1 00:00:03,742 --> 00:00:06,440 Dr. Marcel, you saved Nathaniel's life 2 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:08,486 in spectacular fashion. 3 00:00:08,486 --> 00:00:10,357 Got 30 million social media followers waiting 4 00:00:10,357 --> 00:00:11,663 to hear how this story ends. 5 00:00:11,663 --> 00:00:13,578 Get ready for what comes next. 6 00:00:13,578 --> 00:00:14,709 What's that? 7 00:00:14,709 --> 00:00:16,189 Fame. 8 00:00:16,189 --> 00:00:17,669 What the hell is going on? 9 00:00:17,669 --> 00:00:19,410 Will and Vanessa bought meds off a drug dealer. 10 00:00:19,410 --> 00:00:21,020 It's a little more complicated than that. 11 00:00:21,020 --> 00:00:22,935 You want to risk your own career, that's fine. 12 00:00:22,935 --> 00:00:24,719 Don't risk Vanessa's. 13 00:00:24,719 --> 00:00:25,720 April? 14 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:27,505 Are you back in Chicago? - Yeah. 15 00:00:27,505 --> 00:00:29,550 You didn't get married or anything, did you? 16 00:00:29,550 --> 00:00:30,551 No. 17 00:00:30,551 --> 00:00:33,424 Well, I'll see you around. 18 00:00:54,749 --> 00:00:58,231 Did you really ask Jack to dislocate your shoulder? 19 00:00:58,231 --> 00:01:00,886 Uh, didn't have much of a choice, really. 20 00:01:00,886 --> 00:01:02,017 I couldn't believe it. 21 00:01:02,017 --> 00:01:03,323 Didn't even hesitate. 22 00:01:03,323 --> 00:01:06,848 Well, my arm was trapped, uh, at the time. 23 00:01:06,848 --> 00:01:10,591 I felt it was the--the best way to continue treating Mr. Perry. 24 00:01:10,591 --> 00:01:12,289 Well, no wonder people are calling you a hero. 25 00:01:12,289 --> 00:01:14,813 But is that how you would characterize yourself? 26 00:01:16,554 --> 00:01:18,817 Did you know that he, um, jerry-rigged a lung transplant 27 00:01:18,817 --> 00:01:21,298 just days after the incident? Yes. 28 00:01:21,298 --> 00:01:24,039 Confident, creative, future of medicine, this guy. 29 00:01:24,039 --> 00:01:25,563 Uh, it--it was a team effort. 30 00:01:25,563 --> 00:01:27,260 Look, I'm-- I'm sure you'd rather talk 31 00:01:27,260 --> 00:01:28,479 to Mr. Dayton here. 32 00:01:28,479 --> 00:01:30,698 And my shift is starting soon, so-- 33 00:01:30,698 --> 00:01:34,702 Dr. Marcel exemplifies the kind of selfless dedication 34 00:01:34,702 --> 00:01:36,748 we here at Gaffney pride ourselves on, 35 00:01:36,748 --> 00:01:39,620 and it's what has attracted a new crop 36 00:01:39,620 --> 00:01:42,449 of generous donations to this institution. 37 00:01:42,449 --> 00:01:44,582 Dr. Marcel's heroics that day saved 38 00:01:44,582 --> 00:01:47,106 way more than just one life. 39 00:01:47,106 --> 00:01:48,194 - That's very generous. - Mm. 40 00:01:48,194 --> 00:01:49,804 - Thank you. - And we're cut. 41 00:01:49,804 --> 00:01:51,110 - Hey. - Yeah? 42 00:01:51,110 --> 00:01:53,025 So I got you lined up for a few phoners... 43 00:01:53,025 --> 00:01:54,461 - Uh-huh. - Later in the day. 44 00:01:54,461 --> 00:01:56,202 And then we got "Today Show" end of the week, okay? 45 00:01:56,202 --> 00:01:57,247 Friday, we're gonna try to do that. 46 00:02:02,165 --> 00:02:04,863 Morning, Mags. 47 00:02:04,863 --> 00:02:05,907 How's it going? 48 00:02:05,907 --> 00:02:07,300 It's going. 49 00:02:07,300 --> 00:02:10,434 I have a twisted ankle for you in 5. 50 00:02:10,434 --> 00:02:11,870 Be there in a minute. 51 00:02:14,307 --> 00:02:16,222 You're still mad at him? 52 00:02:16,222 --> 00:02:18,659 CPD and the hospital cleared us both. 53 00:02:18,659 --> 00:02:22,010 They're letting it go. Why can't you? 54 00:02:22,010 --> 00:02:25,840 Because you brought drugs into the hospital, Vanessa. 55 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:27,625 It was irresponsible. It was dangerous. 56 00:02:27,625 --> 00:02:29,888 We were out of options, and it saved our patient. 57 00:02:29,888 --> 00:02:31,498 I expect that kind of foolishness from Will, 58 00:02:31,498 --> 00:02:32,673 but he should have known better than 59 00:02:32,673 --> 00:02:33,761 to drag you down with him. - No, no. 60 00:02:33,761 --> 00:02:35,154 Will didn't drag me into anything. 61 00:02:35,154 --> 00:02:36,721 It was my call. - You don't have to defend him. 62 00:02:36,721 --> 00:02:39,376 I get it--the Halstead School of Medicine has its appeal, 63 00:02:39,376 --> 00:02:40,725 but it's not who you are. 64 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:42,292 What is that supposed to mean? 65 00:02:42,292 --> 00:02:43,858 It means you're not reckless. You're smarter than that. 66 00:02:43,858 --> 00:02:46,209 And you don't have to be a cowboy to be a good doctor. 67 00:02:49,081 --> 00:02:51,605 Hey, Dean. How you doing? 68 00:02:51,605 --> 00:02:53,564 Oh, well, I thought a patient's bowel was nicked 69 00:02:53,564 --> 00:02:56,044 during surgery, but it was just a flatulent intern, 70 00:02:56,044 --> 00:02:57,655 so I'm excellent. 71 00:02:57,655 --> 00:03:00,005 Great, but I meant how are your injuries? 72 00:03:00,005 --> 00:03:01,354 You're looking a little stiff. 73 00:03:01,354 --> 00:03:02,747 I've had worse. 74 00:03:02,747 --> 00:03:04,444 Oh, than being brutally attacked by a patient 75 00:03:04,444 --> 00:03:06,011 on PCP-laced cocaine? 76 00:03:06,011 --> 00:03:07,186 I need to hear your life story. 77 00:03:07,186 --> 00:03:08,709 Oh, another time. 78 00:03:08,709 --> 00:03:11,059 Uh, I seem to remember being in considerable pain 79 00:03:11,059 --> 00:03:12,626 when you patched me up. 80 00:03:12,626 --> 00:03:14,628 So if I do need anything, I'll be looking elsewhere. 81 00:03:14,628 --> 00:03:16,413 Well, lucky me, seeing as doctors, 82 00:03:16,413 --> 00:03:18,589 especially surgeons with God complexes, 83 00:03:18,589 --> 00:03:20,373 make the worst patient. 84 00:03:20,373 --> 00:03:22,506 Help! Someone, please! crying] 85 00:03:22,506 --> 00:03:23,985 Please, I need help! 86 00:03:23,985 --> 00:03:25,987 - Okay, what happened? - Please, take him! 87 00:03:25,987 --> 00:03:28,468 T--tell me what's wrong. 88 00:03:28,468 --> 00:03:30,818 It's me. I'm what's wrong. 89 00:03:33,299 --> 00:03:34,779 I'm gonna hurt him. 90 00:03:49,272 --> 00:03:51,883 I'll be right back. 91 00:03:51,883 --> 00:03:53,406 Her son, Edison, is in Treatment 2. 92 00:03:53,406 --> 00:03:55,756 He shows no signs of abuse or neglect. 93 00:03:55,756 --> 00:03:57,802 He's an entirely healthy newborn. 94 00:03:57,802 --> 00:03:59,804 Oh, that's a relief. 95 00:03:59,804 --> 00:04:01,936 Penelope, however, is not in great shape. 96 00:04:01,936 --> 00:04:05,636 She's dehydrated, anemic, and is low in vitamin D. 97 00:04:05,636 --> 00:04:07,159 It certainly doesn't look like she's been taking 98 00:04:07,159 --> 00:04:08,378 very good care of herself. 99 00:04:08,378 --> 00:04:11,206 Well, that's not unusual for a new mother, 100 00:04:11,206 --> 00:04:13,383 but it could mean she doesn't have much of a support system. 101 00:04:13,383 --> 00:04:14,471 Yeah. 102 00:04:14,471 --> 00:04:16,647 Listen, I don't want to call DCFS, 103 00:04:16,647 --> 00:04:19,258 but she did say that she was gonna hurt her baby. 104 00:04:19,258 --> 00:04:21,304 Are you guys comfortable holding off for now? 105 00:04:21,304 --> 00:04:24,089 Absolutely--that's a drastic step for something 106 00:04:24,089 --> 00:04:27,005 that just might be postpartum depression and treatable. 107 00:04:27,005 --> 00:04:29,007 Yeah, we're not there yet, but I--I should have 108 00:04:29,007 --> 00:04:30,530 a little chat with her, though. 109 00:04:30,530 --> 00:04:31,792 Yeah. 110 00:04:35,013 --> 00:04:36,536 Halstead! 111 00:04:36,536 --> 00:04:37,972 Incoming. Going to Baghdad. 112 00:04:37,972 --> 00:04:39,844 Says she doesn't want any doc but you. 113 00:04:39,844 --> 00:04:42,237 Okay. 114 00:04:42,237 --> 00:04:44,849 76-year-old female. 115 00:04:44,849 --> 00:04:46,894 Tell the whole world, madonna. 116 00:04:46,894 --> 00:04:48,853 Maria. What happened? 117 00:04:48,853 --> 00:04:50,507 Crush injury to the right upper arm. 118 00:04:50,507 --> 00:04:51,769 Lacerations above the elbow. 119 00:04:51,769 --> 00:04:53,205 Denied pain meds on the ride. 120 00:04:53,205 --> 00:04:54,989 I was just moving the stove. 