1 00:00:08,300 --> 00:00:09,426 ♪ melancholy music ♪ 2 00:00:10,302 --> 00:00:12,053 This one'll be 3 00:00:12,054 --> 00:00:13,012 sans preacher. 4 00:00:13,013 --> 00:00:14,515 You care to say something? 5 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:18,267 I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today. 6 00:00:18,268 --> 00:00:20,186 Which one's Paul? 7 00:00:20,187 --> 00:00:23,439 Goddamn you for taking him from us. 8 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:25,359 - Thank you for today. - Mm. 9 00:00:25,484 --> 00:00:27,152 Means more than you know. 10 00:00:27,277 --> 00:00:29,529 Someone had to do it for me. I know what it means. 11 00:00:29,530 --> 00:00:31,323 So, is this goodbye? 12 00:00:31,448 --> 00:00:33,908 - I think it's best. - Oh, wow. 13 00:00:33,909 --> 00:00:34,993 It's time to go home, isn't it? 14 00:00:35,118 --> 00:00:36,620 It's been time, honey. 15 00:00:38,830 --> 00:00:40,249 - It's okay, it's okay. - I'm sorry. 16 00:00:40,374 --> 00:00:41,917 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 17 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:43,501 You know what this is? 18 00:00:43,502 --> 00:00:45,836 - Wha... What? - This is how much you love him. 19 00:00:45,837 --> 00:00:49,383 And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now. 20 00:00:50,175 --> 00:00:51,551 You will have as much life 21 00:00:51,552 --> 00:00:54,971 to live as you allow yourself. 22 00:00:54,972 --> 00:00:56,222 My husband died. 23 00:00:56,223 --> 00:00:58,058 The love of my life 24 00:00:58,183 --> 00:00:59,976 is gone. I would 25 00:00:59,977 --> 00:01:03,230 like some help with that. 26 00:01:05,816 --> 00:01:09,069 ♪ slow, haunting music ♪ 27 00:01:33,844 --> 00:01:36,013 ♪ music swells ♪ 28 00:02:12,758 --> 00:02:14,509 You look at this... 29 00:02:15,302 --> 00:02:17,888 ...and you see order. 30 00:02:19,431 --> 00:02:21,308 You know what I see? 31 00:02:23,143 --> 00:02:24,645 A giant... 32 00:02:24,770 --> 00:02:26,520 accident. 33 00:02:26,521 --> 00:02:28,315 A fucking... 34 00:02:29,149 --> 00:02:32,319 A glitch in the laws of physics. 35 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:35,237 There is no order, 36 00:02:35,238 --> 00:02:36,489 no rules. 37 00:02:36,490 --> 00:02:38,741 A-And don't talk to me about God. 38 00:02:38,742 --> 00:02:40,326 Do not give Him credit. 39 00:02:40,327 --> 00:02:44,955 'Cause if His goal was to create something in His likeness 40 00:02:44,956 --> 00:02:48,584 and then run her over in a fucking crosswalk. 41 00:02:48,585 --> 00:02:51,421 So don't you fucking lecture me about God. 42 00:02:52,339 --> 00:02:54,131 I'm not... 43 00:02:54,132 --> 00:02:56,677 lecturing you about anything, Paul. 44 00:02:59,429 --> 00:03:02,766 I hope you never have to feel it. 45 00:03:04,768 --> 00:03:06,561 If I could just... 46 00:03:07,396 --> 00:03:10,357 ...claw it out of my chest, I'd do it. 47 00:03:10,482 --> 00:03:12,609 And believe me, I've tried. 48 00:03:13,777 --> 00:03:15,946 I have no doubt. 49 00:03:24,788 --> 00:03:26,289 Hey. 50 00:03:47,477 --> 00:03:49,437 I'm doing this against my better judgment. 51 00:03:59,156 --> 00:04:00,741 God, I just... 52 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:05,494 I just fucking miss her, man. 53 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:07,497 I know. 54 00:04:08,665 --> 00:04:10,500 I just miss her. 55 00:04:27,184 --> 00:04:29,519 Don't think this means we're sleeping in. 56 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:32,188 Sunrise at 7:00. 57 00:04:32,189 --> 00:04:34,273 Fish don't care about my problems. 58 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:42,282 And I don't care about theirs. 59 00:04:47,621 --> 00:04:49,873 I'll see you in the morning. 60 00:04:56,379 --> 00:04:58,632 ♪ somber music ♪ 61 00:05:03,678 --> 00:05:06,472 I don't know what sisters do. 62 00:05:06,473 --> 00:05:10,976 Maybe they hug and cry and purge their pain together. 63 00:05:10,977 --> 00:05:12,311 Not brothers. 64 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:14,897 Our job is to stay out of the way. 65 00:05:14,898 --> 00:05:16,649 Let him scream and hate 66 00:05:16,650 --> 00:05:18,777 and keep your mouth shut. 67 00:05:18,902 --> 00:05:20,152 Let him get it out 68 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:23,072 and carry him home if he needs it. 69 00:05:23,073 --> 00:05:26,325 Or better yet, let him find his own way. 70 00:05:26,326 --> 00:05:28,869 Best thing a brother can do, and the hardest, 71 00:05:28,870 --> 00:05:30,997 is shut up and listen. 72 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:34,000 And that's what I did. 73 00:05:40,841 --> 00:05:43,425 You can take those to the living room. 74 00:05:43,426 --> 00:05:45,386 Don't block the fireplace. 75 00:05:45,387 --> 00:05:47,931 If you can put that at an angle, uh, in the corner. 76 00:05:51,142 --> 00:05:52,435 Honey. 77 00:05:55,522 --> 00:05:57,481 What are you doing? I thought you had therapy. 78 00:05:57,482 --> 00:05:59,401 He banished me to the end of the day. 79 00:05:59,526 --> 00:06:02,695 Something about needing alcohol to work with me. 80 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:04,738 Isn't he the best? 81 00:06:06,032 --> 00:06:07,408 Oh, the kitchen's that way. 82 00:06:07,409 --> 00:06:08,784 - Where that way? - Trust me, 83 00:06:08,785 --> 00:06:09,702 you won't miss it. 84 00:06:09,703 --> 00:06:11,454 So we're really doing this, huh? 85 00:06:12,330 --> 00:06:14,373 His friends deserve a chance to celebrate him. 86 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:17,167 Celebrating-- that's what we're doing? 87 00:06:17,168 --> 00:06:19,045 To remember him, to say goodbye. 88 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:21,714 So when does the celebration start? 89 00:06:21,715 --> 00:06:23,842 - 7:00. - When does it end? 90 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:26,719 8:30, 9:00. 91 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:28,679 ♪ pensive music ♪ 92 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:30,556 - See you at 9:00. - Honey, 93 00:06:30,557 --> 00:06:33,518 we can't have a memorial service without you. 94 00:06:34,811 --> 00:06:37,147 It's your house. 95 00:06:46,072 --> 00:06:48,700 I'll have a chai tea latte, please. 96 00:06:48,825 --> 00:06:50,327 Oat, almond or soy milk? 97 00:06:51,202 --> 00:06:53,787 Uh, how about the old-fashioned kind, 98 00:06:53,788 --> 00:06:55,748 straight from the udder. 99 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:57,042 The udder? 100 00:06:57,167 --> 00:06:58,418 Cow's milk. 101 00:06:58,543 --> 00:07:00,211 Whole milk, two percent, or fat-free? 102 00:07:00,337 --> 00:07:03,381 Whole milk. How you doing, Mrs. Clyburn? 103 00:07:03,506 --> 00:07:06,009 I'm-I'm fine, Hailey. 104 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:09,094 How's school? 105 00:07:09,095 --> 00:07:10,471 It's your last year. 106 00:07:10,472 --> 00:07:12,807 It was. Till I went to a job fair 107 00:07:12,933 --> 00:07:14,601 and found out I actually can't get one 108 00:07:14,726 --> 00:07:16,185 with a degree in philosophy. 109 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:18,563 So, gonna hold your husband's coffee hostage 110 00:07:18,688 --> 00:07:20,273 for some advice next time he comes in. 111 00:07:21,691 --> 00:07:23,150 Um... 112 00:07:23,151 --> 00:07:25,486 Well, getting between a man and his coffee is... 113 00:07:25,487 --> 00:07:27,739 ...a very dangerous game. 114 00:07:27,864 --> 00:07:29,074 I'll take my chances. 115 00:07:29,199 --> 00:07:30,116 Keep the change. 116 00:07:30,241 --> 00:07:31,785 This is too much. 117 00:07:32,911 --> 00:07:34,371 Thank you. 118 00:07:36,498 --> 00:07:38,708 ♪ low, somber music ♪ 119 00:08:20,542 --> 00:08:23,336 Paige, Ellen is asking for you. 120 00:08:26,715 --> 00:08:28,091 Okay. 121 00:08:38,476 --> 00:08:40,770 I know exactly how you're feeling. 