1 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:17,239 -(Jack) Alice. -(indistinct chatter) 2 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:19,600 -Jack. (chuckles) -(gentle music playing) 3 00:00:20,560 --> 00:00:21,920 -Hi. -Hmm. 4 00:00:22,960 --> 00:00:26,120 -Well, your picture didn't lie. -Yours is an understatement. 5 00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:28,880 -(Alice) Do you live near here? -(Jack) I work around the corner. 6 00:00:29,240 --> 00:00:30,880 Are you suggesting we go to your office? 7 00:00:31,520 --> 00:00:33,560 Oh, no. No, sorry. I wasn't... No. 8 00:00:33,640 --> 00:00:34,640 (Alice) We'll go to my apartment. 9 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:40,520 I wanna say this in a way that's clear but not rude. 10 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,120 "Get the fuck outta here"? 11 00:00:42,280 --> 00:00:43,640 -(Paul) Don't do it. -Why not? 12 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:46,600 Because she told you not to and she threw you out of her flat. 13 00:00:46,960 --> 00:00:48,640 As far as signals go, those are pretty clear. 14 00:00:49,320 --> 00:00:51,200 You ever been with the same person twice? 15 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:53,000 Tonight'll be the first time. 16 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:56,360 -(moans) -(thuds) 17 00:00:57,840 --> 00:00:59,560 This was a mistake. This is my mistake. 18 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:01,760 (Paul) People will usually disappoint you. 19 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:03,400 I mean, look, there's seven 20 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,080 and a half million people in this city. 21 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:06,800 There's gotta be at least a couple of hundred thousand 22 00:01:06,920 --> 00:01:07,920 of them that are lovely. 23 00:01:08,120 --> 00:01:10,520 -We just have to find a great one. -(indistinct chatter) 24 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:15,319 (Jack) I don't think I could function knowing 25 00:01:15,400 --> 00:01:17,840 I had a child out in the world that I wasn't taking care of. 26 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,640 (Lynn) Lovey, who's Alice? 27 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:22,520 (Jack) She's an ex. 28 00:01:22,720 --> 00:01:23,720 (Paul) She's here. 29 00:01:24,520 --> 00:01:26,040 Crystal's bringing her through. 30 00:01:27,920 --> 00:01:28,920 Oh shit. 31 00:01:32,480 --> 00:01:34,720 -Oh shit. -(music concludes) 32 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:43,440 (train whirring) 33 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:47,560 (Paul) You have three options. 34 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:51,040 Option one, do not even think about accompanying Alice 35 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:52,280 to her mother's funeral. 36 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:53,400 It's my personal favourite 37 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:55,640 in so much as it preserves the happy status quo 38 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:57,720 and leaves Alice to the pages of history, 39 00:01:57,800 --> 00:01:59,640 where, in my opinion, she belongs. 40 00:02:00,440 --> 00:02:04,160 Option two, lie. Lie like a rug. 41 00:02:04,240 --> 00:02:05,880 Just say it's work or something and go. 42 00:02:05,960 --> 00:02:08,480 Not very Jack-like, but it's not as though you'll get caught. 43 00:02:09,160 --> 00:02:12,160 Option three, ask Lynn if it would bother her if you went. 44 00:02:12,520 --> 00:02:14,160 Ostensibly, this is respectful, 45 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:16,000 but it's actually manipulative 'cause it puts Lynn 46 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:19,160 in a terrible position. Either she says it would bother her 47 00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:21,160 and risks appearing insecure. 48 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:24,520 Or she says it wouldn't bother her, avoids appearing insecure, 49 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:27,280 but it plants a small emotionally cancerous nugget 50 00:02:27,360 --> 00:02:28,880 and your marriage may never recover. 51 00:02:29,160 --> 00:02:31,440 I wouldn't advise option three, but if you choose it, 52 00:02:31,520 --> 00:02:33,800 you must then choose between sub tactic A, 53 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:37,440 which is lie about Alice's status in the rabbit warren 54 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:38,840 that is your psyche. 55 00:02:38,919 --> 00:02:41,160 Cast the whole funeral as a sort of mission of mercy 56 00:02:41,240 --> 00:02:43,919 undertaken for old time's sake, which you might think is the truth, 57 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:46,560 but which I think is actually as big a lie as the other one. 58 00:02:46,639 --> 00:02:47,760 And which is not, by the way, 59 00:02:47,840 --> 00:02:49,720 guaranteed to prevent the cancerous nugget. 60 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:52,560 Or sub tactic B. 61 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:55,160 Tell Lynn the whole unvarnished truth about Alice, 62 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:58,320 which is every bit as bad an idea as it was this morning. 63 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:01,200 That's my analysis. 64 00:03:05,280 --> 00:03:06,400 (sighs) 65 00:03:14,919 --> 00:03:17,360 -(chuckles) -(sighs) 66 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:22,280 Sorry, love. I think some people just aren't supposed 67 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:23,560 -to wear ties. -I know. 68 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:26,400 It's a show of respect to make her feel better 69 00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:27,840 about her situation. 70 00:03:28,720 --> 00:03:30,639 She's a pregnant woman with syphilis. 71 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:37,240 And she lives in Kent. (chuckles, kisses) 72 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:43,560 (chuckles) 73 00:03:49,520 --> 00:03:51,280 (exhales) 74 00:03:52,760 --> 00:03:57,160 -(footsteps approaching) -(car door opens) 75 00:04:01,320 --> 00:04:02,760 Thank you for doing this. 76 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:09,080 (smacks lips) Do you wanna tell me why you dread 77 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:10,400 seeing your dad so much? 78 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:15,600 Is that the fare? 79 00:04:17,800 --> 00:04:20,640 -Nope. -Thank you. 80 00:04:22,520 --> 00:04:24,080 You look brilliant in your tie. 81 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:33,400 (gentle music playing) 82 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:40,680 (car door shuts) 83 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:47,600 (gentle music continues) 84 00:04:55,839 --> 00:05:00,440 You know when I go, will you try and find me a cemetery 85 00:05:00,520 --> 00:05:02,560 that's really beautiful with a little plot next 86 00:05:02,640 --> 00:05:05,360 to people who look like they could have been interesting? 