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Marnie is very sick.

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She has shown no signs of
neurological improvement and is

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still ventilator-dependent.

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Is it in Marnie's best interests
to continue ventilation or not?

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Let's stay on holiday for
a bit longer, eh?

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is going to be any less beautiful.

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It'll just be different.

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Marnie, honey, can you do
that again, please?

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Can you squeeze my hand?

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She's going to get better.

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You could come to the hospital,
if you like?

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I'm here on behalf of
Every Christian Life.

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We're here to help.

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I think we should consider
ending it, the treatment.

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I have been fighting for her
all my life!

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Just me! Not you!

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Well, prove it, then!

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They say she's in a lot of pain!
She is still your child!

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Yes! Yes, she is!

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Dad, don't go.
Don't leave me here.

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This is going to be a fight, Nicci.

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All we want is to save
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Then, yeah...

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..I'm ready.

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This programme contains strong
language and some scenes which some
viewers may find upsetting

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So, your line about the
marriage is that

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"it's a private matter for
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Right.

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And when they say, "Why does he want
her dead and you don't?"

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Well, Nihal, he won't say that.

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He's excellent.

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Right, well, if he hints at it?

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Well, then you just hint back that
your husband is, in fact,

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Look, whenever it gets hard,
just think about Marnie, all right?

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That'll get you through. They get
a tight 20, then we've got to

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get straight off to
the solicitor, OK?

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Right, tight 20.

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Got it.

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with the travel.

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What's happening with the roads,
Laura?

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OK?

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Hi. Brenda. Nice to meet you.
Nihal. Hi.

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Hi. Hi.

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We've got 45 seconds of
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It's a pleasure to have you here.

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OK, headphones on, if you want them.

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Not necessary if not.

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Just talk to me.
The more casual, the better.

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Oh, we're just going to go
straight into it?

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You'll be great.

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It's 7:34.

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We're joined this morning
by Nicola...

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It's Nicci. Uh, Nicci Lloyd,

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who is mother to Marnie,
who is currently in hospital

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and extremely poorly.

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neuromuscular disorder.

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She was diagnosed when she was
six months old.

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And she's 13 now?

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Yeah. They-they...they kept telling
us she was going to die at two,

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four, seven, erm...

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..when she was 10, 12.

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But she's...she's a strong girl.

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You're currently in a dispute with
the hospital about the best form

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of future care for her?

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Well, I think "care" is a kind word
for it.

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They want to switch off her machines
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PHONE BUZZES

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CALL DISMISSED CLICK

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Hello?

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Oh. I've got the wrong place.

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Possibly.

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My handwriting's awful.

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I wrote down 23, but it could
equally likely be 33.

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Are you Caitlin Lloyd?

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Yeah. Um, Katie.

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I'm Greg from Children
and Family Legal Services.

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Here to talk about Marnie.

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I had an appointment with Nicola
at 10:00.

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Right. Uh...

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right now.

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Come in. I'll phone her.

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Thank you.

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So, what are you assessing?

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How best to represent Marnie
in court.

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You're my sister's lawyer?
No, not a legal.

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The court has appointed me to
look after Marnie's welfare.

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I sit in court and look after
her best interests.

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Isn't that our job?

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Well, of course,

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but the court feels that Marnie
should have her own voice.

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Your dad talks about him.

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The hospital talks about them.

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And I speak to everyone and try to
look out for what's best for Marnie.

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I'm not AGAINST anyone.

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I'm FOR Marnie.

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Right, I'll phone her again.

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Hey. Are you OK?

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Mum, there's a man here to see you
from the child legal service thing.

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A social worker?

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Oh sh...

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Shite.

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One...

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I forgot.

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Where are you? Er...

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and then a TV thing.

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A TV thing?

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Yeah, it's ridiculous, I know.

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Do you want me to speak to him,
make it less embarrassing?

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No, I'll handle it. Go be a TV star.

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CALL DISCONNECT TONE

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Everything OK?

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So, er, could we get you a drink?

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Coffee, tea, water, flavoured water?

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Er... No, I'm fine.

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This is Derek.

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Derek's your barrister,
and Derek is great.

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It is an honour to be involved
in this case.

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So, what we're doing is building
our case from the excellent

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medical history you've provided,
Nicci.

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The hospital has power on its side.

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The white coat - even unworn -
gives credibility.

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So, our role is to promote our
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that the prognosis they have
given was based on poor judgment,

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and to propose that alternative
treatments are still a possibility.

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Right, you think you can show
they did a bad job?

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We believe we can suggest a bias in
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particularly from Samantha Woodham.

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We're looking for moments when
her medical judgment

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may have been clouded.

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If we can show that,
we can show that similar doubt

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must be applied to this case.

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you've got in that regard

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would be most useful.

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And there is some urgency with
the court date approaching.

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Samantha's a good doctor, though...

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No-one's denying that.

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And we've had some wonderful
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of alternate treatments for Marnie.

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And we're still circling to find
the right doctor to help us...

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You haven't found anyone yet?

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Well, it takes time, Nicci.

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Oh...

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PHONE RINGS

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Um, it's the hospital. I...

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I'm on my way.

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Do you think you'll win, Nicci?

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How's Marnie?
Can you give us a comment, please?

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Can...can you not, please?

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Any change in her condition?
Have you seen her?

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Can I just go and see my daughter?
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BUZZER

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Thank you.

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Journalists are outside.

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Yeah. I know.

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Can't we do better than this?

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I'm going to go in.

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Is she OK?
Doctor's on her way.

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Hey, Marnie. Hey, petal.

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Marnie had a reaction to one
of the drugs we had her on.

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We've given her some steroids
and a dose of adrenaline

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and she seems to have settled.

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What did you put her on?

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It was a reaction to the new
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She's out of danger.

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Right.

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I am... I've been...

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..aware of what you've been saying
on the radio, and...

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..I just wanted to say that I'm
sorry we weren't able

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to provide a care that you...

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cared deeply about Marnie.

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DOOR OPENS

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What...what's happening?

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Just a small reaction.

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She'll be back to how she was soon.

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Chill-out room.

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I need some stuff to cover
the chairs and stuff.

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Coat room.
Can I do coats?

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You're not going to be here at all.

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Hang on a minute, Katie.

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OK, so I want everything
cleared out of here.

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Ah... Well, we might not be able
to clear out EVERYTHING.

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Well, what do you want gone?

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The television. Mm.

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These cabinets. Yeah.

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The sofa. Ugh...

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Well, the cabinets and the telly
might be possible,

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But it's the biggest thing, Dad.

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Yeah, that's exactly the problem.

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If we could just put it
in the kitchen.

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It could be quite cool
in the kitchen.

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Well, it needs to clear the doors,
that's the problem.

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All right. Well, I'm sure
you'll manage.

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Hey. You can't not invite your
sister to your party.

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I think none of you should be here.

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It'll be OK. We'll...

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I don't mind.

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She can be in your room, if you want
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But I think you'll be better
going out, the whole lot of you.

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Go bowling.

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We COULD go bowling.

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It's my birthday.

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She's going to your party,
and we're supervising,

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and that's the end of
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So, I don't have a significant life?

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Just a significant sister?

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Katie, come on.
You're being a child.

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I AM a child!
And I don't want her here!

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POP MUSIC PLAYS

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I really like you.

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What?

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Yeah.

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Good party.

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Sure.

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Sorry. My mum and dad are here.

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Oh. Uh, right.

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I just have to...

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Sure. See you.

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DOORBELL RINGS

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Yeah, yeah, come on in.

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Um... I have tea, I think.

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The milk is...possibly off.

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I can have black tea.

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The milk is my fault.

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Hello, Uncle Tom. How do?

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Although I believe they use lemon.
I don't have lemon.

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I've got Jif lemon.

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For pancakes.

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Uh, yeah, just...
just black tea is fine.

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Oh. OK, I'm, um...

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..erm...get some milk.

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OK.

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I may be some time.
Right.

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Don't let him...
Don't let him tidy up.

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Everything's there for a reason,
OK? I won't.

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Bye.

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How are you getting on?

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Yeah. I'm fine.

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One of the most expressive words
in the English language.

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"How were your exams, Katie?"
"Fine."

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"How's that nasty friend of yours
doing now?"

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"How's that graze on your knee."

264
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"Fine."

265
00:13:37,180 --> 00:13:39,740
Which nasty friend?

