1 00:00:04,004 --> 00:00:06,006 Good morning. 2 00:00:06,049 --> 00:00:07,268 Isn't it, though? 3 00:00:07,311 --> 00:00:10,053 -Charlie. -Zach. 4 00:00:10,097 --> 00:00:11,707 What are you doing here? 5 00:00:11,750 --> 00:00:14,231 Well, I work here -- for today, anyway. 6 00:00:14,275 --> 00:00:16,190 I know. It's just, aren't you not supposed to be talking 7 00:00:16,233 --> 00:00:17,147 to any of the staff? 8 00:00:17,191 --> 00:00:19,758 Uh, it's no trial, Zach. 9 00:00:19,802 --> 00:00:22,239 Look, I wish I didn't have to go at all, 10 00:00:22,283 --> 00:00:23,675 but, you know, when the Board calls. 11 00:00:23,719 --> 00:00:25,503 You answer. No, I get it. 12 00:00:25,547 --> 00:00:27,549 No way around it, just like there was no way around 13 00:00:27,592 --> 00:00:29,290 Dawn filing a complaint in the first place. 14 00:00:29,333 --> 00:00:30,900 Where is she, by the way? 15 00:00:30,943 --> 00:00:32,641 Worried about you. 16 00:00:32,684 --> 00:00:36,471 Seriously, it's eating her up. She didn't come in today. 17 00:00:36,514 --> 00:00:38,951 Hey, listen. 18 00:00:38,995 --> 00:00:40,866 You smell like a distillery. 19 00:00:40,910 --> 00:00:42,781 I think you should just go home and wait for them to call you. 20 00:00:42,825 --> 00:00:44,957 No. I'm here to fight for my job. 21 00:00:45,001 --> 00:00:46,785 [ Sighs ] This is my home. 22 00:00:50,137 --> 00:00:51,616 Yikes. 23 00:00:51,660 --> 00:00:53,879 I'm up next in the boardroom for his assessment. 24 00:00:53,923 --> 00:00:56,056 On a scale of 1 to 10, how painful was that? 25 00:00:56,099 --> 00:00:58,145 Almost as painful as being stuck in the E.R. 26 00:00:58,188 --> 00:00:59,798 instead of some killer surgery. 27 00:00:59,842 --> 00:01:01,235 Just so you know, I put myself here. 28 00:01:01,278 --> 00:01:02,410 Lucky me. 29 00:01:02,453 --> 00:01:03,889 I thought it would only be fair 30 00:01:03,933 --> 00:01:05,630 to the other residents, you know, lead by example. 31 00:01:05,674 --> 00:01:07,154 Right. Because there weren't 32 00:01:07,197 --> 00:01:09,634 any cool surgeries on the docket today? Yeah. 33 00:01:09,678 --> 00:01:10,983 Well, how about this? 34 00:01:11,027 --> 00:01:12,594 Skateboarder with Q-tip in the ear. 35 00:01:12,637 --> 00:01:13,595 He's all yours... 36 00:01:13,638 --> 00:01:15,031 Chief. 37 00:01:15,075 --> 00:01:16,119 [ Sighs ] 38 00:01:20,428 --> 00:01:21,864 [ Sighs ] 39 00:01:23,257 --> 00:01:26,260 [ Indistinct P.A. announcement ] 40 00:01:31,482 --> 00:01:33,223 Good morrow, Dr. Sekara. 41 00:01:33,267 --> 00:01:36,139 Oh, uh, hey. 42 00:01:36,183 --> 00:01:37,923 We're not supposed to see each other before the Board -- 43 00:01:37,967 --> 00:01:40,752 Relax, Dev. It's not our wedding day. 44 00:01:42,319 --> 00:01:44,016 What can I tell you? 45 00:01:44,060 --> 00:01:45,453 I went out last night, 46 00:01:45,496 --> 00:01:47,368 ordered the bourbon chicken, hold the chicken. 47 00:01:47,411 --> 00:01:50,588 Uh-huh. The Board call you in? 48 00:01:50,632 --> 00:01:53,809 Oh, yeah. They called, like, everyone. 49 00:01:53,852 --> 00:01:55,724 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 50 00:01:55,767 --> 00:01:59,771 I totally forgot. Um, and I have to go. 51 00:02:03,035 --> 00:02:04,124 Dr. Harris. 52 00:02:05,734 --> 00:02:08,519 Don't worry. I got your back. 53 00:02:08,563 --> 00:02:10,782 Thank you. 54 00:02:15,352 --> 00:02:16,962 Alex. Yep. 55 00:02:17,006 --> 00:02:18,573 It's my morning to bring him to daycare. 56 00:02:18,616 --> 00:02:20,270 I totally forgot. I'm sorry. 57 00:02:20,314 --> 00:02:21,706 It's fine. I got it. 58 00:02:21,750 --> 00:02:24,187 How are you dealing with today? 59 00:02:24,231 --> 00:02:27,059 Well, all I got to do is tell them the truth, right? 60 00:02:27,103 --> 00:02:28,931 The truth. What? 61 00:02:28,974 --> 00:02:30,889 Nothing. 62 00:02:30,933 --> 00:02:33,240 Alex, I need you on my side for this. 63 00:02:33,283 --> 00:02:35,459 When have I not been on your side? 64 00:02:35,503 --> 00:02:37,505 Did you sleep in those clothes? 65 00:02:37,548 --> 00:02:39,855 Um, they do look a little familiar, actually. 66 00:02:39,898 --> 00:02:42,336 [ Sighs ]It's okay. I got a suit in my office. 67 00:02:42,379 --> 00:02:44,251 Okay. Charlie... 68 00:02:44,294 --> 00:02:46,078 have you been drinking? 69 00:02:46,122 --> 00:02:47,558 Because you've got to pull yourself together. 70 00:02:47,602 --> 00:02:49,125 You have to figure out what you're gonna say. 71 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:50,431 The Board is gonna want to know why you're -- 72 00:02:50,474 --> 00:02:51,780 Screwing up? 73 00:02:51,823 --> 00:02:53,825 Well, yeah. You walked out on a surgery. 74 00:02:53,869 --> 00:02:56,915 Oh. Glad you're not speaking on my behalf. 75 00:02:56,959 --> 00:02:58,352 Charlie. 76 00:03:02,965 --> 00:03:04,532 Good chat. 77 00:03:04,575 --> 00:03:07,752 [ Elevator dings ] 78 00:03:07,796 --> 00:03:09,667 [ Sighs ] 79 00:03:19,634 --> 00:03:21,766 Oh, there you are. Dr. Reid! 80 00:03:21,810 --> 00:03:23,507 Mrs. Crace. 81 00:03:23,551 --> 00:03:26,945 I understand today must be incredibly stressful for you, 82 00:03:26,989 --> 00:03:29,687 so I wanted to give you the opportunity to speak 83 00:03:29,731 --> 00:03:32,124 to the Board during Charlie's assessment. 84 00:03:32,168 --> 00:03:34,779 Oh. Wow. Well, I was under the impression 85 00:03:34,823 --> 00:03:36,346 I wouldn't be allowed to. 86 00:03:36,390 --> 00:03:39,262 Is something wrong? I-I thought you'd be happy. 87 00:03:39,306 --> 00:03:42,134 No. You know what? It's great. Thank you. 88 00:03:42,178 --> 00:03:44,702 Good. Keep your schedule relatively clear. 89 00:03:44,746 --> 00:03:46,400 We'll notify you of a time. 90 00:03:48,184 --> 00:03:50,708 [ Sighs ] That is wonderful. 91 00:03:50,752 --> 00:03:53,755 --Captions by VITAC-- 92 00:04:01,284 --> 00:04:02,851 Hey. 93 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:04,548 You need to get back in bed. I haven't discharged you yet. 94 00:04:04,592 --> 00:04:06,333 Actually, you said I was healing really quickly 95 00:04:06,376 --> 00:04:07,856 and I could probably go home tonight. 96 00:04:07,899 --> 00:04:09,771 Probably isn't definitely. 97 00:04:09,814 --> 00:04:13,383 Here. I brought you a present. 98 00:04:13,427 --> 00:04:15,733 Oh, wow. That's really beautiful. You shouldn't have. 99 00:04:15,777 --> 00:04:17,169 It's a spirometer to make sure 100 00:04:17,213 --> 00:04:18,693 you're breathing at full capacity. 101 00:04:18,736 --> 00:04:20,172 Now, a lot of people after surgery 102 00:04:20,216 --> 00:04:22,566 tend to shallow-breathe because it hurts. 103 00:04:22,610 --> 00:04:24,699 We want to make sure your lungs won't collapse. 104 00:04:24,742 --> 00:04:27,397 Breathing is my thing. I'm good. 105 00:04:27,441 --> 00:04:28,920 All right. 106 00:04:28,964 --> 00:04:30,357 Put your mouth on this piece, 107 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:32,533 breathe in slowly, and what you want to do is, 108 00:04:32,576 --> 00:04:34,752 you want to make sure that this little blue disc 109 00:04:34,796 --> 00:04:36,406 gets to 1,250 milliliters. 110 00:04:36,450 --> 00:04:38,365 Fine. Easy. 111 00:04:39,757 --> 00:04:41,846 [ Disc rattles ] 112 00:04:44,327 --> 00:04:45,807 [ Panting ] What the hell? 113 00:04:45,850 --> 00:04:47,199 Hurts? 114 00:04:47,243 --> 00:04:49,114 No. It's just broken. 115 00:04:49,158 --> 00:04:52,901 All right. Breathe in it a few times every hour. 116 00:04:52,944 --> 00:04:54,816 Until you get to 1250, you're not going anywhere. 117 00:04:54,859 --> 00:04:56,296 Great. 118 00:04:56,339 --> 00:04:58,950 Have you thought about my offer? 119 00:04:58,994 --> 00:05:00,300 To help you? 120 00:05:00,343 --> 00:05:02,476 'Cause your energy is kind of like -- 121 00:05:02,519 --> 00:05:04,956 It's like a fountain spewing gunk. 122 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:06,480 Most people would understand it 123 00:05:06,523 --> 00:05:08,786 as a thick, disgusting, black cloud, 124 00:05:08,830 --> 00:05:10,701 kind of just permeating everything. You know what? You're just saying that 125 00:05:10,745 --> 00:05:12,355 because I didn't discharge you.That is nottrue. 