1
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* Holly holy eyes

2
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* Dream of only me

3
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* Where I am

4
00:01:02,450 --> 00:01:04,410
* What I am

5
00:01:04,450 --> 00:01:06,580
* What I believe in

6
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* Holly holy

7
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* Holly

8
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* Holy dream

9
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* Wanting only

10
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* You

11
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* Holly

12
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* Holy love

13
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* Take the lonely

14
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* Child

15
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* And the seed

16
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* Let it be

17
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* Filled with tomorrow

18
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* Holly holy

19
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* Sing a song
* Sing

20
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* Sing a song of songs
* Sing

21
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* Sing it out
* Sing

22
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* Sing it strong, oh

23
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* Oh, oh

24
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* Yeah

25
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* Oh yeah

26
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* Call the sun
in the dead of night *

27
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* And the sun gonna rise in the sky *

28
00:03:01,900 --> 00:03:05,700
* Touch a man
who can't walk upright *

29
00:03:05,740 --> 00:03:10,670
* And that lame man
he gonna fly, yeah *

30
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* And I fly

31
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* Yeah

32
00:03:15,880 --> 00:03:22,020
* And I fly

33
00:03:22,050 --> 00:03:25,820
* Holly

34
00:03:25,860 --> 00:03:27,960
* Holy love *

35
00:03:30,990 --> 00:03:33,860
I really want to do this.
It's some of the real stuff.

36
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God, you're so boring.
What do you mean,
"real stuff"?

37
00:03:35,700 --> 00:03:39,270
It's for the losers!
Ruth?

38
00:03:39,300 --> 00:03:43,440
Okay. We'll miss--
We'll miss
the Rajasthani buffet!

39
00:03:43,470 --> 00:03:45,410
Ruth!

40
00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:53,620
Ruth!

41
00:03:58,920 --> 00:04:00,660
Ruth, wait!

42
00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:29,350
Is she out of money?

43
00:04:29,390 --> 00:04:31,860
No. It's quite simple.

44
00:04:31,890 --> 00:04:34,720
I've decided that I have
to tell you the truth--

45
00:04:34,760 --> 00:04:36,830
for the sake of Ruth's
and our old friendship.

46
00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:48,510
Oh, what's that
taken on?

47
00:04:49,740 --> 00:04:52,710
It's very exotic.
It's on my Olympus.

48
00:04:52,740 --> 00:04:56,550
Oh, that's interesting.
Mine's a Minolta.

49
00:04:56,580 --> 00:04:58,580
Is yours an auto-flash job?

50
00:04:58,620 --> 00:05:01,390
What am I looking at here?
Prue?

51
00:05:01,420 --> 00:05:03,450
Wh-Who are these people
in the photo?

52
00:05:03,490 --> 00:05:05,860
Ruth.

53
00:05:05,890 --> 00:05:08,530
That's Ruth.

54
00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:11,730
Oh, my God,
I didn't realize.

55
00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:14,960
Gilbert, it's Ruth.
Oh, yeah,
I can see that now.

56
00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:17,600
She's wearing
the national costume.

57
00:05:17,630 --> 00:05:20,000
I would never
have recognized her.

58
00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:22,670
I know.

59
00:05:22,710 --> 00:05:26,140
Is something wrong?
Well, tell me.

60
00:05:26,180 --> 00:05:28,140
I want to know.

61
00:05:28,180 --> 00:05:31,850
We were just like
everyone else
traveling in India.

62
00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:35,120
We wanted to visit
a live guru.

63
00:05:35,150 --> 00:05:37,020
We weren't serious
about it.

64
00:05:37,050 --> 00:05:39,920
She thought it would be
a good laugh.

65
00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:42,030
But oh, it was so scary.

66
00:05:42,060 --> 00:05:44,560
Some sort of freaky
hypnotism happened.

67
00:05:44,590 --> 00:05:46,760
I think they were
on drugs.

68
00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:51,600
She even burnt her
airline ticket in front of me.

69
00:05:51,640 --> 00:05:53,600
That's when I asked her--

70
00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:55,870
"Is it true,
what they said,

71
00:05:55,910 --> 00:05:57,870
that Baba might
marry you?"

72
00:05:57,910 --> 00:05:59,880
No, thank you, mate.

73
00:05:59,910 --> 00:06:01,880
No, thank you.
No, mate.

74
00:06:01,910 --> 00:06:04,010
Thank you. That's fine.
Thank you.

75
00:06:04,050 --> 00:06:06,080
No, no. Say, Ruth--
Say no!

76
00:06:06,120 --> 00:06:10,850
Say no, Ruth! Stop it!
Ruthy, stop him!

77
00:06:10,890 --> 00:06:14,160
No! Ruthy!

78
00:06:14,190 --> 00:06:16,560
Stop!

79
00:06:16,590 --> 00:06:19,430
Ruth, don't!
Say no!

80
00:06:20,730 --> 00:06:22,700
Ruthy!

81
00:06:22,730 --> 00:06:24,770
Ruthy!
Somebody help!

82
00:06:40,620 --> 00:06:42,890
This is serious.

83
00:06:42,920 --> 00:06:45,690
Tim, please.
It's serious.

84
00:06:47,260 --> 00:06:50,230
Come on.
Come on, both of you.
We were waiting for you.

85
00:06:50,260 --> 00:06:53,030
Okay, seriously.
What's happening?

86
00:06:53,060 --> 00:06:55,500
Who's he?
He's the top man
on the subject.

87
00:06:55,530 --> 00:06:58,870
He's been very,
very helpful.
Hi, Tim.

88
00:06:58,900 --> 00:07:00,870
Isn't it terrible?

89
00:07:00,900 --> 00:07:02,870
But don't worry.
Miriam's going
to get her back.

90
00:07:02,910 --> 00:07:04,940
She's going to India,
aren't you?

91
00:07:04,970 --> 00:07:08,040
- Are you?
- Well, I will if I need to.

92
00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:11,050
I'm determined to fight.
G'day, Tim.

93
00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:13,050
Stop Robbie
from drinking
too much, Tim.

94
00:07:13,080 --> 00:07:16,550
Yeah, that's right, Mum,
we'll fight.
Don't. Don't.

95
00:07:16,590 --> 00:07:18,720
Don't come here
and mock.

96
00:07:18,760 --> 00:07:21,220
I'm close
to the edge, Tim.

97
00:07:21,260 --> 00:07:24,090
Sophie,
sterilized at 23...

98
00:07:24,130 --> 00:07:27,230
to focus on her
spiritual growth,
wanted a reversal at 34.

99
00:07:27,260 --> 00:07:29,270
It can't be done.

100
00:07:29,300 --> 00:07:33,570
- So how do we get her back?
- Lure. You lure her.

101
00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:35,610
Couldn't we just
contact the embassy...

102
00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:38,740
and get her sent home?
No, you can't.

103
00:07:38,780 --> 00:07:40,740
If she were under 18--
which she isn't--
yes, certainly...

104
00:07:40,780 --> 00:07:43,580
we could bring her back
under the international
convention.

105
00:07:43,610 --> 00:07:46,620
But you've got nothing
on your sister other
than declaring her...

106
00:07:46,650 --> 00:07:49,790
mentally incompetent,
and that's almost
impossible to do.

107
00:07:49,820 --> 00:07:51,990
What we often do
is steal.

108
00:07:52,020 --> 00:07:55,190
You see, these cults
use coercive
and deceptive methods.

109
00:07:55,220 --> 00:07:58,530
Steal them, turn
the deception around.

110
00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:00,130
They make up
their little stories,

111
00:08:00,160 --> 00:08:02,900
we make up ours,

112
00:08:02,930 --> 00:08:05,640
but we get her back.

113
00:08:05,670 --> 00:08:07,640
The next step
is the difficult one.

114
00:08:07,670 --> 00:08:09,910
You'll have captured
your daughter's body,

115
00:08:09,940 --> 00:08:12,310
but not her mind.

116
00:08:12,340 --> 00:08:16,680
So what do we do,
Stan?

117
00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:20,050
We hire the man
I believe to be...

118
00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,250
the number-one
exit counsellor in America.

119
00:08:23,290 --> 00:08:25,620
For legal reasons,
it's best if he's
in again, out again--

120
00:08:25,660 --> 00:08:27,620
Untraceable.
Is there any way...

121
00:08:27,660 --> 00:08:31,260
it could be dangerous?
Yeah, it's delicate.

122
00:08:31,290 --> 00:08:33,900
The mind's a damn mystery.

123
00:08:33,930 --> 00:08:36,600
Why do people
believe in God?

124
00:08:36,630 --> 00:08:39,240
Why do people believe
they're in love?

125
00:08:39,270 --> 00:08:41,910
Why do I tell myself
every day,

126
00:08:41,940 --> 00:08:43,910
"You're fat, mate.

127
00:08:43,940 --> 00:08:46,610
Today I'm not gonna eat
cake, butter or bread,"

128
00:08:46,640 --> 00:08:49,680
and by lunch time
I've done the lot?

129
00:08:50,980 --> 00:08:54,250
So what did Mr. Hot Dog
American cost?

130
00:08:54,280 --> 00:08:58,220
Ten thousand dollars
Australian, plus expenses.
Shit!

131
00:08:58,250 --> 00:09:00,760
And what's wrong
with number two?
How much did he cost?

132
00:09:00,790 --> 00:09:03,230
Forget it, Gilly.
We're doing it.

133
00:09:03,260 --> 00:09:05,190
She's our golden girl.

134
00:09:08,970 --> 00:09:12,240
My plane's leaving
in three hours,
everybody.

135
00:09:12,270 --> 00:09:15,270
Delhi's hot--
95 to 105 degrees.
Oh, God!

136
00:09:15,300 --> 00:09:17,740
What if she doesn't
come back?

137
00:09:17,770 --> 00:09:21,040
When she knows
you're dying, she'll come.

138
00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:23,010
Sure.

139
00:09:27,780 --> 00:09:29,720
What's bitten
his little bum?

140
00:09:29,750 --> 00:09:32,690
He doesn't like
pretending to die.

141
00:09:45,270 --> 00:09:46,540
Do you speak English?

142
00:09:48,940 --> 00:09:52,410
Do you know where that is?
That restaurant?
Shiva's Restaurant?

143
00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:55,180
It's a fair way,
I suppose, is it?

144
00:09:56,980 --> 00:10:00,180
Oh, goodness.
It's busy, isn't it?

145
00:10:00,220 --> 00:10:02,720
Hello. Give me
money, please?
No.

146
00:10:02,750 --> 00:10:06,290
Give me a rupee, please?
Give me a rupee, please?
No. I'm sorry.

147
00:10:06,320 --> 00:10:09,790
I'm from Australia.
I haven't got any, uh,
any Indian money.

148
00:10:12,900 --> 00:10:14,860
You're sure...

149
00:10:14,900 --> 00:10:16,870
this is it?

150
00:10:30,080 --> 00:10:32,250
Mum!

151
00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,280
Oh! Where's
your sari?

152
00:10:34,320 --> 00:10:37,720
I was looking
for a sari.

153
00:10:37,750 --> 00:10:39,960
Oh, you're so hot.

154
00:10:41,830 --> 00:10:44,790
Who's that?
That's the restaurant's
fake holy man.

155
00:10:44,830 --> 00:10:47,930
This is my friend Rahi.

156
00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:50,130
Who?
Rahi.

157
00:10:50,170 --> 00:10:52,940
It's my Sanyasin name.
Hello, Miriam.

158
00:10:52,970 --> 00:10:56,110
Hello.
Let me get you a cold drink.

159
00:10:56,140 --> 00:10:58,140
Have you ever tried
a lassi?

160
00:10:58,170 --> 00:11:01,280
A who?
A lassi.
It's a yogurt drink.

161
00:11:01,310 --> 00:11:05,820
- Is it from a bottle?
- Mum, it's clean here.

162
00:11:05,850 --> 00:11:08,790
Oh, yes, I see there are
only a few dozen flies.

163
00:11:08,820 --> 00:11:11,250
Is there a toilet
or a hole here?

164
00:11:11,290 --> 00:11:13,060
It's a hole.

165
00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:19,700
Ugh!

166
00:11:27,300 --> 00:11:29,070
"All your father and I want--"

167
00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:31,440
Oh, Lord.

168
00:11:31,470 --> 00:11:34,880
Calmie, calm.
Calmie, calm.

169
00:11:37,980 --> 00:11:39,720
Ventolin.

170
00:11:47,790 --> 00:11:49,860
Yeah.

171
00:11:49,890 --> 00:11:51,860
Ugh!

172
00:12:03,310 --> 00:12:05,510
Mum, I've got no idea
what Prue told you.

173
00:12:06,980 --> 00:12:08,780
She just got really scared.

174
00:12:10,850 --> 00:12:12,520
Something amazing
has happened to me.

175
00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:16,890
It's so powerful
and so gentle.

176
00:12:18,820 --> 00:12:22,060
It's... hard for me
to describe.

177
00:12:24,830 --> 00:12:27,230
You've got to experience
Baba, Mum.

178
00:12:29,830 --> 00:12:32,100
When he looks at you--
just looks at you--

179
00:12:32,140 --> 00:12:35,940
all your pretensions
and fears just vanish.

180
00:12:35,970 --> 00:12:38,410
And suddenly it's so--
it's so obvious...

181
00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:41,110
how to live
your life--

182
00:12:41,140 --> 00:12:44,550
that it's really possible
to be happy and truthful,

183
00:12:44,580 --> 00:12:46,520
and do good.

184
00:12:50,850 --> 00:12:53,290
How would you feel if I were
to become enlightened?

185
00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:56,560
Come and meet him
this evening, Miriam.

