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<i>There comes a point
in every surgeon's career</i>

2
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<i>where the novelty wears
off and monotony sets in.</i>

3
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Dr. Wilson?

4
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Mrs. Salazar with
chorio needs to see an OB.

5
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Oh, yeah.

6
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-Okay. Yeah, on my way.
-Okay.

7
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Whoo.

8
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-Oh, no. This way.
-Yeah.

9
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<i>You go to work. You perform the
same procedures over and over.</i>

10
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<i>You get home late. Eat leftovers
straight out of the fridge. Go to sleep.</i>

11
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Could you stop that? I'm trying
to buy a new mini fridge.

12
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No, I have to make it to ten.

13
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This place is like
an abandoned gold rush town.

14
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With condoms.

15
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That one was on purpose.

16
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<i>Then you wake
up and do it all over again.</i>

17
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<i>The second you get lulled into
the routine, that's when it happens.</i>

18
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-She's coding.
-Again?

19
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<i>That's when you meet
the patient who changes your life.</i>

20
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Starting compressions.

21
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Quite a pair, aren't we?

22
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Me and my sling, and
you and your 30-week... glow.

23
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-Awesomeness. Awesome glow.
-I'm almost done here.

24
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Take your time.
I'll work on notes.

25
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Have Scout and Luna ran
your parents out of town yet?

26
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No, I hope not. We're gonna
need all the help we can get.

27
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Though I will be glad
when my mom stops badgering me

28
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about getting the twins baptized.

29
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I already told her we should
wait until they're at least

30
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-eight weeks.
-Eighteen.

31
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-Are you serious?
-Uh...

32
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Can you take a look
at our new admission?

33
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I'm off.
Just have Dr. Marcus do it.

34
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There was an incident.
She threw a water pitcher at him.

35
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Well, can you blame her?

36
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Um, do you want to just
work in here? I won't be long.

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-Yeah.
-Great. Okay.

38
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It's the moment of truth.

39
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Millin is down to the line.
This shot will win all the marbles.

40
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Hey! Foul!

41
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It's a made-up game.

42
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Where do you think you're going?
-Home.

43
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We should be in the OR,
not wasting time on Bailey's pet project.

44
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Dr. Kwan.

45
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Which is providing people
with the care they so desperately need.

46
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Uh, you look fancy. Big plans?

47
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Uh, if you mean dinner
with my husband and no children, then yes.

48
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Uh, today's no-shows, follow up.

49
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Try to reschedule.

50
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Mercedes Hernandez? Again?

51
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But her prescription for PCOS
and diabetes expired months ago.

52
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She was hospitalized for
diabetic ketoacidosis back in March.

53
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You cannot force
a patient to come and see you.

54
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-All you can do is...
-Follow up.

55
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Good. Don't forget to restock
the beds before you close,

56
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and if you need anything,
call someone else.

57
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-And, Millin.
-Yeah. Yes?

58
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Condoms are not a toy.

59
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-Yeah.
-I'll get started on the beds.

60
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-What, Adams still isn't here?
-Negative.

61
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My mother always said, "Early is
on time, on time is late, and late is..."

62
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"Unacceptable." My dad says that too.

63
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Uh, and I'm about to
be late for a hernia repair.

64
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Can you do the workup on
a new transfer from Vashon?

65
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Of course.

66
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Thanks. And tell Adams
he owes you one.

67
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Yeah.

68
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Oh, great. First Doogie Howser,
now pregnant Barbie.

69
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Amy, I am Dr. Wilson and I am here to
check your cervix. Is that okay with you?

70
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Are you a real doctor?
Or a rookie like the other guy?

71
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I'm an OB resident,
a board-certified general surgeon,

72
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and your only
other option right now.

73
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-Okay.
-Fine.

74
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I want an unmedicated
vaginal birth.

75
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It's probably
a foreign concept around here,

76
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but women have been
doing it for millennia.

77
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Okay. You are four centimeters
dilated. Let's take a look.

78
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Right...

79
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Okay, your baby is breech.
It's coming feet first.

80
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I know. She's supposed to turn
by now, but she's being difficult.

81
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Okay, we can try to turn
her with a procedure called

82
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external cephalic version,
but if that doesn't work,

83
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you will need a C-section.

84
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I read online you can still
deliver a breech baby vaginally.

85
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It is possible, but unfortunately,
it is high risk for the baby,

86
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so we tend to...

87
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A C-section
isn't in my birth plan.

88
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Okay. I will try to turn
her by pushing on your belly.

89
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It's more likely to be successful
if you have an epidural in place.

90
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Also not in my birth plan.

91
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When I say I'm
having an unmedicated birth,

92
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I am having
an unmedicated birth, okay?

93
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I understand.
I will, um, give you a minute

94
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and then I will be back
to do the version.

95
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Ms. Evans, hi,
I'm Dr. Griffith. How are you feeling?

96
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Ready to party.

97
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Glad to hear it. Meade?

98
00:05:05,239 --> 00:05:06,723
Yeah, one sec.

99
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Regina Evans, 51, presents
with congestive heart failure,

100
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renal failure, and
a hospital-acquired pneumonia

101
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in the setting of
polyarteritis nodosa, or PAN.

102
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-Which is?
-A rare form of vasculitis.

103
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-Mmm.
-In other words,

104
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I got one foot in the grave
and the other on a banana peel.

105
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She's on four liters nasal
cannula and a Bumex strip.

106
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Mmm. Welcome to Grey-Sloan.

107
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-Mmm.
-What's the plan?

108
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Oh. Uh, call an attending?

109
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She needs a CBC,
CMP, coags, blood cultures,

110
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an EKG and a CT of
the chest and abdomen.

111
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Right. Yeah. On it.

112
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I'll be back to check on you.

113
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There's some photos in
that bag there.

114
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Would you be a dear
and grab them for me?

115
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Sure.

116
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Oh, yeah.

117
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I've seen a lot of hospital
rooms. Photos help make it homey.

118
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I've always wanted to go to Paris.
-Greatest city on Earth.

119
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You're a chef.

120
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Retired, but I still
throw a hell of a dinner party.

121
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Why do you have
a photo of my mom?

122
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Hi, um... Ms. Hernandez. This is Dr. Kwan
calling about your appointment today.

123
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We wanted to check on your diabetes.
Give us a call back to reschedule.

124
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Huh. She missed
three appointments.

125
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I know she has childcare
issues sometimes, but she usually calls.

126
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I'm gonna miss my bus. You want
to give me a ride home?

127
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You live on
the other side of town.

128
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What if I bribe you with cake?

129
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It's from Max
and Irvin's tasting last week,

130
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but the red
velvet is still good.

131
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-Is that a no?
-Uh... I will give you a ride home,

132
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but we're making a stop
on the way.

133
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Isn't your car outside?

134
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I need a few things.

135
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You're Niecy and
Wayne's baby girl?

136
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Simone. You were
friends with my mom?

137
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Friends? Girl,
we were attached at the hip.

138
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Grew up around
the corner from each other.

139
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I can't believe this.
Simone Griffith, all grown up and a doctor.

140
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Surgeon actually.

