1 00:00:58,152 --> 00:01:00,130 September 5th. 2 00:01:00,154 --> 00:01:02,340 I have decided to write at least one page 3 00:01:02,364 --> 00:01:05,510 in my journal every day. 4 00:01:05,534 --> 00:01:07,345 I'll be able fo read it later 5 00:01:07,369 --> 00:01:11,349 and know exactly what happened to me when I was 16. 6 00:01:40,152 --> 00:01:42,631 Maybe this year, I'll get on the A squad for field hockey. 7 00:01:42,655 --> 00:01:44,508 Field hockey, my God. 8 00:01:44,532 --> 00:01:45,550 Seems so unlike you. 9 00:01:46,700 --> 00:01:48,345 Let me guess. Lucy does it. 10 00:01:48,369 --> 00:01:49,513 Oh, Mom. 11 00:01:49,537 --> 00:01:51,890 I forgot the world revolves around Lucy. 12 00:01:51,914 --> 00:01:53,141 No, I love it. 13 00:01:53,165 --> 00:01:55,185 Sometimes we even get up at 6:00 a.m. to practice. 14 00:02:26,574 --> 00:02:28,718 Here, Mom, I'll take it. 15 00:02:28,742 --> 00:02:30,345 - No, but— - No, it's fine. 16 00:02:37,418 --> 00:02:38,854 I'll call you. 17 00:02:46,886 --> 00:02:49,948 Becca? 18 00:02:53,017 --> 00:02:53,994 Oh, my God! 19 00:02:54,018 --> 00:02:55,787 Here. 20 00:02:55,811 --> 00:02:57,914 You have no idea how much I've missed you. 21 00:02:57,938 --> 00:02:59,207 I missed you too. 22 00:02:59,231 --> 00:03:00,292 Is your room next to mine? 23 00:03:00,316 --> 00:03:02,377 Yeah, here, let me show you. 24 00:03:02,401 --> 00:03:03,420 This is your fireplace, 25 00:03:03,444 --> 00:03:05,630 and the bathroom is huge. 26 00:03:05,654 --> 00:03:08,550 This is gonna be the best year ever. 27 00:03:08,574 --> 00:03:09,759 Wuh-whoa! 28 00:03:11,619 --> 00:03:13,597 You better hide it before Miss Rood sees. 29 00:03:13,621 --> 00:03:14,973 Ah, come on. 30 00:03:14,997 --> 00:03:16,975 Charley, you can't get expelled on the first day. 31 00:03:16,999 --> 00:03:18,560 You can't worry on the first day! 32 00:03:20,336 --> 00:03:21,521 So what'd you bring us? 33 00:03:21,545 --> 00:03:23,148 Just some downers I stole from my mom. 34 00:03:23,172 --> 00:03:25,275 Well, I got chocolate in Geneva. 35 00:03:25,299 --> 00:03:26,902 You guys hear about Annabelle? 36 00:03:26,926 --> 00:03:28,820 She's been hooking up with two different boys 37 00:03:28,844 --> 00:03:29,905 from Langley College. 38 00:03:29,929 --> 00:03:31,239 - What? - Such a whore. 39 00:03:31,263 --> 00:03:32,908 Jealous? At least she has sex. 40 00:03:32,932 --> 00:03:34,159 Look who's talking. 41 00:03:34,183 --> 00:03:35,202 I've had lots of sex. 42 00:03:35,226 --> 00:03:36,286 Girls don't count. 43 00:03:36,310 --> 00:03:37,746 Why not? And I've done boys. 44 00:03:37,770 --> 00:03:38,788 One boy. 45 00:03:38,812 --> 00:03:40,123 Oh, are you still all pathetic virgins? 46 00:03:40,147 --> 00:03:41,458 Well, I am, but not for long. 47 00:03:41,482 --> 00:03:42,626 I've met someone. 48 00:03:42,650 --> 00:03:44,127 Hey, Lucy, what about you and Jason? 49 00:03:44,151 --> 00:03:45,128 I broke up with him. 50 00:03:45,152 --> 00:03:46,129 Yeah, on Facebook. 51 00:03:46,153 --> 00:03:47,464 How cold is that? 52 00:03:47,488 --> 00:03:49,299 What about you, Becca? 53 00:03:49,323 --> 00:03:50,300 I don't know. 54 00:03:50,324 --> 00:03:52,469 We'll see. 55 00:04:00,668 --> 00:04:02,145 Oh, the apple, the apple! 56 00:04:02,169 --> 00:04:03,188 Ew. 57 00:04:04,380 --> 00:04:05,815 So did you guys hear? 58 00:04:05,839 --> 00:04:07,359 The new English teacher is a guy. 59 00:04:07,383 --> 00:04:10,111 Wait, do the dykes who run this place allow that? 60 00:04:10,135 --> 00:04:12,155 Like, he's probably gonna have to wear a plaid skirt 61 00:04:12,179 --> 00:04:13,823 and knee socks, like Miss Bobbie. 62 00:04:13,847 --> 00:04:15,075 Charley 63 00:04:15,099 --> 00:04:16,159 I saw him. 64 00:04:16,183 --> 00:04:17,661 His name's Mr. Davies. 65 00:04:17,685 --> 00:04:18,703 He's actually really cute. 66 00:04:18,727 --> 00:04:20,247 And he's a poet. 67 00:04:20,271 --> 00:04:23,041 Wait till he finds out about Rebecca's dad. 68 00:04:23,065 --> 00:04:24,918 - Charley. - Not cool. 69 00:04:24,942 --> 00:04:26,002 No, not about that. 70 00:04:26,026 --> 00:04:28,004 About him being a famous poet. 71 00:04:28,028 --> 00:04:30,966 He wasn't really famous. 72 00:04:30,990 --> 00:04:32,008 Let's go play some hockey. 73 00:04:32,032 --> 00:04:33,343 - Let's not. - Come on, yeah. 74 00:04:33,367 --> 00:04:34,803 That's exactly what we need, yeah. 75 00:04:34,827 --> 00:04:36,596 Seriously? On the first day? 76 00:04:36,620 --> 00:04:39,391 Why do you have to kill me on the first day? 77 00:04:49,300 --> 00:04:52,153 Oh, I've longed for these tubs. 78 00:04:52,177 --> 00:04:54,072 I know, sometimes I hate it so much when I'm here, 79 00:04:54,096 --> 00:04:57,534 but I just miss it all the time when I'm at home. 80 00:04:57,558 --> 00:04:59,661 How's your mom? 81 00:04:59,685 --> 00:05:02,372 She just sat in her studio and painted, 82 00:05:02,396 --> 00:05:05,625 listening to the same music over and over. 83 00:05:05,649 --> 00:05:09,296 The same music my dad—. 84 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:11,652 My dad was listening to when. 85 00:05:22,374 --> 00:05:24,894 Rebecca, I want you to meet a new girl, Ernessa Bloch. 86 00:05:24,918 --> 00:05:26,855 She'll be in the room across the hall. 87 00:05:26,879 --> 00:05:28,690 Please help her find her way around. 88 00:05:28,714 --> 00:05:29,733 Sure. 89 00:05:29,757 --> 00:05:31,109 It's easy to get lost. 90 00:05:31,133 --> 00:05:33,320 Did they tell you this place used to be a hotel? 91 00:05:33,344 --> 00:05:35,322 Um, like, 100 years ago. 92 00:05:35,346 --> 00:05:37,991 This place has a lot of old nooks and crannies. 93 00:05:38,015 --> 00:05:39,534 Breakfast is at 7:30, 94 00:05:39,558 --> 00:05:41,995 morning assembly 8:30 sharp. 95 00:05:42,019 --> 00:05:44,331 You must apply to me for permission 96 00:05:44,355 --> 00:05:46,374 to leave the school grounds. 97 00:05:46,398 --> 00:05:48,752 You may use one of two staircases 98 00:05:48,776 --> 00:05:50,420 to get to the dining room. 99 00:05:50,444 --> 00:05:53,061 The left one also goes to the library. 100 00:05:57,242 --> 00:05:59,888 It's so, so different from the first time 101 00:05:59,912 --> 00:06:03,641 I came to Brangwyn two years ago. 102 00:06:03,665 --> 00:06:06,811 My father had just died. 103 00:06:06,835 --> 00:06:10,023 My mother was a wreck. 104 00:06:10,047 --> 00:06:11,649 So I was sent here. 105 00:06:21,850 --> 00:06:25,497 Every night, I sat in my room alone, 106 00:06:25,521 --> 00:06:28,124 aching for my father. 107 00:06:28,148 --> 00:06:30,960 And then I met Lucy. 108 00:06:30,984 --> 00:06:34,464 She was so confident, carefree, and normal. 109 00:06:34,488 --> 00:06:37,967 She taught me how to be happy again. 110 00:06:37,991 --> 00:06:40,153 That's why I love her so much. 111 00:06:55,676 --> 00:06:57,987 I wonder what her secret is. 112 00:06:58,011 --> 00:07:00,490 Well, everyone's got one. 113 00:07:00,514 --> 00:07:02,367 Alcoholic mothers. 114 00:07:02,391 --> 00:07:04,244 Nasty divorces. 115 00:07:04,268 --> 00:07:05,995 Parents who don't care about them. 116 00:07:06,019 --> 00:07:07,163 No one comes to Brangwyn 117 00:07:07,187 --> 00:07:08,915 unless something bad has happened to them. 118 00:07:08,939 --> 00:07:09,999 Except for me. 119 00:07:10,023 --> 00:07:12,001 I'm the only boring one. 120 00:07:12,025 --> 00:07:14,170 Believe me, I wish I was like you. 121 00:07:14,194 --> 00:07:15,839 Good morning. 122 00:07:15,863 --> 00:07:17,715 It gives me great pleasure 123 00:07:17,739 --> 00:07:19,217 to welcome another freshman class 124 00:07:19,241 --> 00:07:21,010 to Brangwyn school. 125 00:07:21,034 --> 00:07:23,763 - I scored. - Party in your room tonight? 126 00:07:23,787 --> 00:07:25,098 - Okay. - Amen. 127 00:07:25,122 --> 00:07:29,102 Your life here will be a moral and spiritual journey 128 00:07:29,126 --> 00:07:32,230 that will prepare you for whatever life awaits you 129 00:07:32,254 --> 00:07:34,315 outside these gates. 130 00:07:38,302 --> 00:07:39,963 She's never going to change that speech. 