1 00:00:25,110 --> 00:00:26,647 Oh Lord in heaven. 2 00:00:26,730 --> 00:00:29,257 Take Rebecca's darkness. Yes. 3 00:00:29,340 --> 00:00:32,565 Remove the pain that keeps her trapped in despair, 4 00:00:32,648 --> 00:00:35,068 Oh Lord, yes. Praise God. Yes. 5 00:00:35,151 --> 00:00:36,359 He hears your prayers. 6 00:00:36,442 --> 00:00:38,164 Wash away her sadness. Yes. 7 00:00:43,357 --> 00:00:46,207 Please, God, please. Bring her a miracle. 8 00:00:46,290 --> 00:00:49,434 Dear Lord. Open her eyes. Show her the way. 9 00:00:51,674 --> 00:00:52,732 Praise God. 10 00:00:52,815 --> 00:00:54,623 We ask that you pour your 11 00:00:54,706 --> 00:00:57,397 healing light over her soul, Lord. 12 00:00:57,480 --> 00:00:59,527 Amen. Amen. 13 00:00:59,610 --> 00:01:01,147 Heal her. Oh Lord. 14 00:01:01,230 --> 00:01:03,217 Take her worldly affliction 15 00:01:03,300 --> 00:01:07,195 and give her the strength to surrender to you. 16 00:01:07,278 --> 00:01:10,059 Yes, Lord. Praise God. Hallelujah. 17 00:01:10,142 --> 00:01:12,292 Lord, give me the strength 18 00:01:12,375 --> 00:01:14,933 to stand up to my demons, Lord. 19 00:01:19,778 --> 00:01:20,564 Hallelujah. 20 00:01:20,647 --> 00:01:21,647 Yes, God. 21 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:48,157 Breathe in for 22 00:01:48,240 --> 00:01:52,867 One, two, three, out. 23 00:01:52,950 --> 00:01:56,588 Two, three. Good job. 24 00:01:57,540 --> 00:02:00,817 Take all of your pain, anxiety, 25 00:02:00,900 --> 00:02:03,300 stress, and sadness. 26 00:02:05,100 --> 00:02:07,717 Imagine taking all of those things 27 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:11,227 and compressing them into one little ball 28 00:02:11,310 --> 00:02:13,540 that you can easily cast away. 29 00:02:25,345 --> 00:02:26,460 Hey, Brady. 30 00:02:27,393 --> 00:02:28,394 Hey! There's that pretty lady. 31 00:02:28,477 --> 00:02:29,918 How are you doing, my friend? 32 00:02:31,176 --> 00:02:32,107 Is that a smart phone? 33 00:02:32,190 --> 00:02:35,587 Yes, it is. Whoa! And check this out. 34 00:02:35,670 --> 00:02:38,825 Some people hear Laurel and some people hear Yanni. 35 00:02:38,908 --> 00:02:40,387 Oh, I think I did that a while back. 36 00:02:40,470 --> 00:02:44,182 All right, let's see. Check it out. 37 00:02:44,265 --> 00:02:47,782 -Laurel. -Laurel. No, no, no. 38 00:02:47,865 --> 00:02:50,807 Yes, it's Yanni. It's Yanni. 39 00:02:50,890 --> 00:02:52,710 The internet is a crazy place. My friend. 40 00:02:54,210 --> 00:02:56,250 Got you something. Woo! 41 00:02:58,320 --> 00:03:00,254 -Roast beef. -Your favorite. 42 00:03:00,337 --> 00:03:01,337 Ha Ha! 43 00:03:02,350 --> 00:03:03,683 Let's do this. 44 00:03:14,020 --> 00:03:14,927 Looking for these? 45 00:03:15,010 --> 00:03:16,010 Oh! 46 00:03:19,084 --> 00:03:20,084 God bless you. 47 00:03:21,190 --> 00:03:22,187 Let's keep him out of this one. 48 00:03:22,270 --> 00:03:23,812 Thank you. 49 00:03:23,895 --> 00:03:25,457 Take care of yourself, Brady. 50 00:03:25,540 --> 00:03:26,540 You too. 51 00:03:40,900 --> 00:03:43,827 You are stronger than you know. 52 00:03:45,430 --> 00:03:47,033 You are in control. 53 00:03:48,670 --> 00:03:51,640 You can do anything. 54 00:06:01,872 --> 00:06:03,263 Monticellos. 55 00:06:04,670 --> 00:06:05,812 So predictable. 56 00:11:41,645 --> 00:11:42,645 Fuck. 57 00:11:50,205 --> 00:11:52,432 This is Reverend Peter at Cleansing Rock Church. 58 00:11:52,515 --> 00:11:54,125 Please leave a message and I'll get ba- 59 00:11:57,435 --> 00:11:59,562 This is Reverend Peter at Cleansing Rock Church. 60 00:11:59,645 --> 00:12:01,422 Please leave a message and I'll get back to you. 61 00:12:01,505 --> 00:12:02,722 God bless. 62 00:12:02,805 --> 00:12:03,847 Peter. You're going to 63 00:12:03,930 --> 00:12:04,930 think I'm crazy. 64 00:12:05,945 --> 00:12:09,442 I'm so sorry. I'm sorry to call you so late. Um... 65 00:12:09,525 --> 00:12:12,950 I just, I, I heard this sound. I think. I think 66 00:12:13,033 --> 00:12:14,233 somebody's breaking into the house. 67 00:12:14,316 --> 00:12:15,957 like I'm really scared right now. 68 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:17,879 Please call me back. I need you. 69 00:12:17,962 --> 00:12:18,962 Please. 70 00:14:26,325 --> 00:14:28,258 Oh, hey, hey. 71 00:14:32,455 --> 00:14:33,455 It's me. 72 00:14:35,982 --> 00:14:36,982 Peter? 73 00:14:39,106 --> 00:14:40,139 I'm, I'm sorry. 74 00:14:43,005 --> 00:14:44,450 I'm so glad you're here. 75 00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:49,160 You are bleeding. 76 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:52,168 Yeah, I dropped my cell phone 77 00:14:52,251 --> 00:14:53,615 and the screen shattered. 78 00:14:54,710 --> 00:14:56,277 I thought someone was breaking in. 79 00:14:56,360 --> 00:14:57,957 That's why you kept calling me? 80 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:02,208 Yeah. No. I don't know. Um... 81 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:04,499 Something is going on here Peter. 82 00:15:04,582 --> 00:15:07,344 At first I thought I might be hearing things. 83 00:15:08,236 --> 00:15:12,019 The door to your office slammed on its own. 84 00:15:12,102 --> 00:15:13,052 And then I heard this sound 85 00:15:13,135 --> 00:15:15,157 Peter, this horrible sound Stop. 86 00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:17,333 -It was like this breathing. -Stop. 87 00:15:17,416 --> 00:15:18,416 Stop! 88 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:22,240 How much have you had to drink tonight? I know what I heard. 89 00:15:23,947 --> 00:15:25,539 I know what I heard, Peter. 90 00:15:27,915 --> 00:15:32,390 I'm scared. I think there's something in your office. 91 00:15:37,485 --> 00:15:38,485 Okay. 92 00:15:39,665 --> 00:15:41,105 You want me to take a look? 93 00:15:44,615 --> 00:15:45,615 Yeah. 94 00:15:55,035 --> 00:15:56,035 Give it to me. 95 00:16:10,465 --> 00:16:11,885 -Wait! -What? 96 00:16:14,275 --> 00:16:15,558 I'm just freaking out. 97 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:19,572 The Lord is our strength. 98 00:16:33,075 --> 00:16:34,525 It just slammed on its own. 99 00:16:50,330 --> 00:16:51,572 I don't hear anything. 100 00:16:52,916 --> 00:16:53,916 Okay. 101 00:16:58,363 --> 00:16:59,397 Wait, wait wait! 102 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:01,129 What if there's somebody in there? 103 00:17:02,990 --> 00:17:04,705 Isn't that what I'm here to find out? 104 00:17:08,465 --> 00:17:09,740 Be careful. 105 00:17:31,730 --> 00:17:32,730 There's nothing in here. 106 00:17:42,655 --> 00:17:44,069 Are you still taking Xanax? 107 00:17:44,152 --> 00:17:45,693 Oh, come on Peter. 108 00:17:47,210 --> 00:17:48,227 -I'm just saying. -I know there 109 00:17:48,310 --> 00:17:49,909 was something here. Peter, 110 00:17:51,660 --> 00:17:53,647 This is ridiculous. I shouldn't have come. 111 00:17:53,730 --> 00:17:55,950 Can you just look at the rest of the house please? 