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Marnie has a
severe chest infection.

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And it seems that it's more severe
than any she's ever had before.

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I think you should prepare
yourselves for the possibility

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that Marnie's life
will not be a full one.

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I think there might
be something wrong.

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She's deteriorating rapidly.

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Marnie's had a cardiac arrest.

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As a result of this she
might have some brain damage.

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Does Marnie get
prescribed diazepam?

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Hannah, don't be suggesting...

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I'm just joking. Maybe.

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Is she going to die, Dad?

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She's been dying
for a long time.

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The hospital said that they
want to stop treatment.

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They don't get to
decide what to do.

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She's our child.

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Promise me that you
will fight for her.

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I will fight with
everything I've got.

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I went to the supermarket,

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and I bought

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a potato,

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a banana,

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a remote-control car...

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..a packet of crisps

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and...

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..a fishing rod.

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A fishing rod! I like that.

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OK, George. Hit us with it.

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I went to the supermarket

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and I bought a potato,

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er, a banana...

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..er, a remote-control car,

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a packet of crisps,

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oh, a fishing rod,

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erm,

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and a...

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..packet of condoms.

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LAUGHTER

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OK, George. Keep it clean!

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Condoms are clean.

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Let's change that for a
packet of balloons, please.

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A packet of balloons.

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He's a terror.

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He's pretty funny, though.

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Mm, he thinks he's
funnier than he is!

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I don't know.

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A solid gag merchant, I'd say.

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He, er...

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He wants to ask her out.

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What?

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Your Marnie.

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He wants to ask her out
to the cinema. Oh, OK.

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Well, she doesn't really
talk about boys, I'm afraid.

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Well, he doesn't stop
talking about her.

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"There's this girl in
class. She's really fit..."

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Ahh, that's nice.

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So you wouldn't mind,
then, if he did ask her?

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I think they're a
bit young, you know?

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How long's yours got?

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Just let them live while they
can, that's always been my motto.

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Well, I'd like her
to just be 11...

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Please.

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I think he needs it.

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And I think she'd like it too.

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Good morning to you.

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Morning.

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Good morning, Marnie.

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Well, good.

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Everything is
entirely as expected.

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I will see you again.

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We'll be here.

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Charlie is a 14-year-old
boy. Hello, Charlie.

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This is day 18 of his admission.

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His problems include raised
intracranial pressure,

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haemodynamic instability
and electrolyte imbalance.

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CTs?

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His last CT was concerning,

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and his MRI shows severe
diffuse axonal injury.

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Next steps?

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He's unresponsive.

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Dr Maseley and I are discussing
next steps with his family.

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Last, we have Elena.

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She's six years old.

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She came in two weeks ago
with a chest infection

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and needed to be intubated, but she
has responded well to antibiotics.

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Hello, Elena.

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I'm going to put my
cold hand on your belly,

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and let's see if
it makes you jump.

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No jumping, very impressive!

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Sit up for me gently.
Thank you, my darling.

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We're here to
consider the benefit,

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burden, welfare

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and best interests
of the patient.

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Samantha, Marnie
Lloyd is your patient.

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Shall we start with
quality of life? Thank you.

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Marnie has a rare form of
congenital muscular dystrophy

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with an atypical profile.

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She has been with us for eight
weeks this time, following a lower

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respiratory tract infection,

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complicated by a pneumothorax
and prolonged hypoxic arrest.

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What about since
this last admission?

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She has hypoxic
ischaemic brain damage

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as a consequence of
her cardiac arrest.

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She has severe
neurological impairment

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and we can't wean her
off the ventilator.

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So is it possible to make an
assessment of her quality of life?

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Well, she can't communicate,

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she has no awareness
of her surroundings,

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and, though potentially she
might feel pain and discomfort,

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she is largely unresponsive,

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other than withdrawal
from painful stimuli.

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I'd agree with that.

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And what about this
possibility of a tracheostomy?

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In my... opinion,

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any treatment we give her,

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she is not going to
leave the hospital again.

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But I think it's worth saying
that the parents are desperate

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for us to give it a try.

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She is a kind girl,

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always funny, always a
joy to be around, but

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if we could help her
- really help her -

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we would.

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But we can't.

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Can we? Mercy?

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It's beyond my
paygrade, I think.

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What does that mean?

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Er, how much time
have we... Sorry.

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..given Marnie and the
family to make this decision?

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Um, we had the first
conversation eight weeks ago

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when she was admitted.

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Since then she had
her cardiac arrest

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and is showing no signs of
neurological improvement.

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And the parents are firmly opposed
to any cessation of treatment?

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Yes.

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These are impossible
decisions for parents to make.

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It's a simple question, but one of
the most important ones in medicine.

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Is it in Marnie's best interests

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to continue
ventilation... or not?

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MUSIC PLAYS

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SWITCHES MUSIC OFF

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Hi. Hey.

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I haven't brushed my teeth.

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And yet you smell of nectarines.

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Come on.

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Yeah.

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Thanks.

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Hey.

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Coffee?

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Ah, no, I'm fine.

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Have a seat, please.

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So, the hospital ethics
committee have met.

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Sounds suspiciously cultish.

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Oh! Yes, it does sound
like that, doesn't it?

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Their guidance, to me,
was that they support

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my clinical judgment.

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Right. Well, that's
not a surprise.

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Marnie's not responding in a way

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that suggests any
conscious experience.

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In your opinion. That's
medical science, I'm...

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And is it medical science
that brains can't recover?

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There is always a
possibility for improvement,

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but in this case it's
severely unlikely.

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Marnie... has broken those odds

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every year of her life.

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She has shown clear movement...

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I'm afraid that we haven't
observed any for a while.

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Well, I have seen movement.

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When we played her music
recently she showed...

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Her heart rate slowed...

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Relaxing Classics on Spotify.

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We're not sure what
might have prompted that,

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but we have seen it in other
patients in similar conditions.

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As to what you observed, that
was likely an involuntary reflex.

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Certainly we have seen
nothing like it since.

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Nicci, Andrew,

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I care for Marnie very
much, but, well...

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..are you still in disagreement
with the decision? Yes.

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So that means that the hospital

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would like to suggest that this
now goes to a mediation process.

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An independent mediator
will be appointed

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and we can take it from there.

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Will a mediator make
you change your mind?

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It's useful in challenging
how everyone's thinking.

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The mediator has no stakes in
this case and is more likely to...

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Will it lead to you deciding
to keep our daughter alive?

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I believe that I have made
the right clinical decision,

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but mediators have highlighted
mistakes in process.

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Process, so not end result.

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So, no, it won't.

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Your ethics committee are wrong.

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You are wrong, and I have
no interest in any of this.

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I'll see what I can do.

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Fuck!

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Samantha, I've got
an update for you...

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Please don't say anything.

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I always love the pre-emptive
putsch in an argument.

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You said nothing in the room.

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Because you were breathing
in all available oxygen.

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She's always been a
thorough and kind doctor.

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Yeah.

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And you've always fancied her.

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Oh, come on!

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Just don't make me
the unreasonable one.

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OK? You do that and I
hate it, so don't do it.

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MUSIC PLAYS

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I'm putting on Radio 4.

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FRONT DOOR OPENS

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Hi! Hi.

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Hey. Hey! I didn't know
if you guys wanted dinner.

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I cooked pasta.

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You cooked pasta?!

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Dad, I already don't
like your tone of voice.

