1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:09,083 A NETFLIX SERIES 2 00:00:17,250 --> 00:00:22,666 JANUARY 3 00:00:33,958 --> 00:00:38,083 FEBRUARY 4 00:00:49,166 --> 00:00:52,666 ♪ Every day I spend my time ♪ 5 00:00:52,750 --> 00:00:55,708 ♪ Drinkin' wine, feelin' fine ♪ 6 00:00:55,791 --> 00:00:58,750 ♪ Waitin' here to find the sign ♪ 7 00:00:59,250 --> 00:01:02,541 ♪ That I can understand ♪ 8 00:01:02,625 --> 00:01:04,208 ♪ Yes, I am ♪ 9 00:01:04,958 --> 00:01:07,208 ♪ In the days between the hours ♪ 10 00:01:07,291 --> 00:01:08,291 MARCH 11 00:01:08,375 --> 00:01:11,000 ♪ Ivory towers, bloody flowers ♪ 12 00:01:11,083 --> 00:01:14,083 ♪ Push their heads into the air ♪ 13 00:01:14,166 --> 00:01:17,875 ♪ I don't care if I ever know ♪ 14 00:01:17,958 --> 00:01:19,750 ♪ There I go ♪ 15 00:01:23,208 --> 00:01:28,458 ♪ Don't push your love too far ♪ 16 00:01:29,125 --> 00:01:30,125 APRIL 17 00:01:30,208 --> 00:01:34,291 ♪ Your wounds won't leave a scar ♪ 18 00:01:35,125 --> 00:01:40,375 ♪ Right now is where you are ♪ 19 00:01:40,875 --> 00:01:44,250 ♪ In a broken dream ♪ 20 00:01:47,666 --> 00:01:52,541 ♪ Did someone bow their head? ♪ 21 00:01:52,625 --> 00:01:53,958 MAY 22 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:58,416 ♪ Did someone break the bread? ♪ 23 00:01:58,500 --> 00:01:59,958 I'M GONNA SLAM 24 00:02:00,041 --> 00:02:04,750 ♪ Good people are in bed ♪ 25 00:02:05,333 --> 00:02:08,875 ♪ Before nine o'clock ♪ 26 00:02:10,583 --> 00:02:13,041 ♪ On the pad before my eyes ♪ 27 00:02:13,125 --> 00:02:14,416 JUNE 28 00:02:14,500 --> 00:02:16,875 ♪ Paper cries, tellin' lies ♪ 29 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:20,041 ♪ The promises you gave ♪ 30 00:02:20,125 --> 00:02:24,041 ♪ From the grave of a broken heart ♪ 31 00:02:24,750 --> 00:02:26,125 ♪ Mmm ♪ 32 00:02:26,208 --> 00:02:29,166 ♪ Every day I spend my time ♪ 33 00:02:29,250 --> 00:02:31,833 ♪ Drinkin' wine, feelin' fine ♪ 34 00:02:31,916 --> 00:02:32,833 JULY 35 00:02:32,916 --> 00:02:35,875 ♪ Waitin' here to find the sign ♪ 36 00:02:35,958 --> 00:02:39,291 ♪ That I can understand ♪ 37 00:02:39,375 --> 00:02:42,541 ♪ Yes, I am ♪ 38 00:02:42,625 --> 00:02:45,750 ♪ Oh ♪ 39 00:02:47,750 --> 00:02:51,125 AUGUST 40 00:02:54,125 --> 00:02:58,041 ♪ I sit here in my lonely room ♪ 41 00:03:08,750 --> 00:03:13,000 ♪ Don't push your love too far ♪ 42 00:03:14,375 --> 00:03:18,541 ♪ You know Your wounds won't even leave a scar ♪ 43 00:03:18,625 --> 00:03:20,041 SEPTEMBER 44 00:03:20,125 --> 00:03:25,333 ♪ But right now is where you are ♪ 45 00:03:26,041 --> 00:03:28,416 ♪ In a broken dream ♪ 46 00:03:29,583 --> 00:03:34,791 ♪ And don't you forget what I said ♪ 47 00:03:40,250 --> 00:03:43,708 Why won't you just be reasonable? Huh? Please think about it. 48 00:03:43,791 --> 00:03:46,458 What do you want? What the fuck do you want from me? 49 00:03:46,541 --> 00:03:48,861 So now that you need me, you're asking me to be reasonable? 50 00:03:48,916 --> 00:03:50,083 - I see. - You're right. Yeah. 51 00:03:50,166 --> 00:03:51,851 - You're smart. - What do you want me to say? 52 00:03:51,875 --> 00:03:53,333 - Lord Almighty. - Of course! 53 00:03:54,750 --> 00:03:57,666 You didn't fall in love with Costanza. You fell in love with Posillipo. 54 00:03:57,750 --> 00:03:59,958 - And that poor fool even believes you. - Oh, please. 55 00:04:00,041 --> 00:04:01,916 You're supposed to edit novels, not write them. 56 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:03,666 You come up with these crazy stories! 57 00:04:03,750 --> 00:04:06,208 You're a born liar just like my father always told me. 58 00:04:06,291 --> 00:04:07,458 Enough, come on. 59 00:04:07,541 --> 00:04:11,458 Nothing is leaving this house. Not a pin. Not even a sock. 60 00:04:11,541 --> 00:04:13,791 Nothing! Nothing is leaving this house. 61 00:04:13,875 --> 00:04:16,541 What's in here is mine too. Mine and yours, that's it. 62 00:04:24,666 --> 00:04:25,666 Bye. 63 00:04:28,666 --> 00:04:32,416 When you're little, everything seems big. 64 00:04:32,500 --> 00:04:35,916 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 65 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:37,708 CHAPTER 4 LONELINESS 66 00:04:37,791 --> 00:04:39,333 Are you mad at me? 67 00:04:39,416 --> 00:04:41,541 - No. - Tag, you're it. 68 00:04:41,625 --> 00:04:43,642 - Thank God. - I was it last time! 69 00:04:43,666 --> 00:04:46,291 At home, everyone is constantly pissed off. 70 00:04:46,375 --> 00:04:49,083 And then they cry, they all cry. Ida, Mom... 71 00:04:50,500 --> 00:04:51,958 Even my father cried. 72 00:04:52,708 --> 00:04:55,625 You know, the night he left, he had the suitcase in his hands, 73 00:04:55,708 --> 00:04:57,166 and he had tears in his eyes. 74 00:04:57,750 --> 00:05:00,625 Then he yelled at my mother. He was saying... 75 00:05:00,708 --> 00:05:03,416 ..."And who can guarantee that... that... 76 00:05:03,500 --> 00:05:06,583 that these are even mine or if they're that asshole's?" 77 00:05:06,666 --> 00:05:08,666 "That piece of shit is one of a kind." 78 00:05:09,541 --> 00:05:10,666 He meant your father. 79 00:05:11,416 --> 00:05:13,041 That's absurd. 80 00:05:13,125 --> 00:05:14,666 Well, not really. 81 00:05:15,333 --> 00:05:17,166 Your father is a bit of an asshole. 82 00:05:18,041 --> 00:05:19,375 Does he travel too? 83 00:05:19,875 --> 00:05:21,750 No, he reads. 84 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:31,000 After the divorce, they'll get married. 85 00:05:42,041 --> 00:05:43,541 I have to tell you something. 86 00:05:43,625 --> 00:05:45,458 But you have to promise not to tell anyone. 87 00:05:45,541 --> 00:05:47,666 I already know that you're dating Tonino. 88 00:05:48,291 --> 00:05:49,625 You already know? 89 00:05:50,875 --> 00:05:52,041 But aren't you mad at me? 90 00:05:52,125 --> 00:05:53,166 Are you crazy? 91 00:05:54,875 --> 00:05:58,000 Thank God. I was so worried that you'd be mad at me. 92 00:05:58,625 --> 00:06:01,041 - Why would I be mad at you? - How would I know? 93 00:06:01,125 --> 00:06:04,583 Well, first you said you loved him, and then you didn't. I need an update. 