1 00:00:02,665 --> 00:00:06,461 ::PROJECT HAVEN:: ::presents:: 2 00:00:12,842 --> 00:00:17,889 FROM A MIDWIFE'S DIARY season IV, episode VIII - the last. 3 00:00:18,264 --> 00:00:22,018 Translation: titi 4 00:00:33,070 --> 00:00:36,449 What we see looking in the mirror? 5 00:00:36,532 --> 00:00:38,367 Is this the real us? 6 00:00:38,451 --> 00:00:44,415 Or rather a poor imitation of someone, who would we like to be? 7 00:00:46,250 --> 00:00:48,127 The mirror sees everything. 8 00:00:48,169 --> 00:00:53,424 Our fears, little triumphs, keeps our secrets 9 00:00:53,508 --> 00:00:56,552 hiding disappointments. 10 00:01:03,017 --> 00:01:05,436 A nun should be modest. 11 00:01:05,478 --> 00:01:09,565 - Maybe cut flowers are a bad idea? - These are just a few dahlias. 12 00:01:09,607 --> 00:01:12,235 They'll think I'm a spendthrift. 13 00:01:12,276 --> 00:01:15,488 I could rather buy it flower in a pot. 14 00:01:15,530 --> 00:01:18,991 We celebrate our engagement there, we don't have to give anything. 15 00:01:19,033 --> 00:01:23,412 But it's an honor to have people like them they invite people like us. 16 00:01:23,454 --> 00:01:28,459 - You would understand this if you were a woman. - Then we wouldn't be engaged. 17 00:01:28,876 --> 00:01:30,211 Fred! 18 00:01:31,379 --> 00:01:34,590 - I'm nervous. - Unnecessarily. 19 00:01:34,632 --> 00:01:37,802 This is one big happy family. 20 00:01:40,638 --> 00:01:43,307 It's no use, Sister Evangelina. 21 00:01:46,227 --> 00:01:48,354 I think the chimney is clogged. 22 00:01:48,396 --> 00:01:53,234 Of course it's clogged. Due to the negligence of a certain conservator. 23 00:01:54,068 --> 00:01:56,404 Pass the poker. 24 00:01:56,487 --> 00:02:00,449 Bird's nest it could have gotten stuck there. 25 00:02:00,491 --> 00:02:02,410 Depending on the species, 26 00:02:02,452 --> 00:02:06,497 this may end in various ways. 27 00:02:06,581 --> 00:02:11,043 I shudder to think what would have happened if it turned out to be a jackdaw. 28 00:02:11,085 --> 00:02:13,212 Or a magpie. 29 00:02:13,254 --> 00:02:17,758 It's probably a stork with a slightly burnt ass. 30 00:02:25,766 --> 00:02:31,022 Fred was supposed to unblock it this chimney in September, 31 00:02:31,105 --> 00:02:34,442 when there was no need to heat, instead of wandering around 32 00:02:34,525 --> 00:02:38,654 like Švejk hit by Cupid's arrow. 33 00:02:40,198 --> 00:02:42,909 Fred and Mrs. Gee! 34 00:02:42,950 --> 00:02:46,120 How nice that you want to share your happiness with us. 35 00:02:46,162 --> 00:02:48,122 Nice of you to invite us. 36 00:02:48,206 --> 00:02:50,958 Dahlias! What extravagance! 37 00:02:55,296 --> 00:03:00,176 - So, sorry, what? - Engagement cake. 38 00:03:00,218 --> 00:03:03,805 Decorated with cream and candied violets. 39 00:03:03,846 --> 00:03:06,724 Such a reference to Mrs. Gee's name. 40 00:03:06,766 --> 00:03:08,351 I mean what it's on. 41 00:03:08,392 --> 00:03:11,062 It's a silver plate. 42 00:03:11,103 --> 00:03:14,106 A cake stand under MINE engagement cake. 43 00:03:14,148 --> 00:03:18,486 - I thought she was kicked out. - Why should we throw her away? 44 00:03:18,569 --> 00:03:22,365 - It cost £2.11. - Don't worry, Trixie. 45 00:03:22,406 --> 00:03:25,827 For sure it won't bring them bad luck. 46 00:03:30,164 --> 00:03:32,583 One little pig ran to the market, 47 00:03:32,667 --> 00:03:34,669 the second little pig was sitting at home, 48 00:03:34,752 --> 00:03:37,171 third little pig she ate meat, 49 00:03:37,255 --> 00:03:39,674 the fourth little pig had nothing, 50 00:03:39,757 --> 00:03:44,512 fifth piggy "pee!" she squealed 51 00:03:44,595 --> 00:03:48,015 all the way to Walton-on-the-Naze to see his grandparents. 52 00:03:48,099 --> 00:03:52,228 - Camilla, watch out for some words. - What? Walton-on-the-Naze? 53 00:03:52,270 --> 00:03:53,896 No, pee. 54 00:03:53,938 --> 00:03:57,400 He'll make a mistake and it's ahead of us two hours drive. 55 00:03:57,441 --> 00:03:58,651 Sorry. 56 00:03:58,693 --> 00:04:04,282 I know it's not the best time for a two-week course in London. 57 00:04:04,365 --> 00:04:08,494 But we're making progress with this mini toilet seat. 58 00:04:08,536 --> 00:04:12,206 - The little joys of life. - Don't lose faith. 59 00:04:12,248 --> 00:04:16,252 He will win a gold medal soon on the run to the potty. 60 00:04:16,377 --> 00:04:17,879 Come to mom. 61 00:04:22,467 --> 00:04:25,720 You forgot something, Camilla. 62 00:04:25,761 --> 00:04:27,472 Oh god! 63 00:04:31,559 --> 00:04:34,061 - I love you. - And I you. 64 00:04:41,068 --> 00:04:43,279 Wow...Peter! 65 00:04:52,830 --> 00:04:57,168 - May you always be happy. - Thank you. 66 00:04:57,251 --> 00:05:00,713 Have you already set a wedding date? 67 00:05:00,755 --> 00:05:02,298 Certainly soon. 68 00:05:02,340 --> 00:05:03,966 My son lives in Plymouth; 69 00:05:04,008 --> 00:05:07,512 has overdue leave from the Navy, and I want him to come. 70 00:05:07,553 --> 00:05:11,474 - What about your daughters, Fred? - Dolly and Marlene? 71 00:05:11,516 --> 00:05:14,727 Dolly settled in Australia, I'll just send her a notice. 72 00:05:14,769 --> 00:05:17,563 I thought he was in Canada. 73 00:05:17,605 --> 00:05:22,944 It's Marlene, but she just came back. She settled in Birmingham. 74 00:05:23,027 --> 00:05:26,697 He's probably choosing now outfit from the catalog. 75 00:05:26,781 --> 00:05:30,701 - She hasn't said anything yet. - He'll talk to you again. 76 00:05:37,875 --> 00:05:40,128 Sister Noakes! 77 00:05:41,003 --> 00:05:43,881 You came back to us! 78 00:05:47,802 --> 00:05:50,138 And that's with supplies. 79 00:05:50,221 --> 00:05:55,560 It's good that we have today guests with extraordinary appetites. 80 00:05:55,601 --> 00:05:57,186 I'm irritated by my tardiness. 81 00:05:57,228 --> 00:06:00,148 I would prefer a piece meat pie. 82 00:06:00,231 --> 00:06:02,900 Do you think because you are virtuous 83 00:06:02,942 --> 00:06:06,070 will no longer be on earth no knocks or beer? 84 00:06:07,572 --> 00:06:11,659 I'm sorry, sister. These are my mother's ashes. 85 00:06:17,415 --> 00:06:21,669 - They're probably encouraging you. - Yes and no. 86 00:06:22,753 --> 00:06:27,925 Let's not take her to the party. She was crazy about etiquette. 87 00:06:28,009 --> 00:06:31,345 Uninvited she wasn't going anywhere. 88 00:06:50,531 --> 00:06:54,535 - A lot of years, Maureen. - Hello, Carole. 