1 00:00:46,957 --> 00:00:50,955 they say no one cleans as well as I do. 2 00:00:51,044 --> 00:00:54,994 But as you know purity is illusory. 3 00:00:55,090 --> 00:01:00,297 We who earn money cleaning, know that the dirt never ends. 4 00:01:00,387 --> 00:01:06,176 You never get rid of shit, as long as there are people around. 5 00:01:06,268 --> 00:01:12,022 It's us. Our dead skin ... and here. 6 00:01:23,118 --> 00:01:27,246 I see my duty as home therapy. 7 00:01:27,331 --> 00:01:34,211 You see... Sometimes you see the pain in the folds of the bed. 8 00:01:36,089 --> 00:01:41,878 You see a spot that doesn't belong, and immediately knows what's wrong. 9 00:01:45,390 --> 00:01:50,266 From there you enter the next room, what he calls his office. 10 00:01:50,354 --> 00:01:53,271 Here he sleeps from time to time. 11 00:02:11,249 --> 00:02:13,823 Where did I come from? 12 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:16,326 Yes, everything is connected. 13 00:02:16,421 --> 00:02:20,668 The evidence is dirty china, and socks, underwear - 14 00:02:20,759 --> 00:02:27,722 - and other things he throws in his toilet and think I don't see... 15 00:02:27,808 --> 00:02:31,224 ... because he flushes. 16 00:02:31,311 --> 00:02:34,763 Unfortunately, he forgets to control. 17 00:02:34,856 --> 00:02:39,602 So it's me who steps in. I can get it up sometimes. 18 00:02:39,695 --> 00:02:42,898 It's no big deal. It flows. 19 00:02:44,157 --> 00:02:46,695 They have no idea what I know. 20 00:02:46,785 --> 00:02:50,997 For them are people who dust off, small in body as well as mind. 21 00:02:51,081 --> 00:02:55,707 Invisible we move around, and are indistinguishable from each other. 22 00:02:55,794 --> 00:03:02,960 We are a �ndl�s mass without rights, who are trying to beautify their lives. 23 00:03:04,803 --> 00:03:09,015 Cosmetic artists they should call us. 24 00:03:09,099 --> 00:03:12,550 Or bad consultants. 25 00:03:18,191 --> 00:03:22,236 Losing love is like dying. Where could you? 26 00:03:22,321 --> 00:03:26,947 - Where could you in our home? - Let it be. 27 00:03:27,034 --> 00:03:31,861 - Don't go on your way. - I won't. 28 00:03:31,955 --> 00:03:37,246 Where? Our bed? On the sofa or maybe a chair? 29 00:04:09,576 --> 00:04:12,363 Fine. 30 00:04:30,472 --> 00:04:33,177 Excuse me, but is everything alright? 31 00:04:33,266 --> 00:04:36,552 - Excellent, thank you. - Are you sure? 32 00:04:36,645 --> 00:04:39,397 They stand there all alone. 33 00:04:39,481 --> 00:04:42,565 - I never let it happen... - Which one? 34 00:04:42,651 --> 00:04:47,229 Such a beauty did not escape my sight. Never, no. 35 00:06:05,233 --> 00:06:11,272 They stand there all alone. I never let it happen... 36 00:06:11,365 --> 00:06:15,445 I didn't miss such a beauty of sight. Never, no. 37 00:06:15,535 --> 00:06:17,861 And more to... 38 00:06:17,955 --> 00:06:23,293 I would gladly steal you from that man, that doesn't see. They are a queen. 39 00:06:23,377 --> 00:06:26,662 - When can you? - What a hurry. 40 00:06:26,755 --> 00:06:30,041 No, I'm slow. 41 00:06:32,469 --> 00:06:35,423 I refuse to believe it. 42 00:06:35,514 --> 00:06:39,677 I have to reject him outright. 43 00:07:44,583 --> 00:07:47,750 - It's you! - Did you know? 44 00:07:47,836 --> 00:07:51,371 I guessed. 45 00:07:51,465 --> 00:07:56,008 - How good. I promised to call. - I expected it. 46 00:07:57,888 --> 00:08:01,553 - Well, you're from out of town. - I'm far away. 47 00:08:01,642 --> 00:08:05,093 You sound so close. When are you... 48 00:08:05,187 --> 00:08:08,971 - Back? In a day or two. - So let's meet. 49 00:08:10,984 --> 00:08:13,522 Yes, where? Speak up. 50 00:08:13,612 --> 00:08:16,364 Let's go out to eat. 51 00:08:20,577 --> 00:08:22,866 And talk. 52 00:08:22,955 --> 00:08:25,196 What is it? 53 00:08:27,292 --> 00:08:30,329 - I'm getting out. - Now you disappear. 54 00:08:30,420 --> 00:08:34,418 - So we shout! - I'll call again! 55 00:08:34,508 --> 00:08:38,340 How good I found you! 56 00:08:43,475 --> 00:08:46,725 They wish, that I have proof of - 57 00:08:46,812 --> 00:08:53,395 - that life begins after three hours, after one, two or maybe four. 58 00:08:53,485 --> 00:08:58,028 In other words, the time where we can see it is a human being. 59 00:08:58,115 --> 00:09:03,489 Evidence is needed. An empiricism, not imagination and common sense. 60 00:09:03,578 --> 00:09:09,035 But scientific experiments, which always shows the same result. 61 00:09:09,126 --> 00:09:12,127 Because it is science and our subject. 62 00:09:12,212 --> 00:09:15,083 But wait a minute. 63 00:09:15,173 --> 00:09:20,678 Is that true? Can objectivity be subjective? 64 00:09:20,762 --> 00:09:26,101 We interpret what we see, and see what we expect in a fetus. 65 00:09:26,184 --> 00:09:30,930 The first man to see a sperm, he swore he saw a human being there. 66 00:09:31,023 --> 00:09:35,020 And everyone else voted in out of eagerness to do him justice. 67 00:09:36,069 --> 00:09:39,521 Now look here. Man or mouse? 68 00:09:40,949 --> 00:09:45,113 The magic is that the cell knows where it is going. 69 00:10:06,975 --> 00:10:09,347 Yes? 70 00:10:09,436 --> 00:10:11,678 Who? 71 00:10:14,149 --> 00:10:19,488 Ah, Sister Maud. Good day, it's been a long time. 72 00:10:19,571 --> 00:10:22,442 Yes, as time goes by. 73 00:10:22,532 --> 00:10:25,284 No, she's out. 74 00:10:25,369 --> 00:10:29,532 I promise to say that. She would probably call. 75 00:10:29,623 --> 00:10:34,664 Maybe not here this weekend? But you never know. 76 00:10:34,753 --> 00:10:40,589 Yes, she always has enough to do. How is the aunt? 77 00:10:40,676 --> 00:10:45,136 �h no, how sad. Seriously? 78 00:10:46,473 --> 00:10:49,759 �h no, that sounds bad. 79 00:10:49,851 --> 00:10:52,521 Specific. 80 00:10:52,604 --> 00:10:56,139 We'll talk tonight. 81 00:10:58,193 --> 00:11:01,229 But when she's back, is he gone 82 00:11:01,321 --> 00:11:07,027 Because this is how they have chosen to live. They hardly see each other for a week. 83 00:11:07,119 --> 00:11:11,697 They write enough notes, but rarely speaks. 84 00:11:30,350 --> 00:11:33,933 - Where are you from? - I'm Irish. From Belfast. 85 00:11:34,021 --> 00:11:36,808 - But you sound... - Yes, American. 86 00:11:36,898 --> 00:11:41,774 - I came there when I was ten. And you? - I'm from Beirut. 87 00:11:44,698 --> 00:11:49,276 My country is made of stone, but we have trees that bear flowers - 88 00:11:49,369 --> 00:11:54,826 - on which they form fruit such as cherries, plums and peaches - 89 00:11:54,916 --> 00:11:58,914 - and the queen of all trees, that stretches towards the sun - 90 00:11:59,004 --> 00:12:05,338 - to hide in gold. The yellow fruit ... An apricot. 91 00:12:05,427 --> 00:12:10,552 The old sages say, it gives them eternal youth. 92 00:12:10,641 --> 00:12:14,685 With the tongue you can taste her wonder. 93 00:12:14,770 --> 00:12:18,470 The potato is our apricot. 94 00:12:18,565 --> 00:12:21,851 We bake, cook, mash, fry. 95 00:12:21,944 --> 00:12:27,151 We also make flour from it for buns, bread and pancakes. 96 00:12:27,866 --> 00:12:31,484 The great hunger still haunts us. 97 00:12:33,246 --> 00:12:36,283 Like you, we are persecuted of our dead. 98 00:12:36,375 --> 00:12:39,993 They speak kindly to us in our dreams. 99 00:12:40,087 --> 00:12:44,131 So many killed, and they ask why. 100 00:12:45,258 --> 00:12:48,343 "Did we have to die?" 101 00:12:51,139 --> 00:12:55,682 Here, shall we think of something sad? This is way too bright and light. 102 00:12:55,769 --> 00:12:59,138 Yes, you are quite right. 103 00:13:01,024 --> 00:13:06,363 My aunt in Belfast once said, that survivors never forget. 