1 00:02:24,116 --> 00:02:25,218 Rebecca! 2 00:03:16,001 --> 00:03:18,937 Jemma darling, how's my beautiful daughter today? 3 00:03:19,004 --> 00:03:23,242 Save it mom, I still think this is a terrible idea. 4 00:03:23,309 --> 00:03:27,246 Hey, listen, this week is gonna be okay, I swear. 5 00:03:27,313 --> 00:03:29,114 I know it's gonna be a little strange, but- 6 00:03:29,181 --> 00:03:31,584 It's not strange, mom. 7 00:03:31,650 --> 00:03:35,954 It's just they were Rebecca's friends, not mine. 8 00:03:37,390 --> 00:03:38,924 Look, they've been coming to stay 9 00:03:38,991 --> 00:03:40,826 with us every summer for years. 10 00:03:40,893 --> 00:03:42,895 Having them now is the right thing to do. 11 00:03:44,497 --> 00:03:46,131 It's been a year, sweetheart, 12 00:03:46,198 --> 00:03:49,468 and they've been hurting just like us. 13 00:03:49,535 --> 00:03:51,103 I know it's hard for you to see them 14 00:03:51,169 --> 00:03:53,306 without thinking of her, but I promise, 15 00:03:53,372 --> 00:03:55,941 after this week, you never have to see them again 16 00:03:56,008 --> 00:03:58,944 if you don't want to. - Promise? 17 00:03:59,011 --> 00:04:02,381 Please, it's what your sister would've wanted. 18 00:04:04,082 --> 00:04:06,419 - Fine. - Thank you. 19 00:04:08,220 --> 00:04:10,188 Maybe it'll give us all some closure. 20 00:04:12,090 --> 00:04:13,626 God knows we could use some. 21 00:04:15,894 --> 00:04:16,962 When do they arrive? 22 00:04:17,029 --> 00:04:18,597 Late tomorrow, I've heard back 23 00:04:18,664 --> 00:04:21,133 from all of them except Natasha. 24 00:04:21,199 --> 00:04:22,535 Mia's trying to find her. 25 00:04:41,787 --> 00:04:43,389 Are you lost love? 26 00:04:43,456 --> 00:04:45,624 Yeah, I'm looking for my friend, Natasha. 27 00:04:45,691 --> 00:04:47,125 I was told she works here. 28 00:04:47,192 --> 00:04:48,193 You're just in time. 29 00:04:48,260 --> 00:04:50,128 She's on in a few minutes. 30 00:04:50,195 --> 00:04:51,330 Thank you. 31 00:05:01,540 --> 00:05:05,277 Ladies and gentlemen, it is time. 32 00:05:11,884 --> 00:05:16,522 ♪ You had plenty money 1922 ♪ 33 00:05:18,424 --> 00:05:24,530 ♪ You let all the women make a fool of you ♪ 34 00:05:24,597 --> 00:05:29,034 ♪ Why don't you do it right ♪ 35 00:05:29,101 --> 00:05:32,270 ♪ Like some other men do ♪ 36 00:05:38,977 --> 00:05:42,180 ♪ Get out of here ♪ 37 00:05:42,247 --> 00:05:47,152 ♪ Gimme some money too ♪ 38 00:05:51,790 --> 00:05:56,194 ♪ You're sitting down wondering what it's all about ♪ 39 00:05:58,096 --> 00:06:00,433 ♪ You ain't got no money ♪ 40 00:06:00,499 --> 00:06:03,602 ♪ They will put you out ♪ 41 00:06:03,669 --> 00:06:09,307 ♪ Why don't you do right ♪ 42 00:06:09,374 --> 00:06:10,308 ♪ Like some other men ♪ 43 00:06:10,375 --> 00:06:11,877 You shouldn't have come. 44 00:06:11,944 --> 00:06:14,747 You should have answered our calls. 45 00:06:14,813 --> 00:06:17,282 I know why you're here and you can forget it. 46 00:06:17,349 --> 00:06:19,985 Come on, Natasha, it's one week, please. 47 00:06:20,052 --> 00:06:23,055 I mean, think what it will mean to her mom, to her sister. 48 00:06:23,121 --> 00:06:24,823 You were Rebecca's best friend, not me. 49 00:06:24,890 --> 00:06:25,891 I'm not going. 50 00:06:26,859 --> 00:06:28,326 Now I have to get back on. 51 00:06:29,828 --> 00:06:31,329 What aren't you telling me? 52 00:06:34,633 --> 00:06:36,034 I'm not going back there. 53 00:06:37,570 --> 00:06:40,205 There's nothing about last summer I wanna revisit. 54 00:07:11,537 --> 00:07:15,440 ♪ All good children need traveling shoes ♪ 55 00:07:15,508 --> 00:07:19,512 ♪ Drive your problems from here ♪ 56 00:07:19,578 --> 00:07:23,816 ♪ All good people read good books ♪ 57 00:07:23,882 --> 00:07:25,851 ♪ Now your conscience is clear ♪ 58 00:07:25,918 --> 00:07:28,053 ♪ I hear you talk girl ♪ 59 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:32,390 ♪ Now your conscience is clear ♪ 60 00:07:32,457 --> 00:07:34,159 ♪ And never do what you say ♪ 61 00:07:34,226 --> 00:07:36,495 ♪ I'll never hear you ♪ 62 00:07:36,562 --> 00:07:39,698 ♪ And never do what you say ♪ 63 00:07:44,703 --> 00:07:45,871 Mia. 64 00:07:45,938 --> 00:07:48,807 - Oh, Will, I- - You okay? 65 00:07:53,779 --> 00:07:55,948 Yeah, sorry, hey. 66 00:07:57,650 --> 00:08:01,887 Mmm, this week was never gonna be easy, huh? 67 00:08:01,954 --> 00:08:05,591 - You okay? - It's been a tough year. 68 00:08:05,658 --> 00:08:07,425 You know, I almost didn't come. 69 00:08:08,661 --> 00:08:10,028 I can't grieve forever. 70 00:08:11,229 --> 00:08:12,831 And who knows? 71 00:08:12,898 --> 00:08:15,133 Maybe this last week will help us say goodbye. 72 00:08:17,670 --> 00:08:19,905 So what's new with you? 73 00:08:19,972 --> 00:08:22,675 I hate that we haven't spoken. 74 00:08:22,741 --> 00:08:25,578 Have you managed to maybe date anyone? 75 00:08:25,644 --> 00:08:30,282 - God, no, no one since... - Rebecca. 76 00:08:33,986 --> 00:08:35,888 So I hear James is coming. 77 00:08:35,954 --> 00:08:37,923 Is that gonna be weird? 78 00:08:37,990 --> 00:08:41,259 Probably, but this week isn't about me. 79 00:08:41,326 --> 00:08:43,528 You guys still talk? 80 00:08:43,596 --> 00:08:46,531 No, I'll always be fond of him, 81 00:08:46,599 --> 00:08:48,767 but James can be... 82 00:08:48,834 --> 00:08:51,036 Intense, possessive, psycho? 83 00:08:51,103 --> 00:08:52,871 Jesus, I'm not that bad, am I? 84 00:08:56,374 --> 00:08:57,242 - Hey. - Hi. 85 00:09:02,648 --> 00:09:03,749 Shall we? 86 00:09:03,816 --> 00:09:05,250 I've booked a car. - Sure. 87 00:09:06,852 --> 00:09:08,220 Leaving without me? 88 00:09:09,688 --> 00:09:11,389 I would never. 89 00:09:11,456 --> 00:09:14,593 I thought you weren't coming. 90 00:09:14,660 --> 00:09:16,161 I realized I'd never forgive myself 91 00:09:16,228 --> 00:09:18,263 if I let you guys down. 92 00:09:19,732 --> 00:09:22,367 Thank you. - I'm glad you came. 93 00:09:24,002 --> 00:09:26,204 Okay, should we go? - Yes. 94 00:10:37,475 --> 00:10:39,745 Hi. 95 00:10:39,812 --> 00:10:42,514 Really kind of you and your mom to have us, Jem. 96 00:10:43,916 --> 00:10:45,583 Oh, it's been too long. 97 00:10:45,650 --> 00:10:46,752 It's actually the first time 98 00:10:46,819 --> 00:10:48,821 we've all been together since. 99 00:10:48,887 --> 00:10:51,023 Graduating coincided with all things Rebecca, 100 00:10:51,089 --> 00:10:55,193 so we've drifted a bit more than planned. 101 00:10:58,030 --> 00:11:00,198 Well, that's what this week is about, 102 00:11:00,265 --> 00:11:03,468 to reconnect and remember. 103 00:11:14,747 --> 00:11:17,950 It's strange being here without her. 104 00:11:20,185 --> 00:11:22,154 I try not to think about Rebecca. 105 00:11:23,188 --> 00:11:24,689 It sounds harsh I know, 106 00:11:24,757 --> 00:11:28,593 but it's the way I get through the day. 107 00:11:43,141 --> 00:11:44,409 It was in her things. 108 00:11:46,812 --> 00:11:48,146 I thought you'd like it. 109 00:11:51,216 --> 00:11:54,352 I love it, thank you. 110 00:11:56,121 --> 00:11:57,422 You still wear it? 111 00:12:00,959 --> 00:12:01,860 Every day. 112 00:12:05,898 --> 00:12:07,499 I'll leave you to get ready. 113 00:12:07,565 --> 00:12:09,234 Dinner's at eight. 114 00:12:10,535 --> 00:12:12,370 It's good to see you. 115 00:12:19,177 --> 00:12:20,779 I love you, Mia. 116 00:13:51,503 --> 00:13:56,074 Whoa, hi, you're in my room. 117 00:13:56,141 --> 00:13:59,444 - I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. - Stay. 118 00:14:10,022 --> 00:14:12,557 I'm glad you're here. 119 00:14:12,624 --> 00:14:15,260 You didn't answer my texts. - Don't. 120 00:14:15,327 --> 00:14:16,294 Why not? 121 00:14:19,764 --> 00:14:20,698 Rebecca. 