1
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WE NEED FOUR UNITS OF O-NEG.

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BRING THAT BENCH OVER HERE.

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THEY WENT TO CUT OFF THE DOOR,

4
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AND ALL I COULD THINK
WAS HE'S GONNA BLEED OUT.

5
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WE NEED MORE TIME.

6
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I WAS PISSED,
BUT THEN I THOUGHT,

7
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"NO, WE NEED LESS DISTANCE
TO THE O.R., SO --

8
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SO, YOU BROUGHT --
THE WHOLE DAMN CAR.

9
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HOW IS HE?
HE'S HANGING ON, BARELY.

10
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Meredith: I REMEMBER IN SCHOOL
SOMEONE TELLING ME

11
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I CAME FROM A BROKEN HOME.

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THAT'S WHAT
THEY USED TO CALL IT

13
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WHEN YOUR PARENTS GOT DIVORCED.

14
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THIS ISN'T THE WAY
WE USUALLY DO THAT.

15
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I HAD TO DO IT THIS WAY.

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NO, NO, NO,
WE SEE WHY YOU DID IT.

17
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OKAY. LOOK, I JUST WANTED
TO GIVE HIM --

18
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A SECOND CHANCE.
WE GOT A SECOND CHANCE.

19
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...EVEN THOUGH GETTING DIVORCED

20
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WAS THE LEAST BROKEN THING
THEY EVER DID.

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HEY, KEITH,
IT'S MEREDITH.

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THANKS FOR HAVING ME OVER.

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HOW'S JOAN?

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WHAT'S THE WORD ON MY BABY?

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WE'LL FIND OUT FOR YOU.
WE GOT YOU.

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[ SIREN WAILS ]

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WHEN I HEARD THAT AS A KID,

28
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I WONDERED
IF BROKEN HOMES WERE

29
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WHERE THE BROKEN PEOPLE LIVED.

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Callie: STILL FEELING
THOSE TOES, JOAN?

31
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YEAH.
GOOD.

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UM, YOU GUYS,
LET'S JUST STOP.

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LET'S STOP FOR A SEC.
WHAT'S HAPPENING?

34
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THERE'S JUST
A LITTLE BLEEDING,

35
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WHICH IS NORMAL
AFTER A DELIVERY,

36
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BUT WE'RE GONNA GET YOU
CHECKED OUT

37
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BEFORE YOU HAVE
YOUR SPINAL SURGERY, OKAY?

38
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IT WAS SILLY. I MEAN,
I WAS JUST A LITTLE KID.

39
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GONNA TAKE HER.
NO, NO,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

40
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WHAT ARE YOU DOING
WITH MY BABY?
JUST FOR A WHILE.

41
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NO, PLEASE!
WE WERE CRUSHED IN A CAR!

42
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MY FIANCé'S DEAD!
YOU'RE NOT TAKING MY BABY!

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PLEASE NO!
JOAN, YOUR BABY'S DOING FINE,
OKAY?

44
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PLEASE!
WE JUST NEED
TO CHECK YOU OUT.

45
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OKAY, YOU NEED TO TAKE HIM
TO THE NICU AND PAGE KAREV.

46
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BUT TO THIS DAY,
I STILL WONDER.

47
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[ Crying ] NO!

48
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IT LOOKS LIKE UTERINE ATONY.
WE NEED TO MOVE FAST.

49
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WE MOVE FAST,
WE PARALYZE HER.

50
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WE MOVE TOO SLOW
AND SHE BLEEDS TO DEATH.

51
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OKAY.

52
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YEAH,
I ALREADY SPOKE TO MOM.

53
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AMELIA.

54
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I DON'T KNOW HOW FAST
YOU'RE MOVING ON THE HOUSE.

55
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I HAVEN'T EVEN ACCEPTED
AN OFFER YET, SO --

56
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I CAN HAVE MY
STUFF OUT NEXT WEEK.
IS THAT SOON ENOUGH?

57
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TED, I DON'T CARE
WHOSE SIDE OF THE STORY.

58
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I'M NOT SURE
I CAN MAKE IT ANY SOONER.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO.

59
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I SHOULD'VE BEEN OUT
A WHILE AGO.

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DEREK IS THE ONE WHO INVITED ME,
AND HE'S GONE, SO --

61
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[ CELLPHONE RINGS, BEEPS ]

62
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I --
YES, I AM LISTENING.

63
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DAD...

64
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I HAVE TO GO.

65
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IS ALEX IN THE NICU?

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DON'T KNOW AND DON'T CARE,
'CAUSE APPARENTLY,

67
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HE THINKS I'M SOME SORT
OF '50s HOUSEWIFE

68
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WHO HE CAN TELL WHERE TO BE
AND WHAT TO DO

69
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AND WHEN
TO BAKE A POT ROAST.

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I'M HOLDING A BABY.

71
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WHO'S THIS?
COME ON, HERE.

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[ SIGHS ]

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THERE'S BEEN A LOT OF TALKING,

74
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BUT NOT A LOT OF GETTING ME
OUT OF THE CAR.

75
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THAT'S STILL THE PLAN, RIGHT --
GET KEITH OUT OF THE CAR?

76
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THAT'S THE PLAN.

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WHEN JOANIE CALLED
AND TOLD ME SHE WAS PREGNANT,

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YOU KNOW WHAT
MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS?

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RUN LIKE HELL.

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WE'D ONLY HAD
THE ONE DATE.

81
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AND SHE AGREES,
IT KIND OF SUCKED.

82
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I THINK WE HAD SEX JUST
TO STOP THE AWKWARD SILENCE.

83
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[ INHALES SHARPLY ]

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AND THEN BOOM -- INSTA-FAMILY,
LIKE SEA MONKEYS.

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IT WAS SCARY.

86
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NOW I CAN'T BELIEVE
I EVER FELT LIKE THAT.

87
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NOW ALL I WANT TO DO
IS SEE THEM.

88
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Owen: GREY,
WE'RE READY TO CUT THE ROOF.

89
00:03:05,806 --> 00:03:07,107
OKAY, KEITH,

90
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IT'S GONNA GET REAL LOUD
AND THEN IT'S GONNA GET SCARY,

91
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AND THEN WE'RE GONNA
GET YOU OUT, OKAY?

92
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LOUD, SCARY, FREE.

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[ SAW BUZZING ]

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OKAY.

95
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[ INDISTINCT SHOUTING ]

96
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OKAY.

97
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[ SAWS BUZZING ]

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ARIZONA'S HAVING TROUBLE

99
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CONTROLLING
THE POST-PARTUM HEMORRHAGE.

100
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THIS JUST KEEPS GETTING --
EDWARDS.

101
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WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

102
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I'M SCRUBBING IN.

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[ SCOFFS ]
NO, YOU'RE NOT.

104
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I GAVE YOU ONE JOB --
TO KEEP HER IN THE COLLAR

105
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UNTIL TRAUMA CLEARED HER.

106
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IT WAS THE INTERNS WHO --

107
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AND YOU LEFT HER IN THE CARE
OF FIRST-DAY INTERNS.

108
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THEY SHOULD'VE KNOWN
BETTER.

109
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NO, YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER.
YOU CAN GO NOW.

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YOU ARE NO LONGER GOING
ANYWHERE NEAR THIS
PATIENT, GOT IT?

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GO.

112
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Man: ROOF COMING OFF!
OKAY, GUYS, YOU'RE CLEAR.

113
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April: WE NEED A TRAUMA PANEL
AND TYPE AND CROSS FOR EIGHT.

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Owen: GOT IT.
DRAWING LABS.

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NO BLOOD IN THE PERICARDIUM.

116
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PENETRATING
THORACO-ABDOMINAL INJURY.

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ULTRASOUND, PLEASE.

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KEITH, TALK TO ME.
HOW DO YOU FEEL?

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UH...POPULAR.

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FUNNY.
THAT'S FUNNY.

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OKAY, GUYS, WHEN YOU CLEAR,
WE'RE GONNA CUT AWAY

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THE PIECE OF THE DOOR HERE
THAT'S IMPALING HIM,

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THEN YOU CAN
GET HIM INSIDE, OKAY?

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ALL RIGHT.

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[ SAW BUZZING ]

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DR. GREY.

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I HAVE AN UPDATE
ON HIS FIANCéE.

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APRIL CERTAINLY THOUGHT
OUTSIDE THE BOX.

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I LIKE THIS KEPNER.

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I NEVER THOUGHT
I WOULD LIKE KEPNER.

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YOU KNOW,
OLD KEPNER WAS --

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THERE WAS PIGTAILS
AND BUNNY RABBITS AND SMILING.

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LOTS OF SMILING,

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BUT KEPNER THE REBOOT,
KEPNER 2.0, SHE'S CRAZY!

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SHE'S FIERCE.

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SHE'S WOMANED UP.

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THANK YOU,
UNITED STATES ARMY.

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BAILEY, HUNT HAS THIS.

139
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I NEED YOU TO HANDLE
EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE E.R.

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YOU ARE IN CHARGE.

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GET USED TO IT.

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YES, SIR!

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[ CHUCKLES ]

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I THOUGHT I MADE MYSELF
PERFECTLY CLEAR.

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YOU CAN'T JUST APPOINT
A NEW CHIEF.

146
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THERE ARE RULES
AND RECOMMENDATIONS TO BE MADE,

147
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AND THEN
THE BOARD VOTES.

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JUST BECAUSE SOMETHING'S
BEEN DONE ONE WAY FOREVER

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DOESN'T MEAN
IT SHOULDN'T CHANGE.

150
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IT'S CALLED EVOLUTION.
NO.

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WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
IS CALLED DICTATORSHIP,

152
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AND I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR
A DICTATORSHIP, CATHERINE AVERY.

153
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NO ONE ASKED YOU TO,
RICHARD WEBBER.

154
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THAT'S THE PROBLEM --
YOU NEVER ASK, YOU ONLY TELL.

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WELL, LET ME TELL YOU
HOW THIS IS GONNA --

156
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LOOK, I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO
ANOTHER WORD ABOUT IT!

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[ SAW STOPS ]

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Man: LET'S GET BACK TO IT!

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[ SAW RESUMES ]

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EXCUSE ME.

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I-I CAN'T.
I'M...

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HEY, KEITH.
STAY WITH ME.

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I HAVE SOME NEWS FOR YOU.

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JOAN'S OKAY.

165
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SHE'S HEADED INTO SURGERY,
AND YOU HAVE A BABY BOY.

166
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A...BOY?

167
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A BOY?

168
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I HAVE A SON.

169
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OKAY, JOAN, I'M GONNA PUT YOU
OUT NOW, OKAY?

170
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UTERUS IS FLACCID.
SHE'S HEMORRHAGING.

171
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OKAY,
WE GOT TO PUT HER UNDER.

172
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YOU GOT TO GET THIS
UNDER CONTROL NOW.
I KNOW THAT.

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I NEED A BALLOON CATHETER.

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Jo: IS SHE OUT?
NOT YET, WHY?

175
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JOAN, KEITH IS HERE.

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HE'S HERE.
HE'S ALIVE.
KEITH'S HERE?

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THEY'RE WORKING
ON HIM NOW.

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[ LAUGHS ]

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[ MONITOR BEEPING ]

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WILSON, GO.

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PRESSURE'S AT 70.
WE'RE LOSING HER.

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[ KEITH WHIMPERING ]

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KEITH, HANG IN THERE.
HANG IN THERE.

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[ SCREAMING ]
OKAY, STOP!

185
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HEY, STOP! STOP! STOP!
OKAY, HOLD UP.

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WHAT IS IT, GREY?
WE CAN'T DO THIS.
NOT LIKE THIS.

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[ WHIMPERS ]
IT'S GONNA TEAR HIM APART.