131 00:07:41,054 --> 00:07:42,490 Oh, I want to sign up for practice. 132 00:07:42,514 --> 00:07:43,533 Okay. 133 00:07:43,557 --> 00:07:44,993 I got to grab my books for English... 134 00:07:45,017 --> 00:07:46,202 Check out the cute new teacher. 135 00:07:46,226 --> 00:07:47,287 I'll see you at quiet hour? 136 00:07:47,311 --> 00:07:50,623 I said I would spend it with Dora. 137 00:07:50,647 --> 00:07:53,209 It's our first day back. 138 00:07:53,233 --> 00:07:54,210 Okay. 139 00:07:54,234 --> 00:07:56,296 I can see her another time. 140 00:07:56,320 --> 00:07:57,630 Okay, great. 141 00:08:02,659 --> 00:08:05,221 Hi. 142 00:08:05,245 --> 00:08:07,807 I'm Ernessa... Bloch. 143 00:08:07,831 --> 00:08:11,269 Yeah, I saw you last night. 144 00:08:11,293 --> 00:08:13,271 How are you finding everything? 145 00:08:13,295 --> 00:08:15,523 It's a little strange. 146 00:08:15,547 --> 00:08:16,566 It must be hard, 147 00:08:16,590 --> 00:08:18,276 with everyone already knowing each other. 148 00:08:18,300 --> 00:08:19,944 What's that? 149 00:08:19,968 --> 00:08:22,113 It's a friendship necklace. 150 00:08:22,137 --> 00:08:24,094 My friend Rebecca gave it to me. 151 00:08:27,643 --> 00:08:29,475 It's really pretty. 152 00:08:34,441 --> 00:08:35,752 Would you show me around? 153 00:08:35,776 --> 00:08:38,671 I don't really know where I'm supposed to be. 154 00:08:38,695 --> 00:08:40,673 Yeah. 155 00:08:40,697 --> 00:08:42,008 Yeah, come with me. 156 00:08:42,032 --> 00:08:44,344 In all of the classic Gothic horror stories, 157 00:08:44,368 --> 00:08:46,888 we see expressed some kind of anxiety 158 00:08:46,912 --> 00:08:48,640 about the modern world. 159 00:08:48,664 --> 00:08:50,183 In Bram Stoker's Dracula, 160 00:08:50,207 --> 00:08:53,561 some critics see an anxiety about female power, 161 00:08:53,585 --> 00:08:56,689 female sexuality, 162 00:08:56,713 --> 00:08:59,317 a fear that the pure Victorian maiden 163 00:08:59,341 --> 00:09:01,486 would be transformed into a ravenous beast. 164 00:09:01,510 --> 00:09:03,613 The story is a shape-shifter, 165 00:09:03,637 --> 00:09:06,407 just like the vampire itself. 166 00:09:06,431 --> 00:09:08,535 You find it in different forms in almost all cultures, 167 00:09:08,559 --> 00:09:10,370 but there are three things you find 168 00:09:10,394 --> 00:09:12,205 in every vampire story: 169 00:09:12,229 --> 00:09:16,668 Sex, blood, and death. 170 00:09:22,531 --> 00:09:24,634 Becca? 171 00:09:24,658 --> 00:09:26,928 Just want you to know, I'm a great admirer 172 00:09:26,952 --> 00:09:28,721 of your father's work. 173 00:09:28,745 --> 00:09:30,014 I'm going to be running a poetry workshop 174 00:09:30,038 --> 00:09:31,015 later this term. 175 00:09:31,039 --> 00:09:32,016 I was hoping you'd take part. 176 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:33,893 Yeah. 177 00:09:33,917 --> 00:09:35,812 Okay, good. 178 00:09:35,836 --> 00:09:38,498 Um, thank you. 179 00:09:49,141 --> 00:09:50,347 Are you lost? 180 00:09:54,396 --> 00:09:56,666 This is one of my favorite places here. 181 00:09:56,690 --> 00:09:58,334 The passageway? 182 00:09:58,358 --> 00:10:00,503 It's so dark; I always just run straight through. 183 00:10:00,527 --> 00:10:03,214 I like looking out the windows. 184 00:10:03,238 --> 00:10:05,758 I'm actually going to see Miss Norris. 185 00:10:05,782 --> 00:10:07,552 She teaches Greek. 186 00:10:07,576 --> 00:10:08,886 I have lessons with her on my own 187 00:10:08,910 --> 00:10:11,347 because no one else wants to do it. 188 00:10:11,371 --> 00:10:14,183 I used to study Greek and Latin. 189 00:10:14,207 --> 00:10:17,687 I was very serious, even though I was a girl. 190 00:10:17,711 --> 00:10:23,047 Then other things intervened. 191 00:10:26,136 --> 00:10:28,489 Okay, well, um 192 00:10:28,513 --> 00:10:31,380 I'm late for my class, so. 193 00:11:32,035 --> 00:11:34,618 Whoo! 194 00:11:39,334 --> 00:11:42,522 So how's Mr. Davies' class? 195 00:11:42,546 --> 00:11:43,898 She has a huge crush on him. 196 00:11:43,922 --> 00:11:46,442 And he's just lapping it up. 197 00:11:46,466 --> 00:11:47,694 It's sickening. 198 00:11:47,718 --> 00:11:50,697 Jealous much? 199 00:11:50,721 --> 00:11:52,740 He's actually really cool. 200 00:11:52,764 --> 00:11:54,534 Hey, why don't you switch? 201 00:11:54,558 --> 00:11:56,452 No, I like the Romantic poets. 202 00:11:56,476 --> 00:11:59,622 I thought you hated poetry. 203 00:11:59,646 --> 00:12:01,332 No, I just never read the right stuff. 204 00:12:01,356 --> 00:12:03,668 You know, Ernessa says 205 00:12:03,692 --> 00:12:05,503 poetry is the purest of all the arts. 206 00:12:05,527 --> 00:12:07,088 Ernessa? 207 00:12:07,112 --> 00:12:08,944 She's incredibly smart. 208 00:12:11,867 --> 00:12:13,261 She's gonna help me with my German. 209 00:12:13,285 --> 00:12:16,889 She speaks it perfectly. 210 00:12:16,913 --> 00:12:18,495 I'm just gonna go say hi. 211 00:12:21,084 --> 00:12:22,812 Hey. 212 00:12:22,836 --> 00:12:24,355 What are you reading? 213 00:12:24,379 --> 00:12:26,065 It's a book I found in the library. 214 00:12:26,089 --> 00:12:27,734 Sit down. 215 00:12:27,758 --> 00:12:29,777 What's it called? 216 00:12:29,801 --> 00:12:31,863 It's called... 217 00:13:33,782 --> 00:13:36,594 Hey, did you hear anything last night? 218 00:13:36,618 --> 00:13:38,387 No. Why? Did you? 219 00:13:38,411 --> 00:13:39,722 I thought I saw Ernessa 220 00:13:39,746 --> 00:13:41,390 pacing back and forth under our window, 221 00:13:41,414 --> 00:13:44,435 and she was in her bare feet. 222 00:13:44,459 --> 00:13:46,896 It was kind of weird and creepy. 223 00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,440 - She has trouble sleeping. - So what? 224 00:13:49,464 --> 00:13:52,693 You don't think it's kind of strange? 225 00:13:52,717 --> 00:13:54,904 She has issues. 226 00:13:54,928 --> 00:13:57,740 Stuff with her family. 227 00:13:57,764 --> 00:13:59,755 She's a nice person if you give her a chance. 228 00:14:39,472 --> 00:14:40,658 I'm sorry to interrupt. 229 00:14:40,682 --> 00:14:43,344 I usually use this room. 230 00:14:44,978 --> 00:14:46,497 I didn't know you played the piano. 231 00:14:46,521 --> 00:14:49,542 I hardly ever play anymore. 232 00:14:49,566 --> 00:14:51,043 You play so well. 233 00:14:51,067 --> 00:14:53,504 How do you do that without looking at the music? 234 00:14:53,528 --> 00:14:56,591 My father was a musician. 235 00:14:56,615 --> 00:15:00,177 I inherited everything from him, 236 00:15:00,201 --> 00:15:03,535 just as you did from your father. 237 00:15:06,750 --> 00:15:08,978 I didn't inherit anything from my father. 238 00:15:09,002 --> 00:15:11,414 Are you sure? 239 00:15:14,090 --> 00:15:15,922 I'll find another room. 240 00:15:34,194 --> 00:15:36,339 It's wonderful here, Daddy. 241 00:15:36,363 --> 00:15:39,842 I wanted to show you this place. 242 00:15:39,866 --> 00:15:41,677 It's so beautiful. 243 00:15:41,701 --> 00:15:43,533 It's always peaceful here. 244 00:15:45,747 --> 00:15:47,738 I've missed our walks so much. 245 00:15:50,710 --> 00:15:52,246 I thought I would never see you again. 246 00:15:55,256 --> 00:15:57,360 Don't be so sad, Rebecca. 247 00:15:57,384 --> 00:15:59,445 I'm always here. 248 00:15:59,469 --> 00:16:01,051 I love you, Daddy. 249 00:16:18,822 --> 00:16:20,424 Thank you for joining us, Rebecca. 250 00:16:20,448 --> 00:16:22,176 - I'm sorry. - That's okay. 251 00:16:22,200 --> 00:16:24,929 We're just talking about Carmilla. 252 00:16:24,953 --> 00:16:26,764 Now, with Carmilla, 253 00:16:26,788 --> 00:16:28,391 we are looking at one of the originators 254 00:16:28,415 --> 00:16:29,934 of the Gothic tale, 255 00:16:29,958 --> 00:16:32,353 20 years before Bram Stoker wrote Dracula, 256 00:16:32,377 --> 00:16:34,271 and I think it's fair to say, 257 00:16:34,295 --> 00:16:35,940 it influenced him greatly. 258 00:16:35,964 --> 00:16:38,609 All right, let's talk about the character of Carmilla. 259 00:16:38,633 --> 00:16:40,903 A mysterious stranger comes from the West 260 00:16:40,927 --> 00:16:43,572 and begins to take over the narrator, Laura. 