1
00:00:01,812 --> 00:00:03,147
THE TRICK TO ONIONS--

2
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CUT THEM IN HALF
LENGTHWISE,

3
00:00:04,515 --> 00:00:06,717
BUT LEAVE THE ROOTS ON.

4
00:00:06,750 --> 00:00:09,320
THEN MAKE YOUR
VERTICAL SLICES.

5
00:00:12,256 --> 00:00:13,857
NEED A DOZEN.
THINK YOU CAN HANDLE THIS?

6
00:00:13,890 --> 00:00:16,560
A DOZEN IS 12, RIGHT?

7
00:00:16,593 --> 00:00:18,829
NEXT, WE ADD MUSTARD GREENS--

8
00:00:18,862 --> 00:00:21,832
SPICY, AND THEY PACK
A NICE PUNCH.

9
00:00:21,865 --> 00:00:24,368
PLUS, THEY'RE REALLY GOOD
FOR YOU.

10
00:00:24,401 --> 00:00:26,237
IMPROVE MENTAL FUNCTION,

11
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PROTECT AGAINST
RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS.

12
00:00:28,239 --> 00:00:31,475
EVEN INHIBIT CERTAIN TYPES
OF CANCER.

13
00:00:31,508 --> 00:00:32,743
ARE YOU GOING TO CHOP
THOSE ONIONS

14
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OR GIVE THEM A THAI MASSAGE?

15
00:00:33,877 --> 00:00:37,314
WELL, I GUESS A HAPPY ENDING
IS OUT OF THE QUESTION.

16
00:00:37,348 --> 00:00:39,483
[stifled laughter]
I DON'T RECALL ADDING
MAKING SNIDE REMARKS

17
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TO YOUR LIST OF DUTIES.

18
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JUST TAKING INITIATIVE.

19
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SECRET INGREDIENT:
PORCINI MUSHROOMS.

20
00:00:47,224 --> 00:00:50,227
YOU WANT TO RECONSTITUTE THEM
IN A BOWL OF WATER.

21
00:00:50,261 --> 00:00:52,263
YOU ALSO WANT TO HIRE
AN ASSISTANT

22
00:00:52,296 --> 00:00:54,198
WHO CAN STAY FOCUSED
FOR LONGER THAN 30 SECONDS.

23
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WHY DON'T I HEAR YOU CHOPPING?

24
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JUST GIVE ME A SECOND.

25
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[coughs]
YOU'RE KIDDING ME,
RIGHT?

26
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SO SORRY.
ARE YOU OKAY?
YOU WANT TO SIT DOWN?

27
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MY LIPS ARE BLUE.
CYANOSIS.

28
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PAIN IN MY BACK AND CHEST.

29
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SPONTANEOUS PNEUMOTHORAX.

30
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WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
I'M A DOCTOR.

31
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YOU ARE?
AND I NEED A DOCTOR.

32
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[gasps]

33
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[Massive Attack's Teardrop ]

34
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*

35
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YOU DROOL.

36
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[chuckles]
SHUT UP.

37
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I KNOW
GAS IS EXPENSIVE,

38
00:03:05,061 --> 00:03:07,264
BUT I COULD'VE
GIVEN YOU A RIDE.

39
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ELEVATOR'S BROKEN.

40
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IT WAS FINE WHEN I CAME UP

41
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FROM ADMITTING.

42
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DANA MILLER,
THE CANCER RESEARCHER.

43
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SPONTANEOUS PNEUMOTHORAX.
AWFULLY THIN FILE.

44
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SHE JUST GOT ADMITTED.

45
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LOTS OF THINGS CAN CAUSE
PNEUMOTHORAX.

46
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WHY DON'T WE LET
EIGHT OR TEN OTHER DOCTORS

47
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RULE OUT THE BORING STUFF?

48
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WE WANNA TAKE THIS CASE.

49
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SHE'S MAYBE FIVE
OR TEN YEARS AWAY

50
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FROM CURING RETINOBLASTOMA.

51
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WHICH WOULD MAKE THIS CASE
ATTRACTIVE TO ANYONE

52
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WHO HAS SOME VESTED INTEREST
IN PEOPLE CURING THE INCURABLE.

53
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SHE HASN'T SUFFERED
FROM COPD.

54
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SHE DOESN'T SMOKE.

55
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SHE HASN'T BEEN SCUBA DIVING.

56
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O2 SATS ARE LOW EVEN AFTER
CHEST TUBE INSERTION.

57
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PNEUMOTHORAX COULD BE SECONDARY
TO A BUNCH OF THINGS.

58
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CYSTIC FIBROSIS,
LUNG CANCER.

59
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OR, TO BE SLIGHTLY
MORE OPTIMISTIC,

60
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LATE-ONSET ASTHMA TRIGGERED
BY AN UNKNOWN ALLERGEN.

61
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WE HAVE A CASE?
DID YOU JUST GET TO WORK?

62
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AM I IN TROUBLE?

63
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DID YOU TAKE THE ELEVATORS UP?
YES.

64
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SO, STEROIDS FOR ASTHMA?

65
00:03:56,880 --> 00:03:58,682
YEAH.

66
00:03:58,715 --> 00:04:02,419
DO A CT LOOKING FOR
HYPERINFLATION TO CONFIRM.

67
00:04:07,391 --> 00:04:09,926
I THOUGHT MY HOSPITAL
WAS HIGH-TECH.

68
00:04:09,960 --> 00:04:11,795
I'D HAVE TO WAIT ALL DAY
FOR A CT.

69
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DR. HOUSE GETS A FEW PERKS.

70
00:04:13,730 --> 00:04:15,098
HE HAS HIS OWN SCANNER?

71
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NO, JUST VERY LOOSE
INTERPRETATIONS

72
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OF HOSPITAL PROCEDURE.

73
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I APPRECIATE THE EXTRA EFFORT,
BUT--

74
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(Taub)
OUR GIFT TO SOCIETY.

75
00:04:22,506 --> 00:04:24,508
WE WANT TO GET YOU BACK TO WORK
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

76
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WELL, I'M NOT WORKING.

77
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AT LEAST NOT AS A DOCTOR.

78
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I QUIT.

79
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I LEFT EIGHT MONTHS AGO.

80
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YOU MEAN, LIKE,
A SABBATICAL?

81
00:04:35,886 --> 00:04:38,722
I HAD A UTERINE MYOMA.
BENIGN.

82
00:04:38,755 --> 00:04:42,092
BUT IT RUPTURED AND
I NEEDED EMERGENCY SURGERY.

83
00:04:42,125 --> 00:04:43,894
I WAS LYING THERE
ON THE TABLE THINKING,

84
00:04:43,927 --> 00:04:46,062
"I CAN'T DIE NOW.
I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY YET."

85
00:04:46,096 --> 00:04:50,000
COULDN'T YOU JUST BUY
AN OVERPRICED GERMAN SPORTS CAR,

86
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OR HAVE AN AFFAIR?

87
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MY SPORTS CAR IS DOING
WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT.

88
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RIGHT NOW I'M LEARNING
HOW TO RUN A KITCHEN

89
00:04:56,907 --> 00:04:58,442
FROM ONE OF THE BEST CHEFS
IN NEW YORK.

90
00:04:58,475 --> 00:05:01,945
YOU'RE WASHING POTS
AND SMASHING GARLIC?

91
00:05:01,978 --> 00:05:03,980
SMASHING GARLIC MAKES ME HAPPY.

92
00:05:04,014 --> 00:05:06,383
BEFORE THAT IT WAS
EIGHT YEARS STUDYING,

93
00:05:06,417 --> 00:05:07,484
12 YEARS IN THAT LAB.

94
00:05:07,518 --> 00:05:09,520
IT WAS ALWAYS
WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO,

95
00:05:09,553 --> 00:05:11,422
AND NEVER WHAT I WANTED TO DO.

96
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[door opens]

97
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COME HERE.
LOOK AT THIS.

98
00:05:24,701 --> 00:05:27,137
COME HERE.

99
00:05:30,974 --> 00:05:34,010
ADORABLE.
ELEVATORS KEEP CRASHING.

100
00:05:34,044 --> 00:05:36,413
IS MERCURY IN RETROGRADE
OR WHAT?

101
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ELEVATORS CAN BE CAPRICIOUS.

102
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SOMETIMES IT JUST SEEMS LIKE
THEY'RE OUT TO GET YOU.

103
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SHE KEEPS PLAYING
WITH THE BLANKET.

104
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WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT?

105
00:05:43,587 --> 00:05:45,722
WHY DO YOU THINK
THE ELEVATORS

106
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WOULD BE OUT TO GET ME?

107
00:05:47,458 --> 00:05:48,559
I DON'T KNOW.

108
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MAYBE THEY WANTED
TO TAKE TIME OFF

109
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TO SPEND WITH
THEIR LITTLE DUMBWAITER.

110
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BUT THEY THE HAD TO LEAVE IT
AT HOME WITH AN ELEVATOR SITTER

111
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BECAUSE YOU DROVE
THE REPLACEMENT ELEVATOR

112
00:05:57,233 --> 00:05:59,169
TO QUITTING

113
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BECAUSE YOU'RE INCAPABLE
OF LISTENING TO ANYBODY BUT ME.

114
00:06:02,105 --> 00:06:03,774
THAT'S JUST A THEORY.

115
00:06:03,807 --> 00:06:06,477
YOU'RE WRONG.
I DON'T EVEN LISTEN TO YOU.

116
00:06:06,510 --> 00:06:09,079
EITHER DO YOUR JOB OR GO HOME.
LEAVE ME OUT OF IT.

117
00:06:09,112 --> 00:06:10,514
I AM GONNA DO MY JOB.

118
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IT DOESN'T MEAN
I HAVE TO DO IT HAPPILY.

119
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DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO DO IT
WITHOUT RESENTMENT.

120
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AND IT DEFINITELY DOESN'T MEAN
I HAVE TO DO IT

121
00:06:15,819 --> 00:06:18,622
WITHOUT SEEKING VENGEANCE
ON THE PERSON MAKING ME BE HERE.

122
00:06:18,655 --> 00:06:20,223
CONGRATULATIONS.

123
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YOU'VE OFFICIALLY DRAGGED ME
DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL.

124
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[baby laughs]

125
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OKAY.

126
00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:51,488
HEY, BLUE.

127
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[elevator dings]

128
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(Taub)
IT'S NOT ASTHMA.

129
00:07:00,130 --> 00:07:01,965
LUNG VOLUME IS NORMAL.

130
00:07:01,998 --> 00:07:04,701
SHE DID HAVE A UTERINE MYOMA
REMOVED EIGHT MONTHS AGO.

131
00:07:04,735 --> 00:07:07,571
CENTRAL LINE IV COULD HAVE
MADE A HOLE NEAR THE LUNG

132
00:07:07,604 --> 00:07:09,072
THAT SLOWLY EXPANDED.

133
00:07:09,105 --> 00:07:10,541
NO PLEURAL THICKENING.

134
00:07:10,574 --> 00:07:12,576
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE QUIT.

135
00:07:12,609 --> 00:07:15,245
PEOPLE HAVE THE RIGHT
TO BE HAPPY.

136
00:07:15,278 --> 00:07:17,013
(Kutner)
I SAW A FOUR-YEAR-OLD
WITH RETINOBLASTOMA

137
00:07:17,047 --> 00:07:19,015
ON MY ONCOLOGY ROTATION.

138
00:07:19,049 --> 00:07:21,952
THE CANCER HAD EATEN THROUGH
HER EYE AND INTO HER BRAIN.