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It's just pasta. Mwah!

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Oooh. It has bacon in it!

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I've cooked before.
Don't make this weird.

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I think we've some garlic
bread in the freezer.

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I'm going to have...

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..bacon pasta

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with melted cheese
and garlic bread.

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I'm going to go for a shower.

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What do I wear to
this thing tonight?

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Oh, not your slinky
black number again.

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Poor headmaster didn't
know where to look.

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And the deputy head did know,
and really shouldn't have.

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Wear your green dress.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, OK. Thanks.

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Mmmm!

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Er... It's bad news
from the hospital.

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They've decided that, um...

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..they've backed her.

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They want it over.

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I want to wear my orange top.

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All right. This one? Yeah.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah. OK.

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With the jeans with
the pockets. Mm-hm.

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And my Doc Martens.

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The red ones!

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Oh. Good idea.

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OK.

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And I, um...

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..I'd like to wear some make-up.

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Oh!

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OK... What were you thinking?

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Smoky eyes, like Elicia Shadow.

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Who's Elicia Shadow?

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Look.

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Hi, guys! It's Elicia Shadow,

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and welcome back to my channel.

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So, in today's video,

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I'm going to be showing
you how to get... Oh!

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Who are you watching
these with? Katie.

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Doesn't it look great?

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Yeah. Yeah. Um...

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Look. I tell you what.
I'll make a deal with you.

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I will put everything
you want on your face.

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But then, you know, at the end,

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if one of us decides,
you know, less is more,

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I'm allowed to just
wipe it all off.

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OK.

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OK.

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And I get a veto. OK.

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POP MUSIC PLAYS

264
00:14:05,152 --> 00:14:07,005
♪ Can't stop it Move your head

265
00:14:07,030 --> 00:14:08,309
♪ To the beat

266
00:14:08,334 --> 00:14:11,293
♪ Come along, tap your feet

267
00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:14,108
♪ We delight, come alive

268
00:14:14,133 --> 00:14:16,332
♪ Want it, got it,
no, can't stop it

269
00:14:16,357 --> 00:14:18,335
♪ Move your head to the beat

270
00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:20,839
♪ Come along, tap your feet

271
00:14:20,840 --> 00:14:22,119
♪ Tap tap

272
00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:23,359
♪ Beat, tap

273
00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:24,559
♪ Beat beat, tap

274
00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:26,759
♪ Beat beat, come along and tap

275
00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:27,919
♪ Beat beat

276
00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:29,416
♪ Tap beat beat tap

277
00:14:29,441 --> 00:14:31,640
♪ Beat beat, come along and tap

278
00:14:31,665 --> 00:14:33,064
♪ Tap, beat beat

279
00:14:33,089 --> 00:14:34,128
♪ Beat beat

280
00:14:34,153 --> 00:14:37,153
♪ Beat beat, come
along and tap tap. ♪

281
00:14:41,240 --> 00:14:44,199
OK. Do you want to have a look?

282
00:14:44,200 --> 00:14:45,640
OK.

283
00:14:53,840 --> 00:14:55,040
Hey...

284
00:14:57,280 --> 00:14:59,719
Hey, don't. Please don't cry.

285
00:14:59,720 --> 00:15:01,198
Don't cry.

286
00:15:01,223 --> 00:15:02,943
You'll ruin your make-up.

287
00:15:05,420 --> 00:15:07,543
Please don't use your veto.

288
00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:18,920
I won't.

289
00:15:22,040 --> 00:15:24,760
SHOWER RUNS

290
00:15:42,520 --> 00:15:44,040
Nicci?

291
00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:50,160
Just a minute.

292
00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:58,199
Let's try and put on
a show. For Katie.

293
00:15:58,200 --> 00:15:59,559
If we can.

294
00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:00,719
Yeah.

295
00:16:01,313 --> 00:16:02,866
Agreed.

296
00:16:03,646 --> 00:16:05,486
You've still got your socks on.

297
00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:19,199
Why are you being weird?

298
00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:20,879
It's going to be shit.

299
00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:22,760
Do you not think I know that?

300
00:16:24,240 --> 00:16:25,559
So, did you bring them?

301
00:16:26,106 --> 00:16:27,253
Yeah.

302
00:16:34,466 --> 00:16:36,666
I thought the idea
was we'd, um...

303
00:16:38,493 --> 00:16:40,252
..like, do it together?

304
00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:41,800
Yeah, and we will.

305
00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:46,080
Play well, OK?

306
00:16:57,853 --> 00:16:59,332
Oh, my God.

307
00:16:59,357 --> 00:17:01,916
That smell takes you back,
doesn't it? What is it?

308
00:17:01,941 --> 00:17:03,700
Odour de School.

309
00:17:03,760 --> 00:17:06,840
Cabbage, corned beef
and confused hand jobs.

310
00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:11,759
Deputy head's spotted you.

311
00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:13,759
You should just wear
a brown paper bag.

312
00:17:13,784 --> 00:17:15,987
It's the only way
to contain the man!

313
00:17:18,165 --> 00:17:20,404
Hey! Hi! You came!

314
00:17:20,429 --> 00:17:23,468
Yeah, well, Hannah sort
of insisted that we, er...

315
00:17:23,493 --> 00:17:25,538
Oh, yeah. Nice. Not
humiliating at all.

316
00:17:25,573 --> 00:17:27,452
I think she misses
the place, you know.

317
00:17:27,477 --> 00:17:29,103
Ex-queen bee round here.

318
00:17:29,128 --> 00:17:31,127
Well, I mean, it's a big do.

319
00:17:31,152 --> 00:17:33,650
The thing to look out for is
if Mr Glenny comes onstage

320
00:17:33,675 --> 00:17:35,415
eating Maltesers
before he conducts.

321
00:17:35,440 --> 00:17:38,480
Ah, so if he does... He's drunk.

322
00:17:39,626 --> 00:17:41,265
Yeah. Oh, that's clever, really,

323
00:17:41,290 --> 00:17:43,285
because Polo mints you'd
sort of guess, wouldn't you?

324
00:17:43,309 --> 00:17:45,831
But Maltesers is
much more subtle.

325
00:17:45,856 --> 00:17:47,482
I like it. I do.

326
00:17:47,507 --> 00:17:49,987
ORCHESTRA TUNES UP

327
00:18:01,060 --> 00:18:03,620
It's on silent, yeah? Yeah.

328
00:18:06,332 --> 00:18:09,052
APPLAUSE

329
00:18:23,733 --> 00:18:27,293
ORCHESTRA PLAYS

330
00:18:38,133 --> 00:18:43,173
PHONE BUZZES

331
00:19:02,226 --> 00:19:04,962
Give me the car keys.
Give me the car keys!

332
00:19:04,987 --> 00:19:06,587
Or you come.

333
00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:19,400
BEEPING

334
00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:23,742
Marnie, you're OK.

335
00:19:23,767 --> 00:19:25,647
Turn the oxygen up.

336
00:19:26,693 --> 00:19:28,292
We're here, Marnie.

337
00:19:28,360 --> 00:19:30,919
Can we have some
diazepam? Thank you.

338
00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:33,079
OK. Five milligrams in.

339
00:19:33,080 --> 00:19:34,548
OK.

340
00:19:34,573 --> 00:19:35,999
It's OK.

341
00:19:36,287 --> 00:19:38,987
Saturation is 100.

