1 00:00:01,348 --> 00:00:02,741 - Tristan, that day in the locker room... 2 00:00:02,784 --> 00:00:04,743 - Nowak, doesn't know. - You two know each other? 3 00:00:04,786 --> 00:00:06,397 - We were partners in flight school. 4 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:08,007 - Caught red-handed. 5 00:00:08,050 --> 00:00:09,530 - Jeremy? You just disappeared 6 00:00:09,574 --> 00:00:11,619 and then you show up at my job dressed as a paramedic? 7 00:00:11,663 --> 00:00:14,622 - Training as a PCP. - I worked way too hard 8 00:00:14,666 --> 00:00:16,798 just get distracted now. 9 00:00:16,842 --> 00:00:18,104 - That tough cadet vibe 10 00:00:18,148 --> 00:00:19,584 is going to turn me off, your're wrong. 11 00:00:19,627 --> 00:00:21,542 - You're a match for a patient in Toronto 12 00:00:21,586 --> 00:00:23,109 on a waitlist for a kidney. 13 00:00:23,153 --> 00:00:24,632 Recipient is a close genetic relative. 14 00:00:24,676 --> 00:00:27,722 - I'm looking for Jay Chopra. - Do you know Chopper? 15 00:00:27,766 --> 00:00:29,289 - I'm his wife. 16 00:00:32,466 --> 00:00:33,989 - I mean, what's she even doing here? 17 00:00:34,033 --> 00:00:36,296 They're divorced. Okay, what, he gets hurt 18 00:00:36,340 --> 00:00:39,169 and Sunita shows up claiming to be his wife? 19 00:00:39,212 --> 00:00:40,474 [sizzling] I mean... 20 00:00:40,518 --> 00:00:41,649 What does she even want from him? 21 00:00:41,693 --> 00:00:43,086 - If it's screaming, it's in pain. 22 00:00:43,129 --> 00:00:44,652 Don't scald it. - I'm trying to. 23 00:00:44,696 --> 00:00:46,393 - I don't know what the deal with Sunita is. 24 00:00:46,437 --> 00:00:48,265 But the important thing right now is Chopper 25 00:00:48,308 --> 00:00:49,831 - It's been 24 hours. Shouldn't he have 26 00:00:49,875 --> 00:00:51,224 woken up by now? - It depends how fast 27 00:00:51,268 --> 00:00:52,878 the swelling comes down. - Emergency! 28 00:00:52,921 --> 00:00:55,054 Sorry guys, medical emergency. 29 00:00:55,098 --> 00:00:56,664 Sorry folks, you know how it is? 30 00:00:56,708 --> 00:00:59,363 Emergencies. Okay, buddy. So... 31 00:00:59,406 --> 00:01:01,539 We've got two oat milk, dude. And mine's double syrup, 32 00:01:01,582 --> 00:01:03,367 don't forget that. It's important, okay? 33 00:01:03,410 --> 00:01:04,629 Oh. Hey, Crys... 34 00:01:04,672 --> 00:01:06,109 - Jeremy. 35 00:01:06,152 --> 00:01:08,372 - You're a paramedic now? - In training. 36 00:01:08,415 --> 00:01:10,852 Five months, right, Jer? 37 00:01:10,896 --> 00:01:12,027 - Yeah. 38 00:01:12,071 --> 00:01:14,639 - A plot twist up in the north, eh? 39 00:01:14,682 --> 00:01:17,032 - Hey boss, you got a phone? 40 00:01:17,076 --> 00:01:18,817 I twisted my knee, 41 00:01:18,860 --> 00:01:20,297 need to call my wife to come get me. 42 00:01:20,340 --> 00:01:22,299 - Want me to take a look? I can... 43 00:01:22,342 --> 00:01:24,562 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah, yeah. Take a seat. 44 00:01:25,389 --> 00:01:26,955 [groans] 45 00:01:28,218 --> 00:01:30,524 - I haven't done this in a couple of years. 46 00:01:30,568 --> 00:01:31,960 Must have overdone it. 47 00:01:32,004 --> 00:01:33,788 Trying to get in shape for summer, you know? 48 00:01:33,832 --> 00:01:35,050 - I'd say you've got time, buddy. 49 00:01:35,094 --> 00:01:36,921 - Anyway, started to get all lightheaded, 50 00:01:36,965 --> 00:01:38,445 twisted the dang thing. 51 00:01:38,489 --> 00:01:40,186 - Yeah, it's swollen. Probably just sprained. 52 00:01:40,230 --> 00:01:42,319 I can wrap it for you if you want. 53 00:01:42,362 --> 00:01:43,711 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah, yeah. 54 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,284 [speaking Nêhiyawwin] 55 00:01:51,328 --> 00:01:53,417 It's going to slide right off, you need to cross it. 56 00:01:55,636 --> 00:01:56,985 I know what I'm doing. 57 00:01:58,335 --> 00:02:00,859 Tighter, that's the whole point of wrapping it. 58 00:02:00,902 --> 00:02:03,209 - Crys, can you just let me do my job, okay, please. 59 00:02:03,253 --> 00:02:04,776 - Oh, it's been my job a lot longer. 60 00:02:04,819 --> 00:02:06,560 - Okay, well, right now, I'm doing it. 61 00:02:06,604 --> 00:02:07,909 - Yeah, and you're not doing it right. 62 00:02:07,953 --> 00:02:09,607 I'm just trying to help you, Jer. 63 00:02:09,650 --> 00:02:10,782 - Oh, whoa, whoa. 64 00:02:11,826 --> 00:02:14,568 - He was lightheaded. Could be heart. 65 00:02:14,612 --> 00:02:16,788 He's arresting, he needs CPR. Start compressions. 66 00:02:16,831 --> 00:02:18,398 - I haven't done. I've only done it on dummies. 67 00:02:18,442 --> 00:02:20,226 - Just do compressions. Anybody can handle that. 68 00:02:20,270 --> 00:02:22,837 Can you call an actual ambulance, Bodie. 69 00:02:23,316 --> 00:02:24,926 - Okay... 70 00:02:24,970 --> 00:02:26,145 [crack] I just broke something, 71 00:02:26,189 --> 00:02:27,407 I just broke something. - Keep going, 72 00:02:27,451 --> 00:02:29,192 that's normal. C'mon. 73 00:02:29,888 --> 00:02:32,456 - One, two, three, four, five, six... 74 00:02:35,110 --> 00:02:37,330 - 57-year-old male, cardiac arrest 75 00:02:37,374 --> 00:02:38,984 following strenuous activity. 76 00:02:39,027 --> 00:02:40,551 - Ms. Highway, you seem to be everywhere. 77 00:02:40,594 --> 00:02:42,335 Your clinical doesn't start until nine. 78 00:02:42,379 --> 00:02:44,119 - Yeah, somehow work always finds me. 79 00:02:44,163 --> 00:02:46,644 Among other things. - Bay 3, get a crash cart, 80 00:02:46,687 --> 00:02:48,907 let's go. We've got it! 81 00:02:48,949 --> 00:02:50,430 - He's going to be okay, right? 82 00:02:50,473 --> 00:02:52,302 Right? He's going to be okay? 83 00:02:52,345 --> 00:02:54,478 - He was lucky enough to get CPR as soon as he arrested. 84 00:02:54,521 --> 00:02:56,480 He'd be luckier if he got it from someone who actually 85 00:02:56,523 --> 00:02:58,133 knew what they were doing... - Crys, I know 86 00:02:58,177 --> 00:03:00,745 I blanked back there. I do know some stuff. 87 00:03:00,788 --> 00:03:02,573 - CPR is basic, Jeremy. 88 00:03:02,616 --> 00:03:04,357 It's the easiest thing we'll do in the field. 89 00:03:04,401 --> 00:03:06,272 - We can't all be perfect out of the gate, Crys. 90 00:03:06,316 --> 00:03:07,752 Alright? Some of us make mistakes. 91 00:03:07,795 --> 00:03:09,493 - We don't get to make mistakes. 92 00:03:12,887 --> 00:03:14,411 It's saving lives. 93 00:03:17,979 --> 00:03:20,417 [suspenseful music] 94 00:03:21,505 --> 00:03:23,463 - The fryer's busted again. 95 00:03:23,507 --> 00:03:25,378 Then I guess you're going to have to fix it again. 96 00:03:25,422 --> 00:03:26,423 Better hop to Champ, 97 00:03:26,466 --> 00:03:28,120 it's going to be lunch rush soon. 98 00:03:28,163 --> 00:03:29,513 - You got it, Champ. 99 00:03:29,556 --> 00:03:31,819 [laughing] 100 00:03:31,863 --> 00:03:33,473 [groans] 101 00:03:34,996 --> 00:03:37,042 Damn it, now I got to mop too. 102 00:03:37,085 --> 00:03:38,348 [laughing] 103 00:03:38,391 --> 00:03:40,001 Oh, God, this thing is heavy. 104 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:44,179 [groaning] - Oh my God! 105 00:03:44,223 --> 00:03:46,530 [groaning] 106 00:03:46,573 --> 00:03:48,009 - I'm alright, Becca. 107 00:03:51,839 --> 00:03:53,972 [ominous tone] 108 00:03:54,015 --> 00:03:56,366 [tense music] 109 00:04:04,025 --> 00:04:07,159 - So, wait. Is she his wife, or not? 110 00:04:07,202 --> 00:04:10,205 - That is... unclear. 111 00:04:10,249 --> 00:04:13,208 All I know about Chopper's ex is they got married young, 112 00:04:13,252 --> 00:04:15,428 and she didn't want him to be a pilot. 113 00:04:15,472 --> 00:04:17,691 - Dude, flying is Chopper's life. 114 00:04:17,735 --> 00:04:20,172 Telling him not to fly is like telling him not to breathe. 