122 00:08:41,604 --> 00:08:43,272 You lost your father? 123 00:08:43,273 --> 00:08:44,898 Oh, God, no. 124 00:08:44,899 --> 00:08:47,651 No, I would be a wreck. 125 00:08:47,652 --> 00:08:48,986 Oh, no. 126 00:08:48,987 --> 00:08:51,363 My father, he lives in Nantucket with my mom. 127 00:08:51,364 --> 00:08:54,116 Yeah, they run triathlons, so they're gonna live forever. 128 00:08:55,326 --> 00:08:56,661 As a matter of fact, 129 00:08:56,786 --> 00:09:00,164 they just completed the Ironcat in L'Ampolla, Spain. 130 00:09:00,165 --> 00:09:01,749 Do you know where that is? 131 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:04,044 Uh, south of Tarragona? 132 00:09:04,878 --> 00:09:05,878 Yeah. 133 00:09:05,879 --> 00:09:07,589 Oh. You're a little traveler. 134 00:09:07,714 --> 00:09:10,508 Yeah, I don't really understand the appeal, to be honest. 135 00:09:10,633 --> 00:09:13,636 I mean, the ocean swim. 136 00:09:14,471 --> 00:09:16,221 I am mortified of sharks. 137 00:09:16,222 --> 00:09:20,268 For me, the ocean is best admired from a chaise lounge. 138 00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:22,062 In my opinion. 139 00:09:22,979 --> 00:09:25,940 I have a healthy respect for sharks as well. 140 00:09:26,066 --> 00:09:28,609 Diabolical animals, aren't they? 141 00:09:28,610 --> 00:09:30,527 Would not make good pets. 142 00:09:30,528 --> 00:09:34,073 No. 143 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:37,118 Oh, wow, you're just a blonde ball of wit, aren't you? 144 00:09:38,036 --> 00:09:40,080 - Thank you. - Yeah, you're welcome. 145 00:09:40,205 --> 00:09:42,665 I want you to know, Paige... 146 00:09:43,500 --> 00:09:45,250 ...we care about you here. 147 00:09:45,251 --> 00:09:48,003 Okay? And if you feel like you need more time to grieve, 148 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:50,089 you just tell us and we will give it to you. 149 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:51,924 As soon as Fashion Week is over. 150 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:53,676 Of course. 151 00:09:54,552 --> 00:09:55,595 Thank you. 152 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,388 You're welcome. 153 00:09:59,974 --> 00:10:01,351 Okay. 154 00:10:02,310 --> 00:10:03,685 Oh, and the Yankees-- 155 00:10:03,686 --> 00:10:05,062 they just got into the ALCS, 156 00:10:05,063 --> 00:10:07,439 so there's gonna be a rush on suites. 157 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,108 If you can just start figuring out 158 00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:10,110 where we're gonna squeeze people... 159 00:10:10,235 --> 00:10:11,276 On it. 160 00:10:11,277 --> 00:10:12,904 Thank you. 161 00:10:13,029 --> 00:10:14,280 Yeah, can you shut the office door, please? 162 00:10:14,405 --> 00:10:16,449 Sorry. 163 00:10:18,368 --> 00:10:19,661 How'd he die? 164 00:10:19,786 --> 00:10:20,953 Plane crash. 165 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,579 What kind of plane? 166 00:10:22,580 --> 00:10:24,498 - Don't know. - Not commercial? 167 00:10:24,499 --> 00:10:25,834 Oh, God, no. 168 00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:28,043 And I hear his brother was the pilot. 169 00:10:28,044 --> 00:10:29,044 God. 170 00:10:29,045 --> 00:10:30,463 - That's awful. - Oh, wah. 171 00:10:30,588 --> 00:10:32,339 Another privileged white millionaire 172 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:33,674 crashes his private jet. 173 00:10:33,675 --> 00:10:34,842 Good riddance. 174 00:10:34,843 --> 00:10:36,885 And how selfish. 175 00:10:36,886 --> 00:10:38,929 Do you have any idea what the carbon footprint 176 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,848 of a private plane is? It's, like... 177 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:43,143 the worst thing on the planet for this environment. 178 00:10:43,268 --> 00:10:45,687 He deserved to crash. 179 00:10:52,485 --> 00:10:53,610 Sorry. 180 00:10:53,611 --> 00:10:55,113 Truth hurts. 181 00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:59,367 You know what hurts? 182 00:11:01,244 --> 00:11:03,662 Espresso martini's screaming my name, but I have 183 00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:04,997 to pick up the girls in an hour. 184 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:06,248 You have a driver. 185 00:11:06,249 --> 00:11:07,416 Good point. 186 00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:08,459 But I'm not drinking alone. 187 00:11:08,585 --> 00:11:09,710 Two, please. 188 00:11:09,711 --> 00:11:11,462 - Why not? - Three espresso martinis. 189 00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:13,882 Godspeed, 'cause we have children waiting. 190 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:15,841 How are the girls taking it? 191 00:11:15,842 --> 00:11:17,426 They know he's gone. 192 00:11:17,427 --> 00:11:20,262 I'm not sure they understand what that means fully. 193 00:11:20,263 --> 00:11:21,847 I'm not sure I do either. 194 00:11:21,848 --> 00:11:23,224 You need to find some time for yourself, Abby. 195 00:11:23,349 --> 00:11:25,977 And Dallas has to step up with these girls 196 00:11:26,102 --> 00:11:27,728 and give you a break. 197 00:11:27,729 --> 00:11:30,731 Well, Dallas is a little bent out of shape at the moment. 198 00:11:30,732 --> 00:11:33,484 Bridgett told him about this... 199 00:11:33,610 --> 00:11:35,402 guy that I met there, 200 00:11:35,403 --> 00:11:38,072 and he-- What is the genetic flaw for a man 201 00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:40,158 who gets more jealous after you've left them? 202 00:11:40,283 --> 00:11:42,451 Wait. Stop. 203 00:11:42,452 --> 00:11:43,452 Back up. 204 00:11:43,453 --> 00:11:44,370 What guy? 205 00:11:44,495 --> 00:11:46,915 Um... 206 00:11:49,250 --> 00:11:50,417 Who... 207 00:11:50,418 --> 00:11:52,337 the fuck is that? 208 00:11:52,462 --> 00:11:54,588 Sweet Jesus. 209 00:11:54,589 --> 00:11:56,215 Okay, so here's a question. Why are you 210 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:59,301 not naked and chaining yourself to his stove right now? 211 00:11:59,302 --> 00:12:01,887 I would be so barefoot and so fucking pregnant. 212 00:12:03,056 --> 00:12:04,181 Did you two...? 213 00:12:04,182 --> 00:12:06,475 Oh, my God. 214 00:12:06,476 --> 00:12:08,519 Everything, every detail, 215 00:12:08,645 --> 00:12:10,145 all of it, spill, now. 216 00:12:10,146 --> 00:12:13,399 I have not been with anyone since Dallas, 217 00:12:13,524 --> 00:12:14,900 and that was two years ago. 218 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:15,902 No, three. 219 00:12:16,027 --> 00:12:17,194 It was... 220 00:12:17,195 --> 00:12:19,072 I bet it was. 221 00:12:19,197 --> 00:12:20,031 Details. 222 00:12:20,156 --> 00:12:22,032 He's a sheriff's deputy 223 00:12:22,033 --> 00:12:23,868 and a river guide. 224 00:12:23,993 --> 00:12:27,371 And he ropes steer from horses, 225 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:29,707 which is an actual form of occupation there. 226 00:12:29,832 --> 00:12:32,209 And he has two boys about the same age as the girls. 227 00:12:32,210 --> 00:12:33,961 Those aren't the details I want. 228 00:12:33,962 --> 00:12:35,337 Those are the details you're getting. 229 00:12:35,338 --> 00:12:36,838 Divorced? 230 00:12:36,839 --> 00:12:39,926 His wife, uh, died in an accident. 231 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,428 And he's... soulful and kind 232 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:44,930 and understanding. 233 00:12:44,931 --> 00:12:46,556 And in Montana. 