1 00:01:46,399 --> 00:01:48,399 ..:: YOLO Your Source Of Quality ::.. 2 00:02:29,021 --> 00:02:30,229 Hello. 3 00:02:45,125 --> 00:02:51,000 Jessica, will you send me the Jackson case, so i can watch it tonight? 4 00:02:53,546 --> 00:02:56,997 Thanks. See you tomorrow. 5 00:02:59,052 --> 00:03:02,812 - What are you doing here? - I need to talk to you. 6 00:03:06,531 --> 00:03:11,563 You can't just show up unannounced. - You don't pick up the phone. 7 00:03:11,604 --> 00:03:14,005 - Is something wrong? - Yes, with Nicholas. 8 00:03:14,140 --> 00:03:16,172 Has something happened? 9 00:03:16,392 --> 00:03:19,496 - Yes. - May I hear? 10 00:03:20,263 --> 00:03:25,231 I was asked to come over at the school for a talk with the principal - 11 00:03:25,398 --> 00:03:29,419 - who would tell what going on and there I was told - 12 00:03:29,444 --> 00:03:35,475 - that Nicholas has not been in school for something close to a month. 13 00:03:35,667 --> 00:03:39,573 For several weeks he has just pretending he… 14 00:03:39,615 --> 00:03:42,594 What are you talking about? - I'm about to explain it. 15 00:03:42,635 --> 00:03:46,833 Has he been absent for a month, without you realizing it? 16 00:03:46,858 --> 00:03:51,635 He left home with him his school bag and all - 17 00:03:51,677 --> 00:03:54,688 - as if everything was fine, but he did not go there. 18 00:03:54,729 --> 00:03:57,688 What about school? Do they just...? 19 00:03:57,729 --> 00:04:01,708 They have sent a series of emails, but I have not received them. 20 00:04:02,153 --> 00:04:05,481 What was he doing there? today's race? Where did he go? 21 00:04:05,506 --> 00:04:07,589 I have no idea about that. 22 00:04:08,656 --> 00:04:12,635 He answers badly enough when I ask him something. 23 00:04:12,677 --> 00:04:14,594 Beth... 24 00:04:14,635 --> 00:04:18,364 Kate just wants to talk to me about Nicholas. 25 00:04:18,389 --> 00:04:21,050 He hasn't been to school for a month. 26 00:04:21,075 --> 00:04:24,043 It's not just that, Peter. 27 00:04:24,068 --> 00:04:26,141 He's feeling bad. 28 00:04:27,826 --> 00:04:31,816 Talk to him. I know not what I should line up. 29 00:04:31,841 --> 00:04:35,974 He needs you. You must not let him down. 30 00:04:35,999 --> 00:04:39,134 I won't let him down then. Why do you always say that? 31 00:04:39,812 --> 00:04:41,697 Okay... 32 00:04:42,591 --> 00:04:47,560 The other day I asked him to... 33 00:04:47,656 --> 00:04:51,510 ...take off the table or something like that. 34 00:04:52,336 --> 00:04:55,367 He looked at me… 35 00:04:55,635 --> 00:04:57,542 ....with.... 36 00:04:59,139 --> 00:05:02,097 ...with wild hatred in his eyes. 37 00:05:02,122 --> 00:05:05,583 I thought he would… 38 00:05:05,625 --> 00:05:07,677 What? 39 00:05:09,615 --> 00:05:12,688 I'm afraid of him. 40 00:05:17,625 --> 00:05:19,656 Well. I... 41 00:05:19,698 --> 00:05:24,719 I'll talk to him tomorrow. I drop by after work. 42 00:05:25,174 --> 00:05:26,310 Thanks. 43 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:35,200 We have looked at their sustainability policy. 44 00:05:35,225 --> 00:05:39,694 The acquisition of the company is in in line with our green strategy. 45 00:05:39,719 --> 00:05:44,606 They have good environmental, social and managerial factors. 46 00:05:44,631 --> 00:05:49,403 A merger with them may benefit both their reputation and ours. 47 00:05:49,428 --> 00:05:54,677 Then I can call Jeffrey and ask them to set it in motion. 48 00:05:54,702 --> 00:05:59,333 - Perfect. - Good. Thanks. 49 00:05:59,358 --> 00:06:03,378 You hear from me, then as soon as it's settled. 50 00:06:07,375 --> 00:06:08,480 Thanks. 51 00:06:40,033 --> 00:06:41,814 Hello. 52 00:06:42,719 --> 00:06:46,573 What are you doing here? - Am I disturbing, or... 53 00:06:48,441 --> 00:06:51,421 - How's it going? - It's going okay. 54 00:06:52,108 --> 00:06:55,160 I actually stopped by because I wanted to… 55 00:06:55,578 --> 00:06:59,515 I want to talk to you. Do you have time? 56 00:06:59,540 --> 00:07:00,540 Yes. 57 00:07:18,226 --> 00:07:23,268 Your mother says you haven't been to school. What is going on? 58 00:07:23,615 --> 00:07:24,625 Nothing. 59 00:07:31,105 --> 00:07:35,001 I know you have hard and mad at me - 60 00:07:35,026 --> 00:07:38,036 - but I guess we can talk to each other. 61 00:07:39,935 --> 00:07:44,275 Why haven't you been to school? - I don't know. 62 00:07:44,300 --> 00:07:46,342 Don't you know? 63 00:07:46,987 --> 00:07:51,060 So you can't just stop going to school. 64 00:07:56,510 --> 00:07:59,646 Have you messed something up? 65 00:08:00,531 --> 00:08:02,625 Why are you sighing? 66 00:08:03,635 --> 00:08:07,698 Not for nothing. - There must be a reason for that. 67 00:08:08,708 --> 00:08:11,635 I don't want to talk about it. 68 00:08:25,563 --> 00:08:29,656 I can't help you if you won't tell me about it. 69 00:08:31,251 --> 00:08:34,429 What did you all do? days? Where were you at? 70 00:08:36,698 --> 00:08:39,531 I walked around. 71 00:08:39,573 --> 00:08:42,688 Did you walk around? Alone? 72 00:08:42,729 --> 00:08:45,500 Yes. 73 00:08:45,542 --> 00:08:51,552 Why? Do you think it's okay? You have to take the entrance exam soon. 74 00:08:51,836 --> 00:08:54,982 The school is actually considering kicking you out. 75 00:08:57,383 --> 00:08:58,560 You... 76 00:09:01,102 --> 00:09:07,050 Your mother is completely out of it and will send you to boarding school. 77 00:09:07,075 --> 00:09:10,419 You have to do something lest it end there. 78 00:09:10,444 --> 00:09:14,350 I can't do it. - Why do you say that? 79 00:09:14,375 --> 00:09:16,562 - Has something happened at school? - No. 80 00:09:17,091 --> 00:09:19,258 Outside of school? 81 00:09:19,942 --> 00:09:23,416 Now let's talk about it. 82 00:09:23,441 --> 00:09:26,431 It's not that. 83 00:09:26,615 --> 00:09:29,625 - It's... - Yes? 84 00:09:32,039 --> 00:09:37,039 I can't figure out how to explain it. - Try in your own words. 85 00:09:45,604 --> 00:09:47,740 That's life. 86 00:09:48,257 --> 00:09:50,309 It doesn't work for me. 87 00:09:50,507 --> 00:09:54,507 Why is life crap to you? - I don't know. 88 00:09:54,532 --> 00:09:58,417 I don't know what need to change it. 89 00:09:58,442 --> 00:10:02,525 That's why I think some times that it could be... 90 00:10:06,210 --> 00:10:07,314 Say it. 91 00:10:12,615 --> 00:10:14,615 I want to live with you. 92 00:10:15,785 --> 00:10:18,531 - With me? - Mom and I... 93 00:10:18,556 --> 00:10:23,535 We cannot agree. She can can't stand having me. 94 00:10:24,138 --> 00:10:28,719 When I'm here, I get everything too many gloomy thoughts. 95 00:10:31,185 --> 00:10:35,185 And I want to live with my little brother. - Yes... 96 00:10:35,210 --> 00:10:40,740 If you send me to boarding school, I'm going crazy. So I do. 97 00:10:41,234 --> 00:10:44,266 It's like my head is going to explode. 98 00:10:44,456 --> 00:10:46,373 Come here. 99 00:10:48,188 --> 00:10:52,323 It's like I am about to lose my mind, father. 100 00:10:52,615 --> 00:10:58,417 What are you saying though? - I don't know what's happening to me. 101 00:10:58,442 --> 00:11:01,599 So, so, my dear. We Will have to figure it out. 102 00:11:04,875 --> 00:11:06,875 I promise you that. 103 00:11:15,289 --> 00:11:19,320 You've called Kate. Leave a message. 104 00:11:19,635 --> 00:11:24,177 Hi, it's me. I just spoke to him. 105 00:11:25,615 --> 00:11:28,615 Call when you hear the message. 106 00:11:49,956 --> 00:11:53,904 Why do you take it that way? - How? 107 00:11:53,929 --> 00:11:57,939 He can have the guest room. - And what about the school? 108 00:11:58,801 --> 00:12:03,666 There must be a school that wants to admit him mid-semester. 109 00:12:05,615 --> 00:12:07,740 Yes, that's enough. 110 00:12:09,815 --> 00:12:12,753 You've only known him for two years. 111 00:12:12,778 --> 00:12:18,656 You got a bad impression of him because of all that has happened, but… 112 00:12:18,862 --> 00:12:23,789 ...he's not always like that been When he was little, he was… 113 00:12:29,142 --> 00:12:32,205 When I was there to talk with him, he had some… 114 00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:33,793 ...brands. 115 00:12:36,667 --> 00:12:40,667 - Brands? What for some? - Scar. On the arm. 116 00:12:43,054 --> 00:12:45,179 It really upset me. 117 00:12:46,677 --> 00:12:49,594 He is my little boy. 118 00:12:49,635 --> 00:12:51,635 Honey... 119 00:12:51,677 --> 00:12:57,677 You are right in what you say. I have a guilty conscience. 120 00:12:57,719 --> 00:13:03,740 I can't just run away from responsibility. It was me who slipped, Beth. 121 00:13:03,765 --> 00:13:09,353 It's not your fault he has it bad. He is in a difficult period. 122 00:13:09,677 --> 00:13:13,573 There is no other way out for me. 123 00:13:13,615 --> 00:13:15,646 I won't let him down. 124 00:13:20,729 --> 00:13:23,563 I understand that well. 125 00:13:23,604 --> 00:13:26,729 Don't worry. I understand it well. 126 00:13:29,646 --> 00:13:34,573 You should probably talk with a doctor about the scars. 127 00:13:35,708 --> 00:13:37,708 Yes. 128 00:13:48,729 --> 00:13:52,583 - Hi... Are you ready? - Yes. 129 00:13:52,625 --> 00:13:55,604 - Don't you want to...? - No thanks. 130 00:13:57,688 --> 00:14:00,552 - Well, but... - Yes. 131 00:14:03,255 --> 00:14:07,213 Now remember that you can always… 132 00:14:07,238 --> 00:14:11,165 - Yes. Thank you, mother. - Any time. 133 00:14:13,131 --> 00:14:17,026 Don't think it's because… - I know that well. 134 00:14:17,271 --> 00:14:21,292 I know what you mean. Don't worry. 135 00:14:22,220 --> 00:14:25,231 - Good. - You... 136 00:14:29,432 --> 00:14:30,557 Call. 137 00:14:30,700 --> 00:14:33,575 Wait. 138 00:14:33,656 --> 00:14:37,552 - I almost forgot something. - What? 139 00:14:40,656 --> 00:14:44,667 - Banana bread. - Thanks, mom. 140 00:14:50,549 --> 00:14:53,508 i love you 141 00:15:21,667 --> 00:15:24,635 - Do you have everything you need? - Yes. 142 00:15:24,677 --> 00:15:27,719 Did you find the towel Beth put out? 143 00:15:28,588 --> 00:15:33,588 Well. Now you must have peace for me. I slip into bed. 144 00:15:38,406 --> 00:15:42,468 I'm glad you're here. I have missed being with me. 145 00:15:42,667 --> 00:15:46,604 Beth thinks it's in OK for me to move in? 146 00:15:46,646 --> 00:15:49,656 Of course. We are happy for you to live here. 147 00:15:49,714 --> 00:15:53,704 After all, this is also your home. Not? 148 00:15:53,729 --> 00:15:57,604 - You'd better go to bed too. - Yes. 149 00:15:57,646 --> 00:15:58,740 You... 150 00:16:03,870 --> 00:16:05,870 good night 151 00:16:08,294 --> 00:16:10,357 Good night, dad. 152 00:16:51,531 --> 00:16:55,719 Dr. Collins, this is Peter Miller. Sorry I'm calling on my mobile. 