266
00:13:39,740 --> 00:13:43,060
Ah... I want to say Marcia?

267
00:13:43,060 --> 00:13:45,500
The one who bullied you,
you remember.

268
00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:47,180
Marcia?

269
00:13:47,180 --> 00:13:49,340
Do you mean Natalie? Ah.

270
00:13:49,340 --> 00:13:53,300
<font color="
school where I might meet a Marcia?

271
00:13:53,300 --> 00:13:54,740
HE LAUGHS

272
00:13:54,740 --> 00:13:56,220
No. Hmm.

273
00:13:57,380 --> 00:13:59,260
Erm...

274
00:13:59,260 --> 00:14:00,780
Thank you. Ow, ow, ow...

275
00:14:02,020 --> 00:14:03,980
Inside? Yeah.

276
00:14:08,500 --> 00:14:10,820
I saw your mum.

277
00:14:10,820 --> 00:14:13,460
<font color="

278
00:14:13,460 --> 00:14:15,100
Did you have a nice chat?

279
00:14:16,580 --> 00:14:17,940
No.

280
00:14:19,940 --> 00:14:21,740
One...

281
00:14:23,500 --> 00:14:25,820
When my mum died...

282
00:14:25,820 --> 00:14:27,620
That's a big when.

283
00:14:27,620 --> 00:14:30,020
Not allowed?

284
00:14:30,020 --> 00:14:33,900
Ah, when she died...

285
00:14:33,900 --> 00:14:38,980
..uh, she said two things to me.

286
00:14:38,980 --> 00:14:40,740
She said,

287
00:14:40,740 --> 00:14:44,460
<font color="
would have got rid of this cough,

288
00:14:44,460 --> 00:14:46,300
"I'd have done it years ago."

289
00:14:46,300 --> 00:14:48,660
So, this is an anti-smoking
thing now?

290
00:14:48,660 --> 00:14:50,820
And, um...

291
00:14:50,820 --> 00:14:54,660
..the second thing she said was...

292
00:14:54,660 --> 00:14:57,620
..that I was just like my dad.

293
00:14:57,620 --> 00:15:02,020
I would never reach my
<font color="

294
00:15:02,020 --> 00:15:07,820
..because I'm feckless
with my own intelligence.

295
00:15:07,820 --> 00:15:09,700
I can't remember the exact phrasing.

296
00:15:09,700 --> 00:15:12,380
I know it contained the
word "feckless".

297
00:15:14,820 --> 00:15:17,660
OK, your tea?

298
00:15:17,660 --> 00:15:20,260
Yeah. Tastes a bit, um...

299
00:15:20,260 --> 00:15:22,180
..washing-up-liquidy.

300
00:15:23,820 --> 00:15:25,100
<font color="

301
00:15:26,460 --> 00:15:30,140
It's kind of a dark thing to say,
isn't it, "feckless"?

302
00:15:30,140 --> 00:15:33,180
My mum felt she had a responsibility
to be the guardian

303
00:15:33,180 --> 00:15:36,100
of other people's failings. Oh.

304
00:15:36,100 --> 00:15:37,940
She thought she was helping me.

305
00:15:39,220 --> 00:15:44,980
She wanted to use that moment
<font color="

306
00:15:44,980 --> 00:15:47,580
..to teach me.

307
00:15:47,580 --> 00:15:49,740
So, what did you do?

308
00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:50,940
With the advice? Mm.

309
00:15:50,940 --> 00:15:53,060
I went out and got shit-faced.

310
00:15:53,060 --> 00:15:56,020
And then, um, I sobered up.

311
00:15:57,060 --> 00:15:59,980
And then I...

312
00:15:59,980 --> 00:16:02,380
..got your mum pregnant,

313
00:16:02,380 --> 00:16:04,500
and then I married her.

314
00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:06,260
<font color="

315
00:16:06,260 --> 00:16:08,060
..that I didn't care about.

316
00:16:09,660 --> 00:16:11,220
Lived a life.

317
00:16:12,500 --> 00:16:13,540
OK.

318
00:16:15,780 --> 00:16:17,220
That's really depressing.

319
00:16:17,220 --> 00:16:19,100
No, no. Not really, because...

320
00:16:19,100 --> 00:16:20,780
Here's the thing.

321
00:16:22,420 --> 00:16:24,260
I loved...

322
00:16:24,260 --> 00:16:27,540
I have loved...

323
00:16:27,540 --> 00:16:30,220
I have loved her, your mum...

324
00:16:31,900 --> 00:16:34,340
<font color="

325
00:16:36,260 --> 00:16:38,860
And I have loved you

326
00:16:38,860 --> 00:16:42,500
more than I could ever
have hoped to.

327
00:16:42,500 --> 00:16:45,340
And I loved Marnie...

328
00:16:45,340 --> 00:16:47,020
..absolutely.

329
00:16:49,300 --> 00:16:52,180
And I think that's an achievement.
I mean, not one that my mum,

330
00:16:52,180 --> 00:16:55,300
my mother - she hated the word
<font color="

331
00:16:55,300 --> 00:16:59,460
But an achievement...
all the same.

332
00:17:02,460 --> 00:17:05,220
And I think what I'm doing

333
00:17:05,220 --> 00:17:08,220
and what I'm saying now...

334
00:17:08,220 --> 00:17:10,060
..is an act of love.

335
00:17:14,180 --> 00:17:17,940
I just needed...
to explain that to you.

336
00:17:19,940 --> 00:17:21,260
Did you?

337
00:17:22,340 --> 00:17:24,140
<font color="

338
00:17:24,140 --> 00:17:25,540
Yeah.

339
00:17:25,540 --> 00:17:26,820
Why?

340
00:17:26,820 --> 00:17:31,300
I'm not...I'm not going to back the
hospital or embarrass your mum.

341
00:17:31,300 --> 00:17:33,700
I'm just going to say my piece
in court...

342
00:17:33,700 --> 00:17:36,180
I mean, if you frame a thought
with self-pity,

343
00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:39,780
<font color="

344
00:17:39,780 --> 00:17:41,740
Your mum was an arsehole.

345
00:17:41,740 --> 00:17:43,380
So what?

346
00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:46,780
I was giving a context.

347
00:17:46,780 --> 00:17:49,020
You were giving an excuse.

348
00:17:49,020 --> 00:17:51,700
It's what all your generation does.

349
00:17:51,700 --> 00:17:54,300
"I'm not racist,
but if you could understand

350
00:17:54,300 --> 00:17:57,340
"where I come from, you'd understand
<font color="

351
00:17:57,340 --> 00:17:59,660
"I'm not transphobic.
I'm not homophobic."

352
00:17:59,660 --> 00:18:02,180
I'm not racist or transphobic
or homophobic...

353
00:18:02,180 --> 00:18:04,740
Dad, it was your job to love us.

354
00:18:04,740 --> 00:18:06,780
It was your job to be around.

355
00:18:06,780 --> 00:18:09,780
It was your fucking job.

356
00:18:09,780 --> 00:18:13,260
Honestly, so many men - and you
<font color="

357
00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:18,340
congratulate themselves for being,
like, family men.

358
00:18:18,340 --> 00:18:21,500
What does that mean?
That they provide?

359
00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:23,900
They don't fuck around?
I mean, that's not an achievement.

360
00:18:23,900 --> 00:18:25,500
Yes, but...

361
00:18:25,500 --> 00:18:28,180
You know, this may be
<font color="

362
00:18:28,180 --> 00:18:31,340
but you performed it
in a cowardly way.

363
00:18:31,340 --> 00:18:33,860
You just ran. You didn't fight.

364
00:18:33,860 --> 00:18:35,540
What, you wanted World War III?

365
00:18:35,540 --> 00:18:38,140
If you believe something,
isn't it better to argue for it?

366
00:18:38,140 --> 00:18:39,580
I was pretty clear about how I felt.

367
00:18:39,580 --> 00:18:42,260
<font color="
a situation worse.

368
00:18:42,260 --> 00:18:44,980
So, you just left her and me,

369
00:18:44,980 --> 00:18:47,100
without us really understanding
what it meant for us?

370
00:18:47,100 --> 00:18:49,180
No, no... That makes it sound like
I abandoned you.

371
00:18:49,180 --> 00:18:51,620
Yeah, cos you did.

