1 00:00:07,666 --> 00:00:10,625 A NETFLIX SERIES 2 00:00:37,625 --> 00:00:41,916 BASED ON THE NOVEL OF THE SAME NAME BY ELENA FERRANTE 3 00:03:23,750 --> 00:03:27,833 Before leaving home, my father told my mother that I was ugly. 4 00:03:27,916 --> 00:03:28,791 CHAPTER 1 BEAUTY 5 00:03:28,875 --> 00:03:31,125 He didn't say it directly. He used a metaphor. 6 00:03:31,916 --> 00:03:33,500 He spoke in a low voice, 7 00:03:34,458 --> 00:03:35,583 but I still heard him. 8 00:03:53,458 --> 00:03:54,916 All right, then. 9 00:03:55,708 --> 00:03:57,000 Where do we even start? 10 00:03:58,666 --> 00:04:00,416 Italian. Hmm... 11 00:04:00,500 --> 00:04:02,166 Italian? She got a D. 12 00:04:06,791 --> 00:04:09,125 Physical education, she won't do it. 13 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:10,958 Greek? 14 00:04:11,500 --> 00:04:14,166 Unbelievable. She got an E . 15 00:04:15,375 --> 00:04:17,458 Hmm. And geography? 16 00:04:17,541 --> 00:04:20,791 Geography? Shameful. Who's doing geography anymore? 17 00:04:20,875 --> 00:04:22,250 She's haughty and arrogant. 18 00:04:22,750 --> 00:04:24,583 Oh, but the true masterpiece? 19 00:04:24,666 --> 00:04:26,375 Mathematics. She got an F. 20 00:04:26,458 --> 00:04:28,184 - Can you get less than that? - Yeah. 21 00:04:28,208 --> 00:04:31,416 Is that possible? An F's not a grade. That's just being cruel. 22 00:04:32,208 --> 00:04:33,528 Andrè, she's in trouble. 23 00:04:33,583 --> 00:04:36,666 She won't do anything to improve. If she continues like this, she'll fail. 24 00:04:36,750 --> 00:04:37,958 I understand. 25 00:04:38,041 --> 00:04:41,226 She has to roll up her sleeves. I'll hammer it into her head. You'll see. 26 00:04:41,250 --> 00:04:42,958 No, that's not the issue. 27 00:04:43,708 --> 00:04:46,666 - What is it, adolescence? - It's not adolescence. 28 00:04:46,750 --> 00:04:48,166 I've already figured it out. 29 00:04:52,291 --> 00:04:54,458 She's starting to look just like my sister. 30 00:04:54,541 --> 00:04:55,750 You mean Vittoria? 31 00:04:56,250 --> 00:04:59,416 Yeah. Just like her, a spitting image. 32 00:04:59,500 --> 00:05:01,666 Don't say that. She's a monster. 33 00:05:02,708 --> 00:05:04,541 - Nella. - What? 34 00:05:04,625 --> 00:05:06,333 She's her spitting image. 35 00:05:07,458 --> 00:05:09,416 Oh my God. I really hope not. 36 00:05:11,958 --> 00:05:16,583 One word of disapproval from my father had always made me cry. 37 00:05:18,250 --> 00:05:20,458 He had always told me that I was beautiful. 38 00:05:20,958 --> 00:05:23,708 What did he see in my face now that I couldn't see? 39 00:05:25,333 --> 00:05:26,750 What was happening to me? 40 00:05:34,625 --> 00:05:36,458 Since then, everything has stood still. 41 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:48,125 Naples. 42 00:05:49,208 --> 00:05:50,416 The cold of February. 43 00:05:55,625 --> 00:05:56,625 My mother... 44 00:06:01,208 --> 00:06:02,708 and those words too. 45 00:06:03,500 --> 00:06:07,041 When you're little, everything seems big. 46 00:06:07,125 --> 00:06:10,708 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 47 00:06:17,166 --> 00:06:18,375 But not for me. 48 00:06:18,875 --> 00:06:21,500 I found myself caught in a story that wasn't mine. 49 00:06:24,375 --> 00:06:26,208 A story that never really started 50 00:06:26,791 --> 00:06:29,083 and one no one ever bothered to put an end to. 51 00:06:38,166 --> 00:06:40,708 And I found myself slipping into this strange pain. 52 00:06:41,458 --> 00:06:42,625 Without redemption. 53 00:06:50,791 --> 00:06:52,392 - Oh, hi there. - Hello! 54 00:06:52,416 --> 00:06:54,336 - Hi! - You both look gorgeous! 55 00:06:54,416 --> 00:06:55,250 Thank you. 56 00:06:55,333 --> 00:06:57,666 - Good evening, Professor. - Good evening, my ass. 57 00:06:57,750 --> 00:06:59,000 - Here. - Mariano, I miss you. 58 00:06:59,083 --> 00:06:59,916 Come on. 59 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:01,750 What's wrong with this girl? She's so grim. 60 00:07:01,833 --> 00:07:04,208 - I'm not grim. - Listen, "grim" isn't an insult. 61 00:07:04,291 --> 00:07:07,375 It's a manifestation of a state of mind. Don't get upset. Damn. 62 00:07:07,458 --> 00:07:09,583 Ugh, Mariano, you just walked in. 63 00:07:09,666 --> 00:07:12,333 It just means you look upset. Let's go somewhere else. 64 00:07:13,375 --> 00:07:15,476 - They're going for a smoke. - No way. 65 00:07:15,500 --> 00:07:19,458 - They're going for a smoke, I know it. - No they aren't. Hey, no smoking! 66 00:07:20,666 --> 00:07:23,708 The guy from the finance department has been trying to contact me. 67 00:07:23,791 --> 00:07:25,916 - Oh? - And do you know why? 68 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:26,875 Tell me. 69 00:07:26,958 --> 00:07:28,838 He was vouching for the Naples Bank guy. 70 00:07:29,833 --> 00:07:32,166 Each to their own. 71 00:07:32,250 --> 00:07:34,083 Nobody knows. 72 00:07:34,958 --> 00:07:37,750 This morning, I saw some boys breakdancing over there. 73 00:07:37,833 --> 00:07:39,250 - Really? - On those. 