1 00:00:07,740 --> 00:00:09,052 [sheep bleat] 2 00:00:15,817 --> 00:00:18,751 [birds chirp] 3 00:00:18,785 --> 00:00:21,305 [dog barks] 4 00:00:35,906 --> 00:00:37,942 [cat meows] 5 00:00:37,977 --> 00:00:39,772 [chuckles] Oh. 6 00:00:39,806 --> 00:00:42,257 You've come to say hello too, have you? 7 00:00:42,292 --> 00:00:43,569 [chuckles] 8 00:01:56,780 --> 00:01:59,576 [woman] I used to believe that, as a journalist, 9 00:01:59,610 --> 00:02:02,682 it was inevitable that you'd end up betraying your subjects. 10 00:02:02,717 --> 00:02:06,410 That your job was to seem friendly and sympathetic, 11 00:02:06,445 --> 00:02:08,319 even though you never had the slightest intention 12 00:02:08,343 --> 00:02:10,414 of collaborating with them. 13 00:02:10,449 --> 00:02:13,866 That the real intention was always to write a story, 14 00:02:13,900 --> 00:02:16,282 regardless of the truth. 15 00:02:16,317 --> 00:02:19,320 That was until I became part of the story. 16 00:02:19,354 --> 00:02:23,324 Only then did I realise the power of telling the truth. 17 00:02:24,634 --> 00:02:26,396 [theme music plays] 18 00:02:54,734 --> 00:02:56,633 [birds chirp] 19 00:03:00,533 --> 00:03:03,605 I know, but I didn't wanna cancel. 20 00:03:03,640 --> 00:03:06,746 Yeah, especially if she's coming. 21 00:03:06,781 --> 00:03:09,715 Yeah, that's why I said let's do it at mine. 22 00:03:11,303 --> 00:03:13,305 Oh, well, of course. 23 00:03:13,339 --> 00:03:16,618 Yeah, she's... she's in pieces, isn't she? 24 00:03:16,653 --> 00:03:19,725 - Oi! - Hang on. 25 00:03:19,759 --> 00:03:21,554 We not saying goodbye nowadays, then? 26 00:03:21,589 --> 00:03:24,384 North Walians are so bloody rude. 27 00:03:24,419 --> 00:03:27,905 Goodbye, Dai. Until we meet upon the morrow. 28 00:03:27,940 --> 00:03:30,011 See you tomorrow, then. 29 00:03:30,045 --> 00:03:32,427 Don't forget my pain au chocolate. 30 00:03:45,854 --> 00:03:48,719 [woman on radio] So, in summary, a pleasant day here in West Wales, 31 00:03:48,754 --> 00:03:50,514 northerly winds and mild temperatures 32 00:03:50,549 --> 00:03:53,068 of between eight and twelve degrees. 33 00:03:53,103 --> 00:03:54,622 Bit of news coming up on the hour, 34 00:03:54,656 --> 00:03:56,106 but before then we've got 35 00:03:56,140 --> 00:03:58,591 some classic Kylie and Jason for you. 36 00:03:58,626 --> 00:04:02,319 [♪ Jason Donovan and Kylie Minogue: "Especially For You"] 37 00:04:02,354 --> 00:04:04,148 ♪ Especially for you... 38 00:04:04,183 --> 00:04:05,495 [music stops] 39 00:04:27,862 --> 00:04:31,175 [probation officer] Since August, since July, sorry, 40 00:04:31,210 --> 00:04:33,523 Mr Pritchard has been working on day release 41 00:04:33,557 --> 00:04:36,767 at, um, Babin House. 42 00:04:36,802 --> 00:04:38,942 - As a gardener. - Yes. 43 00:04:38,976 --> 00:04:41,565 How have you found working in the community? 44 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:46,570 Good. I like working. I like being busy. 45 00:04:48,710 --> 00:04:51,748 [judge] You asked for Mrs Roberts, the victim's mother, 46 00:04:51,782 --> 00:04:53,750 not to be present. 47 00:04:53,784 --> 00:04:56,580 Have you read her victim impact statement? 48 00:04:57,167 --> 00:04:59,756 Yes. 49 00:04:59,790 --> 00:05:01,033 [Mrs Roberts] Where is she? 50 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:07,902 Where is she? 51 00:05:07,936 --> 00:05:10,180 [judge] Mr Pritchard. 52 00:05:10,214 --> 00:05:13,839 Is there anything you would like to say to Mrs Roberts? 53 00:05:25,264 --> 00:05:27,680 [judge] His record is good, but the murder 54 00:05:27,715 --> 00:05:30,649 of a 15-year-old girl is what we need to remember. 55 00:05:30,683 --> 00:05:33,824 [probation officer] And for that I think he has shown remorse. 56 00:05:33,859 --> 00:05:37,241 [judge] But this consistent claim that he can't remember how she died 57 00:05:37,276 --> 00:05:41,176 or where he disposed of the body, that still stands? 58 00:05:41,211 --> 00:05:47,250 [probation officer] Yes. He had a referral for dissociative amnesia back in 2015. 59 00:05:47,286 --> 00:05:52,118 But he has never denied responsibility for his offence. 