126 00:05:12,399 --> 00:05:15,315 Come on. What's going on? 127 00:05:15,358 --> 00:05:16,620 Don't worry about me. I'm fine. 128 00:05:16,664 --> 00:05:17,926 Or, I will be fine. 129 00:05:17,969 --> 00:05:20,363 Thank you, though, but I'm -- I'm fine. 130 00:05:20,407 --> 00:05:23,148 Well, you just said "fine" about 20 times. 131 00:05:23,192 --> 00:05:24,846 Okay. My ex, he's a doctor, he works here. 132 00:05:24,889 --> 00:05:26,238 He's going in for an assessment. 133 00:05:26,282 --> 00:05:27,805 I have to give a character evaluation. 134 00:05:27,849 --> 00:05:29,198 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 135 00:05:29,241 --> 00:05:30,460 I also have to get to my next consult, 136 00:05:30,504 --> 00:05:32,070 so I'll come back in and I'll check on you, 137 00:05:32,114 --> 00:05:33,420 and in the meantime, deep breaths. 138 00:05:33,463 --> 00:05:34,943 Yeah, you too. 139 00:05:34,986 --> 00:05:37,206 [ Siren wails in distance ] 140 00:05:44,126 --> 00:05:47,608 Well, just the deceitful spirit I didn't want to see. 141 00:05:47,651 --> 00:05:50,480 I hear the Board has been called in to investigate you. 142 00:05:50,524 --> 00:05:52,656 Yes. No thanks to you. 143 00:05:52,700 --> 00:05:53,918 To me? 144 00:05:53,962 --> 00:05:55,442 Yeah. Your, uh, lack of honesty 145 00:05:55,485 --> 00:05:58,140 about your current...situation. 146 00:05:58,183 --> 00:05:59,620 Not a big help. 147 00:05:59,663 --> 00:06:01,709 You were on a collision course with a breakdown, 148 00:06:01,752 --> 00:06:03,754 with or without me, sir. 149 00:06:03,798 --> 00:06:05,147 Now you can leave me alone, 150 00:06:05,190 --> 00:06:06,801 because I need to prep to fight for my job. 151 00:06:06,844 --> 00:06:09,717 Uh, no. Charlie, we -- -Not going? 152 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,067 Okay, I will. 153 00:06:22,251 --> 00:06:24,558 [ Sighs ] 154 00:06:24,601 --> 00:06:27,387 I read in your profile that your favorite book 155 00:06:27,430 --> 00:06:29,867 is "Lila Zila and the Watermelon Smash." 156 00:06:29,911 --> 00:06:31,434 Now -- Now, I read the book, 157 00:06:31,478 --> 00:06:34,568 and I found it particularly empowering for children, 158 00:06:34,611 --> 00:06:37,397 especially young girls. 159 00:06:37,440 --> 00:06:39,790 [ Exhales ] Do you concur? 160 00:06:39,834 --> 00:06:40,922 I'll try that again. 161 00:06:40,965 --> 00:06:43,403 Shazam! [ Laughs ] 162 00:06:43,446 --> 00:06:45,840 Anjali! Wow. What are you doing here? 163 00:06:45,883 --> 00:06:48,016 Mm-hmm-hmm! 164 00:06:48,059 --> 00:06:49,496 Okay, that's enough. Yes. 165 00:06:49,539 --> 00:06:52,586 Right. The 3-second-hug rule. Almost forgot. 166 00:06:52,629 --> 00:06:54,414 So, are you joining the obstetrics staff? 167 00:06:54,457 --> 00:06:56,241 Nah. Don't get your hopes up, Shazam. 168 00:06:56,285 --> 00:06:58,418 Just followed a patient here. 169 00:06:58,461 --> 00:07:02,247 Right. You're very good at following people. 170 00:07:02,291 --> 00:07:04,075 You should've just told me you were gay. 171 00:07:04,119 --> 00:07:06,208 I did. I said that repeatedly. I said, "I'm gay." 172 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:08,558 Well, water under the bridge. I need your help with a case. 173 00:07:08,602 --> 00:07:11,431 26-week fetus with spina bifida. 174 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,088 Wow. This is the most severe case 175 00:07:17,132 --> 00:07:18,873 of Myelomeningocele that I've seen. 176 00:07:18,916 --> 00:07:20,918 Very good. I was scheduled to perform 177 00:07:20,962 --> 00:07:23,530 a laparoscopic in-utero repair today with Dr. Solomon. 178 00:07:23,573 --> 00:07:25,009 So, what does this have to do with me? 179 00:07:25,053 --> 00:07:26,489 Solomon's mother died last night. 180 00:07:26,533 --> 00:07:28,665 That's unfortunate.It is. 181 00:07:28,709 --> 00:07:30,580 And I don't know how long he's gonna be out for. 182 00:07:30,624 --> 00:07:33,844 You are the only other surgeon in this city 183 00:07:33,888 --> 00:07:35,585 qualified to perform this surgery. 184 00:07:35,629 --> 00:07:37,718 Falak, that's our patient. 185 00:07:37,761 --> 00:07:38,719 Our? 186 00:07:38,762 --> 00:07:40,460 She's at the 26-week mark. 187 00:07:40,503 --> 00:07:43,463 Right now is the target of opportunity for optimum results. 188 00:07:43,506 --> 00:07:45,726 No. I'm sorry. 189 00:07:45,769 --> 00:07:47,292 Anjali, you know, I made a promise 190 00:07:47,336 --> 00:07:49,164 that I don't do pediatric surgeries anymore. 191 00:07:49,207 --> 00:07:51,296 Why not? Because, it's, um... 192 00:07:51,340 --> 00:07:54,125 I -- I'm sorry. It's complicated, 193 00:07:54,169 --> 00:07:57,868 you know, and, uh, um, thank you for stopping by. 194 00:07:57,912 --> 00:08:01,132 I have a chili to prepare. Thank you. 195 00:08:01,176 --> 00:08:02,220 See you. 196 00:08:04,527 --> 00:08:07,704 Right. Right. [ Clears throat ] 197 00:08:07,748 --> 00:08:12,274 "Lila Zila and the Watermelon Smash." 198 00:08:12,317 --> 00:08:14,711 Why did youlike this book? 199 00:08:16,104 --> 00:08:17,497 Oh! 200 00:08:17,540 --> 00:08:20,108 Special delivery for Dr. Williams. 201 00:08:20,151 --> 00:08:22,458 Yeah. I...can see you. 202 00:08:22,502 --> 00:08:25,113 You know what? I'm good. If you want to -- You can have those. 203 00:08:25,156 --> 00:08:27,028 It's called globophobia. Fear of balloons. 204 00:08:27,071 --> 00:08:28,769 Mm-hmm. 205 00:08:28,812 --> 00:08:31,772 Uh, don't you already have a phobia of parasites? 206 00:08:31,815 --> 00:08:33,164 Oh, doesn't everyone? Aah! 207 00:08:33,208 --> 00:08:35,253 Besides, is there a limit to the number 208 00:08:35,297 --> 00:08:37,081 of paralyzing fears one can have? 209 00:08:37,125 --> 00:08:38,822 [ Panting ] Does it say who it's from? 210 00:08:38,866 --> 00:08:41,390 Oh, God! Seriously, is this some kind of sick joke? 211 00:08:41,433 --> 00:08:43,305 It doesn't say. The card reads, 212 00:08:43,348 --> 00:08:45,960 "Think of you often." That's it. 213 00:08:46,003 --> 00:08:48,571 Well, aren't we just saving the world here? 214 00:08:48,615 --> 00:08:50,573 Look, I got to get to the Harris inquisition. 215 00:08:50,617 --> 00:08:52,314 Do you think you can manage the E.R. by yourself? 216 00:08:52,357 --> 00:08:54,011 -Me? -Yes, you. 217 00:08:54,055 --> 00:08:55,491 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 218 00:08:55,535 --> 00:08:56,927 Will you just take those with you when you go? 219 00:08:56,971 --> 00:08:59,321 You got it. Ginkgo biloba. 220 00:08:59,364 --> 00:09:02,933 It's called globophobia. And good luck in there. 221 00:09:02,977 --> 00:09:06,807 It is a...total witch hunt. 222 00:09:06,850 --> 00:09:10,071 Oh, man. Okay. 223 00:09:10,114 --> 00:09:12,290 [ Exhales deeply ] They're gone. 224 00:09:12,334 --> 00:09:14,597 Dr. Sharpe: Dr. Bell finished the aortic dissection 225 00:09:14,641 --> 00:09:16,468 while Dr. Sekara repaired the bleeders, 226 00:09:16,512 --> 00:09:18,819 and he walked out. 227 00:09:18,862 --> 00:09:20,429 Just like that. 228 00:09:20,472 --> 00:09:22,997 Did he give any explanation for his actions? 229 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:25,347 In a roundabout way. 230 00:09:25,390 --> 00:09:26,609 What does that mean? 231 00:09:26,653 --> 00:09:30,134 Dr. Harris always has an explanation 232 00:09:30,178 --> 00:09:31,875 for his unorthodox behavior. 233 00:09:31,919 --> 00:09:34,269 Anyone who goes into surgery with him just accepts that. 234 00:09:36,532 --> 00:09:39,013 Charlie and I met 10 years ago at this hospital. 235 00:09:39,056 --> 00:09:41,537 And since then, we've be-- 236 00:09:41,581 --> 00:09:43,931 No. No, no. No! 237 00:09:43,974 --> 00:09:47,282 Um... 238 00:09:47,325 --> 00:09:50,154 the past several years, 239 00:09:50,198 --> 00:09:54,637 Charlie...has become a bit of a miracle worker. 240 00:09:56,421 --> 00:09:58,423 How does he perform said miracles? 241 00:09:58,467 --> 00:10:00,861 Well, you ask, he talks to ghosts. 