1 00:00:14,250 --> 00:00:15,291 [instrumental music] 2 00:00:46,875 --> 00:00:49,667 [indistinct chatter] 3 00:00:50,667 --> 00:00:52,458 [instrumental music] 4 00:01:19,667 --> 00:01:22,458 [music continues] 5 00:01:49,709 --> 00:01:52,500 [music continues] 6 00:02:19,750 --> 00:02:22,542 [music continues] 7 00:02:37,917 --> 00:02:42,375 [sighs] Good morning. 8 00:02:42,375 --> 00:02:42,417 Hi. 9 00:02:43,959 --> 00:02:46,458 You sleep alright? 10 00:02:46,458 --> 00:02:47,500 [groans] 11 00:02:50,041 --> 00:02:51,959 You? 12 00:02:51,959 --> 00:02:53,834 Not really. 13 00:02:53,834 --> 00:02:55,458 Uh, there's more Cokes 14 00:02:55,458 --> 00:02:56,834 and, uh, I could get you a coffee 15 00:02:56,834 --> 00:02:59,125 if you like. 16 00:02:59,125 --> 00:03:01,709 Wanna go for some pancakes or something? 17 00:03:01,709 --> 00:03:02,375 I'm totally starving. 18 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:07,458 Actually, I already had.. 19 00:03:07,458 --> 00:03:08,500 I had one of those, um.. 20 00:03:16,667 --> 00:03:18,041 Maybe I should get going anyway. 21 00:03:18,041 --> 00:03:20,917 Gotta take care of some stuff. 22 00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:30,333 [instrumental music] 23 00:03:58,542 --> 00:04:00,417 [music continues] 24 00:04:10,625 --> 00:04:12,458 [siren wailing] 25 00:04:17,917 --> 00:04:20,709 [upbeat music] 26 00:04:35,667 --> 00:04:37,208 What the hell do you want? 27 00:04:37,208 --> 00:04:39,458 An incredibly complicated and elaborate drink 28 00:04:39,458 --> 00:04:41,458 that takes you about 10 minutes to make. 29 00:04:41,458 --> 00:04:42,959 Then I'd like to complain about how there's 30 00:04:42,959 --> 00:04:43,959 no alcohol in it. 31 00:04:43,959 --> 00:04:46,959 That's our best seller. 32 00:04:46,959 --> 00:04:48,125 You want a, uh, massage 33 00:04:48,125 --> 00:04:49,917 manual release with that? 34 00:04:49,917 --> 00:04:52,667 Maybe later. 35 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:55,333 - I, uh, I wanted to ask you something. - Yes? 36 00:04:55,333 --> 00:04:57,458 You have any plans for the next month or so? 37 00:04:57,458 --> 00:04:59,041 You mean other than going on auditions 38 00:04:59,041 --> 00:05:01,250 that'll lead nowhere and babysitting drunks? 39 00:05:02,250 --> 00:05:03,458 I wanna do the river swim. 40 00:05:03,458 --> 00:05:06,750 - What river swim? - The river swim. 41 00:05:06,750 --> 00:05:08,291 The one I've been talking about since high school. 42 00:05:08,291 --> 00:05:09,792 The entire length of the lower Hudson. 43 00:05:09,792 --> 00:05:14,667 All the way from Troy to the Verrazano bridge, 150 miles. 44 00:05:14,667 --> 00:05:17,625 - Why? - Just because. 45 00:05:17,625 --> 00:05:19,583 - Just because? - Right. 46 00:05:19,583 --> 00:05:21,959 Y -- you accompany me in a boat, like we talked about. 47 00:05:21,959 --> 00:05:24,667 What do you say? 48 00:05:24,667 --> 00:05:26,834 Not many people have swam the whole river. 49 00:05:26,834 --> 00:05:28,417 Not many people have dug up 50 00:05:28,417 --> 00:05:30,917 Babe Ruth and driven around 51 00:05:30,917 --> 00:05:32,750 with his skeleton in their car either 52 00:05:32,750 --> 00:05:35,959 which was another idea that we had one drunken night. 53 00:05:35,959 --> 00:05:39,166 I know, but I mean it. 54 00:05:39,166 --> 00:05:40,667 I wanna swim the river. 55 00:05:40,667 --> 00:05:43,750 We can leave Monday and be back by the 28th. 56 00:05:44,959 --> 00:05:46,208 Why now? 57 00:05:46,208 --> 00:05:46,583 Why not? 58 00:05:51,834 --> 00:05:53,917 Sarah's not gonna like it. 59 00:05:53,917 --> 00:05:56,625 - Hi. - Hey. 60 00:05:56,625 --> 00:05:57,625 Liz! Hi. You remember Paul. 61 00:05:57,625 --> 00:06:01,834 Sure, you're a financial writer or something. 62 00:06:01,834 --> 00:06:03,083 Or something, right. 63 00:06:03,083 --> 00:06:05,667 Uh, you waitressed here a couple of summers ago. 64 00:06:05,667 --> 00:06:06,667 Never again. 65 00:06:06,667 --> 00:06:09,000 A sentiment shared by the management. 66 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:11,792 - I wasn't that bad. - Nor were you any good. 67 00:06:11,792 --> 00:06:12,792 You're actually a teacher, right? 68 00:06:12,792 --> 00:06:14,917 Yeah. 69 00:06:14,917 --> 00:06:16,875 For retarded kids or something. 70 00:06:16,875 --> 00:06:18,375 No. Regular ones. 71 00:06:18,375 --> 00:06:20,375 Don't know where I got that. 72 00:06:20,375 --> 00:06:22,041 May I have a very strong 73 00:06:22,041 --> 00:06:24,792 vodka and soda please, Jeff? 74 00:06:24,792 --> 00:06:27,375 One alcoholic's special, comin' up. 75 00:06:27,375 --> 00:06:30,667 So, what are you boys up to tonight? 76 00:06:30,667 --> 00:06:32,041 Talking about 19 year old girls 77 00:06:32,041 --> 00:06:33,291 with big tits or something? 78 00:06:33,291 --> 00:06:34,542 Maybe. What's it to you? 79 00:06:37,208 --> 00:06:38,041 Actually, it looks like we're going 80 00:06:38,041 --> 00:06:41,583 on a swimming trip. 81 00:06:41,583 --> 00:06:42,291 A swimming trip? 82 00:06:42,291 --> 00:06:44,959 - Thank you. - Yeah. 83 00:06:44,959 --> 00:06:49,041 Paul's gonna swim the entire length of the Hudson River. 84 00:06:49,041 --> 00:06:50,375 Why would you do that? 85 00:06:50,375 --> 00:06:52,709 Uh, why do people climb Everest? 86 00:06:52,709 --> 00:06:53,917 Most people don't. 87 00:06:55,417 --> 00:06:58,000 I didn't realize you were a big time swimmer. 88 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:00,709 I'm not, it's just an idea I had long ago 89 00:07:00,709 --> 00:07:01,750 and it's just kinda stayed with me 90 00:07:01,750 --> 00:07:05,083 to swim all the way down the river. 91 00:07:05,083 --> 00:07:06,834 To where it meets the ocean. 92 00:07:06,834 --> 00:07:08,917 Don't you think you'd get a little pooped? 93 00:07:08,917 --> 00:07:11,041 I don't swim it all at once. 94 00:07:11,041 --> 00:07:13,083 It's more, uh, psychological 95 00:07:13,083 --> 00:07:13,959 challenge than a physical one. 96 00:07:13,959 --> 00:07:16,291 Anyone could do it if they wanted to. 97 00:07:17,083 --> 00:07:19,083 Totally eccentric, I like it. 98 00:07:19,083 --> 00:07:20,417 Then come with us. 99 00:07:20,417 --> 00:07:21,417 [chuckles] Right, right. 100 00:07:21,417 --> 00:07:23,917 Really, or just go instead of me. 101 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:26,917 Come on, you're asking me to take 102 00:07:26,917 --> 00:07:29,500 a couple weeks off and drive a boat 103 00:07:29,500 --> 00:07:30,417 slowly down the Hudson River 104 00:07:30,417 --> 00:07:33,208 while you're in the water all day? 105 00:07:33,208 --> 00:07:34,667 If she wants to come, thank God. 106 00:07:34,667 --> 00:07:36,917 It'll give me someone to make fun of you 107 00:07:36,917 --> 00:07:38,750 with to pass the time. 108 00:07:40,792 --> 00:07:43,208 Well, I don't want to interfere if it's gonna.. 109 00:07:43,208 --> 00:07:45,208 If it's some sort of male bonding thing. 110 00:07:45,208 --> 00:07:46,041 Please, if we were any more bonded 111 00:07:46,041 --> 00:07:48,000 we'd be sixty-nining each other. 112 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:50,041 - You should come with us. - I actually could come. 113 00:07:50,041 --> 00:07:53,625 I don't start school till after Labor Day. 114 00:07:53,625 --> 00:07:55,333 We could spend a night at my mom's house 115 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:56,542 in Rhinebeck along the way if you want. 116 00:07:56,542 --> 00:07:59,959 - Free beds. - See? She's from the Hudson Valley too! 117 00:07:59,959 --> 00:08:01,208 She's one of us! 118 00:08:01,208 --> 00:08:03,458 I'm not sure. 119 00:08:03,458 --> 00:08:04,709 What kind of bathing suits do you have? 120 00:08:06,667 --> 00:08:09,750 'Cause we usually wear a two-piece. 121 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:11,458 [laughs] 122 00:08:11,458 --> 00:08:14,166 I don't think it'd be very much fun. 123 00:08:14,166 --> 00:08:16,041 - It might be. - I don't know. 124 00:08:17,709 --> 00:08:18,959 You finally take some time off -- 125 00:08:18,959 --> 00:08:20,458 I think it's really important 126 00:08:20,458 --> 00:08:22,375 to him for some reason. 127 00:08:22,375 --> 00:08:23,667 So you and Paul get to spend three weeks 128 00:08:23,667 --> 00:08:25,834 alone together and I get to sit here all by myself. 129 00:08:28,625 --> 00:08:29,709 Liz is coming with us too. 130 00:08:31,500 --> 00:08:33,500 The girl from the bar? 131 00:08:33,500 --> 00:08:34,667 - Are you kidding me? - She wants to come. 132 00:08:34,667 --> 00:08:37,583 What, is Paul sleeping with her or something? 133 00:08:37,583 --> 00:08:37,625 No. 134 00:08:39,750 --> 00:08:42,166 - Are you? - No. 135 00:08:42,166 --> 00:08:43,458 Then why is she coming? 136 00:08:43,458 --> 00:08:44,625 Just for fun. 137 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:47,500 Why didn't you ask me if I wanted to come? 138 00:08:47,500 --> 00:08:50,083 - Do you? - No, it's stupid. 139 00:08:50,083 --> 00:08:50,750 Then don't come. 140 00:08:52,834 --> 00:08:54,208 Fuck you. 141 00:08:55,750 --> 00:08:56,458 Right. 142 00:08:56,458 --> 00:08:59,834 - What? - Hm? Nothin'. 143 00:08:59,834 --> 00:09:00,709 What? 144 00:09:01,917 --> 00:09:03,375 Nothing. 145 00:09:22,041 --> 00:09:24,000 Because I feel like getting out of the city, I.. 146 00:09:25,709 --> 00:09:27,333 Neither of them. 147 00:09:29,542 --> 00:09:30,709 No. 148 00:09:33,583 --> 00:09:35,375 I'll, uh, I'll call you 149 00:09:35,375 --> 00:09:37,625 when we get close. 150 00:09:37,625 --> 00:09:38,667 Three weeks or so. 151 00:09:43,041 --> 00:09:44,834 Yeah, yeah, I guess it is a three-week vacation 152 00:09:44,834 --> 00:09:47,709 if you want to call it that. 153 00:09:47,709 --> 00:09:48,875 [vibrating] 154 00:10:15,041 --> 00:10:16,834 [doorbell buzzing] 155 00:10:24,750 --> 00:10:25,792 [instrumental music] 156 00:10:29,625 --> 00:10:30,625 Yeah, we'll probably get there around about 1:00 157 00:10:30,625 --> 00:10:32,875 we can drop off the car, head 158 00:10:32,875 --> 00:10:34,625 down to the waterfront and find a boat. 159 00:10:34,625 --> 00:10:36,792 You're really gonna buy a boat? 160 00:10:36,792 --> 00:10:38,125 Yeah, it's easier than trying to rent one. 161 00:10:38,125 --> 00:10:39,834 We'll get a used one or something. 162 00:10:39,834 --> 00:10:42,250 What are you gonna do with it when we get to the city? 163 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:44,959 I don't know, try to sell it or something, I guess. 164 00:10:44,959 --> 00:10:46,792 How much do boats cost? 165 00:10:48,959 --> 00:10:50,291 Not sure. Don't worry about it. 166 00:10:50,291 --> 00:10:53,333 I didn't realize I was traveling with John D. Rockefeller here. 167 00:10:53,333 --> 00:10:56,125 [music continues] 168 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:09,750 Which way to the boatyard? 169 00:11:20,041 --> 00:11:22,834 - Can I help you? - We're lookin' to buy a boat. 170 00:11:22,834 --> 00:11:24,917 Well, ya sure can't have one for free. 171 00:11:24,917 --> 00:11:25,917 [laughing] 172 00:11:27,667 --> 00:11:30,667 [coughing] 173 00:11:45,917 --> 00:11:48,250 [spews] What kind of boat? 174 00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:51,000 - What? - What kind of boat are you lookin' for? 175 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:52,375 Oh, uh, the smallest one you got. 176 00:11:52,375 --> 00:11:55,166 Like a canoe? 