342
00:19:40,167 --> 00:19:43,141
Ready for the big
date? Looking good!

343
00:19:45,906 --> 00:19:47,826
The make-up? YouTube.

344
00:19:54,933 --> 00:19:55,932
OK.

345
00:19:55,957 --> 00:19:57,601
A few things we need to discuss.

346
00:19:57,626 --> 00:19:59,834
First things first, boys smell.

347
00:19:59,859 --> 00:20:01,227
Thank you, Dad.

348
00:20:01,252 --> 00:20:02,771
Secondly, they're mean...

349
00:20:02,796 --> 00:20:06,024
No, they're not! And third
thing, I wash regularly...

350
00:20:06,070 --> 00:20:10,475
He doesn't. I'm not mean, and I
will need reassurance at all times

351
00:20:10,500 --> 00:20:13,939
that I am the most
important boy in your life.

352
00:20:14,370 --> 00:20:15,615
OK, Dad.

353
00:20:15,640 --> 00:20:17,614
OK. Now, is that a yes? Yes!

354
00:20:17,639 --> 00:20:19,375
OK, then I can start the car.

355
00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:22,680
See? Simple as that.
You ready ready?

356
00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,992
They can't sit
together, I'm afraid.

357
00:20:26,017 --> 00:20:27,336
But that's ridiculous!

358
00:20:27,361 --> 00:20:28,706
It's company policy.

359
00:20:28,731 --> 00:20:30,410
Then you need to
change something.

360
00:20:30,435 --> 00:20:32,594
How hard is it to remove
one of these seats?

361
00:20:32,619 --> 00:20:34,178
I don't have the authorisation.

362
00:20:34,203 --> 00:20:35,562
Yeah, well, we can do it.

363
00:20:35,587 --> 00:20:37,782
Looks like a screwdriver job.
Have you got a screwdriver?

364
00:20:37,806 --> 00:20:39,725
She's actually pretty
good at DIY. Dad.

365
00:20:39,750 --> 00:20:41,669
We... we don't mind.

366
00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:43,519
We don't mind.

367
00:20:44,170 --> 00:20:45,441
Dad.

368
00:20:45,466 --> 00:20:46,826
Please.

369
00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:57,759
Yes! Get in!

370
00:20:57,979 --> 00:21:01,219
Sorry, can I...?
Who's in charge now?

371
00:21:02,740 --> 00:21:06,819
All hail my son Emperor Nero!

372
00:21:06,844 --> 00:21:10,964
Nero! Nero! Nero!

373
00:21:13,713 --> 00:21:18,793
You know, I took a girl on a date
once to see The Remains Of The Day.

374
00:21:20,213 --> 00:21:22,492
She kept trying to kiss me.

375
00:21:22,517 --> 00:21:24,717
But the film was too good.

376
00:21:27,379 --> 00:21:29,178
What? You just cut her dead?

377
00:21:29,203 --> 00:21:31,522
No, I asked her on a date again.

378
00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:35,306
This time I took her
to Schindler's List.

379
00:21:35,331 --> 00:21:38,931
I never really thought through
the whole cinema date game.

380
00:21:44,853 --> 00:21:46,253
This is nice.

381
00:21:58,379 --> 00:22:01,499
PHONE RINGS

382
00:22:06,153 --> 00:22:07,672
It's Mercy.

383
00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:09,759
She's stable.

384
00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:11,479
What was it?

385
00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:13,599
A seizure. A bad one.

386
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:16,959
So now her brain...? Jesus.
What? How did... How...

387
00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:20,919
It's likely because of the hypoxia
and the extent of the brain damage.

388
00:22:20,920 --> 00:22:23,759
So will this happen
more often now?

389
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:25,639
We're just cleaning her up.

390
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:27,240
You'll be able to see her soon.

391
00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:47,560
Hi. Hello.

392
00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:50,080
We're here, Marnie.

393
00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:53,920
Hey.

394
00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:58,680
You gave us a real fright there.

395
00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:05,360
Can you squeeze my hand, honey?

396
00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:09,800
Marnie, will you give
my hand a squeeze?

397
00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:19,600
Do you want to read
some Adrian Mole?

398
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:24,479
I think I can feel her smiling.

399
00:23:24,480 --> 00:23:27,760
You know, just in
her eyes a bit.

400
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:33,320
OK.

401
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:36,640
All right.

402
00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:43,439
"Friday, February 12th.

403
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,239
"I'm not sure how I will vote.

404
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:50,359
"Sometimes I think Mrs Thatcher
is a nice, kind sort of woman..."

405
00:23:50,360 --> 00:23:52,800
It's not too old
for her, no? No.

406
00:23:54,440 --> 00:23:57,417
"Then the next day I
see her on television

407
00:23:57,442 --> 00:24:00,131
"and she frightens me rigid.

408
00:24:00,156 --> 00:24:02,456
"She's got eyes like
a psychotic killer,

409
00:24:02,481 --> 00:24:05,761
"but a voice like a gentle
person. It is a bit confusing."

410
00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,392
No, your embouchure's all wrong.

411
00:24:09,417 --> 00:24:12,039
My embouchure? God, get you!

412
00:24:12,064 --> 00:24:14,575
Um, put your lips together.

413
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:16,725
What, like a fish? No.

414
00:24:16,750 --> 00:24:18,487
Make an "emmmm" noise.

415
00:24:18,512 --> 00:24:19,871
Emmmm.

416
00:24:20,093 --> 00:24:21,732
You're being a dick.

417
00:24:21,757 --> 00:24:23,596
OK, no. Emm.

418
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:27,697
And then you sort of stuff
your lips inside the inner rim.

419
00:24:27,722 --> 00:24:30,202
Hmm. Now where have
I heard that before?

420
00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:39,039
You're allowed to be pissed off
with them, for missing your show.

421
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:40,479
Yeah.

422
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:41,680
I'm fine.

423
00:24:48,767 --> 00:24:51,206
Let's go up to my room.

424
00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:53,403
Well, I do prefer your room.

425
00:24:56,400 --> 00:25:00,040
MUSIC PLAYS FROM UPSTAIRS

426
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:04,920
HE SIGHS

427
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:14,400
MOVEMENT UPSTAIRS

428
00:25:15,873 --> 00:25:18,952
Oh... Oh, hi. I
wasn't expecting...

429
00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:22,256
Er, yeah. I thought
I should stay.

430
00:25:22,281 --> 00:25:24,960
You know, she's a bit
worried, you know?

431
00:25:24,985 --> 00:25:26,264
It's kind.

432
00:25:26,289 --> 00:25:28,741
It's kind of you.

433
00:25:30,033 --> 00:25:31,912
Is she...

434
00:25:31,937 --> 00:25:33,467
Marnie, I mean?

435
00:25:33,599 --> 00:25:35,119
Er...

436
00:25:36,186 --> 00:25:37,670
A seizure.

437
00:25:39,146 --> 00:25:42,471
Can I give you a lift home,
or are you staying, or...?

438
00:25:42,633 --> 00:25:45,352
I'm sorry, I feel like I should
be giving you a hug or something,

439
00:25:45,377 --> 00:25:47,536
but that would probably
be a bit weird.

440
00:25:47,561 --> 00:25:49,001
I'm OK, Hannah.

441
00:25:50,160 --> 00:25:53,039
You know, or weed?
I've got some weed.

442
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:57,679
And don't pretend you don't smoke,
because, you know, I have nostrils.