112 00:17:58,485 --> 00:17:59,485 Fine. 113 00:18:10,260 --> 00:18:11,575 See anything? 114 00:18:13,070 --> 00:18:14,070 Nothing. 115 00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:25,767 Outside door is locked. Windows are locked. 116 00:18:25,850 --> 00:18:27,111 There's nothing down here. 117 00:18:31,350 --> 00:18:33,132 It doesn't seem to be bleeding anymore. 118 00:18:34,175 --> 00:18:35,175 Thank you. 119 00:18:39,545 --> 00:18:40,712 Thank you for coming. 120 00:18:42,660 --> 00:18:43,737 You're welcome. 121 00:18:46,588 --> 00:18:47,588 You going to be okay? 122 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:50,320 I guess 123 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,157 It's been rough, Peter. 124 00:19:00,030 --> 00:19:01,537 We've talked about this so many times. 125 00:19:01,620 --> 00:19:04,555 I know, but I'm getting better. 126 00:19:11,130 --> 00:19:12,255 I'm getting better. Peter, 127 00:19:22,650 --> 00:19:24,717 How was your dinner at Monticello's? 128 00:19:27,698 --> 00:19:29,315 Are you still tracking my phone? 129 00:19:32,580 --> 00:19:34,477 You know, I actually believed you when you said you would be 130 00:19:34,560 --> 00:19:35,797 doing the work. 131 00:19:37,547 --> 00:19:39,898 You look unwell, Bec. Thanks. 132 00:19:39,981 --> 00:19:42,217 Oh. Thanks. 133 00:19:42,300 --> 00:19:44,257 Is this all a joke to you? 134 00:19:44,340 --> 00:19:45,997 Was this just another one of your twisted ploys? 135 00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:47,167 Don't flatter yourself. 136 00:19:47,250 --> 00:19:48,850 You've been texting me nonstop. 137 00:19:48,933 --> 00:19:50,390 And you've been ignoring me. 138 00:19:50,473 --> 00:19:52,156 I'm trying to establish boundaries. 139 00:19:52,239 --> 00:19:54,330 I am still your wife! 140 00:20:01,410 --> 00:20:02,660 I can't do this. 141 00:20:02,743 --> 00:20:04,177 You're just gonna walk away. 142 00:20:04,260 --> 00:20:05,707 Rebecca, I have to work tomorrow. 143 00:20:06,870 --> 00:20:09,247 Of course. Pastor Peter's off 144 00:20:09,330 --> 00:20:12,127 to rescue another member of the congregation. 145 00:20:12,210 --> 00:20:14,017 God forbid your own wife should need you. 146 00:20:14,100 --> 00:20:15,166 I'm here, aren't I? 147 00:20:15,249 --> 00:20:17,099 And you're leaving again. 148 00:20:17,182 --> 00:20:18,182 Enough! 149 00:20:24,270 --> 00:20:26,037 What is wrong with you? 150 00:20:27,123 --> 00:20:28,148 Everything. 151 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:33,907 Everything. I miss you, Peter. I miss our life. 152 00:20:33,990 --> 00:20:36,304 You brought this upon yourself, Rebecca. 153 00:20:36,387 --> 00:20:37,725 I didn't ask for this. 154 00:20:37,808 --> 00:20:39,997 You turned your back on the Lord. 155 00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:43,352 Oh, I'm sorry that I am struggling. 156 00:20:44,580 --> 00:20:46,807 What was I supposed to do? Huh? Just move on 157 00:20:46,890 --> 00:20:50,027 like you? Slap a smile on my face 158 00:20:50,110 --> 00:20:51,657 and pretend like nothing ever happened? 159 00:20:51,740 --> 00:20:54,707 I gave it to God. I prayed. 160 00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:59,260 Bravo, Peter. Good for you. 161 00:21:02,050 --> 00:21:05,477 It must feel so good. I'm sorry that my halo isn't 162 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:06,797 as bright as yours. 163 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:10,997 You just can't do it, can you? You never could. 164 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:12,875 You've always been too weak to trust God. 165 00:21:12,958 --> 00:21:15,462 For fuck's sake! 166 00:21:15,545 --> 00:21:19,967 How many church counseling sessions and prayer meetings? 167 00:21:20,050 --> 00:21:21,950 You're a drunk Rebecca! 168 00:21:22,033 --> 00:21:25,458 A selfish, miserable drunk! 169 00:21:32,265 --> 00:21:33,265 I'm sorry. 170 00:21:37,465 --> 00:21:38,832 Why can't you forgive me? 171 00:21:42,075 --> 00:21:43,420 Have you forgiven yourself? 172 00:21:48,370 --> 00:21:51,160 Let's pray. Can we do that? 173 00:21:52,430 --> 00:21:54,407 I don't want to 174 00:21:54,490 --> 00:21:58,607 Please. I think we both need a moment of reflection 175 00:21:58,690 --> 00:21:59,690 with the Lord. 176 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:12,047 Dear Heavenly Father, I ask you once again 177 00:22:12,130 --> 00:22:15,677 for your patience and healing upon Rebecca. 178 00:22:17,590 --> 00:22:21,017 Lord, we know that sometimes it can be extra hard 179 00:22:21,100 --> 00:22:23,110 to change our will toward yours. 180 00:22:23,980 --> 00:22:26,777 We seek to overcome our demons, 181 00:22:26,860 --> 00:22:28,913 and we ask this in your holy name. 182 00:22:30,700 --> 00:22:31,700 Amen. 183 00:22:33,544 --> 00:22:34,544 Amen. 184 00:22:36,892 --> 00:22:37,975 There you go. 185 00:22:38,058 --> 00:22:39,058 Thank you. 186 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:46,483 Do you think maybe you could stay the night? 187 00:22:50,170 --> 00:22:51,170 Please. 188 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:55,330 You know, I can't do that 189 00:22:58,703 --> 00:23:01,483 Peter, I'm scared and I don't wanna be alone. 190 00:23:03,460 --> 00:23:05,440 Miriam says we need to establish boundaries. 191 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:08,720 I'm really trying here. 192 00:23:15,100 --> 00:23:17,142 Do you still love me? 193 00:23:17,225 --> 00:23:19,305 -Rebecca. -I need to know. 194 00:23:24,580 --> 00:23:27,452 You know that I love each and every member of my flock. 195 00:24:43,880 --> 00:24:44,957 Hello? 196 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:49,010 Is there somebody in there? 197 00:25:46,915 --> 00:25:48,648 Oh, shit! 198 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:55,227 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, 199 00:25:55,310 --> 00:25:58,137 and I will give you rest. 200 00:25:58,220 --> 00:26:01,497 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me. 201 00:26:01,580 --> 00:26:04,767 For I am gentle and humble in heart. 202 00:26:04,850 --> 00:26:08,067 And you will find rest for your souls. 203 00:26:08,150 --> 00:26:12,900 "For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." 204 00:26:19,670 --> 00:26:22,760 That has always been one of my favorites. 205 00:26:24,590 --> 00:26:26,128 Does it speak to you, Rebecca? 206 00:26:27,048 --> 00:26:28,048 Um... 207 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:32,090 I guess. I mean, it's, 208 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:36,067 it's nice. Very peaceful 209 00:26:36,150 --> 00:26:37,170 That's right. 