122 00:14:23,468 --> 00:14:26,204 Things have changed. 123 00:14:26,271 --> 00:14:28,540 And that didn't stop us before. 124 00:14:28,606 --> 00:14:32,244 I hate myself for what we did, 125 00:14:32,310 --> 00:14:33,946 what we were doing, when she- 126 00:14:34,012 --> 00:14:36,814 We can't change the past, Jem. 127 00:14:40,685 --> 00:14:45,757 But I can change the future, I'm sorry. 128 00:15:43,781 --> 00:15:47,219 And this of course is the sexiest room in the house. 129 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:50,588 Welcome to my humble abode. 130 00:16:14,546 --> 00:16:17,982 It's great to have you all here, kids. 131 00:16:18,050 --> 00:16:23,421 This house has felt pretty lonely this last year, 132 00:16:23,488 --> 00:16:25,523 but I couldn't bear to break the tradition 133 00:16:25,590 --> 00:16:28,326 and not have you spend your vacation here, 134 00:16:28,393 --> 00:16:30,862 even without my Rebecca. 135 00:16:33,898 --> 00:16:36,168 She loved you all so much. 136 00:16:40,172 --> 00:16:42,440 I know it can't be easy being here without her. 137 00:16:44,542 --> 00:16:49,614 And I want you to know how much I appreciate it. 138 00:16:54,286 --> 00:16:56,454 This looks delicious. 139 00:16:56,521 --> 00:16:58,190 Don't look at me. 140 00:16:58,256 --> 00:17:01,059 Mum's been slaving in the kitchen all afternoon. 141 00:17:01,126 --> 00:17:03,095 I thought you couldn't cook. 142 00:17:03,161 --> 00:17:04,362 Well, I couldn't. 143 00:17:04,429 --> 00:17:10,468 My husband was always the chef. 144 00:17:10,535 --> 00:17:14,139 But after he died, Rebecca and I taught ourselves to cook. 145 00:17:16,841 --> 00:17:18,410 And then when we lost Rebecca, 146 00:17:21,679 --> 00:17:24,682 cooking became my therapy. 147 00:17:26,818 --> 00:17:30,655 It was a way to... feel close to them both again. 148 00:17:36,161 --> 00:17:40,332 So, to Thomas and Rebecca. 149 00:17:58,883 --> 00:18:01,419 - Can I join you? - Sure. 150 00:18:07,024 --> 00:18:10,262 How are you really? 151 00:18:14,031 --> 00:18:16,768 I keep having dreams that I was there when Rebecca, 152 00:18:18,536 --> 00:18:21,773 that I could have helped, could have stopped it. 153 00:18:25,543 --> 00:18:27,111 There's something we don't know, 154 00:18:28,513 --> 00:18:29,481 I'm sure of it. 155 00:18:31,416 --> 00:18:33,685 Don't you think there's any chance that I might be right, 156 00:18:33,751 --> 00:18:34,686 that something was off? 157 00:18:34,752 --> 00:18:36,888 Mia, this has to stop. 158 00:18:36,954 --> 00:18:38,956 Rebecca would want you to have a life. 159 00:18:42,227 --> 00:18:46,631 I know. You're right. 160 00:18:49,201 --> 00:18:50,802 I owe you an apology 161 00:18:52,437 --> 00:18:56,774 for ending things the way that I did, I'm sorry. 162 00:19:00,312 --> 00:19:03,715 - I wanna get back together. - James, I- 163 00:19:03,781 --> 00:19:06,150 Look, I know that you needed time alone 164 00:19:06,218 --> 00:19:08,586 after Rebecca died, and I respected that. 165 00:19:08,653 --> 00:19:10,154 I did, but it's been a year. 166 00:19:12,156 --> 00:19:13,758 I want to be here for you. 167 00:19:14,459 --> 00:19:15,527 I can help you. 168 00:19:19,063 --> 00:19:19,964 I love you. 169 00:19:25,503 --> 00:19:30,107 James, I um, I'll always have really fond memories 170 00:19:30,174 --> 00:19:31,743 of our time together, 171 00:19:31,809 --> 00:19:36,848 but I don't want to be with you again, 172 00:19:37,815 --> 00:19:39,717 I'm sorry. 173 00:19:42,520 --> 00:19:44,222 Okay. 174 00:19:48,125 --> 00:19:49,661 I understand. 175 00:19:57,702 --> 00:19:59,471 Goodnight, Mia. 176 00:20:25,330 --> 00:20:27,999 Hey. 177 00:20:29,033 --> 00:20:33,538 Natasha, thank you for coming. 178 00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:36,774 I know it wasn't easy. 179 00:20:39,577 --> 00:20:41,212 I'm sorry for vanishing. 180 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:45,583 It's just after everything, 181 00:20:47,251 --> 00:20:49,521 your husband and Becca, 182 00:20:51,389 --> 00:20:52,957 I was totally out of my depth. 183 00:20:54,158 --> 00:20:56,594 I never meant to hurt anyone. 184 00:20:56,661 --> 00:21:00,365 It wasn't your fault, I was to blame. 185 00:21:18,783 --> 00:21:20,552 No one's to blame. 186 00:21:21,519 --> 00:21:23,154 We did a bad thing, 187 00:21:24,922 --> 00:21:30,027 but no one could have predicted what came next, 188 00:21:30,094 --> 00:21:33,297 that your life would be smashed up, 189 00:21:33,365 --> 00:21:35,667 that you'd lose everything. 190 00:21:37,769 --> 00:21:39,771 But you haven't lost me. 191 00:21:42,740 --> 00:21:44,108 I'm still here. 192 00:23:16,834 --> 00:23:20,237 Hello, who's there? 193 00:23:25,142 --> 00:23:27,111 Hello, is someone there? 194 00:23:36,854 --> 00:23:40,324 Hi. - You're okay? 195 00:23:40,391 --> 00:23:43,761 Yeah, just a little on edge. 196 00:23:43,828 --> 00:23:45,630 Freaked myself out in the dark. 197 00:23:47,198 --> 00:23:49,467 Mia. 198 00:23:49,534 --> 00:23:50,468 Sebastian. 199 00:23:52,069 --> 00:23:55,206 Bit late for a swim, Sebastian. 200 00:23:55,272 --> 00:23:57,942 This is the one time I can guarantee being alone. 201 00:23:58,009 --> 00:24:02,880 No noise, no tourists, well, usually. 202 00:24:06,250 --> 00:24:08,553 I better get home. 203 00:24:09,554 --> 00:24:11,122 Do you wanna walk together? 204 00:24:11,188 --> 00:24:12,657 Actually, I am home. 205 00:24:12,724 --> 00:24:14,325 I live just down the beach. 206 00:24:14,391 --> 00:24:17,895 Oh, amazing, we're basically neighbors. 207 00:24:17,962 --> 00:24:20,031 I'm in the house on the hill. 208 00:24:20,097 --> 00:24:24,869 - The Lowell house? - Yeah. 209 00:24:24,936 --> 00:24:29,273 - Did you know her? - She was my best friend. 210 00:24:30,575 --> 00:24:31,509 Did you? 211 00:24:33,110 --> 00:24:34,345 Only in passing. 212 00:24:34,411 --> 00:24:36,648 It's tragic what happened. 213 00:24:36,714 --> 00:24:42,319 Well, it was nice to meet you, goodnight Sebastian. 214 00:24:42,386 --> 00:24:46,490 Do you wanna get a drink sometime? 215 00:24:46,558 --> 00:24:51,328 I'd like that. 216 00:25:05,777 --> 00:25:08,479 - Come on! - Rebecca, be careful. 217 00:25:11,082 --> 00:25:12,617 Relax, come on! 218 00:25:39,143 --> 00:25:41,579 Rebecca! 219 00:25:41,646 --> 00:25:42,580 Rebecca! 220 00:25:48,185 --> 00:25:51,756 Rebecca, Rebecca, Rebecca! 221 00:25:54,391 --> 00:25:56,994 Rebecca! 222 00:26:24,555 --> 00:26:25,456 Mia. 223 00:27:14,138 --> 00:27:16,573 Hey, Jesus, be careful. 224 00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:18,776 You okay? - I'm fine. 225 00:27:22,479 --> 00:27:24,515 Sorry, I just, I'm- 226 00:27:24,581 --> 00:27:26,083 A little on edge, I know. 227 00:27:28,485 --> 00:27:30,822 I'll let you get back to your run. 228 00:27:30,888 --> 00:27:33,457 Hey, what are you doing now? 229 00:27:39,330 --> 00:27:41,398 Wow, this is gorgeous. 230 00:27:41,465 --> 00:27:43,701 I'm beyond jealous of you living here. 231 00:27:43,768 --> 00:27:45,469 Can I ask you a question, Mia? 232 00:27:46,804 --> 00:27:47,772 Sure. 233 00:27:51,843 --> 00:27:55,646 What actually happened to Rebecca? 234 00:28:01,585 --> 00:28:02,954 What do you know? 235 00:28:05,489 --> 00:28:09,526 I heard she had lost her father a few months before. 