139
00:07:21,985 --> 00:07:23,186
HORRIBLE DISEASES EXIST.

140
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IT DOESN'T MEAN PEOPLE
SHOULD GIVE UP

141
00:07:24,821 --> 00:07:26,222
RECREATIONAL ANYTHING.

142
00:07:26,256 --> 00:07:27,624
WHY NOT?
BIG PICTURE--

143
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I DON'T CARE
IF JONAS SALK'S LIFE

144
00:07:29,225 --> 00:07:30,627
IS A MISERABLE SHELL.

145
00:07:30,661 --> 00:07:31,928
I JUST WANT HIM
TO CURE POLIO.

146
00:07:31,962 --> 00:07:33,797
YOU CAN'T LIVE YOUR LIFE
"BIG PICTURE."

147
00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:34,931
YOU'VE GOTTA LOOK OUT
FOR YOURSELF

148
00:07:34,965 --> 00:07:36,132
AND THE PEOPLE
YOU CARE ABOUT.

149
00:07:36,166 --> 00:07:37,968
WELL, THEN,
WHY ARE YOU A DOCTOR?

150
00:07:38,001 --> 00:07:39,035
WHY AREN'T YOU
SITTING BY A POOL IN FIJI

151
00:07:39,069 --> 00:07:40,637
KNOCKING BACK MAI TAIS?

152
00:07:40,671 --> 00:07:42,072
PEOPLE ACT IN THEIR OWN
SELF-INTERESTS.

153
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YOU'RE ALL HERE BECAUSE
YOU'RE HAPPY TO BE HERE.

154
00:07:44,608 --> 00:07:45,909
OR AT LEAST BECAUSE
IT'S YOUR BEST OPTION.

155
00:07:45,942 --> 00:07:47,143
I'M HERE BECAUSE
I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE.

156
00:07:47,177 --> 00:07:49,245
NO, YOU'RE HERE BECAUSE

157
00:07:49,279 --> 00:07:51,281
IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD
TO HELP PEOPLE.

158
00:07:51,314 --> 00:07:52,883
TAUB AND FOREMAN
ARE HERE BECAUSE

159
00:07:52,916 --> 00:07:54,651
THEY'VE GOT NO OTHER
VIABLE CHOICES.

160
00:07:54,685 --> 00:07:56,186
AND THIRTEEN IS DESPERATE
TO MAKE HER LIFE MATTER

161
00:07:56,219 --> 00:07:58,755
BEFORE IT'S OVER.

162
00:07:58,789 --> 00:08:00,991
SO...YOU'RE HAPPY
TO BE HERE?

163
00:08:01,024 --> 00:08:02,292
DOES IT SHOW?

164
00:08:02,325 --> 00:08:07,230
ARE THOSE...
INCREASED INTERSTITIAL MARKINGS?

165
00:08:07,263 --> 00:08:09,032
COULD BE PULMONARY FIBROSIS.

166
00:08:09,065 --> 00:08:11,067
DO A BIOPSY.

167
00:08:12,703 --> 00:08:14,671
FOREMAN.

168
00:08:14,705 --> 00:08:20,844
"YOU'VE GOT TO LOOK OUT
FOR THE PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT."

169
00:08:20,877 --> 00:08:22,312
THAT WOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING
TO DO WITH YOU

170
00:08:22,345 --> 00:08:24,214
SCREWING OVER
YOUR CLINICAL TRIAL

171
00:08:24,247 --> 00:08:26,683
BY SLIPPING THIRTEEN
THE REAL DRUG, WOULD IT?

172
00:08:26,717 --> 00:08:29,319
YOU SAID THAT WOULD BE STUPID.

173
00:08:29,352 --> 00:08:31,054
DOES SHE KNOW?

174
00:08:31,087 --> 00:08:33,323
BECAUSE JONAS SALK
WOULD NOT APPROVE.

175
00:08:33,356 --> 00:08:36,259
THERE'S NOTHING TO KNOW.

176
00:08:40,731 --> 00:08:43,266
GOT IT?

177
00:08:47,904 --> 00:08:49,372
GOOD?
YEP.

178
00:08:49,405 --> 00:08:51,708
YOU OKAY?

179
00:08:51,742 --> 00:08:54,711
JUST A HEADACHE.
I TOOK SOME IBUPROFEN, BUT--

180
00:08:54,745 --> 00:08:55,712
WHERE'S THE PAIN:
FRONT OR BACK?

181
00:08:55,746 --> 00:08:56,680
FRONT.

182
00:08:56,713 --> 00:08:58,081
WHY ARE THERE NEVER ANY
INTERESTING PICTURES

183
00:08:58,114 --> 00:08:59,282
ON THESE CARDS?

184
00:08:59,315 --> 00:09:01,652
THEY SHOULD MAKE
A DIRTY VERSION.

185
00:09:01,685 --> 00:09:03,720
A SHARP PAIN,
OR MORE OF A THROBBING--

186
00:09:03,754 --> 00:09:07,624
RELAX, IT'S NOT A SIDE EFFECT.
PEOPLE GET HEADACHES.

187
00:09:07,658 --> 00:09:09,993
TRUE, BUT I CAN GET YOU AN MRI.

188
00:09:10,026 --> 00:09:12,095
IF I'M ON THE DRUG,
IT'S BEEN WEEKS.

189
00:09:12,128 --> 00:09:15,198
IT'S NOT LIKE SOMETHING'S GOING
TO SUDDENLY CROP UP NOW.

190
00:09:15,231 --> 00:09:18,001
OKAY.

191
00:09:18,034 --> 00:09:20,704
FIRST CARD.

192
00:09:20,737 --> 00:09:24,407
TRAIN, DUCK...

193
00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:26,042
YOU CAN'T REMEMBER?

194
00:09:26,076 --> 00:09:28,344
PIANO.

195
00:09:28,378 --> 00:09:30,714
[laughs]

196
00:09:30,747 --> 00:09:32,716
WE NEED A BIOPSY
TO CONFIRM--

197
00:09:32,749 --> 00:09:35,786
YOU NEED AN OPEN-LUNG BIOPSY
TO CONFIRM PULMONARY FIBROSIS.

198
00:09:35,819 --> 00:09:37,821
THAT'S INVASIVE SURGERY.

199
00:09:37,854 --> 00:09:39,723
I'D BE OUT OF COMMISSION
FOR WEEKS.

200
00:09:39,756 --> 00:09:42,158
NO OFFENSE,
BUT YOU'RE NOT WORKING.

201
00:09:42,192 --> 00:09:43,927
WHAT DOES IT MATTER IF
YOU SPEND A LITTLE TIME IN BED?

202
00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:46,029
NOT WORKING DOESN'T MEAN
I DON'T HAVE PLACES TO GO.

203
00:09:46,062 --> 00:09:48,965
I'VE GOT MY BOOK GROUP,
PIANO LESSONS, COOKING CLASSES.

204
00:09:48,999 --> 00:09:50,333
THEY MAKE ME HAPPY.

205
00:09:50,366 --> 00:09:52,268
A WARM APPLE FRITTER
MAKES ME HAPPY.

206
00:09:52,302 --> 00:09:54,671
IT DOESN'T FULFILL ME
AS A PERSON.

207
00:09:54,705 --> 00:09:55,505
AND WORKING HERE DOES?

208
00:09:55,538 --> 00:09:56,272
IF IT DIDN'T,
I'D HAVE FOUND A WAY

209
00:09:56,306 --> 00:09:57,440
TO GO BACK
TO TUCKING TUMMIES.

210
00:09:57,473 --> 00:09:58,608
WELL, GOOD FOR YOU.

211
00:09:58,641 --> 00:10:01,745
IF YOUR JOB FULFILLS YOU AND
MAKES YOU HAPPY, THAT'S RARE.

212
00:10:01,778 --> 00:10:04,781
I DIDN'T SAY I WAS HAPPY.

213
00:10:04,815 --> 00:10:06,983
I LOVED BEING
A PLASTIC SURGEON.

214
00:10:07,017 --> 00:10:09,720
THE MONEY, THE LIFESTYLE.

215
00:10:09,753 --> 00:10:11,722
AND IN A LOT OF WAYS
THIS JOB STINKS.

216
00:10:11,755 --> 00:10:16,059
I'M MAKING FIVE BUCKS,
I'M ALWAYS ANNOYED...BUT--

217
00:10:16,092 --> 00:10:18,461
YOU CAN LOOK YOURSELF
IN THE MIRROR AND THINK,

218
00:10:18,494 --> 00:10:20,697
"I DID SOMETHING
WORTHWHILE TODAY."

219
00:10:20,731 --> 00:10:22,933
EXACTLY.

220
00:10:22,966 --> 00:10:26,102
WELL, THAT'S IMPORTANT.
AND I DO MISS THAT.

221
00:10:26,136 --> 00:10:29,940
BUT IT JUST WASN'T ENOUGH
ANYMORE.

222
00:10:35,478 --> 00:10:37,247
THAT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT.

223
00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:38,782
SIT UP.

224
00:10:38,815 --> 00:10:41,017
OW! OH, THAT'S WEIRD.

225
00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:45,889
WHAT IS IT? ASCITES?

226
00:10:49,325 --> 00:10:50,360
OW!

227
00:10:50,393 --> 00:10:52,796
YOUR BELLY'S FULL OF BLOOD.

228
00:10:58,534 --> 00:11:01,137
FIRST HER LUNG DEFLATES,
LIKE ME AFTER A COLD SHOWER.

229
00:11:01,171 --> 00:11:04,107
NOW HER LIVER STARTS TO BLEED,
LIKE ME AFTER--

230
00:11:09,312 --> 00:11:10,346
YOU OKAY?

231
00:11:10,380 --> 00:11:12,148
(House)
GREAT.

232
00:11:12,182 --> 00:11:16,787
JUST PRACTICING
MY CLOWN COLLEGE AUDITION.

233
00:11:16,820 --> 00:11:19,856
SOMEONE SET A TRIP WIRE.

234
00:11:19,890 --> 00:11:21,457
WE WERE WITH THE PATIENT
THE WHOLE TIME.

235
00:11:21,491 --> 00:11:23,026
WE WERE IN THE GRC.

236
00:11:23,059 --> 00:11:25,361
LUNG, LIVER, GO.

237
00:11:25,395 --> 00:11:27,097
SHOULDN'T YOU BE OBSESSING
OVER WHO DID THIS TO YOU?

238
00:11:27,130 --> 00:11:28,498
(House)
NOPE--ANYBODY BOTHER

239
00:11:28,531 --> 00:11:30,200
MRIing OUR PATIENT'S LIVER
FOR TUMORS?

240
00:11:30,233 --> 00:11:33,837
UH, NO TUMORS, NO CYSTS,
NO CLEAR ETIOLOGY.

241
00:11:33,870 --> 00:11:36,973
IF YOU'RE NOT OBSESSING,

242
00:11:37,007 --> 00:11:39,375
YOU MUST HAVE ALREADY
FIGURED IT OUT.

243
00:11:39,409 --> 00:11:40,977
(House)
YES.

244
00:11:41,011 --> 00:11:42,112
SO I'M OBSESSING ABOUT WHY
YOU'RE NOT OBSESSING

245
00:11:42,145 --> 00:11:44,514
ABOUT WHY OUR PATIENT'S LIVER
SUDDENLY SPRANG A LEAK.

246
00:11:44,547 --> 00:11:47,117
THERE'S A TINY SPOT
ON THE CAUDATE LOBE.