104 00:13:06,446 --> 00:13:10,230 The memories are all we have. We must never let go of them. 105 00:13:10,325 --> 00:13:13,030 If they disappear, all is lost. 106 00:13:13,120 --> 00:13:16,904 She looked after me. I loved her very much. 107 00:13:16,999 --> 00:13:20,202 My parents left, when I was two. 108 00:13:20,294 --> 00:13:26,130 They wanted to pick me up, but time was running out. My father came home from time to time. 109 00:13:26,216 --> 00:13:28,624 Do you believe in God? 110 00:13:28,719 --> 00:13:32,716 She didn't, so I have to pray at school - 111 00:13:32,806 --> 00:13:38,512 - and come home and say, I believed in reason, and God was dead. 112 00:13:38,604 --> 00:13:45,105 The school was Catholic. They filled us with dogma, fear of Hell and punishment. 113 00:13:45,193 --> 00:13:50,318 They beat us for our own sake and said we died without faith. 114 00:13:50,407 --> 00:13:53,324 My aunt said "Hypocrites!" 115 00:13:53,410 --> 00:13:57,159 And there I stood in confusion. 116 00:13:57,247 --> 00:14:03,368 But to make amends for sinful doubt, I sought truth with great eagerness. 117 00:14:04,921 --> 00:14:09,085 - Have you found it? - In science. 118 00:14:11,094 --> 00:14:14,962 you think You have a key to the mind of God? 119 00:14:17,517 --> 00:14:21,978 - I don't know if God has a mind... - So golden here. 120 00:14:22,064 --> 00:14:26,393 - I guess we can agree... - ... about disagreeing. 121 00:14:26,485 --> 00:14:30,732 I talk way too much. What about you? 122 00:14:43,669 --> 00:14:47,287 Better sing than talk. 123 00:14:48,882 --> 00:14:54,042 It sets us free to grief and joy. 124 00:14:56,264 --> 00:15:00,926 In the end I guess we have a choice. 125 00:15:07,693 --> 00:15:12,983 So, you see, we look alike, you and me 126 00:16:25,979 --> 00:16:29,847 - Talk to me. - About what? 127 00:16:29,942 --> 00:16:35,695 - What is there to say? - Too much or nothing. 128 00:16:35,781 --> 00:16:40,359 But try anyway. 129 00:16:40,452 --> 00:16:46,158 I love the number �t. 130 00:16:46,249 --> 00:16:49,500 One you, one me. 131 00:16:49,586 --> 00:16:52,208 A moon, a sun. 132 00:16:52,297 --> 00:16:58,300 Shall I circle around you then? A silver-grey globe in your solar system? 133 00:16:58,387 --> 00:17:03,049 Are you the source of light? and I a shadow - 134 00:17:03,141 --> 00:17:06,475 - who controls tides and cold? 135 00:17:09,815 --> 00:17:14,607 You're putting words in my mouth now. I mentioned �t. 136 00:17:14,695 --> 00:17:21,278 A number, an idea. My desire for independence. 137 00:17:21,368 --> 00:17:27,371 Independence is an illusion. Life itself arises from a fusion. 138 00:17:28,667 --> 00:17:35,334 Two who unite and let go. Attraction, repulsion, yes and no. 139 00:17:35,424 --> 00:17:40,964 No solo, but a sweet duet has brought us here - 140 00:17:41,054 --> 00:17:44,257 - and erased the time, before we met each other. 141 00:17:44,349 --> 00:17:47,635 It was two that led us to the mother. 142 00:17:47,728 --> 00:17:51,144 And desire, that led us to the lover. 143 00:17:51,231 --> 00:17:55,443 Okay, but the turn now comes to three. 144 00:17:55,527 --> 00:17:59,655 Admit that there is you and ... 145 00:17:59,740 --> 00:18:03,358 ...him, and here I am. 146 00:18:03,452 --> 00:18:07,200 So let's hide behind four. 147 00:18:07,289 --> 00:18:11,915 A house with walls and a door, that protects us from chaos. 148 00:18:12,002 --> 00:18:15,418 We are going too far. I totally forgot... 149 00:18:15,505 --> 00:18:21,176 ... that which precedes a, the non-existent. 150 00:18:21,261 --> 00:18:27,264 the void, the ultimate nothingness - 151 00:18:27,351 --> 00:18:31,811 - that includes everything, like a god. 152 00:18:31,897 --> 00:18:35,480 It is the one all-important number, we need. 153 00:18:35,567 --> 00:18:39,150 Zero is that majesty, who governs us - 154 00:18:39,237 --> 00:18:44,113 - in secret and without words. 155 00:18:46,328 --> 00:18:51,488 Beautiful ... But a bit too mysterious, I think. 156 00:18:51,583 --> 00:18:56,957 Zero was invented so we can measure unimaginably large and incomprehensible numbers. 157 00:18:57,047 --> 00:19:03,299 Then with the number ten as a factor we began to measure space and time. 158 00:19:05,514 --> 00:19:07,921 - You got me. - No. 159 00:19:08,016 --> 00:19:13,936 Yes, you take �t, and thus rules over all numbers. 160 00:19:20,529 --> 00:19:23,198 No, my dear. 161 00:19:23,282 --> 00:19:26,366 All I wanted to say, varv 162 00:19:26,451 --> 00:19:31,327 you are my light my one and all. 163 00:19:31,415 --> 00:19:35,911 The dark night, a rosebud. 164 00:19:36,003 --> 00:19:38,209 The hand I want to hold. 165 00:19:38,297 --> 00:19:42,674 An unknown country and the coast of my longings. 166 00:19:42,759 --> 00:19:46,543 Like that. You have my word. 167 00:20:33,143 --> 00:20:38,185 I scored blondes before, and there was never anyone who said no. 168 00:20:38,273 --> 00:20:40,432 I just looked at them - 169 00:20:40,525 --> 00:20:44,060 - then put them down, as it was God's command. 170 00:20:44,154 --> 00:20:48,448 Then followed cries of gratitude, which was the first time - 171 00:20:48,533 --> 00:20:51,321 - then I was knocked down. 172 00:20:51,411 --> 00:20:55,539 They cried and howled and screamed. So it was over! 173 00:20:55,624 --> 00:21:02,754 At first they were just great, those girls, but now everything is clear to me. 174 00:21:02,839 --> 00:21:08,675 We are tempted to learn resilience. Because the Devil shows up in all forms. 175 00:21:08,762 --> 00:21:12,048 If you stand against, then you win. 176 00:21:12,140 --> 00:21:15,225 You win Jesus. 177 00:21:15,310 --> 00:21:20,138 Thank God and thank you. He is the source of all love. 178 00:21:20,232 --> 00:21:24,645 No, wait a minute. Of course there are leaks, but they are not evil. 179 00:21:24,736 --> 00:21:28,319 They are unhappy because it is their world. 180 00:21:28,407 --> 00:21:32,985 Used for sex as a child, and raped from A to Z. 181 00:21:33,078 --> 00:21:37,870 And then a life on the street with dope instead of candy. 182 00:21:37,958 --> 00:21:40,875 They are lost. 183 00:21:40,961 --> 00:21:46,300 I go and talk to them a bit. Just talking like that. 184 00:21:46,383 --> 00:21:50,546 Talking? God, you're a bitch! You then jumped on them if you could. 185 00:21:50,637 --> 00:21:55,264 - You don't know anything about my life! - I know that your wife slipped. 186 00:21:55,350 --> 00:21:59,218 - You don't get involved in that. - It's a joke, so relax! 187 00:21:59,313 --> 00:22:05,066 - The thing is, I always got it for free. - You buy up and the fox goes. 188 00:22:05,152 --> 00:22:09,979 You don't get a girl for free. Forget it. You never bring them to bed. 189 00:22:10,073 --> 00:22:15,198 - Only if you hold drinks on them. - No, they want a real gentleman. 190 00:22:15,287 --> 00:22:20,910 - Show them respect and dignity. - Shut up, how big it is. 191 00:22:21,001 --> 00:22:25,995 You use them and throw them away! And now we must be taught respect. 192 00:22:26,089 --> 00:22:28,663 And they are both pale and blondes... 193 00:22:28,759 --> 00:22:32,009 Look, look, my knee. You will probably find a t�s. 194 00:22:32,095 --> 00:22:35,879 I once saw a woman on a bus. 195 00:22:35,974 --> 00:22:39,059 A strange woman, not one of us. 196 00:22:39,144 --> 00:22:45,479 She sat alone, this westerner, and the bosom bulged in the tight vest. 197 00:22:45,567 --> 00:22:51,356 And all the men on the bus followed her, each one with the same imagination. 