0 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,500 Downloaded @ subs4free.club 1 00:01:21,600 --> 00:01:23,934 May your souls rejoice in heaven. 2 00:01:24,868 --> 00:01:29,001 We baptise you for and on behalf of these souls... 3 00:01:29,366 --> 00:01:30,566 who are dead. 4 00:02:35,766 --> 00:02:38,665 Let these dead souls enter heaven 5 00:02:38,732 --> 00:02:42,564 by using your body as a vessel. 6 00:02:42,632 --> 00:02:47,731 Let them speak forth anthems of eternal praise 7 00:02:47,798 --> 00:02:50,431 to the King Emmanuel who hath ordained. 8 00:02:50,965 --> 00:02:55,463 And enable us to redeem them out of their prison. 9 00:02:55,530 --> 00:02:57,965 For the prisoners shall go free. 10 00:03:01,065 --> 00:03:02,463 Where are the other girls? 11 00:03:04,631 --> 00:03:06,664 Not much longer, Elise. 12 00:03:10,598 --> 00:03:12,396 Patricia Whitlock. 13 00:03:12,463 --> 00:03:14,330 Patricia Whitlock. 14 00:03:24,930 --> 00:03:26,329 Eleanor Golding. 15 00:03:27,164 --> 00:03:28,697 Eleanor Golding. 16 00:03:43,462 --> 00:03:44,863 Heidi Crowe. 17 00:03:44,929 --> 00:03:46,429 Heidi Crowe. 18 00:04:01,461 --> 00:04:02,896 This is too far. 19 00:04:03,461 --> 00:04:06,328 I have just come from the elders. 20 00:04:07,495 --> 00:04:08,895 They all agree. 21 00:04:16,394 --> 00:04:18,028 Larue. 22 00:04:35,027 --> 00:04:37,561 Help me! 23 00:04:51,094 --> 00:04:54,794 Help me! Help me! Help... 24 00:05:41,425 --> 00:05:42,692 Pace. 25 00:05:42,759 --> 00:05:44,658 Or you keep pace. 26 00:05:44,992 --> 00:05:48,358 All right, later. 27 00:05:48,426 --> 00:05:49,992 - Good morning, beautiful. - Morning. 28 00:05:51,525 --> 00:05:54,492 New piece? How's it going? 29 00:05:54,558 --> 00:05:57,390 It's going. 30 00:05:57,458 --> 00:05:59,324 Is this, uh, you for today? 31 00:05:59,357 --> 00:06:01,024 Uh, this is the morning. 32 00:06:01,091 --> 00:06:02,925 The afternoon's work will be done in the garden, I think. 33 00:06:02,991 --> 00:06:03,991 Okay. 34 00:06:04,058 --> 00:06:05,091 Very cute. 35 00:06:05,658 --> 00:06:07,759 What about tonight's work? 36 00:06:09,425 --> 00:06:11,824 What's this? 37 00:06:11,891 --> 00:06:13,191 Oh, I don't know. 38 00:06:13,324 --> 00:06:14,657 Does that hurt? 39 00:06:14,958 --> 00:06:16,591 I don't know, just... 40 00:06:16,657 --> 00:06:18,557 Hey, stop. 41 00:06:23,624 --> 00:06:25,323 You know. 42 00:06:26,524 --> 00:06:28,858 I could be convinced to stay a little longer. 43 00:06:31,591 --> 00:06:32,390 Not now. 44 00:06:32,924 --> 00:06:34,691 I'm so tired. I haven't showered. 45 00:06:34,758 --> 00:06:37,090 - I'm gross. - No, you're not gross. 46 00:06:37,157 --> 00:06:38,356 You're gorgeous. 47 00:06:42,757 --> 00:06:43,857 No. 48 00:06:46,356 --> 00:06:48,556 Okay. Cool. Uh... 49 00:06:49,356 --> 00:06:50,356 gotta go. 50 00:06:50,923 --> 00:06:53,322 I will bring something back for dinner. 51 00:06:54,057 --> 00:06:55,057 I love you. 52 00:06:55,124 --> 00:06:56,423 Love you more. 53 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,320 Honey? 54 00:08:38,420 --> 00:08:40,986 Hey, Elise! Honey! Hey, hey, hey! Hey! 55 00:08:41,053 --> 00:08:43,487 Stop! Elise! 56 00:08:44,420 --> 00:08:45,819 You're okay. 57 00:08:50,053 --> 00:08:52,586 No, no, no. I... I was just in the garden. 58 00:08:54,753 --> 00:08:57,085 I was just in the garden. I was just in the garden. 59 00:08:57,152 --> 00:08:58,586 I was just in the garden. I was... 60 00:08:58,652 --> 00:09:00,686 - I was just in the garden. - Hey, hey, you're okay. 61 00:09:00,753 --> 00:09:03,652 It's okay, baby. It's okay. 62 00:09:13,718 --> 00:09:16,818 I haven't had any issues with my memory for ten years. 63 00:09:18,384 --> 00:09:19,651 Every time I wake up, 64 00:09:19,718 --> 00:09:21,551 I've either totally humiliated myself... 65 00:09:21,618 --> 00:09:23,718 hurt myself... 66 00:09:24,551 --> 00:09:25,985 or something worse. 67 00:09:28,184 --> 00:09:29,918 Has... 68 00:09:29,984 --> 00:09:31,318 something else happened? 69 00:09:37,717 --> 00:09:40,351 The other morning, I was in the garage. 70 00:09:41,917 --> 00:09:44,351 And I smelled something horrible. 71 00:09:47,351 --> 00:09:48,617 And I found something. 72 00:09:54,517 --> 00:09:55,784 It was the neighbour's. 73 00:10:02,751 --> 00:10:04,484 I killed that poor little dog. 74 00:10:08,683 --> 00:10:09,883 I can't live like this. 75 00:10:12,083 --> 00:10:14,883 Well, Elise, I'm gonna have to be honest with you. 76 00:10:16,483 --> 00:10:18,218 The episodes seem to be lasting longer 77 00:10:18,283 --> 00:10:19,916 and becoming more violent. 78 00:10:21,016 --> 00:10:23,249 We're close to thinking about... 79 00:10:23,316 --> 00:10:24,950 the hospital until this improves. 80 00:10:25,016 --> 00:10:26,449 What, like an institution? 81 00:10:29,183 --> 00:10:31,716 No, I... I can't do that. 82 00:10:32,349 --> 00:10:34,382 No, I... I won't do that. No. 83 00:10:34,449 --> 00:10:36,416 There is one last thing we can try. 84 00:10:37,949 --> 00:10:41,615 You know, there's a reason why you can't remember 85 00:10:41,682 --> 00:10:43,615 much of your experience in the church. 86 00:10:44,316 --> 00:10:47,548 Your mind is suppressing these memories to protect you. 87 00:10:47,615 --> 00:10:49,548 But why is it just some of the memories? 88 00:10:50,049 --> 00:10:52,982 I can remember food that I ate and things I said, 89 00:10:53,049 --> 00:10:55,982 but when I try to think of people, names and faces, 90 00:10:56,049 --> 00:10:57,448 everything is just blank. 91 00:10:57,515 --> 00:11:00,281 We don't know why some memories are clear 92 00:11:00,348 --> 00:11:02,682 and others are just... gone. 93 00:11:04,615 --> 00:11:07,116 These blackouts... 94 00:11:07,748 --> 00:11:10,348 are a way for this unresolved trauma 95 00:11:10,415 --> 00:11:12,714 to force its way to the surface. 96 00:11:13,981 --> 00:11:16,881 Other survivors who have left the FLDS, 97 00:11:17,315 --> 00:11:21,048 many of whom are my patients, have had similar experiences. 98 00:11:21,781 --> 00:11:25,215 Now consider what you told me about your lack of sex drive. 99 00:11:25,314 --> 00:11:26,714 Which Adam is fed up with. 100 00:11:26,781 --> 00:11:29,414 I mean, he's supportive, but everyone has a limit. 101 00:11:29,481 --> 00:11:31,814 Your strict upbringing within the FLDS has caused 102 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:34,581 this suppression in your sexuality. 103 00:11:35,414 --> 00:11:36,481 It's not unusual. 104 00:11:36,880 --> 00:11:39,314 And it's not even the most important thing here... 105 00:11:39,847 --> 00:11:42,680 but a common indicator of past trauma. 106 00:11:43,181 --> 00:11:44,713 These repressions are causing 107 00:11:44,780 --> 00:11:46,913 these issues in your life, Elise. 108 00:11:47,680 --> 00:11:50,980 And you need to unearth these secrets. 109 00:11:51,047 --> 00:11:53,980 I'd like to try an alternative form of therapy. 110 00:11:55,747 --> 00:11:58,346 I found some healers from your old church. 111 00:11:58,913 --> 00:12:00,813 Located right outside of Haventon. 