1 00:00:02,420 --> 00:00:03,540 Previously on "Grey's Anatomy"... 2 00:00:03,540 --> 00:00:04,920 -Ollie. -Hi, Richard. 3 00:00:04,920 --> 00:00:06,380 You got me sober, Ollie. 4 00:00:06,380 --> 00:00:08,000 You walked me through it, 5 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:09,750 and I'm gonna walk you through this. 6 00:00:09,750 --> 00:00:13,380 I have my polymer, and I have your science. 7 00:00:13,380 --> 00:00:16,040 The mini livers will be known as the Cerone method. 8 00:00:18,080 --> 00:00:21,670 ♪♪ 9 00:00:21,670 --> 00:00:23,750 ♪ Hello, good morning, how ya doing? ♪ 10 00:00:23,750 --> 00:00:25,500 Meredith: Life doesn't owe us a thing. 11 00:00:25,500 --> 00:00:26,960 It just is. 12 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:29,210 ♪ OJ with a champagne tune up ♪ 13 00:00:29,210 --> 00:00:31,620 ♪ Hell yeah, it's a new hallelujah ♪ 14 00:00:31,620 --> 00:00:33,290 ♪ Popping like the top off a bottle ♪ 15 00:00:33,290 --> 00:00:34,380 ♪ And I ain't stopping, yeah ♪ 16 00:00:34,380 --> 00:00:36,960 ♪ Baby, it's a brand-new day ♪ 17 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:39,620 ♪ Ain't no clouds hanging over me ♪ 18 00:00:39,620 --> 00:00:42,290 ♪ Something doesn't feel the same ♪ 19 00:00:42,290 --> 00:00:44,790 ♪ The rest of my life gonna start today ♪ 20 00:00:44,790 --> 00:00:45,960 ♪ Good morning ♪ 21 00:00:45,960 --> 00:00:47,330 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 22 00:00:47,330 --> 00:00:48,960 ♪ Good morning ♪ 23 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:49,920 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 24 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:51,460 ♪ Good morning ♪ 25 00:00:51,460 --> 00:00:53,330 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 26 00:00:53,330 --> 00:00:55,750 Like a river, it goes where it goes. 27 00:00:55,750 --> 00:00:58,710 ♪ Calling out the ocean, this is evolution, can I ♪ 28 00:00:58,710 --> 00:01:01,080 ♪ Grow into another animal? A next level ♪ 29 00:01:01,080 --> 00:01:02,460 ♪ I'm spreading wings and I just wanna sing ♪ 30 00:01:02,460 --> 00:01:03,750 I got a present for you. 31 00:01:03,750 --> 00:01:05,250 What? 32 00:01:05,250 --> 00:01:07,330 A present? What for? 33 00:01:07,330 --> 00:01:09,580 ♪ In the future, now the past can't harm me ♪ 34 00:01:09,580 --> 00:01:11,120 ♪ Forget about yesterday, Paul McCartney ♪ 35 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:12,960 Oh, my God. What is this? 36 00:01:12,960 --> 00:01:14,620 ♪ I'm feeling like a Beatle on stage ♪ 37 00:01:14,620 --> 00:01:17,080 ♪ And the whole wide world's gonna know my name ♪ 38 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:18,670 ♪ Baby, it's a brand-new day ♪ 39 00:01:18,670 --> 00:01:22,460 It's for your -- your heart pills, your statins, all that. 40 00:01:22,460 --> 00:01:25,580 Now you can take them anywhere and no one needs to know. 41 00:01:25,580 --> 00:01:27,580 ♪ The rest of my life gonna start today ♪ 42 00:01:27,580 --> 00:01:29,170 ♪ Good morning ♪ 43 00:01:29,170 --> 00:01:30,540 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 44 00:01:30,540 --> 00:01:31,920 ♪ Good morning ♪ 45 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:33,290 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 46 00:01:33,290 --> 00:01:34,750 You can try to fight against the current... 47 00:01:34,750 --> 00:01:36,420 ♪ The rest of my life gonna start today ♪ 48 00:01:36,420 --> 00:01:39,790 ♪ Ladies and gentlemen, this part right here is very simple ♪ 49 00:01:39,790 --> 00:01:41,330 ♪ It goes like this ♪ 50 00:01:41,330 --> 00:01:42,620 ♪ I've been up ♪ -♪ Been up ♪ 51 00:01:42,620 --> 00:01:44,120 -♪ I've been down ♪ -♪ Been down ♪ 52 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:46,460 ♪ But I got the feeling right now ♪ 53 00:01:46,460 --> 00:01:47,710 ♪ I've been up ♪ -♪ Been up ♪ 54 00:01:47,710 --> 00:01:48,960 -♪ I've been down ♪ -♪ Been down ♪ 55 00:01:48,960 --> 00:01:50,120 Or you can learn to ride it. 56 00:01:50,120 --> 00:01:51,620 ♪ But I got the feeling right now ♪ 57 00:01:51,620 --> 00:01:54,790 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na ♪ 58 00:01:54,790 --> 00:01:56,000 ♪ Good morning ♪ 59 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:57,830 As surgeons, we dedicate ourselves 60 00:01:57,830 --> 00:02:00,330 to an endless fight against the current. 61 00:02:00,330 --> 00:02:01,790 Jimi Hendrix died. 62 00:02:01,790 --> 00:02:03,330 No! 63 00:02:03,330 --> 00:02:05,000 That happened kind of a while ago. 64 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:07,330 No, Jimi Hendrix is a liverless mouse. 65 00:02:07,330 --> 00:02:09,040 Hmm. I thought he was a guitar genius. 66 00:02:09,040 --> 00:02:11,170 We're trying the seven different polymers that I found 67 00:02:11,170 --> 00:02:13,250 to see if any of them can be used instead of Cerone's. 68 00:02:13,250 --> 00:02:15,120 And we named the mice. It's easier than numbers. 69 00:02:15,120 --> 00:02:16,880 And now Jimi Hendrix is dead and Elvis is... 70 00:02:16,880 --> 00:02:18,540 Has left the building. 71 00:02:18,540 --> 00:02:19,920 Anyway, Hellmouth is watching them now. 72 00:02:19,920 --> 00:02:21,250 You have the next shift. 73 00:02:21,250 --> 00:02:22,580 I mean, we really have to come up with something 74 00:02:22,580 --> 00:02:23,790 if we're gonna -- -Beat Marie Cerone! 75 00:02:23,790 --> 00:02:25,460 No. Save lives! 76 00:02:25,460 --> 00:02:26,880 If we're going to save lives, Wilson. 77 00:02:28,580 --> 00:02:30,420 You can't give up that easily. 78 00:02:30,420 --> 00:02:32,580 It's been four days. You can call her. 79 00:02:32,580 --> 00:02:34,380 It isn't easy, and Teddy doesn't want to hear from me. 80 00:02:34,380 --> 00:02:36,330 Can't you just trust my judgment on this? 81 00:02:36,330 --> 00:02:37,830 What are you -- 82 00:02:37,830 --> 00:02:39,710 No, no, no, no, no! [ Ringing ] 83 00:02:39,710 --> 00:02:41,540 Dr. Altman! 84 00:02:41,540 --> 00:02:43,290 Amelia Shepherd, did I catch you at a good -- 85 00:02:43,290 --> 00:02:44,500 Great. 86 00:02:44,500 --> 00:02:46,120 So I'm standing here with Owen and -- 87 00:02:46,120 --> 00:02:47,620 [ Sighs ] Uh-huh. 88 00:02:47,620 --> 00:02:50,380 Uh-huh. 89 00:02:50,380 --> 00:02:52,670 Totally. I would just like to add -- 90 00:02:52,670 --> 00:02:54,620 Uh-huh. 91 00:02:54,620 --> 00:02:55,750 Uh-huh. 92 00:02:55,750 --> 00:02:57,210 [ Scoffs ] 93 00:02:57,210 --> 00:03:00,040 Yeah, good talking to you. 94 00:03:00,040 --> 00:03:01,250 Yeah, that's not happening. Sorry. 95 00:03:01,250 --> 00:03:02,790 -Hmm. -Hey! 96 00:03:02,790 --> 00:03:04,670 Oh, my God, I never got to ask you how it went with Teddy. 97 00:03:04,670 --> 00:03:06,250 It went great! 98 00:03:09,500 --> 00:03:11,620 Well, at least it didn't go badly. 99 00:03:11,620 --> 00:03:13,790 [ Siren wails ] 100 00:03:13,790 --> 00:03:15,460 Woman: [ Speaks indistinctly ] 101 00:03:15,460 --> 00:03:17,420 Man: Okay. I'm gonna let the ER know. 102 00:03:17,420 --> 00:03:20,250 Hey, lookin' good, Warren! 103 00:03:20,250 --> 00:03:21,540 -Feelin' good, Dr. Webber! -Uh-huh. 104 00:03:21,540 --> 00:03:24,330 67-year-old female, collapsed at an AA meeting. 105 00:03:24,330 --> 00:03:25,670 We bagged her, got her breathing again. 106 00:03:25,670 --> 00:03:27,330 Then discovered her DNR bracelet. 107 00:03:27,330 --> 00:03:29,290 -Uh-oh. -Yeah, she was not happy. 108 00:03:29,290 --> 00:03:30,420 Anyway, she asked for you -- 109 00:03:30,420 --> 00:03:32,000 said you were her personal physician. 110 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:34,830 Hey, Richard, don't worry, I haven't been drinking. 111 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:38,670 Cross my heart and hope to die. 112 00:03:38,670 --> 00:03:41,000 Ollie? 113 00:03:45,040 --> 00:03:50,080 So, just to be clear, these ultrasound waves, 114 00:03:50,080 --> 00:03:52,290 they go right through the skull and everything? 115 00:03:52,290 --> 00:03:53,500 You don't cut him open at all? 116 00:03:53,500 --> 00:03:54,880 Exactly, right. 117 00:03:54,880 --> 00:03:57,170 The waves meet directly on Noah's tumor. 118 00:03:57,170 --> 00:03:58,790 All the energy is focused there. 119 00:03:58,790 --> 00:04:01,170 Imagine it like using a magnifying glass 120 00:04:01,170 --> 00:04:02,620 to burn a hole in a leaf. 121 00:04:02,620 --> 00:04:04,250 Okay. And the risk? 122 00:04:04,250 --> 00:04:05,580 I mean, I know I keep asking, but... 123 00:04:05,580 --> 00:04:06,830 Well, there's always a risk, 124 00:04:06,830 --> 00:04:08,750 but since the procedure's completely non-invasive -- 125 00:04:08,750 --> 00:04:11,080 It's very dangerous. 126 00:04:11,080 --> 00:04:13,380 It's difficult to control the heat that is generated, 127 00:04:13,380 --> 00:04:16,380 so the procedure is slow and risky. 128 00:04:16,380 --> 00:04:19,250 But it's also his one real chance. 129 00:04:19,250 --> 00:04:20,620 In the next few weeks, 130 00:04:20,620 --> 00:04:21,960 the laughing fits are going to increase 131 00:04:21,960 --> 00:04:24,750 as the tumor presses against his brain stem. 132 00:04:24,750 --> 00:04:28,460 In better news, we are excellent at what we do. 133 00:04:29,750 --> 00:04:32,170 And we want this to work almost as badly as you do. 134 00:04:33,830 --> 00:04:35,670 [ Laughs ] 135 00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:41,540 ♪♪ 136 00:04:41,540 --> 00:04:43,620 [ Sighs ] 137 00:04:43,620 --> 00:04:49,620 ♪♪ 138 00:04:50,460 --> 00:04:56,460 ♪♪ 139 00:04:57,080 --> 00:04:58,420 That was harsh. 