89 00:06:54,619 --> 00:06:56,621 How's it going in the new house? 90 00:06:56,704 --> 00:07:00,583 I tell you, when it's windy, the skyscraper is shaking. 91 00:07:00,625 --> 00:07:04,295 - Can I ask what you're doing here? - I'm pregnant again. 92 00:07:04,378 --> 00:07:07,507 There will be a tablet soon, so as not to happen again. 93 00:07:07,548 --> 00:07:11,135 - Today there are pills for everything. - Is Ted happy? 94 00:07:11,219 --> 00:07:14,222 Terrible. But now he has set sail. 95 00:07:14,263 --> 00:07:17,308 Well, yes, of course. I forgot. 96 00:07:17,391 --> 00:07:23,523 Little Cohen, little Kelly, little Singh and little Prichard. 97 00:07:23,815 --> 00:07:25,316 The doctor will be late, 98 00:07:25,399 --> 00:07:30,571 so vaccinations will be postponed by half an hour. We apologize. 99 00:07:30,613 --> 00:07:34,408 I can feed him here. Always willing to eat. 100 00:07:34,492 --> 00:07:39,122 And he doesn't mind that it's cold. Who would cook for a child today? 101 00:07:39,163 --> 00:07:43,960 Listen to the composition: pasta, bacon, tomatoes... 102 00:07:45,503 --> 00:07:49,006 Sister! 103 00:07:49,048 --> 00:07:51,592 Hello, honey, how's it going? 104 00:07:53,511 --> 00:07:55,513 How's it going, guys? 105 00:07:57,265 --> 00:07:59,058 Hello, my dear. 106 00:08:01,435 --> 00:08:04,355 Good morning, lady! 107 00:08:11,779 --> 00:08:16,325 - Well, I finally see you! -Marlene! 108 00:08:16,993 --> 00:08:19,954 She's not an Avon consultant, after all. dad. 109 00:08:20,037 --> 00:08:23,166 Judging by the smell, she was already here. 110 00:08:23,207 --> 00:08:26,627 Just a drop of Old Spice. Now I have to take care of myself. 111 00:08:27,545 --> 00:08:30,339 You got a letter where did I write about my fiancée? 112 00:08:30,381 --> 00:08:33,509 Yes, dad. 113 00:08:35,636 --> 00:08:38,306 If it's already passed, I'll take it. 114 00:08:38,389 --> 00:08:41,726 View of an empty bowl reliably provokes vomiting. 115 00:08:41,809 --> 00:08:46,230 Today it was a tea leaf in morning tea. 116 00:08:46,272 --> 00:08:48,649 It's been like this since the beginning of my pregnancy. 117 00:08:48,733 --> 00:08:52,570 If I were a gambler, I'd put a high five on a girl. 118 00:08:52,653 --> 00:08:56,282 I washed Mrs. Gadsby's purse and I made her some tea. 119 00:08:56,324 --> 00:08:57,575 Thank you. 120 00:08:57,658 --> 00:09:01,496 - Can you put it there, sister? - Sure. 121 00:09:02,580 --> 00:09:05,374 Would you like a mint? I have it in my pocket. 122 00:09:05,416 --> 00:09:08,252 - I can't hear anything! - Please. 123 00:09:10,254 --> 00:09:15,468 Spirit over matter and mints. This is how you get through everything. 124 00:09:22,350 --> 00:09:24,852 - Knock knock! - Please! 125 00:09:26,771 --> 00:09:31,108 - Are you hungover, poor thing? - I wonder where from. 126 00:09:31,150 --> 00:09:36,614 I haven't even slept yet otherwise I only drank chocolate. 127 00:09:36,656 --> 00:09:41,619 I was shocked to see that in Nonnatus they moved away from cocoa. 128 00:09:44,789 --> 00:09:49,627 But the bathroom smells the same. Palmolive soap and Izal paper. 129 00:09:49,710 --> 00:09:53,047 At the Single Mother's Home they use Lux soap. 130 00:09:59,887 --> 00:10:01,973 What are you doing? 131 00:10:02,056 --> 00:10:04,475 I apply a protein mask. 132 00:10:05,393 --> 00:10:09,772 My skin is at a crossroads youth and old age. 133 00:10:10,773 --> 00:10:16,070 In the morning I found a pimple bud and a crow's foot under each eye. 134 00:10:16,112 --> 00:10:18,614 I prefer not to look in the mirror wearing glasses. 135 00:10:18,656 --> 00:10:23,786 My whole face somehow falls, like tired pudding. 136 00:10:25,204 --> 00:10:28,374 It wouldn't be the same effective protein application 137 00:10:28,416 --> 00:10:31,836 in the form of toast with eggs? Or legumes? 138 00:10:31,919 --> 00:10:33,421 NO. 139 00:10:40,344 --> 00:10:43,431 Yours is without a spoon. 140 00:10:43,514 --> 00:10:46,559 You're so sweet that you don't need sugar. 141 00:10:46,601 --> 00:10:49,270 At least he's vacuuming for you. 142 00:10:49,312 --> 00:10:54,817 Violet doesn't have to clean for me. He has a shop and his own house to take care of. 143 00:10:54,859 --> 00:10:56,652 And what's next, dad? 144 00:10:56,694 --> 00:10:58,905 I made a statement here, 145 00:10:58,946 --> 00:11:02,283 so after the wedding I will move to her. 146 00:11:03,868 --> 00:11:06,788 I thought that she will move in here! 147 00:11:07,705 --> 00:11:11,167 He lives above the shop. It's more convenient this way. 148 00:11:11,209 --> 00:11:16,005 Convenient for whom? I felt like you didn't think this through! 149 00:11:16,047 --> 00:11:19,634 That's why I'll stay here until you do it! 150 00:11:21,302 --> 00:11:24,263 Mom would highly approve of this. 151 00:11:24,305 --> 00:11:27,141 She always wanted me to lose weight. 152 00:11:28,643 --> 00:11:32,772 But when she was dying, she gave it to me a plate of muffins, saying: 153 00:11:32,814 --> 00:11:35,358 "Camilla, take care of your face. 154 00:11:35,399 --> 00:11:39,237 The other end is for sitting and no one sees it." 155 00:11:43,157 --> 00:11:45,326 The anniversary is approaching her death. 156 00:11:45,409 --> 00:11:48,496 I want on this occasion scatter her ashes. 157 00:11:48,579 --> 00:11:51,207 Somewhere she was happy. 158 00:11:51,249 --> 00:11:53,459 I can't take them to India. 159 00:11:53,501 --> 00:11:58,381 Or rather, they would be reluctant to look at it at Fortnum and Mason department store. 160 00:11:59,257 --> 00:12:02,677 Ashes creaking underfoot. 161 00:12:04,262 --> 00:12:08,766 Honestly, I don't have one no idea where to put them. 162 00:12:09,767 --> 00:12:14,147 She flowed through life like a beautiful ribbon. 163 00:12:14,188 --> 00:12:16,732 Or the smell of perfume. 164 00:12:18,025 --> 00:12:23,364 I don't know if anything it left its mark on her - and vice versa. 165 00:12:32,039 --> 00:12:34,584 Good morning! It's me, the midwife! 166 00:12:36,878 --> 00:12:40,756 I see someone he lost himself in ironing. 167 00:12:48,139 --> 00:12:49,891 Sorry. 168 00:12:55,396 --> 00:12:58,774 Yes, I'll be happy to help you. 169 00:13:03,237 --> 00:13:06,824 Awnings, my favorite. 170 00:13:14,749 --> 00:13:18,169 Was it with the previous doctor? did you get checked regularly? 