87 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:08,040 -(music concludes) -So, it'll be up to me? 88 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:09,440 Of course it will. 89 00:05:14,760 --> 00:05:17,160 Here we go. Here we go. 90 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:19,080 -(sombre music playing) -That's my dad. 91 00:05:21,800 --> 00:05:22,800 (clears throat) 92 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:24,720 (Randall) Hello, Alice. 93 00:05:28,520 --> 00:05:29,920 Hi, well, erm, (smacks lips)... 94 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,400 -Jack, this is Randall. -(Randall) Pleased to meet you. 95 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:35,480 Pleased to meet you. I'm sorry for your loss. 96 00:05:36,560 --> 00:05:41,240 (Randall) Yeah, I... she was one of the greats. 97 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:43,680 I'm sure she was. 98 00:05:43,800 --> 00:05:46,800 (Randall smacks lips) Er... have you still got your parents? 99 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:48,279 Neither, I'm afraid. 100 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:51,279 Oh, no... They must've been so young. 101 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:53,640 Big hearts, but not strong ones, 102 00:05:53,839 --> 00:05:54,960 -unfortunately. -(Randall) Ah. 103 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:57,800 Well, erm, I thank you for coming 104 00:05:57,880 --> 00:06:00,320 and... and being there for my Alice. 105 00:06:01,160 --> 00:06:02,160 Of course. 106 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:19,120 God will show us the path of life. 107 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:23,960 In His presence, there is the fullness of joy. 108 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:30,080 And in His right hand, there is pleasure forevermore. 109 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:34,440 Oh, so much as it have pleased Almighty God 110 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:35,760 of His great mercy... 111 00:06:38,279 --> 00:06:40,480 to take unto Himself the soul... 112 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:42,200 (breathes heavily) 113 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:43,560 (pastor) ...of our dear sister, Agnes. 114 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:45,320 (door squeaks) 115 00:06:50,680 --> 00:06:51,839 (pastor) Here departed. 116 00:06:56,040 --> 00:07:02,200 (breathes heavily) I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 117 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:06,520 -(grunts, groans) -Randall? 118 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:09,800 -(all gasp) -(indistinct chatter) 119 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:16,560 (Jack) Excuse me. Randall. Randall. Hey, Randall. 120 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:20,320 Somebody call an ambulance, please. Randall, Randall, Randall. 121 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:24,200 (man) Hi. Yeah, we need an ambulance. 122 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:25,440 (Jack) Randall. Can you hear me? 123 00:07:26,360 --> 00:07:27,360 Randall? 124 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:33,520 Randall. 125 00:07:51,560 --> 00:07:55,440 The deceased Randall H. Long, was the widower of Agnes Long, 126 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:57,680 who herself passed away just days ago 127 00:07:58,160 --> 00:07:59,720 and whose funeral he was attending 128 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:01,040 along with family and longtime friends. 129 00:08:01,160 --> 00:08:02,360 (Celia cooing) 130 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:05,720 (reporter on TV) Mr. Long apparently became distressed 131 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:07,880 and then collapsed from what appears to have been 132 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:09,680 a cerebral haemorrhage 133 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:11,920 as the vicar and mourners looked on. 134 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:14,560 Mr. Long was pronounced dead at the scene. 135 00:08:17,360 --> 00:08:19,520 -Alice. -(door opens) 136 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:21,760 -(Celia cooing) -(door shuts) 137 00:08:26,760 --> 00:08:29,400 -Hey. -(Celia cooing) 138 00:08:38,800 --> 00:08:41,000 Hey now, bubba. Shh, shh, shh. 139 00:08:42,200 --> 00:08:45,160 (Jack) Er... That's not... 140 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:47,840 We should probably talk. 141 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:51,559 Yeah. 142 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:55,720 -(music concludes) -(baby cooing) 143 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:57,640 (Lynn) What percentage of the days 144 00:08:58,120 --> 00:09:00,360 since I've known you have you thought about her? 145 00:09:05,320 --> 00:09:07,760 -One hundred percent. -(scoffs) 146 00:09:09,640 --> 00:09:11,240 One hundred percent of the days? 147 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:13,400 Yeah. 148 00:09:13,480 --> 00:09:14,960 And what percentage of those days... 149 00:09:15,040 --> 00:09:16,720 -Lynn, please. -What percentage 150 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:19,520 of those days we were dating, 151 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:22,880 including the day that you asked me... "Asked me." 152 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:26,400 Conned me, defrauded me into marrying you. 153 00:09:26,480 --> 00:09:27,720 -What percent... -She was in the past. 154 00:09:27,880 --> 00:09:31,400 What percentage of those days did you think about her? 155 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:35,960 A hundred percent. 156 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:44,240 (smacks lips) I should have, 157 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:46,600 (smacks lips) I should have spat on you in the park. 158 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:48,360 (inhales sharply) I should've thrown you out of the taxi. 159 00:09:48,480 --> 00:09:51,840 I didn't know it was still alive. It was a scar. It had faded. 160 00:09:51,920 --> 00:09:54,120 I... I thought it was gonna disappear completely. 161 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:55,360 I didn't know. 162 00:09:55,480 --> 00:09:58,280 We... We are all entitled to a history, Jack. 163 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:01,440 Even if it does include some endless heartbreak, 164 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:03,679 some boundless love, I wouldn't have held it against you. 165 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:05,200 You would've gone into that clinic. 166 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:07,000 Oh my God. I gave you a chance to tell me, 167 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:08,480 and you didn't take it. 168 00:10:08,559 --> 00:10:10,200 And we passed that way but once... 169 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:11,880 -It would've been awful. -Yes. 170 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,800 Yeah, it would've been awful. 