443
00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:00,097
And it's probably better
than that shit you get.

444
00:26:00,122 --> 00:26:02,575
Yeah, well. I doubt
that very much.

445
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:05,239
Um, is Katie OK?

446
00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:07,160
Because she doesn't want
to come to the hospital.

447
00:26:07,184 --> 00:26:08,495
No, she's fine.

448
00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:09,720
Strong.

449
00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:14,319
Look, it's a nice night.

450
00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:15,901
You know, I can walk home.

451
00:26:15,926 --> 00:26:17,166
OK.

452
00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:24,560
DOOR CLOSES

453
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:28,920
KNOCK ON DOOR

454
00:26:31,859 --> 00:26:33,218
Ah, sorry.

455
00:26:33,243 --> 00:26:36,055
I just didn't want you
waking and not knowing.

456
00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,039
She's OK.

457
00:26:38,246 --> 00:26:40,166
Good.

458
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,719
Gutted to miss your gig.

459
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:46,239
It was one of our best. Oh.

460
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:48,225
Rub it in, why don't you?

461
00:26:48,250 --> 00:26:51,575
He got through three
packets of Maltesers.

462
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:54,240
Jesus. That good! Yeah.

463
00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,759
Hannah got you home
OK? She just left.

464
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:04,119
Oh.

465
00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:05,439
Yeah.

466
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,039
Nice girl.

467
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:08,559
I think.

468
00:27:08,833 --> 00:27:10,633
Bit strange.

469
00:27:11,366 --> 00:27:12,885
Not that strange.

470
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:16,960
She just doesn't have anyone
her own age to hang around with.

471
00:27:19,313 --> 00:27:22,152
You were always kind
to waifs and strays.

472
00:27:22,280 --> 00:27:24,280
And half-eaten birds.

473
00:27:25,719 --> 00:27:29,278
Didn't you bring home a worm
once? Yeah, it was dying.

474
00:27:29,303 --> 00:27:31,903
I'm pretty sure
worms are invincible.

475
00:27:36,126 --> 00:27:37,485
There are some nights

476
00:27:37,510 --> 00:27:39,789
I just want to curl up in here

477
00:27:40,173 --> 00:27:42,333
and sleep on your rug.

478
00:27:43,146 --> 00:27:45,946
You could sleep on
the rug, if you like.

479
00:27:47,099 --> 00:27:48,179
No...

480
00:27:50,136 --> 00:27:51,975
No, my back wouldn't take it.

481
00:27:52,592 --> 00:27:54,048
Hmmm.

482
00:27:54,860 --> 00:27:57,379
Goodnight, sleep tight.

483
00:27:57,404 --> 00:28:01,180
And I'll see you in the morning.

484
00:28:01,205 --> 00:28:04,253
I love you, I love you, I
love you. I love you too.

485
00:28:41,673 --> 00:28:45,153
Thanks for arranging to see
me. She'll be home in a minute.

486
00:28:46,266 --> 00:28:49,865
She sleeps at the
hospital sometimes.

487
00:28:49,890 --> 00:28:51,249
Ah, yes.

488
00:28:51,274 --> 00:28:53,553
Happens a lot in PICU.

489
00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:57,941
Lines of parents, staring
off into the middle distance

490
00:28:57,966 --> 00:29:00,079
beside them little beds... Hi!

491
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:01,419
Ah!

492
00:29:01,480 --> 00:29:03,400
I hadn't forgotten.

493
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,520
Hi. Sorry. She had a bit of a...

494
00:29:12,660 --> 00:29:15,459
She had a bit of a turn last
night. Did Andrew tell you?

495
00:29:15,484 --> 00:29:17,054
Shall we fix this
for another time?

496
00:29:17,079 --> 00:29:18,920
No, it's fine. I've slept.

497
00:29:18,945 --> 00:29:20,984
I haven't washed, but...

498
00:29:21,009 --> 00:29:24,049
As long as you can handle a bit of
body odour, I'd rather get it done.

499
00:29:27,618 --> 00:29:29,879
Orange juice? Coffee?
Tea? Ah, yes, all of it.

500
00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:31,802
Toast. Gotcha.

501
00:29:31,827 --> 00:29:34,135
Do you mind if I faff around
a bit while you're, um...?

502
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:35,640
No, not at all.

503
00:29:36,679 --> 00:29:41,375
Now, there are a lot of
misapprehensions about mediation.

504
00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:44,802
I think of it as a chance
to get an understanding

505
00:29:44,827 --> 00:29:47,266
of everyone's position because
in clinical environments...

506
00:29:47,291 --> 00:29:49,918
Yeah, I had arbitration at my
old job, when Marnie was born.

507
00:29:49,943 --> 00:29:51,902
I had to take a
bunch of time off

508
00:29:51,927 --> 00:29:53,727
and so they called me in
to resolve the matter.

509
00:29:53,751 --> 00:29:55,144
This isn't arbitration...

510
00:29:55,169 --> 00:29:58,636
So I sat opposite while
they lied about, you know,

511
00:29:58,661 --> 00:30:00,900
what I'd done, how
often I'd come in.

512
00:30:00,925 --> 00:30:04,119
I tried to do my best by them,
but they just couldn't see it.

513
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:06,439
All they could see was
how I affected them.

514
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:09,221
So we left. We just
lost the money.

515
00:30:09,246 --> 00:30:12,999
Um, you know, I wasn't going
to sit there and defend myself.

516
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:14,519
They were arseholes.

517
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:17,719
But, you know, Harriet isn't
one, and nor is Samantha.

518
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:19,559
Do doctors ever
change their minds?

519
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,869
We will be examining every aspect
of the process, to work out...

520
00:30:22,894 --> 00:30:24,880
Yeah, but do you look at...
do you look at the decision?

521
00:30:24,904 --> 00:30:27,970
Do you look at the decision
that that ethics committee made?

522
00:30:27,995 --> 00:30:30,999
We weren't even in the room for any
of that. Nicci, that's not fair.

523
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,079
They've talked to
us. They haven't!

524
00:30:33,333 --> 00:30:35,893
They haven't. They told us!

525
00:30:36,746 --> 00:30:39,484
I wonder if it
would be helpful...

526
00:30:39,509 --> 00:30:41,908
It seems to me that
this whole process

527
00:30:41,933 --> 00:30:44,891
is about... about
making me OK...

528
00:30:44,916 --> 00:30:47,270
Us... with your decision,
and that's just...

529
00:30:48,399 --> 00:30:52,279
Do you understand? That's... I'm not
going to be tricked like that again.

530
00:31:00,464 --> 00:31:02,044
Well, I think she liked us.

531
00:31:02,069 --> 00:31:04,279
I think she wants to
move in, to be honest.

532
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,094
I'm off to Tom's for lunch.

533
00:31:06,119 --> 00:31:08,676
If you fancy it? It's his birthday,
you know. He'd love to see you.

534
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:11,422
He would resent every
second I was there.

535
00:31:11,447 --> 00:31:13,175
He only wants to see you.

536
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:14,839
OK, shall I stay, then?

537
00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:16,473
I mean, we've got a
lot to talk about.

538
00:31:16,498 --> 00:31:18,015
Will we just...?

539
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,199
Will we just talk
when you're back?

540
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:21,599
I need to think.

541
00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:23,199
So you are thinking, then?

542
00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,121
What the fuck is that
supposed to mean?

