1 00:02:57,060 --> 00:03:00,680 work. Tanner, Tanner, can you hear me? 2 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:07,800 This is Darren, and I've been separated from the others, and I think I'm okay, 3 00:03:07,840 --> 00:03:08,920 but I'm not sure where I am. 4 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:16,640 I've never been out this far before, so I don't... There was this... I didn't 5 00:03:16,640 --> 00:03:23,540 get a good look at it, but there was some... I need you 6 00:03:23,540 --> 00:03:24,540 guys... 7 00:03:24,650 --> 00:03:26,330 Okay, I need you guys to get me, please. 8 00:03:27,990 --> 00:03:32,510 Fuck, I need you guys to come out and get me. Can you come, please, Sanders? 9 00:03:33,750 --> 00:03:34,750 Sanders? 10 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:10,160 What the fuck? 11 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:49,300 We all have our loops, our habits, behaviors that 12 00:07:49,300 --> 00:07:55,820 keep us walking in circles, reaching for the same solutions over and over again, 13 00:07:56,000 --> 00:08:02,900 thinking each time they'll take you somewhere new, but 14 00:08:02,900 --> 00:08:03,900 they don't. 15 00:08:12,010 --> 00:08:14,010 It's the neural pathway of least resistance. 16 00:08:17,450 --> 00:08:19,550 The path you made. 17 00:08:20,130 --> 00:08:23,010 It's the one that kept you safe when you were a child. 18 00:08:28,830 --> 00:08:32,990 You learned to push people away before they could hurt you. 19 00:08:35,110 --> 00:08:39,630 And now, as an adult, you're still stuck right where you started. 20 00:08:51,719 --> 00:08:53,420 Alone. I mean, I'm not lonely. 21 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:58,940 I have employees and customers. 22 00:08:59,240 --> 00:09:00,240 I didn't say lonely. 23 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:01,440 I said alone. 24 00:09:03,100 --> 00:09:06,640 I hurt people. 25 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:11,540 I don't want to. It's just the way I'm wired. So maybe I deserve to be alone. 26 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:14,160 Do you think anyone deserves to be alone? 27 00:09:15,720 --> 00:09:19,160 I don't know, but, you know, maybe it's not such a bad thing. 28 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:23,300 Being alone feels deeply ingrained. 29 00:09:23,660 --> 00:09:24,660 I understand. 30 00:09:25,700 --> 00:09:31,320 You've had dreams and a lot of resistance, not a lot of support in 31 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:32,279 those dreams. 32 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:39,180 And when we've experienced hurt again and again, we 33 00:09:39,180 --> 00:09:41,340 start to expect it. It's like, oh, I know this path. 34 00:09:41,560 --> 00:09:42,560 I know where it goes. 35 00:09:45,900 --> 00:09:49,960 So, are you interested in forging a new path and see where that leads? 36 00:09:50,800 --> 00:09:51,800 Sure. 37 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:53,640 Why not? You know, I'm here. 38 00:09:54,820 --> 00:09:55,820 Great. 39 00:09:56,260 --> 00:09:59,720 So I want to revisit an exercise we've done before. 40 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:02,760 The role play. 41 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:03,960 Oh, the acting thing? 42 00:10:04,220 --> 00:10:06,160 Yeah. I feel stupid doing that. I know. 43 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:07,500 But we have a few minutes. 44 00:10:07,740 --> 00:10:11,360 Let's, um... Yeah, let's try. A little bit. 45 00:10:14,670 --> 00:10:15,670 at the scene. 46 00:10:16,470 --> 00:10:20,350 Let's go back to the night that Barbara left you. 47 00:10:21,410 --> 00:10:23,490 You mean the night she kicked me out of my own house? 48 00:10:24,310 --> 00:10:25,310 Yeah. 49 00:10:26,230 --> 00:10:27,230 I'm playing myself. 50 00:10:27,750 --> 00:10:28,750 And I'll be Barbara. 51 00:10:28,950 --> 00:10:30,270 It is my house, by the way. 52 00:10:31,230 --> 00:10:32,450 I'm the one paying for it. 53 00:10:33,110 --> 00:10:34,110 I know. 54 00:10:34,850 --> 00:10:35,850 All right. 55 00:10:37,950 --> 00:10:41,970 Okay, so, um... I'd gotten home late. 56 00:10:42,310 --> 00:10:43,450 I don't know how late. 57 00:10:44,140 --> 00:10:45,740 She was already asleep, maybe midnight. 58 00:10:46,900 --> 00:10:50,160 She usually goes to bed before. It doesn't matter. The point is, I was in 59 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:56,980 kitchen, and the glass, I broke the glass, and she comes running down to see 60 00:10:56,980 --> 00:11:00,000 what happened, and things escalated. 61 00:11:00,340 --> 00:11:01,400 And how do you feel? 62 00:11:02,760 --> 00:11:08,300 Well, I was drunk, and I felt stupid. 63 00:11:08,880 --> 00:11:11,760 I was angry because I broke the glass. 64 00:11:12,020 --> 00:11:13,040 Can you say that to me? 65 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:14,580 What, the barber? 66 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:15,960 Yeah. 67 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:21,400 I'm sorry that I woke you. 68 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:28,380 Maybe if you'd come home earlier, we could have spent the evening together. 69 00:11:29,940 --> 00:11:33,500 No, I was working, you know. I came straight home after work. 70 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:34,920 Be honest with me, please. 71 00:11:36,180 --> 00:11:37,660 I can smell it on your breath. 72 00:11:40,520 --> 00:11:41,600 I had a few beers. 73 00:11:42,600 --> 00:11:43,600 To find a few. 74 00:11:43,840 --> 00:11:44,840 Well, it was a hard day. 75 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:47,520 I needed to wind down. 76 00:11:47,780 --> 00:11:48,980 All you ever do is wind down. 77 00:11:50,020 --> 00:11:51,060 You're always at the store. 78 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:56,800 You want kids, right? 