236 00:28:09,593 --> 00:28:13,898 Yeah, Rebecca's dad was the best. 237 00:28:17,668 --> 00:28:20,972 He went for a walk one morning by the cliffs. 238 00:28:22,874 --> 00:28:26,443 We think he stopped to take in the view. 239 00:28:26,510 --> 00:28:29,747 The police say he must have lost his balance and fell. 240 00:28:34,018 --> 00:28:35,352 People say he jumped. 241 00:28:41,959 --> 00:28:45,229 Rebecca was really close to her father. 242 00:28:45,296 --> 00:28:49,600 She was crushed, obviously, but she stayed strong. 243 00:28:51,903 --> 00:28:53,670 I thought she was gonna be okay. 244 00:28:55,472 --> 00:28:57,508 We came out here last summer. 245 00:28:59,376 --> 00:29:00,277 Hey! 246 00:29:02,213 --> 00:29:06,283 It's sort of has been a tradition since we met. 247 00:29:06,350 --> 00:29:08,152 We were gonna miss last year and give them some space, 248 00:29:08,219 --> 00:29:11,322 but they wanted us to come. 249 00:29:11,388 --> 00:29:14,691 So we did, and we tried to cheer them up. 250 00:29:15,927 --> 00:29:18,129 It was almost a perfect holiday. 251 00:29:18,195 --> 00:29:19,496 In spite of their loss 252 00:29:19,563 --> 00:29:24,401 everyone was happy until one day, 253 00:29:25,837 --> 00:29:27,704 Rebecca came to me and said... 254 00:29:29,106 --> 00:29:32,209 - I'm sorry. - For what? 255 00:29:36,513 --> 00:29:37,714 Nevermind. 256 00:29:37,781 --> 00:29:40,251 Hey, you okay? 257 00:29:42,053 --> 00:29:46,223 Yeah. I love you, Mia. 258 00:29:57,768 --> 00:30:00,571 A few hours later, they found her things by the sea. 259 00:30:01,805 --> 00:30:03,107 Her bag, and her phone, 260 00:30:04,575 --> 00:30:09,346 and a note addressed to me saying she was sorry. 261 00:30:13,817 --> 00:30:15,987 The current's so strong here, 262 00:30:16,053 --> 00:30:18,155 it would've pulled her out in a heartbeat, 263 00:30:19,590 --> 00:30:21,525 especially if she wasn't fighting it. 264 00:30:22,493 --> 00:30:24,561 She left a note to you? 265 00:30:24,628 --> 00:30:28,799 Yeah, I still remember every word. 266 00:30:31,102 --> 00:30:34,771 Dear Mia, it feels a bit surreal writing to you. 267 00:30:34,838 --> 00:30:37,374 Even now, I'm not entirely certain if I'll do this or not. 268 00:30:39,776 --> 00:30:41,946 I'm in over my head in a bad situation, 269 00:30:43,314 --> 00:30:45,582 and it's all my fault. 270 00:30:45,649 --> 00:30:47,118 I need you to know it's not yours. 271 00:30:48,852 --> 00:30:49,954 It's not your fault at all. 272 00:30:53,090 --> 00:30:56,327 But unfortunately, I think this is my only option. 273 00:30:58,262 --> 00:31:03,034 I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. 274 00:31:04,635 --> 00:31:06,237 And I love you. 275 00:31:39,003 --> 00:31:41,838 There was something off in the note. 276 00:31:41,905 --> 00:31:44,942 I went a bit crazy last year trying to figure it all out. 277 00:31:46,010 --> 00:31:47,078 It didn't make sense. 278 00:31:47,144 --> 00:31:48,612 I mean, this bad situation, 279 00:31:48,679 --> 00:31:50,614 no one seemed to know anything about it, 280 00:31:50,681 --> 00:31:53,550 not her boyfriend, not her family. 281 00:31:53,617 --> 00:31:55,119 It drove me insane. 282 00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:57,521 It just doesn't add up. 283 00:32:01,725 --> 00:32:04,996 I'm sorry, I'm not making much sense. 284 00:32:05,062 --> 00:32:07,031 If you truly believe something was off, 285 00:32:07,098 --> 00:32:08,032 maybe it was. 286 00:32:22,279 --> 00:32:24,515 - Hey. - Oh, oh Jesus, 287 00:32:24,581 --> 00:32:26,150 you frightened me. 288 00:32:26,217 --> 00:32:27,118 Where are the others? 289 00:32:27,184 --> 00:32:28,319 Back at the house. 290 00:32:28,385 --> 00:32:29,286 It's just me. 291 00:32:32,123 --> 00:32:34,325 Are you okay? 292 00:32:34,391 --> 00:32:37,861 That was tough at the church. 293 00:32:37,928 --> 00:32:40,131 I felt less alone knowing that you were there. 294 00:32:42,699 --> 00:32:44,468 This is so fucked up. 295 00:32:44,535 --> 00:32:49,840 It is, but I don't want it stop. 296 00:32:49,906 --> 00:32:55,646 I just hate lying to everyone, to my daughter. 297 00:32:55,712 --> 00:32:57,681 And one day, we won't have to, 298 00:32:57,748 --> 00:32:59,316 but everything's too fragile right now. 299 00:33:01,152 --> 00:33:02,953 No one can take another bombshell. 300 00:33:53,637 --> 00:33:55,406 What are you guys doing? 301 00:33:55,472 --> 00:33:57,541 Oh, we found some videos from last summer. 302 00:34:05,349 --> 00:34:08,252 Stop, stop! 303 00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:10,254 Don't you see? 304 00:34:10,321 --> 00:34:12,156 It doesn't make any sense. 305 00:34:12,223 --> 00:34:13,324 I mean, when was this? 306 00:34:13,390 --> 00:34:15,759 What, a week before she died? 307 00:34:15,826 --> 00:34:18,061 Tell me that is a girl that's about to go out to sea 308 00:34:18,129 --> 00:34:19,563 and let herself drown? - Mia, maybe- 309 00:34:19,630 --> 00:34:21,232 No, there must be another explanation, 310 00:34:21,298 --> 00:34:22,666 that there has to be, because maybe the police, 311 00:34:22,733 --> 00:34:24,000 you know, they got it wrong. 312 00:34:24,067 --> 00:34:25,569 Maybe she- - I've had that thought 313 00:34:25,636 --> 00:34:29,173 many, many times, Mia. 314 00:34:29,240 --> 00:34:31,074 I want to believe it even more than you, 315 00:34:31,142 --> 00:34:35,446 to believe that my little sister didn't kill herself. 316 00:34:35,512 --> 00:34:36,813 But at some point, you just have to accept 317 00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:38,382 that for whatever reason, she did. 318 00:34:39,550 --> 00:34:42,253 She wrote a note. 319 00:34:42,319 --> 00:34:44,688 She swam out to sea and she let herself drown. 320 00:34:45,889 --> 00:34:47,291 That's all there is to it. 321 00:34:51,262 --> 00:34:54,298 - I can't accept that. - Mia. 322 00:34:56,533 --> 00:34:57,468 Give her time. 323 00:35:25,962 --> 00:35:26,897 I miss you. 324 00:35:30,534 --> 00:35:32,903 I don't know if you can hear me. 325 00:35:35,972 --> 00:35:40,411 I never really believed in heaven, but you did, so 326 00:35:43,113 --> 00:35:46,183 maybe you are up there right now 327 00:35:46,250 --> 00:35:50,587 in a pretty white dress, lounging on a cloud. 328 00:35:54,658 --> 00:35:58,429 If you are... there, 329 00:35:58,495 --> 00:36:00,664 and you are listening, 330 00:36:04,235 --> 00:36:06,670 please help me find some answers (crying). 331 00:36:21,084 --> 00:36:22,753 Hey! 332 00:36:22,819 --> 00:36:26,523 Wait, please, please slow down. 333 00:36:27,358 --> 00:36:29,893 Wait, please, 334 00:36:32,263 --> 00:36:34,398 please just slow down, please. 335 00:36:40,103 --> 00:36:42,205 You've been watching me. 336 00:36:43,874 --> 00:36:45,376 Why? 337 00:36:45,442 --> 00:36:48,312 I know what really happened to your friend. 338 00:36:48,379 --> 00:36:49,346 Rebecca? 339 00:36:52,483 --> 00:36:54,951 Tell me, please. 340 00:36:55,018 --> 00:36:56,720 Not here, it's not safe. 341 00:36:56,787 --> 00:36:57,954 Why, what is it? 342 00:36:58,021 --> 00:36:59,423 What's wrong? - Amalia! 343 00:36:59,490 --> 00:37:02,593 - Amalia! - Ask for Catherine Isaac. 344 00:37:02,659 --> 00:37:04,094 I don't understand. 345 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:05,228 Does she know what happened to Rebecca? 346 00:37:05,296 --> 00:37:08,198 Amalia, honey, go inside. 347 00:37:15,306 --> 00:37:17,274 Can I help you? 348 00:37:17,341 --> 00:37:20,344 - Catherine Isaac? - Do I know you? 349 00:37:21,878 --> 00:37:27,150 No, but I need to speak to you. 350 00:37:27,217 --> 00:37:28,819 I'm sorry, I'm not taking any appointments today. 