372
00:18:51,620 --> 00:18:54,420
I don't give a shit

373
00:18:54,420 --> 00:18:57,140
<font color="
potential or not. I-I'm...

374
00:18:57,140 --> 00:18:58,860
I'm not marking you.

375
00:18:58,860 --> 00:19:01,940
I'm your daughter.
It doesn't matter to me.

376
00:19:01,940 --> 00:19:04,820
All I care about is, like,
what you are to me.

377
00:19:04,820 --> 00:19:07,780
I wasn't trying to excuse it. I
shouldn't have talked about my mum.

378
00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:10,300
<font color="
was a test, and you failed it

379
00:19:10,300 --> 00:19:12,700
when you left. I wasn't trying to
excuse it. I don't actually feel

380
00:19:12,700 --> 00:19:14,460
like I NEED to excuse it.
You know it's a mess...

381
00:19:14,460 --> 00:19:16,540
Dad, you can fuck off!

382
00:19:16,540 --> 00:19:19,020
Marnie lives!
<font color="

383
00:19:19,020 --> 00:19:20,900
and actually try and survive.

384
00:19:20,900 --> 00:19:24,340
So, your "love" has helped neither
of those things.

385
00:19:32,020 --> 00:19:34,340
Actually, you know what?

386
00:19:34,340 --> 00:19:36,340
It's not my job.

387
00:19:36,340 --> 00:19:40,300
It's actually not my job to
support Mum, or you.

388
00:19:40,300 --> 00:19:42,780
I'm supposed to be
<font color="

389
00:19:42,780 --> 00:19:44,700
So, fuck you for doing this to me!

390
00:19:44,700 --> 00:19:46,500
I didn't. Marnie did.

391
00:19:49,020 --> 00:19:51,020
That's interesting you chose
to blame her.

392
00:19:51,020 --> 00:19:53,020
I don't blame her. I...

393
00:19:53,020 --> 00:19:55,500
I just acknowledge the fact.

394
00:19:55,500 --> 00:20:00,540
I just acknowledge the fact
that her condition...

395
00:20:00,540 --> 00:20:03,340
<font color="
You didn't say her condition, Dad.

396
00:20:03,340 --> 00:20:05,500
You said her name.
You're the one who can't visit her.

397
00:20:06,740 --> 00:20:07,980
Yeah. I can't.

398
00:20:07,980 --> 00:20:10,180
Right, so that makes me a dickhead,
too. No, you're not...

399
00:20:10,180 --> 00:20:12,300
Is that what you want me to say?
<font color="

400
00:20:12,300 --> 00:20:14,420
Look, I love you and your sister
very much.

401
00:20:14,420 --> 00:20:16,860
Yeah, absolutely. You said you
love Marnie absolutely.

402
00:20:16,860 --> 00:20:18,220
And I know I haven't been perfect...

403
00:20:18,220 --> 00:20:20,220
You let us down.
Please don't do this.

404
00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:23,980
Look, whatever you think, just...
<font color="

405
00:20:23,980 --> 00:20:26,660
Talk to Mum, and then you
and Mum come to a decision,

406
00:20:26,660 --> 00:20:28,860
and then you stand WITH us.

407
00:20:28,860 --> 00:20:30,460
Please stand beside us.

408
00:20:30,460 --> 00:20:32,540
But we disagree on the key decision,

409
00:20:32,540 --> 00:20:36,020
the most important decision
we have ever had to make.

410
00:20:36,020 --> 00:20:38,820
<font color="

411
00:20:38,820 --> 00:20:40,660
you can't rationalise it.

412
00:20:40,660 --> 00:20:43,060
You...you can only feel it.

413
00:20:46,420 --> 00:20:47,780
OK.

414
00:20:47,780 --> 00:20:49,420
I'm going to go,

415
00:20:49,420 --> 00:20:51,300
leave you to your feelings.

416
00:20:51,300 --> 00:20:53,180
No, don't do... Don't do that!

417
00:20:53,180 --> 00:20:54,940
Don't do that. Don't...!

418
00:20:54,940 --> 00:20:56,380
DOOR SLAMS

419
00:20:57,980 --> 00:20:59,820
<font color="

420
00:21:23,260 --> 00:21:25,900
TV PLAYS: It's like you say,
when you don't have the support,

421
00:21:25,900 --> 00:21:28,340
these things are made even harder.
That can't have been easy.

422
00:21:28,340 --> 00:21:31,140
NICCI: Yeah, well people think when
you've a disabled daughter

423
00:21:31,140 --> 00:21:32,820
that you're an object of pity.

424
00:21:32,820 --> 00:21:34,220
<font color="

425
00:21:34,220 --> 00:21:36,500
You know, they project their
insecurities onto you.

426
00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:39,380
But, really, being a parent
of a disabled child...

427
00:21:39,380 --> 00:21:40,940
No.

428
00:21:40,940 --> 00:21:43,340
..it's the most beautiful job
in the world.

429
00:21:43,340 --> 00:21:45,980
Marnie, you know, she has her downs,

430
00:21:45,980 --> 00:21:48,140
<font color="

431
00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:52,380
She's... You know,
she's complicated, she's sparky,

432
00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:55,540
she's annoying, she's difficult.

433
00:21:55,540 --> 00:21:59,580
But, you know, she's, er...
she's joyous.

434
00:21:59,580 --> 00:22:02,500
I wouldn't have missed a
single minute of it.

435
00:22:02,500 --> 00:22:04,380
She sounds like a special lady.

436
00:22:04,380 --> 00:22:05,940
<font color="

437
00:22:05,940 --> 00:22:07,660
Well, I'll tell her you said that.

438
00:22:07,660 --> 00:22:10,180
She has at least one
of your records.

439
00:22:10,180 --> 00:22:12,500
Well, you know, she's heard at least
one of your records.

440
00:22:12,500 --> 00:22:14,420
Oh, she's a real fan, then.

441
00:22:14,420 --> 00:22:15,900
Fuck off!

442
00:22:18,740 --> 00:22:20,780
DOORBELL RINGS

443
00:22:24,100 --> 00:22:25,780
<font color="

444
00:22:27,140 --> 00:22:28,380
Oh.

445
00:22:28,380 --> 00:22:29,980
We fixed a time, didn't we?

446
00:22:29,980 --> 00:22:32,180
Greg, from Children and Family
Legal Services.

447
00:22:32,180 --> 00:22:33,700
Uh, sorry. I...

448
00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:35,300
..I thought you were someone else.

449
00:22:35,300 --> 00:22:37,540
Maybe I could have a cup of tea?

450
00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:40,780
Ah, there's a coffee truck across
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451
00:22:40,780 --> 00:22:43,260
Not really supposed to do this
in a public place.

452
00:22:45,140 --> 00:22:47,980
But I guess if we walk and talk...

453
00:22:47,980 --> 00:22:49,500
OK, I'll be two minutes.

454
00:22:52,460 --> 00:22:54,460
Unusual, this.

455
00:22:54,460 --> 00:22:57,340
Normally, I'm talking to
parents together.

456
00:22:57,340 --> 00:22:59,140
Yeah, I can imagine.

457
00:22:59,140 --> 00:23:02,300
<font color="
um, cool...

458
00:23:02,300 --> 00:23:04,740
I'm not...I'm not instructing
a solicitor or...

459
00:23:04,740 --> 00:23:06,940
Well, your evidence should
be enough.

460
00:23:13,220 --> 00:23:15,460
So, you want to tell me
when you knew?

461
00:23:15,460 --> 00:23:17,340
Sorry?

462
00:23:17,340 --> 00:23:20,660
When you knew that you agreed
<font color="

463
00:23:20,660 --> 00:23:22,900
as to what's best for Marnie.

464
00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:25,340
Look, just to be clear,
I don't want to turn this

465
00:23:25,340 --> 00:23:27,780
into a me-and-my-wife thing.

466
00:23:27,780 --> 00:23:28,940
You won't.

467
00:23:28,940 --> 00:23:30,540
I'm proud of my marriage.

468
00:23:30,540 --> 00:23:33,820
I'm proud of what we went through.

469
00:23:33,820 --> 00:23:35,740
I'm just interested in your opinion.

470
00:23:36,820 --> 00:23:39,260
<font color="

471
00:23:39,260 --> 00:23:41,180
I won't be reporting this.

472
00:23:52,060 --> 00:23:54,020
I couldn't see her any more.