242 00:10:00,904 --> 00:10:03,341 [ Paper tears ] 243 00:10:03,385 --> 00:10:06,388 Hey. I didn't mean to, uh... 244 00:10:06,431 --> 00:10:09,347 Uh, it's just that this thing is, for sure, broken, 245 00:10:09,391 --> 00:10:11,698 like, won't go past 800, so... 246 00:10:11,741 --> 00:10:14,222 But, while I'm here, 247 00:10:14,265 --> 00:10:16,267 who talks to ghosts? 248 00:10:21,403 --> 00:10:24,101 First of all, you need to get back in bed. 249 00:10:24,145 --> 00:10:26,364 And, secondly, you really shouldn't be here. 250 00:10:26,408 --> 00:10:27,801 No, I know. I'm sorry. 251 00:10:27,844 --> 00:10:29,846 I didn't mean to interrupt you...with yourself. 252 00:10:29,890 --> 00:10:32,762 You know I do this for a living, right? 253 00:10:32,806 --> 00:10:35,286 What? Stalk people?Speak. 254 00:10:35,330 --> 00:10:36,592 Your speech. You said you need 255 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,072 to write a statement about your ex. 256 00:10:38,115 --> 00:10:40,944 Clearly, you're struggling, so let me help. 257 00:10:40,988 --> 00:10:42,859 I'm bored to death in here. 258 00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:45,993 This thing ain't great company. 259 00:10:46,036 --> 00:10:48,865 Fine. I'm not quite sure what I want to say. 260 00:10:48,909 --> 00:10:50,824 Well, how about the truth? 261 00:10:50,867 --> 00:10:52,086 It's not that simple. 262 00:10:52,129 --> 00:10:53,696 The truth could cost Charlie his job. 263 00:10:53,740 --> 00:10:56,438 Oh, is this the thing about the ghosts? 264 00:10:56,481 --> 00:10:58,527 He'sthe one that talks to the ghosts? 265 00:10:58,570 --> 00:11:00,137 We're done here. Yeah. 266 00:11:00,181 --> 00:11:01,486 Hold on a second. No, no, no, no. 267 00:11:01,530 --> 00:11:02,792 No. What did you say to me 268 00:11:02,836 --> 00:11:04,620 before you convinced me to cut me open? 269 00:11:04,664 --> 00:11:07,057 You said we needed to trust each other. 270 00:11:07,101 --> 00:11:08,755 Don't rip your stitches, huh? 271 00:11:08,798 --> 00:11:12,715 I will not open my stitches... if you slow down. 272 00:11:12,759 --> 00:11:16,588 Dr. Reid. [ Grunts ] 273 00:11:16,632 --> 00:11:19,330 I can't believe none of our staff supervisors 274 00:11:19,374 --> 00:11:21,202 have a single surgery today. 275 00:11:21,245 --> 00:11:22,420 Baloney. 276 00:11:22,464 --> 00:11:23,900 Well, I'm kind of glad, in a way. 277 00:11:23,944 --> 00:11:25,162 Nerves got me all... 278 00:11:25,206 --> 00:11:26,250 What's the word? 279 00:11:26,294 --> 00:11:28,078 Nervous? 280 00:11:28,122 --> 00:11:29,732 How am I supposed to go in front of the Board 281 00:11:29,776 --> 00:11:31,560 and talk about Dr. Harris? 282 00:11:31,603 --> 00:11:33,954 [ Clears throat ] Excuse me. What are you eating? 283 00:11:33,997 --> 00:11:35,869 Mm. This is chili from the lounge. 284 00:11:35,912 --> 00:11:37,871 It is delicious. Why? You want some? 285 00:11:37,914 --> 00:11:40,569 -That chili -- -Dr. Hamza? 286 00:11:40,612 --> 00:11:41,918 My name is Falak. 287 00:11:41,962 --> 00:11:43,964 I'm Dr. Vrnasi's spina bifida patient. 288 00:11:44,007 --> 00:11:46,053 Well, I mean, technically, he'sher patient. 289 00:11:46,096 --> 00:11:49,709 I've already talked to Vrnasi about this. 290 00:11:49,752 --> 00:11:51,319 Wait, wait, wait. Is this -- Wait. 291 00:11:51,362 --> 00:11:53,800 You're doing a spina bifida operation on a fetus? 292 00:11:53,843 --> 00:11:56,759 -No. -But if you were... 293 00:11:56,803 --> 00:11:58,587 He'd be taking these loose nerves 294 00:11:58,630 --> 00:12:00,589 mushrooming out of the hole in the baby's spine 295 00:12:00,632 --> 00:12:02,069 and tucking them back in. 296 00:12:02,112 --> 00:12:03,461 -Can I get in on that? -Can I get in on that? 297 00:12:03,505 --> 00:12:05,768 I'm not operating today. 298 00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:06,987 Can I talk to you? 299 00:12:11,818 --> 00:12:13,254 Look, I'm in the process 300 00:12:13,297 --> 00:12:14,995 of giving this baby up for adoption, 301 00:12:15,038 --> 00:12:17,214 and I'm afraid that no one's going to want to adopt 302 00:12:17,258 --> 00:12:18,781 a physically disabled baby. 303 00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:22,959 And while I'm still this child's...incubator person, 304 00:12:23,003 --> 00:12:25,657 I need to do everything I can to help him. 305 00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:27,529 Please? 306 00:12:27,572 --> 00:12:29,313 Falak... [ Clears throat ] 307 00:12:29,357 --> 00:12:31,272 Even if this surgery is successful, 308 00:12:31,315 --> 00:12:32,795 best-case scenario 309 00:12:32,839 --> 00:12:34,928 is that this baby learns how to walk with crutches. 310 00:12:34,971 --> 00:12:37,495 It's a very risky surgery for your baby. 311 00:12:37,539 --> 00:12:38,888 I know it is. 312 00:12:38,932 --> 00:12:40,455 But research shows that this is the optimal time 313 00:12:40,498 --> 00:12:43,980 to have an operation done, and I want this surgery now. 314 00:12:44,981 --> 00:12:47,027 [ Siren wails in distance ] 315 00:12:49,029 --> 00:12:50,944 Finally! Hi! 316 00:12:50,987 --> 00:12:52,815 Hi. I'm Dr. Williams. How are y-- 317 00:12:52,859 --> 00:12:56,993 Yeah, so, I have a menstrual cup stuck up my...me. 318 00:12:57,037 --> 00:12:59,300 I don't even know why I tried the damn thing. 319 00:12:59,343 --> 00:13:01,824 My teenage daughter was going on and on about it. 320 00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:05,610 Anyway, I got up this morning, and I couldn't get it out. 321 00:13:05,654 --> 00:13:08,526 I tried all the positions. No bueno. 322 00:13:08,570 --> 00:13:11,138 So, it's your turn. 323 00:13:11,181 --> 00:13:13,705 And your family doctor was unavailable, I am assuming? 324 00:13:13,749 --> 00:13:15,795 Oh, he was. Just not until tomorrow. 325 00:13:15,838 --> 00:13:19,102 And I...have a third date tonight. 326 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:23,454 You know, for someone who works in an emergency room, 327 00:13:23,498 --> 00:13:24,934 you move kind of slow. 328 00:13:24,978 --> 00:13:29,156 Well, that's 'cause normally I'm a surgeon. 329 00:13:29,199 --> 00:13:31,506 I'm Jennifer, by the way. 330 00:13:31,549 --> 00:13:33,508 Scoot your bum forward. 331 00:13:35,945 --> 00:13:37,686 Spread 'em. 332 00:13:41,472 --> 00:13:44,780 Oh, hey. Remember me? 333 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:47,217 That was wildly unfair. You just operated on me. 334 00:13:47,261 --> 00:13:48,305 You are relentless. 335 00:13:48,349 --> 00:13:50,220 Look, you know what? Hear me out. 336 00:13:50,264 --> 00:13:52,353 I have this, like, karma superstition thing, okay? 337 00:13:52,396 --> 00:13:54,529 So, if you're not going to let me help you for you, 338 00:13:54,572 --> 00:13:57,575 please, let me help you for me. 339 00:13:57,619 --> 00:13:59,316 Nice try with the reverse psychology. 340 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:01,405 So, let me get this straight. This is going to help you? 341 00:14:01,449 --> 00:14:02,580 Yes. 342 00:14:02,624 --> 00:14:03,886 Unbelievable. 343 00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:05,801 Look, who cares if Charlie sees ghosts? 344 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,977 Okay, first of all, I didn't say that. You did. 345 00:14:08,021 --> 00:14:09,761 But who cares? So what? 346 00:14:12,547 --> 00:14:14,636 Hey, you know what? I have an idea. 347 00:14:16,333 --> 00:14:17,726 What are you doing? 348 00:14:17,769 --> 00:14:20,947 It's a ridiculous idea, but that's the point. 349 00:14:20,990 --> 00:14:23,471 We are meant to laugh. Right? 350 00:14:23,514 --> 00:14:26,169 Laughter lowers our inhibitions and encourages vulnerability. 351 00:14:26,213 --> 00:14:28,780 Vulnerability then encourages truth. 352 00:14:28,824 --> 00:14:30,478 You get the first huff. 353 00:14:30,521 --> 00:14:31,914 You have got to be kidding me. 354 00:14:31,958 --> 00:14:34,047 Fine. More for me. 355 00:14:34,090 --> 00:14:36,614 [ Inhales deeply ] 356 00:14:36,658 --> 00:14:38,703 [ Squeaky voice ] Damn it. That was a really good one. 357 00:14:38,747 --> 00:14:40,836 [ Laughs ] I should've saved it for my spirometer. 