94 00:06:05,708 --> 00:06:08,208 I'm happy that you're together. Enjoy it. 95 00:06:09,083 --> 00:06:10,666 Know that you have my blessing. 96 00:06:18,416 --> 00:06:20,875 - How was your summer? - Good, yeah. 97 00:06:22,708 --> 00:06:24,666 My mom's depressed because my dad left. 98 00:06:25,291 --> 00:06:26,583 And I flunked out. 99 00:06:27,250 --> 00:06:28,416 I've heard. 100 00:06:28,500 --> 00:06:29,666 When they found out, 101 00:06:29,750 --> 00:06:33,750 they stopped fighting just long enough to agree not to let anyone know about it. 102 00:06:34,291 --> 00:06:35,625 What hypocrisy. 103 00:06:37,833 --> 00:06:40,625 I'm not complaining, 'cause I think next year will be better. 104 00:06:41,625 --> 00:06:43,345 Apparently, our parents are getting married. 105 00:06:43,375 --> 00:06:46,000 Mm, yeah. It's gonna be a big celebration. 106 00:06:49,333 --> 00:06:50,958 Well, don't get too excited. 107 00:06:52,083 --> 00:06:55,291 Even if those misfits get married, your father will always be Mariano, 108 00:06:55,375 --> 00:06:56,625 and mine's Andrea. 109 00:07:02,750 --> 00:07:04,041 Where are you going? 110 00:07:10,791 --> 00:07:12,125 She left me alone. 111 00:07:35,166 --> 00:07:36,791 Giannì, I hear you. 112 00:07:42,375 --> 00:07:43,541 Didn't want to open up? 113 00:07:43,625 --> 00:07:46,166 No. Mom doesn't want me to open up when I'm alone. 114 00:07:46,250 --> 00:07:48,333 That's why I did it. Come on. 115 00:07:50,333 --> 00:07:51,333 Hi, Nello. 116 00:07:54,208 --> 00:07:56,041 "Hi, Nello." 117 00:07:56,125 --> 00:07:58,875 You're a troublemaker. 118 00:08:02,916 --> 00:08:04,125 There. Come on. 119 00:08:04,208 --> 00:08:07,083 - You like being a troublemaker, huh? - Yeah. 120 00:08:08,041 --> 00:08:09,666 Would you like something? 121 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:11,791 No. I just had a coffee. 122 00:08:12,666 --> 00:08:15,666 - Okay. - Would you mind turning down the music? 123 00:08:16,541 --> 00:08:17,583 Sure. 124 00:08:21,583 --> 00:08:23,000 Wow. 125 00:08:25,333 --> 00:08:26,500 - Corrà. - Yeah? 126 00:08:26,583 --> 00:08:27,625 Hurry up. 127 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:30,168 It's a beautiful house you have, Giannì. 128 00:08:30,208 --> 00:08:31,291 Thank you. 129 00:08:31,375 --> 00:08:33,375 You have a mountain of books. 130 00:08:33,458 --> 00:08:34,750 - I like to read. - Yeah? 131 00:08:34,833 --> 00:08:36,633 - Do you? - No, I get bored. 132 00:08:36,666 --> 00:08:39,541 - I start and then never finish. - Oh. 133 00:08:39,625 --> 00:08:40,958 Would you like a cookie? 134 00:08:41,708 --> 00:08:43,875 No, thanks. I'm not hungry. 135 00:08:44,916 --> 00:08:46,416 And how are your siblings? 136 00:08:47,041 --> 00:08:49,041 Who, those two lovebirds? 137 00:08:49,125 --> 00:08:50,583 "Lovebirds" makes me laugh. 138 00:08:51,708 --> 00:08:54,791 My brother's a dummy because he's dating your friend Angela, 139 00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:57,125 - who's even dummier than he is. - Yeah. 140 00:08:57,208 --> 00:09:00,541 I asked him, "Tonì, so... have you kissed her?" 141 00:09:01,291 --> 00:09:03,083 And he said, "A few times." 142 00:09:03,583 --> 00:09:06,541 "Tonì, but did you touch her tits? Did you touch her pussy?" 143 00:09:06,625 --> 00:09:08,750 "No, because I respect her." 144 00:09:09,416 --> 00:09:11,625 "You really are so dumb!" 145 00:09:11,708 --> 00:09:14,416 Only a dummy would date a girl and respect her. 146 00:09:14,500 --> 00:09:16,833 What the fuck are you dating for if you respect her? 147 00:09:17,875 --> 00:09:20,375 Angela, if she wasn't such a dummy, would have told him, 148 00:09:20,458 --> 00:09:23,416 "Tonì, I love you, but stop respecting me, or I'll dump you." 149 00:09:25,666 --> 00:09:29,500 And Giuliana, my dummy sister, is dating this guy named Roberto. 150 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:31,583 - Do you know Roberto? - Yeah. 151 00:09:31,666 --> 00:09:33,106 - Tonino's intellectual friend. - Mm. 152 00:09:33,166 --> 00:09:34,916 They fell in love when they were children. 153 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:37,791 And now, you know, they've started dating. Sounds good, right? 154 00:09:37,875 --> 00:09:39,250 - It's a nice thing. - Mm. 155 00:09:39,333 --> 00:09:41,250 Except Giuliana's lost her mind. 156 00:09:41,333 --> 00:09:43,041 She's just so dumb. 157 00:09:43,125 --> 00:09:45,833 "You know, Roberto is... I don't know, the coolest, 158 00:09:45,916 --> 00:09:49,041 the most handsome, intelligent, the best of them all." 159 00:09:49,125 --> 00:09:51,208 - "And very religious." - Hm. 160 00:09:51,291 --> 00:09:56,500 Once Jesus, right from the cross, asked him, "Robè, tell me something." 161 00:09:56,583 --> 00:09:59,083 "How come you're always here at church?" 162 00:09:59,166 --> 00:10:02,083 "You believe in my father more than I do, and I'm his son!" 163 00:10:12,125 --> 00:10:14,333 - Wanna see something? - Mm-mm. 164 00:10:18,708 --> 00:10:21,000 Gimme your hand. You can touch it. 165 00:10:30,083 --> 00:10:32,000 Hold it. Ah! 166 00:10:32,625 --> 00:10:34,125 Ah-ah-ah-ah. 167 00:10:34,208 --> 00:10:36,916 Not quite so strong. You're hurting me. 168 00:10:37,958 --> 00:10:39,916 Aah. Yeah, just like that. 169 00:10:44,208 --> 00:10:45,768 This is the first time you touched one? 170 00:10:45,833 --> 00:10:47,541 No, stop. My mother could be back any time. 171 00:10:47,625 --> 00:10:48,625 Oh, no, no, that's fine. 172 00:10:48,666 --> 00:10:51,267 When she gets here, we'll let her touch it too. What's the problem? 173 00:10:56,958 --> 00:10:59,416 Wanna kiss it? 174 00:11:03,916 --> 00:11:05,291 - You okay? - Mm... 175 00:11:05,375 --> 00:11:07,166 Stop, stop, stop, stop. One sec. 176 00:11:10,833 --> 00:11:13,041 Oh, I, um... I have to go, Giannì. It's late. 177 00:11:13,125 --> 00:11:14,125 Mm-hmm. 178 00:11:15,291 --> 00:11:17,000 But we had fun, right? 