60 00:06:01,093 --> 00:06:05,649 [judge] So, do we still consider him to be a risk? 61 00:06:20,492 --> 00:06:21,631 [dog barks] 62 00:06:21,665 --> 00:06:23,874 [doorbell rings] 63 00:06:29,190 --> 00:06:31,572 Alan! How's your knee? 64 00:06:31,606 --> 00:06:33,194 - No measurable improvement. - Aw. 65 00:06:33,228 --> 00:06:35,851 Well, thanks for coming all this way. Sit down. 66 00:06:35,886 --> 00:06:38,164 I'll make you a nice cup of tea. 67 00:06:38,199 --> 00:06:39,890 - Hi, Cer. - Hiya. 68 00:06:39,925 --> 00:06:41,892 - What's in the box? - Red velvet fairy cakes. 69 00:06:41,927 --> 00:06:45,101 What do you think this is, Come Dine With Me? 70 00:06:47,622 --> 00:06:49,866 Oh, how's the knee, Alan? 71 00:06:49,900 --> 00:06:51,764 No measurable improvement. 72 00:06:51,799 --> 00:06:53,283 [doorbell rings] 73 00:06:53,317 --> 00:06:55,527 - Shall I...? - No, no, no. I'll go. 74 00:06:58,357 --> 00:07:01,222 - You know he was Ela's cat? - [Alan] No. 75 00:07:01,256 --> 00:07:03,983 - Yeah, he's nearly 20. - Doesn't look it, does he? 76 00:07:04,018 --> 00:07:07,504 - Smells it, though. - £3,000 on chemo. 77 00:07:07,539 --> 00:07:10,645 - No. - Everyone, this is Maddie. 78 00:07:10,680 --> 00:07:13,959 Maddie, this is everyone. 79 00:07:13,993 --> 00:07:16,064 Hiya. 80 00:07:16,099 --> 00:07:18,481 So, um... 81 00:07:21,760 --> 00:07:25,729 The first thing, obviously, is to welcome Maddie. 82 00:07:26,385 --> 00:07:28,594 Welcome. 83 00:07:28,629 --> 00:07:34,324 Although I coordinate the group, I'm not in charge as such. 84 00:07:34,358 --> 00:07:37,879 Everyone here in this room is the same. 85 00:07:37,914 --> 00:07:41,538 We've all lost someone to violent crime. 86 00:07:41,573 --> 00:07:45,369 - So we all know what it's like. - And you don't have to... 87 00:07:45,404 --> 00:07:47,337 And just to say, Maddie, 88 00:07:47,371 --> 00:07:50,340 you don't have to share anything today if you don't want to. 89 00:07:51,306 --> 00:07:53,688 I'll probably just listen. 90 00:07:57,589 --> 00:08:00,764 And then they said he was evidence, 91 00:08:00,799 --> 00:08:06,356 and they couldn't let me touch him, or kiss him. 92 00:08:06,390 --> 00:08:09,186 And I didn't get a chance to... 93 00:08:09,221 --> 00:08:11,982 Say goodbye? 94 00:08:12,017 --> 00:08:15,641 - I know. - Didn't you? 95 00:08:16,711 --> 00:08:18,195 No, cariad. 96 00:08:19,783 --> 00:08:22,130 Not yet. 97 00:08:24,339 --> 00:08:27,757 I appreciate the work, but the things that I'm writing about... 98 00:08:27,791 --> 00:08:32,208 I wanna write stories that matter, stories with substance. 99 00:08:32,244 --> 00:08:36,005 - What's stopping you? - Apart from money and time? 100 00:08:36,041 --> 00:08:38,008 I'm just looking for the right thing. 101 00:08:38,043 --> 00:08:41,046 Actually, I've been reading about this cult in America... 102 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:43,566 You should write about Joe Pritchard. 103 00:08:44,981 --> 00:08:47,362 - No. - Why not? 104 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:50,849 I just don't wanna go back there. 105 00:08:50,883 --> 00:08:53,852 So if somebody else wrote it, it wouldn't bother you? 106 00:08:53,886 --> 00:08:55,888 What's this? 107 00:08:55,923 --> 00:08:58,926 - Back in Llanemlyn... - Your home town? 108 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:00,134 That's right. 109 00:09:00,168 --> 00:09:03,275 Anyway, 18 years ago, 110 00:09:03,309 --> 00:09:07,313 a 15-year-old girl vanished, and a local kid... 111 00:09:07,348 --> 00:09:08,936 Oh, come on. She knew them both. 112 00:09:08,970 --> 00:09:13,906 No. No, I didn't. I didn't know him, not really. 113 00:09:13,941 --> 00:09:21,258 But I did know her. Ela. She was one of my best friends. 114 00:09:22,259 --> 00:09:25,124 You never mentioned this before. 115 00:09:25,159 --> 00:09:27,264 It was a long time ago. 116 00:09:27,299 --> 00:09:30,474 So, Joe Pritchard, 18 at the time, 117 00:09:30,509 --> 00:09:32,338 was convicted of Ela's murder. 118 00:09:32,373 --> 00:09:36,032 But it was a miscarriage of justice? 119 00:09:36,066 --> 00:09:40,692 No, no, he did do it, but the thing is, such a small town, 120 00:09:40,726 --> 00:09:45,386 and we never, police included, ever found out why he did it 121 00:09:45,420 --> 00:09:47,871 or what he did with Ela's body. 122 00:09:47,906 --> 00:09:52,704 It's like a black hole in the collective psyche of the town. 123 00:09:52,738 --> 00:09:54,878 [woman] And now he's up for parole. 124 00:09:54,913 --> 00:09:57,087 Yeah, but that doesn't mean he's gonna get it, does it? 125 00:09:57,122 --> 00:10:00,781 - He didn't last time. - This sounds interesting. 