210 00:26:38,628 --> 00:26:40,695 Now there is an exercise that I want you 211 00:26:40,778 --> 00:26:42,297 to try during your morning devotionals. 212 00:26:42,380 --> 00:26:45,127 Miriam, uh, you know these, 213 00:26:45,210 --> 00:26:48,651 these exercises. Um... It's not really working. 214 00:26:48,734 --> 00:26:50,290 You must be patient. 215 00:26:50,373 --> 00:26:53,677 Well, I know. I've been trying. 216 00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:57,457 It's just, I always end up exactly where I started. 217 00:26:57,540 --> 00:27:02,445 It's not about you, it's about God. 218 00:27:05,490 --> 00:27:08,685 I know, but I'm here too. 219 00:27:11,970 --> 00:27:15,365 Just hear me out. 220 00:27:16,380 --> 00:27:20,767 I want you to start visualizing the sheer 221 00:27:20,850 --> 00:27:23,707 power of the Lord. 222 00:27:23,790 --> 00:27:27,487 Yeah. Picture yourself handing 223 00:27:27,570 --> 00:27:29,407 over your burdens. 224 00:27:29,490 --> 00:27:33,270 Submitting yourself to his majesty. 225 00:27:35,100 --> 00:27:38,173 Allow him to consume you. 226 00:27:42,030 --> 00:27:43,140 Is that funny to you? 227 00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,117 No. I'm sorry. 228 00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:48,307 I just had this like messed up visual 229 00:27:48,390 --> 00:27:51,415 of God actually eating me. 230 00:27:54,055 --> 00:27:55,507 Um... 231 00:27:55,590 --> 00:27:56,590 Sorry. 232 00:28:02,940 --> 00:28:05,183 The house looks good. 233 00:28:06,333 --> 00:28:08,297 Thanks. I actually did a little 234 00:28:08,380 --> 00:28:10,537 housekeeping this morning. 235 00:28:10,620 --> 00:28:12,034 This morning? 236 00:28:12,117 --> 00:28:15,720 Yeah. I was awake before noon. 237 00:28:16,890 --> 00:28:20,167 That is a very positive step forward, Rebecca. 238 00:28:20,250 --> 00:28:21,720 I am pleased. 239 00:28:23,940 --> 00:28:25,868 Will we be seeing you on Sunday? 240 00:28:29,895 --> 00:28:34,597 I don't think anybody really wants me there 241 00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:37,177 after what happened. 242 00:28:37,260 --> 00:28:41,767 So, but um, can I get you a cup 243 00:28:41,850 --> 00:28:43,709 of coffee before you go? 244 00:28:43,792 --> 00:28:45,547 Tea. Please. 245 00:28:46,406 --> 00:28:47,497 Sure thing. 246 00:28:47,580 --> 00:28:49,770 So what brought on this sudden change? 247 00:28:50,610 --> 00:28:52,283 Did the prayer group help? 248 00:28:54,150 --> 00:28:57,967 Actually, I saw Peter last night. 249 00:28:58,050 --> 00:29:01,867 Oh, I thought we weren't doing that. 250 00:29:01,950 --> 00:29:04,297 I know, I know. 251 00:29:05,220 --> 00:29:09,787 I had a little too much to drink. Surprise. 252 00:29:09,870 --> 00:29:13,597 And swore somebody was breaking into the house. 253 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:15,157 Oh my goodness. 254 00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:17,475 - So I called Peter- - And he answered? 255 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:19,937 Yeah. 256 00:29:23,028 --> 00:29:27,678 Yeah, he, um, he actually came to check on me. 257 00:29:36,955 --> 00:29:41,405 Oh, where did you find that? That is beautiful. 258 00:29:46,479 --> 00:29:47,479 Rebecca? 259 00:29:53,115 --> 00:29:54,115 Rebecca! 260 00:29:55,505 --> 00:29:58,840 Oh my God. Ah, so sorry. 261 00:30:00,185 --> 00:30:01,510 Oh geez. 262 00:30:02,420 --> 00:30:04,907 You said Peter was here? 263 00:30:04,990 --> 00:30:09,977 Yes. He came by and I don't know. He was really sweet. 264 00:30:11,650 --> 00:30:12,650 It was nice. 265 00:30:14,740 --> 00:30:16,098 I think he still cares about me. 266 00:30:17,410 --> 00:30:20,290 Well, you are a member of his flock. 267 00:30:22,750 --> 00:30:24,150 I guess it just gave me hope. 268 00:30:34,235 --> 00:30:35,958 Speak of the devil. 269 00:30:37,448 --> 00:30:38,448 Okay. 270 00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:41,193 Peter's asking if he can come over tonight. 271 00:30:42,460 --> 00:30:43,840 And you think that's a good idea? 272 00:30:44,830 --> 00:30:47,837 Of course, he's my husband. 273 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,757 Technically, yes. 274 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,577 But I don't want you getting your hopes up 275 00:30:52,660 --> 00:30:54,617 after all of the hard work that we've done. 276 00:30:54,700 --> 00:30:56,687 Miriam, of all people, 277 00:30:56,770 --> 00:30:57,857 You know how 278 00:30:57,940 --> 00:30:58,857 I feel. 279 00:30:58,940 --> 00:31:00,580 I know what you want. 280 00:31:04,690 --> 00:31:06,227 I don't know. I don't know. 281 00:31:06,310 --> 00:31:09,077 Maybe this is my second chance, you know? 282 00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:13,712 Like, I can do better. He just needs to see it. 283 00:31:15,490 --> 00:31:19,127 Well, I'll pray for you both. 284 00:32:32,740 --> 00:32:33,885 Rebecca! 285 00:32:33,968 --> 00:32:36,468 Jesus Christ! You scared m... 286 00:32:37,510 --> 00:32:41,460 Sorry. I know I shouldn't use the Lord's name in vain. 287 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:43,788 I forgive you. 288 00:32:45,249 --> 00:32:46,249 Thanks. 289 00:32:48,260 --> 00:32:49,260 You look well. 290 00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:59,600 So what's all this? 291 00:33:01,130 --> 00:33:03,717 Nothing really. I just wanted to show you 292 00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:06,072 how much I appreciated you coming over last night. 293 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:08,187 Rebecca. I don't think I... 294 00:33:08,270 --> 00:33:09,270 I made your favorite. 295 00:33:10,940 --> 00:33:12,144 My mom's recipe. 296 00:33:12,227 --> 00:33:15,027 Yeah. I learned from the best. 297 00:33:15,110 --> 00:33:16,362 Smells amazing. 298 00:33:18,214 --> 00:33:19,137 Taste test? 299 00:33:19,220 --> 00:33:20,220 Please. 300 00:33:27,290 --> 00:33:30,233 Mmm. That is perfect. 301 00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:43,515 I love you too. 302 00:33:48,235 --> 00:33:49,235 What? 303 00:33:50,194 --> 00:33:52,452 What you said... last night. 304 00:33:53,690 --> 00:33:56,113 I just want you to know that I still love you too. 305 00:33:57,740 --> 00:33:59,462 Okay. I, I think you misunderstood me. 306 00:33:59,545 --> 00:34:03,267 Look, Peter, I know I'm flawed, okay? 307 00:34:03,350 --> 00:34:06,957 But when you're in my life, I, I need you, 308 00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:08,487 Peter. We need each other. 309 00:34:08,570 --> 00:34:11,757 There's no we anymore, Rebecca. You know that. 310 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:13,159 But I'm doing the work? 311 00:34:13,242 --> 00:34:14,242 Look... -Rebecca. I... 312 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:16,417 Look at me, Peter. 