112 00:12:01,114 --> 00:12:02,680 And I'd like to contact them. 113 00:12:04,047 --> 00:12:05,413 - What? - Yes. 114 00:12:06,646 --> 00:12:09,313 I think you need to tackle this at the source. 115 00:12:10,379 --> 00:12:12,012 From where your trauma began. 116 00:12:17,812 --> 00:12:19,312 FLDS? 117 00:12:19,378 --> 00:12:20,612 Fundamentalist healers? 118 00:12:20,679 --> 00:12:22,445 The same homophobic, polygamous freaks 119 00:12:22,512 --> 00:12:24,979 that kicked you out of the Mormon church in the first place. 120 00:12:25,047 --> 00:12:27,345 Not... only does he want to put you back near them, 121 00:12:27,412 --> 00:12:29,445 he wants to have them give you hallucinogens. 122 00:12:29,512 --> 00:12:31,378 Yeah, I know. It's insane. 123 00:12:32,645 --> 00:12:34,113 What even is Datura root? 124 00:12:34,179 --> 00:12:36,711 Apparently it's like the local version of ayahuasca. 125 00:12:36,778 --> 00:12:39,778 "Datura has been used for centuries by Native Americans 126 00:12:39,845 --> 00:12:41,079 to induce visions". 127 00:12:41,146 --> 00:12:43,444 "Modern use is said to help with depression, MS". 128 00:12:43,745 --> 00:12:45,345 I just don't see how forcing you back 129 00:12:45,411 --> 00:12:47,511 into their world can help. I mean, these people are crazy. 130 00:12:47,578 --> 00:12:50,778 Yeah, but what if I have to do this just to stay out of a hospital? 131 00:12:50,845 --> 00:12:52,711 I have never taken drugs like that before. 132 00:12:52,778 --> 00:12:54,945 What happens if I freak out or something? 133 00:12:55,012 --> 00:12:56,444 Hey. Hey, listen. 134 00:12:57,644 --> 00:12:59,811 We're going to figure this out, okay? 135 00:13:01,311 --> 00:13:02,910 You're not going to have to do it alone, 136 00:13:02,978 --> 00:13:05,544 and you're not going to any fucking nut house. 137 00:13:06,944 --> 00:13:08,011 It's your choice. 138 00:13:09,411 --> 00:13:10,944 But if you do decide to do it... 139 00:13:13,377 --> 00:13:14,610 I will do it with you. 140 00:13:15,610 --> 00:13:16,610 Okay? 141 00:13:50,909 --> 00:13:51,977 Elise? 142 00:14:35,209 --> 00:14:36,408 Honey? 143 00:14:39,607 --> 00:14:40,607 You okay? 144 00:14:48,975 --> 00:14:50,440 I can't do this anymore. 145 00:15:08,974 --> 00:15:11,407 - Uh-huh. Hand him over. - Oh, yeah. 146 00:15:12,373 --> 00:15:13,907 You can share the drive with Gwen. 147 00:15:13,974 --> 00:15:15,539 Yeah, if she ever gets here. 148 00:15:15,606 --> 00:15:17,372 Sure we need someone else in on this? 149 00:15:17,439 --> 00:15:19,639 - You know, I can handle it. - Yeah, I know. 150 00:15:19,706 --> 00:15:21,841 But I don't want to put any extra pressure on you. 151 00:15:21,907 --> 00:15:23,606 Might be good to have someone else there. 152 00:15:23,673 --> 00:15:25,573 And besides, she offered so... 153 00:15:26,907 --> 00:15:28,506 Look who decided to show up. 154 00:15:28,573 --> 00:15:30,140 Hey, sorry I'm late. 155 00:15:30,207 --> 00:15:31,539 Hey, babe. 156 00:15:31,606 --> 00:15:32,906 Thanks for coming. It means a lot. 157 00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:35,306 - Oh, my God, of course. - Hey, Gwen. 158 00:15:35,339 --> 00:15:36,672 I didn't know you were coming. 159 00:15:36,739 --> 00:15:38,473 Don't you have a crystal convention or something 160 00:15:38,538 --> 00:15:40,107 to attend this weekend? I think we got this. 161 00:15:40,173 --> 00:15:43,572 Oh, oh, so you're trusting those FLDS fanatics 162 00:15:43,638 --> 00:15:46,173 to be the sober ones when you guys are off your faces? 163 00:15:46,305 --> 00:15:47,438 Good point. 164 00:15:48,073 --> 00:15:49,873 So, I'll stay clean 165 00:15:49,940 --> 00:15:51,973 and make sure everyone's on the up and up. 166 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:53,405 Capisce? 167 00:15:53,472 --> 00:15:55,039 Well, in that case, welcome aboard, chaperone. 168 00:15:55,106 --> 00:15:58,139 The moon is rising. Hands need to be held. 169 00:15:58,538 --> 00:16:00,538 I say we get this show on the road. 170 00:16:00,605 --> 00:16:01,438 Shall we? 171 00:16:07,305 --> 00:16:08,472 Come on! 172 00:17:28,669 --> 00:17:30,602 Sounds like a rough one the other night. 173 00:17:31,169 --> 00:17:34,335 Fingers felt like I rubbed them on a cheese grater for an hour. 174 00:17:34,402 --> 00:17:36,302 But apart from that, I'm just peachy. 175 00:17:41,936 --> 00:17:43,069 Healers are confirmed. 176 00:17:43,668 --> 00:17:45,301 7:00 p.m. sharp in Haventon. 177 00:17:46,534 --> 00:17:47,802 It's happening. 178 00:18:01,135 --> 00:18:02,301 Whoa. 179 00:18:02,367 --> 00:18:03,568 Check this out. 180 00:18:08,668 --> 00:18:11,102 - Should we stop? - No, we don't have time. 181 00:18:11,433 --> 00:18:12,668 They'll be fine. 182 00:18:59,432 --> 00:19:00,667 Morning, Mother. 183 00:19:02,299 --> 00:19:04,033 What did you do to your hair? 184 00:19:04,499 --> 00:19:06,766 I got it cut. Do you like it? 185 00:19:06,833 --> 00:19:10,431 You look like a little boy. Like a ten-year-old child. 186 00:19:10,766 --> 00:19:13,799 How are you supposed to marry if you don't look like a man? 187 00:19:14,431 --> 00:19:18,699 I see your friend, Jacob, has taken his third wife just last week. 188 00:19:18,766 --> 00:19:21,364 - Mother. - And here you are. Single. 189 00:19:21,799 --> 00:19:22,799 Still. 190 00:19:26,865 --> 00:19:28,298 What is this? 191 00:19:31,165 --> 00:19:32,631 Our new patient. 192 00:19:32,698 --> 00:19:34,431 We no longer perform the service, end of the matter. 193 00:19:34,498 --> 00:19:35,798 Mother, look. 194 00:19:37,431 --> 00:19:38,898 It's Elise. 195 00:19:39,331 --> 00:19:40,832 Elise Decker. 196 00:19:41,898 --> 00:19:42,965 It is meant to be. 197 00:19:44,397 --> 00:19:46,698 An explicit act of Heavenly Father. 198 00:19:46,765 --> 00:19:49,297 - He is calling upon us. - No. 199 00:19:50,832 --> 00:19:52,330 I remember her. 200 00:19:53,198 --> 00:19:55,698 She was so pretty. 201 00:19:56,098 --> 00:19:57,698 A kind girl. 202 00:19:57,764 --> 00:20:01,363 And if she is in need, then we should help. 203 00:20:02,597 --> 00:20:04,564 Because it was my fault that she... 204 00:20:04,630 --> 00:20:05,864 Silence! 205 00:20:08,597 --> 00:20:11,496 You did your duty to Heavenly Father. 206 00:20:12,964 --> 00:20:15,564 Her kind will find no help here. 207 00:20:16,530 --> 00:20:17,764 End of the matter. 208 00:20:35,495 --> 00:20:36,830 How much longer? 209 00:20:36,896 --> 00:20:39,996 - "Are we there yet"? - Shut up. 210 00:20:41,295 --> 00:20:42,730 I think I see it up here. 211 00:20:47,896 --> 00:20:48,896 This is it. 212 00:20:49,963 --> 00:20:51,295 This is Haventon. 213 00:21:13,995 --> 00:21:14,995 Well. 214 00:21:15,528 --> 00:21:17,029 I guess I was expecting less forest 215 00:21:17,095 --> 00:21:18,662 and more town, but... 216 00:21:18,729 --> 00:21:19,762 okay. 217 00:21:20,128 --> 00:21:21,528 How is this even here? 218 00:21:22,028 --> 00:21:24,294 There was a river that ran through over there. 219 00:21:24,894 --> 00:21:27,595 Flashed in 1910 and washed away all the buildings. 