1 00:00:08,967 --> 00:00:10,510 - Just look at this. 2 00:00:15,515 --> 00:00:18,184 - Look at us having fun outside the hospital. 3 00:00:18,309 --> 00:00:19,853 Would Dr. Wolf take you to a haunted house? 4 00:00:20,061 --> 00:00:22,105 - Not one that benefits harmful topics 5 00:00:22,313 --> 00:00:23,398 and outdated motifs cheap thrills. 6 00:00:23,523 --> 00:00:24,774 - Look where we are. 7 00:00:24,899 --> 00:00:27,152 - Super fun team activity. 8 00:00:27,318 --> 00:00:29,487 Let's give it to Charlie acknowledgment that he tried. 9 00:00:29,654 --> 00:00:31,197 - I've had enough of the story 10 00:00:31,364 --> 00:00:32,449 that mental health is terrible. 11 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:34,784 -Stop spoiling the fun, Dr. Kinney, 12 00:00:34,951 --> 00:00:37,537 I think for Halloween you shouldn't be yourself. 13 00:00:37,704 --> 00:00:39,789 - Well, she should be team dynamics. 14 00:00:39,998 --> 00:00:42,042 - I'm just saying it's a story always the same: 15 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:44,502 pictures of padded rooms and straitjackets. 16 00:00:44,627 --> 00:00:46,755 They don't make it easy for people to ask for help. 17 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:49,507 - Okay, but maybe you're just a little scared. 18 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:50,592 -Boo! 19 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:51,676 ALLENTOWN ASYLUM 20 00:00:51,843 --> 00:00:53,261 - Shut up, Clyde. 21 00:00:53,803 --> 00:00:55,013 - Sorry, Bonnie. 22 00:01:03,897 --> 00:01:06,149 Signing up? 23 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:11,988 Time for your little sin! 24 00:01:17,118 --> 00:01:19,037 - You know what? I get the point. 25 00:01:21,831 --> 00:01:22,874 - I don't like that. 26 00:01:26,836 --> 00:01:28,254 - Back, back! 27 00:01:31,424 --> 00:01:32,217 You have mirror-touch synesthesia 28 00:01:32,384 --> 00:01:33,218 in the mirror room. 29 00:01:33,510 --> 00:01:35,303 Is that symbolism, Dr. Marcus? 30 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:37,597 -That. It represents your vanity. 31 00:01:37,722 --> 00:01:40,058 dr. Anderson, in Lobotomy. 32 00:01:40,225 --> 00:01:43,103 dr. Anderson, in Lobotomy. 33 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:45,563 -Jacob? 34 00:01:47,899 --> 00:01:48,692 Guys? 35 00:01:54,572 --> 00:01:56,825 - I guess we are alone. 36 00:01:57,033 --> 00:01:59,327 -Dream team. - I'm going to look for Ericka. 37 00:02:01,454 --> 00:02:02,622 - There's no going back. 38 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:05,625 -Dana? Where are you? can you hear me 39 00:02:07,043 --> 00:02:09,212 Where are you? Where am I? 40 00:02:11,339 --> 00:02:12,298 We're going down... 41 00:02:12,424 --> 00:02:13,508 ELEVATOR OF HORROR 42 00:02:17,053 --> 00:02:18,722 - No, no, no. Let me out. 43 00:02:18,805 --> 00:02:20,348 I'm afraid. Let me out! 44 00:02:20,515 --> 00:02:21,641 Let me out! 45 00:02:22,767 --> 00:02:23,810 Please let me out! 46 00:02:24,102 --> 00:02:25,437 Let me out! Let me out! 47 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:27,063 - Hey, Kinney, it's okay. 48 00:02:27,230 --> 00:02:28,982 Everything is fine. You are safe. 49 00:02:29,149 --> 00:02:31,609 - I didn't like that. - Everything is fine. 50 00:02:34,237 --> 00:02:36,781 Happy Halloween! 51 00:02:45,582 --> 00:02:47,042 GENIUS MINDS 52 00:02:56,051 --> 00:02:57,052 - Dad? 53 00:03:44,516 --> 00:03:45,517 - I start with compressions. 54 00:03:45,684 --> 00:03:47,185 - Oh, God. Oh, God. 55 00:03:47,936 --> 00:03:50,397 He was fine this morning. I called him. 56 00:03:50,522 --> 00:03:51,439 Oh, God. 57 00:03:52,190 --> 00:03:53,233 Will it be good? 58 00:03:53,983 --> 00:03:55,318 - Male, 30s, found unconscious 59 00:03:55,527 --> 00:03:56,361 in an ice bath. 60 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:58,655 No pulse for at least 30 minutes. 61 00:03:58,863 --> 00:03:59,698 Do you want to declare it? 62 00:04:00,407 --> 00:04:01,491 - Not until he comes back to normal temperature. 63 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:02,659 I need warm blankets. 64 00:04:03,159 --> 00:04:05,370 Radiology CT technician. 65 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:08,123 Radiology CT technician. 66 00:04:10,083 --> 00:04:12,002 - No, no costume, Patch Adams. 67 00:04:12,419 --> 00:04:14,379 That contraband you can pick up 68 00:04:14,546 --> 00:04:15,714 after the shift. 69 00:04:15,922 --> 00:04:17,257 The last thing the patient it should be given to him 70 00:04:17,424 --> 00:04:20,135 Zvoncica diagnoses meningitis. 71 00:04:20,343 --> 00:04:21,928 - Nurse Carter, is there? vital signs news 72 00:04:22,137 --> 00:04:23,888 Jorge Torres? I need it regular updates. 73 00:04:24,055 --> 00:04:25,056 -Spit it out, Estelle. 74 00:04:28,518 --> 00:04:30,478 Why is Sister Silva trying kill everyone's spirit 75 00:04:30,603 --> 00:04:31,688 Halloween? 76 00:04:31,896 --> 00:04:32,731 - I heard you, Dang. 77 00:04:32,856 --> 00:04:34,065 - I think she wanted that. 78 00:04:34,190 --> 00:04:35,400 - Oh, no. 79 00:04:37,110 --> 00:04:38,528 - This is the third person who died 80 00:04:38,611 --> 00:04:40,321 in room 313 this week. 81 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:42,490 - The curse continues. 82 00:04:42,615 --> 00:04:43,950 - Let's close it for now. 83 00:04:44,242 --> 00:04:45,535 Leave it open, I don't want to patients in the corridor. 84 00:04:45,744 --> 00:04:46,911 There are no curses. 85 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,413 -Okay, we have to move Jorge Torres. 86 00:04:48,621 --> 00:04:49,664 Let's put him in 313. 87 00:04:50,957 --> 00:04:52,250 -Torres is fine where he is. 88 00:04:54,586 --> 00:04:55,837 - I understand. 89 00:04:56,671 --> 00:04:58,506 We will let the room it leaks a little. 90 00:04:59,632 --> 00:05:00,884 - Dr. Joshua Nichols? 91 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:02,135 -Yes, how can I help you? 92 00:05:03,219 --> 00:05:04,095 - It's been handed to you. 93 00:05:07,474 --> 00:05:08,308 -Uh... 94 00:05:08,433 --> 00:05:09,517 What did you say about that? 95 00:05:09,642 --> 00:05:10,518 that curses aren't real? 96 00:05:15,315 --> 00:05:16,483 TRIAGE 97 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:21,154 -Excuse me, are my eyes deceiving me? 98 00:05:21,321 --> 00:05:23,156 You really work on Halloween? 99 00:05:23,365 --> 00:05:25,283 I thought that was it holy holiday for you. 100 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:26,451 - He was holy. 101 00:05:26,576 --> 00:05:27,952 Morris and I loved to work 102 00:05:28,161 --> 00:05:29,579 parties with monsters and martinis, 103 00:05:29,788 --> 00:05:31,748 and show our fantastic costumes for couples. 104 00:05:31,956 --> 00:05:33,667 I'm sorry. - I should have remembered. 105 00:05:33,833 --> 00:05:35,669 Even though you stopped calling me to those parties. 106 00:05:35,794 --> 00:05:37,587 - Because you refused wear a costume. 107 00:05:37,962 --> 00:05:40,256 Basically, I prefer to be alone busy here 108 00:05:40,465 --> 00:05:42,884 than eating sweets at home. 109 00:05:43,051 --> 00:05:44,719 - I bet you will next year wear again 110 00:05:44,844 --> 00:05:47,555 fantastic costume for couples with someone who deserves it. 111 00:05:47,681 --> 00:05:49,099 - I'm not fooling myself. 