126 00:10:00,815 --> 00:10:03,715 We've been looking for a story like this. 127 00:10:07,097 --> 00:10:09,203 [Maddie] Honestly, now, if it's easier to email... 128 00:10:09,237 --> 00:10:14,933 Mm-mm. Now, read the bit, "dealing with media intrusion", 129 00:10:14,967 --> 00:10:18,488 cos if you are not prepared, they will take advantage. 130 00:10:18,522 --> 00:10:22,906 If you engage, that's it, there's no stopping them. 131 00:10:22,941 --> 00:10:25,391 Right, folder. 132 00:10:27,393 --> 00:10:31,984 You'll get used to her. Eventually. 133 00:10:32,019 --> 00:10:35,436 Only joking. You never get used to her. 134 00:10:35,470 --> 00:10:37,956 Did you see the light switch in the hall? 135 00:10:37,990 --> 00:10:40,268 The one with the tape over it? 136 00:10:40,303 --> 00:10:42,892 She's kept that light on since Ela disappeared. 137 00:10:42,926 --> 00:10:45,204 Right, cariad. 138 00:10:46,378 --> 00:10:48,898 - There you are. - Thanks. 139 00:10:50,762 --> 00:10:54,041 [Mrs Roberts] Take care, Alan! Ta-ra, Bron! 140 00:10:55,111 --> 00:10:58,010 Bye, Maddie. See you next time. 141 00:10:58,045 --> 00:11:00,185 Bye. And thanks. 142 00:11:03,464 --> 00:11:04,810 Buzz you later. 143 00:11:19,238 --> 00:11:21,068 [front door opens] 144 00:11:22,379 --> 00:11:23,726 [front door closes] 145 00:11:26,901 --> 00:11:28,834 All right? 146 00:11:28,869 --> 00:11:31,734 - No. - What is it? 147 00:11:32,320 --> 00:11:33,563 Work. 148 00:11:39,362 --> 00:11:42,227 How was the murder wang gang? 149 00:11:42,261 --> 00:11:44,194 Can you stop calling it that, please? 150 00:11:44,229 --> 00:11:47,059 That's what you do, innit? Wang on about murder. 151 00:11:47,094 --> 00:11:49,406 Just like you wang on about your wedding. 152 00:11:49,441 --> 00:11:52,444 Which is, I believe, what they call normal. 153 00:11:52,478 --> 00:11:54,895 Talking about death is normal. 154 00:11:54,929 --> 00:11:56,862 It's real. It happens. 155 00:11:56,897 --> 00:11:58,277 OK, I'm sorry. 156 00:11:58,312 --> 00:12:00,970 And people should be allowed to talk about it 157 00:12:01,004 --> 00:12:02,350 without being bereavement shamed. 158 00:12:02,385 --> 00:12:05,043 Oh, God, all right! 159 00:12:12,947 --> 00:12:16,088 Sorry. Had a shit day. 160 00:12:30,551 --> 00:12:32,829 Better? 161 00:12:32,864 --> 00:12:34,486 OK. 162 00:12:57,923 --> 00:13:01,444 [man] These days, true crime can be whatever it wants to be. 163 00:13:01,478 --> 00:13:02,928 However you style it, 164 00:13:02,963 --> 00:13:04,999 it's still picking over the bones of the dead. 165 00:13:05,034 --> 00:13:08,037 And not just the dead. The tragic dead. 166 00:13:08,071 --> 00:13:11,592 It's not really about the tragic dead, is it? 167 00:13:11,626 --> 00:13:14,595 It's about us, what we bring to the story, 168 00:13:14,629 --> 00:13:17,080 and what we take from it. 169 00:13:17,115 --> 00:13:20,670 Hmm. What do we take from it? 170 00:13:20,704 --> 00:13:22,361 Resolution. 171 00:13:22,396 --> 00:13:26,883 The story, the crime, gets some sense of closure. 172 00:13:26,918 --> 00:13:28,298 Yeah, I guess. 173 00:13:32,199 --> 00:13:34,097 So what's the latest with your wife? 174 00:13:34,132 --> 00:13:36,444 I think she's moving in with that arsehole. 175 00:13:36,479 --> 00:13:40,621 - Oh, shit. Sorry. - No. It's old news now. 176 00:13:41,242 --> 00:13:42,450 Right. 177 00:13:44,142 --> 00:13:45,591 I think Mags is right. 178 00:13:45,626 --> 00:13:48,215 You need to write the story about your friend. 179 00:13:48,249 --> 00:13:51,597 I know it's the obvious thing to do, but... 180 00:13:51,632 --> 00:13:53,945 I don't know if I wanna go there. 181 00:13:53,979 --> 00:13:57,396 You're always saying you wanna get your own voice heard. 182 00:13:58,501 --> 00:14:01,918 You know the family, the community. 183 00:14:01,953 --> 00:14:03,575 Isn't it your story to tell? 184 00:14:22,628 --> 00:14:25,010 What are you looking for? 185 00:14:25,459 --> 00:14:27,288 A screw. 186 00:14:27,323 --> 00:14:30,291 - What kind of screw? - Forget about it. 187 00:14:32,569 --> 00:14:37,264 Dai. Just tell me what kind of screw you're after. 188 00:14:37,298 --> 00:14:39,991 Well, that's a bit inappropriate, innit, Sharon? 189 00:14:40,025 --> 00:14:44,133 I might have to call you out on the internet about that. 190 00:14:44,167 --> 00:14:47,101 Don't try and be modern, Dai. It makes me feel sick. 191 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:51,381 What do you mean, try? I am modern. 