313 00:34:18,817 --> 00:34:20,457 I'm sober right now. 314 00:34:20,540 --> 00:34:24,680 I haven't had a drop to drink all day. This is progress. 315 00:34:35,845 --> 00:34:36,705 Peter? 316 00:34:36,788 --> 00:34:38,446 I know it's not what you want. 317 00:34:39,650 --> 00:34:41,427 But this has gone on long enough 318 00:34:41,510 --> 00:34:43,467 and I feel the Lord pulling me in a new direction. 319 00:34:43,550 --> 00:34:45,597 -No! -You need to hear this. 320 00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:46,840 You're a pastor. 321 00:34:46,923 --> 00:34:48,690 And I have every right to do this. 322 00:34:48,773 --> 00:34:51,530 -That's a load of bullshit. -Stop pretending this works! 323 00:34:53,510 --> 00:34:57,192 We are no longer equally yoked, Rebecca. 324 00:34:57,275 --> 00:34:58,681 Maybe we never were. 325 00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:02,604 You turned your back on the Lord. 326 00:35:02,687 --> 00:35:03,454 No, I haven't. 327 00:35:03,537 --> 00:35:05,070 You have a drinking problem. 328 00:35:05,153 --> 00:35:05,936 But I'm working through it... 329 00:35:06,019 --> 00:35:08,547 You showed up drunk in the middle of my sermon, 330 00:35:08,630 --> 00:35:10,185 shouted at the entire congregation 331 00:35:10,268 --> 00:35:11,926 and vomited everywhere! 332 00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:17,630 Peter, Peter, 333 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:21,057 please, please don't leave me. 334 00:35:21,140 --> 00:35:22,868 Stop with the dramatics. 335 00:35:24,417 --> 00:35:26,000 I need you. 336 00:35:27,230 --> 00:35:31,977 Well, I don't need this. Not anymore. 337 00:35:32,060 --> 00:35:34,737 It's over. I'll give you a few days to sign this. 338 00:35:34,820 --> 00:35:36,387 But you will do this. 339 00:35:36,470 --> 00:35:39,222 -No, I won't. -Yes you will, Rebecca! 340 00:35:42,060 --> 00:35:43,980 I've put up with your behavior long enough. 341 00:35:45,180 --> 00:35:46,343 Put up with? 342 00:35:47,315 --> 00:35:49,148 How dare you. -Here we go. 343 00:35:50,700 --> 00:35:53,677 I was the perfect pastor's wife 344 00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:55,177 and a fucking incredible mother. 345 00:35:55,260 --> 00:35:56,010 Just stop already. 346 00:35:56,093 --> 00:35:57,547 I gave you everything, Peter. 347 00:35:57,630 --> 00:35:59,489 Everything you ever wanted. Did you forget? 348 00:35:59,572 --> 00:36:00,830 And now it's all gone. 349 00:36:05,490 --> 00:36:08,240 Where are you going? Don't walk away from me. 350 00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:12,303 -Holy! Holy! -Rebecca... 351 00:36:12,386 --> 00:36:14,153 -Holy! -Get a hold of yourself! 352 00:36:19,260 --> 00:36:23,370 You were a good wife once, Rebecca, but you're lost. 353 00:36:24,210 --> 00:36:26,360 You've been consumed by... -What? 354 00:36:27,720 --> 00:36:30,100 -Grief? -Oh Lord. Give me strength. 355 00:36:33,030 --> 00:36:35,760 Ever since your breakdown... -Oh, fuck you. 356 00:36:37,980 --> 00:36:40,657 Here's what's going to happen. I'm leaving 357 00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:42,337 without any more fighting. 358 00:36:42,420 --> 00:36:45,667 I'm divorcing you and that's final! 359 00:36:45,750 --> 00:36:49,983 No. Peter. Peter, Peter, Peter, Please! 360 00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:56,617 Don't do this. I can't forgive myself 361 00:36:56,700 --> 00:36:57,808 until you do. 362 00:37:01,170 --> 00:37:02,386 Say something. 363 00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:06,780 "For all have sinned and fall short 364 00:37:06,863 --> 00:37:08,271 of the glory of God." 365 00:37:10,890 --> 00:37:11,890 On what planet? 366 00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:16,297 Can a mother lose her only child and be okay? 367 00:37:16,380 --> 00:37:17,647 I suffered too. 368 00:37:17,730 --> 00:37:21,747 I keep playing it over and over, Peter. 369 00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:27,782 I don't know what else I could have done. 370 00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:31,867 We were so close and then 371 00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:33,575 he just wouldn't talk to me 372 00:37:35,370 --> 00:37:36,846 "Those who conceal their transgressions 373 00:37:36,929 --> 00:37:38,947 will not prosper." 374 00:37:39,030 --> 00:37:40,743 You wouldn't have understood. 375 00:37:42,570 --> 00:37:43,859 I didn't tell you because 376 00:37:43,942 --> 00:37:46,099 I was afraid of what you might do. 377 00:37:46,182 --> 00:37:48,667 Afraid of what? That I would've steered him on a 378 00:37:48,750 --> 00:37:50,167 righteous path? 379 00:37:50,250 --> 00:37:51,217 One with God? -He was my 380 00:37:51,300 --> 00:37:52,050 Son, Peter, my son... 381 00:37:52,133 --> 00:37:55,141 You lied to me for years! 382 00:37:58,218 --> 00:37:59,701 You should have told me. 383 00:38:03,330 --> 00:38:04,662 I could've saved him. 384 00:38:07,745 --> 00:38:08,745 I did my best. 385 00:38:11,805 --> 00:38:13,517 And you see where that got us. 386 00:38:21,540 --> 00:38:25,140 In his nine years on this earth... 387 00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:31,732 I never fought with him until that day. 388 00:38:37,165 --> 00:38:39,645 I hate myself, Peter. 389 00:38:40,685 --> 00:38:42,485 I hate myself. 390 00:38:46,425 --> 00:38:48,470 Can you please forgive me? 391 00:38:52,652 --> 00:38:53,652 Please? 392 00:39:01,386 --> 00:39:02,386 Okay. 393 00:39:04,875 --> 00:39:05,875 Okay. 394 00:39:23,770 --> 00:39:27,042 I am not leaving until you sign those papers. 395 00:40:18,329 --> 00:40:19,354 Goodbye, Peter. 396 00:40:21,318 --> 00:40:22,318 Rebecca. 397 00:40:23,676 --> 00:40:24,676 What are you doing? 398 00:40:25,875 --> 00:40:27,222 It's better this way. 399 00:40:28,425 --> 00:40:31,457 Put the gun down. You don't want to do this. 400 00:40:31,540 --> 00:40:33,293 Don't tell me what I want! 401 00:40:33,376 --> 00:40:34,771 God doesn't want this. 402 00:40:34,854 --> 00:40:36,051 But you do! 403 00:40:36,134 --> 00:40:37,584 You're acting crazy! 404 00:40:50,834 --> 00:40:52,517 Peter, what was that? 405 00:40:55,395 --> 00:40:57,475 I don't know. I told you there was something in this. 406 00:40:58,246 --> 00:40:59,635 I told you there was something in there... 407 00:40:59,718 --> 00:41:00,718 Shh! Shh! 408 00:41:03,730 --> 00:41:08,167 That sound was everywhere. How is that possible? 409 00:41:09,675 --> 00:41:10,675 I don't know. 410 00:41:45,958 --> 00:41:46,958 Peter! 411 00:42:00,140 --> 00:42:01,398 Check the garage. 412 00:42:57,695 --> 00:42:58,695 Peter? 413 00:43:01,850 --> 00:43:03,725 Peter. I don't think it came from there. 414 00:43:04,700 --> 00:43:05,892 It came from everywhere. 415 00:43:11,990 --> 00:43:13,048 It sounded like... 416 00:43:20,630 --> 00:43:21,630 Peter don't! 417 00:43:24,350 --> 00:43:26,070 Do you want me to take care of this or what? 418 00:43:27,325 --> 00:43:28,858 You know, I can't look up there. 