171 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:15,440 And it would've been shitty 172 00:10:15,520 --> 00:10:17,400 and you would've come across as selfish and cruel, 173 00:10:17,480 --> 00:10:19,080 -but it would've been right. -Do you really wish 174 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:21,360 that I had told you? Would you rather that our daughter 175 00:10:21,440 --> 00:10:24,480 wasn't lying awake in her cot up there right now? 176 00:10:24,559 --> 00:10:27,320 We give fair warning, Jack. That's what decent people do. 177 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:30,679 This doesn't have to be a catastrophe. 178 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:33,679 Oh, my God... (exhales) 179 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:37,320 Do you really think that I could wake up 180 00:10:37,440 --> 00:10:38,880 tomorrow morning or any morning 181 00:10:39,320 --> 00:10:44,000 and feel happy or safe or fully loved 182 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:45,960 or anything other than angry? 183 00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:51,000 (clicks tongue, exhales) 184 00:10:53,640 --> 00:10:55,000 (Jack) Don't, don't... 185 00:10:57,880 --> 00:10:59,160 (Lynn sniffles) 186 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:06,760 So, I think what happens now is, erm... 187 00:11:07,679 --> 00:11:08,880 you contact one firm 188 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:10,520 -and I contact another firm. -Please. 189 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:11,720 (Lynn) You could ask around your office. 190 00:11:11,800 --> 00:11:13,360 See if anyone knows everyone and I'll do the same. 191 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:14,600 Jesus Ch... Lynn. 192 00:11:14,679 --> 00:11:18,000 You can sleep here tonight, on the couch, obviously. 193 00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:19,880 But, erm, just do me a favour tomorrow, 194 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:21,440 just pack a bag and go. 195 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:24,000 You can stay at... (sniffles) ...you can stay at Paul's. 196 00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:27,400 He's more of a soulmate to you than I ever was anyways. 197 00:11:28,559 --> 00:11:29,640 We'll be fine. 198 00:11:29,920 --> 00:11:33,120 We'll... we'll ... we'll function as divorced parents. 199 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:34,640 You know, because... 200 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:38,520 we actually entered into this with good intentions. 201 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:39,760 We were good people. 202 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:44,320 We just got... (sniffles) 203 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:47,440 I dunno, what... 204 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:52,000 Unlucky. 205 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,280 I don't... We shouldn't be rushing into any decisions. 206 00:11:55,400 --> 00:11:56,720 -(Lynn) Oh, my friend. -This is... 207 00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:59,480 (Lynn) Hear me. (sobs) I may be less experienced 208 00:11:59,559 --> 00:12:01,960 than you in the wonders of love, but I do know one thing... 209 00:12:02,400 --> 00:12:03,720 (sniffles) ...and that is 210 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:06,200 that I am nobody's consolation prize. 211 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:10,600 -(inhales deeply) -(cell phone ringing) 212 00:12:15,120 --> 00:12:17,280 Are you gonna start up with her again after this? 213 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:20,440 No. 214 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:24,320 -We... we can't... -(Lynn whimpers) 215 00:12:24,800 --> 00:12:27,440 And... and yet you did all this anyways. 216 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:32,400 Yeah. 217 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:37,040 (Lynn) Well then, you really are stupid. 218 00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:56,840 -(Lynn chuckling) Oh, my God. -(phone continues ringing) 219 00:13:04,520 --> 00:13:05,600 Fuck. 220 00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:14,120 (sniffs) 221 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:34,920 (sniffles) 222 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:40,000 -(gentle humming) -(waves crashing) 223 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:49,120 (seagulls squawking) 224 00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:54,080 (gentle humming continues) 225 00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:10,559 (gentle music playing) 226 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:26,760 (Alice chuckling) Hi. It's me again. 227 00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:30,920 Just calling to see if you're all right. 228 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:32,960 I'm a bit worried about you, but I'm... 229 00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:38,320 (exhales heavily) Fucking wonderful. 230 00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:41,640 Call me back. 231 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:56,000 (music concludes) 232 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:59,280 We'll agree to the higher payment if you agree to shared custody. 233 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:01,280 My client's daughter is not for sale. 234 00:15:01,360 --> 00:15:02,440 -What does that mean? -(clicks tongue) 235 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:05,720 Shared custody is not in Celia's best interest. 236 00:15:05,840 --> 00:15:08,440 Her father has a history of adulterous behaviour. 237 00:15:08,560 --> 00:15:11,080 Once again, there was no adultery. 238 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:13,200 I didn't say adultery. I said adulterous. 239 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:15,000 That's tricky, even for you, Yvonne. 240 00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:17,320 (Yvonne) It speaks to character, as you know. 241 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:19,040 But we're happy to let the court decide. 242 00:15:19,120 --> 00:15:21,560 Of course you are. All the better to soak these people. 243 00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:24,920 -Whereas you are Robin Hood. -Just stop it. 244 00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:27,600 (Yvonne) Sole custody, the higher payment, 245 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:29,800 two visits per week, two hours maximum. 246 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:32,360 My client will not let his daughter down in that way. 247 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:33,840 He should've thought of that before he went 248 00:15:33,920 --> 00:15:35,640 to his ex-girlfriend's mother's funeral. 249 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:37,640 A minor offense in the scheme of things. 250 00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:40,160 And in the eyes of any competent judge. 251 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:42,160 He lied to his wife's face. 252 00:15:42,360 --> 00:15:44,640 Yes, he's the first spouse ever to do that. 253 00:15:44,920 --> 00:15:48,720 The higher payment plus 30 percent, shared custody, 254 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:51,360 two third to one third in my client's favour, 255 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:54,600 -schedule TBD. -That's outrageous. 