186
00:12:56,590 --> 00:12:59,160
It's a beautiful opportunity.
Baba's going to be
taking questions.

187
00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:02,000
Just come and see.

188
00:13:02,030 --> 00:13:04,070
He is so full
of love.

189
00:13:06,170 --> 00:13:08,970
Your father and I
are pleased you've
found fulfillment.

190
00:13:12,140 --> 00:13:14,480
Are you?

191
00:13:14,510 --> 00:13:19,120
How is dad?
Like I wrote to you,
he's very ill.

192
00:13:19,150 --> 00:13:21,350
He had a stroke at Bill
and Puss's farm,

193
00:13:21,380 --> 00:13:23,320
and won't be moved.

194
00:13:24,250 --> 00:13:26,420
Is he gonna die?

195
00:13:26,460 --> 00:13:30,230
Yes, he could.
He wants to see you.

196
00:13:32,630 --> 00:13:34,600
He's paid
for your ticket home.

197
00:13:41,170 --> 00:13:43,310
See, I cry.

198
00:13:43,340 --> 00:13:45,610
I couldn't cry before.

199
00:13:45,640 --> 00:13:47,880
I didn't know
you didn't cry.

200
00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:49,850
No.

201
00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,550
Oh, poor daddy.

202
00:13:57,650 --> 00:14:00,020
Maybe next time.

203
00:14:00,060 --> 00:14:03,330
What do you mean,
"next time"?
Oh, you know, next time--

204
00:14:03,360 --> 00:14:05,290
in another life.

205
00:14:09,600 --> 00:14:12,570
- Oh, never mind.
- He's dying, Ruth!

206
00:14:14,540 --> 00:14:17,210
- Is he scared?
- Well, of course he is!

207
00:14:17,240 --> 00:14:19,410
He wants to see you.

208
00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:22,350
We've got a ticket
for you.

209
00:14:22,380 --> 00:14:27,320
Um, it's really the timing,
isn't it, Nazni?
Who is Nazni?

210
00:14:27,350 --> 00:14:29,950
Oh, it's Ruth.
That's her apprentice name.

211
00:14:29,990 --> 00:14:32,990
Ruth, can you
speak for you?

212
00:14:33,020 --> 00:14:35,890
Would you mind
calling me Nazni?
It's my name now.

213
00:14:38,490 --> 00:14:41,200
Look, they only initiate
new Sanyasins once a year,

214
00:14:41,230 --> 00:14:43,200
Fine. Fine.
and it just happens
to be next week.

215
00:14:43,230 --> 00:14:45,600
You're doing
just as you should.

216
00:14:45,630 --> 00:14:48,270
You are pleasing yourself,
which is exactly what we
brought you up to do.

217
00:14:48,300 --> 00:14:50,270
No, you just
please yourself.

218
00:14:50,310 --> 00:14:52,140
Don't let our deaths
inconvenience you.

219
00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:56,510
You've got great hair.

220
00:14:56,550 --> 00:15:00,320
Oh, goodness.
That's really kind of you.

221
00:15:00,350 --> 00:15:02,090
No, it's fantastic.

222
00:15:10,530 --> 00:15:12,430
She's a bit nervous.
Of course.

223
00:15:12,460 --> 00:15:14,460
How's the hair?
Any scent?

224
00:15:14,500 --> 00:15:17,100
Oh, it's good.
Great.

225
00:15:33,620 --> 00:15:36,320
The kitchen may be open...

226
00:15:36,350 --> 00:15:38,550
for supper after
the evening program.

227
00:15:51,530 --> 00:15:53,470
No.
Oh, please.

228
00:15:53,500 --> 00:15:55,440
I'm sorry. No.

229
00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,640
I can't be sniffed.
I-I feel sick, Ruth.
I want to go back.

230
00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:04,310
Don't be silly, Mum.
Just walk through.
No, I can't.

231
00:16:04,350 --> 00:16:07,150
- I feel like an animal.
- Yes, you can.
You'll be fine.

232
00:16:07,180 --> 00:16:10,150
No! No!
Don't touch me!
You'll be fine.

233
00:16:10,190 --> 00:16:12,220
Mum--
No!

234
00:16:12,260 --> 00:16:15,160
Mum, don't be silly.
Excuse me.

235
00:16:15,190 --> 00:16:17,560
Mum, stop it.
You're embarrassing me.
No!

236
00:16:18,490 --> 00:16:20,430
Mum!

237
00:16:26,100 --> 00:16:29,000
No. No. No.

238
00:16:31,110 --> 00:16:32,610
Hello.
Give me money.

239
00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:52,600
I can't breathe!

240
00:16:52,630 --> 00:16:55,100
My spray!

241
00:16:55,130 --> 00:16:57,200
My spray!

242
00:16:57,230 --> 00:16:59,030
No! No drink!
No drink!

243
00:17:22,660 --> 00:17:24,560
Oh, thank God
it's QANTAS.

244
00:17:36,170 --> 00:17:38,140
We're fine.
It's fine.

245
00:17:41,540 --> 00:17:44,180
Hello!
Oh, my God!

246
00:17:50,490 --> 00:17:52,520
So why is Miriam
so freaked out?

247
00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:54,660
Oh, she thinks I'm going
to live in India,
marry Baba...

248
00:17:54,690 --> 00:17:56,790
and commit group suicide.

249
00:17:56,830 --> 00:17:58,830
She and dad hate Indians.

250
00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:02,170
You know?
Dark people?

251
00:18:02,200 --> 00:18:04,330
They're just
the main points.

252
00:18:04,370 --> 00:18:06,800
Well, are you
going to marry him?

253
00:18:06,840 --> 00:18:09,170
I wish.

254
00:18:09,210 --> 00:18:12,340
- Oh, you wish?
- Oh, yeah.

255
00:18:12,380 --> 00:18:14,410
He's absolute love.

256
00:18:21,450 --> 00:18:25,350
There's, uh, just,
uh, three problems.

257
00:18:25,390 --> 00:18:28,220
He's not cute, Ruth.
Look at him!
He's poofie!

258
00:18:28,260 --> 00:18:31,360
He's, like, old!

259
00:18:31,390 --> 00:18:33,330
It's about love.

260
00:18:33,360 --> 00:18:35,600
It's not that literal.

261
00:18:35,630 --> 00:18:37,670
Marriage is symbolic.
He's marrying everyone.

262
00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:48,610
Sydney, Australia.

263
00:18:48,640 --> 00:18:50,580
Case 190.

264
00:18:58,820 --> 00:19:01,420
* Did you ever read
about a frog who dreamed *

265
00:19:01,460 --> 00:19:03,290
* Of being a king

266
00:19:05,530 --> 00:19:07,300
* And then became one

267
00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:12,370
* Well except for the names
and a few other changes *

268
00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:15,370
* If you talk about me

269
00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:17,470
* The story's the same one

270
00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:22,880
* But I got an emptiness
deep inside *

271
00:19:22,910 --> 00:19:25,950
* And I've tried
but it won't let me go *

272
00:19:30,890 --> 00:19:33,360
* And I'm not a man
who likes to swear *

273
00:19:33,390 --> 00:19:35,360
* But I've never cared
for the sound *

274
00:19:35,390 --> 00:19:37,690
* Of being alone

275
00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:42,630
* I am I said

276
00:19:44,870 --> 00:19:47,770
* To no one there

277
00:19:50,410 --> 00:19:53,540
* And no one heard at all

278
00:19:53,580 --> 00:19:55,840
* Not even the chair *
Fabio here is an
extra body if needs be,

279
00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:58,350
and Robbie will
step in to help too.

280
00:19:58,380 --> 00:20:01,380
Yeah, whatever's
necessary.

281
00:20:01,420 --> 00:20:05,350
Mr. Waters, my name's
Yvonne with a "Y."
I'm Robert's wife.

282
00:20:05,390 --> 00:20:07,590
It's such a relief
that you've arrived,

283
00:20:07,620 --> 00:20:09,530
because we've
all been so worried.

284
00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:11,830
Now, I'm here to be
of assistance to you.

285
00:20:11,860 --> 00:20:14,760
I'm on supplies.

286
00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:17,700
Do you find it hard
to get polite help
in America?

287
00:20:19,030 --> 00:20:22,340
Polite?
Oh, well, people
with lovely manners.

288
00:20:23,870 --> 00:20:26,940
Don't look at Robbie.
He hasn't got any.

289
00:20:26,980 --> 00:20:29,550
Where's the guy
with the exiting
experience--

290
00:20:29,580 --> 00:20:32,380
uh, Colin--
where is he?

291
00:20:32,420 --> 00:20:34,450
He's had a family
misfortune.

292
00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:39,520
His mother died.
Oh, God, Stan.
Was it expected?

293
00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:41,890
Excuse me.

294
00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:44,060
This is not
looking good, Stan.
I needed Colin.

295
00:20:44,090 --> 00:20:47,960
I can't begin this work
without a properly
experienced assistant.

296
00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:49,970
Those are the rules.

297
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:51,930
Well, that's where Robbie
comes into it.

298
00:20:59,540 --> 00:21:01,610
Stan,
come here a moment.

299
00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:03,880
Now, I'm a little
aggravated...

300
00:21:03,910 --> 00:21:05,850
because I could have got
my lady Carol to come out,

301
00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:07,850
and she is good.

302
00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:10,750
Now instead you've
given me two fruitcakes.

303
00:21:10,790 --> 00:21:14,320
One's a ponytail,
and the other's
a clown.

304
00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:18,730
Now, exiting is
a precision exercise.

305
00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:21,560
I'm taking a leap
with this girl
into the sky.

306
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:24,030
We put everything at risk
and when we get
to the bottom,

307
00:21:24,070 --> 00:21:26,030
I need her parachute
to open.

308
00:21:26,070 --> 00:21:28,400
I need mine to open.

309
00:21:28,440 --> 00:21:31,470
Now, which of these men
would you trust
to pack your chute?

310
00:21:31,510 --> 00:21:36,080
Uh, Fabio. I think
he'd do a neat job.
Yeah, he'd do a neat job--

311
00:21:36,110 --> 00:21:39,010
with his toilet bag.

312
00:21:39,050 --> 00:21:40,820
If he hasn't packed
a chute before,
would you trust...

313
00:21:40,850 --> 00:21:43,450
him to figure it out?

314
00:21:48,390 --> 00:21:50,560
No, no, no, no.

315
00:21:50,590 --> 00:21:52,730
Yvonne! Yvonne!
What?

316
00:21:55,430 --> 00:21:57,130
Okay, cop you later.

317
00:21:57,170 --> 00:21:59,700
That was Tim,
my older brother.

318
00:21:59,740 --> 00:22:03,040
He's a gay man.
They've arrived.

319
00:22:03,070 --> 00:22:07,040
She's visited dad once,
but she's restless.

320
00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:09,410
So where do we go
from here?

321
00:22:09,450 --> 00:22:12,080
I'll take a look at her
when I arrive, then
we'll start talking.

322
00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:16,690
She's not that easy
to chat to, is she,
Robbie?

323
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,790
This isn't a chat.

324
00:22:18,820 --> 00:22:21,560
This is a conversation
that takes three days.

325
00:22:21,590 --> 00:22:23,730
It's a very intuitive thing--
very concentrated.

326
00:22:25,830 --> 00:22:28,930
So, what is it
that you do?
Um, I work...

327
00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:32,030
a basic three-step system,
where I steer the subject...

328
00:22:32,070 --> 00:22:35,040
toward a breakthrough--

329
00:22:35,070 --> 00:22:37,710
breakdown, whatever
you prefer to call it.
Mm-hmm.

330
00:22:37,740 --> 00:22:40,040
Step one, isolate her.

331
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:42,510
Get her attention
and respect.

332
00:22:42,550 --> 00:22:44,550
When she's listening well,
I start to push her.
Mm-hmm.

333
00:22:44,580 --> 00:22:46,750
The heat goes on.
The heat?

334
00:22:46,780 --> 00:22:49,850
It's very traumatic
for the subject--
Mm-hmm.

335
00:22:49,890 --> 00:22:53,060
which it's supposed to be.

336
00:22:53,090 --> 00:22:55,690
You want some?
It's hot.
No, thank you.

337
00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:59,030
Step two, I remove
all her props.

338
00:22:59,060 --> 00:23:02,200
Her books, her sari,
if she wears one.

339
00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:04,800
Is she wearing one?
Yeah.
Actually, she looks...

340
00:23:04,830 --> 00:23:07,500
- quite feminine for a change,
doesn't she, Robbie?
- Shh!

341
00:23:07,540 --> 00:23:11,010
- What?
- Finally, the clouds
of her unreason...

342
00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:14,040
burst upon the Earth,
there's tears, sobs,
hugs with the family,

343
00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:17,180
and it's over for me.

344
00:23:17,210 --> 00:23:19,580
But... just beginning
for you.

345
00:23:19,620 --> 00:23:23,050
I've successfully exited
189 subjects,

346
00:23:23,090 --> 00:23:25,620
with a recidivist rate
of three and a half percent.

347
00:23:25,650 --> 00:23:28,860
There's no one in the U.S.
or the U.K. who can match
those statistics.

348
00:23:28,890 --> 00:23:31,030
Huh.

349
00:23:31,060 --> 00:23:33,200
I've failed to proceed
in three cases when I
judged the subject...

350
00:23:33,230 --> 00:23:36,030
too psychologically
unstable.

351
00:23:37,770 --> 00:23:39,740
Do you have a wife
or a lady friend, Mr. Waters?

352
00:23:41,140 --> 00:23:43,110
Why do you ask?

353
00:23:43,140 --> 00:23:46,540
Well, I bet she wouldn't
stand a chance.