74 00:07:39,333 --> 00:07:41,250 - Yeah. - Well, what did they look like? 75 00:07:42,083 --> 00:07:44,875 I like the way they dance. I'm not interested in boys. 76 00:07:51,083 --> 00:07:52,208 Are those new? 77 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:54,583 - The shoes? - Mm-hm. 78 00:07:56,375 --> 00:07:57,541 No. 79 00:07:58,166 --> 00:08:00,375 - Why? - I don't remember seeing them. 80 00:08:02,125 --> 00:08:03,791 Is there something wrong with me? 81 00:08:04,458 --> 00:08:05,583 No, why? 82 00:08:06,125 --> 00:08:08,833 I don't know. If you just noticed a pair of shoes I've had for ages, 83 00:08:08,916 --> 00:08:10,236 it means there's something wrong. 84 00:08:10,291 --> 00:08:12,083 Giovà, you're just being paranoid. 85 00:08:13,291 --> 00:08:15,708 Why do you still listen to my asshole father? 86 00:08:15,791 --> 00:08:17,458 When he speaks, turn down the volume. 87 00:08:17,541 --> 00:08:19,166 That's what we always do. 88 00:08:20,750 --> 00:08:22,708 Will you take a look at me for a second? 89 00:08:24,166 --> 00:08:26,541 Do you think I look weird? Am I getting ugly? 90 00:08:28,041 --> 00:08:29,333 Just tell me the truth. 91 00:08:32,083 --> 00:08:34,458 Maybe a little bit. But not physically. 92 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:37,000 No, physically, you're beautiful. 93 00:08:37,750 --> 00:08:42,333 It's... it's just that, um... maybe you get a bit uglier because of your worries. 94 00:08:42,416 --> 00:08:43,708 But nothing else. 95 00:08:44,666 --> 00:08:46,041 Girls! 96 00:08:46,125 --> 00:08:48,833 Angela and Ida were like first cousins to me. 97 00:08:48,916 --> 00:08:51,875 - We had the same left-wing upbringing. - Girls, hurry! 98 00:08:51,958 --> 00:08:53,541 All books and critical thinking. 99 00:08:53,625 --> 00:08:55,416 - What took so long? - I was a great reader. 100 00:08:55,500 --> 00:08:56,750 Ida was a great writer, 101 00:08:57,375 --> 00:09:00,500 and Angela was a funny chatterbox whom I was very fond of. 102 00:09:00,583 --> 00:09:04,166 Did you know Professor Galway and Professor Dealer 103 00:09:04,250 --> 00:09:05,666 from Harvard University 104 00:09:05,750 --> 00:09:09,958 have published a study where they showed actual scientific evidence 105 00:09:10,041 --> 00:09:12,083 that our eminent prime minister 106 00:09:12,166 --> 00:09:14,916 is actually a piece of dog shit wrapped in a leaf. 107 00:09:15,000 --> 00:09:16,291 Oh, how nice. 108 00:09:16,375 --> 00:09:17,666 Well, there you go. 109 00:09:18,333 --> 00:09:21,000 Now that we've said our prayers, let's have dinner. 110 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:23,916 Our life still revolved entirely around Vomero. 111 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,125 We really knew nothing about the city. 112 00:09:26,208 --> 00:09:29,083 Every detour tempted us and... seemed exciting. 113 00:09:33,750 --> 00:09:35,750 Oh my God, what did I do? 114 00:09:35,833 --> 00:09:38,500 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm... I'm fine. 115 00:09:44,291 --> 00:09:45,125 Hmm. 116 00:09:45,208 --> 00:09:46,541 Keep eating, keep eating. 117 00:09:57,250 --> 00:10:00,875 When you're little, everything seems big. 118 00:10:00,958 --> 00:10:05,416 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 119 00:10:05,500 --> 00:10:08,250 Each to their own. 120 00:10:45,791 --> 00:10:47,791 Hey. What's wrong? 121 00:10:47,875 --> 00:10:49,041 My stomach hurts. 122 00:10:49,125 --> 00:10:51,708 - Is it your period? - It's probably coming. 123 00:10:51,791 --> 00:10:53,791 There's some medicine in the cabinet. 124 00:10:53,875 --> 00:10:55,416 Are you two finished? 125 00:11:33,750 --> 00:11:36,083 - Do you want the hot-water bottle? - No. 126 00:11:36,583 --> 00:11:38,291 Go back to bed for a while, okay? 127 00:13:30,333 --> 00:13:33,750 Apparently, Aunt Vittoria's face disgusted my father so much 128 00:13:33,833 --> 00:13:36,583 that he scraped the face off every single photo of her. 129 00:13:47,750 --> 00:13:48,791 What are you doing? 130 00:13:51,875 --> 00:13:53,541 Are you dressing up for a carnival? 131 00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:54,666 We can make it better. 132 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,541 Will you show me how to put your makeup on? 133 00:13:57,458 --> 00:13:59,500 No one makeup can suit everyone. 134 00:14:00,708 --> 00:14:02,208 Each face is a little different. 135 00:14:06,583 --> 00:14:07,583 Come here. 136 00:14:16,791 --> 00:14:17,791 Come here. 137 00:14:21,375 --> 00:14:22,750 Let's try with this. 138 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:26,166 Close. 139 00:14:27,250 --> 00:14:28,250 Just like that. 140 00:14:28,916 --> 00:14:31,041 Your touch has to be as light as a feather. 141 00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:35,875 Then spread it with your finger. 142 00:14:38,625 --> 00:14:41,125 Then on the sides, keep blending as far as you can. 143 00:14:42,541 --> 00:14:43,750 Never overdo it. 144 00:14:44,416 --> 00:14:46,625 Every mark makes you look slightly different. 