177 00:11:55,166 --> 00:11:57,250 - A motorboat. - With a weak motor. 178 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:59,625 - A weak motor? - Weakest one you got. 179 00:11:59,625 --> 00:12:01,041 He's gonna swim down the river to the city 180 00:12:01,041 --> 00:12:02,208 and we need to ride next to him. 181 00:12:02,208 --> 00:12:02,834 So, just, you know, any -- anything 182 00:12:02,834 --> 00:12:04,417 that can putter along -- 183 00:12:04,417 --> 00:12:05,208 You're swimming to New York City? 184 00:12:05,208 --> 00:12:07,291 Yep. 185 00:12:07,291 --> 00:12:09,625 Is it some sort of charity type of thing? 186 00:12:09,625 --> 00:12:11,750 Or, or a dollar-a-mile or something? 187 00:12:11,750 --> 00:12:12,959 - Not really. - Hm. 188 00:12:15,125 --> 00:12:17,375 Well, I got an old whaler 189 00:12:17,375 --> 00:12:19,583 with an old 70-horsepower engine. 190 00:12:19,583 --> 00:12:21,333 Couldn't outrun a turtle. 191 00:12:21,333 --> 00:12:24,083 [coughs] 192 00:12:35,083 --> 00:12:36,500 Twenty-four hundred bucks. 193 00:12:36,500 --> 00:12:38,250 Sounds reasonable. 194 00:12:38,250 --> 00:12:39,333 Yeah, I believe that's 195 00:12:39,333 --> 00:12:40,625 the going rate for old boats 196 00:12:40,625 --> 00:12:42,125 with weak engines. 197 00:12:43,583 --> 00:12:44,875 You folks done much boating before? 198 00:12:46,250 --> 00:12:49,583 [coughing] 199 00:12:49,583 --> 00:12:51,750 Mm...I have! 200 00:12:51,750 --> 00:12:53,625 I went to summer camp on Lake George 201 00:12:53,625 --> 00:12:55,834 and, we had water-skiing, we.. 202 00:12:55,834 --> 00:12:58,041 Uh, sometimes they let us steer the boat. 203 00:13:00,208 --> 00:13:01,834 Well, this boat couldn't pull a turtle 204 00:13:01,834 --> 00:13:03,709 much less a skier. 205 00:13:03,709 --> 00:13:05,750 What's with the turtles? 206 00:13:08,625 --> 00:13:09,583 Piloting a boat is a lot different 207 00:13:09,583 --> 00:13:12,375 from driving a car. 208 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:15,333 But it, um, starts with a key, right? 209 00:13:15,333 --> 00:13:16,500 Yeah. 210 00:13:16,500 --> 00:13:18,875 But it's got no brakes, for starters. 211 00:13:18,875 --> 00:13:20,083 Neither did my last car. I think we'll be fine. 212 00:13:30,458 --> 00:13:32,792 How do I look? 213 00:13:32,792 --> 00:13:35,083 Like a total dick. 214 00:13:35,083 --> 00:13:36,291 What'd that getup run ya? 215 00:13:36,291 --> 00:13:37,375 Eh, not much. 216 00:13:37,375 --> 00:13:39,208 - I bought it used. - Ew. 217 00:13:40,959 --> 00:13:43,125 Let's head up to the very beginning of the river. 218 00:13:44,667 --> 00:13:45,709 To the dam where the first lock is. 219 00:13:45,709 --> 00:13:47,834 We'll start from there. 220 00:13:51,125 --> 00:13:52,125 [motor whirring] 221 00:14:18,166 --> 00:14:19,333 [exhales] 222 00:14:27,375 --> 00:14:28,667 Okay, then. 223 00:14:28,667 --> 00:14:31,458 Don't drink the water. 224 00:14:39,792 --> 00:14:40,917 Damn it! 225 00:14:40,917 --> 00:14:41,917 What? 226 00:14:41,917 --> 00:14:43,458 - It's freezing! - Really? 227 00:14:43,458 --> 00:14:46,500 Isn't it, uh, your, like your thing? 228 00:14:46,500 --> 00:14:48,375 Doesn't your thing keep you warm? 229 00:14:48,375 --> 00:14:48,875 What thing? 230 00:14:48,875 --> 00:14:51,959 Your o -- outfit. 231 00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:53,166 You know what? I think it's broken. 232 00:14:53,166 --> 00:14:54,375 I'm getting out, it's too cold. 233 00:14:54,375 --> 00:14:55,208 Bullshit you're getting out! 234 00:14:55,208 --> 00:14:57,709 Get used to it and start swimming. 235 00:14:57,709 --> 00:15:00,041 - It's freezing! - Your idea, pal. 236 00:15:00,041 --> 00:15:01,208 We didn't come all this way 237 00:15:01,208 --> 00:15:02,000 to get jerked around, so tuck your cock 238 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:04,834 in your ass and get movin'. 239 00:15:05,709 --> 00:15:07,750 [motor starts] 240 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:15,041 [instrumental music] 241 00:15:33,250 --> 00:15:37,959 ♪ Salvador Sanchez ♪ 242 00:15:37,959 --> 00:15:41,500 ♪ Arrived and vanished ♪ 243 00:15:41,500 --> 00:15:44,834 ♪ Only 23 ♪ 244 00:15:44,834 --> 00:15:47,375 ♪ With so much speed ♪ 245 00:15:47,375 --> 00:15:52,375 ♪ Owning the highway ♪ 246 00:15:52,375 --> 00:15:54,166 [music continues] 247 00:16:00,667 --> 00:16:04,291 ♪ Mexico City ♪ 248 00:16:06,166 --> 00:16:09,875 ♪ Had so many ♪ 249 00:16:09,875 --> 00:16:12,667 ♪ But none quite like him ♪ 250 00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:15,375 ♪ Sweet warrior ♪ 251 00:16:15,375 --> 00:16:19,625 ♪ Pure magic matador ♪ 252 00:16:19,625 --> 00:16:22,667 [music continues] 253 00:16:28,875 --> 00:16:32,125 ♪ Pancho Villa ♪ 254 00:16:33,667 --> 00:16:37,500 ♪ Would never rest ♪ 255 00:16:37,500 --> 00:16:41,083 ♪ Till 1925 ♪ 256 00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:43,125 ♪ He closed his eyes ♪ 257 00:16:43,125 --> 00:16:50,000 ♪ Till Manila stars would rise ♪♪ 258 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:52,041 [music continues] 259 00:16:58,583 --> 00:17:01,500 [panting] 260 00:17:01,500 --> 00:17:03,375 Maybe you should stop for the day. 261 00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:09,834 You think so? 262 00:17:09,834 --> 00:17:10,834 Yes. 263 00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:12,875 Okay. 264 00:17:28,041 --> 00:17:29,291 Thanks. 265 00:17:34,166 --> 00:17:35,291 How much ground do you think we covered? 266 00:17:37,250 --> 00:17:38,875 Maybe three miles? 267 00:17:40,500 --> 00:17:41,083 It's not enough. 268 00:17:41,083 --> 00:17:42,083 It's only the first day. 269 00:17:42,083 --> 00:17:45,750 Plus we got a late start, so.. 270 00:17:45,750 --> 00:17:46,667 Gotta do better tomorrow. 271 00:17:46,667 --> 00:17:48,625 Maybe you could smoke in the water. 272 00:17:48,625 --> 00:17:50,542 Save time on the smoking breaks. 273 00:17:50,542 --> 00:17:52,000 The cigarettes will get wet. 274 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,875 Not if you smoke the waterproof cigarettes. 275 00:17:53,875 --> 00:17:55,750 They're all the rage with the kids today. 276 00:17:55,750 --> 00:17:57,875 - You guys are weird. - What do ya mean, "You guys?" 277 00:17:57,875 --> 00:17:59,709 He's the one that wants to swim all day. 278 00:17:59,709 --> 00:18:00,875 I don't wanna swim all day. 279 00:18:00,875 --> 00:18:02,875 I want to swim the Hudson, there's a difference. 280 00:18:02,875 --> 00:18:04,250 It's not like I'm going back and forth 281 00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:06,417 in a pool all day like Stevie Brennan. 282 00:18:06,417 --> 00:18:07,750 [chuckles] 283 00:18:07,750 --> 00:18:10,417 He was a mentally retarded boy we went to school with. 284 00:18:10,417 --> 00:18:12,792 - Autistic. - Whatever. 285 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:14,250 That young man gave one hell of a blowjob. 286 00:18:14,250 --> 00:18:18,333 Hmm.. You guys are truly demented. 287 00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:20,166 I don't know what you mean by that. 288 00:18:20,166 --> 00:18:22,083 Now, let's head back to shore 289 00:18:22,083 --> 00:18:23,834 so I can get a high colonic 290 00:18:23,834 --> 00:18:26,834 and a bite to eat. 291 00:18:26,834 --> 00:18:28,875 [instrumental music] 292 00:18:52,291 --> 00:18:52,834 It's okay. 293 00:18:52,834 --> 00:18:55,625 [music continues] 294 00:19:02,667 --> 00:19:06,542 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 295 00:19:09,417 --> 00:19:10,625 [sighs] 296 00:19:10,625 --> 00:19:13,417 It's okay. 297 00:19:23,709 --> 00:19:25,750 [music continues] 298 00:19:44,417 --> 00:19:45,458 [motor whirring] 299 00:19:55,458 --> 00:19:57,291 I haven't had sex in a year. 300 00:20:00,041 --> 00:20:01,083 No? 301 00:20:02,667 --> 00:20:04,083 You should get married then. 302 00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:07,333 I have sex, like, uh, God 303 00:20:07,333 --> 00:20:08,667 almost six times a year. 304 00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:09,542 It's hard to keep up. 305 00:20:09,542 --> 00:20:13,083 - What's that about? - I don't know. 306 00:20:13,083 --> 00:20:14,583 Marriage, I guess. 307 00:20:14,583 --> 00:20:16,458 Lots of little resentments. 308 00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:23,000 You're single, you ought to be 309 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:25,583 having sex all the time. Get it while you can. 310 00:20:25,583 --> 00:20:28,542 - You know? - I guess. 311 00:20:28,542 --> 00:20:30,750 So, what's this, "Haven't had sex for a year" business? 312 00:20:30,750 --> 00:20:33,166 A girl like you should be getting some serious dick action. 313 00:20:33,875 --> 00:20:35,959 Yeah, I don't know. 314 00:20:35,959 --> 00:20:38,166 I -- I think I've had too many lovers already. 315 00:20:38,166 --> 00:20:39,834 - Too many lovers? - Yeah. 316 00:20:39,834 --> 00:20:42,667 Not too much sex. 317 00:20:42,667 --> 00:20:44,458 But too many lovers. 318 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:46,792 Paul! Hey, Paull! 319 00:20:46,792 --> 00:20:49,917 You think you've slept with too many women in your life? 320 00:20:49,917 --> 00:20:51,417 - "Too many?" - Yeah! 321 00:20:51,417 --> 00:20:51,792 Have you had too many lovers? 322 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:54,083 Oh, yeah. 323 00:20:54,083 --> 00:20:55,667 Way too many. 324 00:20:55,667 --> 00:20:58,166 Wish I could turn back the clock! 325 00:20:58,166 --> 00:21:00,792 Where do I sign up for the too many lovers program? 326 00:21:00,792 --> 00:21:02,417 You don't understand. 327 00:21:02,417 --> 00:21:03,583 Yeah, apparently. 328 00:21:04,125 --> 00:21:06,750 [instrumental music] 329 00:21:36,041 --> 00:21:38,834 [music continues] 330 00:21:50,041 --> 00:21:52,834 [crickets chirping] 331 00:21:58,542 --> 00:21:59,959 [sighs] I haven't slept in a sleeping bag 332 00:21:59,959 --> 00:22:01,834 since camp. 333 00:22:01,834 --> 00:22:04,250 Inside a teepee. 334 00:22:04,750 --> 00:22:05,834 The famous camp. 335 00:22:05,834 --> 00:22:08,917 Water-skiing.. 336 00:22:08,917 --> 00:22:10,333 ...teepees. 337 00:22:10,333 --> 00:22:12,834 [sighs] I wish I could go to camp now. 338 00:22:12,834 --> 00:22:15,500 It was fun. 339 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:18,458 It had all sorts of old-school activities. 340 00:22:18,458 --> 00:22:21,542 Archery, water polo, capture the flag. 341 00:22:21,542 --> 00:22:22,667 Oh! 342 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:25,959 I would love to play water polo. 343 00:22:25,959 --> 00:22:27,834 Paul, how much would you pay 344 00:22:27,834 --> 00:22:29,709 to play a real game of water polo? 345 00:22:32,583 --> 00:22:33,667 Ten bucks? 346 00:22:33,667 --> 00:22:35,208 Wrong, 50 bucks. 347 00:22:35,834 --> 00:22:36,959 Wow! 348 00:22:36,959 --> 00:22:38,458 Water polo. 349 00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:41,000 What didn't they have at that camp? 350 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:43,500 Adequate adult supervision. 351 00:22:43,500 --> 00:22:44,917 It was great. 352 00:22:45,834 --> 00:22:47,583 Any lesbian experimentation goin' on? 353 00:22:49,583 --> 00:22:50,750 A little. 354 00:22:57,166 --> 00:22:59,291 Why're you swimming down the river, Paul? 355 00:23:00,709 --> 00:23:02,959 It's a charity stunt. 