261 00:16:43,596 --> 00:16:45,366 "Sometimes with gloating eyes, 262 00:16:45,390 --> 00:16:46,617 "she drew me fo her, 263 00:16:46,641 --> 00:16:47,952 "and her hot lips 264 00:16:47,976 --> 00:16:49,787 "traveled along my cheeks in kisses, 265 00:16:49,811 --> 00:16:53,582 "and she would whisper, almost in sobs, 266 00:16:53,606 --> 00:16:56,585 "You are mine. You shall be mine. 267 00:16:56,609 --> 00:16:58,587 You and I are one forever." 268 00:16:58,611 --> 00:17:01,090 That lavender bath oil feels so good. 269 00:17:01,114 --> 00:17:02,591 - I know. - I can smell it from here. 270 00:17:02,615 --> 00:17:04,010 - What are you reading? - Carmilla. 271 00:17:04,034 --> 00:17:05,428 It's for Mr. Davies' class. 272 00:17:05,452 --> 00:17:06,452 What's it about? 273 00:17:08,455 --> 00:17:10,516 Hey. 274 00:17:10,540 --> 00:17:13,769 You know, it's Gothic fiction. 275 00:17:13,793 --> 00:17:15,104 You're burning red. 276 00:17:15,128 --> 00:17:17,273 How do you stand such hot water on your skin? 277 00:17:17,297 --> 00:17:19,316 We always take hot baths before bedtime. 278 00:17:19,340 --> 00:17:21,027 It's relaxing. 279 00:17:21,051 --> 00:17:24,572 So I've brought us a list of verbs to conjugate. 280 00:17:24,596 --> 00:17:28,409 Let's start with baden, to bathe. 281 00:17:28,433 --> 00:17:29,452 Baden. 282 00:17:29,476 --> 00:17:30,453 Mm-hmm. 283 00:17:30,477 --> 00:17:34,471 Beginnen. 284 00:17:42,280 --> 00:17:43,716 Beginnen. 285 00:17:43,740 --> 00:17:46,653 I'll show you how far I got. 286 00:17:48,745 --> 00:17:51,891 "The vampire is prone to be fascinated 287 00:17:51,915 --> 00:17:54,310 "by particular persons. 288 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:57,521 "With an engrossing vehemence resembling the passion of love, 289 00:17:57,545 --> 00:18:02,943 "it will never desist until it has satiated its passion 290 00:18:02,967 --> 00:18:06,676 and drained the very life of its coveted victim." 291 00:18:18,024 --> 00:18:19,043 Hello. 292 00:18:19,067 --> 00:18:20,933 - Do you have a minute? - Of course. 293 00:18:23,822 --> 00:18:24,840 Here you go. 294 00:18:24,864 --> 00:18:27,026 Please. 295 00:18:28,868 --> 00:18:31,388 - Um, it's about Carmilla. - Okay. 296 00:18:31,412 --> 00:18:33,182 If she's in love with Laura, 297 00:18:33,206 --> 00:18:34,892 then why does she want to destroy her? 298 00:18:34,916 --> 00:18:36,560 Well, I don't know that she wants to destroy her. 299 00:18:36,584 --> 00:18:37,978 She wants to control her. 300 00:18:38,002 --> 00:18:40,272 The vampire's a very lonely figure. 301 00:18:40,296 --> 00:18:42,441 Carmilla wants a companion in her existence. 302 00:18:42,465 --> 00:18:44,944 She wants someone to be all hers, forever. 303 00:18:44,968 --> 00:18:48,614 But why does Laura want to be friends with someone 304 00:18:48,638 --> 00:18:50,908 who's so obviously evil? 305 00:18:50,932 --> 00:18:53,035 I suppose she's been hypnotized in some way. 306 00:18:53,059 --> 00:18:55,704 Remember, the vampire needs the consent of the victim. 307 00:18:55,728 --> 00:18:58,374 The vampire needs the victim's consent? 308 00:18:58,398 --> 00:19:00,126 Yes— well, in a way. 309 00:19:00,150 --> 00:19:01,836 Remember, in Dracula, he can only enter 310 00:19:01,860 --> 00:19:03,671 if the victim leaves the window open. 311 00:19:03,695 --> 00:19:06,298 It's Lucy's fault for being such a weak person. 312 00:19:06,322 --> 00:19:08,634 - Lucy? - No, I mean Laura. 313 00:19:08,658 --> 00:19:10,010 It's Laura's fault. 314 00:19:10,034 --> 00:19:12,263 Mm, in a way. 315 00:19:12,287 --> 00:19:13,305 Thank you. 316 00:19:13,329 --> 00:19:14,410 It's been a big help. 317 00:19:18,001 --> 00:19:21,814 Hey, Lu, do you have the shoe polish? 318 00:19:21,838 --> 00:19:23,065 Did you get new shoes? 319 00:19:23,089 --> 00:19:25,901 I don't think those are allowed, are they? 320 00:19:25,925 --> 00:19:27,236 These are Ernessa's. 321 00:19:27,260 --> 00:19:28,946 And why are you cleaning them? 322 00:19:28,970 --> 00:19:30,698 She doesn't know how. 323 00:19:30,722 --> 00:19:32,491 She's never had to polish her own shoes. 324 00:19:32,515 --> 00:19:34,785 It's really not that hard. 325 00:19:34,809 --> 00:19:37,016 I'm sure she could do it if she tried. 326 00:19:48,531 --> 00:19:50,009 She never eats. Have you noticed? 327 00:19:50,033 --> 00:19:51,177 What? 328 00:19:51,201 --> 00:19:53,137 Ernessa, she never eats anything, ever. 329 00:19:53,161 --> 00:19:54,430 Maybe she's anorexic. 330 00:19:54,454 --> 00:19:56,140 Remember Annie Patterson last year? 331 00:19:56,164 --> 00:19:58,642 Her face looked like a skull, and she still wouldn't eat. 332 00:19:58,666 --> 00:20:00,811 I just don't think that'll ever be my problem. 333 00:20:00,835 --> 00:20:02,271 When you lose that much weight, 334 00:20:02,295 --> 00:20:03,856 your body can't even keep itself warm, 335 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:05,649 and you begin to grow fuzz all over your arms. 336 00:20:05,673 --> 00:20:07,818 You can see it when they stand against the light. 337 00:20:07,842 --> 00:20:09,820 They call it "the glow." Does Ernessa glow? 338 00:20:09,844 --> 00:20:12,114 No, and I don't think she's starving herself. 339 00:20:12,138 --> 00:20:14,283 Look at her. She has a perfect body. 340 00:20:14,307 --> 00:20:15,701 But if you think she has anorexia, 341 00:20:15,725 --> 00:20:17,745 you could just go up to her and feel her arms. 342 00:20:17,769 --> 00:20:20,181 This is really fucking stupid. 343 00:20:22,857 --> 00:20:25,127 - Sorry. - Whoa. 344 00:20:25,151 --> 00:20:26,420 She's too sensitive. 345 00:20:26,444 --> 00:20:27,934 What a way to start a morning. 346 00:20:35,828 --> 00:20:37,765 Do you think Ernessa's hooking up with someone 347 00:20:37,789 --> 00:20:38,849 at Langley College? 348 00:20:38,873 --> 00:20:40,017 A boy? No way. 349 00:20:40,041 --> 00:20:41,477 She's slipping out at night. 350 00:20:41,501 --> 00:20:42,519 What do you mean? 351 00:20:42,543 --> 00:20:43,979 I heard her door open last night. 352 00:20:44,003 --> 00:20:45,147 And she didn't come back in, 353 00:20:45,171 --> 00:20:46,982 at least not until after I fell asleep. 354 00:20:47,006 --> 00:20:47,983 Really? 355 00:20:48,007 --> 00:20:49,068 It's happened before too. 356 00:20:49,092 --> 00:20:50,236 Weirdo. 357 00:20:50,260 --> 00:20:51,654 Maybe she goes out to score. 358 00:20:51,678 --> 00:20:53,405 In the middle of the night, go into town? 359 00:20:53,429 --> 00:20:54,782 Let's follow her. 360 00:20:54,806 --> 00:20:56,867 See where she goes, what she gets up to. 361 00:20:58,434 --> 00:20:59,912 Can you see anything? 362 00:20:59,936 --> 00:21:01,288 I don't know. 363 00:21:01,312 --> 00:21:02,331 It's fucking freezing. 364 00:21:02,355 --> 00:21:05,167 What does Ernessa do out here? 365 00:21:05,191 --> 00:21:06,807 She watches us sleep. 366 00:21:17,078 --> 00:21:19,390 Hey, you know when you see the school from here, 367 00:21:19,414 --> 00:21:21,141 you can totally imagine what it looked like 368 00:21:21,165 --> 00:21:22,601 back when it was a hotel. 369 00:21:22,625 --> 00:21:25,312 Guests drinking tea on the lawn. 370 00:21:25,336 --> 00:21:26,647 When I see the school from here, 371 00:21:26,671 --> 00:21:28,148 I think about how easy it would be 372 00:21:28,172 --> 00:21:30,985 to just walk out. 373 00:21:31,009 --> 00:21:33,654 Well, I don't see Ernessa, and it's cold. 374 00:21:33,678 --> 00:21:34,989 Come on, let's go, 375 00:21:35,013 --> 00:21:38,200 before the caretaker creeps on us. 376 00:21:38,224 --> 00:21:39,555 Dora, wait up. 377 00:21:49,277 --> 00:21:53,111 - What are you doing? - Come on. 378 00:21:58,745 --> 00:22:01,390 Deanndra, comment for short skirt. 379 00:22:01,414 --> 00:22:04,184 Charlotte, third comment for messy hair. 380 00:22:04,208 --> 00:22:08,230 Detention. 381 00:22:08,254 --> 00:22:10,983 Rebecca, comment for dirty shoes. 382 00:22:11,007 --> 00:22:13,777 And Mrs. Rood needs to see you in her study now. 383 00:22:13,801 --> 00:22:16,030 How can she give wardrobe advice? 