1 00:00:06,172 --> 00:00:07,215 Do you like spaghetti? 2 00:00:07,465 --> 00:00:09,092 - I do. - Great. 3 00:00:12,261 --> 00:00:14,681 When you were young, did you ever hate one of your parents? 4 00:00:16,224 --> 00:00:17,266 I don't think so. 5 00:00:18,476 --> 00:00:20,978 No? I did. I hated my dad. 6 00:00:21,062 --> 00:00:23,439 - Oh, really? - I was very angry at him 7 00:00:23,523 --> 00:00:24,691 because he wasn't there. 8 00:00:25,483 --> 00:00:27,568 I put my parents through hell. 9 00:00:28,695 --> 00:00:31,239 - I drank like a fish. - What did you drink? 10 00:00:31,823 --> 00:00:33,825 Vodka, tequila. 11 00:00:34,033 --> 00:00:35,118 I did drugs. 12 00:00:35,868 --> 00:00:36,911 Marijuana... 13 00:00:38,621 --> 00:00:40,623 - acid. - You did acid? 14 00:00:41,666 --> 00:00:42,709 Yep. 15 00:00:43,418 --> 00:00:44,919 - What? - Cocaine. 16 00:00:45,002 --> 00:00:46,629 - You did cocaine? - Yep. 17 00:00:49,465 --> 00:00:52,885 And that sent me into a lot of destructive behaviors. 18 00:00:59,559 --> 00:01:01,227 What are you doing with the noodles there? 19 00:01:01,310 --> 00:01:02,645 I'm seeing how done they are. 20 00:01:02,854 --> 00:01:03,896 - Oh, okay. - Yeah. 21 00:01:08,651 --> 00:01:10,903 It's beautiful in rural Oregon. 22 00:01:11,487 --> 00:01:14,907 And the town of Eagle Creek, my home base for this project 23 00:01:15,032 --> 00:01:16,993 definitely has a lot to offer. 24 00:01:18,369 --> 00:01:22,165 But if what you need is a consistent supply of professional actors 25 00:01:22,248 --> 00:01:24,041 for all the rehearsals you have in the works... 26 00:01:24,125 --> 00:01:25,376 - Bye. - Bye. See you later. 27 00:01:25,626 --> 00:01:28,421 ...you need to take regular trips to a big city. 28 00:01:29,297 --> 00:01:31,924 You need to go where the actors are. 29 00:01:34,218 --> 00:01:38,848 During this process, I've discovered that an actor's sense of authenticity 30 00:01:38,931 --> 00:01:41,392 can vary vastly from one to another. 31 00:01:41,976 --> 00:01:44,228 And I wanted a way to create a standard 32 00:01:44,312 --> 00:01:47,648 for the level of realism I needed for this project. 33 00:01:49,317 --> 00:01:52,069 I had recently launched The Fielder Method Studio 34 00:01:52,153 --> 00:01:56,199 in LA's NoHo Arts District as a recruitment camp of sorts 35 00:01:56,783 --> 00:01:59,285 to find and train up-and-coming actors 36 00:01:59,368 --> 00:02:02,038 in the specific techniques needed for this show. 37 00:02:02,538 --> 00:02:04,540 Unlike a normal role 38 00:02:04,624 --> 00:02:07,960 where the worst thing that can happen is 39 00:02:08,044 --> 00:02:09,754 you know, someone changes the channel 40 00:02:09,837 --> 00:02:12,256 if they don't like your performance, you know what I mean? 41 00:02:12,673 --> 00:02:15,676 Like, with this show, if your performance isn't accurate 42 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:17,386 you could ruin someone's life. 43 00:02:18,554 --> 00:02:22,141 Preparing an actor for a rehearsal is sort of like a spy mission. 44 00:02:22,475 --> 00:02:25,144 And I wanted them to learn how to do it themselves 45 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:28,356 as well as improve on mistakes we had made in the past. 46 00:02:28,439 --> 00:02:29,732 So, is your method based upon 47 00:02:29,816 --> 00:02:32,193 like, literally a slice of life with this person 48 00:02:32,276 --> 00:02:35,112 and then creating reenactments based off this one experience? 49 00:02:35,446 --> 00:02:37,532 My point is that this didn't go far enough. 50 00:02:37,615 --> 00:02:39,200 - Okay. - Sounds like we're gonna 51 00:02:39,283 --> 00:02:41,244 secretly follow somebody around for a while. 52 00:02:41,577 --> 00:02:42,620 - Yeah, stalking? - Stalking? 53 00:02:42,703 --> 00:02:44,455 - Yeah. - Yes. You guys. 54 00:02:44,664 --> 00:02:46,707 Okay, you guys are getting ahead of this. Good. 55 00:02:46,958 --> 00:02:50,628 But I often find myself intimidated by actors. 56 00:02:50,711 --> 00:02:53,714 Stella Adler says you can be representational 57 00:02:53,798 --> 00:02:55,716 which is action based 58 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:59,887 or you could be representational, which is behavior based. 59 00:03:01,013 --> 00:03:02,640 - Stella Adler. - Stella Adler. 60 00:03:03,015 --> 00:03:04,976 - And then, yeah. - What is her thing? 61 00:03:05,935 --> 00:03:08,771 They have a way of channeling other people's emotions 62 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:10,773 that I don't fully understand. 63 00:03:11,023 --> 00:03:13,734 The most playful chakra is your third eye, right? 64 00:03:13,818 --> 00:03:16,863 It's your creative mind as an actor. That's where you wanna live. 65 00:03:16,988 --> 00:03:18,823 Just in hearing you talk about this 66 00:03:19,574 --> 00:03:21,951 it's like the Suzuki Method which is physical and it's about... 67 00:03:22,034 --> 00:03:23,160 - Suzuki? - Yeah. 68 00:03:23,244 --> 00:03:24,537 And it's about filling the form. 69 00:03:24,996 --> 00:03:26,038 Okay. 70 00:03:26,122 --> 00:03:27,582 And what's the best way to fill in the form? 71 00:03:27,915 --> 00:03:29,083 Just do the action. 72 00:03:29,417 --> 00:03:30,877 - Do the action. - Yeah. 73 00:03:31,294 --> 00:03:33,212 Like in the deep reality of the action. 74 00:03:33,296 --> 00:03:34,338 - Sure. - Yeah. 75 00:03:35,298 --> 00:03:38,050 And by the time I gave them their first assignment 76 00:03:38,134 --> 00:03:40,136 I was feeling a little insecure. 