79 00:11:58,560 --> 00:12:02,620 We both do. Well, you know, having a family takes money, which means someone 80 00:12:02,620 --> 00:12:03,620 to work. 81 00:12:03,740 --> 00:12:07,040 Unless being a professional student is considered a job these days. 82 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:08,240 That's not fair. 83 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:10,920 You know, I had to take time off. Well, it's not my fault if you can't keep up. 84 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,260 How are you going to be a lawyer if you can't even handle law school? 85 00:12:15,320 --> 00:12:18,120 Who do you think pays for everything while you're gallivanting around campus 86 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:19,380 like a 30 -year -old freshman? 87 00:12:20,340 --> 00:12:21,780 I'll give you a hint. It's me. 88 00:12:22,980 --> 00:12:26,480 I pay for your school. I pay for your time off school. I pay for the roof over 89 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:29,860 your head. Can I talk now? No, no, because I'd like to know, what do you 90 00:12:29,860 --> 00:12:32,680 happens if you do manage to graduate? You know, you pop out a kid and then you 91 00:12:32,680 --> 00:12:33,740 leave me with the bill. 92 00:12:34,760 --> 00:12:38,700 Or am I stuck at home changing diapers because you're too busy working for the 93 00:12:38,700 --> 00:12:40,420 first time in your life? Now you're being cruel. 94 00:12:40,620 --> 00:12:41,620 I'm being honest. 95 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:43,900 I thought that's what you always wanted. 96 00:12:45,180 --> 00:12:48,080 Just because you didn't get to be an architect doesn't mean... I am a fucking 97 00:12:48,080 --> 00:12:49,080 architect! 98 00:12:50,020 --> 00:12:53,720 God damn it, I'm just stuck selling shit furniture because someone won't get off 99 00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:55,460 their fat fucking ass and help me! 100 00:13:11,440 --> 00:13:13,280 Talking to me? Here, now. 101 00:13:15,100 --> 00:13:22,080 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, you know, get angry 102 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:24,020 or lose my temper or whatever. 103 00:13:24,420 --> 00:13:25,420 I know. 104 00:13:26,220 --> 00:13:27,960 That's the purpose of the whole exercise. 105 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:30,680 This is a good start. 106 00:13:31,460 --> 00:13:35,360 To feel what you feel and then learn to identify a new path. 107 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:39,640 Your reaction was actually quite normal. 108 00:13:42,670 --> 00:13:43,670 Oh, that's me. 109 00:13:44,590 --> 00:13:46,990 Well, ahoy there, mateys! 110 00:13:47,490 --> 00:13:50,930 Tired of spending your hard -earned doubloons on overpriced furniture? 111 00:13:51,330 --> 00:13:56,170 Looking for deals that'll shiver your timbers? Then come on down to Captain 112 00:13:56,170 --> 00:14:00,830 Clark's Ottoman Empire, the Santa Clara Valley's favorite warehouse and 113 00:14:00,830 --> 00:14:05,610 showrooms. You'll find bedrooms, living rooms, dinettes, dens, and bathrooms 114 00:14:05,610 --> 00:14:09,210 aplenty. First -time homeowners, we've got you. 115 00:14:09,630 --> 00:14:14,250 New parents looking for Billy's first crib. We've got you. From the latest in 116 00:14:14,250 --> 00:14:19,570 modern design to the classic styles of yesteryear. It's all here and it's all a 117 00:14:19,570 --> 00:14:21,350 steal. What's that, Polly? 118 00:14:21,610 --> 00:14:22,990 You're worried about credit? 119 00:14:23,490 --> 00:14:27,030 Captain Clark says no credit, no problem. 120 00:14:27,350 --> 00:14:31,650 Sail the high seas of high quality and leave your money problems... At the 121 00:14:31,870 --> 00:14:36,450 Walk in today and get your dream sectional lounger, kitchen table, floor 122 00:14:36,550 --> 00:14:41,950 and bed frame here at Captain Clark's Ottoman Empire, located at Capitol and 123 00:14:41,950 --> 00:14:43,690 McKee, just off the 6th Avenue. 124 00:14:43,970 --> 00:14:50,830 Walk in today, kick your feet back, and enjoy an empire of your own. For every 125 00:14:50,830 --> 00:14:55,750 sultan preserves a throne, and we've got one with your name on it here at 126 00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:56,750 Captain Clark's. 127 00:14:57,230 --> 00:14:58,290 No way. 128 00:14:58,810 --> 00:14:59,810 Clark, you good? 129 00:14:59,890 --> 00:15:00,890 Turn the camera on. 130 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:04,060 No, no, it's good. It's outtake stuff, dude. Turn the fucking camera off. 131 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:05,360 Okay. 132 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:08,320 You need help? 133 00:15:08,900 --> 00:15:10,060 Oh, I got it. I got it. 134 00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:13,580 Are we going again? 135 00:15:14,140 --> 00:15:16,480 No. Kat, you can open the store now. 136 00:15:17,260 --> 00:15:18,260 We've been open. 137 00:15:20,760 --> 00:15:26,280 You know, dude, I still don't get it. Are you like a pirate or a sultan? Just 138 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:28,100 good to establish these things. Shut up. 139 00:15:28,900 --> 00:15:29,839 It's cheap. 140 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:30,940 Particle board bullshit. 141 00:15:31,980 --> 00:15:33,340 Clear this stuff up, will you? 142 00:15:34,320 --> 00:15:35,320 Here. 143 00:15:53,580 --> 00:15:54,720 Sorry about that. 144 00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:56,580 How's it looking? 145 00:15:56,860 --> 00:15:58,080 The meteorite's fine. 146 00:15:58,670 --> 00:16:00,690 If your bill's coming in high, that's on you. 147 00:16:01,770 --> 00:16:04,170 What about the outages? That happens after hours. 148 00:16:04,970 --> 00:16:05,970 Don't know. 149 00:16:06,510 --> 00:16:07,950 Floretha's must be tripping a breaker. 150 00:16:08,570 --> 00:16:13,870 I turn the overheads off when the store closes, before the power gets weird. 