256 00:15:54,760 --> 00:15:55,880 -We refuse... -Don. 257 00:15:56,800 --> 00:15:58,360 -You're wildly overpaying. -Shh, Don. 258 00:15:58,480 --> 00:15:59,920 (Yvonne) He's paying through the nose. Grab it. 259 00:16:05,880 --> 00:16:07,760 That's... that's erm... that's too much. 260 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:11,240 I can manage it. I want you to have it. 261 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,000 Are you sure? 262 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:16,680 Yeah. 263 00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:22,280 (smacks lips) Well, erm, if you find that you can't, 264 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:24,440 you know, you can just... (inhales deeply) 265 00:16:24,520 --> 00:16:25,840 ...you can just tell me. 266 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:29,200 Thanks. 267 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:33,880 -We done? -Mm. Mm-hmm. 268 00:16:35,960 --> 00:16:36,960 Sorry 269 00:16:38,800 --> 00:16:43,160 -(door opens, door shuts) -(gentle melodic music) 270 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:47,040 (indistinct chatter) 271 00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:54,120 Alice. 272 00:16:57,760 --> 00:16:58,880 -Hey. -Hi. 273 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:00,280 (Jack) It's good to see you. 274 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:04,119 It's like I'm suddenly living someone else's life. 275 00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:07,320 -(Alice) Where are you staying? -(Jack) Paul and Donna's. 276 00:17:07,880 --> 00:17:09,760 Are you eating? 'Cause it's easy to forget to eat, 277 00:17:09,840 --> 00:17:12,359 -but you, you absolutely can't. -I'm eating lots. 278 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:14,040 And you've gotta make yourself sleep, 279 00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:15,320 even though I know it's... 280 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:18,840 I'm sure it's not easy, but just stay in bed until it happens. 281 00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:20,240 -(music concludes) -Stay in sofa. 282 00:17:22,600 --> 00:17:23,960 What about an apartment? 283 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:27,320 Donna knows somebody, so after this, 284 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,160 I've gotta go out and see a place in Forest Gate. 285 00:17:30,560 --> 00:17:31,600 Let me help. 286 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:34,080 You need somewhere closer in the night, you like to walk. 287 00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:37,040 It's all right. Can't let you do it. 288 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:41,280 And Celia, how's she? 289 00:17:42,119 --> 00:17:46,160 I haven't seen Celia in three days. 290 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:49,720 So, I don't know how she is. 291 00:17:52,119 --> 00:17:54,560 I'm so sorry about everything. 292 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:56,560 It's not your fault. 293 00:17:56,640 --> 00:17:59,480 It's like completely and thoroughly my fault. 294 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:01,840 Who could have seen any of this coming? It's just... 295 00:18:05,720 --> 00:18:07,359 (Alice) If you take that place, 296 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:10,040 will you send me pictures and the address? 297 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:12,320 I just need to know that you're safely, you know, 298 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:14,160 -ensconced. -Okay. 299 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:16,480 -Promise? -I promise. 300 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,280 -(gentle music playing) -How are you doing? 301 00:18:24,080 --> 00:18:27,480 You said you were very good in messages two through 14. 302 00:18:27,560 --> 00:18:30,040 I mean, you seem very good. 303 00:18:30,359 --> 00:18:32,080 Yeah, I'm the world's happiest orphan. 304 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:35,080 That should be a T-shirt. (chuckles) 305 00:18:36,280 --> 00:18:39,280 I'm born again, not religiously, but in every other way. 306 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:43,280 That's wonderful. 307 00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:15,359 The advantage of coming all the way out here 308 00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:18,119 is you get much more space for your money 309 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:20,800 in an absolutely insane market. 310 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:25,640 That's worth a slightly less elegant finish, I'd say. 311 00:19:27,119 --> 00:19:28,880 We will get the rubble removed. 312 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,800 -I can move in right away. -Yes. 313 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,600 -Donna will be so happy. -(music concludes) 314 00:19:44,840 --> 00:19:46,840 Not that she hasn't loved having you around. 315 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:49,600 Let's go find Saul and pitch him the syphilis project. 316 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:52,560 -I need another victory today. -Er, he said no. 317 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:54,960 I was trying to find a way of telling you. 318 00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:57,320 -(Jack) You pitched it without me. -(indistinct chatter) 319 00:19:57,440 --> 00:19:59,000 Well, the meeting came, you weren't here. 320 00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:01,359 I wasn't here because my life exploded. 321 00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:03,000 Well, he knows that. That's one of the reasons 322 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:04,240 why he said no. 323 00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:08,000 -How does he know that? -People hear things? 324 00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:10,640 -What were his other reasons? -Money. 325 00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,119 He won't go out of pocket on an issue 326 00:20:12,200 --> 00:20:13,320 that's strictly third world. 327 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:14,400 That's what we do. 328 00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:15,600 That's what we wish we did. 329 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,000 What we actually do mostly is work for pay. 330 00:20:18,680 --> 00:20:20,760 -I'm gonna talk to him. -I wouldn't. 331 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:22,680 We've gone down a peg right now. 332 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:25,640 Jack Kane, model Citizen Boy Scout is now Jack Kane... 333 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:26,720 (Paul tutting) 334 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:28,640 Why are people so fucking sanctimonious? 335 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:30,400 (Paul) I can understand his perspective. 336 00:20:30,680 --> 00:20:33,240 You can't do work that relies on inspiration if you're ashamed. 337 00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:34,520 I'm not ashamed. 338 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:36,000 (Paul) Don't be ashamed of your shame. 339 00:20:36,119 --> 00:20:38,240 You're one of the few people alive who can still feel shame. 