192 00:14:51,416 --> 00:14:53,590 I was just thinking of having some of that new sushi 193 00:14:53,625 --> 00:14:55,627 from the Co-op for my lunch. 194 00:14:55,661 --> 00:14:57,318 Sushi isn't new, Dai. 195 00:14:57,353 --> 00:15:00,528 Well, if it ain't a steak bake, it's new to me, babe. 196 00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:04,153 [phone rings] 197 00:15:09,054 --> 00:15:10,228 Hello. 198 00:15:12,506 --> 00:15:14,715 Did he say anything? 199 00:15:15,681 --> 00:15:17,994 What about the panel? 200 00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:22,378 OK. 201 00:15:23,793 --> 00:15:25,484 Bye. Thanks. 202 00:15:31,697 --> 00:15:35,770 Right, come on. I'm taking you to lunch. 203 00:15:35,805 --> 00:15:39,464 - What about the screws? - Screw the screws. 204 00:15:55,514 --> 00:15:58,483 Why didn't you tell me that he was up for parole? 205 00:16:00,381 --> 00:16:03,212 I thought you were tired of hearing about it. 206 00:16:03,246 --> 00:16:05,869 Everyone else is. 207 00:16:05,904 --> 00:16:08,148 Well, everyone else isn't me. 208 00:16:11,634 --> 00:16:14,602 Do you know what? 209 00:16:14,637 --> 00:16:16,225 I'm genuinely surprised 210 00:16:16,259 --> 00:16:18,779 I haven't got cancer from hating him so much. 211 00:16:18,813 --> 00:16:22,231 Well, if you check, you might find that you have got cancer. 212 00:16:25,268 --> 00:16:27,408 Bet you I have that dream again. 213 00:16:27,443 --> 00:16:28,685 Which one? 214 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:30,756 It's the one where he's just about 215 00:16:30,791 --> 00:16:32,103 to tell me where she is, 216 00:16:32,137 --> 00:16:35,761 and... I wake up. 217 00:16:38,799 --> 00:16:41,560 I've got a feeling that if I could get him on his own, 218 00:16:41,595 --> 00:16:44,218 I could make him talk. 219 00:16:44,253 --> 00:16:45,426 Is that nuts? 220 00:16:46,324 --> 00:16:48,498 - Yeah. - Oh. 221 00:16:48,533 --> 00:16:50,224 Mind you, I'd be the same. 222 00:16:50,259 --> 00:16:52,502 The second they let him out, I'd be all over him. 223 00:16:52,537 --> 00:16:55,091 They don't tell you where they send them, you know. 224 00:16:55,126 --> 00:16:57,749 So? I'd find out, easy. 225 00:17:00,683 --> 00:17:04,583 If he gets out, then... that's it. 226 00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:07,379 I'm never gonna get her back. 227 00:17:07,414 --> 00:17:10,450 He's not getting out. 228 00:17:12,453 --> 00:17:14,145 No. 229 00:17:29,884 --> 00:17:31,852 Listen to me. 230 00:17:31,886 --> 00:17:34,579 Whatever obstacle is in your mind, 231 00:17:34,613 --> 00:17:37,375 can't you try to go round it, pretend it's not there? 232 00:17:37,409 --> 00:17:39,653 Whatever you have to do. 233 00:17:44,175 --> 00:17:46,901 You need to tell them where her body is. 234 00:17:55,255 --> 00:17:56,566 I can't help 'em. 235 00:17:59,569 --> 00:18:00,708 [sighs] 236 00:18:01,675 --> 00:18:03,228 Take it. 237 00:18:30,462 --> 00:18:31,946 [ringing tone] 238 00:18:31,981 --> 00:18:34,466 This is Greta. You know what to do. 239 00:18:34,501 --> 00:18:38,919 Where are you? We need to talk about this bloody outfit. 240 00:18:40,438 --> 00:18:41,922 [doorbell rings] 241 00:18:41,956 --> 00:18:44,959 [indistinct voices over police radio] 242 00:18:55,832 --> 00:18:57,800 [ringing tone] 243 00:18:57,834 --> 00:18:59,836 This is Greta. You know what to do. 244 00:18:59,871 --> 00:19:01,838 Where are you? Why aren't you picking up? 245 00:19:01,873 --> 00:19:05,532 - [doorbell rings] - Phone me straight back. 246 00:19:07,706 --> 00:19:10,364 Sharon? It's the police. 247 00:19:11,538 --> 00:19:12,642 Can you open up? 248 00:19:12,677 --> 00:19:13,747 [phone rings] 249 00:19:13,781 --> 00:19:16,198 [Sharon] Thank God. 250 00:19:18,027 --> 00:19:20,443 [Greta] Mam, what's the matter? What's going on? 251 00:19:20,478 --> 00:19:22,514 [knocking] 252 00:19:22,549 --> 00:19:24,861 [officer] Sharon, it's important. 253 00:19:24,896 --> 00:19:27,761 - Look, I'll call you back. - Mam. 254 00:19:32,283 --> 00:19:34,561 Sorry. I didn't mean to alarm you. 255 00:19:37,702 --> 00:19:39,911 I've got some news. 256 00:19:40,739 --> 00:19:41,982 Joe Pritchard. 