151 00:16:14,530 --> 00:16:16,270 Anyway, wouldn't that just make the bills go down? 152 00:16:19,470 --> 00:16:20,470 Where's your breaker box? 153 00:16:22,410 --> 00:16:26,230 I'm no expert, but I checked earlier and everything looks okay. 154 00:16:26,530 --> 00:16:27,690 You said the lights flicker. 155 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:28,960 Yeah, the whole store does. 156 00:16:29,340 --> 00:16:32,320 It's just not at the same time. One night I lose the power upstairs, next 157 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:38,680 it's down here. There's no rhyme or... Who 158 00:16:38,680 --> 00:16:43,840 the hell installed this thing? 159 00:16:44,780 --> 00:16:48,540 Well, the building came wired. I'm dated, but it's not that old. 160 00:16:54,940 --> 00:16:55,940 Take a look at it. 161 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,579 Like I say, I'm no expert. Why is it going that way? 162 00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:13,240 Better question, what is it even connected to? 163 00:17:14,579 --> 00:17:15,579 Huh? 164 00:17:23,060 --> 00:17:25,380 Kat! How's the power? 165 00:17:26,460 --> 00:17:28,900 What? Anything happen up there? 166 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:30,880 What the hell? 167 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:32,220 The rat's back. 168 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:34,000 But the power's on. 169 00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:36,260 Yeah, I thought we killed the rat. 170 00:17:36,460 --> 00:17:37,640 We killed a rat. 171 00:17:39,420 --> 00:17:40,420 So is this the problem? 172 00:17:40,620 --> 00:17:41,620 Don't see how. 173 00:17:41,700 --> 00:17:43,820 I can't even go through this part of the circuit. 174 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:46,260 It's just there. 175 00:17:47,220 --> 00:17:49,960 Like some schmo just stuck it in there. 176 00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:52,480 Yeah. 177 00:17:55,680 --> 00:18:02,580 Do you ever feel like you're living behind 178 00:18:02,580 --> 00:18:03,580 glass? 179 00:18:03,760 --> 00:18:07,740 Watching life happen, but never really stepping into it? 180 00:18:08,700 --> 00:18:12,080 Maybe it's time to open the window within. 181 00:18:12,860 --> 00:18:17,680 You can be the author of your own design, because we all deserve another 182 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:18,900 to fulfill our dreams. 183 00:18:19,540 --> 00:18:23,520 The moment you believe change is possible, you've already begun. 184 00:18:24,100 --> 00:18:29,160 Order The Window Within and the companion three -part audio program, 185 00:18:29,160 --> 00:18:31,220 Openings, by Dr. Mary Klein. 186 00:18:31,830 --> 00:18:34,510 Available now for 24 .95 plus shipping. 187 00:18:34,950 --> 00:18:39,290 Call 1 -800 -555 -0199. 188 00:18:40,890 --> 00:18:43,210 It's never too late to forge a new path. 189 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:12,360 We have our radar shield on. I know that, sir, but they are gazing on us. 190 00:19:12,700 --> 00:19:16,400 Is it possible Earth has a secret device that can penetrate our radar shield? 191 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:43,620 Why did you do this to yourself? 192 00:20:47,500 --> 00:20:49,100 How did you get here? 193 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:58,860 Your consciousness is a room full of memories that is constantly evolving. 194 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:06,640 But as you walk through life, the untrained mind can start to build walls, 195 00:21:06,920 --> 00:21:09,120 put up barriers 196 00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:12,920 To protect itself from the outside world. 197 00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:15,760 It's a natural response. 198 00:21:17,140 --> 00:21:19,380 Something we are often unaware of. 199 00:21:20,220 --> 00:21:24,180 But if gone unchecked, it can leave you feeling trapped. 200 00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:29,920 You can become convinced that the world outside is better off without you. 201 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:33,460 That you never deserve the relationships you've had. 202 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:38,980 Resigned to watch your life unfold from behind a lone window. 203 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,080 I can help you open it now. 204 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,620 Because the window isn't locked. 205 00:21:48,760 --> 00:21:50,600 The latch was never broken. 206 00:21:53,820 --> 00:21:55,600 Are you ready to step through? 207 00:21:58,180 --> 00:22:04,560 So that you can reclaim that which was once yours and take back control 208 00:22:04,560 --> 00:22:05,740 of your life. 209 00:22:07,460 --> 00:22:09,260 The life you want to be living. 210 00:22:11,340 --> 00:22:18,220 unburdened by the traumas of the past free of the confines you had built and 211 00:22:18,220 --> 00:22:21,840 free to choose a path of your own design 212 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:04,320 Are you looking to ruffle up the best deals inside of the Rio Grande? 213 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:10,360 Like, yee -haw, I say, yee -haw. Here at Big Wayne's, our dining room chefs are 214 00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:13,820 going to make you feel like you just struck gold. So don't even think about 215 00:23:13,820 --> 00:23:14,960 going anyplace else. 216 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:17,600 Big Wayne's, just look for the golden... 217 00:30:13,130 --> 00:30:14,130 Hello? 218 00:30:43,660 --> 00:30:44,660 As -salamu alaykum. 219 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:48,820 We welcome you on behalf of the people of the land. 220 00:30:51,900 --> 00:30:56,680 Our friends who speak Turkish, 221 00:30:57,780 --> 00:30:59,080 good morning. 222 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:02,800 Hello, how are you? 223 00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:40,760 Vitaece, istotis da sviatus. 