473
00:23:56,100 --> 00:23:58,780
I couldn't see...

474
00:23:58,780 --> 00:24:01,980
..the things that made her...HER.

475
00:24:04,260 --> 00:24:07,020
That's as simple as it gets,
really, isn't it?

476
00:24:10,500 --> 00:24:12,260
Are your parents still together?

477
00:24:12,260 --> 00:24:13,540
No.

478
00:24:13,540 --> 00:24:15,260
<font color="

479
00:24:15,260 --> 00:24:17,260
..different reactions?

480
00:24:17,260 --> 00:24:19,700
To my disability? Yes.

481
00:24:19,700 --> 00:24:22,460
My dad blamed my mum for
taking thalidomide.

482
00:24:22,460 --> 00:24:24,820
He wanted a kid he could play
football with.

483
00:24:25,900 --> 00:24:27,860
Of course, he could have played
football with me.

484
00:24:27,860 --> 00:24:30,660
<font color="
best goalie, but otherwise...

485
00:24:30,660 --> 00:24:32,620
However, that didn't occur to him.

486
00:24:33,860 --> 00:24:36,340
So, you...
Uh, you were one of the...

487
00:24:36,340 --> 00:24:38,580
..um, thalidomide...? Mmm.

488
00:24:38,580 --> 00:24:40,540
Seems a long time ago now,
doesn't it?

489
00:24:42,500 --> 00:24:46,140
<font color="
something clear to blame it on.

490
00:24:46,140 --> 00:24:48,700
When you're someone like my dad,
that is. No, I get it.

491
00:24:48,700 --> 00:24:50,260
Yeah, my brother has Asperger's.

492
00:24:50,260 --> 00:24:53,460
I'm a bit older, so I was already
working when he was diagnosed,

493
00:24:53,460 --> 00:24:56,220
<font color="

494
00:24:57,740 --> 00:25:00,940
My dad just got shame mixed up
with anger, that's all.

495
00:25:02,580 --> 00:25:06,220
This doesn't have to be...
shameful...

496
00:25:06,220 --> 00:25:08,500
..for you.

497
00:25:08,500 --> 00:25:11,260
That's my tuppence, anyway.

498
00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:13,220
My disabled tuppence.

499
00:25:19,860 --> 00:25:22,660
I'm sorry, is that...?
<font color="

500
00:25:22,660 --> 00:25:24,300
Oh, plenty do.

501
00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:26,620
And some are arseholes about it.

502
00:25:26,620 --> 00:25:29,940
I only really talk about it if
I feel somebody needs an answer.

503
00:25:34,940 --> 00:25:37,540
OK. So, if you're able,

504
00:25:37,540 --> 00:25:40,460
I'd like you to give me a brief
medical history.

505
00:25:40,460 --> 00:25:41,820
Of everything?

506
00:25:41,820 --> 00:25:43,580
<font color="

507
00:25:43,580 --> 00:25:46,740
Well, I'm not sure I'll be able to.
Nicci has all the files.

508
00:25:46,740 --> 00:25:49,340
Ah, just your recollection
should be enough.

509
00:25:49,340 --> 00:25:50,620
My recollection?

510
00:25:51,980 --> 00:25:53,540
Your story.

511
00:25:53,540 --> 00:25:55,140
Of what happened to Marnie,

512
00:25:55,140 --> 00:25:56,580
and to you.

513
00:25:59,900 --> 00:26:02,380
<font color="
says. We've been on the outside

514
00:26:02,380 --> 00:26:04,420
of this party all night.

515
00:26:04,420 --> 00:26:05,980
We are hitting this dance floor.

516
00:26:05,980 --> 00:26:07,860
We can do the... What's the one
with the funny...?

517
00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:09,580
We can do the cha-cha!
The cha-cha?

518
00:26:09,580 --> 00:26:11,020
The cha-cha.
<font color="

519
00:26:11,020 --> 00:26:13,260
You can do what you like, as long
as I don't have to watch.

520
00:26:13,260 --> 00:26:15,540
Why wouldn't you want to watch your
father? I'll have you know

521
00:26:15,540 --> 00:26:17,460
that in the '90s,
he was known as "The Hips."

522
00:26:17,460 --> 00:26:19,180
Ugh! Was I?

523
00:26:19,180 --> 00:26:20,540
<font color="

524
00:26:20,540 --> 00:26:22,380
I'm just trying to ruin your
daughter's evening.

525
00:26:22,380 --> 00:26:24,980
It was the '90s. No-one danced
properly in the '90s.

526
00:26:24,980 --> 00:26:27,100
What? Everyone danced properly
in the '90s!

527
00:26:27,100 --> 00:26:29,980
Ah, if I could take you to
the Hacienda, Katie.

528
00:26:29,980 --> 00:26:31,660
<font color="

529
00:26:31,660 --> 00:26:33,140
I can only imagine. Mwah!

530
00:26:33,140 --> 00:26:36,940
I mean, if it was the Roses,
you'd dance like this...

531
00:26:36,940 --> 00:26:39,500
Really? If it was the Happy Mondays,
you'd dance like this...

532
00:26:39,500 --> 00:26:41,780
No, that's not right!
No, it was more...

533
00:26:41,780 --> 00:26:43,420
<font color="
No! That's terrible!

534
00:26:43,420 --> 00:26:44,660
Don't watch her.

535
00:26:44,660 --> 00:26:45,900
Marnie, what do you think?

536
00:26:45,900 --> 00:26:48,060
Have we embarrassed your
sister enough?

537
00:26:48,060 --> 00:26:49,660
Marnie?

538
00:26:49,660 --> 00:26:51,700
Marnie? Honey?

539
00:26:51,700 --> 00:26:53,580
Oh, Jesus.

540
00:26:53,580 --> 00:26:55,580
<font color="

541
00:26:55,580 --> 00:26:57,860
You're OK, honey.
You're OK, Marnie.

542
00:26:57,860 --> 00:26:59,220
Just breathe.

543
00:26:59,220 --> 00:27:00,980
OK. Mum's here. Mum's here.

544
00:27:00,980 --> 00:27:02,700
Can you drive a bit faster?

545
00:27:02,700 --> 00:27:03,980
Andrew.

546
00:27:07,140 --> 00:27:09,500
It's all right, darling.
<font color="

547
00:27:17,020 --> 00:27:19,540
I'll put some music on.
We don't need music on.

548
00:27:19,540 --> 00:27:22,020
MUSIC: Something Changed
by Pulp

549
00:27:22,020 --> 00:27:24,100
It's OK. Deep breath.

550
00:27:24,100 --> 00:27:26,220
Deep breaths.

551
00:27:27,820 --> 00:27:29,580
Fuck it. Bugger this.

552
00:27:34,220 --> 00:27:35,660
We need some help!

553
00:27:37,380 --> 00:27:40,140
<font color="

554
00:27:42,540 --> 00:27:46,620

very different

555
00:27:46,620 --> 00:27:49,180


556
00:27:49,180 --> 00:27:52,300


557
00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:06,380


558
00:28:06,380 --> 00:28:10,460


559
00:28:10,460 --> 00:28:11,980


560
00:28:11,980 --> 00:28:14,020
MUSIC LEAKS FROM HEADPHONES

561
00:28:26,740 --> 00:28:29,140
<font color="
Leave a message.

562
00:28:29,140 --> 00:28:31,860
Wow, you're not even answering
me now. That's...

563
00:28:31,860 --> 00:28:33,460
That's a bit tight. Um...

564
00:28:34,660 --> 00:28:37,660
Well, just to say...

565
00:28:37,660 --> 00:28:41,140
..Katie came to see me, uh, today.

566
00:28:41,140 --> 00:28:42,820
And, um...

567
00:28:42,820 --> 00:28:45,660
Look, I don't know what you said
<font color="

568
00:28:45,660 --> 00:28:49,980
a rule in place that, um,
says that we're not going to be

569
00:28:49,980 --> 00:28:52,060
saying stuff about each...

570
00:28:55,260 --> 00:28:57,500
That...that wasn't a thing.
I was...

571
00:28:58,580 --> 00:29:00,220
Oh...

572
00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:04,780
INTERNAL RINGTONE

573
00:29:04,780 --> 00:29:06,860
Hey, this is Nicci.
<font color="

574
00:29:06,860 --> 00:29:09,700
That wasn't a thing.
That was just me dropping my phone.