257 00:19:43,294 --> 00:19:45,019 What about him? 258 00:19:45,054 --> 00:19:47,850 The parole board have decided to release him. 259 00:19:49,541 --> 00:19:51,819 I know it's not what we hoped for. 260 00:19:54,753 --> 00:19:57,963 - Where will he be? - I can't tell you. 261 00:19:59,724 --> 00:20:02,451 He'll be on licence, 262 00:20:02,485 --> 00:20:06,938 so he can't contact you or come within five miles of here. 263 00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:36,036 [phone rings] 264 00:20:40,765 --> 00:20:42,939 Graham, hi. How you doing? 265 00:20:43,630 --> 00:20:45,390 Yeah. 266 00:20:47,530 --> 00:20:52,742 Right, OK. Well, thank you for letting me know. 267 00:20:52,777 --> 00:20:55,849 Um, Graham, is there a way of finding out 268 00:20:55,883 --> 00:20:57,747 where he's gonna be placed? 269 00:20:59,370 --> 00:21:02,027 Great. I'll speak to you later, then. Bye. 270 00:21:03,995 --> 00:21:06,480 Shit. He's getting out. 271 00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:08,379 That's a good thing, isn't it? 272 00:21:09,828 --> 00:21:11,174 I don't know. 273 00:21:11,209 --> 00:21:14,108 Cat, write the bloody story. 274 00:21:17,077 --> 00:21:19,735 [scrubbing] 275 00:21:30,953 --> 00:21:32,161 I'm going out! 276 00:21:32,195 --> 00:21:34,094 [Sharon] All right. 277 00:21:34,128 --> 00:21:37,477 - Don't be late. - [Ela] I won't. 278 00:21:39,030 --> 00:21:41,584 - Love you! - Love you too! 279 00:21:47,038 --> 00:21:48,936 What's going on? 280 00:21:49,730 --> 00:21:50,869 Nothing. 281 00:21:51,698 --> 00:21:53,838 I left work early. 282 00:21:53,872 --> 00:21:56,599 - I thought something was wrong. - Will you get into trouble? 283 00:21:56,634 --> 00:21:59,050 Can you get your head out the cupboard? 284 00:22:01,846 --> 00:22:05,884 What's going on? Is this about the costume? 285 00:22:05,919 --> 00:22:09,060 Yes. 286 00:22:09,094 --> 00:22:11,683 No, something's happened, hasn't it? 287 00:22:12,546 --> 00:22:14,755 It's him, isn't it? 288 00:22:16,101 --> 00:22:17,379 [sighs] 289 00:22:18,759 --> 00:22:21,003 He's getting out. 290 00:22:23,488 --> 00:22:26,457 - When? - On the 12th. 291 00:22:26,491 --> 00:22:28,182 Of this month? 292 00:22:30,909 --> 00:22:33,878 - It's not fair. - I know. 293 00:22:35,017 --> 00:22:36,639 I know. 294 00:22:40,643 --> 00:22:41,886 [cat meows] 295 00:22:49,928 --> 00:22:53,863 At least it won't be hanging over us any more. 296 00:22:53,898 --> 00:22:56,245 The best thing we can do now is just get on with our lives 297 00:22:56,279 --> 00:22:58,661 and not let him ruin anything else. 298 00:22:59,697 --> 00:23:01,871 Not let him ruin the wedding. 299 00:23:04,771 --> 00:23:07,739 We're not gonna let him ruin the wedding, are we? 300 00:23:08,671 --> 00:23:11,018 Of course we're not. 301 00:23:11,053 --> 00:23:13,538 So when we go out tomorrow, we're just gonna have a drink 302 00:23:13,573 --> 00:23:16,990 and a laugh and a good time, right? 303 00:23:19,061 --> 00:23:19,958 Right. 304 00:23:19,993 --> 00:23:21,857 [chuckles] 305 00:23:24,929 --> 00:23:28,967 ♪ Oh, no, not I I will survive ♪ 306 00:23:29,002 --> 00:23:31,798 ♪ Oh, as long as I know how to love 307 00:23:31,832 --> 00:23:33,524 ♪ I know I'll stay alive... 308 00:23:33,558 --> 00:23:36,043 She is really going for it. Yeah! 309 00:23:36,078 --> 00:23:37,769 ♪ I've got all my love to give ♪ 310 00:23:37,804 --> 00:23:39,530 ♪ I'll survive 311 00:23:39,564 --> 00:23:45,018 ♪ I will survive I will survive ♪ 312 00:23:45,052 --> 00:23:46,847 Ah-ah! Whoo! 313 00:23:46,882 --> 00:23:49,643 [whooping] 314 00:23:52,991 --> 00:23:54,831 [karaoke DJ] Come on, then, hens, let's give it up 315 00:23:54,855 --> 00:23:57,755 for the fantastic Sali! 316 00:23:57,789 --> 00:24:01,103 I really enjoyed that. Made me feel so powerful. 317 00:24:02,207 --> 00:24:03,864 Your stepmum's hilarious. 318 00:24:03,899 --> 00:24:05,970 Do you think she sings like that for your dad? 319 00:24:06,004 --> 00:24:07,799 [groans] 320 00:24:07,834 --> 00:24:09,318 Come on. 321 00:24:18,638 --> 00:24:19,984 I need a wee. 322 00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:48,771 [panting] 323 00:25:04,338 --> 00:25:06,340 [soft music plays] 324 00:25:12,623 --> 00:25:14,728 [door buzzer rings] 325 00:25:20,803 --> 00:25:22,840 - All right? - You called, madame? 326 00:25:22,874 --> 00:25:25,946 Yeah, thanks for coming over so quickly. Come in. 327 00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:29,743 So what's up? 328 00:25:29,778 --> 00:25:31,745 Um... 329 00:25:32,884 --> 00:25:35,715 I've decided to do it. The story. 