171 00:13:31,516 --> 00:13:33,017 Forgive me. 172 00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:36,187 When was the last time? Have you been to the doctor? 173 00:13:57,208 --> 00:13:59,127 Dr. Cartmell... 174 00:14:00,878 --> 00:14:03,005 ...from Manchester. 175 00:14:04,715 --> 00:14:07,051 Hi baby. 176 00:14:08,636 --> 00:14:14,225 I promised to come back before you come, but they didn't let me go from work. 177 00:14:14,308 --> 00:14:16,227 I'm Kevin Dillen. 178 00:14:16,269 --> 00:14:20,898 Sister Franklin. Do you know sign language? 179 00:14:20,982 --> 00:14:26,070 The moment I saw June I decided to learn to sign 180 00:14:26,154 --> 00:14:27,989 and I did it. 181 00:14:32,577 --> 00:14:36,080 He says I wouldn't get the award, but that it will get lost in the crowd. 182 00:14:37,331 --> 00:14:42,920 But is Mrs. Dillen's husband? explains exactly? 183 00:14:42,962 --> 00:14:47,091 We had a bit of a laugh at the "cervix" and "vagina", 184 00:14:47,175 --> 00:14:50,219 but I think that we did well. 185 00:14:50,261 --> 00:14:54,974 I told her we would help her during a home birth and she was happy, 186 00:14:55,016 --> 00:14:58,478 especially when I said that the husband may be present. 187 00:14:58,519 --> 00:15:00,605 Can you pass me the pickles, Barbara? 188 00:15:00,688 --> 00:15:05,610 We keep coming back to this - the man there is nothing to do during childbirth! 189 00:15:05,693 --> 00:15:09,780 They won't even be useful for boiling water, since there are heaters. 190 00:15:09,864 --> 00:15:12,700 What does Nurse Crane think? 191 00:15:12,784 --> 00:15:17,371 I saw it once in Leeds in a family of artists. 192 00:15:17,413 --> 00:15:20,166 Suffice it to say, that someone fainted. 193 00:15:20,208 --> 00:15:22,919 And it wasn't the mother. 194 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:25,880 June's husband doesn't look good at someone fainting. 195 00:15:25,922 --> 00:15:29,050 Seems very reasonable. 196 00:15:29,091 --> 00:15:33,721 Only he can communicate with her, so he'll need it. 197 00:15:33,763 --> 00:15:35,056 So do we. 198 00:15:35,097 --> 00:15:38,476 I learned to sign a little working with Girl Scouts, 199 00:15:38,559 --> 00:15:40,812 so I can teach Trixie. 200 00:15:40,853 --> 00:15:45,399 But June needs someone who fully understands it, 201 00:15:45,483 --> 00:15:50,196 and this person happens to be is the father of her child. 202 00:15:50,655 --> 00:15:55,493 I agree to Sister Franklin's opinion. 203 00:16:08,631 --> 00:16:10,341 Want to hear the news? 204 00:16:10,383 --> 00:16:14,428 You make such introductions that I'm afraid of disappointment. 205 00:16:14,512 --> 00:16:17,598 They are closing down the nursing hostel. Halfway through. 206 00:16:17,682 --> 00:16:21,894 Whoever voluntarily moves out will receive funding for accommodation. 207 00:16:21,936 --> 00:16:24,564 I signed in. 208 00:16:24,605 --> 00:16:29,944 You don't want to live there in a dirty hole with a bunch of students? 209 00:16:29,986 --> 00:16:34,323 From where; I want to live in a very clean apartment. 210 00:16:34,365 --> 00:16:35,741 With you. 211 00:16:35,783 --> 00:16:39,745 Agree, Pats. Think how great it will be. 212 00:16:39,787 --> 00:16:45,293 Every morning we will say goodbye, and in the evening we will close the door behind us. 213 00:16:45,376 --> 00:16:50,381 We'll talk, maybe we'll buy an adapter. Everything will become easier. 214 00:16:50,465 --> 00:16:54,343 Do you think so? There isn't any prohibition in the regulations? 215 00:16:54,385 --> 00:16:59,015 There isn't, I already checked. Do you have something like that? 216 00:16:59,056 --> 00:17:03,811 I don't have to live in Nonnatus, it's just a form of help. 217 00:17:04,145 --> 00:17:06,898 Many girls live together. 218 00:17:06,981 --> 00:17:10,067 Even a nun she wouldn't blink an eye. 219 00:17:16,824 --> 00:17:19,118 Good morning, ma'am. 220 00:17:20,077 --> 00:17:24,582 I am your fiancé's daughter. Marlene Dooley, née Buckle. 221 00:17:24,791 --> 00:17:29,003 - Do you remember me? - Yes! Of course! 222 00:17:29,086 --> 00:17:31,839 - What a nice surprise. - That's good. 223 00:17:31,923 --> 00:17:35,927 Because I didn't come for the elastic band of the panties. 224 00:17:36,010 --> 00:17:40,807 I used to come here with my mother. Mostly for ribbons. 225 00:17:40,848 --> 00:17:43,643 She made sure that Dolly and I were together they looked nice, 226 00:17:43,684 --> 00:17:48,022 ribbons were especially important. Even during the war. 227 00:17:48,105 --> 00:17:51,359 Blue for your sister, yellow for you. 228 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:55,446 -A cigarette? - I prefer not to smoke in the store, 229 00:17:55,530 --> 00:18:01,035 The scent soaks into the wool and it doesn't seem to disappear even after washing. 230 00:18:01,077 --> 00:18:02,703 It's mentholated. 231 00:18:02,787 --> 00:18:04,997 Quite a nice scent. 232 00:18:16,134 --> 00:18:21,472 Dad always said no woman I won't take my mother's place. 233 00:18:22,807 --> 00:18:25,560 And he was right. 234 00:18:25,643 --> 00:18:30,231 Likewise, no man will not replace my husband. 235 00:18:31,149 --> 00:18:33,401 You were quite a duo with Mr. Gee. 236 00:18:33,484 --> 00:18:37,864 He had a crap shop you had this... 237 00:18:37,905 --> 00:18:42,243 We worked hard. It's necessary, when you want to achieve something. 238 00:18:42,326 --> 00:18:45,663 Too bad, dad he didn't follow your example. 239 00:18:45,913 --> 00:18:50,418 But he can sniff out a good deal. 240 00:18:51,669 --> 00:18:55,089 “A real little one "gold mine". 241 00:18:55,173 --> 00:18:57,550 That's exactly what he called it. 242 00:18:57,592 --> 00:19:01,804 He's probably moving here when will you copy the property deed? 243 00:19:01,846 --> 00:19:05,349 That's what we agreed. 244 00:19:05,433 --> 00:19:08,895 I can't say that surprised me. 245 00:19:08,936 --> 00:19:12,899 But my dad he always knew how to position himself. 246 00:19:14,734 --> 00:19:18,321 Hello, Mrs. Becker. The anti-sweat pads have already arrived. 247 00:19:18,362 --> 00:19:21,866 - Great. - I'm not disturbing. 248 00:19:22,617 --> 00:19:26,913 - And by the way: it was the other way around. - With what? 249 00:19:26,954 --> 00:19:28,664 With ribbons. 