153 00:16:56,085 --> 00:16:58,740 I want to talk to you about my son. 154 00:16:59,367 --> 00:17:02,461 He seems to need it to see a psychologist - 155 00:17:02,667 --> 00:17:06,542 - and you probably know, who is the best so… 156 00:17:06,688 --> 00:17:09,667 Please call back. Thanks. 157 00:17:10,698 --> 00:17:14,531 - Am I disturbing? - No, no. Come in. 158 00:17:16,698 --> 00:17:22,604 Tell me... Is it true, you Thinking of moving to Washington? 159 00:17:22,646 --> 00:17:28,500 Word spreads like wildfire. - Is he running for the primary election? 160 00:17:29,635 --> 00:17:34,604 What has he offered you? A position in the campaign team? 161 00:17:34,646 --> 00:17:39,460 There is nothing specific on the drawing board, but… 162 00:17:40,531 --> 00:17:42,800 Now you must be allowed to work. 163 00:17:42,825 --> 00:17:46,825 Let me know when it becomes concrete, right? - Yes, of course. 164 00:17:50,109 --> 00:17:53,203 - Are things going well on the home front? - What? 165 00:17:53,635 --> 00:17:56,531 - Well... Yes, yes. - All time. 166 00:17:57,729 --> 00:17:59,646 Thank you, Andrew. 167 00:18:06,677 --> 00:18:09,510 So here it is. 168 00:18:13,656 --> 00:18:16,656 Hello. May I interrupt you very briefly - 169 00:18:16,698 --> 00:18:20,583 - and introduce Nicholas, which begins here today? 170 00:18:20,625 --> 00:18:23,656 I am sure you will welcome him. 171 00:18:23,698 --> 00:18:27,265 Hello. My name is mr. Yama. I am a history teacher. 172 00:18:27,293 --> 00:18:32,694 Welcome. Sit down and stay after class, so I can show how far we've come. 173 00:18:32,719 --> 00:18:35,740 Well. Then you must be allowed to continue. 174 00:18:45,335 --> 00:18:48,439 As I said... And it is one good idea to write it down: 175 00:18:48,677 --> 00:18:53,604 The distribution of power between the country's government and the states. 176 00:18:53,679 --> 00:18:57,616 In 1776, when the Declaration of Independence was adopted - 177 00:18:57,641 --> 00:19:02,704 - listed the 13 independent states themselves like a bunch of discordant siblings. 178 00:19:02,729 --> 00:19:07,500 Everyone wanted sovereignty. Are Does anyone know what it is? 179 00:20:10,666 --> 00:20:13,583 - Hello. How is it going? - Good. What about you? 180 00:20:13,625 --> 00:20:16,614 - Well... Are you going to see the boss? - Yes. 181 00:20:16,679 --> 00:20:19,374 He is in a good mood today. 182 00:20:19,399 --> 00:20:22,249 - Do you still live in New York? - Yes. 183 00:20:22,274 --> 00:20:26,368 How is your father? I heard something about him being ill. 184 00:20:28,525 --> 00:20:31,630 Yeah... No, not really. He's fine. 185 00:20:31,687 --> 00:20:34,687 Well. It's been a long time since we've seen him. 186 00:20:36,085 --> 00:20:39,625 Say hello to him from me, right? See you. 187 00:20:52,531 --> 00:20:54,687 Be safe. 188 00:20:55,677 --> 00:20:58,510 This way. 189 00:21:00,625 --> 00:21:06,489 Peter. It was good you could come May I introduce you to… 190 00:21:23,254 --> 00:21:28,306 Hello Nicholas. I just wanted to hear how it went today. 191 00:21:28,331 --> 00:21:31,394 Call me. love you 192 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:39,840 FATHER 193 00:22:06,289 --> 00:22:08,341 Are you ready, Nicholas? 194 00:22:09,452 --> 00:22:12,358 You have to go. 195 00:22:18,242 --> 00:22:22,346 I made coffee for you. You might as well drink it. 196 00:22:26,593 --> 00:22:28,677 You're late. 197 00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:37,934 I have called you at least ten times. It doesn't happen every morning. 198 00:22:42,677 --> 00:22:44,646 Nicholas! 199 00:22:44,687 --> 00:22:47,687 - Why don't you answer? - I'll do that then. 200 00:22:47,970 --> 00:22:50,095 - You have to go. - I know that well. 201 00:22:54,635 --> 00:22:57,604 - Didn't Theo wake you up last night? - No. 202 00:22:57,646 --> 00:23:03,593 You're probably lucky. Your father can't hear anything either. 203 00:23:03,635 --> 00:23:09,593 One should say “sleep like one man" instead of "sleep like a rock". 204 00:23:09,635 --> 00:23:11,677 Where is he? 205 00:23:12,061 --> 00:23:16,166 He has left. He had to go to an early morning meeting. 206 00:23:22,583 --> 00:23:26,521 Here's the coffee. There is five minutes until you have to go. 207 00:23:28,098 --> 00:23:31,098 - What's wrong? - Nothing. 208 00:23:31,219 --> 00:23:34,219 - Are you feeling bad? - That... 209 00:23:35,614 --> 00:23:38,552 It's not that. 210 00:23:38,593 --> 00:23:41,489 Are you sad? 211 00:23:44,333 --> 00:23:47,447 - What are you upset about? - I don't know. 212 00:23:47,747 --> 00:23:49,747 Don't you know? 213 00:23:51,619 --> 00:23:54,888 Do you often cry for no reason? 214 00:23:54,913 --> 00:23:57,801 I don't cry. 215 00:23:58,283 --> 00:24:01,325 - I know... - I have to go. 216 00:24:10,343 --> 00:24:14,374 Can I ask you something? - Yes, of course. 217 00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:20,215 Did you know dad was married when you met him? 218 00:24:21,488 --> 00:24:23,456 Did you know that? 219 00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:27,255 Yes, but he also immediately told… 220 00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,322 That what? 221 00:24:30,398 --> 00:24:32,533 You better talk to him about it. 222 00:24:33,090 --> 00:24:38,132 When he left mom, it was a really hard blow for her. 223 00:24:38,541 --> 00:24:40,541 She was really upset. 224 00:24:40,583 --> 00:24:43,646 She said a lot of nasty things about him. 225 00:24:45,127 --> 00:24:48,127 Despite that, I adored him. 226 00:24:49,552 --> 00:24:53,552 I felt as if I was split in two. 227 00:24:55,065 --> 00:24:57,065 I can understand that. 228 00:24:58,145 --> 00:25:00,353 It is not easy. 229 00:25:02,020 --> 00:25:04,124 Did you care? 230 00:25:05,635 --> 00:25:07,583 What have? 231 00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:12,687 You knew he was married and had a son. Did you care? 232 00:25:15,403 --> 00:25:18,528 What do you want me to say, Nicholas? 233 00:25:21,630 --> 00:25:24,669 Nothing. It was stupid to ask you that. 234 00:25:24,703 --> 00:25:28,703 No, it wasn't. - I have to go. See you. 235 00:25:31,822 --> 00:25:33,822 Yes, see you. 236 00:25:46,273 --> 00:25:51,387 Hello Nicholas. It's me. I just wanted to give you a hug. 237 00:25:51,685 --> 00:25:54,444 I hope you are well. 238 00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:57,950 Shouldn't we meet one day... 239 00:25:59,559 --> 00:26:02,413 ...and do something together? 240 00:26:02,469 --> 00:26:05,584 Call me. i miss you 241 00:26:05,924 --> 00:26:07,882 Hello. 242 00:26:18,528 --> 00:26:23,518 If we can convince them, that they should have stayed in their skins - 243 00:26:23,707 --> 00:26:28,697 - it can probably be done. The balance of power is paramount. 244 00:26:29,698 --> 00:26:34,541 - Yes? - Was this the one you were going to use? 245 00:26:34,583 --> 00:26:38,458 Brilliant. Did you find it in the archive? 246 00:26:38,500 --> 00:26:40,552 It was good. 247 00:26:40,593 --> 00:26:43,677 Is there anything else I can do for you? - No thanks. 248 00:26:44,468 --> 00:26:47,677 We will probably benefit from this one. 249 00:26:49,365 --> 00:26:51,469 Who is that there? 250 00:26:51,798 --> 00:26:56,184 The new intern. He is French. A quick guy. 251 00:26:56,414 --> 00:26:59,466 - Why then? - Not for nothing. 252 00:27:02,122 --> 00:27:04,986 See you tomorrow. 253 00:27:08,449 --> 00:27:11,356 Hello, Peter. It's me. 254 00:27:11,491 --> 00:27:15,491 This is not to disturb you, but… 255 00:27:15,604 --> 00:27:19,500 I haven't heard from Nicholas at all. 256 00:27:19,541 --> 00:27:24,552 I leave a sea of messages, but he doesn't call back. 257 00:27:25,562 --> 00:27:27,521 So... 258 00:27:27,562 --> 00:27:29,604 Can we talk about it? 259 00:27:29,646 --> 00:27:31,552 Thanks. 260 00:27:39,614 --> 00:27:42,677 - Nice jacket. - Thank you. 261 00:27:45,035 --> 00:27:46,223 Be safe. 262 00:27:50,614 --> 00:27:53,614 Are you doing well at the new school? 263 00:27:55,521 --> 00:27:56,677 Nice enough. 264 00:27:56,702 --> 00:28:02,677 How come you don't come do you get along with your peers? 265 00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:07,994 They are stupid and only walk up in partying and enjoying yourself. 266 00:28:08,019 --> 00:28:10,186 That doesn't tell me anything. 267 00:28:11,635 --> 00:28:14,541 So what tells you something? 268 00:28:16,904 --> 00:28:19,054 - What is there? - Nothing. 269 00:28:19,079 --> 00:28:23,027 But then... It's getting better. 270 00:28:24,552 --> 00:28:29,510 Don't like being your age? - That's not what I... 271 00:28:50,604 --> 00:28:53,489 Hello. 272 00:28:53,531 --> 00:28:56,521 Hello. Well, there she is. Thanks. 273 00:29:02,153 --> 00:29:06,272 Sorry, I'm late. - Never mind. You're busy. 274 00:29:06,297 --> 00:29:08,529 - Especially right now. - Yes. 275 00:29:08,715 --> 00:29:11,271 It's exciting. 276 00:29:11,296 --> 00:29:14,400 What would it be? - What do you want to ask for? 277 00:29:14,617 --> 00:29:17,482 Mineral water, please. 278 00:29:17,507 --> 00:29:22,424 A martini, please. - Well, but... Then we would like to ask for two. 279 00:29:22,449 --> 00:29:24,449 Two martinis. 280 00:29:25,382 --> 00:29:29,424 - Well... How's it going? - It's going well. 281 00:29:29,646 --> 00:29:34,294 He has started the new one school and he says he is thriving. 282 00:29:34,319 --> 00:29:38,423 That's nice. - I had to push him a little, but... 283 00:29:38,739 --> 00:29:42,707 I actually think things are progressing with him. 284 00:29:42,921 --> 00:29:46,796 Did he tell you what that happened at the old school? 285 00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:50,028 No. He doesn't say much. 286 00:29:50,590 --> 00:29:53,538 I don't know why he was so unhappy. 287 00:29:53,563 --> 00:29:57,625 He is a teenager. Have you seen a teenager beaming with happiness? 288 00:29:58,043 --> 00:30:00,137 So it's not just that. 289 00:30:00,523 --> 00:30:04,091 He is different from the others. 290 00:30:04,116 --> 00:30:06,179 Why do you say that? 291 00:30:07,851 --> 00:30:10,851 if you ask me then he has love affairs. 292 00:30:11,497 --> 00:30:16,531 It is then possible. He is very romantic. 293 00:30:16,573 --> 00:30:19,687 I wonder who he got it from. 294 00:30:20,338 --> 00:30:22,390 Be safe. 295 00:30:23,573 --> 00:30:26,531 - Thank you. - Nice. Thanks. 