112 00:05:49,182 --> 00:05:50,934 - Sir, just try to breathe. 113 00:05:51,142 --> 00:05:52,769 - The doctor said yes was dead when they arrived, 114 00:05:52,977 --> 00:05:55,522 but that's not possible, okay? 115 00:05:56,314 --> 00:05:57,565 I refuse to believe it. 116 00:05:57,774 --> 00:05:59,234 - Excuse me, Dr. Nash, can i help 117 00:05:59,859 --> 00:06:01,653 A middle-aged man who was found by an assistant. 118 00:06:01,778 --> 00:06:03,822 Pulseless and hypothermic in an ice bath. 119 00:06:03,988 --> 00:06:04,989 I warmed it up to room temperature 120 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,157 because you are not dead until 121 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:08,326 you are not warm and dead. 122 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:09,285 -Last pulse check. 123 00:06:09,452 --> 00:06:10,495 - Two minutes ago, 124 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:11,705 no heart activity, 125 00:06:12,288 --> 00:06:13,164 confirmed by ultrasound. 126 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:14,290 - Okay, I'll check. 127 00:06:14,499 --> 00:06:15,875 -Okay, yes, thanks. 128 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:19,212 -Stop the compressions. 129 00:06:21,381 --> 00:06:22,757 - I think we should declare it. 130 00:06:26,302 --> 00:06:27,220 He's alive. 131 00:06:27,429 --> 00:06:28,471 All! 132 00:06:28,638 --> 00:06:29,556 dr. Nash, your persistence 133 00:06:29,681 --> 00:06:30,515 paid off. 134 00:06:30,724 --> 00:06:32,475 - Oh, God, he made it! 135 00:06:32,684 --> 00:06:33,852 He conquered death. 136 00:06:34,019 --> 00:06:35,145 - I need another infusion. 137 00:06:35,270 --> 00:06:35,979 Now, please. 138 00:06:40,734 --> 00:06:43,028 Pharmacy, line 12 139 00:06:43,236 --> 00:06:44,362 - Normal pupil reaction. 140 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:45,739 Raise your leg. 141 00:06:45,905 --> 00:06:47,282 Place the opposite heel on the knee 142 00:06:47,490 --> 00:06:49,617 and draw a straight line down the lower leg. 143 00:06:50,410 --> 00:06:51,369 - What is it about? 144 00:06:51,786 --> 00:06:53,038 - It's a test functions of the cerebellum. 145 00:06:53,329 --> 00:06:54,956 Bottom coordination your body is good. 146 00:06:55,165 --> 00:06:57,292 Actually, I'd say you are in very good shape, 147 00:06:57,375 --> 00:06:59,753 given that you are sat times this morning were 148 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:01,004 practically dead. 149 00:07:01,212 --> 00:07:02,047 - Did you hear that, Thomas? 150 00:07:02,255 --> 00:07:03,381 Nothing confirms more than 151 00:07:03,548 --> 00:07:04,883 impressing the doctor. 152 00:07:05,091 --> 00:07:06,968 - Maybe, but still it worries me 153 00:07:07,135 --> 00:07:08,970 that your loss of consciousness was neurological. 154 00:07:09,179 --> 00:07:11,765 Do you remember what happened before you passed out? 155 00:07:11,973 --> 00:07:13,058 Why were you? in an ice bath? 156 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:14,392 I'm taking a cold bath every morning 157 00:07:14,601 --> 00:07:15,894 to stimulate the vagus nerve. 158 00:07:16,061 --> 00:07:17,062 I was sitting this morning 159 00:07:17,395 --> 00:07:18,313 in the bath for a minute or something like that 160 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:19,397 and then everything went black. 161 00:07:19,606 --> 00:07:21,441 When I woke up, I was here. 162 00:07:21,608 --> 00:07:23,068 I would love to your professional opinion. 163 00:07:23,276 --> 00:07:26,237 Do you think the cold caused it arrhythmia in my heart? 164 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:29,866 I heard that happened to a guy in Sweden. 165 00:07:29,949 --> 00:07:31,826 - We haven't ruled anything out yet, 166 00:07:31,910 --> 00:07:34,537 but this is unlikely, considering your electrocardiogram. 167 00:07:34,704 --> 00:07:35,622 - Yes, it makes sense. 168 00:07:35,789 --> 00:07:36,915 I have the heart of a young man 169 00:07:37,123 --> 00:07:38,291 from the age of 24, and the penis. 170 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:41,252 Do you measure the duration of your nocturnal erections, Dr. Wolf? 171 00:07:41,419 --> 00:07:42,837 Mine can last three hours. 172 00:07:43,338 --> 00:07:45,256 -Excuse me, why is it relevant? 173 00:07:45,465 --> 00:07:47,217 That's a sign cardiovascular health. 174 00:07:47,425 --> 00:07:50,011 -Speaking of which, what is my blood pressure 175 00:07:50,220 --> 00:07:52,222 -119 from 78. Completely normal. 176 00:07:52,555 --> 00:07:54,724 - Not for me. I'm usually under 110. 177 00:07:54,891 --> 00:07:56,142 That's why I feel disturbed. 178 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:58,436 Does that solution have dextrose? 179 00:07:58,645 --> 00:08:00,355 I'm on a sugar-free diet. 180 00:08:00,438 --> 00:08:02,565 - We'll check with medical staff. 181 00:08:02,732 --> 00:08:04,984 Have you always been like this? aligned with your health? 182 00:08:05,193 --> 00:08:07,153 - We are obsessed data. 183 00:08:07,237 --> 00:08:08,405 Part of my job is to help Cyrus 184 00:08:08,571 --> 00:08:09,698 to follow everything. 185 00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:10,949 We record its percentage 186 00:08:11,157 --> 00:08:11,950 fat tissue, VO2 max, 187 00:08:12,158 --> 00:08:13,451 highly sensitive CRP, 188 00:08:13,618 --> 00:08:15,286 ALT, GGT, LDL-C, HDL-C. 189 00:08:16,162 --> 00:08:17,956 Ugh. Sorry. 190 00:08:18,164 --> 00:08:19,874 I hope I haven't violated mine confidentiality agreement. 191 00:08:20,208 --> 00:08:22,043 - Nonsense. We earned it bragging rights. 192 00:08:22,210 --> 00:08:24,170 We are especially proud to the length of my telomere. 193 00:08:24,379 --> 00:08:26,297 Incredibly robust for my age. 194 00:08:29,926 --> 00:08:30,927 -Woof. 195 00:08:31,094 --> 00:08:31,970 A biohacker like them 196 00:08:32,178 --> 00:08:33,138 tech billionaires. 197 00:08:33,346 --> 00:08:34,472 - It's not just billionaires. 198 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:35,473 It's a whole subculture. 199 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:37,392 Those guys, and they're usually guys, 200 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,936 believe that through diet, sleep, exercise, 201 00:08:40,145 --> 00:08:41,521 supplements and medicines can 202 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:43,857 hack their bodies and live forever. 203 00:08:44,065 --> 00:08:45,692 - To many women like that too 204 00:08:45,859 --> 00:08:47,652 and it is not necessarily about eternal life. 205 00:08:47,819 --> 00:08:50,155 Most people do concentrates on prolonging health. 206 00:08:50,363 --> 00:08:51,698 Basically, the number of years 207 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:52,824 good and quality which they have. 208 00:08:52,991 --> 00:08:54,367 Imagine living your 80s as 209 00:08:54,576 --> 00:08:55,702 what most people live into their 50s. 210 00:08:57,328 --> 00:09:00,832 - Well, you know that longevity is not a new fad. 211 00:09:00,999 --> 00:09:02,375 From the ancients Chinese emperors 212 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:03,668 that they were taking mercury pills 213 00:09:03,918 --> 00:09:04,961 to Europeans the dark ages 214 00:09:05,045 --> 00:09:05,962 who searched the world 215 00:09:06,129 --> 00:09:07,172 looking for the fountain of youth, 216 00:09:07,589 --> 00:09:09,299 search for eternal life is one 217 00:09:09,424 --> 00:09:11,134 of the oldest human pursuits. 