234 00:12:46,557 --> 00:12:47,933 So it doesn't matter what he is. 235 00:12:47,934 --> 00:12:49,143 How'd you leave it? 236 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:50,560 Look, I am not moving to the mountains, 237 00:12:50,561 --> 00:12:51,853 and he is damn sure not moving here, 238 00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:53,105 so that is how we left it. 239 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:55,148 Well, at least you're back in the game. 240 00:12:55,149 --> 00:12:58,026 I have a long list of potential suitors. 241 00:12:58,027 --> 00:13:00,487 It's basically all my hall pass fantasies, 242 00:13:00,488 --> 00:13:02,990 so I'll just live vicariously through you. 243 00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:04,158 No, thank you. 244 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:05,993 We have different fantasies, Chelsea. 245 00:13:05,994 --> 00:13:09,163 Oh. Yeah. I mean, who wants a 40-year-old multimillionaire 246 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:10,789 with perfect hair, a six-pack, 247 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:13,126 and a house in South Beach? So gross. 248 00:13:13,251 --> 00:13:15,043 Yeah, who's probably on his third marriage 249 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:17,713 for good reason or a perpetual bachelor 250 00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:19,007 who will continue to be a bachelor 251 00:13:19,132 --> 00:13:20,632 even after he's married. 252 00:13:20,633 --> 00:13:22,217 All the good ones are taken. 253 00:13:22,218 --> 00:13:23,802 Or in Montana, apparently. 254 00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:25,429 Let's not talk about me anymore. 255 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:26,888 All right, well, then what do we talk about? 256 00:13:26,889 --> 00:13:27,849 You're, like, the only interesting thing 257 00:13:27,974 --> 00:13:29,100 happening in my life. 258 00:13:29,225 --> 00:13:30,809 You should really examine that, Chelsea. 259 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,060 What does that mean? 260 00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:39,360 Are you okay? 261 00:13:39,485 --> 00:13:40,861 I think I'm going to jail. 262 00:13:40,862 --> 00:13:41,862 What? 263 00:13:41,863 --> 00:13:44,489 Jail. They're taking me to jail. 264 00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:45,992 Did you say "jail"? 265 00:13:46,117 --> 00:13:47,617 - Jail! - Jail? 266 00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:48,994 Yes, jail. I need a lawyer. 267 00:13:48,995 --> 00:13:50,371 You are in jail? Right now? 268 00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:52,497 - No, I'm outside my office. - Okay, 269 00:13:52,498 --> 00:13:54,542 well, I'm-I'm three blocks away. 270 00:13:55,877 --> 00:13:57,210 Uh, I got to go. 271 00:13:57,211 --> 00:13:59,046 - What happened? - I-I don't know. 272 00:13:59,047 --> 00:13:59,881 I'll call you. 273 00:14:00,006 --> 00:14:02,717 ♪ low, tense music ♪ 274 00:14:09,515 --> 00:14:13,226 ♪ Say to me what you hate to say ♪ 275 00:14:13,227 --> 00:14:16,313 ♪ Before you push me away ♪ 276 00:14:16,314 --> 00:14:18,357 - ♪ Before you push me away ♪ - Attagirl. 277 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:20,233 Whoo! 278 00:14:20,234 --> 00:14:22,903 ♪ Say to me what you hate to say ♪ 279 00:14:22,904 --> 00:14:25,030 ♪ Before you ♪ 280 00:14:25,031 --> 00:14:26,490 ♪ Push me away ♪ 281 00:14:26,491 --> 00:14:29,660 ♪ Before you push me... ♪ 282 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:34,581 Fuck, yeah, babe. 283 00:14:34,582 --> 00:14:36,000 Like that? 284 00:14:36,125 --> 00:14:38,043 - Yeah, baby. - Yeah. 285 00:14:40,004 --> 00:14:41,546 Whoo! 286 00:14:41,547 --> 00:14:43,800 Yeah. Hi. 287 00:14:47,345 --> 00:14:49,764 ♪ Bottom again ♪ 288 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:52,766 ♪ So say to me what you... ♪ 289 00:14:52,767 --> 00:14:54,102 Put your seat belt on. 290 00:14:54,227 --> 00:14:56,770 ♪ To say, before you push me away ♪ 291 00:14:56,771 --> 00:15:00,232 ♪ Before you push me away ♪ 292 00:15:00,233 --> 00:15:02,776 ♪ Oh, say to me what... ♪ 293 00:15:02,777 --> 00:15:04,611 Dispatch, this is alpha-two-niner. 294 00:15:04,612 --> 00:15:06,446 Plate check. California. 295 00:15:06,447 --> 00:15:08,615 Alpha, Delta, Victor, 296 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,451 Echo, November, Tango, 297 00:15:10,576 --> 00:15:13,328 Uniform, Romeo, Three. 298 00:15:13,329 --> 00:15:15,247 Are you serious? 299 00:15:15,248 --> 00:15:16,874 Can't make this stuff up, Janie. 300 00:15:16,999 --> 00:15:19,292 Vehicle registered to Chad Michaels. 301 00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:20,586 Date of birth, 8-23-90. 302 00:15:20,711 --> 00:15:22,337 Santa Barbara, California. 303 00:15:22,338 --> 00:15:24,673 No outstanding, no priors. 304 00:15:24,674 --> 00:15:26,509 10-4, Dispatch. 305 00:15:43,734 --> 00:15:46,737 I'd ask how you're doing, but I got a pretty good idea. 306 00:15:46,863 --> 00:15:48,780 License and proof of insurance, please. 307 00:15:48,781 --> 00:15:51,199 Yeah. Sorry about that, Officer. 308 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:52,326 Got a little carried away. 309 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:53,785 Yeah, I saw. 310 00:15:53,786 --> 00:15:55,371 She has that effect. 311 00:15:56,873 --> 00:15:59,292 Well, having sex ain't a crime. 312 00:16:00,084 --> 00:16:02,127 It's a dumb way to die, but... 313 00:16:02,128 --> 00:16:03,588 there's worse ways. 314 00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:06,965 Can't say the same for the family of four 315 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:08,759 in oncoming traffic. 316 00:16:12,054 --> 00:16:14,181 You are two exits from the national forest 317 00:16:14,182 --> 00:16:15,849 and an empty campground. 318 00:16:15,850 --> 00:16:17,852 Do you think you can contain yourselves till you get there? 319 00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,103 I'll find the strength. 320 00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:21,606 Ma'am? 321 00:16:21,731 --> 00:16:23,024 Want to meet us there? 322 00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:24,817 Sorry. 323 00:16:24,942 --> 00:16:27,569 I'm sor-- Are-are we good? 324 00:16:27,570 --> 00:16:28,738 My man. 325 00:16:29,572 --> 00:16:32,450 You're nuts. 326 00:16:33,326 --> 00:16:35,035 Let's go. 327 00:16:35,036 --> 00:16:37,121 ♪ low, somber music ♪ 328 00:16:52,553 --> 00:16:53,512 Hey. 329 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:54,638 Hi. 330 00:16:54,639 --> 00:16:55,847 Am I interrupting? 331 00:16:55,848 --> 00:16:56,974 Not interrupting. 332 00:16:57,099 --> 00:16:59,518 Um, I have a problem. 333 00:16:59,519 --> 00:17:02,562 Seems that Paige has punched somebody, 334 00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:03,523 and I am with the police. 335 00:17:03,648 --> 00:17:04,565 That's typically 336 00:17:04,690 --> 00:17:06,399 how punching somebody works out. 337 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:07,652 Is there any way you could talk 338 00:17:07,777 --> 00:17:09,362 to one of the officers and see if there's 339 00:17:09,487 --> 00:17:11,279 - some way we can sort this out? - There is 340 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:13,156 a way to work it out, and it's called a courtroom. 341 00:17:13,157 --> 00:17:14,408 - She needs a lawyer, Abby. - Okay. 342 00:17:14,534 --> 00:17:16,743 Well, could you just... talk to him? 343 00:17:16,744 --> 00:17:18,246 Help me understand what kind of trouble she's in. 344 00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:20,039 Officer? 345 00:17:20,164 --> 00:17:21,748 Can you speak to my friend? 346 00:17:21,749 --> 00:17:22,874 He's a police officer. 347 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,085 Of course. 348 00:17:25,711 --> 00:17:26,795 What precinct? 