220 00:21:28,028 --> 00:21:29,294 Or so I was told. 221 00:21:30,661 --> 00:21:32,928 The baptistery, somehow... 222 00:21:33,427 --> 00:21:34,928 was the only thing that survived. 223 00:21:37,426 --> 00:21:38,861 It's exactly the same. 224 00:21:41,761 --> 00:21:43,761 I think this is going to be great, Elise. 225 00:21:44,728 --> 00:21:48,127 A confrontation of yourself, your ego, and what ails you. 226 00:21:48,894 --> 00:21:51,094 You know, exposure therapy. It's a real thing. 227 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:52,461 It can really work. 228 00:21:56,094 --> 00:21:57,627 Are you okay? 229 00:21:57,694 --> 00:21:58,693 Yeah. 230 00:21:59,293 --> 00:22:00,760 This is all just a bit intense. 231 00:22:01,693 --> 00:22:04,293 We'll take it one step at a time, you and me. 232 00:22:13,325 --> 00:22:14,493 Okay. 233 00:22:14,560 --> 00:22:17,325 Guess I'll just unpack by myself, then. 234 00:22:38,859 --> 00:22:39,859 Crazy. 235 00:22:42,093 --> 00:22:43,559 Smells horrible. 236 00:23:41,857 --> 00:23:42,857 What is it? 237 00:23:45,356 --> 00:23:46,557 It's a... 238 00:23:48,323 --> 00:23:49,590 baptismal font. 239 00:23:51,423 --> 00:23:53,823 You know, dunk you in... 240 00:23:53,889 --> 00:23:55,590 lift you out into the comforting hands 241 00:23:55,657 --> 00:23:57,590 of Heavenly Father, kind of thing. 242 00:23:58,989 --> 00:24:00,356 To each their own. 243 00:24:00,889 --> 00:24:02,123 Don't worry. 244 00:24:02,190 --> 00:24:04,390 The Mormons will get you when you're dead. 245 00:24:05,090 --> 00:24:06,689 Wait, what's that supposed to mean? 246 00:24:07,756 --> 00:24:10,956 "Except that a man be born of water and of the Spirit... 247 00:24:11,589 --> 00:24:13,889 he cannot enter into the kingdom of God". 248 00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:17,689 You've lost it. 249 00:24:21,355 --> 00:24:24,155 If you're not baptised in the Mormon church, 250 00:24:24,289 --> 00:24:25,822 then you can't enter their heaven. 251 00:24:26,722 --> 00:24:30,322 So what they do is they accept the names of deceased people. 252 00:24:31,022 --> 00:24:32,355 Non-Mormon friends. 253 00:24:33,322 --> 00:24:35,289 Anne Frank is a favourite. 254 00:24:36,822 --> 00:24:39,555 And then they will save these poor souls 255 00:24:39,621 --> 00:24:42,722 by baptising a living person by proxy. 256 00:24:45,388 --> 00:24:49,555 So, they dunk some living person as a stand-in body 257 00:24:49,954 --> 00:24:51,921 to get the dead person into heaven? 258 00:24:54,088 --> 00:24:55,754 Baptism for the dead, baby. 259 00:24:56,921 --> 00:24:59,288 Have these people never heard of consent? 260 00:25:00,288 --> 00:25:01,421 Geez. 261 00:25:04,288 --> 00:25:05,954 Is this knocking loose some memories? 262 00:25:08,687 --> 00:25:10,487 So many things are cloudy. 263 00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:14,821 I can remember parts of my upbringing... 264 00:25:15,487 --> 00:25:17,387 like how my father was super strict 265 00:25:17,454 --> 00:25:19,787 because he was a man of the community, and... 266 00:25:20,187 --> 00:25:21,454 it was expected. 267 00:25:22,554 --> 00:25:24,720 And how my mother was so obedient to him. 268 00:25:29,153 --> 00:25:32,187 And one of the last things I can remember is the baptism. 269 00:25:32,986 --> 00:25:35,519 Which, for some reason, was held here that night 270 00:25:35,586 --> 00:25:37,553 instead of in the town, like usual. 271 00:25:39,153 --> 00:25:40,986 I can't imagine what that's like. 272 00:25:41,786 --> 00:25:44,286 To be missing a chunk of your life like that. 273 00:25:46,386 --> 00:25:47,820 I remember most of it. 274 00:25:50,852 --> 00:25:51,852 But... 275 00:25:52,419 --> 00:25:54,319 when I look around the room... 276 00:25:57,152 --> 00:25:58,585 I can't see any faces. 277 00:26:02,086 --> 00:26:03,352 I don't know who's there. 278 00:26:05,852 --> 00:26:07,351 Jesus. 279 00:26:07,418 --> 00:26:08,685 Disturbing, right? 280 00:26:14,885 --> 00:26:16,452 On that note, um... 281 00:26:18,385 --> 00:26:20,884 do you think maybe we can explore someplace else? 282 00:26:21,652 --> 00:26:22,685 You go. 283 00:26:23,152 --> 00:26:24,784 I'm gonna stay for a minute. 284 00:26:24,851 --> 00:26:25,851 Are you sure? 285 00:26:27,152 --> 00:26:28,452 Exposure therapy, right? 286 00:26:29,617 --> 00:26:30,617 I'm okay. 287 00:26:32,085 --> 00:26:33,285 Okay. 288 00:27:15,184 --> 00:27:16,383 No way. 289 00:27:42,949 --> 00:27:43,982 Follow me! 290 00:27:49,482 --> 00:27:50,682 Elise! 291 00:27:51,682 --> 00:27:53,415 Quick! 292 00:28:22,281 --> 00:28:23,514 Elise! 293 00:28:25,414 --> 00:28:26,680 Coming, Father! 294 00:28:36,048 --> 00:28:37,280 I know you. 295 00:29:14,479 --> 00:29:15,679 Elise! 296 00:29:39,278 --> 00:29:40,645 Mother? 297 00:29:40,712 --> 00:29:43,378 You carry our name with you. 298 00:29:43,445 --> 00:29:45,845 Best someone who knows what they're doing 299 00:29:45,911 --> 00:29:47,611 deals with the gentiles. 300 00:29:49,311 --> 00:29:50,645 Let us be done with it. 301 00:29:53,179 --> 00:29:55,045 Was she a friend of yours? 302 00:29:55,112 --> 00:29:56,378 I think so. 303 00:29:57,478 --> 00:29:58,744 I think her name was... 304 00:29:59,378 --> 00:30:00,544 Clara? 305 00:30:01,711 --> 00:30:03,444 My head's like a melting pot right now. 306 00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:05,343 There's lots of memories flooding in. 307 00:30:05,711 --> 00:30:07,978 I can't believe this is all still here. 308 00:30:09,744 --> 00:30:11,711 Hopefully this jogs some more stuff. 309 00:30:11,777 --> 00:30:13,777 It's a good thing we came then. 310 00:30:13,844 --> 00:30:15,377 Yeah. 311 00:30:15,444 --> 00:30:16,711 We should set up camp. 312 00:30:22,078 --> 00:30:23,277 Hey. 313 00:30:24,843 --> 00:30:25,843 Everything okay? 314 00:30:28,011 --> 00:30:29,210 Yeah. 315 00:30:42,743 --> 00:30:44,843 Couldn't curb the hipster thing for one weekend, 316 00:30:44,910 --> 00:30:47,077 brought a flashlight like a normal human being? 317 00:30:47,143 --> 00:30:48,775 Kerosene light is higher quality. 318 00:30:49,342 --> 00:30:50,409 What does that even mean? 319 00:30:50,910 --> 00:30:53,742 Think listening to vinyl versus streaming. 320 00:30:54,575 --> 00:30:55,976 Jesus. 321 00:31:09,241 --> 00:31:12,341 You know, I actually can't see. 322 00:31:22,608 --> 00:31:25,308 There we go. 323 00:31:29,674 --> 00:31:31,474 - All right. So this lines up... - There. 324 00:31:31,541 --> 00:31:35,607 To this. 325 00:31:38,708 --> 00:31:42,274 Right on time. 326 00:31:52,274 --> 00:31:53,274 You must be Hyrum. 327 00:31:53,707 --> 00:31:55,340 We've been texting, I'm Elise. 328 00:31:58,008 --> 00:32:00,274 You don't remember me. 329 00:32:01,307 --> 00:32:02,773 Uh, no, sorry. 330 00:32:03,373 --> 00:32:05,306 - I, uh... - Hey. 331 00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:08,473 I'm Adam. This is Gwen. 332 00:32:10,406 --> 00:32:12,107 Oh, this is my mother... 