77 00:03:42,597 --> 00:03:44,640 Okay. So, now we're gonna put 78 00:03:44,724 --> 00:03:47,018 some of what you guys learned today, into action. 79 00:03:47,310 --> 00:03:49,270 You're gonna go out into the real world 80 00:03:49,770 --> 00:03:54,108 and pick a real person to become your primary. 81 00:03:54,191 --> 00:03:57,194 And you're gonna secretly observe and interact with them 82 00:03:57,278 --> 00:03:59,405 and find out as much as you can about them. 83 00:03:59,947 --> 00:04:03,034 And then, you're gonna come back tomorrow dressed like them. 84 00:04:03,826 --> 00:04:04,869 Okay? 85 00:04:06,078 --> 00:04:07,288 Any other questions or... 86 00:04:09,415 --> 00:04:10,666 Okay, cool. 87 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:12,835 - See you later. - Bye. 88 00:04:12,919 --> 00:04:14,712 After spending time with people 89 00:04:14,921 --> 00:04:18,090 I'm often left wondering what they actually think of me. 90 00:04:18,841 --> 00:04:22,970 So, once the class was gone, I tried a little experiment. 91 00:04:23,638 --> 00:04:27,558 I decided to recreate the class using different actors 92 00:04:27,642 --> 00:04:29,143 to portray each person 93 00:04:29,393 --> 00:04:33,064 so I could relive the day from a student's perspective. 94 00:04:34,315 --> 00:04:38,194 My hope was to gain insight into how each lesson made them feel 95 00:04:38,527 --> 00:04:40,446 so I could improve it for tomorrow. 96 00:04:40,905 --> 00:04:41,948 With this show 97 00:04:42,990 --> 00:04:44,367 if your performance isn't accurate 98 00:04:45,618 --> 00:04:47,119 you could ruin a person's life. 99 00:04:47,787 --> 00:04:50,456 I had picked a random student to inhabit. 100 00:04:50,581 --> 00:04:52,124 An actor named Thomas 101 00:04:52,208 --> 00:04:53,793 who was sitting on the side of the room. 102 00:04:54,377 --> 00:04:56,420 Putting myself in his headspace 103 00:04:56,504 --> 00:05:00,132 I noticed this teacher wasn't very good at connecting with us. 104 00:05:00,716 --> 00:05:01,842 Your character research 105 00:05:01,926 --> 00:05:04,637 needs to be sourced through real-world interactions 106 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:05,805 with the person you're portraying. 107 00:05:06,222 --> 00:05:09,517 It didn't seem like he had ever taught an acting class before. 108 00:05:09,767 --> 00:05:13,187 Is it weird to put my name, like, in a method? 109 00:05:13,562 --> 00:05:14,605 - No. - Or... no? 110 00:05:14,689 --> 00:05:16,023 - Everything's all right. - All right. 111 00:05:16,357 --> 00:05:19,110 I wondered if my fellow students felt the same way. 112 00:05:19,819 --> 00:05:21,946 But I couldn't really see their faces well 113 00:05:22,029 --> 00:05:24,073 because of how the chairs were arranged. 114 00:05:24,532 --> 00:05:26,659 We were all facing forwards. 115 00:05:27,284 --> 00:05:31,122 And this formal environment made the whole class a little less fun. 116 00:05:31,539 --> 00:05:33,374 So, your assignment for the rest of the day is 117 00:05:33,749 --> 00:05:35,292 you're gonna go out into the real world 118 00:05:35,626 --> 00:05:37,211 and secretly observe your primary. 119 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:40,423 But it felt like the method itself made sense. 120 00:05:41,090 --> 00:05:43,134 Nathan explained it all clearly 121 00:05:43,217 --> 00:05:45,094 and it was actually sort of intriguing. 122 00:05:45,678 --> 00:05:47,513 Maybe there was something to it. 123 00:05:48,139 --> 00:05:51,183 I guess I'd have to keep taking the class to find out. 124 00:05:59,775 --> 00:06:00,818 Hey. 125 00:06:01,277 --> 00:06:02,653 - Hey. Hey. - Oh, we're circling. 126 00:06:03,029 --> 00:06:04,655 - Hey. It's cool. - Yeah, circle today. 127 00:06:04,905 --> 00:06:06,657 Hang out. Have a seat. How's it going? 128 00:06:06,741 --> 00:06:07,783 - It's good to see you. - It's good. 129 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:09,493 Hello. 130 00:06:13,914 --> 00:06:15,958 I asked her how her day was going, how long was her shift. 131 00:06:16,042 --> 00:06:17,376 She's working til midnight. 132 00:06:17,460 --> 00:06:18,669 She's really tired. 133 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:22,131 I found her Instagram through Geotags. 134 00:06:22,590 --> 00:06:23,883 Then I found her Twitter 135 00:06:23,966 --> 00:06:25,134 and I found her TikTok. 136 00:06:25,217 --> 00:06:26,260 - Good. Good. - She's having... 137 00:06:26,552 --> 00:06:28,387 She's having a breast reduction soon. Her name is Amanda... 138 00:06:28,929 --> 00:06:31,766 I felt way more in sync with the actors today. 139 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,643 The vibe in the room felt so much better. 140 00:06:34,852 --> 00:06:36,729 Yeah. So, my primary's name is Henry. 141 00:06:37,021 --> 00:06:39,732 - He was a barber. Yeah. - You had to get your hair cut then? 142 00:06:39,982 --> 00:06:41,275 - So, I got my hair cut and I... - You got a haircut? 143 00:06:41,358 --> 00:06:42,401 Yeah, it was nice. 144 00:06:43,527 --> 00:06:45,571 - So, it was good and like... - Okay, cool. Good. 145 00:06:45,696 --> 00:06:48,741 But I noticed some students were struggling with the assignment. 146 00:06:48,949 --> 00:06:49,992 Thomas, what about you? 147 00:06:52,411 --> 00:06:54,497 Well, I went to an acai place. 148 00:06:54,580 --> 00:06:56,415 - Acai? - It's kinda like a smoothie bowl. 149 00:06:56,499 --> 00:06:57,541 Okay. 150 00:06:57,625 --> 00:06:59,543 And I thought this would be a good opportunity 151 00:06:59,627 --> 00:07:01,504 to show them I knew what I was doing. 