140 00:04:58,420 --> 00:05:00,000 And I was thinking it wasn't harsh enough. 141 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:03,000 I didn't tell her that her son is basically a guinea pig. 142 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:04,380 Well, I'm gonna tell Kimmie it's on. 143 00:05:04,380 --> 00:05:06,500 -Don't oversell it! -Wait, is that a yes? 144 00:05:06,500 --> 00:05:08,080 We're on. Okay, you know, important decision -- 145 00:05:08,080 --> 00:05:09,120 what are we calling this? 146 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:10,330 I'm thinking "The Koracick Method, 147 00:05:10,330 --> 00:05:11,960 featuring Amelia Shepherd." 148 00:05:11,960 --> 00:05:13,330 You're distastefully cheerful. 149 00:05:13,330 --> 00:05:15,040 Uh, because this is the frontier! 150 00:05:15,040 --> 00:05:16,960 I could scoop out brain tumors like I'm balling melons, 151 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:18,580 which is my second favorite kind of balling. 152 00:05:18,580 --> 00:05:20,250 Look, we're so far out on the edge of medicine, 153 00:05:20,250 --> 00:05:21,540 no one's ever been there before. 154 00:05:21,540 --> 00:05:23,380 Aren't you pumped? This is like crack for you. 155 00:05:23,380 --> 00:05:25,420 Or melon balling for me. 156 00:05:25,420 --> 00:05:29,670 Wait, where's, uh, Bello and Blandrew? I gotta... 157 00:05:29,670 --> 00:05:31,670 [ Sighs ] 158 00:05:31,670 --> 00:05:33,290 So, this is good news? 159 00:05:33,290 --> 00:05:35,170 It's amazing news. 160 00:05:35,170 --> 00:05:37,670 I mean, look, I-I don't want to get anyone's hopes up too high, 161 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:40,210 but this procedure today is a really big step 162 00:05:40,210 --> 00:05:42,830 towards getting Kimmie back out there and singing her face off. 163 00:05:42,830 --> 00:05:45,960 Won't I just be back in here in nine months with a new tumor? 164 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:49,120 I mean, it's not a cure, right? 165 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:51,790 You know what, let's take this one step at a time, Kimmie. 166 00:05:51,790 --> 00:05:55,460 I'm -- I'm so sick of hospitals. 167 00:05:55,460 --> 00:05:58,620 I just want to go back to school, see my friends. 168 00:05:58,620 --> 00:05:59,960 Do the spring musical. 169 00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:01,330 Oh, sweetie. 170 00:06:01,330 --> 00:06:02,380 Kimmie, I need you to -- 171 00:06:02,380 --> 00:06:04,120 Did I tell you my friend invited me 172 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:07,500 to go with her family to New York this summer? 173 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:10,000 They're getting "Dear Evan Hansen" tickets. 174 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:14,120 I mean, maybe I could last that long... 175 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:16,420 [ Sighs ] 176 00:06:17,750 --> 00:06:20,580 Isn't this below your pay grade? 177 00:06:20,580 --> 00:06:22,330 I hope you're not giving me special treatment 178 00:06:22,330 --> 00:06:24,120 because I'm your sponsor. 179 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:27,670 Okay, here's the deal -- 180 00:06:27,670 --> 00:06:31,580 my liver has survived much longer than it ever should have. 181 00:06:31,580 --> 00:06:34,000 There are multiple options for combating liver failure. 182 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:37,250 Did you see my nice fat ankles, Richard? 183 00:06:37,250 --> 00:06:40,040 And my lovely ghostlike complexion? 184 00:06:40,040 --> 00:06:43,670 Surely you heard it in my heart. I have cardiomyopathy. 185 00:06:43,670 --> 00:06:46,290 My dying liver is killing my heart 186 00:06:46,290 --> 00:06:47,710 and my heart is killing me. 187 00:06:47,710 --> 00:06:50,290 I have reached my expiration date. 188 00:06:50,290 --> 00:06:52,330 When did you decide on the DNR? 189 00:06:52,330 --> 00:06:54,210 [ Sighs ] 190 00:06:54,210 --> 00:06:55,620 Eight months ago, 191 00:06:55,620 --> 00:06:57,750 along with an advance directive. 192 00:06:57,750 --> 00:07:00,250 No intervention. -Eight months! 193 00:07:00,250 --> 00:07:03,330 We talk three times a week. Sometimes three times a day! 194 00:07:03,330 --> 00:07:04,500 How could you not tell me this? 195 00:07:04,500 --> 00:07:07,210 I wanted to, many times. 196 00:07:07,210 --> 00:07:08,540 But you know how this works -- 197 00:07:08,540 --> 00:07:10,750 something goes bad for you, you call me. 198 00:07:10,750 --> 00:07:13,750 Something goes bad for me and I call my sponsor. 199 00:07:13,750 --> 00:07:15,460 And here I thought we were friends. 200 00:07:15,460 --> 00:07:17,460 Give me a break. 201 00:07:17,460 --> 00:07:19,920 You're acting like a pouting teenager. 202 00:07:19,920 --> 00:07:22,000 We're more than friends, Richard. 203 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:24,920 I... 204 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:28,330 I didn't know how to sponsor you through my death. 205 00:07:28,330 --> 00:07:31,080 Good news -- you're not gonna have to. 206 00:07:31,080 --> 00:07:32,750 Because I'm not gonna let you die. 207 00:07:32,750 --> 00:07:38,750 ♪♪ 208 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:53,080 Thanks. Woman on PA: Maintenance to 4 West nurses' station. 209 00:07:53,080 --> 00:07:54,500 Peggy, Dayna, hi! 210 00:07:54,500 --> 00:07:56,210 Oh, hey, Dr. Robbins. Hi. 211 00:07:56,210 --> 00:07:58,080 Hey, what's going on? Is the baby okay? 212 00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:00,080 Oh, yeah, she's fine. That one, not so much. 213 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:01,330 Oh, I'm a mess. [ Sobs ] 214 00:08:01,330 --> 00:08:03,460 Peggy was driving and Dayna... 215 00:08:03,460 --> 00:08:05,080 She puked all over me. Like power-puked. 216 00:08:05,080 --> 00:08:06,210 And then I swerved and -- 217 00:08:06,210 --> 00:08:08,000 You hit a tree at 30 miles an hour. 218 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:09,880 All the airbags went off except for Dayna's. 219 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:11,040 Ouch. Did you hit your head? 220 00:08:11,040 --> 00:08:13,080 No. My ribs feel a little sore. 221 00:08:13,080 --> 00:08:14,830 [ Crying ] -It's okay. 222 00:08:14,830 --> 00:08:16,120 It's very common to have 223 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:17,670 a release of emotion after an accident. 224 00:08:17,670 --> 00:08:19,710 Especially once the body knows it's out of harm's way. 225 00:08:19,710 --> 00:08:21,290 [ Laughs harshly ] "Out of harm's way." 226 00:08:21,290 --> 00:08:22,420 Babe. 227 00:08:22,420 --> 00:08:24,420 I have stage 2 breast cancer 228 00:08:24,420 --> 00:08:26,080 and I just had my second round of chemo. 229 00:08:26,080 --> 00:08:27,710 That's why I got sick. 230 00:08:27,710 --> 00:08:31,330 So, the harm is most definitely still in the way. 231 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:34,620 [ Elevator bell dings ] 232 00:08:34,620 --> 00:08:36,380 Man: Uh, yes. 233 00:08:36,380 --> 00:08:38,210 Uh, are you sure this is your stop? 234 00:08:38,210 --> 00:08:39,880 Well, maybe not. 235 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:41,210 Jackson: Maybe not, huh? 236 00:08:41,210 --> 00:08:47,250 ♪♪ 237 00:08:47,250 --> 00:08:50,040 Sorry I haven't been able to get free. 238 00:08:50,040 --> 00:08:52,920 Harriet's, uh, teething and, you know, April's still -- 239 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:54,250 Please do not apologize 240 00:08:54,250 --> 00:08:56,830 for taking care of the people you love. 241 00:08:56,830 --> 00:08:58,830 [ Elevator bell dings ] 242 00:08:58,830 --> 00:09:01,880 [ Clears throat ] 243 00:09:01,880 --> 00:09:04,120 [ Sighs ] 244 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:06,120 ♪♪ 245 00:09:10,170 --> 00:09:12,460 Thank you very much. 246 00:09:12,460 --> 00:09:13,580 Okay. 247 00:09:13,580 --> 00:09:14,830 Have you talked to her yet? 248 00:09:14,830 --> 00:09:16,420 I'm gonna try again today. 249 00:09:20,330 --> 00:09:21,540 Koracick. 250 00:09:21,540 --> 00:09:24,750 April. Please, we had sex. Call me Dr. Koracick. 251 00:09:24,750 --> 00:09:27,000 Um -- Um, can I talk to you? 252 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:29,920 I'm -- I need to say something to you, 253 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:31,670 and it is not easy for me. 254 00:09:31,670 --> 00:09:33,960 Oh. Well, l-let's make it easy. Just picture me naked. 255 00:09:33,960 --> 00:09:35,540 [ Chuckles ] 256 00:09:35,540 --> 00:09:37,880 Tom, I, um -- what I was trying to say 257 00:09:37,880 --> 00:09:39,380 is that I was horrible to you. 258 00:09:39,380 --> 00:09:41,750 And you were kind, and you were vulnerable and I was -- 259 00:09:41,750 --> 00:09:43,960 Just using me for sex? 260 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:46,790 Yes, I was just using you for sex. And I am sorry. 