419 00:43:53,395 --> 00:43:54,772 Why'd you move the furniture? 420 00:43:54,855 --> 00:43:55,855 What? 421 00:43:57,121 --> 00:43:58,412 That used to be over there. 422 00:44:00,852 --> 00:44:01,737 It's always been there, Peter. 423 00:44:01,820 --> 00:44:03,477 I kept everything exactly as it was. 424 00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:05,967 No, you're wrong. It was there. 425 00:44:06,050 --> 00:44:07,288 No, it wasn't. 426 00:44:08,585 --> 00:44:10,543 Do you really trust your memory over mine? 427 00:44:24,620 --> 00:44:25,903 Peter, be careful. 428 00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:33,667 Peter? 429 00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:35,108 Just give me a minute. 430 00:44:40,425 --> 00:44:42,023 Oh my. What is it? 431 00:44:44,403 --> 00:44:45,403 Oh my God! 432 00:44:49,865 --> 00:44:50,865 I'm okay. 433 00:44:55,665 --> 00:44:59,077 Oh my God. Ugh. 434 00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:01,497 Nasty little thing bit me. 435 00:45:01,580 --> 00:45:03,312 Is that a opossum? 436 00:45:03,395 --> 00:45:04,145 I think so. 437 00:45:04,228 --> 00:45:05,228 Oh my God. 438 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:12,330 Peter, these things can give you rabies. 439 00:45:14,910 --> 00:45:16,777 Okay, Peter, look at me. I'd like to leave. 440 00:45:16,860 --> 00:45:19,027 Okay? Peter, listen 441 00:45:19,110 --> 00:45:20,027 to me. 442 00:45:20,110 --> 00:45:21,290 You've been bit by an animal 443 00:45:21,373 --> 00:45:22,990 and we need to go see a doctor. 444 00:45:23,073 --> 00:45:23,872 It's fine. 445 00:45:23,955 --> 00:45:27,989 And maybe we need to call the police because 446 00:45:28,072 --> 00:45:30,220 because that sound we heard, that something 447 00:45:30,303 --> 00:45:33,020 that made the wind blow in our living room. 448 00:45:34,895 --> 00:45:36,607 Not that opossum. 449 00:45:36,690 --> 00:45:37,711 Yeah. I'll just tell them that 450 00:45:37,794 --> 00:45:38,903 while you were threatening me by 451 00:45:38,986 --> 00:45:40,947 putting a gun to your head. -I wasn't threatening you. 452 00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:42,196 What would you call it then? 453 00:45:43,713 --> 00:45:44,713 You're impossible. 454 00:45:46,115 --> 00:45:48,217 Look. I'm tired. 455 00:45:48,300 --> 00:45:50,020 I'd really like to get this out of my hands. 456 00:45:51,000 --> 00:45:52,775 I need to sit down so I can think. 457 00:45:54,852 --> 00:45:56,644 I don't feel safe here, Peter. 458 00:45:58,290 --> 00:45:59,290 You'll be with me 459 00:46:08,820 --> 00:46:09,820 Better? 460 00:46:13,830 --> 00:46:15,038 You look pale. 461 00:46:18,388 --> 00:46:20,167 Why can't we go to your apartment tonight? 462 00:46:20,250 --> 00:46:22,177 -Because we're staying here. -Why? 463 00:46:22,260 --> 00:46:23,260 You wouldn't understand. 464 00:46:24,270 --> 00:46:25,270 Try me. 465 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,395 I feel called to stay. 466 00:46:33,636 --> 00:46:34,636 Amazing. 467 00:46:50,970 --> 00:46:52,837 You read your Bible, I'll drink my wine. 468 00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:58,087 "Put on the whole armor of God, 469 00:46:58,170 --> 00:47:00,597 so that you may stand against the wiles of the devil." 470 00:47:01,590 --> 00:47:03,003 Wiles of the devil. 471 00:47:11,730 --> 00:47:13,105 Is dinner still up for grabs? 472 00:47:16,535 --> 00:47:18,300 Are you asking me to make you a plate? 473 00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:21,050 If it's not too much trouble. 474 00:47:22,871 --> 00:47:23,871 Fine. 475 00:47:49,210 --> 00:47:50,747 What are you looking for anyway? 476 00:47:50,830 --> 00:47:53,350 I'm not exactly sure. It sounded like words. 477 00:47:54,430 --> 00:47:55,747 What are you talking about? 478 00:47:58,197 --> 00:47:59,927 That powerful noise. 479 00:48:00,010 --> 00:48:01,010 Aramaic, maybe? 480 00:48:01,870 --> 00:48:04,970 You heard Aramaic from that? 481 00:48:17,545 --> 00:48:19,252 Do you remember the mission in Mexico? 482 00:48:23,625 --> 00:48:24,865 You were so beautiful. 483 00:48:26,740 --> 00:48:29,140 Your faith was so inspiring. 484 00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:32,927 The kids really loved you too. 485 00:48:33,010 --> 00:48:34,930 And how you used to play those worship songs. 486 00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:37,672 Where did that woman go? 487 00:48:40,030 --> 00:48:41,530 What were we even doing there, Peter? 488 00:48:42,490 --> 00:48:43,490 They're already Christian 489 00:48:44,380 --> 00:48:45,380 Catholic. 490 00:48:46,270 --> 00:48:47,634 It's different. You know that. 491 00:48:47,717 --> 00:48:49,457 They needed to know God in a new way. 492 00:48:49,540 --> 00:48:50,888 Save the sermon. 493 00:48:53,180 --> 00:48:54,074 Zachary really flourished 494 00:48:54,157 --> 00:48:55,898 on those mission trips, you know? 495 00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:09,005 He made wonderful, godly friends. 496 00:49:11,997 --> 00:49:12,997 Rebecca. 497 00:49:14,035 --> 00:49:15,035 Rebecca? 498 00:49:15,955 --> 00:49:17,167 Rebecca! 499 00:49:19,941 --> 00:49:20,941 Did you hear me? 500 00:49:27,545 --> 00:49:30,587 He, he really loved it there. 501 00:49:30,670 --> 00:49:34,637 Huh? He told me he hated it. 502 00:49:34,720 --> 00:49:35,720 Really? 503 00:49:38,071 --> 00:49:39,571 What else did he tell you, Bec? 504 00:49:41,020 --> 00:49:42,359 What does it matter? 505 00:49:42,442 --> 00:49:45,410 It matters because you're rewriting history. 506 00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:48,489 That child walked so closely with the Lord bef... 507 00:49:48,572 --> 00:49:50,080 He was confused. 508 00:49:51,730 --> 00:49:53,830 I was confused. -He needed guidance. 509 00:49:56,380 --> 00:49:57,437 Maybe the Lord called him home 510 00:49:57,520 --> 00:49:59,861 to protect him from the evils of this world, I... 511 00:50:01,595 --> 00:50:02,404 I'm sorry. Are you saying our 512 00:50:02,487 --> 00:50:03,737 son is better off dead? 513 00:50:03,820 --> 00:50:04,840 Seriously, Bec. 514 00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:10,227 When you two got back from that camp, he was so distant. 515 00:50:11,685 --> 00:50:13,457 Maybe he needed time to think. 516 00:50:13,540 --> 00:50:15,190 He always told me everything. 517 00:50:19,690 --> 00:50:23,627 That..that day, I just screamed at him. 518 00:50:23,710 --> 00:50:25,330 I was so frustrated. 