121 00:04:54,989 --> 00:04:56,600 What, Anthony couldn't move it? 122 00:04:56,600 --> 00:04:58,123 He's useless. 123 00:04:58,123 --> 00:04:59,603 Okay, in we go. On my count. 124 00:04:59,603 --> 00:05:00,691 I can do it myself! 125 00:05:00,691 --> 00:05:02,388 Please lie still, okay? 126 00:05:02,388 --> 00:05:04,825 Okay. One, two, three. 127 00:05:04,825 --> 00:05:06,479 I need an X-ray! 128 00:05:06,479 --> 00:05:09,787 All this fussing, Guglielmo. Basta. 129 00:05:09,787 --> 00:05:10,831 All right, I'm sorry. 130 00:05:10,831 --> 00:05:13,443 So you two know each other? 131 00:05:13,443 --> 00:05:18,186 Maria owns Marguerite's. Taylor Street institution. 132 00:05:18,186 --> 00:05:19,449 When my folks were alive, we'd go there 133 00:05:19,449 --> 00:05:20,798 every Sunday for dinner. 134 00:05:20,798 --> 00:05:22,495 Not so much recently, huh? 135 00:05:22,495 --> 00:05:25,150 You look skinny. 136 00:05:25,150 --> 00:05:26,630 Uh, diminished right radial pulse. 137 00:05:26,630 --> 00:05:27,979 Any numbness, tingling? 138 00:05:27,979 --> 00:05:28,980 - Mm-mm. - Good. 139 00:05:28,980 --> 00:05:30,808 Let's get a CT angio. 140 00:05:37,031 --> 00:05:38,381 X-ray up. 141 00:05:39,643 --> 00:05:41,819 Hey, no fractures, but those lacerations 142 00:05:41,819 --> 00:05:42,994 still need to be repaired. 143 00:05:42,994 --> 00:05:43,951 Let me get you some pain meds. 144 00:05:43,951 --> 00:05:45,388 Oh, so I go to sleep? 145 00:05:45,388 --> 00:05:48,216 No, I have a dinner service tonight. 146 00:05:48,216 --> 00:05:49,566 Uh, Maria, I'm sorry, but I--I doubt 147 00:05:49,566 --> 00:05:51,002 that's gonna be possible. 148 00:05:51,002 --> 00:05:52,351 We'll know more once we get better imaging, 149 00:05:52,351 --> 00:05:54,005 but I'm gonna call a surgical consult. 150 00:05:54,005 --> 00:05:56,094 Surgery? No, no, no. 151 00:05:56,094 --> 00:05:59,271 If you think Antonio can run Marguerite's--oh-ho! 152 00:05:59,271 --> 00:06:01,752 Let's worry about that later. You just relax. 153 00:06:03,406 --> 00:06:04,842 Hey, I'm gonna take care of you. 154 00:06:04,842 --> 00:06:06,060 Va bene. 155 00:06:09,803 --> 00:06:11,457 Hi, Caitlin. I'm Dr. Asher. 156 00:06:11,457 --> 00:06:12,676 - Hi. - Hey. 157 00:06:12,676 --> 00:06:13,851 This is my husband, Steve. - How are you? 158 00:06:13,851 --> 00:06:15,461 Hi, Steve. Okay. 159 00:06:15,461 --> 00:06:17,028 So Caitlin, I saw that you're nine weeks pregnant 160 00:06:17,028 --> 00:06:18,638 and experiencing spotting? - Yes. 161 00:06:18,638 --> 00:06:21,206 It just started a day ago, but it hasn't been super heavy. 162 00:06:21,206 --> 00:06:23,034 - Okay. Any pain or cramping? - Nope. 163 00:06:23,034 --> 00:06:25,428 I read it could be normal this early, right? 164 00:06:25,428 --> 00:06:27,517 It doesn't necessarily mean that something's wrong? 165 00:06:27,517 --> 00:06:29,475 That's true, but it is wise to get checked out. 166 00:06:29,475 --> 00:06:34,393 So let's get a type and screen, a CBC, and a quantitative HCG. 167 00:06:34,393 --> 00:06:36,917 It's taken us some time for us to get pregnant, 168 00:06:36,917 --> 00:06:39,311 so we're probably a little more neurotic 169 00:06:39,311 --> 00:06:41,313 than most first-time parents. 170 00:06:41,313 --> 00:06:44,055 Okay, so Caitlin, I'd like to do an ultrasound. 171 00:06:44,055 --> 00:06:46,057 It'll have to be transvaginal this early. 172 00:06:46,057 --> 00:06:47,972 Ah, yes. The joys of being a woman. 173 00:06:47,972 --> 00:06:50,061 Yes. 174 00:06:50,061 --> 00:06:52,498 Okay, let's get you set up. 175 00:06:52,498 --> 00:06:54,674 Here we go. 176 00:06:54,674 --> 00:06:55,719 A little bit of pressure. 177 00:06:55,719 --> 00:06:56,937 Mm-hmm. 178 00:06:58,156 --> 00:07:00,463 Let's see. 179 00:07:05,903 --> 00:07:07,644 What? What is it? 180 00:07:10,429 --> 00:07:13,301 I'm very sorry, but it's an ectopic pregnancy. 181 00:07:13,301 --> 00:07:16,261 The embryo has implanted in your fallopian tube. 182 00:07:16,261 --> 00:07:17,567 What does that mean? 183 00:07:17,567 --> 00:07:19,786 Won't it move to the uterus? - No. 184 00:07:19,786 --> 00:07:21,527 No, it's not even viable. 185 00:07:21,527 --> 00:07:23,311 Unfortunately, that's correct. 186 00:07:23,311 --> 00:07:25,096 We need to remove the ectopic 187 00:07:25,096 --> 00:07:26,576 before it can rupture the fallopian tube, 188 00:07:26,576 --> 00:07:29,013 which would be fatal for Caitlin. 189 00:07:31,494 --> 00:07:34,322 Okay, so, uh, what, uh-- what do I have to do? 190 00:07:34,322 --> 00:07:35,585 Well, we have two different options. 191 00:07:35,585 --> 00:07:38,675 The first is a chemo drug called methotrexate. 192 00:07:38,675 --> 00:07:41,678 It stops the cells from rapidly dividing 193 00:07:41,678 --> 00:07:43,114 and ends the pregnancy. 194 00:07:43,114 --> 00:07:45,856 The embryo ultimately reabsorbs back in the body, 195 00:07:45,856 --> 00:07:47,640 and it successfully treats about 90% 196 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:49,816 of ectopic pregnancies. 197 00:07:49,816 --> 00:07:51,296 And how do you get that? 198 00:07:51,296 --> 00:07:52,558 It's an intramuscular shot, 199 00:07:52,558 --> 00:07:54,255 typically in the buttock or the thigh. 200 00:07:54,255 --> 00:07:55,866 What are your other options? 201 00:07:55,866 --> 00:07:58,259 We would operate to remove the embryo and, if necessary, 202 00:07:58,259 --> 00:07:59,609 the entire fallopian tube. 203 00:07:59,609 --> 00:08:02,481 The shot. Please, no surgery. 204 00:08:02,481 --> 00:08:04,091 We're hourly workers at a bookstore. 205 00:08:04,091 --> 00:08:05,571 We don't get sick days. 206 00:08:05,571 --> 00:08:06,877 I understand. 207 00:08:06,877 --> 00:08:09,314 We'll just have to do some additional labs, 208 00:08:09,314 --> 00:08:11,316 and then we'll go from there, okay? 209 00:08:13,274 --> 00:08:15,015 Try and get some rest. - Thank you. 210 00:08:17,148 --> 00:08:20,325 Hey. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 211 00:08:20,325 --> 00:08:21,631 I'm sorry. 212 00:08:21,631 --> 00:08:24,547 It'll be okay, all right? Look at me. 213 00:08:29,943 --> 00:08:32,380 Penelope? 214 00:08:32,380 --> 00:08:33,991 How's Edison? Is he okay? 215 00:08:33,991 --> 00:08:35,340 Oh, he's fine. 216 00:08:35,340 --> 00:08:37,168 He's just next door. 217 00:08:37,168 --> 00:08:39,518 Does he need breast milk? I express him. 218 00:08:39,518 --> 00:08:41,172 He's not always great about waking up to eat, 219 00:08:41,172 --> 00:08:42,695 even if it's been two hours. 220 00:08:42,695 --> 00:08:45,480 You know what? I'll--I'll tell the nurses. 221 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:46,830 I'm Dr. Charles. 222 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:49,267 Psychiatry. 223 00:08:49,267 --> 00:08:51,791 Maybe I have postpartum depression? 224 00:08:51,791 --> 00:08:54,011 You know, I don't know. Tell me what's been going on. 225 00:08:54,011 --> 00:08:55,316 How you been feeling? 226 00:08:56,840 --> 00:09:01,192 Oh, um, I'm not like myself. 227 00:09:01,192 --> 00:09:02,236 Okay. 228 00:09:02,236 --> 00:09:04,587 I cry so easily. 229 00:09:04,587 --> 00:09:07,415 My moods are all over the place, and-- 230 00:09:07,415 --> 00:09:09,374 and I have this ringing in my ears, 231 00:09:09,374 --> 00:09:12,595 but my OB says it's all part of the recovery process. 232 00:09:12,595 --> 00:09:13,900 Hmm. 233 00:09:13,900 --> 00:09:16,120 But Edison was crying so loudly, and I was-- 234 00:09:16,120 --> 00:09:17,687 I was so tired. 235 00:09:17,687 --> 00:09:20,341 And it's not an excuse, I know, but... 236 00:09:22,430 --> 00:09:25,303 I thought about, uh... 237 00:09:26,957 --> 00:09:28,436 I thought--I-- 238 00:09:28,436 --> 00:09:30,656 I thought about throwing him against the wall? 239 00:09:30,656 --> 00:09:32,049 Okay. 240 00:09:32,049 --> 00:09:33,659 Well, it was just a thought, though. 241 00:09:33,659 --> 00:09:35,008 Right? - Mm-hmm. 242 00:09:35,008 --> 00:09:36,880 Has--has Edison's dad been around to help out? 243 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:40,666 Turns out he wasn't ready for a kid. 244 00:09:40,666 --> 00:09:43,234 Well, gosh, I mean, that's got to be so hard, 245 00:09:43,234 --> 00:09:45,715 facing a life-changing situation like this 246 00:09:45,715 --> 00:09:47,499 all--all by yourself. 