218 00:09:11,343 --> 00:09:12,927 - I'm for healthy ways of life, 219 00:09:13,011 --> 00:09:15,347 but the idea that anyone can conquer death 220 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:16,806 it's not science, it's arrogance. 221 00:09:17,098 --> 00:09:18,266 - We literally have the patient who just 222 00:09:18,391 --> 00:09:19,726 beat death, for now. 223 00:09:19,851 --> 00:09:21,186 If we want to keep it alive, 224 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:22,395 we have to figure out what happened to him 225 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:23,897 in that ice bath. 226 00:09:24,522 --> 00:09:26,733 Do all possible searches as we learn more about 227 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:29,694 Cyrus' unique way of life. 228 00:09:32,864 --> 00:09:34,866 -Next time, don't drink so much rum. 229 00:09:35,075 --> 00:09:36,785 Yes, Captain. 230 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:46,753 - Hey, Sam! 231 00:09:46,961 --> 00:09:49,422 - Oh, no. I don't want this doctor. 232 00:09:49,631 --> 00:09:51,549 -Please! - Sam, there won't be another CT scan. 233 00:09:51,758 --> 00:09:53,468 I just wanted to see how you were doing. 234 00:09:53,677 --> 00:09:55,303 - What's wrong with her? Why is it so obsessed with me? 235 00:09:55,470 --> 00:09:56,346 - Obsessed? 236 00:09:56,971 --> 00:09:58,223 please don't fool yourself. 237 00:09:58,431 --> 00:09:59,849 I literally do my job. 238 00:10:00,058 --> 00:10:01,184 You don't want to deal with me? 239 00:10:01,518 --> 00:10:02,936 I'm sure you are me last time here 240 00:10:03,103 --> 00:10:05,855 attacked infusion tubes. 241 00:10:06,231 --> 00:10:07,941 I don't want to have a job with this patient. 242 00:10:10,568 --> 00:10:11,444 - Good point, doctor. 243 00:10:13,113 --> 00:10:13,988 - What brings you here? 244 00:10:15,865 --> 00:10:17,659 -Holidays can be a little lonely. 245 00:10:20,495 --> 00:10:22,330 Is there any chance to get an upgrade? 246 00:10:23,707 --> 00:10:24,666 - Yes, of course. 247 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,218 - They called me for a psychiatric consultation. 248 00:10:36,136 --> 00:10:38,763 This one is crazy. Good luck, Dr. Pierce. 249 00:10:57,449 --> 00:10:59,284 -Not. Absolutely not. 250 00:10:59,451 --> 00:11:00,535 I don't work with clowns. 251 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:09,836 -Did your team do Glasgow coma scale 252 00:11:09,961 --> 00:11:11,421 for Jorge Torres today? 253 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:13,673 - I checked an hour ago. 254 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:17,761 No changes since yesterday. 255 00:11:17,969 --> 00:11:21,848 - By the way, do you remember? your patient, Sarah Kim? 256 00:11:22,557 --> 00:11:26,353 I remember them all of your patients... but go on. 257 00:11:26,519 --> 00:11:27,812 Her parents are suing Bronx General 258 00:11:27,979 --> 00:11:28,938 because of hospital bills. 259 00:11:29,731 --> 00:11:31,483 Hundreds of thousands dollars spent on tests. 260 00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:33,360 All to prove it that she was not pregnant. 261 00:11:33,526 --> 00:11:36,446 Ah, witches; it was a very rare case. 262 00:11:36,821 --> 00:11:38,990 It wasn't just Sarah Kim, 263 00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:40,492 but all her friends. 264 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:42,744 Mass pseudocyesis. Fascinating. 265 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,829 - It's not enough just to take considering our patients, Wolf, 266 00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:46,456 we have to take into account and their families. 267 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,041 - What I parents cost in tests, 268 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:49,834 I saved them for the future bills for therapy. 269 00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:53,338 Also, Dr. Nichols, please know that this has all happened before 270 00:11:53,546 --> 00:11:54,631 but they limited my powers. 271 00:11:54,881 --> 00:11:56,007 That kind of thing fiscal responsibility 272 00:11:56,174 --> 00:11:57,133 it would never happen today. 273 00:11:59,135 --> 00:12:00,929 -Dr. Wolf, I ordered 12 tests you asked for 274 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:02,055 for a patient with hypothermia. 275 00:12:02,180 --> 00:12:03,390 - Thank you, Sister Carter. 276 00:12:03,682 --> 00:12:05,892 - She's bad with numbers. I only asked for ten. 277 00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:09,020 I have to investigate the case Sarah Kim 278 00:12:09,187 --> 00:12:10,939 because the committee he expects my report. 279 00:12:11,189 --> 00:12:12,399 - Just letting you know. 280 00:12:12,607 --> 00:12:14,025 In the event that you need to defend. 281 00:12:25,036 --> 00:12:27,455 -Dr. Wolf, we did some research Cyrus' way of life. 282 00:12:27,539 --> 00:12:30,083 For a non-athlete of his age, it's quite tiring. 283 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:32,043 He wakes up every day at 4:30. 284 00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:35,088 Restricts calories and exercises six days a week. 285 00:12:35,171 --> 00:12:36,631 - We downloaded the data from the smart ring. 286 00:12:36,798 --> 00:12:38,508 Unfortunately, he takes it off before the ice bath, 287 00:12:38,633 --> 00:12:39,718 but he sleeps like a baby. 288 00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:41,386 Sleep efficiency is extraordinary. 289 00:12:41,553 --> 00:12:42,429 -So, the healthiest man 290 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:43,555 he passed out in New York 291 00:12:43,722 --> 00:12:45,098 in his daily ice bath, 292 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:46,558 and though it follows every breath, 293 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:47,767 we can't figure out why. 294 00:12:48,476 --> 00:12:49,728 Well, something it slips by us. 295 00:12:49,894 --> 00:12:51,396 -Wait. This might give us something. 296 00:12:52,022 --> 00:12:53,231 This analysis has arrived. 297 00:12:53,398 --> 00:12:54,524 Electrolytes are flawless. 298 00:12:54,691 --> 00:12:55,734 T4 is normal 299 00:12:55,942 --> 00:12:57,235 and metabolic the panels are clean. 300 00:12:57,402 --> 00:12:58,236 - Yes, but his hemoglobin 301 00:12:58,445 --> 00:12:59,404 is strangely tall. 302 00:12:59,571 --> 00:13:00,864 - It's like he lives at a height. 303 00:13:01,031 --> 00:13:02,032 - Or he did drugs. 304 00:13:02,574 --> 00:13:03,408 - Yes, maybe a guy with a contract 305 00:13:03,616 --> 00:13:04,534 about confidentiality help. 306 00:13:05,910 --> 00:13:06,995 - Are you okay? 307 00:13:07,078 --> 00:13:07,996 Oh, God! 308 00:13:08,663 --> 00:13:10,331 - Let me get some help. - I'm going to get water. 