333 00:32:12,606 --> 00:32:14,007 Sister Jessop. She, uh... 334 00:32:14,506 --> 00:32:15,907 You can call her Alma. 335 00:32:20,907 --> 00:32:24,873 We will go gather our equipment. We'll meet you inside. 336 00:32:31,306 --> 00:32:32,973 Thank you. 337 00:32:36,405 --> 00:32:38,472 You ready for this? 338 00:32:48,439 --> 00:32:51,839 I remember the names being read out. 339 00:32:51,906 --> 00:32:54,571 And being cold in the water, and then... 340 00:33:00,305 --> 00:33:03,471 These blackouts are ruining my life. 341 00:33:06,172 --> 00:33:07,772 I really hope this works. 342 00:33:09,271 --> 00:33:11,271 I'm scared what I'll do. 343 00:33:14,471 --> 00:33:16,871 You have been through so much. 344 00:33:17,938 --> 00:33:19,404 But you have called upon us 345 00:33:19,471 --> 00:33:22,738 because we are healers of the natural order. 346 00:33:24,072 --> 00:33:26,771 Followers of the true Mormon faith 347 00:33:26,838 --> 00:33:29,704 that requires observations of tenets 348 00:33:29,771 --> 00:33:34,005 set down by our founder and Prophet, Joseph Smith. 349 00:33:34,303 --> 00:33:36,637 Tenets being the belief in psychedelics. 350 00:33:37,270 --> 00:33:39,771 Yes, what you speak is true. 351 00:33:41,270 --> 00:33:45,670 But Joseph Smith himself was a classic shaman. 352 00:33:46,870 --> 00:33:53,737 In that he promised his converts visions of the Lord. 353 00:33:53,804 --> 00:33:55,804 And what better way to fulfil that pledge 354 00:33:55,870 --> 00:34:01,302 than through the employment of entheogen-infused sacraments? 355 00:34:01,937 --> 00:34:04,335 - Hallucinogens. - Yeah, I got it, Gwen. 356 00:34:04,402 --> 00:34:06,469 So that explains why early Mormons 357 00:34:06,536 --> 00:34:09,602 experienced visions of angels and spiritual ecstasies. 358 00:34:10,269 --> 00:34:11,502 They were drugged. 359 00:34:14,335 --> 00:34:16,369 Why hadn't I heard of this before? 360 00:34:18,170 --> 00:34:19,136 Well... 361 00:34:19,769 --> 00:34:22,635 you might have had you paid attention to me. 362 00:34:26,501 --> 00:34:27,869 I'm... I'm sorry? 363 00:34:29,103 --> 00:34:32,268 In grade school... 364 00:34:32,268 --> 00:34:35,669 I lived two blocks from you in Spring Creek. 365 00:34:37,535 --> 00:34:41,669 Once I even gifted you pine nut sweets. 366 00:34:44,868 --> 00:34:48,035 I'm... I'm sorry, I don't remember much from that time. 367 00:34:48,102 --> 00:34:49,535 Hyrum... 368 00:34:49,601 --> 00:34:50,435 please. 369 00:34:51,135 --> 00:34:54,368 Unfortunately, the church, ever self-conscious 370 00:34:54,435 --> 00:34:58,534 of outside prejudices, banned such devices, 371 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:02,267 requiring my forefathers to choose their own path, 372 00:35:02,300 --> 00:35:04,400 the path of true faith, 373 00:35:04,467 --> 00:35:06,802 as founded by our prophet. 374 00:35:07,467 --> 00:35:11,967 Nowadays, it is our mandate to help those in need 375 00:35:12,034 --> 00:35:16,601 achieve balance and relief or whatever ails them 376 00:35:16,668 --> 00:35:18,267 through the use of non-traditional, 377 00:35:18,333 --> 00:35:20,034 non-Western medicines. 378 00:35:20,534 --> 00:35:22,767 Henbane, Datura root. 379 00:35:24,801 --> 00:35:28,332 All in the name of Heavenly Father. 380 00:35:30,967 --> 00:35:35,399 Trust that we will do everything in our power to... 381 00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:36,767 bring you relief... 382 00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:38,600 Elise. 383 00:35:51,499 --> 00:35:53,466 What is she doing? 384 00:35:55,432 --> 00:35:57,966 We offer our souls to you. 385 00:35:58,033 --> 00:36:01,498 The Datura medicine is a powerful hallucinogen. 386 00:36:02,733 --> 00:36:05,265 It'll lead you to an altered state 387 00:36:05,331 --> 00:36:07,700 of spiritual consciousness. 388 00:36:09,265 --> 00:36:12,999 But you must know what you want to learn about yourselves. 389 00:36:16,365 --> 00:36:18,265 How long does it last? 390 00:36:18,265 --> 00:36:19,598 Several hours. 391 00:36:20,533 --> 00:36:22,398 You'll feel the effects soon. 392 00:36:22,899 --> 00:36:25,166 Then you'll be taken into the dream state. 393 00:36:25,832 --> 00:36:28,298 But you will be returned by daybreak. 394 00:36:34,032 --> 00:36:35,965 To relief. 395 00:36:36,032 --> 00:36:37,330 - To relief. - To relief. 396 00:37:03,263 --> 00:37:04,497 Are you okay? 397 00:37:12,497 --> 00:37:14,897 Do not fight the medicine. 398 00:37:16,097 --> 00:37:17,730 Listen to it. 399 00:37:18,797 --> 00:37:20,463 Enter its world. 400 00:37:21,430 --> 00:37:25,830 Communicate with the spirits and with our Lord. 401 00:37:32,863 --> 00:37:34,064 I'm so sick. 402 00:37:34,563 --> 00:37:36,262 What am I supposed to be feeling? 403 00:37:36,763 --> 00:37:40,262 Everyone is different. Everyone is different. 404 00:37:41,029 --> 00:37:42,029 Look at me. 405 00:37:42,362 --> 00:37:44,596 Breathe. Breathe. 406 00:37:47,328 --> 00:37:50,829 Some people feel euphoria. 407 00:37:50,896 --> 00:37:53,262 Some are anxious. 408 00:37:53,262 --> 00:37:56,862 Some feel impending doom. 409 00:38:02,261 --> 00:38:03,595 I can't do this. 410 00:38:03,662 --> 00:38:05,729 I can't. 411 00:38:07,128 --> 00:38:08,696 I'm a fucking fraud. 412 00:38:14,529 --> 00:38:16,529 Welcome the visions. 413 00:38:17,361 --> 00:38:20,128 Embrace every emotion. 414 00:38:20,961 --> 00:38:24,062 Reach deep into your core understanding 415 00:38:24,128 --> 00:38:26,628 and let your self-being feel. 416 00:38:35,326 --> 00:38:37,260 You okay? 417 00:38:40,860 --> 00:38:42,561 I don't know. 418 00:39:05,259 --> 00:39:06,894 Whoa! 419 00:39:22,526 --> 00:39:24,325 Hey! 420 00:40:08,091 --> 00:40:09,290 What's wrong? 421 00:40:10,391 --> 00:40:11,725 She's coming. 422 00:40:13,691 --> 00:40:14,724 Who? 423 00:40:15,124 --> 00:40:16,791 She'll be here soon. 424 00:40:16,857 --> 00:40:18,324 She'll show you. 425 00:40:20,324 --> 00:40:21,557 Show me what? 426 00:40:22,891 --> 00:40:24,357 Everything. 427 00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:29,424 - Elise, what happened? - She must have torn internally. 428 00:40:29,490 --> 00:40:31,123 What the fuck do you mean torn internally? 429 00:40:31,189 --> 00:40:33,590 - I... I don't... I don't know! - I don't feel well. 430 00:40:33,657 --> 00:40:36,157 - Something's not right. - Mother! Mother, help. 431 00:40:36,222 --> 00:40:37,890 Elise, you're gonna be okay. 432 00:40:37,956 --> 00:40:40,490 Everything's gonna be all right. 433 00:40:40,557 --> 00:40:42,290 What are you doing? 434 00:40:42,357 --> 00:40:43,657 Righting a wrong. 435 00:40:43,723 --> 00:40:45,756 - Stop touching. - Let her walk. 436 00:40:55,356 --> 00:40:59,188 You are a vessel of Heavenly Father. 437 00:41:00,856 --> 00:41:01,890 Mother. 438 00:41:01,956 --> 00:41:03,188 Silence. 439 00:41:10,423 --> 00:41:12,256 We must get it out of her. 440 00:41:12,322 --> 00:41:14,356 We must get it out of her now. 441 00:41:14,423 --> 00:41:15,922 Get what out of her? 442 00:41:54,521 --> 00:41:56,121 Elise, breathe. 443 00:41:56,521 --> 00:41:59,754 Hey, breathe. 