1 00:01:45,893 --> 00:01:50,893 Subtitles by explosiveskull 2 00:01:55,531 --> 00:01:57,100 I'm looking out the window, 3 00:01:58,066 --> 00:02:00,635 and the trucks won't stop coming. 4 00:02:14,149 --> 00:02:16,786 My name is Andrea Schaund. 5 00:02:18,586 --> 00:02:22,391 I live at 176 Hillside Terrace, Kingston. 6 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:26,959 My husband's out of the house on weekdays 7 00:02:26,961 --> 00:02:29,728 between 8:00 a.m. and 7:00 p.m., 8 00:02:29,730 --> 00:02:31,900 so it's safe to meet then. 9 00:02:33,634 --> 00:02:36,138 But I have two children who come home at 4:00, 10 00:02:37,205 --> 00:02:38,941 and I don't want them to get hurt. 11 00:02:40,675 --> 00:02:42,778 He'll hurt them, if I leave. 12 00:03:40,836 --> 00:03:42,035 We're gonna kick off 13 00:03:42,037 --> 00:03:44,907 this liquid latex series with a crow's-feet tutorial. 14 00:03:45,173 --> 00:03:47,107 Making crow's-feet is a great introduction 15 00:03:47,109 --> 00:03:48,177 to wrinkle stippling, 16 00:03:49,277 --> 00:03:50,245 which is one of my favorite aging techniques. 17 00:03:51,413 --> 00:03:52,546 You don't need to spend a ton of money to do this. 18 00:03:52,548 --> 00:03:55,014 The latex I'll be using goes for about six dollars 19 00:03:55,016 --> 00:03:57,019 at Halloween stores, and you can get about... 20 00:04:27,149 --> 00:04:29,185 The wife failed to inform me... 21 00:04:30,017 --> 00:04:32,120 the insurance medical was booked for today. 22 00:04:33,154 --> 00:04:34,155 Make it quick. 23 00:04:40,028 --> 00:04:40,996 Hello, Mr. Schaund. 24 00:04:44,699 --> 00:04:46,902 Today you will do the following three things. 25 00:04:48,302 --> 00:04:50,773 You will sign this house over to your wife. 26 00:04:51,973 --> 00:04:54,673 You will transfer 75% of your funds 27 00:04:54,675 --> 00:04:56,144 to a bank account in her name. 28 00:04:56,778 --> 00:04:57,780 And you will leave, 29 00:04:58,613 --> 00:04:59,614 for good. 30 00:05:02,651 --> 00:05:03,718 Who the hell are you? 31 00:05:06,120 --> 00:05:09,224 Do you understand and agree to these things, Mr. Schaund? 32 00:05:14,963 --> 00:05:15,965 Are you a lawyer? 33 00:05:29,911 --> 00:05:32,615 I know what you do to her, Mr. Schaund, 34 00:05:33,915 --> 00:05:36,686 and what you'll do to the kids if she leaves. 35 00:06:12,187 --> 00:06:14,323 Two hundred and thirty-seven thousand... 36 00:06:16,458 --> 00:06:19,929 four hundred and sixty-five dollars. 37 00:06:45,754 --> 00:06:47,086 Thanks for calling 38 00:06:47,088 --> 00:06:48,221 CSO Security, how may I help you? 39 00:06:48,223 --> 00:06:51,360 Margaret Turner, Human Resources, please. 40 00:06:54,428 --> 00:06:55,930 - Hello? - Margaret. 41 00:06:57,098 --> 00:07:00,301 This is Michael Schaund, from Finance. 42 00:07:01,970 --> 00:07:03,135 Sorry, who? 43 00:07:03,137 --> 00:07:04,139 Michael... 44 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:06,042 Schaund. 45 00:07:07,309 --> 00:07:09,442 Okay, I can't talk right now. You'll have to call back. 46 00:07:09,444 --> 00:07:10,913 No, no, this can't wait. 47 00:07:11,312 --> 00:07:13,314 I'm resigning. 48 00:07:21,088 --> 00:07:23,892 If you bother her, or the kids, 49 00:07:24,925 --> 00:07:27,729 or anyone they know, in any way, 50 00:07:28,163 --> 00:07:29,165 I will kill you. 51 00:07:33,367 --> 00:07:35,471 I want to kill you. 52 00:07:43,377 --> 00:07:44,379 Get your stuff. 53 00:08:15,209 --> 00:08:16,211 So, I just... 54 00:08:17,379 --> 00:08:19,245 I just tell people he left me? 55 00:08:19,247 --> 00:08:21,783 Mm-hm. For another woman. 