247 00:09:49,632 --> 00:09:51,677 My mom came out for the first week, 248 00:09:51,677 --> 00:09:53,461 but she had to get back to Ohio. 249 00:09:53,461 --> 00:09:54,767 How's it been since she left? 250 00:09:54,767 --> 00:09:57,596 Mm, hard. 251 00:09:57,596 --> 00:10:00,251 Uh, my job doesn't have paid maternity leave, 252 00:10:00,251 --> 00:10:03,123 so I've been working from home, you know, 253 00:10:03,123 --> 00:10:06,126 juggling phone calls while I breastfeed every two hours. 254 00:10:06,126 --> 00:10:07,432 And there are no breaks 255 00:10:07,432 --> 00:10:11,610 and there's no time to, like, turn off. 256 00:10:11,610 --> 00:10:16,136 And his cry, like a screech, it-- 257 00:10:16,136 --> 00:10:17,921 it's just--it's too much. 258 00:10:17,921 --> 00:10:20,140 I--I can't. 259 00:10:20,140 --> 00:10:21,794 I know it's his only way to communicate, 260 00:10:21,794 --> 00:10:24,579 but it sets my teeth on edge, and I feel like I'm losing it. 261 00:10:24,579 --> 00:10:26,625 So I just-- 262 00:10:26,625 --> 00:10:28,496 I'm sorry. 263 00:10:28,496 --> 00:10:31,630 Can you please just-- just tell me what-- 264 00:10:31,630 --> 00:10:33,197 You know what? 265 00:10:33,197 --> 00:10:35,373 We're gonna--we're gonna get to the bottom of this, okay? 266 00:10:35,373 --> 00:10:37,201 I promise you, we will. 267 00:10:42,772 --> 00:10:44,164 Thank you. 268 00:10:51,824 --> 00:10:53,957 No, no, I will make that flight, and I'm fine. 269 00:10:53,957 --> 00:10:55,132 My doctor just walked in, okay? 270 00:10:59,223 --> 00:11:00,659 - It's good to see you, Samir. - You too. 271 00:11:00,659 --> 00:11:02,966 Mr. Baqri, I'm Dr. Taylor. 272 00:11:02,966 --> 00:11:04,402 Yeah. So sorry about that. 273 00:11:04,402 --> 00:11:06,621 My work never stops. 274 00:11:06,621 --> 00:11:08,493 And please, call me Samir. 275 00:11:08,493 --> 00:11:09,668 What seems to be the problem? 276 00:11:09,668 --> 00:11:12,453 Um, lethargy, myalgia. 277 00:11:12,453 --> 00:11:13,628 It's hard to pin down. 278 00:11:13,628 --> 00:11:15,108 Ah, you're a physician. 279 00:11:15,108 --> 00:11:16,849 Oh, no. I--I work with them. 280 00:11:16,849 --> 00:11:19,896 Samir runs the Hamsa Community Health Foundation, 281 00:11:19,896 --> 00:11:21,114 sets up clinics all around the world. 282 00:11:21,114 --> 00:11:22,202 Mm-hmm. 283 00:11:22,202 --> 00:11:23,638 Mm, I get your fundraising emails. 284 00:11:23,638 --> 00:11:25,336 Ah, wow. Hopefully, not too many. 285 00:11:25,336 --> 00:11:27,947 I haven't unsubscribed yet. 286 00:11:27,947 --> 00:11:29,557 Okay, let's check this out. 287 00:11:29,557 --> 00:11:31,385 Open up. 288 00:11:31,385 --> 00:11:33,605 You know, your polio vaccination program 289 00:11:33,605 --> 00:11:35,650 in Pakistan, incredible. - Ah. 290 00:11:35,650 --> 00:11:37,391 I was obsessed with infectious disease 291 00:11:37,391 --> 00:11:39,698 in med school, but they would always talk about polio 292 00:11:39,698 --> 00:11:40,786 in the past tense, and I wanted to shout 293 00:11:40,786 --> 00:11:41,961 at my professors that-- 294 00:11:41,961 --> 00:11:43,441 We were still fighting it, right. 295 00:11:43,441 --> 00:11:45,008 You know, we almost had it beat, but then the world 296 00:11:45,008 --> 00:11:47,314 took its foot off the gas, started reallocating funding, 297 00:11:47,314 --> 00:11:49,403 and now it's back, and well, you know, 298 00:11:49,403 --> 00:11:51,666 we are struggling to get buy-in from our partners. 299 00:11:51,666 --> 00:11:54,844 It's just, uh--ugh, I'm sorry. 300 00:11:54,844 --> 00:11:57,020 I will step off of my soapbox now. 301 00:11:57,020 --> 00:11:58,804 No, do not apologize. 302 00:11:58,804 --> 00:12:00,371 You're doing something. 303 00:12:00,371 --> 00:12:01,851 I wish I knew how to help. 304 00:12:01,851 --> 00:12:03,635 It's the entire reason that I got into medicine. 305 00:12:03,635 --> 00:12:05,680 But instead, I just turn off the news, 306 00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:07,334 and I eat a sleeve of Oreos. 307 00:12:07,334 --> 00:12:08,771 But you know what? 308 00:12:08,771 --> 00:12:10,163 At least now I can help the helper. 309 00:12:10,163 --> 00:12:11,338 Right. 310 00:12:11,338 --> 00:12:13,993 So how long have you felt this way? 311 00:12:13,993 --> 00:12:15,342 Um, a couple of weeks. 312 00:12:15,342 --> 00:12:17,997 I've been traveling for work a lot recently-- 313 00:12:17,997 --> 00:12:21,044 Indonesia, Pakistan, Sierra Leone. 314 00:12:21,044 --> 00:12:23,046 I leave for the Philippines on Friday. 315 00:12:23,046 --> 00:12:24,743 I'm opening up a new clinic. 316 00:12:24,743 --> 00:12:27,354 Well, the most exotic place I've ever been is San Antonio, 317 00:12:27,354 --> 00:12:29,966 and that was for a conference. - So no interest in travel? 318 00:12:29,966 --> 00:12:31,968 No, I'd love to. 319 00:12:31,968 --> 00:12:34,187 But between school and residency, it's just-- 320 00:12:34,187 --> 00:12:36,015 Well, let me tell you, it's not always so glamorous. 321 00:12:36,015 --> 00:12:38,496 I'm glued to my phone, and I survive 322 00:12:38,496 --> 00:12:40,759 off of peanut butter protein bars and coffee. 323 00:12:42,239 --> 00:12:44,241 Temp's normal. 324 00:12:44,241 --> 00:12:45,851 Well, you know, I'm not seeing 325 00:12:45,851 --> 00:12:47,374 any obvious signs of infection, 326 00:12:47,374 --> 00:12:49,507 but given your travel history, uh, I just want to cast 327 00:12:49,507 --> 00:12:50,682 a bit of a wide net with your bloodwork, 328 00:12:50,682 --> 00:12:51,944 if that's okay. - Yeah. 329 00:12:51,944 --> 00:12:53,598 Anything that gets me on a flight, I'm good. 330 00:12:53,598 --> 00:12:56,862 Uh, CBC, CMP, bacterial and viral cultures, 331 00:12:56,862 --> 00:12:59,082 OandP, and a sputum. 332 00:12:59,082 --> 00:13:00,866 On it. 333 00:13:00,866 --> 00:13:02,259 I don't understand. 334 00:13:02,259 --> 00:13:04,043 You said that most people can do the drug option. 335 00:13:04,043 --> 00:13:05,305 Unfortunately, your liver function tests 336 00:13:05,305 --> 00:13:06,567 were a little too elevated, 337 00:13:06,567 --> 00:13:09,092 so you are not a candidate for methotrexate. 338 00:13:09,092 --> 00:13:11,746 Is there something you can do so that I can get the shot? 339 00:13:11,746 --> 00:13:13,052 I can't do a big surgery. 340 00:13:13,052 --> 00:13:15,533 It'll put me out of work for weeks. 341 00:13:15,533 --> 00:13:17,840 If we were to fully open up your abdomen, yes, 342 00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:19,972 the healing time would take a lot longer. 343 00:13:19,972 --> 00:13:22,061 Fortunately, this procedure is laparoscopic, 344 00:13:22,061 --> 00:13:24,498 minimally invasive, meaning we could likely 345 00:13:24,498 --> 00:13:26,761 send you home tonight and have you back at work 346 00:13:26,761 --> 00:13:28,024 in a day or two. 347 00:13:30,374 --> 00:13:32,593 Okay. I guess I can do a day or two. 348 00:13:32,593 --> 00:13:34,552 Okay. I'll see you soon. 349 00:13:34,552 --> 00:13:36,293 - Thanks. - Thank you. 350 00:13:46,651 --> 00:13:49,132 Hey. How'd it go? 351 00:13:49,132 --> 00:13:51,003 A couple of red flags for postpartum, 352 00:13:51,003 --> 00:13:52,962 but I'm not convinced yet. 353 00:13:52,962 --> 00:13:54,833 You know, she was talking about this ringing 354 00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:56,617 she had in her ears. 355 00:13:56,617 --> 00:13:58,489 Well, tinnitus could be caused by multiple things. 356 00:13:58,489 --> 00:14:00,447 It could be idiopathic, medications, 357 00:14:00,447 --> 00:14:01,927 hypo or hyperthyroidism. 358 00:14:01,927 --> 00:14:03,320 You know, I can work all of those up, 359 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:05,104 but what do you want to do in the meantime? 360 00:14:05,104 --> 00:14:08,542 Honestly, I want to see her with her kid. 361 00:14:08,542 --> 00:14:09,979 Wait, Dr. Charles. 362 00:14:09,979 --> 00:14:11,632 You didn't see her when she came in. 363 00:14:11,632 --> 00:14:12,938 She was frantic. 