115 00:04:20,215 --> 00:04:21,651 - Right? - Never be with someone 116 00:04:21,695 --> 00:04:23,480 who doesn't want me to follow my dreams. 117 00:04:23,523 --> 00:04:25,873 - Yeah. Oh! - Yikes. It's cold out there. 118 00:04:25,917 --> 00:04:27,048 You are like ice. 119 00:04:27,092 --> 00:04:29,660 - And you're hot, temperature-wise. 120 00:04:31,618 --> 00:04:33,577 - Uh... I'll go this way, yeah, there we go. 121 00:04:40,540 --> 00:04:42,847 - You camping out here, boss? 122 00:04:42,890 --> 00:04:44,762 - Uh, kind of. 123 00:04:44,805 --> 00:04:46,503 Yeah, you know, with the expansion. 124 00:04:46,546 --> 00:04:48,069 Sometimes it's just easier to crash here, huh? 125 00:04:48,113 --> 00:04:50,115 - Right. 126 00:04:50,158 --> 00:04:51,769 [pagers beeping] 127 00:04:51,812 --> 00:04:53,945 - So... 128 00:04:53,988 --> 00:04:55,773 should you ladies turn around or will I? 129 00:04:59,124 --> 00:05:00,821 - He's in here. 130 00:05:00,865 --> 00:05:02,649 [groaning] 131 00:05:02,693 --> 00:05:03,824 Careful! 132 00:05:03,868 --> 00:05:05,522 - Whoa! 133 00:05:05,565 --> 00:05:08,568 - Slippery. - Yeah, safety first. 134 00:05:08,612 --> 00:05:10,135 Thanks, boss. 135 00:05:11,397 --> 00:05:13,356 Here, I got you right down here. 136 00:05:14,444 --> 00:05:16,402 - It hurts... 137 00:05:16,446 --> 00:05:18,361 - I know. I need to take a look 138 00:05:18,404 --> 00:05:20,014 and I'm going to try to be gentle, okay? 139 00:05:20,058 --> 00:05:22,800 Extensive burns to the chest and neck, 140 00:05:22,843 --> 00:05:24,584 but your airway seems clear. 141 00:05:24,628 --> 00:05:25,933 Are you having any trouble breathing? 142 00:05:25,977 --> 00:05:27,544 - My face is burning. 143 00:05:27,587 --> 00:05:29,415 - Okay, I'm going to start an IV for the pain. 144 00:05:29,459 --> 00:05:31,286 Grab the burn dressings from my bag? 145 00:05:31,330 --> 00:05:32,897 - Yeah. - Glove up first. 146 00:05:33,593 --> 00:05:35,943 - Is it going to scar? - Let's not worry about that 147 00:05:35,987 --> 00:05:37,641 right now, okay? - You don't understand. 148 00:05:37,684 --> 00:05:39,164 I've had, like, really bad acne. 149 00:05:39,207 --> 00:05:40,905 Like, really bad for years. Do you know what it's like 150 00:05:40,948 --> 00:05:42,297 to have a messed-up face? 151 00:05:42,341 --> 00:05:45,475 It's all anyone can see. Can't even hide it. 152 00:05:47,259 --> 00:05:48,826 - Here you go. 153 00:05:48,869 --> 00:05:50,262 - Okay. This is going to sting. 154 00:05:50,305 --> 00:05:51,959 - Face first. 155 00:05:52,003 --> 00:05:54,440 - The burn is on your neck. - I don't care. 156 00:05:54,484 --> 00:05:55,789 Please. 157 00:05:58,879 --> 00:06:00,968 - Cut four holes in a dressing. 158 00:06:01,012 --> 00:06:02,883 Eyes, nose, mouth. - Okay. 159 00:06:02,927 --> 00:06:04,232 - I got a prescription for my acne 160 00:06:04,276 --> 00:06:06,321 a couple months ago. 161 00:06:06,365 --> 00:06:09,586 People finally saw me. Not the pizza face. 162 00:06:10,804 --> 00:06:13,111 I asked Becca to Spring Formal, and she actually said yes. 163 00:06:13,154 --> 00:06:14,982 Because I didn't look like a freak anymore. 164 00:06:15,026 --> 00:06:16,419 Please, I can't go back to that. 165 00:06:18,638 --> 00:06:20,814 - Just try to relax, okay? 166 00:06:23,121 --> 00:06:24,905 - Thank you. 167 00:06:24,949 --> 00:06:27,473 - It's okay. I understand about scars. 168 00:06:29,214 --> 00:06:32,043 [plane engine revving] 169 00:06:35,089 --> 00:06:37,309 Hey, I just dropped off my patient. 170 00:06:37,351 --> 00:06:39,616 - I brought some of my practice lattes from work. 171 00:06:39,659 --> 00:06:41,966 If this doesn't wake Chopper up, nothing will. 172 00:06:44,011 --> 00:06:45,665 - Okay, He isn't intubated anymore, 173 00:06:45,709 --> 00:06:47,232 which is a good sign. 174 00:06:47,275 --> 00:06:49,147 They must expect him to wake up soon. 175 00:06:50,061 --> 00:06:51,541 - Hey, guys. - How's he doing, 176 00:06:51,584 --> 00:06:53,673 what're the doctors saying? - Not much. 177 00:06:53,717 --> 00:06:55,196 At least, not to us. 178 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:58,243 They're only sharing updates with the immediate family. 179 00:06:58,286 --> 00:07:00,332 - But, after we brought him in yesterday, 180 00:07:00,375 --> 00:07:01,768 they were giving us updates. 181 00:07:01,812 --> 00:07:04,249 - The family has decided they don't want 182 00:07:04,292 --> 00:07:05,816 his medical information released. 183 00:07:05,859 --> 00:07:08,253 - Seriously? We're his family. 184 00:07:08,296 --> 00:07:09,428 They're divorced. 185 00:07:09,472 --> 00:07:11,343 - She's still his emergency contact. 186 00:07:11,386 --> 00:07:13,214 - Okay, so, Chopper forgot to update 187 00:07:13,258 --> 00:07:14,346 after they got a divorce. 188 00:07:14,389 --> 00:07:16,609 - Or they really are back together. 189 00:07:16,653 --> 00:07:18,263 Either way, the hospital has to respect her wishes. 190 00:07:18,306 --> 00:07:19,743 - Can we go see him at least? 191 00:07:20,526 --> 00:07:22,528 - The family isn't allowing visitors. 192 00:07:22,572 --> 00:07:24,051 - Who does this woman think she is? 193 00:07:24,095 --> 00:07:25,836 She hasn't been in his life for years, now she's back 194 00:07:25,879 --> 00:07:27,446 acting like she means something to him, 195 00:07:27,490 --> 00:07:28,752 just because he's going to be an astronaut 196 00:07:28,795 --> 00:07:31,145 and she thinks she can get something from him? 197 00:07:32,625 --> 00:07:34,105 - Okay, so... 198 00:07:34,148 --> 00:07:36,542 that didn't seem like it's just about Chopper. 199 00:07:37,761 --> 00:07:38,979 - My clinical. 200 00:07:40,285 --> 00:07:43,027 [somber music] 201 00:07:45,551 --> 00:07:47,684 - This is the type of thing 202 00:07:47,726 --> 00:07:49,294 you'd usually talk to Chopper about, 203 00:07:49,337 --> 00:07:50,904 but... 204 00:07:51,601 --> 00:07:52,950 Ta-da! 205 00:07:54,212 --> 00:07:55,300 You okay? 206 00:07:55,343 --> 00:07:57,084 - I got a call from donor screening. 207 00:07:57,128 --> 00:07:59,043 They found a close genetic relative. 208 00:07:59,086 --> 00:08:00,914 - Bodie, that's great. 209 00:08:00,958 --> 00:08:03,264 Who is it? Is it your mom? 210 00:08:03,308 --> 00:08:05,397 - Whoever it is. They only came looking 211 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:06,833 because they need a kidney. 212 00:08:06,877 --> 00:08:09,923 I told donor screening to lose my number. 213 00:08:09,967 --> 00:08:12,360 But... What if it is Jolene? 214 00:08:14,058 --> 00:08:16,190 What if... 215 00:08:16,234 --> 00:08:17,801 What if she knows that I've been looking for her 216 00:08:17,844 --> 00:08:19,759 this entire time, 217 00:08:19,803 --> 00:08:21,326 and she just didn't care, until she needed 218 00:08:21,369 --> 00:08:22,719 something from me? 219 00:08:22,762 --> 00:08:25,025 [distant sirens] 220 00:08:26,461 --> 00:08:28,202 - Look... 221 00:08:28,246 --> 00:08:29,943 I know it's different, but... 222 00:08:29,987 --> 00:08:32,250 the last six months since my surgery, 223 00:08:33,294 --> 00:08:34,818 really made me think about what my mom 224 00:08:34,861 --> 00:08:36,515 went through when she was sick. 225 00:08:37,342 --> 00:08:40,039 No one should go through that alone, Bodie. 226 00:08:41,825 --> 00:08:44,436 - But sharing DNA doesn't make you family. 227 00:08:44,479 --> 00:08:46,612 Chopper's family. 228 00:08:46,656 --> 00:08:48,396 I owe it to him to be in there. 229 00:08:53,445 --> 00:08:54,577 - You know... 230 00:08:56,013 --> 00:08:59,407 Anyone can go anywhere in a hospital wearing scrubs. 231 00:09:01,496 --> 00:09:04,195 [gentle music] 232 00:09:11,115 --> 00:09:13,726 [buzzing] 233 00:09:22,953 --> 00:09:25,303 - Why are you wearing pajamas in space? 