56 00:08:23,317 --> 00:08:24,486 No one will question it. 57 00:08:29,423 --> 00:08:31,060 Keep going to Group, it'll help. 58 00:08:31,992 --> 00:08:33,995 You can be honest about everything except me. 59 00:08:35,297 --> 00:08:36,932 Can I pass on your details? 60 00:08:38,133 --> 00:08:39,134 If someone really needs it. 61 00:08:40,969 --> 00:08:43,806 I can't promise to come in time, not yet at least. 62 00:08:48,610 --> 00:08:49,812 Thank you. 63 00:08:50,110 --> 00:08:51,312 And do you have my note? 64 00:08:52,080 --> 00:08:52,948 Oh. Uh... 65 00:08:55,517 --> 00:08:57,386 If my number changes, I'll let you know. 66 00:08:59,553 --> 00:09:00,555 Thank you. 67 00:09:03,191 --> 00:09:04,326 Take care of yourself. 68 00:09:06,027 --> 00:09:07,028 I am. 69 00:09:53,073 --> 00:09:55,076 [Celtic music plays 70 00:09:58,046 --> 00:10:01,517 In Paddy Pallin's name for his book, 71 00:10:02,283 --> 00:10:04,253 Never Truly Lost, 72 00:10:04,552 --> 00:10:08,591 just geographically, temporarily dislocated. 73 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:07,599 Well, I met him at 16 years old. 74 00:13:07,601 --> 00:13:10,773 I had a daughter at the age of 17. 75 00:13:11,306 --> 00:13:13,776 I moved in with him, at his mother's house. 76 00:13:14,875 --> 00:13:17,245 Everything was fine until like a year later, 77 00:13:17,479 --> 00:13:18,680 I started getting punched. 78 00:13:19,114 --> 00:13:20,278 I left it alone, 79 00:13:20,280 --> 00:13:22,183 never walked away, never called the cops. 80 00:13:23,283 --> 00:13:26,151 It started getting... He started getting used to abusing of me, 81 00:13:26,153 --> 00:13:29,490 because he saw I wasn't calling no one for help or anything. 82 00:13:30,557 --> 00:13:32,660 I left it alone because I was young and in love, 83 00:13:33,695 --> 00:13:35,564 until not too long ago. 84 00:13:36,697 --> 00:13:37,799 My son was three... 85 00:13:43,804 --> 00:13:46,174 I was at home working, it was a Sunday. 86 00:13:46,573 --> 00:13:50,309 I got home, and my son ran to me crying, 87 00:13:50,311 --> 00:13:51,613 telling me his father beat him. 88 00:13:52,279 --> 00:13:55,783 When I checked the baby, he had marks all over his body, 89 00:13:56,850 --> 00:13:59,455 from a USB plug that he abused of him. 90 00:14:01,355 --> 00:14:05,193 I went to confront him about it, he didn't say anything about it. 91 00:14:05,493 --> 00:14:06,595 I called 911. 92 00:14:08,863 --> 00:14:11,400 That was the first time I ever called the cops on him. 93 00:14:12,167 --> 00:14:13,799 I never called them when he abused of me, 94 00:14:13,801 --> 00:14:16,738 but once it got to my kids, I wasn't gonna let it happen. 95 00:14:19,206 --> 00:14:21,610 Which they sent me into a domestic violence shelter... 96 00:14:37,892 --> 00:14:39,658 Even though I went into the shelter, 97 00:14:39,660 --> 00:14:41,629 I was still planning on going back to him. 98 00:14:42,529 --> 00:14:45,598 Because I was 16 when I first met him, so it was like, 99 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:46,902 that's all I knew, was him. 100 00:14:48,669 --> 00:14:50,902 So, I started meeting new people in the shelter, 101 00:14:50,904 --> 00:14:52,406 going into counseling groups, 102 00:14:53,341 --> 00:14:55,310 just let me hearing other people's stories, 103 00:14:55,777 --> 00:14:57,743 and I felt like I had support 104 00:14:57,745 --> 00:14:59,548 by other people once I got in there. 