340 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:39,480 -Treasure it. -(door lock beeps) 341 00:21:04,359 --> 00:21:09,359 (knocking on door) 342 00:21:11,680 --> 00:21:14,040 -(Jack) Hello? -(Maya) Delivery for Jack. 343 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,760 Hi, Jack. I'm Maya, Alice's assistant. 344 00:21:18,359 --> 00:21:20,119 -Hi, Maya. -We've got a few things for you. 345 00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:21,280 Come on, guys. 346 00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:24,040 (delivery man) Where do you want this? 347 00:21:24,160 --> 00:21:25,800 -(Maya) Where do you want this? -(indistinct chatter) 348 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:27,240 Erm, just the kitchen... 349 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:28,560 -(Maya) Just the kitchen. -...I suppose. 350 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:31,640 -(delivery man 2) Maya, bedroom? -(Maya) Bedroom? 351 00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:32,840 Bedrooms, right... 352 00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:34,720 -Up there? -...there. 353 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:36,040 Yeah, great, thank you. 354 00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:38,640 -Plants. -Mm. Thank you. 355 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:42,119 And this is for while you're watching us. 356 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:45,600 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 357 00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:51,280 -I can't pay for... -(Maya) Oh, no, no. 358 00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:53,080 -(Maya) There'll be no paying. -(Jack) Okay. 359 00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:56,440 (Jack) Oh, it's incredible. I mean, it is so touching 360 00:21:56,560 --> 00:21:58,480 and thoughtful and everything, but- 361 00:21:58,560 --> 00:21:59,840 (Alice) All right, all right, all right. 362 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:04,080 Well, I can't accept this. You know, not, not all of that. 363 00:22:04,240 --> 00:22:06,480 You went a bit bananas, don't you think? 364 00:22:06,560 --> 00:22:09,040 (Alice) Let me fix what I can fix. 365 00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:12,080 -Alice, you sent lettuce. -(Alice laughs) 366 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:14,960 Well, if you return it, I will never forgive you. 367 00:22:15,320 --> 00:22:17,040 (Jack sighs) Okay. 368 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:19,480 Er, but I'm paying you back every penny then. 369 00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:21,040 It's a house warming gift, you moron. 370 00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:26,240 -It's a fuckin' house, Alice. -(Alice chuckles) 371 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,880 If we keep talking about it, it'll be completely ruined. 372 00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:30,080 (Jack) Okay. 373 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:31,240 (Alice) And you're welcome. 374 00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:34,359 Er, Maya, by the way, is fantastic. 375 00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:37,320 (Alice) Well, you can have her too, if you like. Is she still there? 376 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:39,160 Yeah. She's a task master. 377 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:41,160 (Alice) She may have found a milieu. 378 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,000 (chuckles) 379 00:22:44,800 --> 00:22:46,960 You'll have to come around and see it sometime. 380 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:48,680 Yeah? 381 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:53,720 -Maybe, erm, one night this week. -(Jack) Brilliant. 382 00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:57,160 -I'll dress the lettuce. -(Alice laughs) 383 00:22:58,800 --> 00:22:59,800 (Lynn) Okay. 384 00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:02,119 -(Celia cooing) -(Lynn) Now. 385 00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:04,320 Now... 386 00:23:05,840 --> 00:23:07,560 -Look who it is. -(Jack) Hmm. 387 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:09,359 -Look who it is. -(Jack) Hello, darling. 388 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:11,640 -(chuckles) -Hello, darling. 389 00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:12,840 -(Celia coos) -Yeah. 390 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:16,280 There we go. Hello. Oh, Hello. 391 00:23:16,359 --> 00:23:18,480 -Yeah, she's colicky, so... -(Jack) Yeah. 392 00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:19,840 Oh, man. 393 00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:22,320 (exhales) I feel sorry for both of you. 394 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,440 -In you go. -Yeah, well, 395 00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:25,440 you'll be sorry for yourself in a couple of hours. 396 00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:26,760 -(Jack laughs) -(Lynn laughs) 397 00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:28,480 -(Celia cooing) -Oh, it's okay, bubba. 398 00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,200 -Shh... -(Lynn) It's okay honey. 399 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:34,040 -(Celia crying) -(Jack) Shh... 400 00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:38,400 -Come here. -Here we go. 401 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:40,560 That's a nice one. 402 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:43,080 -Thank you. -(Lynn) Mm-hmm. 403 00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:46,680 Er, yeah, if she, you know, when she starts crying, 404 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,240 if you're at your wit's end, just call me. 405 00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:49,760 I'm sure we'll be fine. 406 00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:52,359 Not that you, er, look it, 407 00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:54,160 but I'm sure you want a good night's sleep. 408 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,200 (groans, chuckles) I'm sure I do look it. 409 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:01,359 (smacks lips) Er, breast milk. 410 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:05,160 -(Celia cooing) -(Jack) Mm. 411 00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:11,520 -(Jack clears throat) -So, erm, freeze what you don't use 412 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,000 and then you can have it for next time. 413 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:14,600 -(Jack) Great. -Mm-hmm. 414 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,240 -(Lynn smacks lips, sighs) -Okay. 415 00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:20,920 Sorry. 416 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:27,520 -Sorry. (chuckles) All right. -(Celia cooing) 417 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,640 -Okay, you say goodbye. -(Lynn) Yeah. 418 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,160 Okay. Bye, bye sweetheart. 419 00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:34,680 -(Celia coos) -I'll see you in the morning. 