296 00:30:30,539 --> 00:30:33,435 Bowl. 297 00:30:39,395 --> 00:30:42,364 How about… 298 00:30:42,389 --> 00:30:46,060 - Beth? - Yes. How does she take it? 299 00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:54,312 You can safely say that to me. Okay. 300 00:30:54,337 --> 00:30:57,306 At first she was a little... 301 00:30:57,474 --> 00:31:00,656 - Negative attitude? - No, not really. 302 00:31:00,935 --> 00:31:05,349 Maybe just a little worried. We after all, she has the little one, and she is quite tired. 303 00:31:05,374 --> 00:31:09,583 She hadn't expected that get a teenager inside the doors. 304 00:31:09,625 --> 00:31:12,656 But on the whole things are going well. 305 00:31:16,491 --> 00:31:21,439 Isn't he across from her? - No, he behaves nicely. 306 00:31:21,552 --> 00:31:26,635 He's doing his best, and he's good at it like living with his little brother. 307 00:31:27,403 --> 00:31:32,482 - All time. - Yes, it will probably work. 308 00:31:35,635 --> 00:31:39,677 What's wrong, Kate? - Nothing. Excuse me. 309 00:31:40,140 --> 00:31:44,307 So it wasn't mine mean to upset you. 310 00:31:46,656 --> 00:31:48,656 I know that well. 311 00:31:56,255 --> 00:31:58,698 I am one big failure. 312 00:32:00,479 --> 00:32:04,437 What do you mean? That's you not at all, Kate. 313 00:32:05,604 --> 00:32:07,573 Excuse me. 314 00:32:07,614 --> 00:32:14,479 I just didn't imagine me that he wanted to move too. 315 00:32:16,439 --> 00:32:21,293 And that he would rather live with you. - He asked me about it himself. 316 00:32:21,593 --> 00:32:24,497 - Yes, but because of me. - No. 317 00:32:24,522 --> 00:32:29,376 Yes. He won't live with me, and he doesn't pick it up when I call. 318 00:32:29,401 --> 00:32:33,443 Now listen... You are have to give it some time. 319 00:32:36,420 --> 00:32:38,326 Yes. 320 00:32:41,687 --> 00:32:46,458 You really have to apologize for that. - It doesn't matter. 321 00:32:51,354 --> 00:32:54,281 A few days ago... 322 00:32:55,388 --> 00:32:58,367 ...I found this picture of him. 323 00:32:59,802 --> 00:33:04,500 It's from our holiday on Corsica. Do you remember it? 324 00:33:04,541 --> 00:33:05,698 Yes. 325 00:33:11,541 --> 00:33:14,499 When I look at the picture... 326 00:33:15,583 --> 00:33:18,646 ...I am completely devastated. 327 00:33:18,687 --> 00:33:23,614 We rented a small boat. Do you remember it? 328 00:33:23,656 --> 00:33:25,698 Yes, of course. 329 00:33:28,687 --> 00:33:31,698 You taught him to swim that summer. 330 00:33:35,614 --> 00:33:38,552 His face... 331 00:33:38,593 --> 00:33:42,593 He looks like a little ray of sunshine. 332 00:33:45,174 --> 00:33:48,278 My little ray of sunshine. 333 00:33:50,955 --> 00:33:53,903 Thinking back on it… 334 00:33:55,419 --> 00:34:00,325 ...then we were actually one really happy family back then. 335 00:34:00,350 --> 00:34:03,412 I don't know what happened. 336 00:34:06,903 --> 00:34:09,903 I loved him dearly. 337 00:34:12,091 --> 00:34:14,091 You too... 338 00:34:15,980 --> 00:34:18,980 I loved you too, Peter. 339 00:34:21,439 --> 00:34:24,366 You have no idea how much I loved you. 340 00:34:27,238 --> 00:34:30,197 You shouldn't be sad. 341 00:34:31,337 --> 00:34:34,723 You are a really good mother. 342 00:34:36,187 --> 00:34:39,239 It's not your fault that he is having a hard time. 343 00:34:40,455 --> 00:34:44,403 That's... That'll do get well soon. 344 00:34:45,841 --> 00:34:50,716 It will be. Trust me, Kate. It will probably get better again. 345 00:34:52,614 --> 00:34:56,583 - Do you think so? - Yes. 346 00:35:29,435 --> 00:35:32,098 - Did it work? - Yes, finally. 347 00:35:32,123 --> 00:35:37,231 He takes his time. - Yes. I was just about to fall asleep. 348 00:35:37,272 --> 00:35:41,293 Thanks. That was sweet of you. - Have you had a good day? 349 00:35:41,492 --> 00:35:44,482 Yes. Nothing major has happened. 350 00:35:44,593 --> 00:35:49,625 We have been to the pediatrician, and the rest of the day we just stayed here. 351 00:35:51,614 --> 00:35:53,677 What about you? 352 00:35:54,084 --> 00:35:57,105 - What is there? - What? 353 00:35:57,179 --> 00:36:01,158 Why are you wearing that... goofy smile? 354 00:36:06,695 --> 00:36:09,549 What is it? 355 00:36:15,522 --> 00:36:19,502 Is that your way of saying sorry? - It's to thank you. 356 00:36:19,527 --> 00:36:22,579 - For what? - You know that very well. 357 00:36:24,171 --> 00:36:28,317 They are very beautiful. - I am well aware of... 358 00:36:28,342 --> 00:36:32,478 I'm really glad that you have dealt with all this so well. 359 00:36:33,646 --> 00:36:38,573 I knew it was an excuse. - I'm glad you're here. 360 00:36:41,356 --> 00:36:46,565 Yes, because you are not special here a lot. You are constantly at work. 361 00:36:47,614 --> 00:36:50,468 Not constantly. 362 00:37:04,908 --> 00:37:08,815 Can I talk to you, dad? - Yes... of course. 363 00:37:09,366 --> 00:37:12,346 - Am I disturbing? - Not at all. 364 00:37:12,371 --> 00:37:16,434 It's not urgent. I just wanted to ask you for advice on something. 365 00:37:16,999 --> 00:37:20,332 Do you come to my place... afterwards? 366 00:37:21,194 --> 00:37:24,839 - Yep. - Fine. Thanks. 367 00:37:34,221 --> 00:37:39,190 He seems to have got it better. And he got a 12 in maths. 368 00:37:39,293 --> 00:37:43,621 Does he have it? - Yes. Confidence is on the way back. 369 00:37:43,646 --> 00:37:47,953 He has also been invited to a party. - That sounds good. 370 00:37:47,978 --> 00:37:51,884 Yes. It worries me that he is always alone. 371 00:37:54,027 --> 00:37:56,368 - By the way, it went well. - Which one? 372 00:37:56,393 --> 00:37:59,855 - At the pediatrician. - What did she say? 373 00:38:00,171 --> 00:38:04,255 The same as you. It goes over. He soon sleeps through. 374 00:38:07,728 --> 00:38:13,634 And now I guess I'd better make dinner, before I fall asleep on the couch. 375 00:38:28,646 --> 00:38:31,625 No, no. I'll take care of it. 376 00:38:38,396 --> 00:38:41,427 Hi, Theo. Come here. 377 00:38:44,231 --> 00:38:46,231 So, so. 378 00:39:04,593 --> 00:39:06,458 Reach? 379 00:39:09,264 --> 00:39:12,306 - I don't really know. - It suits you. 380 00:39:14,056 --> 00:39:17,087 - That's sweet of you, but... - What? 381 00:39:18,408 --> 00:39:20,882 People my age don't wear jackets. 382 00:39:20,916 --> 00:39:23,968 Everyone does that now and then. 383 00:39:24,384 --> 00:39:27,415 Is that right? - Yes. And it suits you. 384 00:39:27,794 --> 00:39:29,846 It is French. 385 00:39:33,949 --> 00:39:37,960 Put it on when you need to party. Is it next Saturday? 386 00:39:38,095 --> 00:39:43,095 I don't know if I'll go. - It is important to be with others. 387 00:39:43,286 --> 00:39:45,338 I can't dance. 388 00:39:48,413 --> 00:39:50,570 Well, that's what's wrong. 389 00:39:51,009 --> 00:39:53,009 What now? 390 00:39:57,423 --> 00:39:59,475 Then we are home. 391 00:39:59,588 --> 00:40:01,609 Beth? 392 00:40:02,189 --> 00:40:05,713 He is sleeping. Where have you been? 393 00:40:05,738 --> 00:40:08,261 Teach him to dance. She dances super well. 394 00:40:08,286 --> 00:40:12,988 Very amusing. Like you dancer, don't criticize me. 395 00:40:13,013 --> 00:40:14,425 Is he not good at dancing? 396 00:40:14,450 --> 00:40:18,879 He has his own style. - My very own style. 397 00:40:19,949 --> 00:40:25,908 I met your father at a wedding, where he made his famous hip swing. 398 00:40:25,933 --> 00:40:30,610 What did he do? - Haven't you seen his famous hip flexion? 399 00:40:30,847 --> 00:40:34,599 Now just teach him to dance, Beth. He's going to a party. 400 00:40:34,624 --> 00:40:38,583 - Now you just have to watch pranks. - What are you doing? 401 00:40:43,746 --> 00:40:46,611 - Honestly... - Then we drive. 402 00:40:47,442 --> 00:40:50,370 - Come on. - Zero, baby. 403 00:40:50,395 --> 00:40:52,447 Yes, come on. 404 00:40:55,527 --> 00:40:58,632 Is that also a good idea? 405 00:40:59,243 --> 00:41:02,306 Won't you show us? 406 00:41:03,541 --> 00:41:07,541 I'm afraid Theo will be woken up. - Come on, Dad. 407 00:41:09,095 --> 00:41:12,456 Well. But then you are on your own. 408 00:41:16,419 --> 00:41:19,273 See the face. 409 00:41:28,441 --> 00:41:33,707 That's why I fell head over heels for him. - I'm irresistible. 410 00:41:34,944 --> 00:41:41,787 When he starts, everyone else stops, and then all eyes are on him. 411 00:41:42,429 --> 00:41:47,345 How do you do? - No idea, but let me show you. 412 00:41:47,370 --> 00:41:53,027 - No, Peter. - Come on. You do it like this. 413 00:41:54,363 --> 00:41:56,280 oh god... 414 00:41:56,305 --> 00:41:59,242 Fingers, knees, fingers, knees... 415 00:42:00,501 --> 00:42:04,387 Namely. This is how you should dance at the party. 416 00:42:04,412 --> 00:42:08,089 Not one more! Now there are two of them. 417 00:42:09,566 --> 00:42:13,283 You will be a hit. 418 00:42:13,308 --> 00:42:16,011 Like that, my boy. 419 00:42:16,036 --> 00:42:18,572 I also want to join. 420 00:44:04,288 --> 00:44:07,246 It was under his mattress. 421 00:44:09,256 --> 00:44:11,464 I thought you should know. 422 00:44:11,975 --> 00:44:14,173 Does he still...? 423 00:44:16,142 --> 00:44:19,184 I really don't get it. 424 00:44:20,887 --> 00:44:26,887 Doesn't it seem like he's enjoying himself? He goes to school, smiles and feels better. 425 00:44:28,365 --> 00:44:31,376 - Yes. - Then why does he do that? 426 00:44:34,139 --> 00:44:38,306 Isn't it best that you talk to him about it? 427 00:44:39,144 --> 00:44:41,353 And maybe with his psychologist. 428 00:44:43,460 --> 00:44:45,356 Okay. 429 00:44:45,381 --> 00:44:49,530 - Are you going outside? - Yes, and get some sun. 430 00:44:58,725 --> 00:45:03,736 You should not be worried. He's just still a little fragile. 431 00:45:03,996 --> 00:45:08,121 But he knows you support him. It will probably work. 432 00:45:08,593 --> 00:45:11,572 Do you think so? 433 00:45:47,283 --> 00:45:50,283 - Where have you been? - Why? 434 00:45:52,410 --> 00:45:55,410 - Is something wrong? - Yes. 435 00:45:56,425 --> 00:46:00,404 Why do you have a knife lying under the mattress? 436 00:46:00,541 --> 00:46:04,489 There was a knife underneath the mattress. What was it doing there? 437 00:46:06,020 --> 00:46:08,177 - Nothing. - What do you mean by that? 438 00:46:08,624 --> 00:46:11,551 It was just there, in case... 439 00:46:12,043 --> 00:46:14,127 What are you talking about? 440 00:46:14,582 --> 00:46:18,478 I don't know that. In case of us getting burglarized or... 441 00:46:22,303 --> 00:46:25,355 - Show me your arm. - What? 442 00:46:25,380 --> 00:46:27,557 - Show me your arm. - No. 443 00:46:29,051 --> 00:46:32,061 - Leave me alone. - Nicholas... 