141
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Mama Joyce must be so proud.

142
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-You know Granny?
-She was basically my surrogate mom.

143
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You still talk to her or my dad?

144
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Well, we fell out of touch.
I think after your mom...

145
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I brought up painful memories.

146
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Is there someone I can call for you?
-No.

147
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My mom's on
a senior cruise in Antarctica.

148
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Sounds cold if you ask me,
but she's my only family.

149
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This might be a little cold.

150
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Remind me never to leave
Amelia's during rush hour.

151
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Not my responsibility.

152
00:08:06,499 --> 00:08:09,433
Hey. Hi, I'm Dr. Adams.
I'll be taking over your care.

153
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Once Dr. Griffith gets me up
to speed, we'll head to CT, all right?

154
00:08:13,126 --> 00:08:14,507
-Sounds good.
-Griffith?

155
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Yeah, I'll be right there.
I'm just gonna finish her echo.

156
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It's colder in here
than on my mom's cruise.

157
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I'll have the nurse
bring you another blanket.

158
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I wasn't talking about me.

159
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Hey, I'm gonna be a while.

160
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My patient is in active
labor and her baby is breech.

161
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Sounds great.

162
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Hey, when did you talk to my
mom about baptizing the twins?

163
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Um...

164
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Two days ago?

165
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She told me that you didn't
want to talk about it.

166
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I thought I was
doing you a favor.

167
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I thought you weren't religious.

168
00:08:56,169 --> 00:08:57,998
Did I ever say that I wasn't?

169
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Have you been going to
church and I haven't noticed?

170
00:09:00,415 --> 00:09:03,176
No, but that doesn't mean
that I don't believe in God.

171
00:09:03,314 --> 00:09:04,350
Oh, okay.

172
00:09:05,868 --> 00:09:06,904
Um...

173
00:09:08,699 --> 00:09:10,425
-Define God.
-What?

174
00:09:10,563 --> 00:09:13,324
I just want to
know what God is to you.

175
00:09:13,462 --> 00:09:16,120
God is, um...

176
00:09:16,258 --> 00:09:17,708
God, I don't... I don't know.

177
00:09:17,846 --> 00:09:19,779
It's like porn.
You know it when you see it.

178
00:09:19,917 --> 00:09:22,471
Okay, did you just
compare God to porn?

179
00:09:22,609 --> 00:09:25,094
It felt wrong coming out of my mouth...

180
00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:27,683
...but, um, the principle
still applies.

181
00:09:27,821 --> 00:09:29,892
Have you ever been to church?

182
00:09:30,030 --> 00:09:32,274
Yeah, in high school I would
hit up the Korean church

183
00:09:32,412 --> 00:09:34,138
for free meals all the time.

184
00:09:34,276 --> 00:09:35,622
Not helping your case.

185
00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:38,694
Why are you cross-examining me?
-I...

186
00:09:41,559 --> 00:09:42,871
I'm just trying to understand.

187
00:09:43,009 --> 00:09:44,044
Okay.

188
00:09:44,562 --> 00:09:45,460
Um...

189
00:09:45,598 --> 00:09:47,082
Talking to your mom reminded me

190
00:09:47,220 --> 00:09:49,498
of the nights that I would
eat in the church courtyard

191
00:09:49,636 --> 00:09:51,949
and peek in at the youth group

192
00:09:52,087 --> 00:09:55,055
or the senior Bible study,

193
00:09:55,193 --> 00:10:00,233
and it was this community
that I never had that I want for our kids.

194
00:10:00,371 --> 00:10:02,684
-So my mother got to you.
-It's not ritual sacrifice.

195
00:10:02,822 --> 00:10:04,651
It's pouring
water on their heads.

196
00:10:04,789 --> 00:10:07,413
And initiating them into
a religion I don't believe in.

197
00:10:07,551 --> 00:10:10,333
And up until a few minutes ago,
I thought you didn't believe in either.

198
00:10:10,416 --> 00:10:11,416
Well...

199
00:10:13,142 --> 00:10:16,698
-Where are you going?
-To flip a stubborn baby. Go figure.

200
00:10:21,219 --> 00:10:22,428
This is weird.

201
00:10:28,261 --> 00:10:32,161
You know we could get fired
for this? Or sued? Or both?

202
00:10:32,299 --> 00:10:35,130
It looks like no one's home anyways.

203
00:10:35,958 --> 00:10:37,028
-Let's go.
-Great.

204
00:10:39,168 --> 00:10:42,482
<i>Hello. Who is it?</i>

205
00:10:42,620 --> 00:10:45,243
<i>Good night.
Sorry for the inconvenience.</i>

206
00:10:45,381 --> 00:10:47,867
<i>We are doctors
from the Elena Bailey clinic</i>

207
00:10:48,005 --> 00:10:51,940
<i>and we look for Mercedes
Hernandez. Is it available?</i>

208
00:10:58,015 --> 00:10:59,223
<i>Are they doctors?</i>

209
00:10:59,361 --> 00:11:01,501
<i>Yes�. Mercedes is my patient.</i>

210
00:11:03,089 --> 00:11:06,472
<i>Mercedes is
my daughter She is very sick.</i>

211
00:11:09,267 --> 00:11:13,858
<i>Please come this way.</i>

212
00:11:15,308 --> 00:11:16,723
Do you speak Spanish?

213
00:11:17,310 --> 00:11:20,831
Uh, I took a couple of years
in high school, but it never really stuck.

214
00:11:20,969 --> 00:11:23,212
-Are you a doctor?
-Yes. Yes, I am.

215
00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:26,768
Do you want to meet
Benito? He's a velociraptor.

216
00:11:27,596 --> 00:11:28,596
Yes.

217
00:11:32,359 --> 00:11:33,878
I meant to call.

218
00:11:34,500 --> 00:11:36,294
It's okay. It's okay.

219
00:11:36,432 --> 00:11:38,331
I forgot today
was a half day at Javi's school

220
00:11:38,469 --> 00:11:39,746
and my mom couldn't watch him.

221
00:11:41,230 --> 00:11:42,991
Do you always
come to people's houses?

222
00:11:44,095 --> 00:11:47,167
My colleague, Dr. Millin, and I just
wanted to make sure you were all right.

223
00:11:48,479 --> 00:11:50,377
I'm a little run
down, but what else is new?

224
00:11:51,517 --> 00:11:53,608
Where are my manners? Let me
get you something to drink.

225
00:11:53,691 --> 00:11:55,210
-No, no. Don't get up.
-No need.

226
00:11:57,212 --> 00:12:00,629
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

227
00:12:00,767 --> 00:12:02,631
Don't move.

228
00:12:05,047 --> 00:12:06,324
It's okay.

229
00:12:12,447 --> 00:12:13,759
Did Adams leave you alone?

230
00:12:13,897 --> 00:12:15,312
Ms. Sims arrested.

231
00:12:15,450 --> 00:12:17,590
He said to page him when scans were up...
-Get out.

232
00:12:19,937 --> 00:12:21,801
How are you holding up in there?

233
00:12:21,939 --> 00:12:23,182
Simone, is that you?