330 00:25:37,095 --> 00:25:39,166 I'm going back to Llanemlyn. 331 00:25:39,201 --> 00:25:46,449 ♪ Break my bones but you won't see me fall, whoa ♪ 332 00:25:46,484 --> 00:25:53,456 ♪ The rising tide will rise against them all, oh-oh ♪ 333 00:25:53,491 --> 00:25:56,218 ♪ Darling, hold my hand 334 00:25:57,219 --> 00:26:01,188 ♪ Oh, won't you hold my hand? 335 00:26:01,223 --> 00:26:04,847 ♪ Cos I don't wanna walk on my own any more ♪ 336 00:26:04,882 --> 00:26:08,126 ♪ Won't you understand? 337 00:26:08,161 --> 00:26:11,751 ♪ Cos I don't wanna walk alone I'm ready for this ♪ 338 00:26:11,785 --> 00:26:15,789 Now for some vintage cheese, especially for you. 339 00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:17,964 Jason and Kylie couldn't make it, 340 00:26:17,998 --> 00:26:21,277 so we have to make do with Rhydian and Sharon! 341 00:26:21,312 --> 00:26:24,315 - [cheering] - No. No. 342 00:26:24,349 --> 00:26:26,386 - Come on, babes. - No, I can't. No, please. 343 00:26:26,420 --> 00:26:29,872 - You be Jason, I'll be Kylie! - I don't want to. 344 00:26:29,907 --> 00:26:31,943 - This is Ela's song. - Go on. 345 00:26:31,978 --> 00:26:34,221 [all chant] Sharon! Sharon! Sharon! 346 00:26:34,256 --> 00:26:36,120 - You'll be fine. - Sharon! Sharon! 347 00:26:36,154 --> 00:26:38,916 - Come on. - I don't want to. 348 00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:41,435 [whooping] 349 00:26:43,990 --> 00:26:48,097 ♪ Especially for you 350 00:26:48,132 --> 00:26:53,896 ♪ I wanna let you know what I've been going through ♪ 351 00:26:53,931 --> 00:26:56,830 ♪ And all the times we were apart I know... ♪ 352 00:26:56,865 --> 00:26:58,142 [yells] 353 00:26:58,176 --> 00:26:59,902 - [thuds] - [gasping] 354 00:26:59,937 --> 00:27:01,732 [music stops] 355 00:27:04,113 --> 00:27:06,702 Shit. He's bleeding. 356 00:27:06,737 --> 00:27:07,979 I'm sorry. 357 00:27:10,533 --> 00:27:11,914 I'm sorry. 358 00:27:16,091 --> 00:27:17,506 [sighs] 359 00:27:20,854 --> 00:27:22,856 Why'd you do that? 360 00:27:23,926 --> 00:27:26,377 Sorry. It was an accident. 361 00:27:26,411 --> 00:27:29,035 - Is everyone OK? - How was that an accident? 362 00:27:29,069 --> 00:27:30,426 - It was an accident. - Sorry. Do you mind? 363 00:27:30,450 --> 00:27:32,452 I'm trying to speak to my mother. 364 00:27:32,486 --> 00:27:34,178 I told him I didn't want to. 365 00:27:34,212 --> 00:27:37,388 I told him it was Ela's song, but he wouldn't listen. 366 00:27:37,422 --> 00:27:40,771 - But it wasn't Ela's song. - It was. 367 00:27:40,805 --> 00:27:42,369 No, it wasn't. She didn't even like that song. 368 00:27:42,393 --> 00:27:44,947 She always told you to stop playing it. 369 00:27:46,259 --> 00:27:47,398 [sighs] 370 00:27:49,434 --> 00:27:52,472 I knew something like this was gonna happen. 371 00:27:52,506 --> 00:27:54,094 I knew it. 372 00:28:04,139 --> 00:28:06,486 Can we not do this? 373 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,351 Because I can't have anything, can I? 374 00:28:09,385 --> 00:28:11,249 I can't have anything ever. 375 00:28:11,284 --> 00:28:12,975 I can't even have my own hen do 376 00:28:13,010 --> 00:28:15,909 because everything always, always has to be about Ela. 377 00:28:15,944 --> 00:28:19,050 - No. Gret... - Oh, don't Gret me. Just... 378 00:28:19,948 --> 00:28:21,432 Just go home. 379 00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:27,438 Oh... 380 00:28:41,659 --> 00:28:43,281 So, Joe Pritchard, is it that 381 00:28:43,316 --> 00:28:46,181 he can't disclose her whereabouts or that he won't? 382 00:28:46,215 --> 00:28:50,841 Is that his way of maintaining control over the family? 383 00:28:50,875 --> 00:28:53,878 Although that would make him a sadistic psychopath. 384 00:28:53,913 --> 00:28:57,364 Well, I don't think he's that, but, honestly, I don't know. 385 00:28:57,399 --> 00:28:59,401 There were plenty of rumours about him. 386 00:28:59,435 --> 00:29:01,161 Yeah? Like what? 387 00:29:01,196 --> 00:29:03,588 All the usual stuff for somebody that's a bit of an outsider. 388 00:29:03,612 --> 00:29:06,270 I mean, he lived in a caravan in the woods. 389 00:29:06,304 --> 00:29:07,961 What more d'you want? 390 00:29:09,031 --> 00:29:11,447 Hey, is... is this her? 391 00:29:11,482 --> 00:29:15,866 Yeah. Yeah, that's Ela. 392 00:29:15,900 --> 00:29:19,110 That's me. And that's Caryl. 