444 00:46:35,231 --> 00:46:37,366 Why are you doing that? 445 00:46:39,635 --> 00:46:45,499 I don't want you to hurt yourself. - Neither do I. 446 00:46:45,541 --> 00:46:49,531 Look at the scars though. That is harming oneself. 447 00:46:49,580 --> 00:46:53,249 It is the exact opposite. - What do you mean by that? 448 00:46:53,274 --> 00:46:56,337 - Nothing. - No, no. Explain it to me. 449 00:46:57,687 --> 00:47:00,687 Explain it to me, Nicholas. 450 00:47:01,759 --> 00:47:05,832 - It feels like a relief. - How so? 451 00:47:09,202 --> 00:47:12,202 How about it, Nicholas? 452 00:47:16,241 --> 00:47:19,604 When I feel bad, I do it for… 453 00:47:22,194 --> 00:47:24,361 ...to get the pain out. 454 00:47:24,723 --> 00:47:29,557 What pain? To get what pain out, nicholas? 455 00:47:38,562 --> 00:47:43,541 I don't want you to do that. I prohibits you from doing so. Are you in? 456 00:47:44,562 --> 00:47:47,541 - Are you there? - Yes. 457 00:47:50,562 --> 00:47:53,614 There are some things in life you just don't have to do it. 458 00:47:57,111 --> 00:48:00,278 Did Beth find it? - It doesn't matter. 459 00:48:01,046 --> 00:48:06,973 Why did she mess with my things? - She made the bed because you don't. 460 00:48:07,921 --> 00:48:12,173 You took a knife from the kitchen. - Yes, to be able to defend myself. 461 00:48:12,198 --> 00:48:17,226 Defend against what? What on earth are you talking about? 462 00:48:17,464 --> 00:48:19,579 - You have a gun, then. - What? 463 00:48:19,913 --> 00:48:22,572 In the utility room. Behind the washing machine. 464 00:48:22,614 --> 00:48:26,572 This is one I got. - Who gave you a gun. 465 00:48:26,835 --> 00:48:30,200 My father did that many years ago. 466 00:48:30,225 --> 00:48:33,593 It's a shotgun. I have not to be able to defend myself. 467 00:48:33,635 --> 00:48:36,468 Why did he give you a shotgun? 468 00:48:36,510 --> 00:48:40,841 Maybe because he hoped, that we could go hunting together. 469 00:48:40,866 --> 00:48:44,604 I have never used it and hates everything to do with hunting. 470 00:48:44,754 --> 00:48:49,567 Why do you feel that way? - That's not what we're talking about. 471 00:48:56,963 --> 00:49:00,067 I don't understand why you do something like that. 472 00:49:04,624 --> 00:49:07,426 I know that well. 473 00:49:08,773 --> 00:49:11,752 What happened at your old school? 474 00:49:15,058 --> 00:49:18,225 Isn't it about time that you tell me? 475 00:49:20,134 --> 00:49:23,166 Something must have happened. Otherwise... 476 00:49:26,551 --> 00:49:28,562 Nicholas... 477 00:49:33,705 --> 00:49:38,163 If you don't want to talk to me about it, I hope you talk to the psychologist about it. 478 00:49:39,114 --> 00:49:42,176 It is therefore important. 479 00:49:47,398 --> 00:49:49,471 Nothing happens. 480 00:49:55,299 --> 00:49:59,382 I'll get a disinfectant. - I only scratched. 481 00:50:02,202 --> 00:50:05,348 When you hurt yourself… 482 00:50:05,922 --> 00:50:09,724 ...it's like it's beyond me. 483 00:50:11,036 --> 00:50:15,088 When you upset mom that, it went beyond me. 484 00:50:30,236 --> 00:50:33,308 Hello, everyone. Sit down. 485 00:50:35,190 --> 00:50:38,127 Thank you for coming. 486 00:50:38,152 --> 00:50:41,724 All the stars are gathered. 487 00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:44,810 Can I have a cup of coffee, Steven? 488 00:50:44,968 --> 00:50:50,968 We have a lot to accomplish, so let's start with the points we have discussed before. 489 00:50:52,604 --> 00:50:56,499 First item on the agenda is the healthcare system. 490 00:51:21,528 --> 00:51:24,420 Are there whales here, dad? 491 00:51:24,445 --> 00:51:29,424 Whales? No, I don't think so. - What about dolphins? 492 00:51:29,511 --> 00:51:35,386 Dolphins, yes. Sometimes they come all the way to the boat. 493 00:51:44,411 --> 00:51:47,432 - Did you see one? - Yes. 494 00:52:09,405 --> 00:52:12,364 - Peter! - Dad! 495 00:52:12,389 --> 00:52:15,348 - What is there? - My hat! 496 00:53:43,766 --> 00:53:46,672 Thanks. Have a nice day. 497 00:54:05,317 --> 00:54:07,276 You are early on it. 498 00:54:07,301 --> 00:54:10,343 - Shut up, dad. - Dave. Come in. 499 00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:19,762 Well... Would you like a glass? - Yes, why not? 500 00:54:22,624 --> 00:54:24,583 Well. 501 00:54:24,608 --> 00:54:27,066 - Ice cream? - No. 502 00:54:27,091 --> 00:54:29,691 Okay. No ice cubes. 503 00:54:37,801 --> 00:54:44,035 How can it be that you like that come to visit me spontaneously? 504 00:54:44,060 --> 00:54:48,206 I was just in Washington and wanted to see how you were doing. 505 00:54:48,656 --> 00:54:54,416 The rumors about my health are not true. It's just some small blemishes. 506 00:54:54,458 --> 00:54:57,499 - I have never felt better. - Good. 507 00:54:57,541 --> 00:55:02,468 Maria has made some lunch for us. 508 00:55:02,493 --> 00:55:05,472 - Duck. What do you say to that? - Nice. 509 00:55:05,497 --> 00:55:08,528 Well. Cheers and welcome. 510 00:55:42,984 --> 00:55:45,636 The problem is that people are afraid. 511 00:55:45,661 --> 00:55:49,640 Look around you. It is one big batch of cowards. 512 00:55:50,827 --> 00:55:56,384 There is no one who dares to take a risk, and therefore it will soon be over with the West. 513 00:55:56,409 --> 00:56:00,545 I've been saying that for years, and now it's starting to show. 514 00:56:01,071 --> 00:56:05,061 If you want to see energy, courage and enterprise... 515 00:56:05,171 --> 00:56:09,335 ...then unfortunately you have to go to Asia. 516 00:56:09,479 --> 00:56:14,479 The coming decades are not Washington, but Beijing leading the way. 517 00:56:15,942 --> 00:56:21,755 No thanks, Maria. It tasted lovely. - Not to me either, thanks. 518 00:56:24,340 --> 00:56:26,350 Well... 519 00:56:26,454 --> 00:56:31,475 I thought you hated this town. So what are you doing on these edges? 520 00:56:31,654 --> 00:56:36,643 I have been to a meeting with Brian Hammer. He is running for the primary election. 521 00:56:36,668 --> 00:56:39,647 He has asked me to help with the election campaign. 522 00:56:39,672 --> 00:56:43,547 Does he have a position for you on his team? - Yes. 523 00:56:43,572 --> 00:56:48,468 I don't know if I agree to it. - Why not? 524 00:56:48,619 --> 00:56:51,692 Because it will be quite time consuming… 525 00:56:51,717 --> 00:56:55,634 - And so what? - It's not that easy. 526 00:56:56,371 --> 00:56:59,444 - What is not so easy? - It doesn't fit. 527 00:56:59,469 --> 00:57:04,448 Nicholas is inside one difficult period. He is 17 years old. 528 00:57:04,624 --> 00:57:09,416 He lives with me and it works forward, but he is still fragile. 529 00:57:09,458 --> 00:57:13,520 I don't want to be that much away when... What's up? 530 00:57:18,171 --> 00:57:23,308 Is that why you came by? For to tell how good a father you are? 531 00:57:23,333 --> 00:57:27,406 And to show me that you Am I morally superior? 532 00:57:28,480 --> 00:57:34,293 That you can set your ambitions on the shelf to take care of your son? 533 00:57:34,389 --> 00:57:37,431 Unlike me, right? - Not at all. 534 00:57:37,456 --> 00:57:43,520 So you're still blaming me what happened... 40 years ago. 535 00:57:44,406 --> 00:57:49,499 You are still trying to show me that you are a model father. 536 00:57:49,999 --> 00:57:53,635 Shall I pet you? Well done. 537 00:57:55,309 --> 00:57:58,257 Now, you mention it… 538 00:57:58,479 --> 00:58:02,085 The other day I was thinking when I was Nicholas' age. 539 00:58:02,189 --> 00:58:04,220 - You can see there. - Mother was ill. 540 00:58:04,489 --> 00:58:10,489 I visited her in the hospital every day, but you never did. 541 00:58:10,531 --> 00:58:14,249 You were traveling all the time. - I was working. 542 00:58:14,274 --> 00:58:18,243 The week before she died, I ran into Tom. 543 00:58:18,268 --> 00:58:21,393 He said you had been out to eat the night before. 544 00:58:22,645 --> 00:58:27,686 I had no idea you were in town. And you didn't think you should visit her? 545 00:58:32,502 --> 00:58:38,937 I gladly take on the role of immense, so you can enjoy being flawless. 546 00:58:39,366 --> 00:58:42,293 Yes, you have had a really hard time. 547 00:58:42,318 --> 00:58:46,318 Your father was neither nice by you or your mother. Fine... 548 00:58:46,541 --> 00:58:48,604 And so what? 549 00:58:48,809 --> 00:58:51,768 Aren't you going soon? have some hair on your chest? 550 00:58:51,796 --> 00:58:58,464 It is pitiful to see a man of 50, stuck in the role of teenager. 551 00:58:58,489 --> 00:59:01,447 If you want some good advice, Peter… 552 00:59:02,134 --> 00:59:05,176 So damn it, move on. 553 00:59:05,406 --> 00:59:08,374 Now just look to move on. 554 00:59:08,541 --> 00:59:10,489 Don't you want enough? 555 00:59:13,088 --> 00:59:15,109 You must excuse me. 556 00:59:15,604 --> 00:59:17,593 Harry? 557 00:59:17,807 --> 00:59:20,619 We have a meeting at four o'clock. 558 00:59:21,373 --> 00:59:24,332 Yes, four. Not five thirty. 559 00:59:38,635 --> 00:59:41,593 - Everything okay? - Yes. 560 00:59:45,416 --> 00:59:49,458 Is it too boring now that we're going out? - No, on the contrary. 561 01:00:03,396 --> 01:00:06,438 - Do you eat breakfast crunch? - Yes. 562 01:00:06,681 --> 01:00:10,692 Don't feel like making something fun? It's Saturday night. 563 01:00:10,937 --> 01:00:14,958 Go to the steakhouse or have fun with friends. - I have no friends. 564 01:00:15,502 --> 01:00:18,606 Why do you say that though? - Because that's how it is. 565 01:00:18,631 --> 01:00:23,464 What about Michael? I were often together before. 566 01:00:26,133 --> 01:00:30,206 What about that party you were talking about? - Would you mind stopping, father? 567 01:00:32,676 --> 01:00:34,791 Yes, yes. 568 01:00:43,218 --> 01:00:45,343 - Can I have something? - Yes. 569 01:00:45,596 --> 01:00:48,502 It's been a long time since I ate this. 570 01:00:51,788 --> 01:00:53,934 Are you ready? 571 01:00:54,328 --> 01:00:56,223 Well. 572 01:00:56,248 --> 01:00:59,279 I wasn't ready. 573 01:00:59,448 --> 01:01:02,344 It's sticky. Are you ready? 574 01:01:02,385 --> 01:01:04,396 - Did you get it? - No. 575 01:01:04,438 --> 01:01:08,906 Have you seen my earrings? I just stood with them in hand. 576 01:01:08,931 --> 01:01:13,066 Have you checked the bathroom? - Yes, I've looked everywhere. 577 01:01:13,750 --> 01:01:16,760 I just don't get it. 578 01:01:17,903 --> 01:01:20,049 Well... Hello? 579 01:01:21,532 --> 01:01:23,850 Yes. Hello. 