250 00:19:28,706 --> 00:19:32,835 Dolly had yellow ones, me - blue. 251 00:19:32,877 --> 00:19:39,091 Dad used to say: "Blue, like your mother's eyes." 252 00:19:45,765 --> 00:19:48,518 Because this is the first such class, 253 00:19:48,559 --> 00:19:51,646 sister Mary Cynthia she put the box down, 254 00:19:51,687 --> 00:19:54,232 to which you can post comments. 255 00:19:54,273 --> 00:19:57,819 Comments on drinks are not welcome. 256 00:19:57,860 --> 00:20:01,989 Mr. and Mrs. Dillen! Nice to see you. 257 00:20:04,325 --> 00:20:05,827 Good morning. 258 00:20:07,370 --> 00:20:10,623 Lie down here. 259 00:20:12,750 --> 00:20:14,544 We welcome you. 260 00:20:14,585 --> 00:20:17,255 Wait, what's going on here? 261 00:20:17,338 --> 00:20:20,800 - June uses sign language. - I'm not talking about that. 262 00:20:20,842 --> 00:20:23,261 What is her old man doing here? 263 00:20:23,344 --> 00:20:25,725 As if I knew it was possible, I would take mine here! 264 00:20:25,726 --> 00:20:27,306 Me too! 265 00:20:27,348 --> 00:20:30,518 Probably no one aren't we distracted from work? 266 00:20:30,601 --> 00:20:34,480 My boss gave me a lot paperwork home. 267 00:20:34,522 --> 00:20:40,361 It's a pity my Jack can't unloading bananas in the living room. 268 00:20:40,444 --> 00:20:43,948 Don't be afraid. Everyone is very nice. 269 00:20:47,785 --> 00:20:51,956 I'll just for a moment. There are still problems with a chimney in Nonnatus. 270 00:20:51,998 --> 00:20:57,670 But I was passing by a bakery and they had meringues; I know you like them. 271 00:20:57,712 --> 00:21:00,381 - Yes, I like it. - They were crushed, 272 00:21:00,423 --> 00:21:04,093 so they sold two for the price of one. 273 00:21:05,011 --> 00:21:08,598 See you soon in the morning for a walk. 274 00:21:08,639 --> 00:21:12,310 Wow! We will wallpaper the living room with them. 275 00:21:23,321 --> 00:21:26,574 Why do you want to rent an apartment? Are you feeling unwell here? 276 00:21:26,616 --> 00:21:29,744 I feel so good in life there wasn't. 277 00:21:30,787 --> 00:21:34,540 But there is something to which It's hard for me to admit it. 278 00:21:35,416 --> 00:21:37,335 A shameful secret. 279 00:21:38,211 --> 00:21:42,340 I have never been independent. I didn't pay my bills 280 00:21:42,423 --> 00:21:46,677 I didn't buy milk, I didn't hang the shelf. 281 00:21:46,719 --> 00:21:50,765 I also have a shameful secret: neither do I. 282 00:21:52,391 --> 00:21:57,855 Miss Mount, or anyway Will you come for dinner every day? 283 00:21:58,439 --> 00:21:59,982 Of course. 284 00:22:00,024 --> 00:22:03,945 A little change is good for the community, but without exaggeration. 285 00:22:04,028 --> 00:22:06,489 And we will miss you. 286 00:22:07,406 --> 00:22:11,619 I sweetened it a bit. Maybe just a few sips? 287 00:22:11,702 --> 00:22:13,996 I can't, sorry. 288 00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:15,581 You're welcome. 289 00:22:15,623 --> 00:22:19,085 That's what home visits are for to know if everything is OK. 290 00:22:19,127 --> 00:22:21,546 He's clearly not playing here. 291 00:22:27,051 --> 00:22:30,680 You prepared today food for Neil? 292 00:22:30,763 --> 00:22:36,102 I give him rusks, but he doesn't like himself, and I can't... 293 00:22:36,477 --> 00:22:40,648 - I can't cook... - Milk? 294 00:22:44,068 --> 00:22:49,907 You can ask someone for daily help? Maybe mom? 295 00:22:49,991 --> 00:22:52,326 Lives in Bermondsey. 296 00:22:52,410 --> 00:22:56,164 - We don't talk to each other. - And your husband? 297 00:22:56,247 --> 00:23:02,211 He's in Wormwood Scrubs Prison. Three years for burglary. 298 00:23:02,837 --> 00:23:08,259 The doctor has a lot of patients today, won't go to morning sickness. 299 00:23:08,342 --> 00:23:13,473 It's more than just plain nausea. Maureen has been vomiting all day. 300 00:23:13,514 --> 00:23:16,392 Let it be Tuesday will come to the clinic. 301 00:23:16,434 --> 00:23:21,189 It's probably nerves the doctor will surely calm her down. 302 00:23:25,693 --> 00:23:28,946 I love it when you don't scarf or hat 303 00:23:29,030 --> 00:23:32,700 and the sun shines through your hair. 304 00:23:33,034 --> 00:23:36,996 Too bad that he doesn't x-ray mine. 305 00:23:37,038 --> 00:23:41,209 Yesterday I got my hair cut at the store interesting chat about hair. 306 00:23:41,250 --> 00:23:44,462 - About ribbons, actually. - And with whom? 307 00:23:44,545 --> 00:23:46,839 With Marlene. 308 00:23:46,881 --> 00:23:52,011 Sorry. Marlene knows be very nice when she wants to be. 309 00:23:52,053 --> 00:23:54,430 I wouldn't say that she was nice. 310 00:23:54,472 --> 00:23:57,058 For this, certainly she was honest. 311 00:23:57,099 --> 00:24:01,187 Honest? How so? He's talking some nonsense! 312 00:24:01,229 --> 00:24:02,855 And this is untrue nonsense. 313 00:24:02,897 --> 00:24:07,819 Fred, do you have one any security for old age? 314 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:11,864 I wonder over mushroom breeding. 315 00:24:11,906 --> 00:24:15,368 And I haven't given up yet with fireworks. 316 00:24:15,409 --> 00:24:19,831 But none of these things Can't you call it a gold mine? 317 00:24:19,914 --> 00:24:21,165 Well, no. 318 00:24:21,582 --> 00:24:25,753 Why do you want to marry me when can we be friends? 319 00:24:25,837 --> 00:24:29,257 I have tons of friends colleagues and friends. 320 00:24:29,340 --> 00:24:34,804 - I haven't had a woman for 20 years. - And you're getting, well, older. 321 00:24:34,846 --> 00:24:36,889 Whatever you call it. 322 00:24:36,931 --> 00:24:41,686 I'm not a teenager, but neither are you. We can take care of each other. 323 00:24:41,727 --> 00:24:46,607 Nobody has to care about me, thank you. And if that's the case with you, then... 324 00:24:46,858 --> 00:24:51,863 I'm not sure Are you doing it for the right reasons? 325 00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:56,046 I... I'm doing it because I thought that we fit together. 326 00:24:56,047 --> 00:24:58,484 I thought you were missing something just like me. 327 00:24:59,455 --> 00:25:00,681 Exactly. 328 00:25:02,415 --> 00:25:07,670 Let's end this. We are too old to make mistakes. 329 00:25:20,975 --> 00:25:22,685 Hello, Fred. 330 00:25:35,573 --> 00:25:37,784 This will make you feel better. 