105 00:15:00,782 --> 00:15:03,782 And to this day, I choose not to go. 106 00:15:03,784 --> 00:15:06,554 I'm still with my two kids, on my own... 107 00:16:53,660 --> 00:16:55,393 The sea bed is dark, 108 00:16:55,395 --> 00:16:57,031 and the sharks there may be, 109 00:16:57,899 --> 00:17:01,503 but what scares the women most, is Tomokazuki, 110 00:17:01,903 --> 00:17:05,539 a mirror image of themselves they see in the ocean deep. 111 00:17:08,910 --> 00:17:11,046 The mirage will beckon you, saying, 112 00:17:11,546 --> 00:17:13,782 "Come with me, come further. 113 00:17:14,348 --> 00:17:15,884 I'll give you more abalone." 114 00:17:17,518 --> 00:17:20,822 But if you follow her, you will never come back. 115 00:18:34,028 --> 00:18:36,964 It can be so very hard to accept 116 00:18:37,198 --> 00:18:38,998 that someone so close to you, 117 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:40,736 someone who's supposed to love you, 118 00:18:41,501 --> 00:18:43,504 can brutalize and control you. 119 00:18:44,806 --> 00:18:50,379 That brutality, that control starts to breed worthlessness, 120 00:18:50,978 --> 00:18:53,981 and that feeling that you can't do any better. 121 00:18:56,616 --> 00:18:58,986 And sometimes, we do. We get that feeling that... 122 00:18:59,987 --> 00:19:01,022 We can go. 123 00:19:02,256 --> 00:19:04,593 We gotta get up outta there. If we wanna go, we can go! 124 00:19:06,059 --> 00:19:07,495 And then we get scared. 125 00:19:08,162 --> 00:19:10,899 Start to feel like there's no escape. 126 00:19:13,534 --> 00:19:17,072 You're confused and not know what's real and what's not real. 127 00:19:18,638 --> 00:19:20,940 And there's something, there's something inside of us, 128 00:19:20,942 --> 00:19:22,810 something that we know is down there, 129 00:19:23,644 --> 00:19:25,646 and we recognize it, we all do. 130 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:29,984 That's how we got here. We recognize that we have value. 131 00:19:31,786 --> 00:19:34,186 And we reached up and we reached out 132 00:19:34,188 --> 00:19:35,490 and we got some help. 133 00:19:36,557 --> 00:19:38,926 And we grabbed that freedom and got outta there. 134 00:19:40,260 --> 00:19:41,529 That's what's real. 135 00:19:42,896 --> 00:19:43,898 That's real. 136 00:20:50,230 --> 00:20:51,930 I'm looking out the window 137 00:20:51,932 --> 00:20:53,134 and the trucks won't stop coming. 138 00:20:53,667 --> 00:20:54,935 My name is Charlene Jackson. 139 00:20:55,603 --> 00:20:58,006 I live at 98 Scomen Road, Gloversville. 140 00:20:58,806 --> 00:21:00,605 He let me come to the store with him, 141 00:21:00,607 --> 00:21:01,809 this is a stranger's phone. 142 00:21:02,843 --> 00:21:03,845 I gotta go. 143 00:21:23,897 --> 00:21:25,998 ...everybody, and I will see you next time. 144 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:27,134 Take care. Bye-bye. 145 00:21:28,669 --> 00:21:31,202 Hey, guys, last night, I watched Valley of the Doll, 146 00:21:31,204 --> 00:21:35,607 and I was, like, I have to do something like that tomorrow. 147 00:21:35,609 --> 00:21:38,178 I love all their makeup, so I did a more... 148 00:21:38,645 --> 00:21:40,278 Um... One of the more dramatic looks from it. 149 00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:42,716 So, if you like what you see, stay tuned. 150 00:22:35,236 --> 00:22:36,371 Fuck you! 151 00:22:52,252 --> 00:22:53,721 Where are you gonna go? 152 00:22:56,923 --> 00:22:57,925 Somewhere warm. 153 00:22:59,160 --> 00:23:01,096 I don't know. Miami, maybe. 