349 00:17:26,796 --> 00:17:28,964 I'm a little west of you. 350 00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,924 Uh, Madison County Sheriff, Montana. 351 00:17:30,925 --> 00:17:32,634 She wants me to explain what's happening. 352 00:17:32,635 --> 00:17:34,052 Uh, it's pretty self-explanatory. 353 00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:35,929 Perp hit the vic with a pretty nice right hook. 354 00:17:35,930 --> 00:17:36,972 No provocation? 355 00:17:36,973 --> 00:17:38,056 Nah, I didn't say that, 356 00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:39,642 but no legal justification. 357 00:17:39,767 --> 00:17:41,893 Can't go around assaulting people for being assholes. 358 00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,812 An oversight of our legal system. 359 00:17:43,813 --> 00:17:45,313 I couldn't agree more. 360 00:17:45,314 --> 00:17:46,481 I don't write 'em. I just enforce 'em. 361 00:17:46,482 --> 00:17:47,775 Can you cite and release? 362 00:17:47,900 --> 00:17:49,067 Vic wants to press. 363 00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:50,569 I got to take her down and process her, 364 00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:51,612 but they'll probably release her after that. 365 00:17:51,737 --> 00:17:53,280 Then you never know-- 366 00:17:53,281 --> 00:17:55,115 D.A. might want to make an example out of this one. 367 00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:56,741 I mean, they treat college degrees like priors around here. 368 00:17:56,742 --> 00:17:57,785 Got it. 369 00:17:57,910 --> 00:17:59,495 - Thank you. - No problem. 370 00:18:00,705 --> 00:18:02,789 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 371 00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:04,207 Well? 372 00:18:04,208 --> 00:18:05,918 She needs a lawyer and she needs one right now. 373 00:18:07,044 --> 00:18:08,253 Well, thank you for talking to him. 374 00:18:08,254 --> 00:18:09,463 Anytime. 375 00:18:10,298 --> 00:18:11,674 And thanks for answering. 376 00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:14,468 I'll do that anytime, too. 377 00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,095 Uh... 378 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:18,389 you doing okay? 379 00:18:18,514 --> 00:18:19,765 Uh, yeah, I'm... 380 00:18:19,890 --> 00:18:21,392 No, stop. Stop being nice. 381 00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:22,727 I'm still mad at you. 382 00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:29,233 She called you, too? 383 00:18:29,358 --> 00:18:30,483 I mean, she called everyone in her phone. 384 00:18:30,484 --> 00:18:31,443 She needs a lawyer, Mom. 385 00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:32,737 Oh, no. I handled that part. 386 00:18:32,862 --> 00:18:34,822 I guess I'll handle this part, too. 387 00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:40,201 Ma'am, 388 00:18:40,202 --> 00:18:41,495 - I can't have you speaking-- - I'm her mother. 389 00:18:41,621 --> 00:18:43,163 - Ma'am, I can't-- - I'm gonna say it again, 390 00:18:43,164 --> 00:18:44,706 because apparently it didn't sink in. 391 00:18:44,707 --> 00:18:46,083 I'm her mother. 392 00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:47,834 Could anyone stop your mother from talking to you 393 00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:49,170 in a similar situation? 394 00:18:50,004 --> 00:18:51,339 - No one on this planet. - Okay. 395 00:18:51,464 --> 00:18:53,549 Thank you. 396 00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:58,471 She told me Dad deserved it. 397 00:18:58,596 --> 00:19:01,890 That bitch looked me in the eye and said he deserved it. 398 00:19:01,891 --> 00:19:04,309 When did my daughters turn into pugilists? 399 00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:06,354 - What does that mean? - Pugilist. 400 00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:07,730 A fighter. 401 00:19:08,564 --> 00:19:10,691 So now we punch people when they offend us? 402 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:12,400 This is New York, Paige. 403 00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:15,321 Arm's gonna get pretty tired if that's the new plan. 404 00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:21,827 I imagine you don't want to spend the next four hours 405 00:19:21,952 --> 00:19:24,455 doing paperwork for this nonsense. 406 00:19:24,580 --> 00:19:27,041 There are better uses of my time, ma'am, for sure. 407 00:19:31,420 --> 00:19:32,587 Let me guess. 408 00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:33,839 That'd be her. 409 00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,433 I'm just wondering what hurts worse, 410 00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:48,436 your eye or the fact that you deserved it. 411 00:19:48,437 --> 00:19:50,481 - I what? - Someday, 412 00:19:50,606 --> 00:19:51,731 you'll lose a parent. 413 00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:52,858 - It's inevitable. - Been there, 414 00:19:52,983 --> 00:19:54,902 done that. My father died of cancer. 415 00:19:56,529 --> 00:19:57,905 So... 416 00:19:58,030 --> 00:20:01,033 you knew how she felt all along. 417 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:13,211 That must have been tough, 418 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:15,380 watching your father battle that 419 00:20:15,381 --> 00:20:17,173 and lose. 420 00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:20,428 I'm sorry you had to see that. 421 00:20:22,263 --> 00:20:24,098 But... 422 00:20:24,932 --> 00:20:26,474 ...you got to say goodbye. 423 00:20:26,475 --> 00:20:27,935 Yeah. 424 00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:30,104 Got to tell him you loved him. 425 00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:32,731 Paige didn't get that. 426 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:35,276 Just woke up one morning and he was gone. 427 00:20:36,318 --> 00:20:38,319 You want to send my daughter to jail? 428 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:41,072 Fine. Think it's gonna make you feel better? 429 00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:42,074 It's not. 430 00:20:42,992 --> 00:20:45,577 In fact, it's gonna make you feel a whole lot worse 431 00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:46,829 because you know. 432 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:51,792 You know how it feels and you chose to make her feel worse. 433 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:55,671 I bet he's real proud right now, isn't he? 434 00:21:01,302 --> 00:21:03,429 So, what happens now? 435 00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:04,722 What? 436 00:21:04,847 --> 00:21:06,765 Where will you take her? 437 00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:08,434 We process her down here at the precinct, 438 00:21:08,559 --> 00:21:09,934 and depending on what the D.A. wants to do-- 439 00:21:09,935 --> 00:21:11,478 I'm not gonna press charges. 440 00:21:11,479 --> 00:21:13,521 But... 441 00:21:13,522 --> 00:21:15,316 she owes me an apology. 442 00:21:17,026 --> 00:21:18,359 You think? 443 00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:19,986 Look at my face. 444 00:21:19,987 --> 00:21:20,905 Her bruise is bigger. 445 00:21:21,030 --> 00:21:22,448 You just can't see it. 446 00:21:25,201 --> 00:21:27,411 I'm just gonna cite her with disturbing the peace. 447 00:21:27,536 --> 00:21:28,746 I'll take it. 448 00:21:40,174 --> 00:21:41,883 I got fired. 449 00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:43,718 Oh. You think? 450 00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:45,763 - Fired. - Well, Paige, 451 00:21:45,888 --> 00:21:47,765 when you punch coworkers, 452 00:21:47,890 --> 00:21:49,057 that tends to happen. 