247
00:11:47,150 --> 00:11:48,451
COULD BE A GRANULOMA.

248
00:11:48,484 --> 00:11:50,520
ERODES INTO
THE HEPATIC ARTERY,

249
00:11:50,553 --> 00:11:52,155
CAUSES THE BLEED.

250
00:11:52,188 --> 00:11:53,556
WHAT CAUSED THE GRANULOMA?

251
00:11:53,589 --> 00:11:55,826
BLASTOMYCOSIS.

252
00:11:55,859 --> 00:11:57,193
COULD HAVE BEEN ASYMPTOMATIC
FOR MONTHS.

253
00:11:57,227 --> 00:12:00,063
IT HITS HER LUNGS,
WE GIVE HER STEROIDS.

254
00:12:00,096 --> 00:12:02,198
IT BLOSSOMS
AND ATTACKS HER LIVER.

255
00:12:02,232 --> 00:12:04,567
GET A PIECE OF HER LUNG,
STICK IT UNDER A BLACK LIGHT.

256
00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:08,038
IF IT GLOWS, SICK CHILDREN
WHO NEED HER SOUFFLES

257
00:12:08,071 --> 00:12:09,906
CAN BREATHE EASIER.

258
00:12:09,940 --> 00:12:12,108
FOREMAN.

259
00:12:16,212 --> 00:12:17,547
AGAIN?

260
00:12:17,580 --> 00:12:19,282
YOU HAVE A PROBLEM.

261
00:12:19,315 --> 00:12:20,316
I TOLD YOU, I DIDN'T--

262
00:12:20,350 --> 00:12:22,585
THEN YOU REALLY HAVE
A PROBLEM.

263
00:12:22,618 --> 00:12:25,388
THEY WAY SHE TURNED HER HEAD
TO LOOK AT THE MRI...

264
00:12:25,421 --> 00:12:27,023
I THINK SHE'S LOSING
HER PERIPHERAL VISION.

265
00:12:27,057 --> 00:12:29,492
BECAUSE SHE TURNED
HER HEAD?

266
00:12:29,525 --> 00:12:31,895
I'M HAPPY FOR YOU.

267
00:12:31,928 --> 00:12:34,597
A LOVE SO DEEP YOU'RE READY
TO CHUCK YOUR MEDICAL LICENSE

268
00:12:34,630 --> 00:12:36,166
TO GIVE HER POWERFUL,
UNPROVEN DRUGS

269
00:12:36,199 --> 00:12:39,035
WITH DANGEROUS
SIDE EFFECTS.

270
00:12:39,069 --> 00:12:40,103
I DON'T WANT TO MAKE
ANY ASSUMPTIONS

271
00:12:40,136 --> 00:12:41,371
ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME,

272
00:12:41,404 --> 00:12:44,107
BUT I DO HAVE A BIRTHDAY
COMING UP.

273
00:12:54,384 --> 00:12:59,389
I HEAR CUDDY'S SEAL TRAINING
FINALLY CAME IN HANDY.

274
00:12:59,422 --> 00:13:01,925
SHOULD I BE INVESTING
IN A FLAK JACKET?

275
00:13:01,958 --> 00:13:03,093
YOU'RE SAFE.

276
00:13:03,126 --> 00:13:05,595
NO CARPET BOMBING?

277
00:13:05,628 --> 00:13:09,966
NO BURNING OF DRESDEN
TO TEACH HER A LESSON?

278
00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:12,068
WELL, SINCE YOU'RE INCAPABLE
OF TAKING THE HIGH ROAD,

279
00:13:12,102 --> 00:13:14,204
I ASSUME THERE'S
SOME DEEPER,

280
00:13:14,237 --> 00:13:16,139
MORE LONG-TERM STRATEGY
IN EFFECT.

281
00:13:16,172 --> 00:13:18,108
CUDDY'S NOT PLAYING GAMES.

282
00:13:18,141 --> 00:13:20,110
SHE'S NOT LOOKING
FOR LEVERAGE.

283
00:13:20,143 --> 00:13:22,412
SHE WANTS PURE,
UNADULTERATED VENGEANCE.

284
00:13:22,445 --> 00:13:25,248
AND YOUR COUNTER-MOVE IS
TO LET HER HAVE IT?

285
00:13:25,281 --> 00:13:28,051
THE ONLY TIME TO STRIKE BACK
IS WHEN I WANT SOMETHING.

286
00:13:28,084 --> 00:13:30,921
ALL I WANT NOW IS
TO GET THINGS BACK TO NORMAL.

287
00:13:30,954 --> 00:13:32,522
WHICH I CAN'T GET
BY ESCALATING.

288
00:13:32,555 --> 00:13:35,191
THE ONLY WAY TO WIN THIS WAR
IS TO LOSE IT.

289
00:13:35,225 --> 00:13:37,060
LET HER PUNCH HERSELF OUT.

290
00:13:37,093 --> 00:13:40,296
YEAH, THAT MAKES SENSE TOO.

291
00:13:40,330 --> 00:13:42,132
"TOO"?

292
00:13:42,165 --> 00:13:43,333
I WAS THINKING
YOU ACTUALLY FEEL GUILTY

293
00:13:43,366 --> 00:13:45,301
ABOUT TAKING HER AWAY
FROM HER BABY.

294
00:13:45,335 --> 00:13:47,470
BUT YOUR EXPLANATION'S
GOOD TOO.

295
00:13:47,503 --> 00:13:51,374
IT'S COMPLETELY INCONSISTENT
WITH YOUR CHARACTER, BUT...

296
00:13:51,407 --> 00:13:53,209
THANK YOU,
RATIONALIZATION MAN.

297
00:13:53,243 --> 00:13:55,545
YOU HAVE SAVED THE VILLAGE.

298
00:13:55,578 --> 00:13:58,148
YOU WANNA EAT?

299
00:13:58,181 --> 00:14:00,216
YOU FORGOT YOUR FILE.

300
00:14:00,250 --> 00:14:02,953
DANA MILLER?

301
00:14:02,986 --> 00:14:04,520
THE CANCER RESEARCHER?

302
00:14:04,554 --> 00:14:06,222
NOT ANYMORE.

303
00:14:14,664 --> 00:14:18,168
DR. MILLER, I DOUBT
IF YOU'LL REMEMBER ME--

304
00:14:18,201 --> 00:14:19,469
JAMES WILSON, RIGHT?
CHICAGO.

305
00:14:19,502 --> 00:14:21,237
THE ADENOCARCINOMA CONFERENCE.

306
00:14:21,271 --> 00:14:23,639
IMPRESSIVE.

307
00:14:23,673 --> 00:14:25,942
YOU WANT SOME CORTISONE
FOR THAT ITCH?

308
00:14:25,976 --> 00:14:27,377
LIVER FAILURE.

309
00:14:27,410 --> 00:14:29,379
ITCHING IS ONE OF
THE LOVELY SIDE EFFECTS.

310
00:14:29,412 --> 00:14:33,183
WHY DID YOU QUIT?

311
00:14:33,216 --> 00:14:36,452
THE WORST THING IS
IS NOW EVERY TIME I GET SICK,

312
00:14:36,486 --> 00:14:38,321
I HAVE TO LISTEN
TO A DOZEN PEOPLE JUDGE ME.

313
00:14:38,354 --> 00:14:42,058
DO YOU WANT ME
TO CONGRATULATE YOU?

314
00:14:42,092 --> 00:14:43,659
I'VE GOT FOUR KIDS
IN PED-ONC RIGHT NOW

315
00:14:43,693 --> 00:14:45,061
WHO ARE GONNA DIE.

316
00:14:45,095 --> 00:14:46,229
THREE OF THEM WITHIN A YEAR,

317
00:14:46,262 --> 00:14:47,563
THE OTHER IN A FEW DAYS,
PROBABLY.

318
00:14:47,597 --> 00:14:49,499
BREAKTHROUGHS WILL HAPPEN.

319
00:14:49,532 --> 00:14:52,368
WITH OR WITHOUT ME,
SOMEONE WILL FIND THE ANSWER.

320
00:14:52,402 --> 00:14:55,205
MAYBE.

321
00:14:55,238 --> 00:14:57,540
I--I...

322
00:14:57,573 --> 00:14:58,741
I'M IN THE TRENCHES.

323
00:14:58,774 --> 00:15:01,277
I'M--I'M DOING TRIAGE
AS BEST I CAN.

324
00:15:01,311 --> 00:15:05,481
YOU HAD THE CHANCE
TO END THE WAR.

325
00:15:05,515 --> 00:15:07,250
HOW IS SOMEONE LIKE ME
SUPPOSED TO KEEP FIGHTING

326
00:15:07,283 --> 00:15:10,586
WHEN SOMEONE LIKE YOU JUST...
WALKED AWAY?

327
00:15:10,620 --> 00:15:13,756
WHEN I LEFT MY JOB,

328
00:15:13,789 --> 00:15:16,192
A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE FURIOUS
WITH ME.

329
00:15:16,226 --> 00:15:20,663
IT WAS EASIER TO BE ANGRY THAN
TO ADMIT THEY WEREN'T HAPPY.

330
00:15:20,696 --> 00:15:23,466
THAT THEY WERE STUCK IN A RUT
SOMEWHERE IN THEIR LIVES,

331
00:15:23,499 --> 00:15:26,469
UNABLE TO MOVE FORWARD.

332
00:15:26,502 --> 00:15:28,504
WHAT'S YOUR RUT?

333
00:15:33,276 --> 00:15:36,079
[television droning]

334
00:15:39,515 --> 00:15:43,519
OKAY, YOU'RE
FREAKING ME OUT.

335
00:15:43,553 --> 00:15:46,722
DO YOU THINK
WE SHOULD HAVE KIDS?

336
00:15:50,226 --> 00:15:51,561
[television off]

337
00:15:51,594 --> 00:15:55,598
WE'VE HAD THIS CONVERSATION.
TEN YEARS AGO.

338
00:15:55,631 --> 00:15:57,233
THINGS CHANGE.

339
00:15:57,267 --> 00:16:00,270
ON OUR THIRD DATE I TOLD YOU
THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE KIDS,

340
00:16:00,303 --> 00:16:02,305
AND YOU SAID THAT
YOU WERE OKAY WITH THAT.

341
00:16:02,338 --> 00:16:04,074
I SAID IT BECAUSE
I WANTED TO SLEEP WITH YOU.

342
00:16:04,107 --> 00:16:05,808
AND THEN I FELL
IN LOVE WITH YOU.

343
00:16:05,841 --> 00:16:10,646
AND I REALIZED THAT I REALLY
COULD BE OKAY WITH IT.

344
00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:14,450
IT WASN'T LIKE I HAD THIS
BURNING DESIRE TO HAVE CHILDREN.

345
00:16:14,484 --> 00:16:16,486
GOD, HAVE YOU BEEN
RESENTING ME ALL THIS TIME?

346
00:16:16,519 --> 00:16:19,189
IS THAT WHY--
NO.

347
00:16:19,222 --> 00:16:22,225
OF COURSE NOT.

348
00:16:22,258 --> 00:16:25,495
I'M JUST...REVISITING.

349
00:16:29,765 --> 00:16:32,302
THIS ISN'T A WHIM FOR ME.

350
00:16:32,335 --> 00:16:35,238
IT'S NOT A DECISION
THAT I MADE LIGHTLY.

351
00:16:35,271 --> 00:16:36,439
DON'T YOU EVER WONDER
WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE?