356 00:23:02,959 --> 00:23:05,875 Why's it so important to get there by August 28th? 357 00:23:05,875 --> 00:23:07,750 He has Yankee tickets that night. 358 00:23:08,625 --> 00:23:11,250 You don't remember what the 28th is? 359 00:23:11,250 --> 00:23:13,291 If you're talking about the day 360 00:23:13,291 --> 00:23:14,750 you came out to me 361 00:23:14,750 --> 00:23:16,291 I'm pretty sure that, that was 362 00:23:16,291 --> 00:23:18,542 the spring of senior year 363 00:23:18,542 --> 00:23:22,083 and we never really celebrate that. 364 00:23:22,083 --> 00:23:24,291 This stuff never stops, does it? 365 00:23:24,291 --> 00:23:26,417 Nope, the older I get 366 00:23:26,417 --> 00:23:27,083 the more immature I get. 367 00:23:27,083 --> 00:23:29,542 It's an odd phenomenon. 368 00:23:29,542 --> 00:23:31,375 It's not one I claim to understand. 369 00:23:31,375 --> 00:23:32,375 Enough about me. 370 00:23:32,375 --> 00:23:34,542 What's, uh, what's the deal with the 28th? 371 00:23:35,875 --> 00:23:37,375 Amy's anniversary. 372 00:23:38,542 --> 00:23:42,917 August 28th is the fifth anniversary of her death. 373 00:23:42,917 --> 00:23:43,750 To prepare for the occasion, I thought 374 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:45,750 I'd do something interesting. 375 00:23:45,750 --> 00:23:48,083 Something unique to distinguish myself 376 00:23:48,083 --> 00:23:51,125 in some small way before I go. 377 00:23:52,125 --> 00:23:52,667 Go where? 378 00:24:00,208 --> 00:24:03,000 It's been five years. 379 00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:04,667 - Motherfucker! - What? 380 00:24:07,458 --> 00:24:08,625 What? 381 00:24:20,041 --> 00:24:21,083 Jeff! 382 00:24:23,375 --> 00:24:25,417 [crickets chirping] 383 00:24:29,166 --> 00:24:30,250 What's happening? What.. 384 00:24:30,250 --> 00:24:32,917 What was that about? 385 00:24:32,917 --> 00:24:35,500 He's gonna kill himself when we finish the swim. 386 00:24:38,458 --> 00:24:39,625 What's going on here? What're -- 387 00:24:39,625 --> 00:24:41,375 When Amy was killed, Paul was a wreck. 388 00:24:41,375 --> 00:24:44,125 He was completely destroyed. 389 00:24:44,125 --> 00:24:46,750 Um, one night, after not being able to reach him for 390 00:24:46,750 --> 00:24:48,417 a couple days, I went over to their apartment 391 00:24:48,417 --> 00:24:51,291 to see how he was and when I got there 392 00:24:51,291 --> 00:24:53,458 the door was open and there was a suicide note 393 00:24:53,458 --> 00:24:55,333 on the desk. 394 00:24:55,333 --> 00:24:57,375 And I remember, we hung out on his roof sometimes 395 00:24:57,375 --> 00:25:01,709 so I run up there, and there he was 396 00:25:01,709 --> 00:25:03,291 on the edge of the roof.. 397 00:25:04,250 --> 00:25:05,834 ...about to jump. 398 00:25:05,834 --> 00:25:06,667 - Jesus. - Yeah. 399 00:25:06,667 --> 00:25:08,583 But I start talking to him. 400 00:25:08,583 --> 00:25:09,917 We start talking and I'm trying 401 00:25:09,917 --> 00:25:11,750 to convince him that he will feel better sometime. 402 00:25:11,750 --> 00:25:14,542 Amy had just died, uh, three months earlier 403 00:25:14,542 --> 00:25:16,208 and he just had to give it some time. 404 00:25:16,208 --> 00:25:18,000 And I told him to think about the people 405 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,333 that care about him. 406 00:25:19,333 --> 00:25:20,625 And what about our friendship? 407 00:25:20,625 --> 00:25:21,834 That kind of thing. 408 00:25:21,834 --> 00:25:23,875 And I give him reason after reason not to do it 409 00:25:23,875 --> 00:25:27,750 not the least of which is my car's parked below. 410 00:25:27,750 --> 00:25:30,250 - I don't want him to land on it. - Really? 411 00:25:30,250 --> 00:25:31,709 No, but I did say that at one point 412 00:25:31,709 --> 00:25:34,750 and he actually laughed, I got a laugh out of him 413 00:25:34,750 --> 00:25:37,250 in spite of everything and, um.. 414 00:25:38,500 --> 00:25:41,500 ...just kept him talkin'. 415 00:25:41,500 --> 00:25:43,375 Finally, after what seems like an hour 416 00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:46,875 uh, I say, "I'll tell you what.. 417 00:25:46,875 --> 00:25:49,834 "...you absolutely have to give this more time. 418 00:25:52,667 --> 00:25:54,333 "Give it five years.. 419 00:25:55,333 --> 00:25:56,709 "...and if at the end of those five years 420 00:25:56,709 --> 00:25:58,375 "you still wanna die 421 00:25:58,375 --> 00:26:01,625 "I promise not only.. 422 00:26:01,625 --> 00:26:03,667 "...not to interfere, I'll kick in for a pack 423 00:26:03,667 --> 00:26:06,709 "of razor blades and I'll give a eulogy 424 00:26:06,709 --> 00:26:09,500 "at your funeral, telling 'em you did 425 00:26:09,500 --> 00:26:11,125 "the right thing for you, and I'll defend 426 00:26:11,125 --> 00:26:14,709 your decision to anybody who has a problem with it." 427 00:26:14,709 --> 00:26:16,375 But he didn't wanna wait five years. 428 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,625 He didn't wanna wait five minutes. 429 00:26:18,625 --> 00:26:21,875 Thing is, he would've asked for the exact same thing 430 00:26:21,875 --> 00:26:23,750 if the situation was reversed to give it 431 00:26:23,750 --> 00:26:25,875 more time, and when he realized that 432 00:26:25,875 --> 00:26:27,417 I knew I had him. 433 00:26:27,417 --> 00:26:30,125 I knew he wasn't gonna jump. 434 00:26:30,125 --> 00:26:31,750 We actually shook hands on it 435 00:26:31,750 --> 00:26:34,583 and he seemed to gradually get better.. 436 00:26:34,583 --> 00:26:37,125 ...and after a couple of years 437 00:26:37,125 --> 00:26:39,625 uh, I put it in the back of my mind 438 00:26:39,625 --> 00:26:42,917 and, uh... kinda forgot about it. 439 00:26:44,333 --> 00:26:47,125 Until about two minutes ago. 440 00:26:47,125 --> 00:26:50,625 So, it's five years later and, uh.. 441 00:26:50,625 --> 00:26:52,583 ...the time's actually here.. 442 00:26:54,083 --> 00:26:56,375 ...and he still wants to die. 443 00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:01,917 [crickets chirping] 444 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:14,291 [train horn blaring] 445 00:27:37,458 --> 00:27:38,542 Oh. 446 00:27:38,542 --> 00:27:39,125 [chuckles] 447 00:27:39,125 --> 00:27:41,250 Hi. 448 00:27:43,125 --> 00:27:44,500 Hi. 449 00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:48,792 Good morning. 450 00:27:54,667 --> 00:27:55,834 Where'd you get that? 451 00:27:55,834 --> 00:27:57,500 From a little store up there. 452 00:27:57,500 --> 00:28:00,959 I got one for Jeff too and a Coke for you. 453 00:28:00,959 --> 00:28:03,000 Oh. Perfect. 454 00:28:03,375 --> 00:28:05,250 Thank you. 455 00:28:07,500 --> 00:28:09,375 [chuckles] I also found out 456 00:28:09,375 --> 00:28:11,417 we're camping on private property. 457 00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:14,333 Well, we're private people. 458 00:28:16,583 --> 00:28:17,959 [sighs] 459 00:28:22,291 --> 00:28:24,458 [sighs] 460 00:28:26,417 --> 00:28:28,667 Rise and shine, captain. We got swimming to do. 461 00:28:28,667 --> 00:28:31,166 The missus brought you some coffee. 462 00:28:31,166 --> 00:28:32,500 Really? 463 00:28:33,875 --> 00:28:35,500 Fantastic. 464 00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:37,834 Need to do six miles today at least. 465 00:28:37,834 --> 00:28:39,375 You guys up for that? 466 00:28:39,375 --> 00:28:41,208 Considering all we have to do is sit in the boat 467 00:28:41,208 --> 00:28:44,208 drinkin' Mai Tais while you do the actual swimming 468 00:28:44,208 --> 00:28:45,792 I'd say, um.. 469 00:28:46,583 --> 00:28:48,709 Yeah, I think we can swing it. 470 00:28:51,458 --> 00:28:55,250 [instrumental music] 471 00:29:22,333 --> 00:29:25,375 [music continues] 472 00:29:39,500 --> 00:29:40,583 I mean, I, I can't believe we're just 473 00:29:40,583 --> 00:29:43,250 we're -- we're just gonna g -- go along like this. 474 00:29:43,250 --> 00:29:44,333 What would you prefer we do? 475 00:29:44,333 --> 00:29:46,583 Stop the trip. Take him to a hospital. 476 00:29:46,583 --> 00:29:47,792 Get him committed or something. 477 00:29:47,792 --> 00:29:50,667 If we stop the trip and say 478 00:29:50,667 --> 00:29:52,583 "No, we're not going along with this." 479 00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:53,750 What's that gonna accomplish? 480 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,041 He wants to kill himself, he'll find a way. 481 00:29:55,041 --> 00:29:56,125 Maybe sooner rather than later. 482 00:29:56,125 --> 00:29:57,458 You guys talking about me? 483 00:29:57,458 --> 00:29:59,208 - Yeah. - Yeah. 484 00:29:59,208 --> 00:30:01,000 Please don't! 485 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:03,000 Okay, we'll chat about the weather instead. 486 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:06,417 - Pretty nice day, huh? - Yeah, how's the water? 487 00:30:06,417 --> 00:30:07,291 Not as bad as yesterday. 488 00:30:07,291 --> 00:30:08,959 Ah, probably getting used to it. 489 00:30:08,959 --> 00:30:10,083 Probably. 490 00:30:10,083 --> 00:30:12,041 Water's always freezing when you first get in. 491 00:30:12,041 --> 00:30:13,500 Ain't that the truth. 492 00:30:13,500 --> 00:30:17,083 Well, keep on truckin'. 493 00:30:18,208 --> 00:30:19,041 Will do, buddy! 494 00:30:20,834 --> 00:30:22,959 I don't know what the hell to do, okay? 495 00:30:25,709 --> 00:30:28,000 I don't know what to do. 496 00:30:29,500 --> 00:30:32,333 If he kills himself.. 497 00:30:33,291 --> 00:30:36,166 ...maybe he'll leave me his television. 498 00:30:36,166 --> 00:30:38,583 It's got a huge screen. 499 00:30:41,291 --> 00:30:44,083 [instrumental music] 500 00:31:11,375 --> 00:31:14,166 [music continues] 501 00:31:41,417 --> 00:31:44,208 [music continues] 502 00:32:10,583 --> 00:32:14,333 [music continues] 503 00:32:44,875 --> 00:32:47,166 What's he swimming for? 504 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,667 Just for fun. 505 00:32:48,667 --> 00:32:50,834 Don't know how clean the water is. 506 00:32:50,834 --> 00:32:53,083 There's a freshwater lake a few miles inland. 507 00:32:53,083 --> 00:32:56,000 I don't think pollution's a top priority of his. 508 00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:10,083 Let's get some hot dogs. 509 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:19,375 Damn it! 510 00:33:21,583 --> 00:33:23,041 Alright. 511 00:33:27,542 --> 00:33:29,125 Put that around there. 512 00:33:50,291 --> 00:33:52,375 We're lookin' for hot dogs. 513 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:55,333 - I don't have any. - Fair enough. 514 00:33:55,333 --> 00:33:56,333 Anybody know where we can get something to eat? 515 00:33:56,333 --> 00:33:58,834 Town's about a quarter-mile down the road. 516 00:33:58,834 --> 00:34:02,667 Perry's has hot dogs. 517 00:34:02,667 --> 00:34:04,792 - No, they don't. - Yeah, they do. 518 00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:05,875 They're just not on the menu. 519 00:34:05,875 --> 00:34:07,709 Yeah, you have to ask for 'em. 520 00:34:07,709 --> 00:34:09,375 - Bullshit! - It's true. 521 00:34:09,375 --> 00:34:10,959 You just have to ask for 'em. 522 00:34:10,959 --> 00:34:13,500 - Who told you that? - Nobody told me. 523 00:34:13,500 --> 00:34:16,041 - I just know. - Don't worry. 