145 00:14:51,166 --> 00:14:52,333 Then you stop. 146 00:14:52,958 --> 00:14:54,041 And then you look. 147 00:15:01,541 --> 00:15:02,750 And now you're ready. 148 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:04,541 I'm off. 149 00:15:04,625 --> 00:15:06,750 I have that conference about Luther. 150 00:15:06,833 --> 00:15:08,125 On a Sunday? 151 00:15:09,375 --> 00:15:10,958 You two are so pretty. 152 00:15:13,125 --> 00:15:14,375 I'm so damn lucky. 153 00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:16,500 Bye. 154 00:15:18,583 --> 00:15:19,583 What a clown. 155 00:15:25,291 --> 00:15:27,131 Why are you looking at all these family photos? 156 00:15:27,166 --> 00:15:28,583 Dad keeps talking shit. 157 00:15:30,708 --> 00:15:32,125 He says I'm not pretty. 158 00:15:32,958 --> 00:15:35,833 That I'm starting to look like Vittoria, who is a monster. 159 00:15:37,125 --> 00:15:39,250 And you were looking for a picture of her? 160 00:15:40,208 --> 00:15:41,625 Tell me what she looks like. 161 00:15:43,458 --> 00:15:44,750 It's not just her looks. 162 00:15:45,625 --> 00:15:47,833 I remember, when she was around, I felt uncomfortable, 163 00:15:47,916 --> 00:15:49,416 like I had a lizard on my leg. 164 00:15:52,708 --> 00:15:54,375 You have nothing in common with her. 165 00:15:54,458 --> 00:15:57,083 For us, "Aunt Vittoria" is just a joke. 166 00:15:57,166 --> 00:15:59,041 Sometimes, when your father is being annoying, 167 00:15:59,125 --> 00:16:01,685 I'll tell him, "Andrè, be careful. You're looking like Vittoria." 168 00:16:02,791 --> 00:16:04,041 Is she that bad? 169 00:16:05,916 --> 00:16:07,625 She's a resentful woman. 170 00:16:07,708 --> 00:16:10,875 More than anything, she can't handle your father's achievements. 171 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:13,041 Like what? 172 00:16:13,125 --> 00:16:15,416 Your Aunt Vittoria takes everything and everyone 173 00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:18,375 as some sort of attack against her personally. 174 00:16:18,458 --> 00:16:21,208 But what bothers her the most is your dad's existence. 175 00:16:21,791 --> 00:16:23,250 And to think that he saved her. 176 00:16:23,333 --> 00:16:24,583 From what? 177 00:16:24,666 --> 00:16:26,250 Oh, never mind. Just forget it. 178 00:16:28,708 --> 00:16:30,458 Maybe she didn't want to be saved. 179 00:16:31,791 --> 00:16:33,916 Maybe Dad should mind his own business. 180 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:37,000 No one should mind their business when someone is in trouble. 181 00:16:37,666 --> 00:16:40,583 Anyway, she paid him back by being as mean as possible. 182 00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:42,416 Can't they just make peace? 183 00:16:42,500 --> 00:16:46,000 To make peace, for Vittoria, your father would have to become an ordinary man. 184 00:16:46,083 --> 00:16:47,708 Like everyone else she knows. 185 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:50,166 And since this can't happen, 186 00:16:50,250 --> 00:16:52,416 she has turned the whole family against him. 187 00:16:53,541 --> 00:16:55,666 You haven't seen her for so many years. 188 00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:59,083 But when you were a kid, we used to go over to see them sometimes. 189 00:16:59,166 --> 00:17:00,166 You remember? 190 00:17:01,833 --> 00:17:03,375 No, I don't remember. 191 00:17:03,458 --> 00:17:05,166 Yeah, that was a long time ago. 192 00:17:07,291 --> 00:17:09,916 - What work does she do? - She's somebody's servant. 193 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,083 And she blames your dad for that as well. 194 00:17:16,416 --> 00:17:18,875 - Why ask? - I wanna see what she looks like. 195 00:17:19,791 --> 00:17:21,125 I have to see her. 196 00:17:23,708 --> 00:17:24,708 Oh. 197 00:17:26,041 --> 00:17:27,041 All right, then. 198 00:18:01,833 --> 00:18:04,041 - Do you know Via Miraglia? - No. 199 00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:06,333 Via Stradera? 200 00:18:07,208 --> 00:18:08,208 No. 201 00:18:14,458 --> 00:18:16,000 Poggioreale. 202 00:18:16,083 --> 00:18:17,666 Piazza Nazionale, right here. 203 00:18:18,625 --> 00:18:20,375 The Arenaccia, It's industrial. 204 00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:23,291 - You know Pianto, don't you? - No. 205 00:18:23,375 --> 00:18:25,458 - You don't know the Pianto? - No. 206 00:18:25,541 --> 00:18:26,875 Then you must study. 207 00:18:29,416 --> 00:18:30,816 Here's the street map of your city. 208 00:18:30,875 --> 00:18:32,976 After you study and you feel ready, you tell your dad. 209 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:34,833 Then you should go see your aunt on your own. 210 00:18:36,791 --> 00:18:37,791 Take it. 211 00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:48,833 MONUMENTAL CEMETERY 212 00:18:48,916 --> 00:18:51,916 NEW CEMETERY CEMETERY OF COMPASSION 213 00:19:12,375 --> 00:19:14,875 All those unknown street names my mom had told me about 214 00:19:14,958 --> 00:19:16,250 were still on my mind. 215 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:19,333 The Pianto in particular. 