261 00:09:46,790 --> 00:09:48,290 I am sorry for that. 262 00:09:48,290 --> 00:09:50,420 Look, no. I love being used for sex, Dr. Kepner. 263 00:09:50,420 --> 00:09:52,500 You can use me for sex, uh, any time you -- 264 00:09:52,500 --> 00:09:55,920 No, I didn't -- I -- No. 265 00:09:55,920 --> 00:09:57,830 Oh, you -- you made up with God? 266 00:09:57,830 --> 00:10:01,250 Well, for whatever it's worth, uh, I'm almost certain 267 00:10:01,250 --> 00:10:03,540 God approves of you using me for sex. 268 00:10:07,750 --> 00:10:09,040 [ Chuckles ] 269 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:10,500 I don't know why I'm so upset. 270 00:10:10,500 --> 00:10:12,620 Dr. Hanson told me I'd be nauseous. 271 00:10:12,620 --> 00:10:14,330 Remember what else Dr. Hanson said -- 272 00:10:14,330 --> 00:10:15,960 stay positive, because you're gonna get through it. 273 00:10:15,960 --> 00:10:17,380 He promised. 274 00:10:17,380 --> 00:10:18,830 Promised, did he? 275 00:10:18,830 --> 00:10:20,580 Yeah, he has the proof to back it up. 276 00:10:20,580 --> 00:10:22,500 His success rates are amazing. 277 00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:25,170 He cured my friend Lucille without surgery. 278 00:10:25,170 --> 00:10:27,540 You must know him -- Dr. Scott Hanson -- Ow! 279 00:10:27,540 --> 00:10:29,170 -Sore there? -Ohh. 280 00:10:29,170 --> 00:10:30,500 Uh, afraid I don't know him. 281 00:10:30,500 --> 00:10:31,920 Oh, my God, you need to be sending people to him! 282 00:10:31,920 --> 00:10:34,250 He sounds amazing. 283 00:10:34,250 --> 00:10:36,880 Let's get Dayna up for a CT. 284 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:38,290 And, Peggy, we have a waiting room 285 00:10:38,290 --> 00:10:40,290 for you to relax with the baby, okay? 286 00:10:40,290 --> 00:10:41,830 Okay. 287 00:10:43,040 --> 00:10:45,000 If I ever hear you use the word "cure" 288 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:47,040 and "promise" when speaking with a cancer patient, 289 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:49,540 your medical career will be as short as you are. Yes, sir. 290 00:10:49,540 --> 00:10:51,790 Call Dr. Hanson's office, get me her medical records, okay? 291 00:10:54,460 --> 00:10:56,620 [ Monitor beeping ] 292 00:10:58,710 --> 00:11:02,000 So we monitor from inside the room with him? 293 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,580 -Mm-hmm. -This is so cool. 294 00:11:04,580 --> 00:11:06,210 We're at the edge of the cutting edge. 295 00:11:06,210 --> 00:11:08,830 And hopefully we don't melt Noah's brain stem. 296 00:11:08,830 --> 00:11:13,920 ♪♪ 297 00:11:13,920 --> 00:11:15,620 [ Sighs ] This is exciting. 298 00:11:15,620 --> 00:11:18,040 It's incredibly exciting. 299 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:20,290 It's why we do this, right? 300 00:11:20,290 --> 00:11:25,880 ♪♪ 301 00:11:25,880 --> 00:11:31,750 ♪♪ 302 00:11:31,750 --> 00:11:33,420 [ Knocks on glass ] 303 00:11:33,420 --> 00:11:36,170 Come on! You -- You know I love doing that, too. 304 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:43,880 "Important" isn't quite a big enough word. 305 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:46,920 But, I mean, normally, I would take care of this personally, 306 00:11:46,920 --> 00:11:49,960 but, uh...she's more like family to me. 307 00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:52,580 -We get it. -Of course. 308 00:11:52,580 --> 00:11:54,080 Hey, you! 309 00:11:54,080 --> 00:11:56,080 Yeah, you, the old one. Get in here. 310 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:59,290 Uh, give me a minute, will you? 311 00:11:59,290 --> 00:12:01,000 Uh, how you feeling? 312 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:02,960 I need your advice on something. 313 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:06,460 When your physician refuses to honor your request 314 00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:09,250 for "no medical intervention," what's the protocol? 315 00:12:09,250 --> 00:12:11,540 Do I ask to speak to his superior? 316 00:12:11,540 --> 00:12:13,960 Well, I'm married to the head of the hospital. 317 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:16,880 And I mentored the chief, so good luck with that. 318 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:20,790 Okay, so I guess I'll have to resort to more extreme measures. 319 00:12:20,790 --> 00:12:22,920 Mm-hmm. And what might those be? 320 00:12:22,920 --> 00:12:27,040 How does "recovering drunk" go over in the medical community? 321 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:28,620 Good? 322 00:12:28,620 --> 00:12:32,170 Because I will break your anonymity 323 00:12:32,170 --> 00:12:35,540 to any doctor you send in here. 324 00:12:35,540 --> 00:12:41,540 ♪♪ 325 00:12:41,620 --> 00:12:45,500 Uh, this is Dr. Meredith Grey, and this is Dr. Maggie Pierce. 326 00:12:45,500 --> 00:12:48,500 -So nice to meet you. -The famous Meredith and Maggie. 327 00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:50,880 I can't tell you what it means to meet you both. 328 00:12:50,880 --> 00:12:52,580 I've asked them both to come up with 329 00:12:52,580 --> 00:12:55,460 every possible option to take care of you. 330 00:12:55,460 --> 00:12:56,960 And like you, 331 00:12:56,960 --> 00:13:00,170 I trust and respect these two women completely. 332 00:13:00,170 --> 00:13:03,830 So, anything you have to share with them, 333 00:13:03,830 --> 00:13:06,080 you have my complete blessing. 334 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:12,080 ♪♪ 335 00:13:12,420 --> 00:13:16,670 [ Machine whirring ] 336 00:13:16,670 --> 00:13:18,750 Are those sound wave readouts? 337 00:13:18,750 --> 00:13:20,170 Koracick: They're microphones inside the helmet 338 00:13:20,170 --> 00:13:21,170 listening for popping sounds. 339 00:13:21,170 --> 00:13:22,670 Sam: What would popping sounds mean? 340 00:13:22,670 --> 00:13:24,540 They would mean that his brain is boiling. 341 00:13:24,540 --> 00:13:26,420 It's getting hotter. Hold off. 342 00:13:26,420 --> 00:13:27,830 How long? 343 00:13:27,830 --> 00:13:29,790 Until it stops getting hotter! 344 00:13:29,790 --> 00:13:32,250 Okay, we're getting awfully close to a cavitation event. 345 00:13:32,250 --> 00:13:35,040 If we go much longer, he will develop hyperemia. 346 00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:36,960 Yeah, but if we don't separate the tumor from the brain stem, 347 00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:38,670 he may never wake up again. 348 00:13:38,670 --> 00:13:40,330 -Well, what -- what should we -- -Stop! Stop! It's too hot! 349 00:13:40,330 --> 00:13:42,330 [ Whirring fades ] 350 00:13:42,330 --> 00:13:45,040 Okay. 351 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:48,170 All right, th-there's nowhere for the h-heat to disperse. 352 00:13:48,170 --> 00:13:51,330 This -- This could take a while. 353 00:13:51,330 --> 00:13:57,330 ♪♪ 354 00:13:58,250 --> 00:14:00,170 Owen: Schmitt, when I ask you to get Dayna's medical records, 355 00:14:00,170 --> 00:14:01,920 it means come back with her medical records! 356 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:03,080 I'm not sure what to do. 357 00:14:03,080 --> 00:14:04,170 They just said they couldn't release them -- 358 00:14:04,170 --> 00:14:05,790 Just -- Just call -- call again, 359 00:14:05,790 --> 00:14:07,120 and make sure they know it's emergent, 360 00:14:07,120 --> 00:14:08,420 and also make sure they know it's Grey-Sloan. 361 00:14:08,420 --> 00:14:10,540 Ah. 362 00:14:10,540 --> 00:14:12,330 Don't take it out on the poor interns, Owen. 363 00:14:12,330 --> 00:14:13,920 -Wait, what? -I talked to Teddy. 364 00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:15,380 Look at this scan. 365 00:14:15,380 --> 00:14:16,710 I can't believe you. What were you thinking? 366 00:14:16,710 --> 00:14:18,620 You double dipped within 24 hours of -- 367 00:14:18,620 --> 00:14:20,750 Would you just look, please?! Ugh! 368 00:14:22,620 --> 00:14:24,210 There's no broken ribs, 369 00:14:24,210 --> 00:14:25,620 and I don't see any internal injuries. 370 00:14:25,620 --> 00:14:27,460 What else don't you see? 371 00:14:27,460 --> 00:14:29,880 Wait, what? 372 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:31,210 Exactly. 373 00:14:31,210 --> 00:14:32,710 Well, show me the sagittal views. 374 00:14:32,710 --> 00:14:37,580 ♪♪ 375 00:14:37,580 --> 00:14:41,080 Now, I will bet my license this woman does not have cancer. 376 00:14:51,210 --> 00:14:54,040 You know, when a person's been sober a long time, 377 00:14:54,040 --> 00:14:57,830 and they lose their sponsor, it's hard -- 378 00:14:57,830 --> 00:14:59,920 it's hard to get a new one. 379 00:14:59,920 --> 00:15:03,250 It's hard on the ego to even have to ask. 380 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:06,080 And recovering drunks, as a rule, 381 00:15:06,080 --> 00:15:08,460 we're not all that fond of change. 382 00:15:08,460 --> 00:15:11,790 But Richard will need a new sponsor. 383 00:15:11,790 --> 00:15:13,380 Let's not get ahead of ourselves. 