224 00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:46,740 . . 225 00:31:46,740 --> 00:31:54,440 . 226 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:56,720 . . 227 00:32:46,030 --> 00:32:47,030 Thank you. 228 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:19,630 Hello? 229 00:34:08,149 --> 00:34:09,149 Thank you. 230 00:35:53,820 --> 00:35:54,820 Anyone there? 231 00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:16,600 Shalom. 232 00:39:45,350 --> 00:39:46,350 Sorry, 233 00:39:47,430 --> 00:39:48,430 I'm late. 234 00:39:48,990 --> 00:39:50,610 Traffic was hell and I couldn't leave early. 235 00:39:51,150 --> 00:39:52,450 Let's just use the time we have. 236 00:39:55,850 --> 00:39:56,850 How are you today, Clark? 237 00:39:58,230 --> 00:39:59,230 How do I look? 238 00:40:00,580 --> 00:40:02,940 Fine. A little tired, maybe. I look like shit. 239 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:08,200 Can I ask, and there is no wrong answer here, you know that, are you intoxicated 240 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:09,200 right now? 241 00:40:09,780 --> 00:40:10,840 Why do you say it like that? 242 00:40:12,460 --> 00:40:13,460 Like what? 243 00:40:14,780 --> 00:40:16,320 I haven't had a drink since Friday. 244 00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:18,000 That's probably why I look like shit. 245 00:40:18,620 --> 00:40:19,620 Can I ask you something? 246 00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:22,660 Sure. You ever 5150 someone? 247 00:40:25,140 --> 00:40:28,500 A few times over the years, when it was necessary. 248 00:40:29,610 --> 00:40:31,290 What makes it necessary? 249 00:40:33,030 --> 00:40:37,510 If I believe that the person is a danger to themselves or others, or they're 250 00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:38,750 gravely disabled. 251 00:40:39,990 --> 00:40:40,990 Okay. 252 00:40:41,810 --> 00:40:42,810 Okay. 253 00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:48,590 I found something in the store. 254 00:40:50,890 --> 00:40:53,370 Okay. What did you find? 255 00:40:54,530 --> 00:40:56,750 The place. 256 00:41:01,740 --> 00:41:02,740 A place. 257 00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:10,620 It's like the store just continues, I guess. 258 00:41:11,620 --> 00:41:14,780 You know, like there's a wall, and on the other side of the wall, the store 259 00:41:14,780 --> 00:41:17,760 keeps going. You know, like a copy of itself. 260 00:41:18,300 --> 00:41:21,520 I figure they're using mirrors or something to hide the entrance. I don't 261 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,860 Sorry, I'm not following you. Is this a room you didn't know about before? 262 00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:30,480 No. Okay, so you go in, and at first it just looks like an office building. 263 00:41:30,750 --> 00:41:32,990 like a huge office building. 264 00:41:33,610 --> 00:41:39,670 But then you keep going, and then you realize that none of it makes any sense. 265 00:41:40,250 --> 00:41:44,170 It's like, imagine describing a dog to someone who's never seen one before and 266 00:41:44,170 --> 00:41:45,170 then asking them to draw it. 267 00:41:45,490 --> 00:41:48,510 They might get some things right, but there's no way they'd get everything 268 00:41:48,510 --> 00:41:50,250 right. Oh, the devil's in the details. 269 00:41:50,610 --> 00:41:53,410 So from a distance, you look at it, you think you're seeing a dog, but then you 270 00:41:53,410 --> 00:41:54,408 look closer. 271 00:41:54,410 --> 00:41:55,530 Why are you looking at me like that? 272 00:41:57,370 --> 00:41:58,770 I'm just trying to understand. 273 00:41:59,330 --> 00:42:00,330 Oh. 274 00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:03,400 You know, for a shrink, you got a terrible poke of faith. 275 00:42:05,540 --> 00:42:09,560 What you're saying might sound fantastical, but not dangerous. 276 00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:14,920 Are there any people in these offices? 277 00:42:16,780 --> 00:42:17,780 Not that I've seen. 278 00:42:18,140 --> 00:42:23,080 You know, I hear, um, there's footsteps, and then stuff gets moved around when 279 00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:26,460 I'm not looking. I know how this sounds, but you gotta understand, it's massive 280 00:42:26,460 --> 00:42:27,178 in there. 281 00:42:27,180 --> 00:42:30,680 Like New York's subway system, massive. You know, for all I know, there's 282 00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:31,860 hundreds of people I just haven't seen. 283 00:42:37,980 --> 00:42:39,500 You see? 284 00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:43,840 It's like a... It's like a maze. It just goes on and on and on. 285 00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:46,100 Sometimes I'm scared I'll get lost. 286 00:42:50,300 --> 00:42:52,060 Why do you think no one else has found the place? 287 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,460 I don't know. The entrance is on the subfloor, so... 288 00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:59,880 The whole structure is probably underground, you know. It's not on any 289 00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:02,620 maps. The entrances are hidden, so who'd think to look? 290 00:43:05,580 --> 00:43:07,100 I'm not saying I don't believe you. 291 00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:11,100 But you told me yourself you haven't had a drink since Friday. 292 00:43:11,480 --> 00:43:14,200 Do you think there's... Clara. 293 00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:16,680 If this is true... I get it, I get it. Thank you. 294 00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:19,320 No. 295 00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:21,900 I'm going to come back here with proof. 296 00:43:22,700 --> 00:43:24,780 And you're going to owe me a serious fucking apology. 