188
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WE'RE GONNA OPEN HIM UP
OUT HERE?

189
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IT'S THE ONLY WAY.
WE START AN EX-LAP.

190
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CLAMP EVERYTHING WE CAN.

191
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IT'LL BUY US TIME
TILL WE GET HIM UPSTAIRS.

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ONLY FIVE OR SIX MINUTES
TILL HE BLEEDS OUT.
THAT'S PLENTY OF TIME.

193
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GUYS, GUYS,
ALL O.R.s ARE FULL.

194
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Owen: ALL OF THEM?
TUNNEL COLLAPSE VICTIMS.

195
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NO, NO, WE HAVE
A PLASTICS O.R. AVAILABLE.

196
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Meredith: THAT'S ALL THE WAY
AT THE OTHER END
OF THE BUILDING.

197
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THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE.

198
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WE JUST -- ALL RIGHT, WE CLEAR
A PATH TO THE EAST ELEVATOR.

199
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MOVE EVERYTHING
OUT OF THE WAY,

200
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STOP ALL FOOT TRAFFIC,
LOCK DOWN THE ELEVATOR.

201
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CAN HE MAKE IT THAT FAR?

202
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NO, BUT HE WILL.

203
00:07:44,044 --> 00:07:45,215
HE DOESN'T HAVE A CHOICE,
RIGHT?

204
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SO, WE RUN.

205
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ALL OUT
LIKE OLYMPIANS.

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IT'S PLENTY OF TIME.
IT'S PLENTY OF TIME.

207
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LET'S PREP HIM
FOR AN EX-LAP OUT HERE.

208
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Jackson: OKAY.
OKAY.

209
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I AM NOT CRYING WOLF.

210
00:07:56,096 --> 00:07:57,688
SIR?

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I DO NOT MAKE DECISIONS LIGHTLY,
AND I DON'T BOW TO DICTATORS.

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00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:03,193
MIRANDA BAILEY,
YOU WILL BE

213
00:08:03,193 --> 00:08:05,906
GREY SLOAN MEMORIAL'S
NEXT CHIEF OF SURGERY!

214
00:08:05,906 --> 00:08:09,700
CONGRATULATIONS!

215
00:08:09,700 --> 00:08:11,491
THANK YOU.

216
00:08:13,664 --> 00:08:15,666
CATHETER IS WORKING,
AND THE BLEEDING HAS STOPPED.

217
00:08:15,666 --> 00:08:18,078
NO TEAR IN THE DURA,
AMAZINGLY.

218
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[ CHUCKLES ]
SO, AN INTERN
OPENED HER COLLAR?

219
00:08:20,671 --> 00:08:22,082
OH, STUPID.

220
00:08:22,082 --> 00:08:23,754
WAIT, WAS THAT THE INTERN THAT
WE THOUGHT WAS AN ATTENDING?

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YOU MISTOOK AN INTERN
FOR AN ATTENDING?

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YEAH, HE WAS PRETTY MUCH
RUNNING THE TRAUMA.

223
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LIKE A BOSS.
LIKE A HOT, HOT BOSS.

224
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SOMEBODY SHOULD GET
INTO THAT.

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[ CHUCKLES ]
MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET INTO THAT.

226
00:08:33,093 --> 00:08:34,304
YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU SHOULD GET INTO THAT.

227
00:08:34,304 --> 00:08:35,726
[ LAUGHS ]
I DON'T THINK SO.

228
00:08:35,726 --> 00:08:38,899
I HAVE STARTED A STRICT
NO WORKPLACE DATING POLICY.

229
00:08:38,899 --> 00:08:40,901
[ SIGHS ] I HEAR YOU.
[ LAUGHS ]

230
00:08:40,901 --> 00:08:43,483
IT'S ALL TOO...YOU KNOW?

231
00:08:43,483 --> 00:08:45,065
THEY SEE YOU, ALL OF YOU.

232
00:08:45,065 --> 00:08:47,107
THEN THEY COME TO WORK
AND THEY SEE YOU HERE, TOO,

233
00:08:47,107 --> 00:08:48,949
AND YOU TRY
TO KEEP IT PROFESSIONAL

234
00:08:48,949 --> 00:08:51,451
AND GET THINGS DONE,
BUT SUDDENLY YOU'RE THINKING,

235
00:08:51,451 --> 00:08:53,033
"I WAS NAKED ON YOU BEFORE."

236
00:08:53,033 --> 00:08:55,576
[ CHUCKLES ]
OR "I WISH
YOU WERE NAKED NOW."

237
00:08:55,576 --> 00:08:59,079
"HEY, REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE
THERE AT MY VERY ROCK BOTTOM

238
00:08:59,079 --> 00:09:02,042
AND I WENT DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE
AND DRAGGED YOU IN WITH ME

239
00:09:02,042 --> 00:09:05,125
AND BARED THE DARKEST PARTS
OF MY SOUL TO YOU IN THE
MIDNIGHT HOURS?

240
00:09:05,125 --> 00:09:07,087
SO, NOW LET'S HAVE
A BUDGET MEETING."

241
00:09:09,590 --> 00:09:12,222
IT'S A SOLID POLICY.

242
00:09:12,222 --> 00:09:13,884
TRUST ME.

243
00:09:18,178 --> 00:09:20,520
I CAN'T FIND
THE 8 E.T. TUBES.

244
00:09:22,603 --> 00:09:24,144
[ SIGHS ]
YEAH, BUT I NEED MORE.

245
00:09:24,144 --> 00:09:27,397
WEBBER IS MAKING ME
CHIEF OF SURGERY.

246
00:09:27,397 --> 00:09:29,449
THAT'S GREAT, BUT I GOT
TO GET THESE -- WAIT, WHAT?

247
00:09:29,449 --> 00:09:31,612
CHIEF?

248
00:09:31,612 --> 00:09:33,954
WAIT, CHIEF OF SURGERY?
OOH, SAY IT AGAIN.

249
00:09:33,954 --> 00:09:35,956
[ CHUCKLES ]
HEY, HOW YOU DOING, MAN?

250
00:09:35,956 --> 00:09:37,998
THIS IS MY WIFE,
DR. MIRANDA BAILEY,

251
00:09:37,998 --> 00:09:39,700
CHIEF OF SURGERY.

252
00:09:39,700 --> 00:09:41,912
NO, CHIEF
OF ALL THESE DAMN SURGERIES.

253
00:09:41,912 --> 00:09:43,203
[ LAUGHS ]

254
00:09:46,046 --> 00:09:48,418
OH, I GOT
TO GET THESE, UH, IN.

255
00:09:48,418 --> 00:09:50,170
OH, YEAH,
GO, GO, GO.

256
00:09:50,170 --> 00:09:52,172
[ SIGHS ]

257
00:09:52,172 --> 00:09:54,014
WHO IS THE CHIEF?

258
00:09:54,014 --> 00:09:55,766
I AM THE CHIEF.

259
00:09:55,766 --> 00:09:57,217
Owen:
WARREN, YOU'LL INTUBATE.

260
00:09:57,217 --> 00:09:59,059
KEPNER, YOU AND I
WILL DO THE EX-LAP.

261
00:09:59,059 --> 00:10:00,350
GET CONTROL
OF WHATEVER'S BLEEDING.

262
00:10:00,350 --> 00:10:01,982
GREY, I NEED YOU AND PIERCE
SCRUBBED AND READY

263
00:10:01,982 --> 00:10:03,393
IN THE O.R. WHEN WE GET THERE,
WE GOT IT?

264
00:10:03,393 --> 00:10:04,394
OKAY.

265
00:10:04,394 --> 00:10:06,146
MEREDITH,
DO ME A FAVOR.

266
00:10:06,146 --> 00:10:08,989
TELL JOANIE THAT I LOVED HER
AND THAT I --

267
00:10:08,989 --> 00:10:10,490
NO. NO, NO, NO.

268
00:10:10,490 --> 00:10:12,152
NO MESSAGES
FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE, KEITH.

269
00:10:12,152 --> 00:10:13,694
WE'RE NOT DOING THAT.

270
00:10:13,694 --> 00:10:15,035
IT'S OKAY.

271
00:10:15,035 --> 00:10:16,496
YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT.

272
00:10:16,496 --> 00:10:18,408
YOU WENT WAY ABOVE
AND BEYOND.

273
00:10:18,408 --> 00:10:20,701
KEITH, YES,
A LOT OF PEOPLE HERE

274
00:10:20,701 --> 00:10:23,203
ARE WORKING VERY HARD
TO PULL THIS OFF,

275
00:10:23,203 --> 00:10:25,295
AND YOU HAVE TO WORK, TOO,
OKAY?

276
00:10:25,295 --> 00:10:28,378
I'VE SEEN THE LOOKS
ON THESE PEOPLE'S FACES.

277
00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:30,961
THIS IS NOT GONNA WORK.

278
00:10:33,844 --> 00:10:36,056
HUNT,
I'M GONNA NEED A MINUTE.

279
00:10:36,056 --> 00:10:37,678
OKAY.

280
00:10:40,100 --> 00:10:42,973
I'M SERIOUS -- ONE MINUTE,
THAT'S ALL I'M ALLOWING.

281
00:10:42,973 --> 00:10:44,604
IT'S TOO SOON.
FINE, FINE.

282
00:10:44,604 --> 00:10:49,109
YOU TALK TO WILSON YET ABOUT
ME AND THE KIDS MOVING IN?

283
00:10:49,109 --> 00:10:52,572
NO. I WAS A JACKASS, AND NOW
SHE'S NOT EVEN TALKING TO ME.

284
00:10:52,572 --> 00:10:55,736
I CAN'T EVEN --
IS SHE MOVING OUT?

285
00:10:55,736 --> 00:10:56,987
IS THERE ROOM
FOR AMELIA,

286
00:10:56,987 --> 00:10:58,578
BECAUSE YOU COULD TAKE
YOUR OLD ROOM,

287
00:10:58,578 --> 00:10:59,910
I COULD TAKE
MY OLD ROOM BACK,

288
00:10:59,910 --> 00:11:01,702
AND THEN AMELIA COULD MOVE
INTO CRISTINA'S ROOM.

289
00:11:01,702 --> 00:11:03,043
GOD, MER, WHAT THE HELL?

290
00:11:03,043 --> 00:11:04,284
I KNOW, I KNOW,

291
00:11:04,284 --> 00:11:05,996
BUT I HURT HER FEELINGS,
AND SHE'S MAD AT ME.

292
00:11:05,996 --> 00:11:08,128
I FORGOT I'M SUPPOSED
TO BE HER SISTER.

293
00:11:08,128 --> 00:11:10,090
YOU'RE A COMPLETE TOOL
SOMETIMES.

294
00:11:10,090 --> 00:11:13,093
I'VE HEARD.

295
00:11:13,093 --> 00:11:16,216
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

296
00:11:16,216 --> 00:11:18,008
April: ALL RIGHT, EVERYBODY
STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING.

297
00:11:18,008 --> 00:11:21,061
QUIET, PLEASE. MAKE A HOLE.
MAKE A HOLE.

298
00:11:21,061 --> 00:11:23,353
Man:
LET THEM THROUGH, GUYS.

299
00:11:34,114 --> 00:11:37,778
♪ THE LIGHT COME IN ♪

300
00:11:37,778 --> 00:11:41,121
♪ WE TAKE IT ♪

301
00:11:41,121 --> 00:11:45,035
♪ LET THE LIGHT COME IN ♪

302
00:11:45,035 --> 00:11:49,039
♪ EMBRACE IT ♪

303
00:11:49,039 --> 00:11:51,171
I HAVE SOMETHING
FOR YOU.

304
00:11:57,177 --> 00:11:58,548
OH.
[ CHUCKLES ]

305
00:11:58,548 --> 00:12:00,340
HEY, BIG MAN.