331 00:25:38,409 --> 00:25:42,663 Mom used to say it smelled like bacon turns an apartment into a home. 332 00:25:49,253 --> 00:25:53,508 People and carts please to get in line. 333 00:25:53,591 --> 00:25:56,636 This is not a chariot race in Ben Hur. 334 00:25:58,429 --> 00:26:02,600 Thank you. I'll come for the registration form. 335 00:26:04,936 --> 00:26:08,898 Since when the corridor is your trash can? 336 00:26:08,940 --> 00:26:11,234 Sorry. I'm just happy. 337 00:26:11,275 --> 00:26:14,654 I found a place in the nursery for Maureen Gadsby's son. 338 00:26:14,695 --> 00:26:16,280 Really? 339 00:26:16,364 --> 00:26:18,825 Because if nerves are the problem, 340 00:26:18,866 --> 00:26:22,745 it's rest and support may help with nausea. 341 00:26:22,787 --> 00:26:27,125 It may be unscientific, but it's imbued empathy and common sense. 342 00:26:27,208 --> 00:26:31,838 These are the most important features of a midwife. You will be people. 343 00:26:32,797 --> 00:26:37,176 Go help with the weigh-in. And throw it in the trash. 344 00:26:52,817 --> 00:26:56,696 I was afraid it was still you haven't finished your work. 345 00:26:56,737 --> 00:27:01,909 I was looking for carelessness in you, relief when you let go of the burden. 346 00:27:01,993 --> 00:27:05,496 - But I don't see him. - NO? 347 00:27:07,748 --> 00:27:10,918 Sister Julienne let me leave the ashes here 348 00:27:11,002 --> 00:27:13,337 until I make a decision. 349 00:27:14,172 --> 00:27:18,134 It's stupid to keep them like that under the bed, like slippers. 350 00:27:18,176 --> 00:27:22,221 I will be extremely pleased after his own transformation. 351 00:27:22,847 --> 00:27:25,683 The burden of the body it's so heavy. 352 00:27:25,766 --> 00:27:29,353 It's hardly surprising that the soul feels trapped. 353 00:27:30,104 --> 00:27:33,941 Sister Monica Joan, I rather suspect... 354 00:27:35,234 --> 00:27:39,447 ...that if something was imprisoning poor mom, it was me. 355 00:27:39,530 --> 00:27:42,200 So you must free her! 356 00:27:44,202 --> 00:27:45,620 I know. 357 00:27:46,704 --> 00:27:50,792 But where? This is the last thing that I will make for her. 358 00:27:51,793 --> 00:27:55,296 I have to be sure that everything is tip-top. 359 00:27:56,297 --> 00:28:00,885 Done right. Or I'll never let her go. 360 00:28:04,472 --> 00:28:07,850 DISTRICT NURSERY IN POPLAR 361 00:28:37,255 --> 00:28:39,924 Maureen? This is Sister Gilbert. 362 00:28:51,519 --> 00:28:54,272 Maureen, you need to see a doctor! 363 00:28:55,523 --> 00:28:58,609 This time it was him will come to you. 364 00:29:06,242 --> 00:29:09,537 House of Nonnatus, says the midwife, are you listening? 365 00:29:09,620 --> 00:29:14,667 This is Kevin Dillon. June seems to have gone into labor. 366 00:29:14,709 --> 00:29:16,127 Dillon? 367 00:29:18,296 --> 00:29:21,841 Ah, our deaf and dumb lady. 368 00:29:21,883 --> 00:29:24,969 I'm sending her personal midwives! 369 00:29:27,472 --> 00:29:31,476 - How many times a day do you vomit? - 20, sometimes 30. 370 00:29:32,894 --> 00:29:36,647 I'll put Vaseline on your lips, this will bring relief. 371 00:29:36,731 --> 00:29:40,443 I will order blood and urine tests. 372 00:29:40,485 --> 00:29:44,739 But even without them I see, that you are extremely dehydrated. 373 00:29:44,822 --> 00:29:47,575 People keep saying that it's nerves. 374 00:29:47,617 --> 00:29:52,830 I think you are suffering for hyperemesis gravidarum. 375 00:29:52,914 --> 00:29:55,583 It's rare but very debilitating. 376 00:29:56,334 --> 00:29:59,337 Will I lose this baby? 377 00:29:59,378 --> 00:30:02,548 Children are tough little guys. 378 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:07,595 But if we don't hydrate you, then we will probably lose you. 379 00:30:12,767 --> 00:30:15,186 Unfortunately, June. 380 00:30:15,228 --> 00:30:19,190 tell her that it hasn't started yet. 381 00:30:20,525 --> 00:30:22,276 Not yet. 382 00:30:23,027 --> 00:30:25,780 I know you feel disappointed. 383 00:30:27,198 --> 00:30:29,617 Unfortunately, a false alarm. 384 00:30:29,700 --> 00:30:34,455 The baby will be born soon, but not today. 385 00:30:38,292 --> 00:30:40,044 Tell me, June. 386 00:30:43,881 --> 00:30:45,800 You can tell me. 387 00:30:47,969 --> 00:30:50,721 He says: "I want to see my baby. 388 00:30:51,806 --> 00:30:55,143 I thought that I will meet them today. 389 00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,270 I feel him kicking. 390 00:30:57,311 --> 00:30:59,981 How it turns inside me. 391 00:31:00,898 --> 00:31:02,692 I put my hand here 392 00:31:02,733 --> 00:31:06,112 and I sense it his fist or foot. 393 00:31:06,487 --> 00:31:07,947 We are one." 394 00:31:07,989 --> 00:31:12,160 He asks: "Will we understand each other? once he is born? 395 00:31:13,494 --> 00:31:18,416 If he's like you, he won't hear my voice. 396 00:31:20,418 --> 00:31:25,882 And if you're like me... will live in a world of silence. 397 00:31:27,341 --> 00:31:29,594 She says, “I want to hug him. 398 00:31:29,677 --> 00:31:35,308 I want to look at his face because until then 399 00:31:35,349 --> 00:31:39,729 I won't know how to tell him that I love him" 400 00:31:46,277 --> 00:31:50,490 Damn, my sister wrapped herself up like the great chief Hiawatha. 401 00:31:50,531 --> 00:31:52,241 I would answer in verse, 402 00:31:52,283 --> 00:31:57,038 but my softened brain he doesn't even remember a short couplet. 403 00:31:57,538 --> 00:32:00,666 And I doubt his squaw Minnehaha she was grateful 404 00:32:00,708 --> 00:32:03,920 for hiding the hot water bottle under her scapular. 405 00:32:03,961 --> 00:32:07,632 It's terrible frost. After lunch, I will give my sister the vest. 406 00:32:07,673 --> 00:32:11,552 The boiler is broken, because no one cared about him. 407 00:32:12,386 --> 00:32:15,097 A similar fate may await me. 408 00:32:15,139 --> 00:32:17,558 Fred doesn't come at all anymore? 409 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:21,312 Not since his relationship with the lady from the haberdashery 410 00:32:21,395 --> 00:32:23,147 withered like the vine. 411 00:32:23,231 --> 00:32:25,358 He's definitely distraught. 412 00:32:25,983 --> 00:32:31,155 It would be even more seeing my hands blue with cold. 413 00:32:37,995 --> 00:32:40,623 I'll take your blood pressure. 414 00:32:40,665 --> 00:32:44,293 What's going on with Neil? Nurse Gilbert took him to nursery? 415 00:32:44,335 --> 00:32:49,173 Yes. They agreed to be there until 5 p.m. 416 00:32:49,882 --> 00:32:53,845 There will be time to communicate with social care. 417 00:32:53,886 --> 00:32:55,763 With social services?! 