384 00:22:16,054 --> 00:22:17,385 It's like we're in, like, duty. 385 00:22:30,026 --> 00:22:31,337 When I was a little girl, 386 00:22:31,361 --> 00:22:32,713 the farmers said that a nosebleed 387 00:22:32,737 --> 00:22:35,525 was a sign of good luck. 388 00:22:38,284 --> 00:22:39,595 You really shouldn't be sad 389 00:22:39,619 --> 00:22:41,930 about these cheap, sentimental things. 390 00:22:41,954 --> 00:22:44,808 I feel like sweeping them all into a pile on the floor. 391 00:22:44,832 --> 00:22:46,018 That's cruel. 392 00:22:46,042 --> 00:22:47,644 Mrs. Rood lost her husband. 393 00:22:47,668 --> 00:22:49,772 She needs these things to go on living. 394 00:22:49,796 --> 00:22:54,026 I don't need things to remember my father. 395 00:22:54,050 --> 00:22:55,506 Neither do I. 396 00:23:22,620 --> 00:23:26,266 Before Ernessa came here, I was getting better. 397 00:23:26,290 --> 00:23:27,701 I was happy. 398 00:23:30,169 --> 00:23:34,983 Now all the darkness has come flooding back. 399 00:23:35,007 --> 00:23:39,696 It's like she's invading my mind. 400 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,257 Even when I'm alone, I can't escape her. 401 00:23:46,352 --> 00:23:50,582 There's this disgusting smell that comes from her room: 402 00:23:50,606 --> 00:23:53,419 Sickly sweet but rotten. 403 00:23:53,443 --> 00:23:56,185 Why doesn't anyone else notice it? 404 00:24:00,825 --> 00:24:01,986 Lucy? 405 00:24:05,204 --> 00:24:07,015 I haven't seen you all day. Where have you been? 406 00:24:07,039 --> 00:24:10,477 I was busy. 407 00:24:10,501 --> 00:24:11,937 Why did you complain to Mrs. Rood 408 00:24:11,961 --> 00:24:13,188 about Ernessa's room? 409 00:24:13,212 --> 00:24:14,690 Lucy, it's right across the hall from me, 410 00:24:14,714 --> 00:24:16,024 and it smells really bad. 411 00:24:16,048 --> 00:24:18,152 I thought you would be more sensitive, considering. 412 00:24:18,176 --> 00:24:19,361 Considering what? 413 00:24:19,385 --> 00:24:21,717 Her dad killed himself. 414 00:24:25,183 --> 00:24:26,493 I didn't know. 415 00:24:26,517 --> 00:24:28,724 I thought you, of all people, would understand. 416 00:24:42,116 --> 00:24:43,427 November 9th. 417 00:24:43,451 --> 00:24:45,613 His last day on Earth. 418 00:24:50,124 --> 00:24:51,435 Lucy didn't remember. 419 00:24:51,459 --> 00:24:52,936 She never said anything. 420 00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:56,123 We spent it together last year. 421 00:25:01,928 --> 00:25:05,532 What's your favorite memory of your father? 422 00:25:05,556 --> 00:25:06,887 Let's think about that. 423 00:25:08,935 --> 00:25:13,248 If I had to pick one moment, 424 00:25:13,272 --> 00:25:16,606 it would be the night we saw the Luna moth. 425 00:25:21,781 --> 00:25:22,925 Look. 426 00:25:22,949 --> 00:25:24,927 There. 427 00:25:24,951 --> 00:25:26,191 You see it? 428 00:25:27,787 --> 00:25:30,370 I've never seen a moth like that before. 429 00:25:41,133 --> 00:25:44,171 The Luna moth was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. 430 00:25:48,140 --> 00:25:50,928 Why weren't those things enough for him? 431 00:25:54,146 --> 00:25:58,794 "A person may become a vampyre if he dies unseen." 432 00:25:58,818 --> 00:26:02,673 My father wanted to die unseen, 433 00:26:02,697 --> 00:26:05,815 like an animal who wants to curl up and die alone. 434 00:26:10,496 --> 00:26:12,474 Don't feel bad about your father. 435 00:26:12,498 --> 00:26:16,645 Some of the greatest artists went mad or committed suicide. 436 00:26:16,669 --> 00:26:21,984 Some people find great joy in the prospect of death. 437 00:26:22,008 --> 00:26:23,902 Just thinking about it can be a comfort, 438 00:26:23,926 --> 00:26:29,074 like lying in your bed and pulling up the covers. 439 00:26:29,098 --> 00:26:34,037 The moment of death is ecstatic. 440 00:26:34,061 --> 00:26:37,916 It's the most joyful sensation. 441 00:26:37,940 --> 00:26:41,103 You're being born into a new existence. 442 00:27:07,553 --> 00:27:10,591 Is my father's illness in my blood too? 443 00:27:14,435 --> 00:27:17,706 I wonder when he did it. 444 00:27:17,730 --> 00:27:20,392 How much did it hurt? 445 00:27:21,859 --> 00:27:25,068 And did it really take the pain away? 446 00:27:55,101 --> 00:27:57,079 Party in my room tonight, FYI. 447 00:27:57,103 --> 00:27:58,639 Okay. 448 00:28:08,197 --> 00:28:10,509 - Hello, she. - What'd you bring me today? 449 00:28:10,533 --> 00:28:12,469 Hey, so tell me, are you nervous? 450 00:28:12,493 --> 00:28:14,221 - Of doing it? - Yeah. 451 00:28:14,245 --> 00:28:16,223 Well, Kiki said it wouldn't hurt that much. 452 00:28:16,247 --> 00:28:17,641 - I know. - It's just the whole thing. 453 00:28:17,665 --> 00:28:19,059 I mean, what if it feels weird? 454 00:28:19,083 --> 00:28:22,396 Or what if you change your mind right in the middle of it? 455 00:28:22,420 --> 00:28:23,730 I don't know. 456 00:28:23,754 --> 00:28:26,191 Part of me just wants to get it over with, you know? 457 00:28:26,215 --> 00:28:27,234 Don't do that. 458 00:28:27,258 --> 00:28:28,485 - We have to. - It hides the smell. 459 00:28:28,509 --> 00:28:29,903 I mean it. I'I have to leave. 460 00:28:29,927 --> 00:28:32,406 It'll suffocate me. It's so sweet. 461 00:28:32,430 --> 00:28:34,449 - All right. - You guys move to the window. 462 00:28:34,473 --> 00:28:36,827 We'll just freeze our butts off. 463 00:28:39,687 --> 00:28:41,289 Right. 464 00:28:43,441 --> 00:28:44,960 How does it feel? 465 00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:47,129 - It's fine. - I don't even feel anything. 466 00:28:47,153 --> 00:28:49,840 Are you serious, Becca? 467 00:28:49,864 --> 00:28:52,050 Are you okay? 468 00:28:52,074 --> 00:28:55,053 Just lie down, okay? 469 00:28:55,077 --> 00:28:57,068 Don't cry about it. 470 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:12,654 Speaking of yesterday, of life. 471 00:29:12,678 --> 00:29:13,655 Eccentric. 472 00:29:13,679 --> 00:29:16,717 What's going on? 473 00:29:28,944 --> 00:29:30,422 I need to tell you. 474 00:29:30,446 --> 00:29:33,717 Listen to me. 475 00:29:33,741 --> 00:29:36,178 I need to tell you, 476 00:29:36,202 --> 00:29:39,181 tell you what it's like. 477 00:29:39,205 --> 00:29:40,432 When I first came here, 478 00:29:40,456 --> 00:29:43,018 we took the boat over. 479 00:29:43,042 --> 00:29:46,229 I kept looking at the gray waves, 480 00:29:46,253 --> 00:29:50,358 and I kept saying to myself, "Jump, jump." 481 00:29:50,382 --> 00:29:55,322 But it was too cold. 482 00:29:55,346 --> 00:29:58,784 The Brangwyn Hotel. 483 00:29:58,808 --> 00:30:02,662 I arrived with the same secret that you did: 484 00:30:02,686 --> 00:30:05,394 A father's suicide. 485 00:30:07,900 --> 00:30:10,212 My mother brought me here because she wanted to put 486 00:30:10,236 --> 00:30:13,256 an ocean between his death and me. 487 00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:17,052 But to me, an ocean was nothing. 488 00:30:17,076 --> 00:30:18,553 Everywhere I went, 489 00:30:18,577 --> 00:30:23,642 I heard my father's voice calling to me. 490 00:30:36,053 --> 00:30:37,239 Yes! 491 00:30:37,263 --> 00:30:39,157 Charley. 492 00:30:39,181 --> 00:30:40,909 Oh, my God! 493 00:30:40,933 --> 00:30:43,470 Whee! 494 00:30:45,980 --> 00:30:48,124 I have this wonderful idea. 495 00:30:48,148 --> 00:30:49,263 What you need to do... 496 00:30:52,653 --> 00:30:54,756 Come on. 497 00:30:54,780 --> 00:30:56,633 Oh, my God! 498 00:31:04,290 --> 00:31:06,434 Okay, guys, watch this. 499 00:31:06,458 --> 00:31:08,395 One, two, three! 500 00:31:11,463 --> 00:31:13,608 Hey, Miss Rood, can you get my chair? 501 00:31:13,632 --> 00:31:16,624 Oh, my God! 502 00:31:27,813 --> 00:31:30,976 Ernessa should never have given us those crazy drugs. 503 00:31:32,651 --> 00:31:35,463 Charley's been expelled. 504 00:31:35,487 --> 00:31:37,319 The school wouldn't give her a second chance. 505 00:31:51,754 --> 00:31:53,982 This is all Ernessa's fault. 506 00:31:54,006 --> 00:31:55,650 She thinks she can get away with anything 507 00:31:55,674 --> 00:31:57,881 and no one can touch her. 508 00:32:12,691 --> 00:32:14,210 Dora? 509 00:32:14,234 --> 00:32:17,213 Are you awake? 