179 00:11:20,041 --> 00:11:22,791 - Can I see you again? - I can't. I have to study. 180 00:11:22,875 --> 00:11:25,125 Study for what? You're so smart already. 181 00:11:25,208 --> 00:11:27,500 - I'm not smart. I flunked out of school. - Oh. 182 00:11:27,583 --> 00:11:30,017 I stabbed a guy in his thigh with a pen, so I failed the year. 183 00:11:30,041 --> 00:11:31,041 Ah... 184 00:11:31,791 --> 00:11:33,708 I'll see you out. 185 00:11:37,750 --> 00:11:40,000 Oh! 186 00:11:40,583 --> 00:11:43,000 - I almost forgot the reason I came here. - What? 187 00:11:43,083 --> 00:11:46,125 Oh my God, Vittoria would have gotten so mad! 188 00:11:46,208 --> 00:11:48,250 She yells like an animal. 189 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:50,541 - Vittoria? - Yeah. 190 00:11:50,625 --> 00:11:53,500 - What does she want? - Uh, nothing, Giannì. She, uh... 191 00:11:53,583 --> 00:11:55,517 - She sent me to get her bracelet. - The bracelet? 192 00:11:55,541 --> 00:11:57,750 - Mm-hmm. - But why? 193 00:11:57,833 --> 00:12:00,250 She says 194 00:12:01,875 --> 00:12:03,666 that you don't know how to behave. 195 00:12:04,333 --> 00:12:05,541 That you never call her, 196 00:12:06,416 --> 00:12:08,456 that you disappear if there's nothing in it for you, 197 00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:10,500 and it's not true that you love your relatives. 198 00:12:11,291 --> 00:12:14,375 And then... she says you're exactly like your father. 199 00:12:15,250 --> 00:12:18,458 - Okay. Then I'll speak to her myself. - No, no, no, no, no, no. 200 00:12:18,541 --> 00:12:20,125 - Give me the bracelet. - No. 201 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:25,708 Tell her this. "Giovanna will bring you the bracelet herself." Hm? 202 00:12:28,500 --> 00:12:29,916 You're stubborn, aren't you? 203 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:31,000 Mm. 204 00:12:34,083 --> 00:12:35,125 Okay, then. 205 00:12:36,583 --> 00:12:38,666 What can I say, then? 206 00:12:39,333 --> 00:12:40,750 Nothing. Now go. 207 00:12:40,833 --> 00:12:41,916 - Get out. - Ah! 208 00:12:43,041 --> 00:12:44,375 I'll see you out. 209 00:12:44,458 --> 00:12:45,458 Thank you. 210 00:12:46,375 --> 00:12:48,291 You're so kind. 211 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:50,625 Where's the door? I can't find the way. 212 00:12:50,708 --> 00:12:53,000 I can't find the way! 213 00:13:54,375 --> 00:13:56,916 - So, how's school going? - Good. 214 00:13:59,625 --> 00:14:00,791 Are you studying? 215 00:14:00,875 --> 00:14:02,000 Of course I am. 216 00:14:05,625 --> 00:14:07,958 - How are your new classmates this year? - I don't know. 217 00:14:08,875 --> 00:14:10,208 I have to think about it. 218 00:14:23,166 --> 00:14:25,041 If you want to laugh, then go ahead. 219 00:14:25,958 --> 00:14:27,208 You scare me. 220 00:14:28,916 --> 00:14:30,875 Scare you? 221 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:34,291 - Yeah. - Hmm. 222 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:37,041 Your likability scares me. 223 00:14:42,250 --> 00:14:43,333 Thanks. 224 00:14:45,625 --> 00:14:47,000 I talked to the principal. 225 00:14:47,083 --> 00:14:49,708 In the end, I managed to convince her you were right. 226 00:14:51,041 --> 00:14:54,000 That the bully really deserved that pen in his thigh. 227 00:14:54,583 --> 00:14:55,625 You shouldn't have. 228 00:14:57,541 --> 00:14:58,750 Take it as a lesson. 229 00:15:02,041 --> 00:15:04,125 You can make anyone come to attention. 230 00:15:07,125 --> 00:15:09,416 For the rest of high school, she'll be on your side now. 231 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:11,750 Not my side. Your side. 232 00:15:24,416 --> 00:15:26,416 So you're saying you didn't like the way I behaved? 233 00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:29,291 No, actually, you did a good job. 234 00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:32,875 If you had asked her to marry you, she would have accepted. 235 00:15:35,375 --> 00:15:36,375 Ha ha. 236 00:15:36,916 --> 00:15:38,625 No. Asshole. 237 00:15:40,500 --> 00:15:42,458 What should I have done, in your opinion? 238 00:15:43,291 --> 00:15:45,000 Mind your own business. 239 00:15:45,958 --> 00:15:47,083 You went away. 240 00:15:48,041 --> 00:15:50,333 Now you have a new wife, new daughters. 241 00:15:51,625 --> 00:15:54,041 - Leave Mom and me alone. - Hmm. 242 00:15:56,416 --> 00:15:58,583 Your mom and I really care for each other. 243 00:15:59,916 --> 00:16:01,541 And you are my only daughter. 244 00:16:02,708 --> 00:16:03,833 Bullshit. 245 00:16:07,208 --> 00:16:08,416 No, it's the truth. 246 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:13,916 Sometimes people only lie to... 247 00:16:15,083 --> 00:16:16,875 to protect the people that they love, okay? 248 00:16:16,958 --> 00:16:18,250 There you go. 249 00:16:19,083 --> 00:16:22,041 That's the kind of bullshit of those who lie for a living. 250 00:16:26,541 --> 00:16:29,375 Remember, when you were little, I called you "Croquette"? 251 00:16:30,458 --> 00:16:31,750 Croquette! 252 00:16:50,958 --> 00:16:52,958 When you're done eating, we can go. 253 00:16:53,041 --> 00:16:54,375 Shall I drive you home? 254 00:16:55,208 --> 00:16:56,458 Tell me something. 255 00:16:56,541 --> 00:16:59,291 When you say "home," is it my home or your home? 256 00:17:00,125 --> 00:17:01,750 - Wherever you want. - Mm. 257 00:17:09,541 --> 00:17:12,041 You have the ability to get in people's heads, Dad. 258 00:17:12,875 --> 00:17:16,750 But once you get inside their head, and you get them to do whatever you want, 259 00:17:17,583 --> 00:17:18,791 what are you left with? 260 00:17:39,708 --> 00:17:40,625 Let's go. 261 00:18:00,750 --> 00:18:02,000 Say hi to your mother. 