352
00:16:36,472 --> 00:16:40,676
ALL THE TIME.

353
00:16:40,710 --> 00:16:42,778
JUST NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME
WANT TO DO IT.

354
00:16:42,812 --> 00:16:46,382
I LIKE OUR LIFE.

355
00:16:50,353 --> 00:16:51,421
ARE YOU OKAY?

356
00:16:54,324 --> 00:16:57,393
COULD YOU TURN THE TV
BACK ON?

357
00:17:13,876 --> 00:17:16,879
LOOK STRAIGHT AHEAD.

358
00:17:16,912 --> 00:17:19,715
WHY DIDN'T WE
DO THIS TEST THIS MORNING?

359
00:17:19,749 --> 00:17:20,883
YOU SEE THAT?

360
00:17:20,916 --> 00:17:23,886
NO.
DAMN.

361
00:17:23,919 --> 00:17:28,724
I'M LOSING
MY PERIPHERAL VISION?

362
00:17:31,427 --> 00:17:33,563
I AM ON THE DRUG.

363
00:17:33,596 --> 00:17:36,432
DOES THIS MEAN
YOU HAVE TO TELL THEM

364
00:17:36,466 --> 00:17:37,567
AND TAKE ME OFF IT?

365
00:17:37,600 --> 00:17:41,404
NO, AND YES.

366
00:17:41,437 --> 00:17:45,208
AS FAR AS THEY'RE CONCERNED,
YOU'RE ON THE PLACEBO.

367
00:17:45,241 --> 00:17:46,409
I FOUND OUT LAST WEEK.

368
00:17:46,442 --> 00:17:50,380
THE TRIAL WAS GETTING
POSITIVE RESULTS...

369
00:17:50,413 --> 00:17:52,482
SO I SWITCHED YOU.

370
00:17:55,551 --> 00:17:57,487
SO MY HEADACHES...

371
00:18:01,557 --> 00:18:04,660
I'LL STOP TAKING THE DRUG,
AND EVERYTHING SHOULD BE FINE.

372
00:18:10,566 --> 00:18:13,536
SPECIMEN'S NEGATIVE
FOR BLASTOMYCOSIS.

373
00:18:13,569 --> 00:18:14,604
THAT'S IT?

374
00:18:14,637 --> 00:18:17,873
I'LL GO GIVE HOUSE
THE TEST RESULTS.

375
00:18:17,907 --> 00:18:19,542
YOU CAN TELL THE PATIENT.

376
00:18:19,575 --> 00:18:21,877
HEY.

377
00:18:24,847 --> 00:18:27,583
WE'VE BEEN DATING
FOR TWO WEEKS.

378
00:18:27,617 --> 00:18:31,954
YOU JUST BROKE TRIAL PROTOCOL
AND RISKED YOUR ENTIRE CAREER

379
00:18:31,987 --> 00:18:35,425
TO GIVE ME A DRUG WE'RE
NOT EVEN SURE WILL HELP ME.

380
00:18:36,992 --> 00:18:40,596
I DON'T THINK
I'M READY FOR THAT.

381
00:18:48,604 --> 00:18:50,606
DR. MILLER?

382
00:18:52,608 --> 00:18:53,576
MM...
I'M SORRY.

383
00:18:53,609 --> 00:18:55,478
THE TEST WAS NEGATIVE.

384
00:18:55,511 --> 00:18:56,579
SO I'M GONNA TAKE YOU OFF--

385
00:18:56,612 --> 00:18:58,714
WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HEAD?

386
00:18:58,748 --> 00:19:01,617
I DON'T KNOW.
I WAS SLEEPING.

387
00:19:01,651 --> 00:19:02,652
IT'S SO ITCHY.

388
00:19:02,685 --> 00:19:04,520
YOU WERE SCRATCHING IT
IN YOUR SLEEP.

389
00:19:07,790 --> 00:19:09,925
YOU SCRATCHED
RIGHT THROUGH YOUR SKULL.

390
00:19:09,959 --> 00:19:13,429
THIS IS BRAIN MATTER.

391
00:19:13,463 --> 00:19:15,197
[loudly]
NEED SOME HELP IN HERE!

392
00:19:18,501 --> 00:19:20,236
I DID A FREE FLAP CLOSURE
TO AVOID ANY SCARRING.

393
00:19:20,270 --> 00:19:22,405
SHE WAS LUCKY--THE SCRATCHING
DIDN'T CAUSE ANY BRAIN DAMAGE.

394
00:19:22,438 --> 00:19:23,906
BUT THE FIRST THING SHE SAID
WHEN WE WOKE HER UP WAS

395
00:19:23,939 --> 00:19:25,441
IT STILL ITCHES.

396
00:19:25,475 --> 00:19:27,477
ITCH RECEPTORS ARE ONLY

397
00:19:27,510 --> 00:19:29,479
IN THE TOP TWO LAYERS
OF SKIN.

398
00:19:29,512 --> 00:19:31,381
WHICH MEANS SHE'S
NOT ACTUALLY ITCHY,

399
00:19:31,414 --> 00:19:32,515
SHE JUST THINKS SHE IS.

400
00:19:32,548 --> 00:19:33,649
SO THE PROBLEM'S
IN HER BRAIN?

401
00:19:33,683 --> 00:19:35,451
THANK GOD WE HAVE YOU HERE
TO INTERPRET THAT FOR US.

402
00:19:37,353 --> 00:19:38,954
SORRY, I HAVE A HEADACHE.

403
00:19:38,988 --> 00:19:41,324
(Kutner)
COULD BE PSYCHOGENIC.

404
00:19:41,357 --> 00:19:42,825
SHE MADE BIG, SUDDEN CHANGE
IN HER LIFE.

405
00:19:42,858 --> 00:19:43,993
COULD BE THE RESULT
OF A MENTAL IMBALANCE.

406
00:19:44,026 --> 00:19:45,795
SHE WANTS TO DO
WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO.

407
00:19:45,828 --> 00:19:47,463
WHAT'S CRAZY ABOUT THAT?

408
00:19:47,497 --> 00:19:48,864
(Kutner)
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO QUIT
TO DO IT?

409
00:19:48,898 --> 00:19:50,533
IF I WANT TO DO SOMETHING,
I DO IT.

410
00:19:50,566 --> 00:19:52,302
IF YOU CAN FIGURE OUT A BALANCE,
THERE'S NO BURNOUT.

411
00:19:52,335 --> 00:19:53,769
THANKS FOR THE LESSON,
DEEPAK.

412
00:19:53,803 --> 00:19:56,606
THE ITCHING STARTED YESTERDAY,
NOT EIGHT MONTHS AGO.

413
00:19:56,639 --> 00:19:59,041
MENINGITIS, ENCEPHALITIS...

414
00:19:59,074 --> 00:20:01,043
THOSE ARE DIFFUSE PROCESSES.
THIS IS LOCALIZED.

415
00:20:01,076 --> 00:20:03,413
(Foreman)
COULD BE PLAQUES.

416
00:20:03,446 --> 00:20:04,847
MS WOULD EXPLAIN,
POSSIBLY THE LUNGS.

417
00:20:04,880 --> 00:20:06,416
SO WOULD A BRAIN TUMOR.

418
00:20:06,449 --> 00:20:07,517
WELL, HOW 'BOUT
WE STOP GUESSING

419
00:20:07,550 --> 00:20:09,785
AND MRI HER HEAD INSTEAD?

420
00:20:32,475 --> 00:20:33,809
YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT
YOUR HEADACHES?

421
00:20:33,843 --> 00:20:36,546
NOT PARTICULARLY.

422
00:20:36,579 --> 00:20:39,749
YOU WENT OFF THE DRUG,
BUT THE HEADACHES ARE WORSE.

423
00:20:39,782 --> 00:20:41,617
YOU NEED AN MRI.

424
00:20:41,651 --> 00:20:43,753
THE PATIENT NEEDS
AN MRI.

425
00:20:43,786 --> 00:20:45,455
IF SHE HAD GANGRENE,
WOULD YOU BE AMPUTATING MY LEG?

426
00:20:45,488 --> 00:20:47,457
THOSE PILLS HAVE CODEINE
IN THEM?

427
00:20:47,490 --> 00:20:49,559
YOU'RE TAKING TWICE
THE INDICATED AMOUNT.

428
00:20:49,592 --> 00:20:52,094
I'VE ONLY BEEN OFF THE DRUG
FOR 24 HOURS,

429
00:20:52,127 --> 00:20:53,696
SO I THINK
THE BIGGER ISSUE HERE

430
00:20:53,729 --> 00:20:55,398
IS THAT I'VE BEEN OFF YOU
FOR 24 HOURS.

431
00:20:55,431 --> 00:20:57,967
YOU HAVE WORSENING HEADACHES,
LOSS OF PERIPHERAL VISION,

432
00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:00,703
AND A LONG HISTORY OF PRETENDING
BAD THINGS AREN'T HAPPENING.

433
00:21:00,736 --> 00:21:03,473
YOU REALLY THINK THIS IS JUST
ABOUT MY HURT FEELINGS?

434
00:21:14,550 --> 00:21:15,685
I DON'T REMEMBER
DEMOTING YOU.

435
00:21:15,718 --> 00:21:17,687
I BROUGHT YOU SOMETHING.

436
00:21:17,720 --> 00:21:19,422
THE LATEST ISSUE
OF PAREN MAGAZINE.

437
00:21:19,455 --> 00:21:21,891
REALLY INTERESTING COLUMN.

438
00:21:21,924 --> 00:21:23,959
APPARENTLY, WORKING MOMS
ARE ACTUALLY MORE ENGAGED

439
00:21:23,993 --> 00:21:25,595
AND ATTENTIVE
THAN STAY-AT-HOME MOMS.

440
00:21:25,628 --> 00:21:27,497
SOMETHING ABOUT
PERSONAL FULFILLMENT.

441
00:21:27,530 --> 00:21:30,700
THAT'S JUST A RATIONALIZATION
BY WORKING MOMS TO JUSTIFY

442
00:21:30,733 --> 00:21:31,901
NOT BEING WITH THEIR KIDS.

443
00:21:31,934 --> 00:21:33,436
WHICH IS FINE,
IF THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT.

444
00:21:33,469 --> 00:21:34,804
IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT.

445
00:21:34,837 --> 00:21:36,138
AND THIS IS NURSES QUARTERLY.

446
00:21:36,171 --> 00:21:38,708
THE POINT IS--
YOU'RE ONLY HERE
TO GET BACK AT ME

447
00:21:38,741 --> 00:21:41,076
BY DUMPING DIRTY MOP WATER
ON MY CARPET.

448
00:21:41,110 --> 00:21:43,713
JUST GET IT OVER WITH
SO I CAN GET BACK TO WORK.

449
00:22:02,432 --> 00:22:03,966
[machine pulsating]

450
00:22:05,935 --> 00:22:08,971
I'M SORRY.

451
00:22:09,004 --> 00:22:10,640
I FIGURED...

452
00:22:10,673 --> 00:22:15,711
I DON'T KNOW, ONE OF US NEEDED
TO GO OUT ON A LIMB.

453
00:22:15,745 --> 00:22:18,681
I THOUGHT I COULD HELP YOU.

454
00:22:18,714 --> 00:22:20,850
IT'S HARD TO HAVE
A CONVERSATION

455
00:22:20,883 --> 00:22:22,384
WHEN I'M TRYING NOT TO MOVE.

456
00:22:29,725 --> 00:22:31,861
OH, GOD.