510 00:32:17,237 --> 00:32:19,841 Yeah. 511 00:32:19,865 --> 00:32:21,301 Okay, I need your help. 512 00:32:21,325 --> 00:32:22,636 What? 513 00:32:22,660 --> 00:32:23,845 I'm gonna go along the gutters 514 00:32:23,869 --> 00:32:25,347 to see what's inside Ernessa's room. 515 00:32:25,371 --> 00:32:26,473 Can you watch out? 516 00:32:26,497 --> 00:32:28,058 What if Ernessa sees you? 517 00:32:28,082 --> 00:32:30,936 I'll just pretend I'm going to Kiki's room. 518 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,416 Okay. 519 00:32:51,063 --> 00:32:53,680 Hurry up, before someone sees you. 520 00:33:28,517 --> 00:33:31,538 Becca! 521 00:33:31,562 --> 00:33:33,999 You've got to come now. 522 00:33:47,619 --> 00:33:48,763 Get back to your room. 523 00:33:48,787 --> 00:33:50,265 Come on. 524 00:33:52,624 --> 00:33:54,561 But I saw—. 525 00:33:54,585 --> 00:33:55,770 Goon. 526 00:33:55,794 --> 00:33:57,751 Now, go on. 527 00:34:05,804 --> 00:34:07,949 What was wrong with you last night? 528 00:34:07,973 --> 00:34:11,119 I mean, what happened out there? 529 00:34:11,143 --> 00:34:14,122 When I looked into Ernessa's room, 530 00:34:14,146 --> 00:34:16,124 I could see these moths. 531 00:34:16,148 --> 00:34:17,500 Yeah? Okay. 532 00:34:17,524 --> 00:34:19,335 No, but thousands of them. 533 00:34:19,359 --> 00:34:20,462 That's impossible. 534 00:34:20,486 --> 00:34:21,796 I saw them. 535 00:34:21,820 --> 00:34:23,882 There were thousands of these shiny little moths, 536 00:34:23,906 --> 00:34:26,176 and they started throwing themselves against the glass. 537 00:34:26,200 --> 00:34:27,761 I'm sorry, but you're really letting 538 00:34:27,785 --> 00:34:29,220 this whole Ernessa thing get to you. 539 00:34:29,244 --> 00:34:30,805 I think you're imagining things. 540 00:34:30,829 --> 00:34:32,432 Dora, you have to believe me. 541 00:34:32,456 --> 00:34:35,101 There's something really weird about that room. 542 00:34:35,125 --> 00:34:36,853 Come out with me tonight, and I'll show you. 543 00:34:36,877 --> 00:34:39,189 You're scaring me, Rebecca. 544 00:34:39,213 --> 00:34:40,982 Please, look, I have to prove this to you. 545 00:34:41,006 --> 00:34:43,902 Okay. 546 00:34:43,926 --> 00:34:45,361 Okay, I'll do it. 547 00:34:45,385 --> 00:34:47,046 Okay. 548 00:34:57,564 --> 00:34:59,334 Okay, ready? 549 00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:00,585 Well, it's slippery. 550 00:35:00,609 --> 00:35:01,920 We can feel our way along. 551 00:35:01,944 --> 00:35:03,275 You almost fell last time. 552 00:35:04,738 --> 00:35:07,605 What's that? 553 00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:24,109 Did that just happen? 554 00:35:24,133 --> 00:35:27,320 I don't know. 555 00:35:27,344 --> 00:35:28,947 Do you believe in the supernatural 556 00:35:28,971 --> 00:35:30,698 or the spirit world? 557 00:35:30,722 --> 00:35:32,492 - No. - Those are just fairy tales. 558 00:35:32,516 --> 00:35:34,577 Dora, she walked through glass. 559 00:35:34,601 --> 00:35:35,995 Maybe she left her window open. 560 00:35:36,019 --> 00:35:37,038 You know she didn't. 561 00:35:37,062 --> 00:35:38,373 Or it was a trick of the light. 562 00:35:38,397 --> 00:35:40,500 Why are you pretending you're not freaked out by this? 563 00:35:40,524 --> 00:35:43,211 I am, okay? 564 00:35:43,235 --> 00:35:46,381 But it can't be real. 565 00:35:46,405 --> 00:35:50,135 There has to be a rational explanation behind this, okay? 566 00:35:50,159 --> 00:35:54,556 We'll talk about it in the morning. 567 00:35:54,580 --> 00:35:55,911 Yeah, okay. 568 00:36:43,670 --> 00:36:45,252 Dora... 569 00:37:05,984 --> 00:37:08,630 And you're certain you heard nothing? 570 00:37:08,654 --> 00:37:10,298 One of your classmates had an accident 571 00:37:10,322 --> 00:37:13,968 right outside your window— A fall. 572 00:37:13,992 --> 00:37:16,638 I'm a very deep sleeper. 573 00:37:16,662 --> 00:37:19,495 Maybe you should ask one of the other girls. 574 00:38:25,814 --> 00:38:29,544 I know it's been hard, what happened with Dora. 575 00:38:29,568 --> 00:38:31,879 The whole thing just seems so—. 576 00:38:31,903 --> 00:38:33,064 Do they think that she—. 577 00:38:34,906 --> 00:38:37,051 She was very happy. She had no reason. 578 00:38:37,075 --> 00:38:39,407 Mom, it was an accident. That's all it was. 579 00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:46,394 It's okay if you don't want to go back there. 580 00:38:46,418 --> 00:38:48,187 No, no. I have to go back. 581 00:38:48,211 --> 00:38:49,814 Mom, I can't change schools. 582 00:38:49,838 --> 00:38:52,079 Okay. 583 00:38:54,009 --> 00:38:56,654 You know, I was thinking it would just be really great 584 00:38:56,678 --> 00:38:58,156 if we could get away. 585 00:38:58,180 --> 00:38:59,615 I called John... 586 00:38:59,639 --> 00:39:01,242 Dora fell. 587 00:39:01,266 --> 00:39:04,078 She must have fallen. 588 00:39:04,102 --> 00:39:08,124 She went out there again and slipped just like I did. 589 00:39:08,148 --> 00:39:09,959 Ernessa didn't walk through glass. 590 00:39:09,983 --> 00:39:12,045 She couldn't. 591 00:39:12,069 --> 00:39:13,463 The window must have been open. 592 00:39:13,487 --> 00:39:16,215 It was dark. 593 00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:21,012 I won't let myself believe things I know aren't possible. 594 00:39:33,757 --> 00:39:34,984 Hi. 595 00:39:35,008 --> 00:39:37,695 Hi. 596 00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:40,198 Did you come in by train? 597 00:39:40,222 --> 00:39:42,617 My mom gave me a lift. 598 00:39:42,641 --> 00:39:43,659 How was your 599 00:39:43,683 --> 00:39:46,204 I got to return these to the library. 600 00:39:46,228 --> 00:39:48,122 Wait. Lucy, wait, please. 601 00:39:48,146 --> 00:39:50,500 I'm sorry. 602 00:39:50,524 --> 00:39:51,876 Last term, I just 603 00:39:51,900 --> 00:39:55,004 I guess I just got so jealous of you and Ernessa. 604 00:39:55,028 --> 00:39:58,591 I think I went a little 605 00:39:58,615 --> 00:40:00,760 I don't know. 606 00:40:00,784 --> 00:40:01,761 Crazy. 607 00:40:01,785 --> 00:40:04,389 I'm sorry. 608 00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:05,640 It's okay. 609 00:40:05,664 --> 00:40:06,849 These things happen. 610 00:40:06,873 --> 00:40:09,602 No, it's not okay. 611 00:40:09,626 --> 00:40:11,145 It's my fault about Dora. 612 00:40:11,169 --> 00:40:12,688 I made her go up on the roof. 613 00:40:12,712 --> 00:40:14,649 Rebecca, we all went up there. 614 00:40:14,673 --> 00:40:16,901 You can't beat yourself up over this. 615 00:40:16,925 --> 00:40:18,486 I've just been so stupid. 616 00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:21,322 I—I hated being jealous. 617 00:40:21,346 --> 00:40:23,633 I never want to feel like that again. 618 00:40:25,475 --> 00:40:28,746 I didn't want to stop being friends with you. 619 00:40:28,770 --> 00:40:30,873 It's just that you wouldn't give Ernessa a chance. 620 00:40:30,897 --> 00:40:34,185 I've missed you so much. 621 00:40:36,695 --> 00:40:39,006 I missed you too. 622 00:40:43,952 --> 00:40:46,180 Let's just start over and pretend like last term 623 00:40:46,204 --> 00:40:47,348 never even happened. 624 00:40:47,372 --> 00:40:48,641 Yeah. 625 00:40:48,665 --> 00:40:50,281 It feels like a bad dream anyway. 626 00:40:52,878 --> 00:40:55,620 But you have to be friends with Ernessa. 627 00:40:57,257 --> 00:40:59,068 We were just talking about you, 628 00:40:59,092 --> 00:41:01,487 how we should all do something together. 629 00:41:01,511 --> 00:41:03,698 Yes. Let's. 630 00:41:03,722 --> 00:41:06,242 Maybe Sunday, we can all go into town or something. 631 00:41:06,266 --> 00:41:07,285 We could go to the movies. 632 00:41:07,309 --> 00:41:08,286 I would love that. 633 00:41:08,310 --> 00:41:11,289 Oh, Sunday 634 00:41:11,313 --> 00:41:12,874 I booked two horses to go riding. 635 00:41:12,898 --> 00:41:13,875 Oh... 636 00:41:13,899 --> 00:41:15,060 Can you ride? 637 00:41:17,903 --> 00:41:19,130 I never took lessons. 638 00:41:19,154 --> 00:41:21,132 We'll have to think of something else. 639 00:41:21,156 --> 00:41:22,133 We'll make a plan. 640 00:41:22,157 --> 00:41:23,898 We will for sure. 641 00:41:26,244 --> 00:41:27,889 I'm sorry about Sunday. 