309 00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:12,709 - It's Cyrus. -Calm down, breathe. 310 00:13:13,543 --> 00:13:16,212 - It's blood. - What blood? 311 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,173 - We have to see Cyrus. Go. 312 00:13:18,423 --> 00:13:19,341 - I'll take care of it. 313 00:13:20,258 --> 00:13:21,301 Hey, my friend. 314 00:13:28,933 --> 00:13:31,019 - I guess we know now what was in that fridge. 315 00:13:32,228 --> 00:13:33,188 - I'm almost done. 316 00:13:40,111 --> 00:13:41,613 - Press the emergency button 317 00:13:41,780 --> 00:13:43,281 if he tries remove your organs. 318 00:13:43,406 --> 00:13:44,699 - Just in case, don't go too far. 319 00:13:45,742 --> 00:13:46,868 There is no rest for the tired. 320 00:13:47,577 --> 00:13:49,204 - Sedentary life leads to an early death. 321 00:13:49,329 --> 00:13:51,331 If I could defecate standing up, I would do it. 322 00:13:51,456 --> 00:13:54,334 - I can't help you with that, your assistant passed out. 323 00:13:54,501 --> 00:13:55,835 I guess it's his blood was in bags. 324 00:13:56,044 --> 00:13:57,545 - He read all the clauses. 325 00:13:57,671 --> 00:13:58,713 He knows what he's getting himself into. 326 00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,090 - All literature about 327 00:14:00,256 --> 00:14:01,216 rejuvenating effects 328 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:02,467 young blood transfusions, 329 00:14:02,592 --> 00:14:03,635 is questionable. 330 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:06,054 - What literature are you reading, Dr. Wolf? 331 00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:08,723 This could be mutual beneficial relationship. 332 00:14:08,932 --> 00:14:11,851 I have just as much to learn from you as much as you from me. 333 00:14:12,185 --> 00:14:13,770 Our worlds largely overlap. 334 00:14:13,937 --> 00:14:15,188 - Speaking of overlapping, 335 00:14:15,397 --> 00:14:16,898 we are testing Thomas. 336 00:14:18,024 --> 00:14:20,485 If he has a blood pathology or a clotting disorder, 337 00:14:20,652 --> 00:14:22,028 that means you will too to have. 338 00:14:22,195 --> 00:14:24,406 -Dr. Wolf, do you know how hard it is find a reliable one 339 00:14:24,614 --> 00:14:27,492 assistant who is 0 negative and never is 340 00:14:27,659 --> 00:14:29,577 was infected cytomegalovirus? 341 00:14:29,703 --> 00:14:31,246 Thomas' blood is... 342 00:14:34,165 --> 00:14:35,875 - I don't eat grapes. - You shouldn't. 343 00:14:36,042 --> 00:14:38,044 They have a lot of sugar and have no nutritional value. 344 00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:41,256 -Okay, that's right, but that is not my reason. 345 00:14:42,132 --> 00:14:44,009 When I was in second grade, I choked 346 00:14:44,134 --> 00:14:47,095 with one, and before it happened to me the teacher performed the Heimlich procedure, 347 00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,681 I thought I was going to die. 348 00:14:50,765 --> 00:14:54,060 Such fear always stay with you. 349 00:14:54,185 --> 00:14:55,687 That's why I don't eat grapes now. 350 00:14:57,063 --> 00:15:00,358 Cyrus, I'm interested. 351 00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:04,237 What is the reason for all this? 352 00:15:07,574 --> 00:15:10,368 -Ten years ago, diagnosed I have breast cancer. 353 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:11,411 That's right. 354 00:15:11,870 --> 00:15:13,621 I am in 1% of cases 355 00:15:13,747 --> 00:15:14,664 that affect men. 356 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:15,832 What bad luck, right? 357 00:15:16,791 --> 00:15:19,252 two years, my whole life changed 358 00:15:19,377 --> 00:15:20,837 in the fight against cancer. 359 00:15:21,421 --> 00:15:24,966 Specialists, chemotherapy, surgery, radiation, 360 00:15:25,091 --> 00:15:26,468 Reddit support groups, 361 00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:29,304 but do you know how i felt when they told me 362 00:15:29,429 --> 00:15:31,514 that I am in remission? 363 00:15:31,639 --> 00:15:33,475 -Relieved. -Lost. 364 00:15:34,726 --> 00:15:36,227 As if more I have no purpose. 365 00:15:37,145 --> 00:15:38,438 But then I experienced an epiphany. 366 00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:42,359 I could take all the energy which I used to fight cancer 367 00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:44,611 and turn it into optimization. 368 00:15:45,737 --> 00:15:47,280 Doctor, I can live forever. 369 00:15:47,405 --> 00:15:50,950 - Yet here you are, back at the hospital 370 00:15:51,076 --> 00:15:52,160 because you almost died. 371 00:15:53,036 --> 00:15:54,245 - The key word is "almost". 372 00:15:55,622 --> 00:15:58,833 - My job as your doctor is to prevent your death. 373 00:15:59,167 --> 00:16:02,087 On that side, our goals are aligned. 374 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:05,173 It's biohacking could be the reason 375 00:16:05,382 --> 00:16:06,591 that you lost your pulse in an ice bath. 376 00:16:06,758 --> 00:16:10,553 Cyrus, could cause one more episode. 377 00:16:10,762 --> 00:16:14,182 -Not. Biohacking saved me. 378 00:16:15,392 --> 00:16:17,560 Although you can continue avoid grapes, Dr. Wolf. 379 00:16:17,727 --> 00:16:19,312 I'm sure you'll survive all of us. 380 00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:30,657 - Are we in big trouble? 381 00:16:30,782 --> 00:16:33,076 - It depends on how much answer my questions well 382 00:16:33,243 --> 00:16:34,369 on the Sarah Kim case. 383 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:35,578 Starting with... 384 00:16:36,496 --> 00:16:38,623 ...why is he the head of neurology was involved in the case 385 00:16:38,832 --> 00:16:39,749 false pregnancies. 386 00:16:39,916 --> 00:16:41,751 - To begin with, he was excited 387 00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:43,586 due to a case of mass hysteria. 388 00:16:43,837 --> 00:16:44,963 - He even kept it for us presentation. 389 00:16:45,171 --> 00:16:46,423 - It was amazing to find out that they are girls 390 00:16:46,631 --> 00:16:47,757 were a witch coven. 391 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:48,717 - 392 00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:49,968 I still follow them. 393 00:16:50,135 --> 00:16:51,177 Lilly went to Barnard, by the way. 394 00:16:51,344 --> 00:16:52,303 - That's incredible. 395 00:16:54,431 --> 00:16:57,684 - So, just in case pseudoscience, you did 396 00:16:58,518 --> 00:17:04,899 urine tests, beta-hCG, ultrasounds in several patients, 397 00:17:05,734 --> 00:17:08,528 when there are pregnancy tests could be enough. 398 00:17:08,737 --> 00:17:10,071 Based on what you told me, this is... 399 00:17:15,744 --> 00:17:16,578 - Damn it! 400 00:17:18,204 --> 00:17:20,540 - Doctor Nichols, are you all right? 401 00:17:25,253 --> 00:17:28,757 -I respect people who donate blood, sweat and tears in your work, 402 00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:31,343 but you got it too literal. 403 00:17:34,095 --> 00:17:36,848 What do you think happened Cyrus in that ice bath? 404 00:17:36,973 --> 00:17:39,559 I'd hate for him to die after of all your victims. 405 00:17:39,684 --> 00:17:42,520 Ah, transfusions they are not a victim. 