543
00:31:25,146 --> 00:31:26,946
I think I should stay.

544
00:31:28,300 --> 00:31:29,860
We'll talk when you're back.

545
00:31:55,206 --> 00:31:56,686
It's only me!

546
00:32:02,433 --> 00:32:03,833
Oh!

547
00:32:10,039 --> 00:32:11,711
Letters on the mat again.

548
00:32:11,736 --> 00:32:13,696
I open the important
ones, don't worry.

549
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:19,159
Happy birthday!

550
00:32:19,229 --> 00:32:20,908
One from Katie.

551
00:32:20,933 --> 00:32:22,533
One from me.

552
00:32:32,659 --> 00:32:34,579
Ah. OK...

553
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,919
Ah, well...

554
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:55,239
THEY CHUCKLE

555
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:56,479
OK.

556
00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:59,559
HE MUTTERS

557
00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:01,200
Time for lunch.

558
00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:05,119
You're looking healthier.

559
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:06,559
Weetabix.

560
00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:07,289
Is that it?

561
00:33:07,314 --> 00:33:09,655
I shit every morning at 8am now.

562
00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:12,839
Were you not regular before?

563
00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:13,800
Definitely not.

564
00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:15,875
Oh. That's great news.

565
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:20,359
Fish and chips?

566
00:33:20,360 --> 00:33:23,679
Only if you promise to keep
talking about your bowel movements.

567
00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:24,990
Thank you.

568
00:33:33,826 --> 00:33:37,175
You remember when your mum died,

569
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:41,110
how... Dad fussed about?

570
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:45,353
Five minutes after she'd gone

571
00:33:45,378 --> 00:33:47,759
he was starting to
prepare her funeral,

572
00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:49,159
who'd say what.

573
00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:51,243
He wanted you to read
that Kipling poem.

574
00:33:51,268 --> 00:33:53,193
Yeah, well, you know...

575
00:33:53,218 --> 00:33:54,457
She wasn't my mum.

576
00:33:54,482 --> 00:33:56,603
But she really liked you.
And Kipling's a racist.

577
00:33:56,628 --> 00:33:57,707
Anyway,

578
00:33:58,067 --> 00:33:59,560
my point is...

579
00:34:00,773 --> 00:34:02,253
..then Dad died...

580
00:34:03,379 --> 00:34:05,058
..and neither of
us did anything,

581
00:34:05,083 --> 00:34:06,643
organised anything.

582
00:34:11,826 --> 00:34:14,025
And the funeral was
shit, I remember.

583
00:34:14,173 --> 00:34:15,573
Your fault.

584
00:34:17,006 --> 00:34:18,806
Never been good at...

585
00:34:20,026 --> 00:34:21,866
..doing something
I don't want to do.

586
00:34:23,646 --> 00:34:25,805
You're not dying, are you? No.

587
00:34:25,830 --> 00:34:28,509
No. If you died I'd
probably kill myself.

588
00:34:28,534 --> 00:34:30,013
No, you wouldn't.

589
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:31,719
I said probably.

590
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:34,560
Marnie is very sick.

591
00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:54,280
Why are these chips so good?

592
00:34:55,219 --> 00:34:56,299
Lard.

593
00:34:57,799 --> 00:34:59,199
They tried to ban me from here.

594
00:35:00,300 --> 00:35:03,899
I threatened a man. But I said
sorry because of the chips.

595
00:35:03,924 --> 00:35:05,804
Well, they are that good.

596
00:35:19,707 --> 00:35:21,026
Hey.

597
00:35:21,051 --> 00:35:22,526
I think Samantha's still here.

598
00:35:22,551 --> 00:35:24,110
We could hunt her down together?

599
00:35:24,135 --> 00:35:27,535
I just wanted some
time alone with Marnie.

600
00:35:28,700 --> 00:35:29,940
Sure.

601
00:35:42,819 --> 00:35:45,538
I put a playlist
together for your birth.

602
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:47,640
Did you know that?

603
00:35:50,687 --> 00:35:52,327
I bought some...

604
00:35:53,499 --> 00:35:56,943
..mini battery-powered speakers.

605
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:00,160
Plugged them in.

606
00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:06,079
The tune as you were born,

607
00:36:06,080 --> 00:36:07,240
um...

608
00:36:09,846 --> 00:36:12,486
..Your Star Will Shine
by the Stone Roses.

609
00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:16,680
It was beautiful.

610
00:36:26,567 --> 00:36:29,406
♪ Your star will shine again

611
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:31,280
♪ One day

612
00:36:32,460 --> 00:36:35,587
♪ Through deep blue velvet skies

613
00:36:37,140 --> 00:36:40,626
♪ Shine for all the world to see

614
00:36:41,673 --> 00:36:44,920
♪ The universe in your eyes

615
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:55,121
♪ When the storm
outside is raging

616
00:36:56,293 --> 00:36:59,922
♪ And the dogs,
they howl your name

617
00:37:01,993 --> 00:37:06,191
♪ Lay down, sleep, I'll kiss you

618
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,240
♪ Your star will...

619
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:14,120
♪ ..shine again. ♪

620
00:37:15,055 --> 00:37:19,060
HE SOBS

621
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:04,320
Hi, it's me.

622
00:39:05,532 --> 00:39:07,131
I've been trying to call you.

623
00:39:07,156 --> 00:39:08,756
Tom said you left ages ago.

624
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:11,879
You went and had a drink?

625
00:39:12,381 --> 00:39:15,360
Well, I didn't know you
were expecting me back.

626
00:39:16,939 --> 00:39:18,499
We've got a visitor.

627
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:29,725
Hello. Hello.

628
00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:31,262
My name is Brenda Haskins.

629
00:39:31,287 --> 00:39:33,606
I am here on behalf of
Every Christian Life.

630
00:39:34,493 --> 00:39:35,985
Oh.

631
00:39:36,506 --> 00:39:39,185
Who? We're here to help.

632
00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:40,840
We've been lied to.

633
00:39:50,766 --> 00:39:56,181
It, um, it costs anywhere between
£250,000 to £500,000 a year

634
00:39:56,206 --> 00:39:59,005
to keep a child in
paediatric intensive care.

635
00:39:59,030 --> 00:40:01,042
You think this is financial?

636
00:40:01,067 --> 00:40:02,772
Well, they've denied
a tracheostomy.

637
00:40:02,797 --> 00:40:07,471
And the NHS, and it's
not entirely their fault,

638
00:40:07,496 --> 00:40:10,710
they've had to ration, and
in this cruel world of ours,

639
00:40:10,735 --> 00:40:13,569
the seriously ill
are disposed of.

640
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:18,832
Your daughter's life is sacred.

641
00:40:18,857 --> 00:40:23,752
Medical science has no right to
decide whether she live or die.

642
00:40:24,386 --> 00:40:27,590
This is eugenics
and it can't happen.

643
00:40:28,660 --> 00:40:31,779
We can raise the resources
to fight this case

644
00:40:31,804 --> 00:40:34,141
and we can raise the
resources to help her.

645
00:40:34,166 --> 00:40:35,325
Help her?

646
00:40:35,350 --> 00:40:38,029
Financial and legal
help to win the case.

647
00:40:38,054 --> 00:40:39,453
It's a case now.

648
00:40:39,478 --> 00:40:40,757
And, once we've won,

649
00:40:40,782 --> 00:40:43,680
get access to the drugs and
treatments that she's been denied.