154 00:23:09,135 --> 00:23:11,772 It's like all his hate makes his love worth it. 155 00:23:15,409 --> 00:23:17,712 Because we really had to fight for it. 156 00:23:19,713 --> 00:23:22,282 This is one fight it's okay to give up on. 157 00:23:47,907 --> 00:23:49,141 Well, wherever you go, 158 00:23:49,143 --> 00:23:50,444 you better find a new support group. 159 00:23:52,913 --> 00:23:53,914 Yeah. 160 00:23:58,318 --> 00:23:59,988 Let me give you some more cash. 161 00:24:02,189 --> 00:24:04,058 I hate that I have to take it at all. 162 00:27:45,578 --> 00:27:46,914 What can I get for you? 163 00:27:48,414 --> 00:27:50,018 Well, whiskey on the rocks. 164 00:28:12,306 --> 00:28:13,408 Four bucks. 165 00:28:17,711 --> 00:28:19,012 You're alone? 166 00:28:19,212 --> 00:28:20,213 Yep. 167 00:28:23,384 --> 00:28:25,185 Where can I get 40%? 168 00:28:26,286 --> 00:28:27,455 Just here for a drink. 169 00:29:19,472 --> 00:29:21,573 Hey, come back inside, let me buy you a drink. 170 00:29:21,575 --> 00:29:22,576 No, thanks. 171 00:30:03,650 --> 00:30:04,819 Don't do that again. 172 00:30:45,192 --> 00:30:46,790 I'm looking out the window, 173 00:30:46,792 --> 00:30:48,395 and the trucks won't stop coming. 174 00:30:49,163 --> 00:30:51,865 This is Joyce Richards. You helped me in March. 175 00:30:52,766 --> 00:30:54,199 I'm not calling for me. 176 00:30:54,201 --> 00:30:56,170 I'm calling because of my friend's neighbor, 177 00:30:56,435 --> 00:30:58,405 I think the kid there really needs help. 178 00:30:58,605 --> 00:31:00,474 If you're in town, can you check on him? 179 00:31:00,740 --> 00:31:04,377 The address is 87740 Maiden Lane... 180 00:32:13,814 --> 00:32:14,949 What do you want? 181 00:32:20,686 --> 00:32:21,788 Do you need some help? 182 00:32:28,528 --> 00:32:29,931 Do you have an appointment? 183 00:32:31,365 --> 00:32:32,432 No, I... 184 00:32:34,968 --> 00:32:36,700 I saw you at the store and I... 185 00:32:36,702 --> 00:32:38,372 I thought you might need some help. 186 00:32:57,923 --> 00:32:59,926 My mom won't let my brother out of his room. 187 00:33:34,894 --> 00:33:35,895 He's in there. 188 00:33:39,965 --> 00:33:42,002 Does that bathroom door have a lock on the inside? 189 00:33:44,704 --> 00:33:46,874 Good, I want you to go inside and lock the door. 190 00:33:52,679 --> 00:33:53,881 Are you going to hurt her? 191 00:33:56,682 --> 00:33:59,052 Do you want me to get you and your brother away from her? 192 00:34:04,557 --> 00:34:05,558 Okay. 193 00:34:32,619 --> 00:34:34,452 What the fuck are you... 194 00:34:35,822 --> 00:34:37,825 Get the fuck off me! 195 00:34:38,557 --> 00:34:39,659 Where's the key? 196 00:34:40,393 --> 00:34:42,395 - You don't want this... - Where's the key? 197 00:34:42,829 --> 00:34:44,699 Get the fuck off me! 198 00:36:34,807 --> 00:36:36,010 What's your name? 199 00:36:42,516 --> 00:36:43,517 Sadie. 200 00:36:45,952 --> 00:36:46,954 What's yours? 201 00:36:50,222 --> 00:36:51,224 Zach. 202 00:36:53,827 --> 00:36:54,895 And your brother? 203 00:37:00,166 --> 00:37:01,168 He's Leon. 204 00:37:06,072 --> 00:37:07,074 Zach. 205 00:37:09,242 --> 00:37:10,845 The police are gonna come now, 206 00:37:11,710 --> 00:37:13,480 with someone from Child Services. 207 00:37:14,981 --> 00:37:17,251 And they're gonna take you and Leon 208 00:37:17,650 --> 00:37:18,786 away from your mom. 209 00:37:21,121 --> 00:37:22,623 It might be a little scary. 210 00:37:23,123 --> 00:37:25,023 A lot of strangers asking questions, 211 00:37:25,025 --> 00:37:27,595 but this is your chance for you guys to be safe. 212 00:37:30,230 --> 00:37:31,731 Can't we just come with you? 213 00:37:35,902 --> 00:37:36,903 I have to go. 214 00:37:49,916 --> 00:37:51,018 You wouldn't be safe with me. 215 00:38:03,063 --> 00:38:07,034 If anyone ever hurts you, or Leon, 216 00:38:07,634 --> 00:38:08,735 you tell someone. 