393 00:29:19,145 --> 00:29:22,493 We used to do everything together. 394 00:29:22,527 --> 00:29:24,978 I haven't seen Caryl in years. 395 00:29:25,013 --> 00:29:27,049 [man] And what about Ela's family? 396 00:29:27,084 --> 00:29:29,327 I wrote to her mum, Sharon, once, 397 00:29:29,362 --> 00:29:31,571 but I didn't get anything back. 398 00:29:31,605 --> 00:29:34,056 I thought you said you guys were close friends. 399 00:29:34,643 --> 00:29:36,403 Yeah, we were. 400 00:29:36,438 --> 00:29:38,612 I just don't know what kind of reaction I'm gonna get 401 00:29:38,647 --> 00:29:40,131 after all this time. 402 00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:46,448 Well, I think you're making the right decision, Cat. 403 00:29:46,482 --> 00:29:50,659 Hmm. Almost sounds like you're gonna commission my story. 404 00:29:50,693 --> 00:29:54,007 Well, I mean, seeing as you're gonna do it anyway... 405 00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:57,217 Hang on. So you are? 406 00:29:57,252 --> 00:29:59,495 Of course I am. 407 00:30:02,084 --> 00:30:04,569 All right, what's the first move? 408 00:30:04,604 --> 00:30:07,055 Well, I've managed to track down 409 00:30:07,089 --> 00:30:08,953 the address for Joe's probation hostel. 410 00:30:08,988 --> 00:30:12,370 - Straight in there, then. - Yeah, naturally. 411 00:30:12,405 --> 00:30:15,684 Look, just be careful. 412 00:30:15,718 --> 00:30:18,583 I don't want you putting yourself in any danger. 413 00:30:19,239 --> 00:30:20,413 I won't. 414 00:30:23,174 --> 00:30:26,039 - Hey, pass me the hairdryer. - Yeah. 415 00:30:32,666 --> 00:30:35,152 Look, I don't want you to... 416 00:30:35,186 --> 00:30:37,188 I don't want you to think that I'm... 417 00:30:37,223 --> 00:30:41,503 I'm only commissioning you because we... 418 00:30:49,580 --> 00:30:50,684 Sorry. 419 00:30:50,719 --> 00:30:51,754 [clattering] 420 00:30:51,789 --> 00:30:52,963 Oh, shit. 421 00:30:52,997 --> 00:30:54,999 [both laugh] 422 00:31:00,453 --> 00:31:02,662 [scissors snipping] 423 00:31:19,541 --> 00:31:21,715 [young Joe] Careful, Shelley. 424 00:31:25,236 --> 00:31:27,480 - Don't move. - I'm not. 425 00:31:31,035 --> 00:31:32,243 [door bangs] 426 00:31:32,278 --> 00:31:34,487 [man] Shelley! Shelley, come here! 427 00:31:34,521 --> 00:31:36,592 [banging] 428 00:31:43,737 --> 00:31:46,361 [woman] Do you think they'll recognise you? 429 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:48,673 Your family? 430 00:31:53,575 --> 00:31:55,404 I don't know. 431 00:32:02,377 --> 00:32:04,586 [knocking] 432 00:32:05,587 --> 00:32:07,727 I made you a cup of tea. 433 00:32:18,496 --> 00:32:20,395 I'm sorry for being horrible. 434 00:32:22,638 --> 00:32:27,195 Well... if you were, I deserved it. 435 00:32:28,851 --> 00:32:30,163 Sorry. 436 00:32:32,683 --> 00:32:37,308 I wanna be here for you from now on, OK? 437 00:32:37,343 --> 00:32:40,380 It's not that I want it to be about me all the time. 438 00:32:40,415 --> 00:32:41,726 Oh, I know. 439 00:32:43,832 --> 00:32:45,247 I think about her too. 440 00:32:46,766 --> 00:32:49,596 What do you think about? 441 00:32:49,631 --> 00:32:51,771 If things had gone differently. 442 00:32:53,186 --> 00:32:56,327 If she'd have stayed home that day. 443 00:32:56,362 --> 00:32:58,605 If she hadn't gone near that freak. 444 00:33:03,265 --> 00:33:07,649 Do you sense that she is dead? 445 00:33:07,683 --> 00:33:10,238 Because sometimes I feel like she isn't. 446 00:33:11,377 --> 00:33:12,861 She is. 447 00:33:15,691 --> 00:33:17,831 She's just not home yet. 448 00:34:39,499 --> 00:34:42,157 [announcer] The train is now approaching Newport. 449 00:34:43,019 --> 00:34:44,711 [conductor] Tickets, please. 450 00:34:47,507 --> 00:34:49,715 Thank you. Thank you. 451 00:34:52,856 --> 00:34:54,789 [Joe] It's a travel warrant. 452 00:34:56,378 --> 00:35:00,002 It's the same as a ticket. 453 00:35:00,037 --> 00:35:02,350 It's from the prison. 454 00:35:02,384 --> 00:35:04,628 I just got out of prison. 455 00:35:21,058 --> 00:35:22,715 [young Joe] Shelley, wait! 456 00:35:35,866 --> 00:35:38,524 [announcement beep sounds] 457 00:35:38,558 --> 00:35:40,836 [announcer] The next station is Carmarthen. 458 00:35:40,871 --> 00:35:42,838 The train will terminate here. 459 00:35:55,782 --> 00:35:58,923 [drum and bass music plays] 460 00:36:02,582 --> 00:36:04,481 Right. 