216 00:19:20,166 --> 00:19:23,875 It must have been a place of sadness, where people were suffering. 217 00:19:24,541 --> 00:19:26,083 Or maybe it made you suffer. 218 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:29,000 That's where my aunt lived. 219 00:19:58,958 --> 00:20:01,958 ♪ Don't drag me down ♪ 220 00:20:02,583 --> 00:20:04,791 ♪ Just because you're down ♪ 221 00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:07,750 ♪ And just 'cause you're blue ♪ 222 00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:10,541 ♪ Don't make me too ♪ 223 00:20:11,208 --> 00:20:13,375 ♪ And though you've found ♪ 224 00:20:14,041 --> 00:20:16,250 ♪ You need more than me ♪ 225 00:20:17,041 --> 00:20:19,166 ♪ Don't talk to me ♪ 226 00:20:19,791 --> 00:20:22,000 ♪ About being free ♪ 227 00:20:22,583 --> 00:20:24,583 ♪ That's freedom ♪ 228 00:20:25,541 --> 00:20:27,875 ♪ Without love... ♪ 229 00:20:28,500 --> 00:20:29,708 ♪ And magic ♪ 230 00:20:29,791 --> 00:20:30,791 Hello? 231 00:20:31,333 --> 00:20:32,666 ♪ Without love ♪ 232 00:20:34,208 --> 00:20:38,833 ♪ Magic without love ♪ 233 00:20:40,291 --> 00:20:41,791 - Hi, Nello. - Hi, Dad. 234 00:20:42,958 --> 00:20:43,958 Hey. 235 00:20:44,375 --> 00:20:46,500 ♪ Hear me say ♪ 236 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:49,240 - ♪ Better things will surely... ♪ - What are you doing? 237 00:20:49,500 --> 00:20:50,791 Nothing. 238 00:20:51,666 --> 00:20:53,583 - Where's Mom? - In her bedroom. 239 00:20:56,416 --> 00:20:57,666 How's your homework? 240 00:20:57,750 --> 00:20:58,916 It's coming along. 241 00:20:59,958 --> 00:21:01,375 Aah. 242 00:21:05,583 --> 00:21:08,750 - Is there anything you don't understand? - No, nothing. 243 00:21:09,375 --> 00:21:11,375 - Anything you want me to clarify? - No. 244 00:21:11,916 --> 00:21:13,625 Don't leave this around. 245 00:22:01,250 --> 00:22:04,833 ♪ You say the magic's gone Well, I'm not... ♪ 246 00:22:04,916 --> 00:22:07,041 Giovà, you have nothing in common with my sister. 247 00:22:07,125 --> 00:22:08,250 You said I do. 248 00:22:08,875 --> 00:22:11,750 Just remember this. She enjoys causing me pain. 249 00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:14,625 She'll use you to hurt me. 250 00:22:15,291 --> 00:22:19,083 She'll try to deprive me of your love, and for me, that's... unbearable. 251 00:22:21,250 --> 00:22:22,250 Hm? 252 00:22:23,291 --> 00:22:24,708 Come here. 253 00:22:27,083 --> 00:22:28,458 Now, when you see her, 254 00:22:29,375 --> 00:22:31,833 be like Ulysses and the Sirens. 255 00:22:32,500 --> 00:22:34,750 Put wax in your ears and don't listen to her. 256 00:22:35,291 --> 00:22:36,666 So you're taking me there? 257 00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:38,333 Yes. 258 00:22:39,500 --> 00:22:41,416 ♪ Without love... ♪ 259 00:22:46,375 --> 00:22:48,625 ♪ Hear me say... ♪ 260 00:22:49,625 --> 00:22:50,666 What's wrong? 261 00:22:50,750 --> 00:22:52,208 Nothing. You smell funny. 262 00:22:54,375 --> 00:22:56,500 Hmm. Understand me? 263 00:22:56,583 --> 00:22:57,958 - Yes. - Good. 264 00:22:58,916 --> 00:22:59,958 Good girl. 265 00:23:00,833 --> 00:23:07,000 ♪ Better things will surely come our way ♪ 266 00:23:07,083 --> 00:23:08,958 I didn't understand anything. 267 00:23:32,750 --> 00:23:34,750 Hey, girls. Where you going? 268 00:23:34,833 --> 00:23:37,291 - The school's been occupied. - Really? Who's occupied it? 269 00:23:37,375 --> 00:23:38,916 Peppe O Dragone and his mates. 270 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:41,875 - Yeah, right, Peppe O Dragone. - Yeah, we're all good then. 271 00:23:41,958 --> 00:23:44,291 I'm going to Officina. There's a concert. 272 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:46,083 Wanna come with me? 273 00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:49,000 Hop on. 274 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:06,333 Okay. 275 00:25:09,916 --> 00:25:10,916 Follow me. 276 00:25:14,791 --> 00:25:17,000 Hey, man, give me a dime. Black hash. 277 00:25:18,875 --> 00:25:20,541 ...stabbed and shot! 278 00:25:35,458 --> 00:25:37,125 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 279 00:25:37,208 --> 00:25:39,250 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 280 00:25:39,333 --> 00:25:40,916 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 281 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,875 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 282 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:44,541 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 283 00:25:44,625 --> 00:25:46,583 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 284 00:25:46,666 --> 00:25:48,250 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 285 00:25:48,333 --> 00:25:50,333 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 286 00:25:50,416 --> 00:25:52,000 