580 01:01:26,054 --> 01:01:30,661 You haven't seen them, have you? They red earrings I got from your father. 581 01:01:30,875 --> 01:01:34,031 - I just stood with them in my hand. - No. 582 01:01:37,661 --> 01:01:40,568 Something is constantly disappearing for me. 583 01:01:56,427 --> 01:02:01,365 Have you changed your dress? The one who dresses you. 584 01:02:01,406 --> 01:02:06,375 Thanks. That was sweetly said. - It fits. You look good. 585 01:02:06,614 --> 01:02:08,110 Where are you going? 586 01:02:08,135 --> 01:02:13,020 Just for a dinner with friends. Do you know Frank? - No. 587 01:02:13,179 --> 01:02:16,242 For the rest, there isn't something "just" about it. 588 01:02:16,495 --> 01:02:20,360 It's the first time we're going out since Theo was born. 589 01:02:20,385 --> 01:02:25,271 If you want to be able to live life, you should stop having children. 590 01:02:27,963 --> 01:02:29,963 It was too much fun. 591 01:02:32,372 --> 01:02:36,403 Sarah has unfortunately burned us off. She just called. 592 01:02:36,469 --> 01:02:41,435 Now? At the last minute? - She's got a fever. The babysitter. 593 01:02:41,460 --> 01:02:46,156 Should I call Jenny? - I've done that, and she can't. 594 01:02:46,181 --> 01:02:51,181 The one time we can go out… - Should I tell Frank we're not coming? 595 01:02:51,206 --> 01:02:55,144 - Shall I babysit him? - You? 596 01:02:55,595 --> 01:02:58,584 - Are you good at it? - Yes. 597 01:02:58,609 --> 01:03:02,881 That's very sweet of you, but... 598 01:03:02,906 --> 01:03:06,524 Are you sure? - Tell Frank we're not coming. 599 01:03:06,549 --> 01:03:08,549 You have to decide for yourself. 600 01:03:12,336 --> 01:03:15,812 What is there? Why are you looking at me like that? 601 01:03:16,030 --> 01:03:19,383 Why I wonder? I understand not that you rejected him. 602 01:03:19,408 --> 01:03:23,387 Don't you? - No. He can look after his little brother. 603 01:03:24,257 --> 01:03:27,093 I don't know soon. He is small and... 604 01:03:27,182 --> 01:03:31,151 And so what? You look so black at everything. 605 01:03:32,375 --> 01:03:36,385 I'd rather see black on everything than be the one who sees nothing. 606 01:03:36,583 --> 01:03:40,614 What do you mean by that? What am I not seeing? 607 01:03:40,929 --> 01:03:45,046 Can't Nicholas look after his little brother who is sleeping? 608 01:03:45,071 --> 01:03:48,217 He has been depressed and is still unstable… 609 01:03:48,659 --> 01:03:51,607 My son should not be looked after by someone who... 610 01:03:51,632 --> 01:03:55,406 - Like what? Say it. - Stop now, Peter. 611 01:03:55,448 --> 01:04:00,333 He is wildly strange, and there is something strange in his eyes. 612 01:04:00,375 --> 01:04:04,365 When does it occur to you that he is not well above the head? 613 01:04:04,406 --> 01:04:08,417 Nicholas... What are you going to... 614 01:04:08,576 --> 01:04:10,566 We were just... 615 01:04:10,591 --> 01:04:15,570 ...disappointed we can't go out. It has nothing to do with you. 616 01:04:18,385 --> 01:04:20,385 Nicholas... 617 01:04:24,385 --> 01:04:26,344 They were in the entrance hall. 618 01:04:27,747 --> 01:04:30,622 Nicholas... 619 01:05:17,385 --> 01:05:21,250 Nicholas? What do... Is everything okay? 620 01:05:28,692 --> 01:05:33,651 Dad said you're happy the new school. Aren't you? 621 01:05:36,129 --> 01:05:40,056 He also said you have good at his house. 622 01:05:40,900 --> 01:05:43,015 I had hoped for... 623 01:05:46,143 --> 01:05:49,143 But I can't be with them. 624 01:05:50,580 --> 01:05:54,486 They think I'm weird and… 625 01:05:55,432 --> 01:05:58,633 - He puts a lot of pressure on me. - Dad? 626 01:05:58,658 --> 01:06:04,147 He doesn't think about it himself, though he constantly talks about schoolwork. 627 01:06:04,172 --> 01:06:07,277 As if it is the only thing in life. 628 01:06:09,585 --> 01:06:12,502 - He's just worried about you. - No. 629 01:06:12,527 --> 01:06:15,495 He is very happy with who and how I am. 630 01:06:15,520 --> 01:06:19,385 He just thinks I should make a career like him. 631 01:06:19,872 --> 01:06:24,008 But I don't want to study law or become a lawyer. 632 01:06:25,133 --> 01:06:27,247 It doesn't interest me. 633 01:06:28,594 --> 01:06:31,604 You dreamed of becoming a writer. 634 01:06:33,354 --> 01:06:35,438 Are you still writing? 635 01:06:37,207 --> 01:06:38,291 What? 636 01:06:46,023 --> 01:06:49,044 I will never amount to anything. 637 01:06:50,978 --> 01:06:53,968 What are you talking about? 638 01:06:54,755 --> 01:06:58,630 Nicholas, your father wants the best for you. 639 01:06:59,856 --> 01:07:03,720 He loves you and believes in you. 640 01:07:05,120 --> 01:07:08,172 You are just very different. 641 01:07:10,109 --> 01:07:15,354 And then he's really busy too the time because of the primary election. 642 01:07:16,375 --> 01:07:22,302 It means a lot to him. He has dreamed of it for many years. 643 01:07:25,211 --> 01:07:27,117 But... 644 01:07:31,417 --> 01:07:34,323 It's not just that. 645 01:07:39,458 --> 01:07:41,385 I... 646 01:07:45,211 --> 01:07:48,211 I'm not feeling well, mom. 647 01:07:51,716 --> 01:07:54,727 Your father said you had broke up with a girl. 648 01:07:54,915 --> 01:07:56,947 I pictured that to him. 649 01:07:56,972 --> 01:08:02,024 He didn't understand what was wrong, and needed a rational explanation. 650 01:08:02,434 --> 01:08:06,299 I said what he wanted to hear, but... 651 01:08:07,396 --> 01:08:11,271 ...I wasn't with her at all. 652 01:08:12,310 --> 01:08:16,300 I am not made like other people. 653 01:08:16,458 --> 01:08:20,438 It actually feels like I not made for this world. 654 01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:24,140 And I can't do anything... 655 01:08:24,165 --> 01:08:27,999 I'm trying to get through the days as best I can... 656 01:08:28,024 --> 01:08:31,951 ...but I can't do anything. 657 01:08:33,265 --> 01:08:36,161 Because I feel bad. 658 01:08:36,186 --> 01:08:38,269 All the time. 659 01:08:38,500 --> 01:08:40,952 And I'm tired. 660 01:08:40,977 --> 01:08:45,469 I'm tired of feeling bad. - Oh, Nicholas... 661 01:08:58,458 --> 01:09:00,781 I'm here. 662 01:09:00,806 --> 01:09:05,640 I will not leave you, and I should probably help you through it. 663 01:09:06,354 --> 01:09:08,427 I promise. 664 01:09:08,703 --> 01:09:12,619 Don't cry, my little ray of sunshine. 665 01:09:14,396 --> 01:09:16,396 So, so. 666 01:09:17,466 --> 01:09:20,320 So, so. 667 01:09:40,641 --> 01:09:42,557 What? 668 01:09:45,283 --> 01:09:48,499 Today? Are you sure it was him? 669 01:10:16,013 --> 01:10:17,180 - Nicholas. - Yes? 670 01:10:17,590 --> 01:10:20,496 Come on. I would like to talk to you. 671 01:10:20,521 --> 01:10:22,584 - What is there? - Sit down. 672 01:10:30,385 --> 01:10:33,385 - We have to talk together. - About what? 673 01:10:33,427 --> 01:10:36,302 About your school. 674 01:10:37,596 --> 01:10:41,637 What is going on? - Nothing special. Why then? 675 01:10:41,898 --> 01:10:44,908 - Nothing special? - No. 676 01:10:45,169 --> 01:10:48,127 You had a test today, right? 677 01:10:48,152 --> 01:10:51,183 - How did it go? - Good, I guess. 678 01:10:52,417 --> 01:10:54,271 Well. 679 01:10:54,989 --> 01:10:58,208 When Beth was at the park this afternoon she saw you. 680 01:11:00,462 --> 01:11:03,462 I don't know what you did, but you weren't at school. 681 01:11:03,487 --> 01:11:08,508 Now I ask you once to: What's going on? 682 01:11:12,999 --> 01:11:15,664 - Have you started truancy again? - No. 683 01:11:15,788 --> 01:11:21,302 Then why weren't you at school? - Why did she gossip about you? 684 01:11:21,430 --> 01:11:23,896 - That's not what it's about. - Yeah. 685 01:11:23,921 --> 01:11:27,890 She plays us off against each other. - No, and you're lying to me. 686 01:11:29,611 --> 01:11:32,507 Why weren't you at school today? 687 01:11:34,766 --> 01:11:36,693 Answer then.. 688 01:11:39,569 --> 01:11:44,496 I felt bad and could not bear to go to school. 689 01:11:44,695 --> 01:11:48,789 The exam stresses me out absolutely crazy. I regret that. 690 01:11:52,222 --> 01:11:54,327 Sorry for that... 691 01:11:59,458 --> 01:12:04,333 I called the school. Do you know what they said? 692 01:12:04,375 --> 01:12:06,490 They said you haven't been there at all. 693 01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:12,195 You came on the first day, on the last month and you haven't been there since. 694 01:12:12,365 --> 01:12:15,365 Not once. 695 01:12:15,406 --> 01:12:21,260 Apparently they got an email from me about, that you returned to your old school. 696 01:12:23,406 --> 01:12:26,385 Don't you have anything to say at all? 697 01:12:26,427 --> 01:12:30,156 Have you become a world-class hacker? 698 01:12:30,181 --> 01:12:34,202 Your stories about top marks and invitations to parties - 699 01:12:34,227 --> 01:12:37,102 - was a lie from end to end. 700 01:12:37,765 --> 01:12:41,786 What have you made the days to join? Did you just walk around? 701 01:12:42,039 --> 01:12:43,986 Do you have it? 702 01:12:44,281 --> 01:12:47,748 We give you the opportunity to get on top - 703 01:12:48,101 --> 01:12:53,749 - and then you just drive on same groove and lies to everything and everyone. 704 01:12:55,141 --> 01:12:57,213 Explain it to me. 705 01:12:58,438 --> 01:13:01,396 What is going on? 706 01:13:01,438 --> 01:13:03,406 Do you take drugs? 707 01:13:03,448 --> 01:13:06,333 Then you have to explain it to me. 708 01:13:11,083 --> 01:13:15,239 I honestly don't know what I gotta put up with you, Nicholas. 709 01:13:15,804 --> 01:13:19,908 I have tried to listen, and I have tried to support you. 710 01:13:21,417 --> 01:13:27,344 I've tried to boost your confidence, but that clearly hasn't helped. 711 01:13:27,385 --> 01:13:32,323 Do you really think you just can do, just what suits you? 712 01:13:32,365 --> 01:13:37,417 Quit school, fail to take responsibility and refuse to grow up? 713 01:13:37,458 --> 01:13:42,271 What will become of you if you don't do anything? 714 01:13:44,375 --> 01:13:47,396 You obviously have no answer to that. 715 01:13:49,874 --> 01:13:54,490 Stop staring at me on it way. Are you trying to scare me? 716 01:13:55,281 --> 01:13:59,438 Because you can't. That I might as well tell you. 717 01:14:02,333 --> 01:14:06,116 Good... Now you have to hear what's going to happen. 718 01:14:06,141 --> 01:14:11,594 Tomorrow, whether you like it or not, are you going to school again Is that understood? 719 01:14:11,619 --> 01:14:13,598 - No. - What have you? 720 01:14:16,598 --> 01:14:19,493 No. I'm not going to school again. 