358 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:42,620 Come on. 359 00:14:42,664 --> 00:14:44,100 [ Balloon pops ] 360 00:14:44,144 --> 00:14:45,885 You want me to speak the truth? 361 00:14:45,928 --> 00:14:48,800 You know what? I-I-I watched some of your video podcasts, 362 00:14:48,844 --> 00:14:50,237 and they were great. They really were, 363 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:51,542 but I think something's missing 364 00:14:51,586 --> 00:14:52,804 from your "Speaking the Truth" series. 365 00:14:52,848 --> 00:14:54,110 I mean, maybe your just going around 366 00:14:54,154 --> 00:14:55,459 trying to help other people is to escape 367 00:14:55,503 --> 00:14:57,461 your own life and your own past. 368 00:14:57,505 --> 00:14:59,811 You know what? I told you about my past in confidence. 369 00:14:59,855 --> 00:15:01,509 Yeah, and I appreciate that. I really do. 370 00:15:01,552 --> 00:15:03,337 But that doesn't mean I'm going to turn around 371 00:15:03,380 --> 00:15:05,121 and talk to you about everything in my life. 372 00:15:05,165 --> 00:15:06,340 I'm sorry. 373 00:15:06,383 --> 00:15:08,255 Yeah. All right. 374 00:15:08,298 --> 00:15:11,301 Good luck with your speech. 375 00:15:13,173 --> 00:15:15,001 [ Sighs ] 376 00:15:15,044 --> 00:15:16,611 Damn it. 377 00:15:18,004 --> 00:15:21,137 Yeah, moody. God complex, delusions of grandeur. 378 00:15:21,181 --> 00:15:23,096 You're describing every surgeon I work with here. 379 00:15:23,139 --> 00:15:24,836 Why would Charlie Harris be any different? 380 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:27,709 Look, do you mind... if I eat this? 381 00:15:27,752 --> 00:15:29,319 I didn't get a chance to grab lunch. 382 00:15:29,363 --> 00:15:32,061 I'm very busy. 383 00:15:32,105 --> 00:15:35,935 Would you consider Dr. Harris as mentally unstable? 384 00:15:36,892 --> 00:15:38,807 Sure. 385 00:15:38,850 --> 00:15:42,724 I mean, Einstein had depression. 386 00:15:42,767 --> 00:15:44,944 Darwin, agoraphobia, OCD. 387 00:15:44,987 --> 00:15:46,554 Beethoven was bipolar. 388 00:15:46,597 --> 00:15:47,990 There have been links drawn. 389 00:15:48,034 --> 00:15:50,123 Great thinkers have mental disorders. 390 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:52,255 Charlie Harris is a great surgeon. 391 00:15:52,299 --> 00:15:54,431 Unconventional in his process, yes. 392 00:15:54,475 --> 00:15:56,781 But has Dr. Harris' recent behavior 393 00:15:56,825 --> 00:16:00,002 been alarming to you on any level? 394 00:16:00,046 --> 00:16:01,177 No. 395 00:16:01,221 --> 00:16:03,136 Are you concerned about him? 396 00:16:06,226 --> 00:16:09,142 I'm not notconcerned. 397 00:16:16,410 --> 00:16:19,500 I came here to be alone. 398 00:16:19,543 --> 00:16:21,110 Me too. 399 00:16:21,154 --> 00:16:24,592 It's the only place that I can hear myself think. 400 00:16:27,595 --> 00:16:29,379 Could you shove over? 401 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:31,729 I'm sitting for two people here, basically. 402 00:16:31,773 --> 00:16:33,601 [ Groaning ] 403 00:16:45,265 --> 00:16:47,832 Charlie sees ghosts. 404 00:16:50,313 --> 00:16:52,576 He talks to dead people. 405 00:16:54,404 --> 00:16:56,537 How am I supposed to tell the Board that? 406 00:16:56,580 --> 00:16:59,018 Why don't you just say that to them? 407 00:17:00,323 --> 00:17:01,933 It's his truth. 408 00:17:01,977 --> 00:17:04,893 Okay, histruth, but not thetruth. 409 00:17:04,936 --> 00:17:06,155 There is a difference. 410 00:17:06,199 --> 00:17:07,461 So you believe there's only one truth? 411 00:17:07,504 --> 00:17:08,636 I don't know what I believe. 412 00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:10,812 All I know is that his truth 413 00:17:10,855 --> 00:17:12,205 affects the people around him. 414 00:17:12,248 --> 00:17:15,077 It affects his patients and Luke and me. 415 00:17:15,121 --> 00:17:18,211 Is that why you guys aren't together? 416 00:17:18,254 --> 00:17:19,864 No. Actually, it's because, 417 00:17:19,908 --> 00:17:24,260 beyond all reason, I think that I'm cursed. 418 00:17:24,304 --> 00:17:27,046 So you believe in your curse but not his ghosts? 419 00:17:29,135 --> 00:17:31,311 You...have a point. 420 00:17:34,009 --> 00:17:37,056 Would it help if you see what he sees? 421 00:17:52,506 --> 00:17:55,987 I've been doing a little eavesdropping on your behalf. 422 00:17:56,031 --> 00:17:58,773 Your colleagues are loyal, if that's any consolation. 423 00:17:58,816 --> 00:18:01,471 They're confounded by you, but they believe in you. 424 00:18:01,515 --> 00:18:03,865 Yeah, unfortunately, that may not count for much. 425 00:18:03,908 --> 00:18:05,649 It's true. 426 00:18:05,693 --> 00:18:08,261 Now you're poring over your case files. 427 00:18:08,304 --> 00:18:11,002 You want to be prepared to win the fight. 428 00:18:11,046 --> 00:18:12,308 It's not going to do any good, Charlie. 429 00:18:12,352 --> 00:18:13,788 Meaning? 430 00:18:13,831 --> 00:18:16,834 Meaning this is going to happen over and over. 431 00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:18,749 Why -- Are you my personal savior? 432 00:18:18,793 --> 00:18:20,403 A-Are you my spiritual guide? 433 00:18:20,447 --> 00:18:22,318 'Cause you're just as lost as I am. 434 00:18:22,362 --> 00:18:24,973 I didn't want to lie to you, Charlie. Truly, I didn't. 435 00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:26,192 But that didn't stop you, did it? 436 00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:27,889 If I told you I was a ghost, 437 00:18:27,932 --> 00:18:30,152 you would've tried to help me, made me your mission, 438 00:18:30,196 --> 00:18:31,675 but you're the one that needs the help, Charlie.Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. 439 00:18:31,719 --> 00:18:34,678 That's right. This is about you. 440 00:18:34,722 --> 00:18:38,029 Are you ready to let me help you,Charlie? 441 00:18:38,073 --> 00:18:40,075 Do you think you can trust me? 442 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:42,208 No, Amos, I can't. 443 00:18:43,774 --> 00:18:49,040 [ Sighs ] Well, this is really disappointing! 444 00:18:49,084 --> 00:18:51,217 Because I'm stuck here until you do. 445 00:18:53,828 --> 00:18:55,003 [ Sighs ] 446 00:18:57,440 --> 00:18:59,312 I just want to remind you that this isn't permanent. 447 00:18:59,355 --> 00:19:00,878 It's just gonna be temporary. 448 00:19:00,922 --> 00:19:04,752 Don't -- Don't do this for me, or even Charlie. 449 00:19:04,795 --> 00:19:06,232 Do this for you. 450 00:19:07,798 --> 00:19:09,235 Are you ready? 451 00:19:09,278 --> 00:19:12,063 Okay. Knock yourself out. 452 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:18,374 Okay. I just want you to close your eyes. 453 00:19:18,418 --> 00:19:22,813 Take a deep breath. Okay? 454 00:19:22,857 --> 00:19:26,730 I want you to think about your favorite place. 455 00:19:26,774 --> 00:19:28,689 [ Breathes deeply ] 456 00:19:31,431 --> 00:19:35,522 You're a very practical person, Alex. 457 00:19:35,565 --> 00:19:39,221 But now it's time for you to surrender. 458 00:19:41,267 --> 00:19:45,358 Trust that you have the power... 459 00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:48,187 to handle anything that comes your way. 460 00:19:49,144 --> 00:19:51,407 See what Charlie sees. 461 00:19:53,322 --> 00:19:56,282 Through the love you grew. 462 00:19:56,325 --> 00:19:57,674 [ Laughs ] 463 00:19:57,718 --> 00:19:58,675 [ Baby cries ] 464 00:19:58,719 --> 00:20:01,025 Children you conceived. 465 00:20:09,033 --> 00:20:10,383 [ Breathes deeply ] 466 00:20:19,174 --> 00:20:20,654 [ Exhales slowly ] 467 00:20:20,697 --> 00:20:23,613 Do you see what Charlie sees? 468 00:20:23,657 --> 00:20:25,441 [ Gasps ] 469 00:20:25,485 --> 00:20:26,877 Charlie? 470 00:20:29,924 --> 00:20:31,534 Charlie! 471 00:20:31,578 --> 00:20:33,144 Amos: Hello. 472 00:20:33,188 --> 00:20:35,146 Hello? 