418 00:32:56,514 --> 00:33:01,394 Someone has to take care of him while we take care of you. 419 00:33:01,435 --> 00:33:04,021 They found him a lovely one surrogate mother. 420 00:33:04,105 --> 00:33:07,525 What substitute? I am his mother. 421 00:33:08,860 --> 00:33:12,655 It's enough that she cries for her father, and now behind me! 422 00:33:14,282 --> 00:33:17,326 He won't be able to handle it so long without me. 423 00:33:17,368 --> 00:33:21,372 Believe me, there are children more resistant than you think. 424 00:33:21,456 --> 00:33:23,958 What does "resistant" mean? 425 00:33:24,041 --> 00:33:27,545 That means they're... strong. 426 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:31,132 I'd like to be resilient too. 427 00:33:31,716 --> 00:33:34,552 Then Neil wouldn't have to. 428 00:33:56,741 --> 00:33:58,201 What's up, Fred? 429 00:34:50,378 --> 00:34:55,800 What if a scout sees me? I've been telling them so much about safe driving! 430 00:34:55,883 --> 00:35:01,514 I have to put the mop on my shoulders and hang buckets on it like a milkmaid? 431 00:35:01,556 --> 00:35:04,809 Why not? Safer and... lovely. 432 00:35:04,851 --> 00:35:06,769 You're much cuter. 433 00:35:07,061 --> 00:35:11,023 Okay, I'll take the bike, and you grab the brushes and buckets. 434 00:35:11,065 --> 00:35:15,236 - This is my bike for work, it requires practice. - I could use some training. 435 00:35:15,319 --> 00:35:17,738 I have to commute by something from our apartment. 436 00:35:17,780 --> 00:35:20,449 Out of the way! 437 00:35:28,249 --> 00:35:29,667 Sorry! 438 00:35:38,259 --> 00:35:39,886 Avon has arrived! 439 00:35:41,721 --> 00:35:45,224 - Bad start. - Sorry. 440 00:35:45,266 --> 00:35:47,685 I have talent to inappropriate hilarity. 441 00:35:47,727 --> 00:35:50,313 You can throw it at me sneaker. 442 00:35:50,354 --> 00:35:52,190 I was at the kiosk. 443 00:35:52,273 --> 00:35:56,819 They said from Monday you don't receive "Przegląd Sportowy". 444 00:35:57,945 --> 00:36:00,907 I shouldn't receive you in a T-shirt. 445 00:36:00,990 --> 00:36:05,453 At Nonnatus we also wear T-shirts. Some of us even had two. 446 00:36:05,536 --> 00:36:06,996 Boiler broken? 447 00:36:07,038 --> 00:36:10,208 Yes, because no one comes to him he didn't look for a long time. 448 00:36:10,291 --> 00:36:13,044 And the chimney was clogged with soot. 449 00:36:14,045 --> 00:36:18,341 My predecessor warned me in front of this boiler. 450 00:36:19,133 --> 00:36:23,471 He said: "You have to go to him every day speak tenderly. 451 00:36:23,554 --> 00:36:26,474 She's like an angry woman." 452 00:36:27,642 --> 00:36:32,480 This contraption deceived me for 15 years. 453 00:36:34,899 --> 00:36:39,862 I didn't know anything about angry women until this week. 454 00:36:40,571 --> 00:36:43,574 You're talking about Violet or about his daughter? 455 00:36:43,658 --> 00:36:46,202 About both. 456 00:36:46,244 --> 00:36:48,621 I thought it was Marlene he will live with you. 457 00:36:48,663 --> 00:36:51,707 No, she went to a friend's house, to Norah. 458 00:36:51,749 --> 00:36:54,377 Apparently she had had enough my messiness. 459 00:36:54,460 --> 00:36:56,337 Really? 460 00:36:57,588 --> 00:37:02,426 But every day he comes to check Is the apartment still standing? 461 00:37:02,802 --> 00:37:05,847 He's crazy about this place. 462 00:37:12,603 --> 00:37:16,941 We can do anything for Maureen Gatsby? 463 00:37:17,024 --> 00:37:20,236 I've seen excessive nausea before, but not like this yet. 464 00:37:20,278 --> 00:37:23,781 When the meat comes out from under the potatoes, is it already baked? 465 00:37:23,865 --> 00:37:29,370 - It looks like volcanic lava. - It will definitely be delicious. 466 00:37:31,330 --> 00:37:36,419 Seriously. So many drug manufacturers reports to us, 467 00:37:36,461 --> 00:37:40,840 and none of them offer something anti-emetic? 468 00:37:41,716 --> 00:37:45,803 Someone must have been there. A month or two ago. 469 00:37:46,387 --> 00:37:49,640 We had diphtheria on our heads. 470 00:37:49,932 --> 00:37:52,852 I'll check the diary. 471 00:37:56,022 --> 00:37:59,192 I forgot to say that it's hot. 472 00:38:07,366 --> 00:38:09,410 I would like the walls to be yellow. 473 00:38:09,452 --> 00:38:13,790 And porcelain with a modern pattern, no roses or violets. 474 00:38:13,831 --> 00:38:16,542 I prefer geometric patterns. 475 00:38:17,001 --> 00:38:19,879 Flowers, if anything it's only real. 476 00:38:19,962 --> 00:38:22,256 Here, on the window. 477 00:38:22,298 --> 00:38:26,385 They will have enough sun and light from the morning. 478 00:38:26,469 --> 00:38:29,514 Something needs to be replaced that terrible jug. 479 00:38:29,597 --> 00:38:30,807 I like it. 480 00:38:30,890 --> 00:38:33,851 As if someone left it to us as a gift. 481 00:38:35,686 --> 00:38:39,273 And I want to feel the coffee after waking up. 482 00:38:39,315 --> 00:38:42,944 And disinfectant, because that's it it will mean that you are. 483 00:38:43,027 --> 00:38:44,779 Or you just left. 484 00:38:44,862 --> 00:38:50,535 And when you come back I will say: "Welcome home." 485 00:39:01,462 --> 00:39:03,381 Oh, it is. 486 00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:07,426 It's worth a try. 487 00:39:12,557 --> 00:39:15,434 - Can I make some keys for you? - Yes. 488 00:39:15,476 --> 00:39:20,022 - I would go with you, but I might be late. - Man, it's 20! 489 00:39:20,064 --> 00:39:23,484 For 20? I thought it was 3 p.m.! 490 00:39:23,526 --> 00:39:27,446 - I think my watch got flooded. - Take my bike. 491 00:39:27,488 --> 00:39:30,575 - Definitely? - Leave it in front of the hostel. 492 00:39:30,658 --> 00:39:34,245 I'll take it before work. Nobody will know. 493 00:39:35,413 --> 00:39:38,416 And take this too so that I don't catch a cold. 494 00:39:38,499 --> 00:39:41,252 You are an angel, seriously. 495 00:39:41,294 --> 00:39:45,131 Unfortunately, also about this no one will know. 496 00:40:53,908 --> 00:40:57,203 I wanted to find out about Delia Busby. 497 00:40:57,245 --> 00:41:00,873 She was brought in after a bicycle accident. 498 00:41:00,915 --> 00:41:03,918 Yes, please wait. 499 00:41:04,001 --> 00:41:06,504 And she's such a nice girl. 500 00:41:06,546 --> 00:41:10,007 Her parents will be distraught. 