575
00:29:18,380 --> 00:29:20,820
Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.

576
00:29:20,820 --> 00:29:24,220
Anyway, um, I think perhaps
we should put, like,

577
00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:26,740
a statute in place, you know?

578
00:29:26,740 --> 00:29:29,700
"Thou shalt not make my child
<font color="

579
00:29:29,700 --> 00:29:32,100
Something like that.
Less Roman, obviously.

580
00:29:32,100 --> 00:29:34,340
But, you know, that would be great.

581
00:29:45,500 --> 00:29:47,900
INTERNAL RINGTONE

582
00:29:47,900 --> 00:29:49,980
Hey, this is Nicci.
Leave a message.

583
00:29:53,100 --> 00:29:54,540
I really miss you.

584
00:29:56,020 --> 00:29:57,580
And the girls.

585
00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:02,500
I really miss you, and I...

586
00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,660
<font color="
Am I part of a case?

587
00:30:04,660 --> 00:30:06,140
Am I not? Am I...?

588
00:30:06,140 --> 00:30:07,740
What am I?

589
00:30:09,900 --> 00:30:12,220
PHONE BUZZES

590
00:30:26,460 --> 00:30:28,420
SHE EXHALES

591
00:30:36,860 --> 00:30:38,820
She's not going to die, is she?

592
00:30:40,820 --> 00:30:44,620
Why...why would you say that?

593
00:30:44,620 --> 00:30:47,020
I was mean to her
<font color="

594
00:30:47,020 --> 00:30:48,900
Come here.

595
00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:52,140
You're not mean.

596
00:30:52,140 --> 00:30:53,900
Don't think like that, OK?

597
00:30:55,740 --> 00:30:58,260
Hey. One...

598
00:30:58,260 --> 00:31:00,060
She has an infection.

599
00:31:00,060 --> 00:31:01,860
We've inserted a central line.

600
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:05,700
Unfortunately, an artery was
perforated, but we are...

601
00:31:05,700 --> 00:31:08,940
<font color="
vascular repair.

602
00:31:08,940 --> 00:31:11,580
Right, well, that's not great,
is it? No, erm...

603
00:31:11,580 --> 00:31:13,500
No.

604
00:31:13,500 --> 00:31:15,660
And I am sorry.

605
00:31:15,660 --> 00:31:17,540
Investigations will happen.

606
00:31:17,540 --> 00:31:20,740
But in the meantime, the important
thing is that she is

607
00:31:20,740 --> 00:31:23,340
<font color="

608
00:31:25,860 --> 00:31:27,220
OK. Yeah.

609
00:31:28,940 --> 00:31:32,020
She'll be fine. She'll be fine.

610
00:31:35,220 --> 00:31:39,380
DANCE MUSIC PLAYS

611
00:32:41,620 --> 00:32:44,220
Oh! Never vomit in a bin.

612
00:32:44,220 --> 00:32:46,260
That requires you to look
in the bin,

613
00:32:46,260 --> 00:32:48,580
and looking in a bin is where
the damage starts.

614
00:32:48,580 --> 00:32:49,780
<font color="

615
00:32:51,460 --> 00:32:53,140
Are you OK?

616
00:32:53,140 --> 00:32:55,860
Huh? Yeah, just dizzy.

617
00:32:55,860 --> 00:32:57,740
Well, dizzy is good.

618
00:33:01,100 --> 00:33:03,780
Are you selling Marnie's diazepam?

619
00:33:06,340 --> 00:33:08,220
Look, don't do that.

620
00:33:08,220 --> 00:33:10,060
Don't be that sort of a prick.

621
00:33:11,260 --> 00:33:13,180
What, I'm the prick?

622
00:33:15,420 --> 00:33:19,220
Oh, my God. My arse feels like
<font color="

623
00:33:22,980 --> 00:33:24,860
Look, it seemed like an easy win.

624
00:33:25,900 --> 00:33:27,900
An easy win with my sister's pills?

625
00:33:27,900 --> 00:33:29,660
Look, I was going to cut you in.

626
00:33:29,660 --> 00:33:32,660
Or spend it on you. Us.

627
00:33:32,660 --> 00:33:35,500
She's in hospital,
and we're selling her drugs?

628
00:33:35,500 --> 00:33:37,740
Well, you were OK with
<font color="

629
00:33:39,580 --> 00:33:41,260
Look, are you coming?

630
00:33:41,260 --> 00:33:43,780
Cos we can go to the beach, or...

631
00:33:43,780 --> 00:33:45,020
No, erm...

632
00:33:46,260 --> 00:33:48,060
I'm just going to stay here.

633
00:33:51,100 --> 00:33:52,740
Do you know what? Fuck it.

634
00:33:52,740 --> 00:33:55,540
I don't want to be kissing you
in that state anyway.

635
00:34:07,340 --> 00:34:09,700
PHONE BUZZES

636
00:34:12,340 --> 00:34:14,060
<font color="

637
00:34:14,060 --> 00:34:15,300
..where can we meet?

638
00:34:15,300 --> 00:34:17,540
Hey, I've been trying...
I've been trying to get hold of you.

639
00:34:17,540 --> 00:34:19,300
Surely we should have spoken
to a doctor by now.

640
00:34:19,300 --> 00:34:20,820
Yeah, that can wait.

641
00:34:20,820 --> 00:34:22,300
Erm, this is about Caitlin.

642
00:34:22,300 --> 00:34:24,540
<font color="
Yeah, um...

643
00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:26,580
..it's all over Twitter. What...?

644
00:34:26,580 --> 00:34:28,780
What's all over Twitter?

645
00:34:28,780 --> 00:34:32,140
She was spotted in a nightclub.

646
00:34:32,140 --> 00:34:35,020
Right, well, that's hardly
crime of the century, is it?

647
00:34:35,020 --> 00:34:36,660
Sorry, I know, but...

648
00:34:36,660 --> 00:34:39,780
<font color="
been stealing Marnie's drugs,

649
00:34:39,780 --> 00:34:41,260
using them.

650
00:34:41,260 --> 00:34:43,660
A so-called friend took a picture
and put it on Twitter

651
00:34:43,660 --> 00:34:45,900
with a very sanctimonious tweet.

652
00:34:49,260 --> 00:34:51,100
How do I...
how do I get on Twitter?

653
00:34:51,100 --> 00:34:52,340
How does that work?

654
00:34:52,340 --> 00:34:54,140
<font color="

655
00:34:54,140 --> 00:34:57,940
But Marnie's name is on the packet
and it's very visible, OK?

656
00:34:57,940 --> 00:35:00,220
So...so we should meet now
to talk about it.

657
00:35:00,220 --> 00:35:02,980
Social media can be really difficult
to handle, and I think that

658
00:35:02,980 --> 00:35:04,780
what we need to do is just
<font color="

659
00:35:04,780 --> 00:35:06,180
No, it's fine, OK?

660
00:35:06,180 --> 00:35:08,260
Listen, it's good,
because she's underage,

661
00:35:08,260 --> 00:35:09,780
so they can't print anything.

662
00:35:09,780 --> 00:35:11,780
Yeah, but what...
what about police? I mean...

663
00:35:11,780 --> 00:35:13,780
Yeah, it's most likely going
<font color="

664
00:35:13,780 --> 00:35:15,700
But, I mean, you'll hardly
prosecute, will you?

665
00:35:15,700 --> 00:35:17,340
How do I get on fucking Twitter?

666
00:35:19,580 --> 00:35:20,860
Oh, shit.

667
00:35:20,860 --> 00:35:22,620
DISCONNECT TONE

668
00:35:24,340 --> 00:35:26,420
PHONE RINGS

669
00:35:27,780 --> 00:35:29,340
Oh, fuck.

670
00:35:30,980 --> 00:35:33,140
Fuck! Shit!

671
00:35:41,700 --> 00:35:45,620
PHONE RINGS

672
00:36:03,860 --> 00:36:05,780
<font color="

673
00:36:05,780 --> 00:36:07,340
NICCI: You've seen the pictures?

674
00:36:07,340 --> 00:36:08,740
Yeah, I saw.

675
00:36:08,740 --> 00:36:12,180
She wasn't answering the phone, you
weren't, so I came over here and...

676
00:36:12,180 --> 00:36:13,460
..she's not here.