642 00:41:27,913 --> 00:41:30,641 But we're going to spend a lot of time together 643 00:41:30,665 --> 00:41:31,851 very soon. 644 00:41:31,875 --> 00:41:34,207 We have so much in common. 645 00:41:41,051 --> 00:41:44,405 "I heard a fly buzz when I died. 646 00:41:44,429 --> 00:41:46,282 "But the stillness in the room 647 00:41:46,306 --> 00:41:48,701 "was like the stillness in the air, 648 00:41:48,725 --> 00:41:50,953 between the heaves of storm." 649 00:41:50,977 --> 00:41:52,955 It's as if she's taking you moment by moment 650 00:41:52,979 --> 00:41:55,311 through the experience of dying. 651 00:41:56,733 --> 00:41:58,252 Okay, on that cheerful note, 652 00:41:58,276 --> 00:42:00,608 thank you very much, ladies. 653 00:42:03,782 --> 00:42:06,761 Uh, Rebecca? 654 00:42:06,785 --> 00:42:08,617 I have something to show you. 655 00:42:15,710 --> 00:42:17,772 It's a first edition of your father's book. 656 00:42:17,796 --> 00:42:19,732 You know, I have to tell you, I so admire 657 00:42:19,756 --> 00:42:22,151 the way your father kept writing and working all those years. 658 00:42:22,175 --> 00:42:23,945 The bank? 659 00:42:23,969 --> 00:42:25,279 Yes, the bank. 660 00:42:25,303 --> 00:42:27,323 I think he kind of liked having a real job. 661 00:42:27,347 --> 00:42:28,908 You know, I try to write at night, 662 00:42:28,932 --> 00:42:34,080 but there's marking papers, and there's preparation. 663 00:42:34,104 --> 00:42:35,957 I don't know. 664 00:42:35,981 --> 00:42:38,814 Sometimes I just feel my life slipping away. 665 00:42:40,485 --> 00:42:42,964 You know, with my dad, 666 00:42:42,988 --> 00:42:44,549 it feels like all the bad stuff happened 667 00:42:44,573 --> 00:42:46,717 when he was able to stay home all day and write. 668 00:42:46,741 --> 00:42:49,387 I will take that as my inspiration. 669 00:42:49,411 --> 00:42:52,306 He really is my hero, you know. 670 00:42:52,330 --> 00:42:54,392 - Mr. Davies? - Yes? 671 00:42:54,416 --> 00:42:55,726 I need your supply list. 672 00:42:55,750 --> 00:42:57,395 - Of course, uh— - Thank you. 673 00:42:57,419 --> 00:43:00,064 I was just showing Rebecca here this—this book. 674 00:43:00,088 --> 00:43:01,274 It's her father's. 675 00:43:01,298 --> 00:43:03,150 Very rare. 676 00:43:03,174 --> 00:43:04,756 Bye. 677 00:43:12,100 --> 00:43:15,037 Hey, are you joining basketball? 678 00:43:15,061 --> 00:43:16,831 I'm not going to do sports this term. 679 00:43:16,855 --> 00:43:17,915 It's too tiring. 680 00:43:17,939 --> 00:43:18,958 Why are you so tired? 681 00:43:18,982 --> 00:43:20,251 You know, you should eat more. 682 00:43:20,275 --> 00:43:22,253 I do eat. I eat all the time. 683 00:43:22,277 --> 00:43:23,838 I don't see you at breakfast anymore. 684 00:43:23,862 --> 00:43:25,339 I'm not hungry in the morning. 685 00:43:25,363 --> 00:43:27,883 You don't seem very hungry at dinner either. 686 00:43:27,907 --> 00:43:31,220 It's okay, Mom. I'm fine. 687 00:43:31,244 --> 00:43:34,098 Okay, okay. I'm sorry. 688 00:43:34,122 --> 00:43:35,954 I'll back off. 689 00:43:44,049 --> 00:43:45,710 Lucy? 690 00:43:47,761 --> 00:43:49,405 Where have you been? 691 00:43:49,429 --> 00:43:50,698 I couldn't get up this morning. 692 00:43:50,722 --> 00:43:51,991 I slept right through the bell. 693 00:43:52,015 --> 00:43:54,619 I see that Caroline Wallis and Lucy Blake 694 00:43:54,643 --> 00:43:57,455 were late for assembly. 695 00:43:57,479 --> 00:44:00,291 You will report for detention after classes. 696 00:44:00,315 --> 00:44:03,252 Ernessa Bloch has missed gymnastics 697 00:44:03,276 --> 00:44:05,713 for the fourth week in a row. 698 00:44:05,737 --> 00:44:09,133 She will report to Miss Bobbie to make up these classes. 699 00:44:09,157 --> 00:44:10,593 Miss Bobbie makes Ernessa swim laps 700 00:44:10,617 --> 00:44:12,970 every day after school. 701 00:44:12,994 --> 00:44:14,013 It's so unfair. 702 00:44:14,037 --> 00:44:16,404 It's like torture for her. 703 00:44:19,751 --> 00:44:22,229 - Now, into the pool. - Into the water. 704 00:44:22,253 --> 00:44:24,398 We don't have all afternoon. 705 00:44:29,427 --> 00:44:30,404 Head up. Breathe. 706 00:44:30,428 --> 00:44:31,447 Head down. 707 00:44:31,471 --> 00:44:33,407 Bend your elbows. 708 00:44:33,431 --> 00:44:34,408 Point your toes. 709 00:44:34,432 --> 00:44:35,660 Breathe. 710 00:44:56,788 --> 00:44:58,224 Becca. 711 00:44:58,248 --> 00:45:01,602 I'm meeting Chris tonight in the upper field to, uh 712 00:45:01,626 --> 00:45:03,771 well, you know. 713 00:45:03,795 --> 00:45:04,855 Really? 714 00:45:04,879 --> 00:45:06,315 Yeah. 715 00:45:06,339 --> 00:45:08,734 I want you and Kiki to keep guard. 716 00:45:08,758 --> 00:45:10,403 Will you do it? 717 00:45:10,427 --> 00:45:12,113 Yeah, of course, if you want us to. 718 00:45:12,137 --> 00:45:13,878 Thank you. 719 00:45:24,566 --> 00:45:27,058 You know, if it rains tonight, we're leaving. 720 00:46:15,784 --> 00:46:18,304 Can you see their hovering spirits 721 00:46:18,328 --> 00:46:20,639 entwined through eternity? 722 00:46:20,663 --> 00:46:22,370 Just like a poem. 723 00:46:48,399 --> 00:46:50,561 Hey, Rebecca. 724 00:46:55,949 --> 00:46:58,052 So how was it? 725 00:46:58,076 --> 00:47:00,221 It was kind of nothing. 726 00:47:00,245 --> 00:47:03,766 I feel exactly the same way I did before. 727 00:47:03,790 --> 00:47:06,018 And I'm sure I'm not in love with him. 728 00:47:06,042 --> 00:47:08,187 Well, did you at least enjoy it? 729 00:47:08,211 --> 00:47:09,647 Not really. 730 00:47:09,671 --> 00:47:11,232 Maybe I will after I get used to it. 731 00:47:11,256 --> 00:47:13,025 Okay. 732 00:47:13,049 --> 00:47:15,110 I'm just glad it's over with. 733 00:47:15,134 --> 00:47:17,967 I'm glad it was the first time for both of us. 734 00:47:19,264 --> 00:47:20,800 What is that? 735 00:47:24,853 --> 00:47:27,498 Oh, my God. 736 00:47:27,522 --> 00:47:31,418 I regret to say that a terrible accident 737 00:47:31,442 --> 00:47:34,922 has befallen one of our teachers, Miss Bobbie. 738 00:47:34,946 --> 00:47:37,383 She died some time last night. 739 00:47:37,407 --> 00:47:40,427 Please, girls, be quiet. 740 00:47:40,451 --> 00:47:42,012 Assembly is not yet over. 741 00:47:42,036 --> 00:47:45,724 Let us turn to hymn 51. 742 00:48:08,605 --> 00:48:10,291 Rebecca. 743 00:48:10,315 --> 00:48:11,709 My mom came in early. 744 00:48:11,733 --> 00:48:15,045 She won't let me come back after spring break. 745 00:48:15,069 --> 00:48:17,256 I shouldn't have said anything about Miss Bobbie, 746 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:20,523 but I was so upset, and I don't want to leave you. 747 00:48:23,077 --> 00:48:24,909 All my friends are gone. 748 00:48:53,566 --> 00:48:57,421 Ernessa spends all her time in Lucy's room. 749 00:48:57,445 --> 00:49:01,926 They always keep the door shut. 750 00:49:01,950 --> 00:49:05,346 Lucy's just a few feet away, 751 00:49:05,370 --> 00:49:09,785 but she might as well be on the other side of the world. 752 00:49:14,921 --> 00:49:16,106 You look like death. 753 00:49:16,130 --> 00:49:17,149 It's cramps. 754 00:49:17,173 --> 00:49:19,068 I feel like I'm hemorrhaging. 755 00:49:19,092 --> 00:49:21,333 I haven't had my period in months. 756 00:49:22,845 --> 00:49:24,490 No, thanks. 757 00:49:24,514 --> 00:49:26,033 How can you resist this? 758 00:49:26,057 --> 00:49:27,593 Lucy, it's your favorite. 759 00:49:36,067 --> 00:49:38,058 I'm going back to my room. 760 00:49:39,946 --> 00:49:42,341 Okay, I have to talk to you about Ernessa. 761 00:49:42,365 --> 00:49:44,802 I'm not gonna indulge you in your ridiculous obsession. 762 00:49:44,826 --> 00:49:47,262 I'm sorry to say this, but you're just jealous. 763 00:49:47,286 --> 00:49:48,931 How can she survive without eating? 764 00:49:48,955 --> 00:49:51,367 I don't want to talk about this anymore. 765 00:51:12,997 --> 00:51:14,808 Wake up. Wake up! 766 00:51:14,832 --> 00:51:16,643 Didn't you hear the sirens? 