524 00:34:16,041 --> 00:34:17,166 We'll get to the bottom of it. 525 00:34:17,166 --> 00:34:18,667 Knock some heads together if we have to. 526 00:34:18,667 --> 00:34:20,083 Mm-hm. 527 00:34:20,083 --> 00:34:22,959 Will you keep an eye on her for me? 528 00:34:27,625 --> 00:34:30,792 Mm. Mm! 529 00:34:32,709 --> 00:34:34,250 I saw this thing on TV once 530 00:34:34,250 --> 00:34:36,041 a special about the death penalty 531 00:34:36,041 --> 00:34:38,125 and they were talking, uh, about prisoners 532 00:34:38,125 --> 00:34:41,875 last meals and this, this chaplain was saying 533 00:34:41,875 --> 00:34:45,792 in his 30 years at Sing Sing 534 00:34:45,792 --> 00:34:47,625 never once did he see a prisoner actually 535 00:34:47,625 --> 00:34:48,458 eat his last meal, they always ended up 536 00:34:48,458 --> 00:34:50,959 giving it to the other prisoners. 537 00:34:50,959 --> 00:34:52,041 We'll be passing Sing Sing. 538 00:34:52,041 --> 00:34:55,500 I know. That's why I mentioned it. 539 00:34:58,333 --> 00:35:00,917 Why did you mention it? 540 00:35:00,917 --> 00:35:03,083 Well, ho -- how can you be eating so happily 541 00:35:03,083 --> 00:35:03,792 if you know you're gonna die soon? 542 00:35:03,792 --> 00:35:05,959 Mm, well.. 543 00:35:07,083 --> 00:35:10,166 A, this isn't my last meal.. 544 00:35:11,625 --> 00:35:14,500 ...B, I'm hungry and C, I love food. 545 00:35:14,500 --> 00:35:16,333 Okay, good! 546 00:35:16,333 --> 00:35:17,875 You love food. 547 00:35:17,875 --> 00:35:19,750 That, isn't that one reason not to kill yourself 548 00:35:19,750 --> 00:35:21,250 right there, I mean, not to mention the millions 549 00:35:21,250 --> 00:35:22,166 of other reasons, I mean, you were like a little kid 550 00:35:22,166 --> 00:35:25,625 when we got those donuts on the drive up. 551 00:35:25,625 --> 00:35:28,041 I'm sure they'll have donuts in heaven. 552 00:35:28,041 --> 00:35:30,625 - What? - I'm sure they'll have donuts in heaven. 553 00:35:30,625 --> 00:35:33,458 - They have donuts in heaven. - Right. 554 00:35:33,458 --> 00:35:36,166 I mean, if one believes in the concept of heaven 555 00:35:36,166 --> 00:35:38,166 as a paradise, not really a stretch 556 00:35:38,166 --> 00:35:39,333 to believe they have donuts there. 557 00:35:39,333 --> 00:35:42,959 Well, A, even if they do have donuts in heaven 558 00:35:42,959 --> 00:35:44,166 and I -- I can't believe I'm actually discussing 559 00:35:44,166 --> 00:35:45,792 these issues seriously, what about B 560 00:35:45,792 --> 00:35:48,333 which is the fact that most people don't believe 561 00:35:48,333 --> 00:35:49,875 suicides go to heaven. They go to hell. 562 00:35:49,875 --> 00:35:51,959 I don't believe in hell, or that suicides 563 00:35:51,959 --> 00:35:52,875 would necessarily end up there. 564 00:35:52,875 --> 00:35:53,917 I'm not saying I believe that either 565 00:35:53,917 --> 00:35:56,792 but I'm certainly not sure there's a heaven. 566 00:35:56,792 --> 00:35:57,667 Me neither. 567 00:35:57,667 --> 00:35:59,959 Yet you're sure there's donuts there 568 00:35:59,959 --> 00:36:01,125 if it does exist? 569 00:36:01,125 --> 00:36:03,875 Willing to find out. 570 00:36:03,875 --> 00:36:05,125 Paul, you've got to get some therapy 571 00:36:05,125 --> 00:36:06,166 you can't just, like -- 572 00:36:06,166 --> 00:36:08,458 I tried therapy, Liz. 573 00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:09,667 All kinds. 574 00:36:09,667 --> 00:36:11,875 Groups, Prozac, Zoloft. 575 00:36:13,750 --> 00:36:15,125 I tried praying and then.. 576 00:36:16,667 --> 00:36:19,166 ...one day, I just stopped. 577 00:36:19,166 --> 00:36:20,709 Why? 578 00:36:23,291 --> 00:36:25,417 Because Amy and the baby were still dead. 579 00:36:28,166 --> 00:36:30,875 Okay, I understand that. 580 00:36:30,875 --> 00:36:33,333 But that, that, that, ugh, doesn't mean 581 00:36:33,333 --> 00:36:36,709 that you can't find a way to go on somehow. 582 00:36:36,709 --> 00:36:40,875 Lots of people have, have suffered terrible tragedies 583 00:36:40,875 --> 00:36:43,875 and horrific losses and, and continued 584 00:36:43,875 --> 00:36:47,792 with their lives. They found a way to go on. 585 00:36:47,792 --> 00:36:49,667 Not all of them, some of them killed themselves. 586 00:36:49,667 --> 00:36:53,041 But most do go on, Paul! They find a way! 587 00:36:54,166 --> 00:36:55,542 Maybe they were stronger than me 588 00:36:55,542 --> 00:36:56,792 but it was their choice to go on 589 00:36:56,792 --> 00:36:57,875 not someone else's. 590 00:36:57,875 --> 00:37:00,333 I'm sorry but, but like, grief or despair 591 00:37:00,333 --> 00:37:02,709 or whatever, is, is, is just not a good reason 592 00:37:02,709 --> 00:37:06,125 to -- to -- to kill, to commit suicide. It's just not! 593 00:37:06,125 --> 00:37:07,834 Not a good enough reason for you, you mean. 594 00:37:07,834 --> 00:37:10,041 It's not a good enough reason for anyone! 595 00:37:10,041 --> 00:37:10,959 It's selfish to kill yourself. 596 00:37:10,959 --> 00:37:13,458 It's a -- a hostile act. 597 00:37:13,458 --> 00:37:16,875 I don't have any siblings, my parents are dead 598 00:37:16,875 --> 00:37:19,083 and...my wife and child are dead 599 00:37:19,083 --> 00:37:20,709 so why can't I join my family? 600 00:37:20,709 --> 00:37:23,667 What about Jeff? What about your other friends? 601 00:37:23,667 --> 00:37:27,041 Why should I be forced to stay alive for them? 602 00:37:27,041 --> 00:37:28,208 I wouldn't stop Jeff from killing himself 603 00:37:28,208 --> 00:37:31,667 if that's truly what he wanted to do. 604 00:37:34,208 --> 00:37:37,166 You wanna kill yourself, it's your absolute right. 605 00:37:37,166 --> 00:37:38,750 Thanks. 606 00:37:38,750 --> 00:37:39,625 But who would drive the boat? 607 00:37:39,625 --> 00:37:41,250 Good point. Hang in there, buddy. 608 00:37:41,250 --> 00:37:43,041 Things will start looking up. 609 00:37:43,041 --> 00:37:44,583 You're an asshole. 610 00:37:44,583 --> 00:37:45,834 And you're an idiot. 611 00:37:47,250 --> 00:37:49,291 What'd I do? 612 00:37:51,166 --> 00:37:53,208 [birds chirping] 613 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:58,792 [train horn blaring] 614 00:38:12,166 --> 00:38:15,500 I'm pretty sure slack tide means it's like.. 615 00:38:17,417 --> 00:38:20,125 ...slack, it's calm. 616 00:38:20,125 --> 00:38:20,959 It's not moving either way. 617 00:38:20,959 --> 00:38:23,000 Remember the Hudson is an estuary 618 00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,500 where the water flows in then flows out. 619 00:38:25,500 --> 00:38:26,792 Right, so ideally you want to be swimming 620 00:38:26,792 --> 00:38:27,834 at ebb tide, right? 621 00:38:27,834 --> 00:38:30,291 Maximum ebb, best of all, where you'd be just 622 00:38:30,291 --> 00:38:32,667 coasting along practically. 623 00:38:32,667 --> 00:38:34,750 I know, so why was I fighting tides 624 00:38:34,750 --> 00:38:36,834 half the morning? 625 00:38:36,834 --> 00:38:38,875 I don't know how to read the chart. 626 00:38:41,375 --> 00:38:42,458 [footsteps approaching] 627 00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:47,208 We were beginning to think you killed yourself. 628 00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:52,959 You okay? 629 00:38:52,959 --> 00:38:54,208 Went window shopping. 630 00:38:57,792 --> 00:39:00,583 [instrumental music] 631 00:39:27,875 --> 00:39:30,667 [music continues] 632 00:39:39,875 --> 00:39:42,709 I'm cold and sore and everything aches. 633 00:39:42,709 --> 00:39:44,959 What do you care? You'll be dead soon anyway. 634 00:39:44,959 --> 00:39:48,000 [music continues] 635 00:39:57,250 --> 00:39:59,291 [rain pattering] 636 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,542 Cigarettes don't help with your circulation. 637 00:40:07,041 --> 00:40:09,583 What do I care? I'll be dead soon anyway. 638 00:40:09,583 --> 00:40:11,125 Douche. 639 00:40:12,333 --> 00:40:14,375 Maybe you should take tomorrow off. 640 00:40:14,375 --> 00:40:18,208 Rest a day, we could, uh.. 641 00:40:18,208 --> 00:40:21,250 I don't know... take a factory tour 642 00:40:21,250 --> 00:40:23,291 or something. See where plastic's made. 643 00:40:23,291 --> 00:40:24,375 Can't fall behind. 644 00:40:24,375 --> 00:40:26,667 Then we'll motor down the river for a few miles 645 00:40:26,667 --> 00:40:28,583 at the end of the day and nobody'll know 646 00:40:28,583 --> 00:40:29,917 the difference. 647 00:40:29,917 --> 00:40:32,041 I'll know the difference. 648 00:40:32,041 --> 00:40:34,291 I wanna do this right. 649 00:40:34,291 --> 00:40:36,875 I'd like to accomplish this one thing in my life. 650 00:40:39,667 --> 00:40:41,583 I wanna actually do something instead 651 00:40:41,583 --> 00:40:42,291 of just talking about doing things 652 00:40:42,291 --> 00:40:45,041 know what I mean? 653 00:40:45,041 --> 00:40:47,834 [pattering continues] 654 00:40:54,583 --> 00:40:55,625 Let's get a milkshake. 655 00:40:59,583 --> 00:41:01,583 This guy really didn't get enough time in the mixer. 656 00:41:01,583 --> 00:41:03,291 Neither of them, mom. 657 00:41:03,291 --> 00:41:04,667 Right. 658 00:41:05,458 --> 00:41:07,458 Yes. 659 00:41:07,458 --> 00:41:08,959 Maybe tomorrow.. When, when are we getting there? 660 00:41:08,959 --> 00:41:10,291 When do you think we'll get there? 661 00:41:10,291 --> 00:41:11,417 Uh, hard to say. 662 00:41:11,417 --> 00:41:13,291 We'll be there tomorrow afternoon. 663 00:41:13,291 --> 00:41:14,333 - Probably tomorrow. - I wanna do 10 miles tomorrow. 664 00:41:14,333 --> 00:41:15,375 - No. - Okay. 665 00:41:15,375 --> 00:41:17,458 I'm serious. I wanna do 10 miles. 666 00:41:17,458 --> 00:41:20,083 I heard you the first time. 667 00:41:20,083 --> 00:41:21,917 Neither of them, mom. Okay? 668 00:41:23,291 --> 00:41:26,208 Uh, uh, sometime tomorrow afternoon, probably? 669 00:41:28,208 --> 00:41:31,917 Will Pasthule be there? 670 00:41:31,917 --> 00:41:33,834 I'm just asking. 671 00:41:33,834 --> 00:41:35,792 Suzanne? 672 00:41:35,792 --> 00:41:38,834 Alright, well, we'll all have dinner. 673 00:41:38,834 --> 00:41:41,250 Okay. Oh, okay. 674 00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:44,083 Okay! 675 00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:47,000 Bye. 676 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:47,834 [sighs] 677 00:41:49,792 --> 00:41:52,500 All set. She's looking forward to it. 678 00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:56,333 Faggots! 679 00:41:59,417 --> 00:42:02,542 [crickets chirping] 680 00:42:10,458 --> 00:42:13,458 [squawking] 681 00:42:32,291 --> 00:42:32,792 Good morning. 682 00:42:35,125 --> 00:42:36,959 Hi, did you sleep okay? 683 00:42:39,667 --> 00:42:40,834 Yeah. 684 00:42:43,208 --> 00:42:45,750 We need to get going. The current's really moving. 685 00:42:48,917 --> 00:42:50,875 Maximum ebb, people, let's go while we got it! 686 00:42:55,083 --> 00:42:57,542 [whispering] He's out of his mind. 687 00:42:57,542 --> 00:43:00,500 No kidding. And we're going right along with it. 688 00:43:02,250 --> 00:43:03,375 I made him a promise. 689 00:43:03,375 --> 00:43:06,083 You don't have to honor it. 690 00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:07,458 Says who? You? 691 00:43:07,458 --> 00:43:08,583 What good is giving your word to a friend 692 00:43:08,583 --> 00:43:09,709 if you don't plan on keeping it? 693 00:43:23,917 --> 00:43:25,417 [insect buzzing] 694 00:43:25,417 --> 00:43:26,458 Shit! 695 00:43:58,333 --> 00:43:59,959 You alright? 696 00:44:00,709 --> 00:44:03,291 Just swimming down the river. 697 00:44:03,291 --> 00:44:04,750 What do you mean? 698 00:44:05,959 --> 00:44:07,875 Swimming down to the Verrazano Bridge. 