501 00:41:10,091 --> 00:41:12,885 They live far away in Wales. 502 00:41:14,095 --> 00:41:16,931 - Hello? - Are you a relative? 503 00:41:17,723 --> 00:41:19,225 No, a friend. 504 00:41:19,308 --> 00:41:22,937 We provide information only family. 505 00:41:25,565 --> 00:41:27,775 I understand, thank you. 506 00:41:33,531 --> 00:41:35,950 - Do you know anything? - NO. 507 00:41:35,992 --> 00:41:39,787 Shall I give you a lift to London? 508 00:41:39,871 --> 00:41:42,707 Only immediate family he can visit her. 509 00:41:42,748 --> 00:41:45,460 You know what the rules are. 510 00:41:55,511 --> 00:41:58,264 - Sugar? - No, thanks. 511 00:41:58,306 --> 00:42:01,809 Dad always says that I'm quite sweet. 512 00:42:01,893 --> 00:42:05,313 And I don't know why did you come and interfere? 513 00:42:05,396 --> 00:42:09,066 'Cause I know what it's like find yourself in trouble. 514 00:42:10,318 --> 00:42:16,491 How hard it is to say what needs to be said or wanted to be said. 515 00:42:17,909 --> 00:42:21,037 Dad, this is our family home. 516 00:42:21,078 --> 00:42:23,414 We grew up here. 517 00:42:23,581 --> 00:42:29,253 Marlene, we moved here when they demobilized me in 1946. 518 00:42:29,337 --> 00:42:31,714 Your mother is here she didn't even live there. 519 00:42:31,756 --> 00:42:36,427 - It was just us, Dolly and our dog. - I know. 520 00:42:36,469 --> 00:42:41,432 But this is where we all came back after this terrible raid. 521 00:42:41,516 --> 00:42:45,895 And for this very reason Mom was here. 522 00:42:45,937 --> 00:42:51,692 How? We lost everything when they dropped the bomb. 523 00:42:54,737 --> 00:43:00,076 After the funeral, I returned with Aunt Peg to the place where she fell. 524 00:43:00,159 --> 00:43:02,912 I forced her to take me. 525 00:43:04,038 --> 00:43:08,251 I thought it was in ruins there will be some of our stuff. 526 00:43:08,543 --> 00:43:10,753 As a souvenir. 527 00:43:10,795 --> 00:43:13,714 But now bulldozers drove in there. 528 00:43:16,801 --> 00:43:17,969 Every time I come back here 529 00:43:18,052 --> 00:43:21,472 I see a new gap where something was standing. 530 00:43:23,724 --> 00:43:25,810 That's true. 531 00:43:27,019 --> 00:43:30,606 Sometimes I think that only the river does not change. 532 00:43:56,007 --> 00:43:58,259 Are you listening, my dear? 533 00:43:58,301 --> 00:44:01,888 - Are you Delia's mother? - Yes. 534 00:44:02,805 --> 00:44:06,642 I'd like to see her. I'm Patsy. 535 00:44:06,684 --> 00:44:10,104 Patsy? Yes, of course! 536 00:44:10,188 --> 00:44:12,732 You help her with scouts. 537 00:44:14,358 --> 00:44:16,694 I need to call the nurse. 538 00:44:16,777 --> 00:44:18,362 It has these... 539 00:44:18,696 --> 00:44:22,408 dizziness. Doctors call these "attacks." 540 00:44:22,533 --> 00:44:25,244 It's because of the head injury. 541 00:44:37,924 --> 00:44:42,011 - Hello, Marlene. - You don't have to be nice to me. 542 00:44:42,094 --> 00:44:45,389 I was selfish and I was wrong. 543 00:44:45,431 --> 00:44:49,393 This would be enough for a book, what I was saying. 544 00:44:49,477 --> 00:44:52,522 I don't think we have what to talk about. 545 00:44:52,563 --> 00:44:55,942 Please talk to dad. 546 00:44:56,442 --> 00:45:01,948 Because my mother would beat me if she knew that I am standing in the way of his happiness. 547 00:45:16,546 --> 00:45:21,342 Only in the movies they say: "At my place or at yours?" 548 00:45:22,301 --> 00:45:25,012 I'd live in a ditch as long as it's with you. 549 00:45:25,096 --> 00:45:26,889 The right answer. 550 00:45:34,188 --> 00:45:37,567 It's still under your fingernails soil from the road. 551 00:45:37,608 --> 00:45:40,194 It's because of these abrasions. 552 00:45:40,278 --> 00:45:45,908 When they bathe you, Let them wipe it thoroughly with a washcloth. 553 00:45:46,117 --> 00:45:48,619 And it would be good to decontaminate it. 554 00:45:49,620 --> 00:45:52,123 You sound like a nurse. 555 00:45:53,875 --> 00:45:55,460 Yes? 556 00:45:56,878 --> 00:45:59,005 Do we know each other? 557 00:45:59,046 --> 00:46:03,885 - Yes! - And for a long time? 558 00:46:05,303 --> 00:46:09,515 - It's been a while. - That's good. 559 00:46:13,060 --> 00:46:15,563 Do you have many friends? 560 00:46:18,483 --> 00:46:19,734 NO. 561 00:46:24,655 --> 00:46:26,991 Are you a nurse? 562 00:46:27,074 --> 00:46:28,743 No babe. 563 00:46:31,704 --> 00:46:33,956 I'm your mom. 564 00:46:38,294 --> 00:46:40,922 Can you help this lady? 565 00:46:40,963 --> 00:46:43,132 It's Patsy, baby. 566 00:46:44,717 --> 00:46:46,761 What's going on? 567 00:46:46,803 --> 00:46:49,138 She says she is my friend. 568 00:46:50,807 --> 00:46:53,309 Somehow it touched her. 569 00:46:56,729 --> 00:47:01,067 They advertise it everywhere these paper tissues, 570 00:47:01,150 --> 00:47:03,861 but they will never catch on. 571 00:47:03,903 --> 00:47:06,989 A few tears and they fall apart. 572 00:47:13,663 --> 00:47:16,415 Nonnatus's house, says the midwife. 573 00:47:19,335 --> 00:47:22,505 Will her memory come back? 574 00:47:24,924 --> 00:47:27,677 They don't promise anything. 575 00:47:29,512 --> 00:47:32,223 We must have hope. 576 00:47:34,517 --> 00:47:36,686 Now she took a nap. 577 00:47:36,769 --> 00:47:41,566 Her father is sitting next to her. Like when she was little. 578 00:47:42,942 --> 00:47:45,820 He sat and watched her sleep. 579 00:47:46,445 --> 00:47:49,699 He'll see again, when we get back to Wales. 580 00:47:53,619 --> 00:47:58,833 -The hospital agrees to this? - The specialist even suggested it. 581 00:47:59,709 --> 00:48:02,962 It will be until the end she required care. 582 00:48:03,045 --> 00:48:05,006 And certainly for some time. 583 00:48:05,465 --> 00:48:09,177 It is not known Will these attacks ever stop? 584 00:48:09,218 --> 00:48:11,554 Could I visit her? 585 00:48:13,222 --> 00:48:17,393 Delia said in Pembridge it's beautiful when it's not raining. 586 00:48:17,477 --> 00:48:19,687 We'll see how she will feel. 587 00:48:21,647 --> 00:48:24,901 And I can from time to time call? 588 00:48:24,984 --> 00:48:28,821 We don't have a telephone. But you can definitely write. 589 00:48:37,246 --> 00:48:39,707 I know where I'll take them. 590 00:48:49,425 --> 00:48:53,971 Okay, baby, get some rest. 591 00:48:54,263 --> 00:48:56,747 I forget that I'm talking to her gives nothing. 