152 00:07:02,088 --> 00:07:03,547 I noticed you didn't get as much... 153 00:07:04,715 --> 00:07:07,551 personal information about your primary as some of the others. 154 00:07:09,178 --> 00:07:10,471 Is there a reason or... 155 00:07:10,721 --> 00:07:14,183 The environment kind of begs for you to go through the line 156 00:07:14,266 --> 00:07:15,476 - and then leave. - Right. 157 00:07:16,310 --> 00:07:18,771 The physical space is asking you not to be there. 158 00:07:18,979 --> 00:07:20,606 Yeah. You know, you... 159 00:07:20,689 --> 00:07:22,858 When you got your order, maybe spill it on the counter 160 00:07:22,942 --> 00:07:24,735 and he would come to your aid 161 00:07:24,819 --> 00:07:25,945 and that would break down 162 00:07:26,028 --> 00:07:28,781 some of the social barriers that you're afraid to cross. 163 00:07:29,156 --> 00:07:31,450 - Just disrupt the situation? - Yeah. 164 00:07:31,575 --> 00:07:32,618 And then maybe, you know 165 00:07:32,701 --> 00:07:35,496 it might lead to a more personal conversation perhaps. 166 00:07:35,579 --> 00:07:37,206 Okay. Gotcha. 167 00:07:37,998 --> 00:07:41,168 When I relived the day from Thomas's perspective 168 00:07:41,252 --> 00:07:43,420 it proved my instincts to be right. 169 00:07:44,046 --> 00:07:45,339 Thomas, what about you? 170 00:07:46,298 --> 00:07:49,718 So, my primary was at an acai bowl place. 171 00:07:49,802 --> 00:07:51,804 - Acai bowl? Yeah. - Yeah. Acai bowl 172 00:07:51,887 --> 00:07:52,930 kind of like the smoothie. 173 00:07:53,013 --> 00:07:56,225 The circle felt just as good from a student's perspective 174 00:07:56,308 --> 00:07:57,977 as it was from the teacher's. 175 00:07:58,310 --> 00:08:01,355 And I felt really special when Nathan pulled me aside 176 00:08:01,439 --> 00:08:04,066 to give me one-to-one guidance after class. 177 00:08:04,275 --> 00:08:06,652 ...and that'll help break down some of the social barriers 178 00:08:06,735 --> 00:08:07,778 that you're afraid to cross. 179 00:08:08,112 --> 00:08:09,155 - Thank you. - All right? 180 00:08:09,238 --> 00:08:11,740 - Good luck. Good luck. Great. - Yeah. Thank you. Okay. 181 00:08:11,824 --> 00:08:16,245 After reliving day two, I basically found no issues. 182 00:08:16,787 --> 00:08:19,957 I felt Nathan gave every student a lot of attention 183 00:08:20,040 --> 00:08:22,585 and made us feel comfortable in the process. 184 00:08:23,961 --> 00:08:26,464 Maybe I had nothing to worry about after all. 185 00:08:38,392 --> 00:08:40,144 It was nice to be back in LA. 186 00:08:41,312 --> 00:08:42,480 back in my real home. 187 00:08:44,982 --> 00:08:47,818 Once in a while, I would try to check in with Angela. 188 00:08:58,704 --> 00:09:00,414 - One, two, three, four. - One, two, three, four. 189 00:09:00,498 --> 00:09:02,041 - One, two, three, four. - One, two, three, four. 190 00:09:02,124 --> 00:09:03,292 - One, two, three. - One, two, three. 191 00:09:03,375 --> 00:09:04,418 - One, two, three. - One, two, three. 192 00:09:04,502 --> 00:09:06,086 - One, two. One, two. - One, two. One, two. 193 00:09:06,170 --> 00:09:07,755 - One. One. One. - One. One. One. 194 00:09:09,298 --> 00:09:10,591 - All right. - That was fun. 195 00:09:10,674 --> 00:09:14,386 Now that the actors had studied their primaries for two days... 196 00:09:15,429 --> 00:09:17,473 it was time to physically embody them. 197 00:09:24,688 --> 00:09:26,398 You use tape and string, is that... 198 00:09:27,691 --> 00:09:29,443 - I don't know. - You don't know? Okay. 199 00:09:29,652 --> 00:09:31,195 - I don't know how it works. - What's that tool here? 200 00:09:31,278 --> 00:09:33,072 But over here, I got a couple things going. 201 00:09:33,489 --> 00:09:34,698 This is a... 202 00:09:38,911 --> 00:09:41,247 - tie iron. Tie iron, yeah. - Tie iron? 203 00:09:41,330 --> 00:09:43,040 - T-I-E? - I believe so. 204 00:09:43,832 --> 00:09:45,417 Bananas under the cans. 205 00:09:47,211 --> 00:09:50,130 But I now knew that to take on the mind of a stranger 206 00:09:50,214 --> 00:09:52,299 it wasn't enough to just talk to them. 207 00:09:52,967 --> 00:09:55,427 The level of immersion had to be deeper. 208 00:09:55,844 --> 00:09:58,931 I am in the process of arranging for all of you 209 00:09:59,014 --> 00:10:01,934 to work in the actual jobs of your primary. 210 00:10:03,102 --> 00:10:05,688 Or at least as close as we can get. 211 00:10:07,356 --> 00:10:08,899 That... is that cool? Pretty... 212 00:10:08,983 --> 00:10:10,025 - Yeah. - or is that dumb? 213 00:10:11,026 --> 00:10:12,069 I don't wanna work. 214 00:10:15,948 --> 00:10:18,784 I was noticing, the more extreme my method became 215 00:10:19,118 --> 00:10:21,704 the more these actors seemed to respect me. 216 00:10:21,996 --> 00:10:24,415 If I'm not gonna go all the way and get out of my comfort zone 217 00:10:24,498 --> 00:10:26,625 how am I gonna know where I can go? 218 00:10:27,334 --> 00:10:30,629 So... Yeah, thank you for just the space, you know. 219 00:10:30,754 --> 00:10:34,008 But when I caught up with Thomas, something felt off. 220 00:10:34,091 --> 00:10:35,884 Yeah, so how did it go? Yeah, what happened? 221 00:10:35,968 --> 00:10:37,720 - It was... - Did you get personal? Did you? 222 00:10:37,803 --> 00:10:40,347 The... the deeper conversation was hard to accomplish. 223 00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:42,766 Did you spill your bowl or anything? 