354
00:23:46,580 --> 00:23:50,580
- What do you mean?
- You're very persuasive.

355
00:23:50,610 --> 00:23:53,920
I imagine you could persuade
any woman to do anything.

356
00:23:53,950 --> 00:23:55,920
* 'Cause the love that you gave
that we made *

357
00:23:55,950 --> 00:23:59,660
* Wasn't able to make it enough
for you to be open wide *

358
00:24:00,820 --> 00:24:03,230
* No

359
00:24:03,260 --> 00:24:05,590
* And every time
you speak her name *

360
00:24:05,630 --> 00:24:08,600
* Does she know how you told me
you'd hold me until you died *

361
00:24:08,630 --> 00:24:11,570
* Till you died
Well you're still alive *

362
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,870
* And I'm here

363
00:24:13,900 --> 00:24:16,200
* To remind you

364
00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,210
* Of the mess you left

365
00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,710
* When you went away

366
00:24:20,740 --> 00:24:22,880
* It's not fair

367
00:24:22,910 --> 00:24:25,210
* To deny me

368
00:24:25,250 --> 00:24:29,590
* Of the cross I bear
that you gave to me *

369
00:24:29,620 --> 00:24:33,120
* You, you ought to know

370
00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:35,220
* 'Cause the love that you gave
that we made wasn't able *

371
00:24:35,260 --> 00:24:38,530
* To make it enough for you
to be open wide, no *

372
00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:41,900
* No

373
00:24:41,930 --> 00:24:44,230
* And every time
you speak her name *

374
00:24:44,270 --> 00:24:47,770
* Does she know how you told me
you'd hold me until you died *

375
00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:50,770
* Till you died
Well, you're still alive *

376
00:24:50,810 --> 00:24:53,080
* And I'm here *

377
00:24:53,110 --> 00:24:55,710
Hi, Mummy.
Hi, baby.

378
00:24:55,740 --> 00:24:58,550
Hi, Aunt Puss.
Good morning, early bird.

379
00:24:58,580 --> 00:25:02,050
Where are the boys?
Oh, they're back at the motel,
cuddled up asleep.

380
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:04,220
I thought I'd just...
Mmm.

381
00:25:04,250 --> 00:25:06,560
drive out
and say bye to dad.

382
00:25:06,590 --> 00:25:09,060
Oh, he's sleeping, Ruth.

383
00:25:09,090 --> 00:25:11,890
I think he should be left.
Oh, don't worry.

384
00:25:11,930 --> 00:25:14,000
I'll sneak in.
I won't wake him.

385
00:25:14,030 --> 00:25:16,200
W-Wait, Ruth.
We'll come too.

386
00:25:16,230 --> 00:25:18,830
Okay. I'll race you.

387
00:25:20,740 --> 00:25:22,670
Come on.

388
00:25:24,140 --> 00:25:25,870
Oh, God.

389
00:26:18,230 --> 00:26:20,160
Om.

390
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:26,670
Om mani padme om.

391
00:26:47,790 --> 00:26:50,360
Dad! You're up!

392
00:26:53,460 --> 00:26:55,760
Oh, my God,
that's great!

393
00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:57,970
That's great!

394
00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:01,200
What's the matter?

395
00:27:04,940 --> 00:27:08,180
What's going on?

396
00:27:09,780 --> 00:27:13,080
You're not sick at all,
are you?

397
00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:15,350
We're all sick
from worrying
about you, Ruth.

398
00:27:17,990 --> 00:27:22,760
- What?
- There's someone visiting
we want you to talk to.

399
00:27:25,460 --> 00:27:29,100
You're bullshitting me.
We just want to be sure
you're on the right track.

400
00:27:29,130 --> 00:27:30,870
Hi, sis!
Hi, Ruthy!

401
00:27:37,010 --> 00:27:40,710
Look, you'll
bloody well stay here,
and get this sheet off.

402
00:27:40,740 --> 00:27:42,280
How dare you!
Easy, easy, easy!

403
00:27:42,310 --> 00:27:44,480
You liar!

404
00:27:44,510 --> 00:27:48,150
You lied to me!

405
00:27:48,180 --> 00:27:52,120
I fucking came home!
You made me think
you're dying, you liar!

406
00:27:52,150 --> 00:27:54,190
We're here because
we all love you.

407
00:27:54,220 --> 00:27:56,460
Yeah. We all love you.
I-I love you.
Yeah, sis.

408
00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,460
You know--
You know we love you.

409
00:27:58,490 --> 00:28:00,230
Yeah, Ruth. We all love you.
Yeah, of course we do.

410
00:28:00,260 --> 00:28:02,200
Yeah. We love you, sis.

411
00:28:04,830 --> 00:28:07,270
Where's mum?
Keep it tight.

412
00:28:07,300 --> 00:28:10,510
Come on. I'll take you
to meet him.
It's for your own good.

413
00:28:10,540 --> 00:28:14,280
No thanks.
Where's mum?

414
00:28:14,310 --> 00:28:16,310
Oh, you want your
mummy now, do you?

415
00:28:16,340 --> 00:28:20,280
Not so tough, eh?
You've met your match
in him, girlie.

416
00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:23,250
He's gonna
straighten you out.

417
00:28:23,290 --> 00:28:26,890
He's a great guy, sis.
He's real experienced
in religion and stuff.

418
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:28,890
Just three days.
Just listen to him, yeah?

419
00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:31,990
Get around.
Get around her.

420
00:28:32,030 --> 00:28:34,760
You fucking, lying shit!

421
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:39,300
You lying shit!
I hate you!

422
00:28:39,330 --> 00:28:42,200
Let go! Let go!

423
00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:46,880
Tim! Timmy.

424
00:28:50,010 --> 00:28:53,280
Timmy, let--
Let me talk to you
and mum, please?

425
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:56,080
Tim--
Please, Tim.

426
00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:58,250
Please!

427
00:28:58,290 --> 00:29:00,760
Please, Timmy, please!

428
00:29:01,860 --> 00:29:04,890
Please. Please!

429
00:29:04,930 --> 00:29:06,460
Timmy!

430
00:29:15,970 --> 00:29:18,870
Come on,
walk over.

431
00:29:26,610 --> 00:29:29,050
Oh, God!

432
00:29:34,190 --> 00:29:36,160
He's not there?

433
00:29:36,190 --> 00:29:39,290
No other back-ups?
Nobody else?

434
00:29:39,330 --> 00:29:41,600
Phone's out of range.
It doesn't work.

435
00:29:41,630 --> 00:29:44,470
Look at this.

436
00:29:44,500 --> 00:29:46,530
It's a gift. See?
She's coming towards me.

437
00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:52,110
We're on step one.
This could be over
in 12 hours.

438
00:29:52,140 --> 00:29:55,510
What about your
lady friend, Carol?
I need someone now.

439
00:29:55,540 --> 00:29:57,510
But there isn't anyone.
I've tried the Rabbi.

440
00:29:57,550 --> 00:30:00,120
I've left several messages.
No response.

441
00:30:00,150 --> 00:30:02,280
What do we do?
Just... let her go?

442
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:04,450
Yeah, we let her go.

443
00:30:04,490 --> 00:30:06,490
Three little steps, Stan,
but you don't want to fall.

444
00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:08,390
Keep up with her.

445
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:13,060
Well, you're
the expert.

446
00:30:16,630 --> 00:30:18,900
I want to talk
to my mother.

447
00:30:22,470 --> 00:30:24,410
Sure.

448
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:38,050
You're in.
So, you gonna do it?

449
00:30:57,310 --> 00:30:59,240
Oh, there.

450
00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:07,520
Why?

451
00:31:07,550 --> 00:31:09,480
Why? Why?

452
00:31:10,720 --> 00:31:14,490
Because I think
you've been manipulated.

453
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,490
Maybe even drugged.

454
00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:18,490
No!

455
00:31:18,530 --> 00:31:20,700
No, Mum.

456
00:31:20,730 --> 00:31:24,930
Mum, I'm the only one
of my friends who
doesn't do drugs.

457
00:31:24,970 --> 00:31:26,600
Tell her!

458
00:31:28,070 --> 00:31:30,970
I'm sorry, Ruth.

459
00:31:31,010 --> 00:31:33,980
That's what I believe.

460
00:31:34,010 --> 00:31:36,310
I believe you're
manipulating me right now.

461
00:31:39,350 --> 00:31:42,150
Mum. Mum, Mum?
Yeah?

462
00:31:42,180 --> 00:31:44,420
Why are you here?

463
00:31:44,450 --> 00:31:46,420
To save you.

464
00:31:46,450 --> 00:31:49,190
No. I mean on Earth.

465
00:31:49,220 --> 00:31:51,660
Why are you here?
What's the point
of your life?

466
00:31:53,100 --> 00:31:55,060
Is this a trick?

467
00:31:55,100 --> 00:31:58,470
No! No, Mum.
It's a real question.

468
00:31:58,500 --> 00:32:01,000
Why are you here?
Do you ever think
about that?

469
00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:03,470
Yes!

470
00:32:03,510 --> 00:32:06,640
I think about a lot
of things.

471
00:32:06,670 --> 00:32:12,450
I think about the...
magnetic draw of the planets,

472
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:16,620
their ever-shifting
relationship,

473
00:32:16,650 --> 00:32:19,190
the healing power
of crystals.

474
00:32:19,220 --> 00:32:21,990
Look, mum and dad have spent
a small fortune on this guy,

475
00:32:22,020 --> 00:32:24,490
who, by the way, has
a very good reputation.

476
00:32:24,530 --> 00:32:26,490
According to who?
Let me finish.

477
00:32:26,530 --> 00:32:29,660
-No! Go on. According to who?
-So why don't you just do
the three days?

478
00:32:29,700 --> 00:32:32,070
According to who?
Just do the three days.
We'll all be--

479
00:32:32,100 --> 00:32:33,770
Excuse me.
According to who?
Okay, to a friend of mine.

480
00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:35,770
A doctor.
A psychiatrist, okay?
No.

481
00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:39,470
May I?

482
00:32:39,510 --> 00:32:41,440
Come on.

483
00:32:53,190 --> 00:32:55,620
Come on, big jump.
Flying! Oh!

484
00:32:58,660 --> 00:33:01,200
Whoo!
That was a good one.

485
00:33:01,230 --> 00:33:02,730
It's my turn.

486
00:33:06,670 --> 00:33:08,640
Is it my go?

487
00:33:08,670 --> 00:33:11,010
What do you believe in?

488
00:33:13,740 --> 00:33:15,680
Safe sex.

489
00:33:15,710 --> 00:33:18,650
Sex?
I'm an anarchist.

490
00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:21,220
My parents subscribed
to their magazine.

491
00:33:21,250 --> 00:33:25,650
"The Lord's Prayer is muttered
by traumatized, paranoid
worms...

492
00:33:25,690 --> 00:33:28,190
groveling
for a meager existence."

493
00:33:28,220 --> 00:33:32,260
Traumatized worms?
Traumatized, paranoid worms.

494
00:33:37,370 --> 00:33:39,830
So what's happening?
Have they finished?
No.

495
00:33:39,870 --> 00:33:42,170
But the good news is,
she's shaken hands on it.

496
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,170
She's going to do
the three days.

497
00:33:44,210 --> 00:33:46,340
He finally promised her
a ticket back to India.

498
00:33:46,370 --> 00:33:48,340
Excuse me, Robbie.

499
00:33:48,380 --> 00:33:50,680
He wants to leave
as soon as possible.

500
00:33:50,710 --> 00:33:52,680
Well, where are they going?
Out of the way, love.

501
00:33:52,710 --> 00:33:54,850
Where are they going?
I think he should have
told me about it.

502
00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:57,290
I mean, I'm supposed to be
in charge of the security
operation.

503
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,490
To the half way hut.

504
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:01,660
He says he can't work
anywhere near the family.

505
00:34:01,690 --> 00:34:04,590
Look, we're very
lucky to have him,
given the circumstances.

506
00:34:04,630 --> 00:34:06,590
We're getting his
personal assistant
out from America,

507
00:34:06,630 --> 00:34:08,600
and she's experienced.
Mm-hmm.

508
00:34:08,630 --> 00:34:10,830
I'm not going to think costs.
We have to do it.

509
00:34:10,870 --> 00:34:14,570
Mmm. Well, that's all
well and good, but what
about the security operation?

510
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,340
What about Fabio?
Do we send him home?

511
00:34:17,370 --> 00:34:19,670
Well done, dear.
Good luck, Ruthy.

512
00:34:19,710 --> 00:34:22,240
Fuck off, all of you.
You, madam, watch yourself
with your mother.

513
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:25,850
Hey, come on, Ruth.

514
00:34:25,880 --> 00:34:27,820
You can talk, you hypocrite.
Where's your little love bomb?

515
00:34:27,850 --> 00:34:29,820
I don't know what
you're talking about.

516
00:34:29,850 --> 00:34:32,690
- Don't engage with her.
- Yes, you do!

517
00:34:32,720 --> 00:34:35,560
Where's my half sister
then, Dad?

518
00:34:35,590 --> 00:34:39,160
- You know, your secretary's
secret little love bomb?
- What love bomb?

519
00:34:39,190 --> 00:34:41,330
She's in a complete
fantasy.
If this cure works,

520
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:43,670
I'll be as fucked
a liar as you.

521
00:34:43,700 --> 00:34:45,700
Keep up with her.
Go!

522
00:34:55,240 --> 00:34:57,210
To the rescue!

523
00:34:57,250 --> 00:35:00,580
It's my go.

524
00:35:00,620 --> 00:35:02,480
Batman!

525
00:35:15,700 --> 00:35:17,630
Shoes please, Ruth.