234
00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:25,667
It's me. Your scans
will just take another minute.

235
00:12:28,704 --> 00:12:31,949
-Why'd you kick out my intern?
-You left him to do your work.

236
00:12:32,087 --> 00:12:33,592
We used to get left
like that all the time.

237
00:12:33,675 --> 00:12:36,333
Will you just let me do my job?
-I...

238
00:12:39,957 --> 00:12:43,340
Okay, she has an aneurysm in
her superior mesenteric artery.

239
00:12:43,478 --> 00:12:45,411
That would explain
her vague abdominal pain.

240
00:12:45,549 --> 00:12:47,206
Yeah, she needs a stent.
I'll call Webber.

241
00:12:49,104 --> 00:12:51,003
All right, you want her?
She's all yours.

242
00:12:51,141 --> 00:12:53,488
I'll go see my 20 other patients.
-I...

243
00:12:59,494 --> 00:13:04,395
Temp's 102. Do you have
any abdominal pain or a cough?

244
00:13:04,533 --> 00:13:06,466
-No.
-It's not hypoglycemia.

245
00:13:07,122 --> 00:13:09,366
Blood sugar is high, 349.

246
00:13:09,884 --> 00:13:11,444
Okay, have
you been taking your insulin?

247
00:13:11,575 --> 00:13:13,059
My prescription ran out.

248
00:13:13,197 --> 00:13:15,268
I've been taking supplements,
trying to eat better.

249
00:13:15,406 --> 00:13:18,168
Mm-hmm. Can we
give you an insulin shot?

250
00:13:19,755 --> 00:13:20,791
Yeah.

251
00:13:22,724 --> 00:13:24,519
-This is Benito.
-Uh...

252
00:13:24,657 --> 00:13:26,555
It's nice to meet you, Benito.

253
00:13:26,693 --> 00:13:29,558
He's eight like me,
and this is his friend Josh.

254
00:13:29,696 --> 00:13:32,734
Did you know velociraptors
are the smartest dinosaurs?

255
00:13:32,872 --> 00:13:34,909
They can run 24 miles per hour.

256
00:13:35,047 --> 00:13:36,358
Javi, please.

257
00:13:37,049 --> 00:13:39,292
Can I go outside? I'm bored.

258
00:13:39,430 --> 00:13:42,019
<i>Vamos para tu cuarto.</i>

259
00:13:42,157 --> 00:13:43,849
Okay, a little poke.

260
00:13:46,713 --> 00:13:48,094
Sorry. I'm sorry.

261
00:13:48,232 --> 00:13:51,822
I... I stubbed my toe
a while ago. It's not healing.

262
00:13:52,858 --> 00:13:54,929
Um... Can we take a look?

263
00:13:55,688 --> 00:13:56,723
Mm-hmm.

264
00:14:06,009 --> 00:14:09,219
Oh. Mercedes,
you need to go to the hospital.

265
00:14:10,876 --> 00:14:12,567
We're between insurance plans.

266
00:14:12,705 --> 00:14:15,363
Grey-Sloan has
programs that can help with that.

267
00:14:15,501 --> 00:14:17,952
Javi would throw a fit
if I'm not here at bedtime.

268
00:14:18,090 --> 00:14:19,781
This is a serious infection.

269
00:14:21,887 --> 00:14:26,546
I can come to the clinic
tomorrow. Please.

270
00:14:27,754 --> 00:14:30,274
Okay, how about
we give you an IV antibiotic,

271
00:14:30,412 --> 00:14:34,830
and then we try to clean
out the infected tissue now?

272
00:14:41,285 --> 00:14:44,633
Baby won't budge
and Mom is refusing meds.

273
00:14:45,703 --> 00:14:47,326
What are you doing?

274
00:14:47,464 --> 00:14:50,985
I'm making a list of all the reasons
baptizing our kids makes no sense.

275
00:14:51,123 --> 00:14:54,816
No matter which room I walk into
tonight, nobody cares what I think.

276
00:14:54,954 --> 00:14:57,646
Number one. You perform
abortions for a living.

277
00:14:57,784 --> 00:14:58,924
How is that an issue?

278
00:14:59,648 --> 00:15:01,064
Sends a mixed message.

279
00:15:01,202 --> 00:15:03,894
Plenty of Christians believe
in a woman's right to choose.

280
00:15:04,032 --> 00:15:05,931
Number 2, Scout and
Luna are not baptized,

281
00:15:06,069 --> 00:15:07,656
and for that matter,
neither are you.

282
00:15:07,794 --> 00:15:10,245
Well, I was thinking that we
could do Luna at the same time.

283
00:15:10,383 --> 00:15:12,263
You'd have to talk to
Amelia about Scout, but...

284
00:15:12,385 --> 00:15:15,699
You'd have to talk to me about
Scout, and I would say no way in hell.

285
00:15:15,837 --> 00:15:19,220
Well, now you're resorting to puns.
-Number three...

286
00:15:19,358 --> 00:15:23,258
Okay, you know, I am... I am
so tired and very over this.

287
00:15:23,396 --> 00:15:25,709
Organized religion is not
the only community out there.

288
00:15:25,847 --> 00:15:27,421
You want community,
let them play sports.

289
00:15:27,504 --> 00:15:30,748
I was talking about
a spiritual community.

290
00:15:30,886 --> 00:15:36,823
So am I. Look, just give me one reason
why this makes even a little bit of sense.

291
00:15:36,962 --> 00:15:39,861
I'll give you seven of them,
one for every month

292
00:15:39,999 --> 00:15:42,277
I've been carrying not
one but two of your babies.

293
00:15:49,802 --> 00:15:51,183
I spoke with the attending.

294
00:15:51,321 --> 00:15:53,274
We're gonna try and wean you
off some of these drips tonight

295
00:15:53,357 --> 00:15:55,566
and plan to take care of
the aneurysm in the morning.

296
00:15:55,704 --> 00:16:00,986
I still can't believe
that Denise Ward's daughter is my doctor.

297
00:16:01,124 --> 00:16:02,711
Still can't
believe you knew my mom.

298
00:16:04,161 --> 00:16:06,508
Does your granny
still have that old hooptie?

299
00:16:06,646 --> 00:16:08,200
-The Chevy?
-Mm-hmm.

300
00:16:08,338 --> 00:16:11,824
-Sold it a few years ago.
-Oh. That is a shame.

301
00:16:11,962 --> 00:16:17,036
We used to steal that... I mean,
borrow that thing all the time.

302
00:16:18,796 --> 00:16:21,627
She's in a home now.
Alzheimer's disease.

303
00:16:21,765 --> 00:16:23,926
It's been hard to watch. She
had a mind like a steel trap.

304
00:16:24,009 --> 00:16:26,080
Ooh. No joke.

305
00:16:26,218 --> 00:16:30,256
One time, me and your mom
poured Mama Joyce's liquor into thermoses

306
00:16:30,394 --> 00:16:32,948
and then refilled the bottles
with water and Kool-Aid.

307
00:16:33,087 --> 00:16:35,192
We thought we were so slick.