444 00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:18,454 Hey, say something. 445 00:42:19,586 --> 00:42:20,586 Elise. 446 00:42:40,353 --> 00:42:42,386 There's someone inside. 447 00:43:01,919 --> 00:43:03,485 You're good. We're here. 448 00:43:10,851 --> 00:43:12,119 How do you feel? 449 00:43:12,252 --> 00:43:14,951 - Elise? - Okay. I'm okay. 450 00:43:20,484 --> 00:43:21,718 I actually feel... 451 00:43:23,851 --> 00:43:24,851 better. 452 00:43:28,251 --> 00:43:29,384 Different. 453 00:43:48,917 --> 00:43:51,717 Your illness shouldn't trouble you any longer. 454 00:43:53,717 --> 00:43:54,717 Thank you. 455 00:43:55,283 --> 00:43:56,517 Both of you. 456 00:43:57,283 --> 00:43:59,417 Now, you must leave this place. 457 00:44:10,316 --> 00:44:12,517 Evil is here, Hyrum. 458 00:44:14,016 --> 00:44:16,250 And it is my burden to bear. 459 00:44:19,051 --> 00:44:20,283 My burden. 460 00:44:54,016 --> 00:44:55,748 Shit. What time is it? 461 00:44:56,515 --> 00:44:57,782 Nearly midday. 462 00:44:58,381 --> 00:44:59,682 What? Fuck. 463 00:45:00,848 --> 00:45:02,082 Wait, where's Elise? 464 00:45:02,149 --> 00:45:03,981 You didn't just let her go off on her own, did you? 465 00:45:04,049 --> 00:45:05,082 Don't worry. 466 00:45:05,149 --> 00:45:06,415 She's right over there. 467 00:45:08,448 --> 00:45:09,648 Is she okay? 468 00:45:11,881 --> 00:45:13,448 Truthfully? 469 00:45:13,515 --> 00:45:14,647 I don't know. 470 00:45:17,614 --> 00:45:19,580 What the hell was that last night? 471 00:45:22,414 --> 00:45:23,747 Scared me shitless. 472 00:45:26,313 --> 00:45:27,514 Learn anything? 473 00:45:28,280 --> 00:45:30,114 Apparently... 474 00:45:30,247 --> 00:45:31,814 I'm an egotistical monster. 475 00:45:34,148 --> 00:45:35,347 Aren't we all? 476 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:40,247 Morning. Hey. 477 00:45:40,846 --> 00:45:43,746 - How are you feeling? - I'm feeling good. Yeah. 478 00:45:43,813 --> 00:45:45,646 See? What did I say from the beginning? 479 00:45:45,713 --> 00:45:49,114 - Embrace the mysticism. - Your eyes are so clear. 480 00:45:49,646 --> 00:45:52,312 It's like I had this weight in my stomach all these years. 481 00:45:52,379 --> 00:45:54,379 It was... causing so much dread and stress, 482 00:45:54,446 --> 00:45:56,513 and I knew it had something to do with the blackouts, 483 00:45:56,579 --> 00:45:57,813 and now it's just gone. 484 00:45:57,880 --> 00:45:59,846 Honey. It's amazing. 485 00:46:02,346 --> 00:46:04,513 Should we, uh, go get you to see a doctor? 486 00:46:04,579 --> 00:46:07,080 I mean, the stuff that came out of you last night. 487 00:46:07,479 --> 00:46:09,479 Sorry. I don't mean to bring it up. 488 00:46:09,546 --> 00:46:10,845 - I just... - No, it was, um, 489 00:46:10,912 --> 00:46:12,379 It was seriously messed up. 490 00:46:12,980 --> 00:46:14,545 But honestly, I feel great. 491 00:46:15,478 --> 00:46:17,246 Like the best I have in years. 492 00:46:18,346 --> 00:46:20,311 I'll go and see a doctor when we get back, 493 00:46:20,378 --> 00:46:21,946 just to be sure. I promise. 494 00:46:22,779 --> 00:46:24,812 Honestly, this is even better than I expected. 495 00:46:24,879 --> 00:46:27,146 Should we, uh, get going? 496 00:46:27,245 --> 00:46:28,779 Uh, slow down. I know it's 497 00:46:28,845 --> 00:46:30,578 nowhere near bourbon time, but... 498 00:46:31,046 --> 00:46:32,745 - we need to celebrate. - What? 499 00:46:33,146 --> 00:46:34,245 You up for it? 500 00:46:34,478 --> 00:46:35,645 Screw it. 501 00:46:35,712 --> 00:46:37,311 Can't we do that when we get back? 502 00:46:37,378 --> 00:46:39,079 I am so proud of you. 503 00:46:39,146 --> 00:46:40,345 You deserve this. 504 00:46:40,744 --> 00:46:41,811 I love you. 505 00:46:42,778 --> 00:46:43,778 Love you more. 506 00:47:01,511 --> 00:47:04,744 To Elise and her healing. 507 00:47:04,810 --> 00:47:06,310 - Cheers. - Cheers. 508 00:47:07,377 --> 00:47:09,244 That Datura jogged a few memories. 509 00:47:09,277 --> 00:47:11,011 Things I'd forgotten. 510 00:47:11,078 --> 00:47:12,610 Like what? 511 00:47:12,677 --> 00:47:13,710 Um... 512 00:47:14,111 --> 00:47:15,411 You can tell us anything. 513 00:47:16,677 --> 00:47:17,677 Okay. 514 00:47:18,310 --> 00:47:19,543 Clara. 515 00:47:20,078 --> 00:47:21,576 I remember more details. 516 00:47:23,045 --> 00:47:24,243 What details? 517 00:47:25,343 --> 00:47:28,677 Well, she was the Bishop's daughter. 518 00:47:30,576 --> 00:47:32,910 And we... 519 00:47:34,943 --> 00:47:36,443 we're more than friends. 520 00:47:37,576 --> 00:47:40,676 I... I think it was sexual. 521 00:47:41,642 --> 00:47:42,443 Wait. You... 522 00:47:42,742 --> 00:47:45,475 you slept with the Bishop's daughter? 523 00:47:45,542 --> 00:47:47,044 I think so. I don't know. 524 00:47:47,110 --> 00:47:48,375 Wait. 525 00:47:48,442 --> 00:47:50,676 Wait, what happened, girl? Spill the tea. 526 00:47:51,910 --> 00:47:53,609 When I think of her... 527 00:47:54,275 --> 00:47:55,877 all I feel is... 528 00:47:57,342 --> 00:47:58,575 I don't know. 529 00:47:58,910 --> 00:48:00,909 Um, feelings about... 530 00:48:01,976 --> 00:48:04,308 sex. 531 00:48:04,375 --> 00:48:06,642 Is this why you and I have issues with this? 532 00:48:07,242 --> 00:48:08,442 I mean, with us? 533 00:48:09,741 --> 00:48:11,675 - What? - -You know exactly what I mean. 534 00:48:11,741 --> 00:48:13,876 Is this why you and I don't have sex anymore? 535 00:48:13,942 --> 00:48:15,675 Uh, Adam, can we talk about this later? 536 00:48:15,741 --> 00:48:17,741 Is there any other secrets you're hiding? 537 00:48:19,143 --> 00:48:21,641 This is as much of a surprise to me as it is to you. 538 00:48:21,876 --> 00:48:23,741 Guys, maybe I should go for a walk. 539 00:48:24,307 --> 00:48:26,474 You haven't looked at me once in years. 540 00:48:26,942 --> 00:48:28,942 Every single pass I make is shot down. 541 00:48:29,008 --> 00:48:30,708 Every single one. 542 00:48:30,775 --> 00:48:32,776 It's like the thought of kissing me makes you cringe. 543 00:48:32,841 --> 00:48:34,641 - That is not true. - And now I find out 544 00:48:34,708 --> 00:48:37,241 you're so into sex it got you kicked out of the church. 545 00:48:37,241 --> 00:48:38,707 That is not what I said, you prick! 546 00:48:38,775 --> 00:48:40,508 I'm just gonna go for a walk. 547 00:48:40,573 --> 00:48:41,573 No, stay. 548 00:48:42,008 --> 00:48:43,108 I'll go. 549 00:48:43,241 --> 00:48:47,241 Shit. 550 00:48:57,740 --> 00:48:59,107 Where are we going? 551 00:48:59,240 --> 00:49:00,640 Come on! 552 00:49:06,074 --> 00:49:07,306 Praise be. 553 00:49:08,240 --> 00:49:09,407 Isn't it amazing? 554 00:49:11,740 --> 00:49:12,740 And look. 555 00:49:53,672 --> 00:49:54,839 - Elise. - Jesus. 556 00:49:54,906 --> 00:49:56,939 Listen, I don't know what happened. 557 00:49:57,005 --> 00:50:00,271 No, no, no, wait, wait, wait. Listen... 558 00:50:00,338 --> 00:50:02,438 what I did back there, I was out of line. 559 00:50:02,805 --> 00:50:03,638 Okay? I... 560 00:50:03,838 --> 00:50:06,304 Your stuff, your past, it's yours. 