453 00:21:49,058 --> 00:21:50,141 What am I gonna do now? 454 00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:51,184 I recommend Xanax. 455 00:21:51,185 --> 00:21:52,311 Every day, first thing, 456 00:21:52,436 --> 00:21:54,271 for the rest of your life. 457 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:57,524 You got her? I'm... 458 00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:59,234 I'm on my way to therapy. 459 00:21:59,235 --> 00:22:03,029 Here I was wondering what I was gonna discuss today. 460 00:22:03,030 --> 00:22:04,447 Yeah, I got her. 461 00:22:04,448 --> 00:22:05,825 Thank you, Mom. I love you. 462 00:22:06,659 --> 00:22:07,742 Love you. 463 00:22:07,743 --> 00:22:09,369 - See you at the memorial. - Oh. 464 00:22:09,370 --> 00:22:13,081 Right. God, I managed to forget about the memorial. 465 00:22:13,082 --> 00:22:14,499 Yes. 466 00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:15,960 See you... 467 00:22:16,085 --> 00:22:17,043 at the memorial. 468 00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:18,587 Won't that be a hoot. 469 00:22:19,755 --> 00:22:21,339 I assume you want one? 470 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:22,924 A double. 471 00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:24,551 - Whiskey okay? - This day 472 00:22:24,552 --> 00:22:26,804 has more of a tequila feel to it. 473 00:22:26,929 --> 00:22:28,429 I got 1942. 474 00:22:28,430 --> 00:22:30,140 That's fitting. 475 00:22:30,266 --> 00:22:32,142 It's likely the last year your sweater was in style. 476 00:22:32,268 --> 00:22:36,981 I purchase all my clothes at vintage stores 477 00:22:37,106 --> 00:22:40,901 in an attempt to minimize my carbon footprint on this planet. 478 00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:46,323 Fashion trends are the last thing on my mind. 479 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:48,616 Let me ask you something. 480 00:22:48,617 --> 00:22:50,785 And no judgment-- I'm just curious. 481 00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:53,746 What's the body count you've racked up on this sofa? 482 00:22:53,747 --> 00:22:54,999 Insulting me feels good. 483 00:22:55,124 --> 00:22:57,918 It is shocking, the catharsis it offers. 484 00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:59,711 I... I could do it for hours. 485 00:22:59,712 --> 00:23:02,046 Well, then what will truly shock you 486 00:23:02,047 --> 00:23:05,383 is to know that the body count on that sofa 487 00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:06,593 is zero. 488 00:23:06,594 --> 00:23:07,595 Hmm. 489 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:09,179 Bend 'em over the desk, do you? 490 00:23:09,305 --> 00:23:10,180 I don't have sex with my patients. 491 00:23:10,306 --> 00:23:12,724 Oh. You're a doctor now. 492 00:23:12,725 --> 00:23:13,933 Hmm. I am not your patient. 493 00:23:13,934 --> 00:23:15,144 I am your client. 494 00:23:15,978 --> 00:23:17,605 Actually, I am a doctor. 495 00:23:19,064 --> 00:23:23,152 I have a PhD in social psychology from Harvard. 496 00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,946 I am stunned you got through our first session 497 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:29,365 without mentioning that to me. 498 00:23:29,366 --> 00:23:31,910 And a little surprised you haven't crocheted it 499 00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:33,161 into your sweater. 500 00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:36,165 Not that that pattern could get busier. 501 00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:38,958 Do you know why it feels good to insult me? 502 00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:41,169 - Hmm? - Because you are breaking free 503 00:23:41,170 --> 00:23:44,172 of the constraints of your social circle 504 00:23:44,173 --> 00:23:46,966 and your perceived role in that circle. 505 00:23:46,967 --> 00:23:50,094 It's you subconsciously testing a life 506 00:23:50,095 --> 00:23:52,681 free of those constraints, because... 507 00:23:53,474 --> 00:23:55,433 ...that world seems 508 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:58,186 insignificant to you at the moment. 509 00:23:58,187 --> 00:23:59,562 And with good reason. 510 00:23:59,563 --> 00:24:01,190 Hmm. 511 00:24:01,315 --> 00:24:03,066 Must be going around. 512 00:24:03,067 --> 00:24:05,860 My daughter knocked the lights out of her coworker 513 00:24:05,861 --> 00:24:07,654 for insulting her father. 514 00:24:07,655 --> 00:24:08,863 When you say "knocked the lights..." 515 00:24:08,864 --> 00:24:10,199 She hit her. 516 00:24:11,075 --> 00:24:12,533 Slapped her coworker? 517 00:24:12,534 --> 00:24:14,035 Not a slap. 518 00:24:14,036 --> 00:24:16,496 That type of behavior typical from your daughter? 519 00:24:16,497 --> 00:24:17,956 I'm not gonna lie-- 520 00:24:17,957 --> 00:24:19,207 Paige is wound pretty tight. 521 00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:20,667 But, no, this is her first assault. 522 00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:22,377 I do group sessions. 523 00:24:22,378 --> 00:24:24,003 Oh, no. 524 00:24:24,004 --> 00:24:27,591 I want you and your cheekbones nowhere near my daughters. 525 00:24:33,514 --> 00:24:36,266 We have lost our center as a family. 526 00:24:37,851 --> 00:24:40,354 And I have to be honest that, uh, 527 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:44,400 we have lived a fairly blessed life to this point, so... 528 00:24:45,609 --> 00:24:47,235 ...the contrast... 529 00:24:47,236 --> 00:24:51,572 Mine is not a family designed to withstand tragedy. 530 00:24:51,573 --> 00:24:55,077 In fact, it's quite the opposite. 531 00:24:56,245 --> 00:24:58,580 Memorial service is this evening. 532 00:24:58,706 --> 00:25:01,083 - How do you feel about that? - Uh... 533 00:25:01,959 --> 00:25:03,626 I don't know. 534 00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:07,214 Uh, it-it wasn't my idea. 535 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:08,923 So... 536 00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:10,425 How do you feel about it? 537 00:25:10,426 --> 00:25:12,219 How do I feel? 538 00:25:12,344 --> 00:25:13,846 Uh... 539 00:25:14,930 --> 00:25:18,266 A bunch of coworkers will stand in my living room 540 00:25:18,267 --> 00:25:21,561 and try to convince me how close they were with him 541 00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:23,438 and how much they're gonna miss him, 542 00:25:23,439 --> 00:25:27,108 and I won't have a fucking clue who any of those people are. 543 00:25:27,109 --> 00:25:29,861 And then they'll say, "Oh, if you need anything, just call." 544 00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:31,529 Not that I have their number. 545 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:34,282 And... they won't offer it. 546 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:38,579 Yeah, but how do you feel about it? 547 00:25:40,122 --> 00:25:41,497 How do you think I feel? 548 00:25:41,498 --> 00:25:42,791 I don't know. 549 00:25:42,916 --> 00:25:44,418 - That's why I asked. - Oh. 550 00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:47,421 Big brain doctor from Harvard doesn't know something. 551 00:25:48,255 --> 00:25:49,631 You need to tell me. 552 00:25:51,133 --> 00:25:52,633 - You need it? - No. 553 00:25:52,634 --> 00:25:54,303 You need it. 554 00:25:57,014 --> 00:25:58,473 Fuck you. 555 00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:00,100 How do you feel, Stacy? 556 00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:01,976 Fuck you! 557 00:26:01,977 --> 00:26:03,145 You said that already. 558 00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:04,646 Okay, well, I'll say it again. 559 00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:06,606 Fuck you! 560 00:26:06,607 --> 00:26:08,484 How does it make you feel, Stacy? 