364 00:14:12,938 --> 00:14:14,897 And we can't be sure how she'll react to him, 365 00:14:14,897 --> 00:14:17,029 especially without a definitive diagnosis. 366 00:14:17,029 --> 00:14:18,944 Absolutely gonna make sure the kid is safe, okay? 367 00:14:18,944 --> 00:14:20,946 It's just that I can learn so much 368 00:14:20,946 --> 00:14:22,121 from watching them interact, right? 369 00:14:22,121 --> 00:14:23,949 How are they bonding? 370 00:14:23,949 --> 00:14:25,603 Any warning signs of a lack of connection? 371 00:14:25,603 --> 00:14:27,866 And if it is postpartum, it sort of helps me 372 00:14:27,866 --> 00:14:30,129 gauge the severity, you know? 373 00:14:30,129 --> 00:14:33,524 While I understand your concerns, Dr. Choi, 374 00:14:33,524 --> 00:14:37,267 since Dr. Charles will be there and Penelope 375 00:14:37,267 --> 00:14:39,878 had the wherewithal to ask for help 376 00:14:39,878 --> 00:14:41,619 before anything happened, 377 00:14:41,619 --> 00:14:43,969 I think we should proceed. 378 00:14:43,969 --> 00:14:48,104 Also, I'd like to be present. 379 00:14:48,104 --> 00:14:50,062 All right. Hey, thank you. 380 00:14:54,327 --> 00:14:56,025 - Hey, Archer! - Yeah? 381 00:14:56,025 --> 00:14:57,678 Nursing said there's no fiber optic cables 382 00:14:57,678 --> 00:14:59,985 for the laparoscopic tower. Where'd they all go? 383 00:14:59,985 --> 00:15:01,508 I've got to do an urgent ectopic. 384 00:15:01,508 --> 00:15:02,945 I know we're down two. 385 00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:04,511 Supply chain issue strike again. 386 00:15:04,511 --> 00:15:05,948 Can't you just open? 387 00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,384 No, it's explicitly against my patient's wishes. 388 00:15:07,384 --> 00:15:08,776 She needs it to be laparoscopic. 389 00:15:08,776 --> 00:15:09,995 Oh. 390 00:15:09,995 --> 00:15:12,041 So both options are bad. 391 00:15:12,041 --> 00:15:13,651 Either wait it out, running the risk 392 00:15:13,651 --> 00:15:16,959 it ruptures and kills her, or turf it to another hospital. 393 00:15:16,959 --> 00:15:19,004 Or you can go old school without video 394 00:15:19,004 --> 00:15:22,529 and just look straight down into the scope. 395 00:15:22,529 --> 00:15:24,792 No one's learned how to do it that way since the Stone Age. 396 00:15:24,792 --> 00:15:26,272 That's like performing surgery 397 00:15:26,272 --> 00:15:27,752 with one hand tied behind your back. 398 00:15:27,752 --> 00:15:28,971 Eh, yeah. 399 00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,711 I'm ancient enough, all right? 400 00:15:30,711 --> 00:15:32,887 It's how I was trained. 401 00:15:32,887 --> 00:15:35,890 Well, this doesn't do me any good. 402 00:15:41,287 --> 00:15:43,724 Oh, hi. Hey. So, uh, what's the good news? 403 00:15:43,724 --> 00:15:45,074 We're not seeing any signs of infection, 404 00:15:45,074 --> 00:15:46,466 though you are slightly anemic. 405 00:15:46,466 --> 00:15:47,859 Which would explain your lethargy. 406 00:15:47,859 --> 00:15:49,556 Excellent, so I guess I can just take a couple 407 00:15:49,556 --> 00:15:51,210 of iron supplements, be on my way? 408 00:15:51,210 --> 00:15:52,995 I'm actually not comfortable discharging you quite yet. 409 00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:54,213 You just said I'm not infectious. 410 00:15:54,213 --> 00:15:55,649 That's true, as far as I can tell. 411 00:15:55,649 --> 00:15:58,130 But without an explanation for why you're deficient, 412 00:15:58,130 --> 00:15:59,653 I'd just like to run a couple more tests. 413 00:15:59,653 --> 00:16:01,394 No, look, if I'm not sick, I really got to get going. 414 00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:02,656 I've got, like, 1,000 planning calls to make. 415 00:16:02,656 --> 00:16:04,049 And not to mention, I think there's people 416 00:16:04,049 --> 00:16:05,355 who need this bed more than I do, so I think-- 417 00:16:05,355 --> 00:16:06,747 - Samir--oh! - Oh! 418 00:16:07,966 --> 00:16:09,315 - You all right? - Yeah, I'm fine. 419 00:16:09,315 --> 00:16:10,447 I'm not-- - Let's get back on the bed. 420 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:14,407 - I'm fine. - Both legs, please. 421 00:16:16,844 --> 00:16:18,411 Dr. Taylor? 422 00:16:20,500 --> 00:16:21,632 It's both legs. 423 00:16:21,632 --> 00:16:23,068 Do you know how long you've had this? 424 00:16:23,068 --> 00:16:25,201 I don't know. I thought it was a heat rash. 425 00:16:28,334 --> 00:16:30,119 This is not from the anemia, is it? 426 00:16:30,119 --> 00:16:31,859 I don't know. 427 00:16:31,859 --> 00:16:32,991 Look, don't BS me. 428 00:16:32,991 --> 00:16:34,384 I know what bad news looks like. 429 00:16:34,384 --> 00:16:36,864 What is it? 430 00:16:36,864 --> 00:16:39,606 These are petechiae, a breakdown of red blood cells. 431 00:16:39,606 --> 00:16:41,434 It's usually associated with a bleeding disorder. 432 00:16:41,434 --> 00:16:43,001 But it could be any number of things. 433 00:16:43,001 --> 00:16:44,524 So what are we looking at? 434 00:16:44,524 --> 00:16:47,484 I mean, is it an autoimmune disease or leukemia? What? 435 00:16:47,484 --> 00:16:49,094 We don't know until we do further workup. 436 00:16:49,094 --> 00:16:52,706 Um, Maggie, let's get a lupus panel, an ANA, and an X-ray. 437 00:16:52,706 --> 00:16:54,882 - Hmm. - On it. 438 00:16:54,882 --> 00:16:56,101 Thank you. 439 00:16:59,887 --> 00:17:01,150 Maria. 440 00:17:01,150 --> 00:17:02,455 This is Dr. Marcel. 441 00:17:02,455 --> 00:17:04,327 Apologies for the wait, Ms. Piscotta. 442 00:17:04,327 --> 00:17:06,111 You didn't tell me the handsome doctor 443 00:17:06,111 --> 00:17:08,287 from the news was coming. 444 00:17:08,287 --> 00:17:10,333 I look a mess. - No, please. 445 00:17:10,333 --> 00:17:12,770 Uh, apparently, I'm addressing royalty. 446 00:17:12,770 --> 00:17:14,902 The doctor also tells me you're the, uh, queen of pasta. 447 00:17:14,902 --> 00:17:18,080 Only woman in America who can make the threads of God. 448 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:19,124 Oh. 449 00:17:19,124 --> 00:17:20,343 It's all done by feel. 450 00:17:20,343 --> 00:17:22,214 You have to have the touch. 451 00:17:22,214 --> 00:17:24,042 Well, I look forward to stopping by 452 00:17:24,042 --> 00:17:26,044 once we get you patched up. 453 00:17:26,044 --> 00:17:29,961 So your angiogram revealed an injury to the brachial artery, 454 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:33,138 a pseudoaneurysm like, um, a balloon 455 00:17:33,138 --> 00:17:34,835 pushing out from the vessel. 456 00:17:34,835 --> 00:17:36,446 What does that mean? 457 00:17:36,446 --> 00:17:39,362 Well, unfortunately, you'll need a surgical repair. 458 00:17:39,362 --> 00:17:41,799 But it'll remove the risk of rupture 459 00:17:41,799 --> 00:17:43,583 while preserving healthy blood flow to your arm. 460 00:17:43,583 --> 00:17:45,281 Now, Maria, there are non-surgical 461 00:17:45,281 --> 00:17:46,847 options like stenting. 462 00:17:46,847 --> 00:17:48,284 It's less invasive. 463 00:17:48,284 --> 00:17:52,157 Let Dr. Handsome finish. 464 00:17:52,157 --> 00:17:54,464 Uh, my opinion, surgery would offer 465 00:17:54,464 --> 00:17:56,466 the best long-term results. 466 00:17:56,466 --> 00:18:00,818 I know it seems like a lot, but it's standard procedure. 467 00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:03,864 And if we did the repair today, we can send you home tomorrow. 468 00:18:03,864 --> 00:18:05,866 And you will do the surgery? 469 00:18:05,866 --> 00:18:07,129 I would. 470 00:18:09,914 --> 00:18:13,047 If that's what you think is best, andiamo. 471 00:18:13,047 --> 00:18:15,311 Okay. I'll make the call. 472 00:18:19,228 --> 00:18:22,187 You have a visitor. 473 00:18:22,187 --> 00:18:26,017 There's my boy. 474 00:18:26,017 --> 00:18:27,192 Sit. 475 00:18:29,063 --> 00:18:30,717 Hi. 476 00:18:30,717 --> 00:18:31,892 Ooh. 477 00:18:34,199 --> 00:18:35,853 Shh, shh, shh. 478 00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:39,073 Oh, no, Eddie, it's okay. 479 00:18:39,073 --> 00:18:41,815 It's okay. Come on. Don't cry. 480 00:18:41,815 --> 00:18:42,860 It's okay. 481 00:18:44,949 --> 00:18:47,734 Hmm. 482 00:18:47,734 --> 00:18:49,040 Please, Eddie, please. 