384 00:15:13,380 --> 00:15:15,960 All right, we still have a few more tests to run. 385 00:15:15,960 --> 00:15:17,080 Don't give up hope just yet. 386 00:15:17,080 --> 00:15:19,790 Oh, honey, I'm all hope. 387 00:15:19,790 --> 00:15:23,880 Hope of moving out of this old, broken shell of a body, 388 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:25,500 into whatever comes next. 389 00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:28,210 Hope of feeling like I did when I first got sober. 390 00:15:28,210 --> 00:15:30,210 "Happy, joyous, and free." 391 00:15:30,210 --> 00:15:31,920 I don't need hope. 392 00:15:31,920 --> 00:15:34,460 I need acceptance. 393 00:15:34,460 --> 00:15:36,460 From Richard. 394 00:15:36,460 --> 00:15:38,500 I need to know that he's gonna get through this 395 00:15:38,500 --> 00:15:40,120 without a bottle. 396 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:42,040 Can you work that up for me? 397 00:15:42,040 --> 00:15:48,040 ♪♪ 398 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:52,540 Dr. Midvad to Cardiology. Dr. Midvad to Cardiology. 399 00:15:53,460 --> 00:15:55,000 Owen. 400 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:56,210 Hey. I saw you admitted my rule-out appy -- 401 00:15:56,210 --> 00:15:57,830 I'm sorry. 402 00:15:57,830 --> 00:15:59,000 Why? What happened? 403 00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:00,620 I, um -- 404 00:16:00,620 --> 00:16:03,170 Owen, I want to apologize for my behavior lately. 405 00:16:03,170 --> 00:16:06,170 At trauma cert day, and actually a lot of days. 406 00:16:06,170 --> 00:16:07,580 I was, uh -- I was going through a thing. 407 00:16:07,580 --> 00:16:10,710 And I-I'm really sorry that I worried you. 408 00:16:10,710 --> 00:16:12,710 Hmm. 409 00:16:12,710 --> 00:16:15,000 Well, I forgive you. Completely. 410 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:18,420 Because you're a good person, April, a very good person, 411 00:16:18,420 --> 00:16:21,120 and you don't deserve to be crucified for one bad move. 412 00:16:21,120 --> 00:16:24,210 Great. Thank you. 413 00:16:24,210 --> 00:16:25,620 -Sure. -Thank you so much. 414 00:16:25,620 --> 00:16:27,000 My pleasure. 415 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:28,750 -Hey, April, you got a sec-- -No, I'm sorry! Busy! 416 00:16:31,330 --> 00:16:33,040 You've got to be kidding me. 417 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:34,670 They said their systems are down. 418 00:16:34,670 --> 00:16:36,500 All medical records unavailable. 419 00:16:36,500 --> 00:16:37,880 [ Sighs ] 420 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:39,210 Okay. All right. 421 00:16:39,210 --> 00:16:40,670 I'll take it from here. Thank you. 422 00:16:40,670 --> 00:16:42,920 Dr. Ryan to the ER. Dr. Harry Ryan to the ER. 423 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:45,500 Hey. I talked to Dayna. 424 00:16:45,500 --> 00:16:47,920 She was referred by a friend in the exact same situation -- 425 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:49,380 inconclusive mammogram, 426 00:16:49,380 --> 00:16:50,420 and then she needed a second opinion. 427 00:16:50,420 --> 00:16:52,210 And did you tell her that she is cancer free? 428 00:16:52,210 --> 00:16:53,880 No. No. We have one scan 429 00:16:53,880 --> 00:16:55,580 and we don't have any of her prior records. 430 00:16:55,580 --> 00:16:56,830 Two chemo treatments? 431 00:16:56,830 --> 00:16:58,210 That really would be a miracle cure. 432 00:16:58,210 --> 00:17:00,580 This guy -- there's something really wrong here. 433 00:17:00,580 --> 00:17:02,420 Well, maybe she was just misdiagnosed. 434 00:17:02,420 --> 00:17:03,960 Sometimes good doctors make mistakes. 435 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:05,120 Why are you defending this guy? 436 00:17:05,120 --> 00:17:06,500 Why are you attacking this guy? 437 00:17:06,500 --> 00:17:09,040 You have been so angry all day long. 438 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:10,500 Maybe it has something to do with the fact -- 439 00:17:10,500 --> 00:17:13,380 American Society of Clinical Oncology. 440 00:17:13,380 --> 00:17:14,830 Yeah? 441 00:17:14,830 --> 00:17:17,000 Guess who is not a member? 442 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,250 [ Siren wails in distance ] 443 00:17:21,880 --> 00:17:24,580 ♪♪ 444 00:17:24,580 --> 00:17:28,670 [ Groans ] I am tore up from the floor up. 445 00:17:28,670 --> 00:17:31,040 I mean beat up from the feet up. 446 00:17:31,040 --> 00:17:33,000 -Come here. -Ohh. 447 00:17:36,500 --> 00:17:38,540 I don't think I'm even gonna put anything on. 448 00:17:38,540 --> 00:17:40,170 Oh, here, let me get the light. 449 00:17:40,170 --> 00:17:42,580 Oh, yeah. 450 00:17:42,580 --> 00:17:45,290 Okay. 451 00:17:45,290 --> 00:17:47,670 Uh, here, maybe I can, um... 452 00:17:47,670 --> 00:17:50,790 help sooth some of your tore up...? 453 00:17:50,790 --> 00:17:53,540 [ Snores ] 454 00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:55,880 Ben? 455 00:17:59,830 --> 00:18:01,620 Uh... [ Sighs ] 456 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:06,620 ♪♪ 457 00:18:06,620 --> 00:18:09,580 [ Machine whirring ] 458 00:18:09,580 --> 00:18:11,960 Vitals? 459 00:18:11,960 --> 00:18:15,580 Stable, but the skull temperature is spiking again. 460 00:18:15,580 --> 00:18:17,380 We're approaching the upper limit. 461 00:18:17,380 --> 00:18:20,330 Okay, that's it. We're done. 462 00:18:20,330 --> 00:18:21,880 No. 463 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:23,620 I want to let it cool off again and then do another round, 464 00:18:23,620 --> 00:18:25,620 make sure the tumor's all gone. -We have to stop now 465 00:18:25,620 --> 00:18:27,210 before we turn the inside of Noah's head into stew. 466 00:18:27,210 --> 00:18:31,580 -No, one more round. -Dr. Shepherd, let it go! 467 00:18:31,580 --> 00:18:37,580 ♪♪ 468 00:18:38,330 --> 00:18:43,330 ♪ Time, it takes some time ♪ 469 00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:47,170 ♪ But when that's all you got, it eats ♪ 470 00:18:47,170 --> 00:18:50,080 ♪ At the corners of your mind ♪ 471 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:52,000 But we might have saved him, right? ♪ Words ♪ 472 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:53,580 Well, we'll know as soon as the kid wakes up. 473 00:18:53,580 --> 00:18:54,960 ♪ Spoken low ♪ 474 00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:56,080 If he wakes up. 475 00:18:56,080 --> 00:18:57,330 ♪ Whispered quietly as if ♪ 476 00:18:57,330 --> 00:18:59,500 Welcome to the frontier of medicine. 477 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:03,080 ♪ They're in a language only you and I could know ♪ 478 00:19:03,080 --> 00:19:05,830 We have reviewed every option. 479 00:19:05,830 --> 00:19:08,670 And, um, there are some things that we could try, 480 00:19:08,670 --> 00:19:10,080 but honestly, Richard, Ollie doesn't -- 481 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:11,920 Ollie has had enough for today. 482 00:19:11,920 --> 00:19:13,880 So, I think what we should do is, 483 00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:15,290 let's get her hydrated overnight, 484 00:19:15,290 --> 00:19:16,750 and we can run some more tests in the morning. 485 00:19:16,750 --> 00:19:18,790 Um, okay. Right. 486 00:19:18,790 --> 00:19:20,500 Uh, I'm gonna keep an eye on her, 487 00:19:20,500 --> 00:19:22,540 and don't you two go far, either, okay? 488 00:19:22,540 --> 00:19:23,540 Nope. We'll be right here. 489 00:19:25,210 --> 00:19:27,040 Tell me you see what's happening here. 490 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:28,710 We cannot go against Ollie's wishes, 491 00:19:28,710 --> 00:19:30,040 even if it upsets Richard. 492 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:31,710 The last time he fell off the wagon, 493 00:19:31,710 --> 00:19:34,170 he nearly lost everything -- his career, his marriage. 494 00:19:34,170 --> 00:19:36,080 Um, I can't even picture him drunk. 495 00:19:36,080 --> 00:19:38,000 [ Cellphone rings ] Trust me, you don't want to see it. 496 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,210 Where's Catherine? 497 00:19:39,210 --> 00:19:41,040 In Boston. 498 00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:42,670 Maybe we can get her back by the morning. 499 00:19:42,670 --> 00:19:46,080 Can you get on that, please? Jerry Garcia needs me. 500 00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:49,620 ♪ Won't let go of me ♪ 501 00:19:49,620 --> 00:19:51,500 [ Mouse squeaks ] 502 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:57,500 ♪♪ 503 00:19:59,790 --> 00:20:01,080 [ Sighs ] 504 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:02,830 Jerry? 505 00:20:02,830 --> 00:20:04,670 We have three left. 506 00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:08,380 And big companies like Cerone's always move slowly, so -- 507 00:20:08,380 --> 00:20:09,960 For the last time, this isn't about Cerone! 508 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:11,290 It's about Olive Warner. 509 00:20:11,290 --> 00:20:13,460 And all the other Ollies that we could save 510 00:20:13,460 --> 00:20:16,120 if we could just work faster. 511 00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:18,380 Damn it. 512 00:20:18,380 --> 00:20:19,670 You two should go home. 513 00:20:19,670 --> 00:20:20,880 I have to stay here tonight anyway. 