699 00:44:07,875 --> 00:44:09,750 Verrazano Bridge? 700 00:44:09,750 --> 00:44:10,625 It's like 90 miles. 701 00:44:10,625 --> 00:44:12,917 Not all at once. You know, day by day. 702 00:44:16,166 --> 00:44:17,542 Everything okay? 703 00:44:19,625 --> 00:44:20,875 Everything okay here? 704 00:44:24,375 --> 00:44:26,709 I'm fine. Really. 705 00:44:26,709 --> 00:44:29,125 He wants to swim the entire river 706 00:44:29,125 --> 00:44:30,667 it's one of those, uh 707 00:44:30,667 --> 00:44:31,750 endurance things, kind of like that 708 00:44:31,750 --> 00:44:34,792 Iditarod Dog Sled Race they have in Alaska. 709 00:44:37,500 --> 00:44:39,333 Except there's no other racers. 710 00:44:40,333 --> 00:44:42,333 Right. 711 00:44:42,333 --> 00:44:44,166 You got a permit for this? 712 00:44:46,333 --> 00:44:48,041 No. 713 00:44:48,041 --> 00:44:49,667 Do I need one? 714 00:44:52,834 --> 00:44:53,875 Just be careful, okay? 715 00:44:55,333 --> 00:44:55,959 Thank you. 716 00:45:10,166 --> 00:45:11,917 You know what we're eating tonight? 717 00:45:11,917 --> 00:45:12,959 Nope. 718 00:45:12,959 --> 00:45:14,375 My aunt will be making dinner. 719 00:45:14,375 --> 00:45:16,208 [chuckles] There'll be an aunt there? 720 00:45:16,208 --> 00:45:19,041 Yep. My cousin also. The whole gang. 721 00:45:19,041 --> 00:45:21,625 You -- you don't sound too enthused, you.. 722 00:45:21,625 --> 00:45:22,625 You sure you wanna do this? 723 00:45:22,625 --> 00:45:25,083 We can always stay at a motel if you want. 724 00:45:25,875 --> 00:45:27,125 We'll be fine. 725 00:45:27,500 --> 00:45:29,166 [thuds] 726 00:45:29,166 --> 00:45:31,125 Fuck me! 727 00:45:31,125 --> 00:45:33,875 What are the chances your mother will have homemade 728 00:45:33,875 --> 00:45:36,375 sticky buns waiting for us at the house? 729 00:45:36,375 --> 00:45:37,875 Near zero. 730 00:45:37,875 --> 00:45:42,000 - What are the chances your stepfather will -- - Mother's boyfriend! 731 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:43,792 What are the chances your mother's boyfriend 732 00:45:43,792 --> 00:45:45,959 will commit homosexual rape upon my person? 733 00:45:47,959 --> 00:45:50,667 [car horn honking] 734 00:45:50,667 --> 00:45:52,375 Your taxi is here! 735 00:45:54,834 --> 00:45:56,250 Hi, mom. 736 00:45:56,250 --> 00:45:59,917 Now, that one was built by a prosperous Dutch merchant 737 00:45:59,917 --> 00:46:01,625 in the 1800s. 738 00:46:01,625 --> 00:46:04,583 Made an absolute fortune in imports. 739 00:46:04,583 --> 00:46:07,583 Unfortunately, his grandson frittered it all away 740 00:46:07,583 --> 00:46:09,875 and it had to be sold a few years back. 741 00:46:09,875 --> 00:46:12,250 - That's too bad. - Yes, a shame. 742 00:46:12,250 --> 00:46:15,959 You used to play with his grandson, Liz, do you remember? 743 00:46:15,959 --> 00:46:17,959 We used to smoke pot by the river in high school 744 00:46:17,959 --> 00:46:19,083 if that's what you mean. 745 00:46:19,083 --> 00:46:21,375 Oh, don't be sassy. 746 00:46:21,375 --> 00:46:22,792 And what about you, Seth? 747 00:46:22,792 --> 00:46:24,667 What does your family do? 748 00:46:25,667 --> 00:46:26,709 - Jeff. - What? 749 00:46:26,709 --> 00:46:29,792 - Jeff. - Jeff. Forgive me, Jeff. 750 00:46:29,792 --> 00:46:33,417 So what does your family do? 751 00:46:33,417 --> 00:46:36,125 My mother's a college professor, retired 752 00:46:36,125 --> 00:46:38,291 and my father is a physician. 753 00:46:38,291 --> 00:46:40,125 Oh, a doctor. 754 00:46:40,125 --> 00:46:41,959 That must have come in handy when you got the flu. 755 00:46:41,959 --> 00:46:44,250 Huh, actually, he was the kind of guy 756 00:46:44,250 --> 00:46:47,542 who was so wrapped up in his work and research 757 00:46:47,542 --> 00:46:48,917 and whatever else, you'd be walking around the house 758 00:46:48,917 --> 00:46:53,125 with a bloody stump and he wouldn't notice. 759 00:46:53,125 --> 00:46:56,125 My aunt had a leg amputated 760 00:46:56,125 --> 00:46:58,125 and believe me, Jeff, you'd notice. 761 00:46:58,125 --> 00:47:00,959 Right, I mean, he probably would've noticed something 762 00:47:00,959 --> 00:47:02,500 like that. 763 00:47:02,500 --> 00:47:05,458 - And what do you do? - Actor. 764 00:47:05,458 --> 00:47:07,250 Bartender. 765 00:47:10,125 --> 00:47:11,542 Et vous? 766 00:47:13,166 --> 00:47:14,834 Et vous? 767 00:47:14,834 --> 00:47:16,792 Hey, hello. 768 00:47:16,792 --> 00:47:17,542 What's your background? 769 00:47:17,542 --> 00:47:20,417 My father was a lawyer. 770 00:47:20,417 --> 00:47:22,417 My mother was a homemaker. 771 00:47:22,417 --> 00:47:23,875 They both died. 772 00:47:23,875 --> 00:47:25,792 Oh, Lord! 773 00:47:25,792 --> 00:47:28,000 - Plane crash? - No, no. 774 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,041 Cancer, natural causes. 775 00:47:30,041 --> 00:47:31,834 They both had good lives. 776 00:47:31,834 --> 00:47:33,834 Thank goodness for small favors, huh? 777 00:47:33,834 --> 00:47:38,166 - Yeah. - That house is amazing. 778 00:47:38,166 --> 00:47:40,208 The Williams. 779 00:47:40,208 --> 00:47:41,667 More divorce and alcoholism in that family 780 00:47:41,667 --> 00:47:44,333 than I care to discuss. 781 00:47:44,333 --> 00:47:45,750 Troubled family, huh? 782 00:47:45,750 --> 00:47:48,834 I don't wanna discuss it. Please. 783 00:47:48,834 --> 00:47:52,166 The youngest is in jail, if you can believe it 784 00:47:52,166 --> 00:47:55,250 and the middle one is a...a gay. 785 00:47:57,709 --> 00:47:59,333 Aw, look at that one. 786 00:47:59,333 --> 00:48:00,917 - That is huge! - The Vanderhooks. 787 00:48:00,917 --> 00:48:04,083 Their money came from the railroads. 788 00:48:04,083 --> 00:48:06,333 They had nine children. 789 00:48:06,333 --> 00:48:07,542 Seven. 790 00:48:07,542 --> 00:48:09,250 Well, I never counted. 791 00:48:09,250 --> 00:48:11,709 Mostly boys, it seemed. 792 00:48:11,709 --> 00:48:13,709 And poor Emily, oh, she died 793 00:48:13,709 --> 00:48:16,333 so tragically young. 794 00:48:16,333 --> 00:48:18,125 Not that the father seemed to mind 795 00:48:18,125 --> 00:48:21,125 no, he had a new wife by the end of the year. 796 00:48:21,125 --> 00:48:23,709 She couldn't have been a day over 21. 797 00:48:23,709 --> 00:48:26,750 She did not wear a bra. 798 00:48:26,750 --> 00:48:28,792 [Liz chuckles] 799 00:48:28,792 --> 00:48:31,625 You think that's funny? 800 00:48:31,625 --> 00:48:35,709 Not wearing a bra is, ha-ha, funny? 801 00:48:35,709 --> 00:48:38,250 No, not the lack of bra in and of itself, no. 802 00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:40,333 Well, let me tell you, there was nothing funny 803 00:48:40,333 --> 00:48:41,208 about it. 804 00:48:41,208 --> 00:48:44,166 Teenage wife prancing around in front 805 00:48:44,166 --> 00:48:48,750 of 12 boys with no bra on all day. 806 00:48:50,792 --> 00:48:53,834 [crickets chirping] 807 00:49:05,500 --> 00:49:07,375 So when does school start, dear? 808 00:49:08,417 --> 00:49:11,709 The Wednesday after Labor Day. 809 00:49:11,709 --> 00:49:12,917 I heard they were making the children 810 00:49:12,917 --> 00:49:15,375 in New York City start school in August 811 00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:17,375 these days because they were so hopelessly 812 00:49:17,375 --> 00:49:19,166 behind in their studies. 813 00:49:19,792 --> 00:49:22,750 - It's not true. - Oh? 814 00:49:22,750 --> 00:49:24,625 Do you think they should start in August? 815 00:49:24,625 --> 00:49:26,625 Or even July? 816 00:49:26,625 --> 00:49:28,458 Right, 'cause she's really gonna be in favor 817 00:49:28,458 --> 00:49:29,417 of teaching all summer. 818 00:49:29,417 --> 00:49:31,792 [clears throat] Paul, we never did get 819 00:49:31,792 --> 00:49:34,458 to what it is you do. 820 00:49:34,458 --> 00:49:36,208 Oh, that is, when you're not swimming 821 00:49:36,208 --> 00:49:39,917 the Amazon or crossing the Great Plains. 822 00:49:39,917 --> 00:49:42,750 I've, uh, been writing for a business magazine. 823 00:49:42,750 --> 00:49:45,125 Mostly personal investments, uh 824 00:49:45,125 --> 00:49:48,208 money markets IRAS, uh, that kind of thing. 825 00:49:49,625 --> 00:49:52,208 - That sounds like a drag. - Suzanne. 826 00:49:52,208 --> 00:49:54,542 No, actually, she's right. 827 00:49:54,542 --> 00:49:57,125 It's.. It isn't fun. 828 00:49:57,125 --> 00:49:59,208 Well, maybe this little vacation 829 00:49:59,208 --> 00:50:01,959 will re-energize you, and you can go back 830 00:50:01,959 --> 00:50:04,166 to work with a whole new attitude. 831 00:50:04,166 --> 00:50:06,583 Not that I would want to write a financial column. 832 00:50:06,583 --> 00:50:10,000 Or even read one. 833 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:12,208 I'm not going back to work. 834 00:50:12,208 --> 00:50:13,333 No? 835 00:50:13,333 --> 00:50:14,083 Oh, well, what's next? 836 00:50:14,083 --> 00:50:16,792 Riding a bicycle to the Yukon? 837 00:50:17,625 --> 00:50:19,250 Uh.. 838 00:50:22,333 --> 00:50:24,041 ...nothing, really. 839 00:50:24,041 --> 00:50:27,250 - Nothing? - Not really. 840 00:50:27,250 --> 00:50:30,709 People don't just do nothing, Paul. 841 00:50:30,709 --> 00:50:33,750 You have to do something. 842 00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:36,083 Well, actually, if you really wanna know 843 00:50:36,083 --> 00:50:38,500 I'm gonna kill myself. 844 00:50:39,291 --> 00:50:41,834 [chuckles] 845 00:50:41,834 --> 00:50:43,875 He's joking, he's.. 846 00:50:43,875 --> 00:50:46,542 These guys have a real deadpan sense of humor. 847 00:50:46,542 --> 00:50:49,000 - Bedpan? - Deadpan. 848 00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:50,166 Bedpan too. 849 00:50:50,166 --> 00:50:52,917 Oh, I'm, I'm not joking, but if you'd rather 850 00:50:52,917 --> 00:50:54,333 not discuss it, which is more than fine 851 00:50:54,333 --> 00:50:55,834 with me, let's not. 852 00:50:55,834 --> 00:50:57,875 Please, let's do. 853 00:50:57,875 --> 00:50:59,375 [stammering] 854 00:50:59,375 --> 00:51:03,041 What is all this nonsense about killing yourself? 855 00:51:03,041 --> 00:51:06,583 - Why? - Because I've lived my life. 856 00:51:06,583 --> 00:51:09,709 Uh-huh. You're all of 21 years old. 857 00:51:09,709 --> 00:51:11,750 I'm 35 actually. 858 00:51:11,750 --> 00:51:13,709 Well, I don't care if you're 36 859 00:51:13,709 --> 00:51:17,250 it's still a poor reason to commit suicide. 860 00:51:17,250 --> 00:51:18,417 She's right, Paul. 861 00:51:18,417 --> 00:51:20,083 Suicide is not the answer to anything. 862 00:51:20,083 --> 00:51:23,166 [chuckles] Particularly growing older. 863 00:51:23,166 --> 00:51:24,667 If it was, we'd all be dead. 864 00:51:24,667 --> 00:51:25,709 [laughing] 865 00:51:25,709 --> 00:51:30,458 Look, I'm...way over 21 and you don't see me 866 00:51:30,458 --> 00:51:31,792 committing suicide. 867 00:51:31,792 --> 00:51:35,166 I'm no spring chicken either and I'm still here. 868 00:51:35,166 --> 00:51:38,542 You know what, I'm, I'm sorry I brought this up. 869 00:51:38,542 --> 00:51:39,625 I'm sorry. 870 00:51:39,625 --> 00:51:41,792 Good luck closing that barn door. 871 00:51:42,583 --> 00:51:43,917 It actually was a joke, okay? 872 00:51:43,917 --> 00:51:45,250 I'm not gonna kill myself. 873 00:51:45,250 --> 00:51:47,709 I -- I -- I'm sorry I said that. 874 00:51:47,709 --> 00:51:51,250 I'm sorry, um, I, I was just making conversation. 875 00:51:56,291 --> 00:51:58,000 I do not like those boys. 876 00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:00,750 Which one are you dating? 