198 00:22:51,448 --> 00:22:55,944 - There was a television ... - ... there on the bus? With video film? 199 00:22:56,036 --> 00:23:00,034 - What do you see? The poor... - The Arabs got something on the fool. 200 00:23:00,123 --> 00:23:04,951 - An image flashed on the TV screen. - A porn movie with group sex! 201 00:23:05,045 --> 00:23:09,671 Just! It was vulgar. But not as you think. 202 00:23:09,758 --> 00:23:14,753 It was a girl pure, beautiful and fresh. 203 00:23:14,846 --> 00:23:20,221 A lovely pearl with golden hair, that flapped like candyfloss - 204 00:23:20,310 --> 00:23:24,937 - while she killed men in a row with his gun. 205 00:23:25,023 --> 00:23:29,353 We stared and sweated, while the midday sun baked - 206 00:23:29,444 --> 00:23:32,564 - but were blind for her light clothes. 207 00:23:32,656 --> 00:23:36,606 A small cloth around the hip and about the chest. 208 00:23:36,702 --> 00:23:40,616 And the lips glistened red. 209 00:23:40,706 --> 00:23:46,910 And when she had shot a man, parted lips... 210 00:23:47,004 --> 00:23:51,630 Yes, she killed them with gusto. 211 00:23:51,717 --> 00:23:56,260 And she carried a flag, for she was not covered with a lace. 212 00:23:56,346 --> 00:24:00,676 It was a symbol. Stars and stripes. 213 00:24:00,767 --> 00:24:07,055 I swear it was a blonde American. 214 00:24:07,149 --> 00:24:11,478 They share their women with the rest of us. 215 00:24:11,570 --> 00:24:15,568 So true. They do not possess shame and virtue. 216 00:24:15,657 --> 00:24:21,778 No, wait a minute, it's not that simple. It sounds ugly, but you are no better. 217 00:24:21,872 --> 00:24:27,542 Where he is from, the girls go with veils, has no life and lives as if in prison. 218 00:24:27,628 --> 00:24:33,796 Damn yes. You think it's n�b! Those crows give me goosebumps. 219 00:24:33,884 --> 00:24:38,676 - They are oppressed. - What happened to the vest? 220 00:24:38,764 --> 00:24:41,718 She was a tourist and therefore a guest. 221 00:24:41,808 --> 00:24:45,177 As hosts, we showed respect. 222 00:24:45,270 --> 00:24:49,932 Is that all? You are full of shit. 223 00:24:55,113 --> 00:24:57,355 My godmother is here. 224 00:25:00,202 --> 00:25:02,360 Hello, beautiful. 225 00:25:11,421 --> 00:25:14,256 I'm too fat. What do you think? 226 00:25:14,341 --> 00:25:21,340 oh sweet baby you outshine everyone and many will admire your charms. 227 00:25:21,431 --> 00:25:25,381 Not just your face and your hair, but your slender limbs. 228 00:25:25,477 --> 00:25:30,519 Don't worry. You are comfortable. But even as fat you were handsome. 229 00:25:30,607 --> 00:25:33,893 See for yourself. You think I'm huge. 230 00:25:33,986 --> 00:25:37,770 You are in no way overweight. 231 00:25:37,864 --> 00:25:43,618 Your godmother is just trying to say, that you are more than your reflection. 232 00:25:43,704 --> 00:25:48,662 There are more important things in the world than being obsessed with ... 233 00:25:48,750 --> 00:25:54,171 You are not fat. Don't waste any more time on it. 234 00:25:54,256 --> 00:25:59,084 But don't you care? Wrinkles and such? 235 00:25:59,177 --> 00:26:04,848 Cultivating beauty is the watchword. Don't give up without a fight. 236 00:26:04,933 --> 00:26:09,975 I will pursue gray here without mercy and remove wrinkles when they appear. 237 00:26:10,063 --> 00:26:13,931 Wait and see. First time when I'm 23. 238 00:26:33,670 --> 00:26:37,419 - How is it going at school? - Okay. 239 00:26:37,507 --> 00:26:41,837 - What interests you the most? - Anyway, what's fun? 240 00:26:41,928 --> 00:26:47,136 I know you like to say you are a party-t�s and empty-headed. 241 00:26:47,225 --> 00:26:50,392 I don't believe you, Grace. About again. 242 00:26:52,314 --> 00:26:54,983 That's how we say it. 243 00:26:56,652 --> 00:26:59,855 I guess there are things I like to think. 244 00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:09,951 I'm lying in my bed and seduced by a dream. 245 00:27:11,708 --> 00:27:14,543 The skin is really deceiving. 246 00:27:17,464 --> 00:27:20,133 True enough. 247 00:27:20,217 --> 00:27:24,428 At close range it's all pure and simple chemistry. 248 00:27:24,513 --> 00:27:28,760 A world made of sulphur and of tin. 249 00:27:28,850 --> 00:27:31,258 Of phosphorus, lead and nitrogen. 250 00:27:31,353 --> 00:27:34,852 Mercury, zinc and hydrogen. 251 00:27:34,940 --> 00:27:38,190 Gold, silver and uranium. 252 00:27:38,277 --> 00:27:42,357 Coal, iron and vanadium. 253 00:27:42,447 --> 00:27:47,405 Argon, potassium, titanium... 254 00:27:50,831 --> 00:27:56,501 - But Grace, what would you like to be? - Famous. 255 00:28:07,723 --> 00:28:11,637 I was a doctor with a knife. 256 00:28:11,727 --> 00:28:16,602 I cut with it and saved lives. I was a surgeon. 257 00:28:16,690 --> 00:28:20,770 Like my father. But I got here and it was over. 258 00:28:22,654 --> 00:28:28,111 Now I only cut meat and greens, and I am firm in the kitchen region. 259 00:28:28,201 --> 00:28:33,196 I chop the ham finely, but does not taste. 260 00:28:33,290 --> 00:28:37,868 I slice it so thin and delicate. 261 00:28:37,961 --> 00:28:42,707 Like fine lace joyful for �jet. 262 00:28:42,799 --> 00:28:45,290 So soft to the touch. 263 00:28:46,678 --> 00:28:50,806 Shame I love my job very loud. 264 00:28:52,684 --> 00:28:57,726 But you must feel that you are wasting your skills? 265 00:28:57,814 --> 00:29:00,021 The subject you studied? 266 00:29:00,108 --> 00:29:04,153 But why leave, when they could use your skills? 267 00:29:04,237 --> 00:29:06,444 Not for nothing! 268 00:29:06,531 --> 00:29:11,490 But why fly full of sorrow halfway around the Earth? 269 00:29:11,578 --> 00:29:17,118 Maybe... Well, I forgot that. 270 00:29:17,209 --> 00:29:22,713 I was a surgeon but now everything is reversed. 271 00:29:22,798 --> 00:29:27,756 The story written about, and the hero amputated. 272 00:29:27,844 --> 00:29:34,677 A man of inferior worth. A chef that you don't deserve to look at. 273 00:29:34,768 --> 00:29:40,308 Was that what you meant? That I'm below your level? 274 00:29:46,113 --> 00:29:50,027 One evening I saved �n from the certain death. 275 00:29:50,117 --> 00:29:56,914 Afterwards when he drew his breath, so I was relieved and satisfied. 276 00:29:56,999 --> 00:30:02,420 I had made it I had to manage. 277 00:30:02,504 --> 00:30:08,044 I turned, and there in the door stood three men I knew. 278 00:30:08,135 --> 00:30:12,132 It didn't look like a courtesy call, for it was late. 279 00:30:12,222 --> 00:30:15,472 They were armed and possessed with hatred. 280 00:30:17,561 --> 00:30:21,772 They said, I wasted precious energy on - 281 00:30:21,857 --> 00:30:26,851 - who might later kill one of our children. 282 00:30:31,742 --> 00:30:34,446 They shot him, while I saw it. 283 00:30:39,291 --> 00:30:42,826 I shouldn't disguise one of "them" as a patient - 284 00:30:42,919 --> 00:30:48,080 - from now on I only had to treat "people like us". 285 00:30:49,217 --> 00:30:52,551 I packed my clothes and traveled away 286 00:30:55,557 --> 00:30:58,807 They killed n and murdered an idea. 287 00:30:58,894 --> 00:31:04,268 Being a doctor helps people in need without distinction of color or creed. 288 00:31:04,358 --> 00:31:10,313 Whereupon they condescended to say, it was for our own sake. 289 00:31:11,907 --> 00:31:16,783 - You will never fully understand that. - You can believe that. 290 00:31:16,870 --> 00:31:20,120 You are not the only ones. 291 00:31:20,207 --> 00:31:23,991 I feel your story in marrow and bones... 292 00:31:24,086 --> 00:31:29,211 I see a father calling his son. I see houses falling into rubble. 293 00:31:29,299 --> 00:31:33,297 I hear gunshots and the knock on the door. 294 00:31:33,387 --> 00:31:36,921 I see women's fear and young soldiers. 295 00:31:37,015 --> 00:31:40,965 I see him going his way. He knows his mother is crying. 