483 00:18:51,042 --> 00:18:52,783 Okay. 484 00:18:52,783 --> 00:18:54,393 You see what I mean about this cry? 485 00:18:54,393 --> 00:18:57,179 It's like a--it's like a drill in my head. 486 00:18:59,093 --> 00:19:01,052 Okay. 487 00:19:01,052 --> 00:19:05,230 Stop, baby. Please, stop. 488 00:19:05,230 --> 00:19:06,579 Quiet, please. 489 00:19:06,579 --> 00:19:08,320 Penelope, take a deep breath. You got this. 490 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:09,713 You got this. You got this. 491 00:19:09,713 --> 00:19:11,889 I'm sorry. Can you please take him out? 492 00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:14,239 I can't stand it. - I've got it. I've got it. 493 00:19:14,239 --> 00:19:15,936 Shh, shh. 494 00:19:17,982 --> 00:19:20,506 It's okay. It's okay. 495 00:19:21,551 --> 00:19:23,205 Penelope? 496 00:19:25,337 --> 00:19:26,991 - What's happening? - Penelope? Penelope? 497 00:19:26,991 --> 00:19:28,601 - What's happening to me? - Okay. 498 00:19:28,601 --> 00:19:30,473 - Ah, help me. - Okay, all right. 499 00:19:30,473 --> 00:19:32,214 Look at me. Look at me. 500 00:19:32,214 --> 00:19:33,389 - We got you. - Look at me. 501 00:19:33,389 --> 00:19:34,781 Look at me. Look at me. 502 00:19:34,781 --> 00:19:35,956 Okay, can you smile? 503 00:19:35,956 --> 00:19:37,219 Try to smile. 504 00:19:37,219 --> 00:19:38,350 Okay. 505 00:19:38,350 --> 00:19:39,917 Trigger the stroke alert! 506 00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:40,961 Little help in here! 507 00:19:44,530 --> 00:19:46,402 We got you. We got you. We got you. 508 00:19:52,973 --> 00:19:55,585 What the--hey, where's Maria? 509 00:19:55,585 --> 00:19:57,282 They just took her to pre-op. 510 00:19:57,282 --> 00:19:58,631 Look, I've been thinking about it. 511 00:19:58,631 --> 00:20:00,067 We should hold off on surgery. 512 00:20:00,067 --> 00:20:01,286 I want to pitch her the stent one more time. 513 00:20:01,286 --> 00:20:02,766 Come on, Will. 514 00:20:02,766 --> 00:20:04,202 We both know that's not a long-term solution. 515 00:20:04,202 --> 00:20:06,248 No, but given her age and her livelihood, 516 00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:08,032 we shouldn't be so eager to flay her arm, 517 00:20:08,032 --> 00:20:09,947 risk nerve injury, put her through extensive rehab. 518 00:20:09,947 --> 00:20:11,949 No, no. Her hands are her life. 519 00:20:11,949 --> 00:20:13,559 We cannot take that from her. 520 00:20:13,559 --> 00:20:16,954 All the more reason to stick with a vascular repair. 521 00:20:16,954 --> 00:20:18,912 Deal with the pseudoaneurysm with a stitch 522 00:20:18,912 --> 00:20:21,524 and keep her off anti-platelets. 523 00:20:21,524 --> 00:20:23,352 And besides, she's already consented. 524 00:20:23,352 --> 00:20:26,311 That's because she saw you on TV. 525 00:20:26,311 --> 00:20:29,619 She's starstruck being treated by the hotshot doctor 526 00:20:29,619 --> 00:20:31,577 from the news. 527 00:20:40,543 --> 00:20:42,371 Hey, you called me, remember? 528 00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:45,461 You don't think all that influenced her decision? 529 00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:48,333 I don't know, but maybe your connection with the patient 530 00:20:48,333 --> 00:20:49,769 is influencing yours. 531 00:20:53,817 --> 00:20:56,167 Hey, Will? 532 00:20:56,167 --> 00:21:00,302 I'm gonna take good care of her, okay? 533 00:21:01,868 --> 00:21:03,522 Thank you. 534 00:21:03,522 --> 00:21:04,523 You got it. 535 00:21:10,355 --> 00:21:11,704 Hey, Dr. Asher? 536 00:21:11,704 --> 00:21:13,663 I think something might be wrong? 537 00:21:13,663 --> 00:21:16,318 Okay. 538 00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:18,363 Hey, Caitlin. 539 00:21:18,363 --> 00:21:19,408 Are you in pain? 540 00:21:19,408 --> 00:21:21,497 Uh, it's-- it's not super bad, 541 00:21:21,497 --> 00:21:22,846 but, yeah, it hurts. 542 00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:24,195 Yeah, heart rate's in the low hundreds. 543 00:21:24,195 --> 00:21:25,675 All right, I want to do a quick ultrasound. 544 00:21:25,675 --> 00:21:27,024 Do you mind? - Mm-hmm. 545 00:21:27,024 --> 00:21:29,026 Can you lift up, please? - Sure. 546 00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:30,593 Here we go. It's gonna be a little cold. 547 00:21:30,593 --> 00:21:32,246 - Mm-hmm. - All right. 548 00:21:33,900 --> 00:21:36,381 There we go. 549 00:21:36,381 --> 00:21:38,340 Okay, Caitlin, your fallopian tube is ruptured, 550 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:39,689 and there's blood in your belly. 551 00:21:39,689 --> 00:21:40,864 Oh, my God. Is she gonna be okay? 552 00:21:40,864 --> 00:21:43,214 Yes, but we need to operate now. 553 00:21:43,214 --> 00:21:44,737 And I need to open your abdomen. 554 00:21:44,737 --> 00:21:45,956 No, no, you said that you could do it the other way. 555 00:21:45,956 --> 00:21:47,392 I can't be out of work. 556 00:21:47,392 --> 00:21:48,828 I understand, but we don't have fiber optic cables. 557 00:21:48,828 --> 00:21:50,961 But we do have a camera scope, so we're still able 558 00:21:50,961 --> 00:21:52,876 to operate laparoscopically, 559 00:21:52,876 --> 00:21:55,574 just in a different way, 560 00:21:55,574 --> 00:21:58,403 if you're good with that? 561 00:21:58,403 --> 00:22:02,059 Um, yeah, okay. 562 00:22:02,059 --> 00:22:03,277 Yes. 563 00:22:06,019 --> 00:22:07,717 Can you open the hybrid OR, please? 564 00:22:07,717 --> 00:22:09,109 What do you think you're doing? 565 00:22:09,109 --> 00:22:11,024 You jump in like that without consulting me? 566 00:22:11,024 --> 00:22:12,939 I'm sorry, but we don't have time for niceties. 567 00:22:12,939 --> 00:22:14,419 You said yourself it was emergent, 568 00:22:14,419 --> 00:22:15,899 and this way, we don't have to open her up. 569 00:22:15,899 --> 00:22:17,596 Oh, so now it's we? This is my patient. 570 00:22:17,596 --> 00:22:19,032 This is her wish. 571 00:22:19,032 --> 00:22:20,512 Your way, she'd be in for a lot more pain 572 00:22:20,512 --> 00:22:22,601 and a much longer recovery. 573 00:22:22,601 --> 00:22:23,994 Come on, you'll see. 574 00:22:23,994 --> 00:22:25,735 We'll make a good team. 575 00:22:25,735 --> 00:22:26,953 Come on. 576 00:22:28,477 --> 00:22:29,565 Okay. 577 00:22:29,565 --> 00:22:30,609 Clamps are off. 578 00:22:30,609 --> 00:22:32,089 Check the flow. 579 00:22:40,140 --> 00:22:41,577 Triphasic flow is good. 580 00:22:41,577 --> 00:22:43,143 Nice work. 581 00:22:43,143 --> 00:22:44,928 You almost finished in there? 582 00:22:44,928 --> 00:22:47,278 Yeah. Just about to close. 583 00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:49,367 Good, because the lieutenant governor 584 00:22:49,367 --> 00:22:51,891 is here with cholecystitis, and she's requested 585 00:22:51,891 --> 00:22:54,285 you perform the surgery. 586 00:22:54,285 --> 00:22:55,417 Big time. 587 00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:56,940 Oh, hush. 588 00:22:56,940 --> 00:22:59,029 Okay, give me 30 minutes. I'll be right there. 589 00:22:59,029 --> 00:23:01,379 Come on. It's the lieutenant governor. 590 00:23:01,379 --> 00:23:03,903 Dr. Tanaka-Reed can close. 591 00:23:06,906 --> 00:23:09,169 - You good? - Yes, sir. I got it. 592 00:23:09,169 --> 00:23:11,171 Minimum two layers plus skin, all right? 593 00:23:11,171 --> 00:23:12,172 Mm-hmm. 594 00:23:13,522 --> 00:23:14,914 All right, I'll be right there. 595 00:23:17,264 --> 00:23:20,137 Penelope's MRI and CT are clean. 596 00:23:20,137 --> 00:23:22,095 Thank goodness, that wasn't a stroke. 597 00:23:22,095 --> 00:23:23,880 Yeah. No tumors, either. 598 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:25,403 Taken all together, her symptoms add up 599 00:23:25,403 --> 00:23:27,187 to one thing. - Bell's palsy. 600 00:23:27,187 --> 00:23:28,885 Tinnitus. Of course. 601 00:23:28,885 --> 00:23:32,323 Edison's cries must have been excruciating. 