297 00:44:24,029 --> 00:44:25,570 Hey. Captain Clark? 298 00:44:25,810 --> 00:44:27,370 Um. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Cap? 299 00:44:27,750 --> 00:44:28,729 I'm coming. 300 00:44:28,730 --> 00:44:30,290 Cap! Okay, I'm coming. 301 00:44:30,550 --> 00:44:31,870 Look. What the fuck? 302 00:44:32,090 --> 00:44:33,090 Yeah, I'm sorry. 303 00:44:33,250 --> 00:44:35,210 Uh, what are you guys doing tomorrow? 304 00:44:35,550 --> 00:44:36,630 What are you talking about? 305 00:44:36,850 --> 00:44:38,310 I'll pay you. Two hours. 306 00:44:38,650 --> 00:44:40,270 Overtime. Tops. Okay, pay us for what? 307 00:44:42,510 --> 00:44:43,510 Research. 308 00:44:45,550 --> 00:44:48,230 You got the camera, right? You can borrow it again. 309 00:44:50,170 --> 00:44:51,170 Right? 310 00:45:00,330 --> 00:45:01,410 We are rolling. 311 00:45:02,710 --> 00:45:05,690 We got some shit over here. 312 00:45:06,070 --> 00:45:10,510 We got some stop signs and a rope. What's the rope for? 313 00:45:10,890 --> 00:45:11,890 Supplies. 314 00:45:12,070 --> 00:45:13,570 Great. He's going to tie us up. 315 00:45:13,910 --> 00:45:16,210 No. We're going to tie ourselves up. 316 00:45:16,610 --> 00:45:17,650 Oh, kinky. 317 00:45:18,490 --> 00:45:21,830 You still haven't told us what we're doing here, man. I did tell you. 318 00:45:22,710 --> 00:45:23,710 Research. 319 00:45:23,890 --> 00:45:26,750 These are supplies and we're using them for research. It's not that hard to 320 00:45:26,750 --> 00:45:27,750 understand. 321 00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:31,280 Okay, research for what? You got to be more specific, dude. 322 00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:34,920 I'm going to go through the door. 323 00:45:35,240 --> 00:45:36,240 What door? 324 00:45:39,740 --> 00:45:40,740 That's the door. 325 00:45:41,780 --> 00:45:45,260 I taped an outline on the other side, too, just to help us find our way back. 326 00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:47,160 Poppy? 327 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:52,320 What? Look, I know it sounds crazy, but follow my lead, okay? 328 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:55,240 I want to be back before sunup. 329 00:45:55,620 --> 00:45:57,280 Dude, it's like 9 p .m. What the fuck? 330 00:45:58,970 --> 00:46:01,150 What the fuck? How did you do that? 331 00:46:01,370 --> 00:46:03,770 Did you just fucking see that? How did he... Right here. 332 00:46:03,990 --> 00:46:04,990 Come see for yourself. 333 00:46:05,590 --> 00:46:07,670 Did you just fucking... What? 334 00:46:08,010 --> 00:46:09,270 How the... Stop. 335 00:46:09,750 --> 00:46:10,830 What the fuck? 336 00:46:11,250 --> 00:46:12,250 Clark, where are you? 337 00:46:13,090 --> 00:46:15,850 Did you see that? Where the fuck did he go? 338 00:46:16,050 --> 00:46:17,050 Bobby, I saw it. 339 00:46:17,510 --> 00:46:18,970 Just step through the door. 340 00:46:19,210 --> 00:46:20,189 You'll be fine. 341 00:46:20,190 --> 00:46:21,049 What? No. 342 00:46:21,050 --> 00:46:22,750 Tell us what is going on. 343 00:46:23,130 --> 00:46:24,150 You know what? Just... 344 00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:30,180 No, Bobby, wait. Bobby, wait. What are you doing? What the fuck? 345 00:46:32,100 --> 00:46:33,098 Damn it. 346 00:46:33,100 --> 00:46:34,360 Damn it, how is this possible? 347 00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:35,920 Bobby? 348 00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:38,040 Okay. Where are you? 349 00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:42,540 No, no, no, Kat, it's good. It's good. You gotta come see this. 350 00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:50,500 I mean, right, you see some decline. 351 00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:52,160 Where are we? 352 00:46:53,150 --> 00:46:54,370 That's what I'm trying to figure out. 353 00:46:55,130 --> 00:46:58,830 Who's, um... Who's shit is this? Is it part of your store? 354 00:46:59,310 --> 00:47:01,230 If it belongs to someone, I haven't met him yet. 355 00:47:01,750 --> 00:47:04,830 Okay. I've been in here every night since I found the place, and I still 356 00:47:04,830 --> 00:47:05,830 scratch the surface. 357 00:47:06,230 --> 00:47:07,230 Come on. 358 00:47:07,290 --> 00:47:08,290 I'll show you. 359 00:47:08,670 --> 00:47:09,670 It only gets better. 360 00:47:10,430 --> 00:47:11,430 Hey. 361 00:47:11,790 --> 00:47:14,130 You don't think he liked all the stuff or something, do you? 362 00:47:14,670 --> 00:47:16,270 No, no, no. We're not on drugs. 363 00:47:16,910 --> 00:47:18,850 I think I'll be able to tell if I was high. 364 00:47:19,710 --> 00:47:20,710 You are high. 365 00:47:21,950 --> 00:47:22,950 Pot doesn't count. 366 00:47:25,930 --> 00:47:29,830 So, um, it's like, what, like an empty office building? 367 00:47:30,090 --> 00:47:30,609 In here? 368 00:47:30,610 --> 00:47:34,310 Sure. But it's like it was made by a bunch of construction workers on Athens. 369 00:47:34,590 --> 00:47:35,730 I mean, there's even a pool. 370 00:47:36,350 --> 00:47:37,350 There's a pool? 371 00:47:37,630 --> 00:47:39,250 Yeah. I mean, kind of. 372 00:47:39,590 --> 00:47:40,590 Keep up. 373 00:47:41,350 --> 00:47:42,690 Pot is what? 374 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:11,800 Okay All 375 00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:18,720 right, you 376 00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:23,600 feel me yeah Why Bobby has to be the one to go I want to he's the one with the 377 00:48:23,600 --> 00:48:25,280 camera. Well, it's not like it's attached 378 00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:29,500 Yeah, well, I mean, to my student ID, yeah, it kind of is. Any trouble, you 379 00:48:29,500 --> 00:48:32,380 give a tug and I'll put him up, okay? Charlie Clark went fucking through. 380 00:48:32,540 --> 00:48:35,180 There's not going to be any trouble. Babe, babe, babe, it's good. It's good. 381 00:48:35,180 --> 00:48:36,180 good. 382 00:48:36,420 --> 00:48:39,440 Baby, you don't have to do this. No, it's cool. I just want to see what's 383 00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:40,440 there. Are you not curious? 