473 00:20:35,190 --> 00:20:37,279 Anyone? Can anyone help me? 474 00:20:37,323 --> 00:20:39,934 Excuse me. Can you help me? 475 00:20:39,977 --> 00:20:41,631 Excuse me. I'm looking for Charlie. 476 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:43,329 Charlie. 477 00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:44,678 [ Sighs ] 478 00:20:44,721 --> 00:20:47,115 You can see me. Oh, that feels good. 479 00:20:47,158 --> 00:20:48,464 How do you know Charlie? 480 00:20:48,508 --> 00:20:50,945 Oh, uh, I've been working with him. 481 00:20:50,988 --> 00:20:52,773 I'm Amos. 482 00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:54,470 I -- I need help. 483 00:20:54,514 --> 00:20:55,819 That came out wrong. 484 00:20:55,863 --> 00:20:57,995 Look, five years, you don't understand. 485 00:20:58,039 --> 00:20:59,823 I've been stuck here, in limbo. 486 00:20:59,867 --> 00:21:03,218 The pain, you have no idea the frustration! 487 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:05,307 But now I've found him -- this Charlie -- 488 00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:07,353 he's the only one who can help me. 489 00:21:07,396 --> 00:21:10,486 Please. Please, Alex, talk to Charlie. 490 00:21:10,530 --> 00:21:11,922 I don't -- I don't know how to help you. 491 00:21:11,966 --> 00:21:13,881 I-I don't know how, but I'll find him. 492 00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:15,143 I'll find him. 493 00:21:15,186 --> 00:21:16,884 Layla: Whenever you're ready, 494 00:21:16,927 --> 00:21:20,931 I want you to open your eyes and meet me back in the chapel. 495 00:21:24,718 --> 00:21:26,328 Welcome back. 496 00:21:26,372 --> 00:21:28,025 How do you feel? 497 00:21:28,069 --> 00:21:30,114 [ Strained ] Charlie. 498 00:21:30,158 --> 00:21:32,508 I need -- I need to -- 499 00:21:32,552 --> 00:21:34,205 I need to... 500 00:21:34,249 --> 00:21:35,642 Wait. Alex? 501 00:21:35,685 --> 00:21:36,904 Alex? 502 00:21:40,516 --> 00:21:42,518 [ Sighs ] 503 00:21:42,562 --> 00:21:44,390 Dr. Reid, what happened?I'm all right. 504 00:21:44,433 --> 00:21:46,479 I just fainted. Oh, this is so embarrassing. 505 00:21:46,522 --> 00:21:48,045 Let's get Dr. Reid to Bed 5 right now. 506 00:21:48,089 --> 00:21:49,438 Zach, really, I'm -- I'm all right. 507 00:21:49,482 --> 00:21:50,874 No. I want a full blood panel, 508 00:21:50,918 --> 00:21:52,049 and get me the portable ultrasound machine. 509 00:21:52,093 --> 00:21:53,790 -Yeah. -I just need a minute. 510 00:21:53,834 --> 00:21:54,878 And maybe some juice. 511 00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:56,967 Get Dr. Reid some juice. 512 00:21:57,011 --> 00:22:00,406 Zach, honestly, I'm fine. 513 00:22:00,449 --> 00:22:02,495 Okay. 514 00:22:02,538 --> 00:22:04,497 Crace: How long have you known Dr. Harris? 515 00:22:04,540 --> 00:22:09,415 11 years. As a colleague and as a patient. 516 00:22:09,458 --> 00:22:10,851 As a patient? 517 00:22:10,894 --> 00:22:12,374 Yes. When he was in a coma 518 00:22:12,418 --> 00:22:15,029 and then again when they discovered and operated on 519 00:22:15,072 --> 00:22:16,813 a tumor on his occipital lobe. 520 00:22:16,857 --> 00:22:18,859 The surgery did have its complications, 521 00:22:18,902 --> 00:22:20,904 but Charlie pulled through. 522 00:22:20,948 --> 00:22:24,299 You know, his brain is unbelievably resilient, 523 00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:25,866 I have to say. 524 00:22:25,909 --> 00:22:28,216 It's not uncommon for neurological difficulties 525 00:22:28,259 --> 00:22:30,044 to present themselves post-surgery, 526 00:22:30,087 --> 00:22:35,136 even years later -- migraines, dizziness, depression. 527 00:22:35,179 --> 00:22:37,530 Did he ever mention any of those symptoms to you? 528 00:22:37,573 --> 00:22:38,922 No. 529 00:22:38,966 --> 00:22:41,229 But could Dr. Harris' recent behavior 530 00:22:41,272 --> 00:22:43,144 be linked to something neurological? 531 00:22:43,187 --> 00:22:45,233 Can you be more specific, please? 532 00:22:45,276 --> 00:22:47,714 Walking out of an active operating theatre 533 00:22:47,757 --> 00:22:49,498 with a patient on the table. 534 00:22:49,542 --> 00:22:51,326 Hmm. 535 00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:54,634 Dr. Hamza, could that be linked to something neurological, 536 00:22:54,677 --> 00:22:57,245 in your professional opinion? 537 00:22:57,288 --> 00:22:59,856 It's possible, yes. 538 00:22:59,900 --> 00:23:02,859 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 539 00:23:04,252 --> 00:23:07,386 Okay. If you'll excuse me, I am needed in the operating room. 540 00:23:07,429 --> 00:23:09,823 -Of course. -Okay. Thank you. 541 00:23:11,607 --> 00:23:15,089 Welcome to Hope Zion Airlines. 542 00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:16,525 My name is Dr. Vrnasi. 543 00:23:16,569 --> 00:23:18,397 I'll be your pilot. Hop up here, love. 544 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:20,442 Oh. 545 00:23:20,486 --> 00:23:23,924 On behalf of my flight team, Drs. Sekara and Scott, 546 00:23:23,967 --> 00:23:25,055 do you have any questions? 547 00:23:25,099 --> 00:23:26,492 Where's Dr. Hamza? 548 00:23:26,535 --> 00:23:28,232 Oh, he's still making his way through customs. 549 00:23:28,276 --> 00:23:29,669 [ Laughs ] 550 00:23:29,712 --> 00:23:30,800 I'm sorry I'm late. I had a Board meeting. 551 00:23:30,844 --> 00:23:32,672 -Ah, yes. Charlie Harris. -Mm. 552 00:23:32,715 --> 00:23:33,934 How do you know Dr. Harris? 553 00:23:33,977 --> 00:23:35,675 Everyone knows about Dr. Harris. 554 00:23:35,718 --> 00:23:37,328 I don't know if I can do this. 555 00:23:37,372 --> 00:23:39,853 Oh, that's quite common. 556 00:23:39,896 --> 00:23:42,812 In fact, I would be concerned if you weren't scared. 557 00:23:42,856 --> 00:23:45,119 No. I-I mean giving up my baby. I mean, thebaby. 558 00:23:45,162 --> 00:23:47,382 I mean, I-I don't know if I can give it up for adoption, 559 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:48,818 if it's the right decision, 560 00:23:48,862 --> 00:23:50,429 because the father's not in the picture anymore 561 00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:51,908 and my mom's really pressuring me, 562 00:23:51,952 --> 00:23:53,867 but I really do want this baby to go to a family 563 00:23:53,910 --> 00:23:55,390 that's ready and willing for this 564 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:56,565 I can't believe I'm telling you all of this. 565 00:23:56,609 --> 00:23:59,786 Okay. Falak, you are the mother, okay? 566 00:23:59,829 --> 00:24:01,396 Yeah. 567 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:04,007 And you're going to make the best decision for your baby. 568 00:24:04,051 --> 00:24:06,923 And I'm going to be with you 100%, whatever you decide. 569 00:24:06,967 --> 00:24:08,925 You're a father, aren't you? 570 00:24:08,969 --> 00:24:11,362 I can tell. You give off that vibe. 571 00:24:11,406 --> 00:24:13,974 Dr. Vrnasi: Mm. You and Jonathan took the plunge! 572 00:24:14,017 --> 00:24:17,151 Wish you would have told me. I'd offer to be a surrogate. 573 00:24:17,194 --> 00:24:19,806 Actually, Jonathan and I are going the adoption route. 574 00:24:19,849 --> 00:24:21,677 We're meeting a pair of foster siblings tonight. 575 00:24:21,721 --> 00:24:23,113 Oh, wow. That's amazing. 576 00:24:23,157 --> 00:24:24,854 Jonathan's your husband? 577 00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:28,510 Not exactly, but he is my main man. 578 00:24:28,554 --> 00:24:30,469 Dr. Sharpe: All right. Good to go here, guys. 579 00:24:30,512 --> 00:24:32,471 Great. Okay. So, let's just, um... 580 00:24:32,514 --> 00:24:33,994 Here we go. Easy. 581 00:24:49,923 --> 00:24:51,141 [ Sighs ] 582 00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:09,290 What do you want? 583 00:25:16,776 --> 00:25:18,821 What do you want from me? 584 00:25:42,628 --> 00:25:45,152 [ Monitor beeping ] 585 00:25:48,634 --> 00:25:51,071 Okay. 586 00:25:51,114 --> 00:25:53,464 There's a deep pocket here. 587 00:25:53,508 --> 00:25:55,379 Yeah, this is the best spot we've got. 588 00:25:55,423 --> 00:25:58,992 It's furthest away from the baby and placenta. 