296 00:31:41,061 --> 00:31:44,809 She fears for her son. She has buried two. 297 00:31:44,898 --> 00:31:48,848 Hear her lament, while the tears flow - 298 00:31:48,944 --> 00:31:54,982 - and the church bell calls Together song and God's praise. 299 00:31:55,075 --> 00:31:59,488 Yes, I know about so-called holy war. 300 00:31:59,579 --> 00:32:03,708 It is not far from here. 301 00:32:34,698 --> 00:32:38,530 - You look good. - Thank you, Kate. Do I? 302 00:32:38,619 --> 00:32:44,573 There is a spark in your eye. I myself am tired and weak and tired. 303 00:32:44,666 --> 00:32:49,412 I'm a pity. Sorry. But I am not as well traveled as you. 304 00:32:49,504 --> 00:32:53,336 How can you cope with three to four hours of sleep? 305 00:32:53,425 --> 00:32:57,719 But that is the difference between us. I do not own your energy. 306 00:32:57,804 --> 00:33:03,047 - Nonsense. You win on endurance. - What was the conference about? 307 00:33:03,143 --> 00:33:08,268 They demand an ethical way out, so we don't pretend to be murderers. 308 00:33:08,357 --> 00:33:12,686 Are you? Sorry, but I hate to think of the poor little ... 309 00:33:12,778 --> 00:33:17,155 - Cells! It is nothing else. - Sorry. 310 00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:22,448 - Do they feel pain? - �h, always defend my work! 311 00:33:34,299 --> 00:33:38,712 - How are the children? - Good. The little ones are always pure angels. 312 00:33:38,804 --> 00:33:41,508 The great one is a pestilence. 313 00:33:41,598 --> 00:33:45,678 She locks herself into her mess and never speaks to me. 314 00:33:45,769 --> 00:33:48,853 I hear you were out. How did it go? 315 00:33:48,939 --> 00:33:52,355 Lovely. At least for me. 316 00:33:52,442 --> 00:33:57,567 But she looks up to you like that. I bore her. 317 00:33:57,656 --> 00:34:01,356 If only I could get away like you. 318 00:34:01,451 --> 00:34:06,160 - Evaporation on a sunny afternoon. - Airports are similar. 319 00:34:06,248 --> 00:34:08,703 I dreamed of traveling. 320 00:34:08,792 --> 00:34:13,086 Now I just pack clothes and shoes. They don't see anything else. 321 00:34:13,171 --> 00:34:16,338 The hairstyle and my clothes, nothing else. 322 00:34:16,425 --> 00:34:18,797 I envy you. 323 00:34:18,885 --> 00:34:23,464 You can walk around in tracksuits and T-shirts covered in baby flies. 324 00:34:23,557 --> 00:34:27,507 Thanks. It's an adorable picture of the life a mother has. 325 00:34:27,603 --> 00:34:34,733 A less treasured job is what I have. Thank your mother for her efforts. 326 00:34:38,488 --> 00:34:44,075 Why does it always have to end like this? A contest about who suffers the most. 327 00:34:45,662 --> 00:34:48,865 You may have chosen correctly, single mom... 328 00:34:48,957 --> 00:34:52,160 My "open marriage" has become... 329 00:34:52,252 --> 00:34:55,751 We don't talk. There are only lies. 330 00:34:56,923 --> 00:35:00,127 It happens easily, I guess. when love there. 331 00:35:01,970 --> 00:35:06,716 Kate, you're friends with him too. What has he said to you? 332 00:35:06,808 --> 00:35:08,931 Not much. 333 00:35:37,005 --> 00:35:41,418 Goddess, concubine, mistress, i love you - 334 00:35:41,510 --> 00:35:45,757 - you are the light that guides me through the night to you. 335 00:35:45,847 --> 00:35:47,757 Hold me. 336 00:35:47,849 --> 00:35:53,685 Your voice, paleness, your perfume, your whole body haunts me. 337 00:35:53,772 --> 00:35:59,526 I am waiting for you full of desire. Your hungry gaze inflames me. 338 00:35:59,611 --> 00:36:05,032 How can I do anything other than burn? I'm on fire because of you. 339 00:36:05,117 --> 00:36:09,529 Now I know I didn't live before. 340 00:36:09,621 --> 00:36:13,868 This surpasses all, as I have felt. 341 00:36:13,959 --> 00:36:18,787 My beloved. You hold me and I melt. 342 00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:23,174 I'm not made of cloth. I am a feeling. 343 00:36:25,178 --> 00:36:28,844 Just call me sk�ke. I ask for more. 344 00:36:28,932 --> 00:36:35,101 Those names. You give me names I would never accept on the street - 345 00:36:35,188 --> 00:36:39,767 - but in your mouth, my love, are they cute. 346 00:36:51,872 --> 00:36:56,450 what can i give you love of other sweet words? 347 00:36:56,543 --> 00:36:59,912 I'll fuck you as my mistress - 348 00:37:00,005 --> 00:37:03,089 - worship you with vile words - 349 00:37:03,175 --> 00:37:07,007 - to show, how much I adore you. 350 00:37:09,556 --> 00:37:12,925 Shame on you with the language of the gutter. 351 00:37:13,018 --> 00:37:17,063 Hear me now. Gently I will murmur things into your ear. 352 00:37:17,147 --> 00:37:22,189 In a stream of fantasies and dreams, which you have never confided in anyone. 353 00:37:22,277 --> 00:37:25,195 Yes, do it. Say it all. 354 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,032 Release forbidden thoughts. 355 00:37:28,116 --> 00:37:31,865 Just the hidden skin. 356 00:37:31,954 --> 00:37:39,000 The danger is that all the private places, you have been, it turns out - 357 00:37:39,086 --> 00:37:43,380 - and you will be in full bloom. 358 00:37:45,133 --> 00:37:47,541 Sing. 359 00:37:49,471 --> 00:37:51,464 Dance. 360 00:37:51,556 --> 00:37:54,261 Humming. 361 00:37:54,351 --> 00:37:56,723 Laugh. 362 00:37:56,812 --> 00:37:59,599 Come here. 363 00:38:01,233 --> 00:38:04,353 You're coming. 364 00:38:49,323 --> 00:38:51,944 Grace, come in. 365 00:38:54,578 --> 00:38:57,116 Is she here? 366 00:38:57,205 --> 00:39:01,535 Not now, but finally come inside. 367 00:39:34,576 --> 00:39:38,870 Take it easy. Come sit with me. 368 00:39:44,127 --> 00:39:48,339 Something to drink? Maybe you want some tea? 369 00:39:48,423 --> 00:39:51,258 No thanks. 370 00:39:58,433 --> 00:40:02,894 - How is it going at school? - Fine. 371 00:40:08,735 --> 00:40:12,270 Not much to say. 372 00:40:12,364 --> 00:40:15,151 Yeah. 373 00:40:15,242 --> 00:40:19,192 You don't give much away. That is very wise. 374 00:40:19,288 --> 00:40:22,822 I do my best. 375 00:40:22,916 --> 00:40:28,123 You don't need to do anything. Whenever you are around. 376 00:40:30,090 --> 00:40:34,467 you can rest when you reach my age. 377 00:40:34,553 --> 00:40:40,923 I'm not that young and you are not that old. 378 00:40:41,018 --> 00:40:44,636 How sweet. 379 00:40:47,774 --> 00:40:52,317 Grace. May I entrust you with something? 380 00:40:55,741 --> 00:40:59,275 Your godmother and I ... 381 00:41:01,204 --> 00:41:05,119 She finds me cold. 382 00:41:05,208 --> 00:41:11,294 But that is imagination. I have feelings too. 383 00:42:47,728 --> 00:42:52,140 He called you cold. Your husband. 384 00:42:52,232 --> 00:42:57,024 - What on earth did he have... - I came to visit, but you were out. 385 00:42:57,112 --> 00:43:00,896 And then he told me everything about his feelings. 386 00:43:02,242 --> 00:43:05,777 It must have been... exactly when? 387 00:43:07,914 --> 00:43:12,493 - He even held my hand. - Damn it. And see? 388 00:43:15,088 --> 00:43:20,130 i need to talk when the day is over. 389 00:43:20,260 --> 00:43:25,765 She thinks I've sold myself so she won't. 390 00:43:27,017 --> 00:43:31,394 She never learns what that means to change things in practice. 391 00:43:31,480 --> 00:43:37,518 She is a child and still thinks, as she did when we met. 392 00:43:37,611 --> 00:43:41,276 Visions, talk and brainstorming - 393 00:43:41,365 --> 00:43:45,777 - and noble thoughts about real life. 394 00:43:45,869 --> 00:43:52,370 I do my part to change mistakes, yet she sees me as an enemy. 