224 00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:44,810 - Did not spill the bowl. - Okay, yeah. 225 00:10:44,893 --> 00:10:47,938 Yeah, but I instead went with... 226 00:10:48,606 --> 00:10:51,775 telling him that I lost my lucky guitar pick that I got from my dad. 227 00:10:52,067 --> 00:10:53,902 - Okay. well... Is that true? - And then... 228 00:10:53,986 --> 00:10:55,946 - No, that was a lie. Yeah. - Oh, okay, okay. Got it. 229 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:58,449 I mean, I don't really like lying to people, in general. 230 00:10:58,532 --> 00:10:59,908 Yeah, neither do I. 231 00:10:59,992 --> 00:11:01,201 - Yeah. - Yeah. 232 00:11:04,371 --> 00:11:06,790 Yeah, I don't know. It's weird, but... 233 00:11:08,083 --> 00:11:10,628 this is all so fascinating, so what are you gonna do? 234 00:11:11,587 --> 00:11:12,630 Right. 235 00:11:12,796 --> 00:11:15,841 Thomas's ambiguous emotions were hard for me to read 236 00:11:16,342 --> 00:11:18,636 but then I got the sense he had been uncomfortable 237 00:11:18,761 --> 00:11:21,138 with this method since the very first day. 238 00:11:21,472 --> 00:11:24,183 So, yeah. That's what makes me feel kinda weird about it sometimes. 239 00:11:24,475 --> 00:11:26,477 About doing these... this... 240 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:29,480 Specific kind of stalking thing. 241 00:11:29,688 --> 00:11:30,856 The Fielder Method. 242 00:11:31,315 --> 00:11:32,358 Which was interesting 243 00:11:32,816 --> 00:11:35,235 because I had not felt that when I was him. 244 00:11:40,324 --> 00:11:42,785 So, rather than recreating today's lesson 245 00:11:43,243 --> 00:11:46,121 I decided to experience that first day again 246 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,374 to see if I had missed something. 247 00:11:49,208 --> 00:11:50,501 - Hey, I'm Nathan. - Thomas. 248 00:11:50,626 --> 00:11:51,752 - Thomas? - Good to meet you. 249 00:11:52,127 --> 00:11:53,170 Yeah. Good to meet you. 250 00:11:53,337 --> 00:11:54,463 - Can I sit down? Sure, yeah. - Yeah, have a seat. 251 00:11:54,546 --> 00:11:56,131 - And just hang out. - Okay. Great. 252 00:11:56,840 --> 00:12:00,594 This time, I was focused on really getting into his mindset. 253 00:12:01,053 --> 00:12:03,389 So, I just kept saying to myself in my head 254 00:12:04,098 --> 00:12:06,558 "Your name is Thomas and you're an actor. 255 00:12:07,059 --> 00:12:08,143 How do you feel?" 256 00:12:08,769 --> 00:12:12,773 I have a show that requires specific type of performance. 257 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:17,361 Almost immediately, I felt a rush of excitement come over me 258 00:12:17,695 --> 00:12:20,155 when I remembered there were cameras filming me. 259 00:12:21,740 --> 00:12:23,200 HBO cameras. 260 00:12:24,326 --> 00:12:25,786 I love being on camera. 261 00:12:26,203 --> 00:12:27,788 But I wanted to play it cool 262 00:12:28,288 --> 00:12:30,124 like I didn't care that much. 263 00:12:30,457 --> 00:12:34,378 With this show, if your performance isn't accurate... 264 00:12:35,796 --> 00:12:37,131 you could ruin someone's life. 265 00:12:38,006 --> 00:12:40,008 Wait, what is this show? 266 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:43,387 Is this a show about an acting class? 267 00:12:44,012 --> 00:12:45,597 Am I supposed to be acting? 268 00:12:46,515 --> 00:12:48,058 Something doesn't make sense. 269 00:12:48,475 --> 00:12:50,561 If you're training actors for a show 270 00:12:51,186 --> 00:12:53,105 why would you be filming the training? 271 00:12:54,398 --> 00:12:57,651 I wanted to ask, but I was worried it would seem rude. 272 00:12:58,360 --> 00:12:59,862 I didn't wanna stand out. 273 00:13:00,696 --> 00:13:02,698 I wanted to impress Nathan. 274 00:13:03,198 --> 00:13:04,366 Fielder Method on three. 275 00:13:05,409 --> 00:13:06,952 One, two, three. 276 00:13:07,035 --> 00:13:08,620 - Fielder Method! - Fielder Method! 277 00:13:09,288 --> 00:13:10,789 All right, thank you guys. All right. 278 00:13:10,914 --> 00:13:12,791 - His own show... - Yeah. 279 00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:15,586 Hi, thank you for coming to the first day of the Fielder Method work. 280 00:13:15,669 --> 00:13:16,712 So excited to have you. 281 00:13:16,795 --> 00:13:17,838 If you wanna participate in the show 282 00:13:17,921 --> 00:13:19,339 you just need to sign this appearance release. 283 00:13:19,757 --> 00:13:20,966 - Okay. - Thank you. 284 00:13:21,884 --> 00:13:23,969 Oh, wow. There're so many pages! 285 00:13:24,511 --> 00:13:26,805 I don't know any of these legal terms. 286 00:13:29,016 --> 00:13:30,851 This would take me hours to read. 287 00:13:31,226 --> 00:13:32,519 - Thank you so much. - Yeah. 288 00:13:33,103 --> 00:13:36,523 But everyone else is signing it, so it must be all right. 289 00:13:37,274 --> 00:13:38,650 Hi, it's all standard. 290 00:13:38,984 --> 00:13:41,236 - Signature is on the fourth page. - Right. Sorry, yeah. 291 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:42,404 - Yeah. No problem. - Okay. 292 00:13:42,488 --> 00:13:43,947 - Great, we'll see you tomorrow. - Yeah. Okay. 293 00:13:44,698 --> 00:13:46,825 Reliving the day again as Thomas 294 00:13:46,909 --> 00:13:50,245 made me realize there was a whole other layer to his experience 295 00:13:50,329 --> 00:13:51,371 I hadn't considered. 296 00:13:51,455 --> 00:13:52,873 - And thank you so much. - Thanks again for today. 297 00:13:52,956 --> 00:13:54,333 - Yeah. Thank you. - I'll see you. Yeah. 298 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:58,462 And I wondered if was going far enough. 