306
00:12:00,340 --> 00:12:03,343
[ CRYING ]
AWW.

307
00:12:03,343 --> 00:12:05,806
LOOK AT YOU.

308
00:12:05,806 --> 00:12:08,979
I'M SORRY
FOR ALL THIS CRAP.

309
00:12:08,979 --> 00:12:12,612
SORRY,
I JUST...WISH I...

310
00:12:17,027 --> 00:12:20,450
I'M GONNA SEE YOU
WHEN I GET OUT OF HERE, OKAY?

311
00:12:20,450 --> 00:12:22,322
YOU AND YOUR MOM,
YEAH?

312
00:12:22,322 --> 00:12:26,997
I'M GONNA BE THERE AND WE'RE
GONNA BE TOGETHER, OKAY?

313
00:12:26,997 --> 00:12:28,628
OH, I LOVE YOU.
DADDY LOVES YOU.

314
00:12:28,628 --> 00:12:30,170
KISS.

315
00:12:30,170 --> 00:12:32,632
OKAY, OKAY.

316
00:12:32,632 --> 00:12:36,216
[ CRYING CONTINUES ]

317
00:12:36,216 --> 00:12:37,677
ALL RIGHT, LET'S BAG HIM.

318
00:12:37,677 --> 00:12:41,842
PUSH 200 OF KETAMINE.

319
00:12:41,842 --> 00:12:43,383
DON'T GO.

320
00:12:43,383 --> 00:12:45,645
NO.

321
00:12:45,645 --> 00:12:47,147
I'M RIGHT HERE.

322
00:12:47,147 --> 00:12:50,480
THAT WAS A BAD IDEA
BRINGING HIM OUT HERE LIKE THAT.

323
00:12:50,480 --> 00:12:51,481
WHY?

324
00:12:51,481 --> 00:12:54,734
BECAUSE I'M GONNA BE
REALLY PISSED...

325
00:12:54,734 --> 00:12:58,028
IF YOU
DON'T PULL THIS OFF.

326
00:12:58,028 --> 00:12:59,029
ME TOO.

327
00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:14,004
[ BABY CRYING ]

328
00:13:14,004 --> 00:13:15,795
THAT WAS
A REALLY NICE IDEA.

329
00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:18,548
OH, WELL, IT WASN'T MINE,
BUT I'LL TAKE CREDIT.

330
00:13:18,548 --> 00:13:21,051
LOOK,
I WAS BEING A JERK.

331
00:13:21,051 --> 00:13:22,342
[ SIGHS ] SHUT UP.

332
00:13:22,342 --> 00:13:24,224
I KNOW.
WE WERE BOTH JERKS.

333
00:13:24,224 --> 00:13:26,186
CAN WE JUST MOVE ON?

334
00:13:26,186 --> 00:13:27,767
PLEASE.

335
00:13:27,767 --> 00:13:29,269
GOOD.

336
00:13:29,269 --> 00:13:31,061
SO, I HAVE TO ASK
YOU SOMETHING.

337
00:13:31,061 --> 00:13:32,893
OKAY.
MEREDITH ASKED ME
IF SHE COULD MOVE IN.

338
00:13:32,893 --> 00:13:34,734
SHE'S SELLING HER HOUSE
AND SHE WANTS TO MOVE IN.

339
00:13:34,734 --> 00:13:36,987
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
WITH THE KIDS?

340
00:13:36,987 --> 00:13:38,278
NO, SHE'S SELLING THE KIDS
WITH THE HOUSE.

341
00:13:38,278 --> 00:13:39,439
YES, WITH THE KIDS.

342
00:13:39,439 --> 00:13:40,991
AND I GET A VOTE ON THIS?

343
00:13:40,991 --> 00:13:42,282
I DIDN'T THINK
THAT WE DID THAT.

344
00:13:42,282 --> 00:13:43,613
I THOUGHT WE WERE
AT THIS PLACE

345
00:13:43,613 --> 00:13:45,245
WHERE YOU JUST TOLD ME
WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN.

346
00:13:45,245 --> 00:13:46,907
I'M ASKING YOU.

347
00:13:46,907 --> 00:13:48,708
YEAH, AND I CAN SAY NO
TO THE SAD WIDOW

348
00:13:48,708 --> 00:13:50,620
WITH THE THREE KIDS
TAPPING ON THE WINDOW?

349
00:13:50,620 --> 00:13:52,502
YOU SAID YOU WERE
PUTTING DOWN ROOTS HERE.

350
00:13:52,502 --> 00:13:54,214
CONGRATS.

351
00:13:54,214 --> 00:13:56,917
NOW YOU GOT A HOUSE
AND A FAMILY.

352
00:13:58,418 --> 00:13:59,799
SO, I GUESS THE WEDDING
IS OFF.

353
00:13:59,799 --> 00:14:01,011
YEAH, WHAT HAPPENED?

354
00:14:01,011 --> 00:14:03,133
DID RICHARD TALK TO YOU?
NO.

355
00:14:03,133 --> 00:14:05,305
WAS A COMPLETE SURPRISE.

356
00:14:05,305 --> 00:14:07,467
COMPLETE SURPRISE.

357
00:14:07,467 --> 00:14:09,389
[ CRYING ]

358
00:14:12,973 --> 00:14:15,065
ARE YOU OKAY?

359
00:14:15,065 --> 00:14:16,686
I'M FINE.
I'M FINE.

360
00:14:16,686 --> 00:14:19,109
[ SNIFFLES ]

361
00:14:20,690 --> 00:14:23,033
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

362
00:14:24,694 --> 00:14:26,406
Owen:
FEELS FAMILIAR, HUH?

363
00:14:26,406 --> 00:14:28,578
FEELS GREAT, ACTUALLY.
YOU MISS IT?

364
00:14:28,578 --> 00:14:30,200
BEING IN THE FIELD?

365
00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:32,122
IT'S THE ONLY THING
I EVER THINK ABOUT.

366
00:14:32,122 --> 00:14:34,454
SATS AND B.P. ARE STABLE.
GOOD TO GO.

367
00:14:34,454 --> 00:14:36,917
HERE WE GO.

368
00:14:36,917 --> 00:14:38,208
OKAY.

369
00:14:39,839 --> 00:14:42,052
ALL RIGHT, LAPS.
MORE LAPS.
SCISSORS.

370
00:14:42,052 --> 00:14:44,594
KELLY. KELLY.
LOOKS LIKE IT'S GOING STRAIGHT
INTO HIS RENAL VESSELS.

371
00:14:44,594 --> 00:14:45,845
CLAMP.

372
00:14:45,845 --> 00:14:47,097
I CAN'T REACH.
CAN YOU GET IT?

373
00:14:47,097 --> 00:14:49,179
UH, I GOT IT. I GOT IT.
CRAP! CRAP!

374
00:14:49,179 --> 00:14:51,061
NO, I-I SEE IT.
I SEE IT.
OKAY, ALL RIGHT.

375
00:14:51,061 --> 00:14:52,102
DAMN IT. LAPS.

376
00:14:52,102 --> 00:14:54,144
OKAY. GONNA NEED
A WHOLE LOT MORE LAPS!

377
00:14:54,144 --> 00:14:56,106
Jackson: DOCTORS HUNT AND KEPNER
START KEITH'S SURGERY

378
00:14:56,106 --> 00:14:57,277
OUTSIDE IN THE CAR.

379
00:14:57,277 --> 00:14:59,359
DOCTORS GREY AND PIERCE
ARE STANDING BY IN THE O.R.

380
00:14:59,359 --> 00:15:00,941
WAITING
TO FINISH THAT SURGERY.

381
00:15:00,941 --> 00:15:03,233
YOU NEED TO HELP GET KEITH
FROM THE CAR TO THE O.R.

382
00:15:03,233 --> 00:15:05,195
WE ESTIMATE WE HAVE LESS
THAN THREE MINUTES

383
00:15:05,195 --> 00:15:06,076
TO GET HIM FROM CAR TO O.R.

384
00:15:06,076 --> 00:15:07,117
ANY MORE THAN THAT, HE DIES.

385
00:15:07,117 --> 00:15:08,368
YOU MAKE A MISTAKE, HE DIES.

386
00:15:08,368 --> 00:15:10,200
THIS HAS TO BE PERFECT.
WE HAVE ONE CHANCE.

387
00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:11,871
THERE ARE NO DO-OVERS.

388
00:15:11,871 --> 00:15:13,493
HIS LIFE AND DEATH DEPENDS

389
00:15:13,493 --> 00:15:15,035
ON HOW YOU HANDLE
THE NEXT FEW MINUTES.

390
00:15:15,035 --> 00:15:17,207
DO NOT MESS THIS UP.

391
00:15:17,207 --> 00:15:19,339
COME ON,
COME ON, COME ON.

392
00:15:19,339 --> 00:15:21,211
HIS CHEST WALL
IS HASHED.

393
00:15:21,211 --> 00:15:22,422
NOW, CAN YOU GET
THAT LAST CLAMP?

394
00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:24,544
I GOT IT.
I GOT IT. I GOT IT.

395
00:15:24,544 --> 00:15:27,047
YOU,
KEEP THESE DOORS OPEN.

396
00:15:27,047 --> 00:15:29,179
YOU STAY
ON THIS CORNER HERE.

397
00:15:29,179 --> 00:15:30,470
ALL RIGHT,
WHAT'S YOUR NAME?

398
00:15:30,470 --> 00:15:31,471
UH, DELUCA.

399
00:15:31,471 --> 00:15:33,143
ALL RIGHT,
DELUCA, RIGHT HERE.

400
00:15:33,143 --> 00:15:34,054
YOU GOT IT.

401
00:15:34,054 --> 00:15:36,316
Owen: THAT'S IT.
LET'S GO.

402
00:15:36,316 --> 00:15:38,148
WARREN, WATCH THE CLAMPS WHEN
THEY PULL THE PIECE OUT OF HIM.

403
00:15:38,148 --> 00:15:40,020
KEPNER, BE READY TO PACK.
ARE WE READY?

404
00:15:40,020 --> 00:15:41,861
READY.
I'M GOOD.

405
00:15:41,861 --> 00:15:44,404
IF THIS GUY'S NOT
ON THE TABLE IN FIVE MINUTES,

406
00:15:44,404 --> 00:15:45,905
THIS WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.

407
00:15:47,827 --> 00:15:49,489
I'M STARTING THE CLOCK.

408
00:15:49,489 --> 00:15:51,161
LET'S ALL BE CAREFUL,
OKAY?

409
00:15:51,161 --> 00:15:52,782
AND GO.

410
00:15:55,165 --> 00:15:56,876
ALL RIGHT.
WHAT IS YOUR NAME?
SHAW.

411
00:15:56,876 --> 00:15:59,079
SHAW, THIS ELEVATOR
DOES NOT MOVE

412
00:15:59,079 --> 00:16:01,081
UNTIL OUR PATIENT IS INSIDE.
GOT IT?

413
00:16:01,081 --> 00:16:03,213
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]
[ GRUNTS ]

414
00:16:21,311 --> 00:16:23,363
EASY, EASY.

415
00:16:23,363 --> 00:16:25,865
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATION ]

416
00:16:25,865 --> 00:16:27,447
ALL RIGHT,
GIVE THEM ROOM.

417
00:16:27,447 --> 00:16:29,319
LET'S GO.

418
00:16:31,201 --> 00:16:33,203
INCOMING!

419
00:16:38,248 --> 00:16:39,999
OUT OF HERE!
CLEAR THE HALL!

420
00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:41,331
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]
GO!

421
00:16:42,292 --> 00:16:45,215
NO! NO! NO!

422
00:16:45,215 --> 00:16:48,007
Owen: SORRY. SORRY.
MOVE, MOVE.