308
00:16:35,330 --> 00:16:37,815
So when we went to sneak out,
thermoses were empty.

309
00:16:37,953 --> 00:16:40,680
You couldn't get
anything past her.

310
00:16:40,818 --> 00:16:41,854
You and my mom did that?

311
00:16:41,992 --> 00:16:43,787
Tip of the iceberg.

312
00:16:43,925 --> 00:16:46,362
My dad said my mom never
partied. She was too focused on school.

313
00:16:46,445 --> 00:16:48,516
So he's still a buzzkill.

314
00:16:49,206 --> 00:16:50,725
My dad's an amazing father.

315
00:16:50,863 --> 00:16:53,107
Who clearly didn't
give you the full story.

316
00:16:53,900 --> 00:16:57,214
I brought another bag of Bumex.
Or I can come back later.

317
00:16:57,352 --> 00:17:00,700
No, go ahead. I should let
you rest. I'll be back to check on you.

318
00:17:06,222 --> 00:17:09,432
Okay, IV is in and
starting antibiotics.

319
00:17:10,088 --> 00:17:11,296
How's the toe?

320
00:17:11,434 --> 00:17:15,300
Necrotic, but I'm trying
to debride as much as I can.

321
00:17:15,438 --> 00:17:17,578
-Do you feel this?
-Not really.

322
00:17:18,372 --> 00:17:20,098
Okay, good.

323
00:17:20,236 --> 00:17:23,619
I should've come to the clinic today. I
should've found a friend to watch Javi.

324
00:17:23,757 --> 00:17:27,001
No, it's okay.
Really, we get it.

325
00:17:27,140 --> 00:17:28,762
You're doing
the best that you can.

326
00:17:28,900 --> 00:17:31,316
Javi's lucky to have a mother
who cares as much as you do.

327
00:17:31,454 --> 00:17:33,905
He's my whole world.

328
00:17:34,561 --> 00:17:36,425
Can you move the toe
a little bit to the left?

329
00:17:36,563 --> 00:17:38,123
-Yeah, of course.
-Yeah, there you go.

330
00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:44,467
What is that? Is that my... Is that...
-Uh...

331
00:17:48,264 --> 00:17:50,784
You're doing great. You're
doing great. Deep breath.

332
00:17:51,957 --> 00:17:55,306
No, stop,
I can't take it anymore.

333
00:17:57,515 --> 00:18:01,760
Are you sure I can't give you something
to help the contractions or an epidural...

334
00:18:01,898 --> 00:18:05,005
What part of "no" do you not understand?
-It'll help with the pain.

335
00:18:05,143 --> 00:18:07,387
I-I've heard
about the domino effect.

336
00:18:07,525 --> 00:18:10,217
You do this, I have a complication,
and one thing leads to the next,

337
00:18:10,355 --> 00:18:12,288
and suddenly I'm
having an emergency C-section.

338
00:18:12,426 --> 00:18:14,704
If I can't turn the baby,
then you might have no choice.

339
00:18:15,533 --> 00:18:18,536
This must be why our maternal
mortality rate is off the charts.

340
00:18:18,674 --> 00:18:20,296
You don't have
to like or respect me,

341
00:18:20,434 --> 00:18:22,974
but I am a doctor and I am
trained to take care of you and your baby,

342
00:18:23,057 --> 00:18:24,645
and you are
making it impossible.

343
00:18:24,783 --> 00:18:27,476
So you can either suffer
through the pain while I do this procedure

344
00:18:27,614 --> 00:18:29,961
or let me give
you some freaking medicine.

345
00:18:32,170 --> 00:18:35,035
-I...
-I need my husband.

346
00:18:35,725 --> 00:18:38,418
Okay. We'll call him for you.

347
00:18:38,556 --> 00:18:39,557
You can't.

348
00:18:41,006 --> 00:18:42,698
He died three months ago.

349
00:18:50,215 --> 00:18:52,286
We didn't come here
to amputate a toe.

350
00:18:52,424 --> 00:18:55,151
I wasn't trying to amputate it.
It just fell off.

351
00:18:55,289 --> 00:18:59,293
She has a diabetic foot infection, which
is probably spreading, which means...

352
00:18:59,431 --> 00:19:01,606
Probably have to take
off way more than just her toe.

353
00:19:01,744 --> 00:19:03,125
She could lose her whole leg.

354
00:19:09,476 --> 00:19:11,305
Hey, Mercedes. Um...

355
00:19:13,065 --> 00:19:17,173
Your infection is getting
worse. I have to call an ambulance.

356
00:19:17,311 --> 00:19:19,382
No, please, I'm begging you.

357
00:19:19,520 --> 00:19:22,247
We'll alert the financial
assistance program the second we admit you.

358
00:19:22,385 --> 00:19:23,421
It's not about the money.

359
00:19:23,559 --> 00:19:25,664
If you don't go, you could die.

360
00:19:26,251 --> 00:19:28,046
Look, and we want to help you.

361
00:19:29,772 --> 00:19:31,705
People saw
immigration by the hospital.

362
00:19:31,843 --> 00:19:36,951
If I go, they could get me.
My status was revoked a few months ago.

363
00:19:37,089 --> 00:19:40,748
And my friend's brother, last
week, ICE surrounded his car,

364
00:19:40,886 --> 00:19:43,544
broke all his windows, and
dragged him out by his feet.

365
00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:45,960
We still don't
know where they took him.

366
00:19:46,098 --> 00:19:47,098
I... I'm so sorry.

367
00:19:47,203 --> 00:19:49,067
Our whole life is here.

368
00:19:49,999 --> 00:19:52,864
My son's school,
his soccer team, our church.

369
00:19:53,002 --> 00:19:57,386
We can't be taken away
from that. I can't be taken away from him.

370
00:19:57,524 --> 00:19:59,215
I know you're scared,

371
00:19:59,353 --> 00:20:02,736
but you need more help
than we can give you here.

372
00:20:02,874 --> 00:20:05,256
And we will do everything
we can to keep you safe.

373
00:20:05,394 --> 00:20:06,760
We'll even drive you ourselves.
-Yeah.

374
00:20:06,843 --> 00:20:10,261
I can't. It's too risky. Please.

375
00:20:20,443 --> 00:20:22,190
We need to take her to the hospital.
-I know.

376
00:20:22,273 --> 00:20:24,240
Do you?
Because a couple of hours ago,

377
00:20:24,378 --> 00:20:26,932
you thought it was a brilliant
idea to take care of her here.

378
00:20:28,934 --> 00:20:31,109
Please! Please don't call 911.

379
00:20:31,247 --> 00:20:34,561
I'm not. But I am calling for help.

380
00:20:40,152 --> 00:20:43,225
Now, your numbers are improving,
so we're stopping some of your drips.

381
00:20:44,260 --> 00:20:46,124
You look better.

382
00:20:46,262 --> 00:20:48,954
I look like death and
you know it.

383
00:20:52,958 --> 00:20:56,514
I didn't mean to come for
your father. He's a good man.

384
00:20:56,652 --> 00:20:57,963
Yeah, he's the best.

385
00:20:58,101 --> 00:20:59,917
And I don't blame him for
putting your mom on a pedestal.