514 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:22,880 No, no, no. I'm staying if you're staying. 515 00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:24,710 Me, too. 516 00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:27,830 ♪ Deep in the ground ♪ 517 00:20:27,830 --> 00:20:31,460 ♪ Can't bury it down ♪ 518 00:20:31,460 --> 00:20:35,580 ♪ I let it go but it won't let go of me ♪ 519 00:20:35,580 --> 00:20:40,080 ♪ Won't let go of me ♪ 520 00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:41,210 Nothing? 521 00:20:41,210 --> 00:20:43,380 No change. 522 00:20:45,580 --> 00:20:47,790 What did we do to him? 523 00:20:47,790 --> 00:20:53,790 ♪♪ 524 00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:57,120 Come on, kid. 525 00:21:05,040 --> 00:21:07,500 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 526 00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:11,290 Noah? 527 00:21:11,290 --> 00:21:12,670 He's still not awake. 528 00:21:12,670 --> 00:21:14,290 -[ Groans ] -Damn it. 529 00:21:14,290 --> 00:21:16,000 You just assume, 530 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:17,960 since you're working with the great Amelia Shepherd, 531 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:19,750 it's all gonna work out. 532 00:21:19,750 --> 00:21:21,420 Hey, there's still time, okay? 533 00:21:25,420 --> 00:21:29,000 Ohh. We spent the night here. Gross. 534 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,250 I don't know. It's not so bad. 535 00:21:31,250 --> 00:21:32,380 [ Scoffs ] 536 00:21:35,290 --> 00:21:36,380 Oh, my God. 537 00:21:36,380 --> 00:21:38,000 What? 538 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:40,250 I've -- I've never been to your place. 539 00:21:40,250 --> 00:21:42,790 You -- You -- You never talk about your place. 540 00:21:42,790 --> 00:21:44,790 Uh, well, what -- 541 00:21:46,170 --> 00:21:47,250 No, no, no! What are you doing? 542 00:21:47,250 --> 00:21:48,880 No, no, no. Sam, stop! Stop! 543 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:54,750 What the hell, Andrew? 544 00:21:54,750 --> 00:21:56,880 Okay, you got me. I'm in between places, that's all. 545 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:58,290 I was staying with Dr. Robbins, 546 00:21:58,290 --> 00:21:59,670 and then she started sleeping with my sister. 547 00:21:59,670 --> 00:22:01,460 So then I moved in with Dr. Hunt, but then... 548 00:22:01,460 --> 00:22:03,710 he started sleeping with my sister. 549 00:22:03,710 --> 00:22:05,750 [ Laughs ] 550 00:22:05,750 --> 00:22:07,290 Now you're laughing at me. Great. 551 00:22:07,290 --> 00:22:08,500 You're living in the on-call room. 552 00:22:08,500 --> 00:22:10,460 Yes. 553 00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:15,250 Move in with me. 554 00:22:20,420 --> 00:22:22,210 A-Are you serious? 555 00:22:27,380 --> 00:22:28,580 -Hi. -Hi. 556 00:22:28,580 --> 00:22:31,000 Hi. Arizona Hunt. This is my husband, O-Otis. 557 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:32,580 Um, I called this morning? 558 00:22:32,580 --> 00:22:34,540 Fill this out and we'll call you when Dr. Hanson is ready. 559 00:22:34,540 --> 00:22:36,500 -Great. Awesome. -Thanks. 560 00:22:36,500 --> 00:22:39,960 Suddenly we're a married couple? With an appointment? 561 00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:42,290 What happened to "good doctors make mistakes"? 562 00:22:42,290 --> 00:22:44,380 His Yelp reviews are all five stars. 563 00:22:44,380 --> 00:22:45,960 Well, that sounds like a good thing. 564 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,620 No, it's too good to be true. People go to Yelp to complain. 565 00:22:48,620 --> 00:22:50,120 Nobody gets five stars. I don't get five stars. 566 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:51,750 You sure don't. 567 00:22:51,750 --> 00:22:54,830 So now this is your idea and it all makes sense to you. 568 00:22:54,830 --> 00:22:56,580 You -- You really are like my other wives. 569 00:22:56,580 --> 00:22:57,920 I figure if he doesn't know that we're doctors, 570 00:22:57,920 --> 00:22:58,960 he's likely to give more away. 571 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:01,920 Hmm. 572 00:23:01,920 --> 00:23:03,380 Nicely done, Mrs. Hunt. 573 00:23:03,380 --> 00:23:05,670 [ Chuckles ] 574 00:23:05,670 --> 00:23:07,040 You know, I'm just gonna... 575 00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:08,170 You get three and a half stars. 576 00:23:08,170 --> 00:23:11,290 -What? -Same as my dry cleaner. 577 00:23:13,830 --> 00:23:15,790 Wow. 578 00:23:15,790 --> 00:23:21,670 Dr. Teller, extension 2219. Dr. Teller, extension 2219. 579 00:23:21,670 --> 00:23:23,750 [ Knock on door ] 580 00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:26,210 Hey, you okay? 581 00:23:26,210 --> 00:23:28,880 I just spoke to Catherine, and she wanted me to -- 582 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:31,500 Oh, so Catherine's asking you about me. 583 00:23:31,500 --> 00:23:33,830 You'd like it if Ben asked me about you? 584 00:23:33,830 --> 00:23:36,920 Ben Warren can stick it in his pill box. 585 00:23:43,250 --> 00:23:47,670 I've spoken to Ollie nearly every day for the past 20 years. 586 00:23:47,670 --> 00:23:50,540 More than I've spoken to anyone else in my life. 587 00:23:50,540 --> 00:23:53,580 More than my parents, Adele, Catherine. 588 00:23:53,580 --> 00:23:55,500 She's the keeper of my secrets. 589 00:23:55,500 --> 00:24:00,290 She's -- 590 00:24:00,290 --> 00:24:03,580 She's how I feel God's presence. 591 00:24:03,580 --> 00:24:06,790 You've got an awfully big village of people here. 592 00:24:06,790 --> 00:24:07,790 You know that. 593 00:24:07,790 --> 00:24:10,080 Yeah, I know I do. 594 00:24:11,790 --> 00:24:13,210 Dr. Kepner? 595 00:24:13,210 --> 00:24:14,670 Can I place an art line in Trauma 4? 596 00:24:14,670 --> 00:24:16,210 Yes. Thanks. 597 00:24:16,210 --> 00:24:17,880 Also, I am sorry. 598 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:19,880 What? 599 00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:24,710 Um, I was not entirely fair to you on trauma cert day. 600 00:24:24,710 --> 00:24:27,080 Your work was particularly impressive, 601 00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:29,000 and I may not have made that clear on the day in question. 602 00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,540 Thank you. 603 00:24:30,540 --> 00:24:32,790 I just -- I just thought you might be, you know... 604 00:24:32,790 --> 00:24:34,960 I might be what? 605 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:38,120 Um, you know, like, having a nervous breakdown? 606 00:24:38,120 --> 00:24:39,790 Oh. 607 00:24:39,790 --> 00:24:41,540 Oh, uh, I didn't take it personally. 608 00:24:41,540 --> 00:24:43,750 Good. Great. Great. Thanks for that. 609 00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:45,580 And we will not speak of this again. Right. 610 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:48,380 Schmitt. 611 00:24:48,380 --> 00:24:50,000 I'm sorry! 612 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,540 What? For what? What? 613 00:24:51,540 --> 00:24:54,250 I -- I don't know. I'm just really sorry. 614 00:24:54,250 --> 00:24:56,210 Uh... apology accepted. 615 00:24:56,210 --> 00:24:57,120 [ Chuckles ] 616 00:25:01,290 --> 00:25:04,250 The truth is we don't have any good options. 617 00:25:04,250 --> 00:25:05,880 We could put you on liver dialysis, 618 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:09,330 but that would cause a real strain on your heart. 619 00:25:09,330 --> 00:25:11,380 Mm-hmm. We could try an LVAD, 620 00:25:11,380 --> 00:25:14,500 but the long-term prognosis is very poor. 621 00:25:14,500 --> 00:25:15,790 Who saw this coming? 622 00:25:15,790 --> 00:25:18,120 Hey, it's better to have a chance at a good result 623 00:25:18,120 --> 00:25:19,540 than a guarantee of a bad one. 624 00:25:19,540 --> 00:25:21,580 By whose definition? 625 00:25:21,580 --> 00:25:23,540 Do you think that when I found out I was dying, 626 00:25:23,540 --> 00:25:27,120 I was just, "Oh, well, that's life for you"? 627 00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:29,290 Coming to terms with this 628 00:25:29,290 --> 00:25:32,040 was the second hardest thing I have ever done in my life, 629 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:33,920 and now I'm at peace. 630 00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:35,580 Or at least I was. 631 00:25:35,580 --> 00:25:37,670 The one thing -- the only thing -- 632 00:25:37,670 --> 00:25:41,920 stopping me from moving on to whatever comes next 633 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:45,210 is one childish, stubborn, nagging problem. 634 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:48,710 You are driving me to drink, Richard Webber, 635 00:25:48,710 --> 00:25:51,750 and I'll be damned if I don't leave this world sober! 636 00:25:51,750 --> 00:25:53,420 Well, if I'm the only thing that's keeping you alive, 637 00:25:53,420 --> 00:25:55,250 then I guess I'm doing my job! 638 00:26:02,170 --> 00:26:03,790 Please tell me you have good news for me. 639 00:26:03,790 --> 00:26:06,540 My mom's Boston patient had post-op complications, 640 00:26:06,540 --> 00:26:08,500 so she had to stay back and see it through. 