519 00:50:26,620 --> 00:50:31,527 He just stared at me with this vacant look in his eyes. 520 00:50:31,610 --> 00:50:33,278 You really need to stop this. 521 00:50:35,503 --> 00:50:36,920 I loved Zachary so much. 522 00:50:38,925 --> 00:50:41,337 I just wanted to understand him. 523 00:50:41,420 --> 00:50:43,046 What you allowed 524 00:50:44,242 --> 00:50:45,687 was unnatural. -What? 525 00:50:45,770 --> 00:50:47,097 I just wish you would've come to me. 526 00:50:47,180 --> 00:50:48,773 What happened at camp, Peter? 527 00:50:48,856 --> 00:50:50,723 Was he bullied by someone? 528 00:50:50,806 --> 00:50:52,647 Did you talk to every single counselor? 529 00:50:52,730 --> 00:50:54,117 How many times do I have to tell you this? 530 00:50:54,200 --> 00:50:57,327 It was a father-son hiking retreat. 531 00:50:57,410 --> 00:50:59,250 He was with me the whole time. And you know it. 532 00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:04,767 You need prayer. Pray with me. 533 00:51:04,850 --> 00:51:05,937 No, we're not doing that again. 534 00:51:06,020 --> 00:51:08,575 Prayer warriors must strike in the heat of battle. 535 00:51:08,658 --> 00:51:09,408 What battle? 536 00:51:09,491 --> 00:51:10,566 Against evil! 537 00:51:12,302 --> 00:51:13,707 The Devil. 538 00:51:13,790 --> 00:51:18,200 His demons, inner strife, addictions. 539 00:51:19,850 --> 00:51:23,547 It's all the same. These are what seek to destroy us. 540 00:51:23,630 --> 00:51:24,987 Clarify for me, Peter. 541 00:51:25,070 --> 00:51:26,877 Was it inner strife 542 00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:31,870 or demons that caused our son to hang himself? 543 00:51:36,500 --> 00:51:38,067 "Your enemy the devil 544 00:51:38,150 --> 00:51:40,917 prowls around like a roaring lion looking 545 00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:42,564 for someone to devour!" 546 00:51:42,647 --> 00:51:47,303 Christ! I don't want your prayer. I want my son back. 547 00:51:57,950 --> 00:51:58,950 Stay here. 548 00:52:09,920 --> 00:52:11,607 Whoever's in there. 549 00:52:11,690 --> 00:52:13,427 You should know that I have a gun. 550 00:52:14,330 --> 00:52:16,110 And I will use it if I have to. 551 00:52:17,420 --> 00:52:21,537 I'm a man of the cloth. It's just me and my wife here. 552 00:52:22,460 --> 00:52:26,792 If you just leave now, we won't call the police. 553 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:39,385 It's locked. 554 00:53:03,005 --> 00:53:06,013 Peter? Peter! 555 00:53:15,140 --> 00:53:18,070 -Wait! -Peter, come on. 556 00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:22,300 We have to deal with this. 557 00:53:22,383 --> 00:53:23,733 I don't understand you. 558 00:53:24,740 --> 00:53:26,820 There is something fucked up in this house right now. 559 00:53:28,355 --> 00:53:29,737 What if, what if it's evil? 560 00:53:29,820 --> 00:53:31,477 -You don't know that. -Well, 561 00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:32,677 you're a pastor. Shouldn't you know 562 00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:33,697 that? -I'm not afraid. 563 00:53:33,780 --> 00:53:35,030 I am afraid. 564 00:53:36,478 --> 00:53:38,977 "Be strong and courageous." 565 00:53:39,060 --> 00:53:41,107 Do not be afraid or terrified of them, for the Lord 566 00:53:41,190 --> 00:53:42,334 your God goes with you... 567 00:53:42,417 --> 00:53:43,792 We have to get out of here now! 568 00:53:43,875 --> 00:53:45,665 "He will never leave you nor forsake you." 569 00:53:48,720 --> 00:53:49,932 Come inside with me. 570 00:53:50,015 --> 00:53:51,315 I am not going back in there. 571 00:53:51,398 --> 00:53:54,948 Please. I can't do this alone. 572 00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:57,024 Do what? 573 00:53:57,107 --> 00:53:58,448 What if I was chosen? 574 00:54:00,332 --> 00:54:04,020 That thing. Whatever it is. It's beyond us. 575 00:54:05,670 --> 00:54:07,130 I believe the Lord wants me here. 576 00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:12,049 Something miraculous is happening. 577 00:54:13,208 --> 00:54:15,008 I want you to witness it with me. 578 00:54:36,090 --> 00:54:37,490 Peter, do you see that? 579 00:54:45,985 --> 00:54:47,352 Incredible. 580 00:54:47,435 --> 00:54:52,060 Oh, God smells like sulfur. 581 00:55:01,445 --> 00:55:03,313 Amazing. 582 00:55:03,396 --> 00:55:04,396 What? 583 00:55:06,093 --> 00:55:07,132 Come. 584 00:55:07,215 --> 00:55:09,502 It's, it's like pure energy. 585 00:55:11,642 --> 00:55:12,642 Fear not. 586 00:55:31,745 --> 00:55:35,172 Ah! It burns. 587 00:55:39,330 --> 00:55:40,330 How strange. 588 00:55:47,010 --> 00:55:50,167 Whatever you are, we only wish 589 00:55:50,250 --> 00:55:51,630 to understand your presence. 590 00:55:54,150 --> 00:55:55,778 We wish to know you. 591 00:55:57,578 --> 00:55:59,203 Will you speak to us again? 592 00:56:07,230 --> 00:56:08,317 Okay. We tried. Let's go. 593 00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:09,400 No! 594 00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:14,490 I'm not finished yet. 595 00:56:51,065 --> 00:56:52,098 Oh my God, Peter! 596 00:57:18,495 --> 00:57:20,218 Peter, get away from there! 597 00:57:26,515 --> 00:57:28,380 -It's a miracle. -It's a fucking fire! 598 00:57:28,463 --> 00:57:30,046 It's going to burn our house down! 599 00:57:38,915 --> 00:57:40,542 Peter, what is the matter with you? 600 00:57:41,825 --> 00:57:43,092 Praise the Lord. 601 00:57:53,875 --> 00:57:55,652 Stay here and warm up, okay? 602 00:57:55,735 --> 00:57:57,523 I'm going to get you some warm clothes. 603 01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:24,258 Peter, what are you doing? 604 01:01:27,710 --> 01:01:31,543 I was right! It was Aramaic. It was Aramaic! 605 01:01:32,785 --> 01:01:35,476 "'Ehye 'ăšer 'ehye." 606 01:01:35,559 --> 01:01:39,172 It means "I Am That I Am". 607 01:01:43,610 --> 01:01:46,737 You're afraid, are you not? 608 01:01:46,820 --> 01:01:48,537 Yes, Peter. I'm afraid. 609 01:01:48,620 --> 01:01:52,257 I was too, but I'm not anymore. 610 01:01:53,450 --> 01:01:54,837 When the Angels first appeared, 611 01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:56,478 They said "Fear Not". 612 01:01:56,561 --> 01:01:59,007 Because they knew that to us, simple humans, 613 01:01:59,090 --> 01:02:01,740 their majesty is far too intimidating. 614 01:02:04,520 --> 01:02:06,300 Peter, you're losing a lot of blood. 615 01:02:06,383 --> 01:02:09,027 What more could we ask for than a burning bush? 616 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:12,167 The ultimate sign! 617 01:02:13,370 --> 01:02:16,092 Rebecca, it's all around us. 618 01:02:16,175 --> 01:02:18,891 You just need to have faith to see it. 619 01:02:33,492 --> 01:02:35,042 Peter, what are you saying? 620 01:03:05,105 --> 01:03:06,238 Behold! 621 01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:13,307 "Indeed, under the law 622 01:03:13,390 --> 01:03:15,578 almost everything is purified with blood." 623 01:03:15,661 --> 01:03:16,661 What? 624 01:03:19,315 --> 01:03:21,003 He is here! 625 01:03:22,356 --> 01:03:23,564 It is God! 626 01:03:27,840 --> 01:03:28,840 Peter! 