677
00:36:13,460 --> 00:36:14,820
SHE SIGHS

678
00:36:14,820 --> 00:36:16,540
I didn't know you were on Twitter.

679
00:36:17,620 --> 00:36:18,900
Uh, I just...

680
00:36:18,900 --> 00:36:22,140
<font color="
The Charlatans started a thing

681
00:36:22,140 --> 00:36:24,580
where we all listened to albums
together, so...

682
00:36:24,580 --> 00:36:26,380
OK. Look, what are they saying?

683
00:36:26,380 --> 00:36:28,900
It's being used by people
who disagree with

684
00:36:28,900 --> 00:36:31,460
what you're saying, mostly.
Arseholes.

685
00:36:31,460 --> 00:36:33,140
<font color="

686
00:36:33,140 --> 00:36:36,660
"Can't even look after the
well child," etc.

687
00:36:36,660 --> 00:36:38,580
They're just doing it to get at you.

688
00:36:38,580 --> 00:36:40,380
Just slinging mud.

689
00:36:40,380 --> 00:36:41,940
Can you send me the photo?

690
00:36:41,940 --> 00:36:43,220
Fine.

691
00:36:49,140 --> 00:36:50,940
That's Hannah.

692
00:36:52,660 --> 00:36:55,340
That's Hannah, she's dancing
with Hannah.

693
00:36:59,380 --> 00:37:00,660
<font color="

694
00:37:01,740 --> 00:37:03,420
BANGING

695
00:37:06,580 --> 00:37:07,940
Nicci!
Is Hannah here?

696
00:37:07,940 --> 00:37:09,220
What?

697
00:37:09,220 --> 00:37:10,700
I need to speak to your daughter.
Why?

698
00:37:10,700 --> 00:37:12,340
Why? Why would you stop me?

699
00:37:12,340 --> 00:37:14,460
Where's Katie? Is this your mess?

700
00:37:14,460 --> 00:37:15,980
Where is she?

701
00:37:15,980 --> 00:37:18,220
<font color="
in this. Because I've known you

702
00:37:18,220 --> 00:37:20,300
since you were a little kid,
so don't try and...

703
00:37:20,300 --> 00:37:21,620
Hang on. I'm not sure I like this.

704
00:37:21,620 --> 00:37:23,900
Look, it's just dicks being dicks,
OK? Look, it'll blow over.

705
00:37:23,900 --> 00:37:26,380
I knew it was you. I could fucking
<font color="

706
00:37:26,380 --> 00:37:28,660
have a bit of fun.
What, by stealing from her sister?!

707
00:37:28,660 --> 00:37:32,180
Well, it's not like Marnie was
going to use them, is it?

708
00:37:32,180 --> 00:37:34,220
You are a disgrace.

709
00:37:34,220 --> 00:37:36,380
Do you know that? She is a
vulnerable kid. You are an adult,

710
00:37:36,380 --> 00:37:38,860
<font color="
whatever this is, I'm sure...

711
00:37:38,860 --> 00:37:40,060
She's vulnerable.

712
00:37:40,060 --> 00:37:42,100
But you don't even know what
and who she fucking is.

713
00:37:42,100 --> 00:37:43,580
You've always been a little liar.

714
00:37:43,580 --> 00:37:45,420
You're a spiteful little bitch!
Hey! Hey!

715
00:37:45,420 --> 00:37:46,620
<font color="

716
00:37:47,700 --> 00:37:50,460
Nicci, you need to go.
What?!

717
00:37:50,460 --> 00:37:51,980
Do you know what she did?!

718
00:37:51,980 --> 00:37:53,740
Katie is yours, Hannah is mine,

719
00:37:53,740 --> 00:37:56,220
and I will not have you talk
to her like that.

720
00:37:58,860 --> 00:38:00,860
Yeah. Of course.

721
00:38:00,860 --> 00:38:02,500
Sorry.

722
00:38:02,500 --> 00:38:04,340
I didn't...

723
00:38:04,340 --> 00:38:06,100
<font color="

724
00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:44,620
So, you WERE in the house?
Alice didn't know.

725
00:38:44,620 --> 00:38:46,380
Yeah, well, Hannah did.

726
00:38:46,380 --> 00:38:48,300
Can you stop walking, Mum?

727
00:39:00,300 --> 00:39:02,780
It was a girl called Tricia.

728
00:39:02,780 --> 00:39:04,940
She's mostly OK, actually.

729
00:39:04,940 --> 00:39:08,020
She just saw an opportunity to
send a picture into the world

730
00:39:08,020 --> 00:39:10,420
<font color="

731
00:39:12,980 --> 00:39:14,260
Did you...?

732
00:39:15,500 --> 00:39:17,740
Did you do it? Did you take her
medication? Did you sell it?

733
00:39:17,740 --> 00:39:19,020
You've seen the pictures.

734
00:39:19,020 --> 00:39:20,740
Yeah, I know,
but I want to hear it from you.

735
00:39:20,740 --> 00:39:21,860
Yeah.

736
00:39:23,860 --> 00:39:25,380
Because Hannah asked you to?

737
00:39:25,380 --> 00:39:27,460
<font color="

738
00:39:27,460 --> 00:39:28,900
Well, do you know why?

739
00:39:29,980 --> 00:39:31,380
No.

740
00:39:37,060 --> 00:39:39,580
I've never liked her.
Mum, it's not about that.

741
00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:41,020
Telling me that I don't know you.

742
00:39:41,020 --> 00:39:43,820
Yeah, well, you didn't know that
I would do this. She doesn't even...

743
00:39:43,820 --> 00:39:45,420
<font color="

744
00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:47,500
She doesn't even think I know
you're gay.

745
00:39:49,540 --> 00:39:52,460
No, erm...

746
00:39:52,460 --> 00:39:53,900
Uh...

747
00:39:53,900 --> 00:39:56,500
No, I suppose I didn't, erm,

748
00:39:56,500 --> 00:40:00,020
know that...
I just wanted you to be the one...

749
00:40:00,020 --> 00:40:02,060
..to tell me.

750
00:40:02,060 --> 00:40:05,420
<font color="
were ready. That's all it was.

751
00:40:05,420 --> 00:40:08,220
It felt like it should come
from you, rather than me.

752
00:40:09,420 --> 00:40:11,740
You know, I read a book about it,
actually,

753
00:40:11,740 --> 00:40:15,060
and I didn't want to be the one
to force you...

754
00:40:15,060 --> 00:40:16,740
<font color="

755
00:40:16,740 --> 00:40:19,100
..you read about it,
of course you did.

756
00:40:25,340 --> 00:40:27,020
I need to say three things to you.

757
00:40:27,020 --> 00:40:28,900
Mum, can we just please leave it?
No, just...

758
00:40:28,900 --> 00:40:30,940
I'm sorry.
The first is that you're lovely.

759
00:40:30,940 --> 00:40:32,660
<font color="

760
00:40:32,660 --> 00:40:34,740
You are one of the loveliest people
I have ever met,

761
00:40:34,740 --> 00:40:36,420
and that isn't fucking mum chat, OK?

762
00:40:36,420 --> 00:40:38,860
That's just me being an excellent
judge of character.

763
00:40:38,860 --> 00:40:42,380
The second is that
I'm so proud of you.

764
00:40:42,380 --> 00:40:46,420
<font color="
what you've been through,

765
00:40:46,420 --> 00:40:48,980
and I'm sorry for the part
that I played in that... OK.

766
00:40:48,980 --> 00:40:51,300
Dad gave me the speech already.

767
00:40:51,300 --> 00:40:53,100
It was reckless, OK?

768
00:40:53,100 --> 00:40:55,140
What you did was reckless.
But Hannah's right,

769
00:40:55,140 --> 00:40:57,340
<font color="
to be needing it, and...

770
00:40:57,340 --> 00:40:59,860
You know, it's not like your dad and
I haven't ever taken drugs, so...

771
00:40:59,860 --> 00:41:01,500
Oh, look, Mum, please don't do this.

772
00:41:01,500 --> 00:41:03,620
No, look, the third thing...

773
00:41:03,620 --> 00:41:07,140
..I want to say to you
is that I love you.

774
00:41:07,140 --> 00:41:10,740
<font color="
the one promise I know I will keep,

775
00:41:10,740 --> 00:41:13,380
is that whatever happens,
whoever you become,

776
00:41:13,380 --> 00:41:16,220
I will fight for you.