592 00:48:56,824 --> 00:48:58,144 It helps me. 593 00:49:52,738 --> 00:49:55,199 Now gently, June. 594 00:49:55,241 --> 00:50:01,289 - Administer gently. - Very good! 595 00:50:01,330 --> 00:50:04,041 I love you, June Dillon. 596 00:50:04,083 --> 00:50:07,378 Success, the head was born. 597 00:50:07,420 --> 00:50:10,506 The head was born. 598 00:50:16,429 --> 00:50:18,222 The baby turned around. 599 00:50:18,264 --> 00:50:21,142 Take it hard once again. 600 00:50:21,184 --> 00:50:23,853 Great! You did great! 601 00:50:28,274 --> 00:50:30,526 It's a boy, June. 602 00:50:30,610 --> 00:50:32,403 Boy! 603 00:50:36,115 --> 00:50:38,201 Hush, little one. 604 00:50:42,288 --> 00:50:44,415 I want to hug him. 605 00:51:03,142 --> 00:51:05,311 He says: "I love you. 606 00:51:06,395 --> 00:51:08,731 And your dad loves you. 607 00:51:09,899 --> 00:51:13,027 And even if you won't hear his voice, 608 00:51:13,069 --> 00:51:15,530 or I won't hear yours, 609 00:51:18,491 --> 00:51:24,205 know that we love you with all my hearts." 610 00:51:49,605 --> 00:51:54,110 Good evening, Trixie. Or maybe good morning. 611 00:51:54,193 --> 00:51:56,612 Sometimes it's hard for me to say. 612 00:51:57,530 --> 00:51:59,323 You look tired. 613 00:52:00,616 --> 00:52:02,952 I just delivered my baby. 614 00:52:03,619 --> 00:52:07,915 And I go to the dying man. 615 00:52:07,957 --> 00:52:10,793 That's life, right? 616 00:52:13,546 --> 00:52:15,131 I have to go. 617 00:53:29,872 --> 00:53:32,792 Hotline? 618 00:53:36,212 --> 00:53:39,674 Am I calling correctly? I don't want to die at all 619 00:53:40,216 --> 00:53:43,845 actually I just want to stop drinking. 620 00:53:47,390 --> 00:53:50,268 Thank you, someone is already with her. 621 00:53:50,309 --> 00:53:52,895 He's in a safe place. 622 00:53:56,065 --> 00:53:58,943 You're not alone, Trixie. 623 00:53:59,735 --> 00:54:03,197 I promise; you are not alone. 624 00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:09,412 If you say you will pray I assure you I will start roaring. 625 00:54:09,662 --> 00:54:13,875 There are many healing things in the world, people who care 626 00:54:13,916 --> 00:54:16,711 and who will help you find them. 627 00:55:10,139 --> 00:55:13,226 I don't want to overdo it with decorations. 628 00:55:13,309 --> 00:55:17,230 As the owner of a haberdashery I have a weakness for accessories. 629 00:55:17,313 --> 00:55:20,107 Very economically you use lace. 630 00:55:20,149 --> 00:55:22,860 No one will help you he resented the rose. 631 00:55:22,902 --> 00:55:26,781 Coco Chanel used to say, that elegant woman before leaving the house 632 00:55:26,823 --> 00:55:29,450 I take off the last thing what she wore. 633 00:55:29,492 --> 00:55:32,578 What if the last one? Shall I wear a skirt? 634 00:55:35,748 --> 00:55:39,794 But you're right, Violet. It looks too simple. 635 00:55:47,927 --> 00:55:51,472 blue, like your mother's eyes. 636 00:56:01,107 --> 00:56:05,153 - Look who's here. - My man! 637 00:56:05,153 --> 00:56:06,821 Go to mommy. 638 00:56:15,121 --> 00:56:18,624 Take one if necessary. Just like here. 639 00:56:18,708 --> 00:56:23,379 All pregnant women they should be banging on your door. 640 00:56:23,463 --> 00:56:25,339 What is this magical ingredient? 641 00:56:25,381 --> 00:56:27,925 The tablets are called Distaval. 642 00:56:27,925 --> 00:56:31,179 And the magic ingredient it's thalidomide. 643 00:56:31,220 --> 00:56:35,224 Order more of this I'll advertise it to you. 644 00:56:35,308 --> 00:56:36,726 Shall we go? 645 00:56:51,741 --> 00:56:54,660 I am the daughter of a man who drank. 646 00:56:56,245 --> 00:56:59,791 I am the daughter of a man who fought in the war. 647 00:57:01,083 --> 00:57:03,586 I heard him screaming at night. 648 00:57:05,087 --> 00:57:07,173 I saw his tears. 649 00:57:13,262 --> 00:57:16,349 But I could make him smile. 650 00:57:17,183 --> 00:57:19,727 I knew how to cheer him up. 651 00:57:23,856 --> 00:57:26,484 There were two of us able to do it. 652 00:57:26,526 --> 00:57:28,611 I. 653 00:57:30,279 --> 00:57:32,907 And a bottle of scotch. 654 00:57:34,200 --> 00:57:38,204 I became a nurse and a midwife. 655 00:57:40,039 --> 00:57:42,208 I was needed by patients. 656 00:57:46,546 --> 00:57:48,506 And I needed them. 657 00:57:49,215 --> 00:57:52,885 Because with everyone delivered birth 658 00:57:53,427 --> 00:57:58,516 for an hour or two I was part of a happy family. 659 00:58:00,393 --> 00:58:04,355 Never mind, always afterwards I was going home alone. 660 00:58:10,653 --> 00:58:15,700 It doesn't matter that the only what makes me feel better, 661 00:58:16,033 --> 00:58:18,411 it's a glass of scotch. 662 00:58:19,495 --> 00:58:21,581 Or something similar. 663 00:58:23,082 --> 00:58:26,169 Similar things it's endless. 664 00:58:26,836 --> 00:58:28,629 When I think back, 665 00:58:29,589 --> 00:58:33,426 this is my father he was quite conventional. 666 00:58:39,182 --> 00:58:41,392 Do I have to say it now? 667 00:58:48,774 --> 00:58:51,819 My name is Beatrix. 668 00:58:51,861 --> 00:58:54,780 But everyone calls me Trixie. 669 00:58:57,950 --> 00:59:00,119 I'm an alcoholic. 670 00:59:04,957 --> 00:59:10,421 Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference between the end and the beginning. 671 00:59:11,631 --> 00:59:14,842 The end is not always there is painful 672 00:59:14,884 --> 00:59:19,180 and starting over we don't have to feel completely happy. 673 00:59:19,806 --> 00:59:22,433 Letting go we gain peace 674 00:59:22,475 --> 00:59:26,562 and we turn around towards the future. 675 00:59:47,416 --> 00:59:50,545 After a modest celebration, Violetwanted 676 00:59:50,586 --> 00:59:54,423 Thewedding didn't take place at her place or at Fred's 677 00:59:54,507 --> 00:59:58,052 but in a place where everyone was loved 678 00:59:58,094 --> 01:00:01,430 and doors and hearts were open. 679 01:00:29,041 --> 01:00:32,003 As in the face a loving parent 680 01:00:32,044 --> 01:00:36,632 on the House of Nonnatus time left its mark with each passing year. 681 01:00:36,716 --> 01:00:42,972 He became more beautiful with every shadow and passing charm 682 01:00:43,055 --> 01:00:46,517 and he was loved more, than can be expressed. 683 01:00:48,330 --> 01:00:51,330 Translation: titi 684 01:00:51,331 --> 01:00:54,331 Synchro and minor fixes: Peterlin 685 01:00:54,332 --> 01:00:57,332 End of season four Project Haven www.facebook.com/ProHaven