561 00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:19,119 I'm terrified. 562 00:26:22,790 --> 00:26:26,751 It's almost over and everyone is saying goodbye, 563 00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:28,836 and then on with their lives. 564 00:26:28,837 --> 00:26:31,047 Everyone but me. 565 00:26:31,048 --> 00:26:34,342 And I can never say goodbye because he's... 566 00:26:34,343 --> 00:26:37,805 stuck in there, and... 567 00:26:40,390 --> 00:26:43,017 We used to joke about it. We would joke. 568 00:26:43,018 --> 00:26:45,896 We would joke about... 569 00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:51,527 ...wheelchair races in the nursing home and... 570 00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:56,697 I... 571 00:26:56,698 --> 00:27:00,369 I just thought, when it was our time, we would... 572 00:27:02,663 --> 00:27:04,580 ...I don't know, curl up beside each other 573 00:27:04,581 --> 00:27:07,334 and close our eyes and... 574 00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:09,502 ...that would be it. 575 00:27:14,341 --> 00:27:15,883 And now he's gone. 576 00:27:15,884 --> 00:27:18,594 And he's gone... yeah, he's gone. Yeah, he's gone. 577 00:27:18,595 --> 00:27:20,389 And you're here. 578 00:27:21,181 --> 00:27:22,598 And you're healthy. 579 00:27:22,599 --> 00:27:24,518 And you have a life still to live, 580 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,228 and that was not the plan. 581 00:27:27,229 --> 00:27:28,896 No. 582 00:27:28,897 --> 00:27:31,900 It was opposite the plan. 583 00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:33,568 And you're scared. 584 00:27:33,569 --> 00:27:35,611 Yeah, very. 585 00:27:35,612 --> 00:27:37,572 Yeah. And lonely. 586 00:27:37,573 --> 00:27:41,076 Already. It's only been a week, and... 587 00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:43,786 I feel so fucking alone. 588 00:27:43,787 --> 00:27:49,042 I've never felt so alone. 589 00:27:52,921 --> 00:27:54,213 I shouldn't be doing this. 590 00:27:54,214 --> 00:27:56,591 It's incredibly inappropriate, 591 00:27:56,592 --> 00:27:59,594 but so was the double shot of tequila. 592 00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:01,762 And it's what you need. 593 00:28:01,763 --> 00:28:04,099 You need to know you're not alone. 594 00:28:04,975 --> 00:28:07,101 How many women have you bagged with that line? 595 00:28:07,102 --> 00:28:10,980 I mean, you are such a terrible therapist. 596 00:28:10,981 --> 00:28:12,441 I know. 597 00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:16,278 ♪ slow, somber music ♪ 598 00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:25,661 I-I just miss him. 599 00:28:25,662 --> 00:28:29,957 I just, I just miss him so fucking much! 600 00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:33,128 From everything I've heard, you should. 601 00:28:35,756 --> 00:28:38,049 What? What, do you do CrossFit? Is... 602 00:28:38,050 --> 00:28:41,010 Well, I-I lead a calisthenics class. 603 00:28:41,011 --> 00:28:43,054 - Of course you do. - Yeah. 604 00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:49,144 Would you come to the memorial? 605 00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:52,105 Yeah, if you want me to. 606 00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:53,606 Feel free to bring a date, 607 00:28:53,607 --> 00:28:55,650 or you can hit on all the women there, 608 00:28:55,651 --> 00:28:58,737 which is probably what you'll do anyway. 609 00:28:59,696 --> 00:29:01,864 ♪ atmospheric music ♪ 610 00:29:32,521 --> 00:29:34,815 You girls look beautiful. 611 00:29:34,940 --> 00:29:36,692 - Hi, Jeff. - Evening, Paige. 612 00:29:36,817 --> 00:29:39,568 - How you doing, Abby? - Just peachy, Russell. 613 00:29:39,569 --> 00:29:41,363 - Good day? - Better than your wife's. 614 00:29:41,488 --> 00:29:42,947 But that's not saying much. 615 00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:44,991 Wait, why? 616 00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:46,367 What was wrong with your day, Paige? 617 00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:47,827 Nothing. 618 00:29:47,828 --> 00:29:50,121 - Shut up. - You know what they say, Paige? 619 00:29:50,122 --> 00:29:51,330 There can be no trust with secrets. 620 00:29:51,331 --> 00:29:52,665 What does that mean? 621 00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:54,500 Do you want me to explain it to you? 622 00:29:54,501 --> 00:29:55,836 If you want me to understand it. 623 00:29:55,961 --> 00:29:58,672 When you get charged for disorderly conduct 624 00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:02,508 and fired from your job for beating up your coworker, 625 00:30:02,509 --> 00:30:03,552 you should probably 626 00:30:03,677 --> 00:30:05,387 - tell your husband. - Wait, 627 00:30:05,512 --> 00:30:07,513 "beat up and fired" what? Honey? What? 628 00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:09,390 - I fucking hate you. - Wait, Mom, 629 00:30:09,391 --> 00:30:11,892 - we need to pick up Dad. - Fuck. 630 00:30:11,893 --> 00:30:13,394 - Mom. - Mom. 631 00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:15,689 Jeff, can you pick up Dallas at his apartment? 632 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:17,857 - Got it. - So that's why you're being 633 00:30:17,858 --> 00:30:19,900 such a "see you next Tuesday." 634 00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:20,943 Hey, Paige, 635 00:30:20,944 --> 00:30:22,194 can we skip back to the part 636 00:30:22,195 --> 00:30:23,738 where you got fired for-for... 637 00:30:23,739 --> 00:30:25,156 - what exactly? - It's... 638 00:30:25,157 --> 00:30:26,907 - so not a big deal. - Well, if I had 639 00:30:26,908 --> 00:30:29,118 a nickel for every time I was laid out on the hood 640 00:30:29,119 --> 00:30:30,412 - of a squad car... - Remove "squad" 641 00:30:30,537 --> 00:30:32,663 from that sentence, and you'd be pretty rich. 642 00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:34,540 What are you guys talking about? 643 00:30:34,541 --> 00:30:36,167 It's gonna be a long trip. 644 00:30:47,637 --> 00:30:49,806 Excuse me. 645 00:30:54,102 --> 00:30:56,396 - Hey, sweetheart. - Hi, Daddy. 646 00:30:57,189 --> 00:30:58,440 That dress looks hot, Bridge. 647 00:30:58,565 --> 00:31:00,941 Because "hot" is the goal for our 15-year-old 648 00:31:00,942 --> 00:31:02,777 at her grandpa's memorial service. 649 00:31:02,778 --> 00:31:05,196 It looks good. 650 00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,655 I'm just saying it looks good. 651 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:08,115 Thank you, Daddy. 652 00:31:08,116 --> 00:31:09,785 Is that Alexander McQueen? 653 00:31:09,910 --> 00:31:11,911 - How'd you know? - I was at their show. 654 00:31:11,912 --> 00:31:13,329 God, give me the strength. 655 00:31:13,330 --> 00:31:15,289 Could you please drive, like, much, 656 00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:16,583 much faster? 657 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:19,461 ♪ "Clair de lune" by Claude Debussy playing ♪ 658 00:31:43,235 --> 00:31:44,611 I didn't know Carbone catered. 659 00:31:44,736 --> 00:31:46,445 Yeah. 660 00:31:46,446 --> 00:31:48,030 Did you know there's, like, eight of 'em? 661 00:31:48,031 --> 00:31:49,950 - It's a fucking chain now. - Mm. 662 00:31:50,075 --> 00:31:51,826 There's even one in Vegas. 663 00:31:51,827 --> 00:31:54,203 It's like if Goodfellas was a restaurant. 664 00:31:54,204 --> 00:31:55,955 You only die once, at least have il Buco 665 00:31:55,956 --> 00:31:58,542 - do the catering, right? - Amen to that. 666 00:32:04,631 --> 00:32:06,967 Would you excuse me? 667 00:32:15,183 --> 00:32:16,725 You all look beautiful. 668 00:32:16,726 --> 00:32:18,144 - Who's here? - Most of Wall Street 669 00:32:18,145 --> 00:32:20,522 and a good chunk of Long Island. 