602 00:23:32,323 --> 00:23:33,933 Yeah, it's why she's having such a hard time 603 00:23:33,933 --> 00:23:35,718 when Eddie was acting up. 604 00:23:35,718 --> 00:23:38,155 And it's no wonder she was at the end of her rope. 605 00:23:38,155 --> 00:23:40,026 On top of everything, she was in pain 606 00:23:40,026 --> 00:23:41,898 and told it was completely normal. 607 00:23:41,898 --> 00:23:44,335 How'd her OB miss this when she complained about her symptoms? 608 00:23:44,335 --> 00:23:46,163 Well, unfortunately, many women 609 00:23:46,163 --> 00:23:48,513 are failed by postpartum care. 610 00:23:48,513 --> 00:23:51,690 And in American medicine, the mother is the wrapper; 611 00:23:51,690 --> 00:23:53,518 the baby, the candy. 612 00:23:53,518 --> 00:23:55,302 At least this case has a happy ending. 613 00:23:55,302 --> 00:23:57,348 We can treat Penelope's symptoms 614 00:23:57,348 --> 00:23:59,045 and reunite her with her baby. 615 00:23:59,045 --> 00:24:01,004 You know, I'd say this is an important first step 616 00:24:01,004 --> 00:24:04,747 in her mental recovery, but I don't know. 617 00:24:04,747 --> 00:24:06,183 We're not out of the woods yet. 618 00:24:08,577 --> 00:24:10,317 Samir's labs are in. 619 00:24:10,317 --> 00:24:12,537 No signs of autoimmune disease or cancer. 620 00:24:12,537 --> 00:24:13,756 Small victories. 621 00:24:13,756 --> 00:24:15,453 But severe osteopenia? 622 00:24:15,453 --> 00:24:18,021 He has the bones of a man twice his age. 623 00:24:18,021 --> 00:24:19,849 None of this makes any sense. 624 00:24:26,856 --> 00:24:27,987 What happened? 625 00:24:27,987 --> 00:24:29,249 I--I don't know. 626 00:24:30,729 --> 00:24:31,904 Oh. 627 00:24:35,168 --> 00:24:37,127 Where'd that laceration come from? 628 00:24:37,127 --> 00:24:39,216 - Micro stitch? - Uh, no. 629 00:24:39,216 --> 00:24:41,871 Grab me a heat cautery and lidocaine 1%. 630 00:24:41,871 --> 00:24:42,959 - You got it. - Uh, it's okay. 631 00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:44,351 Just slow breaths, okay? 632 00:24:44,351 --> 00:24:46,092 In through your nose. 633 00:24:46,092 --> 00:24:47,180 Out through your mouth. 634 00:24:47,180 --> 00:24:48,965 Yes. Good job. Good job. 635 00:24:48,965 --> 00:24:50,836 So what, did you cut yourself? 636 00:24:50,836 --> 00:24:52,577 No. 637 00:24:52,577 --> 00:24:54,666 Any injuries that you forgot to tell me about? 638 00:24:54,666 --> 00:24:57,321 No, no, nothing. What is happening to me? 639 00:24:57,321 --> 00:24:59,062 I don't know yet, but we're gonna figure this out, okay? 640 00:24:59,062 --> 00:25:00,846 Just, um--just focus on me. 641 00:25:05,068 --> 00:25:06,591 Maggie, what does this look like to you? 642 00:25:06,591 --> 00:25:08,027 An appendectomy scar. 643 00:25:08,027 --> 00:25:09,638 Yeah. 644 00:25:12,292 --> 00:25:14,164 We're gonna figure this out. 645 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:20,474 A bulge on the left fallopian. 646 00:25:20,474 --> 00:25:21,693 Let me see? 647 00:25:25,436 --> 00:25:27,917 That's the ectopic pregnancy. - Yeah, that was clear to me. 648 00:25:27,917 --> 00:25:29,875 Okay, so grasp the fallopian tubes. 649 00:25:29,875 --> 00:25:32,530 Put them on tension, 650 00:25:32,530 --> 00:25:35,185 and then take your needlepoint cautery. 651 00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:37,230 Thank you. Will you help me, please? 652 00:25:40,712 --> 00:25:42,801 You all right? 653 00:25:42,801 --> 00:25:44,020 I'm fine. 654 00:25:44,020 --> 00:25:45,325 Okay. 655 00:25:45,325 --> 00:25:47,632 Now, make a longitudinal incision over the bulge. 656 00:25:48,938 --> 00:25:50,113 What? 657 00:25:53,029 --> 00:25:54,813 Step in. 658 00:25:54,813 --> 00:25:56,119 Step in? 659 00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:57,555 What--what are you talking about? 660 00:25:57,555 --> 00:25:58,774 You're the only person here who knows how 661 00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:00,079 to perform surgery this way. 662 00:26:00,079 --> 00:26:01,341 Well, you're about to learn it now. 663 00:26:01,341 --> 00:26:02,473 If you knew you were in pain, 664 00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:04,083 you never should have started this. 665 00:26:04,083 --> 00:26:05,345 I'm just respecting your patient's needs. 666 00:26:05,345 --> 00:26:08,479 Now, stop it. Come on now. Just take it. Go. 667 00:26:27,759 --> 00:26:30,196 It's not gonna magically appear on the monitor. 668 00:26:30,196 --> 00:26:32,372 All right, just put your eye back on the scope. 669 00:26:32,372 --> 00:26:33,722 Come on. 670 00:26:43,993 --> 00:26:45,864 This would go faster if I could just open. 671 00:26:45,864 --> 00:26:47,692 You can do this, all right? 672 00:26:47,692 --> 00:26:49,563 Use your assistant, me. I will guide you. 673 00:26:49,563 --> 00:26:51,565 I will help you. 674 00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:03,795 Come on. 675 00:27:03,795 --> 00:27:05,231 I can't get the angle. 676 00:27:05,231 --> 00:27:06,580 All right, so come in through the other side. 677 00:27:06,580 --> 00:27:07,930 Just tell me where the tube needs to be, 678 00:27:07,930 --> 00:27:09,322 and I will hold it. - Okay, hold this. 679 00:27:09,322 --> 00:27:10,802 I got it. 680 00:27:10,802 --> 00:27:11,847 I'm going after the tube. 681 00:27:11,847 --> 00:27:13,239 Give me the ligature. 682 00:27:20,159 --> 00:27:22,466 All right. Got it? There you go. 683 00:27:22,466 --> 00:27:23,989 Okay. 684 00:27:35,218 --> 00:27:36,175 Yeah. 685 00:27:37,611 --> 00:27:38,743 Okay. 686 00:27:50,407 --> 00:27:51,756 Got it. 687 00:27:51,756 --> 00:27:53,758 All right. Wrap this up. 688 00:27:58,154 --> 00:27:59,633 How's Samir? 689 00:27:59,633 --> 00:28:01,113 His wound looks good, but he's understandably eager 690 00:28:01,113 --> 00:28:02,549 to find out why his scar opened up. 691 00:28:02,549 --> 00:28:05,988 I have a hunch, but I feel crazy even saying it. 692 00:28:05,988 --> 00:28:07,511 I want to run one more test. 693 00:28:07,511 --> 00:28:09,600 Okay. 694 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,776 So fortunately, with time and steroids, 695 00:28:11,776 --> 00:28:14,083 your Bell's palsy should fully resolve. 696 00:28:15,606 --> 00:28:17,477 But what about my terrible thoughts? 697 00:28:17,477 --> 00:28:19,175 Well, you know, there's actually a name for those? 698 00:28:19,175 --> 00:28:21,133 They're called intrusive thoughts. 699 00:28:21,133 --> 00:28:25,311 They're involuntary, violent, often self-destructive. 700 00:28:25,311 --> 00:28:26,748 You ever been standing, say, 701 00:28:26,748 --> 00:28:28,227 on a balcony, on a tall building, 702 00:28:28,227 --> 00:28:30,403 and you look over the edge, and you go, oh, 703 00:28:30,403 --> 00:28:31,753 what would happen if I jumped off? 704 00:28:31,753 --> 00:28:33,755 I mean, you don't do it, but it's, 705 00:28:33,755 --> 00:28:36,627 uh--it's disturbing, right? 706 00:28:36,627 --> 00:28:38,107 I have friends with kids, and none of them 707 00:28:38,107 --> 00:28:40,544 ever mentioned having a thought like I did. 708 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:42,067 Well, I mean, it's not exactly 709 00:28:42,067 --> 00:28:43,939 the easiest thing to bring up. 710 00:28:43,939 --> 00:28:45,767 And it's a problem because that means that people 711 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:47,029 just don't talk about it. 712 00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:48,813 Don't you understand that a good mother, 713 00:28:48,813 --> 00:28:51,076 regardless of Bell's palsy or anything, 714 00:28:51,076 --> 00:28:53,818 would never think of harming her own baby? 715 00:28:53,818 --> 00:28:55,864 No, y--you sought help. 716 00:28:55,864 --> 00:28:57,735 There's proof you're a good mom. 717 00:28:57,735 --> 00:28:59,389 No! 718 00:28:59,389 --> 00:29:00,782 God, you have to understand. 