406 00:17:42,937 --> 00:17:44,856 They are key for Cyrus' work. 407 00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:47,859 If my blood plays a part in maximizing longevity 408 00:17:48,026 --> 00:17:49,319 without sacrificing quality of life, 409 00:17:49,527 --> 00:17:51,029 then I did my part 410 00:17:51,237 --> 00:17:52,614 to help improve of humanity. 411 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:58,161 - My grandfather lived until the 100th year. 412 00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:03,792 On his deathbed, he said it all happened too fast. 413 00:18:05,377 --> 00:18:08,254 Talk about quality of life, but when you last 414 00:18:08,463 --> 00:18:10,298 opened a large bottle of wine, 415 00:18:11,007 --> 00:18:13,385 or went to the beach and felt the sun on your skin 416 00:18:13,885 --> 00:18:15,970 or eat a delicious cookie with chocolate chips? 417 00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,932 It goes by fast, Thomas. 418 00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:21,059 I understand you want to help Cyrus, 419 00:18:22,268 --> 00:18:24,896 but you will pay the price in the process. 420 00:18:32,404 --> 00:18:33,279 -Wait. 421 00:19:14,696 --> 00:19:15,697 Ah! 422 00:19:15,822 --> 00:19:17,699 - Sorry, we didn't want to scare you, 423 00:19:17,824 --> 00:19:18,992 but we have news. 424 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:20,660 Thomas tests were good. 425 00:19:20,827 --> 00:19:22,495 His blood is not what it is makes Cyrus sick. 426 00:19:22,662 --> 00:19:25,331 I managed to get him to tell me that Cyrus is on a low dose 427 00:19:25,457 --> 00:19:26,332 rapamycin. 428 00:19:26,499 --> 00:19:27,751 - It's an immunosuppressant. 429 00:19:27,959 --> 00:19:29,461 Whatever he has, 430 00:19:29,627 --> 00:19:31,796 his medicines they make it worse. 431 00:19:31,921 --> 00:19:32,797 Woof. Well done. 432 00:19:42,057 --> 00:19:45,477 - Thanks for your help. This is a complicated case. 433 00:19:45,643 --> 00:19:47,187 I could use your synesthesia. 434 00:19:47,354 --> 00:19:48,855 - I'm glad I can help, Dr. Pierce. 435 00:19:50,398 --> 00:19:52,233 Wait. With what exactly are we facing? 436 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:53,985 Because I feel that you are terrified 437 00:19:54,152 --> 00:19:55,320 and that terrifies me. 438 00:19:55,487 --> 00:19:57,697 - I'm fine. It's just a patient. 439 00:19:57,864 --> 00:19:59,157 Like any other... 440 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:02,243 ...which is fuel for nightmares. 441 00:20:02,869 --> 00:20:05,580 - I'm not here because of your synesthesia, right? 442 00:20:05,997 --> 00:20:08,750 dr. Marcus, you're here because I really appreciate your expertise 443 00:20:08,958 --> 00:20:10,752 medical and your general calm demeanor. 444 00:20:10,877 --> 00:20:12,379 Also to make sure not to kill me. 445 00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:16,007 - Why are they all lights out? 446 00:20:16,508 --> 00:20:17,717 - What the hell? 447 00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:20,512 -Hey! 448 00:20:23,723 --> 00:20:24,599 Hey. 449 00:20:28,812 --> 00:20:29,854 Hey. 450 00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:38,530 Uh... Dr. Pierce! 451 00:20:44,077 --> 00:20:46,454 -Cyrus, this is your tenth round per floor. 452 00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:49,582 Shall we rest or shall I set marathon water station? 453 00:20:49,708 --> 00:20:53,837 -I'm 5000 steps short of mine daily goal of 25 thousand. 454 00:20:54,045 --> 00:20:55,547 Has anyone seen Thomas? 455 00:20:56,297 --> 00:20:59,009 Thomas? I'll need my-- 456 00:20:59,217 --> 00:21:00,760 - He's having a seizure. 457 00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:06,725 Wolf, do you see this? 458 00:21:06,850 --> 00:21:09,019 - What about Edward Scissorhands? 459 00:21:15,316 --> 00:21:18,445 - He has magnets in his fingers. Is this a joke? 460 00:21:18,528 --> 00:21:19,821 - There is. 461 00:21:20,030 --> 00:21:22,115 According to Reddit, some say that is the way 462 00:21:22,282 --> 00:21:24,284 to expand sense of touch. 463 00:21:24,409 --> 00:21:25,744 -A lot of what Cyrus does 464 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,495 it is based on science about longevity. 465 00:21:27,662 --> 00:21:29,789 Although this one is physical modification different. 466 00:21:30,415 --> 00:21:32,584 I wonder where would he go and why. 467 00:21:32,751 --> 00:21:35,211 - If he had a seizure here, he had to it can also be had in an ice bath. 468 00:21:35,420 --> 00:21:36,421 - Yes, but why? 469 00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,173 Think what it is as wide as possible. 470 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:40,425 This man takes immunosuppressants, transfusions 471 00:21:40,592 --> 00:21:41,760 unapproved blood products 472 00:21:41,926 --> 00:21:42,844 and who knows what else. 473 00:21:43,261 --> 00:21:45,096 Think about something infectious, inflammatory. 474 00:21:45,263 --> 00:21:47,098 - Or cancer. Why look for zebras? 475 00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:49,184 - We will look for horses and zebras, 476 00:21:49,351 --> 00:21:51,186 but to begin with, we need a better look at his brain. 477 00:21:51,353 --> 00:21:53,146 - Tomography they gave him made down was clean. 478 00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:54,939 - Rough tool; it is needed magnetic resonance imaging, but... 479 00:21:55,148 --> 00:21:56,900 - Magnets. -Of course. 480 00:21:57,025 --> 00:21:58,318 - Let's do a tomography with contrast. 481 00:21:58,818 --> 00:21:59,944 - Order it now and let me know 482 00:22:00,153 --> 00:22:01,154 as soon as she's ready. 483 00:22:11,915 --> 00:22:12,791 -Alone. 484 00:22:14,751 --> 00:22:16,294 -Advantages of arrival on a holiday. 485 00:22:16,795 --> 00:22:18,880 One sister she brought her nonna's lasagna. 486 00:22:19,047 --> 00:22:20,423 -Mmm! It smells amazing. 487 00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:24,010 I'm sorry for being so persistent. 488 00:22:25,011 --> 00:22:26,471 It's a blessing and a curse. 489 00:22:26,638 --> 00:22:28,223 -Shut up. Shut up. 490 00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:32,435 I'm sorry too 491 00:22:33,186 --> 00:22:34,771 that I attacked you infusion tubes. 492 00:22:34,938 --> 00:22:36,356 -Ah. -Magnetic resonance scared me. 493 00:22:36,523 --> 00:22:37,816 I'm not good in tight spaces. 494 00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:39,359 - Something we have in common. 495 00:22:40,402 --> 00:22:42,737 -Usually I don't feel that I have nothing in common with anyone. 496 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:46,908 - This is our new agreement. 497 00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:49,077 - Are you making deals now? -That. 498 00:22:50,412 --> 00:22:53,373 I won't force you to nothing you don't want 499 00:22:53,707 --> 00:22:56,334 and you think about staying here for a few days. 500 00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:57,544 - What do you think? 501 00:22:57,961 --> 00:23:00,046 - We call it "stabilization of the crisis". 502 00:23:00,463 --> 00:23:03,008 Short-term patient care in order to prevent 503 00:23:03,174 --> 00:23:04,092 to make a bad day worse. 