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 287 00:25:52,083 --> 00:25:54,083 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 288 00:25:54,166 --> 00:25:55,791 ♪ Saint Anthony ♪ 289 00:25:55,875 --> 00:25:57,583 ♪ Is the enemy of the devil ♪ 290 00:25:57,666 --> 00:25:59,833 ♪ The fascists and the police Are the devil ♪ 291 00:25:59,916 --> 00:26:01,291 ♪ Saint Anthony, come here ♪ 292 00:26:01,375 --> 00:26:02,455 ♪ And take them all away ♪ 293 00:26:02,500 --> 00:26:05,208 ♪ Saint Anthony, come here And take them all away ♪ 294 00:26:05,291 --> 00:26:06,875 ♪ You have to, you have to ♪ 295 00:26:06,958 --> 00:26:08,333 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 296 00:26:08,416 --> 00:26:12,458 ♪ You have to, you have to You have to burn it all ♪ 297 00:26:12,541 --> 00:26:17,833 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 298 00:26:17,916 --> 00:26:21,750 ♪ You have to, you have to You have to burn it all ♪ 299 00:26:21,833 --> 00:26:23,059 ♪ You have to, you have to... ♪ 300 00:26:23,083 --> 00:26:23,958 Take a hit. 301 00:26:24,041 --> 00:26:25,500 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 302 00:26:25,583 --> 00:26:30,125 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 303 00:26:30,208 --> 00:26:31,083 Hmm. 304 00:26:31,166 --> 00:26:34,708 ♪ In this city, full of problems ♪ 305 00:26:34,791 --> 00:26:37,375 ♪ In Italy, where everyone is stupid... ♪ 306 00:26:37,458 --> 00:26:38,791 Giovà, we are in trouble. 307 00:26:38,875 --> 00:26:41,250 We don't smoke joints, we don't give blow jobs. 308 00:26:41,750 --> 00:26:43,083 We don't even play the guitar. 309 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:44,958 The guitar, that's a big deal. 310 00:26:45,041 --> 00:26:49,375 ♪ You have to, you have to You have to burn it all ♪ 311 00:26:49,458 --> 00:26:53,291 ♪ The future is coming Fascists and entrepreneurs ♪ 312 00:26:53,375 --> 00:26:57,125 ♪ The closer they get The more they look like oppressors ♪ 313 00:26:57,208 --> 00:27:00,750 ♪ People who sell themselves For a plate of pasta ♪ 314 00:27:00,833 --> 00:27:04,791 ♪ You have to ignite a flame That makes the lords shake ♪ 315 00:27:08,375 --> 00:27:10,041 ♪ You have to, you have to ♪ 316 00:27:10,125 --> 00:27:12,000 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 317 00:27:12,083 --> 00:27:15,791 ♪ You have to, you have to You have to burn it all ♪ 318 00:27:15,875 --> 00:27:21,333 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 319 00:27:21,416 --> 00:27:23,916 ♪ Grief and blood and bitter tears ♪ 320 00:27:25,166 --> 00:27:26,250 ♪ Grief and blood... ♪ 321 00:27:26,333 --> 00:27:27,666 Who's this stuck-up bitch? 322 00:27:28,875 --> 00:27:31,000 You know that with the money you spend on clothes, 323 00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:32,416 a worker could live for a year? 324 00:27:32,500 --> 00:27:35,958 So tell me, is it better for workers to dress their asses in rags like you? 325 00:27:36,041 --> 00:27:38,625 - Watch it, fascist. You don't want me mad. - Who's a fascist? 326 00:27:38,708 --> 00:27:40,308 I've read the whole Communist Manifesto. 327 00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:42,601 What have you read besides the instructions on a syringe? 328 00:27:42,625 --> 00:27:45,041 Who let you in anyway, you shitty fascist? Back up! 329 00:27:46,166 --> 00:27:48,208 Oh! 330 00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:49,451 - Whoa! - Whoa, what the fuck? 331 00:27:50,416 --> 00:27:52,958 - What the fuck are you doing? - Hey, bitch! 332 00:27:54,708 --> 00:28:00,458 ♪ You have to burn it all ♪ 333 00:28:21,166 --> 00:28:23,791 Press it against your eye, or it'll swell up. 334 00:28:25,250 --> 00:28:26,250 Thanks. 335 00:28:30,416 --> 00:28:31,458 Does it hurt? 336 00:28:32,583 --> 00:28:34,125 - And you? - Mm. 337 00:28:41,875 --> 00:28:43,375 I need to go there. 338 00:28:44,125 --> 00:28:46,208 - What for? - I'm meeting someone. 339 00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:48,666 I'll explain later. 340 00:28:48,750 --> 00:28:50,291 I wanna know everything. 341 00:28:55,375 --> 00:28:56,375 Be careful. 342 00:29:04,166 --> 00:29:05,708 Hello. Good morning. 343 00:29:15,666 --> 00:29:16,666 Hold on. 344 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:48,875 - Does it still hurt? - Yes. 345 00:29:51,083 --> 00:29:52,791 Okay, I tell you what. Hm? 346 00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,500 You give me your eye, I'll get it fixed up 347 00:29:56,125 --> 00:29:57,916 and bring it back to you brand-new. 348 00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,541 - Hm? - Okay. 349 00:30:03,583 --> 00:30:05,666 Oh, by the way, I wanted to ask you something. 350 00:30:05,750 --> 00:30:08,333 I've been thinking about this since this morning. 351 00:30:09,416 --> 00:30:11,791 Who is the most beautiful little girl in Naples? 