526
00:35:21,870 --> 00:35:25,340
Day one, isolate her.

527
00:35:25,370 --> 00:35:27,640
Get her attention.

528
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:29,610
Win her respect.

529
00:35:32,710 --> 00:35:36,180
I feel for these kids,
every one of them.

530
00:35:36,220 --> 00:35:38,450
They're lost and they
don't know it yet.

531
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:34,610
This is, um,
a complete waste of time.

532
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:36,610
You're never
going to break me.

533
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:39,550
That's fine.

534
00:36:39,580 --> 00:36:41,580
I didn't expect it
to be easy.

535
00:36:41,620 --> 00:36:43,550
You're a young,
intelligent lady...

536
00:36:43,590 --> 00:36:46,390
with strong convictions.

537
00:36:46,420 --> 00:36:49,520
It would be
a little disappointing
if it were too quick.

538
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:51,860
There's no way I can even
listen to someone like you,

539
00:36:51,890 --> 00:36:54,260
who dyes their hair.

540
00:36:54,300 --> 00:36:57,800
I've made up my mind.
Oh, you've made up
your mind?

541
00:36:57,830 --> 00:36:59,570
Yes, that's right.

542
00:37:01,670 --> 00:37:03,940
And how, may I ask,
did that happen?

543
00:37:07,070 --> 00:37:10,750
- What?
- How did you do it?

544
00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:13,680
Did you
make your mind...

545
00:37:13,720 --> 00:37:17,050
hard and solid,
like a brick--

546
00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:20,790
always the same
rain or shine,
nothing gets through?

547
00:37:20,820 --> 00:37:22,990
If I was to say to you,

548
00:37:23,020 --> 00:37:25,660
"Don't think
of pink butterflies,"
you don't, right?

549
00:37:25,690 --> 00:37:29,400
Or do you?

550
00:37:29,430 --> 00:37:33,030
I'm not thinking
of pink butterflies.
You just mentioned them.

551
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,370
You see,
the mind is a rebel.

552
00:37:37,410 --> 00:37:39,370
It is not a servant.

553
00:37:39,410 --> 00:37:41,540
I'm not the one
who will break you, Ruth.

554
00:37:41,580 --> 00:37:46,010
Your own mind will.
It will seek the truth,
and the truth will set you free.

555
00:37:46,050 --> 00:37:47,780
John, 8:32.

556
00:37:49,720 --> 00:37:51,890
It's already heard
the truth.

557
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:54,790
The truth
about your saintdom?
Baba and Mrs. Baba?

558
00:37:58,930 --> 00:38:01,330
Not everything's a posture.
Not everything's a joke.

559
00:38:03,100 --> 00:38:05,400
You're right.
It's not a joke.

560
00:38:05,430 --> 00:38:08,540
We're talking
about your soul here.

561
00:38:08,570 --> 00:38:10,540
Have you thought
about the damage...

562
00:38:10,570 --> 00:38:13,680
that could be done
to your soul,
to your very center,

563
00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:16,840
if you hand it over
to someone else?

564
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:19,950
To the wrong someone else?

565
00:38:23,050 --> 00:38:25,020
"I feel within me
that spark,

566
00:38:25,050 --> 00:38:27,120
that atom emanation
of the divine spirit."

567
00:38:27,150 --> 00:38:28,890
Guiseppe Verdi.

568
00:38:30,460 --> 00:38:32,430
The soul is the match.

569
00:38:38,900 --> 00:38:40,640
The spark.

570
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,510
The flame that can
light your path.

571
00:39:07,430 --> 00:39:08,960
I want to ask you
a question.

572
00:39:11,530 --> 00:39:13,500
What, in your opinion,

573
00:39:13,540 --> 00:39:16,640
is the most important task
of a human life?

574
00:39:19,570 --> 00:39:21,510
Any idea?

575
00:39:23,610 --> 00:39:25,750
Is this multiple choice,
or a fake question?

576
00:39:29,820 --> 00:39:31,790
It's an oratory technique.

577
00:39:31,820 --> 00:39:33,790
Have you heard of Socrates?

578
00:39:33,820 --> 00:39:36,090
Yeah.

579
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:38,090
"The soul takes
nothing with her
to the other world...

580
00:39:38,130 --> 00:39:39,930
but her education
and culture."

581
00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:45,200
So let's get
to the facts.

582
00:39:45,230 --> 00:39:47,740
What are you doing
with your soul?

583
00:39:47,770 --> 00:39:49,970
What is Chidaatma Baba
teaching you?

584
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:52,540
What's the point
of my telling you?

585
00:39:52,570 --> 00:39:55,680
You already have an opinion.

586
00:39:55,710 --> 00:39:58,080
I want to know
what you know.

587
00:39:58,110 --> 00:40:00,950
Something has touched you,
hasn't it?

588
00:40:14,100 --> 00:40:16,630
To find out that,
you'd have to look
into my heart.

589
00:40:18,230 --> 00:40:22,670
Way beyond something
you can read in a book
and quote.

590
00:40:24,240 --> 00:40:27,040
It is. It is.
It is.

591
00:40:27,070 --> 00:40:29,540
That's--
That's his teaching.

592
00:40:29,580 --> 00:40:32,550
Oh, that's what he said?

593
00:40:32,580 --> 00:40:35,780
His words?
"It is"?

594
00:40:35,820 --> 00:40:37,820
His words.

595
00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:46,060
"He alone attains unto it
who exclaims, 'It is!
It is!'

596
00:40:46,090 --> 00:40:49,730
Thus may it be perceived
and apprehended in its essence."

597
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:53,170
The Upanishads.

598
00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:57,510
The Upanishad Ruth--
an ancient Hindu text.

599
00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:00,680
Feel with your heart,
but check your facts.

600
00:41:00,710 --> 00:41:03,240
I want my shoes back.

601
00:41:03,280 --> 00:41:06,710
No. You agreed to stay.

602
00:41:06,750 --> 00:41:09,550
And I'm going to make it
easy for you.

603
00:41:09,580 --> 00:41:12,820
You can't stand the fact
that I've got faith,
can you?

604
00:41:14,620 --> 00:41:17,190
'Cause you're so frightened
and dried up.

605
00:41:17,220 --> 00:41:20,230
But feeling--

606
00:41:20,260 --> 00:41:22,560
just trusting
your heart--

607
00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:25,100
it's beyond you.

608
00:41:25,130 --> 00:41:28,600
I get strength like--

609
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,910
like you can't imagine
from my choice.

610
00:41:30,940 --> 00:41:32,940
That's what we're
really here to examine.

611
00:41:32,970 --> 00:41:34,910
The meaning
of the word choice,

612
00:41:34,940 --> 00:41:37,680
and whether you had one
or not.

613
00:41:48,090 --> 00:41:50,260
Hello?

614
00:41:50,290 --> 00:41:53,060
Listen, I need
clothes for Ruth.
Oh, yes?

615
00:41:53,090 --> 00:41:57,700
Can you meet me
at the yards?
Okay, but two changes?

616
00:41:57,730 --> 00:42:00,740
Do you think dresses
or pants?
You decide.

617
00:42:00,770 --> 00:42:03,540
Dresses.

618
00:43:01,260 --> 00:43:03,900
* Put your trust in me

619
00:43:03,930 --> 00:43:07,330
* Like I have faith
in you *

620
00:43:11,940 --> 00:43:15,340
* Put your trust in me *

621
00:43:21,820 --> 00:43:25,420
Have you got
the clothes?
Yeah. The clothes and...

622
00:43:25,450 --> 00:43:28,360
the coffee.

623
00:43:28,390 --> 00:43:31,230
So, has she started
talking yet?

624
00:43:31,260 --> 00:43:34,100
A little.
Oh.

625
00:43:34,130 --> 00:43:36,760
Oh, she's so lucky
to have you to talk to.

626
00:43:39,800 --> 00:43:41,700
I've got problems too,
you know?

627
00:43:44,070 --> 00:43:47,240
- Robbie thinks
I've been having an affair.
- Oh.

628
00:43:47,270 --> 00:43:50,410
Yeah. He found my letters.

629
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:52,410
So... you are?

630
00:43:52,450 --> 00:43:55,250
Robbie's so mad.

631
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:58,890
Just wants to beat
the guy up.

632
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:01,860
He has no idea who it is,
and he'll never, ever guess.

633
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:05,090
Shall I tell you?

634
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:10,330
Okay.

635
00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:14,270
Me. I wrote them.

636
00:44:14,300 --> 00:44:16,940
Oh, they're so beautiful.

637
00:44:16,970 --> 00:44:18,940
And they're so romantic.

638
00:44:18,970 --> 00:44:22,310
You-- You wrote
the letters?
Yeah.

639
00:44:24,980 --> 00:44:28,080
I don't have sex
with Robbie.

640
00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:30,420
I have sex
with film stars.

641
00:44:30,450 --> 00:44:35,260
I cut out their picture
and I stick them
on my bedside drawer.

642
00:44:35,290 --> 00:44:38,090
And when Robbie
and I make love,
I pretend that it's...

643
00:44:38,130 --> 00:44:40,160
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise.

644
00:44:44,530 --> 00:44:46,500
I like Sly, too.
Do you?

645
00:44:46,530 --> 00:44:50,440
- Mmm.
- In the dark,

646
00:44:50,470 --> 00:44:55,410
I imagine that Robbie's
arms and legs are theirs.

647
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:57,750
Woof.
Oh, honeybunch!

648
00:44:57,780 --> 00:45:00,280
Oh, that's lovely,
Robbie!

649
00:45:00,310 --> 00:45:02,850
Yeah! Yeah!

650
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:05,150
Oh, T--

651
00:45:05,190 --> 00:45:07,250
Tom! Tom!

652
00:45:07,290 --> 00:45:10,390
Oh! Oh, God, Matt!

653
00:45:10,420 --> 00:45:12,430
Matt! Oh!
Sometimes I get...

654
00:45:12,460 --> 00:45:15,330
a little confused because
I can't remember who it is...

655
00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:17,930
who is making love
to me.

656
00:45:17,970 --> 00:45:22,100
But-- But I think
that Yvonne is-is cheap.

657
00:45:27,110 --> 00:45:29,810
Take it easy.

658
00:45:31,980 --> 00:45:34,450
Breathe.

659
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:37,180
Into the diaphragm.
Yeah.

660
00:45:37,220 --> 00:45:39,390
Keep breathing.

661
00:45:39,420 --> 00:45:42,490
I mean,

662
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:47,230
who is going to want me
when they know how many guys
that I sleep with?

663
00:45:47,260 --> 00:45:49,430
Keep breathing.

664
00:45:49,460 --> 00:45:51,230
Yes, thank you.
The breathing.
Down here.

665
00:45:54,100 --> 00:45:56,040
The breathing.

666
00:45:57,400 --> 00:45:59,410
Do you have a web site?

667
00:46:17,460 --> 00:46:19,390
Keep breathing.

668
00:46:26,270 --> 00:46:28,200
Keep breathing.

669
00:46:47,620 --> 00:46:50,290
Day two.

670
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:53,130
A painful day
for the client.

671
00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:56,530
Remove her props,
upset her and provoke her.

672
00:46:56,560 --> 00:46:59,900
So I put the sari
up the tree.

673
00:46:59,930 --> 00:47:02,340
No more Mr. Nice Guy.
I want my clothes back.

674
00:47:03,910 --> 00:47:05,840
Juice?

675
00:47:11,580 --> 00:47:13,480
You know,

676
00:47:13,510 --> 00:47:16,480
I thought I was
going to have to wait
the longest time...

677
00:47:16,520 --> 00:47:18,550
for the real you
to break through.

678
00:47:23,090 --> 00:47:25,890
You think a sari
is going to change that?

679
00:47:27,330 --> 00:47:31,000
Ten hundred saris
won't hide that.

680
00:47:31,030 --> 00:47:34,570
And you'll only succeed
in tying a big knot
around yourself.

681
00:47:38,970 --> 00:47:41,210
Hello. Would you...

682
00:47:41,240 --> 00:47:44,210
share what you're thinking,
please?

683
00:47:44,250 --> 00:47:46,180
Hello!

684
00:47:47,310 --> 00:47:49,480
Meditating.

685
00:47:51,490 --> 00:47:55,320
I was just meditating
on the difference
between you and Baba.

686
00:47:55,360 --> 00:47:57,560
He wears a dress.

687
00:47:59,960 --> 00:48:02,460
He lives the way
he teaches.

688
00:48:02,500 --> 00:48:07,000
Mmm. And what, specifically,
has he taught you?

689
00:48:07,030 --> 00:48:10,340
To do good.
To be a good person.

690
00:48:12,510 --> 00:48:14,410
And how is that
manifesting itself?

691
00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:19,610
Are you out there
doing good deeds?

692
00:48:19,650 --> 00:48:22,450
Paying taxes?
You're a cynic.

693
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,490
Yes. Yes, I am a cynic...

694
00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:27,490
because I investigate crap.

695
00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:30,990
What about the crap
in you, Ruth?

696
00:48:31,030 --> 00:48:33,430
Did you take that to...
the guru?

697
00:48:33,460 --> 00:48:35,630
You're a shit.

698
00:48:35,660 --> 00:48:39,470
You don't care about me.
You don't even know me.

699
00:48:41,700 --> 00:48:45,740
And I didn't go to Baba to
get my fucked-upness fixed.
Well, you'd be the first.

700
00:48:45,770 --> 00:48:47,740
All right, so I hoped
it would help me grow.

701
00:48:47,770 --> 00:48:52,510
I know
I'm not perfect.
Good, Ruth.

702
00:48:56,020 --> 00:48:58,020
Yeah.

703
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:03,990
So what do you
believe in then?