262 00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:05,250 The other day, Corrado came to see me. 263 00:18:05,791 --> 00:18:07,875 - Who's Corrado? - Margherita's son. 264 00:18:08,375 --> 00:18:09,375 And why is that? 265 00:18:09,458 --> 00:18:11,875 Nothing. I jerked him off, and then he left. Bye! 266 00:18:50,208 --> 00:18:51,541 UNITY 267 00:18:52,333 --> 00:18:53,625 Dad says hi. 268 00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:58,541 Did you two eat? 269 00:18:58,625 --> 00:19:00,291 - Yes. - And what did you have? 270 00:19:00,375 --> 00:19:02,875 Panzerotti, some fritters, and, uh, croquettes. 271 00:19:02,958 --> 00:19:05,791 - You always eat the same things. - Yes. 272 00:19:06,583 --> 00:19:09,000 And he's not so young anymore. It's not good for him. 273 00:19:12,041 --> 00:19:13,750 Look at this. Hm? 274 00:19:14,541 --> 00:19:17,000 His article is right on the front page of L'Unità. 275 00:19:17,500 --> 00:19:19,125 "Downtown and suburbs." 276 00:19:19,208 --> 00:19:21,750 "An unstable balance on the edge of the abyss." 277 00:19:22,666 --> 00:19:25,125 He must be happy. Didn't he tell you? 278 00:19:25,625 --> 00:19:26,625 No. 279 00:19:27,291 --> 00:19:28,458 What did you talk about? 280 00:19:29,416 --> 00:19:30,541 Nothing. 281 00:19:31,708 --> 00:19:32,833 Anyway... 282 00:19:33,333 --> 00:19:35,000 - Here. Would you like to see? - No. 283 00:19:35,666 --> 00:19:37,666 I don't understand why you read it. 284 00:19:38,166 --> 00:19:39,500 Aren't you ashamed? 285 00:20:18,166 --> 00:20:19,291 What's this? 286 00:20:20,500 --> 00:20:21,500 Oh. 287 00:20:23,958 --> 00:20:25,791 I put it there for you. 288 00:20:25,875 --> 00:20:29,125 I was rearranging the books. I found it in the Italian dictionary. 289 00:20:29,625 --> 00:20:32,750 - There's Aunt Vittoria. - Look how handsome your dad is. 290 00:20:33,833 --> 00:20:36,250 Dad and Aunt Vittoria seem happy here. 291 00:20:37,041 --> 00:20:38,208 Who's this lady? 292 00:20:38,291 --> 00:20:39,750 Your grandma. 293 00:20:41,166 --> 00:20:42,916 - What was she like? - Hateful. 294 00:20:43,416 --> 00:20:44,458 But why? 295 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:48,458 She cared more for strangers than her own children. Or me. 296 00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:50,541 She's wearing my bracelet. 297 00:20:51,166 --> 00:20:52,625 I didn't even notice. 298 00:20:53,291 --> 00:20:54,500 I saw it right away. 299 00:20:55,041 --> 00:20:57,708 You saw it right away? I gave this to you to show you your father, 300 00:20:57,791 --> 00:20:59,458 but you didn't even look at him. 301 00:20:59,541 --> 00:21:02,166 No, I did. I don't find him as handsome as you do. 302 00:21:02,250 --> 00:21:03,708 He's really handsome. 303 00:21:03,791 --> 00:21:08,333 You're still too young to understand the special beauty of an intelligent man. 304 00:21:10,666 --> 00:21:12,375 To me, he looks like Vittoria. 305 00:21:18,458 --> 00:21:20,500 Well, you know, he left me, not you, so... 306 00:21:21,375 --> 00:21:22,750 He left both of us. 307 00:21:23,708 --> 00:21:24,791 I hate him. 308 00:21:25,416 --> 00:21:26,541 It's my job to hate him. 309 00:21:26,625 --> 00:21:28,875 Since you're not doing it, I'll do it for you. 310 00:21:29,708 --> 00:21:31,250 You're angry, and I get it. 311 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,458 But your dad's an honest man. 312 00:21:36,458 --> 00:21:38,083 And in his own way, loyal. 313 00:21:40,916 --> 00:21:44,083 In all these years, his true love has always been Costanza. 314 00:21:45,416 --> 00:21:47,416 So we shouldn't be surprised 315 00:21:47,500 --> 00:21:50,458 if he chose to give her the bracelet that belonged to his mother. 316 00:22:40,916 --> 00:22:42,375 Did something happen? 317 00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:46,083 We're having a little party to celebrate Ida's birthday. 318 00:22:46,166 --> 00:22:47,166 Coming? 319 00:22:51,125 --> 00:22:53,791 Giovà, come on. Make this little effort. 320 00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:56,000 Ida would love to see you there. 321 00:22:59,125 --> 00:23:00,291 Adriana? 322 00:23:03,666 --> 00:23:04,666 Yeah? 323 00:23:04,750 --> 00:23:06,208 Can you take home my Vespa? 324 00:23:06,291 --> 00:23:08,458 Just be careful with the clutch. It's having trouble. 325 00:23:08,541 --> 00:23:11,000 - Sure, no problem. I'll take care of it. - Thank you. 326 00:23:12,666 --> 00:23:13,666 Rino. 327 00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:26,875 Angela had a dream about you the other night. 328 00:23:27,458 --> 00:23:30,875 She was looking for a shoe. She couldn't find it anywhere. 329 00:23:30,958 --> 00:23:32,375 Then you found it for her. 330 00:23:33,166 --> 00:23:35,291 It's not my fault we don't see each other. 331 00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:38,208 You're right. 332 00:23:38,291 --> 00:23:40,791 Okay, groom. Hug the beautiful bride. 333 00:23:41,375 --> 00:23:44,083 - Okay, hold still. - Hold on, Salvatore. 334 00:23:44,166 --> 00:23:46,666 - I wanna take a photo without the crutch. - Sure. 335 00:23:48,708 --> 00:23:50,166 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! 336 00:23:50,250 --> 00:23:53,041 - Hey, hey. Are you okay? - I'm okay. 337 00:23:53,125 --> 00:23:54,833 - Are you sure? - Yes. 338 00:23:55,333 --> 00:23:56,791 Okay. Smile. 339 00:23:57,333 --> 00:23:59,166 That was great, you guys. All right? 340 00:23:59,250 --> 00:24:01,500 Get closer. That's it. 341 00:24:03,166 --> 00:24:04,708 Okay, great. Beautiful. 342 00:24:04,791 --> 00:24:05,791 Here we are. 343 00:24:05,875 --> 00:24:07,625 Let's take one more. 344 00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:11,333 Okay, this one is gonna be a close-up, so make sure those smiles are... 345 00:24:11,416 --> 00:24:13,291 Beautiful. All right, here we go. 346 00:24:13,791 --> 00:24:15,333 Nice. 347 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:17,666 Beautiful. One more. 348 00:24:18,166 --> 00:24:21,375 You father is hurting. He's worried about you. He can't sleep. 349 00:24:21,458 --> 00:24:23,416 He's short of breath at night. 350 00:24:23,916 --> 00:24:26,541 He misses you. And so do Angela and Ida. 351 00:24:35,208 --> 00:24:37,166 Right there. Very good. 352 00:24:39,041 --> 00:24:39,875 Beautiful. 