721 01:14:19,913 --> 01:14:22,591 What are you up to, Nicholas? 722 01:14:22,616 --> 01:14:26,952 When I was your age, mine was mother ill and I did not see my father. 723 01:14:26,977 --> 01:14:32,567 I had no money but was itching on. Most of the time it wasn't fun. 724 01:14:32,592 --> 01:14:34,913 What has been so hard for you - 725 01:14:34,938 --> 01:14:38,907 - that you can't go to school like everyone else? 726 01:14:38,932 --> 01:14:42,677 - I can't do it. - What can't you do? 727 01:14:42,702 --> 01:14:46,226 To live. And it's your fault. 728 01:14:46,251 --> 01:14:47,396 What have? 729 01:14:47,507 --> 01:14:51,402 It's your fault I became this way. - What have I done? 730 01:14:51,960 --> 01:14:54,312 You are too much. 731 01:14:54,569 --> 01:14:57,937 You speak far and wide about life and work - 732 01:14:58,268 --> 01:15:01,538 - and then you step away from us, like we didn't give a shit. 733 01:15:01,937 --> 01:15:06,515 You think you're so good, but you've always been a huge asshole! 734 01:15:06,952 --> 01:15:11,313 You just have to take you in again. Right now. 735 01:15:11,354 --> 01:15:12,354 Asshole! 736 01:15:12,396 --> 01:15:17,340 Am I an asshole? I always have done everything i could for you. 737 01:15:17,365 --> 01:15:23,714 I stayed with your mother for your sake. Why do you say such a thing? Why? 738 01:15:23,739 --> 01:15:28,343 Because I fell in love with one second? You don't know that. 739 01:15:28,368 --> 01:15:33,080 I have the right to begin from the front. It's my damn life. 740 01:15:39,375 --> 01:15:44,281 Sorry, Nicholas. I don't know what happened to me. 741 01:16:42,476 --> 01:16:47,757 Psychiatric ward? - It's on the left hand. 742 01:16:54,552 --> 01:16:56,625 How long have you been here? 743 01:16:56,908 --> 01:17:01,013 Half an hour's time. They are coming come out and talk to us soon. 744 01:17:04,935 --> 01:17:06,935 What happened? 745 01:17:10,059 --> 01:17:13,976 I wasn't there. I was at work. 746 01:17:14,001 --> 01:17:16,001 It was... 747 01:17:17,187 --> 01:17:22,145 It was Beth who found him. On the bathroom. He just had… 748 01:17:29,968 --> 01:17:33,062 Fortunately, the ambulance came quickly. 749 01:17:37,207 --> 01:17:39,259 Excuse me. 750 01:17:40,616 --> 01:17:45,179 I'm really sorry, because I really wanted to help him. 751 01:17:45,204 --> 01:17:49,323 But in the end... 752 01:17:49,631 --> 01:17:54,084 Good afternoon. Dr. Leiner. I'll take care of your son. 753 01:17:54,109 --> 01:17:58,593 Where is Nicholas? - He is resting and is not in danger. 754 01:17:58,802 --> 01:18:00,802 Come on. 755 01:18:12,616 --> 01:18:18,171 Your son received treatment quickly. The incision was not deep and should heal well. 756 01:18:18,196 --> 01:18:22,196 Are you absolutely sure about that? - Yes. Trust me. 757 01:18:28,153 --> 01:18:30,757 Some decisions have to be made. 758 01:18:30,937 --> 01:18:34,031 I just spoke to him. - What did he say? 759 01:18:34,158 --> 01:18:39,340 He is frustrated to be ended here. It is very common. 760 01:18:39,365 --> 01:18:42,607 Did he say anything about what made him…? 761 01:18:42,632 --> 01:18:45,599 We are used to dealing with this sort of thing. 762 01:18:45,624 --> 01:18:49,448 Nicholas will benefit from that be admitted for observation. 763 01:18:50,093 --> 01:18:54,926 Do you mean...? - There is a vacancy in the department. 764 01:18:54,951 --> 01:18:56,804 Was he not out of danger? 765 01:18:56,829 --> 01:19:01,597 We want him to to understand what he has done. 766 01:19:01,622 --> 01:19:05,976 He downplays it, and it can be dangerous. 767 01:19:06,111 --> 01:19:08,278 He would hate to make another attempt. 768 01:19:14,007 --> 01:19:16,344 How long will he be here? 769 01:19:17,093 --> 01:19:21,179 The most important thing is that we can observe and treat him. 770 01:19:21,204 --> 01:19:26,866 You come along to talks with the psychiatrist and Nicholas and can follow developments. 771 01:19:26,891 --> 01:19:28,891 I want to be allowed to see my son. 772 01:19:31,452 --> 01:19:34,188 Just a moment. 773 01:19:36,601 --> 01:19:43,313 I have to run. The social worker is coming and helps you with all the paperwork. 774 01:19:43,354 --> 01:19:47,302 She can also answer your questions. 775 01:19:48,042 --> 01:19:51,229 You should not be worried. He is in good hands. 776 01:21:06,973 --> 01:21:10,025 How about this one? - It is a constellation. 777 01:21:10,281 --> 01:21:14,055 You can see little stars in it. - Is it rare? 778 01:21:14,080 --> 01:21:17,267 - Pretty rare. - How about this one? 779 01:21:17,950 --> 01:21:22,106 It's a Saturn. There are rings around it. 780 01:21:22,851 --> 01:21:26,417 Peter! Peter! 781 01:21:26,458 --> 01:21:30,292 Mom is getting impatient. 782 01:21:30,317 --> 01:21:34,244 - Shall we slip back? - Wait, daddy. 783 01:21:42,479 --> 01:21:45,417 It is broken. 784 01:21:45,458 --> 01:21:48,396 - What do we do then? - We have to swim. 785 01:21:49,124 --> 01:21:55,019 So I'm only six and a half. - Then it's time to learn it. 786 01:21:56,417 --> 01:21:58,427 You can. 787 01:22:02,613 --> 01:22:06,551 Come now. I swim with you. 788 01:22:08,222 --> 01:22:10,421 So... 789 01:22:10,587 --> 01:22:13,420 Come, my friend. 790 01:22:15,637 --> 01:22:17,596 Come on. 791 01:22:22,843 --> 01:22:25,241 What have you decided? 792 01:22:25,266 --> 01:22:30,183 Should I move the meeting to Monday? Everything by when you are going to Washington. 793 01:22:30,302 --> 01:22:34,270 On Monday? There I can not. I will have to… 794 01:22:35,658 --> 01:22:38,616 I have to stay in New York. 795 01:22:38,641 --> 01:22:40,766 Should I then cancel the trip to Washington? 796 01:22:42,045 --> 01:22:44,889 Yes. Thanks. 797 01:22:55,660 --> 01:22:59,743 - Hello. - It's me. Do you have time for a chat? 798 01:22:59,864 --> 01:23:02,895 - Yes. Is everything okay? - Yes... 799 01:23:02,920 --> 01:23:06,484 I just got off the phone with Dr. Harris. 800 01:23:07,041 --> 01:23:11,082 And I just wanted to talk to you about that. - Is something wrong? 801 01:23:12,874 --> 01:23:18,843 He said Nicholas probably has the best of our not visiting him for a few days. 802 01:23:19,198 --> 01:23:22,114 - What? - Yes... 803 01:23:22,515 --> 01:23:27,818 Nicholas is obviously having a hard time by accepting the treatment. 804 01:23:27,843 --> 01:23:32,843 They have had some long ones conversations to find out… 805 01:23:33,103 --> 01:23:36,030 ...find out why he... 806 01:23:37,781 --> 01:23:42,749 He has obviously spoken a lot about the divorce - 807 01:23:42,791 --> 01:23:44,770 - your new life - 808 01:23:44,812 --> 01:23:49,796 - and all the problems you and I have had. 809 01:23:50,413 --> 01:23:56,791 Dr. Harris says it's probably best that they get a few days to themselves. 810 01:23:56,833 --> 01:24:02,718 Then everyone can have a breather and feel less pressured. 811 01:24:02,760 --> 01:24:05,833 He cannot forbid us to visit Nicholas. 812 01:24:05,990 --> 01:24:10,100 He just asked. It was not a requirement. 813 01:24:10,478 --> 01:24:17,038 We still have to meet on Monday, where we look at how the country is situated. 814 01:24:17,559 --> 01:24:21,361 And until then... 815 01:24:22,822 --> 01:24:26,718 I know it's... really hard. 816 01:24:27,812 --> 01:24:30,749 I think so too. 817 01:24:30,791 --> 01:24:33,906 But don't you think we should trust them? 818 01:24:34,399 --> 01:24:36,462 Or what do you say? 819 01:24:38,233 --> 01:24:40,108 Peter? 820 01:25:21,644 --> 01:25:23,634 - Are you ready? - Yes. 821 01:25:23,659 --> 01:25:28,054 When does the flight leave? - The taxi will arrive in five minutes. 822 01:25:28,355 --> 01:25:32,439 I'll probably take the suitcase. - No, you don't need to. 823 01:25:32,801 --> 01:25:34,697 Listen here... 824 01:25:37,137 --> 01:25:40,096 I'm sorry about what happened last night. 825 01:25:40,121 --> 01:25:43,080 I had too much to drink and… 826 01:25:44,833 --> 01:25:48,770 I don't understand why we're going to argue. 827 01:25:48,992 --> 01:25:51,888 It's my fault. Excuse me. 828 01:25:53,006 --> 01:25:54,965 And you... 829 01:25:58,704 --> 01:26:00,746 Can't you come along? 830 01:26:03,142 --> 01:26:07,090 I'm sorry, Beth, but I can't. 831 01:26:07,115 --> 01:26:12,011 I don't want to go to Cape Cod while hospitalized. 832 01:26:12,804 --> 01:26:18,349 It's only two days. You look worn out and you can't help him anyway. 833 01:26:18,382 --> 01:26:21,791 Beth... I can't go. 834 01:26:23,421 --> 01:26:25,442 Okay. 835 01:26:28,561 --> 01:26:32,436 When will he be discharged? - I don't know. 836 01:26:32,461 --> 01:26:36,492 I will know more on Monday. - And then what afterwards? 837 01:26:42,467 --> 01:26:46,436 Hopefully I can be a better father to Theo. 838 01:26:47,791 --> 01:26:50,739 Now stop. You are a super good father. 839 01:26:51,906 --> 01:26:56,801 I am sad and sorry to stand as the type I hate with all my heart. 840 01:26:56,843 --> 01:26:59,864 For the past few weeks I have... 841 01:27:00,952 --> 01:27:07,158 ...caught myself saying the same thing, as father told me when I was young. 842 01:27:07,339 --> 01:27:10,339 Everything that made me hate him. 843 01:27:11,721 --> 01:27:15,836 Now it's my turn and I... 844 01:27:15,861 --> 01:27:19,850 I ended up being like him. 845 01:27:21,418 --> 01:27:23,532 What kind of thing? 846 01:27:26,439 --> 01:27:28,512 "What do you want to spend your life doing?" 847 01:27:28,788 --> 01:27:32,705 "When I was your age, I did such and such." 848 01:27:33,785 --> 01:27:36,671 “What shall we do with you? 849 01:27:38,322 --> 01:27:41,468 You have no idea how ashamed I am… 850 01:27:47,332 --> 01:27:48,489 Sorry... 851 01:27:50,687 --> 01:27:53,687 ...but we have to go. 852 01:27:53,955 --> 01:27:58,841 Before you leave, will did you forgive me yesterday? 853 01:27:59,801 --> 01:28:03,296 I would like, we stop arguing. 854 01:28:03,321 --> 01:28:06,895 I want that too. - The last few weeks have been... 855 01:28:07,405 --> 01:28:10,509 - I know it well. - No, you don't know that. 856 01:28:10,833 --> 01:28:16,859 You are not here. You are at work constantly, and meanwhile I am alone at home. 857 01:28:16,884 --> 01:28:20,863 - No, not alone. - Yes, and I... 858 01:28:21,679 --> 01:28:24,770 I'm dead tired and I… 859 01:28:26,995 --> 01:28:29,943 Theo, your other son, needs you too. 860 01:28:29,968 --> 01:28:32,860 Beth, now we're not going to... 861 01:28:33,150 --> 01:28:36,098 We shall not quarrel again. 862 01:28:41,686 --> 01:28:43,634 Okay. 863 01:28:50,189 --> 01:28:53,314 I'll call when we get there. 