420 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:36,600 -Okay. -Hmm. 421 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:38,320 Don't frighten your father too much. (chuckles) 422 00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:41,040 -Oh, sorry, yeah. -(Jack) Thanks. 423 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:43,440 There we go. 424 00:24:45,480 --> 00:24:46,840 -I'll see you soon. -(Lynn) Yeah. 425 00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:50,680 (Jack) Oh, come on. There we go. 426 00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:56,000 (sighs) 427 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:13,520 -(inhales, exhales deeply) -(doorbell ringing) 428 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:16,359 -(mutters) -(door knocks) 429 00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:18,400 -Hello. -Hey. 430 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:20,640 -Shh. -(whispers) Hi. 431 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:24,000 Celia is inside. She's sleeping. 432 00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:26,320 Fuck, I'm so sorry. I didn't think of that. 433 00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:28,119 I didn't think of that. It's... it's fine. 434 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:33,160 It's just... we said, "some night." We didn't say tonight. 435 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,480 I should have texted. I should have texted. 436 00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:39,920 (sighs) It's grand. I just... I just it's her first night here. 437 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,400 I don't know how I'd feel... I don't know how Lynn 438 00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:44,200 -would feel about it. -Completely understood. 439 00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,080 It was an impulse, I shouldn't follow those. 440 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,080 Oh, well, I feel bad now. 441 00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:55,560 Oh, don't, this is my consummate bad. 442 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:56,640 I was never here. 443 00:25:58,880 --> 00:26:00,040 Good night. 444 00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,480 (grunts) No, no, here, listen. Here, listen. Just... 445 00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,640 Just come in for 30 seconds, have a sip of water, 446 00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:08,880 I'll feel better and then you can fuck off. Okay? 447 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:12,600 (chuckles) Okay, but I'm only doing this for you. 448 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:16,960 (whispers) Just be quiet. 449 00:26:24,359 --> 00:26:27,640 She's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. 450 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:32,840 We better not push our luck. 451 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,280 (exhales heavily) 452 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:52,119 It is very nice to see you so happy. 453 00:26:57,560 --> 00:26:59,640 I mean, I wish I understood it better, but... 454 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,240 Oh, I don't wanna talk about that if it's okay. 455 00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:09,320 I just wanna be right here in this moment, 456 00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:12,200 and then perhaps the next moment will be as good as this moment, 457 00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:15,400 and then the next after that. And then pretty soon, 458 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,480 you're talking about a whole lifetime of great moments. 459 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:25,720 (Jack chuckles) 460 00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:28,760 Jack... 461 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:36,560 If we were gonna... try again, 462 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:44,119 I'd wanna take it really slow. Be really sure. 463 00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:48,000 Start on really firm footing. 464 00:27:50,240 --> 00:27:51,560 So that it would last, you know? 465 00:27:58,840 --> 00:27:59,920 Wouldn't you? 466 00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:04,080 Yeah. 467 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:08,400 Yeah. 468 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:15,920 Hmm. 469 00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:23,400 -(Celia crying) -Sorry. 470 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:26,840 That might be the 30 seconds up. Fucking hell. 471 00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:30,320 -Oh no. -(Celia coos) 472 00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:35,280 -Oh, she's not happy. -(Jack) I know. (chuckles) 473 00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:38,640 Shh, shh, shh. 474 00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:44,520 -Do you have a dryer? -(Celia cries) 475 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:47,080 -Pop her in the middle of that. -(Jack) All right. Come on darling, 476 00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:48,400 we're gonna go down just for a second. 477 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:50,680 -Just for a second. -(Celia coos, cries) 478 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,480 -(Jack shushing) -Here, love. 479 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:00,680 Do you want that? 480 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:05,680 -(Jack) No, no. (gasps) Hello. -(Alice) There we go. 481 00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,040 Ah, she's fine. Hello. 482 00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:11,040 -(Jack) Oh my God, it's a miracle. -(chuckles) 483 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:14,080 Wow. 484 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:18,560 I don't wanna be too pleased with myself. 485 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,800 I will pay you good money not to leave tonight. 486 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:36,840 (Celia crying) 487 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:43,520 (grunts, groans) 488 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,840 -It's okay, I'll go. -(groans) 489 00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:50,080 -No, I'll do it. -No, no let me go. 490 00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:53,360 -Okay, okay, okay. -(Alice chuckling) 491 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,640 If I've failed, then come rescue me, okay? 492 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:58,520 (sighs) You're great. 493 00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,360 I am an unswerving delight. 494 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:08,000 Thank you. 495 00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:12,880 Yeah, I'm behind you, it's not fair. 496 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:15,240 It's not fair. 497 00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,240 (Celia crying) 498 00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:22,520 It's all right. Yeah, you're gonna be all right. 