561 00:50:07,072 --> 00:50:09,637 It's not my place to judge or feel insecure about. 562 00:50:09,705 --> 00:50:12,772 And it was my shit, and I took it out on you. And I'm a dick. 563 00:50:14,705 --> 00:50:17,738 Truthfully, I'm just happy you're feeling better, and... 564 00:50:18,337 --> 00:50:20,537 I hope that you can forgive me. 565 00:50:22,005 --> 00:50:23,203 Elise. 566 00:50:23,805 --> 00:50:24,805 Hey. 567 00:50:29,337 --> 00:50:30,672 I want something, Adam. 568 00:50:31,904 --> 00:50:32,937 Anything. 569 00:50:33,404 --> 00:50:34,570 What can I do? 570 00:51:09,037 --> 00:51:10,568 This is for me, not you. 571 00:51:39,069 --> 00:51:40,335 Fuck. 572 00:52:00,968 --> 00:52:02,234 Hello? 573 00:52:06,267 --> 00:52:07,467 Hello? 574 00:52:36,567 --> 00:52:39,233 Oh, Elise, you naughty girl. 575 00:53:04,732 --> 00:53:06,799 Hey! 576 00:53:08,232 --> 00:53:09,666 Hey! 577 00:53:10,499 --> 00:53:11,298 Help me! 578 00:53:11,666 --> 00:53:15,297 Somebody open the door! 579 00:53:22,999 --> 00:53:24,231 Help! 580 00:53:26,565 --> 00:53:28,865 Damn it. Shit. 581 00:53:47,831 --> 00:53:50,498 Do you feel Heavenly Father? 582 00:53:52,430 --> 00:53:54,731 Let me out! 583 00:53:54,798 --> 00:53:56,498 Let me out! 584 00:53:58,230 --> 00:54:02,263 Let me out! 585 00:54:04,064 --> 00:54:06,230 - Help me! - Gwen, we're here! 586 00:54:08,330 --> 00:54:11,230 It's okay. You're okay. 587 00:54:12,263 --> 00:54:13,362 What the fuck? 588 00:54:13,764 --> 00:54:15,764 God, that really scared the shit out of me. 589 00:54:15,830 --> 00:54:17,064 We're here, okay? 590 00:54:17,131 --> 00:54:18,764 What did you see in there? 591 00:54:20,295 --> 00:54:22,229 I don't know. Um... 592 00:54:22,295 --> 00:54:23,664 Nothing, nothing. I just... 593 00:54:24,764 --> 00:54:27,096 Oh, God, I'm obviously losing my fucking mind. 594 00:54:27,229 --> 00:54:29,096 No, no, no one is losing their mind. 595 00:54:29,229 --> 00:54:30,497 We're all good. 596 00:54:30,563 --> 00:54:31,563 Let's go. 597 00:54:46,096 --> 00:54:47,663 Guys, what the fuck is this? 598 00:55:03,062 --> 00:55:04,261 There's no way. 599 00:55:08,361 --> 00:55:10,461 This one's head's been skewered. 600 00:55:13,428 --> 00:55:15,361 This one's had its head crushed. 601 00:55:18,095 --> 00:55:19,662 Someone's fucking with us. 602 00:55:30,827 --> 00:55:32,628 See? Nothing. 603 00:55:32,694 --> 00:55:35,227 It's definitely the battery. Someone must have left the lights on last night. 604 00:55:35,260 --> 00:55:37,260 You left the lights on last night. 605 00:55:37,961 --> 00:55:39,293 Well call AAA. 606 00:55:39,361 --> 00:55:41,128 Let's get this fixed so we can leave. 607 00:55:41,227 --> 00:55:42,527 No, we're in the middle of nowhere. 608 00:55:42,594 --> 00:55:44,794 It'll take forever for them to get out here. 609 00:55:44,861 --> 00:55:46,226 We could call Hyrum. 610 00:55:48,259 --> 00:55:50,093 Seriously? You want me to call that weirdo? 611 00:55:50,226 --> 00:55:51,394 I'll call him. 612 00:55:51,460 --> 00:55:52,661 He has to be closer than anyone else, 613 00:55:52,727 --> 00:55:54,727 and I'm sure he'd be happy to help. 614 00:55:54,794 --> 00:55:55,926 Great idea. 615 00:55:55,993 --> 00:55:57,127 Sooner the better. 616 00:56:10,559 --> 00:56:13,326 You should leave it running for at least a half an hour. 617 00:56:13,793 --> 00:56:16,826 You don't want to stall on the side of one of these roads. 618 00:56:18,926 --> 00:56:20,258 Listen, you should know. 619 00:56:21,593 --> 00:56:25,793 Mother confessed to seeing a spirit latched onto you. 620 00:56:27,393 --> 00:56:29,526 It took great effort, but she removed it. 621 00:56:30,959 --> 00:56:31,959 Excuse me? 622 00:56:32,292 --> 00:56:34,225 You can feel it, can't you? 623 00:56:34,558 --> 00:56:36,725 Her illness is not a joke to be toyed with. 624 00:56:36,792 --> 00:56:37,792 This is no joke. 625 00:56:38,625 --> 00:56:41,225 She removed the spirit that was living inside you. 626 00:56:41,292 --> 00:56:43,291 Listen, I think it's time that you leave. 627 00:56:45,358 --> 00:56:46,558 You should go. 628 00:56:49,458 --> 00:56:51,759 Well, I suggest that you all do the same. 629 00:56:53,058 --> 00:56:55,291 Because whatever that thing was... 630 00:56:56,725 --> 00:56:57,858 it's free now... 631 00:56:58,525 --> 00:56:59,824 to do as it pleases. 632 00:57:01,258 --> 00:57:02,758 Just look what it's done already. 633 00:57:08,691 --> 00:57:10,624 Hyrum... 634 00:57:11,357 --> 00:57:13,257 I know this is gonna sound weird, but... 635 00:57:13,991 --> 00:57:16,891 do you remember a girl named Clara from Spring Creek? 636 00:57:19,958 --> 00:57:21,357 You should clear out of here... 637 00:57:21,990 --> 00:57:24,424 as soon as you can. 638 00:57:26,257 --> 00:57:27,624 That guy's batshit. 639 00:57:28,090 --> 00:57:29,591 We should probably pack up camp. 640 00:57:30,790 --> 00:57:33,224 Do you guys mind if I take one last look around? 641 00:57:33,257 --> 00:57:35,224 Elise, we need to leave, like, now. 642 00:57:35,224 --> 00:57:37,657 Hyrum said we need to run the car for at least half an hour. 643 00:57:37,723 --> 00:57:39,723 Probably don't need to run the car for half an hour. 644 00:57:39,790 --> 00:57:41,657 Look, I know this is gonna sound nuts... 645 00:57:41,723 --> 00:57:44,556 but I need to learn more about what happened to Clara. 646 00:57:45,823 --> 00:57:48,723 This is the first time I've had any memories of my past. 647 00:57:49,890 --> 00:57:52,890 Do you know what that's like, to not know who you are? 648 00:57:52,956 --> 00:57:54,123 - Elise. - Please? 649 00:57:54,490 --> 00:57:56,390 We'll leave before dark, I promise. 650 00:58:50,821 --> 00:58:53,621 I would like to bear my testimony... 651 00:58:54,521 --> 00:58:57,388 that I know the church is true. 652 00:58:58,887 --> 00:59:01,254 This sin is great... 653 00:59:02,287 --> 00:59:06,221 but I ask for forgiveness in the Telestial Kingdom 654 00:59:06,254 --> 00:59:08,587 in return for a life lived faithful 655 00:59:08,654 --> 00:59:12,553 to our Heavenly Father and to our Prophet Warren Jeffs. 656 00:59:16,887 --> 00:59:20,487 I... I must beg for it... 657 00:59:20,553 --> 00:59:22,754 for there is no other way. 658 00:59:25,220 --> 00:59:26,487 I say this... 659 00:59:27,220 --> 00:59:29,487 in the name of Jesus Christ. 660 00:59:30,253 --> 00:59:31,453 Amen. 661 00:59:56,985 --> 00:59:58,552 Take my offering. 662 00:59:59,885 --> 01:00:02,352 Grant my family peace. 663 01:00:27,485 --> 01:00:29,218 Clara, what happened to you? 664 01:01:57,982 --> 01:01:59,082 I'm back, Mother. 665 01:01:59,848 --> 01:02:01,814 You were right about those gentiles. 666 01:02:02,215 --> 01:02:03,714 They haven't the faintest... 667 01:02:04,581 --> 01:02:05,581 Mother! 668 01:02:06,116 --> 01:02:08,648 Oh, no, no, no, no! 669 01:02:08,714 --> 01:02:10,280 Oh, what have you done? 670 01:02:10,347 --> 01:02:12,514 No, what have you done? What have you done? 671 01:02:12,914 --> 01:02:15,247 Okay, you're gonna be okay. 672 01:02:15,314 --> 01:02:16,781 You're gonna be okay. 673 01:02:17,280 --> 01:02:20,347 You're gonna be okay. 674 01:02:20,414 --> 01:02:22,781 Uncle, mother's hurt real bad. 675 01:02:22,847 --> 01:02:25,280 Gather the family, come quick. 