457
00:22:32,962 --> 00:22:34,797
PATIENT'S MRI
WAS NEGATIVE.

458
00:22:34,830 --> 00:22:35,898
NO TUMORS,
NO LESIONS.

459
00:22:35,931 --> 00:22:36,932
WHERE'S YOUR CANE?

460
00:22:36,966 --> 00:22:38,634
WHERE ARE YOUR COWORKERS?

461
00:22:38,668 --> 00:22:39,635
I PAGED THEM.

462
00:22:39,669 --> 00:22:40,703
IT COULD STILL
BE PSYCHOGENIC.

463
00:22:40,736 --> 00:22:42,805
TECHNICALLY,
IT CAN'T STILL BE THAT,

464
00:22:42,838 --> 00:22:43,939
BECAUSE IT NEVER
COULD BE THAT.

465
00:22:43,973 --> 00:22:46,742
SHE SCRATCHED THROUGH HER SKULL
WHILE SHE WAS SLEEPING.

466
00:22:46,776 --> 00:22:49,479
UNLESS SHE WAS HAVING
A DREAM ABOUT FLEAS--

467
00:22:49,512 --> 00:22:51,481
OH, HEY!
FUNNY YOU SHOULD DROP BY.

468
00:22:51,514 --> 00:22:53,483
WE WERE JUST TALKING
ABOUT THIS PATIENT OF OURS.

469
00:22:53,516 --> 00:22:55,685
TELL HIM THE PART
ABOUT WHERE TWO OF HER DOCTORS

470
00:22:55,718 --> 00:22:57,453
DON'T SHOW UP--
WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

471
00:22:57,487 --> 00:22:58,721
POLYNEUROPATHY.

472
00:22:58,754 --> 00:23:00,456
IF IT'S NOT IN THE BRAIN,
IT'S IN THE NERVES.

473
00:23:00,490 --> 00:23:01,924
IT EXPLAINS THE ITCHING,
THE LUNGS, THE LIVER.

474
00:23:01,957 --> 00:23:03,726
SHOCK THE AFFECTED AREA,
REBOOT THE NERVE--

475
00:23:03,759 --> 00:23:05,461
SHE'LL BE FINE.

476
00:23:05,495 --> 00:23:06,796
FOREMAN.

477
00:23:09,732 --> 00:23:11,601
HOW BAD IS SHE?

478
00:23:15,905 --> 00:23:20,075
SHE'S GOT A TUMOR
IN HER OPTIC CHIASM.

479
00:23:20,109 --> 00:23:21,744
YOU DON'T NEED YOUR COAT
TO TREAT A TUMOR.

480
00:23:21,777 --> 00:23:23,613
I'M GOING
TO THE DRUG COMPANY.

481
00:23:23,646 --> 00:23:26,549
TO TELL THEM THAT YOU
COMPROMISED THEIR TRIAL,

482
00:23:26,582 --> 00:23:27,817
YOUR ETHICS,
AND THE PATIENT'S HEALTH?

483
00:23:27,850 --> 00:23:29,184
THAT'S A GREAT IDEA.

484
00:23:29,218 --> 00:23:31,521
THEY HAVE RECORDS
ON HUNDREDS OF PATIENTS.

485
00:23:31,554 --> 00:23:33,088
I CAN ASK THEM FOR ACCESS,

486
00:23:33,122 --> 00:23:34,857
FIND OUT IF OTHER PATIENTS
DEVELOPED TUMORS

487
00:23:34,890 --> 00:23:35,925
AND HOW THEY WERE TREATED.

488
00:23:35,958 --> 00:23:37,893
THIS DRUG
INHIBITS CELL DEATH.

489
00:23:37,927 --> 00:23:39,128
I THINK I COULD TAKE
A WILD GUESS

490
00:23:39,161 --> 00:23:40,129
AT HOW I TREAT THAT.

491
00:23:40,162 --> 00:23:41,731
STOP TAKING IT?

492
00:23:41,764 --> 00:23:42,898
YEAH.

493
00:23:42,932 --> 00:23:44,099
SHE TRIED THAT YESTERDAY.

494
00:23:44,133 --> 00:23:46,035
OH, MY GOD,
IT'S BEEN A WHOLE DAY,

495
00:23:46,068 --> 00:23:47,903
AND HER BRAIN TUMOR
HASN'T MELTED AWAY?

496
00:23:47,937 --> 00:23:49,605
[elevator dings]

497
00:23:49,639 --> 00:23:50,773
IF YOU GET ON THAT ELEVATOR,

498
00:23:50,806 --> 00:23:51,974
AND IT'S ONLY
'CAUSE YOU'RE WORRIED

499
00:23:52,007 --> 00:23:53,509
ABOUT GETTING TO SLEEP
TONIGHT--

500
00:23:53,543 --> 00:23:54,644
I WANT TO BE ABLE
TO TELL HER

501
00:23:54,677 --> 00:23:56,746
THIS HAPPENED TO OTHER PEOPLE,
AND THEY'RE FINE NOW.

502
00:23:56,779 --> 00:23:57,813
SO TELL HER.

503
00:23:57,847 --> 00:23:59,582
I'M NOT GONNA LIE TO HER.

504
00:23:59,615 --> 00:24:00,850
A LITTLE LATE FOR THAT.

505
00:24:03,853 --> 00:24:06,021
YOU NEED TO WAIT.

506
00:24:06,055 --> 00:24:07,790
BECAUSE IF THIS THING
DOESN'T GO AWAY,

507
00:24:07,823 --> 00:24:09,859
SHE'S GONNA NEED YOU
TO STILL HAVE A MEDICAL LICENSE.

508
00:24:14,096 --> 00:24:15,898
SO I SPOKE WITH HOUSE.

509
00:24:15,931 --> 00:24:17,567
HE THINKS WE SHOULD JUST--

510
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:18,934
MY LEG IS BLEEDING.

511
00:24:18,968 --> 00:24:20,970
WHAT HAPPENED?

512
00:24:21,003 --> 00:24:22,004
I WAS GOING FOR THE PHONE,

513
00:24:22,037 --> 00:24:24,707
AND I FELL OVER THE TABLE.

514
00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:27,577
I CAN'T SEE.

515
00:24:27,610 --> 00:24:29,545
WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

516
00:24:30,946 --> 00:24:32,281
[crying]
I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING.

517
00:24:46,629 --> 00:24:48,263
[sighs]

518
00:24:48,297 --> 00:24:50,600
[door slams]

519
00:24:50,633 --> 00:24:52,301
YOU GONNA TIP HOUSEKEEPING?

520
00:24:52,334 --> 00:24:54,804
GET IT FROM CUDDY.

521
00:24:54,837 --> 00:24:56,005
DON'T TELL ME--

522
00:24:56,038 --> 00:24:58,774
SHE BURNED YOUR APARTMENT
TO THE GROUND.

523
00:24:58,808 --> 00:25:00,009
THE WARMTH
WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE.

524
00:25:00,042 --> 00:25:02,778
NO HEAT, NO POWER.

525
00:25:02,812 --> 00:25:05,848
APPARENTLY MRS. HOUSE
CALLED THE UTILITIES

526
00:25:05,881 --> 00:25:07,149
AND TOLD THEM
WE WERE MOVING.

527
00:25:07,182 --> 00:25:09,685
YOU HAVE 17 MESSAGES.

528
00:25:09,719 --> 00:25:11,854
AND YOUR
NON-INVOLVEMENT STRATEGY

529
00:25:11,887 --> 00:25:13,823
DOESN'T SEEM TO BE WORKING.

530
00:25:16,225 --> 00:25:18,360
[beeping]

531
00:25:18,393 --> 00:25:20,596
[line ringing
on speakerphone]
HANG UP, HE'S HERE.

532
00:25:23,398 --> 00:25:25,100
WE'VE BEEN PAGING YOU
ALL NIGHT.

533
00:25:25,134 --> 00:25:26,368
BY ALL MEANS,
LET'S DISCUSS

534
00:25:26,401 --> 00:25:27,770
THE FAILED ATTEMPTS
TO CONTACT ME,

535
00:25:27,803 --> 00:25:30,072
NOT THE REASON
BEHIND THEM.

536
00:25:30,105 --> 00:25:32,141
PATIENT STARTED EXPERIENCING
SPINAL SHOCKS

537
00:25:32,174 --> 00:25:33,643
BEFORE THE MACHINE
WAS TURNED ON.

538
00:25:33,676 --> 00:25:34,744
LHERMITTE'S SIGN.

539
00:25:34,777 --> 00:25:37,179
SHOCKS WITHOUT SHOCK,

540
00:25:37,212 --> 00:25:38,981
AN ITCH THAT WON'T STOP.

541
00:25:39,014 --> 00:25:40,916
SHE NEEDS DR. SEUSS.

542
00:25:40,950 --> 00:25:43,052
LHERMITTE'S SIGN COULD MEAN
BEHCET'S, B-12 DEFICIENCY.

543
00:25:43,085 --> 00:25:44,887
NO SORES, NO ANEMIA.

544
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:46,689
WHERE'S FOREMAN?
NO IDEA.

545
00:25:46,722 --> 00:25:48,991
COULD BE ANOTHER
DEMYELINATING DISEASE.

546
00:25:49,024 --> 00:25:51,126
WHY ARE YOU ASKING
ABOUT FOREMAN AND NOT THIRTEEN?

547
00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:55,297
BECAUSE BOTH QUESTIONS ARE BOUND
TO HAVE THE SAME ANSWER.

548
00:25:55,330 --> 00:25:57,867
EBONY AND IVORY
ARE JOINED NEAR THE HIP.

549
00:25:57,900 --> 00:25:59,835
FORGET THE BRAIN.
LOOK LOWER.

550
00:25:59,869 --> 00:26:02,204
THE SPINAL TUMOR WOULDN'T
EXPLAIN THE LIVER OR THE LUNGS.

551
00:26:02,237 --> 00:26:04,707
BUT AN AGGRESSIVE
SPINAL HEMANGIOMA COULD.

552
00:26:04,740 --> 00:26:06,909
GO FIND IT.

553
00:26:09,178 --> 00:26:11,080
[knock on door]

554
00:26:11,113 --> 00:26:14,116
[door clattering
open and closed]

555
00:26:23,392 --> 00:26:24,860
YOU DIDN'T
ANSWER THE DOOR.

556
00:26:24,894 --> 00:26:27,830
PROBABLY BECAUSE I DIDN'T
WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE.

557
00:26:27,863 --> 00:26:30,365
YOU CAN LEAVE YOUR STOLEN KEY
ON YOUR WAY OUT.

558
00:26:30,399 --> 00:26:31,867
I WAS LOOKING FOR FOREMAN.

559
00:26:31,901 --> 00:26:33,202
I FIGURED...

560
00:26:35,838 --> 00:26:37,740
YOU CAN'T SEE.

561
00:26:40,943 --> 00:26:41,977
WHERE IS HE?

562
00:26:42,011 --> 00:26:43,679
ON HIS WAY
TO THE DRUG COMPANY.

563
00:26:43,713 --> 00:26:44,847
TELL HIM TO COME BACK.

564
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:46,048
I'LL DIAL.

565
00:26:46,081 --> 00:26:47,049
IF THEY CAN HELP.

566
00:26:47,082 --> 00:26:48,684
YOU THINK THAT DRUG COMPANY

567
00:26:48,718 --> 00:26:51,220
HAS A MAGIC TUMOR WAND
THAT NO ONE ELSE KNOWS ABOUT?