704
00:49:04,030 --> 00:49:06,490
Why do you want
to know that?

705
00:49:06,530 --> 00:49:08,560
Because I'm just
curious to know
what you worked out.

706
00:49:10,500 --> 00:49:12,630
So you can follow me?

707
00:49:12,670 --> 00:49:14,540
Sorry, honey.
That's not my ticket.

708
00:49:30,820 --> 00:49:32,790
I told you,

709
00:49:32,820 --> 00:49:34,790
don't you ever touch me!

710
00:49:34,820 --> 00:49:39,260
My body is mine, honey.
You're a prick.

711
00:49:41,700 --> 00:49:43,460
You know, you'd be
better off crying.

712
00:49:45,170 --> 00:49:48,440
- Fuck you!
- I don't want
to disempower you.

713
00:49:48,470 --> 00:49:50,440
Oh, yeah?

714
00:49:50,470 --> 00:49:53,170
If you want disempowerment,
you go right back
to Mother India.

715
00:49:53,210 --> 00:49:55,240
See how they treat
women there.

716
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:59,180
Or didn't you notice all
those little ultrasounds
blipping away...

717
00:49:59,210 --> 00:50:01,680
so people can go in and say,
"Oh, my god, it's a girl!"

718
00:50:01,720 --> 00:50:03,720
and flush her out
and abort her.

719
00:50:06,190 --> 00:50:08,820
- They're more honest.
- Excuse me?

720
00:50:08,860 --> 00:50:11,830
They're more honest
in their hatred
of women.

721
00:50:11,860 --> 00:50:14,360
I don't hate women.

722
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,130
I love ladies.

723
00:50:17,330 --> 00:50:19,470
"Ladies."

724
00:50:19,500 --> 00:50:21,740
You wouldn't know any.

725
00:50:21,770 --> 00:50:24,170
I'll bet you date
little Barbie dolls,
don't you?

726
00:50:25,510 --> 00:50:28,810
"Oh! You're so brainy!

727
00:50:28,840 --> 00:50:30,810
"Oh, you're so big.

728
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:33,810
Can I suck your dick?"

729
00:50:33,850 --> 00:50:35,580
Can I be alone now?

730
00:51:38,850 --> 00:51:42,150
So, was it
the ultimate revenge?

731
00:51:42,180 --> 00:51:44,150
What was?

732
00:51:44,190 --> 00:51:48,820
Taking your beauty
off to an ashram.

733
00:51:48,860 --> 00:51:51,530
Beauty has
its own price.

734
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:55,330
You wouldn't know.
Yeah, it attracts the shit.

735
00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:57,460
Can do.

736
00:51:57,500 --> 00:52:00,230
Now, I've dated
some beautiful... ladies.

737
00:52:00,270 --> 00:52:02,240
My ex-wife was a model.

738
00:52:02,270 --> 00:52:04,870
Wow.
A bit paranoid.

739
00:52:04,910 --> 00:52:09,180
Always going on
about fat people.

740
00:52:09,210 --> 00:52:11,350
She looked good though.

741
00:52:11,380 --> 00:52:13,750
Oh, right.
Excuse me?

742
00:52:15,380 --> 00:52:17,420
"She looked good though."

743
00:52:20,550 --> 00:52:23,360
Yes. Well, it didn't
work that well.

744
00:52:23,390 --> 00:52:27,230
There was a kind of
a hostility between us.

745
00:52:27,260 --> 00:52:29,560
She was always mincing about.
Very flirty with the friends.

746
00:52:30,830 --> 00:52:33,500
Suggesting open marriage--

747
00:52:33,530 --> 00:52:36,200
which we... did.

748
00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:38,540
We both slept around.

749
00:52:38,570 --> 00:52:40,970
Um,

750
00:52:41,010 --> 00:52:43,840
I slept around.

751
00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:46,850
Then we went to India.
There were six of us.

752
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,980
Next thing,
she's off with my best friend.

753
00:52:50,020 --> 00:52:52,820
I punched him out,

754
00:52:52,850 --> 00:52:55,360
left the bus
and wanted to die.

755
00:52:55,390 --> 00:52:59,290
And that's when I met Singh,
the so-called god.

756
00:52:59,330 --> 00:53:01,660
I shook all over.

757
00:53:01,700 --> 00:53:03,800
I totally...

758
00:53:03,830 --> 00:53:05,800
relinquished myself
to him.

759
00:53:05,830 --> 00:53:08,700
If I saw any crap--
which I did on occasion--

760
00:53:08,740 --> 00:53:11,640
I put it down to a test--
you know, "Singh's testing me."

761
00:53:13,410 --> 00:53:14,940
Then one historic day...

762
00:53:17,580 --> 00:53:21,680
he took me
to his private rooms
and hugged me.

763
00:53:21,720 --> 00:53:24,490
I thought, "I'm special.
He's chosen me."

764
00:53:24,520 --> 00:53:26,690
Very happy.

765
00:53:26,720 --> 00:53:30,460
Next thing,
his hand's down my pants
and he's pulled my dick out.

766
00:53:30,490 --> 00:53:32,460
It's just lying there
in his hand,

767
00:53:32,490 --> 00:53:34,530
and we are both...
looking at it.

768
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:38,730
And so he starts
rubbing away.
God.

769
00:53:38,770 --> 00:53:40,370
Are they spraying
or something?

770
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:46,740
- Sorry?
- Is the plane spraying?

771
00:53:48,410 --> 00:53:50,880
Doesn't matter.

772
00:53:50,910 --> 00:53:53,450
So, I'm on my way
out of the ashram,
and Singh's standing there.

773
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,650
I couldn't avoid him.

774
00:53:55,680 --> 00:53:58,690
When I drew parallel,
he... hissed at me.

775
00:53:58,720 --> 00:54:02,020
"You show only outer love,

776
00:54:02,060 --> 00:54:04,660
"inner love not complete.

777
00:54:04,690 --> 00:54:08,260
Only delusion."

778
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:13,470
What's that mean?

779
00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:15,070
It means, "Uh-oh,
I didn't come."

780
00:54:15,100 --> 00:54:17,470
He couldn't fuck me.

781
00:54:24,080 --> 00:54:26,050
Hello. How's Ruth?

782
00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:29,880
Is she all right?
Yeah.

783
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,550
She's listening.
She's still delicate.
Uh-huh.

784
00:54:32,590 --> 00:54:34,890
We're on step two,
so there's progress.

785
00:54:34,920 --> 00:54:38,390
Oh, good, because
we had a call from
air traffic control.

786
00:54:38,430 --> 00:54:41,430
A pilot rang them.
Uh-huh. What for?

787
00:54:41,460 --> 00:54:44,830
A "help" sign.
He wanted to know
if we'd left one.

788
00:54:44,870 --> 00:54:48,900
- A what?
- A "help" sign made of stones.

789
00:54:48,940 --> 00:54:52,710
Whoo!
Jesus!

790
00:54:52,740 --> 00:54:56,680
I said
it was a game.

791
00:55:11,560 --> 00:55:13,930
Whoa! Whoa! Don't!

792
00:55:15,500 --> 00:55:18,000
What? Stop!

793
00:55:19,670 --> 00:55:21,600
Don't!

794
00:55:23,100 --> 00:55:25,140
What are you doing?

795
00:55:25,170 --> 00:55:27,540
What, do you think
I'm gonna break,

796
00:55:27,570 --> 00:55:29,880
like all those other
little chicken wing girlies
you snap apart?

797
00:55:29,910 --> 00:55:31,850
You're dishonest.

798
00:55:36,080 --> 00:55:39,090
You wanna sleep with me,
don't you?

799
00:55:39,120 --> 00:55:42,390
Not all touch is desire.

800
00:55:42,420 --> 00:55:45,930
I'm gonna be sick!
But you wouldn't know
about that...

801
00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:49,130
'cause you're so busy
imagining how everyone
is desiring you.

802
00:55:49,160 --> 00:55:53,930
You're one of the most
ungenerous people
I've ever met.

803
00:55:53,970 --> 00:55:58,640
I don't think you could
actually... entwine
with another person...

804
00:55:58,670 --> 00:56:01,680
on account of your
having to maybe
give something back.

805
00:56:01,710 --> 00:56:03,680
You don't know that.

806
00:56:03,710 --> 00:56:05,950
No, and I don't want to.

807
00:56:05,980 --> 00:56:08,450
We made a contract
which you broke.

808
00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:10,680
I don't have to honor
a contract with the devil.

809
00:56:19,460 --> 00:56:22,000
I'm a regular person
and you know it.

810
00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:26,070
Now, put
these stones back.

811
00:56:26,100 --> 00:56:28,030
Please.

812
00:56:41,550 --> 00:56:43,650
I have had
deep relationships.

813
00:57:02,700 --> 00:57:08,040
Day two ends with
screening the cult videos.

814
00:57:08,070 --> 00:57:11,610
The cracks widen--
the client falls apart.

815
00:57:11,650 --> 00:57:14,010
Bye-bye, Baba.

816
00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:31,500
Oh, you look wonderful,
darling.

817
00:57:31,530 --> 00:57:33,500
Pink really suits you.

818
00:57:33,530 --> 00:57:35,500
Doesn't she look
wonderful, Gilbert?

819
00:57:35,540 --> 00:57:37,740
You're looking good,
Ruth. Would you
like a drink?

820
00:57:37,770 --> 00:57:39,940
What's your poison?

821
00:57:39,970 --> 00:57:42,240
Can I bum a cigarette
off of you?

822
00:57:46,250 --> 00:57:48,250
Are you sick?

823
00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:50,750
No.

824
00:57:50,780 --> 00:57:54,820
Are you feeling better?
Off to bed, kids.
Off to bed.

825
00:57:54,860 --> 00:57:57,490
Do you want a sandwich?

826
00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:00,730
Oh.
You look good.

827
00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:03,030
Have you ever tried
that taco food?

828
00:58:03,060 --> 00:58:05,100
Taco Bell.
I was thinking about
kicking into that.

829
00:58:07,900 --> 00:58:10,300
It's gotta be
collateralized.

830
00:58:10,340 --> 00:58:12,710
It's lovely to have
you here, darling.

831
00:58:12,740 --> 00:58:15,680
You wouldn't
know any Yankee bods
want to get into it?

832
00:58:15,710 --> 00:58:18,140
I'm really here
for your sister, Robbie.

833
00:58:18,180 --> 00:58:20,650
Oh, I know that.
Is she doing okay?

834
00:58:20,680 --> 00:58:22,650
Mm-hmm.

835
00:58:22,680 --> 00:58:24,620
Mm-hmm.

836
00:58:31,790 --> 00:58:33,760
Shift your chair.

837
00:58:33,790 --> 00:58:37,760
Oh.
You all right, love?

838
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:39,770
Here we go.

839
00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:46,170
When you meet the happiest
people you've ever known,

840
00:58:46,210 --> 00:58:50,780
who introduce you
to the most loving people
you've ever encountered,

841
00:58:50,810 --> 00:58:53,850
and you find the leader
to be the most inspired,

842
00:58:53,880 --> 00:58:57,150
compassionate
and understanding.

843
00:58:57,180 --> 00:59:01,290
The cause--
something you never dared
hope could be accomplished,

844
00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,890
and all this sounds
too good to be true.

845
00:59:04,930 --> 00:59:08,060
It probably is.

846
00:59:08,090 --> 00:59:10,160
Because these men
are not only...

847
00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:15,140
some of the most charismatic
people of the 20th century,

848
00:59:15,170 --> 00:59:19,640
they are also
some of the most dangerous.

849
00:59:19,670 --> 00:59:22,280
Fanatics have their dreams...

850
00:59:22,310 --> 00:59:25,110
wherewith they weave
a paradise for a sect.

851
00:59:25,150 --> 00:59:27,010
How's it going, Charlie?
Good.

852
00:59:27,050 --> 00:59:29,180
At its peak,

853
00:59:29,220 --> 00:59:31,120
there were
20 or 30 young people
in the Manson family.

854
00:59:33,650 --> 00:59:35,220
In their cult alias,

855
00:59:35,260 --> 00:59:37,660
two of these girls took part
in the brutal murder...

856
00:59:37,690 --> 00:59:40,330
of seven people
at the Tate/Polanski house,

857
00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:43,230
including Sharon Tate,
who was eight months pregnant.

858
00:59:47,170 --> 00:59:53,110
* When evil falls
on your family *

859
00:59:53,140 --> 00:59:58,810
* Holy provision
you'll bring *

860
00:59:58,850 --> 01:00:01,350
* You'll walk with us--

861
01:00:01,380 --> 01:00:03,420
As Manson was led
back to jail,

862
01:00:03,450 --> 01:00:06,320
newsmen put
the sanity question
to him too.

863
01:00:06,350 --> 01:00:08,320
Are you sane?
Sane?

864
01:00:08,350 --> 01:00:10,890
Yes.
That's relative.

865
01:00:10,920 --> 01:00:13,190
Members of his clan have been
waiting outside the city jail...

866
01:00:13,230 --> 01:00:15,400
protesting Manson's arrest.

867
01:00:15,430 --> 01:00:18,160
They're trying to kill us
as fast as they can.

868
01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:20,870
He cut a man's head off.
Is that the truth?

869
01:00:20,900 --> 01:00:23,140
I-- You'd better believe
he's going to cut heads off...

870
01:00:23,170 --> 01:00:25,140
when he gets out of here.

871
01:00:25,170 --> 01:00:27,170
He's gonna cut
all your heads off...

872
01:00:27,210 --> 01:00:29,180
'cause that's what
you got coming.

873
01:00:29,210 --> 01:00:32,950
On the 21st of October 1978,

874
01:00:32,980 --> 01:00:36,850
Congressman Ryan
was gunned down at an airstrip
near Jonestown, Guyana.