351 00:37:28,885 --> 00:37:30,253 Call in the morning. 352 00:37:30,321 --> 00:37:31,187 I'm sure I can find you some time. 353 00:37:31,254 --> 00:37:33,357 Please, it's urgent. 354 00:37:48,204 --> 00:37:49,172 Sorry about my daughter. 355 00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:50,974 She's very inquisitive. 356 00:37:55,446 --> 00:37:56,880 What's with the notepad? 357 00:37:58,114 --> 00:37:59,916 I take notes on all my patients. 358 00:37:59,983 --> 00:38:00,951 I hope that's okay. 359 00:38:02,953 --> 00:38:07,724 So you're a shrink? - Psychotherapist, yes. 360 00:38:07,791 --> 00:38:09,292 What brings you in today? 361 00:38:12,563 --> 00:38:14,931 I lost a friend last year. 362 00:38:17,801 --> 00:38:18,969 She killed herself. 363 00:38:20,437 --> 00:38:23,574 But something's felt off from the start. 364 00:38:25,876 --> 00:38:27,611 I'm afraid I don't understand. 365 00:38:29,946 --> 00:38:32,215 I think you do. 366 00:38:32,282 --> 00:38:36,252 I think you know exactly who I'm talking about. 367 00:38:36,319 --> 00:38:38,054 Maybe she was a patient of yours. 368 00:38:38,121 --> 00:38:39,222 Did she sit in this very seat? 369 00:38:39,289 --> 00:38:40,691 You should leave. 370 00:38:40,757 --> 00:38:41,858 I'm afraid I can't discuss anything. 371 00:38:41,925 --> 00:38:44,961 If you know anything, please. 372 00:38:46,262 --> 00:38:47,964 What did you say your name was? 373 00:38:49,065 --> 00:38:54,037 I didn't, it's Mia, Mia Faber. 374 00:38:58,108 --> 00:39:00,477 - Mom! - Not now, sweetheart. 375 00:39:01,445 --> 00:39:02,913 I need you please. 376 00:39:02,979 --> 00:39:07,384 I can't work the TV. - Wait here please. 377 00:39:18,929 --> 00:39:21,698 It's not there... Rebecca. 378 00:39:24,167 --> 00:39:25,201 Oh, come on! 379 00:39:43,219 --> 00:39:45,789 I'm really sorry for your pain, 380 00:39:45,856 --> 00:39:47,724 but I'm afraid I can't divulge information 381 00:39:47,791 --> 00:39:50,961 about other patients with you, it's unethical. 382 00:39:51,027 --> 00:39:52,328 Anything discussed in this office 383 00:39:52,395 --> 00:39:55,499 is strictly confidential. 384 00:39:55,566 --> 00:39:58,802 I understand, thank you so much for your time. 385 00:40:20,924 --> 00:40:22,926 Anxiety, not sleeping. 386 00:40:25,662 --> 00:40:27,798 She's afraid, but won't say of who. 387 00:40:30,734 --> 00:40:32,235 She creates conspiracies. 388 00:40:34,204 --> 00:40:36,406 Doesn't think her father's death was suicide. 389 00:40:38,775 --> 00:40:40,043 Believes he was murdered. 390 00:40:46,883 --> 00:40:47,784 The day she died. 391 00:40:49,553 --> 00:40:50,621 Pregnant. 392 00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:13,577 Hey, I owe you an apology. 393 00:41:18,882 --> 00:41:20,784 Why did she leave her note to you? 394 00:41:22,586 --> 00:41:24,555 I'm her sister. 395 00:41:24,621 --> 00:41:26,022 She could have come to me. 396 00:41:27,423 --> 00:41:28,659 I would've helped. 397 00:41:32,128 --> 00:41:35,431 Did Rebecca ever say anything strange 398 00:41:35,498 --> 00:41:36,933 about how your dad died? 399 00:41:40,136 --> 00:41:41,204 She did, didn't she? 400 00:41:42,673 --> 00:41:43,640 Tell me. 401 00:41:45,642 --> 00:41:46,843 Police said he fell. 402 00:41:48,912 --> 00:41:51,014 People whispered that he jumped. 403 00:41:53,416 --> 00:41:56,787 Rebecca thought he was pushed. 404 00:41:58,622 --> 00:42:00,456 Pushed, she told you that? 405 00:42:02,793 --> 00:42:04,260 She came to me a few months after 406 00:42:04,327 --> 00:42:06,296 to tell me what she thought. 407 00:42:06,362 --> 00:42:09,365 She said it had been eating her up. 408 00:42:09,432 --> 00:42:11,802 I didn't have time for Rebecca's conspiracies, 409 00:42:11,868 --> 00:42:12,969 and I told her so. 410 00:42:15,271 --> 00:42:17,507 Who did Rebecca think killed your father? 411 00:42:20,110 --> 00:42:24,047 Like I said, they were just conspiracies. 412 00:42:31,121 --> 00:42:32,488 Gonna get an early night. 413 00:43:13,029 --> 00:43:14,097 Oh, Jesus. 414 00:43:16,266 --> 00:43:17,801 What are you doing? 415 00:43:17,868 --> 00:43:19,670 I was just looking for some toothpaste. 416 00:43:19,736 --> 00:43:21,204 What the hell are you doing? 417 00:43:25,575 --> 00:43:28,178 Hey, hey. - I'm losing my mind. 418 00:43:28,244 --> 00:43:30,814 Hey, hey, hey, what's the matter? 419 00:43:30,881 --> 00:43:31,915 Come here, come here. 420 00:43:33,216 --> 00:43:34,450 I hate it when you cry. 421 00:43:38,121 --> 00:43:42,959 I just feel like my whole world is falling apart 422 00:43:43,026 --> 00:43:47,163 and I dunno what's going on or who to trust. 423 00:43:49,700 --> 00:43:52,002 Look, I've got you, okay? 424 00:43:52,068 --> 00:43:55,806 I've got you, hmm? - Okay. 425 00:43:57,240 --> 00:44:00,110 - That's better, isn't it? - Yeah. 426 00:44:01,644 --> 00:44:04,314 Stay. - What? 427 00:44:07,650 --> 00:44:11,587 I don't wanna be alone tonight. 428 00:44:11,654 --> 00:44:13,323 I want you to stay. 429 00:44:14,791 --> 00:44:19,095 - You sure? - Yeah... stay. 430 00:45:56,159 --> 00:45:58,962 - Say, mama. - Mama. 431 00:45:59,029 --> 00:46:04,667 Mama, say mama. 432 00:46:06,602 --> 00:46:11,842 Mama, say mama. 433 00:46:24,720 --> 00:46:29,559 - Hey. - Ah, thank you. 434 00:46:29,625 --> 00:46:32,328 - No worries. - Ah. 435 00:46:36,266 --> 00:46:37,167 You're regretting last night. 436 00:46:39,035 --> 00:46:41,471 No. 437 00:46:41,537 --> 00:46:47,143 Yes, it's just, we shouldn't have. 438 00:46:47,210 --> 00:46:48,744 Last night, I just needed- 439 00:46:48,811 --> 00:46:52,748 Familiarity, and I'm your safety net. 440 00:46:52,815 --> 00:46:56,252 - I'm sorry. - I understand. 441 00:46:57,553 --> 00:47:01,191 No worries, we're cool. 442 00:47:01,257 --> 00:47:02,592 Really? 443 00:47:02,658 --> 00:47:07,263 Yes, because I love you, remember? 444 00:47:11,401 --> 00:47:15,505 - Can I still trust you James? - Always. 445 00:47:21,611 --> 00:47:22,512 What's this? 446 00:47:23,914 --> 00:47:25,515 It was Rebecca's, 447 00:47:25,581 --> 00:47:27,450 she was seeing a therapist under my name, I guess, 448 00:47:27,517 --> 00:47:29,185 so one would find out. 449 00:47:29,252 --> 00:47:30,186 What's in here? 450 00:47:32,188 --> 00:47:34,124 Rebecca was pregnant when she died. 451 00:47:35,258 --> 00:47:38,028 Jesus, does Will know? 452 00:47:38,094 --> 00:47:38,962 I don't know. 453 00:47:39,029 --> 00:47:41,031 But don't you see? 454 00:47:41,097 --> 00:47:43,433 Something about this has always felt wrong. 455 00:47:43,499 --> 00:47:46,369 I never believed that Rebecca meant to kill herself. 456 00:47:46,436 --> 00:47:49,105 And at first I thought this file proved it. 457 00:47:49,172 --> 00:47:50,573 Rebecca, she wouldn't have done that 458 00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:53,576 if she'd known she was pregnant, right? 459 00:47:53,643 --> 00:47:56,712 - Right, yeah. - But then I thought, 460 00:47:56,779 --> 00:47:59,282 what if she killed herself because she was pregnant? 461 00:47:59,349 --> 00:48:00,984 And hear me out. 462 00:48:01,051 --> 00:48:03,553 What if that is the bad situation from her letter? 463 00:48:03,619 --> 00:48:05,421 Mia, there are other ways to deal 464 00:48:05,488 --> 00:48:08,424 with an unwanted pregnancy. 465 00:48:08,491 --> 00:48:11,761 Unless it wasn't Will's and that was the problem. 