777
00:41:16,220 --> 00:41:19,500
I will fight like a fucking tiger.
Do you understand?

778
00:41:21,860 --> 00:41:24,140
And I know I don't always notice
<font color="

779
00:41:24,140 --> 00:41:26,580
I haven't been there for you,
and I'm sorry that I haven't,

780
00:41:26,580 --> 00:41:28,340
but when it comes to it...

781
00:41:28,340 --> 00:41:31,540
..you know, if I'm needed,
I will fight.

782
00:41:38,900 --> 00:41:40,700
You're not on the radio now,
you know.

783
00:41:40,700 --> 00:41:42,820
There's no-one to impress.

784
00:41:43,940 --> 00:41:45,780
<font color="

785
00:41:46,980 --> 00:41:49,420
Can't you just be angry?

786
00:41:49,420 --> 00:41:51,460
You know, normal parents
would be angry.

787
00:41:51,460 --> 00:41:54,100
I stole. I used. I was selfish.

788
00:41:54,100 --> 00:41:55,460
Yeah, you're in pain.

789
00:41:55,460 --> 00:41:57,300
No...! Oh, my God. Fuck that.

790
00:41:57,300 --> 00:42:00,260
I actually just wanted to have fun.

791
00:42:00,260 --> 00:42:02,660
I did a terrible thing,
<font color="

792
00:42:02,660 --> 00:42:04,660
because I wanted to have fun.

793
00:42:08,660 --> 00:42:10,020
I AM angry.

794
00:42:10,020 --> 00:42:12,100
Yeah, well, then...
well, then say that.

795
00:42:12,100 --> 00:42:16,020
Try that. Like, be honest for once.

796
00:42:17,580 --> 00:42:19,820
And...and you're right, you know.

797
00:42:19,820 --> 00:42:21,860
You..you haven't been there,

798
00:42:21,860 --> 00:42:24,060
and I genuinely don't...

799
00:42:25,460 --> 00:42:27,900
<font color="
hard not to hate you,

800
00:42:27,900 --> 00:42:29,540
because you're my parents...

801
00:42:29,540 --> 00:42:31,340
Right. ..and...

802
00:42:31,340 --> 00:42:33,980
..and I know...I know you love me.

803
00:42:33,980 --> 00:42:38,500
Mum, I know you mean some of what
you've just said, but...

804
00:42:38,500 --> 00:42:41,220
..we're really good at pretending
<font color="

805
00:42:41,220 --> 00:42:45,740
and...and hiding and being
fucking, like...

806
00:42:47,780 --> 00:42:49,700
I don't know.

807
00:42:55,420 --> 00:42:57,660
This is about Marnie.

808
00:42:59,060 --> 00:43:02,700
I love her and I miss her, and...

809
00:43:04,580 --> 00:43:07,900
Fuck the two of you
for making it about you.

810
00:43:17,620 --> 00:43:20,460
DOOR OPENS

811
00:43:24,900 --> 00:43:26,460
<font color="

812
00:43:29,180 --> 00:43:31,620
Uh, I was just about to make
some beans for myself,

813
00:43:31,620 --> 00:43:33,220
but I wasn't sure if... I'll do it.

814
00:43:33,220 --> 00:43:35,340
No, I can make them.
I can do it. OK.

815
00:43:41,860 --> 00:43:44,340
I love you. We love you.

816
00:43:45,700 --> 00:43:47,900
<font color="
in all this mess.

817
00:43:47,900 --> 00:43:50,020
Andrew, it's maybe not
the time to...

818
00:43:50,020 --> 00:43:51,740
I think I'm just going to, um...

819
00:43:51,740 --> 00:43:53,340
Do you mind if I just go to bed?

820
00:43:53,340 --> 00:43:55,020
No. No, not at all.

821
00:43:55,020 --> 00:43:57,820
Look, I... Look, I just want to say

822
00:43:57,820 --> 00:44:02,020
<font color="
know how much I love you.

823
00:44:02,020 --> 00:44:03,820
We love you.
You said that.

824
00:44:03,820 --> 00:44:05,700
Whatever you do.

825
00:44:05,700 --> 00:44:06,900
Whatever you say.

826
00:44:07,980 --> 00:44:10,140
Whoever...

827
00:44:10,140 --> 00:44:11,580
..you are.

828
00:44:12,660 --> 00:44:15,580
OK. Night.

829
00:44:20,940 --> 00:44:23,340
I shouldn't follow, right?
<font color="

830
00:44:23,340 --> 00:44:24,940
That you love her? Yeah.

831
00:44:24,940 --> 00:44:27,020
Yeah, I think she got that message.

832
00:44:31,220 --> 00:44:33,060
Is she OK?

833
00:44:34,940 --> 00:44:36,700
No.

834
00:44:36,700 --> 00:44:38,060
Can I help?

835
00:44:38,060 --> 00:44:39,380
I don't know.

836
00:44:44,060 --> 00:44:46,060
I got your answerphone messages.

837
00:44:47,500 --> 00:44:49,100
Epic, weren't they?

838
00:44:49,100 --> 00:44:51,540
<font color="
work there.

839
00:44:52,900 --> 00:44:54,820
How much did you have to drink?

840
00:44:54,820 --> 00:44:56,580
Hangover was awful.

841
00:44:56,580 --> 00:44:59,060
I bet you went cheap on the wine.

842
00:45:03,780 --> 00:45:06,020
Well, they made me smile.

843
00:45:09,260 --> 00:45:11,020
She's so embarrassed.

844
00:45:13,220 --> 00:45:15,060
I swear to God,
if we've done her damage...

845
00:45:15,060 --> 00:45:16,740
<font color="

846
00:45:16,740 --> 00:45:19,060
Both our daughters are strong.

847
00:45:19,060 --> 00:45:20,620
They get that from you.

848
00:45:21,740 --> 00:45:24,020
She's really angry with us.

849
00:45:24,020 --> 00:45:27,580
Well, I'm angry, too. Aren't you?
I wanted to be with you.

850
00:45:27,580 --> 00:45:30,140
I wanted to be with you, too.

851
00:45:33,140 --> 00:45:34,940
They made you smile?

852
00:45:34,940 --> 00:45:36,660
<font color="

853
00:45:37,660 --> 00:45:38,980
Yeah.

854
00:45:38,980 --> 00:45:40,860
Well, they made me sad, too.

855
00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:46,220
I'd better go.
Well, I've not finished...

856
00:45:46,220 --> 00:45:47,500
I think that...

857
00:45:47,500 --> 00:45:50,340
..once they're ready, I don't think
I could bear leaving again.

858
00:45:50,340 --> 00:45:53,900
Personal limits. Heart strain.
<font color="

859
00:45:58,420 --> 00:46:00,740
There's a doctor from America.

860
00:46:01,820 --> 00:46:04,340
Thinks he can help her. Treat her.

861
00:46:04,340 --> 00:46:06,180
Right.

862
00:46:06,180 --> 00:46:08,580
Yeah, I mean, they haven't
connected me with him yet,

863
00:46:08,580 --> 00:46:10,860
but they're...
they're quite excited.

864
00:46:10,860 --> 00:46:12,500
Right. That's exciting.

865
00:46:13,660 --> 00:46:15,620
<font color="
then?

866
00:46:15,620 --> 00:46:16,740
No.

867
00:46:17,980 --> 00:46:19,780
There's always a doctor, you know,

868
00:46:19,780 --> 00:46:21,820
generally from America or Italy,

869
00:46:21,820 --> 00:46:23,700
somewhere where there's a...

870
00:46:23,700 --> 00:46:26,660
..Christian population,
who'll treat your kid, you know?

871
00:46:26,660 --> 00:46:29,740
And they all always promise
<font color="

872
00:46:29,740 --> 00:46:31,940
Well, sometimes they deliver.

873
00:46:31,940 --> 00:46:33,540
Sometimes miracles happen.

874
00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:35,740
Marnie's already been a miracle.

875
00:46:51,820 --> 00:46:53,860
Tell Katie that I love her.

876
00:46:56,180 --> 00:46:58,380
Don't waste the...beans.

877
00:46:58,380 --> 00:47:01,020
Just...put them in Tupperware
or something.

878
00:48:09,460 --> 00:48:14,260
I love you most of everyone
<font color="

879
00:48:16,020 --> 00:48:18,420
I love you that much, too.