875
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:42,390
Over 900 bodies were found,
nearly 300 of whom
were children.

876
01:00:42,420 --> 01:00:46,390
Children who had no choice
but to drink the poisoned
Kool-Aid mixture.

877
01:00:46,430 --> 01:00:49,660
Many of these children
were wards of the state.

878
01:00:56,900 --> 01:00:59,010
Would you like
a freshen-up?

879
01:00:59,040 --> 01:01:01,040
No, I've got one.
All right.
Okay.

880
01:01:50,960 --> 01:01:53,930
Parents-- human parents--

881
01:01:53,960 --> 01:01:57,930
do not possess
the offspring they have.

882
01:01:57,960 --> 01:02:03,300
It's-- It's a very evil thing
for them to think
that they are theirs.

883
01:02:03,340 --> 01:02:06,210
My father used
to say to me,
he used to say,

884
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:08,340
"No boy of mine
is growing up straight."

885
01:02:08,370 --> 01:02:10,340
Shut up, you.

886
01:02:10,380 --> 01:02:14,150
He used to put me in frocks,
lipstick, makeup.

887
01:02:14,180 --> 01:02:16,920
He put his wig on me
and made me mime
to Shirley Bassey.

888
01:02:16,950 --> 01:02:19,320
... human misinformation.

889
01:02:19,350 --> 01:02:23,960
If I would title this tape,
it would be...

890
01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:28,390
"Last Chance To Evacuate
Planet Earth...

891
01:02:28,430 --> 01:02:31,830
Before It Is Recycled."

892
01:02:31,870 --> 01:02:34,570
Marshall Applewhite led
the 38 members...

893
01:02:34,600 --> 01:02:37,100
of his Heaven's Gate cult
to suicide,

894
01:02:37,140 --> 01:02:39,270
believing they would rise
to what they refer to...

895
01:02:39,310 --> 01:02:42,980
as the evolutionary level
above human.

896
01:03:56,250 --> 01:03:58,450
Ruth!

897
01:03:58,480 --> 01:04:00,420
Ruth!

898
01:04:12,670 --> 01:04:16,900
I don't want you to talk.

899
01:04:16,940 --> 01:04:21,640
My God, I feel as if
I'm going to split
into pieces.

900
01:04:21,670 --> 01:04:25,550
My head is--
is busting.

901
01:04:25,580 --> 01:04:28,550
I'm so confused.

902
01:04:28,580 --> 01:04:30,520
Hold it!

903
01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:37,590
You better know
what you're doing
because this is heart surgery.

904
01:04:37,620 --> 01:04:39,960
It's all gone.

905
01:04:39,990 --> 01:04:42,630
It's just--
It's all gone.

906
01:04:42,660 --> 01:04:45,430
The love is--
The love is gone.
The love is all gone.

907
01:04:45,470 --> 01:04:47,430
You're doing well,
Ruth.

908
01:04:47,470 --> 01:04:49,440
That's the girl.

909
01:04:49,470 --> 01:04:52,210
Nobody likes me.

910
01:04:52,240 --> 01:04:53,970
Hey, that's not true.

911
01:04:55,480 --> 01:04:58,040
You don't like me.

912
01:04:58,080 --> 01:05:00,010
Yes, I do.

913
01:05:03,720 --> 01:05:05,650
Kiss me.

914
01:05:07,720 --> 01:05:11,060
No, Ruth.
I can't do that.

915
01:05:11,090 --> 01:05:13,660
I'm scared.

916
01:05:13,690 --> 01:05:17,960
I know you are,
but kissing
won't change that.

917
01:05:22,700 --> 01:05:24,300
No.

918
01:05:26,040 --> 01:05:28,370
Mmm.

919
01:05:57,300 --> 01:05:59,770
I think we'd better
phone your mother.

920
01:05:59,810 --> 01:06:03,240
Okay.
Let's phone mum.

921
01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:19,290
Don't come!
Don't come!

922
01:06:42,720 --> 01:06:45,420
Day three...

923
01:06:45,450 --> 01:06:47,420
shit.

924
01:07:05,140 --> 01:07:07,270
Put it on.
You take the sunnies.

925
01:07:07,310 --> 01:07:09,080
Listen, are we going
to go in and talk to her?

926
01:07:09,110 --> 01:07:11,140
Yeah.
This is
a bit embarrassing.

927
01:07:11,180 --> 01:07:13,610
No, don't put
the hat on.

928
01:07:13,650 --> 01:07:15,380
Give me--
Give me the hat.

929
01:07:21,820 --> 01:07:23,760
This hut
is out-of-bounds.

930
01:07:26,460 --> 01:07:29,200
Is she okay?

931
01:07:29,230 --> 01:07:31,400
A bit tender.

932
01:07:31,430 --> 01:07:34,870
Does she--
Does she accept
that they were crap?

933
01:07:34,900 --> 01:07:36,870
I wouldn't say
they were crap.

934
01:07:36,900 --> 01:07:38,870
Let's just say
she's hovering.

935
01:07:38,900 --> 01:07:42,340
Yani's sister's come up.
We want to take Ruth
with us to celebrate.

936
01:07:42,380 --> 01:07:44,410
You know,
there's a theme night
at the pub.

937
01:07:44,440 --> 01:07:46,650
Absolutely not.

938
01:07:46,680 --> 01:07:49,120
She can't leave here
until the process is complete.

939
01:07:49,150 --> 01:07:51,150
It's just for a--

940
01:07:52,620 --> 01:07:55,390
I think it would
be good for me.

941
01:07:55,420 --> 01:07:57,160
I'll get changed.

942
01:08:03,930 --> 01:08:06,230
That's good, Aunt Puss.

943
01:08:06,270 --> 01:08:08,430
Oh!

944
01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:20,180
I'm sorry, Ruth.
I shouldn't have
slept with you.

945
01:08:23,520 --> 01:08:25,690
I don't know.

946
01:08:25,720 --> 01:08:27,450
It's never
happened before.

947
01:08:28,950 --> 01:08:31,520
All right, of course
it's happened,

948
01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:34,890
but never
in this situation,
never with a client.

949
01:08:34,930 --> 01:08:37,830
Don't worry.
It wasn't anything.

950
01:08:37,860 --> 01:08:41,170
Look.
I was there too.

951
01:08:41,200 --> 01:08:44,170
I think it was
a little more than that.

952
01:08:44,200 --> 01:08:47,670
I was trying
to be comforting.

953
01:08:58,520 --> 01:09:00,750
You don't think
I was faking it,
do you?

954
01:09:06,790 --> 01:09:08,860
- Get inside, Yani.
You silly boy.
- Give me the joint!

955
01:09:08,890 --> 01:09:11,800
What's that?
Give me the marijuana!

956
01:09:11,830 --> 01:09:13,970
Get back.

957
01:09:14,000 --> 01:09:16,570
Give me the joint!
Give me the joint!

958
01:09:21,810 --> 01:09:25,350
We're gonna be--

959
01:09:25,380 --> 01:09:26,910
Whoo!

960
01:09:32,290 --> 01:09:35,660
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

961
01:09:35,690 --> 01:09:37,820
No way! Get fucked!
Fuck off!

962
01:09:37,860 --> 01:09:40,790
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

963
01:09:40,830 --> 01:09:43,000
No way! Get fucked!
Fuck off!

964
01:09:43,030 --> 01:09:45,870
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

965
01:09:45,900 --> 01:09:48,700
No way! Get fucked!
Fuck off!

966
01:09:48,730 --> 01:09:52,370
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

967
01:09:52,410 --> 01:09:57,280
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

968
01:09:57,310 --> 01:09:58,940
How we goin', mate?
You want some weed?

969
01:09:58,980 --> 01:10:01,350
It's a good buzz.

970
01:10:01,380 --> 01:10:04,580
What do you reckon?
I'll give you weight
for 50 bucks, mate?

971
01:10:04,620 --> 01:10:09,720
It's good stuff.
* Am I ever gonna see
your face again *

972
01:10:09,760 --> 01:10:13,260
- May I have the pleasure?
- No, thanks.

973
01:10:15,360 --> 01:10:17,360
Oh, yeah, of course,
you're on duty,
aren't you?

974
01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:20,900
* See your face
I wanna see your face *

975
01:10:20,930 --> 01:10:24,370
You can have
a stick for 20 bucks.
What do you reckon?

976
01:10:29,410 --> 01:10:30,940
Bang!

977
01:10:50,030 --> 01:10:51,860
Will you get me
another one?

978
01:10:54,070 --> 01:10:57,500
No. I don't think
you should be drinking.

979
01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:05,580
Well, I think
I should.

980
01:11:12,520 --> 01:11:14,950
* I put a spell on you

981
01:11:20,860 --> 01:11:22,900
* I put

982
01:11:30,540 --> 01:11:32,370
* I put a spell on you

983
01:11:38,540 --> 01:11:41,380
* Because you're mine

984
01:11:47,750 --> 01:11:49,620
* I put a spell

985
01:11:51,960 --> 01:11:54,560
* On you

986
01:11:55,830 --> 01:11:58,060
* Because you're mine

987
01:12:04,400 --> 01:12:06,040
* Because you're mine

988
01:12:14,150 --> 01:12:17,450
* You better stop
the things you do *

989
01:12:22,890 --> 01:12:24,820
* I ain't lying

990
01:12:31,730 --> 01:12:35,640
* You better stop
the things you do *

991
01:12:40,110 --> 01:12:42,980
* I ain't lying

992
01:12:48,580 --> 01:12:51,450
* I put a spell

993
01:12:53,620 --> 01:12:55,890
* On you

994
01:12:57,090 --> 01:13:00,060
* Because you're mine

995
01:13:07,470 --> 01:13:10,400
* Yeah

996
01:13:16,140 --> 01:13:18,910
* Because you're mine

997
01:13:25,790 --> 01:13:29,960
* Ain't gonna take
your foolin' around *
Where's Ruth?

998
01:13:29,990 --> 01:13:33,830
* Or take none
of your puttin' down **

999
01:13:54,150 --> 01:13:57,180
I don't want to.
Don't!
Have some.

1000
01:14:00,620 --> 01:14:03,490
Look here.
You drink from
my bottle now, yeah.

1001
01:14:03,520 --> 01:14:06,090
No, no, no.

1002
01:14:06,130 --> 01:14:08,790
All right, all right.
Hey, what's up, Pops?

1003
01:14:08,830 --> 01:14:10,600
Who are you,
her dad or something, eh?

1004
01:14:12,830 --> 01:14:15,070
We're all friends here,
pal.

1005
01:14:17,670 --> 01:14:20,540
Right, next time, mate.
I'm all right.
Don't worry about it.

1006
01:14:32,790 --> 01:14:34,720
Come on.

1007
01:15:25,910 --> 01:15:29,640
Oh, I want
to go home.

1008
01:15:29,680 --> 01:15:31,280
You're out of control.

1009
01:15:37,020 --> 01:15:41,650
You didn't seem to mind
last night.

1010
01:15:41,690 --> 01:15:45,930
Oh, come on.

1011
01:15:45,960 --> 01:15:48,690
Come on.
It's over.

1012
01:15:48,730 --> 01:15:50,700
You fucked up.

1013
01:15:50,730 --> 01:15:53,270
No, it's not over.

1014
01:15:53,300 --> 01:15:55,330
For one, you're drunk.

1015
01:15:55,370 --> 01:15:57,670
And two, we're still
in the cave.

1016
01:15:57,700 --> 01:15:59,740
Ooh, spooky!
But now it's...

1017
01:15:59,770 --> 01:16:04,240
a much darker
and deeper cave
than it was last night.

1018
01:16:04,280 --> 01:16:08,610
All right,
I'll admit it.

1019
01:16:08,650 --> 01:16:11,980
In India, I was
influenced by processes
beyond my control.

1020
01:16:12,020 --> 01:16:15,090
Ta-da!
Happy?

1021
01:16:16,690 --> 01:16:18,420
Hmm?

1022
01:16:22,290 --> 01:16:24,230
Are you?

1023
01:16:33,810 --> 01:16:35,740
What about you?

1024
01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:46,050
You're playing
with me, Ruth.

1025
01:16:50,190 --> 01:16:54,160
What do you like about me?
Do you like my personality,
or do you like my breasts best?

1026
01:16:58,830 --> 01:17:02,370
All right, Ruth.
Right now I like your breasts.

1027
01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:05,970
It's just the way it is.

1028
01:17:06,010 --> 01:17:09,680
You can't stop me
from having sexual thoughts
about you.

1029
01:17:09,710 --> 01:17:13,850
Oh, yeah?
What do you think?
What are your thoughts?

1030
01:17:13,880 --> 01:17:15,850
They're private.

1031
01:17:19,790 --> 01:17:21,720
Well,
not the other night.

1032
01:17:21,750 --> 01:17:23,690
How was it for you?

1033
01:17:26,430 --> 01:17:28,160
A bit revolting.

1034
01:17:29,430 --> 01:17:31,200
You bitch.

1035
01:17:34,930 --> 01:17:38,800
It was--
It was interesting, historically.

1036
01:17:40,240 --> 01:17:43,340
Oh, babe.
Come, babe.
Listen to me!

1037
01:17:43,380 --> 01:17:46,350
I had sex with you
because you begged me to.

1038
01:17:46,380 --> 01:17:50,750
Now, you think it's funny
to insult me,

1039
01:17:50,780 --> 01:17:54,850
then I think
you're a cruel
and stupid young woman.

1040
01:17:59,960 --> 01:18:01,890
Yeah, you laugh.

1041
01:18:18,910 --> 01:18:20,810
What about
you kiss me?