877 00:52:00,750 --> 00:52:03,875 I'm not dating either of them, mom. 878 00:52:03,875 --> 00:52:05,625 I just hate to see you throw yourself 879 00:52:05,625 --> 00:52:07,458 into the arms of the first man 880 00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:10,667 who smiles at you just because you're getting older. 881 00:52:11,750 --> 00:52:13,417 Do yourself a favor. 882 00:52:13,417 --> 00:52:15,250 Forget about marriage and children 883 00:52:15,250 --> 00:52:16,458 it's not worth the sacrifice. 884 00:52:18,583 --> 00:52:20,000 - Thanks. - Oh, stop with that. 885 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:22,083 You know what I'm saying. 886 00:52:22,083 --> 00:52:25,333 You gotta look out for number one 887 00:52:25,333 --> 00:52:27,500 which is you. 888 00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:28,834 Not some man. 889 00:52:28,834 --> 00:52:32,291 I'll tell you something. 890 00:52:32,291 --> 00:52:34,125 I don't give Pasthule a thing 891 00:52:34,125 --> 00:52:37,750 until I got my... you know.. 892 00:52:39,125 --> 00:52:41,041 I really don't wanna discuss this. 893 00:52:41,709 --> 00:52:43,125 Uh, yeah, I think she does 894 00:52:43,125 --> 00:52:46,792 some good work with the right roles. 895 00:52:46,792 --> 00:52:49,792 I didn't say she was better than you. 896 00:52:49,792 --> 00:52:51,166 Just she does what she does. 897 00:52:51,166 --> 00:52:53,709 [doorknob rattles] 898 00:52:53,709 --> 00:52:57,125 And, no, I don't think she's prettier than you. 899 00:52:57,125 --> 00:52:59,875 Well, yeah, she's younger, I mean, that's just a fact. 900 00:53:00,208 --> 00:53:02,500 Right. 901 00:53:02,500 --> 00:53:03,792 No, she's not. 902 00:53:03,792 --> 00:53:05,875 We'll talk about this when I get home, okay? 903 00:53:05,875 --> 00:53:08,834 Yes, I -- I gotta get off the phone. 904 00:53:08,834 --> 00:53:10,917 'Cause it's not polite to talk for an hour 905 00:53:10,917 --> 00:53:12,875 on the phone at someone's house. 906 00:53:12,875 --> 00:53:14,959 Yeah, whatever, 20 minutes. 907 00:53:14,959 --> 00:53:17,291 Yes, definitely. 908 00:53:17,291 --> 00:53:20,125 Uh, no, nothing's wrong. 909 00:53:20,125 --> 00:53:22,208 I don't know what you perceive in my voice 910 00:53:22,208 --> 00:53:23,834 but everything's fine. 911 00:53:23,834 --> 00:53:25,500 I'll call you soon. 912 00:53:25,500 --> 00:53:27,041 Bye. 913 00:53:27,041 --> 00:53:28,333 High maintenance! 914 00:53:34,041 --> 00:53:36,875 So you're an actor, huh? 915 00:53:38,542 --> 00:53:40,625 Have I seen you in anything? 916 00:53:41,917 --> 00:53:43,709 Other than the dining room during dinner? 917 00:53:43,709 --> 00:53:45,166 I doubt it. 918 00:53:45,166 --> 00:53:46,625 Unless you happened to have been living 919 00:53:46,625 --> 00:53:49,417 in the Phoenix-Scottsdale area a few years back 920 00:53:49,417 --> 00:53:51,792 where you would certainly recognize me 921 00:53:51,792 --> 00:53:55,000 from the Lem's auto insurance ad 922 00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:56,208 as the poor bastard who slams his car 923 00:53:56,208 --> 00:53:58,875 into a hearse. It ran all the time. 924 00:53:58,875 --> 00:54:01,583 Think I missed that one. 925 00:54:01,583 --> 00:54:04,583 Well, I have it on tape. Be happy to send it to you. 926 00:54:04,583 --> 00:54:08,417 I could even autograph the, uh...tape sleeve. 927 00:54:10,458 --> 00:54:12,083 You know that self-deprecating humor 928 00:54:12,083 --> 00:54:13,375 is usually used as a defense mechanism 929 00:54:13,375 --> 00:54:17,792 for those with actual low self-esteem, right? 930 00:54:17,792 --> 00:54:19,458 That would be me. 931 00:54:19,458 --> 00:54:20,583 Which doesn't mean it isn't funny. 932 00:54:21,834 --> 00:54:23,583 Thanks. 933 00:54:25,083 --> 00:54:27,291 But what I'm really good at.. 934 00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:29,500 ...is bartending. 935 00:54:32,542 --> 00:54:35,458 Well, someone's gotta make the drinks, huh? 936 00:54:37,041 --> 00:54:39,083 Yeah, I guess so. 937 00:54:43,125 --> 00:54:43,542 So, uh.. 938 00:54:46,208 --> 00:54:49,166 What do you study in college? 939 00:54:49,166 --> 00:54:50,792 Actually, I'm a drama major. 940 00:54:50,792 --> 00:54:53,750 [chuckles] Another actor. 941 00:54:53,750 --> 00:54:55,333 No, I'm just kidding. 942 00:54:55,333 --> 00:54:57,083 - I'm pre-med. - Really? 943 00:54:57,083 --> 00:54:58,500 So you want to be a doctor? 944 00:54:58,500 --> 00:55:00,208 No. I'm fuckin' with you. 945 00:55:00,208 --> 00:55:02,959 I'm just a regular, liberal arts 946 00:55:02,959 --> 00:55:04,959 nothing-special 947 00:55:04,959 --> 00:55:06,834 no-real-skills-learned major. 948 00:55:08,125 --> 00:55:09,917 You'll make a great temp someday. 949 00:55:09,917 --> 00:55:11,500 Thank you. 950 00:55:15,709 --> 00:55:17,500 So, um.. 951 00:55:18,625 --> 00:55:20,291 ...your friend in there.. 952 00:55:20,291 --> 00:55:21,291 ...he sounded serious about 953 00:55:21,291 --> 00:55:23,417 wanting to kill himself. 954 00:55:23,417 --> 00:55:25,000 He is. 955 00:55:25,458 --> 00:55:28,000 Hm, interesting. 956 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:29,709 It's his life. 957 00:55:29,709 --> 00:55:30,542 You think so? 958 00:55:32,083 --> 00:55:34,125 No, it's your life. 959 00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:43,417 Let's take a walk. 960 00:55:44,250 --> 00:55:45,542 Where to? 961 00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:49,625 I don't know. 962 00:55:59,333 --> 00:56:01,417 I'm gonna go for a walk. 963 00:56:02,583 --> 00:56:04,500 Come join me if you'd like. 964 00:56:16,750 --> 00:56:19,917 And that's when I knew right then and there 965 00:56:19,917 --> 00:56:22,625 that I could never eat another tomato. 966 00:56:22,625 --> 00:56:24,041 [laughing] 967 00:56:24,041 --> 00:56:24,667 [door slams] 968 00:56:24,667 --> 00:56:26,542 She's not on the porch. 969 00:56:26,542 --> 00:56:27,875 Tell her she'll just have to walk home. 970 00:56:27,875 --> 00:56:30,208 Oh, dear, I'm not gonna tell her anything. 971 00:56:30,208 --> 00:56:32,041 I'm going to bed. 972 00:56:32,041 --> 00:56:34,417 Why don't you pin a note to Pasthule's shirt? 973 00:56:34,417 --> 00:56:37,041 - Nice meeting you, Paul. - Uh, goodnight. 974 00:56:37,041 --> 00:56:38,583 Goodnight, Aunt Karen. We'll tell Suzanne you left. 975 00:56:38,583 --> 00:56:43,083 Nah, let her figure it out the hard way. 976 00:56:47,667 --> 00:56:50,041 [whispers] Let's roll him for his billfold. 977 00:56:50,041 --> 00:56:51,500 If only he had one. 978 00:56:54,583 --> 00:56:55,709 [whispers] God, I'm sorry 979 00:56:55,709 --> 00:56:58,000 I brought you here. 980 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:00,375 I'm sorry I brought me here. 981 00:57:00,375 --> 00:57:03,375 - Why? - My family's weird. 982 00:57:04,625 --> 00:57:06,667 All families are weird. 983 00:57:08,208 --> 00:57:10,458 Do you miss yours? 984 00:57:11,375 --> 00:57:13,166 Of course. 985 00:57:14,291 --> 00:57:17,375 Were they good to you? 986 00:57:21,166 --> 00:57:23,000 [whispers] Amy was great. 987 00:57:23,583 --> 00:57:26,875 And the baby, well.. 988 00:57:26,875 --> 00:57:30,959 Um, I wasn't, I wasn't talking about.. 989 00:57:30,959 --> 00:57:32,417 I was talking about your parents. 990 00:57:32,417 --> 00:57:35,125 - Well, I'm sorry. - Oh, no. 991 00:57:37,709 --> 00:57:38,750 Of course. 992 00:57:40,250 --> 00:57:41,834 I miss them too. 993 00:57:42,709 --> 00:57:44,750 [crickets chirping] 994 00:58:00,041 --> 00:58:01,709 [breathing heavily] 995 00:58:01,709 --> 00:58:03,500 [Jeff chuckles] 996 00:58:03,500 --> 00:58:04,875 I want you to taste me. 997 00:58:04,875 --> 00:58:07,959 I want you to taste me, then I want you to fuck me. 998 00:58:07,959 --> 00:58:11,208 Wanna taste me? Do you wanna fuck me? 999 00:58:11,208 --> 00:58:13,208 [moaning] 1000 00:58:15,625 --> 00:58:17,000 Taste me. 1001 00:58:19,125 --> 00:58:20,583 [breathing heavily] 1002 00:59:05,291 --> 00:59:09,125 [instrumental music] 1003 00:59:38,667 --> 00:59:39,709 [music continues] 1004 01:00:03,083 --> 01:00:04,250 [Paul sighs] 1005 01:00:09,458 --> 01:00:09,792 Hi. 1006 01:00:12,917 --> 01:00:14,917 Good morning. 1007 01:00:14,917 --> 01:00:15,917 [chuckles] 1008 01:00:16,959 --> 01:00:19,709 Wow. 1009 01:00:19,709 --> 01:00:19,750 Hm. 1010 01:00:22,166 --> 01:00:22,792 [sighs] 1011 01:00:28,750 --> 01:00:30,208 Ugh! 1012 01:00:30,208 --> 01:00:31,208 [exhales] 1013 01:00:31,208 --> 01:00:33,375 What time is it? 1014 01:00:33,375 --> 01:00:37,166 Um, almost 11:00. 1015 01:00:38,250 --> 01:00:41,083 Really? 1016 01:00:41,083 --> 01:00:42,583 Yeah. 1017 01:00:46,458 --> 01:00:48,500 We should get going. 1018 01:00:50,667 --> 01:00:53,834 You think there's any Cokes in the house? 1019 01:00:53,834 --> 01:00:56,083 - Probably Pepsi. - Pepsi? 1020 01:00:56,083 --> 01:00:57,458 What kind of flophouse is your mother 1021 01:00:57,458 --> 01:00:58,792 running here? 1022 01:01:02,166 --> 01:01:04,166 Oh. 1023 01:01:04,166 --> 01:01:06,333 Bonjour. 1024 01:01:09,125 --> 01:01:11,834 - I'm such an idiot! - Yep. 1025 01:01:15,333 --> 01:01:17,375 How was it? 1026 01:01:21,083 --> 01:01:22,667 She's kinda nutty. 1027 01:01:22,667 --> 01:01:25,291 In a good way or a bad way? 1028 01:01:25,291 --> 01:01:27,542 A little of both. 1029 01:01:32,166 --> 01:01:34,709 Was our absence remarked upon? 1030 01:01:34,709 --> 01:01:36,458 Pasthule went nuts. 1031 01:01:36,458 --> 01:01:39,250 Is that that guy's name? 1032 01:01:39,250 --> 01:01:41,291 [chuckles] I don't know. 1033 01:01:42,333 --> 01:01:43,166 Yeah, he nodded off. 1034 01:01:43,166 --> 01:01:46,208 Mom went to bed, the aunt went home. 1035 01:01:46,208 --> 01:01:48,041 - And what'd you guys do? - Nothing. 1036 01:01:48,041 --> 01:01:49,834 Just went to bed. 1037 01:02:01,208 --> 01:02:03,417 You're really going back into that water 1038 01:02:03,417 --> 01:02:04,875 and swim all the way to New York? 1039 01:02:06,834 --> 01:02:07,917 Or are you just gooing on me. 1040 01:02:10,208 --> 01:02:12,375 - Goofing. - What? 1041 01:02:12,375 --> 01:02:14,834 The word you mean, it's -- it's goofing. 1042 01:02:14,834 --> 01:02:17,291 Oh, who cares what the word is, dear? 1043 01:02:17,291 --> 01:02:19,375 I'm asking him a question. 1044 01:02:20,709 --> 01:02:23,875 Yes, I'm gonna swim all the way to New York. 1045 01:02:23,875 --> 01:02:24,959 What do you do when you finish? 1046 01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:29,959 Look for a new job, I guess. 1047 01:02:29,959 --> 01:02:31,834 There you go! 1048 01:02:31,834 --> 01:02:34,333 Can't hurt to see, what's out there now, can it? 1049 01:02:34,333 --> 01:02:36,625 Nope. 1050 01:02:36,625 --> 01:02:38,041 Keep my options open. 1051 01:02:39,917 --> 01:02:42,125 Ah, there's Renny Van Cort. 1052 01:02:42,125 --> 01:02:44,834 The sorrow that man has known.. 1053 01:03:04,000 --> 01:03:06,333 Wish I could've grabbed a shower this morning. 