395 00:43:52,459 --> 00:43:58,829 As a researcher, she has her integrity, she claims that... 396 00:43:58,924 --> 00:44:05,591 She sees herself as oppressed, the married while I'm a fake. 397 00:44:05,681 --> 00:44:09,844 And English I am, while she is Irish by flesh and blood. 398 00:44:09,935 --> 00:44:13,351 But actually she left, when she was ten. 399 00:44:13,438 --> 00:44:16,772 She lived in America, but that - 400 00:44:16,858 --> 00:44:20,025 - is something she forgets easily. 401 00:44:20,112 --> 00:44:24,359 With her roots she can play the role of persecuted. 402 00:44:24,449 --> 00:44:27,237 Good, but tell me - 403 00:44:27,327 --> 00:44:33,282 - why she never takes the time to visit the world's last communist. 404 00:44:33,375 --> 00:44:36,210 The aunt in Belfast. 405 00:44:40,924 --> 00:44:44,008 To talk like that is abuse of both of us. 406 00:44:44,094 --> 00:44:49,883 Our marriage is none of her business. In addition, he told about ... 407 00:44:49,975 --> 00:44:54,222 She looks up to me like that. I could shoot him on the spot. 408 00:44:54,313 --> 00:44:59,307 Have you seen a pierced corpse? You Europeans... 409 00:44:59,401 --> 00:45:03,315 - Who? - You are so naive. 410 00:45:03,405 --> 00:45:08,648 The stupid things you think. That pain can be put behind you. 411 00:45:08,744 --> 00:45:12,160 And all chains can be thrown away. 412 00:45:12,247 --> 00:45:18,202 You are free, but still fight with weapons, tank, helicopter or bomb. 413 00:45:18,295 --> 00:45:24,499 Is this kind of thinking unknown in your country? Why are you suddenly attacking me? 414 00:45:24,593 --> 00:45:28,377 I have a different view on life and death. 415 00:45:29,973 --> 00:45:33,674 But is it true? 416 00:45:33,769 --> 00:45:38,098 You do science and is from the west. 417 00:45:38,190 --> 00:45:41,144 You think you know it all and is the best. 418 00:45:41,234 --> 00:45:44,235 One of you is more worthy than the rest. 419 00:45:44,321 --> 00:45:46,859 Here, it's me are you talking to? 420 00:45:46,949 --> 00:45:51,943 What do you know about my perspective and the things I research? 421 00:45:52,037 --> 00:45:55,121 You don't do much research, �obviously. 422 00:45:55,207 --> 00:45:59,916 Not like me. You are here the other day. 423 00:46:00,003 --> 00:46:05,424 Totally honest! What have I said? You have no knowledge of my life. 424 00:46:05,509 --> 00:46:09,459 I know you are married. You are a wife. 425 00:46:09,554 --> 00:46:13,089 A woman with a lover in the daytime. 426 00:46:13,183 --> 00:46:16,801 Maybe another one at night. Or two? 427 00:46:16,895 --> 00:46:20,311 No, there is none. 428 00:46:20,399 --> 00:46:24,231 I only have you. 429 00:46:27,030 --> 00:46:31,028 damn, I was rescued from the dirt. 430 00:46:31,118 --> 00:46:34,368 My life was ugly. I ate garbage. 431 00:46:34,454 --> 00:46:37,989 That's how bad it was. I was a wreck. 432 00:46:38,083 --> 00:46:42,247 I was dirty, also� in the mouth. I lied and lied. 433 00:46:42,337 --> 00:46:46,002 I didn't have a single friend. It was a blast. 434 00:46:46,091 --> 00:46:49,756 all that because I turned my back on Jesus. 435 00:46:49,845 --> 00:46:53,178 But he found me and straightened me out. 436 00:46:53,265 --> 00:46:58,556 Thank you and praise be to God, who gave us sinners his son. 437 00:46:58,645 --> 00:47:03,023 Like you turned your back. He saw your face and thought no! 438 00:47:03,108 --> 00:47:09,229 No kidding, but what a father will let the son tempt such a life? 439 00:47:09,323 --> 00:47:13,190 - Why didn't he come? - No, you're right. 440 00:47:13,285 --> 00:47:18,955 Now imagine that I am God and you is bad, I wash off in tap water. 441 00:47:19,041 --> 00:47:24,581 Only so that one sins less at Heaven's gate when it is too late. 442 00:47:24,671 --> 00:47:27,043 The Lord is gracious. 443 00:47:27,132 --> 00:47:30,881 If God exists, so he is full of defiance. 444 00:47:30,969 --> 00:47:34,753 You are negative. Bitches are your enemy. 445 00:47:34,848 --> 00:47:39,593 God, they are so! If Jesus chose him, who is so lucky here? 446 00:47:39,686 --> 00:47:44,229 His heart also contains you. If you repent of your sin, you are saved. 447 00:47:44,316 --> 00:47:49,310 He will forgive all that you have said, if you want to pray on your knees. 448 00:47:49,404 --> 00:47:53,354 Shut up, you fool. That wasn't where I wanted to go at all. 449 00:47:53,450 --> 00:47:57,199 - Where? - Are you starting now too�? 450 00:47:57,287 --> 00:48:03,123 - Fuck your mosque, you black horse. - Unbelieving dog. 451 00:48:03,210 --> 00:48:07,623 A what? Yes, it is clear. You're a fanatic, one of them! 452 00:48:07,714 --> 00:48:10,881 - Now take care. - Are you afraid? 453 00:48:10,968 --> 00:48:14,171 - Clean me up. - The lamb is astray. 454 00:48:14,262 --> 00:48:18,343 The Lamb of God is in Hell. He was in Paradise but fell. 455 00:48:18,433 --> 00:48:24,104 Forget about Paradise. This is everything! It is teeming with nassers in white. 456 00:48:24,189 --> 00:48:28,898 Damn asylum seekers on the street takes jobs right under our noses. 457 00:48:28,986 --> 00:48:32,900 - As a thank you, they blow us up. - You are wrong! 458 00:48:32,990 --> 00:48:37,616 - Holy war is soon over. - War is fought in the human soul. 459 00:48:37,703 --> 00:48:41,154 He fights day and night against his drives. 460 00:48:41,248 --> 00:48:46,242 An animal part that has no heart. A self that does not think clearly. 461 00:48:46,336 --> 00:48:50,286 Islamic law is not necessary, but fair. 462 00:48:50,382 --> 00:48:54,462 Bombs are unfair! You perkers are pissed off. 463 00:48:54,553 --> 00:48:59,428 In your eyes we are all the same, you fool! Ignorance is your badge of nobility! 464 00:48:59,516 --> 00:49:03,466 You should read and not live on the streets. 465 00:49:03,562 --> 00:49:07,013 Fuck me! You strangers sit on everything. 466 00:49:07,107 --> 00:49:13,359 As if there is an apartment for me! Your big plague-infested boil in the ass! 467 00:49:13,447 --> 00:49:17,279 Fine... Answer me then�. Are your hands clean? 468 00:49:17,367 --> 00:49:20,285 - I'm not a perker! - So you have to move. 469 00:49:20,370 --> 00:49:26,041 - He's too much! - You don't speak ill of me and mine. 470 00:49:26,126 --> 00:49:30,040 I often doubt but when I see an animal like you - 471 00:49:30,130 --> 00:49:33,795 - then I would rather believe in everything else than nothing. 472 00:49:33,884 --> 00:49:37,300 Come on, Whizzer. Shut up! 473 00:49:56,615 --> 00:49:58,654 Out! 474 00:51:38,634 --> 00:51:41,125 I must see you. 475 00:51:41,219 --> 00:51:43,793 No, not now. 476 00:51:45,140 --> 00:51:48,058 - See you later? - No. 477 00:51:48,143 --> 00:51:51,179 - Tomorrow then? - I don't know. 478 00:51:51,271 --> 00:51:55,565 - Why not? - Problems. 479 00:51:55,651 --> 00:51:59,150 Also� here. Have you forgotten? 480 00:52:04,034 --> 00:52:08,162 Here, let's... We must talk together. 481 00:52:08,246 --> 00:52:12,161 Let's go out to a hotel. 482 00:52:12,250 --> 00:52:16,200 A night or two. I give. 483 00:53:40,297 --> 00:53:42,918 Excuse me. 484 00:53:59,107 --> 00:54:02,357 How does it work? 485 00:54:02,444 --> 00:54:05,113 Fine. 486 00:54:08,450 --> 00:54:12,662 - No more? - Don't bother. 487 00:54:12,746 --> 00:54:16,993 Sorry, I didn't get it. One more time? 488 00:54:17,084 --> 00:54:22,540 Or should I read minds? It will probably succeed with a little effort. 489 00:54:24,925 --> 00:54:27,630 I'm going out. 490 00:54:34,851 --> 00:54:39,348 - Where can you be led. - The leading tormentor! How beautiful. 491 00:54:39,439 --> 00:54:43,188 Yes, get out and get some air. 492 00:54:45,237 --> 00:54:50,231 Why don't you want to argue and let the feelings out? 493 00:54:50,325 --> 00:54:55,034 I happen to be proud of my control. 