466 00:48:11,827 --> 00:48:16,799 It wasn't about the baby, it was about who the father was. 467 00:48:16,866 --> 00:48:18,668 Mia, we're going to the beach. 468 00:48:20,070 --> 00:48:22,072 Go without me, I'm gonna stay 469 00:48:22,138 --> 00:48:23,573 and go through the file again, 470 00:48:23,639 --> 00:48:25,108 check I haven't missed anything. 471 00:48:25,175 --> 00:48:26,642 Then I guess I need to speak to Will. 472 00:48:26,709 --> 00:48:28,644 Maybe Rebecca was seeing someone else. 473 00:48:28,711 --> 00:48:31,581 Mia, you're worrying me. 474 00:48:32,648 --> 00:48:33,683 Remember last year, 475 00:48:33,749 --> 00:48:36,519 you almost drove yourself crazy. 476 00:48:36,586 --> 00:48:39,289 Are you sure you wanna go back to that place? 477 00:48:40,356 --> 00:48:44,760 I have to, for Rebecca. 478 00:49:07,683 --> 00:49:09,986 - Sorry. - I'll get it. 479 00:49:10,053 --> 00:49:11,721 Thank you! 480 00:49:20,763 --> 00:49:23,133 You're not gonna let up, are you? 481 00:49:23,199 --> 00:49:26,269 Not if there's a chance, this could be something real, no. 482 00:49:30,906 --> 00:49:34,177 I'll come to your room after dinner tonight. 483 00:49:35,911 --> 00:49:36,846 Talk then. 484 00:49:52,295 --> 00:49:53,829 What you got there? 485 00:49:53,896 --> 00:49:57,067 Nothing, I didn't know anyone was home. 486 00:49:57,133 --> 00:49:59,935 No, neither did I. 487 00:50:00,002 --> 00:50:01,937 Seriously, what have you got there? 488 00:50:02,004 --> 00:50:02,905 It's really nothing. 489 00:50:02,972 --> 00:50:04,407 It's just some work. 490 00:50:04,474 --> 00:50:06,342 Oh, I'd love to see your work, Mia. 491 00:50:08,078 --> 00:50:10,846 - No. - What? 492 00:50:13,116 --> 00:50:15,151 I said no. 493 00:50:16,319 --> 00:50:18,121 Mia, are you okay? 494 00:50:18,188 --> 00:50:21,357 You seem a little strange. 495 00:50:23,793 --> 00:50:25,027 That'll be the others. 496 00:51:11,006 --> 00:51:13,876 Hey, did you get a chance to speak to Will? 497 00:51:13,943 --> 00:51:15,178 I was just gonna try now. 498 00:51:15,245 --> 00:51:18,614 Oh, well I was just thinking. 499 00:51:18,681 --> 00:51:19,615 What? 500 00:51:20,750 --> 00:51:24,187 You know, it's all in the past 501 00:51:24,254 --> 00:51:26,456 and people are starting to heal. 502 00:51:26,522 --> 00:51:30,326 Maybe we should just leave it alone. 503 00:51:30,393 --> 00:51:33,663 No way, I can't, James. 504 00:51:33,729 --> 00:51:36,232 I have to find out what happened. 505 00:51:38,568 --> 00:51:40,936 Will? - Mia. 506 00:51:41,003 --> 00:51:42,672 Sorry, do you have a minute 507 00:51:42,738 --> 00:51:44,039 'cause I need to talk to you about something. 508 00:51:44,106 --> 00:51:45,208 Let's talk later, okay? 509 00:51:45,275 --> 00:51:46,376 I don't think you understand. 510 00:51:46,442 --> 00:51:47,977 You see, it's about Rebecca. 511 00:51:48,043 --> 00:51:49,745 I'm wondering if you think... 512 00:51:55,084 --> 00:51:59,322 Mia, Mia, Mia! 513 00:52:08,130 --> 00:52:09,165 - Mia. - Mia. 514 00:52:15,538 --> 00:52:16,472 Fuck! 515 00:52:28,918 --> 00:52:30,253 How about that drink? 516 00:52:36,392 --> 00:52:38,394 Maybe it's best we start with some water 517 00:52:38,461 --> 00:52:40,162 until you tell me what's up. 518 00:52:40,230 --> 00:52:43,266 Thank you. 519 00:52:53,243 --> 00:52:55,745 I just feel like everything 520 00:52:55,811 --> 00:52:58,113 that I thought I knew has been turned upside down. 521 00:52:58,180 --> 00:53:00,015 I don't know who to trust anymore. 522 00:53:00,950 --> 00:53:02,385 Mia, I- 523 00:53:02,452 --> 00:53:04,520 I'm so sorry to turn up like this. 524 00:53:04,587 --> 00:53:07,390 I had to get out of that house. 525 00:53:07,457 --> 00:53:08,858 I don't know what to think, I can't. 526 00:53:08,924 --> 00:53:10,660 Maybe you could use that drink. 527 00:53:14,430 --> 00:53:17,567 Mia, you're safe here. 528 00:53:20,603 --> 00:53:23,639 Thank you. 529 00:54:12,154 --> 00:54:16,592 - Lemon? - Yes, please. 530 00:54:30,773 --> 00:54:35,210 Hello, anyone? 531 00:54:35,277 --> 00:54:39,315 Lily! 532 00:54:39,382 --> 00:54:40,282 Lily! 533 00:54:41,116 --> 00:54:42,785 - Mia! - Mia! 534 00:54:42,852 --> 00:54:47,757 Oh my God, this can't be real. 535 00:54:47,823 --> 00:54:49,692 Mia, wait! 536 00:54:49,759 --> 00:54:52,362 Guys, we need to talk. 537 00:54:52,428 --> 00:54:54,830 - Wait, Mia. - Wait, Mia wait, 538 00:54:54,897 --> 00:54:56,332 wait, Mia, stop! 539 00:54:57,132 --> 00:54:58,968 You okay? 540 00:54:59,034 --> 00:55:01,036 What the hell is going on? 541 00:55:01,103 --> 00:55:03,806 This week was meant to be about commemorating Rebecca, 542 00:55:03,873 --> 00:55:06,376 and you're all finding increasingly inventive ways 543 00:55:06,442 --> 00:55:07,977 to betray her. 544 00:55:08,043 --> 00:55:09,345 What's going on? 545 00:55:09,412 --> 00:55:10,813 Why don't you tell them? 546 00:55:14,149 --> 00:55:16,852 Jemma sweetheart, I'm so sorry. 547 00:55:16,919 --> 00:55:18,621 Mom, what's happening? 548 00:55:20,823 --> 00:55:23,225 Natasha and I have been waiting 549 00:55:23,292 --> 00:55:25,928 for an opportunity to tell you something. 550 00:55:25,995 --> 00:55:26,962 Tell me what? 551 00:55:28,831 --> 00:55:31,133 Well, we're in a relationship. 552 00:55:33,168 --> 00:55:34,136 As in? 553 00:55:36,439 --> 00:55:37,840 What the hell is wrong with you? 554 00:55:37,907 --> 00:55:38,941 Oh, please, you've been fucking 555 00:55:39,008 --> 00:55:40,443 your dead sister's boyfriend! 556 00:55:40,510 --> 00:55:42,378 What? 557 00:55:42,445 --> 00:55:44,714 Please don't tell me this was going on when she was alive. 558 00:55:49,985 --> 00:55:51,020 Did she know? 559 00:55:51,086 --> 00:55:52,121 - Of course not. - No. 560 00:55:55,458 --> 00:55:58,728 - Right? - Jemma- 561 00:55:58,794 --> 00:56:02,498 Please tell me my sister didn't know about us. 562 00:56:05,835 --> 00:56:07,136 - Oh my God. - She could see 563 00:56:07,202 --> 00:56:09,104 that we liked each other. 564 00:56:09,171 --> 00:56:10,706 She asked me if we... 565 00:56:12,007 --> 00:56:12,975 I said no. 566 00:56:14,276 --> 00:56:16,011 I don't think she believed me. 567 00:56:19,982 --> 00:56:23,285 She asked me the day she died. 568 00:56:23,352 --> 00:56:26,255 Rebecca asked me if there was anything going on between us. 569 00:56:26,321 --> 00:56:28,891 I denied it, of course, said it was insane, 570 00:56:28,958 --> 00:56:34,029 but she knew. 571 00:56:39,134 --> 00:56:43,005 None of you said anything. 572 00:56:43,072 --> 00:56:47,610 You all had vital insight into why she might have done 573 00:56:47,677 --> 00:56:50,713 what she did and you all stayed silent. 574 00:56:54,484 --> 00:56:56,285 I'm going home. 575 00:56:56,351 --> 00:56:58,120 I dread to think what I'll find if I stay any longer. 576 00:56:58,187 --> 00:57:00,089 No Mia, please don't go. 577 00:57:00,155 --> 00:57:03,358 Look, why don't we just go for a walk and you can calm down 578 00:57:03,425 --> 00:57:05,828 and you can ask me anything you want. 579 00:57:05,895 --> 00:57:10,132 I know I've messed up, but I'm not a bad person, please. 580 00:57:16,405 --> 00:57:18,941 Come on, I know a place. 581 00:57:51,306 --> 00:57:54,376 Why have you brought us here? 582 00:57:54,443 --> 00:57:58,080 A file of Rebecca's recently came into my possession, 583 00:57:59,949 --> 00:58:03,018 notes made by her therapist detailing their time together. 584 00:58:04,587 --> 00:58:08,691 It was in there, so small that I nearly missed it, 585 00:58:10,425 --> 00:58:11,927 something her therapist dismissed 586 00:58:11,994 --> 00:58:13,495 as a conspiracy theory. 