217 00:38:10,936 --> 00:38:12,873 You tell as many people as you can. 218 00:38:17,177 --> 00:38:18,646 If no one helps you... 219 00:38:22,081 --> 00:38:23,917 You call this number here, 220 00:38:25,184 --> 00:38:26,286 and I will help you. 221 00:38:27,753 --> 00:38:28,755 Okay. 222 00:38:29,389 --> 00:38:30,591 And don't... 223 00:38:32,925 --> 00:38:34,628 Don't tell anyone my real name. 224 00:39:32,452 --> 00:39:37,157 I know it's his weakness but he really loves me, 225 00:39:38,724 --> 00:39:41,394 like nobody, like, no one will. 226 00:39:46,733 --> 00:39:47,735 Hey, 227 00:39:48,702 --> 00:39:49,703 it's ground zero. 228 00:39:50,704 --> 00:39:53,173 It's hard starting from scratch, but it's good. 229 00:39:54,139 --> 00:39:56,409 I have control over me and my kids now. 230 00:39:58,844 --> 00:39:59,846 It's my will. 231 00:40:01,014 --> 00:40:01,815 Not his. 232 00:40:04,751 --> 00:40:06,420 My will can't change anything. 233 00:40:10,724 --> 00:40:12,159 What makes you say that, Sadie? 234 00:40:18,297 --> 00:40:19,432 'Cause it's true. 235 00:40:23,436 --> 00:40:25,439 Can you share your leaving story with us? 236 00:40:38,418 --> 00:40:40,186 We went on camping trips a lot. 237 00:40:41,054 --> 00:40:42,056 Who's "We"? 238 00:40:43,822 --> 00:40:46,092 Me, my husband and our son, Cody. 239 00:40:47,893 --> 00:40:49,028 What were the trips like? 240 00:40:51,164 --> 00:40:52,932 Survivalist camping. It's... 241 00:40:54,333 --> 00:40:56,803 We'd trek into the woods, build our own shelter, 242 00:40:57,003 --> 00:40:59,405 hunt and forage for food, do our own first aid. 243 00:41:00,039 --> 00:41:01,041 He would... 244 00:41:02,208 --> 00:41:03,210 set my bones. 245 00:41:04,811 --> 00:41:06,113 After he broke them. 246 00:41:08,313 --> 00:41:09,482 When I broke the rules. 247 00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:15,485 He never did it in front of Cody, though. 248 00:41:15,487 --> 00:41:16,987 He never hurt me in front of him. 249 00:41:16,989 --> 00:41:19,025 And I always used makeup to cover anything. 250 00:41:20,059 --> 00:41:21,161 And we protected him. 251 00:41:23,028 --> 00:41:24,829 Did you tell anyone? 252 00:41:24,831 --> 00:41:27,166 Your friends, family, about the abuse? 253 00:41:29,268 --> 00:41:30,269 No, I... 254 00:41:31,371 --> 00:41:33,237 When we got married, we moved away from my parents, 255 00:41:33,239 --> 00:41:35,373 across the country. And I was glad. I... 256 00:41:38,844 --> 00:41:40,213 I don't have any friends. 257 00:41:43,416 --> 00:41:44,581 If I wanted to socialize, 258 00:41:44,583 --> 00:41:46,550 the money came out of Cody's food budget, 259 00:41:46,552 --> 00:41:47,954 so I just didn't go out. 260 00:41:51,257 --> 00:41:52,860 And I wasn't allowed to work. 261 00:41:53,827 --> 00:41:56,230 Because that's a husband's role. 262 00:41:59,097 --> 00:42:00,433 I was a very good wife. 263 00:42:02,202 --> 00:42:03,837 How long were you with him? 264 00:42:06,539 --> 00:42:07,775 About ten years. 265 00:42:10,175 --> 00:42:11,277 What made you leave? 266 00:42:21,286 --> 00:42:22,388 He came home early. 267 00:42:24,990 --> 00:42:26,893 Right after Cody got home from school. 268 00:42:27,092 --> 00:42:29,495 He was excited. 269 00:42:31,563 --> 00:42:33,430 There was a new truck in the driveway, 270 00:42:33,432 --> 00:42:35,869 hooked up to our camping trailer, and he was... 271 00:42:37,637 --> 00:42:39,039 saying we were leaving. 