423
00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:52,011
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]
MOVE!

424
00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:53,393
[ PEOPLE MUTTERING ]

425
00:16:53,393 --> 00:16:55,225
GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!

426
00:16:55,225 --> 00:16:56,636
[ PRESSING BUTTON RAPIDLY ]

427
00:16:56,636 --> 00:16:57,937
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]

428
00:16:57,937 --> 00:16:59,599
Owen: INCOMING! MOVE!

429
00:16:59,599 --> 00:17:01,141
Stephanie:
JUST WAIT. WAIT.

430
00:17:01,141 --> 00:17:03,403
WAIT, WAIT.

431
00:17:03,403 --> 00:17:05,195
COME ON! COME ON! COME ON! COME
ON! COME ON! COME ON! COME ON!

432
00:17:05,195 --> 00:17:06,696
MOVE!

433
00:17:10,070 --> 00:17:11,321
WHO'S ON THE ELEVATOR?

434
00:17:11,321 --> 00:17:13,032
WHY IS IT CLOSED?!
GET IT OPEN!

435
00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:17,497
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]
Owen: MOVE!

436
00:17:17,497 --> 00:17:19,499
OUT! OUT! OUT! OUT!

437
00:17:23,002 --> 00:17:24,794
[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]

438
00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:27,507
[ PANTING ]

439
00:17:29,719 --> 00:17:32,051
WHAT HAPPENED?
HE CODED IN THE ELEVATOR!

440
00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:34,264
COME ON.

441
00:17:34,264 --> 00:17:38,228
READY?
ONE, TWO, THREE.

442
00:17:38,228 --> 00:17:39,559
ALL RIGHT.
LET'S GET HIM BACK.

443
00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:41,060
Maggie: HANG SOME MORE BLOOD.
PADDLES.

444
00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:43,143
PUSH AN AMP OF BICARB.
CLEAR.

445
00:17:43,143 --> 00:17:45,105
[ PADDLES THUMP ]
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]

446
00:17:45,105 --> 00:17:46,686
WE HAVE SINUS.

447
00:17:46,686 --> 00:17:48,067
OKAY, WE GOT THIS?
YEAH, WE GOT IT. GO.

448
00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:49,989
OKAY.
Maggie: GONNA HAVE
TO OPEN UP HIS CHEST.

449
00:17:49,989 --> 00:17:52,192
GET ME A THORACOTOMY TRAY
AND SCALPEL.

450
00:17:52,192 --> 00:17:53,193
Jackson: OH.

451
00:17:53,193 --> 00:17:55,195
GOT A PUMPER HERE,
JACKSON.

452
00:17:55,195 --> 00:17:56,826
RIGHT ANGLE...

453
00:17:56,826 --> 00:17:58,578
COME ON, KEITH.
COME ON.

454
00:17:58,578 --> 00:18:00,120
[ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]

455
00:18:05,004 --> 00:18:07,006
[ TELEPHONE RINGING ]

456
00:18:10,009 --> 00:18:12,051
HERE YOU GO, DOCTOR.

457
00:18:12,051 --> 00:18:13,763
HE'S STILL ALIVE?
FOR NOW.

458
00:18:13,763 --> 00:18:15,555
AND THE GIRLFRIEND?
OUT OF SURGERY.

459
00:18:15,555 --> 00:18:17,217
AWAKE.
NOT PARALYZED.

460
00:18:17,217 --> 00:18:19,179
EXCELLENT WORK.

461
00:18:22,272 --> 00:18:24,894
MEREDITH TOLD YOU
SHE'S SELLING THE HOUSE?

462
00:18:24,894 --> 00:18:26,396
WHAT, HER HOUSE?
YEAH.

463
00:18:26,396 --> 00:18:28,188
IT WAS NEWS TO ME, TOO.

464
00:18:28,188 --> 00:18:29,439
WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO?

465
00:18:29,439 --> 00:18:30,730
I'LL FIND SOMETHING.

466
00:18:30,730 --> 00:18:31,991
MAYBE SHE'LL LET YOU
KEEP THE TRAILER.

467
00:18:31,991 --> 00:18:33,493
WELL, MAYBE I SHOULD
JUST GET A HOUSE

468
00:18:33,493 --> 00:18:34,824
THAT DOESN'T GET
PARKING TICKETS.

469
00:18:34,824 --> 00:18:36,406
[ CHUCKLES ]
COME ON.

470
00:18:36,406 --> 00:18:38,998
YOU WON'T MISS BEING ABLE
TO REACH YOUR TOASTER
FROM YOUR TOILET?

471
00:18:38,998 --> 00:18:41,120
[ LAUGHS ] I MIGHT.

472
00:18:43,623 --> 00:18:47,337
I REALLY WANT THIS
TO WORK.

473
00:18:47,337 --> 00:18:49,709
YEAH?

474
00:18:49,709 --> 00:18:51,751
THIS FAMILY.

475
00:18:51,751 --> 00:18:54,174
UH, ALL THREE OF THEM.

476
00:18:54,174 --> 00:18:55,215
RIGHT. RIGHT.

477
00:18:55,215 --> 00:18:57,136
[ CLEARS THROAT ]

478
00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:58,638
WHAT DID YOU THINK I MEANT?
OH, NOTHING, NO.

479
00:18:58,638 --> 00:19:00,139
THAT. YEAH.

480
00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:02,222
ME TOO.

481
00:19:04,974 --> 00:19:06,566
JO!

482
00:19:06,566 --> 00:19:09,108
JO, COME HERE.

483
00:19:12,862 --> 00:19:16,446
THE SAD WIDOW IS MY FRIEND --
MY BEST FRIEND.

484
00:19:16,446 --> 00:19:17,987
AND I-I DON'T WANT
TO PISS YOU OFF

485
00:19:17,987 --> 00:19:19,659
AND I DON'T WANT YOU
RUNNING OFF SOMEWHERE,

486
00:19:19,659 --> 00:19:22,121
BUT I-I CAN'T
SAY NO TO HER.

487
00:19:22,121 --> 00:19:24,494
SO, YOU'RE SAYING NO TO ME.
OKAY.

488
00:19:24,494 --> 00:19:26,165
NO.

489
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,998
LOOK, ALL THAT CRAP I SAID
ABOUT BUILDING A LIFE HERE

490
00:19:28,998 --> 00:19:32,382
AND ABOUT PUTTING DOWN ROOTS --
LOOK, I MEANT WITH YOU.

491
00:19:32,382 --> 00:19:36,005
I WANT A HOUSE WITH YOU,
MY CAREER WITH YOU.

492
00:19:36,005 --> 00:19:39,259
UH, MAYBE SOMEDAY A DOG,
MAYBE.

493
00:19:39,259 --> 00:19:40,970
[ SIGHS ]

494
00:19:40,970 --> 00:19:43,473
IT'S ALL SUPPOSED TO BE
WITH YOU.

495
00:19:43,473 --> 00:19:45,435
I TH--
I THOUGHT YOU GOT THAT.

496
00:19:45,435 --> 00:19:47,567
I DIDN'T THINK
I NEEDED TO SAY IT.

497
00:19:47,567 --> 00:19:49,359
SO, WHEN I SAY THAT I CAN'T SAY
NO TO MY FRIEND,

498
00:19:49,359 --> 00:19:50,940
IT DOESN'T MEAN
I'M SAYING NO TO YOU.

499
00:19:50,940 --> 00:19:54,864
I WANT YOU AND ALL OF IT
WITH YOU.

500
00:19:54,864 --> 00:19:56,946
OKAY.

501
00:19:56,946 --> 00:19:58,738
WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

502
00:19:58,738 --> 00:20:00,740
I JUST...

503
00:20:00,740 --> 00:20:03,663
I HAVE TO THINK
ABOUT WHAT I WANT.

504
00:20:07,086 --> 00:20:08,087
Meredith:
VITALS ARE STEADY.

505
00:20:08,087 --> 00:20:09,419
WE MAY
ACTUALLY PULL THIS OUT.

506
00:20:09,419 --> 00:20:11,921
Jackson: THIS WILL MAKE A HELL
OF A WEDDING STORY.

507
00:20:11,921 --> 00:20:14,173
HEY, WHAT IS GOING ON
WITH YOUR MOM AND RICHARD?

508
00:20:14,173 --> 00:20:16,716
AH, SAME OLD CRAP.

509
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:18,718
CLASH OF THE TITANS.

510
00:20:18,718 --> 00:20:19,839
WHAT?

511
00:20:19,839 --> 00:20:21,261
THEY BOTH WANT
TO BE BOSS.

512
00:20:21,261 --> 00:20:22,552
BOTH WANT TO DIG IN,

513
00:20:22,552 --> 00:20:24,183
AND MY MOM IS THE SMARTEST
PERSON IN THE ROOM.

514
00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:25,435
SHE'S USED TO IT.

515
00:20:25,435 --> 00:20:26,846
SHE'S USED
TO EVERYBODY KNOWING

516
00:20:26,846 --> 00:20:28,478
THAT SHE'S THE SMARTEST PERSON
IN THE ROOM.

517
00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:30,310
SO, WHEN YOU CHALLENGE HER,
IT'S WORLD WAR III.

518
00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:33,022
AND RICHARD IS THE SAME.

519
00:20:33,022 --> 00:20:38,568
WELL, THAT IS JUST RIDICULOUS
AND PATHETIC.

520
00:20:38,568 --> 00:20:41,120
I MEAN, YOU DON'T JUST
SHRUG YOUR SHOULDERS
AND CALL IT QUITS.

521
00:20:41,120 --> 00:20:42,071
YOU FIND A WAY
TO WORK THROUGH IT.

522
00:20:42,071 --> 00:20:44,203
YOU DON'T JUST...

523
00:20:44,203 --> 00:20:46,366
[Voice breaking] GIVE UP
AND THROW IT ALL AWAY

524
00:20:46,366 --> 00:20:47,917
LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.

525
00:20:47,917 --> 00:20:51,130
OH, OH. WOW.
UH, I'M SORRY.

526
00:20:51,130 --> 00:20:52,922
IT'S SOMETHING ELSE. SHE DOESN'T
WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.

527
00:20:52,922 --> 00:20:54,794
DON'T LOOK AT ME.
IGNORE ME.

528
00:20:54,794 --> 00:20:55,715
OH.

529
00:20:55,715 --> 00:20:57,216
WELCOME TO THE FAMILY.

530
00:20:57,216 --> 00:20:59,048
[ CRYING ]

531
00:21:00,470 --> 00:21:02,302
THANK YOU, DOCTOR.

532
00:21:03,723 --> 00:21:06,846
I HAVE SOMETHING
FOR YOU.
THANK YOU.

533
00:21:06,846 --> 00:21:09,309
IT'S MY OLD CELLPHONE.

534
00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:11,190
THERE'S ONE VOICEMAIL
ON IT.

535
00:21:11,190 --> 00:21:13,693
PASSWORD IS 1515.

536
00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:18,157
AND MAKE SURE YOU'RE ALONE
WHEN YOU LISTEN TO IT.

537
00:21:31,711 --> 00:21:34,414
WHO DOES
THE POST-ANESTHESIA CHECKS?
SHUT UP.

538
00:21:34,414 --> 00:21:36,215
Isaac: ISN'T ROUNDS WHEN
WE'RE SUPPOSED TO ASK QUESTIONS?

539
00:21:36,215 --> 00:21:39,178
I THOUGHT YOU WEREN'T ALLOWED
TO GO NEAR THAT PATIENT.

540
00:21:39,178 --> 00:21:41,471
DID I NOT JUST SAY
SHUT UP?

541
00:21:41,471 --> 00:21:43,423
HI, JOAN.

542
00:21:43,423 --> 00:21:45,014
IT'S DR. EDWARDS.