1054 01:03:20,917 --> 01:03:22,959 [instrumental music] 1055 01:03:31,625 --> 01:03:35,667 ♪ There's my favorite ♪ 1056 01:03:40,458 --> 01:03:43,542 ♪ Roller coaster ♪ 1057 01:03:48,125 --> 01:03:50,917 ♪ Next to ♪ 1058 01:03:50,917 --> 01:03:54,000 ♪ The blue water ♪ 1059 01:03:55,875 --> 01:03:57,917 [music continues] 1060 01:04:03,834 --> 01:04:07,500 ♪ There's the sun ♪ 1061 01:04:11,750 --> 01:04:15,250 ♪ Goin' down ♪ 1062 01:04:19,667 --> 01:04:21,667 ♪ Creating that ♪ 1063 01:04:21,667 --> 01:04:25,500 ♪ Fluorescent glow ♪ 1064 01:04:34,583 --> 01:04:37,000 ♪ Reminding me ♪ 1065 01:04:37,667 --> 01:04:41,750 ♪ I'll never be able ♪ 1066 01:04:43,917 --> 01:04:46,959 [music continues] 1067 01:04:50,834 --> 01:04:54,125 ♪ To relive this day ♪ 1068 01:04:58,208 --> 01:05:01,125 ♪ Except in memory ♪ 1069 01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:16,041 [music continues] 1070 01:05:23,083 --> 01:05:26,166 ♪ There's those big ♪ 1071 01:05:30,667 --> 01:05:34,709 ♪ Barking fish ♪ 1072 01:05:38,917 --> 01:05:43,125 ♪ In the concrete stream ♪ 1073 01:05:44,709 --> 01:05:47,500 [music continues] 1074 01:05:52,125 --> 01:05:55,166 ♪ Where's dad? ♪ 1075 01:05:59,583 --> 01:06:06,542 ♪ And where is mom? ♪ 1076 01:06:14,458 --> 01:06:18,709 ♪ Looks like from here on out ♪ 1077 01:06:18,709 --> 01:06:24,083 ♪ It's me and you ♪ 1078 01:06:28,959 --> 01:06:34,667 ♪ Looks like from here on out ♪ 1079 01:06:34,667 --> 01:06:39,041 ♪ It's just me and you ♪♪ 1080 01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:43,458 [whispering] Can I sleep with you tonight? 1081 01:06:43,458 --> 01:06:45,709 Tie our sleeping bags together or something? 1082 01:06:47,625 --> 01:06:49,583 What are we gonna tell him? 1083 01:06:55,041 --> 01:06:58,500 Don't worry, I, I know how to handle it. 1084 01:06:58,500 --> 01:07:01,834 Liz and I are shacking up tonight, you're on your own. 1085 01:07:01,834 --> 01:07:04,667 When did this develop? I wasn't on the phone that long. 1086 01:07:04,667 --> 01:07:06,417 Last night. 1087 01:07:06,417 --> 01:07:07,583 Christ! 1088 01:07:07,583 --> 01:07:11,375 It was one big orgy back at the house, huh? 1089 01:07:11,375 --> 01:07:14,542 She knows, I can hear it in her voice, she knows. 1090 01:07:14,542 --> 01:07:16,000 Cannot believe you slept with Suzanne. 1091 01:07:16,000 --> 01:07:17,500 She's 20 years old. 1092 01:07:17,500 --> 01:07:20,000 I didn't find that part to be a problem. 1093 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:21,792 What are you gonna do? 1094 01:07:22,625 --> 01:07:24,000 I might not go home. 1095 01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:25,000 What? 1096 01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:27,125 I might not go home. 1097 01:07:28,041 --> 01:07:30,125 I'm tired of living like this. 1098 01:07:31,542 --> 01:07:33,834 Oh, man. Oh.. 1099 01:07:33,834 --> 01:07:35,875 I feel so drained. 1100 01:07:37,250 --> 01:07:39,709 And I do not want to do this anymore. 1101 01:07:39,709 --> 01:07:41,125 But you need to. 1102 01:07:41,125 --> 01:07:41,792 - What? - Make it work somehow. 1103 01:07:41,792 --> 01:07:45,125 It's not impossible. 1104 01:07:45,125 --> 01:07:46,375 You could have a future. A child. 1105 01:07:46,375 --> 01:07:48,917 You just need to hang in there and make it work. 1106 01:07:48,917 --> 01:07:51,000 You're giving me advice? 1107 01:07:52,458 --> 01:07:54,458 Yeah. 1108 01:07:58,083 --> 01:07:59,166 What are you gonna do? 1109 01:08:04,208 --> 01:08:04,834 I don't know. 1110 01:08:04,834 --> 01:08:07,625 Keep swimming, I guess. 1111 01:08:17,125 --> 01:08:19,166 [thunder rumbling] 1112 01:08:25,750 --> 01:08:28,000 It's a rainout! 1113 01:08:28,000 --> 01:08:30,750 Let's go get some breakfast. 1114 01:08:30,750 --> 01:08:32,083 Take in a movie or something. 1115 01:08:32,083 --> 01:08:33,792 Maybe it'll clear up later. 1116 01:08:35,250 --> 01:08:36,041 No, no, no, no. Look at the current. 1117 01:08:36,041 --> 01:08:38,291 We can make excellent time. 1118 01:08:38,291 --> 01:08:39,583 Are you kidding? 1119 01:08:39,583 --> 01:08:42,417 What, the rain? Who cares? 1120 01:08:42,417 --> 01:08:43,750 The people who normally stay dry 1121 01:08:43,750 --> 01:08:45,500 on this swimming trip, genius. 1122 01:08:45,500 --> 01:08:46,417 It may not matter to you in the water 1123 01:08:46,417 --> 01:08:49,000 but I'll take a dildo in my ass-pussy 1124 01:08:49,000 --> 01:08:49,917 before I sit on a boat going two miles an hour 1125 01:08:49,917 --> 01:08:51,750 while it's raining. 1126 01:08:51,750 --> 01:08:52,500 Let's go. 1127 01:08:52,500 --> 01:08:54,834 No. 1128 01:08:56,041 --> 01:08:58,375 We're gonna wait till it clears up. 1129 01:08:58,375 --> 01:09:00,625 If you guys don't want to, that's fine. 1130 01:09:03,792 --> 01:09:06,291 But I wanna reach New York by August 28th 1131 01:09:06,291 --> 01:09:07,125 so I'm swimming. 1132 01:09:07,125 --> 01:09:10,208 You can meet me downriver later. 1133 01:09:12,125 --> 01:09:14,125 [rain pattering] 1134 01:09:30,125 --> 01:09:33,208 [instrumental music] 1135 01:09:38,458 --> 01:09:40,291 [thunder rumbling] 1136 01:09:40,291 --> 01:09:41,333 You know 1137 01:09:41,333 --> 01:09:44,500 it actually feels ...kinda warmer. 1138 01:09:44,500 --> 01:09:46,125 Ahh! 1139 01:09:58,041 --> 01:09:59,500 [music continues] 1140 01:10:01,458 --> 01:10:02,834 What are you doing? 1141 01:10:02,834 --> 01:10:04,500 Stop it! Stop it! 1142 01:10:08,500 --> 01:10:09,500 [gasping] 1143 01:10:28,291 --> 01:10:31,333 [music continues] 1144 01:10:31,333 --> 01:10:32,333 [gasping] 1145 01:10:47,750 --> 01:10:48,959 Hey. 1146 01:10:50,125 --> 01:10:53,125 The library in this town sucks. 1147 01:10:53,125 --> 01:10:54,542 They have, like, two books and a newspaper. 1148 01:10:56,959 --> 01:10:58,417 What are you doing? 1149 01:10:59,917 --> 01:11:02,041 Is it true if you cut a worm in half 1150 01:11:02,041 --> 01:11:04,166 you get two worms? 1151 01:11:05,083 --> 01:11:07,417 I think you get three. 1152 01:11:07,417 --> 01:11:08,709 How's he doing? 1153 01:11:10,083 --> 01:11:12,083 [music continues] 1154 01:11:12,083 --> 01:11:13,625 [sniffles] 1155 01:11:14,834 --> 01:11:16,375 Hey, sorry about that, uh, you know 1156 01:11:16,375 --> 01:11:18,667 that whole attempted murder thing this morning 1157 01:11:18,667 --> 01:11:20,458 but I'm over it. 1158 01:11:40,417 --> 01:11:42,625 [music continues] 1159 01:11:42,625 --> 01:11:44,250 It's amazing here. 1160 01:11:44,250 --> 01:11:46,333 It's really, it's amazing here! 1161 01:11:47,458 --> 01:11:50,208 I was on Staten Island once near this big dump 1162 01:11:50,208 --> 01:11:52,208 where I saw these huge rats fighting 1163 01:11:52,208 --> 01:11:54,667 with these seagulls over the rancid garbage. 1164 01:11:55,583 --> 01:11:56,875 Let me tell you.. 1165 01:11:57,667 --> 01:12:00,208 ...this definitely beats that. 1166 01:12:05,959 --> 01:12:08,333 Have you ever seen such a lovely sight? 1167 01:12:09,792 --> 01:12:11,291 Not in a long time. 1168 01:12:11,291 --> 01:12:14,250 There's...there's so -- so much 1169 01:12:14,250 --> 01:12:15,959 more beauty in the world too, you know? 1170 01:12:15,959 --> 01:12:18,291 There's.. 1171 01:12:18,291 --> 01:12:21,417 ...there's visual, artistic.. 1172 01:12:21,417 --> 01:12:22,667 ...emotional.. 1173 01:12:26,166 --> 01:12:27,709 ...love. 1174 01:12:37,500 --> 01:12:39,834 [sniffles] 1175 01:12:39,834 --> 01:12:41,667 [crickets chirping] 1176 01:12:46,458 --> 01:12:49,041 I can't believe we don't have any weenies to roast. 1177 01:12:49,041 --> 01:12:50,250 Or marshmallows. 1178 01:12:50,250 --> 01:12:51,834 We could throw Paul on the fire. 1179 01:12:51,834 --> 01:12:55,375 Watch him jump out so fast it'll make our heads spin. 1180 01:12:57,250 --> 01:12:59,750 So, how are you planning on killing yourself? 1181 01:12:59,750 --> 01:13:01,709 You don't live in that tall building anymore. 1182 01:13:03,208 --> 01:13:05,166 I'm not sure, really. Maybe a gun. 1183 01:13:07,000 --> 01:13:08,291 We're not gun people. 1184 01:13:08,291 --> 01:13:10,417 You're not gonna shoot yourself. 1185 01:13:19,917 --> 01:13:21,792 You don't understand. 1186 01:13:21,792 --> 01:13:24,083 Help me understand. 1187 01:13:24,083 --> 01:13:26,291 It's not your fault, Liz 1188 01:13:26,291 --> 01:13:28,542 and it's, it's not your responsibility to try 1189 01:13:28,542 --> 01:13:29,583 and save me, please. 1190 01:13:31,750 --> 01:13:33,417 Look after your own lives, guys, not mine. 1191 01:13:33,417 --> 01:13:36,333 Well, here's the problem, butt-plug.. 1192 01:13:36,333 --> 01:13:38,834 You're a part of my life, an important part of it 1193 01:13:38,834 --> 01:13:41,709 and you've become a part of Liz's life too, so 1194 01:13:41,709 --> 01:13:45,834 uh, we are worrying about our own lives. Got it? 1195 01:13:45,834 --> 01:13:47,750 Look, I'm not asking you to agree with me on this 1196 01:13:47,750 --> 01:13:50,000 or anything, I'm just.. 1197 01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:53,250 ...asking you to respect my wishes. 1198 01:13:53,250 --> 01:13:55,166 We all have to die sometime, so what's wrong 1199 01:13:55,166 --> 01:13:58,000 in choosing how and when we die ourselves? 1200 01:13:58,000 --> 01:14:00,458 If -- if I were a quadriplegic with 1201 01:14:00,458 --> 01:14:01,583 burns over 90% of my body 1202 01:14:01,583 --> 01:14:03,875 you -- you wouldn't try and make me 1203 01:14:03,875 --> 01:14:04,583 stay alive, would you? 1204 01:14:04,583 --> 01:14:07,083 But you're not even close 1205 01:14:07,083 --> 01:14:09,166 to being like that. You're fine. 1206 01:14:09,166 --> 01:14:11,208 I'm not fine at all! 1207 01:14:14,917 --> 01:14:16,583 Nobody's saying emotional suffering 1208 01:14:16,583 --> 01:14:18,625 isn't valid, Paul. It, it.. 1209 01:14:18,625 --> 01:14:21,750 B -- because it is. It -- it --it.. 1210 01:14:21,750 --> 01:14:22,583 And clearly you're not fine 1211 01:14:22,583 --> 01:14:25,291 but the -- the difference between 1212 01:14:25,291 --> 01:14:27,917 a quadriplegic and you is that 1213 01:14:27,917 --> 01:14:28,750 you can heal someday. 1214 01:14:30,792 --> 01:14:32,625 That's your opinion. 1215 01:14:32,625 --> 01:14:33,792 No, Paul, it's a fact 1216 01:14:33,792 --> 01:14:35,250 whether you think it is or not. 1217 01:14:35,250 --> 01:14:37,542 People can and do heal 1218 01:14:37,542 --> 01:14:39,041 from emotional pain. 1219 01:14:39,041 --> 01:14:40,333 And I'm sick of you saying it's hopeless. 1220 01:14:40,333 --> 01:14:43,125 You want us to let you die? 1221 01:14:43,125 --> 01:14:44,250 You want us to drive this boat 1222 01:14:44,250 --> 01:14:47,375 down the river for you? Then make us a promise. 1223 01:14:47,375 --> 01:14:48,625 And that is to at least consider 1224 01:14:48,625 --> 01:14:50,250 the possibility that you still 1225 01:14:50,250 --> 01:14:52,041 haven't given this enough time. 1226 01:14:52,041 --> 01:14:53,959 That you could be wrong about everything. 1227 01:14:59,750 --> 01:15:00,792 [instrumental music] 1228 01:15:27,333 --> 01:15:29,583 What was he like as a kid? 1229 01:15:29,583 --> 01:15:30,792 He was shorter. 1230 01:15:33,375 --> 01:15:36,166 He was unusual, actually. 1231 01:15:36,166 --> 01:15:39,834 Um, one part of him was confident, fun 1232 01:15:39,834 --> 01:15:41,333 adventurous. 1233 01:15:41,333 --> 01:15:42,792 Then there was always this other side 1234 01:15:42,792 --> 01:15:44,333 for as long as I can remember 1235 01:15:44,333 --> 01:15:46,834 this vulnerability, this, uh.. 1236 01:15:49,583 --> 01:15:50,667 ...fragile part of him. 1237 01:15:57,041 --> 01:15:58,542 Good ol' Indian point. 1238 01:15:58,542 --> 01:16:01,417 Hey, wanna get a move-along there? 1239 01:16:01,417 --> 01:16:03,083 Uh, we wanna get past these things. 1240 01:16:03,083 --> 01:16:05,667 I'm no Mark Spitz here.. 1241 01:16:05,667 --> 01:16:08,000 ...or Stevie Brennan for that matter! 