589 00:26:07,304 --> 00:26:08,784 Scope in. 590 00:26:10,133 --> 00:26:12,919 It's so alien-like. 591 00:26:12,962 --> 00:26:16,226 Hey, little guy. We come in peace. 592 00:26:16,270 --> 00:26:18,446 Hmm. Dr. Sekara, shift him proximally, please. 593 00:26:18,489 --> 00:26:19,839 All right. 594 00:26:23,146 --> 00:26:26,106 Damn it. Let me see that. 595 00:26:26,149 --> 00:26:27,673 What is it? 596 00:26:27,716 --> 00:26:29,022 The way this baby's positioned, it's not going to work. 597 00:26:29,065 --> 00:26:30,719 If his back is down, he won't turn over. 598 00:26:30,763 --> 00:26:33,461 I can't approximate the sides laparoscopically. 599 00:26:33,504 --> 00:26:35,506 So, what do we do? 600 00:26:35,550 --> 00:26:37,378 Let's get a uterine stapler. 601 00:26:37,421 --> 00:26:38,901 You want to open her up? 602 00:26:38,945 --> 00:26:40,860 You're going to operate directly on the exposed baby? 603 00:26:40,903 --> 00:26:42,209 Yes. 604 00:26:44,777 --> 00:26:46,605 [ Child giggling ] 605 00:26:46,648 --> 00:26:49,085 There's a man with a dog bite in Bed 2. 606 00:26:49,129 --> 00:26:50,870 It needs to be irrigated. 607 00:26:50,913 --> 00:26:52,306 You're making friends with the patients, I see. 608 00:26:52,349 --> 00:26:54,264 "Dr. Stupid Face"? 609 00:26:54,308 --> 00:26:56,702 -Tommy Nuenos. -Pbht! 610 00:26:56,745 --> 00:26:59,008 Bed 6. He's a little pissed off 611 00:26:59,052 --> 00:27:01,402 'cause I stuck a needle in his thigh. 612 00:27:01,445 --> 00:27:03,056 Okay. We're really running behind. 613 00:27:03,099 --> 00:27:04,405 Can you page Dev and Billy 614 00:27:04,448 --> 00:27:06,146 and have them come down and help out? 615 00:27:06,189 --> 00:27:07,756 Nah, no can do. 616 00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:09,671 They're both in Shahir's in-utero spina bifida surgery. 617 00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:11,673 What? No. Wait. 618 00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,240 How do you know that and Idon't know that? 619 00:27:13,283 --> 00:27:14,676 I saw them in the lounge on my break. 620 00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:16,330 They were headed to scrub in like an hour ago. 621 00:27:16,373 --> 00:27:18,680 -Oh, man! Spina bifida! -Are you okay? 622 00:27:18,724 --> 00:27:20,377 Me? Okay? 623 00:27:20,421 --> 00:27:22,684 You mean, me, resident, who's been practicing suturing 624 00:27:22,728 --> 00:27:24,381 every Saturday night for the last six years, 625 00:27:24,425 --> 00:27:26,166 and I'm not in some cool surgery 626 00:27:26,209 --> 00:27:28,864 because two other residents who work half as hard as I am 627 00:27:28,908 --> 00:27:30,692 are therem and I'm here stuck with Q-tip guy 628 00:27:30,736 --> 00:27:33,347 and menstrual-cup girl and dog-bite guy? 629 00:27:33,390 --> 00:27:35,175 Yeah, I'm fine! 630 00:27:35,218 --> 00:27:39,919 Uh, this box came for you. 631 00:27:39,962 --> 00:27:41,790 [ Monitor beeping ] 632 00:27:43,139 --> 00:27:46,055 Okay, there, first mate. More suction. 633 00:27:46,099 --> 00:27:48,579 I'm just going to move baby around here a touch 634 00:27:48,623 --> 00:27:50,581 to get the exposure you need, Hamza. 635 00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:51,844 [ Chuckles ] He's mooning us. 636 00:27:51,887 --> 00:27:53,280 Little prankster. 637 00:27:53,323 --> 00:27:56,283 Shahir: I'm giving baby pain meds. 638 00:27:56,326 --> 00:27:57,850 I.M. injection administered. 639 00:27:57,893 --> 00:27:59,808 Second mate, make sure you're keeping a close eye 640 00:27:59,852 --> 00:28:01,418 on our little guy's heart. 641 00:28:01,462 --> 00:28:03,594 I don't think second mate's a thing, but you got it. 642 00:28:03,638 --> 00:28:05,727 Good contractility. Normal Doppler. 643 00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:06,815 Heart rate's perfect. 644 00:28:06,859 --> 00:28:08,643 Scalpel, please. 645 00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,864 Okay, Drs. Sekara and Scott, pay attention here. 646 00:28:11,907 --> 00:28:13,735 This is the exposed nerve tissue 647 00:28:13,779 --> 00:28:16,129 that I'll be dissecting from the meninges. 648 00:28:16,172 --> 00:28:20,133 Now, I need to make sure to figure out which are meninges 649 00:28:20,176 --> 00:28:21,787 and which are spinal nerves. 650 00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:24,572 The last thing I want to do is nick a spinal nerve. 651 00:28:24,615 --> 00:28:25,834 [ Monitor beeps rapidly ] 652 00:28:25,878 --> 00:28:27,314 Oh, baby's showing signs of distress. 653 00:28:27,357 --> 00:28:28,489 Heart rate's going up. 654 00:28:28,532 --> 00:28:29,882 Why? Dr. Hamza's being so careful. 655 00:28:29,925 --> 00:28:31,492 It happens. Baby's lost too much blood. 656 00:28:31,535 --> 00:28:32,928 He can't tolerate the surgery. 657 00:28:32,972 --> 00:28:34,756 Membranes are separating from the uterine wall. 658 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,367 Blood is pooling out of the membrane and placenta. 659 00:28:37,411 --> 00:28:38,804 Okay. Everybody, please. I need to concentrate. 660 00:28:38,847 --> 00:28:40,806 Just, please, quiet. 661 00:28:44,505 --> 00:28:47,334 -Hey, what's happening? -Heart rate's bottoming out. 662 00:28:47,377 --> 00:28:48,770 Dr. Vrnasi: She's having a placental abruption. 663 00:28:48,814 --> 00:28:50,206 I need to get in there. Let's go! 664 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:52,295 -6-0 sutures! -Let's prep for baby. 665 00:28:52,339 --> 00:28:53,906 I'm going to extend the incision. 666 00:28:53,949 --> 00:28:55,777 Oh, you're going to deliver the baby? 667 00:28:55,821 --> 00:28:57,257 Without a placental connection to the uterus, 668 00:28:57,300 --> 00:28:58,737 the baby can't survive. 669 00:28:58,780 --> 00:29:00,913 Page neonatal, get someone down here yesterday! 670 00:29:00,956 --> 00:29:02,218 Damn it! -Scissors. 671 00:29:02,262 --> 00:29:03,611 He's barely viable. 672 00:29:03,654 --> 00:29:04,917 The NICU is his best shot 673 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,919 if he wants to keep staying viable. 674 00:29:08,181 --> 00:29:10,139 Okay. I am done. 675 00:29:10,183 --> 00:29:12,663 You don't need me anymore. 676 00:29:18,669 --> 00:29:21,368 Dev: As a resident, you're gunning to operate solo, 677 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:24,458 but I don't feel ready, I guess. 678 00:29:24,501 --> 00:29:27,113 Guess I keep imagining Dr. Harris... 679 00:29:27,156 --> 00:29:30,290 walking out and me by myself. 680 00:29:30,333 --> 00:29:31,944 [ Clears throat ] 681 00:29:31,987 --> 00:29:35,338 Uh, I'm sorry. My throat's a little dry. Do you mind? 682 00:29:38,167 --> 00:29:41,692 Woman: You consider Dr. Harris a mentor? 683 00:29:41,736 --> 00:29:43,477 I did. I do. 684 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:44,957 All due respect, 685 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:47,350 what kind of mentor abandons his junior resident 686 00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:49,135 in the middle of a surgery? 687 00:29:52,529 --> 00:29:53,966 A crap one. 688 00:29:54,009 --> 00:29:55,706 Crace: Dr. Harris! 689 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:57,752 Woman: We haven't conducted all of our interviews yet. 690 00:29:57,796 --> 00:29:59,667 You will be able to make a statement when we've finished here. 691 00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:02,670 Well, let me save you the time. [ Exhales slowly ] 692 00:30:02,713 --> 00:30:04,628 I quit. 693 00:30:04,672 --> 00:30:06,630 [ Scoffs ] 694 00:30:07,631 --> 00:30:12,288 Oh, Charlie, what have you done? 695 00:30:12,332 --> 00:30:14,290 You know, Amos, 696 00:30:14,334 --> 00:30:18,164 I'm tired of convincing people that I'm not crazy. 697 00:30:18,207 --> 00:30:24,605 I'm, uh, tired of helping people that no one else can see. 698 00:30:24,648 --> 00:30:28,043 Basically, I'm tired. 