650
00:40:43,705 --> 00:40:45,824
There's so much
that's possible now.

651
00:40:45,899 --> 00:40:50,898
Vamorolone, risdiplam is having
good results with kids with SMA -

652
00:40:50,923 --> 00:40:53,397
it could... It's...

653
00:40:54,319 --> 00:40:56,798
I mean, you see what
this could mean for us?

654
00:40:56,823 --> 00:40:58,862
Out of interest,
how did you find us?

655
00:40:58,936 --> 00:41:01,855
That's your question?
They contacted me,

656
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:04,480
and I was interested in
saving our daughter's life.

657
00:41:07,486 --> 00:41:10,125
Look, I've taken everything
in that you've said,

658
00:41:10,150 --> 00:41:12,498
Brenda, and I'm really
grateful for your help,

659
00:41:12,523 --> 00:41:13,552
but I think Andrew
and I need to...

660
00:41:13,576 --> 00:41:15,335
Yeah, absolutely. Of course.

661
00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:17,679
Um, listen, let me
give you my card.

662
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:19,979
Um, there's people
from all professions

663
00:41:20,004 --> 00:41:21,426
that are ready to talk
when you're ready.

664
00:41:21,450 --> 00:41:22,645
What's your profession?

665
00:41:22,670 --> 00:41:27,560
I used to work in PR for the charity
but I now run the outreach arm.

666
00:41:29,860 --> 00:41:32,619
I'm not hiding anything
from you, Andrew.

667
00:41:32,953 --> 00:41:34,353
No pressure.

668
00:41:34,913 --> 00:41:37,192
But the help is there
if you'll take it.

669
00:41:37,433 --> 00:41:39,246
And call any time as well.

670
00:41:39,271 --> 00:41:41,775
I'm famous for never
turning my phone off.

671
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:43,587
OK. Um, I'll show you out.

672
00:41:43,612 --> 00:41:45,280
Yeah, thank you.

673
00:41:46,064 --> 00:41:48,040
That's great. Thanks.

674
00:41:49,034 --> 00:41:51,682
Where did you park? Are
you out in the street?

675
00:41:51,707 --> 00:41:54,422
Yeah, just outside.
OK, all right.

676
00:41:55,061 --> 00:41:56,759
Thank you so much.

677
00:42:05,886 --> 00:42:08,445
I think for Marnie's sake we
should at least consider it.

678
00:42:08,470 --> 00:42:10,309
Pro-lifers. Oh, great.

679
00:42:10,334 --> 00:42:13,041
So you've just jumped to... I'm going
to google them. Yeah, google them!

680
00:42:13,065 --> 00:42:14,708
I'm sure that'll confirm
your every prejudice.

681
00:42:14,732 --> 00:42:16,613
Prejudice? What, we're
anti-abortion now?

682
00:42:16,638 --> 00:42:18,440
No! Pro-Marnie.

683
00:42:19,312 --> 00:42:22,309
We're pro anything that
is going to help her.

684
00:42:25,326 --> 00:42:27,925
Is Katie upstairs?
Yeah, I think so.

685
00:42:27,950 --> 00:42:30,789
OK. Let's talk outside, shall
we? What? In the garden.

686
00:42:30,814 --> 00:42:32,077
Outs...

687
00:42:32,102 --> 00:42:34,342
Well, no, let's
go for a walk. OK.

688
00:42:40,293 --> 00:42:44,084
You know the hospital's only
going to go along with mediation.

689
00:42:44,109 --> 00:42:47,608
We don't have to agree with Every
Christian Life on everything.

690
00:42:47,633 --> 00:42:50,112
I came home today
ready to say...

691
00:42:53,073 --> 00:42:54,433
I came home...

692
00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:58,094
I think we should consider it.

693
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:01,371
Consider ending
it, the treatment.

694
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:04,920
For her sake.

695
00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:10,895
We knew right from the start,
there was going to come a point...

696
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:12,479
Yeah... when we'd
have to decide...

697
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,519
Yeah. We did. But that isn't...

698
00:43:14,520 --> 00:43:16,171
This is not that point.

699
00:43:16,196 --> 00:43:17,662
The doctors are advising...

700
00:43:17,687 --> 00:43:21,287
Two months ago, she was smiling.

701
00:43:22,984 --> 00:43:26,028
She was looking out her
bedroom window at the birds.

702
00:43:26,053 --> 00:43:27,401
We were there, OK?

703
00:43:27,426 --> 00:43:29,511
The robin was back
and she was delighted.

704
00:43:29,536 --> 00:43:31,706
And that was two
months ago, you know?

705
00:43:31,731 --> 00:43:33,250
She's brain damaged.

706
00:43:33,275 --> 00:43:34,366
She's having bloody seizures.

707
00:43:34,390 --> 00:43:36,458
It's not always going
to be like that.

708
00:43:36,573 --> 00:43:39,092
You know they can stabilise her.

709
00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:41,399
The seizures, they can help.

710
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,371
The brain, you know,
can repair itself.

711
00:43:44,396 --> 00:43:45,554
She'll be back looking
at birds again!

712
00:43:45,578 --> 00:43:48,150
We were told... We were told
as soon as she was diagnosed...

713
00:43:48,175 --> 00:43:49,603
What do you mean, diagnosed?

714
00:43:49,628 --> 00:43:51,144
We don't even know exactly
what's wrong with her!

715
00:43:51,168 --> 00:43:53,999
We were told her condition
is progressive without cure.

716
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,759
And she's beaten
the odds every time.

717
00:43:56,760 --> 00:44:00,719
OK? When she was seven
and the doctor told us

718
00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:04,199
that she was going to, you know...
that she'd be better off dead...

719
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:05,132
..we said no!

720
00:44:05,157 --> 00:44:07,456
She's done remarkably well.
You've done remarkably well.

721
00:44:07,481 --> 00:44:09,401
Yeah, when she was nine years
old and that fucker said

722
00:44:09,425 --> 00:44:13,119
she wouldn't smile or laugh again,
we said no, and she did smile.

723
00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:14,880
And she did laugh.

724
00:44:20,660 --> 00:44:23,782
You asked me once to make sure that
you weren't one of those mothers.

725
00:44:23,807 --> 00:44:26,378
One of those who asks to
keep their child alive...

726
00:44:26,403 --> 00:44:29,442
No. Don't... One of those that was
blind to the pain of her child.

727
00:44:29,467 --> 00:44:30,746
No! You don't do that.

728
00:44:30,771 --> 00:44:33,015
..and just wants to cling
to... They say she's in pain!

729
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:35,614
They say she's in a lot of
pain. She is still your child!

730
00:44:35,639 --> 00:44:37,664
Yes! Yes, she is!

731
00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:43,519
Yes, she is.

732
00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:45,399
I knew you were
feeling like this.

733
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,079
You know that? I could feel it.

734
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:48,957
Oh, so why did you make
it so difficult, then?

735
00:44:48,982 --> 00:44:51,003
What? You think
this should be easy?

736
00:44:51,040 --> 00:44:54,999
This isn't about us deciding
if a doctor is right or not.

737
00:44:55,024 --> 00:44:58,215
This is about deciding
if our child should die.

738
00:44:58,240 --> 00:44:59,680
Fuck off!

739
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:05,519
You know what the trouble is?

740
00:45:05,759 --> 00:45:07,919
The trouble is, you've always...