386
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:03,659
All my life I've heard she was a
straight-A student, volleyball champion.

387
00:21:03,797 --> 00:21:07,421
She was, but she was
also the life of the party.

388
00:21:08,974 --> 00:21:12,184
We once went to this
Tribe Called Quest show

389
00:21:12,323 --> 00:21:15,981
with joints hidden in her shoes.
-Stop.

390
00:21:16,637 --> 00:21:19,813
She got us
into the VIP after-party too.

391
00:21:19,951 --> 00:21:22,540
By the time we got home,
the sun was up

392
00:21:22,678 --> 00:21:25,612
and Mama Joyce was waiting
for us on the front lawn.

393
00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:28,166
-She must have been livid.
-Ooh.

394
00:21:28,304 --> 00:21:32,584
Your mother was grounded for
weeks. Oh, but it was worth it.

395
00:21:32,722 --> 00:21:35,035
Your life sounds so
much more exciting than mine.

396
00:21:35,173 --> 00:21:38,625
Nothing you can't fix with a
concert and a pair of roomy sneakers.

397
00:21:39,177 --> 00:21:41,938
Yeah, I don't have a lot of
free time, but my job's fulfilling.

398
00:21:42,076 --> 00:21:45,701
Sounds like something a nun
says before she runs off with the gardener.

399
00:21:45,839 --> 00:21:48,600
Is that what my mom said before
she ditched her first wedding?

400
00:21:49,981 --> 00:21:51,776
She wasn't one
for hemming and hawing.

401
00:21:52,466 --> 00:21:55,952
She knew exactly what she
wanted, and she went for it.

402
00:21:56,608 --> 00:22:00,888
And thank God she did.
Because here you are.

403
00:22:06,031 --> 00:22:08,033
I can't do this without him.

404
00:22:08,965 --> 00:22:10,070
I think you can.

405
00:22:12,175 --> 00:22:13,798
Is your baby's father alive?

406
00:22:15,006 --> 00:22:16,007
Oh.

407
00:22:17,146 --> 00:22:18,354
What, is something wrong?

408
00:22:19,769 --> 00:22:21,530
Your baby needs to come out.

409
00:22:21,668 --> 00:22:24,705
If you want a vaginal birth, I
need to try and turn her again.

410
00:22:29,192 --> 00:22:30,192
What was his name?

411
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:34,232
Kevin.

412
00:22:34,370 --> 00:22:36,993
This one really hurts.

413
00:22:37,131 --> 00:22:38,340
What was he like?

414
00:22:38,478 --> 00:22:41,998
-Why do you care?
-I just... I do.

415
00:22:45,208 --> 00:22:49,005
He knew the names of all of
our neighbors and their dogs.

416
00:22:49,903 --> 00:22:54,666
He gave the best hugs,
and he... he made me laugh.

417
00:22:55,529 --> 00:23:01,293
He, um... He loaded the dishwasher
like a... like a raccoon on meth.

418
00:23:04,089 --> 00:23:07,507
He was gonna be
the most amazing dad.

419
00:23:14,790 --> 00:23:18,241
I can't imagine how
hard this has been for you,

420
00:23:18,380 --> 00:23:22,418
but this baby,
she is a part of him too.

421
00:23:23,937 --> 00:23:28,769
Doesn't that make you wanna meet
her? Because she really wants to meet you.

422
00:23:29,701 --> 00:23:31,289
I don't think I can.

423
00:23:37,053 --> 00:23:42,921
My mom had this whole life
I didn't know about, with friends and fun,

424
00:23:43,439 --> 00:23:44,716
and then it ended.

425
00:23:46,131 --> 00:23:47,547
I ended it.

426
00:23:47,685 --> 00:23:50,273
You were a baby. You couldn't
even hold your own head up.

427
00:23:50,412 --> 00:23:54,381
No, but I made her a statistic.
-No, no. I did.

428
00:23:57,729 --> 00:24:02,044
I wanted to be a chef. Thought I'd
try to apprentice under someone here,

429
00:24:02,182 --> 00:24:05,875
but your mom, she always
wanted me to live my life to the fullest.

430
00:24:06,013 --> 00:24:11,398
She convinced me to apply to this
prestigious culinary institute in Paris.

431
00:24:13,262 --> 00:24:15,575
I couldn't believe it
when I got accepted,

432
00:24:15,713 --> 00:24:20,338
but then I found out that it started a few
weeks before she was due to have you.

433
00:24:20,476 --> 00:24:23,755
I asked her if she wanted me
to stay, and of course, she said no.

434
00:24:24,963 --> 00:24:26,482
I shouldn't
have listened to her.

435
00:24:26,620 --> 00:24:28,070
But my dad was there.

436
00:24:28,208 --> 00:24:29,830
He's too nice.

437
00:24:30,486 --> 00:24:34,179
Me, I would have gone full
Rambo on those doctors' asses.

438
00:24:37,113 --> 00:24:40,634
Oh, damn it, your O2
is dropping. Okay, just keep breathing.

439
00:24:41,255 --> 00:24:44,673
Here you go. Deep breaths.
Just keep breathing.

440
00:24:44,811 --> 00:24:46,157
Uh...

441
00:24:47,814 --> 00:24:50,541
Order a chest X-ray, and put her
on a high-flow nasal cannula now.

442
00:24:52,163 --> 00:24:53,820
That's it. Deep breaths.

443
00:24:56,383 --> 00:24:58,095
-Where is she?
-We didn't know what else to do.

444
00:24:58,178 --> 00:25:01,043
I can explain everything.
She's right in here.

445
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:06,462
Hi, I'm Dr. Bailey.

446
00:25:06,946 --> 00:25:08,706
Elena Bailey, like the clinic?

447
00:25:08,844 --> 00:25:13,400
That was my mother. It's named
for her. Do you mind if I take a look?

448
00:25:13,538 --> 00:25:14,919
-Please.
-Okay.

449
00:25:16,507 --> 00:25:18,440
Do you think you can fix my toe?

450
00:25:19,959 --> 00:25:22,306
Hmm. Hmm.

451
00:25:23,790 --> 00:25:24,860
Um...

452
00:25:26,689 --> 00:25:27,967
Right.

453
00:25:28,864 --> 00:25:35,526
Uh, so unfortunately, the infection
choked off its blood supply, so it's gone,

454
00:25:35,664 --> 00:25:38,805
but right now, I am worried
about the rest of your foot,

455
00:25:38,943 --> 00:25:41,118
which is also severely infected.

456
00:25:41,256 --> 00:25:44,915
Now, we've got a shot at saving
it, but we have to move fast.

457
00:25:45,053 --> 00:25:46,986
I told him.
I-I can't go to the hospital.

458
00:25:47,124 --> 00:25:49,643
You don't have to.
I brought the hospital to you.

459
00:25:49,781 --> 00:25:52,612
We have a fully-stocked
ambulance right outside.

460
00:25:52,750 --> 00:25:54,269
Okay? We can debride there.

461
00:25:55,718 --> 00:25:56,719
-Good? Okay.
-Yeah.

