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All roads lead to Rachel. Why her?

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How many years has it been? Three? Five?

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Five? It feels like a lifetime.

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It feels like a lifetime. Have I changed so much?

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If I change so much, she must have left long ago, like me.

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Rachel?

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Hana, is it really you?

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You look exactly the same.

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Wow, it's amazing to see you.

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You too. You look stunning.

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What brings you to town?

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My mom passed away.

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I'm so sorry.

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Thank you.

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I had to come back to prepare the house to be sold.

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Look at you. I haven't seen you in years and you look so good.

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Thanks. Do you live nearby?

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In the same house I grew up in.

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I heard that you moved to New York and married a guy.

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You've been gone for years.

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I did. Let's just say that was a terrible decision.

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I came back to settle everything with mom. It's been a year since you passed.

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And I think I was just putting off coming back because of all the memories.

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Well, if you ever need an ear, you know I'm a great listener.

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Thank you.

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I thought maybe you came to town just to see me. I know how silly that sounds now that I say it out loud.

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I really missed you.

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And it's really good to see you.

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And you're not gonna believe this, but before I came back home

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But before I came back home, I used to wait outside your house just hoping to get a glimpse of you in the window.

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You're the only part of my old life that I missed.

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You said those words to me once in a dream.

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Um, you know what? I should get going.

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You wanna run?

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I just wanted to say hi. I really don't wanna bother you.

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I haven't seen you in such a long time. I really wanna catch up.

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You never bothered me. You know that, right?

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Please, come over later. You know where I'm at.

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That would be nice.

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Anna?

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Is someone there?

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Hey.

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Sorry, Scammer.

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I did not think you were gonna come.

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You know, after all these years, your doorbell still is broken.

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And you really shouldn't be in here without locking the door.

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I can't believe how empty it is in here.

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Yeah, you know, my brother and my cousins came through and pretty much took everything for value.

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And my brothers grabbed the photos and the mentors.

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These walls could talk.

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What secrets would they tell?

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How long has it been, Anna?

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No idea. Honestly, everything that happened just felt like it happened to someone else.

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I know exactly what you mean.

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Are you mad at me?

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Why would I be mad at you?

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Your parents moved away because of us.

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I've gone over my head a bunch of times trying to figure out how we could have done this without them ever knowing.

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I can't believe you think I'd be mad at you.

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It's what everyone says.

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I can't believe what everyone says.

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I chose you, you chose me. They didn't understand.

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They didn't. God, Rachel. When I found out you got married to a fucking man, I couldn't believe it.

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I really thought, you know, to me, what we had was special.

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You know, Anna, so much has happened in my life, I don't even know where to begin.

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Well, I'm dying to know.

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I'm dying to know.

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When they took you away from me, I was crushed.

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And I did everything I could to never have to feel that pain again, including

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appearing straight.

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Heterosexual?

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Yeah.

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When I married that guy, he married an actress.

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I was just trying to feel normal. I was going through my life

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acting and never being really true to who I am.

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I was never in love with him.

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It's easily the worst thing that I've ever done.

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You can't play with people like that. I wound up really hurting him.

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What is it? Are you ashamed of me?

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You think differently of me now?

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I know you. I know you're a good person.

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When I was sitting on the bench earlier, I was just thinking about everything and feeling so much.

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I thought about my mom and how she always wanted me to marry a man.

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And how happy she was at the wedding.

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And then I thought about everything before that with you, Anna.

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And how that was the only time that I could really be myself.

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It was when I was with you.

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Oh, Rachel.

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What's been going on in your life?

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Did you ever get married?

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Did you find love?

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Wow, there's so much. I mean, I don't know where to start.

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Well, did you get married or fall in love?

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No. I haven't been with a woman since you. And after my parents took you away, I finished my last year of high school.

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Studied abroad. I really needed to change scenery and to forget.

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Forget? I know exactly what you mean. I feel that way a lot too.

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I mean, what choice did I have?

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To love you.

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C'est la vie.

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How about me? How do I look all grown up?

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You're still the same beautiful girl I fell in love with.

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Was it love?

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When do you say we grab some dinner?

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I know this place that just opened up.

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It's got great food.

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You know what they say about curiosity in the cat.

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Yeah, but satisfaction brought her back.

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I don't wanna do this.

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Did I do something wrong?

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Ema.

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Can't you see what you've done?

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Today I saw a ghost. You were supposed to be gone forever.

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I didn't know how I was gonna feel.

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You left me here with the living dead.

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And then I've just been dealing with the guilt and the shame of all the things that happened years ago.

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And you're just gonna show up and mix all these emotions up and leave?

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And what happened then and what just happened now, it's not wrong.

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Just because our parents don't understand it doesn't make it a mistake.

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How do you know that you can love someone?

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How do you know you can love a woman when you married a man?

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Raw sex

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You left and never looked back.

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My love for you kept me in this town. It kept me caring for my parents who only saw the sin in me.

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I gave up my dreams and I kept you and only you in my heart. Could you say the same?

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Love doesn't have to be suffering.

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Love is suffering.

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I thought my life would just be

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darkness absent from love or light.

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Let me be your light.

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Are you gonna leave again?

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Not if you forgive me.

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Love is kind.

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Love is hope.

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Love is forgiving.

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I don't wanna hide anymore.

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Hide from what?

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This life.

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Well, you know I can't leave.

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Well, then we can stay.

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What about your other life?

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I have no life outside this room.

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I was living in darkness too.

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Am I dreaming?

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No.

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I'm really awake.

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I did kiss her.

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Did I?

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Please, don't do this.

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I'm gonna cum.

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I'm tired.

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Please

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I'm embarrassed.

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Cute.

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Yes, just like that.

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Amazing

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I'm gonna cum again.

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I can't believe it.

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No, no. Please.

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Please, I beg you.

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It's so good.

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Fuck.

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You're gonna make me cum.

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Oh my god, yeah.

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Wow.

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I'm gonna cum.

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It's so pretty.

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God, they're so sensitive.

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You're so naughty.

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You're so cute.

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Yeah, that's good.

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Oh, yeah.

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That feels so good.

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That's so good.

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It's kinda making me go.

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Ah, that's it.

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So cold.

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Oh my god, don't stop.

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Fuck! Fuck!

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I'm gripping so tight.

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You feel that?

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I'm gonna cum.

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I'm sorry, baby.

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Wow.

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I'm gonna cum.

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Fuck yeah.

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Good.

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I love it.

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I don't want to.

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Yes, yes.

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Oh, yeah.

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I'm going to fix you up.

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I hate this.

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Amazing.

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I'm gonna cum again.

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I'm so happy.

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Fuck.

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My ass is right here.

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Oh my god.

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It feels so good.

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Oh my god.

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Oh fuck! Yes, yes, yes! Oh my god!

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Oh my god.

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You're so good.

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Oh my god.

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I'm finally home.

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