494 00:54:55,122 --> 00:54:58,573 You say without further ado, what you think about. 495 00:54:58,667 --> 00:55:02,830 That's not me, and I am happy for that. 496 00:55:04,464 --> 00:55:09,340 - I do my utmost for us. Hold up. - Am I too much, am I too strong? 497 00:55:09,428 --> 00:55:14,884 - Because I arouse feelings? - What feelings? 498 00:55:16,643 --> 00:55:20,308 They lost dreams? Our final? 499 00:55:24,067 --> 00:55:29,406 Or empty skips like moving around - 500 00:55:29,489 --> 00:55:32,526 - celebrate a birthday or something else. 501 00:55:32,618 --> 00:55:35,821 Wake up somewhere else and take a holiday. 502 00:55:35,912 --> 00:55:41,666 Lying on the beach and feel the pain of emptiness. 503 00:55:41,752 --> 00:55:46,248 You are bored, Reading a book. 504 00:55:46,340 --> 00:55:51,464 We have dinner at a restaurant you hate. 505 00:55:51,553 --> 00:55:54,222 And see your sour face, 506 00:55:56,642 --> 00:56:00,591 do you think I enjoy having lost? 507 00:56:01,730 --> 00:56:07,400 Feeling like I've locked you in in a cold and unlit cage - 508 00:56:07,486 --> 00:56:12,278 - where we only stay old together. 509 00:56:14,326 --> 00:56:17,825 I prefer to avoid feeling anything. 510 00:56:20,082 --> 00:56:23,533 Once love was there. I guess it was. 511 00:56:23,627 --> 00:56:30,045 You said the speech aroused your desire, because it flowed like nectar or juice. 512 00:56:31,343 --> 00:56:34,510 What the hell. 513 00:56:34,596 --> 00:56:38,131 What the hell is it going to do? 514 00:56:42,062 --> 00:56:45,265 How is your aunt? 515 00:56:45,357 --> 00:56:47,515 I don't know that. 516 00:56:47,609 --> 00:56:50,314 - You didn't call? - Not yet. 517 00:56:50,404 --> 00:56:53,405 - You are so... - See what? 518 00:56:53,490 --> 00:56:57,784 - Doesn't she worry you? - Of course. 519 00:56:57,869 --> 00:57:04,702 May I be free. Of course worries me me I worry too much. 520 00:57:04,793 --> 00:57:09,087 I love her and am calling now. No, it's too late. 521 00:57:09,172 --> 00:57:13,040 But why did you say that for Grace? 522 00:58:48,689 --> 00:58:54,727 - What's going on? - I can't do it anymore. 523 00:58:54,820 --> 00:58:58,604 What have I said? or overheard? 524 00:58:58,699 --> 00:59:01,106 I long. 525 00:59:01,201 --> 00:59:05,115 I need your body like that. What's wrong? 526 00:59:05,205 --> 00:59:10,448 - You don't hang up again. - It's impossible. 527 00:59:13,297 --> 00:59:16,879 Read in your heart, and you will see - 528 00:59:16,967 --> 00:59:21,012 - that I have acted with sincerity. 529 00:59:27,519 --> 00:59:30,888 But now the time has come to say goodbye. 530 00:59:30,981 --> 00:59:34,564 What? To say what? 531 00:59:37,112 --> 00:59:40,647 You can't do that. Why? 532 00:59:53,670 --> 00:59:57,585 My body has been yours for rent. 533 00:59:57,674 --> 01:00:01,090 I have to have it back. 534 01:00:01,178 --> 01:00:07,216 Because it was mine. But everything I said I meant. 535 01:00:09,645 --> 01:00:13,263 How I adored you. 536 01:00:13,357 --> 01:00:17,520 You have been right divine. 537 01:00:29,831 --> 01:00:34,992 I hear something else behind your pretty words. 538 01:00:35,087 --> 01:00:39,998 But doubt nags and pollutes my soul. 539 01:00:41,593 --> 01:00:44,713 The bitter question squeezes in. 540 01:00:44,805 --> 01:00:50,558 To ask is beneath my dignity, for you said there was no one else. 541 01:00:50,644 --> 01:00:55,105 I was your secret country. 542 01:00:55,190 --> 01:00:58,974 The coast of your longings. 543 01:00:59,778 --> 01:01:03,776 See... Who is she? 544 01:01:05,242 --> 01:01:10,236 No one else tempts me. Believe me when I say it. 545 01:01:11,915 --> 01:01:15,699 I never left you for someone else. 546 01:01:17,421 --> 01:01:22,546 Who would be that goddess, you been right for me? 547 01:01:31,101 --> 01:01:34,055 I didn't ask for this. 548 01:01:34,146 --> 01:01:37,728 To be rejected in a kiss. 549 01:01:43,405 --> 01:01:47,533 I want to stab you in the back and let you taste my revenge - 550 01:01:47,618 --> 01:01:50,535 - you hypocritical casanova. 551 01:01:50,621 --> 01:01:55,615 Hypocrite? I'm not the one to lie. 552 01:01:55,709 --> 01:01:58,793 How can I clear your mind? 553 01:01:58,879 --> 01:02:03,457 I have to wash you... Yes, from head to toe. 554 01:02:03,550 --> 01:02:07,251 - What did you say? - How can you doubt that? 555 01:02:07,346 --> 01:02:12,767 Wash me? Am I dirty then? Can't you see I'm hurt? 556 01:02:12,851 --> 01:02:16,185 - Goddess... - Free me. It's not me. 557 01:02:16,271 --> 01:02:19,771 On long days I lay in your arms. 558 01:02:19,858 --> 01:02:23,690 I tasted you and marked meat against meat - 559 01:02:23,779 --> 01:02:28,488 - and skin against beautiful skin, but the blood tempts me to sin... 560 01:02:28,575 --> 01:02:31,149 No, wait! 561 01:02:31,244 --> 01:02:35,823 Blood? Sin? What do you mean? 562 01:02:35,916 --> 01:02:38,703 I suddenly remember who i am 563 01:02:38,794 --> 01:02:44,001 The old sages have told, that love and women distract. 564 01:02:44,091 --> 01:02:49,714 We are told that riches await them, that stands against and sounds a higher cause. 565 01:02:49,805 --> 01:02:53,090 You're asking me to fall in love. 566 01:02:53,183 --> 01:02:57,560 You can't p�st, I have brought you down. 567 01:03:01,984 --> 01:03:05,317 do you really mean I'm unclean? 568 01:03:05,404 --> 01:03:08,689 A cheap prank a fucking animal. 569 01:03:08,782 --> 01:03:12,827 A vile affair and without morals? 570 01:03:14,955 --> 01:03:19,866 I'm not just your goddess, I am what the hell I want to be! 571 01:03:19,960 --> 01:03:24,503 - Your teacher, perhaps, or king! - I crowned you queen. 572 01:03:24,589 --> 01:03:27,709 Ass hole! 573 01:03:27,801 --> 01:03:34,717 - What do you imagine? - The role of king is mine. 574 01:03:34,808 --> 01:03:39,470 My lord, I am sorry. They are late. 575 01:03:39,563 --> 01:03:43,643 I am only daughter and inferior. 576 01:03:43,734 --> 01:03:48,063 No, you... You think you are above us. 577 01:03:48,155 --> 01:03:51,405 You will decide delete - 578 01:03:51,491 --> 01:03:55,192 - have our country and our oil. 579 01:03:55,287 --> 01:03:58,786 Is it civilized? 580 01:03:58,874 --> 01:04:04,461 Your country is a fire-breathing dragon. A country with big profits and brands. 581 01:04:04,546 --> 01:04:12,008 Big Mac, big burger, everything is big. And you, American woman, are too thin. 582 01:04:12,095 --> 01:04:15,678 Well trained, not female. 583 01:04:15,766 --> 01:04:19,099 Your skin is too pale and without joy. 584 01:04:19,186 --> 01:04:24,856 And the eyes for blue. Why must you seduce me? 585 01:04:30,072 --> 01:04:34,069 So the two of us are at war? 586 01:04:38,455 --> 01:04:42,868 - Your terrorist. Hypocrite. - Imperialist. More. 587 01:04:42,960 --> 01:04:47,040 What has happened? 588 01:04:48,715 --> 01:04:51,918 You are confusing me with them. 589 01:04:52,010 --> 01:04:55,545 Remember I'm Irish too. 590 01:04:55,639 --> 01:04:59,684 And see? You all have roots elsewhere. 591 01:04:59,768 --> 01:05:04,726 But you forgot that the power is not in your hands. 592 01:05:04,815 --> 01:05:07,934 The boss! 593 01:05:08,026 --> 01:05:13,483 You hear children's cries, but are neutral, for they are not yours. 594 01:05:13,573 --> 01:05:18,568 You are unfair. What they have done never got my vote. 595 01:05:18,662 --> 01:05:23,454 I duck and I am deeply ashamed. 596 01:05:24,918 --> 01:05:29,082 Look, I'm human. 597 01:05:29,172 --> 01:05:31,461 I am me. 598 01:05:31,550 --> 01:05:34,716 Me this, me that. 599 01:05:34,803 --> 01:05:37,804 Every human being is us. We are one whole. 