699 00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:30,176 Ever since the day I was shot, 700 00:30:30,219 --> 00:30:34,049 which is a memorable day for me, I've been stuck here. 701 00:30:34,093 --> 00:30:37,357 I couldn't help him -- my patient, 702 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:41,491 who had a gun stuffed down his throat. 703 00:30:41,535 --> 00:30:43,319 And then I met you, and I thought, 704 00:30:43,363 --> 00:30:46,670 "Maybe he's my chance to make up for it, 705 00:30:46,714 --> 00:30:48,759 to move on." 706 00:30:48,803 --> 00:30:51,675 Sorry to disappoint you. 707 00:30:51,719 --> 00:30:53,460 Well, I haven't given up on you, 708 00:30:53,503 --> 00:30:55,549 even if you have given up on yourself. 709 00:30:55,592 --> 00:30:57,029 [ Sighs ] 710 00:30:57,072 --> 00:30:59,074 When was the first time you felt like this? 711 00:30:59,118 --> 00:31:00,859 [ Scoffs ] 712 00:31:00,902 --> 00:31:03,818 The first time you felt your world move sideways 713 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,907 like nothing made sense anymore? 714 00:31:05,951 --> 00:31:08,954 I don't know. I-I-- 715 00:31:08,997 --> 00:31:10,869 When my parents died. 716 00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:12,131 Yeah. That makes sense. 717 00:31:12,174 --> 00:31:15,438 And how old were you at the time? 718 00:31:19,790 --> 00:31:23,185 Around the same age as that boy that you found? 719 00:31:24,447 --> 00:31:26,232 Yeah. 720 00:31:26,275 --> 00:31:27,929 And how did your parents die? 721 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:31,846 It was a car accident. 722 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:33,804 And that was your fault. 723 00:31:33,848 --> 00:31:35,154 What? 724 00:31:35,197 --> 00:31:37,721 I've read all your files, Charlie. 725 00:31:37,765 --> 00:31:39,288 I've read Dr. Murphy's files. 726 00:31:39,332 --> 00:31:40,594 I know what happened. 727 00:31:40,637 --> 00:31:43,249 I know you were in the car at the time. 728 00:31:43,292 --> 00:31:44,903 And what were you doing? 729 00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:46,469 What was I doing? 730 00:31:46,513 --> 00:31:49,298 I was doing little kid stuff in the back seat. 731 00:31:49,342 --> 00:31:51,953 I was -- I was -- I was playing. 732 00:31:51,997 --> 00:31:54,216 Playing. That's what kids do. Nothing wrong with that. 733 00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:55,783 Right. 734 00:31:55,826 --> 00:31:59,482 Man: It's like this guy is driving a tractor. 735 00:31:59,526 --> 00:32:00,788 Woman: There's no room. 736 00:32:00,831 --> 00:32:02,094 -Dad, slow down! -Hold on. 737 00:32:02,137 --> 00:32:04,096 -There's no room. -Daddy! Please! 738 00:32:04,139 --> 00:32:06,098 [ Screaming, horn blares, crashing ] 739 00:32:06,141 --> 00:32:07,664 You dropped your toy car, 740 00:32:07,708 --> 00:32:10,319 and your father turned to see what was wrong 741 00:32:10,363 --> 00:32:11,799 and was distracted, 742 00:32:11,842 --> 00:32:14,410 and that's what caused the accident. 743 00:32:14,454 --> 00:32:17,457 That's what you think happened. 744 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:20,764 That's what you've been carrying all these years. 745 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:26,248 I did this to myself. 746 00:32:29,251 --> 00:32:30,992 All of this. 747 00:32:31,036 --> 00:32:36,084 You've seen the spirit world growing darker, haven't you? 748 00:32:36,128 --> 00:32:37,564 I'm part of that. 749 00:32:37,607 --> 00:32:40,219 And why do you think that is? 750 00:32:40,262 --> 00:32:42,221 You can stop it. 751 00:32:42,264 --> 00:32:46,965 So stop it. Push the darkness back. 752 00:32:49,010 --> 00:32:51,099 You've got to forgive yourself. 753 00:32:51,143 --> 00:32:52,405 Forgive yourself, Charlie. 754 00:32:52,448 --> 00:32:57,323 N-No. No! They should be alive! 755 00:32:58,541 --> 00:33:01,762 All your life, Charlie, you've been surrounded by death, 756 00:33:01,805 --> 00:33:05,026 and it's still coming for you. 757 00:33:05,070 --> 00:33:07,594 Now might be your only chance. 758 00:33:07,637 --> 00:33:10,118 Now's the time to let it go. 759 00:33:10,162 --> 00:33:13,034 But... 760 00:33:13,078 --> 00:33:15,558 [ Voice breaking ] then I'll have to let themgo. 761 00:33:17,778 --> 00:33:19,867 Nothing's ever lost, Charlie. 762 00:33:19,910 --> 00:33:21,521 [ Scoffs ] 763 00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:25,003 [ Echoing ] Haven't you learned that by now? 764 00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:32,619 I'm late. Have you talked to them already? 765 00:33:32,662 --> 00:33:34,882 I-I went to the boardroom. Where are they? 766 00:33:34,925 --> 00:33:37,711 Alex, I...I quit. 767 00:33:37,754 --> 00:33:40,061 What? 768 00:33:40,105 --> 00:33:44,152 I, um, I resigned... 769 00:33:44,196 --> 00:33:46,850 right before Sekara threw up. 770 00:33:46,894 --> 00:33:49,114 I don't -- I don't understand, Charlie. 771 00:33:49,157 --> 00:33:51,377 Why would you do something like that? 772 00:33:54,249 --> 00:33:57,557 You can't understand. 773 00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:01,822 Actually, I-I can, after today. 774 00:34:01,865 --> 00:34:03,389 Trust me. 775 00:34:03,432 --> 00:34:05,130 It makes sense now more than it ever has, 776 00:34:05,173 --> 00:34:06,740 and I was going to go in there, 777 00:34:06,783 --> 00:34:08,829 and I was going to tell them that if they got rid of you, 778 00:34:08,872 --> 00:34:13,312 Charlie, they would be getting rid of something amazing. 779 00:34:13,355 --> 00:34:16,054 You help people more than any other doctor can. 780 00:34:17,925 --> 00:34:19,492 I mean, look -- look at these files. 781 00:34:19,535 --> 00:34:22,234 What is it, five years? Maybe 20 miracle saves. 782 00:34:22,277 --> 00:34:25,019 You should be getting a medal, not losing your job. 783 00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:27,282 Why would you ever quit doing what you do? 784 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:31,678 Wow! 785 00:34:31,721 --> 00:34:35,029 Where were you 20 minutes ago? 786 00:34:36,683 --> 00:34:41,253 Wherever you go, I think I went there. 787 00:34:41,296 --> 00:34:44,995 And I think that I finally understand 788 00:34:45,039 --> 00:34:46,693 how difficult this must be for you, 789 00:34:46,736 --> 00:34:48,477 to be torn, to try to -- 790 00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:50,479 try to help these people. 791 00:34:54,179 --> 00:34:56,268 Charlie, I am so sorry. 792 00:34:56,311 --> 00:34:58,966 I am so sorry that I was not there for you, 793 00:34:59,009 --> 00:35:00,968 that I wasn't with you. 794 00:35:01,011 --> 00:35:02,448 But I'm here. I'm here now. 795 00:35:02,491 --> 00:35:04,058 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 796 00:35:08,236 --> 00:35:10,891 I think... 797 00:35:10,934 --> 00:35:12,980 we're gonna be okay. 798 00:35:16,201 --> 00:35:18,072 I know we will. 799 00:35:20,074 --> 00:35:21,641 [ Sighs ] 800 00:35:21,684 --> 00:35:23,425 Screw that curse. 801 00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:30,824 [ Creaking ] 802 00:35:30,867 --> 00:35:33,348 [ Sighs ] 803 00:35:33,392 --> 00:35:35,002 Cassie. 804 00:35:35,045 --> 00:35:38,440 The package of yours -- it's squeaking or whistling. 805 00:35:38,484 --> 00:35:40,442 Who? 806 00:35:40,486 --> 00:35:43,184 The box. It's alive. 807 00:35:43,228 --> 00:35:44,968 Whatever it is, could you please get it out of here? 808 00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:46,056 Thank you. 809 00:35:58,243 --> 00:36:00,680 [ Cellphone rings ] 810 00:36:08,514 --> 00:36:12,822 So? What's going on with you? What's the matter? 811 00:36:12,866 --> 00:36:14,259 My chili's gone. 812 00:36:14,302 --> 00:36:16,435 About why you didn't want to operate earlier. 813 00:36:16,478 --> 00:36:18,001 Who did you make a promise to 814 00:36:18,045 --> 00:36:20,308 that you wouldn't do pediatric surgeries anymore? 815 00:36:20,352 --> 00:36:22,441 Oh. Myself. 