461 00:36:04,515 --> 00:36:08,554 So your next appointment will be at the probation office. 462 00:36:09,382 --> 00:36:10,763 OK? 463 00:36:10,797 --> 00:36:12,074 [man] I've already told you, 464 00:36:12,109 --> 00:36:15,423 I haven't fucking seen her! 465 00:36:19,427 --> 00:36:21,670 All the details you need are in here. 466 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:26,606 It's really important that you attend. OK? 467 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:28,988 Good luck. 468 00:37:07,509 --> 00:37:09,753 [biscuits rattle] 469 00:37:20,971 --> 00:37:22,869 Sylvester! 470 00:37:33,673 --> 00:37:35,503 Oh... 471 00:37:35,537 --> 00:37:36,711 Oh, no. 472 00:37:39,438 --> 00:37:41,612 Oh, Sylvester. 473 00:38:06,913 --> 00:38:08,605 Hello, Mum. 474 00:38:14,507 --> 00:38:15,715 Oh. 475 00:38:17,027 --> 00:38:18,891 I'll bring better ones next time. 476 00:38:52,994 --> 00:38:54,029 Your hair looks nice. 477 00:38:54,064 --> 00:38:55,652 Oh. 478 00:38:55,686 --> 00:38:57,550 Someone comes in. 479 00:39:01,174 --> 00:39:04,764 Shelley was the only one who did it the way I liked. 480 00:39:07,733 --> 00:39:09,562 It's your fault she's gone. 481 00:39:10,736 --> 00:39:12,531 - No. - Where is she? 482 00:39:12,565 --> 00:39:15,672 Where's your sister? Where is Shelley? 483 00:39:16,673 --> 00:39:18,260 - Where is she? - Fuck... 484 00:39:18,295 --> 00:39:19,986 Where's Shelley? 485 00:39:20,021 --> 00:39:22,506 - Mum! - [sobs] 486 00:39:24,681 --> 00:39:27,028 - Eilis? - [alarm blares] 487 00:39:27,062 --> 00:39:28,270 - Are you OK? - Shelley... 488 00:39:28,305 --> 00:39:30,169 [carer] What happened? 489 00:39:30,203 --> 00:39:32,861 [mother] Oh, Shelley... 490 00:39:32,896 --> 00:39:34,104 I'll see you again, Mum. 491 00:39:34,138 --> 00:39:35,968 [sobs] 492 00:39:36,762 --> 00:39:38,488 I'll see you soon. 493 00:40:12,107 --> 00:40:14,455 [key turns in lock] 494 00:40:15,317 --> 00:40:18,735 Oh. All right, mate? Ian. 495 00:40:19,701 --> 00:40:21,772 Joe. 496 00:40:21,807 --> 00:40:23,187 Uh, I was in this room before. 497 00:40:23,222 --> 00:40:25,811 I left a photo, I did. D'you mind? 498 00:40:27,019 --> 00:40:28,227 Just got out, have you? 499 00:40:30,125 --> 00:40:32,714 Aye. It's what they said. 500 00:40:35,061 --> 00:40:36,822 Hmm. 501 00:40:36,856 --> 00:40:38,030 Seen my girl? 502 00:40:39,272 --> 00:40:44,208 She's 20 now. Bit of a prick as it goes. 503 00:40:44,243 --> 00:40:45,934 Only joking. 504 00:40:46,935 --> 00:40:50,249 How long was you in for, then? 505 00:40:50,283 --> 00:40:53,977 Not to be busy, like, but, well, you know, 506 00:40:54,011 --> 00:40:56,980 you like to know who your neighbours are, right? 507 00:41:01,087 --> 00:41:02,951 Anyway... 508 00:41:02,986 --> 00:41:05,954 Oh. Need any razors? 509 00:41:05,989 --> 00:41:08,716 I got a load of swivel heads, special edition. 510 00:41:08,750 --> 00:41:10,580 No. 511 00:41:10,614 --> 00:41:12,996 Sunglasses? Chocolates? 512 00:41:13,030 --> 00:41:14,963 - No. - Right. 513 00:41:17,241 --> 00:41:19,554 See you around, then. 514 00:42:01,872 --> 00:42:03,564 He was... 515 00:42:04,875 --> 00:42:06,601 He was... 516 00:42:07,706 --> 00:42:09,224 I know, girl. 517 00:42:19,062 --> 00:42:21,582 [sobs] 518 00:42:22,203 --> 00:42:23,342 Just... 519 00:42:24,895 --> 00:42:26,897 tell me how I can help you. 520 00:42:47,849 --> 00:42:49,057 Joe? 521 00:42:50,852 --> 00:42:52,336 My name's Cat Donato. 522 00:42:52,371 --> 00:42:56,271 I'm from Llanemlyn too. I'm a writer now. 523 00:42:56,306 --> 00:42:58,998 - I'm writing an article... - I'm not interested. 524 00:42:59,033 --> 00:43:01,691 OK, fair enough. 525 00:43:01,725 --> 00:43:03,106 You wouldn't have to say anything, 526 00:43:03,140 --> 00:43:04,694 but maybe we could just grab a drink 527 00:43:04,728 --> 00:43:06,937 and I could tell you why I'm wri... 528 00:43:09,422 --> 00:43:11,942 OK. 529 00:43:11,977 --> 00:43:15,463 Um, look, if you change your mind about talking, 530 00:43:15,497 --> 00:43:18,190 then here's my number. 531 00:43:20,882 --> 00:43:23,713 Call me, or text me, any time. 532 00:43:41,523 --> 00:43:43,802 What, is he famous or something? 533 00:43:48,807 --> 00:43:49,980 Bitch. 534 00:44:49,177 --> 00:44:51,352 [siren wails] 535 00:45:16,204 --> 00:45:17,861 [Sharon] Where is she? 536 00:45:23,142 --> 00:45:24,834 Where is she?