272 00:42:39,505 --> 00:42:41,171 We were gonna go live off the grid, 273 00:42:41,173 --> 00:42:42,242 like we always wanted. 274 00:42:44,978 --> 00:42:46,512 He was more than excited, he was... 275 00:42:47,579 --> 00:42:48,581 manic. 276 00:42:50,048 --> 00:42:51,384 Told me to go start packing. 277 00:42:52,652 --> 00:42:53,920 Just the essentials. 278 00:42:54,621 --> 00:42:55,923 "Now." 279 00:42:58,190 --> 00:42:59,225 What did you do? 280 00:43:03,663 --> 00:43:04,931 I panicked. 281 00:43:09,635 --> 00:43:11,871 I went into Cody's room and I said 282 00:43:12,204 --> 00:43:15,375 that I needed to sneak out to go get Dad a special present. 283 00:43:17,610 --> 00:43:19,213 And would he come with me? 284 00:43:25,184 --> 00:43:27,120 He thought it was a special mission. 285 00:43:33,659 --> 00:43:35,992 We snuck out through the kitchen, 286 00:43:35,994 --> 00:43:37,197 through the laundry room. 287 00:43:38,231 --> 00:43:39,466 And then out the back. 288 00:43:41,333 --> 00:43:44,103 And we were almost at the freeway. 289 00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:47,240 And he... 290 00:43:48,373 --> 00:43:51,177 cut us off, and knocked me down, 291 00:43:51,411 --> 00:43:52,378 and... 292 00:43:53,679 --> 00:43:55,114 He had a knife on him. 293 00:43:55,581 --> 00:43:58,050 And he just started slashing me with it. 294 00:43:58,518 --> 00:43:59,619 Slashing me with it. 295 00:44:02,956 --> 00:44:05,025 And then Cody started screaming. 296 00:44:08,527 --> 00:44:09,929 And he got up off me... 297 00:44:15,434 --> 00:44:17,371 And then my boy stopped screaming. 298 00:44:43,161 --> 00:44:44,163 Can't change that. 299 00:44:54,306 --> 00:44:56,042 You could hear the trucks there, too. 300 00:45:04,050 --> 00:45:05,218 Thank you, Sadie. 301 00:45:11,190 --> 00:45:15,429 If it's okay with you, I would like to end this session by... 302 00:45:16,461 --> 00:45:18,532 by taking a moment of silence for Janet. 303 00:46:09,648 --> 00:46:12,085 All the women that died, wanting out? 304 00:46:13,186 --> 00:46:15,188 Men who died, wanting out? 305 00:46:16,188 --> 00:46:17,190 Girls... 306 00:46:18,324 --> 00:46:19,326 Boys... 307 00:46:21,427 --> 00:46:24,131 Every graveyard is full... 308 00:46:25,364 --> 00:46:26,666 of people that didn't make it. 309 00:46:27,833 --> 00:46:29,769 And you sit here, alive, 310 00:46:30,603 --> 00:46:32,606 and wasting. 311 00:46:36,108 --> 00:46:37,277 It's disrespectful to them. 312 00:46:37,543 --> 00:46:39,543 To the ones that are gonna die today, 313 00:46:39,545 --> 00:46:40,813 and gonna die tomorrow. 314 00:46:44,349 --> 00:46:45,351 It's a massacre. 315 00:46:46,485 --> 00:46:49,121 And all you can do is sit here and read kids' books. 316 00:46:51,423 --> 00:46:52,592 You have to fight back. 317 00:46:53,693 --> 00:46:54,694 Even if... 318 00:46:56,128 --> 00:46:57,297 Even if it kills you. 319 00:47:40,606 --> 00:47:42,242 Is the bank still foreclosing? 320 00:47:43,476 --> 00:47:44,577 Sale's in two weeks. 321 00:47:45,277 --> 00:47:46,744 You need to go in and get out 322 00:47:46,746 --> 00:47:48,248 any possessions you want before then. 323 00:47:49,548 --> 00:47:50,548 Good news is, 324 00:47:50,550 --> 00:47:52,486 credit card companies are reviewing your debt. 325 00:47:53,753 --> 00:47:57,289 I'm fairly confident it'll all get written off as fraud. 326 00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:02,892 Do you know what he was buying? 327 00:48:02,894 --> 00:48:04,630 Mainly supplementing mortgage payments. 