719 00:29:00,782 --> 00:29:02,827 I could see myself throwing him. 720 00:29:02,827 --> 00:29:05,917 This wasn't some fleeting, vague idea. 721 00:29:05,917 --> 00:29:09,486 I actually thought about him hitting the wall. 722 00:29:09,486 --> 00:29:11,401 It felt so horrifically real. 723 00:29:11,401 --> 00:29:13,185 This is not gonna be my last stressful week, 724 00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:16,841 so I can never trust myself with him. 725 00:29:16,841 --> 00:29:19,235 Look, we get it, okay? We do. 726 00:29:19,235 --> 00:29:21,280 We understand, and we're gonna keep on working on this. 727 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:22,716 As a matter of fact, Dr. Choi and I 728 00:29:22,716 --> 00:29:25,632 are just gonna step outside for a second, all right? 729 00:29:25,632 --> 00:29:27,852 Hey, we'll be right back. 730 00:29:30,724 --> 00:29:32,770 I get it. 731 00:29:32,770 --> 00:29:34,032 She's scared. 732 00:29:34,032 --> 00:29:35,817 But separating her from her baby? 733 00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:38,297 They should be together. - Oh, I completely agree. 734 00:29:38,297 --> 00:29:40,647 I mean, look, we can try and normalize her fears 735 00:29:40,647 --> 00:29:41,953 until we're blue in the face, 736 00:29:41,953 --> 00:29:43,172 but I think she needs to hear about it 737 00:29:43,172 --> 00:29:46,305 from a different kind of expert. 738 00:29:46,305 --> 00:29:48,525 There aren't many reasons a surgical scar can reopen, 739 00:29:48,525 --> 00:29:50,832 especially an older one like an appendectomy. 740 00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:53,530 So on a hunch, I ran one more blood test. 741 00:29:53,530 --> 00:29:55,488 So have you figured out what's happening to me? 742 00:29:55,488 --> 00:29:57,316 Hypovitaminosis C. 743 00:29:57,316 --> 00:29:59,536 Better known as scurvy. 744 00:29:59,536 --> 00:30:01,059 You've got to be joking. 745 00:30:01,059 --> 00:30:03,975 Like old timey, sailor scurvy? People still get that? 746 00:30:03,975 --> 00:30:06,804 It's rare, but you mentioned having a limited diet. 747 00:30:06,804 --> 00:30:08,893 Peanut butter, protein bars, coffee-- 748 00:30:08,893 --> 00:30:10,329 they all lack vitamin C. 749 00:30:10,329 --> 00:30:12,375 And without that, your body can't maintain 750 00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:14,420 the collagen, the connective tissue, 751 00:30:14,420 --> 00:30:15,900 it needs in order to function. 752 00:30:15,900 --> 00:30:17,336 Which would explain your low bone density 753 00:30:17,336 --> 00:30:18,381 and your petechiae. 754 00:30:18,381 --> 00:30:19,817 But this is all treatable, right? 755 00:30:19,817 --> 00:30:21,166 I mean, what, eat a couple slices of oranges, 756 00:30:21,166 --> 00:30:22,994 and I'll be fine? - Pretty much. 757 00:30:22,994 --> 00:30:24,517 We're gonna set you up on an infusion. 758 00:30:24,517 --> 00:30:26,476 And then after that, we'll get you on an oral, 759 00:30:26,476 --> 00:30:27,912 high-dose multivitamin. 760 00:30:27,912 --> 00:30:31,350 You should start feeling better in about 48 hours. 761 00:30:34,266 --> 00:30:37,139 You know, I have been in some hairy situations in my career, 762 00:30:37,139 --> 00:30:40,925 but this scared the crap out of me. 763 00:30:40,925 --> 00:30:43,014 And you were so calm. 764 00:30:43,014 --> 00:30:45,451 Like I said, got to help the helpers. 765 00:30:48,802 --> 00:30:50,021 Dr. Taylor? 766 00:30:53,068 --> 00:30:55,592 Could I trouble you for another moment? 767 00:30:55,592 --> 00:30:56,898 Yeah, sure. 768 00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:57,942 I'll get the pharmacy to start 769 00:30:57,942 --> 00:30:59,335 working on your infusion. 770 00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:04,906 Lieutenant governor did great. 771 00:31:04,906 --> 00:31:06,168 - Oh. - Surgery went perfectly. 772 00:31:06,168 --> 00:31:07,430 - Fantastic. - Yeah. 773 00:31:07,430 --> 00:31:08,953 I'll let her chief of staff know 774 00:31:08,953 --> 00:31:10,955 he can release the statement. - Okay. 775 00:31:10,955 --> 00:31:12,957 Hey, nice having Gaffney and you name-dropped 776 00:31:12,957 --> 00:31:14,480 by the people in Springfield. 777 00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:15,699 Oh, well, that's cool. 778 00:31:15,699 --> 00:31:16,961 Hmm. 779 00:31:16,961 --> 00:31:18,397 Uh, excuse me. 780 00:31:18,397 --> 00:31:19,442 Yeah. 781 00:31:24,969 --> 00:31:26,231 - Where you been? - What happened? 782 00:31:26,231 --> 00:31:29,278 - Arm's cold and dusky. - Doppler. 783 00:31:33,108 --> 00:31:35,675 No blood flow below the repair. 784 00:31:35,675 --> 00:31:36,807 Must have thrombosed. 785 00:31:36,807 --> 00:31:38,765 - How? - This soon after surgery? 786 00:31:38,765 --> 00:31:39,810 It's got to be a technical error. 787 00:31:39,810 --> 00:31:41,072 No way the repair went down. 788 00:31:41,072 --> 00:31:42,421 It was in good shape when you scrubbed out. 789 00:31:42,421 --> 00:31:44,119 You left the OR before the surgery was finished? 790 00:31:44,119 --> 00:31:45,598 No. Repair was complete. 791 00:31:45,598 --> 00:31:47,078 Clearly, it wasn't. 792 00:31:47,078 --> 00:31:48,862 You should have been there. 793 00:31:48,862 --> 00:31:50,081 She should have been your priority. 794 00:31:50,081 --> 00:31:51,517 We got to get her back into the OR. 795 00:31:51,517 --> 00:31:52,605 Kai, let's go. Come on. 796 00:31:52,605 --> 00:31:53,867 Excuse me. 797 00:31:56,261 --> 00:31:57,393 Let's go. 798 00:31:59,612 --> 00:32:00,831 Easy, easy! 799 00:32:08,012 --> 00:32:09,753 Penelope? 800 00:32:09,753 --> 00:32:11,581 May I come in? 801 00:32:11,581 --> 00:32:13,931 How's Edison? Is he okay? 802 00:32:13,931 --> 00:32:15,628 Oh, he's wonderful, has the nurses 803 00:32:15,628 --> 00:32:18,196 all wrapped around his little fingers. 804 00:32:20,590 --> 00:32:22,809 I could bring him in, if you'd like. 805 00:32:24,855 --> 00:32:27,205 You're worried about your thoughts. 806 00:32:27,205 --> 00:32:28,946 How could I not be? 807 00:32:28,946 --> 00:32:31,644 No one seems to understand how real it felt. 808 00:32:32,906 --> 00:32:33,864 May I? 809 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,785 Oh, look at that. 810 00:32:41,785 --> 00:32:44,135 He's so cute. 811 00:32:44,135 --> 00:32:45,441 And he's perfect. 812 00:32:45,441 --> 00:32:47,008 You know that, right? 813 00:32:49,401 --> 00:32:50,663 Do you have kids? 814 00:32:50,663 --> 00:32:51,751 I do. 815 00:32:51,751 --> 00:32:55,755 Two boys and a girl, all grown. 816 00:32:55,755 --> 00:32:58,497 Tara was about Edison's age. 817 00:32:58,497 --> 00:33:01,109 She had the worst colic-- 818 00:33:01,109 --> 00:33:05,722 I mean, screaming for hours. 819 00:33:05,722 --> 00:33:09,291 Sleeping longer than an hour felt like a vacation. 820 00:33:09,291 --> 00:33:15,297 One morning about 3:00 a.m., I had been pacing the hallway, 821 00:33:15,297 --> 00:33:17,038 trying to soothe her. 822 00:33:17,038 --> 00:33:22,260 My baby was suffering, and I couldn't fix it. 823 00:33:22,260 --> 00:33:26,047 And I was bone tired. 824 00:33:26,047 --> 00:33:27,831 I felt alone. 825 00:33:27,831 --> 00:33:30,355 I felt like I was the only person awake in the world. 826 00:33:30,355 --> 00:33:33,576 And I just 827 00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:38,624 was desperate for quiet. 828 00:33:38,624 --> 00:33:41,932 And out of nowhere, 829 00:33:41,932 --> 00:33:46,110 I had this thought to just toss her out 830 00:33:46,110 --> 00:33:47,720 of the second-floor window. 831 00:33:52,116 --> 00:33:54,945 It really frightened me, 832 00:33:54,945 --> 00:34:00,124 and I questioned whether I could be a good parent. 833 00:34:00,124 --> 00:34:03,084 And when I finally worked up the courage 834 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:05,347 to mention it to a friend 835 00:34:05,347 --> 00:34:10,178 who I thought was like super mother... 836 00:34:10,178 --> 00:34:12,005 Mm. 837 00:34:12,005 --> 00:34:15,270 I was stunned when she told me she had had 838 00:34:15,270 --> 00:34:18,751 similar thoughts with her babies. 839 00:34:18,751 --> 00:34:22,538 And when I went to see the pediatrician, 840 00:34:22,538 --> 00:34:27,412 he reassured me that it was normal. 841 00:34:31,590 --> 00:34:33,157 All anyone ever talks about 842 00:34:33,157 --> 00:34:37,030 is the joy and the love and the happiness, and... 843 00:34:39,337 --> 00:34:40,686 I felt all that too. 844 00:34:40,686 --> 00:34:43,167 But listen, have you ever really listened 845 00:34:43,167 --> 00:34:45,213 to the lyrics of a lullaby? 