543
00:21:45,014 --> 00:21:46,926
GIVE MY HANDS A SQUEEZE?

544
00:21:46,926 --> 00:21:48,768
THEY FIXED ME UP.

545
00:21:48,768 --> 00:21:50,810
CAN YOU SQUEEZE A LITTLE HARDER
FOR ME ON YOUR RIGHT?

546
00:21:50,810 --> 00:21:53,312
I AM
AS HARD AS I CAN.

547
00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:55,775
[ WHEEZES ]
I CAN'T REALLY BREATHE.

548
00:21:55,775 --> 00:21:56,936
[ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]

549
00:21:56,936 --> 00:21:59,028
HER SATS
ARE DROPPING PRETTY FAST.

550
00:21:59,028 --> 00:22:00,149
WHAT'S HAPPENING?

551
00:22:00,149 --> 00:22:01,401
SHAW, BAG HER.

552
00:22:01,401 --> 00:22:04,704
GET A CRASH CART AND AN
INTUBATION TRAY IN HERE NOW.

553
00:22:04,704 --> 00:22:06,906
DON'T TAKE THAT OFF. I DID THAT.
YOU DON'T WANT TO -- OH.

554
00:22:06,906 --> 00:22:08,948
SHE'S HEMORRHAGING.
BLOOD'S COMPRESSING HER TRACHEA.

555
00:22:08,948 --> 00:22:10,079
GLOVES! GLOVES!

556
00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:12,121
SHE'S LOSING HER AIRWAY.

557
00:22:12,121 --> 00:22:13,663
SCALPEL.

558
00:22:13,663 --> 00:22:15,044
PAGE SHEPHERD AND TORRES.

559
00:22:15,044 --> 00:22:16,215
BETADINE.

560
00:22:16,215 --> 00:22:18,217
SCALPEL NOW.

561
00:22:18,217 --> 00:22:20,219
[ RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES ]

562
00:22:36,065 --> 00:22:39,979
Callie:
SATS BACK UP TO 93, 95.

563
00:22:39,979 --> 00:22:41,240
WHAT HAPPENED?

564
00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:42,982
LOOKS LIKE A LEAKING
CAROTID PSEUDOANEURYSM.

565
00:22:42,982 --> 00:22:44,193
WHAT ABOUT HER RIGHT SIDE?

566
00:22:44,193 --> 00:22:46,035
WILL SHE GET
HER MOTOR FUNCTION BACK?

567
00:22:46,035 --> 00:22:47,787
I'M MORE WORRIED ABOUT
BRAIN DEATH AT THIS POINT.

568
00:22:47,787 --> 00:22:48,828
SHE CAN EASILY THROW A CLOT

569
00:22:48,828 --> 00:22:50,079
AND HAVE
A MASSIVE HEMISPHERIC STROKE.

570
00:22:50,079 --> 00:22:52,161
[ SIGHS ] WELL, IT'S
A GOOD THING THAT YOU CAUGHT IT.

571
00:22:52,161 --> 00:22:53,993
NO, EDWARDS.
EDWARDS DID.

572
00:22:55,204 --> 00:22:57,917
Isaac: DR. EDWARDS,
IS THERE ANY CHANCE

573
00:22:57,917 --> 00:23:00,760
THE LEAK
COULD CAUSE PERMANENT DA--
WILL YOU HUSH?

574
00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:03,342
JUST SIT BACK THERE
AND STAY SILENT.

575
00:23:03,342 --> 00:23:05,004
EDWARDS!
WHAT?

576
00:23:05,004 --> 00:23:06,506
THESE ARE
YOUR DUCKLINGS.

577
00:23:06,506 --> 00:23:07,597
I'M SOR-- WHAT?

578
00:23:07,597 --> 00:23:09,719
TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY
OF YOUR NEW JOB,

579
00:23:09,719 --> 00:23:11,390
AND YOU HAVE FAILED
GLORIOUSLY.

580
00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:14,604
YOU ARE A TEACHER.
NOW, THESE INTERNS ARE YOURS.

581
00:23:14,604 --> 00:23:16,516
THEY'RE YOUR DUCKLINGS,
AND YOU'RE LETTING THEM DROWN!

582
00:23:16,516 --> 00:23:18,898
WELL,
I WANT THEM TO DROWN.

583
00:23:18,898 --> 00:23:21,020
I WANT TO WATCH IT.
WELL, YOU CAN'T.

584
00:23:21,020 --> 00:23:24,073
YOU HAVE TO TEACH THEM HOW
TO PADDLE THEIR STUPID FEET

585
00:23:24,073 --> 00:23:25,735
AND STAY ABOVE THE WATER.

586
00:23:25,735 --> 00:23:27,447
THEY'RE GOING
TO SCREW UP.

587
00:23:27,447 --> 00:23:29,529
AND IT WILL NEVER BE
THEIR FAULT.

588
00:23:29,529 --> 00:23:31,621
IT WILL ALWAYS BE
YOUR FAULT.

589
00:23:31,621 --> 00:23:33,743
BUT HOW YOU TEACH THEM
WILL DETERMINE

590
00:23:33,743 --> 00:23:36,165
HOW THEY TREAT PATIENTS
FOR YEARS TO COME.

591
00:23:36,165 --> 00:23:39,999
THEY'RE YOUR WEB-FOOTED LEGACY,
AND THEY'RE BRILLIANT STUDENTS.

592
00:23:39,999 --> 00:23:43,503
HAND-SELECTED FOR THIS PROGRAM
BY DOCTORS WISER THAN YOU,

593
00:23:43,503 --> 00:23:45,675
AND THEY'RE
YOUR RESPONSIBILITY.

594
00:23:45,675 --> 00:23:48,137
RAISE YOUR DUCKLINGS.

595
00:24:24,083 --> 00:24:27,006
WHAT IS THE MATTER
WITH YOU TWO?

596
00:24:28,888 --> 00:24:30,510
MY HUSBAND IS DEAD.

597
00:24:30,510 --> 00:24:34,393
YEAH,
I'M GONNA PLAY THAT CARD.

598
00:24:34,393 --> 00:24:37,016
YOU.

599
00:24:39,058 --> 00:24:41,811
YOU WALKED AWAY FROM ELLIS,
NEVER GOT TO BE WITH HER,

600
00:24:41,811 --> 00:24:43,482
AND NOW SHE'S DEAD.

601
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:46,065
ADELE IS DEAD.

602
00:24:46,065 --> 00:24:49,609
AND YOU --
I DON'T KNOW WHO'S DEAD FOR YOU.

603
00:24:49,609 --> 00:24:52,411
BUT THE BOTH OF YOU
ARE VERY, VERY MUCH ALIVE

604
00:24:52,411 --> 00:24:55,034
AND BREATHING
AND DRIVING EACH OTHER CRAZY.

605
00:24:55,034 --> 00:24:58,788
AND YOU YELL AND ARGUE
AND FIGHT,

606
00:24:58,788 --> 00:25:03,793
AND YOU BOTH SHOULD BE THRILLED
TO BE ABLE TO DO THOSE THINGS.

607
00:25:03,793 --> 00:25:08,047
I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING
TO BE ABLE TO DO THOSE THINGS.

608
00:25:08,047 --> 00:25:11,180
AND NONE OF THOSE THINGS
ARE REASON ENOUGH

609
00:25:11,180 --> 00:25:14,724
TO NOT BE WITH THE PERSON
THAT YOU LOVE,

610
00:25:14,724 --> 00:25:17,056
ESPECIALLY WHEN
THERE JUST ISN'T ENOUGH.

611
00:25:17,056 --> 00:25:20,019
THERE WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH TIME.

612
00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:22,942
AND YOU BOTH KNOW THAT.

613
00:25:22,942 --> 00:25:26,105
SO WHATEVER IT IS THAT
THAT'S COMING BETWEEN YOU TWO,

614
00:25:26,105 --> 00:25:29,238
WILL YOU JUST PLEASE
FIGURE IT OUT?

615
00:25:29,238 --> 00:25:32,241
FIGURE IT OUT.

616
00:25:42,962 --> 00:25:45,795
Jackson: IT'S AMAZING
ANYONE SURVIVED THIS.

617
00:25:45,795 --> 00:25:48,507
YOU SHOULD BE PROUD
OF YOURSELF.

618
00:25:48,507 --> 00:25:51,220
IT WAS A LITTLE BALLSY,
HUH?

619
00:25:51,220 --> 00:25:54,053
IT WAS, ACTUALLY,
AND YOU LOVED IT.

620
00:25:57,436 --> 00:26:01,100
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY
YOU'RE UPSET.

621
00:26:01,100 --> 00:26:03,352
BECAUSE I NEED TO SAY
SOMETHING,

622
00:26:03,352 --> 00:26:05,524
AND I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO SAY IT.

623
00:26:05,524 --> 00:26:07,947
I DON'T EVEN WANT
TO SAY IT.

624
00:26:07,947 --> 00:26:09,989
YOU WANT TO GO BACK.

625
00:26:09,989 --> 00:26:12,742
THERE'S ANOTHER PLANE GOING
TO JORDAN IN A COUPLE WEEKS,

626
00:26:12,742 --> 00:26:15,194
AND YOU...

627
00:26:15,194 --> 00:26:18,407
AND YOU WANT TO BE ON IT.

628
00:26:18,407 --> 00:26:20,409
[ SIGHS ]

629
00:26:20,409 --> 00:26:23,042
THE WAY I FELT TODAY,

630
00:26:23,042 --> 00:26:26,626
EVERY DAY
IS LIKE IT OUT THERE.

631
00:26:26,626 --> 00:26:29,048
I THOUGHT IT WAS
JUST READJUSTMENT,

632
00:26:29,048 --> 00:26:31,470
AND THEN
I THOUGHT IT WAS, LIKE,

633
00:26:31,470 --> 00:26:33,763
AN ADRENALINE ADDICTION
OR SOMETHING,

634
00:26:33,763 --> 00:26:36,015
BUT IT FEELS LIKE...

635
00:26:36,015 --> 00:26:38,517
I DON'T KNOW, I --

636
00:26:38,517 --> 00:26:41,020
I FEEL LIKE
I'VE BEEN CALLED, JACKSON.

637
00:26:41,020 --> 00:26:45,815
WELL,
MAYBE YOU SHOULD GO BACK.

638
00:26:45,815 --> 00:26:48,107
REALLY?

639
00:26:49,899 --> 00:26:51,861
WHEN WE LOST SAMUEL,

640
00:26:51,861 --> 00:26:56,736
A LIGHT WENT OUT IN YOU,
AND I MISS IT.

641
00:26:56,736 --> 00:26:59,739
I MISS IT SO MUCH.

642
00:26:59,739 --> 00:27:03,202
AND WHATEVER IT WAS
OVER THERE,

643
00:27:03,202 --> 00:27:07,046
YOU KNOW, WHATEVER IT IS,
IT GOT RELIT.

644
00:27:07,046 --> 00:27:09,208
[ SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE ]

645
00:27:09,208 --> 00:27:10,920
THANK YOU.

646
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,051
MM.

647
00:27:12,051 --> 00:27:15,174
WAIT. WAIT.

648
00:27:15,174 --> 00:27:19,719
APRIL,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

649
00:27:19,719 --> 00:27:24,313
BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN BE HERE
WHEN YOU COME BACK.

650
00:27:24,313 --> 00:27:27,316
YOU UNDERSTAND?

651
00:27:27,316 --> 00:27:29,568
WHAT?

652
00:27:29,568 --> 00:27:31,150
WHAT? WHY?

653
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,441
NO.

654
00:27:32,441 --> 00:27:34,193
IT'S ONLY GONNA BE
A COUPLE OF MONTHS.