462
00:25:56,857 --> 00:25:58,169
All right, come on.

463
00:26:00,413 --> 00:26:02,760
Okay. That's good.

464
00:26:06,660 --> 00:26:08,869
All right. Here we go.

465
00:26:14,461 --> 00:26:15,773
Mommy?

466
00:26:16,360 --> 00:26:19,570
-Where are you taking her?
-Don't worry. I'll be right outside.

467
00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:23,367
No, you can't take her
like they took <i>T�o</i> Eddie. I won't let you.

468
00:26:23,505 --> 00:26:26,680
I-I know you're scared, but we're
just taking your mom right outside,

469
00:26:26,818 --> 00:26:30,512
and we're going to fix her up, okay?
-No. Mommy, don't leave me.

470
00:26:30,650 --> 00:26:33,342
Um... Go. Go. I'll stay here.

471
00:26:49,525 --> 00:26:51,010
Hi. You feeling any better?

472
00:26:52,666 --> 00:26:56,809
I feel like I got picked up
by a tornado and dropped on my ass.

473
00:26:57,740 --> 00:26:59,846
So a little.

474
00:27:02,884 --> 00:27:07,233
There she is. You look
just like her when you smile.

475
00:27:08,475 --> 00:27:10,063
You should smile more often.

476
00:27:10,201 --> 00:27:11,858
Not you telling
me to smile more.

477
00:27:11,996 --> 00:27:14,309
I said what I said.

478
00:27:19,383 --> 00:27:21,419
Just gonna take
a quick listen. Deep breath.

479
00:27:25,423 --> 00:27:27,563
I feel like I'm
finally getting to know her.

480
00:27:27,701 --> 00:27:31,567
She sounds so
confident and full of life.

481
00:27:31,705 --> 00:27:33,328
She was.

482
00:27:34,363 --> 00:27:36,849
And I miss her more
than anything in the world.

483
00:27:38,885 --> 00:27:40,369
Hey. Is everything okay in here?

484
00:27:40,507 --> 00:27:43,096
Yeah, she was desatting,
so I put her on high flow,

485
00:27:43,234 --> 00:27:45,594
started her on bronchodilators,
and I'm giving her steroids.

486
00:27:45,719 --> 00:27:46,879
-Seems to be helping.
-Good.

487
00:27:46,962 --> 00:27:48,619
Dr. Webber just
got out of surgery,

488
00:27:48,757 --> 00:27:53,555
so I'll confirm Ms. Evans'
procedure for first thing tomorrow.

489
00:28:01,149 --> 00:28:02,322
What's the story there?

490
00:28:03,496 --> 00:28:04,856
Trust me, it's
not worth your time.

491
00:28:08,811 --> 00:28:10,986
You'll have to
come visit me on Vashon.

492
00:28:11,124 --> 00:28:12,367
Oh.

493
00:28:12,505 --> 00:28:14,493
I'll invite you to one
of my famous dinner parties.

494
00:28:14,576 --> 00:28:15,611
I would love that.

495
00:28:16,233 --> 00:28:19,443
And bring Ebony. How is she?

496
00:28:20,202 --> 00:28:21,238
We're not close.

497
00:28:22,273 --> 00:28:25,000
Why the hell not? She's
the only sister you've got.

498
00:28:25,138 --> 00:28:28,624
She blames me, too, for Mom.

499
00:28:30,903 --> 00:28:32,801
Your mother would
roll over in her grave

500
00:28:32,939 --> 00:28:35,597
if she knew that you were
walking around carrying all this guilt.

501
00:28:35,735 --> 00:28:37,309
I can't just snap my
fingers and make it go away.

502
00:28:37,392 --> 00:28:39,773
-Then give it to me.
-What?

503
00:28:40,464 --> 00:28:42,155
Give me your guilt.

504
00:28:42,293 --> 00:28:45,124
Let me carry that burden
for the both of us.

505
00:28:45,710 --> 00:28:49,438
And you go, and you live life
to the fullest.

506
00:28:50,439 --> 00:28:54,029
Like she would have wanted.
I'm going to die soon anyway.

507
00:28:54,167 --> 00:28:56,066
No. Stop it.

508
00:28:58,585 --> 00:29:04,764
Listen, anytime you want to
talk to somebody who gets it,

509
00:29:05,868 --> 00:29:09,251
and I mean, really gets it,

510
00:29:11,288 --> 00:29:13,428
I'm a ferry ride away.

511
00:29:21,505 --> 00:29:25,233
<i>Tranquilo. Todo va a estar bien.</i>

512
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:30,376
Is she really right outside?

513
00:29:30,514 --> 00:29:31,791
Two steps away.

514
00:29:32,481 --> 00:29:35,553
She'll be back before you can
say "velociraptor" three times fast.

515
00:29:36,623 --> 00:29:38,971
Velociraptor,
velociraptor, velociraptor.

516
00:29:40,869 --> 00:29:42,319
I thought that would be harder.

517
00:29:44,390 --> 00:29:46,495
<i>�Oye! Quieres ag�ita?</i>

518
00:29:47,151 --> 00:29:48,152
Okay.

519
00:29:57,575 --> 00:29:59,715
Uh, where did you get Benito?

520
00:30:00,302 --> 00:30:03,754
My mom.
He's scary, so he protects us.

521
00:30:03,892 --> 00:30:08,828
Did you know velociraptors
are the best hunters, and they can fly.

522
00:30:09,346 --> 00:30:12,659
Sounds like someone
I'd like in my corner.

523
00:30:12,797 --> 00:30:15,179
Is she going to be okay?

524
00:30:17,009 --> 00:30:20,529
With Benito watching
over her, I like her odds.

525
00:30:22,876 --> 00:30:27,226
We're going to need to extend the
incision to drain the whole abscess.

526
00:30:27,364 --> 00:30:29,159
I drained it as much as I could.

527
00:30:29,297 --> 00:30:32,162
Yeah, I can see that.
All right, hand me a scalpel.

528
00:30:33,128 --> 00:30:34,509
Come on. I don't have all night.

529
00:30:38,375 --> 00:30:40,722
I'm-I'm so sorry if
we interrupted your dinner.

530
00:30:40,860 --> 00:30:46,624
You didn't. We're parents.
We don't have all night for a meal either.

531
00:30:46,762 --> 00:30:47,970
So you're not mad?

532
00:30:48,109 --> 00:30:52,975
Oh. I am mad. I'm outraged
that it's come to this.

533
00:30:53,114 --> 00:30:56,807
People so scared to leave their
homes, they risk their lives.

534
00:30:56,945 --> 00:30:59,775
No, it's cruel. It's inhumane,

535
00:30:59,913 --> 00:31:02,778
and people are going to
lose their lives because of it.

536
00:31:03,917 --> 00:31:09,475
All right, now. Get in there. Top
and bottom. Break up all loculations.

537
00:31:09,613 --> 00:31:13,789
There. We are chasing
every bit of infection.

538
00:31:14,618 --> 00:31:17,276
-Do we have to amputate?
-I don't know yet.

539
00:31:18,622 --> 00:31:22,281
But I didn't come all
this way to not save a foot.