600 01:05:37,889 --> 01:05:42,267 Just. You are right. We are not enemies. 601 01:05:42,352 --> 01:05:45,057 How did this start? 602 01:05:45,147 --> 01:05:49,643 From Elvis to Eminem. 603 01:05:49,735 --> 01:05:54,942 Warhol's art. I know you and all your songs. 604 01:05:55,032 --> 01:05:59,990 But do you know mine? No. It is always me who makes an effort. 605 01:06:00,078 --> 01:06:03,494 I am learning verse in English. 606 01:06:04,750 --> 01:06:08,284 But do you know a word Arabic? Just one? 607 01:06:10,088 --> 01:06:14,252 Do you know that al-gebra was an arab man? 608 01:06:14,343 --> 01:06:18,387 You have read the Bible, but the Koran? 609 01:06:22,517 --> 01:06:26,646 Is that why you reject me? 610 01:06:26,730 --> 01:06:30,514 Reject? No, I don't reject. 611 01:06:30,609 --> 01:06:35,520 But I demand your respect. You say you want me. 612 01:06:35,614 --> 01:06:40,572 But like what? An exotic dream prince? 613 01:06:40,661 --> 01:06:45,239 Your toy, a pet, your secret lover? 614 01:06:46,917 --> 01:06:50,997 You buy me with a plastic card in restaurants. 615 01:06:51,088 --> 01:06:54,955 You want iron, so you can melt. 616 01:06:55,050 --> 01:06:59,628 Understand that when you don't want me because I'm quite a man - 617 01:06:59,721 --> 01:07:04,383 - but for my body, I lose dignity. 618 01:07:04,476 --> 01:07:08,308 Now you are right. Feeling small and vulnerable. 619 01:07:08,397 --> 01:07:13,308 But shall I take people's scorn, because they fear me? 620 01:07:13,402 --> 01:07:17,898 How am I supposed to gain respect here, where to say my name - 621 01:07:17,990 --> 01:07:22,698 - is an impossibility? 622 01:07:26,164 --> 01:07:29,284 I understand you. 623 01:07:30,419 --> 01:07:32,791 Continue now. 624 01:07:45,017 --> 01:07:48,220 In your country - 625 01:07:48,312 --> 01:07:51,016 - I'm invisible. 626 01:07:52,858 --> 01:07:57,069 I am neutered. 627 01:07:58,572 --> 01:08:05,369 You never understand with your white skin and your privileges - 628 01:08:05,454 --> 01:08:09,202 - and human rights, you take for granted - 629 01:08:09,291 --> 01:08:14,249 - how I fight for every little thing. 630 01:08:31,146 --> 01:08:33,815 Oh no. 631 01:08:37,069 --> 01:08:39,986 �h no, �h no***� 632 01:08:42,199 --> 01:08:46,944 Now I have to go. I didn't call ... didn't call. 633 01:08:51,667 --> 01:08:54,833 Why didn't I call? 634 01:09:51,643 --> 01:09:56,601 Too late again! N�, never mind. Forget it. You are busy. 635 01:09:56,690 --> 01:10:00,735 It's your life now, but you have chosen it - 636 01:10:00,819 --> 01:10:05,481 - so you'll probably want to hang around, you never stop. 637 01:10:05,574 --> 01:10:08,824 But I am here to stay. 638 01:10:08,910 --> 01:10:12,576 Hvem ved hvor l�nge? Perhaps �review. 639 01:10:12,664 --> 01:10:15,784 Det indhenter jo en, the bad. 640 01:10:15,876 --> 01:10:19,541 F�rst knirker det en smule in your knee� - 641 01:10:19,630 --> 01:10:23,414 - og pludselig er du bundet to your bed. 642 01:10:23,508 --> 01:10:26,675 No one said, jeg fik s� megen tid - 643 01:10:26,762 --> 01:10:31,091 - men nu er det for sent to bring my dreams to life. 644 01:10:31,183 --> 01:10:33,638 Oh, aunty. 645 01:10:33,727 --> 01:10:38,270 Fate plays us besynderlige puds. 646 01:10:38,357 --> 01:10:44,193 I have so much to tell, but I am raised round and round. 647 01:10:44,279 --> 01:10:49,274 It is unfair, with all the stories I know. 648 01:10:49,368 --> 01:10:53,116 Even if you probably don't care. 649 01:10:53,205 --> 01:10:56,538 I'm staying here. I guess you should go too. 650 01:10:56,625 --> 01:11:02,414 Five minutes, maybe ten. I never know when you'll be back. 651 01:11:02,506 --> 01:11:08,046 It's so sad every time you do. You are wasting your time. I mean it. 652 01:11:08,136 --> 01:11:14,305 Don't smile like that. You'll regret it when I'm dead. 653 01:11:14,393 --> 01:11:18,722 I'm just talking, honey. It was a joke. 654 01:11:18,814 --> 01:11:21,601 But it is shown and true. 655 01:11:21,692 --> 01:11:28,359 The questions you left behind. Yes, you will probably regret a few things. 656 01:11:37,082 --> 01:11:43,001 No one explained it to me as a child, why time only moves forward. 657 01:11:43,088 --> 01:11:47,916 "Shut up," was the reply, when I asked them about everything - 658 01:11:48,010 --> 01:11:52,339 - and why we never learn to clean up again. 659 01:11:52,431 --> 01:11:58,516 If only one could correct one's mistakes. Rewind life and start again. 660 01:11:58,604 --> 01:12:02,019 So would life have prepared ourselves. 661 01:12:02,107 --> 01:12:06,520 But we only get one attempt and no costume tests. 662 01:12:06,612 --> 01:12:11,190 The curtain has gone, and we don't know. 663 01:12:11,283 --> 01:12:17,784 I see no purpose in the great work of creation. 664 01:12:17,873 --> 01:12:20,874 But I don't think so! 665 01:12:20,959 --> 01:12:25,705 There is no God and Heaven, if you ask me. 666 01:12:25,797 --> 01:12:30,127 Is there anything I have learned, so� it is this: 667 01:12:30,218 --> 01:12:33,552 It's up to me... 668 01:12:35,599 --> 01:12:38,137 ...and you too. 669 01:12:50,280 --> 01:12:56,200 Everything comes from ourselves. We ourselves create evil - 670 01:12:56,286 --> 01:13:00,331 - and all good things. 671 01:13:05,087 --> 01:13:09,334 But tell me what happens. You've got a suit after all. 672 01:13:09,424 --> 01:13:13,967 For the first time in several weeks or months, even years? 673 01:13:14,054 --> 01:13:18,965 You don't say, you are in love, my dear. 674 01:13:19,059 --> 01:13:23,472 Not in him the Englishman. What a mistake. 675 01:13:23,563 --> 01:13:27,146 I saw that immediately. 676 01:13:27,234 --> 01:13:32,228 It only takes someone else in your life, so your heart will honestly say - 677 01:13:32,322 --> 01:13:36,984 - that men are not created equal. Some are better. 678 01:13:37,077 --> 01:13:40,411 Another Christmas game from him up there - 679 01:13:40,497 --> 01:13:44,625 - if he is around, which he or she is not. 680 01:13:44,710 --> 01:13:47,829 If I haven't slept or forgot it. 681 01:13:47,921 --> 01:13:50,958 But my memory is good. 682 01:13:51,049 --> 01:13:54,418 Here I lie with the whole mole wit. 683 01:13:54,511 --> 01:14:01,225 The whole thing will surely go to the grave. I would gladly trade it for one day... 684 01:14:01,310 --> 01:14:04,310 - On Cuba! - Aunt! What did you say? 685 01:14:04,396 --> 01:14:07,563 You heard me. Cuba! 686 01:14:07,649 --> 01:14:14,566 How I would like to see that place, and how it all ended. 687 01:14:14,656 --> 01:14:19,152 And Castro... gave us all hope. 688 01:14:19,244 --> 01:14:24,321 Yes, better him than the Pope! I would like to meet him. 689 01:14:24,416 --> 01:14:28,366 - You are leaving soon. - Yes. 690 01:14:28,462 --> 01:14:33,124 I tell you, we live on the moon, before we get another chance like that. 691 01:14:33,216 --> 01:14:38,970 The beautiful dream that fell short in all other countries where they tried. 692 01:14:39,056 --> 01:14:43,801 They regret. Communism died, but what came in its place? 693 01:14:43,894 --> 01:14:50,727 Pure greed. A life of longing after things you don't need. 694 01:15:49,668 --> 01:15:54,330 If and when I die then I want to see you cry. 695 01:15:54,423 --> 01:15:58,835 Tear you in the right and howl loudly in pain. 696 01:15:58,927 --> 01:16:03,423 I want you to beat your chest and wash your clothes and much more. 697 01:16:03,515 --> 01:16:08,936 Fall over sobbing, so I know I'm dead. 698 01:16:11,857 --> 01:16:16,768 Proof to me, we belong together, and that you cannot do without me. 699 01:16:16,862 --> 01:16:21,690 And I want to see you dressed in black with red and swollen eyes. 700 01:16:21,783 --> 01:16:28,153 I want you to protest loudly. In a close embrace you comfort each other. 