499 00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,160 You're okay. 500 00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,200 Shh. 501 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:34,520 It's gonna be all right. 502 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:37,040 -Shh. -How is she? 503 00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:38,360 What are you doing, Jack? 504 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:39,960 -Why would you do that, Jack? -Wha the fuck. Sorry. 505 00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:42,800 -Sorry, sorry, sorry, just keep... -Why the fuck would you do that? 506 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,240 -(Jack) Come here. Come here. -Why... 507 00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:46,600 What the fuck? 508 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:51,880 (Jack shushing, kisses) 509 00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:54,760 Who the fuck does that? 510 00:31:05,720 --> 00:31:07,840 (muttering) 511 00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:10,680 -Sorry, I... -(Jack shushing) 512 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:15,000 Is she all right? 513 00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:16,960 (Jack) Yeah, she's fine, she's fine. 514 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:22,160 -(Celia continues crying) -(muttering) 515 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:26,680 It's okay. 516 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:32,240 (train whirring) 517 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:36,160 -(indistinct chatter) -(cutlery clinking) 518 00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:42,760 Is there anything you feel you can tell me? 519 00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:50,360 (Reya) Are you not enjoying it? 520 00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:52,800 No, no, it's lovely, thank you. 521 00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:54,960 Just a bit of a late night last night. 522 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:56,400 (Reya) I'm happy to get you something else. 523 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,400 No, honestly. No, we're fine. 524 00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,520 It isn't easy, is it? With the baby? 525 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:05,360 How old is she? He? 526 00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:07,240 Er, she's nine months. 527 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:09,120 Make the perfect blend of the two of you. 528 00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:10,280 (chuckles) Hmm. 529 00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:16,480 Thanks. 530 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:23,480 -I should get her back. -Yeah. 531 00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,440 Do you wanna meet me at that later? 532 00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:32,120 Just to watch it. 533 00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:35,440 If you're not, you know, too put off by 534 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,400 my performance last night. 535 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:40,840 I like kites. 536 00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:46,840 -So I'll see you there. -Bye, bye. 537 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,280 -(Lynn chuckles) Oh! -Hello. 538 00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:10,080 There they are, my brave little adventurers. 539 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:11,560 -(Jack chuckles) -Oh, how was it? 540 00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:15,120 (Jack) Er, it was, yes, it was exactly as you said. 541 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:16,320 Hello. 542 00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:17,720 -Oh, my bubba. -Here we go. 543 00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:18,960 Oh, my bubba. 544 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:20,640 -(Jack chuckles) -Oh, my bubba. 545 00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,720 Do you wanna come in for a tea or a coffee or something? 546 00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:25,960 No, thanks. I've been, erm, mainlining caffeine. 547 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,120 Oh God, did she sleep much? Did you? 548 00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:29,800 Bits and pieces. 549 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,240 -Oh, God. -(Jack chuckles) 550 00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,520 Sorry. She was pristine in the taxi. 551 00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,600 Oh, no. It's... Do you have er, erm, 552 00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:40,600 like a jasmine candle at your place? 553 00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:41,920 No. 554 00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,440 Have you started wearing jasmine suddenly? 555 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:47,920 No. 556 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:50,960 Then who's been holding her? 557 00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:54,240 Alice came over. 558 00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:56,760 Did she? 559 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:58,880 Yeah, she was great with her actually. 560 00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:00,800 She found out a way to kind of make her stop crying... 561 00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:02,240 And did she stay the night? 562 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,000 (scoffs) Not in the way that you think. 563 00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:07,400 -Jesus Christ. -What? 564 00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:09,719 What? Erm... 565 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:13,120 We came at this with the spirit of kinship, Jack, 566 00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:15,560 -and now at the first opportunity... -It isn't like that. 567 00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:18,080 Oh, no. Oh, oh, I can see exactly how it is 568 00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:19,360 and how it's going to be going forward. 569 00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:21,080 Well... well done. 570 00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,480 Okay, great. Just ground rules rewritten then. 571 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:26,800 Two words to the wise going forward, Jack. 572 00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:29,000 One, get yourself some Jasmine. 573 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:31,760 And two, just lie to me. 574 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:34,320 I know you know how to. 575 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,960 Oh, it's okay, bubba. It's okay. 576 00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:46,680 (birds chirping) 577 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:52,280 Hey. 578 00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:10,360 -(indistinct chatter) -(dog barking in distance) 579 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,400 (Jack) I think that one's a pterodactyl. 