1042
01:18:22,980 --> 01:18:24,950
Really?

1043
01:18:24,980 --> 01:18:26,950
Yeah,

1044
01:18:26,990 --> 01:18:29,190
see if I can teach you.

1045
01:18:29,220 --> 01:18:31,820
I know how to do it.

1046
01:18:31,860 --> 01:18:35,930
I don't think so.
Not so I like it.

1047
01:18:37,830 --> 01:18:39,770
Close your eyes.

1048
01:18:43,070 --> 01:18:45,000
Now, gently.

1049
01:18:47,570 --> 01:18:50,010
And don't open
your mouth too wide.

1050
01:19:17,540 --> 01:19:19,540
Take my pants off.

1051
01:19:20,610 --> 01:19:22,540
Slowly.

1052
01:19:37,890 --> 01:19:40,590
No, no, no, no.

1053
01:19:40,630 --> 01:19:43,900
Kiss... around it.

1054
01:19:45,500 --> 01:19:47,430
Gently.

1055
01:20:28,070 --> 01:20:33,310
Four, five, six,
seven, eight.

1056
01:20:33,350 --> 01:20:36,450
Get off there.

1057
01:20:38,550 --> 01:20:40,520
Robbie Baron.

1058
01:20:40,550 --> 01:20:42,490
Carol.

1059
01:20:45,090 --> 01:20:47,260
You're from L.A.?

1060
01:20:47,290 --> 01:20:50,000
Not originally,
but PJ and I
live there now.

1061
01:20:50,030 --> 01:20:53,000
Where, originally?
Houston.

1062
01:20:53,030 --> 01:20:55,000
Robbie,
how is your sister?

1063
01:20:55,030 --> 01:20:58,370
Good. Oh, we got
plastered last night.

1064
01:20:58,400 --> 01:21:00,140
John had
to cart her home.

1065
01:21:27,670 --> 01:21:30,300
Could we talk
somewhere?

1066
01:21:30,340 --> 01:21:32,540
Yeah, here.

1067
01:21:32,570 --> 01:21:34,570
Did you disconnect
the phone?

1068
01:21:34,610 --> 01:21:38,180
Yes. I decided
against incoming calls.

1069
01:21:38,210 --> 01:21:40,950
Great.
I was going
to call you.

1070
01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:44,320
When?
When I'd finished.

1071
01:21:44,350 --> 01:21:47,290
Are you finished?
Yes.

1072
01:21:47,320 --> 01:21:51,520
Pretty much.
She's still floating
a bit, but--

1073
01:21:51,560 --> 01:21:54,230
Yeah, pretty much.

1074
01:21:57,730 --> 01:22:01,200
Look, I was here
alone, yeah.

1075
01:22:01,230 --> 01:22:03,640
I had enough
to worry about...

1076
01:22:03,670 --> 01:22:08,210
without having to think
about who was getting
the fuckin' phone, yeah.

1077
01:22:08,240 --> 01:22:11,580
Don't go chewing
your stuff off at me!

1078
01:22:11,610 --> 01:22:14,310
You're incredible.

1079
01:22:14,350 --> 01:22:18,750
I can't believe
what I'm seeing in here.

1080
01:22:18,780 --> 01:22:24,590
She's on the couch, naked.
What's going on?

1081
01:22:24,620 --> 01:22:27,290
Are you fucking her,
for instance?

1082
01:22:27,330 --> 01:22:29,330
I'm taking you home.

1083
01:22:29,360 --> 01:22:31,300
No!

1084
01:22:37,640 --> 01:22:39,600
You could damage
this girl.

1085
01:22:39,640 --> 01:22:41,610
Oh, come on, Carol.
I know all that.

1086
01:22:41,640 --> 01:22:44,610
It's working.
Honestly.

1087
01:22:44,640 --> 01:22:46,710
What if I tell
her parents?

1088
01:22:46,750 --> 01:22:50,480
There's nothing to tell.

1089
01:22:50,520 --> 01:22:52,520
Give me
a couple of days.

1090
01:22:52,550 --> 01:22:54,790
No. No.

1091
01:22:54,820 --> 01:22:57,220
I swear to you.
You've lost it.
You've lost it.

1092
01:22:57,260 --> 01:22:59,560
I swear to you
everything's fine.

1093
01:23:06,470 --> 01:23:08,200
Oh, Jesus.

1094
01:23:12,440 --> 01:23:14,170
One more day.

1095
01:23:16,180 --> 01:23:18,410
One more day.

1096
01:23:43,840 --> 01:23:48,070
Hmm?
What is that?
A nose?

1097
01:23:48,110 --> 01:23:50,040
You can have it back.

1098
01:23:55,180 --> 01:23:59,280
That was nice...
meeting your girlfriend.

1099
01:24:02,150 --> 01:24:04,420
She wanted
to smack your arse.

1100
01:24:06,490 --> 01:24:09,360
I'm just lying there,
acting asleep,
so she covers me up.

1101
01:24:09,390 --> 01:24:11,360
I felt like a baby.

1102
01:24:11,400 --> 01:24:13,830
Well, you are
a little baby,
aren't you?

1103
01:24:13,870 --> 01:24:16,500
You should be sleeping
with big mommies
your own age.

1104
01:24:16,540 --> 01:24:19,540
- You wouldn't have to stick
all that dye in your hair.
- Man hater.

1105
01:24:25,810 --> 01:24:29,310
Look.
I'm here, okay?
No!

1106
01:24:29,350 --> 01:24:31,080
All right!

1107
01:24:34,550 --> 01:24:36,520
Okay.

1108
01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:39,120
Do your worst.

1109
01:24:39,160 --> 01:24:41,530
I'm gonna lie down,
and I wanna hear it.

1110
01:24:41,560 --> 01:24:44,200
Your absolute worst.

1111
01:24:49,700 --> 01:24:51,700
You do what you do best.

1112
01:24:53,670 --> 01:24:56,340
Okay, Tampax tool.

1113
01:24:58,380 --> 01:25:02,910
I'm gonna give it you
right up your arse.
Hmm?

1114
01:25:02,950 --> 01:25:06,190
All this
"man hating" shit
for a start.

1115
01:25:06,220 --> 01:25:08,290
Oh, she criticized me.
I'll her her a "man hater."

1116
01:25:08,320 --> 01:25:10,260
I know what
you want from me.

1117
01:25:10,290 --> 01:25:12,860
You just want a youthful
pussy transfusion.

1118
01:25:12,890 --> 01:25:15,190
Preferably one
you can take home
to show the men folks...

1119
01:25:15,230 --> 01:25:16,830
what a beautiful post
you got to piss on.

1120
01:25:16,860 --> 01:25:18,630
Oh!

1121
01:25:19,960 --> 01:25:24,370
Mr. "Jeans Pressed,
Cowboy Boots."

1122
01:25:24,400 --> 01:25:26,710
Is that a uniform
for individuals, is it?

1123
01:25:32,580 --> 01:25:35,710
I want a young man.
No.

1124
01:25:38,420 --> 01:25:41,550
Your physical superiority
makes you unkind.

1125
01:25:41,590 --> 01:25:44,220
Yeah?

1126
01:25:44,260 --> 01:25:48,490
And that's the whole reason
we're talking intimate.

1127
01:25:48,530 --> 01:25:53,230
As in "Old salivating slob
seeks slim young thing--"
Okay.

1128
01:25:53,270 --> 01:25:58,370
No, I haven't finished.
"Seeks slim young thing
for stimulating conversation.

1129
01:25:58,400 --> 01:26:00,910
Excuse me, dear.
Let's fuck."

1130
01:26:03,010 --> 01:26:04,980
Keep going.

1131
01:26:05,010 --> 01:26:06,950
Go on.

1132
01:26:08,880 --> 01:26:11,920
Oh!
Do you know
what you need?

1133
01:26:13,690 --> 01:26:16,960
You need the same age,
fun-loving woman.

1134
01:26:19,590 --> 01:26:22,630
I've got just
the girl for you.

1135
01:28:25,680 --> 01:28:28,590
You look lovely.

1136
01:28:28,620 --> 01:28:31,420
Hmm. Sexy.

1137
01:28:35,530 --> 01:28:37,930
I bet you bake
great cakes.

1138
01:28:41,970 --> 01:28:43,900
Stop it.

1139
01:28:47,540 --> 01:28:50,010
You old lezzo.

1140
01:28:50,040 --> 01:28:52,840
God!

1141
01:28:52,880 --> 01:28:56,420
Getting a bit--
Getting a bit aggressive.

1142
01:28:56,450 --> 01:28:59,580
Now, come on, ducks.
We can't have you
half-dressed.

1143
01:28:59,620 --> 01:29:02,750
Let's get your trousers off,
and then we'll see
how irresistible you are.

1144
01:29:02,790 --> 01:29:04,890
Fuck you, Ruth.
No, you fuck yourself.

1145
01:29:04,920 --> 01:29:06,890
But you wouldn't,
would you?

1146
01:29:06,930 --> 01:29:08,890
I was young once too,
and handsome.

1147
01:29:08,930 --> 01:29:10,700
You'd have been
impressed.

1148
01:29:10,730 --> 01:29:13,930
I wasn't born!

1149
01:29:30,050 --> 01:29:31,980
I won, didn't I?

1150
01:29:34,850 --> 01:29:38,760
I'm on top,
aren't I?

1151
01:29:38,790 --> 01:29:41,130
I'm the winner!

1152
01:29:41,160 --> 01:29:43,900
Yes, you're the winner.

1153
01:29:43,930 --> 01:29:48,070
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Yes! Yes!

1154
01:29:51,700 --> 01:29:54,640
So, what are you?

1155
01:29:58,540 --> 01:30:01,180
A dirty old man.

1156
01:30:01,210 --> 01:30:04,780
Oh, this is
so much fun.

1157
01:30:04,820 --> 01:30:09,490
I wish my friends were here,
then we could really laugh.

1158
01:30:09,520 --> 01:30:11,060
So, tell me
what I am?

1159
01:30:53,000 --> 01:30:56,030
Be kind?

1160
01:30:58,700 --> 01:31:02,110
So what?
You don't think
I'm kind.

1161
01:31:07,880 --> 01:31:09,810
Oh, God.

1162
01:31:12,550 --> 01:31:14,490
Now I feel sick.

1163
01:31:17,960 --> 01:31:19,920
Why didn't you
just write "cruel"?

1164
01:31:23,160 --> 01:31:24,900
Hey, come on.

1165
01:31:33,070 --> 01:31:35,670
No, you're right.

1166
01:31:37,640 --> 01:31:42,910
Be kind--
that's the whole point.

1167
01:31:42,950 --> 01:31:44,850
Thank you.
I'm very grateful.

1168
01:31:47,120 --> 01:31:50,120
That is it,
isn't it?

1169
01:31:50,150 --> 01:31:53,090
The only thing.

1170
01:31:53,120 --> 01:31:56,190
The Dalai Lama
said it-- kindness.

1171
01:32:01,830 --> 01:32:04,770
Do you know what
I'm really scared of?

1172
01:32:04,800 --> 01:32:06,740
What?

1173
01:32:14,750 --> 01:32:16,310
Don't tell anyone.

1174
01:32:16,350 --> 01:32:18,920
No.

1175
01:32:18,950 --> 01:32:21,950
Despite all my
strong feelings,

1176
01:32:28,730 --> 01:32:30,900
I'm heartless.

1177
01:32:30,930 --> 01:32:32,900
I'm hoping
you're heartless enough...

1178
01:32:32,930 --> 01:32:36,940
to abuse me
for your own sick pleasure.

1179
01:32:36,970 --> 01:32:39,240
Oh, it's not a joke.

1180
01:32:39,270 --> 01:32:43,310
No one can be
close to me.

1181
01:33:04,660 --> 01:33:06,700
Do you even like me?

1182
01:34:14,270 --> 01:34:16,740
She was starkers
when I took Carol.

1183
01:34:16,770 --> 01:34:19,000
Who was?
Ruth.

1184
01:34:19,040 --> 01:34:21,370
She was lying naked
on the couch.

1185
01:34:21,410 --> 01:34:24,910
He was in the shower.
He'd just been,
like, goin' at her.

1186
01:34:24,940 --> 01:34:27,110
Takin' off the franger.

1187
01:34:27,150 --> 01:34:30,050
I don't think
Mom's paying him to--

1188
01:34:30,080 --> 01:34:32,280
Yeah, very likely not,
you big dick.

1189
01:34:32,320 --> 01:34:34,290
Did you tell mum?

1190
01:34:34,320 --> 01:34:37,890
No, no one.
I thought we could go down.

1191
01:34:55,940 --> 01:34:57,880
What are you doin'?

1192
01:35:16,930 --> 01:35:18,860
It's over.

1193
01:35:22,400 --> 01:35:24,140
No, it's not.

1194
01:35:26,270 --> 01:35:28,840
Ruth.

1195
01:35:28,870 --> 01:35:31,080
Look.
It's all wrong.

1196
01:35:31,110 --> 01:35:34,380
I'm ashamed
I tortured you.
It's all defilement.

1197
01:35:34,410 --> 01:35:36,350
I liked it.

1198
01:35:37,950 --> 01:35:41,350
I think we should...
be together.

1199
01:35:41,390 --> 01:35:43,350
No. No.

1200
01:35:43,390 --> 01:35:47,260
I'm lost.
I'm completely lost.

1201
01:35:50,830 --> 01:35:54,070
We're holding hands.
We're-- We're
sticking together.

1202
01:36:04,510 --> 01:36:06,780
Why-- Why don't
we get married?

1203
01:36:08,510 --> 01:36:11,550
Why don't you marry me?

1204
01:36:11,580 --> 01:36:15,450
Be my bride.
No.