587 00:58:15,230 --> 00:58:17,399 Go on. 588 00:58:17,466 --> 00:58:20,435 Rebecca thought you killed her father. 589 00:58:20,502 --> 00:58:23,338 She knew about you and Natasha 590 00:58:23,405 --> 00:58:26,041 and knew her father planned to confront you 591 00:58:26,108 --> 00:58:27,610 and tell you he was leaving. 592 00:58:32,114 --> 00:58:36,085 Oh my God, it's true. 593 00:58:36,151 --> 00:58:37,319 You killed him. 594 00:58:42,457 --> 00:58:44,794 It must be terrible for you, 595 00:58:46,028 --> 00:58:47,863 having to keep a secret like that. 596 00:58:51,133 --> 00:58:53,268 That day started so normally, 597 00:58:53,335 --> 00:58:57,372 just another day in paradise. 598 00:58:57,439 --> 00:58:59,609 When I woke up, I found a note saying 599 00:58:59,675 --> 00:59:03,478 to meet him up at the ruins on the cliff. 600 00:59:03,545 --> 00:59:06,315 That was our special spot. 601 00:59:08,117 --> 00:59:10,920 Thomas was always so romantic. 602 00:59:11,854 --> 00:59:12,822 Thomas? 603 00:59:15,357 --> 00:59:16,391 Thomas, hey. 604 00:59:19,328 --> 00:59:20,696 But something seemed off. 605 00:59:22,164 --> 00:59:24,399 He told me he knew about Natasha. 606 00:59:24,466 --> 00:59:26,435 He said that Rebecca had seen us together. 607 00:59:26,501 --> 00:59:29,104 He asked me if I was in love with her. 608 00:59:29,171 --> 00:59:34,176 I just... I just had to tell him I was sorry. 609 00:59:36,746 --> 00:59:38,413 He grabbed me 610 00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:39,915 and I pulled away 611 00:59:39,982 --> 00:59:41,851 and I tried to get him off me. And... 612 00:59:45,354 --> 00:59:47,189 ...it just happened. 613 00:59:49,524 --> 00:59:53,696 It was an accident, a terrible, terrible accident. 614 01:00:05,941 --> 01:00:08,711 I just went home and I waited for the tap upon the shoulder, 615 01:00:08,778 --> 01:00:10,813 for the police to come and cart me away, 616 01:00:10,880 --> 01:00:13,082 but no one came. 617 01:00:14,884 --> 01:00:18,954 Then I heard what they were saying, that he'd just fallen. 618 01:00:19,021 --> 01:00:22,591 And I realized no one knew. 619 01:00:24,459 --> 01:00:25,627 Except Rebecca. 620 01:00:29,431 --> 01:00:32,067 - Is that true? - Jemma. 621 01:00:33,068 --> 01:00:34,503 How could you? 622 01:00:35,604 --> 01:00:38,340 - Jemma. - You killed dad. 623 01:00:39,308 --> 01:00:41,243 You murdered my father. 624 01:00:41,310 --> 01:00:43,345 Jemma, it was an accident. 625 01:00:43,412 --> 01:00:44,880 Rebecca told me it was you. 626 01:00:44,947 --> 01:00:46,415 I didn't listen to her. - Jemma, Jemma, Jemma! 627 01:00:46,481 --> 01:00:47,917 Maybe she's still be here! 628 01:00:47,983 --> 01:00:50,419 - Jemma, stop it! - Stop, stop, stop! 629 01:00:52,922 --> 01:00:56,258 Stop! 630 01:01:08,337 --> 01:01:09,504 Jesus Christ. 631 01:01:10,740 --> 01:01:11,807 Not quite. 632 01:01:17,179 --> 01:01:18,147 Jemma! 633 01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:26,055 Holy shit. 634 01:01:29,992 --> 01:01:32,361 Becca? 635 01:01:32,427 --> 01:01:37,199 What the hell is going on? 636 01:01:44,539 --> 01:01:46,075 I'm glad you're all here. 637 01:01:48,610 --> 01:01:50,479 We have a lot to catch up on. 638 01:02:00,022 --> 01:02:01,156 - Rebecca. - Rebecca! 639 01:02:01,223 --> 01:02:03,092 - Rebecca, stop! - Rebecca! 640 01:02:03,158 --> 01:02:07,863 Enough! Sit down! All of you. 641 01:02:21,176 --> 01:02:22,845 Is it really you? 642 01:02:26,816 --> 01:02:30,419 Yeah. It's me. 643 01:02:32,687 --> 01:02:35,224 But that means that... 644 01:02:38,193 --> 01:02:39,962 ...all this time 645 01:02:42,597 --> 01:02:44,099 What the hell is this? 646 01:02:44,166 --> 01:02:49,671 How are you here? - Patience dear sister. 647 01:02:49,738 --> 01:02:52,107 All will be revealed in due course. 648 01:02:52,174 --> 01:02:53,608 Rebecca, please. 649 01:02:53,675 --> 01:02:57,112 Oh, Will, my lovely loyal boyfriend, 650 01:02:57,179 --> 01:03:00,482 thank you so much for looking after my sister in my absence, 651 01:03:00,549 --> 01:03:05,087 really beyond the call of duty caring for all her needs. 652 01:03:09,058 --> 01:03:13,062 And you, does your heart still belong to mommy? 653 01:03:15,364 --> 01:03:16,498 My mommy that is. 654 01:03:20,903 --> 01:03:22,404 And mommy herself. 655 01:03:27,409 --> 01:03:31,346 I'm touched all of you came this week to commemorate me. 656 01:03:32,781 --> 01:03:36,651 Very sweet, wholesome even. 657 01:03:39,788 --> 01:03:42,391 I'm going to take my time with this. 658 01:03:42,457 --> 01:03:44,759 It's what got me through the last year. 659 01:03:44,826 --> 01:03:47,496 I want to savor every second of hurting you 660 01:03:49,965 --> 01:03:51,466 as much as you hurt me. 661 01:03:55,905 --> 01:03:56,805 Except you. 662 01:04:01,410 --> 01:04:03,712 I never wanted to hurt you. 663 01:04:10,252 --> 01:04:14,890 Well, brace yourselves, gang. 664 01:04:14,957 --> 01:04:16,191 It's quite the story. 665 01:04:17,826 --> 01:04:21,396 Let me take you back to the day I died. 666 01:04:22,664 --> 01:04:24,533 It should have been a beautiful day. 667 01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:28,203 Birds singing, sun shining, 668 01:04:30,472 --> 01:04:31,540 but I had a problem. 669 01:04:34,476 --> 01:04:36,611 You're sure? 670 01:04:36,678 --> 01:04:38,847 I took three tests this morning, I'm sure. 671 01:04:40,115 --> 01:04:41,150 Six weeks along. 672 01:04:42,484 --> 01:04:44,153 Does your boyfriend know yet? 673 01:04:47,056 --> 01:04:48,090 It's not his. 674 01:04:51,393 --> 01:04:55,864 I'm scared, I dunno what to do. 675 01:04:57,699 --> 01:04:59,334 Do you want to keep it? 676 01:05:01,403 --> 01:05:06,508 I can't, but I'm afraid to... 677 01:05:10,145 --> 01:05:11,080 You know. 678 01:05:16,885 --> 01:05:18,287 I am jeopardizing my career 679 01:05:18,353 --> 01:05:20,322 telling you something this personal, 680 01:05:20,389 --> 01:05:24,026 but I had an abortion when I was 15. 681 01:05:25,827 --> 01:05:28,297 - How was it? - The procedure, fine. 682 01:05:30,099 --> 01:05:31,733 It's before the, 683 01:05:33,268 --> 01:05:39,308 I was a wreck, consumed by guilt, terrified. 684 01:05:39,374 --> 01:05:44,246 - How did you overcome that? - I wrote the baby a letter. 685 01:05:46,615 --> 01:05:48,017 What? 686 01:05:48,083 --> 01:05:51,820 Sounds crazy I know, but it worked. 687 01:05:51,886 --> 01:05:54,789 I wrote the baby a letter explaining everything 688 01:05:54,856 --> 01:05:56,125 and saying I was sorry. 689 01:05:58,393 --> 01:06:02,497 - And then? - Then I did it. 690 01:06:05,234 --> 01:06:09,104 I don't regret it, but I do think about it often. 691 01:06:11,640 --> 01:06:14,409 It's a big deal either way. 692 01:06:17,579 --> 01:06:20,682 I've already given the baby a name. 693 01:06:20,749 --> 01:06:23,285 I didn't mean to, but my brain did it for me. 694 01:06:24,919 --> 01:06:28,490 Mia, after my best friend. 695 01:06:28,557 --> 01:06:30,659 Then start the letter, "Dear Mia," 696 01:06:30,725 --> 01:06:33,095 and say everything you want to say. 697 01:06:33,162 --> 01:06:34,696 You may get to the end 698 01:06:34,763 --> 01:06:36,631 and realize you don't want to do it after all. 699 01:06:47,276 --> 01:06:51,580 Dear Mia, it feels a bit surreal writing to you. 700 01:06:51,646 --> 01:06:55,217 Even now, I'm not entirely certain if I'll do this or not. 701 01:06:55,284 --> 01:06:57,652 I'm in over my head in a bad situation. 