670 00:32:20,647 --> 00:32:22,189 Oh, thank God there's a bar. 671 00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:23,691 Two. 672 00:32:23,692 --> 00:32:26,861 So, is there a structure to this thing, or speeches? 673 00:32:26,862 --> 00:32:29,739 Your mother just wanted people to gather and remember him. 674 00:32:31,158 --> 00:32:34,118 Evan. Excuse me. 675 00:32:34,119 --> 00:32:37,747 Because that is what people are talking about. 676 00:32:38,665 --> 00:32:42,126 Well, girls, welcome to your first cocktail party. 677 00:32:42,127 --> 00:32:44,712 Keep a very close eye on them. 678 00:32:44,713 --> 00:32:47,256 - Where are you going? - I'm gonna go get a drink, 679 00:32:47,257 --> 00:32:49,176 and then I'm gonna find my mother. 680 00:32:53,513 --> 00:32:55,724 What are we supposed to do? 681 00:32:56,558 --> 00:32:58,185 Do you want to go check out the food? 682 00:32:58,310 --> 00:33:00,270 Sure. 683 00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,905 I hate these things. 684 00:33:10,906 --> 00:33:12,114 Yep. 685 00:33:12,115 --> 00:33:13,908 How's the world of private equity? 686 00:33:13,909 --> 00:33:17,411 Well, you know, lots of, uh, unique opportunities. 687 00:33:17,412 --> 00:33:18,579 - Mm. - With the, uh... 688 00:33:18,580 --> 00:33:20,247 with the higher interest rates. 689 00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:22,791 Lot of unique plays in, uh, hospitality. 690 00:33:22,792 --> 00:33:24,710 Experiential hospitality. 691 00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:27,254 It's a very fast-growing market. 692 00:33:27,255 --> 00:33:28,714 Oh. 693 00:33:28,715 --> 00:33:30,258 What about, uh... 694 00:33:31,051 --> 00:33:32,968 - How's, um... - Music. 695 00:33:32,969 --> 00:33:34,763 Right. Music. 696 00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:36,972 Uh, how's-how's that? 697 00:33:36,973 --> 00:33:38,767 Doing my thing, you know. 698 00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:40,602 - Working on some new things. - Great. 699 00:33:41,478 --> 00:33:42,938 Like, uh, like what? 700 00:33:44,564 --> 00:33:46,066 Like... 701 00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,067 ...songwriting? 702 00:33:48,068 --> 00:33:50,027 - Yeah. - Yeah. 703 00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:52,280 - Yeah. Working on some songs. - Yeah. Great. 704 00:33:52,405 --> 00:33:53,949 - Just getting back to my roots. - Oh. 705 00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:55,450 Yeah, that's good. 706 00:33:56,451 --> 00:33:59,120 And what are your roots? 707 00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:02,249 I'm gonna grab a beer. 708 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:04,208 - Okay, yeah. - You want anything? 709 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:06,126 - No. I-I'll, uh... - Yeah. 710 00:34:06,127 --> 00:34:07,253 ...hold down the fort. 711 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:15,094 What are you in the mood for? 712 00:34:15,095 --> 00:34:16,429 Two Percocets and a warm bath. 713 00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:19,473 No? Okay. Uh... 714 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:21,183 I'll settle for a vodka gimlet. 715 00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:22,811 Vodka gimlet coming up. 716 00:34:25,855 --> 00:34:28,649 You know, it would take real balls to hit on me here. 717 00:34:28,650 --> 00:34:30,819 I'm guessing you're Abby. 718 00:34:31,611 --> 00:34:33,153 That's a good guess. 719 00:34:33,154 --> 00:34:35,281 Now explain. 720 00:34:35,282 --> 00:34:37,659 Well, when you walked in, you didn't look around 721 00:34:37,784 --> 00:34:39,160 'cause you've been here before. 722 00:34:39,286 --> 00:34:41,745 You came with your children. 723 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,665 Bridgett and Macy, I believe? 724 00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:46,418 The yellow tornado is your sister. 725 00:34:47,544 --> 00:34:51,005 Plus, you're the only person who appears 726 00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:53,133 to have lost anybody. 727 00:34:54,801 --> 00:34:56,885 You're the fuckboy therapist. 728 00:34:59,306 --> 00:35:01,808 And they say attitude isn't genetic. 729 00:35:01,933 --> 00:35:03,267 Do they? 730 00:35:03,268 --> 00:35:05,604 And aren't you part of the "they" who say that? 731 00:35:06,354 --> 00:35:08,189 Have you seen my mother? 732 00:35:09,024 --> 00:35:10,358 Yet to appear. 733 00:35:12,027 --> 00:35:13,862 I'm gonna need one more of those, please. 734 00:35:13,987 --> 00:35:16,197 Two gimlets coming up. 735 00:35:24,414 --> 00:35:26,415 What's it like out there? 736 00:35:26,416 --> 00:35:28,375 One might mistake it for a birthday party 737 00:35:28,376 --> 00:35:30,544 if it weren't for the chiclet of his face 738 00:35:30,545 --> 00:35:32,421 and all of the flowers. 739 00:35:32,422 --> 00:35:33,506 Mm-hmm. 740 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:37,217 Met your therapist. 741 00:35:37,218 --> 00:35:39,386 Hmm. 742 00:35:39,387 --> 00:35:43,265 He's uncannily good at his job. 743 00:35:43,266 --> 00:35:44,808 It should be against the law for therapists 744 00:35:44,809 --> 00:35:46,728 to be handsome and straight. 745 00:35:51,775 --> 00:35:53,484 Can you ask him to come in here? 746 00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:55,402 I'm, uh... 747 00:35:55,403 --> 00:35:59,532 in need of a little guidance on the fly. 748 00:36:00,408 --> 00:36:01,743 Okay. 749 00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:21,595 Your presence is requested. 750 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:22,931 Hmm. 751 00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:24,890 She having cold feet? 752 00:36:24,891 --> 00:36:26,810 Something like that. 753 00:36:39,447 --> 00:36:41,115 Is this a first for you? 754 00:36:41,116 --> 00:36:43,867 I'm about out of firsts with my patients. 755 00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:46,329 I guessed that from the beginning. 756 00:36:56,256 --> 00:36:58,925 Don't want to go out there? 757 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,010 I do not. 758 00:37:02,345 --> 00:37:04,139 Well, good news is, you're a grown woman. 759 00:37:04,264 --> 00:37:07,766 Yeah, I'm... I'm aware of that. 760 00:37:07,767 --> 00:37:12,439 What I am trying to calculate... 761 00:37:13,606 --> 00:37:16,484 ...is the consequences. 762 00:37:17,861 --> 00:37:22,197 Is there anyone in that room whose comfort you need? 763 00:37:22,198 --> 00:37:23,491 No. 764 00:37:24,451 --> 00:37:27,412 Is there anyone in that room who needs comfort from you? 765 00:37:29,831 --> 00:37:31,207 My children. 766 00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:35,503 But that's not why they're here. 767 00:37:35,628 --> 00:37:38,047 They're here to support you. 768 00:37:39,132 --> 00:37:40,508 You are a compassionate, 769 00:37:40,633 --> 00:37:43,677 and intelligent person who has known the answer 770 00:37:43,678 --> 00:37:46,139 to every question you've asked me. 771 00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:49,600 We talked about this earlier, Stacy. 772 00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:52,519 The permission is not mine to give. 773 00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:53,979 It's yours. 774 00:37:53,980 --> 00:37:58,525 If you want permission to stay in here, 775 00:37:58,526 --> 00:38:00,527 it's your home. 776 00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:01,988 Give it. 777 00:38:02,113 --> 00:38:05,408 If you want permission to leave your home until this is over? 778 00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:08,578 Give it. 779 00:38:10,705 --> 00:38:12,749 I don't want to be here. 780 00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:15,960 We can handle the party, Mom. 781 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:19,671 Well, right again. 