384 00:48:40,900 --> 00:48:44,520 You can go as far as you can, okay? Look, look, you can basically walk down 385 00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:46,240 without a rope. It's fine. I'm not even steep. 386 00:48:47,140 --> 00:48:51,520 Okay. Okay, just one thing. If I don't come back, you'll tell my mom I love 387 00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:52,600 right? 388 00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,400 All right, just take it slow. 389 00:49:00,900 --> 00:49:01,900 Okay. 390 00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:04,580 Oh, that is actually kind of steep. 391 00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:06,178 You good? 392 00:49:06,180 --> 00:49:08,480 Yep. Just try not to drop me. 393 00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:09,960 All right. 394 00:49:12,220 --> 00:49:13,220 Tell him what you need. 395 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:20,000 Careful. 396 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,380 What are you guys doing up there? 397 00:49:27,740 --> 00:49:30,040 Sorry. Sorry. I was stuck around the back of the bed. 398 00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:31,218 Are you okay? 399 00:49:31,220 --> 00:49:32,420 Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 400 00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:34,060 Jesus fucking Christ. 401 00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:35,800 Just keep letting me down. 402 00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:37,160 All right. 403 00:49:37,380 --> 00:49:38,380 Here we go. 404 00:49:44,860 --> 00:49:45,860 Okay. 405 00:50:04,080 --> 00:50:07,120 It's just a bunch of laundry and shit. 406 00:50:08,520 --> 00:50:09,520 What do you mean, clothes? 407 00:50:11,220 --> 00:50:13,340 Yeah, just fucking things down here. 408 00:50:14,020 --> 00:50:15,140 Is there anything else? 409 00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:17,800 Yeah, just give me a minute. 410 00:50:18,420 --> 00:50:19,420 Okay. 411 00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:48,160 Yeah, I'm fine. It's done. 412 00:50:50,260 --> 00:50:51,260 Okay. 413 00:50:52,480 --> 00:50:53,480 Yeah. 414 00:51:17,580 --> 00:51:18,820 Let some more line out 415 00:51:54,319 --> 00:51:56,220 There's someone down there. Hey, we got you. What? 416 00:51:56,660 --> 00:51:58,700 Hey, slow down. Just breathe. Just breathe. 417 00:51:58,960 --> 00:51:59,859 It's okay. It's okay. 418 00:51:59,860 --> 00:52:00,860 It's okay. It's okay. 419 00:52:01,420 --> 00:52:03,920 Here. Hey. Dude, what kind of fucking knot is this? 420 00:52:07,800 --> 00:52:11,060 Let me get it. Let me get it. 421 00:52:12,020 --> 00:52:13,180 What the hell are you doing? 422 00:52:16,740 --> 00:52:17,740 Don't let go. Don't let go. 423 00:55:26,180 --> 00:55:27,180 for me! 424 00:57:05,580 --> 00:57:06,980 You can't handle them. 425 00:58:58,700 --> 00:58:59,700 What are you thinking? 426 00:59:00,660 --> 00:59:04,600 I never, ever, ever said you could go outside. 427 00:59:06,420 --> 00:59:07,540 It's no good. 428 01:01:58,640 --> 01:01:59,640 Whatever, Bill. 429 01:02:21,440 --> 01:02:26,120 An endless sea of quality tables, chairs, couches, and bedroom sets. 430 01:02:26,360 --> 01:02:30,180 Mean bedbugs for the scallywags' quarters. We've got it all. 431 01:03:03,860 --> 01:03:04,860 Hello? 432 01:03:15,900 --> 01:03:16,900 Hello? 433 01:03:19,940 --> 01:03:21,340 Clark? 434 01:03:39,779 --> 01:03:40,880 Clark, can you hear me? 435 01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:20,600 Clark? 436 01:07:14,480 --> 01:07:15,480 Clark? 437 01:08:58,430 --> 01:09:01,229 Thank you. 438 01:09:15,149 --> 01:09:16,410 so so 439 01:10:11,790 --> 01:10:12,790 Why are you hiding? 440 01:10:15,170 --> 01:10:16,850 You're being too loud. 441 01:10:28,030 --> 01:10:30,410 Where are we? 442 01:10:34,170 --> 01:10:39,530 It's... every place that ever was. 443 01:11:08,500 --> 01:11:09,500 It's only me. 444 01:11:44,620 --> 01:11:45,620 I'm sorry. 445 01:11:46,960 --> 01:11:48,300 This is for your own. 446 01:13:52,300 --> 01:13:58,100 As you walk through life, the untrained mind accumulates loops, 447 01:13:58,520 --> 01:14:05,260 habits, behaviors that keep you drifting in 448 01:14:05,260 --> 01:14:12,220 circles, creating the same problems, reaching for the same 449 01:14:12,220 --> 01:14:16,180 solutions over and over again. 450 01:14:17,880 --> 01:14:19,460 Still, it's the... 451 01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:22,420 neural pathway of least resistance. 452 01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:27,800 The one I made. 453 01:14:28,440 --> 01:14:31,980 The one that kept me safe when I was a child. 454 01:14:34,680 --> 01:14:39,780 You know, I learned to push people away before they could hurt me. 455 01:14:41,120 --> 01:14:46,140 And now, as an adult, I'm still stuck 456 01:14:46,140 --> 01:14:49,020 right where I started. 457 01:14:52,370 --> 01:14:53,370 Alone. 458 01:14:55,550 --> 01:14:56,550 What is this? 459 01:14:59,050 --> 01:15:00,050 It's a real mess. 460 01:15:00,890 --> 01:15:01,890 Am I right? 461 01:15:02,050 --> 01:15:03,050 Clark. 462 01:15:04,490 --> 01:15:05,650 Let me help you. 463 01:15:07,870 --> 01:15:10,770 Before you do anything you can't take back. Answer the question. 464 01:15:12,410 --> 01:15:13,410 Yes. 465 01:15:13,650 --> 01:15:14,650 It's a real mess. 466 01:15:17,250 --> 01:15:18,470 But also beautiful. 467 01:15:19,370 --> 01:15:20,370 In a way. 468 01:15:20,610 --> 01:15:21,610 No? 469 01:15:32,810 --> 01:15:34,130 This place builds them. 470 01:15:34,910 --> 01:15:38,450 Actually, more like it remembers them. 471 01:15:39,770 --> 01:15:43,510 And the more times it remembers something, the less it does. 472 01:15:45,350 --> 01:15:50,970 Somewhere out there is a guy in a striped shirt, but in here he's 473 01:15:50,970 --> 01:15:53,250 remembered. 