568
00:26:51,253 --> 00:26:52,688
YOU NEED RADIATION,

569
00:26:52,722 --> 00:26:54,423
NOT RITUAL SACRIFICE.

570
00:26:58,828 --> 00:26:59,995
HE ASKED FOR MY ADVICE

571
00:27:00,029 --> 00:27:02,765
BEFORE HE SWITCHED YOU
OFF THE PLACEBO.

572
00:27:02,798 --> 00:27:05,434
I TOLD HIM TO DO IT
IF HE LOVED YOU.

573
00:27:05,467 --> 00:27:09,705
HE ONLY THINKS HE LOVES ME.

574
00:27:09,739 --> 00:27:10,806
IT'S THE SAME THING.

575
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,875
YES, HE'S AN IDIOT.

576
00:27:12,908 --> 00:27:13,909
YOU DIDN'T ASK HIM
TO DO ANYTHING.

577
00:27:13,943 --> 00:27:14,944
YOU'RE PISSED OFF
THAT HE DID.

578
00:27:14,977 --> 00:27:16,912
SO LET HIM
TORCH HIS CAREER

579
00:27:16,946 --> 00:27:17,980
TO PAY FOR HIS SINS.

580
00:27:19,949 --> 00:27:23,218
UNLESS YOU ACTUALLY
FEEL SOMETHING FOR THE IDIOT.

581
00:27:25,287 --> 00:27:28,824
IN WHICH CASE, YOU MIGHT
WANT TO TELL HIM TO TURN AROUND.

582
00:27:38,500 --> 00:27:40,836
[sighs]

583
00:27:43,238 --> 00:27:44,774
(Wilson)
YOU'RE HURTING HIM.

584
00:27:44,807 --> 00:27:47,409
GOOD, AFTER ALL THE STUNTS
HE'S PULLED ON ME.

585
00:27:47,442 --> 00:27:49,779
YOU'RE PHYSICALLY
HURTING HIM.

586
00:27:49,812 --> 00:27:51,313
THAT'S THE POINT.

587
00:27:51,346 --> 00:27:52,882
WHAT'S THE POINT?

588
00:27:52,915 --> 00:27:55,250
WHAT DO YOU THINK
YOU'RE GOING TO ACCOMPLISH?

589
00:27:55,284 --> 00:27:57,319
HOUSE SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED
TO MAKE PEOPLE MISERABLE

590
00:27:57,352 --> 00:27:58,487
WITHOUT PAYING FOR IT.

591
00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:01,423
YOU'RE NOT MISERABLE!
YOU'RE TELLING ME
HOW I FEEL?

592
00:28:01,456 --> 00:28:03,492
YOU'RE HERE
BECAUSE YOU LIKE THIS.

593
00:28:03,525 --> 00:28:04,960
YOU LIKE WORKING WITH HIM.

594
00:28:04,994 --> 00:28:07,062
WOW, IF ONLY I'D KNOWN
I WAS HAVING FUN,

595
00:28:07,096 --> 00:28:08,798
I WOULDN'T HAVE CANCELED
THE BOUNCY HOUSE.

596
00:28:08,831 --> 00:28:11,834
FIRE HIM, AND GO BE HOME
WITH YOUR NEW BABY.

597
00:28:11,867 --> 00:28:14,069
I LIKE WHAT HE DOES
FOR THIS HOSPITAL.

598
00:28:14,103 --> 00:28:17,873
WHAT HE DOES
IS WHO HE IS.

599
00:28:17,907 --> 00:28:19,041
AND THE SAME GOES FOR YOU.

600
00:28:24,847 --> 00:28:28,550
[heart monitor beeping]

601
00:28:28,583 --> 00:28:30,953
SLOW DOWN.

602
00:28:30,986 --> 00:28:34,023
UNLESS YOU WANT TO RADIATE
HER HEART INSTEAD OF HER BRAIN.

603
00:28:34,056 --> 00:28:36,191
OF COURSE, THEN YOUR PROBLEMS
WOULD ACTUALLY ALL GO AWAY.

604
00:28:36,225 --> 00:28:38,027
THANKS.

605
00:28:38,060 --> 00:28:40,963
I'M NOT BEATING MYSELF UP
ENOUGH ALREADY OVER THIS.

606
00:28:40,996 --> 00:28:43,498
ENTERING THE LEFT
COMMON CAROTID.

607
00:28:43,532 --> 00:28:45,467
YOU BROKE THE RULES.

608
00:28:45,500 --> 00:28:47,336
GIRLFRIEND WENT BLIND.

609
00:28:47,369 --> 00:28:49,004
YOU GOTTA BE READY
FOR LOSING

610
00:28:49,038 --> 00:28:50,840
TO BE ONE
OF THE POSSIBILITIES.

611
00:28:50,873 --> 00:28:53,008
YOU'RE AT
THE CAROTID BIFURCATION.

612
00:28:53,042 --> 00:28:54,910
I KNEW THAT
GIVING HER THE DRUG

613
00:28:54,944 --> 00:28:56,078
WOULD BE BAD FOR ME
IF I GOT CAUGHT.

614
00:28:56,111 --> 00:28:58,547
I NEVER THOUGHT
IT WOULD BE BAD FOR HER.

615
00:28:58,580 --> 00:29:01,016
NOBODY ELSE WAS HAVING
ADVERSE REACTIONS.

616
00:29:01,050 --> 00:29:03,318
YOU DID IT
BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER.

617
00:29:03,352 --> 00:29:07,456
IRONICALLY, YOU NEVER
TOOK HER INTO CONSIDERATION.

618
00:29:07,489 --> 00:29:10,993
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU
GET HER FOR YOUR ANNIVERSARY.

619
00:29:13,328 --> 00:29:14,897
CATHETER'S ADJACENT
TO THE OPTIC CHIASM.

620
00:29:14,930 --> 00:29:16,932
WE'RE IN POSITION.

621
00:29:24,940 --> 00:29:27,109
NUKEY, NUKEY.

622
00:29:37,052 --> 00:29:39,121
WHAT'S GOING ON
WITH EVERYONE TODAY?

623
00:29:39,154 --> 00:29:41,423
IT INVOLVES HOUSE,
FOREMAN, AND THIRTEEN,

624
00:29:41,456 --> 00:29:44,293
WHICH MEANS IT'S EITHER
DUMB, DANGEROUS, OR TRAGIC,

625
00:29:44,326 --> 00:29:45,861
OR A COMBINATION.

626
00:29:45,895 --> 00:29:46,996
I'M EMBRACING MY IGNORANCE.

627
00:29:47,029 --> 00:29:49,164
HOUSE WAS RIGHT ABOUT
THE HEMANGIOMA.

628
00:29:49,198 --> 00:29:50,199
LOOKS FIXABLE.

629
00:29:50,232 --> 00:29:52,601
[typing]

630
00:29:52,634 --> 00:29:54,203
WHAT'S THAT?

631
00:29:54,236 --> 00:29:56,438
(Taub)
HEMANGIOMAS TRAVEL SOLO.

632
00:29:56,471 --> 00:29:58,073
THIS THING
HAS BROUGHT A FRIEND.

633
00:29:58,107 --> 00:30:00,609
MASSES IN HER LUNGS
AND SPINE.

634
00:30:00,642 --> 00:30:02,111
ONE IN HER PERICARDIUM.

635
00:30:02,144 --> 00:30:04,079
THEY'RE EVERYWHERE.

636
00:30:06,916 --> 00:30:09,284
CLASSIC MESOTHELIOMA.

637
00:30:09,318 --> 00:30:12,087
IT METASTASIZED OUTWARD
TO THE SPINE AND MUSCLES.

638
00:30:12,121 --> 00:30:14,023
AH, THE IRONY OF IT.

639
00:30:14,056 --> 00:30:15,557
MAYBE SHE WOULDN'T
BE SICK AT ALL

640
00:30:15,590 --> 00:30:17,459
IF SOME OTHER LAZY
CANCER RESEARCHER

641
00:30:17,492 --> 00:30:18,527
HADN'T GONE HOME EARLY.

642
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,195
WHERE ARE FOREMAN
AND THIRTEEN?

643
00:30:20,229 --> 00:30:23,065
SHOULDN'T YOU BE SAYING,

644
00:30:23,098 --> 00:30:26,135
"THOSE WEREN'T THERE WHEN
WE SCANNED HER TWO DAYS AGO"?

645
00:30:26,168 --> 00:30:27,236
MESOTHELIOMA
SHOULDN'T GROW THIS FAST.

646
00:30:27,269 --> 00:30:28,637
GOOD REPHRASING.

647
00:30:28,670 --> 00:30:32,074
HAVE WILSON DO A BIOPSY
TO CONFIRM.

648
00:30:32,107 --> 00:30:34,276
NO.

649
00:30:34,309 --> 00:30:35,677
SOMETHING WEIRD
IS GOING ON.

650
00:30:35,710 --> 00:30:37,512
IT INVOLVES OUR COLLEAGUES--
WE SHOULD KNOW.

651
00:30:37,546 --> 00:30:38,647
YOU WANT US TO TREAT
THE PATIENT,

652
00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:39,915
TELL US WHAT'S GOING ON.

653
00:30:39,949 --> 00:30:42,084
ACTUALLY, ALL
HE NEEDS US TO DO

654
00:30:42,117 --> 00:30:43,986
IS TELL WILSON
TO DO SOMETHING.

655
00:30:44,019 --> 00:30:46,055
SO...

656
00:30:48,323 --> 00:30:50,325
YOU ALWAYS BLAB
TO WATCH PEOPLE REACT.

657
00:30:50,359 --> 00:30:52,561
SO NOT BLABBING MEANS
YOU DON'T WANT US TO REACT,

658
00:30:52,594 --> 00:30:53,929
WHICH CAN'T BE GOOD.

659
00:30:53,963 --> 00:30:56,498
IS THIRTEEN'S HEADACHE
NOT JUST A HEADACHE?

660
00:30:56,531 --> 00:30:59,134
IF I CHECK WITH ADMITTING,
AM I GONNA FIND HER NAME?

661
00:31:01,503 --> 00:31:03,172
A LITTLE PINCH.

662
00:31:11,113 --> 00:31:12,447
I'M SORRY
ABOUT THE OTHER DAY.

663
00:31:12,481 --> 00:31:14,049
I...UNLOADED ON YOU.

664
00:31:14,083 --> 00:31:16,318
AND...
YOU'RE NOT SORRY.

665
00:31:16,351 --> 00:31:20,255
YOU FEEL BAD BECAUSE
MESOTHELIOMA MEANS I'M DYING.

666
00:31:20,289 --> 00:31:23,225
YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON.
I APPRECIATE THE SENTIMENT.

667
00:31:23,258 --> 00:31:25,594
I'M NOT APOLOGIZING
BECAUSE YOU'RE DYING.

668
00:31:25,627 --> 00:31:28,197
I'M APOLOGIZING
BECAUSE YOU WERE RIGHT.

669
00:31:28,230 --> 00:31:29,999
I AM STUCK.

670
00:31:32,034 --> 00:31:33,735
MY GIRLFRIEND DIED.

671
00:31:33,768 --> 00:31:37,739
SHE WAS THE ONLY PERSON I'VE
LOVED FOR A LONG TIME, AND...

672
00:31:37,772 --> 00:31:39,341
I'M STILL LIVING
IN HER APARTMENT.

673
00:31:39,374 --> 00:31:42,211
I'M SURROUNDED BY HER THINGS.

674
00:31:42,244 --> 00:31:44,679
I HAVE LEFT IT ALL
EXACTLY WHERE IT WAS.