1205
01:36:15,490 --> 01:36:17,520
Yes!
No! No!

1206
01:36:19,060 --> 01:36:22,590
Don't! Don't!

1207
01:36:22,630 --> 01:36:24,460
You're mad.
Let me go!

1208
01:36:26,330 --> 01:36:28,270
Get off me!

1209
01:36:31,070 --> 01:36:33,870
Stop it!

1210
01:36:33,910 --> 01:36:35,940
Stop it!

1211
01:36:41,350 --> 01:36:43,550
Leave me alone!
You're hurting me!
Stop!

1212
01:36:52,390 --> 01:36:54,130
Oh, shit.

1213
01:37:02,270 --> 01:37:06,100
Oh, shit.
Shit. Oh, shit.

1214
01:37:09,270 --> 01:37:12,540
Now, if she was naked,
okay, it's her own affair.

1215
01:37:12,580 --> 01:37:14,550
Hey, look.
It's your car.

1216
01:37:14,580 --> 01:37:17,550
It's him. See?

1217
01:37:17,580 --> 01:37:21,050
Robbie, pull up!
No. I'll ram him.
He's dead meat.

1218
01:37:31,300 --> 01:37:33,560
Have you seen Ruth?
No.

1219
01:37:33,600 --> 01:37:37,100
Where is she?
Has he got lipstick
on his face?

1220
01:37:37,140 --> 01:37:39,200
She's not
at the homestead?
No.

1221
01:37:39,240 --> 01:37:41,570
No, she isn't.
So what happened?

1222
01:37:41,610 --> 01:37:44,340
What's happened is
that she's taken off,

1223
01:37:44,380 --> 01:37:47,380
and we'd better
get everyone out
to look for her.

1224
01:37:47,410 --> 01:37:50,110
I'm trying the tavern.
What do you
want us to do?

1225
01:37:50,150 --> 01:37:52,250
You stay at the hut.
She might return there.

1226
01:37:52,280 --> 01:37:55,150
- I'll come with you.
- No. No, it's not necessary.

1227
01:37:55,190 --> 01:37:57,590
It's okay.
I'd like to come.

1228
01:38:19,180 --> 01:38:22,180
I hope she's been
behaving herself.

1229
01:38:22,210 --> 01:38:24,450
You know, young girls
can be big teasers.

1230
01:38:24,480 --> 01:38:26,420
I should know.

1231
01:38:36,390 --> 01:38:39,230
Have you ever wondered
where the dead birds go?

1232
01:38:39,260 --> 01:38:42,700
I mean, when they die,
do they just...

1233
01:38:42,730 --> 01:38:45,070
drop out of the sky?

1234
01:38:50,140 --> 01:38:55,080
Actually, I feel
very sorry for Ruth.

1235
01:38:55,110 --> 01:38:58,650
Because I've been
thinking about it,

1236
01:38:58,680 --> 01:39:03,190
and I don't think
there's anything
out there.

1237
01:39:03,220 --> 01:39:06,660
Just a big,
dark nothing.

1238
01:39:06,690 --> 01:39:08,630
All we really have
is each other.

1239
01:39:14,670 --> 01:39:17,440
Stop. Stop!

1240
01:39:17,470 --> 01:39:21,340
Stop the car!
Oh, my God, I know
where she is!

1241
01:39:21,370 --> 01:39:25,440
This is so dangerous.
Ruth, it's Yvonne.

1242
01:39:25,480 --> 01:39:29,250
I don't care
who you believe in,
you've gone too far.

1243
01:39:29,280 --> 01:39:31,150
You could have
killed yourself
in this heat!

1244
01:39:32,580 --> 01:39:37,020
* Underneath the mistletoe
last night *

1245
01:39:40,520 --> 01:39:44,630
Oh. Okay. Okay.
Help me.

1246
01:39:50,670 --> 01:39:53,540
Ruth!
It's all right, Ruth.
No!

1247
01:39:54,610 --> 01:39:56,570
No!
Ruth!

1248
01:39:56,610 --> 01:39:58,780
It's okay!
No!

1249
01:39:58,810 --> 01:40:00,810
* I saw mommy pick up--

1250
01:40:00,840 --> 01:40:05,680
No, wait!
I'm not in yet!

1251
01:40:05,720 --> 01:40:09,420
* Underneath the mistletoe
last night *
No! No!

1252
01:40:09,450 --> 01:40:11,390
No!

1253
01:40:13,390 --> 01:40:16,260
* What a laugh
it would have been *
We could go to India!

1254
01:40:16,290 --> 01:40:19,600
No! No!

1255
01:40:19,630 --> 01:40:21,800
Come on, stop!

1256
01:40:21,830 --> 01:40:28,470
* Kissin' Santa Claus
last night *

1257
01:40:31,410 --> 01:40:35,610
* I saw mommy kissing
Santa Claus *

1258
01:40:35,650 --> 01:40:39,720
No! No!

1259
01:40:39,750 --> 01:40:44,090
We'll see Baba.
He can help us.

1260
01:40:46,360 --> 01:40:48,660
Why not?

1261
01:40:48,690 --> 01:40:50,760
You and me
at the ashram.

1262
01:40:50,790 --> 01:40:53,730
I love you!

1263
01:40:53,760 --> 01:40:56,430
I love you.

1264
01:41:00,600 --> 01:41:03,270
I love you!

1265
01:41:03,310 --> 01:41:06,480
You-- You and I
at the ashram.

1266
01:41:06,510 --> 01:41:09,650
Bang Bang!
Yes. All right.

1267
01:41:09,680 --> 01:41:12,180
Okay.
Thank you. Bye.

1268
01:41:12,220 --> 01:41:15,490
Grandma, bang bang!
Stan says
to stay calm.

1269
01:41:15,520 --> 01:41:18,660
He's frankly a little worried
that they've left the hut.

1270
01:41:18,690 --> 01:41:21,860
What a genius!

1271
01:41:21,890 --> 01:41:24,260
Do you know what
could happen, Miriam?

1272
01:41:24,300 --> 01:41:27,670
- Sh-She could be lost?
- She could be found.

1273
01:41:27,700 --> 01:41:32,200
Found wandering
the effing highway
by the police,

1274
01:41:32,240 --> 01:41:34,510
who will come here
to arrest us all.

1275
01:41:34,540 --> 01:41:37,440
Why aren't we
checking the roads?
It's a good idea.

1276
01:41:37,480 --> 01:41:39,440
Bill-Bill?

1277
01:41:39,480 --> 01:41:42,250
We'll get Robbie and Tim.

1278
01:41:42,280 --> 01:41:44,110
I think we should say
The Lord's Prayer.

1279
01:41:45,380 --> 01:41:48,520
This is such a mess.

1280
01:41:50,550 --> 01:41:52,890
Our Father
who art in heaven...

1281
01:41:52,920 --> 01:41:55,390
hallowed be Thy name.

1282
01:41:55,430 --> 01:41:58,530
Oh God, is the valley
of death in this?

1283
01:41:58,560 --> 01:42:00,530
No, it's
the daily bread.

1284
01:42:00,560 --> 01:42:02,670
Oh, I don't even
know the words.
He won't listen.

1285
01:42:02,700 --> 01:42:08,710
* Which art in heaven

1286
01:42:08,740 --> 01:42:12,580
* Hallowed be

1287
01:42:12,610 --> 01:42:15,580
* Thy name

1288
01:42:15,610 --> 01:42:19,620
* Thy kingdom come

1289
01:42:19,650 --> 01:42:23,550
* Thy will be done

1290
01:42:23,590 --> 01:42:25,960
* On earth

1291
01:42:25,990 --> 01:42:31,900
* As it is in heaven *

1292
01:43:10,570 --> 01:43:16,710
* It's not the way you smile
that touched my heart *

1293
01:43:16,740 --> 01:43:18,910
* Sha la la la la

1294
01:43:18,940 --> 01:43:23,850
* It's not the way you kiss
that tears me apart *

1295
01:43:25,720 --> 01:43:31,360
* Oh, many nights roll by

1296
01:43:31,390 --> 01:43:36,590
* I sit alone at home
and cry over you *

1297
01:43:36,630 --> 01:43:39,630
* What can I do

1298
01:43:39,660 --> 01:43:42,600
* I can't help myself

1299
01:43:43,970 --> 01:43:45,940
* When, baby, it's you

1300
01:43:45,970 --> 01:43:48,410
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1301
01:43:48,440 --> 01:43:50,410
* Baby, it's you

1302
01:43:50,440 --> 01:43:52,410
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1303
01:43:52,440 --> 01:43:54,380
* 'Cause, baby,
it's you *

1304
01:43:54,410 --> 01:43:56,650
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1305
01:43:56,680 --> 01:43:58,850
* Baby, it's you

1306
01:43:58,880 --> 01:44:00,850
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1307
01:44:00,880 --> 01:44:03,650
* Don't leave me alone

1308
01:44:03,690 --> 01:44:05,660
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1309
01:44:05,690 --> 01:44:07,660
* Come on home

1310
01:44:07,690 --> 01:44:11,300
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1311
01:44:11,330 --> 01:44:15,470
* Sha la la
la la la la *

1312
01:44:15,500 --> 01:44:18,400
* Sha la la
la la la la **

1313
01:44:27,980 --> 01:44:29,910
Oh, God.

1314
01:44:46,800 --> 01:44:49,370
I just can't believe
we all trusted him.

1315
01:44:49,400 --> 01:44:51,470
I mean,
he so disappointed me.

1316
01:44:51,500 --> 01:44:53,470
Oh God, Ruth.
Poor you.

1317
01:44:53,500 --> 01:44:55,470
And we'll
make him pay.

1318
01:44:55,510 --> 01:44:57,480
Yeah,
we'll sue the prick
into the gutter.

1319
01:44:57,510 --> 01:44:59,480
Yeah.
Use Dave Caughley.
He's bloody good.

1320
01:44:59,510 --> 01:45:01,680
Yeah, he's good.

1321
01:45:01,710 --> 01:45:03,950
God, he looked shocking.
Looked like the emus
had been at him.

1322
01:45:03,980 --> 01:45:05,950
Serves him right.

1323
01:45:24,500 --> 01:45:28,740
* Sweetheart
The sun has set *

1324
01:45:28,770 --> 01:45:31,980
Let's take Ruth to the doctor
because her nose is bleeding.

1325
01:45:32,010 --> 01:45:34,380
Robbie, can you
just stop the car?

1326
01:45:34,410 --> 01:45:39,520
* Blood stained
on an ageless sky *

1327
01:45:39,550 --> 01:45:43,890
* Wipe your tears
and let the salt stains dry *

1328
01:45:43,920 --> 01:45:46,790
* Let them all run dry
Can you let me out,
please?

1329
01:45:52,060 --> 01:45:57,030
* All run dry

1330
01:46:02,710 --> 01:46:08,110
* For time will catch us
in both hands *

1331
01:46:08,150 --> 01:46:15,420
* To blow away
like grains of sand *

1332
01:46:22,630 --> 01:46:28,500
* Ashes to ashes
rust to dust *

1333
01:46:28,530 --> 01:46:35,710
* This is what
becomes of us **

1334
01:47:12,180 --> 01:47:14,680
Dear PJ,

1335
01:47:14,710 --> 01:47:18,220
my dad finally did
run off with his secretary.

1336
01:47:18,250 --> 01:47:21,650
So, mum came back
to India with me,

1337
01:47:21,690 --> 01:47:23,990
and we're working
at the Animal Help
and Suffering in Jaipur.

1338
01:47:26,890 --> 01:47:28,990
I'm still chasing
the truth.

1339
01:47:29,030 --> 01:47:31,060
I've read the complete
Bhagavad Gita.

1340
01:47:33,660 --> 01:47:37,200
Oh, I've got a boyfriend.

1341
01:47:37,230 --> 01:47:40,140
He's a little jealous
of you.

1342
01:47:44,010 --> 01:47:46,080
I don't know
why I love you.

1343
01:47:47,610 --> 01:47:49,150
But I do...

1344
01:47:50,610 --> 01:47:53,250
from afar.

1345
01:47:53,280 --> 01:47:57,760
Something--
Something really did
happen, didn't it?

1346
01:47:58,820 --> 01:48:00,760
Ruth.

1347
01:48:07,700 --> 01:48:09,800
Dear Ruth,

1348
01:48:09,830 --> 01:48:12,000
Thank you.

1349
01:48:12,040 --> 01:48:14,910
It was good to get
your card and news.

1350
01:48:14,940 --> 01:48:17,110
What about this?

1351
01:48:17,140 --> 01:48:20,710
Carol and I are
the proud parents of twins.

1352
01:48:20,740 --> 01:48:23,050
She's forgiven me,
patched me up,

1353
01:48:23,080 --> 01:48:27,320
chewed me out,
nursed me.
Come on.

1354
01:48:27,350 --> 01:48:30,690
I'm writing a novel,
my second.

1355
01:48:30,720 --> 01:48:32,960
It's about a man
who meets his avenging angel.

1356
01:48:34,860 --> 01:48:36,790
Ha!

1357
01:48:38,800 --> 01:48:40,860
Could you
really love me?

1358
01:48:40,900 --> 01:48:43,700
I'm amazed.

1359
01:48:43,730 --> 01:48:48,170
Even if it is
from far, far away,
I wear it like a blessing.

1360
01:48:48,210 --> 01:48:52,940
About the "something"--
yes.

1361
01:48:52,980 --> 01:48:56,610
Didn't you notice
it just about killed me?

1362
01:48:56,650 --> 01:48:59,650
Yours any time--
don't tell Carol--

1363
01:48:59,680 --> 01:49:01,620
PJ.