641 00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:13,120 Dr. Ryan, call the psych unit. 642 00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:16,120 Dr. Ryan, call the psych unit. 643 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:19,040 I'm the one who's gonna have to tell him, aren't I? 644 00:26:21,670 --> 00:26:23,420 [ Sighs heavily ] 645 00:26:23,420 --> 00:26:25,330 How do you tell somebody something that they already know? 646 00:26:25,330 --> 00:26:28,420 I mean, this isn't...rational, it's just pure emotion. 647 00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:29,540 Hmm. 648 00:26:29,540 --> 00:26:31,710 How can I -- 649 00:26:31,710 --> 00:26:34,330 What can I say that would possibly change his mind? 650 00:26:36,250 --> 00:26:39,460 Believe it or not, I know exactly how that feels. 651 00:26:39,460 --> 00:26:41,420 You do? 652 00:26:41,420 --> 00:26:42,920 Mm-hmm. 653 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:45,210 That's how I felt when your mother was dying. 654 00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:53,380 Look, I can go with you. 655 00:26:53,380 --> 00:26:55,170 Be there with you when you tell him. 656 00:26:55,170 --> 00:26:57,750 Let me help. 657 00:26:59,500 --> 00:27:02,120 You helped. 658 00:27:07,330 --> 00:27:10,380 I have to say how refreshing it is 659 00:27:10,380 --> 00:27:13,710 to have a couple come in together. 660 00:27:13,710 --> 00:27:15,960 You'd be surprised how many husbands 661 00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:17,000 don't even want to come into the office, 662 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:18,120 much less the exam room. 663 00:27:18,120 --> 00:27:19,620 -Hmm. -Yeah, yeah. 664 00:27:19,620 --> 00:27:21,420 It's just we're -- we're really close. Right, honey? 665 00:27:21,420 --> 00:27:23,380 -Mm-mm-hmm. -Mm-hmm. 666 00:27:23,380 --> 00:27:25,620 Well, right breast looks nice and healthy. 667 00:27:25,620 --> 00:27:27,960 -It's not... -Oh, okay. 668 00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:30,120 ...any problem there at all. 669 00:27:30,120 --> 00:27:32,620 Yeah, more often than not, 670 00:27:32,620 --> 00:27:34,380 these inconclusive mammograms turn out to be nothing. 671 00:27:34,380 --> 00:27:37,920 But, you know, better safe than s-- 672 00:27:41,420 --> 00:27:43,540 Yeah, this looks slightly less than good. 673 00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:51,670 Unfortunately, I am seeing a solid lesion in the left breast. 674 00:27:51,670 --> 00:27:54,290 Hmm. So, I... 675 00:27:54,290 --> 00:27:56,790 I definitely have breast cancer, huh? 676 00:27:56,790 --> 00:27:58,460 Hey, uh, can you show us 677 00:27:58,460 --> 00:28:00,960 what that looks like on that machine there, Doc? 678 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,540 Yeah. 679 00:28:03,540 --> 00:28:07,750 You see this area right here? 680 00:28:07,750 --> 00:28:10,420 And that's the lesion. 681 00:28:10,420 --> 00:28:12,580 And then there's a small one right there. 682 00:28:12,580 --> 00:28:17,540 That's -- That is really there. 683 00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:22,460 I have breast cancer?! 684 00:28:22,460 --> 00:28:27,750 ♪♪ 685 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:36,120 Man: Let's go. 686 00:28:36,120 --> 00:28:37,750 Hey. Oh, I've been looking for you. I think I owe you -- 687 00:28:37,750 --> 00:28:39,620 Come with us. Right now. 688 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:45,380 Did she page you, too? Is it bad? 689 00:28:45,380 --> 00:28:48,670 Noah: [ Giggling ] 690 00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:57,580 [ Laughter ] 691 00:28:57,580 --> 00:29:00,500 [ Giggles ] 692 00:29:00,500 --> 00:29:06,500 ♪♪ 693 00:29:08,710 --> 00:29:14,710 ♪♪ 694 00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:18,250 April: You're showing up clean. 695 00:29:18,250 --> 00:29:19,580 You're 100% sure? 696 00:29:19,580 --> 00:29:21,620 Look, they look totally clean! See for yourself. 697 00:29:21,620 --> 00:29:24,120 Um, she's like -- 698 00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:25,290 Oh, we're way past that. 699 00:29:25,290 --> 00:29:26,960 You're okay. 700 00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:29,210 [ Sniffles ] I'm okay. 701 00:29:31,210 --> 00:29:33,290 He fakes the ultrasounds. 702 00:29:33,290 --> 00:29:35,500 He is poisoning completely healthy women, 703 00:29:35,500 --> 00:29:36,960 probably just to charge them for the chemo. 704 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:38,920 -No. -What he does to these women, 705 00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:40,620 what he puts these families through... 706 00:29:40,620 --> 00:29:43,790 -We need to stop him. -No. We need to destroy him. 707 00:29:43,790 --> 00:29:45,830 Owen -- 708 00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:49,210 You told me not to take it out on the interns. 709 00:29:49,210 --> 00:29:55,210 ♪♪ 710 00:29:55,750 --> 00:30:01,750 ♪♪ 711 00:30:02,540 --> 00:30:04,920 You figured out a way to get Ollie more time? 712 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:06,040 Otherwise, it's just -- 713 00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:07,620 You know who you remind me of? 714 00:30:07,620 --> 00:30:10,580 Don't care. 715 00:30:10,580 --> 00:30:13,920 Me. 716 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:15,960 When my mom was dying. 717 00:30:15,960 --> 00:30:18,790 [ Sighs ] I worked so hard, 718 00:30:18,790 --> 00:30:20,830 looking for anything that would give her more time. 719 00:30:20,830 --> 00:30:22,170 And I didn't even think about it. 720 00:30:22,170 --> 00:30:25,040 I just instinctively knew it was what I had to do. 721 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:26,790 Yeah, but she was your family. 722 00:30:26,790 --> 00:30:30,420 More than blood. 723 00:30:30,420 --> 00:30:33,540 She shaped me. 724 00:30:33,540 --> 00:30:36,920 More than anyone else, she made me who I am. 725 00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:38,330 How could it be wrong 726 00:30:38,330 --> 00:30:41,960 to do everything in my power to save her? 727 00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:46,580 ♪ For fifty-one reasons not to lose our souls? ♪ 728 00:30:46,580 --> 00:30:49,040 Because you weren't doing it for her. 729 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:53,500 ♪ And it's not that you're not the one ♪ 730 00:30:53,500 --> 00:30:55,460 ♪♪ 731 00:30:55,460 --> 00:30:59,250 I'd give anything for another chance to do it again. 732 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:02,000 ♪ And it's not that you're not the one ♪ 733 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,330 Just to be there with her 734 00:31:04,330 --> 00:31:07,210 and then give her the ending that she wanted. 735 00:31:07,210 --> 00:31:10,620 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 736 00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:14,790 That experimental protocol that I made her do... 737 00:31:14,790 --> 00:31:17,290 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ all that suffering... 738 00:31:17,290 --> 00:31:18,620 putting her through all that pain 739 00:31:18,620 --> 00:31:21,380 when all she wanted was peace... 740 00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,920 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 741 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:28,080 ...and to know that I would be okay. 742 00:31:28,080 --> 00:31:32,250 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 743 00:31:32,250 --> 00:31:34,540 It's my only regret. 744 00:31:34,540 --> 00:31:40,330 ♪ Tell me where we're going so fast ♪ 745 00:31:40,330 --> 00:31:44,620 ♪ Never used to run when we were young ♪ 746 00:31:44,620 --> 00:31:46,960 ♪♪ 747 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,250 Jackson: Hey. 748 00:31:48,250 --> 00:31:50,040 I, uh, assumed I was still getting her. 749 00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:52,500 ♪ And I'm running out of words ♪ Yeah, I, um... 750 00:31:52,500 --> 00:31:55,290 I would really like to... if that's okay. 751 00:31:55,290 --> 00:31:58,540 I -- I -- I'd really like to. 752 00:31:58,540 --> 00:32:00,960 How you doing? You okay? 753 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:03,420 Yes, I am -- I am totally fine to take her. 754 00:32:03,420 --> 00:32:04,460 I promise. I'm good. 755 00:32:04,460 --> 00:32:06,080 You? You, though? 756 00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:07,920 You okay? 757 00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:10,960 Um... 758 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:12,540 ♪ And leave behind what you don't want no more ♪ 759 00:32:12,540 --> 00:32:15,080 Um...I lost God. 760 00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:18,750 I-I lost Matthew's Taylor's wife. 761 00:32:18,750 --> 00:32:20,420 I lost her in childbirth. 762 00:32:20,420 --> 00:32:23,290 And then this little boy died for no earthly reason, and... 763 00:32:23,290 --> 00:32:25,580 God was nowhere to be found. I lost him. 764 00:32:25,580 --> 00:32:28,830 And that's never happened to me before, and I got scared... 