328 00:48:05,364 --> 00:48:06,500 Until they cut him off. 329 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:10,402 And the life insurance policy? 330 00:48:11,336 --> 00:48:14,240 Because your husband's missing, not confirmed dead... 331 00:48:16,409 --> 00:48:17,510 they won't pay out. 332 00:48:22,215 --> 00:48:23,216 Hmm. 333 00:48:28,387 --> 00:48:29,655 What's my best option? 334 00:48:31,289 --> 00:48:33,389 From the state, I can get you an immediate payment 335 00:48:33,391 --> 00:48:34,493 of two-and-a-half grand. 336 00:48:35,728 --> 00:48:37,496 That's the cost of your son's funeral. 337 00:54:56,775 --> 00:54:58,110 Dear Miss Beverly, 338 00:54:58,710 --> 00:55:00,846 please destroy this letter after you read it. 339 00:55:02,347 --> 00:55:04,317 I know what I wanna do with my life. 340 00:55:06,150 --> 00:55:08,820 I wanna use it to help people who can't escape. 341 00:55:10,856 --> 00:55:11,858 I won't kill. 342 00:55:12,925 --> 00:55:14,661 But I'll get them free from the abuse quickly. 343 00:55:15,094 --> 00:55:15,894 And for good. 344 00:55:17,896 --> 00:55:20,199 Let me fight, so they don't have to. 345 00:55:21,867 --> 00:55:23,800 I'll ask for cash or food in return, 346 00:55:23,802 --> 00:55:24,938 whatever they can afford. 347 00:55:26,137 --> 00:55:27,906 One day I hope not to ask for anything. 348 00:55:30,242 --> 00:55:32,041 I'll be out of contact most of the time, 349 00:55:32,043 --> 00:55:33,612 but it won't be forever, either. 350 00:55:35,114 --> 00:55:37,215 Instructions are at the bottom of the page. 351 00:55:38,217 --> 00:55:40,349 I know it's a risk to pass them on and I... 352 00:55:40,351 --> 00:55:41,954 I don't expect you to take it. 353 00:55:44,356 --> 00:55:47,327 I used to be afraid that the trucks won't stop coming. 354 00:55:48,994 --> 00:55:50,663 But now, I welcome every one. 355 00:55:53,666 --> 00:55:55,234 Thank you for helping me. 356 00:55:58,269 --> 00:55:59,271 Sadie. 357 00:58:51,076 --> 00:58:53,112 ♪ In Scarlet Town ♪ 358 00:58:56,114 --> 00:58:57,416 ♪ Where I was born ♪ 359 00:59:00,418 --> 00:59:03,422 ♪ There was a fair maid dwelling ♪ 360 00:59:06,425 --> 00:59:08,427 ♪ Made many a-poor ♪ 361 00:59:10,394 --> 00:59:11,898 ♪ Cry a wild day ♪ 362 00:59:14,032 --> 00:59:17,934 ♪ Her name was Barbara Allen ♪ 363 00:59:28,581 --> 00:59:30,313 I saw you in the woods, I thought you were a hunter. 364 00:59:32,451 --> 00:59:35,121 I followed you for... for miles. 365 00:59:36,221 --> 00:59:37,923 I don't even really know why, I just... 366 00:59:40,492 --> 00:59:42,894 Even when I saw you hid the car the way we did... 367 00:59:44,463 --> 00:59:45,464 I wasn't sure. 368 00:59:48,500 --> 00:59:49,902 Until I saw your face. 369 00:59:53,204 --> 00:59:54,206 Saw my girl. 370 01:00:03,681 --> 01:00:04,950 But I don't know, Sades. 371 01:00:07,552 --> 01:00:08,621 You still my girl? 372 01:00:40,018 --> 01:00:41,887 Why'd you do that to your hair? 373 01:01:06,610 --> 01:01:07,612 Hey. 374 01:01:20,291 --> 01:01:21,559 You need to drink some water. 375 01:01:42,146 --> 01:01:43,982 That's a lot of forest you covered, Sades. 376 01:01:46,318 --> 01:01:47,553 You've marked it off perfectly. 377 01:01:52,423 --> 01:01:53,458 You been looking for me? 378 01:02:07,072 --> 01:02:08,641 We gotta figure out your head, Sades. 379 01:02:12,210 --> 01:02:13,346 You messed it all up. 380 01:02:59,356 --> 01:03:01,059 So, there is still a heart in you. 381 01:03:23,280 --> 01:03:24,549 You've been a bad person. 382 01:03:26,684 --> 01:03:27,686 But it's okay. 383 01:03:30,188 --> 01:03:31,557 Because I got you back now. 384 01:03:34,192 --> 01:03:35,360 I got you back, Sadie. 