880
00:48:18,420 --> 00:48:20,620
THEY LAUGH

881
00:48:21,700 --> 00:48:23,940
No, Katie.

882
00:48:23,940 --> 00:48:27,380
I need you to know that.

883
00:48:27,380 --> 00:48:32,580
I love you more than Mum, Dad...

884
00:48:32,580 --> 00:48:34,540
Everyone.

885
00:48:40,020 --> 00:48:45,620
And, you know, I don't mind...

886
00:48:45,620 --> 00:48:48,620
..if you hate being my sister.

887
00:48:48,620 --> 00:48:51,220
<font color="

888
00:48:57,820 --> 00:48:59,980
Can we just turn this off?

889
00:49:40,540 --> 00:49:42,700
Been a while.

890
00:49:45,060 --> 00:49:47,620
I, um...

891
00:49:47,620 --> 00:49:52,340
I brought some things to change
your room a bit.

892
00:49:54,100 --> 00:49:57,300
Now, it is my old one, but...

893
00:49:57,300 --> 00:49:59,260
..I put some new songs on there.

894
00:49:59,260 --> 00:50:00,740
SPEAKER BEEPS

895
00:50:02,140 --> 00:50:04,500
<font color="

896
00:50:04,500 --> 00:50:06,300
You'll like it.

897
00:50:06,300 --> 00:50:10,140
MUSIC: Running
by Pip Millett feat Ghetts

898
00:50:19,980 --> 00:50:22,460
You always liked this poster.

899
00:50:23,980 --> 00:50:25,740
But I, um...

900
00:50:25,740 --> 00:50:31,220
..I took it down and I wouldn't
let you have it, cos...

901
00:50:31,220 --> 00:50:33,260
..I'm a dick.

902
00:50:42,940 --> 00:50:44,380
<font color="

903
00:50:44,380 --> 00:50:46,500
Oh. It's a party.

904
00:50:46,500 --> 00:50:48,140
Oh. Is it OK?

905
00:50:48,140 --> 00:50:51,100
Of course it is.
I just need to take readings.

906
00:50:53,020 --> 00:50:54,700
I recognise him.

907
00:50:54,700 --> 00:50:57,340
Uh, yeah, it's Daniel Kaluuya.

908
00:50:57,340 --> 00:50:58,900
I kind of, um...

909
00:50:58,900 --> 00:51:02,420
Well, we both really like him.

910
00:51:02,420 --> 00:51:06,380
<font color="

911
00:51:06,380 --> 00:51:08,260
No-one smiles any more.

912
00:51:09,700 --> 00:51:11,460
Do they not?

913
00:51:14,660 --> 00:51:16,580
This is hard on you.

914
00:51:17,820 --> 00:51:19,740
It's hard on you, too.

915
00:51:21,940 --> 00:51:23,580
Katie...

916
00:51:25,100 --> 00:51:28,260
..however you feel about what
your parents are doing,

917
00:51:28,260 --> 00:51:31,060
it's not about picking sides.

918
00:51:31,060 --> 00:51:33,660
<font color="

919
00:51:33,660 --> 00:51:35,940
And I'm on Marnie's side.

920
00:51:37,060 --> 00:51:39,180
Her best interests.

921
00:51:39,180 --> 00:51:41,300
That's what they say, isn't it?

922
00:51:43,180 --> 00:51:44,860
I never had a sister.

923
00:51:44,860 --> 00:51:46,980
Oh, sisters are brilliant.

924
00:51:46,980 --> 00:51:48,300
Yeah.

925
00:51:48,300 --> 00:51:50,740
Well, most of the time.

926
00:52:09,980 --> 00:52:11,980
DOORBELL RINGS

927
00:52:16,940 --> 00:52:19,420
<font color="

928
00:52:19,420 --> 00:52:22,300
Thanks for coming over so late.

929
00:52:22,300 --> 00:52:25,140
Thanks for finally calling back.

930
00:52:27,220 --> 00:52:29,300
Do you want wine? Uh, no.

931
00:52:30,340 --> 00:52:31,700
One...

932
00:52:31,700 --> 00:52:36,260
If this was me,
and I realise it's not, um...

933
00:52:36,260 --> 00:52:41,340
<font color="
whatever the truth of it,

934
00:52:41,340 --> 00:52:44,660
coming out and saying strongly,
"This wasn't me.

935
00:52:44,660 --> 00:52:47,020
"It didn't happen."

936
00:52:48,900 --> 00:52:50,860
Do you have kids?

937
00:52:50,860 --> 00:52:52,180
Yeah.

938
00:52:52,180 --> 00:52:55,020
Uh, two boys, seven and 11.

939
00:52:55,020 --> 00:52:56,460
Where are they now?

940
00:52:56,460 --> 00:52:59,220
<font color="
the chip pan on the stove.

941
00:52:59,220 --> 00:53:02,220
They'll be all right, won't they?

942
00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:05,060
No, they're, uh...
they're with their dad.

943
00:53:05,060 --> 00:53:07,460
We're divorced.

944
00:53:07,460 --> 00:53:10,220
Yeah, and I haven't been
excommunicated.

945
00:53:10,220 --> 00:53:13,100
I know. I'm...I'm driving.

946
00:53:18,660 --> 00:53:21,820
<font color="
and people will throw stones,

947
00:53:21,820 --> 00:53:25,100
and they will throw stones
at people you love.

948
00:53:25,100 --> 00:53:26,780
And I'm sorry about that.

949
00:53:26,780 --> 00:53:29,180
But the fight will be worth it.

950
00:53:33,300 --> 00:53:35,060
Samantha's a good doctor.

951
00:53:35,060 --> 00:53:36,940
This isn't about whether
she's good or not.

952
00:53:36,940 --> 00:53:39,460
<font color="
medicine is about opinions

953
00:53:39,460 --> 00:53:42,100
and not just facts.

954
00:53:42,100 --> 00:53:45,500
There's lots of decisions, I think,
that have been made for Marnie

955
00:53:45,500 --> 00:53:47,860
along the way that have
caused problems.

956
00:53:47,860 --> 00:53:51,300
But the only genuine mistake
I can think of...

957
00:53:52,940 --> 00:53:56,980
<font color="
when Marnie had an infection

958
00:53:56,980 --> 00:53:59,780
and she perforated an artery.

959
00:53:59,780 --> 00:54:02,260
She perforated an artery?

960
00:54:03,780 --> 00:54:06,220
Yeah, I mean it was fine, you know,
in the end.

961
00:54:06,220 --> 00:54:07,940
But...it was a problem.

962
00:54:07,940 --> 00:54:09,660
Do you have a date?

963
00:54:09,660 --> 00:54:11,540
Yeah.

964
00:54:11,540 --> 00:54:14,180
<font color="

965
00:54:14,180 --> 00:54:16,660
It was Katie's birthday.

966
00:54:19,460 --> 00:54:21,220
Do you think that'll help?

967
00:54:21,220 --> 00:54:25,220
Well, I mean, it sounds
pretty deadly to me.

968
00:54:33,580 --> 00:54:38,780
Sometimes the law presents us with
cases of extreme complication.

969
00:54:38,780 --> 00:54:41,060
This is one such case.

970
00:54:41,060 --> 00:54:43,540
What is in the child's
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971
00:54:43,540 --> 00:54:46,060
But applying it is very difficult.

972
00:54:46,060 --> 00:54:50,820
Because that notion of best
interests has such complexity.

973
00:54:50,820 --> 00:54:53,580
I do not believe that anyone
in this room

974
00:54:53,580 --> 00:54:56,620
does not have this child's best
interests in their heart,

975
00:54:56,620 --> 00:55:01,380
<font color="
as to what is in her best interests.

976
00:55:02,900 --> 00:55:07,580
I ask that we handle this case
with the delicacy it warrants.

977
00:55:07,580 --> 00:55:09,860
That does not mean
soft-soaping matters.

978
00:55:09,860 --> 00:55:13,500
We tell the truth, we challenge
what we believe to be untruths.

979
00:55:13,500 --> 00:55:18,180
<font color="
that such a decision entails,

980
00:55:18,180 --> 00:55:22,260
and knowing that, above all else,
we must keep the child,

981
00:55:22,260 --> 00:55:28,380
we must keep Marnie Lloyd at the
forefront of our minds at all times.