234 00:09:25,346 --> 00:09:27,218 - Chops, you're awake. 235 00:09:27,261 --> 00:09:28,785 Are you okay? 236 00:09:28,828 --> 00:09:31,091 You were in an accident. What do you remember? 237 00:09:31,135 --> 00:09:34,573 - I was in selection camp... 238 00:09:37,402 --> 00:09:40,623 doing an impossible exercise, and... 239 00:09:44,801 --> 00:09:47,194 I thought I had more time. 240 00:09:47,238 --> 00:09:48,935 - Your propane tank blew. 241 00:09:49,980 --> 00:09:51,634 What were you doing up in that fire tower? 242 00:09:52,983 --> 00:09:54,854 - I was trying to simulate a space walk. 243 00:09:54,898 --> 00:09:56,247 - In Manitoba? 244 00:09:56,290 --> 00:09:58,075 Why weren't you at selection camp? 245 00:09:58,815 --> 00:10:02,688 - They were giving everyone in the final sixteen time off. 246 00:10:02,732 --> 00:10:04,908 Before they selected two astronauts, 247 00:10:04,951 --> 00:10:06,866 I was going to come see you. 248 00:10:06,910 --> 00:10:08,346 Bods, I really was. 249 00:10:08,389 --> 00:10:10,870 I just, I wanted to practice more. 250 00:10:11,958 --> 00:10:13,481 - What about you and Sunita? You didn't tell me 251 00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:14,961 you two were back together. 252 00:10:15,005 --> 00:10:17,485 - I'm sorry, I must have hit my head pretty hard. 253 00:10:17,529 --> 00:10:18,922 You... 254 00:10:18,965 --> 00:10:21,011 I thought you said Sunita. 255 00:10:21,054 --> 00:10:22,490 - Jay? 256 00:10:22,534 --> 00:10:24,144 - Suni? 257 00:10:24,188 --> 00:10:25,537 What are you doing here? 258 00:10:25,580 --> 00:10:26,930 - When someone's in an explosion, 259 00:10:26,973 --> 00:10:29,454 they usually call their emergency contact. 260 00:10:30,498 --> 00:10:32,500 [speaking Hindi] 261 00:10:38,898 --> 00:10:40,552 [in English] I'll call the doctor. 262 00:10:40,595 --> 00:10:41,988 - I'm glad you came, Suni. 263 00:10:42,946 --> 00:10:44,512 - Wasn't sure you would be. 264 00:10:44,556 --> 00:10:46,036 - I mean, it's... 265 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:47,907 it's embarrassing. 266 00:10:47,951 --> 00:10:50,170 First time seeing each other since the divorce. 267 00:10:50,214 --> 00:10:52,738 And I'm all banged up in a backless nightie. 268 00:10:52,782 --> 00:10:54,261 - You make it work. 269 00:10:55,393 --> 00:10:57,656 - Honestly, Suni, I'm okay. 270 00:10:59,876 --> 00:11:02,008 Except, my arm is killing me. 271 00:11:06,186 --> 00:11:08,319 Uh... I'm... 272 00:11:09,799 --> 00:11:11,496 glad you came. 273 00:11:14,586 --> 00:11:15,761 - Okay. 274 00:11:16,675 --> 00:11:18,503 I guess I'll go get the doctor. 275 00:11:24,683 --> 00:11:25,902 - Bodie texted, 276 00:11:25,945 --> 00:11:27,033 "They're doing tests, 277 00:11:27,077 --> 00:11:28,252 but Chopper is in good spirits." 278 00:11:28,295 --> 00:11:29,732 And apparently, he's happy Sunita is here 279 00:11:29,775 --> 00:11:31,516 so you know there's a story... 280 00:11:32,647 --> 00:11:35,476 - Hey, blow a fuse, Nowie? It's March. 281 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:37,130 - What's the matter, Skippy? Scared of the cold 282 00:11:37,174 --> 00:11:38,784 or just getting your ass whooped? 283 00:11:38,828 --> 00:11:40,090 [laughing] - We used to play 284 00:11:40,133 --> 00:11:41,265 in flight school. 285 00:11:42,092 --> 00:11:43,920 You just think this is going to give you an edge 286 00:11:43,963 --> 00:11:46,009 because of your icy Polish blood. 287 00:11:46,052 --> 00:11:48,228 [exhaling] 288 00:11:48,272 --> 00:11:49,621 - Brave move, dogging the captain 289 00:11:49,664 --> 00:11:50,753 doing your Line Check tomorrow. 290 00:11:50,796 --> 00:11:53,756 C'mon, Lex, cadets versus civvies. 291 00:11:55,583 --> 00:11:57,150 C'mon, Tris. 292 00:11:57,194 --> 00:11:59,762 Chopper's awake and it's only minus five. 293 00:11:59,805 --> 00:12:01,024 Time to celebrate. 294 00:12:01,067 --> 00:12:04,201 [♪ Raise a Little Hell by Trooper] 295 00:12:04,244 --> 00:12:06,464 ♪ Raise a little hell 296 00:12:07,857 --> 00:12:09,859 [shouting] 297 00:12:09,902 --> 00:12:12,339 ♪ Raise a little hell, Raise a little hell ♪ 298 00:12:12,383 --> 00:12:13,776 ♪ Raise a little hell 299 00:12:16,996 --> 00:12:18,955 ♪ Raise a little hell, Raise a little hell ♪ 300 00:12:18,998 --> 00:12:20,783 ♪ Raise a little hell 301 00:12:22,654 --> 00:12:23,829 ♪ If you don't like 302 00:12:23,873 --> 00:12:25,657 ♪ What you got 303 00:12:25,700 --> 00:12:27,790 ♪ Why don't you change it 304 00:12:29,269 --> 00:12:30,923 ♪ If your world 305 00:12:30,967 --> 00:12:32,272 ♪ Is all screwed up 306 00:12:32,316 --> 00:12:34,361 ♪ Rearrange it 307 00:12:36,668 --> 00:12:39,279 ♪ Raise a little hell, Raise a little hell ♪ 308 00:12:39,323 --> 00:12:40,498 ♪ Raise a little hell 309 00:12:41,804 --> 00:12:43,501 [excited shouting] 310 00:12:43,544 --> 00:12:46,330 ♪ Raise a little hell, Raise a little hell ♪ 311 00:12:46,373 --> 00:12:48,071 ♪ Raise a little hell 312 00:12:49,550 --> 00:12:51,248 ♪ If you don't like 313 00:12:51,291 --> 00:12:52,423 ♪ What you see 314 00:12:52,466 --> 00:12:54,555 ♪ Why don't you fight it 315 00:12:56,644 --> 00:12:59,734 ♪ If you know there's something wrong ♪ 316 00:12:59,778 --> 00:13:00,866 ♪ Why don't you... ♪ 317 00:13:00,910 --> 00:13:02,650 [excited exclamations] 318 00:13:02,694 --> 00:13:03,869 [laughing] 319 00:13:05,305 --> 00:13:06,872 - She's good. 320 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:08,395 - C'mon, Hayley's cheating. 321 00:13:08,439 --> 00:13:10,397 She's wearing a shirt while we're freezing our buns off. 322 00:13:10,441 --> 00:13:11,790 - Yeah, c'mon, Hayls. 323 00:13:11,834 --> 00:13:13,226 Even the score, show some skin. 324 00:13:13,270 --> 00:13:14,880 [hollering] 325 00:13:14,924 --> 00:13:16,360 - I'm on early tomorrow, 326 00:13:16,403 --> 00:13:17,970 I'm going to quit while I'm ahead. 327 00:13:18,014 --> 00:13:19,276 - Alright. - Nice job, Hayley. 328 00:13:26,718 --> 00:13:28,938 [gentle music] 329 00:13:40,123 --> 00:13:42,647 - Fire up the grill, I'll grab burgers. 330 00:13:45,868 --> 00:13:47,782 [shivering] 331 00:14:09,108 --> 00:14:10,718 [sighs] 332 00:14:10,762 --> 00:14:13,896 - We have to be so careful with our hearts. 333 00:14:17,203 --> 00:14:20,119 They are so strong but so vulnerable. 334 00:14:20,163 --> 00:14:22,948 Your fall caused cardiac and pulmonary contusions. 335 00:14:22,992 --> 00:14:24,689 Swelling to the heart and lungs. 336 00:14:24,732 --> 00:14:26,952 And there was some bleeding around the sac of the heart. 337 00:14:26,996 --> 00:14:28,911 but you were lucky, 338 00:14:28,954 --> 00:14:31,696 you got a pericardiocentesis when you needed it. 339 00:14:33,263 --> 00:14:35,395 With time, your heart and lungs should heal. 340 00:14:35,439 --> 00:14:37,441 - Will he be able to go back to selection camp? 341 00:14:38,529 --> 00:14:40,226 - Not for this intake. I'm sorry, Mr. Chopra. 342 00:14:40,270 --> 00:14:43,229 - But this is only the second intake 343 00:14:43,273 --> 00:14:45,753 SPC has had in 50 years. 344 00:14:45,797 --> 00:14:47,930 There might not be another one for decades. 345 00:14:47,973 --> 00:14:49,148 - I'm not going to be an astronaut. 346 00:14:49,192 --> 00:14:51,020 - I'm so sorry, Jay. 347 00:14:52,673 --> 00:14:53,848 - What about my hand? 348 00:14:54,588 --> 00:14:55,938 I still can't move my fingers. 349 00:14:55,981 --> 00:14:57,983 - The surgeon removed a lot of shrapnel 350 00:14:58,027 --> 00:14:59,506 from your forearm and your hand. 351 00:14:59,550 --> 00:15:01,552 It caused damage to your muscles, 352 00:15:01,595 --> 00:15:04,207 tendons, your nerves were severed. 353 00:15:04,250 --> 00:15:05,948 - That's just temporary, right? 