385 01:03:49,306 --> 01:03:50,708 I'm gonna go get us something to eat. 386 01:06:25,396 --> 01:06:27,865 Wrong, wrong, wrong! 387 01:06:54,358 --> 01:06:55,693 Put your arm on the wood, Sades. 388 01:07:06,938 --> 01:07:07,940 Sadie... 389 01:07:10,708 --> 01:07:12,043 Put your arm on the wood. 390 01:15:39,417 --> 01:15:40,986 Sadie! 391 01:17:53,583 --> 01:17:55,086 Still can't believe you're alive. 392 01:18:20,478 --> 01:18:21,980 You gotta come home, Sades. 393 01:18:30,587 --> 01:18:31,588 I love you. 394 01:18:49,172 --> 01:18:50,175 I can't help it. 395 01:18:55,679 --> 01:18:56,981 Even after all this... 396 01:18:59,382 --> 01:19:00,385 I still love you. 397 01:19:28,779 --> 01:19:30,515 I thought it was love you had. 398 01:19:34,150 --> 01:19:35,220 But it's not. 399 01:19:41,859 --> 01:19:43,061 It's need. 400 01:19:46,130 --> 01:19:47,265 Desperate... 401 01:19:48,265 --> 01:19:49,300 perverted... 402 01:19:50,266 --> 01:19:51,368 - need. - Sadie. 403 01:19:52,735 --> 01:19:53,738 No. 404 01:19:54,805 --> 01:19:56,541 I tried to hide from it. 405 01:19:59,409 --> 01:20:01,179 And then I tried to run from it. 406 01:20:03,713 --> 01:20:04,716 And now... 407 01:20:07,150 --> 01:20:08,286 Now I'm gonna end it. 408 01:20:11,588 --> 01:20:12,689 You're coming home. 409 01:20:17,194 --> 01:20:19,260 You killed our boy. 410 01:20:19,262 --> 01:20:20,364 You made me! 411 01:20:21,465 --> 01:20:22,667 You made me do it! 412 01:20:29,372 --> 01:20:32,376 You knew it'd be bad, leaving me. 413 01:20:33,577 --> 01:20:34,746 And you did it anyway. 414 01:20:38,548 --> 01:20:40,085 You knew it'd be bad! 415 01:20:43,487 --> 01:20:44,489 You made me... 416 01:20:49,659 --> 01:20:51,863 You killed our boy... 417 01:20:53,329 --> 01:20:55,100 because he saw the truth of you. 418 01:21:02,773 --> 01:21:04,141 You killed our boy. 419 01:21:06,510 --> 01:21:08,213 And now, I'm gonna kill you. 420 01:23:57,914 --> 01:23:59,716 Glad the shelter was able to find you. 421 01:24:02,086 --> 01:24:03,755 Why did the police wanna see me? 422 01:24:05,655 --> 01:24:08,659 The police may have found your husband's body. 423 01:24:09,693 --> 01:24:11,762 And they want you to go in and identify it. 424 01:24:12,996 --> 01:24:13,931 And what happened to him? 425 01:24:15,498 --> 01:24:18,969 Well, the man did not die of natural causes. 426 01:24:20,604 --> 01:24:22,407 But there doesn't seem to be any evidence. 427 01:24:23,006 --> 01:24:25,510 And considering his felon status, 428 01:24:26,710 --> 01:24:28,543 I doubt they'll wanna put more effort 429 01:24:28,545 --> 01:24:30,014 into solving the case. 430 01:24:31,414 --> 01:24:32,417 If it is him, 431 01:24:33,618 --> 01:24:34,450 you'll need to account for your whereabouts and schedule 432 01:24:34,452 --> 01:24:36,020 during the second week of February. 433 01:24:38,020 --> 01:24:39,090 I can do that. 434 01:24:41,557 --> 01:24:44,028 The good news is that with a body, 435 01:24:44,828 --> 01:24:46,564 his life insurance pays out. 436 01:24:53,537 --> 01:24:55,469 Is there some way I can keep in contact with you? 437 01:24:55,471 --> 01:24:56,873 Email, telephone number? 438 01:24:58,708 --> 01:25:00,778 Yeah, I made you an email address. 439 01:25:30,140 --> 01:25:32,007 I'm looking out the window, 440 01:25:32,009 --> 01:25:34,112 and the trucks won't stop coming. 441 01:25:35,179 --> 01:25:36,948 My name is Eva Greenberg. 442 01:25:37,914 --> 01:25:39,484 I live at 402... 443 01:26:13,722 --> 01:26:18,722 Subtitles by explosiveskull