352 00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:14,250 - I don't know. - Come on! 353 00:30:14,333 --> 00:30:16,208 Try to remember. Who is she? 354 00:30:17,125 --> 00:30:18,875 Me? 355 00:30:18,958 --> 00:30:20,000 Well-done. 356 00:30:20,083 --> 00:30:22,625 - Your answer is correct! - I thought so. 357 00:30:25,166 --> 00:30:27,958 Do you remember the song we sang at the rallies? 358 00:30:28,625 --> 00:30:33,416 ♪ Who told you That I have to leave you? I'd rather... ♪ 359 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:34,833 Now second gear. 360 00:30:34,916 --> 00:30:38,500 ♪ ...die than feel this pain... ♪ 361 00:30:38,541 --> 00:30:39,458 And third gear. 362 00:30:41,958 --> 00:30:43,875 - Have I shifted? - You got it. 363 00:30:43,958 --> 00:30:45,708 ♪ I am dying, dying, dying ♪ 364 00:30:45,791 --> 00:30:46,791 Come on, sing! 365 00:30:47,291 --> 00:30:49,458 ♪ Breath of my heart ♪ 366 00:30:49,958 --> 00:30:52,958 - ♪ You are my love ♪ - ♪ My love ♪ 367 00:30:56,833 --> 00:31:02,000 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying Breath of my heart ♪ 368 00:31:10,166 --> 00:31:12,541 ♪ I'm dying, dying, dying ♪ 369 00:31:12,625 --> 00:31:14,500 ♪ Breath of my heart ♪ 370 00:31:14,583 --> 00:31:17,625 ♪ You are my love ♪ 371 00:31:17,708 --> 00:31:19,166 Good girl. 372 00:31:22,333 --> 00:31:23,416 Was it here? 373 00:31:24,708 --> 00:31:26,291 No, wait, I went the wrong way. 374 00:31:52,458 --> 00:31:53,666 See what it's like here? 375 00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:57,333 This is where I was born and raised. This was my home. 376 00:32:12,458 --> 00:32:15,208 This is where Vittoria is still living. 377 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:18,833 Go on. I'll wait here. 378 00:32:22,041 --> 00:32:23,166 Want some crackers? 379 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:25,333 Here. 380 00:32:29,958 --> 00:32:31,041 What's up? 381 00:32:31,958 --> 00:32:33,541 Don't go anywhere, okay? 382 00:32:33,625 --> 00:32:35,916 Go on, go. I won't move a muscle. 383 00:32:39,916 --> 00:32:41,250 What if she holds me up? 384 00:32:43,916 --> 00:32:47,916 When you get tired, tell her, you know, "I'm sorry, I have to go. See you later." 385 00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:53,083 What if she won't let me go? 386 00:32:54,166 --> 00:32:57,416 All right. One hour tops, I'll come and rescue you. 387 00:32:59,291 --> 00:33:02,458 No. You stay here. I'll come back on my own. 388 00:33:35,375 --> 00:33:36,833 For fuck's sake! 389 00:33:36,916 --> 00:33:38,166 Oh my God! 390 00:33:38,250 --> 00:33:39,833 Oh! She doesn't seem to get it! 391 00:33:39,916 --> 00:33:42,250 You have to suffer a little if you wanna look good, right? 392 00:33:42,333 --> 00:33:43,875 - Right, exactly. - Yeah! 393 00:33:44,625 --> 00:33:45,666 She's pretty. 394 00:33:46,625 --> 00:33:48,250 She looks like a little doll. 395 00:33:48,333 --> 00:33:50,250 Excuse me. Trada? 396 00:33:51,041 --> 00:33:53,291 Right there, the door over there. First floor. 397 00:33:53,375 --> 00:33:55,208 Go on, honey, she's waiting for you. 398 00:34:05,083 --> 00:34:06,083 Let's go. 399 00:34:10,041 --> 00:34:12,125 What are they doing with my TV? 400 00:34:30,458 --> 00:34:32,916 Hey, what the hell!? Calm down. 401 00:34:33,416 --> 00:34:35,416 I'm coming. 402 00:34:40,291 --> 00:34:43,208 What is it? Are you okay? You gotta pee? 403 00:34:44,041 --> 00:34:45,041 No. 404 00:34:45,666 --> 00:34:46,958 Then what is it? 405 00:34:47,041 --> 00:34:48,916 Why are you breaking my door down? 406 00:34:50,458 --> 00:34:51,708 Aunt, I'm Giovanna. 407 00:34:51,791 --> 00:34:53,041 I know who you are. 408 00:34:53,541 --> 00:34:57,250 But if you call me "Aunt" again, you better turn around and leave. 409 00:34:58,541 --> 00:34:59,541 Mmm. 410 00:35:08,250 --> 00:35:10,458 Hey, sir. Could you buy me a coffee? 411 00:35:11,291 --> 00:35:13,375 What? Get outta here. 412 00:35:13,458 --> 00:35:15,125 Oh, wow. No manners. 413 00:35:15,750 --> 00:35:17,416 - Goodbye, prick. - Go away. 414 00:35:17,500 --> 00:35:19,250 - Yeah, screw you. - Bye. Bye. 415 00:36:02,916 --> 00:36:05,291 So, how did it go? 416 00:36:06,166 --> 00:36:07,208 Good. 417 00:36:18,875 --> 00:36:20,916 That's it? Come on, tell me. 418 00:36:21,958 --> 00:36:24,708 Well, she offered me some orange juice, but it was full of seeds. 419 00:36:24,791 --> 00:36:26,166 - So I spat them out. - Mmm. 420 00:36:26,250 --> 00:36:28,010 And then she wanted to know if I had friends, 421 00:36:28,041 --> 00:36:29,708 so I told her about Angela. 422 00:36:30,500 --> 00:36:31,500 I see. 423 00:36:32,291 --> 00:36:34,291 - She ask about me? - No. 424 00:36:34,375 --> 00:36:36,000 - Never? - Never, no. 425 00:36:36,708 --> 00:36:38,833 - What about Mom? - No, she didn't. 426 00:36:40,250 --> 00:36:42,541 - That music, what was it? - What music? 427 00:36:42,625 --> 00:36:45,875 Well, at some point, I heard some very loud music coming from up there. 428 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:50,208 No, I didn't hear it. 429 00:36:52,291 --> 00:36:53,666 Well, was she kind? 430 00:36:54,958 --> 00:36:55,958 Mostly. 