540
00:31:24,628 --> 00:31:25,974
-Take it.
-Got it.

541
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:30,599
Okay, you probably hate me right
now, but deep breath. Okay, ready?

542
00:31:30,737 --> 00:31:34,638
One, two. Blow it out.

543
00:31:40,747 --> 00:31:43,405
Okay. Okay.

544
00:31:45,304 --> 00:31:46,926
Baby's still having decels.

545
00:31:47,685 --> 00:31:50,309
Her heart rate keeps dropping.
We need to move to a C-section.

546
00:31:50,447 --> 00:31:52,242
-Prep the OR.
-No, no, no. Please.

547
00:31:52,380 --> 00:31:54,175
I know you wish
Kevin was here right now.

548
00:31:54,313 --> 00:31:56,922
If I could make that happen, I would,
but all I can do is try and help you.

549
00:31:57,005 --> 00:31:58,972
So if he was here,
what would he do?

550
00:32:05,945 --> 00:32:10,605
No matter how anxious or stressed
I was, this always calmed me down.

551
00:32:10,743 --> 00:32:11,847
Okay.

552
00:32:13,470 --> 00:32:15,541
Okay.

553
00:32:19,717 --> 00:32:20,753
Is it working?

554
00:32:21,512 --> 00:32:23,376
-Honestly?
-Yeah.

555
00:32:23,514 --> 00:32:25,585
No. It's super weird.

556
00:32:33,490 --> 00:32:37,218
Oh. It's the first time
I've laughed in three months.

557
00:32:38,011 --> 00:32:39,530
I'm glad I could help.

558
00:32:40,669 --> 00:32:45,433
All right. Let me try and turn her one
more time before your next contraction.

559
00:32:45,571 --> 00:32:49,644
Okay? All right, deep breath.
All right, are you ready?

560
00:32:53,682 --> 00:32:56,340
-Okay. Yeah.
-She's doing it.

561
00:32:56,478 --> 00:32:58,031
She's moving. Isn't she?

562
00:33:02,001 --> 00:33:03,865
Okay, okay.

563
00:33:05,694 --> 00:33:08,939
Okay. Baby
looks good on the monitor.

564
00:33:09,077 --> 00:33:13,392
She's getting comfortable
in her new position. Okay.

565
00:33:15,394 --> 00:33:20,537
All right, let's, uh... Let's just take a
break before we start the hard part.

566
00:33:20,675 --> 00:33:22,194
I officially hate you.

567
00:33:30,029 --> 00:33:33,135
Ms. Evans procedure
is scheduled for 8 a.m. tomorrow morning.

568
00:33:33,274 --> 00:33:35,103
I saw. Thank you
for taking care of that.

569
00:33:35,241 --> 00:33:36,863
I'm just doing my job.

570
00:33:40,177 --> 00:33:42,421
Regina Evans was
my mom's best friend.

571
00:33:43,594 --> 00:33:44,595
They grew up together.

572
00:33:46,287 --> 00:33:49,048
Why didn't you tell me that you knew her?
-I didn't until tonight.

573
00:33:50,774 --> 00:33:54,536
Plus things have been so rough
between us. Didn't know how...

574
00:33:55,951 --> 00:33:58,402
We need some help. She's coding.
-What?

575
00:34:01,128 --> 00:34:03,269
-Starting compressions.
-Page Dr. Webber now.

576
00:34:08,755 --> 00:34:11,827
Charging, 150. Clear.

577
00:34:17,281 --> 00:34:20,629
Charging to 200. Clear.

578
00:34:26,083 --> 00:34:28,948
Charging to 270. Come on.
I just found you. Clear.

579
00:34:33,815 --> 00:34:35,989
Charging again. Clear.

580
00:34:36,127 --> 00:34:37,474
-Simone.
-I said, "Clear."

581
00:34:40,408 --> 00:34:43,618
No, no. Come
on, Regina. Come on.

582
00:34:44,274 --> 00:34:45,689
Regina, please.

583
00:34:47,829 --> 00:34:50,280
Come on, please.

584
00:35:00,498 --> 00:35:04,226
How did you know that we should
check up on Mercedes?

585
00:35:05,158 --> 00:35:06,850
Gut feeling, I guess.

586
00:35:08,817 --> 00:35:10,819
My gut's usually full of pizza.

587
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:13,201
How's Javi?

588
00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:16,411
He's glad to see his mom's okay.

589
00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:21,865
Yeah, for now, and tomorrow,
he'll be terrified all over again.

590
00:35:22,969 --> 00:35:25,558
Every time his mom
drops him off at school or gets pulled over

591
00:35:25,696 --> 00:35:28,665
or leaves to go
to the grocery store.

592
00:35:30,149 --> 00:35:31,219
Any time they're apart.

593
00:35:33,497 --> 00:35:37,708
I told Ms. Hernandez
her foot's going to make it

594
00:35:37,846 --> 00:35:41,988
as long as she takes care of
the wound and maintains her blood sugar.

595
00:35:42,126 --> 00:35:47,338
I left supplies and made her promise to
have someone pick up her prescriptions.

596
00:35:47,476 --> 00:35:52,033
I'll follow up in a couple
of days. And Javi wanted you to have this.

597
00:35:52,171 --> 00:35:55,692
Oh. I-I can't accept this.
This is Benito's friend.

598
00:35:55,830 --> 00:35:59,316
And he said that's why
he wanted you to have him.

599
00:36:02,215 --> 00:36:05,391
What you two did tonight was...

600
00:36:06,254 --> 00:36:09,533
incredibly irresponsible.

601
00:36:10,465 --> 00:36:14,020
You put yourselves
and the clinic at risk.

602
00:36:14,158 --> 00:36:20,061
You also went above and beyond
the standard of care to save a life.

603
00:36:21,579 --> 00:36:23,098
And I'm glad you did.

604
00:36:26,101 --> 00:36:29,587
Go rogue again without telling
me first, and you're fired.

605
00:36:38,942 --> 00:36:41,738
? <i>I've been</i>
<i>standing in a flood</i> ?

606
00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:45,120
? <i>It could carry me away, like</i> ?

607
00:36:46,294 --> 00:36:48,952
? <i>Everything I thought I was</i> ?

608
00:36:49,780 --> 00:36:52,300
? <i>The whole world</i>
<i>changed and I</i> ?

609
00:36:52,438 --> 00:36:56,097
? <i>Slipped fast straight</i>
<i>back to the past now</i> ?

610
00:36:56,235 --> 00:36:58,927
? <i>That's life</i>
<i>sometimes What a letdown...</i> ?

611
00:36:59,065 --> 00:37:02,379
Ms. Evans' D-dimer just came
back. It was through the roof.

612
00:37:03,242 --> 00:37:05,416
It was probably a massive PE.

613
00:37:05,554 --> 00:37:08,626
That's not surprising,
considering her comorbidities.

614
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:10,801
I guess not.

615
00:37:12,941 --> 00:37:16,358
You did everything
you could. It was her time.

616
00:37:16,496 --> 00:37:20,604
I'm gonna finish her death
note before I go home.