1242 01:16:08,000 --> 01:16:10,709 Is it true the water's warmer near these plants 1243 01:16:10,709 --> 01:16:13,125 'cause of the crap they discharge in the river? 1244 01:16:13,125 --> 01:16:14,917 No, it's freezing! 1245 01:16:16,709 --> 01:16:19,208 Should be in Hasting soon. 1246 01:16:19,208 --> 01:16:20,542 We can crash at my parents' 1247 01:16:20,542 --> 01:16:22,542 'cause they're in Nantucket 1248 01:16:22,542 --> 01:16:25,542 for the summer... at their other house 1249 01:16:25,542 --> 01:16:26,750 that they can afford 'cause they worked hard 1250 01:16:26,750 --> 01:16:30,750 and made the right choices in life, while I didn't 1251 01:16:30,750 --> 01:16:32,792 and therefore live in a small 1252 01:16:32,792 --> 01:16:35,208 no-AC apartment. 1253 01:16:35,208 --> 01:16:35,875 But.. 1254 01:16:38,041 --> 01:16:40,417 Whatever. 1255 01:16:40,417 --> 01:16:43,458 [instrumental music] 1256 01:17:03,834 --> 01:17:04,917 One should always carry a set of keys 1257 01:17:04,917 --> 01:17:07,959 to their parents house, is my life philosophy. 1258 01:17:07,959 --> 01:17:10,583 Think your mother still keeps Nestle's Quik around? 1259 01:17:10,583 --> 01:17:12,917 I know she does. Nilla wafers, too. 1260 01:17:12,917 --> 01:17:14,792 - Jackpot! - Nice house. 1261 01:17:14,792 --> 01:17:16,125 Yes. 1262 01:17:16,125 --> 01:17:17,667 Welcome to my former home. 1263 01:17:17,667 --> 01:17:20,750 Wish I had appreciated it more at the time. 1264 01:17:33,250 --> 01:17:35,291 [insects chirping] 1265 01:17:37,875 --> 01:17:39,083 [bug zapper crackling] 1266 01:17:49,583 --> 01:17:50,792 [bug zapper crackling] 1267 01:18:07,834 --> 01:18:09,583 [sighs] 1268 01:18:09,583 --> 01:18:10,750 [chuckles softly] 1269 01:18:10,750 --> 01:18:12,125 [moans lightly] 1270 01:18:19,375 --> 01:18:21,458 [both breathing heavily] 1271 01:18:23,500 --> 01:18:25,625 [whispering] Don't leave us. 1272 01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:28,792 Don't leave us, Paul. 1273 01:18:30,250 --> 01:18:32,291 Don't leave me. 1274 01:18:32,792 --> 01:18:35,125 You're so lovely. 1275 01:18:37,542 --> 01:18:39,583 [Liz moans] 1276 01:18:44,417 --> 01:18:46,458 [toilet flushes] 1277 01:18:48,709 --> 01:18:52,375 That oughta clear things out for a while. 1278 01:18:55,208 --> 01:18:57,000 It's nice up here, huh? 1279 01:18:59,542 --> 01:19:01,750 Remember how we used to build forts in the woods? 1280 01:19:03,250 --> 01:19:04,709 We spent weeks on those things. 1281 01:19:04,709 --> 01:19:07,041 I loved building the forts. 1282 01:19:07,041 --> 01:19:08,917 [chuckles] 1283 01:19:08,917 --> 01:19:10,000 They were so elaborate. 1284 01:19:15,917 --> 01:19:17,667 You know, you could stay here for a while if you want. 1285 01:19:17,667 --> 01:19:18,959 My parents won't be back till October. 1286 01:19:18,959 --> 01:19:20,583 You could just hang around up here 1287 01:19:20,583 --> 01:19:22,917 take walks in the woods 1288 01:19:22,917 --> 01:19:24,417 eat Nilla wafers 1289 01:19:24,417 --> 01:19:26,250 just hang out and relax. 1290 01:19:42,166 --> 01:19:44,041 We should get back to the river. 1291 01:19:48,375 --> 01:19:49,959 [grunts] 1292 01:19:57,458 --> 01:19:59,083 [zipper fastens] 1293 01:20:12,417 --> 01:20:15,208 [instrumental music] 1294 01:20:25,542 --> 01:20:28,667 [footsteps approaching] 1295 01:20:28,667 --> 01:20:31,667 If I find you messing with my dad's gay porn stash 1296 01:20:31,667 --> 01:20:34,208 there's gonna be hell to pay. 1297 01:20:34,208 --> 01:20:35,625 Liz.. 1298 01:20:38,083 --> 01:20:39,709 You okay? 1299 01:20:42,000 --> 01:20:43,041 He wants to get going. 1300 01:20:46,834 --> 01:20:48,125 Mm. I know. 1301 01:20:58,250 --> 01:21:01,041 [music continues] 1302 01:21:28,333 --> 01:21:30,125 [music continues] 1303 01:21:32,291 --> 01:21:33,458 Hey, Amy. 1304 01:21:33,458 --> 01:21:35,625 Olivia. 1305 01:21:41,000 --> 01:21:42,000 [sobbing] 1306 01:21:45,959 --> 01:21:47,125 [no audio] 1307 01:21:57,625 --> 01:22:00,667 [music continues] 1308 01:22:07,917 --> 01:22:09,709 [tires squealing] 1309 01:22:09,709 --> 01:22:11,709 [sobbing] 1310 01:22:20,750 --> 01:22:22,542 [whispering] I'm sorry. 1311 01:22:22,542 --> 01:22:25,291 I'm sorry. 1312 01:22:27,709 --> 01:22:30,500 [Paul breathing heavily] 1313 01:22:37,667 --> 01:22:41,458 [instrumental music] 1314 01:22:58,709 --> 01:23:00,709 ♪ Time ♪ 1315 01:23:02,959 --> 01:23:08,750 ♪ All the long red lines ♪ 1316 01:23:10,959 --> 01:23:14,250 ♪ That take control ♪ 1317 01:23:16,083 --> 01:23:23,709 ♪ Of all the smoke-like streams ♪ 1318 01:23:23,709 --> 01:23:27,500 ♪ That flow into your dreams ♪ 1319 01:23:30,375 --> 01:23:35,333 ♪ That big blue open sea ♪ 1320 01:23:38,166 --> 01:23:41,375 ♪ That can't be crossed ♪ 1321 01:23:43,959 --> 01:23:49,542 ♪ That can't be climbed ♪ 1322 01:23:50,792 --> 01:23:53,291 ♪ Just born between ♪ 1323 01:23:58,000 --> 01:24:03,667 ♪ Oh the two white lines ♪ 1324 01:24:03,667 --> 01:24:08,125 ♪ Distant Gods and faded signs ♪ 1325 01:24:11,208 --> 01:24:16,917 ♪ Of all those blinking lights ♪ 1326 01:24:16,917 --> 01:24:18,750 ♪ You had to pick ♪ 1327 01:24:18,750 --> 01:24:20,792 ♪ The one tonight ♪ 1328 01:24:20,792 --> 01:24:23,583 [instrumental music] 1329 01:24:50,750 --> 01:24:54,542 [music continues] 1330 01:25:14,083 --> 01:25:15,208 ♪ Holes ♪ 1331 01:25:19,083 --> 01:25:23,417 ♪ Dug by little moles ♪ 1332 01:25:24,917 --> 01:25:29,125 ♪ Angry jealous spies ♪ 1333 01:25:31,208 --> 01:25:37,083 ♪ Got telephones for eyes ♪ 1334 01:25:39,208 --> 01:25:42,500 ♪ Come to you as friends ♪ 1335 01:25:46,041 --> 01:25:50,750 ♪ For all those endless ends ♪ 1336 01:25:53,291 --> 01:25:55,875 ♪ That can't be tied ♪ 1337 01:25:59,333 --> 01:26:03,375 ♪ Oh they make me laugh ♪ 1338 01:26:05,208 --> 01:26:10,250 ♪ And always make me cry ♪ 1339 01:26:12,208 --> 01:26:19,250 ♪ Till they drop like flies ♪ 1340 01:26:19,250 --> 01:26:22,375 ♪ And sink like polished stones ♪ 1341 01:26:26,291 --> 01:26:30,333 ♪ Of all the stones I throw ♪ 1342 01:26:32,959 --> 01:26:37,041 ♪ How does that old song go? ♪ 1343 01:26:46,458 --> 01:26:51,083 ♪ How does that old song go? ♪♪ 1344 01:26:51,083 --> 01:26:53,083 [panting] 1345 01:26:54,709 --> 01:26:56,333 Congratulations, man. 1346 01:26:58,542 --> 01:27:00,375 - Good work. - Thank you. 1347 01:27:02,041 --> 01:27:04,375 Thank you. 1348 01:27:04,375 --> 01:27:05,667 Some rough waters at the end there. 1349 01:27:05,667 --> 01:27:08,250 [laughs] 1350 01:27:09,750 --> 01:27:11,250 Yeah. 1351 01:27:12,709 --> 01:27:14,583 Well, you made it through. 1352 01:27:17,417 --> 01:27:21,000 Let's get back in the boat, motor over to Chinatown.. 1353 01:27:21,000 --> 01:27:23,083 ...get some celebration dinner. Alright? 1354 01:27:24,875 --> 01:27:27,208 Come on, man, my treat. 1355 01:27:27,208 --> 01:27:28,333 I'm not getting back in the boat. 1356 01:27:29,834 --> 01:27:31,250 What? 1357 01:27:32,333 --> 01:27:33,458 I'm not getting back in the boat. 1358 01:27:35,667 --> 01:27:37,500 What are you gonna do? 1359 01:27:52,709 --> 01:27:55,000 Aw, Jesus, man. 1360 01:27:55,000 --> 01:27:56,834 Thank you for everything. 1361 01:27:58,000 --> 01:27:58,583 Really. 1362 01:28:07,417 --> 01:28:08,250 Paul.. 1363 01:28:08,250 --> 01:28:09,500 Don't get back in that water! 1364 01:28:14,250 --> 01:28:17,125 Do not get back in that water! 1365 01:28:20,000 --> 01:28:22,625 Paul, please? 1366 01:28:22,625 --> 01:28:23,500 Just get back into the boat. 1367 01:28:23,500 --> 01:28:26,792 We'll, we'll just.. We'll go home. 1368 01:28:28,875 --> 01:28:30,333 I'm sorry. 1369 01:28:52,875 --> 01:28:53,959 Where are you going? 1370 01:28:53,959 --> 01:28:55,792 Where the hell are you going? 1371 01:28:59,834 --> 01:29:01,834 Paul.. 1372 01:29:01,834 --> 01:29:03,417 It's okay, Jeff. 1373 01:29:03,417 --> 01:29:04,166 It really is. 1374 01:29:04,166 --> 01:29:05,250 You've done all you can. 1375 01:29:05,250 --> 01:29:07,208 You've been a good friend. 1376 01:29:07,208 --> 01:29:07,667 A great one. 1377 01:29:09,583 --> 01:29:12,291 Please, keep the deal we made. 1378 01:29:20,667 --> 01:29:23,458 [instrumental music] 1379 01:29:49,041 --> 01:29:52,834 [music continues] 1380 01:30:12,166 --> 01:30:14,208 I'm gonna go get him. 1381 01:30:20,709 --> 01:30:23,125 If he wants to turn around, he will. 1382 01:30:26,542 --> 01:30:28,583 [music continues] 1383 01:30:55,083 --> 01:30:58,875 [music continues] 1384 01:31:25,125 --> 01:31:28,917 [music continues] 1385 01:31:55,166 --> 01:31:58,959 [music continues] 1386 01:32:26,709 --> 01:32:28,792 [music continues] 1387 01:32:55,208 --> 01:32:58,000 [music continues] 1388 01:33:04,500 --> 01:33:07,625 [instrumental music] 1389 01:33:25,834 --> 01:33:29,625 ♪ Salvador Sanchez ♪ 1390 01:33:31,458 --> 01:33:34,834 ♪ Arrived and vanished ♪ 1391 01:33:36,375 --> 01:33:39,000 ♪ Only 23 ♪ 1392 01:33:39,000 --> 01:33:40,500 ♪ With so much speed ♪ 1393 01:33:40,500 --> 01:33:43,375 ♪ Owning the highway ♪ 1394 01:33:43,375 --> 01:33:47,166 [music continues] 1395 01:33:56,750 --> 01:33:59,291 ♪ Mexico City ♪ 1396 01:34:02,333 --> 01:34:03,917 ♪ Bred so many ♪ 1397 01:34:06,542 --> 01:34:08,458 ♪ But none quite like him ♪ 1398 01:34:08,458 --> 01:34:11,375 ♪ Sweet warrior ♪ 1399 01:34:11,375 --> 01:34:14,583 ♪ Pure magic matador ♪ 1400 01:34:16,000 --> 01:34:18,792 [music continues] 1401 01:34:26,125 --> 01:34:27,875 ♪ Pancho Villa ♪ 1402 01:34:31,792 --> 01:34:34,667 ♪ Would never rest ♪ 1403 01:34:36,333 --> 01:34:38,417 ♪ Till 1925 ♪ 1404 01:34:38,417 --> 01:34:41,625 ♪ He closed his eyes ♪ 1405 01:34:41,625 --> 01:34:44,917 ♪ Till Manila stars would rise ♪ 1406 01:34:46,083 --> 01:34:48,875 [music continues] 1407 01:34:56,500 --> 01:35:00,458 ♪ Gozo of the Philippines ♪ 1408 01:35:01,583 --> 01:35:06,542 ♪ Choirs and angels sing ♪ 1409 01:35:06,542 --> 01:35:08,542 ♪ Ukulele strings ♪ 1410 01:35:08,542 --> 01:35:12,041 ♪ Play for his legend ♪ 1411 01:35:12,041 --> 01:35:14,542 ♪ Italy had a king ♪ 1412 01:35:18,667 --> 01:35:21,709 [music continues] 1413 01:35:26,458 --> 01:35:28,709 ♪ Why have they gone ♪ 1414 01:35:28,709 --> 01:35:31,750 ♪ Fell by leather? ♪ 1415 01:35:32,667 --> 01:35:34,125 ♪ All alone ♪ 1416 01:35:34,125 --> 01:35:37,458 ♪ All bound together ♪ 1417 01:35:39,625 --> 01:35:41,667 [music continues] 1418 01:35:49,542 --> 01:35:53,083 ♪ Benny Kid Paret ♪ 1419 01:35:55,208 --> 01:35:57,709 ♪ Came a good way ♪ 1420 01:36:00,375 --> 01:36:03,250 ♪ To climb up gray skies ♪ 1421 01:36:03,250 --> 01:36:04,542 ♪ To lift his hands ♪ 1422 01:36:04,542 --> 01:36:08,291 ♪ Was stopped by the better man ♪ 1423 01:36:09,500 --> 01:36:12,542 [music continues] 1424 01:36:19,750 --> 01:36:23,208 ♪ Eyes of Los Rios ♪ 1425 01:36:25,667 --> 01:36:27,875 ♪ Cry for suns ♪ 1426 01:36:30,583 --> 01:36:32,542 ♪ Lost on distant shores ♪ 1427 01:36:32,542 --> 01:36:35,291 ♪ Unforeseen horrors ♪ 1428 01:36:35,291 --> 01:36:38,417 ♪ Struck and delivered him ♪ 1429 01:36:45,125 --> 01:36:46,917 [music continues] 1430 01:36:49,667 --> 01:36:52,625 ♪ Why have they gone ♪ 1431 01:36:52,625 --> 01:36:55,375 ♪ Fell by leather? ♪ 1432 01:36:56,542 --> 01:36:58,041 ♪ All alone ♪ 1433 01:36:58,041 --> 01:37:01,166 ♪ All bound together ♪ 1434 01:37:01,834 --> 01:37:04,333 ♪ Why have they gone ♪ 1435 01:37:04,333 --> 01:37:07,250 ♪ Fell by leather? ♪ 1436 01:37:07,792 --> 01:37:09,667 ♪ All alone ♪ 1437 01:37:09,667 --> 01:37:13,250 ♪ All bound together ♪♪ 1438 01:37:17,750 --> 01:37:19,792 [music continues] 1439 01:37:29,208 --> 01:37:31,000 [harmonica music]