741
00:45:08,592 --> 00:45:09,991
You've always wanted her dead.

742
00:45:10,016 --> 00:45:11,735
You know? If you're honest.

743
00:45:11,925 --> 00:45:14,471
You never wanted her, and
then she came out damaged.

744
00:45:14,496 --> 00:45:15,731
Please don't say that. No.

745
00:45:15,756 --> 00:45:19,388
I've been fighting
for her all my life.

746
00:45:19,413 --> 00:45:20,612
Just me.

747
00:45:20,637 --> 00:45:21,583
Not you.

748
00:45:21,608 --> 00:45:22,973
Me! That's just not true.

749
00:45:22,998 --> 00:45:25,400
Well, prove it,
then, you fucker.

750
00:45:26,466 --> 00:45:28,867
Prove it and just stand with me.

751
00:46:01,926 --> 00:46:03,086
Dad?

752
00:46:04,693 --> 00:46:06,383
Dad, what are you doing?

753
00:46:06,408 --> 00:46:08,807
I'm going to stay
at Tom's for a bit.

754
00:46:08,832 --> 00:46:10,312
Why?

755
00:46:11,780 --> 00:46:13,019
Er...

756
00:46:13,044 --> 00:46:15,415
I can't explain. Not right now.

757
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,777
No, Dad. Don't go.
Don't leave me here.

758
00:46:18,802 --> 00:46:20,521
Please don't. Come
with me, then!

759
00:46:20,553 --> 00:46:22,312
What? No. Then
she'll be on her own.

760
00:46:22,958 --> 00:46:25,616
She can't have me in the house,
and I can't be in the house.

761
00:46:25,641 --> 00:46:29,239
But that doesn't mean I
don't love her, or you,

762
00:46:29,240 --> 00:46:31,280
or Marnie, OK?

763
00:46:34,098 --> 00:46:35,497
Dad!

764
00:46:35,576 --> 00:46:38,335
Dad, don't be a coward. Dad!

765
00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:40,520
This isn't fucking cowardice.

766
00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:43,935
I'm sorry, but it's not.

767
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,040
I love you. I'll be back soon.

768
00:46:47,779 --> 00:46:49,459
DOOR SLAMS

769
00:47:21,733 --> 00:47:23,013
Hi.

770
00:47:24,359 --> 00:47:25,719
Hi.

771
00:47:28,173 --> 00:47:29,813
Sorry to, er...

772
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:32,999
..barge in.

773
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:34,280
Um...

774
00:47:37,299 --> 00:47:39,898
So, there's something
we need to tell you.

775
00:47:40,241 --> 00:47:41,845
It's a bit difficult.

776
00:47:41,870 --> 00:47:43,110
Um...

777
00:47:47,813 --> 00:47:50,812
You know George has been sick.

778
00:47:50,939 --> 00:47:52,618
Is he OK?

779
00:47:52,643 --> 00:47:54,473
It was very sudden, honey.

780
00:47:54,498 --> 00:47:56,250
They decided to...

781
00:47:56,275 --> 00:47:58,374
Yeah, he passed away.

782
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,080
I'm so sorry, love.

783
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:06,160
Does that mean he's dead?

784
00:48:07,466 --> 00:48:08,746
Yeah.

785
00:48:11,220 --> 00:48:14,059
But we were just talking.

786
00:48:14,084 --> 00:48:15,164
I know.

787
00:48:16,466 --> 00:48:17,786
I know.

788
00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:21,199
Was he in pain?

789
00:48:21,224 --> 00:48:23,464
No, the doctors were
looking after him.

790
00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:27,800
Am I going to die?

791
00:48:31,280 --> 00:48:32,400
Um...

792
00:48:33,566 --> 00:48:35,846
Well, everyone's going to die.

793
00:48:36,626 --> 00:48:39,597
You remember when
Grandpa passed away.

794
00:48:41,926 --> 00:48:43,606
Am I going to die soon?

795
00:48:45,279 --> 00:48:46,919
We don't think so.

796
00:48:48,833 --> 00:48:50,353
Dad.

797
00:48:54,380 --> 00:48:55,870
There's a chance.

798
00:48:55,895 --> 00:48:57,574
Andrew.

799
00:48:57,599 --> 00:49:01,039
There's a chance that you
might die sooner than some.

800
00:49:03,060 --> 00:49:05,708
I'm really sorry about that.

801
00:49:05,733 --> 00:49:07,973
I don't want to die.

802
00:49:10,365 --> 00:49:12,673
Oh, sweetheart.

803
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:43,040
Hi.

804
00:49:44,819 --> 00:49:46,619
It's been a while.

805
00:49:48,147 --> 00:49:49,946
It's been one year,

806
00:49:49,971 --> 00:49:52,691
three months, two
weeks and a day.

807
00:49:57,120 --> 00:49:59,149
I just wanted to, er...

808
00:50:00,060 --> 00:50:02,620
I needed to...
Now you need me.

809
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:10,920
You'd better come in.

810
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:16,040
I've started volunteering
down at Happy Smiles.

811
00:50:17,233 --> 00:50:18,832
Haven't seen your Marnie there.

812
00:50:19,233 --> 00:50:21,673
Yeah, she's had a
tough few months.

813
00:50:22,786 --> 00:50:24,265
Poor thing.

814
00:50:24,526 --> 00:50:27,566
The doctors want to
turn off the machines.

815
00:50:31,619 --> 00:50:33,059
Ah.

816
00:50:44,265 --> 00:50:45,424
Biscuits?

817
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:47,160
How did you do it?

818
00:50:48,206 --> 00:50:50,775
Do what? Agree to it?

819
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:54,000
Yeah, I mean, how did
you... how did you know?

820
00:50:55,866 --> 00:50:57,466
What's happened to her?

821
00:50:59,766 --> 00:51:02,686
Some respiratory issues.

822
00:51:03,873 --> 00:51:07,467
Some things - heart,
bit of brain...

823
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:10,815
..mainly respiratory.

824
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:13,358
They won't fit her
with a trachy, so...

825
00:51:14,806 --> 00:51:17,606
George made me promise I
wouldn't let him have a trachy.

826
00:51:19,066 --> 00:51:20,265
What?

827
00:51:20,416 --> 00:51:22,775
He saw some kid with one.

828
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:24,400
Said he looked like
a supervillain.

829
00:51:24,425 --> 00:51:26,665
So you talked to
him about... Death?

830
00:51:28,920 --> 00:51:30,879
Yeah. Always.

831
00:51:30,880 --> 00:51:32,006
He started it.

832
00:51:32,031 --> 00:51:33,670
Was obsessed by the idea.

833
00:51:33,695 --> 00:51:36,010
And I can't do lying, so...

834
00:51:40,287 --> 00:51:42,686
I always avoided it with Marnie.

835
00:51:42,711 --> 00:51:44,550
I just never could...

836
00:51:44,575 --> 00:51:47,774
She tried to bring it up a few
times, but I could never...

837
00:51:48,479 --> 00:51:50,279
That's OK.

838
00:52:02,339 --> 00:52:06,425
When Georgie had what
was his last seizure...

839
00:52:09,650 --> 00:52:13,200
..they told me it was unlikely
he'd be able to communicate again.

840
00:52:14,606 --> 00:52:15,645
But...

841
00:52:16,033 --> 00:52:18,423
I put on some telly he liked -

842
00:52:18,448 --> 00:52:20,000
The Worst Witch...