504 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:07,137 - In the psychiatric ward? - No, it's not a department. 505 00:23:07,345 --> 00:23:09,848 Movies make it scarier than it is. 506 00:23:10,056 --> 00:23:12,267 That's 48 hours here with me. 507 00:23:12,434 --> 00:23:15,770 Plus a great psychiatrist and zero cold meals. 508 00:23:16,688 --> 00:23:18,273 Most men would she called it a dream. 509 00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:26,406 - Can I finish eating earlier? -That. 510 00:23:28,700 --> 00:23:32,412 -Dr. Pierce, I didn't know you had one Achilles' heel. 511 00:23:32,954 --> 00:23:34,164 - I'm not the only one. 512 00:23:34,956 --> 00:23:37,542 A study in Denmark showed that 100% of children 513 00:23:37,751 --> 00:23:38,668 the color of clowns. 514 00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:41,004 -Studies too show that clowns 515 00:23:41,212 --> 00:23:42,922 they help in hospitals children to get better faster. 516 00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,342 - I like my studies more. 517 00:23:45,759 --> 00:23:48,136 Coulrophobia is not funny. 518 00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:51,848 -How do we deal with it 519 00:23:52,057 --> 00:23:53,516 explicit memories to trauma? 520 00:23:53,725 --> 00:23:54,809 - It depends on the trauma. 521 00:23:56,519 --> 00:23:59,606 In your case, I think so you have made great progress 522 00:23:59,773 --> 00:24:00,690 in processing his childhood. 523 00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:03,151 -Not. I'm not talking about my dad. 524 00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:12,827 While I was an intern, a young girl arrived 525 00:24:12,994 --> 00:24:17,332 with headaches, confusion and loss of balance. 526 00:24:19,209 --> 00:24:20,960 We finally found it tumor of the third degree 527 00:24:21,127 --> 00:24:22,504 in her left frontal lobe, 528 00:24:22,712 --> 00:24:25,548 highly malignant, low survival rate. 529 00:24:26,132 --> 00:24:28,593 Her oncologist was not very kind, 530 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,595 so I agreed stay on the case. 531 00:24:31,638 --> 00:24:36,101 She would look at me and say, "Dr. Wolf, you better not give in. 532 00:24:36,267 --> 00:24:37,435 I will beat this." 533 00:24:39,896 --> 00:24:43,483 She was determined to exhaust herself all possibilities 534 00:24:44,192 --> 00:24:46,695 and I couldn't look her in the eyes and tell her it's not worth it. 535 00:24:47,904 --> 00:24:51,616 She went through hell and died at the hospital on Halloween. 536 00:24:52,575 --> 00:24:53,493 It still haunts me. 537 00:24:55,328 --> 00:24:58,415 - She wanted more time. You gave it to her. 538 00:24:58,623 --> 00:24:59,791 You extended her life. 539 00:25:00,125 --> 00:25:02,168 -Not. I feel like I am prolonged her death. 540 00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:03,211 - You were young. 541 00:25:04,212 --> 00:25:06,006 You can't let that stop you haunts the rest of his life. 542 00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:07,382 i know 543 00:25:08,675 --> 00:25:10,051 but if i could go back... 544 00:25:11,886 --> 00:25:14,806 ...I would ask her which one she is minimum quality of life 545 00:25:15,015 --> 00:25:16,141 which one is she ready to accept? 546 00:25:16,307 --> 00:25:17,642 I should have asked her that. 547 00:25:18,601 --> 00:25:20,729 I didn't, I couldn't. 548 00:25:22,188 --> 00:25:23,106 -Wolf... 549 00:25:23,982 --> 00:25:28,486 ...survival is a very clear human urge. 550 00:25:28,653 --> 00:25:29,904 Look at your patient's iris. 551 00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:34,075 Deep down, he's afraid inevitable. 552 00:25:38,288 --> 00:25:40,040 - Yes, it reminds me to the clown in the emergency room. 553 00:25:40,206 --> 00:25:41,499 I wonder what is inside it. 554 00:25:41,791 --> 00:25:42,584 - Yeah. 555 00:25:43,001 --> 00:25:44,210 I hate it when you use 556 00:25:44,419 --> 00:25:45,920 my expert opinion against me. 557 00:25:46,546 --> 00:25:48,381 Aah, but I get it! 558 00:25:50,175 --> 00:25:51,092 - Wish me luck. 559 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:57,015 - Dr. Pierce. 560 00:26:00,060 --> 00:26:01,603 I have results for Cyrus. 561 00:26:01,686 --> 00:26:06,191 I think he could use someone with a gentle approach. 562 00:26:20,038 --> 00:26:20,997 - I know that look. 563 00:26:21,664 --> 00:26:23,833 That's the doctor's view with bad news. 564 00:26:24,376 --> 00:26:26,378 Do I want to know what caused that seizure? 565 00:26:26,544 --> 00:26:28,213 - We found the mass on your CT scan. 566 00:26:28,421 --> 00:26:30,340 - It's cancer, I knew. Let me see. 567 00:26:31,257 --> 00:26:33,760 - The only thing I know for sure is that you have brain mass 568 00:26:33,927 --> 00:26:34,886 which caused the seizure. 569 00:26:35,095 --> 00:26:36,262 What that mass is, remains 570 00:26:36,429 --> 00:26:37,514 an open question. 571 00:26:38,515 --> 00:26:40,517 Direct removal only and mass sampling 572 00:26:40,684 --> 00:26:41,810 during the operation he can tell us 573 00:26:41,935 --> 00:26:43,561 is it an infection, inflammatory 574 00:26:43,728 --> 00:26:45,355 process or malignancy. 575 00:26:45,522 --> 00:26:48,066 - There is cancer in my head is not proven otherwise. 576 00:26:49,818 --> 00:26:52,821 After all I've done this is hitting me again. 577 00:26:52,987 --> 00:26:55,281 - Let's not get attached to anything which we are not sure about. 578 00:26:55,824 --> 00:26:57,909 What I can promise is that you will have the best 579 00:26:58,118 --> 00:26:59,536 neurosurgeon with you. 580 00:26:59,869 --> 00:27:02,497 We will find the answers which we need. 581 00:27:09,879 --> 00:27:13,174 - There are several things which you can expect upstairs. 582 00:27:15,093 --> 00:27:16,761 They will give you new clothes 583 00:27:16,970 --> 00:27:18,888 and your belongings will be safe. 584 00:27:19,889 --> 00:27:22,100 The good thing is that it's food much better up there. 585 00:27:22,434 --> 00:27:23,476 You'll love Dr. Pierce. 586 00:27:26,187 --> 00:27:28,356 It's not a scary place. I swear. 587 00:27:47,417 --> 00:27:49,336 Closed spaces. Of course. 588 00:27:50,170 --> 00:27:51,755 Maybe we should have gone stairs. 589 00:28:03,183 --> 00:28:04,142 - They say it's dangerous. 590 00:28:04,768 --> 00:28:06,061 - That I will be hurt. - Alone. 591 00:28:06,144 --> 00:28:07,062 - Focus on me. 592 00:28:13,318 --> 00:28:14,444 Oh, no, Sam, no! 593 00:28:14,652 --> 00:28:15,612 No, no, no... 594 00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:17,572 Oh, no, Sam, no! 595 00:28:17,947 --> 00:28:21,117 -Alone. - See? It's terrible. 596 00:28:21,284 --> 00:28:22,202 - You are afraid too. 597 00:28:22,494 --> 00:28:27,082 Let me out! Let me out! 598 00:28:28,249 --> 00:28:29,542 - Let me out! 599 00:28:30,085 --> 00:28:31,711 It's okay, Sam, it's okay. 600 00:28:33,755 --> 00:28:35,006 - Let me out! 601 00:28:42,681 --> 00:28:43,556 - Hey. 602 00:28:44,516 --> 00:28:46,434 - Are you okay? I've heard of the incident in the elevator. 603 00:28:49,145 --> 00:28:50,146 Uh... 604 00:28:50,563 --> 00:28:51,564 Sam was afraid 605 00:28:51,731 --> 00:28:52,440 go to psychiatry, 606 00:28:53,066 --> 00:28:54,609 and I turned out to be what I am she went crazy. 