354 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:09,038 I can get it back. - We'll wait for the swelling 355 00:15:09,081 --> 00:15:10,909 to go down to evaluate next steps. 356 00:15:11,823 --> 00:15:13,390 - Wait, forget being an astronaut. 357 00:15:13,433 --> 00:15:15,783 If Chopper can't use his hand... 358 00:15:15,827 --> 00:15:17,655 - I can't be a pilot. 359 00:15:24,053 --> 00:15:26,098 [plane engine revving] 360 00:15:26,142 --> 00:15:27,795 - The little guy kept coming back to the hangar 361 00:15:27,839 --> 00:15:29,797 and he was just so cute. 362 00:15:29,841 --> 00:15:32,757 Every time I tried to feed him, he tried to bite my glove. 363 00:15:32,800 --> 00:15:35,020 - It's an arctic fox, Reese, not a dog. 364 00:15:35,064 --> 00:15:38,676 - Yeah, but I'm a sucker for big brown eyes. 365 00:15:41,548 --> 00:15:43,289 - What's the 200's max airspeed 366 00:15:43,333 --> 00:15:44,987 for effective windshield anti-icing? 367 00:15:45,030 --> 00:15:46,597 - Oh, wow... 368 00:15:46,640 --> 00:15:47,728 226 knots. 369 00:15:47,772 --> 00:15:48,991 - Max takeoff weight? 370 00:15:49,034 --> 00:15:50,644 - Work-mode, huh Nowie? 371 00:15:50,688 --> 00:15:52,211 Twelve, five. 372 00:15:52,255 --> 00:15:54,170 - Overweight landing policy? 373 00:15:55,867 --> 00:15:58,087 - Um, I-I'd have to check that one. 374 00:15:58,130 --> 00:15:59,653 - I'm not signing you off on this aircraft 375 00:15:59,697 --> 00:16:01,394 until you know it cold, Hassan. 376 00:16:01,438 --> 00:16:03,179 Landing checklist. 377 00:16:06,443 --> 00:16:09,359 - Turkey or P.B.? 378 00:16:09,402 --> 00:16:11,274 I don't know what's up with you today, 379 00:16:11,317 --> 00:16:12,623 but Reese is your friend. 380 00:16:12,666 --> 00:16:14,059 And you were way hard on him 381 00:16:14,103 --> 00:16:15,452 so clearly you need a sandwich. 382 00:16:15,495 --> 00:16:17,671 - What does "no hard feelings" mean, Tristan? 383 00:16:17,715 --> 00:16:20,152 - What? - I found the note. 384 00:16:20,196 --> 00:16:22,415 I've seen the way he is with you. 385 00:16:23,286 --> 00:16:24,591 What happened with you and Reese? 386 00:16:24,635 --> 00:16:26,071 - Nothing. 387 00:16:26,115 --> 00:16:28,639 After Pierce's accident, he was upset. 388 00:16:28,682 --> 00:16:30,641 I tried to talk him through it, and... 389 00:16:31,598 --> 00:16:32,860 he kissed me. 390 00:16:33,992 --> 00:16:36,429 - He kissed you? - Nothing happened, Nowak. 391 00:16:36,473 --> 00:16:38,910 It's not that big of a deal. I told him I have a boyfriend 392 00:16:38,953 --> 00:16:40,390 and he didn't know it was you. 393 00:16:40,433 --> 00:16:42,174 - Why didn't you tell me? 394 00:16:42,218 --> 00:16:44,220 - Because it wasn't a big deal? 395 00:16:44,872 --> 00:16:46,178 I knew you'd freak out. 396 00:16:46,222 --> 00:16:47,788 And we all have to work together. 397 00:16:47,832 --> 00:16:49,921 Honestly, it's nothing. 398 00:16:49,964 --> 00:16:52,402 He was upset, and he kissed me. 399 00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:55,274 - Why did he feel like he could kiss you, Tris? 400 00:16:56,058 --> 00:16:57,755 You always need an escape plan, 401 00:16:57,798 --> 00:17:00,105 a way out, another option. 402 00:17:01,367 --> 00:17:02,586 What did you do to make him feel 403 00:17:02,629 --> 00:17:03,761 like he had a chance? 404 00:17:03,804 --> 00:17:06,068 - Milosz, I need you to trust me. 405 00:17:09,026 --> 00:17:12,074 [soft music] 406 00:17:13,771 --> 00:17:15,338 - He's really upset. 407 00:17:15,381 --> 00:17:18,122 - What's Chopper going to do if he can't fly? 408 00:17:18,167 --> 00:17:20,169 - Being a pilot, having a dream like this 409 00:17:20,212 --> 00:17:22,606 it gives you purpose, keeps you focus so... 410 00:17:23,607 --> 00:17:25,261 becomes your everything. 411 00:17:25,304 --> 00:17:26,958 Without that... 412 00:17:29,178 --> 00:17:31,571 - Somebody owe you money? You keep rubbing your palm, 413 00:17:31,615 --> 00:17:32,964 isn't that supposed to mean money's coming? 414 00:17:33,007 --> 00:17:34,574 - Yeah, in this case, I think it just means 415 00:17:34,618 --> 00:17:36,315 that I shouldn't have grabbed that porch rail 416 00:17:36,359 --> 00:17:37,882 when we picked up that last patient. 417 00:17:37,925 --> 00:17:40,145 Got a sliver. - Let me take a look at that. 418 00:17:40,189 --> 00:17:42,321 - Oh, it's not that bad. It's just a sliver. 419 00:17:43,409 --> 00:17:45,498 - No, that is the whole porch. 420 00:17:45,542 --> 00:17:47,892 I'm going to remove it so it doesn't get infected. 421 00:17:47,935 --> 00:17:50,721 Here, hop up so I can get at you better in the light. 422 00:17:54,464 --> 00:17:55,769 Okay. 423 00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:03,255 [humming] 424 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:12,351 - It's just this thing I used to in cadets 425 00:18:12,395 --> 00:18:14,701 to help me get through the tough parts of training. 426 00:18:14,745 --> 00:18:15,876 - Right. 427 00:18:18,183 --> 00:18:20,229 - I'm scared of needles. Now you know my secret. 428 00:18:20,272 --> 00:18:23,275 - Girl, I've seen you pick up a snake with a pair of forceps. 429 00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:25,799 [laughing] - I can handle snakes. 430 00:18:25,843 --> 00:18:28,498 And blood, and guts, and puke. 431 00:18:28,541 --> 00:18:30,195 But ooh, needles... 432 00:18:30,239 --> 00:18:32,328 [laughing] - Okay. 433 00:18:32,371 --> 00:18:33,764 Alright, what are we singing? 434 00:18:33,807 --> 00:18:35,374 - Same song since I was fourteen. 435 00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:39,813 ♪ Row, row, row your boat 436 00:18:39,857 --> 00:18:42,294 ♪ Gently down the stream ♪ Row, row, row your boat 437 00:18:42,338 --> 00:18:44,818 ♪ Merrily, merrily, merrily ♪ Gently down the stream 438 00:18:44,862 --> 00:18:47,038 ♪ Life is but a dream ♪ Merrily, merrily, merrily 439 00:18:47,081 --> 00:18:49,606 ♪ Row, row, row your boat ♪ Life is but a dream 440 00:18:49,649 --> 00:18:52,043 ♪ Gently down the stream ♪ Row, row, row your boat 441 00:18:52,086 --> 00:18:54,611 ♪ Merrily, merrily, merrily ♪ Gently down the stream 442 00:18:54,654 --> 00:18:57,179 ♪ Life is but a dream ♪ 443 00:18:59,268 --> 00:19:00,791 Are we done yet? I can't look. 444 00:19:00,834 --> 00:19:02,967 - I finished four boats ago. 445 00:19:03,010 --> 00:19:05,361 Maybe I just like holding your hand. 446 00:19:05,404 --> 00:19:07,798 [chuckling] 447 00:19:09,756 --> 00:19:12,063 [upbeat music] 448 00:19:20,985 --> 00:19:22,378 - Oh, I'm sorry. 449 00:19:23,292 --> 00:19:24,989 I should not have done that. 450 00:19:25,032 --> 00:19:26,730 That was wildly inappropriate. 451 00:19:26,773 --> 00:19:28,253 - Or hella sexy. 452 00:19:28,297 --> 00:19:30,647 Let me clean this and we can pick back up. 453 00:19:31,343 --> 00:19:32,866 - No, no. No, no, no. 454 00:19:32,910 --> 00:19:34,303 No, I... 455 00:19:35,826 --> 00:19:37,219 Stef... 456 00:19:37,262 --> 00:19:39,569 Look, I want to, I do. It's just... 457 00:19:41,135 --> 00:19:43,747 The thing about dreams, 458 00:19:43,790 --> 00:19:46,053 I'm still working on mine. 459 00:19:46,097 --> 00:19:48,795 And it takes all of my focus. 460 00:19:48,839 --> 00:19:51,581 It's my whole life really. 461 00:19:51,624 --> 00:19:53,060 I just don't want to start something 462 00:19:53,104 --> 00:19:56,281 that I can't commit to. Or lead you on. 463 00:19:56,325 --> 00:19:57,804 I'm sorry. 464 00:19:59,197 --> 00:20:00,720 - The old "you're too good for me" excuse. 465 00:20:00,764 --> 00:20:03,201 - That's not what I meant. - No, it's... 466 00:20:04,158 --> 00:20:08,032 It's cool. This stuff happens, you know? 467 00:20:08,075 --> 00:20:09,816 The energy's right. 