474 01:15:54,410 --> 01:15:56,230 Just slightly wrong. 475 01:15:58,070 --> 01:16:00,610 Somewhere out there is a man in a... 476 01:16:00,840 --> 01:16:02,260 wheelchair and a lamp. 477 01:16:10,960 --> 01:16:13,080 I'm pretty sure that's how you get all of this. 478 01:16:13,380 --> 01:16:20,320 All these places and rooms and buildings misremembering 479 01:16:20,320 --> 01:16:23,860 themselves. Clark, let's talk this through. 480 01:16:24,940 --> 01:16:29,980 In some ways, they're an improvement on the originals. 481 01:16:31,730 --> 01:16:35,710 For starters, they can't feel anything. 482 01:16:42,870 --> 01:16:49,070 Can you imagine how good that must feel? 483 01:16:50,810 --> 01:16:57,170 I mean, there's no thoughts, no pain, no ego, 484 01:16:57,390 --> 01:16:59,290 no fear. 485 01:17:01,040 --> 01:17:07,660 They simply exist like furniture. 486 01:17:10,800 --> 01:17:11,800 Look at this. 487 01:17:12,320 --> 01:17:13,420 The best part. 488 01:18:02,640 --> 01:18:03,760 The assistant manager. 489 01:18:06,020 --> 01:18:13,020 I tried to help her, but she just... Clark, if you untie me, 490 01:18:13,120 --> 01:18:16,720 we can talk this through, get you feeling better. 491 01:18:17,000 --> 01:18:19,540 Yeah, well, what if I did untie you? You know what, then? 492 01:18:20,500 --> 01:18:24,300 You'd run around here like a chicken with its head cut off looking for a way 493 01:18:24,300 --> 01:18:25,300 out. 494 01:18:25,740 --> 01:18:27,940 You'd end up in the same place you are now. 495 01:18:28,660 --> 01:18:31,980 Like the path thing you're always talking about. 496 01:18:33,060 --> 01:18:36,940 Clark, I just want to help you. Just tell me what you need. 497 01:18:38,120 --> 01:18:39,260 I'll do it. 498 01:18:41,320 --> 01:18:42,540 Yeah. Yeah. 499 01:18:42,780 --> 01:18:43,780 Yes, please. 500 01:18:46,880 --> 01:18:47,880 Okay. 501 01:18:49,940 --> 01:18:53,900 Well, I want you to tell me that I didn't do anything wrong, you know, that 502 01:18:53,900 --> 01:18:56,300 were wrong about me. I was wrong about you. 503 01:18:56,620 --> 01:19:00,040 I was. I was wrong about you. No, not like that. 504 01:19:05,800 --> 01:19:07,120 I want to set the scene first. 505 01:19:11,000 --> 01:19:17,880 Let's start on the night that I got kicked out of my own 506 01:19:17,880 --> 01:19:18,880 house. 507 01:19:20,080 --> 01:19:24,760 It was late. 508 01:19:26,060 --> 01:19:27,460 A lot darker. 509 01:19:32,060 --> 01:19:33,060 Lights, please. 510 01:19:43,630 --> 01:19:45,770 I tried this exercise with her before. It doesn't go anywhere. 511 01:19:47,870 --> 01:19:48,870 Fine. 512 01:19:49,430 --> 01:19:50,430 I'll do it myself. 513 01:19:51,550 --> 01:19:53,210 It's still my house, after all. 514 01:19:57,370 --> 01:19:58,370 Yeah. 515 01:20:00,290 --> 01:20:01,249 Thank you. 516 01:20:01,250 --> 01:20:02,250 It's better. 517 01:20:03,690 --> 01:20:09,050 But there's still something off. 518 01:21:21,390 --> 01:21:22,390 I'm sorry. 519 01:21:25,270 --> 01:21:31,090 I'm sorry I broke the glass and woke you up. 520 01:21:33,110 --> 01:21:34,850 I know how you like to sleep early. 521 01:21:39,350 --> 01:21:40,850 I was at the store late. 522 01:21:42,830 --> 01:21:44,790 I guess I lost track of the time. 523 01:21:47,990 --> 01:21:49,250 I was checking inventory. 524 01:21:51,020 --> 01:21:54,080 But I stopped off for a few beers. 525 01:21:54,300 --> 01:21:55,700 Clark. Barbara. 526 01:21:57,380 --> 01:21:59,040 I was checking inventory. 527 01:22:01,340 --> 01:22:03,360 Then I stopped off for a few beers. 528 01:22:08,360 --> 01:22:09,860 Define a few. 529 01:22:10,100 --> 01:22:11,480 As many as I wanted. 530 01:22:12,900 --> 01:22:14,240 Because this is my house. 531 01:22:15,740 --> 01:22:16,820 I pay for it. 532 01:22:18,540 --> 01:22:21,120 I pay for everything. I pay for you to go to school. 533 01:22:22,140 --> 01:22:23,800 I pay for your time off school. 534 01:22:24,460 --> 01:22:26,300 I pay for the roof over your head. 535 01:22:28,120 --> 01:22:29,240 You want kids, right? 536 01:22:30,300 --> 01:22:31,300 Well, that takes money. 537 01:22:31,520 --> 01:22:33,080 So someone has to work around here. 538 01:22:35,420 --> 01:22:38,580 I said someone has to get off her fat ass and work around here. 539 01:22:39,500 --> 01:22:43,240 Just because you didn't get to be an architect. I am a fucking architect. 540 01:22:45,070 --> 01:22:48,670 I'm just stuck selling shit furniture because someone won't get off her fat 541 01:22:48,670 --> 01:22:52,370 fucking ass and help me. I'm not your wife. Stay in character. 542 01:22:53,590 --> 01:22:54,590 Stay in character. 543 01:22:54,610 --> 01:22:56,470 I've never even met her. Stay in character. 544 01:22:56,790 --> 01:22:57,790 Fuck you. 545 01:23:00,830 --> 01:23:03,990 What did you say? You want to know the real reason your wife left you? 546 01:23:04,350 --> 01:23:09,190 It wasn't the drinking or the stumbling home at all hours or the rage. 547 01:23:09,470 --> 01:23:10,830 It was the whining. 548 01:23:11,630 --> 01:23:13,190 Nothing's ever your fault, is it? 549 01:23:13,720 --> 01:23:15,520 You drink too much? Blame your job. 550 01:23:15,740 --> 01:23:16,800 You hate your job? 551 01:23:17,040 --> 01:23:18,040 Blame the world. 552 01:23:18,400 --> 01:23:21,020 You get kicked out of the house? Blame your wife. 553 01:23:21,520 --> 01:23:23,560 You attack me and tie me up? 554 01:23:24,100 --> 01:23:27,820 Blame your brain. You are your fucking brain, you dipshit. 555 01:23:32,420 --> 01:23:33,900 You say it is my fault. 556 01:23:34,220 --> 01:23:36,980 Yes, but it's just the way you're wired, isn't it? 557 01:23:37,480 --> 01:23:38,480 Isn't it? 558 01:23:50,420 --> 01:23:52,180 Honestly, I have no fucking idea. 559 01:23:54,920 --> 01:23:56,080 I can't help you, Clark. 560 01:23:57,220 --> 01:24:01,820 As much as I tried, it's just not up to me. 561 01:24:03,600 --> 01:24:06,780 I can't save anyone. 562 01:24:21,200 --> 01:24:22,580 I don't think I want to change. 