,020 Like... 717 00:50:12,259 --> 00:50:15,620 Whenever I've gone through really hard shit, the only thing that's helped me 718 00:50:15,660 --> 00:50:17,220 um, keeping busy. 719 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:20,820 I guess I could sign up for more classes. Yeah. 720 00:50:21,580 --> 00:50:22,900 Something, like, fun. 721 00:50:23,260 --> 00:50:26,500 Like an art class or something. I mean, you're really creative. 722 00:50:27,500 --> 00:50:28,439 I'm creative? 723 00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:30,080 I feel like you're probably really creative. 724 00:51:07,980 --> 00:51:08,980 Where'd she go this morning? 725 00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:10,200 Sorry. 726 00:51:10,280 --> 00:51:11,880 I didn't feel good. 727 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:13,600 Yeah, I'm not sure. 728 00:51:13,720 --> 00:51:14,960 MDMA's the best fit for us. 729 00:51:15,260 --> 00:51:16,260 Yeah. 730 00:51:16,720 --> 00:51:20,280 I think it's less about the MDMA, more about you fucking Evan last year. 731 00:51:23,540 --> 00:51:24,540 What? 732 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:29,600 What are you talking about? You had sex with Evan. 733 00:51:30,300 --> 00:51:33,480 He cheated on Bree with you. 734 00:51:34,500 --> 00:51:38,400 Excuse me. That is the craziest thing I've ever heard. He told me. I already 735 00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,740 know. He told you that? When? When did he tell you that? Before break. 736 00:51:42,220 --> 00:51:44,760 And I've been trying to get over it, but seeing how easily you lie about it, 737 00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:45,800 Lucy. Fuck. 738 00:51:46,540 --> 00:51:47,540 I'm sorry. 739 00:51:47,600 --> 00:51:49,360 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please. 740 00:51:49,820 --> 00:51:54,060 You have to believe me. Why didn't you just tell me? I was begging you to tell 741 00:51:54,060 --> 00:51:55,100 me. Because it didn't mean anything. 742 00:51:55,540 --> 00:51:59,380 It did not mean anything. I was wasted and we were broken up. I had to find out 743 00:51:59,380 --> 00:52:00,400 from him. It was fucking annoying. 744 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:01,800 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 745 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:03,399 Please. Please. 746 00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:05,280 Please, you have to listen to me, okay? I love you. 747 00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:10,000 I love you. This is something that happened so long ago. This does not have 748 00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:11,000 ruin anything. Please. 749 00:52:11,660 --> 00:52:15,740 Please, you have to forgive me. Please. I am trying to. I don't know if I can. 750 00:52:18,320 --> 00:52:20,700 What does that mean, if you can't? 751 00:52:26,720 --> 00:52:30,020 Are you worried about losing me, or are you scared of me? 752 00:52:34,060 --> 00:52:35,200 I'm worried about losing you. 753 00:52:41,780 --> 00:52:42,780 What are you thinking? 754 00:53:16,110 --> 00:53:17,850 Brie, just talk, talk to me. 755 00:53:19,350 --> 00:53:20,350 What's going on? 756 00:53:25,590 --> 00:53:26,830 I can't tell you. 757 00:53:29,570 --> 00:53:31,130 Hey, you okay? 758 00:53:39,230 --> 00:53:40,230 Yeah. 759 00:53:40,510 --> 00:53:41,850 Yeah. Sorry. 760 00:53:42,590 --> 00:53:43,590 I'm sorry. 761 00:53:43,710 --> 00:53:44,830 I just had some nerves. 762 00:53:46,220 --> 00:53:47,220 I'm good now. 763 00:53:47,500 --> 00:53:48,500 I'm good. 764 00:53:49,460 --> 00:53:50,460 I'm ready. 765 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:38,740 But you're not home. 766 00:54:39,080 --> 00:54:43,160 Your mind is not your own. 767 00:54:43,540 --> 00:54:45,060 Your heart sweats. 768 00:54:45,440 --> 00:54:47,420 Your body shakes. 769 00:54:48,100 --> 00:54:51,960 Another kiss is what it takes. 770 00:54:52,220 --> 00:54:53,800 You can't sleep. 771 00:54:54,180 --> 00:54:56,140 You can't eat. 772 00:54:56,520 --> 00:54:58,180 There's no doubt. 773 00:55:54,380 --> 00:55:55,380 I do. 774 00:55:55,800 --> 00:55:59,460 And Bree, do you take Evan to be your husband? 775 00:56:02,060 --> 00:56:03,900 Of course I do.