816 00:36:22,484 --> 00:36:24,094 You were outstanding today. 817 00:36:24,138 --> 00:36:27,272 I lost a patient a month ago. 818 00:36:27,315 --> 00:36:29,056 A young girl. 819 00:36:29,099 --> 00:36:34,192 And seeing her parents, they lost their daughter. 820 00:36:34,235 --> 00:36:36,106 It really affected me in a way I didn't like. 821 00:36:36,150 --> 00:36:38,370 Stop it. Give me a break. 822 00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:40,285 It's gonna be hell. I'm not gonna lie. 823 00:36:40,328 --> 00:36:41,808 But you're a great surgeon, 824 00:36:41,851 --> 00:36:44,027 and you're going to be a great father, 825 00:36:44,071 --> 00:36:45,899 and all at the same time, all right? 826 00:36:45,942 --> 00:36:48,293 Agree with me. 827 00:36:48,336 --> 00:36:49,816 I'll try. 828 00:36:49,859 --> 00:36:52,079 Believe it. 829 00:36:52,122 --> 00:36:53,907 Just believe it. 830 00:36:53,950 --> 00:36:55,865 Okay. 831 00:36:57,432 --> 00:36:58,564 Okay. 832 00:37:00,174 --> 00:37:03,873 Two...and three. 833 00:37:03,917 --> 00:37:07,225 Dr. Hamza. And you must be Dr. Vrnasi. 834 00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:08,704 I heard about the incredible surgery 835 00:37:08,748 --> 00:37:10,140 you guys pulled off today. 836 00:37:10,184 --> 00:37:11,403 Yeah, we did. 837 00:37:11,446 --> 00:37:13,274 Ugh. I don't want to hear about it. 838 00:37:13,318 --> 00:37:14,841 Oh, I'm just kidding. 839 00:37:14,884 --> 00:37:17,409 I want to hear all of it. Tell me everything. 840 00:37:17,452 --> 00:37:18,758 -Drinks? -[ Sighs ] 841 00:37:18,801 --> 00:37:20,412 One for every patient I had today 842 00:37:20,455 --> 00:37:22,805 that had something stuck in a place it shouldn't be. 843 00:37:22,849 --> 00:37:25,068 Don't ask. -Did you hear? 844 00:37:26,156 --> 00:37:27,201 Dr. Harris quit. 845 00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:29,682 Yeah. Weird day. 846 00:37:29,725 --> 00:37:31,597 I blame the balloons. 847 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:32,946 Why would you send me those? 848 00:37:32,989 --> 00:37:34,556 What? Send you what? 849 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:36,297 The... 850 00:37:36,341 --> 00:37:38,734 Wait. So, you didn't send me this, either? 851 00:37:38,778 --> 00:37:42,129 Please. I wasn't thatinto you. 852 00:37:42,172 --> 00:37:44,697 So, what's in it? 853 00:37:44,740 --> 00:37:46,742 I don't know. I'm afraid to open it. 854 00:37:46,786 --> 00:37:47,874 I'm not. 855 00:37:47,917 --> 00:37:48,875 [ Pen clicks ] 856 00:37:54,489 --> 00:37:55,621 Love note. 857 00:37:55,664 --> 00:37:57,927 What the...? 858 00:37:57,971 --> 00:38:01,322 "I can adapt and be whoever you want me to be." 859 00:38:01,366 --> 00:38:04,107 Isn't it supposed to be "whomever"? 860 00:38:04,151 --> 00:38:05,195 [ Chuckles ] 861 00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:07,807 Adapt. 862 00:38:07,850 --> 00:38:09,417 Like a chameleon. 863 00:38:09,461 --> 00:38:11,985 [ Chuckling ] Oh, man. 864 00:38:12,028 --> 00:38:13,378 That's weird. 865 00:38:24,606 --> 00:38:26,260 I had a baby. 866 00:38:26,304 --> 00:38:30,960 Not the most ideal timing, but you did. 867 00:38:31,004 --> 00:38:32,962 I have to run something by you. 868 00:38:33,006 --> 00:38:34,442 Hm? 869 00:38:34,486 --> 00:38:36,662 Are you and Jonathan in it for the long haul? 870 00:38:36,705 --> 00:38:39,273 Like, till-death-do-you-part kind of long haul? 871 00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:43,669 As far as I know, yes, we are. 872 00:38:43,712 --> 00:38:46,454 I think I had this epiphany after my surgery 873 00:38:46,498 --> 00:38:49,370 that all of this was meant to be after all -- 874 00:38:49,414 --> 00:38:50,850 me getting pregnant, 875 00:38:50,893 --> 00:38:53,592 my other surgeon getting sick, meeting you. 876 00:38:55,115 --> 00:38:58,161 I think you and Jonathan are meant to have this baby. 877 00:38:58,205 --> 00:39:00,773 Will you adopt him? 878 00:39:10,957 --> 00:39:13,351 -Nailed it. -Amazing. 879 00:39:13,394 --> 00:39:14,787 Looks like you're free to go. 880 00:39:14,830 --> 00:39:18,138 Speaking of free, your aura is... 881 00:39:18,181 --> 00:39:19,792 awesome. 882 00:39:19,835 --> 00:39:21,359 Maybe. 883 00:39:21,402 --> 00:39:24,405 I mean, for the first time in a long time, I'm -- 884 00:39:24,449 --> 00:39:25,972 I'm not scared, 885 00:39:26,015 --> 00:39:28,148 and I'm looking forward to the changes that are coming, 886 00:39:28,191 --> 00:39:29,410 so... 887 00:39:29,454 --> 00:39:31,934 I think they're gonna be epic. 888 00:39:31,978 --> 00:39:34,502 [ Chuckles ] 889 00:39:34,546 --> 00:39:37,462 Okay. That's it. 890 00:39:41,466 --> 00:39:44,904 You know, the thing I said earlier about your past, 891 00:39:44,947 --> 00:39:46,427 it didn't come out the way I intended it. 892 00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:47,820 It was harsh. 893 00:39:47,863 --> 00:39:51,563 Uh, no, actually, um, you were right. 894 00:39:51,606 --> 00:39:54,870 When I was speaking with you, or -- correction -- 895 00:39:54,914 --> 00:39:57,046 when I was preaching at you, 896 00:39:57,090 --> 00:39:59,701 I realized that this is something 897 00:39:59,745 --> 00:40:02,530 I really need to be talking about. 898 00:40:02,574 --> 00:40:06,752 Um, it's the catalyst of why I chose to do what I do. 899 00:40:06,795 --> 00:40:08,493 I think it'll help them, 900 00:40:08,536 --> 00:40:10,277 hearing about what you've overcome. 901 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:13,149 I hope so. [ Chuckles ] 902 00:40:13,193 --> 00:40:15,935 Look at us pulling the truth out of each other, huh? 903 00:40:15,978 --> 00:40:19,025 Yeah. 904 00:40:19,068 --> 00:40:21,636 And you. Your aura -- 905 00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:23,769 I think it is... 906 00:40:23,812 --> 00:40:26,946 sparkly, rainbows, pastels -- 907 00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,774 Nice try. Yeah. 908 00:40:28,817 --> 00:40:30,384 [ Both laugh ] 909 00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:38,871 Thank you, really. 910 00:40:47,270 --> 00:40:52,362 ♪ All my friends are trying 911 00:40:52,406 --> 00:40:55,322 ♪ To be you 912 00:40:55,365 --> 00:40:56,976 Hi. Jonathan? 913 00:40:57,019 --> 00:40:59,239 I-I'm sorry I missed the pot luck, 914 00:40:59,282 --> 00:41:01,067 but I need you to come here. 915 00:41:03,461 --> 00:41:06,768 Because there's someone I want you to meet. 916 00:41:06,812 --> 00:41:10,511 Hey, guys. It's Layla. 917 00:41:10,555 --> 00:41:14,907 Um, I've gone on about speaking the truth. 918 00:41:14,950 --> 00:41:17,213 Well, your truths, mostly, 919 00:41:17,257 --> 00:41:19,868 um, and I've really encouraged you 920 00:41:19,912 --> 00:41:25,395 to face your pasts and...your demons. 921 00:41:25,439 --> 00:41:28,529 There's something that I haven't told you about my past, 922 00:41:28,573 --> 00:41:31,837 something that happened in college. 923 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:35,841 And while it doesn't define me or who I am, 924 00:41:35,884 --> 00:41:40,541 it, uh, really changed me. 925 00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:42,978 ♪ I can't blame them 926 00:41:43,022 --> 00:41:45,981 I was sexually assaulted. 927 00:41:47,592 --> 00:41:51,421 It's taken me years to overcome, 928 00:41:51,465 --> 00:41:53,249 and this past week, 929 00:41:53,293 --> 00:41:58,037 I...I came face to face with another hurdle. 930 00:42:00,735 --> 00:42:03,651 I think this little guy needs to get to bed. 931 00:42:03,695 --> 00:42:05,218 I'm gonna run you a bath. 932 00:42:05,261 --> 00:42:06,872 Really? Mm-hmm. 933 00:42:06,915 --> 00:42:08,438 Well, I'm gonna pour you a scotch. 934 00:42:08,482 --> 00:42:10,353 [ Laughs ] I'm just kidding. 935 00:42:10,397 --> 00:42:13,095 I think we could both use herbal tea tonight. 936 00:42:13,139 --> 00:42:14,532 Yeah. 937 00:42:16,751 --> 00:42:20,581 ♪♪ 938 00:42:20,625 --> 00:42:21,974 [ Door closes ] 939 00:42:27,588 --> 00:42:29,329 Welcome home, Charlie. 940 00:42:36,597 --> 00:42:38,599 Good job.