702 01:06:58,453 --> 01:06:59,921 It's all my fault. 703 01:06:59,988 --> 01:07:02,591 I need you to know it's not yours. 704 01:07:02,657 --> 01:07:04,459 It's not your fault at all. 705 01:07:04,526 --> 01:07:09,298 But unfortunately, I think this is my only option. 706 01:07:09,364 --> 01:07:13,135 I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. 707 01:07:14,203 --> 01:07:15,170 And I love you. 708 01:07:18,540 --> 01:07:19,974 It wasn't a suicide note? 709 01:07:21,376 --> 01:07:23,578 Far from it. 710 01:07:23,645 --> 01:07:25,447 You didn't mean to drown yourself? 711 01:07:25,514 --> 01:07:28,250 I just wanted to swim, clear my head, 712 01:07:28,317 --> 01:07:30,419 be sure I was making the right decision. 713 01:07:34,123 --> 01:07:36,525 But then she came to find me. 714 01:07:40,028 --> 01:07:42,564 Rebecca? 715 01:07:42,631 --> 01:07:46,935 Rebecca, Rebecca, I've been looking everywhere for you. 716 01:07:49,238 --> 01:07:50,205 Rebecca? 717 01:07:51,173 --> 01:07:52,941 I know what you did. 718 01:07:53,007 --> 01:07:54,276 Okay, come on, let's get you home. 719 01:07:54,343 --> 01:07:55,944 I know you killed dad. 720 01:07:58,079 --> 01:07:59,248 Rebecca? 721 01:07:59,314 --> 01:08:01,015 You pushed him at the cliff 722 01:08:01,082 --> 01:08:03,084 because he told you he was leaving you. 723 01:08:05,019 --> 01:08:07,422 You know it's true. 724 01:08:07,489 --> 01:08:09,324 He'd had enough of your lying, your cheating, your- 725 01:08:09,391 --> 01:08:11,526 - Rebecca, stop. - Why should I? 726 01:08:11,593 --> 01:08:13,128 It's true, isn't it? 727 01:08:13,195 --> 01:08:14,196 Rebecca, you have got this wrong, stop. 728 01:08:14,263 --> 01:08:15,230 Or what? 729 01:08:16,565 --> 01:08:18,099 Are you going to kill me too? 730 01:08:18,167 --> 01:08:19,268 I said stop! 731 01:08:19,334 --> 01:08:20,602 - Let me go! - Rebecca! 732 01:08:23,872 --> 01:08:25,807 Okay, sober up and get yourself home. 733 01:08:25,874 --> 01:08:27,008 We'll talk about it then, 734 01:08:27,075 --> 01:08:29,043 but you are wrong about this. 735 01:08:40,088 --> 01:08:42,023 I don't understand. 736 01:08:42,090 --> 01:08:43,325 If it wasn't her then? 737 01:08:56,438 --> 01:09:00,975 Rebecca, Rebecca, wait. 738 01:09:02,711 --> 01:09:03,712 What the fuck was that about? 739 01:09:03,778 --> 01:09:04,846 What was what about? 740 01:09:04,913 --> 01:09:07,015 Your whole apology act to Mia? 741 01:09:07,081 --> 01:09:08,950 Do you want her to find out? 742 01:09:13,422 --> 01:09:15,357 - I'm sorry. - For what? 743 01:09:20,495 --> 01:09:21,596 Nevermind. 744 01:09:26,668 --> 01:09:28,770 What we did was wrong. 745 01:09:28,837 --> 01:09:31,273 Mia deserves to know what kind of man she's with. 746 01:09:31,340 --> 01:09:37,178 - I'm in love with her, okay? - Yet you fucked me. 747 01:09:37,246 --> 01:09:40,081 Please, gimme a break, we were both drunk out of our minds 748 01:09:40,148 --> 01:09:42,183 and you came onto me. 749 01:09:42,251 --> 01:09:43,218 You were dying to, remember? 750 01:09:43,285 --> 01:09:45,019 No, I don't remember! 751 01:09:45,086 --> 01:09:48,757 I can't fucking remember anything from that night! 752 01:09:48,823 --> 01:09:50,792 All I know is I betrayed my best friend 753 01:09:50,859 --> 01:09:52,894 and I'm going reap the consequences. 754 01:09:56,130 --> 01:09:57,366 I'm pregnant! 755 01:10:01,836 --> 01:10:04,306 - That's not funny. - It's not a joke. 756 01:10:04,373 --> 01:10:07,709 But it's Will's. 757 01:10:07,776 --> 01:10:09,678 We haven't slept together in months, it's yours. 758 01:10:12,614 --> 01:10:17,118 Fuck, what are you gonna do about it? 759 01:10:17,185 --> 01:10:19,621 I don't know, but I'm telling Mia everything. 760 01:10:19,688 --> 01:10:21,089 Becca, Becca, wait! 761 01:10:21,155 --> 01:10:24,293 Please don't do this. 762 01:10:24,359 --> 01:10:27,195 I love Mia and I'd do anything not to lose her. 763 01:10:29,864 --> 01:10:32,934 You should have thought about that before. 764 01:11:16,778 --> 01:11:18,212 The tides swept you out. 765 01:11:19,348 --> 01:11:21,215 And then they found your things. 766 01:11:21,282 --> 01:11:25,320 Of course, with the note, it looked like suicide. 767 01:11:29,958 --> 01:11:34,996 But it was you, you left her for dead. 768 01:11:35,897 --> 01:11:37,131 You bastard! 769 01:11:38,400 --> 01:11:39,734 How could you? 770 01:11:39,801 --> 01:11:44,973 For you, I did it for you. 771 01:11:45,039 --> 01:11:46,341 She was gonna tell you everything. 772 01:11:46,408 --> 01:11:47,809 I couldn't let that happen. 773 01:11:49,243 --> 01:11:50,645 I had to stop her. 774 01:11:50,712 --> 01:11:53,081 You actually believe that, don't you? 775 01:11:58,487 --> 01:12:00,021 What are you doing? 776 01:12:00,088 --> 01:12:01,055 What I should have done a long time ago, 777 01:12:01,122 --> 01:12:02,924 calling the police. 778 01:12:02,991 --> 01:12:06,528 They can decide what to do with you, both of you. 779 01:12:07,996 --> 01:12:09,864 - Come here. - Hey, don't touch her. 780 01:12:09,931 --> 01:12:12,233 She's gonna send you away too. 781 01:12:12,300 --> 01:12:14,268 Don't be stupid. 782 01:12:14,335 --> 01:12:17,439 Well, perhaps it's what I deserve. 783 01:12:20,509 --> 01:12:25,880 - Please, don't do this. - Let me go, James. 784 01:12:25,947 --> 01:12:26,948 Okay. 785 01:12:30,151 --> 01:12:33,888 Mia, Mia, please. 786 01:12:33,955 --> 01:12:36,357 My life will be over. 787 01:12:36,425 --> 01:12:37,892 You don't want that, do you? 788 01:12:40,795 --> 01:12:43,398 I'm your safety net, right? 789 01:12:46,167 --> 01:12:47,168 I love you. 790 01:12:50,505 --> 01:12:52,206 I hope you get what you deserve. 791 01:12:52,273 --> 01:12:55,810 Mia, Mia, Mia, please stop. 792 01:12:55,877 --> 01:12:59,748 Don't let her do this, please guys. 793 01:13:05,019 --> 01:13:09,758 Guys, guys, guys, guys, guys, please. 794 01:13:11,493 --> 01:13:12,427 Come on. 795 01:13:15,730 --> 01:13:16,998 You bitch! 796 01:13:22,971 --> 01:13:24,439 Rebecca! 797 01:13:24,506 --> 01:13:26,107 Stand the fuck back or I swear, 798 01:13:26,174 --> 01:13:27,509 I'll toss both of us. 799 01:13:27,576 --> 01:13:29,243 - No! - James. 800 01:13:33,347 --> 01:13:34,516 James, look at me. 801 01:13:34,583 --> 01:13:36,451 Look at me, I'm right here. 802 01:13:36,518 --> 01:13:38,853 - Stop! - James. 803 01:13:38,920 --> 01:13:42,156 James, James, James! 804 01:13:42,223 --> 01:13:48,530 You are my safety net, always will be, okay? 805 01:13:48,597 --> 01:13:52,366 So just let her go, and then we can talk, okay? 806 01:13:55,403 --> 01:14:00,408 Rebecca, run! 807 01:14:47,288 --> 01:14:51,860 Dead, really dead. 808 01:15:04,272 --> 01:15:05,206 Rebecca! 809 01:15:20,488 --> 01:15:21,723 What's going on? 810 01:15:26,360 --> 01:15:30,231 Sebastian found me. 811 01:15:30,298 --> 01:15:31,966 Tide must have washed me back in. 812 01:15:41,142 --> 01:15:42,343 911, what's your emergency? 813 01:15:42,410 --> 01:15:45,146 No, don't call anyone please. 814 01:15:48,049 --> 01:15:49,651 Hello, hello? 815 01:15:49,884 --> 01:15:54,388 When I woke up, at first, I was just grateful to be alive, 816 01:15:56,357 --> 01:16:00,394 and it sunk in what James had done, 817 01:16:00,461 --> 01:16:01,596 what he could try to do again 818 01:16:01,663 --> 01:16:02,664 if he found me. 819 01:16:06,801 --> 01:16:07,902 I'd lost the baby. 820 01:16:12,173 --> 01:16:14,408 The idea to disappear came 821 01:16:14,475 --> 01:16:16,845 when we heard everyone thought it was suicide. 