468 00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:11,992 But the time was off. 469 00:20:12,036 --> 00:20:14,343 Hey, we can still be friends. 470 00:20:14,386 --> 00:20:15,909 - Yeah, friends. 471 00:20:15,953 --> 00:20:17,520 [chuckling] 472 00:20:19,739 --> 00:20:22,873 [gentle music] 473 00:20:29,575 --> 00:20:31,185 - I know it sucks. 474 00:20:31,229 --> 00:20:32,665 But the doctor says you've got to get moving 475 00:20:32,709 --> 00:20:33,884 after heart surgery. 476 00:20:33,927 --> 00:20:35,407 - [groaning] - That's it, that's it. 477 00:20:35,451 --> 00:20:37,061 Just one step at a time. 478 00:20:37,104 --> 00:20:39,019 - I can't. Please, I need to rest. 479 00:20:39,063 --> 00:20:40,238 - You can do a little more. 480 00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:41,979 We haven't been around the floor yet. 481 00:20:42,022 --> 00:20:43,937 - Ugh... I need to sit. 482 00:20:44,590 --> 00:20:45,983 - Look, 483 00:20:46,026 --> 00:20:48,115 I know not going back to selection camp is tough, 484 00:20:48,159 --> 00:20:49,856 but you're going to come back stronger than ever, Chopper. 485 00:20:49,900 --> 00:20:51,771 - When I didn't get the job at AC, 486 00:20:51,815 --> 00:20:53,338 I was ready to give up... 487 00:20:53,382 --> 00:20:55,688 - That's not the same thing, Bodes. 488 00:20:55,732 --> 00:20:58,778 You were sulking because you didn't get a job. 489 00:20:58,822 --> 00:21:00,345 Were you even listening in there? 490 00:21:00,389 --> 00:21:04,349 My heart and lungs "should" recover. 491 00:21:04,393 --> 00:21:07,265 I "might" be able to use my hand. 492 00:21:07,309 --> 00:21:09,789 - Chops... - It's my goddamn hand, Bodie. 493 00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:11,835 No, I might be able to live with the fact 494 00:21:11,878 --> 00:21:14,098 that I'm not going to be an astronaut anymore. 495 00:21:14,141 --> 00:21:16,709 But I screwed myself out of the only backup plan 496 00:21:16,753 --> 00:21:17,971 that I ever had. 497 00:21:18,015 --> 00:21:19,712 Because of my own goddamn fault. 498 00:21:19,756 --> 00:21:22,062 So no, this isn't just a job for me, 499 00:21:22,106 --> 00:21:24,456 Bodie, alright? This is my whole life. 500 00:21:26,415 --> 00:21:28,286 Now what do I have? 501 00:21:28,330 --> 00:21:29,592 - Chops? 502 00:21:29,635 --> 00:21:31,158 Chops! 503 00:21:31,202 --> 00:21:33,117 Help! I need some help! 504 00:21:36,076 --> 00:21:37,861 Chopper is gonna be able to use his hand again. 505 00:21:37,904 --> 00:21:39,819 He's going to be able to fly again too. 506 00:21:39,863 --> 00:21:41,343 He has to. 507 00:21:42,082 --> 00:21:43,823 - It might not be that simple, Bodie, 508 00:21:43,867 --> 00:21:46,348 but we'll make sure that he has the best care. 509 00:21:46,391 --> 00:21:48,262 He just had a pulmonary embolism. 510 00:21:48,306 --> 00:21:49,960 Plus, all his injuries from the explosion. 511 00:21:50,003 --> 00:21:51,483 - He just needs some motivation. 512 00:21:51,527 --> 00:21:53,833 Something to work towards. 513 00:21:53,877 --> 00:21:56,009 Can't Dr. Yana phone Space Program Canada 514 00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:58,011 and get them to wait until he's recovered? 515 00:21:58,055 --> 00:22:00,449 I mean, it's Chopper, Crys. The best. 516 00:22:00,492 --> 00:22:02,059 You really think they're going to reject him 517 00:22:02,102 --> 00:22:03,669 just because he needs some time to heal? 518 00:22:03,713 --> 00:22:05,802 - Yeah, I... 519 00:22:05,845 --> 00:22:07,194 I called them. 520 00:22:07,238 --> 00:22:09,719 - Yeah, and? - Bodie... 521 00:22:11,024 --> 00:22:13,462 They said they couldn't take him back because... 522 00:22:14,898 --> 00:22:16,552 he was already cut from selection camp. 523 00:22:16,595 --> 00:22:18,989 - What? - Two weeks ago. 524 00:22:19,032 --> 00:22:20,860 Before his accident. 525 00:22:23,210 --> 00:22:25,343 He didn't make the final sixteen. 526 00:22:29,869 --> 00:22:33,046 - [groaning] God... It hurts. 527 00:22:34,352 --> 00:22:36,006 [speaking Hindi] 528 00:22:36,049 --> 00:22:38,138 Are you okay? Do you want me to call the doctor? 529 00:22:38,182 --> 00:22:39,575 - Me waking up every day in the hospital 530 00:22:39,618 --> 00:22:42,273 looking like this while you look like that is... 531 00:22:42,316 --> 00:22:43,927 really unfair. 532 00:22:50,499 --> 00:22:52,588 The doctor said you did well in surgery. 533 00:22:52,631 --> 00:22:54,459 They're even talking about discharging you soon. 534 00:22:54,503 --> 00:22:56,853 And since everybody in your fan club is dying 535 00:22:56,896 --> 00:22:58,376 to take care of you, 536 00:22:58,420 --> 00:23:00,378 you don't need me hanging around Thompson anymore. 537 00:23:02,641 --> 00:23:05,252 - Suni... You don't have to go. 538 00:23:10,997 --> 00:23:13,609 - No, I should get back. You know how Papa is. 539 00:23:17,743 --> 00:23:20,964 He says you were the best engineer he ever had. 540 00:23:21,747 --> 00:23:23,836 I think, 541 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:26,926 that's why I didn't want you to fly. 542 00:23:35,848 --> 00:23:38,068 When we were in engineering school, 543 00:23:38,111 --> 00:23:40,592 you were so effortlessly good at it. 544 00:23:40,636 --> 00:23:43,552 And I had to try so hard to just figure out 545 00:23:43,595 --> 00:23:45,423 the things you knew how to do. 546 00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:46,685 - C'mon, Suni, you were the better engineer. 547 00:23:46,729 --> 00:23:48,121 - No. 548 00:23:49,079 --> 00:23:50,515 It just seemed like such a waste for someone 549 00:23:50,559 --> 00:23:52,474 so talented to do anything else. 550 00:23:53,562 --> 00:23:54,911 You know? 551 00:23:57,130 --> 00:24:00,090 - You understand why I had to though, right? 552 00:24:01,744 --> 00:24:03,397 Why I had to be an astronaut. 553 00:24:04,616 --> 00:24:06,139 - Your grandfather. 554 00:24:07,619 --> 00:24:09,839 - Every summer, my family and I went to India. 555 00:24:11,188 --> 00:24:14,496 My Dadaji and I would lay out on the terrace, 556 00:24:14,539 --> 00:24:17,890 we'd look up at the stars. He could... name them all. 557 00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,852 Gosh, the sky was just so much bigger there, you know? 558 00:24:23,983 --> 00:24:27,770 And I knew then that I wanted to be up there. 559 00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:33,123 Always thought I would teach our kids about the stars. 560 00:24:33,166 --> 00:24:34,951 - You still can. 561 00:24:35,995 --> 00:24:37,388 You don't have to be an astronaut 562 00:24:37,431 --> 00:24:39,564 or a pilot to do that. 563 00:24:40,609 --> 00:24:44,308 - But they wouldn't be our kids, would they? 564 00:24:44,351 --> 00:24:45,788 - Jay... - Suni. 565 00:24:51,924 --> 00:24:53,709 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. 566 00:24:53,752 --> 00:24:55,188 I just... 567 00:24:56,494 --> 00:24:59,541 You were the one, Suni, for so long. 568 00:25:01,412 --> 00:25:03,283 And after, I always wondered about us, 569 00:25:03,327 --> 00:25:05,895 about what could have been different, if... 570 00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:09,333 I... could have been different. 571 00:25:12,510 --> 00:25:13,729 I mean, I get it, I get it. 572 00:25:13,772 --> 00:25:16,340 I mean, we both moved on. 573 00:25:16,383 --> 00:25:18,298 You built a whole new life, I... 574 00:25:19,256 --> 00:25:20,997 have to... 575 00:25:22,781 --> 00:25:25,654 [emotional music] 576 00:25:52,768 --> 00:25:54,160 Please. 577 00:25:58,077 --> 00:25:59,862 - You have to commit. 578 00:25:59,905 --> 00:26:01,951 If we don't commit to the lift, someone will get hurt. 579 00:26:01,994 --> 00:26:04,170 - I know, it's just that we open tomorrow night. 