299 00:14:05,135 --> 00:14:06,929 I had just sent these actors off 300 00:14:07,012 --> 00:14:09,973 to work for an entire week as someone else. 301 00:14:12,392 --> 00:14:14,019 But how much is enough? 302 00:14:16,104 --> 00:14:19,399 How do you ever know you truly understand someone? 303 00:14:23,153 --> 00:14:27,199 So, I started visiting Thomas working at the acai bowl place. 304 00:14:27,825 --> 00:14:29,910 - Hey! Good. How are you? - Hey! How you doing? 305 00:14:29,993 --> 00:14:33,622 Going through the exact experience he had with his primary. 306 00:14:33,956 --> 00:14:35,123 How many siblings do you have? 307 00:14:35,791 --> 00:14:37,376 - Pardon me. - How many siblings? 308 00:14:37,709 --> 00:14:39,878 - Brother, two sisters. Yeah. - Brother, two sisters, oh. 309 00:14:39,962 --> 00:14:41,588 You want Nutella, peanut butter, almond butter? 310 00:14:41,672 --> 00:14:45,509 And return to class the next morning to live the second day again. 311 00:14:46,051 --> 00:14:48,262 I'm a dog walker for this dog walking app 312 00:14:48,428 --> 00:14:50,222 and my primary was this director 313 00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,891 and I... I actually got into his house. 314 00:14:52,975 --> 00:14:55,227 But this time, it felt different. 315 00:14:55,477 --> 00:14:58,105 I think you're the first person in the history of this project 316 00:14:58,188 --> 00:15:00,357 to actually get inside their primary's home. 317 00:15:01,608 --> 00:15:02,651 It's amazing. 318 00:15:03,151 --> 00:15:05,404 I think that deserves a round of applause. 319 00:15:08,657 --> 00:15:12,703 And I began to question the tactics this teacher was encouraging. 320 00:15:13,245 --> 00:15:14,955 You spill your bowl on the counter and... 321 00:15:16,456 --> 00:15:17,583 see how he responds to that. 322 00:15:20,002 --> 00:15:23,839 But every night when I went home, it was still my house. 323 00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:26,633 My marble coffee table. 324 00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:28,635 My TV. 325 00:15:29,761 --> 00:15:31,555 My black and white toilet. 326 00:15:32,347 --> 00:15:34,349 The illusion was shattered. 327 00:15:36,018 --> 00:15:39,021 So, I suggested to Thomas that he move into an apartment 328 00:15:39,104 --> 00:15:41,690 that reflects the living situation of his primary 329 00:15:42,316 --> 00:15:43,942 to immerse himself fully. 330 00:15:44,443 --> 00:15:46,653 Did you... did you find out his living situation and... 331 00:15:46,862 --> 00:15:49,865 Yeah. I found out that he lives with the couple of his bandmates 332 00:15:49,948 --> 00:15:52,826 actually pretty close to here. Sherman Oaks area. 333 00:15:53,368 --> 00:15:54,411 Okay. 334 00:15:55,078 --> 00:15:56,622 Cool. How soon can you move? 335 00:15:58,081 --> 00:15:59,124 As soon as I have to. 336 00:15:59,416 --> 00:16:01,376 So, I rented him a similar place 337 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:04,171 and hired two actors to play his roommates. 338 00:16:04,379 --> 00:16:07,257 All right. So, this is Tex and Matt. 339 00:16:07,341 --> 00:16:08,717 - They'll be your new roommates. - What's up, buddy? 340 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:10,844 I told him I would collect his mail for him 341 00:16:10,928 --> 00:16:13,013 and water his plants while he was away. 342 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:14,723 Plant in my bathroom. 343 00:16:14,806 --> 00:16:16,308 - Just a little bit. - Okay. 344 00:16:16,516 --> 00:16:20,145 And be careful cause it'll overflow, the little water catch dish. 345 00:16:20,437 --> 00:16:21,480 Okay, sure. Great. 346 00:16:21,563 --> 00:16:22,898 - All right. Have fun. - Okay. 347 00:16:22,981 --> 00:16:24,024 - See you. - See you. 348 00:16:24,107 --> 00:16:26,360 But I really wanted to do more than that. 349 00:16:27,110 --> 00:16:30,447 So, while Thomas was going deeper into his character... 350 00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:33,909 I would go deeper into mine. 351 00:17:04,022 --> 00:17:05,816 I began living in his home... 352 00:17:07,859 --> 00:17:09,528 eating what he eats... 353 00:17:13,115 --> 00:17:14,950 playing what he plays... 354 00:17:17,411 --> 00:17:19,663 using the weapons he uses... 355 00:17:21,999 --> 00:17:23,792 reading what he reads... 356 00:17:29,089 --> 00:17:31,258 sleeping where he sleeps. 357 00:17:33,135 --> 00:17:35,971 I was now Thomas 24/7. 358 00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:39,725 I continued following the lesson plan 359 00:17:39,808 --> 00:17:42,728 until I was working at an Ubatuba also 360 00:17:43,937 --> 00:17:46,440 a different one from Thomas, so he wouldn't know. 361 00:17:47,691 --> 00:17:51,945 He lives with a couple of his bandmates in Sherman Oaks 362 00:17:52,029 --> 00:17:53,071 in like, an apartment. 363 00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:54,448 Okay. Cool. 364 00:17:55,949 --> 00:17:56,992 How soon can you move? 365 00:17:57,159 --> 00:17:58,744 It was beginning to dawn on me 366 00:17:58,827 --> 00:18:01,288 how much I was asking of these students... 367 00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:02,831 This is Tex, and this is Matt. 368 00:18:03,915 --> 00:18:04,958 They'll be playing your roommates. 369 00:18:05,042 --> 00:18:06,084 - Hey. Nice to meet you. - How are you? 370 00:18:06,168 --> 00:18:08,253 ...and the sacrifices they are willing to make 371 00:18:08,337 --> 00:18:09,963 in pursuit of their dreams. 372 00:18:10,255 --> 00:18:12,507 Maybe I could get your keys. 373 00:18:14,634 --> 00:18:16,094 Why... why do you need my keys? 374 00:18:16,511 --> 00:18:19,222 I can look after your... your plants. 