676 01:02:26,081 --> 01:02:27,347 Okay. 677 01:02:51,114 --> 01:02:52,647 Oh, there she is. 678 01:02:52,713 --> 01:02:54,746 Adam wouldn't let me break down camp until you got back. 679 01:02:54,812 --> 01:02:56,580 Can we please go now? 680 01:02:56,647 --> 01:02:57,646 You okay? 681 01:02:59,812 --> 01:03:01,880 I just need to be by myself for a minute. 682 01:03:25,345 --> 01:03:26,946 I need to speak with her. 683 01:03:31,113 --> 01:03:33,411 I need to speak with her! Now! 684 01:03:46,244 --> 01:03:47,444 Why? 685 01:03:49,344 --> 01:03:51,810 The witch grows stronger, Hyrum... 686 01:03:52,611 --> 01:03:54,810 and will reclaim its host. 687 01:03:55,878 --> 01:03:58,277 What do you speak of? What witch? 688 01:03:58,677 --> 01:04:02,878 The spirit we removed. Larue. 689 01:04:02,945 --> 01:04:05,277 Larue? Who is Larue? 690 01:04:07,211 --> 01:04:10,210 We were told she was a settler of Haventon... 691 01:04:10,210 --> 01:04:15,610 a devoted member of the church, and a mentor to the young women. 692 01:04:18,977 --> 01:04:20,910 It was not known to the other settlers, 693 01:04:20,977 --> 01:04:23,776 but her deep devotion to the doctrine and covenants 694 01:04:23,844 --> 01:04:28,377 masked a diseased mind, that of a witch. 695 01:04:29,310 --> 01:04:31,877 The bodies were never found. 696 01:04:32,844 --> 01:04:34,509 She consumed them. 697 01:04:41,011 --> 01:04:44,476 That night, your great-great-grandfather 698 01:04:44,542 --> 01:04:46,777 and his search party came upon 699 01:04:46,844 --> 01:04:50,309 all that remained of the young girls. 700 01:05:07,110 --> 01:05:08,876 In her final breath... 701 01:05:08,943 --> 01:05:12,208 Larue vowed that even death would not stop her 702 01:05:12,208 --> 01:05:14,642 taking revenge on the church. 703 01:05:15,708 --> 01:05:19,575 We held Elise's baptism for the dead ritual 704 01:05:19,642 --> 01:05:22,241 at the old font in Haventon, 705 01:05:22,308 --> 01:05:25,641 so as not to sully our own temple with her sin. 706 01:05:26,908 --> 01:05:31,742 It was me who gave the witch's name to be spoken, 707 01:05:31,808 --> 01:05:35,009 to shame the girl Elise for what she did. 708 01:05:35,075 --> 01:05:40,507 I did not know the witch would claim her as a host. 709 01:05:41,307 --> 01:05:44,607 And now Larue will claim her again. 710 01:05:45,540 --> 01:05:49,207 Alma. 711 01:06:00,041 --> 01:06:01,340 What's wrong? 712 01:06:03,008 --> 01:06:04,207 Mother? 713 01:06:05,074 --> 01:06:06,406 No, mother. 714 01:06:06,807 --> 01:06:08,206 No. 715 01:06:09,406 --> 01:06:13,439 No, no. No. 716 01:06:14,439 --> 01:06:17,807 No, no, no, no, no, no. 717 01:06:39,505 --> 01:06:43,405 We need to leave. She's been in there for like an hour. What is she doing? 718 01:06:43,472 --> 01:06:45,706 - Say something. - Don't worry. 719 01:06:45,773 --> 01:06:46,873 We're leaving soon. 720 01:06:48,271 --> 01:06:49,706 Adam. 721 01:06:52,039 --> 01:06:54,505 - Adam. - Just hold on a sec. 722 01:06:58,205 --> 01:06:59,338 Hey. 723 01:07:00,205 --> 01:07:01,338 Just checking in. 724 01:07:02,072 --> 01:07:03,271 Everything okay? 725 01:07:03,939 --> 01:07:05,205 I'm fine. 726 01:07:09,237 --> 01:07:10,772 Gwen's a little weirded out. 727 01:07:11,939 --> 01:07:13,672 Thinking we should hit the road. 728 01:07:14,739 --> 01:07:15,739 Yeah, okay. 729 01:07:18,005 --> 01:07:19,204 All right. 730 01:07:19,871 --> 01:07:20,871 Adam... 731 01:07:24,304 --> 01:07:25,504 thank you... 732 01:07:27,204 --> 01:07:28,570 for your support today. 733 01:07:31,071 --> 01:07:32,771 I know it was a weird request. 734 01:07:34,604 --> 01:07:36,403 I'm sorry for being so fucked up. 735 01:07:36,470 --> 01:07:39,105 No. No, no, no. If anything... 736 01:07:39,738 --> 01:07:41,804 I'm the one who should be apologising. 737 01:07:43,403 --> 01:07:44,804 I just maybe thought more memories 738 01:07:44,871 --> 01:07:47,303 would come back to me. You know what I mean? 739 01:07:47,937 --> 01:07:49,436 Like some kind of closure? 740 01:07:50,203 --> 01:07:51,236 Yeah. 741 01:07:51,303 --> 01:07:52,870 No, I... I get it. 742 01:07:54,203 --> 01:07:55,236 And... 743 01:07:55,503 --> 01:07:58,436 I'm sorry again for losing my shit. 744 01:08:00,203 --> 01:08:01,502 I'm a horrible drunk. 745 01:08:02,603 --> 01:08:03,603 I admit it. 746 01:08:05,937 --> 01:08:07,202 I love you. 747 01:08:07,737 --> 01:08:08,737 Love you more. 748 01:08:15,302 --> 01:08:17,902 Can I take a quick leak and then pack the car? 749 01:08:19,036 --> 01:08:20,268 Okay. 750 01:08:33,636 --> 01:08:36,802 Jesus, Gwen. 751 01:08:36,869 --> 01:08:39,201 Not the time to be sneaking up on people. 752 01:09:03,035 --> 01:09:05,801 I've been sitting here patiently the whole time. 753 01:09:05,868 --> 01:09:06,968 Just waiting. 754 01:09:07,035 --> 01:09:08,333 Endlessly waiting. 755 01:09:08,400 --> 01:09:09,768 What is it that you want me to do? 756 01:09:09,835 --> 01:09:11,367 Oh, my God, it's too much. Okay. I... 757 01:09:11,433 --> 01:09:13,266 I'm... I'm done. I won't wait any longer. 758 01:09:13,333 --> 01:09:14,835 Gwen, I am doing the best that I can. 759 01:09:14,900 --> 01:09:16,300 Just please try to calm down. 760 01:09:16,367 --> 01:09:18,233 - Jesus. - Hey, hey, hey. 761 01:09:19,734 --> 01:09:20,734 Hey... 762 01:09:21,101 --> 01:09:22,300 nearly there. 763 01:09:25,900 --> 01:09:27,600 No. 764 01:09:29,767 --> 01:09:32,432 The deal was once Elise was healthy and better, 765 01:09:32,500 --> 01:09:33,800 you would leave her. 766 01:09:33,867 --> 01:09:35,567 I'm not going to wait another four months. 767 01:09:35,634 --> 01:09:38,567 Gwen, it's been less than 24 hours. It's... 768 01:09:41,900 --> 01:09:43,567 Elise, listen to me. 769 01:09:43,634 --> 01:09:45,467 - How could you? - Just hear me out. 770 01:09:45,533 --> 01:09:47,066 - Stay away from me. - Fuck. 771 01:09:47,199 --> 01:09:49,265 - What the fuck did we do? - Adam, stop. 772 01:10:17,699 --> 01:10:21,599 Elise. Elise. 773 01:10:24,231 --> 01:10:25,832 Are you sure we're alone? 774 01:10:27,798 --> 01:10:30,565 Alone as a shepherd without his flock. 775 01:10:40,598 --> 01:10:41,698 I love you. 776 01:11:11,864 --> 01:11:14,196 I'm sorry I'm late. The rain just came. 777 01:11:18,930 --> 01:11:20,196 Father? 778 01:11:25,262 --> 01:11:26,463 Father? 779 01:11:37,396 --> 01:11:39,529 John 4:18 says... 780 01:11:39,596 --> 01:11:41,363 "There is no fear in love." 781 01:11:42,496 --> 01:11:44,429 But perfect love casteth out fear, 782 01:11:44,496 --> 01:11:46,195 because fear hath torment". 783 01:12:01,260 --> 01:12:02,462 I love her. 784 01:12:03,862 --> 01:12:05,227 And she loves me. 785 01:12:07,762 --> 01:12:08,762 Please, Father. 786 01:12:10,260 --> 01:12:12,961 The young girl said you bullied her into it. 787 01:12:13,028 --> 01:12:14,629 That it was all your idea. 788 01:12:15,729 --> 01:12:17,194 No, that's not true. 789 01:12:17,728 --> 01:12:19,028 She would... 