353 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:41,125 I miss you all too. 354 00:24:44,125 --> 00:24:46,541 And I even miss Mariano. 355 00:24:47,875 --> 00:24:50,541 No one's to blame. Sometimes we just make mistakes. 356 00:24:51,625 --> 00:24:53,791 We hurt each other unintentionally. 357 00:24:54,458 --> 00:24:55,666 You're wise. 358 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:58,458 No. I just read a lot of novels. 359 00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:02,125 Beautiful. I love it. 360 00:25:02,833 --> 00:25:04,375 Oh, these are gonna turn out amazing. 361 00:25:04,458 --> 00:25:05,708 Can you tell I've cried? 362 00:25:05,791 --> 00:25:07,271 A few more? 363 00:25:07,333 --> 00:25:08,916 - No. - Listen. 364 00:25:09,958 --> 00:25:11,791 Can I ask you for a little favor? 365 00:25:12,666 --> 00:25:14,208 Very nice. 366 00:25:14,291 --> 00:25:16,708 - Do you guys want a wider shot? - Yes. Yes. 367 00:25:18,416 --> 00:25:19,416 Sure. 368 00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:22,125 Beautiful. Beautiful. 369 00:25:22,208 --> 00:25:24,833 - Lies, how many you all tell. - Very good. 370 00:25:28,708 --> 00:25:30,208 Hold still. A kiss? 371 00:25:30,291 --> 00:25:32,291 A kiss? A kiss, a nice little kiss. 372 00:25:32,875 --> 00:25:34,333 Go on, one more. One more. 373 00:25:34,958 --> 00:25:37,416 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 374 00:26:04,375 --> 00:26:05,875 Look who I brought over. 375 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:16,291 Happy birthday. 376 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:17,500 Thanks. 377 00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:38,625 Tonino is special. 378 00:26:39,708 --> 00:26:40,833 He speaks little 379 00:26:40,916 --> 00:26:42,958 and really slowly. 380 00:26:43,958 --> 00:26:45,875 But he always says important things. 381 00:26:47,125 --> 00:26:50,000 He picks me up from school every day. 382 00:26:50,583 --> 00:26:52,708 He's the most handsome man I've ever seen. 383 00:26:56,208 --> 00:27:01,458 The other night, he took me to a pizzeria with Giuliana and Roberto, her boyfriend. 384 00:27:01,958 --> 00:27:05,291 I don't understand why Giuliana is so head over heels for him anyway. 385 00:27:05,375 --> 00:27:08,041 I mean, he just seems so... normal. 386 00:27:09,500 --> 00:27:11,416 And Tonino is very fond of him too. 387 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:15,000 He says he's so smart, but I think Tonino is better. 388 00:27:15,083 --> 00:27:18,708 Angela, be careful saying, "Tonino this" and "Tonino that." 389 00:27:18,791 --> 00:27:21,291 Because if they find out the two of you are together, 390 00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:22,791 it's going to get really messy. 391 00:27:23,625 --> 00:27:24,750 My mother mustn't find out. 392 00:27:25,583 --> 00:27:27,375 - And Mariano? - No way! 393 00:27:27,458 --> 00:27:30,291 - If my father finds out, he'll make you... - Your father is nobody! 394 00:27:30,375 --> 00:27:33,208 - And he can't tell me what to do anyway. - Angela's right. 395 00:27:33,708 --> 00:27:35,250 Our father is Mariano. 396 00:27:36,250 --> 00:27:38,875 But we've decided we're no longer anyone's daughters. 397 00:27:39,666 --> 00:27:41,916 We're not even our mother's daughter. We're fed up. 398 00:27:44,125 --> 00:27:45,708 She's just a whore. 399 00:27:45,791 --> 00:27:47,583 She's just your father's whore. 400 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:52,291 I spat on my father's picture the other day. 401 00:27:52,375 --> 00:27:53,500 Would you? 402 00:27:54,125 --> 00:27:56,041 I totally would spit on my mother's photo. 403 00:27:56,125 --> 00:27:57,583 I wouldn't. On neither of them. 404 00:27:58,291 --> 00:28:01,101 - I'd even piss on my father's picture. - Let's do it together! 405 00:28:01,125 --> 00:28:03,005 - If you do, I'll write about you. - What? 406 00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,283 I'll write about you two pissing on the photo of Andrea. 407 00:28:05,333 --> 00:28:06,458 Like a story? 408 00:28:07,416 --> 00:28:08,416 Yes. 409 00:28:11,166 --> 00:28:14,166 Well, if you like that story, just wait until I tell you what I've done. 410 00:28:14,250 --> 00:28:17,541 - Why, what did you do? - I'm even more of a slut than your mother. 411 00:28:18,333 --> 00:28:19,958 Do you have a boyfriend? 412 00:28:20,458 --> 00:28:22,750 You don't need a boyfriend to be a slut, you know. 413 00:28:23,250 --> 00:28:24,916 You just do it with random guys. 414 00:28:25,416 --> 00:28:26,875 That's what you do? 415 00:28:27,916 --> 00:28:30,833 Yeah, they unzip their pants and ask me to hold it in my hands. 416 00:28:31,333 --> 00:28:32,666 Aren't you grossed out? 417 00:28:33,166 --> 00:28:36,208 Yeah, it's gross. It stinks like a public toilet. 418 00:28:36,291 --> 00:28:39,250 - At least kisses are nice. - How would I know? 419 00:28:39,333 --> 00:28:40,791 Boys get bored of kissing you. 420 00:28:40,875 --> 00:28:43,541 It's not true, because Tonino's always giving me kisses. 421 00:28:43,625 --> 00:28:45,666 Oh, he kisses you? What else? 422 00:28:45,750 --> 00:28:46,833 No, he respects me. 423 00:28:47,958 --> 00:28:50,142 Yeah, but what's the point of any boy that respects you? 424 00:28:50,166 --> 00:28:51,708 The point is he loves me, okay? 425 00:28:51,791 --> 00:28:53,958 And it seems like no one loves you, Giovà! 426 00:28:54,458 --> 00:28:55,791 You even failed school. 427 00:28:59,541 --> 00:29:00,666 Is it true? 428 00:29:01,375 --> 00:29:02,458 Yes, it's true. What? 429 00:29:03,166 --> 00:29:04,291 We won't tell anyone. 430 00:29:05,750 --> 00:29:07,958 Wake up, you children. 431 00:29:09,875 --> 00:29:13,666 Anyway, only bitches like you study, get respected and pass their exams! 432 00:29:13,750 --> 00:29:16,833 I don't get respected, I don't study, and I'm a slut as well. 433 00:29:21,250 --> 00:29:25,500 Three, four, and a happy birthday! 