864 01:28:57,852 --> 01:29:01,085 Come here, little friend. 865 01:29:03,226 --> 01:29:05,882 Give me a hug. 866 01:29:09,662 --> 01:29:13,798 We won't see each other for a whole week, and i will miss you. 867 01:29:16,791 --> 01:29:21,791 You must go out to see the sea. Out that look how big and beautiful it is. 868 01:29:23,866 --> 01:29:26,783 Say hello to grandma from me. 869 01:29:28,051 --> 01:29:31,051 Sorry I can't come along. 870 01:29:31,241 --> 01:29:35,064 I have to stay here. Do you understand that well? 871 01:29:35,749 --> 01:29:37,906 You must tell me about the trip. 872 01:29:39,376 --> 01:29:41,428 Tell me about the trip, little friend. 873 01:30:29,623 --> 01:30:30,644 Mother! 874 01:30:33,093 --> 01:30:35,843 I have missed you so much. 875 01:30:35,885 --> 01:30:40,729 It's like it's been months. - We are here now. 876 01:30:40,770 --> 01:30:42,770 Nicholas? 877 01:30:42,812 --> 01:30:47,523 You get five minutes alone together with your mother and father as you asked for. 878 01:30:47,548 --> 01:30:51,976 So I'll go out and find the doctor in the meantime, right? - Yeah. 879 01:30:53,906 --> 01:30:57,791 - How are you? - Honey... 880 01:30:57,833 --> 01:31:01,822 Here is terrible. Law me that you get me out of here. 881 01:31:02,070 --> 01:31:05,162 What now? - It has been the worst week of my life. 882 01:31:05,187 --> 01:31:08,593 - It's a real hell. - Now we are here. 883 01:31:08,618 --> 01:31:12,885 We will talk to the doctor about it. - He's an asshole who doesn't understand anything. 884 01:31:12,999 --> 01:31:16,197 He pokes me along medicine and think I'm sick. 885 01:31:16,593 --> 01:31:20,920 I will be here for several weeks, but I'm not up to it. 886 01:31:20,945 --> 01:31:24,708 I feel worse here than at home. I need you guys. 887 01:31:24,749 --> 01:31:28,148 Can't I just come home with mom and dad? 888 01:31:28,173 --> 01:31:33,483 Calm. We will talk to the doctor about it. - We are here with you. 889 01:31:33,598 --> 01:31:35,754 I'm really glad to see you. 890 01:31:39,530 --> 01:31:42,148 Hello. Good afternoon. 891 01:31:43,489 --> 01:31:46,530 Shall we not sit down? 892 01:31:46,822 --> 01:31:50,822 It will probably work. - Sit next to me, Nicholas. 893 01:31:53,906 --> 01:32:00,718 Michael, who has taken care of Nicholas, participates in the meeting if it is in order. 894 01:32:00,760 --> 01:32:03,854 Well. Well... 895 01:32:04,356 --> 01:32:08,346 Nicholas must have told you, that he would like to be discharged. 896 01:32:08,371 --> 01:32:10,864 - Yes. - He also told me that. 897 01:32:11,211 --> 01:32:14,435 The last few days have been tough. 898 01:32:14,460 --> 01:32:19,177 Very. How can that be? - This is often the case the first week. 899 01:32:19,202 --> 01:32:23,671 I don't want to be here. - I understand that you want to go home. 900 01:32:24,760 --> 01:32:28,822 However, I cannot recommend that. - You can see for yourself. 901 01:32:28,864 --> 01:32:30,874 Why not? 902 01:32:30,899 --> 01:32:34,015 Nicholas suffers from acute depression. 903 01:32:34,648 --> 01:32:38,616 It's best for him and his certainty that he is hospitalized. 904 01:32:38,641 --> 01:32:41,741 I feel better and wants to go home. It might work. 905 01:32:41,766 --> 01:32:46,065 I know you think so but my experience tells me... 906 01:32:46,090 --> 01:32:48,835 He thinks he knows how I feel. - Calm down. 907 01:32:48,860 --> 01:32:52,991 The idiot doesn't understand anything. - Honey... 908 01:32:54,191 --> 01:32:58,004 Would you please sit down, Nicholas? 909 01:32:58,645 --> 01:32:59,697 Okay. 910 01:33:07,559 --> 01:33:11,642 What do you suggest? - We just need more time. 911 01:33:11,864 --> 01:33:17,974 Suicidal impulses are difficult to spot. Even for the patient. 912 01:33:17,999 --> 01:33:21,729 But we must not pretend they are not there. 913 01:33:21,770 --> 01:33:24,843 It is very normal to try again. 914 01:33:24,885 --> 01:33:30,822 In my eyes, Nicholas is still suffering a certain lack of contact with reality. 915 01:33:30,864 --> 01:33:33,616 It leads to various anxiety syndromes. 916 01:33:33,641 --> 01:33:39,523 However, we can treat them, as soon as we stabilize him. 917 01:33:39,548 --> 01:33:43,579 Then we can start to see on when he can be discharged. 918 01:33:43,812 --> 01:33:46,009 - When can it happen? - Mother... 919 01:33:46,351 --> 01:33:48,013 I'm just asking. 920 01:33:48,038 --> 01:33:51,976 As it is now, you need for the entire treatment team. 921 01:33:52,001 --> 01:33:55,304 Doctors, psychologists, activity managers... 922 01:33:55,329 --> 01:33:59,943 As if spinning jars helps. - It contributes to the process. 923 01:33:59,968 --> 01:34:04,718 It's a fart. - It's probably for your own good. 924 01:34:04,916 --> 01:34:09,413 I can't get well among people who are much sicker than me. 925 01:34:09,438 --> 01:34:14,895 I have thought about my life all those hours where I have done nothing. 926 01:34:15,374 --> 01:34:19,363 I have opened my eyes to some things that I won't do again. 927 01:34:19,538 --> 01:34:22,674 The admission has been like getting an electric shock. 928 01:34:22,895 --> 01:34:26,791 I'm ready to turn back to a normal everyday life. 929 01:34:26,833 --> 01:34:30,801 I can go to school again. I can feel that. 930 01:34:31,001 --> 01:34:36,524 But you have to trust me. And then you have to get me out of here. Otherwise... 931 01:34:36,549 --> 01:34:38,674 Otherwise I will perish. 932 01:34:39,116 --> 01:34:42,781 I mean it. I can't handle it. 933 01:34:42,822 --> 01:34:46,697 Dad... You know me. 934 01:34:46,739 --> 01:34:49,833 I know you do. You always have. 935 01:34:49,991 --> 01:34:52,898 But they don't do that here. 936 01:34:52,923 --> 01:34:56,798 Don't leave me in the lurch, Dad. 937 01:34:58,952 --> 01:35:01,004 Honey... 938 01:35:09,462 --> 01:35:12,619 What will it take to get him discharged? 939 01:35:15,109 --> 01:35:18,627 As long as Nicholas is minor, you are responsible for him. 940 01:35:18,652 --> 01:35:21,705 And therefore it is you, who makes the decision. 941 01:35:22,179 --> 01:35:25,864 But I would ask you to listen carefully: 942 01:35:26,156 --> 01:35:29,640 Your son is not in one state in which he should be discharged. 943 01:35:29,665 --> 01:35:32,515 If you sign, you get him home.. 944 01:35:32,540 --> 01:35:37,529 However, I think you are running a big risk. - What risk? 945 01:35:39,637 --> 01:35:43,616 A risk I didn't want to take run if it was my son. 946 01:35:43,673 --> 01:35:47,725 You can't force me to stay here. - I can actually do that. 947 01:35:47,854 --> 01:35:52,739 However, it requires a court order, and I would prefer not to request that. 948 01:35:52,781 --> 01:35:56,895 I will help your parents in making the right decision. 949 01:35:56,968 --> 01:36:02,947 It is not easy. Especially not while your son is here. 950 01:36:03,458 --> 01:36:08,554 Nicholas needs treatment, and I as parents should not treat him. 951 01:36:08,579 --> 01:36:11,951 - A psychiatrist must. - I'm not sick. 952 01:36:11,976 --> 01:36:17,068 Are we making the right decision together, Nicholas can come home soon - 953 01:36:17,093 --> 01:36:20,499 - feel much better and live a normal life. 954 01:36:20,524 --> 01:36:24,409 I want to go home, mom. - I know that, dear. 955 01:36:24,507 --> 01:36:27,523 You must not leave me here. - Say something, Peter. 956 01:36:27,548 --> 01:36:30,579 Give me another chance. 957 01:36:30,604 --> 01:36:35,874 It was a cry for help, and I regret it with all my heart. 958 01:36:36,377 --> 01:36:41,950 I wanted to show you that I suffer but I will never do it again. 959 01:36:41,984 --> 01:36:45,491 Your parents have heard your arguments. 960 01:36:45,516 --> 01:36:49,781 I must ask you to make a decision. - Now? 961 01:36:49,822 --> 01:36:54,864 Yes. Nicholas must understand, that you support the treatment team. 962 01:36:57,822 --> 01:37:00,781 You must not have a guilty conscience. 963 01:37:01,812 --> 01:37:04,781 It's not about how much you love him. 964 01:37:04,822 --> 01:37:07,437 It's about taking care of him. 965 01:37:07,462 --> 01:37:11,510 Under these circumstances love is not enough. 966 01:37:11,812 --> 01:37:13,843 Love is not enough. 967 01:37:14,937 --> 01:37:17,476 Dad... Mom... 968 01:37:17,670 --> 01:37:21,597 Nicholas, Michael follow you up to lunch - 969 01:37:21,622 --> 01:37:26,580 - but before then, your parents have to make their decision while you are here. 970 01:37:26,795 --> 01:37:29,972 It makes it easier for you to accept the treatment. 971 01:37:30,475 --> 01:37:32,475 I want to go home, mom. 972 01:37:37,694 --> 01:37:41,725 Let me come home, dad. Don't you want enough? 973 01:37:44,593 --> 01:37:46,635 Sheep? Let me come home. 974 01:37:49,801 --> 01:37:51,729 Dad... 975 01:37:52,874 --> 01:37:55,697 I'm sorry, Nicholas. 976 01:37:55,739 --> 01:37:56,906 No... 977 01:37:57,314 --> 01:38:01,382 You must not do that to me. Not you! - Take it easy. 978 01:38:01,407 --> 01:38:06,632 What have I done to you? Father, father, father! 979 01:38:06,657 --> 01:38:09,803 Mother! Sheep! 980 01:39:53,455 --> 01:39:55,833 All right? 981 01:40:00,833 --> 01:40:03,895 Did we make the right decision? 982 01:40:04,257 --> 01:40:07,465 He said it was a shout for help. We must trust him. 983 01:40:08,452 --> 01:40:12,452 If he doesn't get better, can we admit him again. 984 01:40:12,477 --> 01:40:15,612 I know he has the best of being here with us. 985 01:40:17,408 --> 01:40:20,666 - Good. - It will be finished in a little while. 986 01:40:30,377 --> 01:40:34,804 How do you think it will be in the future? 987 01:40:36,994 --> 01:40:40,624 It's probably a bit too much to hope for - 988 01:40:40,649 --> 01:40:44,597 - that he can come in school again. We are in May. 989 01:40:44,622 --> 01:40:49,749 He probably just has to... have let's get to the hooks. 990 01:40:50,460 --> 01:40:54,564 Then he can start a fresh next school year. 991 01:40:58,397 --> 01:41:03,407 What does he have to do during the day? We can't leave him home alone. 992 01:41:06,611 --> 01:41:12,335 He could, for example, live with you again if he wants, and then… 993 01:41:14,624 --> 01:41:19,572 He can come with me at work. As an intern. 994 01:41:20,812 --> 01:41:24,843 Do you think he wants to? - I don't know that... 995 01:41:24,868 --> 01:41:28,712 He can learn something of it and I'm there so… 996 01:41:28,737 --> 01:41:31,633 Yes. But aren't you in a hurry? 997 01:41:36,027 --> 01:41:39,017 I decline Brian's offer. 