767 00:51:16,667 --> 00:51:18,520 The what? 768 00:51:18,544 --> 00:51:20,564 The ambulance. They took Lucy. 769 00:51:20,588 --> 00:51:21,794 What? 770 00:51:35,269 --> 00:51:36,759 I'I come back later. 771 00:51:45,905 --> 00:51:51,678 Something terrible is happening to Lucy. 772 00:51:51,702 --> 00:51:53,847 I'm glad she's in hospital. 773 00:51:53,871 --> 00:51:56,738 At least she's away from Ernessa. 774 00:52:03,256 --> 00:52:04,542 Hi. 775 00:52:06,092 --> 00:52:09,196 I brought you some chocolates and a book. 776 00:52:09,220 --> 00:52:10,836 Thank you. 777 00:52:18,479 --> 00:52:19,623 What's this? 778 00:52:19,647 --> 00:52:23,210 Ernessa was just here. 779 00:52:23,234 --> 00:52:25,420 She brought that for me. 780 00:52:25,444 --> 00:52:26,964 I'm too tired to read. 781 00:52:26,988 --> 00:52:28,549 The book is so heavy. 782 00:52:28,573 --> 00:52:30,592 Are you feeling any better? 783 00:52:30,616 --> 00:52:33,470 It's not bad feeling so weak. 784 00:52:33,494 --> 00:52:36,765 I just lie here and think about breathing. 785 00:52:36,789 --> 00:52:38,058 What happened to your flowers? 786 00:52:38,082 --> 00:52:40,574 They're all faded. 787 00:52:42,795 --> 00:52:45,315 I guess they're starting to die. 788 00:52:45,339 --> 00:52:47,751 I just brought them. 789 00:53:34,472 --> 00:53:36,804 What's Ernessa doing in the basement? 790 00:53:38,392 --> 00:53:40,224 We're not allowed down there. 791 00:53:44,232 --> 00:53:48,045 There's that same horrible smell, 792 00:53:48,069 --> 00:53:50,481 just like the one from her room. 793 00:54:00,039 --> 00:54:01,141 Ohl. 794 00:54:03,417 --> 00:54:04,811 Here, let me help you. 795 00:54:04,835 --> 00:54:06,647 Thank you. 796 00:54:06,671 --> 00:54:08,002 Stupid of me. 797 00:54:14,553 --> 00:54:15,781 You saved me. 798 00:54:15,805 --> 00:54:18,992 Can I tell you something in confidence? 799 00:54:19,016 --> 00:54:20,035 Uh, sure. 800 00:54:20,059 --> 00:54:24,164 It's my friend, Lucy Blake. 801 00:54:24,188 --> 00:54:26,541 She hasn't been eating, and now she's in the hospital. 802 00:54:26,565 --> 00:54:27,709 Why don't we talk in the car? 803 00:54:27,733 --> 00:54:28,894 Yeah. 804 00:54:32,113 --> 00:54:36,677 There's this other girl, Ernessa Bloch. 805 00:54:36,701 --> 00:54:38,679 She's just a bad influence on Lucy. 806 00:54:38,703 --> 00:54:41,014 What do you mean, bad influence? 807 00:54:41,038 --> 00:54:44,518 She's controlling her, and Lucy just accepts it. 808 00:54:44,542 --> 00:54:46,645 You think she's enabling Ernessa? 809 00:54:46,669 --> 00:54:48,146 Lucy adores her, 810 00:54:48,170 --> 00:54:50,691 but Ernessa doesn't have her best interests at heart. 811 00:54:50,715 --> 00:54:53,360 I mean, Lucy's just getting sicker and weaker and thinner, 812 00:54:53,384 --> 00:54:55,320 and Ernessa acts like this is all good. 813 00:54:55,344 --> 00:54:57,906 You're worried that she's encouraging her eating disorder. 814 00:54:57,930 --> 00:54:59,741 - Well, it's more than that. - She's dangerous. 815 00:54:59,765 --> 00:55:02,257 She has some power over Lucy. 816 00:55:05,104 --> 00:55:07,291 You know, cooped up here, you girls get so close. 817 00:55:07,315 --> 00:55:10,294 All that emotion can turn toxic. 818 00:55:10,318 --> 00:55:12,170 I mean, it's obvious Lucy needs help, 819 00:55:12,194 --> 00:55:15,048 but maybe you need to step away for a little while. 820 00:55:15,072 --> 00:55:17,509 Put all this emotion into your writing. 821 00:55:17,533 --> 00:55:19,636 Rebecca. 822 00:55:19,660 --> 00:55:22,889 You're a very intelligent girl. 823 00:55:22,913 --> 00:55:25,517 You're one of the brightest I've ever taught. 824 00:55:25,541 --> 00:55:27,394 You'll figure this out. 825 00:55:27,418 --> 00:55:28,478 Things get worse, 826 00:55:28,502 --> 00:55:29,938 don't be afraid to come talk to me. 827 00:55:29,962 --> 00:55:31,189 Thanks. 828 00:55:31,213 --> 00:55:32,374 Okay. 829 00:55:44,602 --> 00:55:46,330 Is everything okay with you? 830 00:55:46,354 --> 00:55:47,331 Not really. 831 00:55:47,355 --> 00:55:49,082 You seem stressed. 832 00:55:49,106 --> 00:55:51,418 I'm so worried about Lucy. 833 00:55:51,442 --> 00:55:52,586 It's been ten days, 834 00:55:52,610 --> 00:55:53,795 and they still won't let me see her. 835 00:55:53,819 --> 00:55:54,796 Oh, she's much better. 836 00:55:54,820 --> 00:55:56,423 How do you know? 837 00:55:56,447 --> 00:55:57,466 I don't know. 838 00:55:57,490 --> 00:55:58,592 Come on. 839 00:55:58,616 --> 00:56:00,427 Okay, Ernessa told me. 840 00:56:00,451 --> 00:56:01,470 She visited Lucy. 841 00:56:01,494 --> 00:56:02,971 When? 842 00:56:02,995 --> 00:56:04,181 Um, several times last week. 843 00:56:04,205 --> 00:56:05,849 They let her see Lucy? 844 00:56:05,873 --> 00:56:07,267 Well, Mrs. Rood gave her permission, 845 00:56:07,291 --> 00:56:10,033 because she's Lucy's very special friend. 846 00:56:12,546 --> 00:56:14,858 You let Ernessa see her? 847 00:56:14,882 --> 00:56:16,651 I don't know what you're talking about. 848 00:56:16,675 --> 00:56:18,278 You told me no visitors. 849 00:56:18,302 --> 00:56:20,113 Why would you let Ernessa see her? 850 00:56:20,137 --> 00:56:23,075 Lucy asked to see her. 851 00:56:23,099 --> 00:56:24,826 Now Ernessa can't visit her either. 852 00:56:24,850 --> 00:56:26,244 Well, she's my best friend. 853 00:56:26,268 --> 00:56:27,329 It's not fair. 854 00:56:27,353 --> 00:56:30,707 Lucy has taken a turn for the worse. 855 00:56:30,731 --> 00:56:33,460 The doctors don't think she'll last the next few days. 856 00:56:33,484 --> 00:56:34,724 She's so weak. 857 00:56:37,029 --> 00:56:38,632 I have to see her. 858 00:56:38,656 --> 00:56:40,675 I have to say good-bye. I have to. 859 00:56:40,699 --> 00:56:42,594 It's out of the question. 860 00:56:42,618 --> 00:56:45,305 Only family members are allowed to visit. 861 00:56:46,497 --> 00:56:47,557 Ohl. 862 00:56:47,581 --> 00:56:50,323 You disrespectful child! 863 00:56:55,423 --> 00:56:58,485 You, me, Lucy? 864 00:56:58,509 --> 00:57:02,531 It would be better if we never saw each other again. 865 00:57:02,555 --> 00:57:07,786 I'll give her up if you just keep away from her. 866 00:57:07,810 --> 00:57:09,972 Have you ever considered how much we look alike? 867 00:57:36,380 --> 00:57:37,858 Miss Johnson, the nurse... 868 00:57:37,882 --> 00:57:39,151 Lucy. 869 00:57:39,175 --> 00:57:41,194 She would bring me all this green Jell-O. 870 00:57:42,470 --> 00:57:44,030 Lucy? 871 00:57:44,054 --> 00:57:45,031 Look, she's back. 872 00:57:45,055 --> 00:57:46,283 And she's so much better. 873 00:57:46,307 --> 00:57:48,298 Doctors think I'm a miracle. 874 00:58:00,738 --> 00:58:02,215 Can I talk to you about something? 875 00:58:02,239 --> 00:58:03,570 Of course. 876 00:58:08,037 --> 00:58:10,682 Look, I know what happened with Dora and Miss Bobbie 877 00:58:10,706 --> 00:58:12,893 made everybody pretty crazy. 878 00:58:12,917 --> 00:58:14,769 It'll calm down. 879 00:58:14,793 --> 00:58:16,688 Eventually, the school will get back to normal. 880 00:58:16,712 --> 00:58:18,231 No, it won't, 881 00:58:18,255 --> 00:58:19,733 because the person who's doing this 882 00:58:19,757 --> 00:58:21,109 hasn't finished yet. 883 00:58:21,133 --> 00:58:22,861 She still has one more victim. 884 00:58:22,885 --> 00:58:23,945 It's the one she came for. 885 00:58:23,969 --> 00:58:25,447 The others, they just got in her way. 886 00:58:25,471 --> 00:58:26,656 I'm—I'm sorry? 887 00:58:26,680 --> 00:58:28,825 The girl I told you about, Ernessa Bloch? 888 00:58:28,849 --> 00:58:31,286 The next victim is who? 889 00:58:31,310 --> 00:58:32,425 Lucy Blake. 890 00:58:39,109 --> 00:58:40,420 Why are you saying this? 891 00:58:40,444 --> 00:58:41,922 Because this time, 892 00:58:41,946 --> 00:58:43,590 Lucy won't make it to the hospital. 893 00:58:43,614 --> 00:58:44,925 Rebecca, you know what you're saying 894 00:58:44,949 --> 00:58:46,259 can't possibly be true. 895 00:58:46,283 --> 00:58:49,721 Lucy got better when the doctors banned all visitors. 896 00:58:49,745 --> 00:58:52,098 She got better because Ernessa couldn't get to her. 897 00:58:52,122 --> 00:58:53,892 Ernessa won't let that happen again. 