375 00:18:19,306 --> 00:18:20,349 Oh, sure. Here. 376 00:18:20,432 --> 00:18:21,475 Or get your mail while you are here. 377 00:18:22,517 --> 00:18:24,770 But no matter how deep I went 378 00:18:24,853 --> 00:18:28,106 there were still parts of Thomas that were a mystery to me. 379 00:18:29,441 --> 00:18:32,319 But maybe that's as close as you can get. 380 00:18:32,986 --> 00:18:35,614 And that last step in understanding someone 381 00:18:36,198 --> 00:18:37,991 is always just a guess. 382 00:18:54,049 --> 00:18:55,425 All right, Ashley. 383 00:18:57,636 --> 00:18:59,221 When they finish their week of work 384 00:18:59,304 --> 00:19:02,557 I had all the actors return for a final showcase. 385 00:19:10,941 --> 00:19:13,151 That looks like two inches. 386 00:19:22,411 --> 00:19:23,453 All right. 387 00:19:24,371 --> 00:19:25,414 Sam. 388 00:19:37,342 --> 00:19:39,845 It's hard to know what exactly is hidden 389 00:19:39,928 --> 00:19:41,638 beneath the smile of an actor. 390 00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:44,558 Would you like your bowl, sir? 391 00:19:45,225 --> 00:19:46,268 Thomas. 392 00:19:47,561 --> 00:19:48,603 But once in a while 393 00:19:48,937 --> 00:19:51,940 it's nice to just pretend that everything's okay. 394 00:19:55,610 --> 00:19:57,112 Fielder Method on three. 395 00:19:57,195 --> 00:19:58,447 - One, two, three. - One, two, three. 396 00:19:58,530 --> 00:20:00,031 Fielder Method! 397 00:20:11,918 --> 00:20:14,463 I was in L.A. longer than I had planned to be 398 00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:17,716 and I was sort of nervous to return home again 399 00:20:18,675 --> 00:20:20,719 to get back into family life. 400 00:20:21,553 --> 00:20:23,388 I wasn't sure how it would feel. 401 00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:34,774 - Hey, Dad. - Oh, hey! 402 00:20:35,233 --> 00:20:36,276 Hey! 403 00:20:36,776 --> 00:20:38,487 Is Angela here? 404 00:20:42,032 --> 00:20:44,117 - Hug? Can I get a hug? - Oh, yeah, yeah. Of course. 405 00:20:46,411 --> 00:20:47,454 Good to see you. 406 00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:48,747 - Yeah, how are you? - Good. 407 00:20:50,540 --> 00:20:51,917 I'm just gonna put my stuff upstairs. 408 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,043 - Oh, okay. - Yeah. 409 00:20:55,003 --> 00:20:56,046 All right, yeah. 410 00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:04,054 Maybe I can. Maybe I can show it. 411 00:21:04,137 --> 00:21:05,388 It could be fun! 412 00:21:05,847 --> 00:21:07,224 It could be fun! 413 00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,935 Everyone was being so warm and welcoming 414 00:21:10,435 --> 00:21:11,895 making me feel at home. 415 00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:14,814 But for some reason, that felt wrong. 416 00:21:15,023 --> 00:21:17,442 I was telling him that he's more mainstream 417 00:21:17,526 --> 00:21:18,693 and I'm more underground. 418 00:21:18,777 --> 00:21:21,446 Like, I like to find eclectic underground artists. 419 00:21:21,988 --> 00:21:23,448 Adam was 15 now. 420 00:21:23,823 --> 00:21:26,243 I had been gone for nine years. 421 00:21:27,536 --> 00:21:29,454 Was this really how he would see me? 422 00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:33,792 Maybe I needed to make some adjustments. 423 00:21:36,086 --> 00:21:37,254 - Hey. - Hey. 424 00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:39,548 - What's up, Dad? - Do you mind if I come in? 425 00:21:39,714 --> 00:21:40,757 Yeah, no problem. 426 00:21:41,216 --> 00:21:42,259 What's up? 427 00:21:42,509 --> 00:21:43,552 How's it going? 428 00:21:44,010 --> 00:21:47,013 I'm just trying to write some songs right now. 429 00:21:47,097 --> 00:21:48,306 - Oh, yeah. Cool. - Yeah. 430 00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:51,768 Do you mind if I talk to you for a sec, as you? 431 00:21:52,435 --> 00:21:53,478 What's your name again? 432 00:21:54,854 --> 00:21:55,897 Adam. 433 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:58,608 No, no, like, could I talk to you as the actor? 434 00:21:59,067 --> 00:22:01,069 - What's your real name? - Oh, Joshua. 435 00:22:01,194 --> 00:22:03,154 - Josh. Josh. All right, Josh. - Joshua. Yeah. Joshua. 436 00:22:03,238 --> 00:22:04,281 Sorry, yeah. 437 00:22:04,531 --> 00:22:06,366 I know we talked about never breaking character, but... 438 00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:08,451 Oh, okay, okay. So, just... 439 00:22:08,535 --> 00:22:11,663 - Okay, so, we're in... - Yeah, just you for a moment. 440 00:22:12,789 --> 00:22:13,832 I guess... 441 00:22:13,915 --> 00:22:17,502 Okay, so, your dad comes home after being gone for nine years. 442 00:22:17,586 --> 00:22:19,129 How do you think you'd really feel? 443 00:22:21,548 --> 00:22:24,092 Maybe resentment to him. 444 00:22:24,884 --> 00:22:26,970 Maybe a little bit. Just as me personally. 445 00:22:27,053 --> 00:22:28,263 Especially if... 446 00:22:29,472 --> 00:22:30,974 he comes home, and it's almost like... 447 00:22:32,058 --> 00:22:34,436 "Hey, what's up? You doing good?" 448 00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:38,189 That... that would be... I wouldn't like that at all. 449 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:40,775 I think... I think... as in it's still your dad 450 00:22:40,859 --> 00:22:42,152 but it's... like this guy like... 451 00:22:43,403 --> 00:22:44,446 you didn't take care of me. 452 00:22:44,529 --> 00:22:45,989 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - So, you know. 453 00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:47,282 It's just that Like that sort of thing. 