607 00:28:56,820 --> 00:28:57,779 Is he okay? 608 00:28:59,531 --> 00:29:00,824 -That. 609 00:29:00,990 --> 00:29:01,866 It's good. 610 00:29:03,159 --> 00:29:06,371 Safe and sound in the ER with your favorites: 611 00:29:06,538 --> 00:29:08,206 coffee and pumpkin pie. -Hmm. 612 00:29:09,249 --> 00:29:10,792 I have to pull myself together. 613 00:29:11,876 --> 00:29:14,462 I always stand for it for patients to get help. 614 00:29:14,671 --> 00:29:16,631 I'm a hypocrite. 615 00:29:18,550 --> 00:29:19,968 A liar. 616 00:29:20,176 --> 00:29:21,386 Ericka, that's not true. 617 00:29:21,594 --> 00:29:22,470 You were just in Mexico 618 00:29:22,679 --> 00:29:23,763 on that wellness retreat 619 00:29:23,888 --> 00:29:24,973 and she came back fresh. 620 00:29:27,183 --> 00:29:29,644 - I know I keep saying that, 621 00:29:32,188 --> 00:29:34,774 but if i tell you something do you promise to keep a secret? 622 00:29:38,069 --> 00:29:41,573 After the collapse buildings, 623 00:29:41,781 --> 00:29:42,615 i... 624 00:29:44,075 --> 00:29:47,620 ...I started stealing pills from Dana to calm my anxiety. 625 00:29:48,621 --> 00:29:49,748 I knew I had to stop 626 00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:52,042 and that Mexico should be the answer... 627 00:29:53,084 --> 00:29:54,836 ...but when I arrived to that wellness retreat, 628 00:29:55,061 --> 00:29:56,504 my room was on the 10th floor 629 00:29:57,797 --> 00:30:00,550 and no amount she couldn't make me say sun salutations 630 00:30:00,759 --> 00:30:01,509 into that elevator. 631 00:30:02,886 --> 00:30:06,681 I tried meditation, rainbows walks on the beach. 632 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:08,183 Nothing helped. 633 00:30:08,975 --> 00:30:11,394 One day I entered the pharmacy 634 00:30:11,561 --> 00:30:13,313 and bought... 635 00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:14,981 ...a bunch of benzodiazepines. 636 00:30:17,442 --> 00:30:18,526 - No prescription. 637 00:30:19,486 --> 00:30:20,445 -Woof. 638 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,157 Fear and loathing in Cancun. 639 00:30:24,908 --> 00:30:26,534 I didn't know that you're such a good entertainer, Kinney. 640 00:30:26,868 --> 00:30:29,579 - I'm not having fun. That's the point. 641 00:30:31,748 --> 00:30:33,083 I take them... 642 00:30:38,254 --> 00:30:39,964 I take them daily... 643 00:30:41,174 --> 00:30:42,050 ...for weeks. 644 00:30:43,802 --> 00:30:45,679 Even when I say it out loud, i mean... 645 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:47,639 Am I an addict? 646 00:30:49,724 --> 00:30:51,309 Is this my life now? 647 00:30:53,687 --> 00:30:54,896 - Can I tell you what? really think? 648 00:30:55,313 --> 00:30:56,189 -That. 649 00:30:58,608 --> 00:30:59,567 - I mean... 650 00:31:00,985 --> 00:31:05,031 ...that you are too strict to myself 651 00:31:05,156 --> 00:31:08,118 about everything. 652 00:31:08,326 --> 00:31:10,745 Yes, you went to Mexican pharmacy. 653 00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:11,830 People do it. 654 00:31:12,038 --> 00:31:13,456 Now you are self-medicating. 655 00:31:13,665 --> 00:31:15,959 Literally, everyone does one way or another. 656 00:31:16,501 --> 00:31:19,254 You have no history addictive behavior. 657 00:31:20,088 --> 00:31:23,550 As a doctor, I would say you should stop taking benzodiazepines, 658 00:31:25,844 --> 00:31:26,845 but as a friend, 659 00:31:29,305 --> 00:31:31,391 I think you need help. 660 00:31:43,903 --> 00:31:44,821 - Hey. 661 00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:46,156 Why Dr. Rarick 662 00:31:46,364 --> 00:31:47,699 operate on my patient, Cyrus? 663 00:31:47,866 --> 00:31:49,034 I expected you to. 664 00:31:50,243 --> 00:31:51,161 - My hands are tied. 665 00:31:51,369 --> 00:31:53,288 I'm suffocating in the administration. 666 00:31:53,413 --> 00:31:55,206 Sara Kim's lawsuit. 667 00:31:56,082 --> 00:31:57,250 I have to go to the dentist. 668 00:31:57,459 --> 00:31:58,752 - Have you cleaned with incense? your office? 669 00:32:00,962 --> 00:32:02,505 - Prevention is better than cure. - Wait, wait. 670 00:32:02,630 --> 00:32:04,007 How many operations have you had? 671 00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:05,175 since when did Ana Torres curse you? 672 00:32:05,258 --> 00:32:06,509 - It's not that. -One question: 673 00:32:06,843 --> 00:32:08,428 who do you think more about: Benny or Jorge? 674 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,555 - To Benny. - Why do we think anymore 675 00:32:10,638 --> 00:32:12,223 on patients which we could not save 676 00:32:12,349 --> 00:32:13,892 but on those we saved? 677 00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:16,603 We allow our negativity undermines our confidence. 678 00:32:16,728 --> 00:32:17,937 - What I do it requires more than self-confidence. 679 00:32:18,104 --> 00:32:19,689 It demands unshakable security. 680 00:32:19,898 --> 00:32:22,067 If I enter the operating room with with a single scattered thought, 681 00:32:22,275 --> 00:32:23,735 I'm risking my patient's life. 682 00:32:23,902 --> 00:32:25,737 - Well, there are no more scattered ones think... 683 00:32:26,071 --> 00:32:27,447 ...and there is no more sage. 684 00:32:27,655 --> 00:32:30,700 Josh, your only curse are those broad shoulders. 685 00:32:30,909 --> 00:32:32,952 They don't always have to carry the weight of the world. 686 00:32:33,912 --> 00:32:35,413 Go back to that what do you do best 687 00:32:35,622 --> 00:32:37,248 The devil took away the curses. 688 00:32:57,310 --> 00:32:59,562 - I apologize for what happened before. 689 00:32:59,854 --> 00:33:02,816 I admit that I don't really like clowns. 690 00:33:03,608 --> 00:33:05,151 They probably tell you that often; 691 00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:08,238 but I'm here to help you. 692 00:33:08,988 --> 00:33:13,910 So you've been brought because of an argument with a neighbor. 693 00:33:14,035 --> 00:33:15,370 Can you tell me about it? 694 00:33:20,709 --> 00:33:22,877 -Excuse me, can you speak? louder please? 695 00:33:23,044 --> 00:33:24,921 - Can I smell your hair? -Please? 696 00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:35,056 - This guy needs it serious help. 697 00:33:35,265 --> 00:33:36,891 - What did he say? - I think he killed the cat. 698 00:33:37,017 --> 00:33:37,976 -What? - A cat. 699 00:33:38,143 --> 00:33:39,269 - A cat? -That. 700 00:33:39,519 --> 00:33:41,396 It could be a sign sociopathy. 701 00:33:42,897 --> 00:33:44,524 I don't want to be an alarmist, but i think so 702 00:33:44,649 --> 00:33:45,817 we have to include police station. 703 00:33:46,026 --> 00:33:46,901 - Dr. Pierce. 704 00:33:49,029 --> 00:33:50,822 - I need help. -All right. 705 00:33:51,031 --> 00:33:52,157 Call the police station. 706 00:34:02,042 --> 00:34:03,001 SECTION C 707 00:35:16,783 --> 00:35:18,159 Please... 708 00:35:19,577 --> 00:35:21,246 ...don't let me die. 709 00:35:22,789 --> 00:35:24,958 Are you all right, Dr. Wolf? 710 00:35:25,250 --> 00:35:26,251 - What are you doing here? 711 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:32,882 - Doctor Nichols has finished Cyrus' operation. 712 00:35:32,966 --> 00:35:34,426 You won't believe what we found. 