434 00:29:25,583 --> 00:29:27,166 Happy birthday! 435 00:29:27,250 --> 00:29:28,791 - Thank you. - Hooray! 436 00:29:32,291 --> 00:29:34,083 I'm an adult now. So fuck you. 437 00:29:34,166 --> 00:29:35,083 Ida, language! 438 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:41,750 Why hasn't Mariano shown up yet? 439 00:29:41,833 --> 00:29:43,125 Giovanna, please. 440 00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:45,250 Don't be rude, okay? Stop it. 441 00:29:47,333 --> 00:29:50,000 - Did I say something wrong? - You know what I mean. 442 00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,541 Excuse me. Be right back. 443 00:30:07,666 --> 00:30:09,708 Hmm. Happy birthday, honey. 444 00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:33,845 Why are you wearing Mom's bracelet? 445 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:34,875 She gave it to me. 446 00:30:36,458 --> 00:30:38,708 Why'd you give it to her? I wanted to have it! 447 00:30:39,666 --> 00:30:41,083 Actually, I wanted it. 448 00:30:46,083 --> 00:30:48,750 - Give the bracelet back, Giovà. - No, it's done. 449 00:30:48,833 --> 00:30:51,333 The bracelet belongs to Giovanna. I gave it to her. 450 00:30:52,083 --> 00:30:53,666 But why did you give it to her? 451 00:30:54,458 --> 00:30:57,658 - She's a good girl, and she's studious. - Bullshit. Why would you tell her that? 452 00:30:57,708 --> 00:30:59,166 Oh, I'm a good girl who studies? 453 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:02,083 I stabbed a guy in the leg, and I flunked out of school! 454 00:31:06,375 --> 00:31:08,916 I told you to give the bracelet back to Costanza. 455 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,720 No. The bracelet was my grandma's, and I won't give it to a stranger. 456 00:31:11,791 --> 00:31:14,416 Don't you think I know who the bracelet belonged to? 457 00:31:14,500 --> 00:31:16,375 Now give it back to her immediately. 458 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,291 You fucking piss me off! 459 00:31:25,333 --> 00:31:27,125 The bracelet is Giovanna's. 460 00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:29,416 I don't want to hear another word about this. 461 00:31:31,083 --> 00:31:32,625 Happy birthday. 462 00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:37,125 I'll give you a slice of cake to take to your mother. 463 00:31:40,083 --> 00:31:41,083 Okay. 464 00:32:07,500 --> 00:32:08,833 Did you get scared? 465 00:32:12,125 --> 00:32:14,125 Because I'm not the same anymore, huh? 466 00:32:15,666 --> 00:32:16,958 Maybe you're right. 467 00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,333 Can you stop the car for a second? 468 00:32:46,916 --> 00:32:48,458 I... love you. 469 00:32:49,208 --> 00:32:51,166 I love you so much, Giovà. 470 00:32:51,250 --> 00:32:53,000 And I love your mom too. 471 00:32:53,083 --> 00:32:54,541 God, I love you. 472 00:32:55,083 --> 00:32:58,291 Sorry, but don't you think it's ridiculous that this pain means you love us? 473 00:33:00,208 --> 00:33:02,625 Can't you... understand me? 474 00:33:02,708 --> 00:33:06,041 Or at least... ...try to show some empathy? 475 00:33:06,125 --> 00:33:08,666 Look how much I'm fucking hurting. Fuck! 476 00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:13,000 No, I can't show you empathy. 477 00:33:15,291 --> 00:33:17,458 I grew up thinking you were a great man. 478 00:33:20,166 --> 00:33:23,666 Now give me some time to adjust to what you really are. 479 00:33:26,833 --> 00:33:28,666 I'm sorry you feel so bad. 480 00:33:35,583 --> 00:33:37,000 You don't get it, Giovà. 481 00:33:39,958 --> 00:33:41,208 I'm not feeling bad. 482 00:33:42,041 --> 00:33:43,291 I'm feeling great. 483 00:33:45,708 --> 00:33:46,916 Do you get it? 484 00:33:48,500 --> 00:33:49,625 You and your mother 485 00:33:50,250 --> 00:33:54,291 forced me to tell a bunch of lies to avoid hurting you. 486 00:33:55,083 --> 00:33:56,416 I loved your mother. 487 00:33:57,250 --> 00:33:59,208 But I fell in love with another woman. 488 00:33:59,916 --> 00:34:02,791 I fell in love with Costanza, and I'm not ashamed of it. 489 00:34:03,416 --> 00:34:04,666 I took what I wanted. 490 00:34:07,458 --> 00:34:10,416 Excuse me. Why did you send me the flutes? 491 00:34:11,458 --> 00:34:14,291 I know. Well, I'm just not that fond of them. 492 00:34:14,791 --> 00:34:16,666 Don't you have any different glasses? 493 00:34:16,750 --> 00:34:17,750 Sure. 494 00:34:18,333 --> 00:34:19,333 Thanks. 495 00:34:19,791 --> 00:34:21,791 - What's happening? - Nothing. 496 00:34:22,333 --> 00:34:25,041 They always seem to mess up with these fucking glasses. 497 00:34:27,291 --> 00:34:28,875 So, tell me something. 498 00:34:29,375 --> 00:34:31,083 Doesn't that bathrobe bother you? 499 00:34:32,125 --> 00:34:33,166 Yes. 500 00:34:44,083 --> 00:34:45,666 Do you wanna talk about lies? 501 00:34:47,333 --> 00:34:50,291 Your mother didn't refuse playing footsie under the table. 502 00:34:52,208 --> 00:34:53,833 She just didn't go all the way. 503 00:34:55,666 --> 00:34:59,083 Because she didn't have the courage to choose. But I did make a choice. 504 00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:02,041 Because I'm passionate. 505 00:35:05,875 --> 00:35:07,541 And now I can tell you the truth. 