627 01:03:31,144 --> 01:03:32,202 Peter, look at me. 628 01:03:32,285 --> 01:03:33,970 Look at me. 629 01:03:34,053 --> 01:03:35,053 Rebecca? 630 01:03:35,850 --> 01:03:38,837 We are leaving now. 631 01:03:45,960 --> 01:03:49,770 I am telling you, there is something evil in our house. 632 01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:53,130 I can feel it. 633 01:03:55,020 --> 01:03:56,345 It's not evil. 634 01:03:57,431 --> 01:03:58,837 It's making you crazy. 635 01:03:58,920 --> 01:04:00,857 How can you deny what we've seen tonight? 636 01:04:02,190 --> 01:04:03,483 The miracles we just witnessed? 637 01:04:03,566 --> 01:04:05,824 They're not miracles. 638 01:04:07,795 --> 01:04:09,263 Do you doubt this? 639 01:04:14,130 --> 01:04:15,653 The Lord is with us! 640 01:04:17,316 --> 01:04:18,466 He's come to me. 641 01:04:19,650 --> 01:04:22,322 Okay. Can we just stop for a moment? 642 01:04:23,430 --> 01:04:25,074 I need a moment to process this. 643 01:04:25,157 --> 01:04:26,907 Miriam, you are a woman of strong faith. 644 01:04:26,990 --> 01:04:31,716 Please. What you are telling me is a lot. 645 01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:35,200 Reverend. 646 01:04:36,478 --> 01:04:37,317 I would follow... 647 01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:40,137 I, I have followed you 648 01:04:41,100 --> 01:04:43,657 and I'm inclined to trust your judgment as my shepherd. 649 01:04:43,740 --> 01:04:45,749 But I have to agree with Rebecca. 650 01:04:45,832 --> 01:04:46,807 This sounds... -Fucked up! 651 01:04:46,890 --> 01:04:48,175 -Rebecca! -Rebecca! 652 01:04:52,530 --> 01:04:53,530 I am. 653 01:04:55,770 --> 01:04:59,628 I need to pray on this. I think we all should. 654 01:05:00,780 --> 01:05:03,247 If you could just see it with your own eyes. 655 01:05:03,330 --> 01:05:05,287 Feel the power in your soul. I know you would believe... 656 01:05:05,370 --> 01:05:06,517 You're not going back there. 657 01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:08,077 None of us are going back there! 658 01:05:08,160 --> 01:05:10,177 It's very late. You are both 659 01:05:10,260 --> 01:05:11,227 beyond exhausted. 660 01:05:11,310 --> 01:05:13,277 -Okay, we have to leave. -No! 661 01:05:13,360 --> 01:05:17,547 Clearly you have had a very emotional night. 662 01:05:19,840 --> 01:05:23,267 Both of you. I honestly don't know what I can do 663 01:05:23,350 --> 01:05:25,780 or what to even think about all this. 664 01:05:26,950 --> 01:05:30,977 But you will be safe here tonight, okay? 665 01:05:31,060 --> 01:05:33,380 -No, Rebecca, we're leaving... -I insist. 666 01:05:37,065 --> 01:05:39,437 We will contact the elders in the morning 667 01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:41,927 after you've had a good night's sleep. 668 01:05:42,010 --> 01:05:43,377 We'll get to the bottom of it. 669 01:05:47,043 --> 01:05:48,043 Okay. 670 01:05:49,870 --> 01:05:52,712 Thank you. I need a good night of sleep. 671 01:06:00,905 --> 01:06:04,117 And for you, hope the couch is okay? 672 01:06:37,270 --> 01:06:38,409 She should be out for a while. 673 01:06:38,492 --> 01:06:39,925 I gave her an extra dose. 674 01:06:41,227 --> 01:06:42,593 Do you think she knows? 675 01:06:46,695 --> 01:06:47,735 Are you sure you're ready? 676 01:07:44,155 --> 01:07:45,355 Peter? 677 01:08:10,313 --> 01:08:11,313 Miriam? 678 01:08:54,218 --> 01:08:55,218 No. 679 01:08:56,901 --> 01:08:57,901 Shit! 680 01:10:20,405 --> 01:10:24,590 For the Lord said, the life of the flesh is in the blood. 681 01:10:25,700 --> 01:10:28,129 I have given it to you on the altar 682 01:10:28,212 --> 01:10:30,795 to make atonement for your souls. 683 01:10:35,540 --> 01:10:37,110 Do not be afraid, Miriam. 684 01:10:39,127 --> 01:10:42,360 For the Lord, our God, will reward you. 685 01:11:16,027 --> 01:11:17,027 Have faith. 686 01:11:51,045 --> 01:11:52,588 You must have faith. 687 01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:55,870 Peter. 688 01:11:57,810 --> 01:12:00,937 Rebecca, do you feel him? 689 01:12:01,020 --> 01:12:02,700 His majesty? 690 01:12:02,783 --> 01:12:04,087 No. 691 01:12:04,170 --> 01:12:07,177 "If we endure, we will also reign with him; 692 01:12:07,260 --> 01:12:11,130 But if we deny him, he will deny us." 693 01:12:13,260 --> 01:12:14,743 Miriam, what are you doing? 694 01:12:16,770 --> 01:12:19,177 Pay close attention. That is 695 01:12:19,260 --> 01:12:20,880 what a righteous woman looks like. 696 01:12:22,085 --> 01:12:23,085 Miriam. 697 01:12:24,935 --> 01:12:26,135 Miriam, look at me. 698 01:12:27,720 --> 01:12:30,929 Miriam, look at me. Miriam, wake up. 699 01:12:31,012 --> 01:12:33,045 Denier! 700 01:12:35,737 --> 01:12:37,632 You people are insane. 701 01:12:37,715 --> 01:12:41,617 Peter, Peter, let go of me. 702 01:12:41,700 --> 01:12:42,967 You belong to the Lord, 703 01:12:43,050 --> 01:12:45,007 and yet you deny him! 704 01:12:45,090 --> 01:12:48,937 Whatever is in that room, it's evil. 705 01:12:49,020 --> 01:12:49,995 It wants blood! 706 01:12:50,078 --> 01:12:51,779 The only way is through blood. 707 01:12:51,862 --> 01:12:52,973 Let go of me, Peter! 708 01:12:53,056 --> 01:12:55,206 It is you who needs to let go, Rebecca. 709 01:12:55,289 --> 01:12:57,164 Give your life to him! 710 01:12:57,247 --> 01:13:00,787 You will not see his glory until you submit. 711 01:13:00,870 --> 01:13:02,424 How could you be so blind? 712 01:13:02,507 --> 01:13:04,867 It is you who does not see, but 713 01:13:06,425 --> 01:13:07,925 But you will. 714 01:13:08,955 --> 01:13:10,272 Peter, no! 715 01:13:10,355 --> 01:13:11,762 Peter, Peter. 716 01:13:11,845 --> 01:13:13,220 But you're not ready. 717 01:13:21,005 --> 01:13:24,295 You'll sit here until you're ready to worship. 718 01:13:29,389 --> 01:13:30,389 No! 719 01:13:31,655 --> 01:13:33,017 Peter! 720 01:13:33,100 --> 01:13:37,323 Peter, let me out! Peter! 721 01:13:37,406 --> 01:13:39,514 Miriam! Help! 722 01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,375 Fuck! 723 01:14:25,135 --> 01:14:26,675 Who are you? 724 01:14:26,758 --> 01:14:31,438 I am a man who is worthy of the presence of God! 725 01:14:34,600 --> 01:14:37,225 My selfless deeds are being rewarded. 726 01:14:37,308 --> 01:14:39,545 No, this isn't you, Peter. 727 01:14:42,010 --> 01:14:46,097 You're wrong. I've never felt more like myself. 728 01:14:46,180 --> 01:14:48,370 That thing is doing something to you. 729 01:14:49,683 --> 01:14:53,455 That "THING" is God! 730 01:14:53,538 --> 01:14:56,146 And you will address him as such! 731 01:14:57,554 --> 01:14:58,554 Stop! 732 01:14:59,253 --> 01:15:00,253 Stop! 733 01:15:02,486 --> 01:15:04,544 Peter, Stop! 734 01:15:19,255 --> 01:15:20,255 Get up. 735 01:15:23,905 --> 01:15:26,268 Come on, get up. 736 01:15:26,351 --> 01:15:27,351 Get up. 737 01:15:28,815 --> 01:15:29,815 Get up! 738 01:15:31,283 --> 01:15:32,283 Peter. 