431 00:36:57,583 --> 00:36:59,291 Did she say anything mean? 432 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,291 She's a bit unpleasant. 433 00:37:02,625 --> 00:37:04,458 Well, what did I tell you about her? 434 00:37:07,041 --> 00:37:08,833 Have you satisfied your curiosity now? 435 00:37:08,916 --> 00:37:11,041 Now do you realize she's nothing like you? 436 00:37:11,541 --> 00:37:13,083 - Yes. - Good. 437 00:37:16,291 --> 00:37:17,625 Give me a kiss. 438 00:37:19,750 --> 00:37:21,000 Do you forgive me? 439 00:37:22,416 --> 00:37:23,583 I forgive you. 440 00:37:25,041 --> 00:37:27,916 No! No, your beard scratches my cheek. 441 00:37:28,416 --> 00:37:31,875 Oh yeah? Your aunt must scratch even worse with that mustache of hers. 442 00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:33,815 She doesn't have a mustache. 443 00:37:33,875 --> 00:37:35,333 - Yeah, she does. - No! 444 00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:40,125 Okay, fine, she doesn't. 445 00:37:41,166 --> 00:37:42,875 I mean, God forbid you wanted to go back 446 00:37:42,958 --> 00:37:45,375 to see whether she actually has one or not. 447 00:37:45,458 --> 00:37:47,000 I don't wanna see her anymore. 448 00:37:49,583 --> 00:37:50,583 Okay. 449 00:38:00,125 --> 00:38:02,565 - Aunt, I'm Giovanna. - I know who you are. 450 00:38:02,625 --> 00:38:05,916 But if you call me "Aunt" again, you better turn around and leave. 451 00:38:13,166 --> 00:38:14,166 What's that? 452 00:38:15,333 --> 00:38:17,208 - Does it hurt? - No. 453 00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:19,708 You want a fresh orange juice? 454 00:38:20,333 --> 00:38:21,833 No, I don't wanna bother you. 455 00:38:21,916 --> 00:38:22,916 Yes or no? 456 00:38:24,041 --> 00:38:25,333 - Come on. - Okay, yeah. 457 00:38:30,833 --> 00:38:32,208 Mm. Here. 458 00:38:33,333 --> 00:38:34,416 Mm. 459 00:38:40,416 --> 00:38:41,708 Mm-mm-mm! 460 00:38:41,791 --> 00:38:45,375 Be careful. It's broken. Sit over here. 461 00:38:49,166 --> 00:38:52,291 Take off that jacket. What's the problem? Where's the fire? 462 00:38:59,583 --> 00:39:01,125 - Here. - Is that for me? 463 00:39:02,500 --> 00:39:04,250 No. Your sister. 464 00:39:15,666 --> 00:39:16,666 Giannì. 465 00:39:17,375 --> 00:39:19,750 Don't you... Why didn't you wear your bracelet? 466 00:39:19,833 --> 00:39:21,125 What bracelet? 467 00:39:21,208 --> 00:39:23,041 The one I gave you when you were born. 468 00:39:25,333 --> 00:39:27,416 I guess my mom made me wear it when I was little. 469 00:39:27,500 --> 00:39:30,000 Until I turned one or two, and then it didn't fit anymore. 470 00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:33,291 You're very clever, Giannì. 471 00:39:35,458 --> 00:39:36,541 That's the truth. 472 00:39:38,041 --> 00:39:39,500 Are you afraid of me? 473 00:39:40,458 --> 00:39:41,541 Yes. 474 00:39:41,625 --> 00:39:44,208 Well, that's good. Fear keeps you vigilant. 475 00:39:46,916 --> 00:39:50,583 It didn't take you long to find an excuse to save your dad's ass. 476 00:39:50,666 --> 00:39:51,833 Brava, Giannì. 477 00:39:51,916 --> 00:39:54,625 But now, you haven't saved your own. 478 00:39:55,541 --> 00:39:58,625 I didn't give you a bracelet that was meant for a child 479 00:39:59,208 --> 00:40:00,250 but for an adult. 480 00:40:00,958 --> 00:40:02,458 An important bracelet. 481 00:40:12,041 --> 00:40:13,041 Mmm! 482 00:40:19,416 --> 00:40:20,458 Go ahead. 483 00:40:21,916 --> 00:40:22,958 It's healthy. 484 00:40:32,666 --> 00:40:34,166 I'm not like your father. 485 00:40:35,083 --> 00:40:38,291 He's so attached to money and material things. 486 00:40:38,875 --> 00:40:40,708 I don't give a shit about objects. 487 00:40:41,541 --> 00:40:43,208 I only care about people. 488 00:40:43,708 --> 00:40:46,250 I used to own one thing, only one thing. 489 00:40:46,750 --> 00:40:47,791 That bracelet. 490 00:40:48,791 --> 00:40:51,166 And when you were born, I had a thought, 491 00:40:51,250 --> 00:40:55,041 "When she's a young woman, an adult, she can wear it." 492 00:40:56,291 --> 00:40:58,541 I even wrote that on the card I gave you. 493 00:40:59,541 --> 00:41:00,666 What card? 494 00:41:01,541 --> 00:41:04,666 A card that I carefully put inside of the mailbox, 495 00:41:04,750 --> 00:41:06,166 together with the bracelet. 496 00:41:06,666 --> 00:41:08,666 "Give it to her when she grows up." 497 00:41:09,791 --> 00:41:11,726 Maybe you shouldn't have left it there. 498 00:41:11,750 --> 00:41:14,458 - Thieves probably came and stole it. - What thieves? 499 00:41:15,458 --> 00:41:17,458 What the hell are you even saying? 500 00:41:17,541 --> 00:41:19,041 Just drink your juice. 501 00:41:19,125 --> 00:41:21,625 Your mother wouldn't even know how to make you one. 502 00:41:24,125 --> 00:41:26,291 Light, you damn thing! 503 00:41:26,375 --> 00:41:27,750 Damn it. Light! 