846 00:34:45,213 --> 00:34:49,173 Singing about dropping cradles from treetops 847 00:34:49,173 --> 00:34:53,482 and feeding crying babies to crabs and monsters? 848 00:34:55,266 --> 00:34:59,662 But it's proof that parenthood throughout time 849 00:34:59,662 --> 00:35:03,187 and the world over is hard. 850 00:35:03,187 --> 00:35:05,885 And it is also true 851 00:35:05,885 --> 00:35:09,411 that it takes a village to raise a child. 852 00:35:09,411 --> 00:35:12,588 And there are mother groups 853 00:35:12,588 --> 00:35:16,940 that have great resources for making friends, 854 00:35:16,940 --> 00:35:22,511 finding support, asking questions. 855 00:35:22,511 --> 00:35:25,688 I can connect you with one, if you'd like. 856 00:35:27,994 --> 00:35:29,213 I'd love that. 857 00:35:31,128 --> 00:35:33,565 And here. 858 00:35:33,565 --> 00:35:36,829 You listen to me, Penelope. 859 00:35:36,829 --> 00:35:39,789 You did not have an easy start... 860 00:35:41,443 --> 00:35:45,490 But I have no concerns about you. 861 00:35:45,490 --> 00:35:46,622 You hear me? 862 00:35:46,622 --> 00:35:53,019 Edison is a lucky, lucky boy. 863 00:35:53,019 --> 00:35:54,282 Thanks. 864 00:35:54,282 --> 00:35:56,153 Uh-huh. 865 00:35:56,153 --> 00:35:59,809 Maybe you'd like to see him after all? 866 00:35:59,809 --> 00:36:01,463 Yes, please. 867 00:36:01,463 --> 00:36:02,681 Okay. 868 00:36:06,598 --> 00:36:08,513 Bring him in. 869 00:36:14,563 --> 00:36:16,173 Hi, sweet boy. 870 00:36:16,173 --> 00:36:18,001 Oh. 871 00:36:18,001 --> 00:36:20,395 Thank you. 872 00:36:20,395 --> 00:36:22,614 Hi. Mama is here. 873 00:36:22,614 --> 00:36:24,355 Mama's here. 874 00:36:32,145 --> 00:36:34,104 It was something we call a vasospasm, 875 00:36:34,104 --> 00:36:36,411 random constriction of the blood vessel, 876 00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:38,021 totally unrelated to the surgery. 877 00:36:38,021 --> 00:36:40,241 That said, your repair was in good shape. 878 00:36:40,241 --> 00:36:42,547 This old bird still got her wing. 879 00:36:42,547 --> 00:36:44,157 She sure does. 880 00:36:44,157 --> 00:36:46,682 But, uh, maybe just take it easy on the pasta roller 881 00:36:46,682 --> 00:36:48,205 while you heal up, okay? 882 00:36:48,205 --> 00:36:50,338 We need to get your picture on our famosi wall. 883 00:36:50,338 --> 00:36:53,123 Getting to eat your pasta's reward enough. 884 00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:54,603 Ah, Guglielmo. 885 00:36:54,603 --> 00:36:57,345 Thank you for getting Dr. Handsome to help me. 886 00:36:57,345 --> 00:36:58,520 You bring him with you, 887 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,957 I'll make you two squid ink pasta. 888 00:37:00,957 --> 00:37:02,350 Wow. 889 00:37:02,350 --> 00:37:03,916 She swore she'd only ever make that for the Pope. 890 00:37:03,916 --> 00:37:05,091 Oh. 891 00:37:05,091 --> 00:37:06,223 Grazie. 892 00:37:06,223 --> 00:37:07,964 Grazie mille. 893 00:37:09,531 --> 00:37:11,576 You got it. 894 00:37:11,576 --> 00:37:13,012 I'm gonna let you get some rest. 895 00:37:13,012 --> 00:37:14,231 Okay. 896 00:37:17,974 --> 00:37:19,280 Thanks. 897 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:21,717 Hey, Will, look, about the surgery, I, uh-- 898 00:37:21,717 --> 00:37:23,371 It wasn't your fault. I was out of line. 899 00:37:23,371 --> 00:37:25,242 No, you had a point. 900 00:37:25,242 --> 00:37:28,376 I got wrapped up in all the attention. 901 00:37:28,376 --> 00:37:31,074 Okay, that's true. 902 00:37:31,074 --> 00:37:33,685 You're a good surgeon, Crockett. 903 00:37:33,685 --> 00:37:36,775 Just not sure you deserve her squid ink pasta. 904 00:37:39,169 --> 00:37:40,257 Touché. 905 00:37:43,869 --> 00:37:45,915 So while the bleeding necessitated our removal 906 00:37:45,915 --> 00:37:48,700 of your fallopian tube, this will not prevent you 907 00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:50,920 from becoming pregnant again and carrying 908 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:52,704 a healthy baby to term. 909 00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:54,402 Thank you, Dr. Asher. 910 00:37:54,402 --> 00:37:57,013 Thank you both. 911 00:37:57,013 --> 00:37:59,363 Hannah and Dean-- good baby names. 912 00:37:59,363 --> 00:38:00,712 We'll have to remember that. 913 00:38:00,712 --> 00:38:02,018 Actually, I never liked Dean. 914 00:38:02,018 --> 00:38:03,019 I think you can do better. 915 00:38:03,019 --> 00:38:05,108 Oh, yeah? 916 00:38:05,108 --> 00:38:06,457 Okay, we'll get you a diet ordered, 917 00:38:06,457 --> 00:38:08,981 and if you do okay, we'll send you home tonight. 918 00:38:08,981 --> 00:38:10,983 - Thank you. - Sure. 919 00:38:14,813 --> 00:38:16,206 Hey, I wanted to say thank you. 920 00:38:16,206 --> 00:38:18,382 I'm relieved we could respect Caitlin's wishes, 921 00:38:18,382 --> 00:38:20,297 and I'm lucky I had your help. 922 00:38:20,297 --> 00:38:21,690 Well, you did good for a mere mortal. 923 00:38:21,690 --> 00:38:23,561 Hey, Dean? 924 00:38:23,561 --> 00:38:24,910 Yeah? 925 00:38:24,910 --> 00:38:27,173 In the OR, you were in pain. 926 00:38:30,263 --> 00:38:32,570 Oh, please. 927 00:38:32,570 --> 00:38:33,963 It's a--it's a-- 928 00:38:33,963 --> 00:38:35,660 it's a hard angle to hold 929 00:38:35,660 --> 00:38:37,445 when your ribs are still healing. 930 00:38:37,445 --> 00:38:38,924 - Yeah. - Yeah. 931 00:38:38,924 --> 00:38:40,796 Don't kid a kidder. 932 00:38:40,796 --> 00:38:43,146 Look, you don't want my help, that's fine, 933 00:38:43,146 --> 00:38:45,714 but you have to let somebody check you out. 934 00:38:47,498 --> 00:38:49,848 Hey, I'm fine, Dr. Asher. 935 00:38:51,284 --> 00:38:52,242 Yeah. 936 00:38:54,418 --> 00:38:55,854 - Okay. - All right. 937 00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:27,712 What's this? 938 00:39:27,712 --> 00:39:29,322 Recommended travel vaccinations. 939 00:39:29,322 --> 00:39:31,542 I thought you could give me a hand scheduling them. 940 00:39:31,542 --> 00:39:34,066 I didn't know you were going on vacation. 941 00:39:35,938 --> 00:39:38,027 Samir offered me a spot on his team. 942 00:39:38,027 --> 00:39:40,986 He thought I'd be a great fit. 943 00:39:40,986 --> 00:39:43,511 In the Philippines? 944 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:44,947 I said yes. 945 00:39:46,427 --> 00:39:48,472 Wait, wait. You can't just up and leave. 946 00:39:48,472 --> 00:39:49,865 What about your residency? 947 00:39:49,865 --> 00:39:52,041 I'll talk to my program director and Ms. Goodwin. 948 00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,522 I'll defer finishing for now, but they'll understand. 949 00:39:54,522 --> 00:39:56,698 But I don't. 950 00:39:56,698 --> 00:39:57,873 Where's this coming from? 951 00:39:57,873 --> 00:40:00,092 From me, Maggie. 952 00:40:01,572 --> 00:40:04,488 Listen, you--you were upset, and rightly so, 953 00:40:04,488 --> 00:40:07,535 when I bought those drugs off the street. 954 00:40:07,535 --> 00:40:09,841 But what I didn't say to you earlier that 955 00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:12,496 I should have is that I was-- 956 00:40:12,496 --> 00:40:15,107 I was actually inspired. 957 00:40:15,107 --> 00:40:17,936 I mean, despite the risk, I helped my patient. 958 00:40:17,936 --> 00:40:21,244 I was resourceful. I mean, I was a good doctor. 959 00:40:21,244 --> 00:40:23,464 That's the kind of person that I want to be. 960 00:40:25,770 --> 00:40:27,555 And you can't be that person here? 961 00:40:27,555 --> 00:40:29,034 Maybe. 962 00:40:29,034 --> 00:40:32,255 But I know that this opportunity will allow me 963 00:40:32,255 --> 00:40:34,779 to be the kind of doctor that I want to be, 964 00:40:34,779 --> 00:40:36,041 doing the work that I love. 965 00:40:36,041 --> 00:40:40,568 I--this is my calling. 966 00:40:40,568 --> 00:40:42,831 Why don't you just take some time and think about it? 967 00:40:42,831 --> 00:40:44,659 - I don't want to. - But-- 968 00:40:44,659 --> 00:40:48,053 I just want to close my eyes and take the leap. 969 00:40:57,585 --> 00:40:58,847 Okay.