739 01:15:34,270 --> 01:15:37,002 You will bear witness to the greatness of our Lord. 740 01:15:51,190 --> 01:15:52,190 Turn around. 741 01:15:57,745 --> 01:15:58,750 Miriam. Help. 742 01:15:58,833 --> 01:16:00,558 Shut your mouth, faithless. 743 01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:05,987 Watch as a woman of pure faith does her duty. 744 01:16:10,302 --> 01:16:11,302 Miriam. 745 01:16:12,340 --> 01:16:13,503 You don't have to do this. 746 01:16:19,616 --> 01:16:20,717 No! Miriam! No! 747 01:16:20,800 --> 01:16:23,522 Zachary knew this was the only way. 748 01:16:23,605 --> 01:16:24,605 What? 749 01:16:26,893 --> 01:16:29,212 My blood for you, my Lord. 750 01:16:29,295 --> 01:16:31,378 My blood I give to you, Lord. 751 01:16:32,523 --> 01:16:36,031 Praise you, My King. Praise you. 752 01:16:51,429 --> 01:16:52,429 Amen! 753 01:17:05,224 --> 01:17:06,507 Do you see now? 754 01:17:09,408 --> 01:17:10,408 How beautiful... 755 01:17:14,662 --> 01:17:16,820 Denier! 756 01:17:27,095 --> 01:17:28,653 Surrender now! 757 01:17:32,052 --> 01:17:33,052 Fuck! 758 01:17:38,422 --> 01:17:40,203 You cannot escape God. 759 01:17:41,180 --> 01:17:43,675 Your sins must be atoned for with blood. 760 01:17:51,400 --> 01:17:55,802 You selfish, vile woman. 761 01:17:55,885 --> 01:17:58,457 I can practically smell your lack of faith! 762 01:17:58,540 --> 01:17:59,948 Stop! 763 01:18:01,569 --> 01:18:03,627 What do you want from me? 764 01:18:13,935 --> 01:18:14,862 Peter? 765 01:18:14,945 --> 01:18:16,256 You must surrender. 766 01:18:17,331 --> 01:18:20,812 That is NOT God! 767 01:18:24,025 --> 01:18:25,767 Now that I've witnessed his thirst, 768 01:18:25,850 --> 01:18:27,488 I see why he came to me. 769 01:18:28,630 --> 01:18:32,727 Peter, please, please. 770 01:18:32,810 --> 01:18:34,338 I've made sacrifices. 771 01:18:35,300 --> 01:18:36,927 I thought perhaps I'd gone too far, 772 01:18:37,010 --> 01:18:41,646 but now God is rewarding me for the blood I gave him. 773 01:18:41,729 --> 01:18:42,729 What? 774 01:18:45,530 --> 01:18:47,215 What blood, Peter? 775 01:18:50,360 --> 01:18:52,343 I only spared him from a life of sin. 776 01:18:54,765 --> 01:18:55,898 I don't understand. 777 01:19:08,960 --> 01:19:11,630 God asked Abraham to sacrifice his son. 778 01:19:15,290 --> 01:19:16,902 He asked the same of me. 779 01:19:18,226 --> 01:19:19,842 What happened? 780 01:19:21,830 --> 01:19:23,725 Zachary wasn't right. 781 01:19:23,808 --> 01:19:25,927 He was beautiful. 782 01:19:26,010 --> 01:19:30,272 You let evil take hold of him! 783 01:19:31,225 --> 01:19:34,070 You, you kept the truth from me. 784 01:19:35,120 --> 01:19:37,869 And you encouraged it! -I loved him! 785 01:19:37,952 --> 01:19:42,207 Do you have any idea how I felt when I saw him 786 01:19:42,290 --> 01:19:45,187 dancing around his room dressed as a girl? 787 01:19:46,095 --> 01:19:49,450 I knew you would hate him for it. 788 01:19:49,533 --> 01:19:51,716 I had to protect him from you. 789 01:19:51,799 --> 01:19:53,749 I saved him! 790 01:19:55,285 --> 01:19:57,007 I made a sacrifice. 791 01:19:58,880 --> 01:20:00,597 There was no good future 792 01:20:00,680 --> 01:20:04,617 for him in this world, and now he's 793 01:20:04,700 --> 01:20:05,700 free of it all. 794 01:20:08,550 --> 01:20:13,547 What happened, Peter? Tell me the truth. 795 01:20:18,945 --> 01:20:20,687 I set him free, Rebecca. 796 01:20:25,925 --> 01:20:28,542 What, did you, just string him up 797 01:20:28,625 --> 01:20:30,141 And push him out of the attic? 798 01:20:32,465 --> 01:20:34,240 I swear to you, it was quick. 799 01:20:37,363 --> 01:20:39,621 I hate you! 800 01:20:58,140 --> 01:21:00,360 If Zachary had lived more of this life, 801 01:21:02,640 --> 01:21:05,100 he would've known nothing but sin and despair. 802 01:21:05,970 --> 01:21:08,510 You don't get to decide that. 803 01:21:12,000 --> 01:21:14,567 Rebecca, Zachary is waiting for us in heaven. 804 01:21:19,660 --> 01:21:21,510 Don't you want to be with him again? 805 01:21:49,805 --> 01:21:51,337 Rebecca, talk to me. 806 01:22:02,081 --> 01:22:03,081 Peter... 807 01:22:06,693 --> 01:22:08,513 I think I understand now. 808 01:22:15,210 --> 01:22:17,098 The world would have torn him apart. 809 01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:30,758 I never intended to hurt you. 810 01:22:52,350 --> 01:22:57,350 I just, I just want to be with my Zachary again. 811 01:22:57,540 --> 01:22:59,078 Praise God. 812 01:23:01,287 --> 01:23:03,170 The Lord is revealing the truth to you. 813 01:23:10,330 --> 01:23:12,213 I would like to come out now. 814 01:23:15,642 --> 01:23:17,398 I want you to hold me. 815 01:23:21,355 --> 01:23:22,355 Come. 816 01:24:49,585 --> 01:24:53,468 Let Him command you. Rebecca, do you feel Him? 817 01:24:55,660 --> 01:24:56,660 Yes. 818 01:24:57,529 --> 01:24:58,804 Let Him speak to you. 819 01:25:11,980 --> 01:25:13,682 Simply give yourself to Him 820 01:25:15,250 --> 01:25:19,172 completely in blood as Miriam did. 821 01:25:24,700 --> 01:25:25,927 Rebecca, 822 01:25:28,335 --> 01:25:30,505 you look so beautiful in the light of the Lord. 823 01:25:31,540 --> 01:25:33,247 This is the woman I loved. 824 01:26:16,001 --> 01:26:17,001 You! 825 01:26:28,065 --> 01:26:29,340 No! No! 826 01:26:44,690 --> 01:26:47,997 Rebecca. This is not God's plan 827 01:26:48,080 --> 01:26:49,977 for us. Don't do this. 828 01:26:50,060 --> 01:26:52,654 You killed my son. 829 01:26:52,737 --> 01:26:55,087 Oh. No. No. 830 01:26:55,170 --> 01:26:57,027 I saved him. 831 01:26:57,110 --> 01:26:58,257 There can be no forgiveness 832 01:26:58,340 --> 01:27:00,984 of sins without first the shedding of blood. 833 01:27:01,067 --> 01:27:05,157 All this time you made me think it was 834 01:27:05,240 --> 01:27:07,077 my fault! 835 01:27:07,160 --> 01:27:09,147 Just give yourself to him 836 01:27:09,230 --> 01:27:10,707 and we can be a family again. 837 01:27:10,790 --> 01:27:12,940 You are out of your goddamn mind! 838 01:27:14,205 --> 01:27:16,227 You still deny him! 839 01:27:16,310 --> 01:27:18,477 You still deny the Lord! 840 01:27:18,560 --> 01:27:23,028 No, I see. I see it all. 841 01:27:23,865 --> 01:27:25,248 I see the truth. 842 01:27:25,331 --> 01:27:26,940 Rebecca, listen to me. 843 01:27:27,023 --> 01:27:31,417 No! I am done listening to you. 844 01:27:32,360 --> 01:27:33,785 But God is here! 845 01:27:43,965 --> 01:27:48,552 Go to your demon, Peter. Show yourself! 846 01:27:50,775 --> 01:27:52,723 Show him what you are! 847 01:27:52,806 --> 01:27:56,922 Disgusting, unholy bitch from Hell! 848 01:28:18,449 --> 01:28:20,290 I am not afraid! 849 01:28:27,623 --> 01:28:30,056 Rebecca! Please! 850 01:28:31,505 --> 01:28:33,128 Save me! Please help! 851 01:28:36,107 --> 01:28:37,967 I need you! 852 01:28:40,561 --> 01:28:41,561 Please! 853 01:28:42,608 --> 01:28:43,758 I need you!