580 00:26:04,214 --> 00:26:07,434 - And everybody will be expecting the lift. 581 00:26:07,478 --> 00:26:09,654 I shimmy down the aisle. 582 00:26:09,698 --> 00:26:11,917 Kick-ball, change, five, six, 583 00:26:11,961 --> 00:26:13,484 hip-thrust, hip-thrust. 584 00:26:13,527 --> 00:26:15,138 The spotlight hits you. 585 00:26:15,181 --> 00:26:16,618 You give me the nod. 586 00:26:16,661 --> 00:26:17,923 The audience lights up 587 00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:20,404 and you run towards me for the lift. 588 00:26:23,059 --> 00:26:25,278 This is our chance 589 00:26:25,322 --> 00:26:28,891 to finally bring theatre to Prospect River. 590 00:26:28,934 --> 00:26:31,981 Now, we have been practicing this dance 591 00:26:32,024 --> 00:26:34,723 since we saw the movie in grade three. 592 00:26:34,766 --> 00:26:36,594 You can do it, sweetie. 593 00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:40,467 - Okay. - Okay. 594 00:26:40,511 --> 00:26:44,036 [upbeat 50s music plays] 595 00:26:51,174 --> 00:26:52,305 Ready? 596 00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:56,570 Five, six, seven, and smile! 597 00:27:07,886 --> 00:27:09,714 I really thought I had her. 598 00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:11,411 You know, the minute I tried to lift her up, 599 00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:13,500 I pulled this muscle in my chest. 600 00:27:13,544 --> 00:27:15,720 - We'll get you to TCH for stitches and a reduction. 601 00:27:15,764 --> 00:27:18,418 - How's the pain? - [mumbling] 602 00:27:18,462 --> 00:27:20,029 Yeah, it's dislocated. 603 00:27:20,072 --> 00:27:22,466 Let's take a look there. 604 00:27:22,509 --> 00:27:25,208 - Oh, wow, that's a lot of... 605 00:27:25,251 --> 00:27:27,732 - Just, hold on... Oh! 606 00:27:27,776 --> 00:27:29,908 [muffled] He really hates blood. 607 00:27:29,952 --> 00:27:32,998 - Yeah, some people are squeamish. 608 00:27:33,042 --> 00:27:35,348 - What's the max ITT for the start? 609 00:27:35,392 --> 00:27:37,568 - 1,000 degrees for five seconds. 610 00:27:37,611 --> 00:27:38,700 - What powers the ITT gauge? 611 00:27:38,743 --> 00:27:40,223 [chuckles] - DC. 612 00:27:40,266 --> 00:27:43,966 DC dies, AC lies. You taught me that, remember? 613 00:27:44,009 --> 00:27:46,490 - This is your takeoff. Line it up. 614 00:27:50,494 --> 00:27:52,844 [propellers whirring] 615 00:27:52,888 --> 00:27:53,889 It's icy. 616 00:27:53,932 --> 00:27:55,151 We got a quartering tailwind, 617 00:27:55,194 --> 00:27:56,935 be careful when you bring it up. 618 00:28:01,810 --> 00:28:03,507 You're spooling up fast on the right. 619 00:28:03,550 --> 00:28:05,814 Spooling up fast on the right, you're weathervaning. 620 00:28:05,857 --> 00:28:07,511 I have control! 621 00:28:10,470 --> 00:28:12,864 [tense music] 622 00:28:23,875 --> 00:28:25,703 I don't see any damage. 623 00:28:25,747 --> 00:28:27,531 Walk around looks good. 624 00:28:27,574 --> 00:28:29,881 We'll have to dig the poor girl out though. 625 00:28:29,925 --> 00:28:32,275 - We need to wait for an AME to okay it. 626 00:28:32,318 --> 00:28:33,798 - Nowak, we slid 627 00:28:33,842 --> 00:28:35,234 but we didn't hit anything, okay? 628 00:28:35,278 --> 00:28:37,802 Props and gear are intact. 629 00:28:37,846 --> 00:28:40,152 - Wait for an AME to okay it. 630 00:28:40,196 --> 00:28:41,371 - Nowak... 631 00:28:41,414 --> 00:28:42,981 Nowak! 632 00:28:43,025 --> 00:28:44,766 There isn't any damage. 633 00:28:46,898 --> 00:28:49,335 We could dig the gear out, push it back. 634 00:28:49,379 --> 00:28:51,424 - I told you, "Be careful when setting the power." 635 00:28:51,468 --> 00:28:52,599 You didn't listen. 636 00:28:52,643 --> 00:28:54,340 - Okay, and you slammed on the breaks. 637 00:28:54,384 --> 00:28:57,387 - I'm an experienced captain, you're a rookie F.O. 638 00:28:57,430 --> 00:28:59,824 Maybe you'll listen better in your next line check. 639 00:28:59,868 --> 00:29:01,870 - What? - I can't check you out 640 00:29:01,913 --> 00:29:03,741 on a plane you can't fly. 641 00:29:04,611 --> 00:29:05,961 You have to redo your line check. 642 00:29:06,004 --> 00:29:09,181 - Nowak, c'mon. You know what this means to me. 643 00:29:11,488 --> 00:29:14,230 [emotional music] 644 00:29:16,798 --> 00:29:18,364 - I shouldn't have pushed you. 645 00:29:18,408 --> 00:29:19,975 I should have listened when you said 646 00:29:20,018 --> 00:29:22,804 that you were uncomfortable. I just, I wanted it to work 647 00:29:22,847 --> 00:29:24,153 so bad, you know? 648 00:29:24,196 --> 00:29:25,850 - Just try to relax, okay? 649 00:29:25,894 --> 00:29:27,286 As soon as we get a mechanic up here, 650 00:29:27,330 --> 00:29:28,635 we'll get you to a hospital. 651 00:29:28,679 --> 00:29:30,333 - We've been best friends since we were five. 652 00:29:30,376 --> 00:29:31,943 It's our favourite movie. 653 00:29:31,987 --> 00:29:33,727 I wanted to get it right. 654 00:29:33,771 --> 00:29:36,382 For both of us. - I wanted to get it right, too. 655 00:29:36,426 --> 00:29:38,863 Really. I'm sorry. 656 00:29:38,907 --> 00:29:41,823 - What? No, no. I'm the one who's sorry. 657 00:29:41,866 --> 00:29:44,042 I wanted you to trust me, I can't ask you to trust me 658 00:29:44,086 --> 00:29:46,131 if I'm going to literally let you down 659 00:29:46,175 --> 00:29:48,003 by doing something stupid. 660 00:29:48,046 --> 00:29:49,874 - Aww... - [chuckles] 661 00:29:49,918 --> 00:29:53,051 Ow, ow, ow. 662 00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:55,358 - You guys hang tight, alright? 663 00:29:55,401 --> 00:29:57,186 I'll be right back. 664 00:29:57,229 --> 00:30:00,450 - I understand. Yup, thanks, bye. 665 00:30:03,105 --> 00:30:04,584 [sighs] 666 00:30:04,628 --> 00:30:06,108 - Nowak. 667 00:30:06,151 --> 00:30:08,632 - AMEs are going to be a couple of hours. 668 00:30:08,675 --> 00:30:09,851 - I'm sorry. 669 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,898 I-I screwed up. You were right. 670 00:30:13,942 --> 00:30:18,294 I got a little freaked about things getting serious 671 00:30:18,337 --> 00:30:20,383 with us and... 672 00:30:20,426 --> 00:30:21,906 I let Reese kiss me. 673 00:30:21,950 --> 00:30:24,343 But he didn't know you were my boyfriend, Nowak. 674 00:30:24,387 --> 00:30:26,041 And as soon as it happened, 675 00:30:26,084 --> 00:30:27,956 I realized I was wrong and I stopped it. 676 00:30:29,305 --> 00:30:31,176 But I should have told you so you know all that 677 00:30:31,220 --> 00:30:33,135 instead of letting you find out the way you did. 678 00:30:33,178 --> 00:30:35,006 I can't expect you to trust me 679 00:30:35,050 --> 00:30:37,487 if I don't tell you everything you need to know. 680 00:30:39,663 --> 00:30:42,187 I have to trust you enough to tell you. 681 00:30:44,929 --> 00:30:46,235 - I'm sorry too. 682 00:30:47,671 --> 00:30:48,933 If you say it's just a kiss 683 00:30:48,977 --> 00:30:50,152 and there's nothing to worry about 684 00:30:50,195 --> 00:30:51,718 then there's nothing to worry about. 685 00:30:51,762 --> 00:30:54,373 [uplifting, emotional music] 686 00:31:01,467 --> 00:31:02,947 - That one meant something. 687 00:31:03,948 --> 00:31:06,603 [chuckling] 688 00:31:08,257 --> 00:31:10,476 - I know I have a hard time trusting. 689 00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:13,697 I just, I... always expect people to let me down. 690 00:31:13,740 --> 00:31:16,918 And if I think they do, I go to the worst place right away. 691 00:31:17,701 --> 00:31:20,878 When I was 16, my brother... 692 00:31:20,922 --> 00:31:22,749 [muffled screaming] 693 00:31:26,492 --> 00:31:27,711 - What happened? 694 00:31:27,754 --> 00:31:29,539 [panicked mumbling] 695 00:31:29,582 --> 00:31:31,976 His chest? Okay. 696 00:31:32,890 --> 00:31:34,761 His pulse is weaker on one side. 697 00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:36,154 He needs to get a hospital. 