617
00:37:21,363 --> 00:37:23,607
? <i>I think I'm falling</i> ?

618
00:37:23,745 --> 00:37:26,541
? <i>Losing my mind</i> ?

619
00:37:26,679 --> 00:37:31,270
? <i>Even if it takes all night</i>
<i>It'll be enough time, tell me...</i> ?

620
00:37:31,408 --> 00:37:32,650
Hey.

621
00:37:32,789 --> 00:37:37,138
I just delivered my
patient's healthy baby girl,

622
00:37:37,276 --> 00:37:39,347
eight pounds, four ounces.

623
00:37:39,485 --> 00:37:41,556
Scarlett Kevin Ramsey.

624
00:37:41,694 --> 00:37:42,729
"Kevin"?

625
00:37:43,489 --> 00:37:44,973
After her husband who died.

626
00:37:45,767 --> 00:37:47,010
Ah.

627
00:37:47,665 --> 00:37:52,532
This whole baptism thing,
what's it really about?

628
00:37:52,670 --> 00:37:53,879
Oh.

629
00:37:55,984 --> 00:37:58,435
Uh... there was a, uh...

630
00:38:01,369 --> 00:38:04,993
church group that used to come
visit us in the cancer ward.

631
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:09,377
And they brought us homemade
quilts and cookies and prayed for us,

632
00:38:10,240 --> 00:38:11,689
and I couldn't stand them.

633
00:38:12,863 --> 00:38:16,142
They were so sure
that God was watching over us,

634
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:20,560
but you know, if God was watching
over us, why were we stuck in the hospital?

635
00:38:20,698 --> 00:38:23,046
Why were five and
ten-year-olds dying?

636
00:38:24,288 --> 00:38:28,223
And now the planet's burning, children
are living in poverty, people are starving.

637
00:38:30,536 --> 00:38:32,020
Where is God?

638
00:38:34,540 --> 00:38:37,888
I guess now would be a bad
time to tell you that I prayed for you.

639
00:38:38,544 --> 00:38:40,926
What? When?

640
00:38:41,064 --> 00:38:44,550
After the explosion.
I didn't know what else to do.

641
00:38:44,688 --> 00:38:47,070
I had a team of world-class
surgeons working on me,

642
00:38:47,208 --> 00:38:50,176
but you think a higher power saved me?
-I don't know.

643
00:38:51,557 --> 00:38:53,455
I just know
that I was terrified,

644
00:38:53,593 --> 00:38:57,563
and it gave me comfort.

645
00:38:59,737 --> 00:39:00,773
Ah.

646
00:39:01,739 --> 00:39:05,778
Is there a world in which
we can table this for now?

647
00:39:07,366 --> 00:39:09,230
I am so tired.

648
00:39:09,368 --> 00:39:13,441
Yes. Something
we finally agree on.

649
00:39:20,931 --> 00:39:22,484
I am here. I am here,

650
00:39:22,622 --> 00:39:25,936
and I will remove
Mr. Levin's mediastinal tubes

651
00:39:26,074 --> 00:39:28,905
and prep Mrs. Swanson
for her lobectomy.

652
00:39:30,389 --> 00:39:31,908
You look...

653
00:39:32,046 --> 00:39:34,669
Please don't complete that
sentence. Kwan had me up all night.

654
00:39:35,256 --> 00:39:38,915
It was a house call for a patient.
-I don't need details.

655
00:39:40,261 --> 00:39:42,608
-What's this for?
-Oh, um... Altman and I are presenting

656
00:39:42,746 --> 00:39:46,750
our surgery on Nora Young
later to a group of high-level donors.

657
00:39:47,509 --> 00:39:49,028
-Oh, no.
-Yeah.

658
00:39:49,511 --> 00:39:50,961
You're famous. How awful.

659
00:39:52,204 --> 00:39:54,654
No. You don't understand.
I hate public speaking, okay?

660
00:39:54,792 --> 00:39:58,313
I hate it, ever
since I hyperventilated

661
00:39:58,451 --> 00:40:01,938
leading the Pledge of Allegiance
at Harbor View Elementary School.

662
00:40:02,766 --> 00:40:05,079
It was deeply traumatic for me.

663
00:40:07,460 --> 00:40:10,153
Why... Why don't
you take this with you?

664
00:40:11,982 --> 00:40:13,363
His name is Josh.

665
00:40:13,501 --> 00:40:17,298
He is a velociraptor, and they
are the smartest dinosaurs.

666
00:40:17,436 --> 00:40:19,714
-Okay. Thank you.
-Mm-hmm.

667
00:40:19,852 --> 00:40:24,512
Uh, I don't think that a toy dinosaur
will help me sound less juvenile, though.

668
00:40:24,650 --> 00:40:28,965
Okay, well, if you change
your mind, he's right here.

669
00:40:30,656 --> 00:40:32,899
<i>The patient
you remember on your deathbed</i>

670
00:40:33,038 --> 00:40:35,695
<i>is almost never the one with
the most serious injuries,</i>

671
00:40:36,524 --> 00:40:39,699
<i>nor is it the patient who made
the most miraculous recovery.</i>

672
00:40:39,837 --> 00:40:44,739
Hey, let me take you home.
Amelia's in Boston. I've got her car.

673
00:40:44,877 --> 00:40:47,362
-I'm okay, but thanks.
-Are you sure?

674
00:40:48,639 --> 00:40:50,434
We've been up for
the last 24 hours straight.

675
00:40:50,572 --> 00:40:54,852
I already called
a rideshare, but thank you.

676
00:40:54,991 --> 00:40:55,992
Yeah.

677
00:41:07,382 --> 00:41:09,039
Hi, Joyce Ward's room, please.

678
00:41:11,766 --> 00:41:13,871
Hi, Granny. It's me.

679
00:41:16,012 --> 00:41:17,737
Yes, your daughter Denise.

680
00:41:18,911 --> 00:41:20,223
Guess who I saw today?

681
00:41:20,361 --> 00:41:22,570
Regina Evans.
Do you remember her?

682
00:41:23,571 --> 00:41:25,435
She said the same about you.

683
00:41:28,369 --> 00:41:30,716
<i>It's the one who
made you ask tough questions,</i>

684
00:41:31,544 --> 00:41:34,064
<i>who taught you something
about what you stand for.</i>

685
00:41:34,202 --> 00:41:35,755
What am I gonna tell my mom?

686
00:41:36,756 --> 00:41:38,827
I thought we said
we were gonna table it.

687
00:41:39,483 --> 00:41:40,484
Right.

688
00:41:43,039 --> 00:41:45,213
-Wait.
-What is it?

689
00:41:45,351 --> 00:41:48,182
-I think my water just broke.
-You think?

690
00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:51,771
Well, it's not typical.
It's... I'm like... I'm leaking.

691
00:41:52,531 --> 00:41:55,913
-We should probably... Okay.
-Yeah. Okay.

692
00:41:56,052 --> 00:41:57,984
<i>It's the patient
who held up a mirror</i>

693
00:41:58,123 --> 00:42:00,332
<i>and helped you see the kind
of person you want to be.</i>