782 00:38:19,672 --> 00:38:21,883 It's not about me being right. 783 00:38:22,008 --> 00:38:24,677 It's about you trusting yourself when you're right. 784 00:38:27,388 --> 00:38:29,056 See what I mean? 785 00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:30,600 It's weird. 786 00:38:31,392 --> 00:38:33,394 He's good. 787 00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:40,902 Keep him away from Bridgett. 788 00:38:41,861 --> 00:38:43,362 I bet you like them young, don't you, 789 00:38:43,363 --> 00:38:45,573 you twisted bastard? 790 00:38:46,407 --> 00:38:48,200 You two have a very 791 00:38:48,201 --> 00:38:50,203 interesting dynamic. 792 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:51,787 It gives her confidence 793 00:38:51,788 --> 00:38:52,830 to insult me. 794 00:38:52,831 --> 00:38:54,540 It's a pattern I... 795 00:38:54,541 --> 00:38:56,584 really regret allowing her to form. 796 00:38:56,709 --> 00:38:59,878 Well, I don't think that genie's going back in the bottle. 797 00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:01,923 - No. - Come on. 798 00:39:02,048 --> 00:39:03,966 I will buy you a free drink 799 00:39:03,967 --> 00:39:07,052 and talk about how worthless my therapist is. 800 00:39:07,053 --> 00:39:09,514 Oh. Lead the way. 801 00:39:13,476 --> 00:39:15,018 Are you leaving? 802 00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:16,395 Trying. 803 00:39:16,396 --> 00:39:17,564 Stacy. 804 00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:19,773 - I can't do this. - I'll run interference. Go. 805 00:39:19,774 --> 00:39:22,110 - She just needs to get some air. - Russell? 806 00:39:22,235 --> 00:39:24,737 - This is for her. - Lily, Lily. Lily. 807 00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:27,115 She needs it. 808 00:39:28,283 --> 00:39:30,117 Okay. 809 00:39:30,118 --> 00:39:32,078 I just, I... 810 00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:35,748 I thought this would help. 811 00:39:37,333 --> 00:39:39,251 This is just what you do. 812 00:39:39,252 --> 00:39:40,628 Yeah. 813 00:39:45,133 --> 00:39:47,385 ♪ slow, somber music ♪ 814 00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:54,558 Need a ride, 815 00:39:54,559 --> 00:39:55,767 - Mrs. Clyburn? - No. 816 00:39:55,768 --> 00:39:57,478 Uh, no, I'm okay. 817 00:40:11,326 --> 00:40:12,660 Uh, where to? 818 00:40:12,785 --> 00:40:15,454 Uh, I don't know. Just drive. 819 00:40:15,455 --> 00:40:16,831 Need a destination. 820 00:40:16,956 --> 00:40:20,335 Uh, south. Just head south. 821 00:40:32,347 --> 00:40:34,056 Did you make it to your dad's? 822 00:40:34,057 --> 00:40:35,682 Yeah. Dad said he'll take me 823 00:40:35,683 --> 00:40:37,684 to ballet tomorrow. 824 00:40:37,685 --> 00:40:40,646 He did? Okay. 825 00:40:40,647 --> 00:40:42,731 Uh, well, I will tell him that I'll swing by 826 00:40:42,732 --> 00:40:44,274 and grab Macy first thing. 827 00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:46,027 Well, he said he'll get her to gymnastics 828 00:40:46,152 --> 00:40:47,569 and then come back for me. 829 00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:49,154 He already worked it out with Jeff. 830 00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:51,074 Am I in the fucking Twilight Zone? 831 00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:54,702 Okay. Uh, well, let me know if something comes up. 832 00:40:54,827 --> 00:40:57,245 - Love you, Mom. - Love you, Bridgett. 833 00:40:57,246 --> 00:40:59,582 - Love you, Mace. - Love you. 834 00:41:00,708 --> 00:41:03,377 Were they spiking the drinks with ambition tonight? 835 00:41:05,046 --> 00:41:06,422 Have you heard from Mom? 836 00:41:10,051 --> 00:41:11,886 Not a word. 837 00:41:19,102 --> 00:41:21,436 - Did she come back? - If she did, 838 00:41:21,437 --> 00:41:23,022 she shape-shifted. 839 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:36,869 Mom? 840 00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,255 Mom? 841 00:42:00,768 --> 00:42:02,978 - She left it. - Well, she's... 842 00:42:02,979 --> 00:42:04,771 you know, probably went to a pub maybe, 843 00:42:04,772 --> 00:42:06,231 - or a coffee shop? - It's eleven o'clock at night. 844 00:42:06,232 --> 00:42:08,108 There's nothing open in this part of town. 845 00:42:08,109 --> 00:42:10,278 She's been navigating New York City for 45 years. 846 00:42:10,403 --> 00:42:12,946 - I'm sure-- - No, Russell, she hasn't. 847 00:42:12,947 --> 00:42:16,825 She walked out, no phone, didn't take the car, alone. 848 00:42:16,826 --> 00:42:18,953 ♪ slow, tense music ♪ 849 00:42:19,912 --> 00:42:22,415 Okay, I'll walk around. I'll see what's open. 850 00:42:29,005 --> 00:42:30,882 What do we do? 851 00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:34,385 We wait. 852 00:43:04,373 --> 00:43:05,957 I walked from 101st 853 00:43:05,958 --> 00:43:09,669 to 60th, took a cab downtown, checked hotels. 854 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:10,921 What the fuck? 855 00:43:10,922 --> 00:43:13,091 You think something happened? 856 00:43:19,555 --> 00:43:20,847 Yes. 857 00:43:20,848 --> 00:43:24,435 I need to file a missing persons report. 858 00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,147 My mother. 859 00:43:29,148 --> 00:43:33,361 Stacy Anne Clyburn. 860 00:43:34,987 --> 00:43:36,238 Mm-hmm. 861 00:43:36,239 --> 00:43:38,574 ♪ slow, serene music ♪ 862 00:43:52,547 --> 00:43:53,923 Where'd y'all get out? 863 00:44:02,265 --> 00:44:03,932 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 864 00:44:03,933 --> 00:44:07,061 Damn. 865 00:44:09,021 --> 00:44:11,439 Come here. Come on. 866 00:44:45,057 --> 00:44:47,393 It's gonna be one of those mornings. 867 00:45:09,624 --> 00:45:12,585 ♪ soft, contemplative music ♪ 868 00:45:28,976 --> 00:45:30,311 Fuck. 869 00:45:40,029 --> 00:45:41,948 Oh, hey. 870 00:45:42,823 --> 00:45:44,283 Hey. 871 00:45:45,952 --> 00:45:47,495 Leaves changed. 872 00:45:48,371 --> 00:45:49,579 Yes, ma'am. 873 00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:52,500 They'll fall soon, next cold snap. 874 00:45:54,961 --> 00:45:58,673 I, uh, interrupt something? 875 00:45:59,548 --> 00:46:01,801 No. 876 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:04,971 I came up early this morning. 877 00:46:05,096 --> 00:46:07,306 I wanted to see the sunrise and I got a... 878 00:46:07,431 --> 00:46:11,977 "lions, tigers and bears" worry walking around here alone, so... 879 00:46:11,978 --> 00:46:13,770 We ain't got no tigers out here. 880 00:46:13,771 --> 00:46:16,398 Other two worth worrying about, but you, uh... 881 00:46:16,399 --> 00:46:19,609 you ought to let me teach you how to use that thing. 882 00:46:19,610 --> 00:46:21,236 Won't do you any good if you miss. 883 00:46:21,237 --> 00:46:23,489 I'll take you up on that. 884 00:46:26,158 --> 00:46:27,367 You okay? 885 00:46:27,368 --> 00:46:29,036 Yeah. 886 00:46:29,870 --> 00:46:32,206 I missed this. 887 00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:37,794 I missed the space of it. 888 00:46:37,795 --> 00:46:39,714 The quiet. 889 00:46:44,468 --> 00:46:46,554 Oh, God. 890 00:46:46,679 --> 00:46:48,431 I need... 891 00:46:49,765 --> 00:46:51,726 ...everything, 892 00:46:51,851 --> 00:46:54,061 head to toe. 893 00:46:54,186 --> 00:46:56,479 Can you recommend someplace? 894 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,898 Uh, Murdoch's will have about all you need. 895 00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:00,775 - Bozeman. - Yes, ma'am. 896 00:47:00,776 --> 00:47:02,736 Okay. 897 00:47:02,737 --> 00:47:04,738 Good to see you, Cade. 898 00:47:04,739 --> 00:47:06,240 Yes, ma'am. 899 00:47:07,033 --> 00:47:08,992 It's good to see you, too. 900 00:47:08,993 --> 00:47:11,536 ♪ pastoral music ♪