701 01:16:28,248 --> 01:16:34,286 See you kick out and hit the wall, see you lying wailing on the ground. 702 01:16:34,379 --> 01:16:38,840 I want to be sure, I'm not dreaming. 703 01:16:41,762 --> 01:16:45,629 My death must be like my life. 704 01:16:45,724 --> 01:16:49,093 I want root and fight and strife. 705 01:16:49,186 --> 01:16:52,352 I want to see you fight by my side - 706 01:16:52,439 --> 01:16:56,104 - and hear, what you didn't tell me. 707 01:16:56,193 --> 01:17:00,237 No, it has to happen just before my death. 708 01:17:00,322 --> 01:17:03,691 Now don't let them send you off - 709 01:17:03,784 --> 01:17:08,031 - and say, it takes the pain out, because it is a lie. 710 01:17:08,121 --> 01:17:11,905 I want your tears. 711 01:17:14,962 --> 01:17:18,911 Now don't let me drown in pious and polite calm. 712 01:17:19,007 --> 01:17:24,132 No, let's shout. Another light will illuminate the living room. 713 01:17:24,221 --> 01:17:30,140 My death will wake you up from your slumber and cleanse you. 714 01:17:30,227 --> 01:17:34,059 And I want to hear you cry: 715 01:17:34,147 --> 01:17:39,937 - No, no, no! - But I want to. 716 01:17:40,028 --> 01:17:43,777 You don't have to! 717 01:17:59,840 --> 01:18:05,545 Life is so short and big. We must not waste this gift. 718 01:18:07,097 --> 01:18:10,300 We don't know the truth. 719 01:18:10,392 --> 01:18:15,599 Inside our rage happiness may be hidden. 720 01:18:17,441 --> 01:18:23,230 Let's go to Cuba. Far away from everything. 721 01:18:23,322 --> 01:18:27,402 We need to be together more than just an hour. 722 01:18:27,492 --> 01:18:31,027 let's go away just you and me. 723 01:18:31,121 --> 01:18:34,324 I am in Beirut. 724 01:18:34,416 --> 01:18:37,037 Are you? 725 01:18:37,127 --> 01:18:40,578 I have a friend. We went to school together. 726 01:18:40,672 --> 01:18:45,915 He stayed and is now married and has a son. 727 01:18:46,011 --> 01:18:50,424 We have no life. It is now. Let's take the chance. 728 01:18:50,515 --> 01:18:54,762 I'm sending a ticket and travels first. 729 01:18:54,853 --> 01:18:57,142 It's been a long time... 730 01:18:57,230 --> 01:19:01,976 Aunt died. She is dead. My aunt is dead. 731 01:19:02,069 --> 01:19:05,936 You want a lot to tell. 732 01:19:06,782 --> 01:19:09,070 I'll send a ticket. 733 01:19:32,933 --> 01:19:38,272 Dirt does not disappear. It is only moved around. 734 01:19:38,355 --> 01:19:43,064 Something gets burnt or buried. 735 01:19:43,151 --> 01:19:47,101 But fire gives smoke and soot - 736 01:19:47,197 --> 01:19:51,325 - and the fat city, and everything buried shoots up with time. 737 01:19:51,410 --> 01:19:56,285 It travels slowly, yes, it almost creeps. 738 01:19:57,749 --> 01:20:02,079 Because the water underneath seeps. 739 01:20:02,170 --> 01:20:05,919 God gave us eyes that do not see everything, otherwise we would go crazy. 740 01:20:09,219 --> 01:20:13,548 We never touched a bed again, a sofa or chair - 741 01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:17,934 - if we could see those things, who lives there. 742 01:20:20,230 --> 01:20:24,643 There are millions of them. Strange creep with legs. 743 01:20:24,735 --> 01:20:28,649 They mate and lays their �g. 744 01:20:28,739 --> 01:20:33,151 They love our shit, they survive by eating what we feel. 745 01:20:33,243 --> 01:20:36,612 Our dead skin is their bread. 746 01:20:47,174 --> 01:20:50,673 Bacilli are smaller than mites. 747 01:20:50,761 --> 01:20:53,927 We do what we can. 748 01:20:54,014 --> 01:20:58,842 We scrub and scrub, but they fly with a sneeze on spit - 749 01:20:58,935 --> 01:21:04,060 - who are infected, and if we just breathe - 750 01:21:04,149 --> 01:21:07,518 - so they are in us in a fight to the death. 751 01:21:07,611 --> 01:21:10,481 Bacilli are now not the worst. 752 01:21:12,950 --> 01:21:15,523 There are viruses. 753 01:21:15,619 --> 01:21:19,118 Perhaps they were the first life on Earth. 754 01:21:19,206 --> 01:21:24,081 They are so small and completely impossible to beat. It can never be done. 755 01:21:24,169 --> 01:21:28,665 Therefore, morality is the that purity does not exist. 756 01:21:30,384 --> 01:21:33,966 You just pass the dirt on. Move it. 757 01:21:35,263 --> 01:21:39,557 You never finish. That is my experience. 758 01:21:45,148 --> 01:21:49,146 Maybe it's the Earth a big zero man. 759 01:21:49,236 --> 01:21:54,313 The big cleaner said stop, and therefore we live. 760 01:21:55,492 --> 01:22:00,284 Why not? We are the parasites God has forgotten. 761 01:22:00,372 --> 01:22:03,658 The thing is, we never completely disappear. 762 01:22:03,750 --> 01:22:08,459 We're not done when we die regardless of what the undertaker does. 763 01:22:08,547 --> 01:22:15,510 Everyone lives off each other's death. Everyone is someone else's mother or host. 764 01:22:15,595 --> 01:22:18,632 When we die, we only change form. 765 01:22:18,724 --> 01:22:21,843 No, we leave a trail. 766 01:22:21,935 --> 01:22:27,060 A fingerprint or root. And maybe pain. 767 01:22:29,151 --> 01:22:32,769 Fear or doubt in another's heart. 768 01:22:34,156 --> 01:22:36,991 Mother? 769 01:22:42,998 --> 01:22:46,698 We leave behind a pile of mess. 770 01:29:47,339 --> 01:29:50,672 God, if you exist. 771 01:29:50,759 --> 01:29:54,342 So let me confess. 772 01:29:57,766 --> 01:30:03,602 Talk to me just once. Don't let me guess what you're thinking. 773 01:30:03,689 --> 01:30:09,893 I have lost my way far away and does not belong to any church. 774 01:30:09,987 --> 01:30:15,229 I have sung the song of silence. Yes, every single day. 775 01:30:15,325 --> 01:30:20,153 But I could tell, so I pray. 776 01:30:20,247 --> 01:30:23,367 For twenty years... god, is it true? 777 01:30:23,458 --> 01:30:27,788 ...then I have cut, dissected with respect. 778 01:30:27,879 --> 01:30:31,130 Every living cell is a wonder. 779 01:30:31,216 --> 01:30:35,759 You tried to reveal your mystery. 780 01:30:37,681 --> 01:30:41,595 The point is, you never lie. 781 01:30:41,685 --> 01:30:45,635 But you have secrets like me. 782 01:30:46,940 --> 01:30:50,475 Now is my past became ashes and doubts. 783 01:30:50,569 --> 01:30:54,697 Because love spat me out. 784 01:30:54,781 --> 01:30:58,779 First it blooms, then it falls into disrepair. 785 01:30:58,869 --> 01:31:03,697 The fleeting will never stop. 786 01:31:03,790 --> 01:31:08,417 That's the only thing, I expect. 787 01:31:08,503 --> 01:31:13,960 Someday my time here will be over... but not yet. 788 01:31:21,516 --> 01:31:24,387 Oh, God... 789 01:31:25,771 --> 01:31:31,227 can you forgive that I don't believe? 790 01:31:36,156 --> 01:31:38,314 - Se�ora! - Say? 791 01:31:38,408 --> 01:31:41,445 Un se�or. 792 01:33:48,705 --> 01:33:54,874 On closer inspection there is nothing, that disappears. It changes. 793 01:33:54,962 --> 01:34:00,751 As night becomes day and day becomes night. But that is also a lie. 794 01:34:01,385 --> 01:34:07,755 It's all about your perspective, and where you stand and see it all from. 795 01:34:07,849 --> 01:34:13,722 So save yourself the trouble to wash the life out of you, Impossible! 796 01:34:13,814 --> 01:34:18,025 For everything you've done and said, is there forever. 797 01:34:18,110 --> 01:34:20,779 You leave a mark. 798 01:34:20,862 --> 01:34:26,449 It's basically pure common sense. Because everyone knows that nothing does not exist. 799 01:34:26,535 --> 01:34:31,660 It is perhaps quite, quite small, but it is there. 800 01:34:31,748 --> 01:34:36,327 I even think that "no" is nothing. 801 01:34:36,420 --> 01:34:39,374 There is only "yes".