765 00:32:28,830 --> 00:32:32,330 and, uh, really angry. 766 00:32:32,330 --> 00:32:35,540 And all during our marriage, I just -- 767 00:32:35,540 --> 00:32:37,880 I wanted you to know God the way that I did, 768 00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:39,830 and you never wanted to. 769 00:32:39,830 --> 00:32:42,040 And so, when I lost him, 770 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:46,500 it felt like, I don't know, you've won or something. 771 00:32:46,500 --> 00:32:49,250 And...I hated that. 772 00:32:49,250 --> 00:32:51,380 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 773 00:32:51,380 --> 00:32:53,210 I hated you. 774 00:32:53,210 --> 00:32:55,210 Yeah, well, I was just trying to help. 775 00:32:55,210 --> 00:32:56,880 I know, I know, I got it. 776 00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:58,040 You did. 777 00:32:58,040 --> 00:33:00,460 Oh, my God, you did. 778 00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:05,000 Things got... 779 00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:07,500 really rough, and I just -- 780 00:33:07,500 --> 00:33:09,420 I needed to be sure that Harriet was okay. 781 00:33:09,420 --> 00:33:13,790 And of course she was because...of you. 782 00:33:13,790 --> 00:33:16,330 And I'm -- I'm good now. 783 00:33:16,330 --> 00:33:18,880 I, uh -- I found Him again. [ Chuckles ] 784 00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:20,290 He and I are, like, tighter than ever. 785 00:33:20,290 --> 00:33:22,670 -[ Chuckles ] -So you know. 786 00:33:22,670 --> 00:33:27,500 But I realize that even when it felt like He wasn't there... 787 00:33:27,500 --> 00:33:29,750 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 788 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:32,380 ...you were. 789 00:33:32,380 --> 00:33:34,290 So thank you. 790 00:33:34,290 --> 00:33:36,830 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 791 00:33:36,830 --> 00:33:38,960 Thank you. 792 00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:40,580 I'm really sorry. 793 00:33:40,580 --> 00:33:46,620 ♪ Do you feel a little broken? ♪ 794 00:33:47,830 --> 00:33:49,830 Koracick: Give Kimmie a standard course of chemo and radiation. 795 00:33:49,830 --> 00:33:51,250 Shrink the tumor enough to get her to summer. 796 00:33:51,250 --> 00:33:52,380 Amelia: That could work. 797 00:33:52,380 --> 00:33:53,710 By then, I'll be able to take the three, 798 00:33:53,710 --> 00:33:56,000 maybe four weeks of vacation time I'm due, 799 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,080 and then I'll just take Kimmie and her grandmother to New York 800 00:33:58,080 --> 00:33:59,830 and we'll hit every Broadway show we can. 801 00:33:59,830 --> 00:34:01,460 What's going on? 802 00:34:01,460 --> 00:34:03,170 Alex... 803 00:34:03,170 --> 00:34:04,460 Noah made it. He's good. 804 00:34:04,460 --> 00:34:06,580 Noah is doing okay, but I cannot tell you why. 805 00:34:06,580 --> 00:34:09,250 That procedure was like skiing down a mountain blindfolded. 806 00:34:09,250 --> 00:34:10,920 We should have crashed a thousand time. 807 00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:13,380 All right, hold on, hold on. Amelia? No, he's -- he's right. 808 00:34:13,380 --> 00:34:16,830 We ran into a dozen things that we never even saw coming. 809 00:34:16,830 --> 00:34:18,540 And this was supposed to be the easy one. 810 00:34:18,540 --> 00:34:21,170 I mean, Kimmie's tumor is much more dangerous. 811 00:34:21,170 --> 00:34:23,250 Yeah, with a lot more tests, a lot more practice, 812 00:34:23,250 --> 00:34:25,290 we'll be able to save more kids with Noah's tumor, 813 00:34:25,290 --> 00:34:27,750 but Kimmie's procedure is years away. 814 00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:29,210 -Kimmie doesn't have years. -I know. 815 00:34:29,210 --> 00:34:31,210 No, no. No, no, no, no, no, no. 816 00:34:31,210 --> 00:34:33,540 I do not accept this, because you saved Noah, so you can -- 817 00:34:33,540 --> 00:34:35,540 I will do everything I can to make sure 818 00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:37,670 that Kimmie treasures the time she has left, 819 00:34:37,670 --> 00:34:40,040 but I will not perform that procedure on this girl. 820 00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:41,290 All right, fine. 821 00:34:41,290 --> 00:34:43,040 Um, Dr. Shepherd can do it without you. 822 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:44,920 Alex, I -- I'm not gonna be able to -- No, no. No. No, listen to me. 823 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:46,460 Listen to me, okay? Listen. The technology is not there. 824 00:34:46,460 --> 00:34:48,290 Kimmie has only one chance to live, 825 00:34:48,290 --> 00:34:50,250 and you are the only doctors that can do this in the world! 826 00:34:50,250 --> 00:34:52,330 We're not gonna do -- I'm asking you as -- as a colleague, as a friend -- 827 00:34:52,330 --> 00:34:54,250 Do you have children, Karev? 828 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:55,920 Please, please, please. I will not, I cannot watch her die on my table... 829 00:34:55,920 --> 00:34:58,500 -Alex! No, Alex! -...at my hands! 830 00:34:58,500 --> 00:35:00,710 [ Glass shatters ] 831 00:35:00,710 --> 00:35:03,000 [ Breathing heavily ] 832 00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:04,330 Do what you got to do. 833 00:35:04,330 --> 00:35:10,380 ♪♪ 834 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:18,120 ♪♪ 835 00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:20,960 [ Clatter ] 836 00:35:28,750 --> 00:35:30,790 I'm okay? I'm really okay? 837 00:35:30,790 --> 00:35:33,500 Yes. Your scans came back clear. 838 00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,500 Dayna, you do not have cancer. 839 00:35:35,500 --> 00:35:37,040 [ Crying ] Oh, my God! 840 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:38,120 Oh, my God, babe. 841 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:40,830 Oh, my God. 842 00:35:40,830 --> 00:35:42,460 Oh, this is a miracle. 843 00:35:42,460 --> 00:35:43,790 I have to tell Dr. Hanson. 844 00:35:43,790 --> 00:35:46,080 Uh, actually Dr. Hunt is telling Dr. Hanson right now. 845 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:48,170 -[ Sobbing ] -Oh, my God. 846 00:35:48,170 --> 00:35:49,210 [ Chuckles ] 847 00:35:49,210 --> 00:35:51,460 Oh, my God. 848 00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:58,000 Hey, Doc. You got a minute? 849 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:01,620 Mr. Hunt, um, actually, we're closed, 850 00:36:01,620 --> 00:36:03,120 if you don't mind coming back tomorrow. 851 00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:05,710 You know, I have heard such amazing things about your chemo, 852 00:36:05,710 --> 00:36:07,920 like it's smoother and milder. 853 00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:09,670 Almost makes it sound good. 854 00:36:09,670 --> 00:36:11,830 What's the secret, Doc? 855 00:36:11,830 --> 00:36:13,290 You know, it's no secret. 856 00:36:13,290 --> 00:36:16,750 It's just, uh, finding ways to make it less...painful. 857 00:36:16,750 --> 00:36:18,210 You know? 858 00:36:18,210 --> 00:36:19,250 Do I know? 859 00:36:19,250 --> 00:36:22,120 I guess I don't know. 860 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:23,620 So, walk me through it. 861 00:36:23,620 --> 00:36:27,170 When you give a patient chemotherapy, 862 00:36:27,170 --> 00:36:28,960 what's the process? 863 00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:31,170 -Uh, I mean, I... -Let's see. 864 00:36:31,170 --> 00:36:35,040 So, it comes through here. 865 00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:36,380 Right? 866 00:36:36,380 --> 00:36:37,620 No, no, no, wait, wait, wait, wait. 867 00:36:37,620 --> 00:36:39,750 Wait, first -- first... 868 00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:41,330 No. 869 00:36:41,330 --> 00:36:42,830 No. Ah. 870 00:36:42,830 --> 00:36:44,210 Here we go. 871 00:36:44,210 --> 00:36:49,960 ♪♪ 872 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,170 You know...Doc... 873 00:36:53,170 --> 00:36:55,080 I think I'm getting the hang of this. 874 00:36:57,330 --> 00:36:59,290 Mr. Hunt, this is making me very uncomfortable. 875 00:36:59,290 --> 00:37:01,380 I bet it does. 876 00:37:01,380 --> 00:37:04,580 You as uncomfortable as your patients and their families? 877 00:37:04,580 --> 00:37:06,420 What's next? What is next? 878 00:37:06,420 --> 00:37:08,040 Oh, I know. 879 00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:10,040 This is the fun part. 880 00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:13,540 -What are you -- -Roll up your sleeve. 881 00:37:13,540 --> 00:37:15,290 You're not serious? 882 00:37:15,290 --> 00:37:17,500 Roll up your sleeve. 883 00:37:17,500 --> 00:37:18,620 I'm not doing that. 884 00:37:18,620 --> 00:37:20,420 Why not, hmm? 885 00:37:20,420 --> 00:37:22,580 Why not? 886 00:37:22,580 --> 00:37:24,620 Because you're not sick. Hmm? 887 00:37:24,620 --> 00:37:26,710 'Cause only a psychotic 888 00:37:26,710 --> 00:37:29,080 would pump that poison in a completely healthy person 889 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:30,750 just to make a few extra bucks? 