506 00:35:10,500 --> 00:35:12,541 I love you more than my own life. 507 00:35:13,666 --> 00:35:16,291 But you and Mom have to stop being a pain in the ass. 508 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:23,833 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 509 00:35:23,916 --> 00:35:26,000 ♪ La-la, la-la-la ♪ 510 00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:27,851 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 511 00:35:27,875 --> 00:35:30,041 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 512 00:35:30,125 --> 00:35:31,791 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 513 00:35:31,875 --> 00:35:33,875 ♪ La-la, la-la-la ♪ 514 00:35:33,958 --> 00:35:35,708 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 515 00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:37,500 ♪ La-la, la-la, la-la-la ♪ 516 00:35:39,958 --> 00:35:43,666 ♪ Who told you I had to leave you? ♪ 517 00:35:43,750 --> 00:35:47,666 ♪ Death is better than this pain ♪ 518 00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:49,583 ♪ Ay-yi-yi-yi ♪ 519 00:35:49,666 --> 00:35:51,375 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying ♪ 520 00:35:51,458 --> 00:35:55,375 ♪ Breath of my heart You are my love ♪ 521 00:35:55,458 --> 00:35:57,458 ♪ Ay-yi-yi-yi ♪ 522 00:35:57,500 --> 00:35:59,125 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying ♪ 523 00:35:59,208 --> 00:36:02,666 ♪ Breath of my heart You are my love ♪ 524 00:36:03,250 --> 00:36:04,958 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 525 00:36:05,041 --> 00:36:07,208 ♪ La-la, la-la-la ♪ 526 00:36:07,291 --> 00:36:08,958 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 527 00:36:09,041 --> 00:36:10,958 ♪ La-la, la-la, la-la-la ♪ 528 00:36:11,041 --> 00:36:12,750 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 529 00:36:12,833 --> 00:36:15,000 ♪ La-la, la-la-la ♪ 530 00:36:15,083 --> 00:36:16,750 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 531 00:36:16,833 --> 00:36:18,500 ♪ La-la, la-la, la-la-la ♪ 532 00:36:20,875 --> 00:36:24,416 ♪ Who told you that, my darling? ♪ 533 00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:28,416 ♪ My heart is breaking, little by little ♪ 534 00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:30,500 ♪ Ay-yi-yi-yi ♪ 535 00:36:30,541 --> 00:36:32,375 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying ♪ 536 00:36:32,458 --> 00:36:36,333 ♪ Breath of my heart You are my love ♪ 537 00:36:36,416 --> 00:36:38,166 ♪ Ay-yi-yi-yi ♪ 538 00:36:38,250 --> 00:36:40,125 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying ♪ 539 00:36:40,208 --> 00:36:43,625 ♪ Breath of my heart You are my love ♪ 540 00:36:46,166 --> 00:36:49,833 ♪ The first time I made love Was with you ♪ 541 00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:53,750 ♪ And you ingrate, you are forgetting me ♪ 542 00:36:53,833 --> 00:36:59,291 ♪ Let's make up, my love Breath of my soul... ♪ 543 00:36:59,375 --> 00:37:00,541 - Mom? - Huh? 544 00:37:06,291 --> 00:37:07,291 Mom, you... 545 00:37:07,750 --> 00:37:08,750 What is it? 546 00:37:10,958 --> 00:37:11,958 Nothing. 547 00:37:12,875 --> 00:37:13,958 I love you. 548 00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:16,958 ♪ La-la, la-la, la-la-la ♪ 549 00:37:17,041 --> 00:37:18,916 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 550 00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:20,750 ♪ La-la, la-la ♪ 551 00:37:20,833 --> 00:37:22,583 ♪ La, la, la, la, la-la-la ♪ 552 00:37:22,666 --> 00:37:24,291 ♪ La-la, la-la, la-la-la ♪ 553 00:37:40,166 --> 00:37:41,666 You learned perfectly. 554 00:37:41,750 --> 00:37:43,458 Thanks. 555 00:37:44,208 --> 00:37:46,666 Do your friends wear that much makeup to go on a school trip? 556 00:37:46,750 --> 00:37:47,916 You have no idea. 557 00:37:49,666 --> 00:37:51,083 How will you get to Caserta? 558 00:37:51,166 --> 00:37:52,166 The train. 559 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:54,583 Are there any teachers going? 560 00:37:55,208 --> 00:37:56,208 No. 561 00:37:56,583 --> 00:37:58,333 It's something we organized. 562 00:38:01,166 --> 00:38:02,250 Okay. 563 00:38:02,333 --> 00:38:03,833 - Don't be late. - No. 564 00:38:35,666 --> 00:38:38,750 - Hi. - No, cutie, sit next to me here, okay? 565 00:38:38,833 --> 00:38:40,166 I'll sit here, thanks. 566 00:38:40,250 --> 00:38:42,666 Giannì, you deaf? I just told you to come here. 567 00:38:42,750 --> 00:38:45,070 We're leaving Rosario in the front alone? Is he our driver? 568 00:38:45,125 --> 00:38:47,892 Forget the driver. You belong to me. You have to sit where I'm sitting. 569 00:38:47,916 --> 00:38:50,833 "You belong to me," my ass! Corrado, really? 570 00:38:50,916 --> 00:38:52,375 I'll sit wherever I want. 571 00:38:53,833 --> 00:38:55,208 You're silly. 572 00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,833 Latin lover! 573 00:39:17,166 --> 00:39:18,666 Is this your car? 574 00:39:19,166 --> 00:39:20,500 It sure is. 575 00:39:20,583 --> 00:39:21,833 You're rich, then? 576 00:39:22,375 --> 00:39:23,375 Yeah. 577 00:39:26,041 --> 00:39:27,916 Can we go to the Park of Remembrance? 578 00:39:28,416 --> 00:39:29,666 Wherever you want. 579 00:39:34,333 --> 00:39:35,916 As long as you do as I say. 580 00:39:38,416 --> 00:39:41,541 Corrado, why don't you calm down a bit, huh? 581 00:39:42,041 --> 00:39:45,291 Giannì's a woman, and she can do whatever she wants, right? 582 00:39:51,083 --> 00:39:52,708 Can I put my hand on the gear stick? 583 00:39:52,791 --> 00:39:54,000 Of course. 584 00:39:55,958 --> 00:39:57,958 - Will you teach me? - Absolutely. 585 00:40:19,541 --> 00:40:20,750 Take off your scarf. 586 00:40:21,250 --> 00:40:22,250 Come on. 587 00:40:22,333 --> 00:40:23,333 No. 588 00:40:23,666 --> 00:40:25,250 Open up a bit. Show us. 589 00:40:25,333 --> 00:40:26,416 Enough, okay? 590 00:40:26,500 --> 00:40:27,625 Hey, Giannì. 591 00:40:30,500 --> 00:40:33,041 Don't you realize how much you disgust me? 592 00:40:35,333 --> 00:40:36,875 I even disgust myself. 593 00:40:58,541 --> 00:41:00,208 Go on, Giannì. We'll wait here. 594 00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:02,375 We'll be up ahead right around the corner. 595 00:41:02,458 --> 00:41:03,458 - Okay. - Hey. 596 00:41:03,500 --> 00:41:05,416 Don't tell her you came with us, okay? 597 00:41:06,500 --> 00:41:08,208 And please hurry up. Be quick! 598 00:41:21,791 --> 00:41:22,833 Hey, Vittoria. 599 00:41:22,916 --> 00:41:24,796 - Hey, hi. - Want a roasted chestnut? 600 00:41:24,833 --> 00:41:27,250 - They're nice and warm. - Thank you. Thanks a lot. 601 00:41:28,041 --> 00:41:30,458 Your mom? She still in the hospital? 602 00:41:30,541 --> 00:41:32,916 Yeah, I'll go see her today. 