713 00:35:34,551 --> 00:35:36,261 Just when I thought I was saw everything. 714 00:35:36,469 --> 00:35:37,470 - Well, I'm going there. 715 00:36:03,038 --> 00:36:04,122 Alone? 716 00:36:05,540 --> 00:36:07,250 This is the doctor with whom I wanted to meet you. 717 00:36:08,001 --> 00:36:10,003 - Hi, Sam. I'm Dr. Pierce. 718 00:36:10,628 --> 00:36:12,672 I'm glad. I'm a psychiatrist. 719 00:36:14,466 --> 00:36:15,550 - Are you going to tie me up? 720 00:36:18,970 --> 00:36:20,180 - I don't wear seat belts. 721 00:36:21,264 --> 00:36:22,557 If we work together, 722 00:36:23,433 --> 00:36:24,642 I want you to feel safe. 723 00:36:31,149 --> 00:36:32,233 "Don't trust them." 724 00:36:33,735 --> 00:36:38,656 - Sam, do you hear voices people who are not here? 725 00:36:41,826 --> 00:36:42,744 -That. 726 00:36:47,374 --> 00:36:49,834 Please help me. 727 00:36:52,212 --> 00:36:55,048 - How many people can say that it survived hypothermia 728 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,925 and brain surgery same day? 729 00:36:58,301 --> 00:37:00,345 Am I still on a good streak? 730 00:37:00,553 --> 00:37:01,680 - I'll be brief, Cyrus. 731 00:37:01,888 --> 00:37:03,056 The good news is that you don't have cancer... 732 00:37:04,349 --> 00:37:06,101 -...but there is something in your brain. 733 00:37:06,351 --> 00:37:08,061 You had tapeworm, 734 00:37:08,269 --> 00:37:11,815 which means you have entered parasitic tapeworm which, 735 00:37:12,649 --> 00:37:15,276 without treatment can cause seizures like the one you had 736 00:37:15,443 --> 00:37:16,945 in an ice bath, that almost killed you. 737 00:37:17,445 --> 00:37:19,447 - These are hers retractable pliers 738 00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:20,949 and those are her suckers. 739 00:37:22,117 --> 00:37:23,827 - I told you it was drinking water from the Fountain of Youth 740 00:37:24,035 --> 00:37:25,662 from the Gila River bad idea. 741 00:37:25,870 --> 00:37:28,456 - I bet on thirty days raw meat diet. 742 00:37:28,581 --> 00:37:30,709 - I would stay away from both 743 00:37:31,042 --> 00:37:32,544 and stopped taking rapamycin 744 00:37:32,752 --> 00:37:33,837 which he suppressed your immune system 745 00:37:34,045 --> 00:37:35,213 and worsened the infection. 746 00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:37,841 Fortunately, tapeworm is curable, 747 00:37:38,133 --> 00:37:41,928 but Cyrus, I'm worried that your obsession 748 00:37:42,053 --> 00:37:44,431 own mortality may lead to other factors 749 00:37:44,556 --> 00:37:46,391 risks that you will not be able to mitigate. 750 00:37:46,766 --> 00:37:48,893 -What Doctor Wolf is trying to do to say yes 751 00:37:49,019 --> 00:37:50,937 this is not a way of life. 752 00:37:51,229 --> 00:37:53,898 - No. He's right. I was doing everything wrong. 753 00:37:54,816 --> 00:37:57,652 Thomas, cancel my shipments from the Gila River 754 00:37:58,236 --> 00:38:00,155 and we are going to phase it out my rapamycin. 755 00:38:00,321 --> 00:38:03,283 Call Luna and tell her I want daily sound bath. 756 00:38:03,491 --> 00:38:06,578 From today I want to personally try everything i eat. 757 00:38:09,247 --> 00:38:11,082 -That. You call Luna. 758 00:38:13,460 --> 00:38:15,378 I'm quitting my job. -What? 759 00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:17,380 - I want to eat a cookie with chocolate chips. 760 00:38:17,922 --> 00:38:19,924 I want to stay up late and sleep late. 761 00:38:20,133 --> 00:38:23,053 I want to meet someone who will make me feel like I can die happy. 762 00:38:23,595 --> 00:38:25,013 More than anything, I want to keep 763 00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:26,431 your own blood in your body. 764 00:38:27,682 --> 00:38:30,352 I hope your mission succeeds and i hope you live forever, 765 00:38:31,269 --> 00:38:34,481 but yes, you will have to do it yourself. 766 00:38:48,286 --> 00:38:49,204 -Not. 767 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,248 - Do you have any idea what caused it Thomas change? 768 00:38:52,374 --> 00:38:55,126 - It could have been my soliloquy in style "Dr. Wolf" 769 00:38:55,293 --> 00:38:56,711 about transient nature life. 770 00:38:57,045 --> 00:38:59,964 -And. Imitation is the highest form of flattery. 771 00:39:03,134 --> 00:39:07,055 In the end, Cyrus is just a person who is afraid of death, 772 00:39:07,639 --> 00:39:09,974 and Thomas was collateral damage. 773 00:39:10,975 --> 00:39:12,060 - And you, Doctor Wolf? 774 00:39:13,019 --> 00:39:14,062 Are you afraid of death? 775 00:39:15,980 --> 00:39:17,315 - A wise man once said: 776 00:39:17,482 --> 00:39:18,733 "I'm not so afraid of death 777 00:39:18,858 --> 00:39:20,193 what a waste of life." 778 00:39:21,194 --> 00:39:22,362 Although for the sake of his patients, 779 00:39:23,321 --> 00:39:25,865 yes i'm afraid. 780 00:39:28,827 --> 00:39:30,745 - Every doctor has a cemetery. 781 00:39:31,746 --> 00:39:33,581 A place that keeps memories of people 782 00:39:33,707 --> 00:39:34,916 which we could not save. 783 00:39:35,542 --> 00:39:37,210 Losses that haunt us. 784 00:39:41,631 --> 00:39:42,966 - Jorge, I need your help. 785 00:39:46,761 --> 00:39:48,888 I'll stop worrying about curses, 786 00:39:52,183 --> 00:39:54,477 but I still have to believe into miracles. 787 00:39:54,686 --> 00:39:56,104 - So, how do we last? 788 00:39:56,354 --> 00:39:57,480 As we continue to rise 789 00:39:57,689 --> 00:39:59,190 and work what we do despite 790 00:39:59,357 --> 00:40:00,817 spirits our mistakes? 791 00:40:02,652 --> 00:40:04,029 -What was it like to face each other with your biggest fear? 792 00:40:05,780 --> 00:40:08,158 - Let's just say that there are some fears justified. 793 00:40:08,324 --> 00:40:09,367 - I understand. 794 00:40:09,576 --> 00:40:10,660 He wasn't even the biggest clown 795 00:40:10,827 --> 00:40:11,911 whom you left this year. 796 00:40:12,078 --> 00:40:13,246 - That's right. 797 00:40:14,831 --> 00:40:15,999 -Ah! At least I could help 798 00:40:16,207 --> 00:40:17,208 to someone tonight. 799 00:40:17,417 --> 00:40:19,044 I'm glad I came, 800 00:40:19,210 --> 00:40:21,588 although i miss it a Halloween night out. 801 00:40:23,048 --> 00:40:24,049 - Maybe it's not too late. 802 00:40:28,678 --> 00:40:30,180 - Let's stick to the wins. 803 00:40:30,347 --> 00:40:31,890 We focus on the future, 804 00:40:32,057 --> 00:40:33,641 we find ours support system... 805 00:40:44,694 --> 00:40:46,279 - My shift just ended. 806 00:40:46,488 --> 00:40:48,656 I'll be in Gansevoort in 30 minutes. 807 00:40:49,282 --> 00:40:51,117 Tell the boys to order a couple of bottles of Macallan. 808 00:40:51,868 --> 00:40:52,619 I honor. 809 00:40:59,959 --> 00:41:02,128 -...but sometimes none of that works. 810 00:41:02,629 --> 00:41:04,464 FOUR MONTHS LATER 811 00:41:04,631 --> 00:41:06,841 WELCOME TO HUDSON OAKS BEHAVIORAL SERVICES 812 00:41:08,510 --> 00:41:10,762 Some mistakes, some patients, 813 00:41:12,430 --> 00:41:13,807 they haunt us forever. 814 00:41:14,057 --> 00:41:14,849 -Oliver! 815 00:41:16,267 --> 00:41:17,519 - Good news, you have a visitor. 816 00:41:20,814 --> 00:41:22,190 - What is it, Proby? 817 00:41:23,900 --> 00:41:26,152 You look like you've seen a ghost. 818 00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:54,389 Based on works Oliver Sacks