698 00:31:36,198 --> 00:31:38,287 [grunting] 699 00:31:38,330 --> 00:31:39,810 - That should do it. 700 00:31:43,422 --> 00:31:45,294 - Ready, Tristan? - Got it. 701 00:31:45,337 --> 00:31:47,252 - Thank you for trusting me on this. 702 00:31:47,296 --> 00:31:49,037 - Heave! 703 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:50,952 Heave! 704 00:31:51,648 --> 00:31:53,258 Heave! 705 00:31:53,302 --> 00:31:54,999 [plane engine revving] 706 00:31:57,132 --> 00:31:59,525 - 43-year-old male, presenting with ripping pain 707 00:31:59,569 --> 00:32:02,180 in the chest, back, neck, syncope, differential BP. 708 00:32:02,224 --> 00:32:05,314 - Differential BP, differential HR. 709 00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:06,663 There's an internal bleed. 710 00:32:06,706 --> 00:32:08,404 Something one-sided. Heart maybe? 711 00:32:08,447 --> 00:32:11,015 - Could be an aortic dissection. He needs T.E.E. 712 00:32:11,059 --> 00:32:12,930 - There's no sonographer on tonight. 713 00:32:12,974 --> 00:32:14,671 - I'm going to do it, you're going to assist. 714 00:32:14,714 --> 00:32:16,760 Grab the T.E.E. probe. Looks like a gastroscope. 715 00:32:16,803 --> 00:32:18,153 - Okay. - There's an increasing need 716 00:32:18,196 --> 00:32:19,589 for emergency physicians to be trained 717 00:32:19,632 --> 00:32:20,938 in this type of procedure, especially 718 00:32:20,982 --> 00:32:22,505 with staffing shortages. 719 00:32:28,424 --> 00:32:31,296 - We go in just like an orogastric tube. 720 00:32:33,385 --> 00:32:35,561 Keep an eye on the monitor. 721 00:32:36,519 --> 00:32:39,913 Make sure I am keeping midline. 722 00:32:43,526 --> 00:32:46,224 - You're good. - There you are. 723 00:32:46,268 --> 00:32:49,097 There's your heart, sir, and there is your aorta. 724 00:32:49,140 --> 00:32:51,055 Okay. See that bleed there? 725 00:32:52,361 --> 00:32:54,928 - You were right. Aortic dissection. 726 00:32:54,972 --> 00:32:56,408 - It feels a bit like magic 727 00:32:56,452 --> 00:32:58,193 when it all comes together, doesn't it? 728 00:32:59,063 --> 00:33:00,760 Okay, we need to get him back on your plane. 729 00:33:00,804 --> 00:33:02,371 He needs Winnipeg for surgery. 730 00:33:02,414 --> 00:33:05,069 [tense buildup] 731 00:33:06,679 --> 00:33:08,942 - 43-year-old man, this is the aortic dissection 732 00:33:08,986 --> 00:33:10,205 from Thompson. - I haven't examined 733 00:33:10,248 --> 00:33:11,554 the patient to determine that yet. 734 00:33:11,597 --> 00:33:14,078 - I performed a T.E.E. - You performed it? 735 00:33:14,122 --> 00:33:15,775 Not a technician? 736 00:33:15,819 --> 00:33:17,603 - TCH is understaffed and Dr. Yana... 737 00:33:17,647 --> 00:33:18,996 - Who gave you permission to perform 738 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:20,911 an invasive technique? T.E.Es are to be performed 739 00:33:20,954 --> 00:33:23,087 by sonographers or experienced ER doctors. 740 00:33:23,131 --> 00:33:24,871 - She is an experienced... 741 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:27,048 - Copy was sent to your email 45 minutes ago. 742 00:33:33,228 --> 00:33:35,099 - OR 4, let's go. 743 00:33:39,712 --> 00:33:42,324 - Why didn't you tell him you're the head of Thompson ER? 744 00:33:44,195 --> 00:33:45,588 - Have you eaten today? 745 00:33:48,156 --> 00:33:50,462 Mmm. [chuckling] 746 00:33:50,506 --> 00:33:51,768 - Thanks. 747 00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:56,642 - Best burger in the province. Whenever I'm in Winnipeg. 748 00:33:58,166 --> 00:34:02,909 My first day as an attending at Winnipeg Memorial, 749 00:34:02,953 --> 00:34:04,259 I thought about my mom. 750 00:34:04,302 --> 00:34:06,522 I thought about how proud she would be 751 00:34:06,565 --> 00:34:09,177 that her daughter wasn't just a doctor, 752 00:34:10,047 --> 00:34:12,222 but one who taught other people to be doctors. 753 00:34:13,442 --> 00:34:15,182 So... 754 00:34:15,226 --> 00:34:19,230 When one of my residents assumed I was an orderly, 755 00:34:19,274 --> 00:34:21,014 when I had to show him my badge 756 00:34:21,057 --> 00:34:24,148 to prove to him that I was his teacher, 757 00:34:24,192 --> 00:34:26,628 I came here and I ordered a burger. 758 00:34:26,672 --> 00:34:30,023 At 3 A.M. I was glad my mom didn't have to see that. 759 00:34:31,286 --> 00:34:33,374 If I took the time 760 00:34:33,418 --> 00:34:36,204 to correct everyone who made an assumption about me... 761 00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:39,555 - Is that why you came to Thompson? 762 00:34:41,122 --> 00:34:42,949 - I wanted to advance. 763 00:34:42,992 --> 00:34:45,604 TCH was the only place desperate enough for clinicians 764 00:34:45,648 --> 00:34:46,997 to hire a queer black woman. 765 00:34:47,039 --> 00:34:49,391 - But you've done so much for the ER. 766 00:34:49,434 --> 00:34:51,436 - And you will too, Crystal. 767 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:55,179 But you are going to have to be... undeniable. 768 00:34:55,222 --> 00:34:57,137 You are going to have to prove yourself 769 00:34:57,181 --> 00:34:59,879 again and again on their terms. 770 00:34:59,923 --> 00:35:02,534 That you're not just as good as they are, 771 00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:04,101 you're better. 772 00:35:04,145 --> 00:35:06,016 You're going to have to be so good 773 00:35:06,059 --> 00:35:07,800 that even when they want to... 774 00:35:09,846 --> 00:35:11,804 Even when they want to hate you, 775 00:35:12,805 --> 00:35:15,373 they won't be able to deny your right to be there. 776 00:35:15,417 --> 00:35:20,770 So, when you have to, go to a diner, eat a burger. 777 00:35:21,901 --> 00:35:25,122 Be sad, be angry, 778 00:35:25,166 --> 00:35:26,776 and then... 779 00:35:28,081 --> 00:35:30,475 go back and be undeniable again. 780 00:35:36,002 --> 00:35:37,917 You're not going to eat? 781 00:35:37,961 --> 00:35:39,876 Oh, man. 782 00:35:39,919 --> 00:35:41,704 Oh, good burger. 783 00:35:43,967 --> 00:35:45,925 - That's good. - Right? 784 00:35:51,061 --> 00:35:53,019 [cellphone notification] 785 00:35:53,063 --> 00:35:55,021 [cellphone notification] 786 00:35:56,066 --> 00:35:57,198 [cellphone notification] 787 00:35:58,764 --> 00:36:00,157 - Wow. 788 00:36:01,898 --> 00:36:03,726 Your range of motion looks good. 789 00:36:03,769 --> 00:36:05,467 We're done for the night. 790 00:36:05,510 --> 00:36:07,730 So I thought I would check in. 791 00:36:07,773 --> 00:36:09,645 Your surgeon said they were able to debride the burns, 792 00:36:09,688 --> 00:36:11,212 and I saw that they're sending you to Winnipeg 793 00:36:11,255 --> 00:36:12,778 for a plastic surgery consult... 794 00:36:12,822 --> 00:36:14,258 - Tell that to Becca. 795 00:36:14,302 --> 00:36:16,260 She just texted. 796 00:36:16,304 --> 00:36:19,089 She's going to Spring Formal with Eric. 797 00:36:20,525 --> 00:36:22,527 Apparently, they really connected 798 00:36:22,571 --> 00:36:24,355 in chess club this week. 799 00:36:24,399 --> 00:36:26,096 Right after I... 800 00:36:26,139 --> 00:36:27,532 burned my face off. 801 00:36:28,707 --> 00:36:30,535 Who wants damaged goods? 802 00:36:31,841 --> 00:36:33,451 [sighs] 803 00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:39,849 - I'll be your date. 804 00:36:41,677 --> 00:36:43,026 - This... 805 00:36:43,069 --> 00:36:45,115 Is this a pity thing? 806 00:36:45,158 --> 00:36:47,770 - No, no. 807 00:36:49,380 --> 00:36:51,339 It's a "we're not damaged goods" thing. 