603 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:35,166 - Give her a kiss for me. - Thanks. 604 00:41:42,208 --> 00:41:45,666 I made a mistake. You're not blood of my blood. 605 00:41:45,750 --> 00:41:47,000 You're a stranger. 606 00:41:54,458 --> 00:41:56,083 Give me back my bracelet, okay? 607 00:41:57,333 --> 00:41:58,666 You don't deserve it. 608 00:42:03,625 --> 00:42:06,250 I didn't give it back because I thought it was mine. 609 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:10,333 But then I realized... 610 00:42:11,875 --> 00:42:13,000 ...it's yours. 611 00:42:22,541 --> 00:42:23,541 Here. 612 00:42:29,291 --> 00:42:31,375 I gave it to you. 613 00:42:33,208 --> 00:42:34,625 It's enough that you care. 614 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:43,625 Come on. We'll be late. 615 00:42:43,708 --> 00:42:44,791 For what? 616 00:42:44,875 --> 00:42:47,625 To the church. Roberto's giving a speech today. 617 00:42:48,458 --> 00:42:50,458 Then we'll have lunch at Margherita's. 618 00:42:50,541 --> 00:42:51,583 Come on. 619 00:42:52,416 --> 00:42:55,500 - I don't want to intrude, Auntie. - Shut up and take my hand. 620 00:43:10,125 --> 00:43:11,833 Come on! Are you okay? 621 00:43:28,708 --> 00:43:29,916 Come on now, let's go! 622 00:43:31,625 --> 00:43:34,833 Aha! You came with Corrado and that other asshole! 623 00:43:34,916 --> 00:43:36,625 - No, no. - Oh no? 624 00:43:42,125 --> 00:43:43,458 Now, you listen to me! 625 00:43:45,125 --> 00:43:46,934 - I didn't do anything! - You little shitheads! 626 00:43:46,958 --> 00:43:48,708 No! Assholes! 627 00:43:49,916 --> 00:43:51,208 Go to fucking hell! 628 00:43:54,166 --> 00:43:56,000 Shitheads. 629 00:43:59,708 --> 00:44:01,041 You're a liar! 630 00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:02,833 - Huh? - Yes. 631 00:44:04,041 --> 00:44:06,041 Yes? 632 00:44:07,875 --> 00:44:08,875 Whatever. 633 00:44:09,416 --> 00:44:11,625 Everyone lies once in a while. 634 00:44:11,708 --> 00:44:12,875 When they have to. 635 00:44:13,416 --> 00:44:16,458 It's not a life-or-death thing. 636 00:44:17,250 --> 00:44:19,416 - Roberto, you still wanna go see him? - Yes. 637 00:44:20,416 --> 00:44:21,958 Okay. 638 00:44:35,041 --> 00:44:36,541 What a horrible mess. 639 00:44:36,625 --> 00:44:38,750 I feared Vittoria and her contempt. 640 00:44:38,833 --> 00:44:41,041 I loathed Corrado and Rosario. 641 00:44:41,125 --> 00:44:43,166 I couldn't even stand myself anymore. 642 00:44:43,250 --> 00:44:45,050 - I was exhausted. - Are you ready? 643 00:44:45,125 --> 00:44:46,125 Yes, I am. 644 00:44:49,958 --> 00:44:51,791 - You ready? - Give me a minute. 645 00:44:52,458 --> 00:44:53,875 I have to talk to Giovanna. 646 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:57,083 Okay. 647 00:44:57,666 --> 00:45:00,458 And then suddenly, Roberto, yes, him, 648 00:45:00,541 --> 00:45:02,416 sat down right next to me 649 00:45:02,500 --> 00:45:04,583 and very calmly began talking to me. 650 00:45:04,666 --> 00:45:07,000 To me. As if I really mattered to him. 651 00:45:07,083 --> 00:45:08,250 May I read it? 652 00:45:17,166 --> 00:45:18,541 "Compunction." 653 00:45:20,291 --> 00:45:22,166 This word is a very powerful one. 654 00:45:24,125 --> 00:45:26,375 It means pain. Repentance. 655 00:45:28,291 --> 00:45:30,500 But people have given it the wrong meaning. 656 00:45:30,583 --> 00:45:35,291 They think it means ostentation, hypocrisy, and lies. 657 00:45:35,375 --> 00:45:36,583 It's not true. 658 00:45:44,750 --> 00:45:48,333 Compunction is like a needle carrying the thread around 659 00:45:48,416 --> 00:45:50,666 through the sparse weaves of our existence. 660 00:45:51,166 --> 00:45:53,416 It's an extreme form of self-supervision. 661 00:45:55,500 --> 00:45:58,583 It's like a sharp knife that has to wound our conscience 662 00:45:59,083 --> 00:46:00,583 to prevent it from falling asleep. 663 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:11,583 Hurry up. Go. 664 00:46:11,666 --> 00:46:12,666 Yeah, go. 665 00:46:22,333 --> 00:46:23,375 Excuse me. 666 00:46:23,916 --> 00:46:25,250 They're waiting for you. 667 00:46:26,416 --> 00:46:27,708 Giovà, you coming? 668 00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:44,500 And now, brothers and sisters, can I have your attention? 669 00:46:44,583 --> 00:46:47,583 Today, our guest speaker is going to be Roberto Matese. 670 00:46:48,166 --> 00:46:49,916 Roberto is an inspiring young man 671 00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:52,541 who wants to share the gift of his words with us. 672 00:46:52,625 --> 00:46:54,875 He's able to open our hearts in a unique way. 673 00:46:54,958 --> 00:46:56,666 I got scared. 674 00:46:57,166 --> 00:46:59,125 Because, for the first time in my life, 675 00:46:59,625 --> 00:47:01,791 I thought I wanted to make love to someone. 676 00:47:02,333 --> 00:47:05,083 Today, I'd like to talk to you about compunction. 677 00:47:06,333 --> 00:47:09,916 Imagine a needle carrying a thread through the weaves of a garment. 678 00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:11,000 Giannì! 679 00:47:11,791 --> 00:47:13,583 That garment is our soul. 680 00:47:14,291 --> 00:47:15,958 And the thread... 681 00:48:29,083 --> 00:48:31,375 Hey! 682 00:48:32,958 --> 00:48:35,708 What you doing all alone? Come on! 683 00:48:35,791 --> 00:48:38,375 Bye, Giovanna! 684 00:49:08,625 --> 00:49:13,208 BASED ON THE NOVEL OF THE SAME NAME BY ELENA FERRANTE 685 00:51:01,250 --> 00:51:05,000 When you're little, everything seems big. 686 00:51:05,083 --> 00:51:09,125 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 687 00:51:09,708 --> 00:51:11,708 Each to their own. 688 00:51:13,500 --> 00:51:15,500 Nobody knows. 689 00:51:16,500 --> 00:51:18,583 Nobody knows. 690 00:52:24,666 --> 00:52:26,500 Each to their own. 691 00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:28,250 Nobody knows. 692 00:52:31,041 --> 00:52:32,750 Each to their own. 693 00:52:33,375 --> 00:52:35,458 Nobody knows.