675
00:31:48,150 --> 00:31:50,119
I DON'T KNOW HOW
TO GET UNSTUCK.

676
00:31:51,653 --> 00:31:55,124
THE ONLY WRONG THING IS...
TO DO NOTHING.

677
00:32:00,262 --> 00:32:02,297
YEAH.

678
00:32:05,267 --> 00:32:07,002
ALL RIGHT.

679
00:32:13,275 --> 00:32:16,111
THAT'S NOT SUPPOSED
TO HAPPEN.

680
00:32:23,352 --> 00:32:25,387
HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT
GOING TO THE DRUG COMPANY,

681
00:32:25,420 --> 00:32:27,056
SEE IF THEY CAN HELP?

682
00:32:27,089 --> 00:32:28,557
I THOUGHT ABOUT IT.

683
00:32:28,590 --> 00:32:29,758
WE NEED TO GIVE IT MORE TIME.

684
00:32:29,791 --> 00:32:31,260
IT'S BEEN HALF A DAY.

685
00:32:31,293 --> 00:32:32,494
THIS THING KEEPS GROWING,

686
00:32:32,527 --> 00:32:33,762
THERE'S OTHER STUFF
IN YOUR BRAIN

687
00:32:33,795 --> 00:32:35,230
YOU MIGHT NEED LATER ON.

688
00:32:35,264 --> 00:32:37,066
IF I WERE
ANY OTHER PATIENT,

689
00:32:37,099 --> 00:32:39,268
YOU'D BOTH BE IN THE LOUNGE,
EATING DONUTS.

690
00:32:39,301 --> 00:32:40,802
YOU'RE NOT
ANY OTHER PATIENT.

691
00:32:40,835 --> 00:32:42,537
RIGHT.

692
00:32:42,571 --> 00:32:44,306
ANY OTHER PATIENT,
YOU DON'T FEEL GUILTY.

693
00:32:44,339 --> 00:32:46,608
BUT YOU DON'T GET

694
00:32:46,641 --> 00:32:49,178
TO TORCH YOUR CAREER
TO PAY FOR YOUR SINS.

695
00:32:49,211 --> 00:32:52,281
HOUSE TOLD HER TO SAY THAT,
DIDN'T HE?

696
00:32:52,314 --> 00:32:54,749
DOES THAT MAKE IT
ANY LESS TRUE?

697
00:32:54,783 --> 00:32:56,818
YOU THINK HE'S RIGHT?

698
00:32:56,851 --> 00:32:58,487
WHO CARES?

699
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:00,255
YOU'RE A HYPOCRITE.

700
00:33:00,289 --> 00:33:03,092
YOU DON'T ASK HER
IF SHE WANTS TO BE ON THE DRUG,

701
00:33:03,125 --> 00:33:04,693
BUT WHEN THERE'S A CHANCE
YOU COULD HELP HER GET BETTER,

702
00:33:04,726 --> 00:33:06,228
SUDDENLY YOU'RE LETTING HER
CALL THE SHOTS?

703
00:33:06,261 --> 00:33:08,630
THAT'S NOT BEING NOBLE.

704
00:33:08,663 --> 00:33:11,766
THAT'S SAVING YOUR OWN ASS.

705
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:16,205
I'D FEEL WORSE
IF HE DESTROYED HIS CAREER.

706
00:33:18,540 --> 00:33:20,175
MESOTHELIOMA DOESN'T BLEED.

707
00:33:20,209 --> 00:33:22,411
SO WHAT CAUSES MASSES
THAT DO BLEED?

708
00:33:22,444 --> 00:33:24,446
AVM'S SECONDARY
TO SCHISTOSOMIASIS.

709
00:33:24,479 --> 00:33:26,181
SHE'D BE CRAWLING WITH WORMS.
WE'D HAVE NOTICED IT.

710
00:33:26,215 --> 00:33:28,583
GORHAM'S DISEASE
AND KASABACH-MERRITT

711
00:33:28,617 --> 00:33:31,286
CAN BOTH CAUSE SUPER-AGGRESSIVE
VASCULAR TUMORS.

712
00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:33,322
[pager beeping;
shuts it off]

713
00:33:33,355 --> 00:33:35,257
PATIENT'S HEART JUST STOPPED.

714
00:33:36,525 --> 00:33:39,228
SO WHAT CAUSES THAT?

715
00:33:39,261 --> 00:33:41,330
[rapid beeping]
CARDIAC TAMPONADE.

716
00:33:41,363 --> 00:33:43,265
SHE'S BLEEDING
INTO HER PERICARDIUM,

717
00:33:43,298 --> 00:33:44,566
SMOTHERING HER HEART.

718
00:33:44,599 --> 00:33:46,201
SYRINGE.

719
00:33:46,235 --> 00:33:47,336
[steady beep]

720
00:33:47,369 --> 00:33:49,871
[irregular beeping]

721
00:33:49,904 --> 00:33:51,206
B.P.'s GOING BACK UP.

722
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:52,307
IT'S WORKING.

723
00:33:52,341 --> 00:33:53,275
NO, IT'S NOT--LOOK.

724
00:33:53,308 --> 00:33:55,844
[rapid beeping]

725
00:34:04,186 --> 00:34:05,320
(Taub)
WE'RE TRANSFUSING PLATELETS,
FFP,

726
00:34:05,354 --> 00:34:06,621
EVERYTHING TO TRY
TO KEEP HER STABLE.

727
00:34:06,655 --> 00:34:07,756
BUT WE CAN BARELY
KEEP UP WITH THE BLOOD LOSS.

728
00:34:07,789 --> 00:34:10,159
AT THIS RATE, SHE COULD BE DEAD
BY THE END OF THE DAY.

729
00:34:10,192 --> 00:34:11,693
WE NEED TO RESECT
THE VASCULAR TUMORS,

730
00:34:11,726 --> 00:34:13,195
STOP THE BLEEDING.

731
00:34:13,228 --> 00:34:16,331
TOO LATE--NO SURGEON'S
GONNA TOUCH HER NOW.

732
00:34:16,365 --> 00:34:18,867
SHOULD WE GIVE UP?
JUST LET HER BLEED OUT?

733
00:34:18,900 --> 00:34:20,202
DON'T BE SILLY.

734
00:34:20,235 --> 00:34:21,270
YOU KNOW WHAT THAT WOULD DO

735
00:34:21,303 --> 00:34:23,172
TO OUR MALPRACTICE
INSURANCE RATES?

736
00:34:23,205 --> 00:34:24,806
WE GO ON THE OFFENSIVE.

737
00:34:24,839 --> 00:34:27,309
CUT OFF THE INVADING ARMY'S
SUPPLY LINE.

738
00:34:27,342 --> 00:34:29,211
YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
EMBOLIZATION?

739
00:34:29,244 --> 00:34:31,380
CUT OFF THE ARTERIES
THAT FEED BLOOD TO THE TUMORS,

740
00:34:31,413 --> 00:34:33,248
THEY WITHER AND DIE.

741
00:34:33,282 --> 00:34:34,849
START WITH THE ONES
IN HER LUNGS.

742
00:34:34,883 --> 00:34:36,185
IF THEY GET ANY BIGGER,

743
00:34:36,218 --> 00:34:37,819
SHE'S GONNA HAVE
A HARD TIME BREATHING.

744
00:34:37,852 --> 00:34:39,488
SO SHE'LL HAVE A HARD TIME
TELLING US SHE'S DEAD.

745
00:34:39,521 --> 00:34:40,722
YOU CAN'T
KILL THE TUMORS

746
00:34:40,755 --> 00:34:42,391
WITHOUT ALSO
KILLING HEALTHY TISSUE.

747
00:34:42,424 --> 00:34:44,859
IF WE WIPE OUT
3/4 OF HER LUNGS...

748
00:34:44,893 --> 00:34:46,195
LET'S HOPE
THAT RUNNING MARATHONS

749
00:34:46,228 --> 00:34:47,829
WASN'T ON HER HAPPY LIST.

750
00:34:50,432 --> 00:34:52,167
[ding]

751
00:34:56,538 --> 00:34:58,373
I FOUND THIS.

752
00:34:58,407 --> 00:35:01,176
AHEM.

753
00:35:01,210 --> 00:35:03,178
IN THE, UH, COAT CLOSET.

754
00:35:03,212 --> 00:35:05,314
WHERE I HID IT.

755
00:35:08,950 --> 00:35:10,719
THOUGHT I'D NEVER
SEE YOU AGAIN.

756
00:35:10,752 --> 00:35:13,588
LITTLE, LITTLE GREG.

757
00:35:13,622 --> 00:35:15,390
YEAH, YOU HEARD ME RIGHT!

758
00:35:21,463 --> 00:35:23,965
WELL, YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE.

759
00:35:23,998 --> 00:35:26,235
IT'S ANNOYING, BUT...

760
00:35:26,268 --> 00:35:28,203
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.

761
00:35:28,237 --> 00:35:29,771
IT ISN'T ABOUT YOU.

762
00:35:29,804 --> 00:35:32,374
I...

763
00:35:32,407 --> 00:35:33,242
I'M SORRY.

764
00:35:33,275 --> 00:35:36,478
BECAUSE YOU WERE
DOING THIS JOB PERFECTLY

765
00:35:36,511 --> 00:35:37,746
UNTIL THE BABY CAME ALONG.

766
00:35:37,779 --> 00:35:40,349
WHAT?

767
00:35:40,382 --> 00:35:42,817
I'M APOLOGIZING.
CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT MY--

768
00:35:42,851 --> 00:35:44,686
I ACCEPT.

769
00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:47,356
WE GONNA HAVE TO DO
THIS DANCE AGAIN IN 28 DAYS?

770
00:35:47,389 --> 00:35:49,458
WHAT THE HELL
IS WRONG WITH YOU?

771
00:35:49,491 --> 00:35:50,792
YESTERDAY, YOU HATE ME.

772
00:35:50,825 --> 00:35:53,228
TODAY, YOU'RE PRACTICALLY
WEEPING ON MY SHOULDER.

773
00:35:53,262 --> 00:35:55,264
I CAN ONLY ASSUME
THAT WHAT I'M HEARING

774
00:35:55,297 --> 00:35:58,400
IS YOUR AUNT FLOW
TELLING ME...

775
00:36:05,740 --> 00:36:08,343
WHEN I WAS BEING A JERK,
YOU SUDDENLY ACT HUMAN.

776
00:36:08,377 --> 00:36:10,979
BUT WHEN I ACT HUMAN,
YOU TURN BACK INTO A JERK.

777
00:36:11,012 --> 00:36:13,448
GUESS OUR CYCLES
AREN'T MATCHED UP YET.

778
00:36:13,482 --> 00:36:16,017
THIS IS YOUR WAY

779
00:36:16,050 --> 00:36:17,919
OF SAYING YOU ACCEPT
MY APOLOGY, ISN'T IT?

780
00:36:17,952 --> 00:36:19,854
NOPE, THIS
IS MY WAY OF SAYING

781
00:36:19,888 --> 00:36:21,256
YOU WERE DOING
A CRAPPY JOB BEFORE;

782
00:36:21,290 --> 00:36:23,292
YOU WILL A SLIGHTLY
CRAPPIER JOB NOW.

783
00:36:23,325 --> 00:36:25,594
EVERYTHING KEEPS GOING.
NATURE OF LIFE.

784
00:36:25,627 --> 00:36:27,329
NATURE OF PARENTHOOD.