843
00:52:22,997 --> 00:52:24,873
..and he squeezed my hand.

844
00:52:27,859 --> 00:52:28,979
He did.

845
00:52:30,900 --> 00:52:32,739
But they convinced me,

846
00:52:33,100 --> 00:52:34,740
convinced me...

847
00:52:38,859 --> 00:52:41,756
..that he was just
in too much pain.

848
00:52:44,720 --> 00:52:46,359
It's all right.

849
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:47,800
So...

850
00:52:54,679 --> 00:52:56,756
Can you still see her?

851
00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:00,600
That's the question.

852
00:53:02,980 --> 00:53:05,580
People hate disabled people.

853
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:10,440
Sometimes I think
they'd kill them all.

854
00:53:11,912 --> 00:53:13,112
But we know.

855
00:53:14,232 --> 00:53:16,406
We know what life looks like.

856
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:22,959
And if we don't?

857
00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:25,920
Oh, you do, love.

858
00:53:27,320 --> 00:53:28,600
You do.

859
00:53:43,213 --> 00:53:46,053
Morning, Nicci!
Oh, thanks, love.

860
00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:07,080
Morning, my love.

861
00:54:08,240 --> 00:54:09,840
Did you have any dreams?

862
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:16,160
There you are.

863
00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:19,320
There we go.

864
00:54:26,740 --> 00:54:30,059
Have I understood right, that
you've refused to attend mediation?

865
00:54:30,084 --> 00:54:30,944
Yeah.

866
00:54:30,969 --> 00:54:34,041
They're not going to change their
mind, so there's nothing to say.

867
00:54:34,066 --> 00:54:35,225
OK.

868
00:54:35,250 --> 00:54:37,409
That means this is
going to go to court.

869
00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:39,837
The hospital don't have your
support in their decision.

870
00:54:39,862 --> 00:54:41,767
They've tried and
failed to mediate,

871
00:54:41,792 --> 00:54:45,164
so they'll need legal backing
for their decision, otherwise...

872
00:54:45,189 --> 00:54:47,404
..it can get messy for
them down the line.

873
00:54:47,852 --> 00:54:49,332
Right.

874
00:54:50,393 --> 00:54:52,752
Well, let's do it. Um...

875
00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:54,759
I've got all of Marnie's...

876
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:56,535
I've got everything.

877
00:54:56,560 --> 00:54:57,722
Here's her red
book... Whoa, whoa.

878
00:54:57,746 --> 00:55:00,265
You need to understand
what we're facing here.

879
00:55:00,293 --> 00:55:02,639
Have you ever been to
court before, Nicci?

880
00:55:03,126 --> 00:55:04,606
Er, yeah.

881
00:55:05,526 --> 00:55:07,525
Yeah, my dad. When
he was mugged.

882
00:55:07,550 --> 00:55:08,989
He's a taxi driver.

883
00:55:09,014 --> 00:55:10,687
A best interests case
will be different

884
00:55:10,712 --> 00:55:12,551
from what your dad
encountered there.

885
00:55:12,576 --> 00:55:15,015
There'll be at least three
lawyers in front of the judge.

886
00:55:15,040 --> 00:55:16,799
One, who'll be representing you,

887
00:55:16,824 --> 00:55:18,676
two, the hospital's barrister,

888
00:55:18,701 --> 00:55:21,700
and three, a barrister
specifically appointed

889
00:55:21,725 --> 00:55:24,285
to represent Marnie's
best interests.

890
00:55:26,142 --> 00:55:28,691
Someone's representing Marnie?

891
00:55:28,759 --> 00:55:30,159
It's the way it's done.

892
00:55:32,106 --> 00:55:33,578
You need to understand,

893
00:55:33,603 --> 00:55:36,482
it'll be very convoluted and...

894
00:55:36,507 --> 00:55:38,867
..the odds are against us.

895
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:42,139
Yeah, well...

896
00:55:42,164 --> 00:55:44,635
..just tell me we might win.

897
00:55:44,660 --> 00:55:46,340
That's all I need to know.

898
00:55:48,153 --> 00:55:49,872
Charlotte Wyatt.

899
00:55:49,976 --> 00:55:53,689
The judge actually, um, actually
decided for the doctors,

900
00:55:53,714 --> 00:55:56,313
but in the time it took
for the case to be heard,

901
00:55:56,338 --> 00:55:58,088
she'd improved so markedly,

902
00:55:58,113 --> 00:56:00,552
the hospital had to ask
him to revoke his judgment.

903
00:56:00,577 --> 00:56:01,941
And Ashya King.

904
00:56:01,966 --> 00:56:05,295
Not technically best interests.
His parents removed him

905
00:56:05,320 --> 00:56:08,895
against doctors' orders to get some
experimental proton beam therapy.

906
00:56:08,920 --> 00:56:11,573
They were jailed, but the
judge subsequently ruled

907
00:56:11,598 --> 00:56:14,392
that the parents should be
allowed to take him to Europe.

908
00:56:14,972 --> 00:56:17,080
He got the proton beam therapy.

909
00:56:17,105 --> 00:56:18,319
He lives.

910
00:56:18,320 --> 00:56:20,159
And then there's Tafida Raqueeb.

911
00:56:20,160 --> 00:56:23,279
The doctors thought she'd be on a
ventilator for the rest of her life.

912
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:27,840
She went to Italy, and last
year she came off life support.

913
00:56:32,779 --> 00:56:34,258
That's three.

914
00:56:34,360 --> 00:56:35,999
Out of how many?

915
00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:37,359
It's possible.

916
00:56:37,360 --> 00:56:39,239
That's all you need to know.

917
00:56:39,240 --> 00:56:43,079
It's possible to fight the
notion that you have to surrender

918
00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:44,210
parental responsibility

919
00:56:44,235 --> 00:56:46,141
as soon as your child
crosses the threshold

920
00:56:46,166 --> 00:56:47,485
of a hospital for treatment.

921
00:56:47,510 --> 00:56:50,413
And we're going to have to use
everything at our disposal,

922
00:56:50,438 --> 00:56:52,774
but this is going to
be a fight, Nicci.

923
00:56:52,799 --> 00:56:55,438
We need funds to help Fred
- that takes public support.

924
00:56:55,463 --> 00:56:57,877
We need pressure in and
out of the courtroom -

925
00:56:57,902 --> 00:56:59,728
that takes public support.

926
00:56:59,753 --> 00:57:01,712
That means you, Nicci.

927
00:57:01,737 --> 00:57:04,056
You're going to be at
the front and centre.

928
00:57:04,309 --> 00:57:07,935
The mother that doesn't
want her child killed.

929
00:57:08,380 --> 00:57:12,405
Press and social media are
going to be our best weapon.

930
00:57:12,499 --> 00:57:14,419
Are you ready for that?

931
00:57:17,879 --> 00:57:19,478
I'm, er...

932
00:57:19,580 --> 00:57:22,180
I'm pro a woman's
right to choose.

933
00:57:23,420 --> 00:57:25,020
I mean abortion.

934
00:57:26,300 --> 00:57:27,859
I think you should know that.

935
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:31,319
All we want is to
save Marnie's life.

936
00:57:31,726 --> 00:57:32,909
OK?

937
00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:37,440
Then, yeah.

938
00:57:40,586 --> 00:57:42,386
I'm ready.