655
00:27:34,193 --> 00:27:35,274
IT'S NOT GONNA BE A YEAR.
NO.

656
00:27:35,274 --> 00:27:36,906
I-I PROMISE I'LL D--
NO.

657
00:27:36,906 --> 00:27:39,238
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN
THROUGH THIS LAST YEAR.

658
00:27:39,238 --> 00:27:42,541
THIS LAST YEAR,
WHAT IT WAS LIKE...

659
00:27:42,541 --> 00:27:43,833
I -- I KNOW.

660
00:27:43,833 --> 00:27:46,285
I -- IT WAS --
IT WAS HARD. I KNOW.

661
00:27:46,285 --> 00:27:48,878
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNOW?
YOU DON'T KNOW.

662
00:27:48,878 --> 00:27:51,090
YOU NEVER ASKED.

663
00:27:51,090 --> 00:27:53,342
NOT ONCE, IN FACT.

664
00:27:53,342 --> 00:27:54,673
HOW WAS I DOING?

665
00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:56,966
HOW WAS I COPING?

666
00:27:56,966 --> 00:27:59,178
YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK.

667
00:27:59,178 --> 00:28:00,599
I'M SORRY.

668
00:28:00,599 --> 00:28:02,852
S--
GOD, I'M SORRY.

669
00:28:02,852 --> 00:28:04,013
I'M SORRY.

670
00:28:04,013 --> 00:28:05,064
YOU KNOW --
BUT WE TALKED.

671
00:28:05,064 --> 00:28:06,475
YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT?
AND --

672
00:28:06,475 --> 00:28:09,108
YOU'VE GOT TO HAVE YOUR
LIFE-ALTERING JOURNEY, OKAY?

673
00:28:09,108 --> 00:28:10,399
AND I STAYED BEHIND.

674
00:28:10,399 --> 00:28:12,071
AND I HELD STUFF DOWN.

675
00:28:12,071 --> 00:28:14,774
AND I SILENCED MYSELF
SO THAT YOU COULD GRIEVE.

676
00:28:14,774 --> 00:28:16,906
IF YOU NEED TO GRIEVE,
WE CAN --

677
00:28:16,906 --> 00:28:19,118
I DID!
I DID NEED TO GRIEVE.

678
00:28:19,118 --> 00:28:21,660
I NEEDED TO --
NEEDED TO WITH YOU.

679
00:28:21,660 --> 00:28:26,325
THAT'S WHAT MARRIAGE IS
TO ME, APRIL.

680
00:28:26,325 --> 00:28:29,128
SO, UM...

681
00:28:29,128 --> 00:28:31,540
OKAY, SO YOU'RE SAYING
THAT IF I GO --

682
00:28:31,540 --> 00:28:34,173
IF I GO AGAIN,
THEN WE'RE DONE?

683
00:28:34,173 --> 00:28:37,046
YOU'RE JUST CALLING IT?

684
00:28:37,046 --> 00:28:40,389
THOSE TEARS THERE
IN YOUR EYES

685
00:28:40,389 --> 00:28:43,102
♪ TOOK YOU BY SURPRISE ♪

686
00:28:43,102 --> 00:28:44,804
SQUEEZE MY FINGERS.

687
00:28:44,804 --> 00:28:47,186
♪ NOTHING I COULD SAY ♪

688
00:28:47,186 --> 00:28:48,307
GOOD.

689
00:28:48,307 --> 00:28:50,019
VERY GOOD.

690
00:28:50,019 --> 00:28:51,270
MY BABY -- IS MY BABY OKAY?

691
00:28:51,270 --> 00:28:53,062
HE'S DOING JUST FINE.

692
00:28:55,024 --> 00:28:58,117
AND KEITH? IS HE...

693
00:28:58,117 --> 00:28:59,779
I'M RIGHT HERE.

694
00:29:01,070 --> 00:29:03,492
YOU'RE HERE?

695
00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:04,784
I'M HERE.

696
00:29:04,784 --> 00:29:05,825
[ LAUGHS ]

697
00:29:05,825 --> 00:29:08,537
I'M LOOKING
RIGHT AT YOU.

698
00:29:08,537 --> 00:29:11,290
I SAW OUR BABY.

699
00:29:11,290 --> 00:29:13,873
HE'S BEAUTIFUL.
HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL.

700
00:29:13,873 --> 00:29:16,085
HE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE ME.

701
00:29:16,085 --> 00:29:18,087
[ LAUGHS ]

702
00:29:18,087 --> 00:29:20,379
DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH.

703
00:29:20,379 --> 00:29:21,931
IT HURTS.

704
00:29:21,931 --> 00:29:23,302
[ LAUGHS ]

705
00:29:23,302 --> 00:29:24,974
OKAY,
BUT RESEARCH BUDGETS

706
00:29:24,974 --> 00:29:27,306
ARE APPROVED
BY ONE DEPARTMENT HEAD,

707
00:29:27,306 --> 00:29:29,518
NOT A COMMITTEE.
AGREED. NEXT POINT.

708
00:29:29,518 --> 00:29:32,061
I HAVE A SAY IN ALL
THE RESIDENCY CANDIDATES.

709
00:29:32,061 --> 00:29:33,232
REJECTED.
NEVER GONNA HAPPEN.

710
00:29:33,232 --> 00:29:34,814
I GAVE YOU
VALENTINE'S DAY!

711
00:29:34,814 --> 00:29:36,986
IF I HAVE TO CELEBRATE
VALENTINE'S DAY,

712
00:29:36,986 --> 00:29:39,778
I GET TO REVIEW
THE PROSPECTIVE RESIDENTS.

713
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:41,991
AND GIVE
A RECOMMENDATION.

714
00:29:41,991 --> 00:29:43,662
NOTHING MORE.
[ SIGHS ]

715
00:29:43,662 --> 00:29:45,204
I HAVE FINAL SAY.

716
00:29:45,204 --> 00:29:46,115
THAT'S FAIR.

717
00:29:46,115 --> 00:29:47,496
NEXT POINT.

718
00:29:47,496 --> 00:29:50,039
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]

719
00:29:50,039 --> 00:29:52,671
MIRANDA BAILEY IS
THE NEXT CHIEF OF SURGERY.

720
00:29:52,671 --> 00:29:55,334
MIRANDA BAILEY

721
00:29:55,334 --> 00:29:58,627
IS JUDGED AGAINST AN OUTSIDE
CANDIDATE OF MY CHOOSING.

722
00:29:58,627 --> 00:30:01,420
THEN THE BOARD VOTES
BASED ON MERIT.

723
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:05,885
[ SIGHS ]

724
00:30:05,885 --> 00:30:07,766
THAT'S...

725
00:30:07,766 --> 00:30:09,428
THAT'S FAIR.

726
00:30:09,428 --> 00:30:11,640
AGREED. NEXT POINT.

727
00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:13,893
NOW...

728
00:30:13,893 --> 00:30:16,275
WHEN WE'RE AT HOME,
WE ARE NOT AT WORK.

729
00:30:16,275 --> 00:30:17,987
WE LEAVE WORK
AT THE HOSPITAL.

730
00:30:17,987 --> 00:30:19,939
REJECTED.
TOTALLY UNREALISTIC.

731
00:30:19,939 --> 00:30:21,110
RICHARD, OUR SCHEDULES --
COME ON!

732
00:30:21,110 --> 00:30:22,902
HEY, I UNDERSTAND,

733
00:30:22,902 --> 00:30:24,363
BUT WE NEED SOME TIME
FOR EACH O--
THE BEDROOM.

734
00:30:26,205 --> 00:30:28,908
NO WORK IN THE BEDROOM.

735
00:30:28,908 --> 00:30:31,250
[ CHUCKLES ]

736
00:30:31,250 --> 00:30:32,501
NEXT POINT.

737
00:30:32,501 --> 00:30:36,455
♪ I'LL NEVER GO AWAY,
NEVER GO AWAY ♪

738
00:30:36,455 --> 00:30:40,299
I WILL PROVIDE
A SAFE HARBOR.

739
00:30:40,299 --> 00:30:42,421
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

740
00:30:42,421 --> 00:30:46,135
YOU NEED A PLACE
TO NOT BE CATHERINE AVERY...

741
00:30:46,135 --> 00:30:50,179
TO NOT BE DECISIVE
AND SET AGENDAS

742
00:30:50,179 --> 00:30:53,562
AND RISE TO THE LEVEL
OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS

743
00:30:53,562 --> 00:30:57,146
THAT THE WORLD
HAS COME TO EXPECT OF YOU.

744
00:30:57,146 --> 00:31:00,689
YOU NEED
A PLACE TO FALL APART.

745
00:31:00,689 --> 00:31:04,113
I WILL BE THAT PLACE...

746
00:31:04,113 --> 00:31:06,285
♪ I'LL NEVER GO AWAY ♪

747
00:31:06,285 --> 00:31:10,579
...SHOULD YOU REQUIRE IT...

748
00:31:10,579 --> 00:31:12,331
♪ I GOT YOUR LOVE ♪

749
00:31:12,331 --> 00:31:14,753
♪ I'LL NEVER GO AWAY ♪

750
00:31:14,753 --> 00:31:15,995
♪ NEVER GO AWAY ♪

751
00:31:15,995 --> 00:31:17,666
...IN PERPETUITY.

752
00:31:24,003 --> 00:31:32,311
♪ OOOOOOH ♪

753
00:31:32,311 --> 00:31:35,894
♪ EVEN WHEN IT'S DARK ♪

754
00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:39,068
♪ WE'RE GONNA SHINE,
WE'RE GONNA SHINE ♪

755
00:31:39,068 --> 00:31:42,521
RICHARD, DO YOU TAKE CATHERINE
TO BE YOUR WIFE

756
00:31:42,521 --> 00:31:44,113
FOR AS LONG
AS YOU BOTH SHALL LIVE?

757
00:31:44,113 --> 00:31:45,484
I DO.
AND, CATHERINE?

758
00:31:45,484 --> 00:31:47,656
I DO.
I DO, FOREVER.

759
00:31:47,656 --> 00:31:51,120
THEN BY THE POWER VESTED IN ME
BY THE STATE OF WASHINGTON,

760
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,122
I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU
HUSBAND AND WIFE.
OOH!

761
00:31:53,122 --> 00:31:55,034
WHOO!
[ APPLAUSE ]

762
00:31:56,205 --> 00:31:59,748
♪ EVEN WHEN IT'S DARK ♪

763
00:31:59,748 --> 00:32:03,382
♪ I'LL NEVER GO AWAY ♪

764
00:32:03,382 --> 00:32:07,806
♪ NEVER GO AWAY ♪

765
00:32:12,181 --> 00:32:14,143
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

766
00:32:14,143 --> 00:32:16,515
[ MID-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYING ]

767
00:32:23,192 --> 00:32:24,943
HEY, BOTTOMS UP,
PLASTICS POS--

768
00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,565
LET'S JUST ENJOY
THE PARTY, HUH?

769
00:32:26,565 --> 00:32:27,616
WHERE'S KEPNER?

770
00:32:29,488 --> 00:32:31,330
I DON'T KNOW.

771
00:32:33,242 --> 00:32:34,623
HEY.

772
00:32:34,623 --> 00:32:36,125
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

773
00:32:36,125 --> 00:32:38,457
COME WITH ME.
I WANT TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING.

774
00:32:40,039 --> 00:32:41,630
OH, CONGRATULATIONS, CHIEF!

775
00:32:41,630 --> 00:32:43,212
THANK YOU, THANK YOU.

776
00:32:43,212 --> 00:32:45,924
UH, AND SPEAKING OF CHIEF,
UM...

777
00:32:45,924 --> 00:32:48,177
I, UH, HAD
A TALK WITH CATHERINE,

778
00:32:48,177 --> 00:32:50,759
AND THERE IS
GOING TO BE, UM...