890 00:37:30,750 --> 00:37:32,120 Come on, Doc. 891 00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:34,170 That's never stopped you before. 892 00:37:34,170 --> 00:37:35,920 [ Siren wails ] 893 00:37:39,620 --> 00:37:41,290 Don't worry. 894 00:37:41,290 --> 00:37:42,620 They're with me. 895 00:37:46,500 --> 00:37:47,500 [ Wailing stops ] 896 00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:48,920 [ Door opens ] 897 00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:49,960 [ Door closes ] 898 00:37:54,670 --> 00:37:56,420 What's on your mind, Shepherd? 899 00:37:56,420 --> 00:37:58,040 [ Sighs ] 900 00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:01,170 What I really need is to get 901 00:38:01,170 --> 00:38:04,250 as far away from my mind right now as possible. 902 00:38:04,250 --> 00:38:08,330 I got to admit, I'm feeling that need pretty bad. 903 00:38:08,330 --> 00:38:09,380 [ Arrow Benjamin's "Love Vendetta" plays ] 904 00:38:09,380 --> 00:38:12,210 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 905 00:38:12,210 --> 00:38:14,420 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ Come on. 906 00:38:14,420 --> 00:38:16,960 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 907 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:18,620 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 908 00:38:18,620 --> 00:38:20,710 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 909 00:38:20,710 --> 00:38:22,540 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 910 00:38:22,540 --> 00:38:24,920 Really? You brought another doctor? 911 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:26,710 No, Ollie. 912 00:38:26,710 --> 00:38:28,920 I brought you a meeting. 913 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:30,830 ♪ I'm not over you ♪ 914 00:38:30,830 --> 00:38:32,500 [ Chuckles ] What? 915 00:38:32,500 --> 00:38:33,620 ♪ I'm not ♪ 916 00:38:33,620 --> 00:38:34,750 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 917 00:38:34,750 --> 00:38:36,290 ♪ Whatever I say ♪ 918 00:38:36,290 --> 00:38:38,080 -I'm Amelia. -Nice to meet you. 919 00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:39,420 ♪ My heart has hit a wall ♪ 920 00:38:39,420 --> 00:38:42,330 Um... And if it's okay with you, 921 00:38:42,330 --> 00:38:45,960 I'd like to open the meeting with the Serenity Prayer. 922 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:49,210 ♪ Now my armor's broke ♪ 923 00:38:49,210 --> 00:38:50,500 Thank you. 924 00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:54,670 ♪ Bleeding everything that I fear ♪ 925 00:38:54,670 --> 00:38:56,960 God... 926 00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,710 All: God, grant me the serenity to accept the things 927 00:38:59,710 --> 00:39:04,960 I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can't, 928 00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:07,500 and the wisdom to know the difference. 929 00:39:07,500 --> 00:39:11,040 ♪ 'Cause this fight was rigged from the beginning ♪ 930 00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:13,920 ♪ All the tears I've cried ♪ 931 00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:18,830 Meredith: All day, every day, we fight against the current. 932 00:39:18,830 --> 00:39:20,710 Sometimes we lose. 933 00:39:20,710 --> 00:39:22,170 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 934 00:39:22,170 --> 00:39:23,420 Here. Here, here, look. 935 00:39:23,420 --> 00:39:25,580 ♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 936 00:39:25,580 --> 00:39:29,040 It's growing. 937 00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,380 [ Sighing ] Okay. It's growing a liver. 938 00:39:31,380 --> 00:39:34,420 A new liver that is 60% of normal size. 939 00:39:34,420 --> 00:39:35,790 So, this is Janis, right -- Janis Joplin? 940 00:39:35,790 --> 00:39:37,080 No, no, no, she didn't make it. 941 00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:38,670 This is David Bowie. 942 00:39:38,670 --> 00:39:40,670 No, no, Bowie is the one that we injected straight into 943 00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,290 without the polymer, so it can't possibly be Bowie, 944 00:39:42,290 --> 00:39:43,620 because -- -Yeah, exactly. 945 00:39:43,620 --> 00:39:46,250 The liver cells migrated completely by themselves. 946 00:39:46,250 --> 00:39:48,040 We never needed the polymer. 947 00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:50,170 Are you serious? 948 00:39:50,170 --> 00:39:51,620 Mm-hmm. 949 00:39:51,620 --> 00:39:52,620 That means -- 950 00:39:52,620 --> 00:39:54,290 We're gonna save a lot of lives. 951 00:39:54,290 --> 00:39:55,790 We are gonna beat Marie freakin' Cerone! 952 00:39:55,790 --> 00:39:57,750 Yes! [ Laughs ] 953 00:39:57,750 --> 00:39:59,500 -Okay, stop all that. -[ Laughs ] 954 00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:02,380 Sometimes we win. 955 00:40:02,380 --> 00:40:04,880 [ Thunder crashing ] 956 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,120 Oh. Oh, no. You said it was urgent. 957 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:10,080 I thought I was gonna find you lying on the floor. 958 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:13,210 God, Miranda, you can't say it's urgent if it's not urgent. 959 00:40:13,210 --> 00:40:16,500 Now, you listen to me, Ben Warren, and you listen good. 960 00:40:16,500 --> 00:40:20,120 [ Sighs ] I know I gave you a real scare, 961 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,830 but you have been scared long enough. 962 00:40:22,830 --> 00:40:24,710 I am not dying. 963 00:40:24,710 --> 00:40:28,170 My heart is strong and powerful just like me. 964 00:40:28,170 --> 00:40:31,620 I'm very much alive, and so are you. 965 00:40:31,620 --> 00:40:32,790 And it is urgent. 966 00:40:32,790 --> 00:40:35,380 It...is...urgent that we celebrate 967 00:40:35,380 --> 00:40:40,330 being alive right here, right now, naked. 968 00:40:40,330 --> 00:40:44,620 ♪ So, you've taken it all from me ♪ 969 00:40:44,620 --> 00:40:46,380 [ Grunts ] 970 00:40:46,380 --> 00:40:50,330 ♪ Will you sell me back my world and leave me be? ♪ 971 00:40:50,330 --> 00:40:52,040 [ Sighs ] 972 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:53,120 ♪ Strange ♪ 973 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:55,080 [ Laughs ] 974 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:58,080 Sometimes the current carries us exactly where we need to go. 975 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:00,710 Oh, crap, I left my keys. 976 00:41:00,710 --> 00:41:02,380 Um, I'll be right back. 977 00:41:02,380 --> 00:41:04,170 Okay. 978 00:41:04,170 --> 00:41:07,040 ♪ I bet you thought that I ♪ 979 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:11,880 ♪ Would lose my reflection in the sea ♪ 980 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:14,120 ♪ You let me drown ♪ 981 00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:15,750 April: Hey. 982 00:41:15,750 --> 00:41:19,290 Uh, I have been apologizing for the last two days, 983 00:41:19,290 --> 00:41:20,880 and I finally got the hang of it. 984 00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:22,420 So, if you'll let me, I just -- 985 00:41:22,420 --> 00:41:23,920 I want to tell you how sorry I am. 986 00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:25,250 Sorry for what? 987 00:41:25,250 --> 00:41:28,210 I was so awful to you at your game-night thing. 988 00:41:28,210 --> 00:41:31,420 Like, so awful. And I'm really sorry. 989 00:41:31,420 --> 00:41:32,580 No, please, please, 990 00:41:32,580 --> 00:41:35,210 you were the least of my problems at that party. 991 00:41:35,210 --> 00:41:37,380 Clive was married. 992 00:41:37,380 --> 00:41:40,000 I was sleeping with a married man. 993 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:41,170 Even though I didn't know, 994 00:41:41,170 --> 00:41:42,580 I still can't shake the shame of that. 995 00:41:42,580 --> 00:41:44,540 Oh, my God, no. I so relate. 996 00:41:44,540 --> 00:41:46,500 I slept with an intern -- the douchey one. 997 00:41:46,500 --> 00:41:48,210 -Oh. -Yeah. [ Chuckles ] 998 00:41:48,210 --> 00:41:50,620 And then I slept with Tom Koracick. 999 00:41:50,620 --> 00:41:52,380 [ Chuckling ] What? 1000 00:41:52,380 --> 00:41:54,210 And then I jumped my ex-husband in a closet, 1001 00:41:54,210 --> 00:41:56,880 so, you know, I was just, like, a total mess. 1002 00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:58,250 [ Harriet fussing ] 1003 00:41:58,250 --> 00:41:59,750 Anyway, I got to -- I got to get this little girl home. 1004 00:41:59,750 --> 00:42:01,830 But, um, I'm sorry. 1005 00:42:01,830 --> 00:42:03,170 And thank you. -Mm-hmm, yeah. 1006 00:42:03,170 --> 00:42:04,380 Sorry. 1007 00:42:04,380 --> 00:42:06,290 Let's go, let's go. 1008 00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:10,290 ♪ Won't get no tears from me ♪ 1009 00:42:10,290 --> 00:42:12,710 Oh, God. 1010 00:42:12,710 --> 00:42:14,830 Ready? 1011 00:42:14,830 --> 00:42:18,250 And sometimes it slams us right into the rocks. 1012 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:36,000 ♪♪ 1013 00:42:38,420 --> 00:42:44,420 ♪♪ 1014 00:42:46,670 --> 00:42:52,670 ♪♪