563 01:24:25,760 --> 01:24:26,760 I don't. 564 01:24:31,620 --> 01:24:35,720 I like it in here. 565 01:24:40,360 --> 01:24:43,440 For the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm... 566 01:25:01,870 --> 01:25:02,870 But let me call. 567 01:25:32,360 --> 01:25:33,360 I'm sorry. 568 01:26:09,260 --> 01:26:10,300 What are you doing in here? 569 01:26:17,180 --> 01:26:18,180 This is Mary. 570 01:26:20,320 --> 01:26:21,700 She's our therapist. 571 01:26:23,440 --> 01:26:24,580 She was just leaving. 572 01:26:27,040 --> 01:26:28,040 No, no. 573 01:26:29,160 --> 01:26:30,340 You don't have to worry. 574 01:26:32,440 --> 01:26:34,160 She says we don't need to change. 575 01:33:56,540 --> 01:33:59,340 Thank you. 576 01:36:05,090 --> 01:36:07,170 Thank you very 577 01:36:07,170 --> 01:36:18,190 much. 578 01:36:23,910 --> 01:36:26,710 Thank you. 579 01:37:15,340 --> 01:37:16,600 Hello, my name is Phil. 580 01:37:19,280 --> 01:37:20,860 And you're Mary, yeah? 581 01:37:23,180 --> 01:37:28,800 I was hoping to ask you a few questions for some 582 01:37:28,800 --> 01:37:34,060 clarification on our end, if that's okay. 583 01:37:40,260 --> 01:37:41,300 First thing, 584 01:37:43,290 --> 01:37:47,410 Could you establish how you got in here? 585 01:37:50,710 --> 01:37:55,210 I walked through a wall in the basement of a furniture store. 586 01:37:57,930 --> 01:38:04,770 Can you confirm that this is the 587 01:38:04,770 --> 01:38:05,770 location in question? 588 01:38:16,720 --> 01:38:22,080 So you were shopping, or... I was looking for someone. 589 01:38:28,300 --> 01:38:35,200 Um... Were you looking for this man? 590 01:38:35,840 --> 01:38:36,840 Right here? 591 01:38:40,940 --> 01:38:41,940 Where am I right now? 592 01:38:42,240 --> 01:38:44,240 Could you just confirm for me? 593 01:38:44,890 --> 01:38:47,230 Is this man right here the man you were looking for? Please. 594 01:38:47,950 --> 01:38:49,370 Sorry, what was your name? Phil. 595 01:38:51,530 --> 01:38:52,530 Please, Phil. 596 01:38:52,970 --> 01:38:53,970 Where am I? 597 01:38:54,770 --> 01:38:59,930 I'm not... I 598 01:38:59,930 --> 01:39:06,850 make... Sorry, Mike, our 599 01:39:06,850 --> 01:39:07,850 company. 600 01:39:08,110 --> 01:39:11,170 We make MRI machines. 601 01:39:12,170 --> 01:39:14,030 Or I should say... 602 01:39:14,570 --> 01:39:16,550 We used to make MRI machines. 603 01:39:18,230 --> 01:39:19,230 Not anymore. 604 01:39:20,410 --> 01:39:25,770 That was before we... Before we found... You've been there. 605 01:39:33,070 --> 01:39:35,190 Yes, I have. 606 01:39:37,430 --> 01:39:39,790 And now it's my job. 607 01:39:41,450 --> 01:39:42,990 Every day I go in there. 608 01:39:44,010 --> 01:39:48,570 And I just try to find out even a little bit more. 609 01:39:49,050 --> 01:39:52,330 I map out areas to the best of my ability. 610 01:39:52,890 --> 01:39:59,230 And more and more I'm convinced that nothing in our lifetime, 611 01:39:59,510 --> 01:40:06,270 Mary, nothing in maybe all of recorded history means more 612 01:40:06,270 --> 01:40:08,090 than this. 613 01:40:09,710 --> 01:40:14,080 But I don't. understand it. I can't even describe it. 614 01:40:14,660 --> 01:40:18,860 It's like describing a dog to someone who's never seen a dog. 615 01:40:20,300 --> 01:40:21,820 And then asking them to try it. 616 01:40:27,960 --> 01:40:30,640 Now you want me to describe it. 617 01:40:32,920 --> 01:40:36,840 And then you'll write it down and then what? Mary. 618 01:40:37,300 --> 01:40:38,300 You'll let me go? 619 01:40:38,340 --> 01:40:39,700 We all want the same thing here. 620 01:40:40,110 --> 01:40:41,110 We do. 621 01:40:41,250 --> 01:40:45,710 We just want to find out even a little bit more. 622 01:40:47,490 --> 01:40:48,770 What's going to happen to me, Phil? 623 01:40:55,090 --> 01:40:56,570 That decision is not up to me. 624 01:40:57,990 --> 01:41:04,750 So, if we could just talk, just you and me, you know, just like 625 01:41:04,750 --> 01:41:08,310 two regular people, we could unpack. 626 01:41:08,940 --> 01:41:12,940 Some of this. We've both been in there and get on the same page. 627 01:41:14,240 --> 01:41:18,200 There are doors opening everywhere. 628 01:41:19,220 --> 01:41:23,880 We don't know why or what's connecting them. They just sort of keep happening 629 01:41:23,880 --> 01:41:26,580 and we don't know how to stop them. 630 01:45:05,480 --> 01:45:08,980 The head of the embryo goes forward and the gut elongates rearwards. 631 01:45:13,480 --> 01:45:19,680 The neural lobes in the brain change at this stage or this time. Box of 632 01:45:19,680 --> 01:45:21,380 mesodermals will see this form. 633 01:45:24,960 --> 01:45:27,680 The head of the embryo goes forward. 634 01:45:27,900 --> 01:45:30,220 The head goes further undercut at the anterior end. 635 01:45:36,270 --> 01:45:41,190 The neural wall seems to form two steps, period and the zone, until we are gray. 636 01:45:43,390 --> 01:45:49,230 Early structures of the eye are now permanent. 637 01:45:51,490 --> 01:45:58,470 Meanwhile, the embryo develops in an equally exciting 638 01:45:58,470 --> 01:46:03,990 manner. In this very big space, the small embryo is already visible. 639 01:46:14,440 --> 01:46:19,360 Soon, blood vessels appear outside the embryo, and the heart develops and 640 01:46:19,360 --> 01:46:20,360 to beat. 641 01:46:22,740 --> 01:46:28,080 The entire blood vessels over the age expand, supplying embryo with food and 642 01:46:28,080 --> 01:46:29,900 oxygen and immune weight. 643 01:46:32,140 --> 01:46:38,760 As the embryo grows, brain, eyes, and other structures develop. 644 01:46:45,450 --> 01:46:47,930 ... ... 645 01:46:47,930 --> 01:46:56,990 ... 646 01:46:56,990 --> 01:46:58,470 ... ... ... 647 01:46:58,470 --> 01:47:07,250 ... 648 01:47:07,250 --> 01:47:08,250 ... 649 01:47:14,160 --> 01:47:16,860 The egg passes down through the ducts. 650 01:47:17,340 --> 01:47:21,220 These road -wise spans will collate the egg. The 651 01:47:21,220 --> 01:47:26,520 last one there. 652 01:47:27,200 --> 01:47:32,280 The many cells produced by repeated cell division while the egg was still within 653 01:47:32,280 --> 01:47:33,280 the form. 654 01:47:52,080 --> 01:47:53,080 He's okay. 655 01:47:54,860 --> 01:47:55,860 It's all good.