790 01:12:19,095 --> 01:12:21,294 she would never say that. I didn't do anything wrong. 791 01:12:21,362 --> 01:12:22,794 "What is right holds no water 792 01:12:22,861 --> 01:12:25,594 if in the eyes of the church it is wrong." 793 01:12:29,028 --> 01:12:30,461 No, no, no, no, no, no. 794 01:12:30,527 --> 01:12:32,828 Please, Father, please don't let them take me away. 795 01:12:32,894 --> 01:12:37,193 - Please don't do this to me. - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 796 01:12:37,259 --> 01:12:38,527 Please, please, I'll be better. 797 01:12:38,594 --> 01:12:40,226 You'll be staying in the compound 798 01:12:40,294 --> 01:12:41,728 until tomorrow afternoon... 799 01:12:41,794 --> 01:12:44,361 when the orphanage worker arrives to pick you up. 800 01:12:45,394 --> 01:12:47,193 I want you out of my house. 801 01:12:47,628 --> 01:12:51,627 No, no, no, Mother, please don't let them take me away. 802 01:12:51,693 --> 01:12:53,394 Please. 803 01:12:53,461 --> 01:12:55,526 Please, Daddy. No. 804 01:12:56,094 --> 01:12:58,294 Please, no. 805 01:12:58,360 --> 01:13:04,560 No! No! 806 01:13:48,858 --> 01:13:51,058 Maybe we come back in the morning for her. 807 01:13:51,625 --> 01:13:53,791 Leave the campsite set up? What do you think? 808 01:13:55,225 --> 01:13:56,758 We're not going anywhere, Gwen. 809 01:13:57,725 --> 01:14:00,524 We're going to wait here until she comes back. 810 01:14:26,924 --> 01:14:29,191 Well, you're sure as shit not staying with me? 811 01:14:29,191 --> 01:14:30,490 Hey... 812 01:14:30,557 --> 01:14:32,557 I really need your support right now, okay? 813 01:14:32,624 --> 01:14:34,457 It's been a really tough night for me. 814 01:14:34,523 --> 01:14:37,290 Oh, fuck off, Adam. Go wait in the car. 815 01:14:38,023 --> 01:14:39,323 Gwen, come on. 816 01:14:40,657 --> 01:14:41,657 Please. 817 01:15:02,456 --> 01:15:03,889 Asshole! 818 01:15:03,956 --> 01:15:07,656 Unbelievable. How could you be so careless, you fucking prick? 819 01:15:15,623 --> 01:15:16,623 Fuck. 820 01:15:59,621 --> 01:16:02,187 Gwen. 821 01:16:30,252 --> 01:16:32,920 What's wrong? What's wrong? 822 01:16:32,987 --> 01:16:36,053 There's someone in there! I swear to fucking God! 823 01:16:36,186 --> 01:16:38,186 Adam, please! We have to fucking go! 824 01:16:38,186 --> 01:16:39,620 There's nothing in there. What was it? 825 01:16:39,686 --> 01:16:41,586 There's a woman in there, I swear. 826 01:16:41,653 --> 01:16:43,752 - Fuck this! - It's empty. 827 01:16:45,519 --> 01:16:47,453 Gwen! 828 01:16:48,852 --> 01:16:50,087 No! Gwen! 829 01:16:50,186 --> 01:16:51,386 Hey! 830 01:16:52,552 --> 01:16:53,552 Fuck! 831 01:18:33,782 --> 01:18:35,083 Hello, Elise. 832 01:18:35,182 --> 01:18:37,549 - Clara. - It's me. It's really me. 833 01:18:37,616 --> 01:18:39,649 - Clara, I've missed you. - Dig! 834 01:18:40,182 --> 01:18:42,182 Dig! 835 01:18:47,248 --> 01:18:50,083 - What am I digging for? - It's a surprise. 836 01:18:50,182 --> 01:18:52,182 Oh, I love surprises. 837 01:18:54,448 --> 01:18:57,182 I've missed you so much, Clara. My heart aches for you. 838 01:18:57,214 --> 01:19:00,748 - If only my heart still beat. - Yes, if only. 839 01:19:06,247 --> 01:19:08,181 Praise be, what is it? 840 01:19:12,281 --> 01:19:13,581 It's a bone. 841 01:19:14,181 --> 01:19:16,847 - A rib, I think. - Wonderful. There must be more. 842 01:19:16,915 --> 01:19:19,547 Lord, I hope so. Shall I keep digging? 843 01:19:19,614 --> 01:19:21,413 Did Joseph Smith have ten wives? 844 01:19:33,047 --> 01:19:34,081 What'd you find? 845 01:19:34,513 --> 01:19:37,180 That is most certainly a skull. 846 01:19:40,180 --> 01:19:41,380 Aren't I pretty? 847 01:19:44,713 --> 01:19:45,713 The prettiest. 848 01:19:55,512 --> 01:19:57,245 They're looking for you. 849 01:19:57,679 --> 01:19:59,679 There's someone here to take you away. 850 01:20:17,179 --> 01:20:19,511 I'm sorry for what I did. 851 01:20:21,745 --> 01:20:24,145 I just... I panicked. I didn't know what to do. 852 01:20:25,378 --> 01:20:26,612 Do you hate me? 853 01:20:31,813 --> 01:20:32,813 No. 854 01:20:37,012 --> 01:20:38,211 Oh, no. 855 01:20:41,345 --> 01:20:42,545 I'm thankful. 856 01:20:58,243 --> 01:21:00,544 Elise... what are you doing? 857 01:21:04,544 --> 01:21:05,577 Elise. 858 01:21:48,077 --> 01:21:49,810 No, no, no, no, no. What did I do? 859 01:21:49,876 --> 01:21:51,642 What did I do? Clara! 860 01:22:25,942 --> 01:22:27,240 Oh, it's you. 861 01:22:31,474 --> 01:22:32,809 I remember you now. 862 01:22:38,307 --> 01:22:40,240 You've been with me all along. 863 01:25:29,836 --> 01:25:32,335 Elise, please! 864 01:25:36,935 --> 01:25:38,468 How does it feel? 865 01:25:39,368 --> 01:25:41,835 Do you feel Heavenly Father? 866 01:25:47,035 --> 01:25:48,035 Elise, please. 867 01:25:48,367 --> 01:25:49,902 I know what I've done is unforgivable. 868 01:25:49,969 --> 01:25:52,768 Do you really think an apology's gonna make everything okay? 869 01:25:52,835 --> 01:25:54,868 Let go of me, Elise. 870 01:26:17,433 --> 01:26:19,333 No, Elise. Hey! 871 01:26:26,567 --> 01:26:27,601 Come on. 872 01:26:30,634 --> 01:26:31,634 Elise. 873 01:26:32,900 --> 01:26:34,166 Elise. 874 01:26:43,800 --> 01:26:44,833 Jesus. 875 01:26:45,199 --> 01:26:47,466 Oh, your face. What happened? 876 01:26:57,733 --> 01:26:59,800 What the hell are you doing? 877 01:27:01,032 --> 01:27:02,999 Elise, stop. 878 01:27:07,566 --> 01:27:08,566 Help her. 879 01:27:08,932 --> 01:27:10,832 Flesh give birth to flesh. 880 01:27:11,298 --> 01:27:13,699 Spirit birth to spirit. 881 01:27:16,364 --> 01:27:18,799 Spirit birth to spirit. 882 01:27:25,164 --> 01:27:26,331 My God! 883 01:27:27,932 --> 01:27:31,164 Oh, shit. Oh, shit! No! No! 884 01:27:32,699 --> 01:27:36,264 Hey! Hey! Let me out! 885 01:27:36,331 --> 01:27:38,297 Spare her, Larue. 886 01:27:38,365 --> 01:27:41,164 Spirit birth to spirit. 887 01:27:44,898 --> 01:27:46,698 Come on! 888 01:27:46,764 --> 01:27:51,296 In the name of Heavenly Father, she is innocent. 889 01:27:52,631 --> 01:27:53,631 Please. 890 01:27:54,898 --> 01:27:57,229 Mercy is grace. 891 01:28:22,697 --> 01:28:26,228 Oh, no! No! 892 01:28:35,963 --> 01:28:36,963 Drown! 893 01:28:37,262 --> 01:28:39,029 No, no, no. 894 01:28:48,162 --> 01:28:49,596 No, no, no, no! 895 01:28:50,963 --> 01:28:52,261 Drown in it! 896 01:29:12,728 --> 01:29:16,561 Shit! 897 01:29:16,628 --> 01:29:20,728 Come on! 898 01:29:26,160 --> 01:29:28,528 No, no! Please. Let me out! 899 01:29:31,294 --> 01:29:32,528 Adam. 900 01:29:36,193 --> 01:29:37,827 Adam. 901 01:29:49,727 --> 01:29:50,727 Elise. 902 01:29:52,159 --> 01:29:53,293 Please. 903 01:30:04,926 --> 01:30:06,226 I love you. 904 01:30:06,759 --> 01:30:08,159 I love you more. 905 01:31:23,691 --> 01:31:26,290 I trust you've all practised holding your breath. 906 01:31:27,457 --> 01:31:29,490 They are ready, Bishop Franklin. 907 01:31:36,623 --> 01:31:39,324 May your souls rejoice in heaven.