580 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:15,760 (Alice) Hmm. 581 00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:19,520 (Jack) It's by far the scariest of the dinosaurs if you ask me. 582 00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:23,040 You know, the other dinosaurs you could like, 583 00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:27,160 see them coming and run away or hide or whatever 584 00:35:27,239 --> 00:35:28,560 but the Pterodactyl, you're just like, 585 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:30,200 minding your own business and then, 586 00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,080 something grabs you by the face and flies off 587 00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:37,040 and you don't even have time to leave a note. (chuckles) 588 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:47,080 You okay? 589 00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:04,880 My dad used to come into my room when I was a kid. 590 00:36:15,080 --> 00:36:19,080 He used to wait until my mum was passed out drunk. 591 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:23,360 He hated my mum. 592 00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:27,040 Hated all women, really. 593 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:36,000 One time he didn't close the door all the way 594 00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:37,760 and I saw her standing there in the corridor. 595 00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:44,440 Watching. 596 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,640 Imagine clinging to a marriage like that. 597 00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:03,640 You know what she said the next day? 598 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:09,920 "You stole him from me." 599 00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:27,600 I really thought by now that it would be different, Jack. 600 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:32,880 You know, you do all the things in the world. 601 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:37,760 You run your gauntlet of caregivers, 602 00:37:39,239 --> 00:37:41,080 so you learn about attachment disorder 603 00:37:41,200 --> 00:37:42,320 and all the rest. 604 00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,880 (inhales deeply) And it helps, but, erm... 605 00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:51,560 The present can't fix the past. 606 00:37:57,760 --> 00:37:59,440 And there are just some... 607 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:05,200 things and some people you just can't out live. 608 00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:15,160 The best that you can do is make yourself operational, 609 00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:18,600 and to see the good in people. 610 00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:25,160 And love them. (chuckles) 611 00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:34,400 And I love you. 612 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:42,360 But we don't... 613 00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:49,000 have a future together, you know. 614 00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:00,239 If you think there's any way I'll ever abandon you, 615 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,320 you're wrong. 616 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,840 If I could be with anyone in the world, 617 00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:10,040 it would be with you. 618 00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,280 But it will end in ruins. 619 00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:29,760 Shouldn't it be my choice too, knowing the risks? 620 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,840 No. No. 621 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,600 Because you know them, but you don't know them. 622 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:42,360 Because we're supposed to keep our loved ones 623 00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:43,840 out of harm's way and not chuck them 624 00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:45,200 into it screaming. 625 00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:49,880 And because honestly, I'd just rather die 626 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:51,120 than disappoint you again. 627 00:39:51,480 --> 00:39:53,000 You could never disappoint me. 628 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:55,120 -(Alice) I have. -No. 629 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:57,080 I have. 630 00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:00,520 I will again. 631 00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:07,840 You're like the incarnation of everything I've ever wanted. 632 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:14,560 -(gentle music playing) -But I just can't have, you know? 633 00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:21,760 It's all your bloody fault anyway. 634 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:24,480 Why? 635 00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:26,360 Cause you should've read the tea leaves, 636 00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:28,719 that what, what's bigger than tea leaves? 637 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:31,560 Bloody palm fronds? 638 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:36,160 The Kremlin-sized collection of red flags. 639 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:38,480 But, no. 640 00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:44,200 You just like, loved me. (sobs) 641 00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:59,200 Blind as justice and... dumb as sand. 642 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,640 Anyway, it'll be someone else's problem, now. 643 00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:07,920 Until they figure out what you've found out, 644 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:09,560 which is that you can't save people. 645 00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,360 I never thought that you needed saving, Alice. 646 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:19,239 I don't think that you do. 647 00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:24,239 I just thought that if we loved each other enough, 648 00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:27,280 that whatever the problems were, 649 00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:29,360 we'd be strong enough to get through it. 650 00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:36,600 I dunno if we'll see each other ag... again. 651 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:45,239 But you definitely have my permission to think about me 652 00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:50,200 and, erm, imagine that I'm out there, 653 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:52,760 somewhere, 654 00:41:55,640 --> 00:41:58,000 most probably thinking of you. 655 00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:10,000 (gentle music continues) 656 00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:51,800 (music concludes)