504 00:41:29,250 --> 00:41:31,916 And light. Good, good... 505 00:41:37,250 --> 00:41:39,666 Listen, I had to put it in the mailbox 506 00:41:40,250 --> 00:41:41,833 because if I had walked up, 507 00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,916 your father would have kicked me out for sure. 508 00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:45,560 My father would never kick anybody out. 509 00:41:45,625 --> 00:41:47,833 Your father is an asshole. 510 00:41:49,416 --> 00:41:51,958 He thinks he knows absolutely everything. 511 00:41:52,041 --> 00:41:54,125 He stays safe in his own little world. 512 00:41:54,625 --> 00:41:57,250 And if you tell him that he's wrong, he'll erase you! 513 00:41:57,833 --> 00:41:59,125 He erased me. 514 00:41:59,208 --> 00:42:00,208 Even Enzo. 515 00:42:02,458 --> 00:42:04,166 My Enzo too. 516 00:42:04,250 --> 00:42:07,625 Your father will erase everyone who's better than him. 517 00:42:07,708 --> 00:42:11,000 He's always been like that, you see. Even when he was a kid. 518 00:42:11,583 --> 00:42:15,125 He thinks he's so intelligent, but he's never been intelligent. 519 00:42:15,791 --> 00:42:19,041 He's a motherfucker, and he'll do everything in his power 520 00:42:19,125 --> 00:42:21,458 to make you believe you can't live without him. 521 00:42:22,041 --> 00:42:23,500 When we were kids, 522 00:42:23,583 --> 00:42:27,250 every time he left, I felt like they had taken the sun from me. 523 00:42:27,333 --> 00:42:29,208 And I thought, "I'm gonna die." 524 00:42:29,291 --> 00:42:31,083 So I would do everything he wanted. 525 00:42:31,750 --> 00:42:33,333 He made the rules. 526 00:42:33,416 --> 00:42:35,541 "You can do this, but you can't do that." 527 00:42:38,250 --> 00:42:42,083 He even had me believe that God didn't exist. 528 00:42:43,208 --> 00:42:44,500 He went that far. 529 00:42:45,541 --> 00:42:47,500 But I changed my mind right away. 530 00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:49,666 As soon as I met my Enzo. 531 00:42:50,666 --> 00:42:52,333 Son of a bitch! 532 00:42:55,458 --> 00:42:58,666 For your dad, you only have a right to be in this world 533 00:42:58,750 --> 00:43:00,625 if you hold a book in your hands. 534 00:43:07,583 --> 00:43:08,833 That bastard. 535 00:43:09,708 --> 00:43:11,125 That piece of shit. 536 00:43:12,125 --> 00:43:13,250 That dog! 537 00:43:17,041 --> 00:43:20,416 With my Enzo, first he convinced him they were friends. 538 00:43:21,208 --> 00:43:22,750 But then he stole his soul. 539 00:43:23,291 --> 00:43:24,875 He tore him to pieces. 540 00:43:46,916 --> 00:43:48,666 Giannì! Come on. 541 00:43:51,208 --> 00:43:52,208 Giannì! 542 00:43:53,333 --> 00:43:54,500 Are you sleeping? 543 00:43:54,583 --> 00:43:55,583 Come on! 544 00:43:56,125 --> 00:43:58,625 I want that dog to hear this. 545 00:43:58,708 --> 00:44:00,041 So that he can remember! 546 00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:05,708 The very first time I met my Enzo, we were at a dance party. 547 00:44:06,375 --> 00:44:09,416 And we danced together like this, to this song right here. 548 00:44:10,125 --> 00:44:11,541 Was it a long time ago? 549 00:44:11,625 --> 00:44:13,458 It feels like yesterday. 550 00:44:13,541 --> 00:44:16,226 - And where is Enzo now? - Giannì, you're not growing up right. 551 00:44:16,250 --> 00:44:18,916 You believe more in lies than in the truth. 552 00:44:19,458 --> 00:44:20,625 Hm? 553 00:44:20,708 --> 00:44:22,833 I bet you don't even know how to dance. 554 00:44:22,916 --> 00:44:25,875 - I know how to breakdance. - Breakdance! Oh! 555 00:44:31,125 --> 00:44:32,208 Mm! 556 00:44:34,750 --> 00:44:36,333 Give me your hand. 557 00:44:36,416 --> 00:44:38,416 One. Two. 558 00:44:39,083 --> 00:44:40,583 Mm! Follow me. 559 00:45:00,958 --> 00:45:02,625 Move those hips! 560 00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:03,875 Move! 561 00:45:15,208 --> 00:45:16,541 What's wrong? 562 00:45:17,583 --> 00:45:19,666 Well, I'd really like to meet Enzo now. 563 00:45:19,750 --> 00:45:20,916 - Seriously? - Yes. 564 00:45:21,416 --> 00:45:24,041 All right, then. One of these days we can go see him. 565 00:45:24,541 --> 00:45:26,458 Mm. Where is he? 566 00:45:27,041 --> 00:45:29,583 He's... in the cemetery. 567 00:45:30,333 --> 00:45:31,500 Oh. 568 00:46:19,416 --> 00:46:23,166 When you're little, everything seems big. 569 00:46:23,250 --> 00:46:26,958 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 570 00:46:27,875 --> 00:46:30,208 Each to their own. 571 00:47:06,666 --> 00:47:08,875 Each to their own. 572 00:47:08,958 --> 00:47:10,958 Nobody knows. 573 00:47:12,625 --> 00:47:15,208 Each to their own. 574 00:47:15,291 --> 00:47:17,625 Nobody knows. 575 00:47:51,916 --> 00:47:55,583 When you're little, everything seems big. 576 00:47:55,666 --> 00:47:59,375 When you're grown-up, everything seems small. 577 00:48:00,458 --> 00:48:03,000 Each to their own. 578 00:48:04,375 --> 00:48:06,375 Nobody knows. 579 00:48:07,416 --> 00:48:08,875 Nobody knows. 580 00:49:09,458 --> 00:49:11,666 Each to their own. 581 00:49:11,750 --> 00:49:13,541 Nobody knows. 582 00:49:15,833 --> 00:49:17,666 Each to their own. 583 00:49:18,166 --> 00:49:20,166 Nobody knows.