454 00:22:48,408 --> 00:22:52,412 Do you mind if we try me coming home again but using that? 455 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:54,831 Like that... that feeling? 456 00:22:54,956 --> 00:22:56,082 - Yeah. - Yeah totally. I'm... 457 00:22:56,166 --> 00:22:57,417 - Yeah. Hundred percent. - Okay. 458 00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:58,543 - Yeah. - Okay, cool. 459 00:23:12,265 --> 00:23:13,308 Hey! 460 00:23:18,104 --> 00:23:19,564 Look who decided to show up. 461 00:23:39,209 --> 00:23:41,419 Do you know anyone or any friends of yours 462 00:23:41,503 --> 00:23:43,546 who have been through anything similar to this? 463 00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:46,925 Like dad-not-around situation or... 464 00:23:47,968 --> 00:23:49,552 Yeah, I know a couple of people. 465 00:23:49,844 --> 00:23:51,346 Do you think you'd be able to just 466 00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:54,432 maybe spend time with one of them 467 00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:56,518 or the friend and take it in, or... 468 00:23:56,851 --> 00:23:58,228 Yeah. I... 469 00:23:59,354 --> 00:24:01,398 I think that's actually a good idea. I think I can definitely do that. 470 00:24:03,775 --> 00:24:04,818 Hey. 471 00:24:06,194 --> 00:24:07,237 How you doing? 472 00:24:09,948 --> 00:24:12,242 You wanna see a card trick or something, like a magic trick? 473 00:24:13,284 --> 00:24:14,536 No, Dad. I'm not five. 474 00:24:15,870 --> 00:24:18,415 Yeah, he's been like in and out of jail a lot, in juvenile. 475 00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:19,582 - Juvie... - Juvenile? 476 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:21,710 I think he actually has a kid on the way. 477 00:24:22,168 --> 00:24:24,004 - He has a kid? - Yeah. Just with someone I know. 478 00:24:24,087 --> 00:24:25,672 So, what age was he having sex? 479 00:24:25,755 --> 00:24:26,881 Like 13, probably, like, 12. 480 00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:28,299 He was having sex at 13? 481 00:24:28,383 --> 00:24:30,218 I'm sure of it. Yeah, most likely. 482 00:24:30,301 --> 00:24:32,178 If not 13, at least 14. 483 00:24:32,429 --> 00:24:33,555 Hey! 484 00:24:34,848 --> 00:24:35,890 Are you leaving? 485 00:24:36,307 --> 00:24:37,642 Yeah, I'm going to hang out with some friends. 486 00:24:39,561 --> 00:24:41,980 Okay. Where're you going? What... where... what friends? 487 00:24:42,731 --> 00:24:44,357 My friends. We're probably gonna go drinking. 488 00:24:45,025 --> 00:24:46,109 You're gonna go drinking? 489 00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:48,069 What type of drinks would he have, do you think? 490 00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:51,031 Tequila, vodka. Just some stuff like that. 491 00:24:51,114 --> 00:24:52,157 - Tequila, okay. - Tequila. 492 00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:54,659 Hey, you can't go drinking. You're... you're only 15. 493 00:24:54,743 --> 00:24:55,910 What do you mean I can't go drinking? 494 00:24:56,494 --> 00:24:58,413 I need to make sure you come home safe. 495 00:24:58,747 --> 00:25:01,833 Wow, you're the one to talk about coming home? 496 00:25:02,208 --> 00:25:03,251 Okay, come on. 497 00:25:03,585 --> 00:25:04,627 Hey! 498 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,755 You can't... you can't just go... 499 00:25:08,298 --> 00:25:09,340 Adam? 500 00:25:14,095 --> 00:25:15,138 What's going on? 501 00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:20,477 I just think he's upset 502 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:23,104 that I haven't been there most of his life. 503 00:25:25,982 --> 00:25:27,025 Okay. 504 00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:29,235 But... 505 00:25:30,195 --> 00:25:31,237 I'm gonna fix it. 506 00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:34,491 Good. 507 00:25:46,086 --> 00:25:47,128 Hey, buddy. 508 00:25:48,004 --> 00:25:50,381 You don't have to come out or answer me. 509 00:25:50,840 --> 00:25:51,883 I just got you... 510 00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:55,428 a little something. It's a guitar pedal. 511 00:25:55,762 --> 00:25:56,805 I know you like them. 512 00:25:57,597 --> 00:25:59,682 I'm not sure what they do. So... 513 00:26:01,392 --> 00:26:03,269 I guess they make the guitar sound cool. 514 00:26:03,353 --> 00:26:05,647 Maybe one day you could show me how it works. 515 00:26:12,529 --> 00:26:14,197 Like, I think drug is, like, the next level. 516 00:26:14,656 --> 00:26:15,698 - Yeah. - Drugs? 517 00:26:15,907 --> 00:26:17,534 You name it. He's done it probably. 518 00:26:22,580 --> 00:26:26,000 You know, like, cocaine or like, you know, Molly and that stuff. 519 00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,586 And that's all cause his dad situation? 520 00:26:29,712 --> 00:26:31,548 - I mean, yeah. I think so. - Okay. 521 00:26:32,715 --> 00:26:33,758 I think it is. 522 00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:34,926 You're not a dad! 523 00:26:35,844 --> 00:26:36,886 Okay? 524 00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:39,222 You weren't then, and you're not now! 525 00:26:39,305 --> 00:26:40,974 Your anger is not gonna go away 526 00:26:41,516 --> 00:26:43,518 if you numb it with drugs and alcohol. 