822 01:16:19,580 --> 01:16:21,482 I made Sebastian swear he wouldn't tell anyone 823 01:16:21,549 --> 01:16:22,516 he'd found me. 824 01:16:24,418 --> 01:16:26,955 And as soon as I was strong enough, I slipped away. 825 01:16:29,190 --> 01:16:31,092 Left him my necklace as a thank you. 826 01:16:34,996 --> 01:16:37,632 At first, I thought maybe give it a week, 827 01:16:37,699 --> 01:16:40,501 a month at most. 828 01:16:40,568 --> 01:16:44,773 Make everyone worry and come back once I'd punished you all. 829 01:16:48,276 --> 01:16:49,277 I was hurt. 830 01:16:51,780 --> 01:16:54,048 I wanted to hurt you. 831 01:16:54,115 --> 01:16:55,383 Show you how it felt. 832 01:16:57,185 --> 01:16:58,653 Weeks turned into months. 833 01:17:01,455 --> 01:17:02,891 Then I heard you guys were back on the island. 834 01:17:02,957 --> 01:17:07,428 And here I am. 835 01:17:13,768 --> 01:17:16,637 She's awake, family only please. 836 01:17:16,705 --> 01:17:18,539 Which one of you is Mia? 837 01:17:18,606 --> 01:17:20,141 She's asking for you too. 838 01:17:22,777 --> 01:17:27,115 I don't expect you to forgive me, any of you. 839 01:17:29,550 --> 01:17:34,022 For what it's worth, I forgive you 840 01:17:35,790 --> 01:17:36,958 for your part in it. 841 01:17:58,279 --> 01:18:01,515 My beautiful girls, can you ever forgive me? 842 01:18:02,751 --> 01:18:04,652 Saving Rebecca was a good start. 843 01:18:09,023 --> 01:18:11,425 The police were here earlier. 844 01:18:11,492 --> 01:18:13,394 They'll come back once you're rested. 845 01:18:14,929 --> 01:18:17,065 Can I ask what you told them? 846 01:18:19,300 --> 01:18:21,870 That we went for a walk. 847 01:18:21,936 --> 01:18:25,974 We were messing around and James got too near the edge. 848 01:18:27,809 --> 01:18:30,711 You tried to save him, but couldn't, 849 01:18:32,646 --> 01:18:34,315 hurt yourself in the process. 850 01:18:38,352 --> 01:18:40,621 Thank you. 851 01:18:40,688 --> 01:18:43,257 We figured having to live with what happened to dad 852 01:18:43,324 --> 01:18:45,894 is punishment enough. 853 01:18:50,164 --> 01:18:53,067 Can I just speak to Mia for a moment, please, 854 01:18:53,134 --> 01:18:54,836 alone, if that's okay? 855 01:18:55,970 --> 01:18:58,539 Yeah, we'll be right outside. 856 01:19:07,748 --> 01:19:10,785 Please don't hate Rebecca for what she did. 857 01:19:10,852 --> 01:19:15,423 I know she hurt you, but she was tortured 858 01:19:15,489 --> 01:19:16,590 by all of us. 859 01:19:18,026 --> 01:19:18,927 Not by me. 860 01:19:21,062 --> 01:19:23,131 No, not by you. 861 01:19:25,366 --> 01:19:27,969 But if I deserve a second chance, 862 01:19:28,036 --> 01:19:29,637 maybe she does too. 863 01:19:38,880 --> 01:19:42,750 Mia, Mia, please. 864 01:19:47,889 --> 01:19:49,423 You still wear your necklace. 865 01:19:51,125 --> 01:19:52,060 Every day. 866 01:19:53,627 --> 01:19:55,396 Here, you take it. 867 01:19:56,597 --> 01:19:57,932 You need one. 868 01:19:59,733 --> 01:20:02,803 You gave yours away. - Mia, wait- 869 01:20:02,871 --> 01:20:06,507 Every day for a year, 870 01:20:06,574 --> 01:20:10,278 I prayed that there was some mistake. 871 01:20:11,745 --> 01:20:14,182 I prayed for some miracle, 872 01:20:15,449 --> 01:20:17,151 and that you'd come back to me, 873 01:20:19,653 --> 01:20:21,322 and you could have. 874 01:20:22,756 --> 01:20:25,793 All this time, you were right here. 875 01:20:31,499 --> 01:20:34,502 Where have you been this past year? 876 01:20:36,905 --> 01:20:38,272 Where were you? 877 01:20:44,678 --> 01:20:47,281 I can't forgive you. 878 01:21:20,348 --> 01:21:22,483 Are you gonna be okay? 879 01:21:24,285 --> 01:21:26,988 I don't know. 880 01:21:27,055 --> 01:21:30,925 I don't know what shocks me more that James is dead 881 01:21:30,992 --> 01:21:32,493 or that Rebecca's alive. 882 01:21:34,395 --> 01:21:36,064 Can you forgive her? 883 01:21:36,130 --> 01:21:37,165 Maybe one day. 884 01:21:38,199 --> 01:21:40,601 I hope one day. 885 01:21:40,668 --> 01:21:42,937 And let's face it, she needs to forgive me too. 886 01:21:46,140 --> 01:21:48,176 Take care of yourself, Jem. 887 01:21:52,846 --> 01:21:54,215 Safe journey. 888 01:22:05,026 --> 01:22:07,295 - I'm sorry. - I can't talk. 889 01:22:10,098 --> 01:22:11,665 I have a flight to catch. 890 01:22:11,732 --> 01:22:12,833 I wanted so badly to tell you everything, 891 01:22:12,900 --> 01:22:16,170 but I promised Rebecca. 892 01:22:16,237 --> 01:22:19,507 I didn't know what to do, I'm sorry. 893 01:22:19,573 --> 01:22:21,375 No one comes outta this story well. 894 01:22:22,543 --> 01:22:24,712 I'll see you around Sebastian. 895 01:22:24,778 --> 01:22:27,948 You know where I live, if ever you need a friend. 896 01:22:58,146 --> 01:22:59,080 Mia! 897 01:23:11,759 --> 01:23:14,028 I came to wish you a safe flight. 898 01:23:15,663 --> 01:23:18,432 Please, please forgive me. 899 01:23:21,935 --> 01:23:22,970 I need some time. 900 01:23:27,108 --> 01:23:30,211 I want to tell you something. 901 01:23:30,278 --> 01:23:32,213 Another time. 902 01:23:32,280 --> 01:23:33,547 Mia, 903 01:23:36,450 --> 01:23:37,351 I Love you. 904 01:25:17,918 --> 01:25:20,120 ♪ Weightless in motion ♪ 905 01:25:20,188 --> 01:25:23,457 ♪ I drift out in sea ♪ 906 01:25:23,524 --> 01:25:29,230 ♪ Swept by the current a prisoner free ♪ 907 01:25:29,297 --> 01:25:31,399 ♪ Crash in the waves ♪ 908 01:25:31,465 --> 01:25:35,203 ♪ Get thrust in the sand ♪ 909 01:25:35,269 --> 01:25:40,741 ♪ Gasping for breath as I reach ♪ 910 01:25:40,808 --> 01:25:45,346 ♪ For you hand ♪ 911 01:25:49,550 --> 01:25:54,121 ♪ Don't think you'd understand ♪ 912 01:25:56,190 --> 01:25:59,893 ♪ Lord forgive me ♪ 913 01:25:59,960 --> 01:26:06,200 ♪ For I have sinned ♪ 914 01:26:06,267 --> 01:26:08,402 ♪ It's strictly confidential ♪ 915 01:26:08,469 --> 01:26:11,272 ♪ It was accidental ♪ 916 01:26:11,339 --> 01:26:12,840 ♪ Was it wrong ♪ 917 01:26:12,906 --> 01:26:17,345 ♪ Is it right the sweet delight ♪ 918 01:26:17,411 --> 01:26:20,113 ♪ It's strictly confidential ♪ 919 01:26:20,180 --> 01:26:24,518 ♪ I did it for the thrill of it all ♪ 920 01:26:24,585 --> 01:26:27,154 ♪ My final stand ♪ 921 01:26:36,129 --> 01:26:40,701 ♪ Don't think you'd understand ♪ 922 01:26:42,770 --> 01:26:46,307 ♪ Lord forgive me ♪ 923 01:26:46,374 --> 01:26:52,746 ♪ For I have sinned ♪ 924 01:26:52,813 --> 01:26:58,652 ♪ But I know it's strictly confidential ♪ 925 01:26:58,719 --> 01:27:04,258 ♪ Can I keep all these secrets inside ♪ 926 01:27:04,325 --> 01:27:06,594 ♪ Where I go ♪ 927 01:27:06,660 --> 01:27:09,763 ♪ The storms try to follow ♪ 928 01:27:09,830 --> 01:27:14,668 ♪ As I search for a safe place to hide ♪ 929 01:27:14,735 --> 01:27:16,837 ♪ From the father ♪ 930 01:27:16,904 --> 01:27:19,640 ♪ The lightning it draws ♪ 931 01:27:19,707 --> 01:27:21,809 ♪ Black fills the sky ♪ 932 01:27:21,875 --> 01:27:28,015 ♪ As my feet move to run from the clouds ♪ 933 01:27:28,081 --> 01:27:30,684 ♪ Every day I dream of burning ♪ 934 01:27:38,926 --> 01:27:41,128 ♪ Weightless in motion ♪ 935 01:27:41,194 --> 01:27:44,432 ♪ I drift out at sea ♪ 936 01:27:44,498 --> 01:27:50,838 ♪ Hoping that maybe you'll swim out to me ♪ 937 01:27:50,904 --> 01:27:55,976 ♪ Ever so often things don't go to plan ♪ 938 01:27:56,043 --> 01:27:58,479 ♪ Vision is blurry ♪ 939 01:27:58,546 --> 01:28:01,715 ♪ I crawl for dry land ♪ 940 01:28:10,424 --> 01:28:15,095 ♪ I wish you'd understand ♪ 941 01:28:17,197 --> 01:28:20,868 ♪ Lord forgive me ♪ 942 01:28:20,934 --> 01:28:23,504 ♪ I have sinned ♪