808 00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:56,866 - Will you get me some booze? - [chuckles] 809 00:36:58,650 --> 00:37:01,479 - I'll get you a boutonnière. How about that? 810 00:37:03,351 --> 00:37:06,484 [rhythmic music] 811 00:37:06,528 --> 00:37:09,095 [indistinct chatter] 812 00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:14,275 [all] Hey! 813 00:37:16,929 --> 00:37:18,540 - Okay. - Okay. 814 00:37:22,848 --> 00:37:24,197 - Kocham cie. 815 00:37:24,241 --> 00:37:26,287 - Cold ham cheese to you too, baby. 816 00:37:34,251 --> 00:37:35,818 He didn't know you were my boyfriend. 817 00:37:35,861 --> 00:37:37,080 Don't take this out on him, okay? 818 00:37:37,123 --> 00:37:39,604 You've been friends for a long time, okay? 819 00:37:40,779 --> 00:37:42,259 Okay. 820 00:37:43,086 --> 00:37:46,785 - Hey, new guy buys the drinks, right? 821 00:37:46,829 --> 00:37:48,483 - Your money is no good tonight. 822 00:37:49,875 --> 00:37:51,268 Listen, I called Wheezer. 823 00:37:51,312 --> 00:37:53,966 You don't have to redo your line check. 824 00:37:54,010 --> 00:37:56,752 So... And new F.Os drink free. 825 00:37:59,407 --> 00:38:00,843 [chuckles] 826 00:38:00,886 --> 00:38:03,541 - Thanks, Nowie. That means a lot. 827 00:38:04,629 --> 00:38:06,457 About earlier, if I was out of line 828 00:38:06,501 --> 00:38:08,154 or if I did something in the cockpit to... 829 00:38:08,198 --> 00:38:09,678 - Do you want anything else? 830 00:38:10,983 --> 00:38:13,551 - No, guess the three gold bars will do it. 831 00:38:16,424 --> 00:38:18,904 [soul music] 832 00:38:18,948 --> 00:38:22,908 [♪ raw by Loony] 833 00:38:31,439 --> 00:38:34,616 ♪ Yeah, when I wake up 834 00:38:34,659 --> 00:38:37,488 ♪ I'm not afraid to show some 835 00:38:37,532 --> 00:38:40,317 ♪ Mmm, initiative 836 00:38:40,361 --> 00:38:42,188 ♪ You don't make me feel 837 00:38:42,232 --> 00:38:43,538 ♪ like no one else ♪ 838 00:38:43,581 --> 00:38:45,104 - Hey, Wheezer. 839 00:38:45,148 --> 00:38:46,279 You crashing here? 840 00:38:46,323 --> 00:38:48,238 - Oh, yeah, it's just that your couch 841 00:38:48,281 --> 00:38:50,632 is comfier than the one in my office, so... 842 00:39:03,645 --> 00:39:05,473 There's nothing like a trophy from the time you got 843 00:39:05,516 --> 00:39:08,084 into a dogfight with death and won, huh? 844 00:39:08,127 --> 00:39:10,173 I can even make it dance when I do yoga. 845 00:39:10,216 --> 00:39:12,828 - Can't be good for your back to be sleeping on couches. 846 00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:16,135 Why are you spending so much time at work anyway? 847 00:39:16,179 --> 00:39:18,268 Is it the expansion? 848 00:39:18,311 --> 00:39:21,619 Don't let all the couch surfing fool you. 849 00:39:21,663 --> 00:39:24,579 Being chief pilot is something I'm actually good at. 850 00:39:24,622 --> 00:39:26,232 I just... 851 00:39:30,454 --> 00:39:32,064 I just... I needed somewhere to stay. 852 00:39:37,069 --> 00:39:38,767 Lynn and I separated. 853 00:39:38,810 --> 00:39:40,421 - Oh, Wheezer... 854 00:39:43,206 --> 00:39:44,729 What happened? 855 00:39:48,559 --> 00:39:50,735 - We got together when we were young, 856 00:39:50,779 --> 00:39:52,998 and we got pregnant when we were young. 857 00:39:54,260 --> 00:39:55,740 I love being a dad 858 00:39:55,784 --> 00:39:59,309 and Lynn, she's a really, really great mom. 859 00:40:00,745 --> 00:40:03,661 But when you get married young, you either grow up together, 860 00:40:03,705 --> 00:40:05,576 or you grow apart. 861 00:40:08,057 --> 00:40:09,885 And we've been holding each other back 862 00:40:09,928 --> 00:40:12,670 for a while now, fighting and not connecting, and... 863 00:40:15,934 --> 00:40:18,502 I didn't want that for her, and she didn't want that for me. 864 00:40:19,764 --> 00:40:21,418 - I'm sorry. 865 00:40:22,854 --> 00:40:25,117 - Yeah. 866 00:40:25,161 --> 00:40:26,597 Yeah, me too. 867 00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:29,644 We've been separated for five months, 868 00:40:29,687 --> 00:40:31,472 but last week we made it permanent. 869 00:40:31,515 --> 00:40:33,648 You know what they about pilots, sooner or later, 870 00:40:33,691 --> 00:40:36,564 we all end up in an aviation-induced divorce. 871 00:40:40,568 --> 00:40:42,221 Enough of my garbage. [chuckles] 872 00:40:42,265 --> 00:40:43,788 You're home early. 873 00:40:45,094 --> 00:40:47,575 Was there no good dance partners at the Whiskey Hatch? 874 00:40:48,750 --> 00:40:50,665 [sighs] 875 00:40:52,318 --> 00:40:55,278 Looks like we could both use pancakes. 876 00:40:57,410 --> 00:40:58,847 C'mon, greenhorn. 877 00:40:59,804 --> 00:41:01,284 See, the secret 878 00:41:01,327 --> 00:41:03,199 is putting the syrup in the batter. 879 00:41:04,461 --> 00:41:05,723 - Alright. - After you. 880 00:41:05,767 --> 00:41:07,377 - Innovative. 881 00:41:07,420 --> 00:41:09,466 - I am nothing if not innovative. 882 00:41:10,859 --> 00:41:12,600 - His name's Rick. 883 00:41:12,643 --> 00:41:14,384 He twisted his knee snowshoeing, 884 00:41:14,427 --> 00:41:16,255 but that's not what he came in for, he arrested-- 885 00:41:16,299 --> 00:41:18,344 - Unless you're family or TCH staff, 886 00:41:18,388 --> 00:41:20,695 I can't share patient information with you. 887 00:41:20,738 --> 00:41:23,219 - Oh, I get it, I get it. Official, I get it. 888 00:41:23,262 --> 00:41:24,655 It's rules. 889 00:41:27,092 --> 00:41:29,442 Hey, I like your sweater. 890 00:41:29,486 --> 00:41:31,183 Those are nice colours. Did you knit that? 891 00:41:31,227 --> 00:41:33,185 You know, my auntie knits. 892 00:41:33,229 --> 00:41:36,232 - Look, I don't have time today for whatever it is you're up to, 893 00:41:36,275 --> 00:41:37,755 so I'll make this simple. - Okay. 894 00:41:37,799 --> 00:41:39,975 - Not happening. 895 00:41:40,889 --> 00:41:42,368 - Uh... 896 00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:52,378 Oh,I was just going to use the washroom. 897 00:41:52,422 --> 00:41:54,250 You know, you got to pee when you can. 898 00:41:54,293 --> 00:41:56,078 - They sent Rick to Winnipeg for a bypass, 899 00:41:56,121 --> 00:41:58,297 and he'll snowshoeing again next winter. 900 00:41:58,341 --> 00:42:00,343 [exhales] 901 00:42:00,386 --> 00:42:01,562 - Okay. 902 00:42:02,650 --> 00:42:04,782 - You were right, by the way. 903 00:42:04,826 --> 00:42:08,133 Everyone does make mistakes in the beginning, and I... 904 00:42:09,439 --> 00:42:11,180 I was too hard on you. 905 00:42:12,747 --> 00:42:14,879 Stuff like that, people judging you 906 00:42:14,923 --> 00:42:16,751 before you open your mouth, 907 00:42:16,794 --> 00:42:19,841 you'll always have to be better than they expect. 908 00:42:19,884 --> 00:42:21,407 You'll always have to be better. 909 00:42:21,451 --> 00:42:24,323 - Yeah, see, that, right there. This is why I didn't 910 00:42:24,367 --> 00:42:26,456 tell you I cam back, Crys. This is why I didn't tell you 911 00:42:26,499 --> 00:42:28,197 I wanted to be a paramedic. I knew you wouldn't 912 00:42:28,240 --> 00:42:30,112 think I could do it. - Jer, I never said... 913 00:42:30,155 --> 00:42:31,330 - This is why I left. 914 00:42:35,465 --> 00:42:37,423 - You left because of me? 915 00:42:40,557 --> 00:42:42,167 - I'm never going to be good enough for you, 916 00:42:42,211 --> 00:42:43,647 am I, Crystal? 917 00:42:45,127 --> 00:42:47,259 You know, I'm working hard. 918 00:42:47,303 --> 00:42:49,653 I'm trying to push myself to grow and learn, 919 00:42:49,697 --> 00:42:51,742 but you can't see that. 920 00:42:52,569 --> 00:42:55,006 No matter how much I try, no matter how much I've changed. 921 00:42:55,050 --> 00:42:56,486 You haven't. 922 00:42:59,184 --> 00:43:00,664 You haven't changed at all. 923 00:43:04,059 --> 00:43:06,801 [emotional music] 924 00:43:15,940 --> 00:43:18,595 [tense music] 925 00:43:18,639 --> 00:43:22,164 Subtitling: difuze