779
00:32:52,301 --> 00:32:54,933
I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO SAY THIS, BUT --

780
00:32:54,933 --> 00:32:56,515
YOU HAVE GOT
TO BE KIDDING ME.

781
00:32:56,515 --> 00:32:59,268
YOU'RE RUNNING JUST AGAINST
ONE OTHER CANDIDATE,

782
00:32:59,268 --> 00:33:00,599
BUT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE IT.

783
00:33:00,599 --> 00:33:04,193
JU-- SIR, I UNDERSTAND,
BUT IT'S JUST NOT FAIR.

784
00:33:04,193 --> 00:33:06,485
WELL, ACTUALLY,
IT'S THE ONLY FAIR WAY --

785
00:33:06,485 --> 00:33:08,817
NO, NO, NO --
TO THIS OTHER CANDIDATE,

786
00:33:08,817 --> 00:33:11,950
BECAUSE I AM GOING TO WIPE
THE FLOOR WITH HER...OR HIM.

787
00:33:11,950 --> 00:33:12,951
IT'S GONNA HURT.

788
00:33:12,951 --> 00:33:14,203
GETTING TROUNCED HURTS,

789
00:33:14,203 --> 00:33:17,376
AND IT'LL BE EMBARRASSING,
PUBLICLY AND PROFESSIONALLY,

790
00:33:17,376 --> 00:33:19,878
LOSING BY THAT WIDE
A MARGIN,

791
00:33:19,878 --> 00:33:22,961
BECAUSE I AM PRIMED
FOR THIS JOB, SIR.

792
00:33:22,961 --> 00:33:24,213
I DESERVE THIS JOB.

793
00:33:24,213 --> 00:33:26,125
THERE ISN'T A SINGLE PERSON
IN THIS ROOM

794
00:33:26,125 --> 00:33:27,836
WHO WOULD D-D--
DISAGREE.

795
00:33:27,836 --> 00:33:31,130
DISAGREE THAT I AM NOT
SO READY FOR THIS JOB.

796
00:33:31,130 --> 00:33:32,431
IT'S ALREADY MINE.

797
00:33:32,431 --> 00:33:34,803
DAMN RIGHT IT IS.

798
00:33:34,803 --> 00:33:36,014
MM-HMM.

799
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:36,975
PARDON ME, DEAR,
BUT DR. WEBBER

800
00:33:36,975 --> 00:33:39,808
HAS A COUPLE OF MOVES
I HAVEN'T SEEN YET.

801
00:33:41,190 --> 00:33:42,191
I LOVE YOU.

802
00:33:47,106 --> 00:33:49,198
[ SIGHS ]

803
00:33:49,198 --> 00:33:51,410
WHY ARE WE HERE?

804
00:33:51,410 --> 00:33:53,112
IT'S A LOFT SPACE.

805
00:33:53,112 --> 00:33:54,323
JO, IT'S A CRIME SCENE.

806
00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,076
Jo: STOP! STOP IT.
YOU'RE RUINING IT.

807
00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:59,037
SOMEONE BEAT ME TO THAT.
OH, SHUT UP!

808
00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:01,080
IT'S ALL I CAN AFFORD.

809
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:04,083
[ SIGHS ]

810
00:34:04,083 --> 00:34:07,086
I TOOK EVERYTHING --

811
00:34:07,086 --> 00:34:09,428
ALL MY SAVINGS,
EVERYTHING THAT I HAD --

812
00:34:09,428 --> 00:34:13,342
AND IT WAS ALMOST ENOUGH
TO COVER THE WHOLE THING.

813
00:34:13,342 --> 00:34:15,934
WAIT. [ SIGHS ]
YOU'RE BUYING THIS?

814
00:34:15,934 --> 00:34:17,766
WELL, UM...

815
00:34:17,766 --> 00:34:20,849
WE ARE,
IF YOU WANT TO PITCH IN.

816
00:34:20,849 --> 00:34:22,851
I PUT IN AN OFFER.

817
00:34:25,104 --> 00:34:28,487
SELL MEREDITH
HER HOUSE BACK...

818
00:34:28,487 --> 00:34:32,991
BECAUSE THIS IS
WHAT I WANT...

819
00:34:32,991 --> 00:34:36,285
OUR OWN PLACE, FOR US.

820
00:34:36,285 --> 00:34:38,787
AND [CHUCKLES]
AND, UM, I JUST --
♪ STEP ONE, YOU SAY,
"WE NEED TO TALK" ♪

821
00:34:38,787 --> 00:34:40,409
I SAW THIS PLACE,

822
00:34:40,409 --> 00:34:43,162
AND I THOUGHT THAT WE COULD
MAKE IT ANYTHING...
♪ HE WALKS ♪

823
00:34:43,162 --> 00:34:46,125
WHATEVER WE WANT...
♪ YOU SAY, "SIT DOWN" ♪

824
00:34:46,125 --> 00:34:48,917
♪ "IT'S JUST A TALK" ♪
...BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

825
00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:52,511
♪ HE SMILES POLITELY
BACK AT YOU ♪
AND I LOVE LIVING WITH YOU.

826
00:34:52,511 --> 00:34:55,134
♪ YOU STARE POLITELY
RIGHT ON THROUGH ♪
BUT WE SHOULD JUST...

827
00:34:55,134 --> 00:34:57,516
WE SHOULD HAVE
OUR OWN PLACE.

828
00:34:57,516 --> 00:34:59,017
JUST US.

829
00:34:59,017 --> 00:35:01,059
♪ OOH-OOH-OOH ♪

830
00:35:01,059 --> 00:35:03,602
IF YOU WANT THAT.

831
00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:05,814
IF THAT'S --
IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT, TOO.

832
00:35:05,814 --> 00:35:07,065
♪ SOME SORT OF WINDOW
TO YOUR RIGHT ♪

833
00:35:07,065 --> 00:35:09,188
YOU'VE NEVER SAID THAT.

834
00:35:09,188 --> 00:35:11,150
SAID WHAT?

835
00:35:11,150 --> 00:35:13,822
♪ AS HE GOES LEFT
AND YOU STAY RIGHT ♪
"I LOVE YOU."

836
00:35:13,822 --> 00:35:15,904
[ CHUCKLES ]

837
00:35:15,904 --> 00:35:18,497
♪ BETWEEN THE LINES
OF FEAR AND BLAME ♪
I DIDN'T THINK
THAT I HAD TO.

838
00:35:18,497 --> 00:35:20,869
MM.

839
00:35:20,869 --> 00:35:26,205
♪ YOU BEGIN TO WONDER
WHY YOU CAME ♪

840
00:35:26,205 --> 00:35:29,378
PATIENT PRESENTED IN LABOR
WITH A FRACTURE AT C5-6.

841
00:35:29,378 --> 00:35:31,170
RADIOULNAR FRACTURE
WAS REDUCED IN THE FIELD.

842
00:35:31,170 --> 00:35:33,842
POST-OP, SHE BLED
FROM A CAROTID PSEUDOANEURYSM...
♪ WHERE DID I GO WRONG? ♪

843
00:35:33,842 --> 00:35:36,175
...WHICH WAS REPAIRED
WITH AN ARTERIOTOMY AND A PATCH.

844
00:35:36,175 --> 00:35:38,557
♪ I LOST A FRIEND ♪
PATIENT NOW SHOWS
NO NEURO DEFICITS

845
00:35:38,557 --> 00:35:39,968
♪ SOMEWHERE ALONG
IN THE BITTERNESS ♪
AND IS EXPECTED TO MAKE
A FULL RECOVERY.

846
00:35:39,968 --> 00:35:41,850
[ SIGHS ]

847
00:35:41,850 --> 00:35:43,222
QUESTIONS.
♪ AND I WOULD HAVE STAYED UP
WITH YOU ALL NIGHT ♪

848
00:35:43,222 --> 00:35:44,893
WOULD THE CHANCE FOR RECOVERY
HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT...

849
00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:46,064
Andrew:
ARE HIGH-DOSE STEROIDS

850
00:35:46,064 --> 00:35:47,726
STILL INDICATED
FOR IMMEDIATE TREATMENT?

851
00:35:47,726 --> 00:35:54,032
♪ HAD I KNOWN
HOW TO SAVE A LIFE ♪
[ CRYING ]

852
00:35:54,032 --> 00:35:56,034
I KNOW.

853
00:35:56,034 --> 00:35:57,946
♪ LET HIM KNOW
THAT YOU KNOW BEST ♪

854
00:35:57,946 --> 00:35:59,117
I KNOW. I DO.

855
00:35:59,117 --> 00:36:00,239
[ SOBS ]

856
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:05,664
♪ 'CAUSE, AFTER ALL,
YOU DO KNOW BEST ♪

857
00:36:05,664 --> 00:36:09,748
♪ TRY TO SLIP PAST HIS DEFENSE ♪

858
00:36:09,748 --> 00:36:13,171
♪ WITHOUT GRANTING INNOCENCE ♪

859
00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:15,294
OH. SORRY.
I WAS JUST...

860
00:36:15,294 --> 00:36:17,216
♪ LAY DOWN A LIST ♪

861
00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:20,719
YOU ALL RIGHT?
♪ OF WHAT IS WRONG ♪

862
00:36:20,719 --> 00:36:24,603
♪ THE THINGS
YOU'VE TOLD HIM ALL ALONG ♪
I WAS JUST ABOUT
TO LISTEN TO A MESSAGE.

863
00:36:24,603 --> 00:36:27,396
♪ PRAY TO GOD HE HEARS YOU ♪
BUT I CAN'T...

864
00:36:27,396 --> 00:36:30,859
♪ AND I PRAY TO GOD ♪
SEEM TO BRING MYSELF
TO HIT PLAY.

865
00:36:30,859 --> 00:36:32,981
♪ HE HEARS YOU ♪

866
00:36:32,981 --> 00:36:35,734
♪ WHERE DID I GO WRONG? ♪

867
00:36:35,734 --> 00:36:38,196
♪ I LOST A FRIEND ♪

868
00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:42,080
♪ SOMEWHERE
ALONG IN THE BITTERNESS ♪

869
00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:47,286
♪ AND I WOULD HAVE STAYED UP
WITH YOU ALL NIGHT ♪

870
00:36:47,286 --> 00:36:51,590
♪ HAD I KNOWN
HOW TO SAVE A LIFE ♪

871
00:36:51,590 --> 00:36:53,712
[ CELLPHONE BEEPS ]

872
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,754
Derek: HEY, IT'S ME.
[ GASPS ]

873
00:36:55,754 --> 00:36:56,965
I'M ON THE FERRY.

874
00:36:56,965 --> 00:36:59,047
I-I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT,
UM...

875
00:36:59,888 --> 00:37:01,179
...GOD, I WISH
YOU COULD SEE THIS.

876
00:37:01,179 --> 00:37:03,051
♪ AS HE BEGINS
TO RAISE HIS VOICE ♪

877
00:37:03,051 --> 00:37:04,973
WEATHER'S CLASSIC SEATTLE.

878
00:37:04,973 --> 00:37:06,014
♪ YOU LOWER YOURS ♪

879
00:37:06,014 --> 00:37:07,686
OH, THE WATER IS SO BLUE.

880
00:37:07,686 --> 00:37:09,688
♪ AND GRANT HIM
ONE LAST CHOICE ♪

881
00:37:09,688 --> 00:37:12,150
IT MAY BE
THE MOST PERFECT FERRYBOAT RIDE

882
00:37:12,150 --> 00:37:14,313
I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE.

883
00:37:14,313 --> 00:37:16,114
WE'RE GONNA DO THIS A LOT MORE
WHEN I GET HOME,

884
00:37:16,114 --> 00:37:17,446
BY THE WAY --
YOU, ME, AND THE FAMILY.