527 00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:45,812 Okay, this was the problem I had. 528 00:26:45,895 --> 00:26:47,272 I... I hated my dad. 529 00:26:47,814 --> 00:26:50,400 I hated my dad, and I went to drugs and alcohol. 530 00:26:50,942 --> 00:26:52,944 I wish I would've been spared. 531 00:26:53,027 --> 00:26:54,821 I wish my parents would have sat me down 532 00:26:54,904 --> 00:26:56,781 and talked to me like we're talking to you now. 533 00:26:56,865 --> 00:26:58,449 They didn't. They didn't know how! 534 00:26:58,616 --> 00:27:00,618 I'm not gonna let that happen to you. 535 00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:02,537 What... what drugs are you doing? 536 00:27:02,620 --> 00:27:04,247 What do you mean what drugs am I... Why would I fucking tell you? 537 00:27:04,372 --> 00:27:05,790 I heard you say... So; you are doing drugs? 538 00:27:05,874 --> 00:27:07,083 What? Are you gonna go to the cops and tell them? 539 00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:09,544 No! And that's why I'm talking to you about it now. 540 00:27:09,627 --> 00:27:10,712 - Adam... - I'm not a snitch. 541 00:27:10,795 --> 00:27:12,839 You're a fucking disaster, my guy. 542 00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:15,008 All right? 543 00:27:15,383 --> 00:27:20,513 Now can we end this fucking conversation now? 544 00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:40,909 - Hello, Angela? - Hello. 545 00:27:41,743 --> 00:27:46,164 Just a thought. How would you feel about going back to age six? 546 00:27:46,497 --> 00:27:48,750 Oh, I guess, could you help me understand 547 00:27:48,833 --> 00:27:51,002 what the purpose would be of going back? 548 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:55,381 - Oh, just because I feel like... - What were you thinking? 549 00:27:55,465 --> 00:27:58,092 I didn't get the experience of seeing him grow. 550 00:27:58,176 --> 00:28:00,762 - Like... - Oh, I'm willing to do that. 551 00:28:01,429 --> 00:28:05,225 Whatever you think is needed for the show, that's fine. 552 00:28:06,226 --> 00:28:08,269 Okay, cool. I'll... I'll talk to you in a bit. 553 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,395 - Okay. See you. - Okay. 554 00:28:42,011 --> 00:28:43,054 - Who's there? - Adam? 555 00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:45,723 Adam? 556 00:28:48,559 --> 00:28:50,311 Adam, Adam, you okay? 557 00:28:50,561 --> 00:28:52,063 Are you okay? Breathe... 558 00:28:52,146 --> 00:28:53,189 Breathe... 559 00:28:56,985 --> 00:28:58,903 Angela! Angela! 560 00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:00,238 What? 561 00:29:00,989 --> 00:29:02,490 Adam, stay with me. Are you okay? 562 00:29:02,699 --> 00:29:03,950 Are you okay, Adam? 563 00:29:04,158 --> 00:29:05,451 Adam. Adam. Adam. 564 00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:06,703 What's going on? 565 00:29:07,829 --> 00:29:09,330 Okay, it's all right. 566 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:11,541 I don't know what's happening? 567 00:29:11,749 --> 00:29:13,209 I don't know what's happening to him. 568 00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:14,585 I don't know. 569 00:29:14,669 --> 00:29:16,254 I don't know what's happening. 570 00:29:17,046 --> 00:29:19,048 I don't know what's happening to him. 571 00:29:20,133 --> 00:29:21,509 I don't know. 572 00:29:22,719 --> 00:29:24,262 I don't know. 573 00:29:25,471 --> 00:29:27,473 He's got pinpointed pupils, hyperventilation. 574 00:29:27,682 --> 00:29:29,851 High end tidal. Looks like an opioid overdose. 575 00:29:30,059 --> 00:29:32,228 Okay, with hypertension, we need to consider benzo involvement. 576 00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:35,189 I agree. We will start by assisting his breathing. 577 00:29:35,273 --> 00:29:36,733 - Okay. - Hit him up with some HurriCaine. 578 00:29:36,816 --> 00:29:38,234 Blood pressure 96 over 50. 579 00:29:38,651 --> 00:29:41,112 Respiration, six. O2 stat, 86. 580 00:29:41,195 --> 00:29:43,323 Okay, how are you feeling? You good? You're okay? 581 00:29:44,449 --> 00:29:46,492 What are you doing? Don't. No. Stay, stay. You're safe, Adam. 582 00:29:46,576 --> 00:29:47,618 - You're safe. - What? Hey, hey, hey! 583 00:29:47,785 --> 00:29:48,828 - What? What's happening? - Hey! 584 00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:00,923 Have you seen a 15-year-old boy around here? 585 00:30:04,469 --> 00:30:06,429 An older man? No, no. That wouldn't be him. 586 00:30:06,637 --> 00:30:07,680 Okay, thank you. 587 00:30:09,474 --> 00:30:10,516 Adam? 588 00:30:11,476 --> 00:30:13,686 Oh, sorry. Sorry. 589 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:22,195 It's easy to assume that others think the worst of you... 590 00:30:25,365 --> 00:30:27,533 but when you assume what others think 591 00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:31,120 maybe all you're doing is turning them into a character 592 00:30:31,204 --> 00:30:33,039 that only exists in your mind. 593 00:30:39,962 --> 00:30:41,339 The nice thing is 594 00:30:41,547 --> 00:30:45,093 sometimes all it takes is a change in perspective 595 00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:47,470 to make the world feel brand new. 596 00:30:52,183 --> 00:30:53,226 All right, Adam. 597 00:30:54,102 --> 00:30:55,144 Let's go home. 598 00:31:18,209 --> 00:31:19,252 Is that it? 599 00:31:21,362 --> 00:31:29,704 Translator: IYUNO