998 01:41:39,137 --> 01:41:44,262 Do you mean it? - Yes. I want to give a shit about politics. 999 01:41:45,874 --> 01:41:50,112 I want to concentrate about what matters most: 1000 01:41:50,137 --> 01:41:53,127 Being able to support Nicholas. 1001 01:41:56,119 --> 01:41:57,797 Be safe. 1002 01:41:57,822 --> 01:42:00,812 - Thank you. - Nice. 1003 01:42:02,770 --> 01:42:05,906 where is your cup - I just drank a cup of coffee. 1004 01:42:06,407 --> 01:42:08,511 - Sugar? - No thanks. 1005 01:42:08,843 --> 01:42:10,843 - Dad? - No. 1006 01:42:12,160 --> 01:42:16,129 - Thank you. - Thank you, my dear. 1007 01:42:23,154 --> 01:42:25,306 How are you? 1008 01:42:25,579 --> 01:42:29,725 I am happy to be with you. - In the same way. 1009 01:42:40,790 --> 01:42:43,884 - I need the prescription from... - Well, yes. 1010 01:42:44,160 --> 01:42:49,150 And then I wondered if you wanted to go to the cinema. 1011 01:42:49,340 --> 01:42:56,361 Yes, but I want to take a shower first. The bathrooms there were quite dirty. 1012 01:42:56,699 --> 01:43:00,276 I've been dreaming about a shower for a whole week. 1013 01:43:00,301 --> 01:43:01,499 Yes, of course. 1014 01:43:03,801 --> 01:43:07,895 - Now what? What are you laughing at? - Nothing. 1015 01:43:08,304 --> 01:43:10,460 - Do I smell bad? - No, no. 1016 01:43:13,467 --> 01:43:17,644 It's great to see you together. It's been a long time. 1017 01:43:18,304 --> 01:43:21,346 Well... since the three of us were together. 1018 01:43:22,770 --> 01:43:26,843 That's true enough. - It's like the good old days. 1019 01:43:31,220 --> 01:43:34,084 Well... I'm going to take a shower. 1020 01:43:34,195 --> 01:43:36,309 I'm waiting for you. 1021 01:43:41,858 --> 01:43:44,424 I just want to say… 1022 01:43:44,635 --> 01:43:47,760 ...that I am extremely sad about it all. 1023 01:43:49,210 --> 01:43:53,043 And... You don't deserve it. 1024 01:43:54,191 --> 01:43:57,150 I want to ask you to forgive me. 1025 01:43:58,801 --> 01:44:02,854 And then you should know... that I love you. 1026 01:44:08,468 --> 01:44:11,520 We love you too. 1027 01:44:14,298 --> 01:44:17,340 You just shut up. We are waiting for you. 1028 01:44:30,014 --> 01:44:33,014 - Hold on... - Yes. 1029 01:44:42,197 --> 01:44:46,114 Can you not join the steak today? 1030 01:44:46,156 --> 01:44:49,156 That would please Nicholas very much. 1031 01:44:50,578 --> 01:44:54,494 I don't really know... What are you going to see? 1032 01:45:00,166 --> 01:45:05,197 Do you remember that we went in the steak in the afternoon? 1033 01:45:07,564 --> 01:45:10,502 We said we were going to an important meeting - 1034 01:45:10,527 --> 01:45:14,689 - and then we slipped away and met at the cinema. 1035 01:45:17,270 --> 01:45:22,041 It was wonderful. Just as well like skipping school. 1036 01:45:25,085 --> 01:45:28,033 It's been a long time. 1037 01:45:31,270 --> 01:45:35,124 Come now. Take along. 1038 01:45:38,476 --> 01:45:41,434 Come along today. 1039 01:45:44,788 --> 01:45:46,871 Don't you feel like it? 1040 01:45:59,496 --> 01:46:01,635 Dear Nicholas... honey... 1041 01:46:01,660 --> 01:46:07,093 Keep your eyes open! Call for help, Peter. 1042 01:46:07,135 --> 01:46:11,305 Look at mom, Nicholas. Keep your eyes open. 1043 01:46:11,330 --> 01:46:14,267 Don't you want enough? 1044 01:46:15,152 --> 01:46:18,037 Such. Trust yourself. 1045 01:46:18,103 --> 01:46:20,176 Like a little frog. 1046 01:46:20,201 --> 01:46:24,065 Swim to me, swim to me... 1047 01:46:25,010 --> 01:46:27,947 I'm letting go. You can easily. 1048 01:46:27,972 --> 01:46:30,131 Swim to me. Yes, like that. 1049 01:46:30,156 --> 01:46:33,218 Keep going. Like that, yes. 1050 01:46:33,260 --> 01:46:37,135 I swim, dad. I swim. 1051 01:46:37,176 --> 01:46:40,093 Yes, you swim yourself. 1052 01:46:41,197 --> 01:46:44,208 - Finally. - You could do it yourself. 1053 01:46:44,365 --> 01:46:48,178 - I can swim. - How good you are. 1054 01:46:49,905 --> 01:46:52,783 I'm proud of you. You can swim. 1055 01:46:52,808 --> 01:46:55,944 Isn't it funny? Shall shall we swim a little more? 1056 01:46:56,257 --> 01:47:00,164 We swim out there. 1057 01:47:00,197 --> 01:47:03,270 Such. All the way. Continue. 1058 01:47:03,694 --> 01:47:06,798 Wait, Dad. I can't... 1059 01:47:50,410 --> 01:47:53,483 - Is it okay? - Yes. 1060 01:47:53,869 --> 01:47:55,260 I'm just giving Theo a bath. 1061 01:47:55,285 --> 01:47:58,504 Shouldn't I do it? - No, I will. 1062 01:47:59,908 --> 01:48:02,484 - Are you looking forward to them coming? - A lot. 1063 01:48:02,720 --> 01:48:06,699 Look what I found. - It's been a long time since you've worn them. 1064 01:48:07,532 --> 01:48:09,501 Yes. 1065 01:48:10,033 --> 01:48:14,703 I'll be back in a bit. Can you manage the rest in the meantime? 1066 01:48:14,728 --> 01:48:19,760 Theo! You have to take a shower. Are you ready? 1067 01:49:01,559 --> 01:49:04,681 - You are early on that. - Yes, sorry. 1068 01:49:04,706 --> 01:49:08,852 Come in. Are you alone? - She was going straight to her mother before. 1069 01:49:11,166 --> 01:49:14,627 Come in. How is it going? - It's going really well. 1070 01:49:14,877 --> 01:49:17,145 Did you come home this morning? 1071 01:49:17,187 --> 01:49:20,124 Yes. It's been a long time, I have been to New York. 1072 01:49:20,166 --> 01:49:22,893 Is it good to be in Toronto? - Yes. It's a cool city. 1073 01:49:22,918 --> 01:49:27,730 Would you like a glass? - No. I'm waiting for the others. 1074 01:49:31,963 --> 01:49:36,218 Lena and I are moving in together. Did mom tell you? 1075 01:49:36,260 --> 01:49:40,955 We are always together anyway the evening. Either with her or me. 1076 01:49:40,980 --> 01:49:42,736 Congratulations on that. 1077 01:49:42,761 --> 01:49:45,564 I look forward to introduce yourself to her. 1078 01:49:45,589 --> 01:49:49,393 I also look forward to saying hello on her. I've heard a lot. 1079 01:49:49,418 --> 01:49:54,080 She is lovely. I absolutely love her. 1080 01:49:55,248 --> 01:49:57,279 Well. 1081 01:49:58,218 --> 01:50:02,541 - Is Theo home? - Yes, he's in the shower. 1082 01:50:02,825 --> 01:50:05,127 We have a present for him. 1083 01:50:07,116 --> 01:50:10,126 But Lena wants to give them to him. 1084 01:50:11,861 --> 01:50:14,954 - I also have something for you. - To me? 1085 01:50:15,379 --> 01:50:19,369 There is something I want to tell you. 1086 01:50:22,918 --> 01:50:26,918 You should see yourself. Just calm down So I'm not going to be a father. 1087 01:50:27,288 --> 01:50:32,174 Shame I didn't think so either. - It's something... 1088 01:50:34,061 --> 01:50:39,155 Something about me. And you are the first to know. 1089 01:50:40,806 --> 01:50:42,015 May I hear? 1090 01:50:45,995 --> 01:50:51,047 In addition to going to college I pursue my old interest. 1091 01:50:52,876 --> 01:50:53,980 To write. 1092 01:50:54,351 --> 01:50:57,807 I've been doing that a lot lately. 1093 01:50:58,017 --> 01:51:03,975 After I moved to Toronto, have I had a much easier time with it all. 1094 01:51:07,547 --> 01:51:09,536 But then... 1095 01:51:11,926 --> 01:51:14,936 - Here it is. - What is it? 1096 01:51:15,827 --> 01:51:18,848 This is my first novel. 1097 01:51:19,406 --> 01:51:21,458 Have you written it? 1098 01:51:21,483 --> 01:51:27,285 I have not told about it because I was afraid that it would bring bad luck. 1099 01:51:27,988 --> 01:51:30,936 You are the first to get a copy. 1100 01:51:32,280 --> 01:51:35,311 "Death must wait". 1101 01:51:37,812 --> 01:51:39,906 Fantastic. 1102 01:51:40,197 --> 01:51:44,124 - When will it be released? - In two months. 1103 01:51:44,166 --> 01:51:48,051 Try opening it. So can you see, I have appropriated it for you. 1104 01:51:53,239 --> 01:51:56,838 To my father. For all that, he has done for me. 1105 01:51:57,937 --> 01:52:01,895 It is about one lot of what you know about. 1106 01:52:01,920 --> 01:52:06,878 All those years that were really hard to get through for you and mom. 1107 01:52:07,528 --> 01:52:12,330 But it ended well. And... 1108 01:52:12,787 --> 01:52:15,891 You are the first to get a copy. 1109 01:52:16,239 --> 01:52:19,893 Because without you I couldn't... 1110 01:52:19,918 --> 01:52:24,033 I am really proud of you. My big boy. 1111 01:52:25,871 --> 01:52:28,058 I'm really proud of you. 1112 01:52:29,869 --> 01:52:31,901 Now see if you like it. 1113 01:52:32,050 --> 01:52:36,946 I know you, and I know it's really nice. 1114 01:52:38,932 --> 01:52:42,077 I am simply so proud of you. 1115 01:52:42,907 --> 01:52:46,236 Are you starting to cry now? - No, no. Excuse me. 1116 01:52:57,998 --> 01:53:02,040 I really hope it will be a hit. - Then it does. 1117 01:53:05,249 --> 01:53:10,114 Can I go in and give Theo a hug? I have missed him. 1118 01:53:10,156 --> 01:53:14,239 He will be happy to see you. He often talks about his older brother. 1119 01:53:38,976 --> 01:53:40,924 Peter? 1120 01:53:46,501 --> 01:53:48,490 what are you doing 1121 01:53:55,460 --> 01:53:57,387 What is there? 1122 01:54:05,371 --> 01:54:08,340 Did you think of Nicholas? 1123 01:54:13,541 --> 01:54:16,572 I should have given him more attention. 1124 01:54:17,106 --> 01:54:20,106 You did your best. 1125 01:54:27,727 --> 01:54:29,904 I tried to imagine… 1126 01:54:30,062 --> 01:54:34,832 He was... He was so talented. 1127 01:54:34,857 --> 01:54:38,447 And he was so intelligent. 1128 01:54:40,682 --> 01:54:43,151 And sensitive. 1129 01:54:43,176 --> 01:54:45,239 And he... 1130 01:54:46,283 --> 01:54:50,166 He could have had a lot of good out of life. 1131 01:54:50,208 --> 01:54:55,187 I should have... I could have... 1132 01:54:57,208 --> 01:55:01,260 It's my fault, all of it. - No, it isn't. 1133 01:55:02,596 --> 01:55:06,187 So, so. Now take it easy. 1134 01:55:06,229 --> 01:55:11,281 It's really hard, though life goes on, Peter. 1135 01:55:11,908 --> 01:55:15,072 You have Theo and me. 1136 01:55:16,124 --> 01:55:19,083 We need you. 1137 01:55:19,124 --> 01:55:23,124 It's hard to come by through it, but life goes on. 1138 01:55:23,166 --> 01:55:27,187 No, it doesn't. Life cannot go on. 1139 01:55:28,658 --> 01:55:30,793 It does. 1140 01:55:33,515 --> 01:55:37,431 Now take it easy. 1141 01:55:38,249 --> 01:55:42,187 Think of your little son. Think of Theo. 1142 01:55:42,229 --> 01:55:46,072 He will soon be four years old. 1143 01:55:46,114 --> 01:55:49,270 Think about him. Then it should go. 1144 01:56:18,187 --> 01:56:21,187 to Gabriel 1145 01:56:23,780 --> 01:56:25,780 Text: YOLO and Firewalker 1146 01:57:43,260 --> 01:57:47,114 Translation: Martin Ringtved Media text Denmark