885
00:37:17,446 --> 00:37:19,448
WE'RE JUST GONNA TAKE A DAY
AND...

886
00:37:19,448 --> 00:37:23,782
♪ HE WILL DO ONE OF TWO THINGS ♪
RIDE THE FERRYBOAT --
ALL DAY IF WE WANT.

887
00:37:23,782 --> 00:37:26,204
♪ HE WILL ADMIT TO EVERYTHING ♪
I LOVE YOU, MEREDITH.

888
00:37:26,204 --> 00:37:29,418
I KNOW I JUST LEFT, AND I'M
NOT EVEN AT THE AIRPORT YET,

889
00:37:29,418 --> 00:37:31,290
♪ OR HE'LL SAY
HE'S JUST NOT THE SAME ♪
BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY...

890
00:37:31,290 --> 00:37:33,171
I LOVE YOU.

891
00:37:33,171 --> 00:37:37,336
♪ AND YOU'LL BEGIN TO WONDER
WHY YOU CAME ♪
I LOVE OUR FAMILY.

892
00:37:37,336 --> 00:37:40,218
♪ WHERE DID I GO WRONG? ♪
AND WE'RE GONNA KEEP DOING THIS.

893
00:37:40,218 --> 00:37:42,551
♪ I LOST A FRIEND ♪

894
00:37:42,551 --> 00:37:46,014
♪ SOMEWHERE
ALONG IN THE BITTERNESS ♪
I'LL SEE YOU WHEN I GET HOME.

895
00:37:46,014 --> 00:37:47,516
I LOVE YOU.

896
00:37:47,516 --> 00:37:50,889
♪ AND I WOULD HAVE STAYED UP
WITH YOU ALL NIGHT ♪

897
00:37:50,889 --> 00:37:52,020
[ SOBS, SNIFFLES ]

898
00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,482
♪ HAD I KNOWN
HOW TO SAVE A LIFE ♪

899
00:37:53,482 --> 00:37:54,693
[ BREATHES DEEPLY, SNIFFLES ]

900
00:37:54,693 --> 00:37:57,606
HM.

901
00:37:57,606 --> 00:37:59,398
YOU OKAY?
[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]

902
00:37:59,398 --> 00:38:02,991
[ SNIFFLES ] YEAH.

903
00:38:02,991 --> 00:38:05,534
♪ HOW TO SAVE A LIFE ♪

904
00:38:05,534 --> 00:38:09,167
YEAH.

905
00:38:09,167 --> 00:38:10,789
I AM.

906
00:38:11,710 --> 00:38:16,004
♪ HOW TO SAVE A LIFE ♪

907
00:38:16,004 --> 00:38:17,966
[ SIGHS ]

908
00:38:17,966 --> 00:38:19,838
[ LAUGHTER ]

909
00:38:21,129 --> 00:38:22,881
WHAT IS WRONG?

910
00:38:22,881 --> 00:38:25,093
AND DON'T SAY YOU'RE FINE.
NOTHING. I'M FINE.

911
00:38:25,093 --> 00:38:26,184
[ SOBS ]

912
00:38:26,184 --> 00:38:27,596
WHAT --
DID SOMEBODY DIE?

913
00:38:27,596 --> 00:38:28,807
OH.

914
00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:31,520
[ Sighing ] PBHT.

915
00:38:33,432 --> 00:38:35,814
MY PARENTS
ARE GETTING A DIVORCE.

916
00:38:35,814 --> 00:38:38,857
MY MOM CALLED
AND TOLD ME TODAY.

917
00:38:38,857 --> 00:38:41,029
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]

918
00:38:41,029 --> 00:38:43,111
SHE'S BEEN HAVING AN AFFAIR

919
00:38:43,111 --> 00:38:47,205
WITH THE MAN
THAT SERVICES THEIR CARS...

920
00:38:47,205 --> 00:38:48,747
[Voice breaking ]
FOR 11 YEARS.

921
00:38:49,868 --> 00:38:54,212
[ CHUCKLES ] HE'S BEEN
SERVICING THEIR CARS AND MY MOM.

922
00:38:56,004 --> 00:39:00,218
AND MY DAD FOUND OUT ABOUT IT
YEARS AGO, AND HE WAS ENRAGED,

923
00:39:00,218 --> 00:39:04,052
AND HE STUCK WITH IT FOR ME,
BECAUSE I WAS...

924
00:39:04,052 --> 00:39:06,134
[SIGHS]
I WAS STILL IN TOWN.

925
00:39:06,134 --> 00:39:07,966
I WAS ALWAYS AROUND.

926
00:39:07,966 --> 00:39:12,230
YOU KNOW, SO THEY HELD IT
TOGETHER FOR THE KID.

927
00:39:12,230 --> 00:39:16,104
CLASSIC.
EXCEPT THE KID'S A GROWN WOMAN.

928
00:39:16,104 --> 00:39:17,976
[ CHUCKLES ]

929
00:39:17,976 --> 00:39:21,149
THEY WANTED
TO PRESERVE MY...

930
00:39:21,149 --> 00:39:23,191
HAPPY, IDYLLIC...

931
00:39:25,864 --> 00:39:29,077
...PATHETIC, CRAP-FILLED LIE
OF A CHILDHOOD!

932
00:39:29,077 --> 00:39:31,199
[ SOBS ]

933
00:39:34,042 --> 00:39:35,203
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?

934
00:39:35,203 --> 00:39:36,795
I...

935
00:39:38,917 --> 00:39:41,550
YOUR HUSBAND DIED,

936
00:39:41,550 --> 00:39:44,132
AND I AM CRYING
LIKE A 7-YEAR-OLD

937
00:39:44,132 --> 00:39:45,003
OVER MOMMY AND DADDY.

938
00:39:45,003 --> 00:39:46,465
I...

939
00:39:47,926 --> 00:39:50,308
I DIDN'T GROW UP LIKE YOU.
I...

940
00:39:50,308 --> 00:39:53,101
I'VE NEVER LOST ANYONE.

941
00:39:53,101 --> 00:39:54,062
I NEVER EVEN HAD A CAT DIE.

942
00:39:54,062 --> 00:39:55,774
I STILL HAVE
ALL MY GRANDPARENTS.

943
00:39:55,774 --> 00:39:59,898
THERE'S NO DARKNESS
IN MY LIFE.

944
00:39:59,898 --> 00:40:01,570
JUST, I'VE NEVER HAD IT.

945
00:40:01,570 --> 00:40:05,023
SO I-I'M NOT GONNA COME TALK
TO YOU ABOUT IT.

946
00:40:05,023 --> 00:40:08,026
WELL, YOU SHOULD
ALWAYS COME TALK TO ME...

947
00:40:08,026 --> 00:40:11,029
BECAUSE WHATEVER IT IS,
CHANCES ARE, I'VE SEEN WORSE,

948
00:40:11,029 --> 00:40:15,083
AND I AM QUALIFIED
TO TELL YOU HOW YOU'LL SURVIVE.

949
00:40:15,083 --> 00:40:17,666
YOU SHOULD ALWAYS COME
AND TALK TO ME.

950
00:40:21,339 --> 00:40:23,542
[ Sighing ] PBHT.

951
00:40:33,051 --> 00:40:34,603
♪ GIRL, YOU GOT ME TRIPPIN'
ON SUNSHINE ♪
WHAT ARE YOU CRYING ABOUT?

952
00:40:34,603 --> 00:40:35,974
WHAT ARE YOU
CRYING ABOUT?

953
00:40:37,936 --> 00:40:41,149
♪ GOD KNOWS
YOU JUST MADE MY DAY ♪
[ SIGHS ]

954
00:40:41,149 --> 00:40:43,982
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]

955
00:40:43,982 --> 00:40:46,404
♪ SINCE YOU CAME AROUND ♪

956
00:40:46,404 --> 00:40:47,986
♪ I JUST CAN'T SLOW DOWN, NO ♪
DEREK WOULD HAVE
LOVED THIS.

957
00:40:47,986 --> 00:40:50,238
HE CAME FROM
THIS BIG, NOISY FAMILY.

958
00:40:50,238 --> 00:40:52,200
♪ I WANNA SEE YOU WALKIN'
MY WAY, YEAH ♪

959
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:55,994
I WANT THIS TO BE
MY LAST MEMORY OF THIS HOUSE.

960
00:40:55,994 --> 00:40:58,286
♪ GIRL YOU GOT ME THINKIN'
'BOUT DIAMONDS ♪
THAT'S WHAT HE WANTED -- TO FILL
IT WITH NOISE AND PEOPLE.

961
00:40:58,286 --> 00:41:02,130
♪ AND GETTIN' DOWN ON ONE KNEE ♪
Meredith: YOU CAN BUILD
A HOUSE OUT OF ANYTHING,

962
00:41:02,130 --> 00:41:03,882
MAKE IT AS STRONG
AS YOU WANT.

963
00:41:03,882 --> 00:41:05,213
♪ MAYBE TWO ♪

964
00:41:05,213 --> 00:41:09,257
OKAY.
WE HAVE TO DANCE IT OUT.
♪ PEOPLE STOP AND STARE ♪

965
00:41:09,257 --> 00:41:11,139
♪ BUT I DON'T EVEN CARE, NO ♪
WHAT?

966
00:41:11,139 --> 00:41:12,140
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

967
00:41:12,140 --> 00:41:13,762
LET'S GO.

968
00:41:13,762 --> 00:41:15,854
♪ JUST AS LONG AS I'M WITH YOU ♪
BUT A HOME...

969
00:41:15,854 --> 00:41:19,147
♪ YOU GOT ME RUNNING
ON SUNSHINE ♪
A HOME
IS MORE FRAGILE THAN THAT.

970
00:41:19,147 --> 00:41:20,859
[ LAUGHTER ]

971
00:41:20,859 --> 00:41:26,865
♪ AIN'T NO CLOUDS
GETTING IN MY WAY, NO ♪

972
00:41:26,865 --> 00:41:29,568
♪ I MUST BE RUNNING
ON SUNSHINE ♪

973
00:41:29,568 --> 00:41:31,740
A HOME IS MADE
OF THE PEOPLE YOU FILL IT WITH.

974
00:41:31,740 --> 00:41:35,283
♪ AIN'T NO RAIN
GETTING IN MY WAY ♪

975
00:41:35,283 --> 00:41:37,666
♪ NO, NO, NO, NO, NO ♪

976
00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:43,081
♪ I MUST BE RUNNING
ON SUNSHINE ♪
AND PEOPLE CAN BE BROKEN, SURE.

977
00:41:43,081 --> 00:41:44,082
BUT ANY SURGEON KNOWS...

978
00:41:44,082 --> 00:41:46,424
♪ AIN'T NO RAIN
GETTING IN MY WAY ♪

979
00:41:46,424 --> 00:41:50,048
♪ AIN'T NO CLOUDS IN MY SKY ♪
...WHAT'S BROKEN CAN BE MENDED.

980
00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:54,763
♪ NO DOUBT ♪

981
00:41:54,763 --> 00:41:57,395
♪ NO DOUBT ABOUT IT ♪

982
00:41:57,395 --> 00:42:03,061
♪ AND THERE AIN'T NO CLOUDS
IN MY SKY ♪
...WHAT'S HURT CAN BE HEALED.

983
00:42:03,061 --> 00:42:06,104
♪ NO DOUBT ♪
THAT NO MATTER
HOW DARK IT GETS...

984
00:42:06,104 --> 00:42:08,446
♪ NO DOUBT ABOUT IT ♪
...THE SUN'S GONNA RISE AGAIN.

985
00:42:08,446 --> 00:42:12,150
♪ AND THERE AIN'T NO CLOUDS
IN MY SKY ♪