898 00:58:53,916 --> 00:58:57,437 Listen, Rebecca. 899 00:58:57,461 --> 00:58:59,648 I understand. 900 00:58:59,672 --> 00:59:01,483 This has been a difficult year for you. 901 00:59:01,507 --> 00:59:02,651 You're still coming to terms 902 00:59:02,675 --> 00:59:04,110 with what happened to your father, 903 00:59:04,134 --> 00:59:06,446 but you can't blame it all on Ernessa. 904 00:59:06,470 --> 00:59:07,906 It is Ernessa. 905 00:59:07,930 --> 00:59:09,157 Why can't anyone else see that? 906 00:59:09,181 --> 00:59:10,922 Rebecca. 907 00:59:13,852 --> 00:59:16,560 You're too young for all these morbid thoughts. 908 00:59:58,439 --> 01:00:00,100 Lucy? 909 01:00:02,109 --> 01:00:03,712 I know you're getting sick again. 910 01:00:03,736 --> 01:00:05,693 I'm worried. I need to call your mom. 911 01:00:08,198 --> 01:00:10,677 I'm not sick. 912 01:00:10,701 --> 01:00:13,013 Really, I'm not sick. 913 01:00:13,037 --> 01:00:14,389 It's something else. 914 01:00:14,413 --> 01:00:17,267 Don't you want your mom to come get you? 915 01:00:17,291 --> 01:00:18,685 No, you can't call her. 916 01:00:18,709 --> 01:00:21,104 She'd come right away, in the middle of the night. 917 01:00:21,128 --> 01:00:23,189 Lucy, I just don't understand why you won't let me help. 918 01:00:23,213 --> 01:00:24,524 That's because you just want to believe 919 01:00:24,548 --> 01:00:27,360 that I'm still the old Lucy. 920 01:00:27,384 --> 01:00:29,571 It's sad. 921 01:00:29,595 --> 01:00:32,574 You don't care about the new me, the real Lucy. 922 01:00:32,598 --> 01:00:34,117 You don't even want to know her. 923 01:00:34,141 --> 01:00:36,536 This is all Ernessa's fault. 924 01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:38,038 She's turned you against me. 925 01:00:38,062 --> 01:00:39,289 That's why you're saying this. 926 01:00:39,313 --> 01:00:40,874 Why do you want to blame her for everything? 927 01:00:40,898 --> 01:00:42,935 Because she is to blame for everything. 928 01:00:44,026 --> 01:00:45,211 If she hadn't come here this year, 929 01:00:45,235 --> 01:00:46,755 we would have had a great year. 930 01:00:46,779 --> 01:00:49,466 Don't you see she's ruined everything for me? 931 01:00:49,490 --> 01:00:50,675 God, I hate her so much. 932 01:00:50,699 --> 01:00:51,968 I'd kill her if I had the chance. 933 01:00:51,992 --> 01:00:53,733 - Don't talk like that. - It's sick. 934 01:00:59,625 --> 01:01:02,312 Look at yourself. 935 01:01:02,336 --> 01:01:04,022 Tell me you don't look sick. 936 01:01:04,046 --> 01:01:06,378 You can barely stand up. 937 01:01:08,342 --> 01:01:10,424 Look at yourself. 938 01:01:12,137 --> 01:01:15,367 Just leave me alone, please. 939 01:01:15,391 --> 01:01:19,037 I can't stand having you around me all the time, 940 01:01:19,061 --> 01:01:21,790 wanting me only for yourself. 941 01:01:21,814 --> 01:01:24,084 You're a fucking drag. 942 01:01:24,108 --> 01:01:27,646 You pull me down with all your pain. 943 01:01:31,573 --> 01:01:33,439 You never said anything. 944 01:01:50,467 --> 01:01:52,779 I'll never speak to her again. 945 01:01:52,803 --> 01:01:54,293 Never. 946 01:02:34,428 --> 01:02:35,463 Lucy? 947 01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:39,801 Lucy! 948 01:02:41,101 --> 01:02:43,163 Lucy! 949 01:03:17,971 --> 01:03:18,948 Lucy. 950 01:03:18,972 --> 01:03:21,034 Oh, Lucy, Lucy. 951 01:03:21,058 --> 01:03:23,203 What happened? 952 01:03:23,227 --> 01:03:26,122 Lucy. 953 01:03:26,146 --> 01:03:28,729 Lucy, don't leave me. 954 01:03:31,235 --> 01:03:32,712 Please don't leave me. 955 01:03:32,736 --> 01:03:34,881 Lucy, please! 956 01:03:34,905 --> 01:03:36,883 Please don't leave me, please! 957 01:03:36,907 --> 01:03:39,636 Pleasel. 958 01:04:45,726 --> 01:04:47,846 I know how hard Lucy's death must have been for you. 959 01:04:49,104 --> 01:04:51,416 Thank you for coming to see me, Rebecca. 960 01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:53,001 The school made me. 961 01:04:53,025 --> 01:04:54,669 They're concerned about you. 962 01:04:54,693 --> 01:04:56,296 They think you have some unresolved feelings 963 01:04:56,320 --> 01:04:57,755 about your father. 964 01:04:57,779 --> 01:04:59,340 Can you tell me a little about his death? 965 01:04:59,364 --> 01:05:02,677 He slit his wrists. 966 01:05:02,701 --> 01:05:03,941 Both of them. 967 01:05:05,162 --> 01:05:06,527 Did you see him? 968 01:05:09,082 --> 01:05:10,789 I was kept away. 969 01:05:12,961 --> 01:05:14,480 Let's talk about the conversation 970 01:05:14,504 --> 01:05:16,566 you had the other day with Mr. Davies. 971 01:05:16,590 --> 01:05:18,151 You don't really believe what you said 972 01:05:18,175 --> 01:05:21,154 about that other girl, do you? 973 01:05:21,178 --> 01:05:25,158 Mr. Davies talked to you? 974 01:05:25,182 --> 01:05:26,993 He told you what I said? 975 01:05:27,017 --> 01:05:28,161 He talked to Miss Rood. 976 01:05:28,185 --> 01:05:30,330 Obviously, he was concerned. 977 01:05:30,354 --> 01:05:37,147 Wordsworth's lyrical ballads. 978 01:05:38,487 --> 01:05:40,603 Anybody heard of them? 979 01:06:16,400 --> 01:06:17,561 Dad? 980 01:06:18,777 --> 01:06:20,380 Daddy? 981 01:07:04,614 --> 01:07:06,592 Books won't save you. 982 01:07:06,616 --> 01:07:09,303 Your writing won't save you. 983 01:07:09,327 --> 01:07:11,639 The past won't save you. 984 01:07:11,663 --> 01:07:14,642 Mr. Davies won't save you. 985 01:07:14,666 --> 01:07:16,894 Daddy can't save you. 986 01:07:16,918 --> 01:07:20,398 My father wanted to save me. 987 01:07:20,422 --> 01:07:22,358 He loved me. I know he did. 988 01:07:22,382 --> 01:07:24,027 He's the one who caused you all this trouble 989 01:07:24,051 --> 01:07:25,194 in the first place. 990 01:07:25,218 --> 01:07:28,114 You're wrong. 991 01:07:28,138 --> 01:07:30,324 The good things I remember about my father, 992 01:07:30,348 --> 01:07:31,367 the walks we took, 993 01:07:31,391 --> 01:07:32,785 the fairy tales he read to me, 994 01:07:32,809 --> 01:07:34,162 they all really happened. 995 01:07:34,186 --> 01:07:36,873 He read you other fairy tales that you forgot. 996 01:08:02,839 --> 01:08:05,001 It's time to free yourself. 997 01:11:40,598 --> 01:11:44,912 September 5th, 1907. 998 01:11:44,936 --> 01:11:48,457 Tea on the lawn at the Brangwyn Hotel. 999 01:11:48,481 --> 01:11:51,585 We had picnics and played croquet. 1000 01:11:51,609 --> 01:11:55,089 My mother recovered, but I never did. 1001 01:11:55,113 --> 01:11:57,717 I kept my face composed, but inside, 1002 01:11:57,741 --> 01:12:00,136 my thoughts screamed. 1003 01:12:00,160 --> 01:12:03,556 My father's voice kept calling to me, 1004 01:12:03,580 --> 01:12:07,852 "There's nothing for you here." 1005 01:12:07,876 --> 01:12:13,482 One day, I filled the bath with warm water. 1006 01:12:13,506 --> 01:12:15,497 It was less painful there. 1007 01:12:18,720 --> 01:12:21,115 By the time the water turned red, 1008 01:12:21,139 --> 01:12:22,971 I could no longer see. 1009 01:12:35,070 --> 01:12:37,214 Ernessa died here, 1010 01:12:37,238 --> 01:12:41,761 and she wants me to die here too. 1011 01:12:41,785 --> 01:12:45,097 I'm the one she came for. 1012 01:12:45,121 --> 01:12:47,328 It was me all along. 1013 01:14:28,391 --> 01:14:30,052 Get another ladder over here! 1014 01:14:38,401 --> 01:14:41,380 Let's get another unit around the back. 1015 01:14:41,404 --> 01:14:43,395 Check for hot spots. 1016 01:15:51,558 --> 01:15:52,889 Rebecca. 1017 01:15:54,769 --> 01:15:57,581 You'd better come with me. 1018 01:15:57,605 --> 01:16:00,960 Your mother is waiting for you at the police station. 1019 01:16:00,984 --> 01:16:05,444 They need to ask you some questions. 1020 01:16:53,202 --> 01:16:59,184 They're suspicious of me, but I'm not afraid. 1021 01:16:59,208 --> 01:17:02,104 They will find the ashes of her trunk in the basement, 1022 01:17:02,128 --> 01:17:05,462 but they won't find a body. 1023 01:17:07,175 --> 01:17:10,759 Ernessa's gone, and she's not coming back. 1024 01:17:13,264 --> 01:17:16,744 I set us both free. 1025 01:17:16,768 --> 01:17:20,664 Can you open the window just a little? 1026 01:17:20,688 --> 01:17:22,082 Sure.