785
00:36:31,300 --> 00:36:32,801
OR THIS WHOLE THING
IS JUST AN ACT.

786
00:36:32,834 --> 00:36:35,937
AND YOU'VE GONE BACK TO THE PART
YOU THINK YOU NEED TO PLAY.

787
00:36:37,639 --> 00:36:39,541
YOU SHOULD GO
TALK TO WILSON.

788
00:36:39,574 --> 00:36:42,777
RATIONALIZATION MAN
NEEDS A FAITHFUL SIDEKICK.

789
00:36:42,811 --> 00:36:44,979
NOW, RATIONAL MAN
NEEDS TO GO SAVE A LIFE.

790
00:36:54,656 --> 00:36:55,757
HOUSE.

791
00:36:55,790 --> 00:36:57,826
IF YOU'RE LOOKING
FOR RETURNABLE BOTTLES,

792
00:36:57,859 --> 00:36:59,328
KUTNER'S ALREADY
CLEANED IT OUT.

793
00:36:59,361 --> 00:37:01,062
DAMN!

794
00:37:01,095 --> 00:37:02,297
OH, WELL.

795
00:37:02,331 --> 00:37:03,332
THAT MEANS
THE ONLY THING

796
00:37:03,365 --> 00:37:05,500
I'M GONNA
GET OUT OF THIS...

797
00:37:05,534 --> 00:37:06,635
IS A DIAGNOSIS.

798
00:37:07,969 --> 00:37:10,572
SO THE NURSES GAVE HER PADS
INSTEAD OF TAMPONS.

799
00:37:10,605 --> 00:37:12,374
IS THAT
DIAGNOSTICALLY RELEVANT?

800
00:37:12,407 --> 00:37:13,742
FACT THAT THE NURSES HAD
TO GIVE HER ANYTHING IS.

801
00:37:13,775 --> 00:37:15,844
MEANS SHE'S BLEEDING
FROM HER UTERUS.

802
00:37:15,877 --> 00:37:16,945
WOMEN DO THAT.

803
00:37:16,978 --> 00:37:17,946
IT'S PERFECTLY NATURAL.

804
00:37:17,979 --> 00:37:19,348
NOT SCARY AT ALL.

805
00:37:19,381 --> 00:37:20,582
SHE MENSTRUATING

806
00:37:20,615 --> 00:37:22,551
AND SHE'S
BLEEDING EVERYWHERE.

807
00:37:22,584 --> 00:37:24,519
THERE'S ABOUT
A 3 OR 4 IN 28 CHANCE

808
00:37:24,553 --> 00:37:26,388
IT'S A COINCIDENCE.

809
00:37:26,421 --> 00:37:27,389
WHICH LEAVES
A MUCH BIGGER CHANCE

810
00:37:27,422 --> 00:37:30,425
THAT THE DIAGNOSIS
IS ECTOPIC ENDOMETRIOSIS.

811
00:37:30,459 --> 00:37:32,494
SHE HAD A MYOMA
EIGHT MONTHS AGO.

812
00:37:32,527 --> 00:37:34,396
SURGEONS CUT THROUGH
HER UTERINE WALL.

813
00:37:34,429 --> 00:37:37,599
EVERY CUT OF THE SCALPEL COULD
HAVE SENT ENDOMETRIAL CELLS

814
00:37:37,632 --> 00:37:39,601
SPILLING OUT
INTO HER BLOODSTREAM.

815
00:37:39,634 --> 00:37:41,069
SOME OF THEM TOOK UP
RESIDENCE IN HER LUNGS,

816
00:37:41,102 --> 00:37:42,937
SOME IN HER LIVER,
SOME IN HER SPINE.

817
00:37:42,971 --> 00:37:45,407
AND LIKE ALL
HORNY LITTLE CELLS,

818
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,441
THEY WENT FORTH
AND MULTIPLIED

819
00:37:46,475 --> 00:37:48,643
TILL THEY REACHED
A CRITICAL MASS.

820
00:37:48,677 --> 00:37:50,479
IN THE DAYS LEADING UP
TO HER NEXT PERIOD,

821
00:37:50,512 --> 00:37:52,414
WHEN HER UTERUS
IS SUPPOSED TO SWELL,

822
00:37:52,447 --> 00:37:53,748
EVERYTHING SWELLED.

823
00:37:53,782 --> 00:37:55,750
AND WHEN HER UTERUS
WAS SUPPOSED TO BLEED,

824
00:37:55,784 --> 00:37:58,052
EVERYTHING BLED.

825
00:37:58,086 --> 00:38:00,922
YES, LADIES,
I AM BLAMING HER PERIOD.

826
00:38:00,955 --> 00:38:02,757
GRANTED, IT'S
THE WORST PERIOD EVER.

827
00:38:02,791 --> 00:38:05,627
ALTHOUGH, FRANKLY,
NOT BY ALL THAT MUCH.

828
00:38:05,660 --> 00:38:07,128
CUT OUT THE MASSES,
SHE'LL BE FINE.

829
00:38:07,161 --> 00:38:08,463
CAN'T DO SURGERY

830
00:38:08,497 --> 00:38:09,631
UNTIL HER CYCLE'S OVER

831
00:38:09,664 --> 00:38:10,899
AND SHE STOPS BLEEDING.

832
00:38:10,932 --> 00:38:12,501
WELL, LET'S HOPE
SHE CAN HOLD OUT TILL THEN.

833
00:38:12,534 --> 00:38:14,803
IN THE MEANTIME, GET HER
A PINT OF COOKIE DOUGH ICE CREAM

834
00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:15,937
AND A DVD OF BEACHES.

835
00:38:42,063 --> 00:38:43,965
I'M SORRY.

836
00:38:48,570 --> 00:38:49,671
FOREMAN?

837
00:38:53,508 --> 00:38:54,943
I CAN SEE YOU.

838
00:39:12,627 --> 00:39:15,063
HOW YOU FEELING?

839
00:39:15,096 --> 00:39:18,667
RELATIVE TO THE LAST
FEW DAYS, AWESOME.

840
00:39:20,034 --> 00:39:22,170
YOU ALMOST DIED.

841
00:39:22,203 --> 00:39:23,572
FOR THE SECOND TIME
IN EIGHT MONTHS.

842
00:39:23,605 --> 00:39:25,073
I KNOW.

843
00:39:25,106 --> 00:39:29,077
HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT
YOUR LIFE CHOICES THIS TIME?

844
00:39:29,110 --> 00:39:31,813
I DIDN'T LIE THERE
THINKING "WHAT IF?"

845
00:39:34,248 --> 00:39:36,918
I ALWAYS WORRY,
ON MY DEATHBED I'LL THINK,

846
00:39:36,951 --> 00:39:39,087
"I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING
REALLY IMPORTANT."

847
00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,490
YOU'RE GONNA SPEND
ONE DAY OF YOUR LIFE

848
00:39:41,523 --> 00:39:42,624
ON YOUR DEATH BED.

849
00:39:42,657 --> 00:39:44,459
THE OTHER 25,000

850
00:39:44,493 --> 00:39:45,860
ARE THE ONES WE SHOULD BE
WORRYING ABOUT.

851
00:39:45,894 --> 00:39:49,631
GO TO BED HAPPY TONIGHT.

852
00:40:15,657 --> 00:40:17,492
DR. SCHMIDT.

853
00:40:17,526 --> 00:40:20,929
IT'S ERIC FOREMAN.

854
00:40:20,962 --> 00:40:25,867
UM...ACTUALLY, THE TRIAL
ISN'T GOING TOO WELL.

855
00:40:35,844 --> 00:40:38,747
YOU TOLD THEM,
DIDN'T YOU?

856
00:40:42,817 --> 00:40:45,053
WELL, YOU REALLY
HAD NO CHOICE...

857
00:40:45,086 --> 00:40:47,589
ON ACCOUNT
OF BEING AN IDIOT.

858
00:40:47,622 --> 00:40:49,624
THEY GONNA PULL THE DRUG?

859
00:40:50,759 --> 00:40:52,794
I BROKE PROTOCOL.

860
00:40:52,827 --> 00:40:56,731
HER RESULTS ARE NO LONGER
ADMISSIBLE TO THE TRIAL.

861
00:40:56,765 --> 00:40:58,700
THEY DON'T HAVE
TO DO ANYTHING.

862
00:40:58,733 --> 00:40:59,734
ANYONE ELSE GETS A TUMOR,

863
00:40:59,768 --> 00:41:00,969
THEY'LL PUT A WARNING
ON THE LABEL.

864
00:41:01,002 --> 00:41:02,637
GONNA KEEP YOUR LICENSE?

865
00:41:02,671 --> 00:41:03,972
THEY'LL COME AFTER ME

866
00:41:04,005 --> 00:41:06,608
IF I ATTEMPT TO PARTICIPATE
IN ANY MORE TRIALS.

867
00:41:06,641 --> 00:41:09,277
THAT'S VERY DECENT OF THEM.

868
00:41:10,979 --> 00:41:14,115
WELL, GOOD FOR ME.

869
00:41:14,148 --> 00:41:16,585
I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.

870
00:41:16,618 --> 00:41:19,120
AND THE NEXT DAY.

871
00:41:19,153 --> 00:41:20,822
AND THE NEXT DAY.

872
00:41:22,624 --> 00:41:24,025
THAT WASN'T YOUR LOCKER,
WAS IT?

873
00:41:24,058 --> 00:41:27,762
IT'S A LOCK-ER ROOM.

874
00:41:27,796 --> 00:41:29,564
HOW ELSE
ARE THEY GONNA LEARN?

875
00:41:31,633 --> 00:41:34,703
[Brand New Day
by Joshua Radin]

876
00:41:34,736 --> 00:41:43,612
*

877
00:41:43,645 --> 00:41:45,880
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN'T
BE HAPPY WITHOUT A KID?

878
00:41:47,882 --> 00:41:49,250
I DON'T KNOW.

879
00:41:49,283 --> 00:41:51,986
* SOME KIND OF MAGIC

880
00:41:52,020 --> 00:41:54,689
I KNOW I CAN'T BE HAPPY
WITHOUT YOU.

881
00:41:54,723 --> 00:41:57,759
* HAPPENS LATE AT NIGHT

882
00:42:00,228 --> 00:42:05,700
* WHEN THE MOON
SMILES DOWN AT ME *

883
00:42:05,734 --> 00:42:10,972
* AND BATHES ME
IN ITS LIGHT *

884
00:42:11,005 --> 00:42:17,045
* I FELL ASLEEP BENEATH YOU

885
00:42:17,078 --> 00:42:20,649
* IN THE TALL BLADES
OF GRASS *

886
00:42:22,851 --> 00:42:25,787
* WHEN I WOKE
THE WORLD WAS NEW *

887
00:42:25,820 --> 00:42:27,789
YOU SNORE.

888
00:42:27,822 --> 00:42:29,758
SHUT UP.

889
00:42:34,095 --> 00:42:37,766
* IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY

890
00:42:37,799 --> 00:42:39,634
* THE SUN IS SHINING

891
00:42:39,668 --> 00:42:44,839
* IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY

892
00:42:44,873 --> 00:42:50,679
* FOR THE FIRST TIME
IN SUCH A LONG, LONG TIME *

893
00:42:50,712 --> 00:42:53,281
* I KNOW

894
00:42:55,784 --> 00:42:57,952
* I'LL BE OKAY *

895
00:43:07,929 --> 00:43:09,998
[water shuts off]

896
00:43:10,031 --> 00:43:13,001
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