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I'm never gonna
get over that jachnun.

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I think you're never gonna
digest that jachnun.

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- Oh, I'll digest it.
- Really?

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{\an8}- I'll digest it all day long.
- It's primarily bread.

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{\an8}No, it took me
to this moment where, like...

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{\an8}<i>The cursing started like this.</i>

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{\an8}- I can't even digest bread.
- Not, like, regular bread.

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Yeah, sure. I got you.

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Huh?

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I didn't get a word she said.

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Shit.

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What did she say?

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She just cursed my unborn daughter.

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I don't have any more cash.

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- I don't know if you guys have anything.
- Really?

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Just to make it stop.
Just to make it stop.

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- Okay.
- Okay, I have, like, some.

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I have a few. I have a few.

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They... Sorry about him.
So, here, we have...

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Yeah, get it in there.
Thank you. Sorry.

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That doesn't sound...
That's not, like, a blessing.

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No, it's not a good one.

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Okay.

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- Did she say gonorrhea?
- Yeah.

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Did you say gonorrhea?

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Listen, let's go. I'm scared of her.

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You shouldn't say that to people.
That's...

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- You can leave.
- I'm part of the group.

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- So if the group...
- Just do it then and let's go.

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- Yeah, sorry.
- Can we please go?

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Yeah, here you go.
I'm sorry about that. Is that...

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<i>She told him that he would
heal the world with his kindness,</i>

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<i>that he was destined
for a righteous path,</i>

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<i>that his future was assured,</i>

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<i>that nothing bad would happen to him.</i>

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Can you...

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Of course I can hear you,
you're yelling.

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Yes. No.

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No, Hannah,
Mona cannot take you to the Hamptons.

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She's supposed
to be on vacation in the first place.

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Can you please
just give her back her phone?

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Yeah, so I can talk to her.
That's right.

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{\an8}I'm so sorry, Mona.
No, this is so nice of you.

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{\an8}And yeah, but your son doesn't arrive
until tonight, right?

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{\an8}Yeah, I so appreciate this, really.
I know, you're a real lifesaver. Okay.

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{\an8}<i>Monday had come and still,
there was nothing from Rachel.</i>

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{\an8}<i>I know that you think my job
is a hobby, but I have real obligations.</i>

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{\an8}<i>And the kids were expecting
to go to the Hamptons with you</i>

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{\an8}<i>and this was Mona's one week off.</i>

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<i>This was not the life that
the beggar woman had promised him.</i>

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{\an8}So we need to redo
the sonogram on Mrs. Chamonix.

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{\an8}What is the most common liver condition
associated with Crohn's?

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{\an8}Dr. Bartuck wants to see you
when you have a chance.

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{\an8}Yeah, sure, sure.

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{\an8}Ah, Dr. Fleishman.

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{\an8}Dr. Bartuck, Ida said you wanted a word.

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{\an8}Have a seat.

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{\an8}So...

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{\an8}Yes.

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{\an8}I wanted you to hear it from me.

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{\an8}I'm taking over. Chief of Medicine.

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{\an8}Wow. Congratulations.
That's just great.

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{\an8}And Janice has taken over the division.

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{\an8}Which means she needs to replace herself
for the subdivision.

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I'd like it to go to you.

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Well, I don't know what to say.
Um, thank you.

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{\an8}Well, you're good with patients.
You're precise. You care.

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{\an8}Now, it's not a lock.
Janice has her own process,

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{\an8}but you're the favorite.

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{\an8}It's yours to lose.

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{\an8}<i>A promotion. See that, Rachel?</i>

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<i>Toby thought back
to when he was a fellow</i>

73
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<i>and when Bartuck
was an actual practicing doctor</i>

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<i>before he began
his dubious ascent to fundraising.</i>

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Wait, wait, wait, what did she say?

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"My father is sick
with a lot of things."

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Right, right, right. "My father is sick
with a lot of things, Dr. Bartuck,

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"but uterine cancer isn't one of them."

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<i>That year, Dr. Liu, the head
of the gastroenterology division,</i>

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<i>found himself in the hospital
as a patient</i>

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<i>with an aggressive, relentless case
of pancreatic cancer.</i>

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<i>Then, finally, just a month later,
it was time.</i>

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We'll go.

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DR. LIU'S WIFE: No, stay.

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You're as big a part of his life
as I was.

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<i>That's so sad.</i>

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I know. What I keep
thinking about is just, like,

88
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the privilege of having known him,

89
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you know, I mean, to know them
and to be a part of it,

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like, to be there, you know?

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It's pretty amazing you were in the room
though. I mean, that...

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- Yeah.
- That means you're in, Toby.

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Is that what they say in the mailroom

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when you get to watch
a senior agent die?

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- No, that's not what I mean.
- No, I know what you mean.

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I don't think you know what I mean.

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I mean that I think
doing this is its own reward.

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You're getting into bed?

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I have to return a thousand emails.

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Okay.

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<i>Then two years ago,</i>

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<i>the Fleishmans
were invited for New Year's</i>

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<i>to the second home of Miriam
and Sam Rothberg in Saratoga.</i>

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If you have four houses,

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how do you decide
which to call your second one?

106
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Well, it's the one you bought second.

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Makes sense.

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Welcome, Fleishmans.

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Look at this place. It's amazing.

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Welcome to Paniquil.

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Paniquil? So you named
this after an antidepressant

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that doesn't interfere
with sexual arousal?

113
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No, no, no, I named it after
an antidepressant that doesn't interfere

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- with sexual arousal that made me rich.
- Oh, wow.

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- Let me show you around.
- Oh, yeah. Okay.

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Come on.

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- You taste that?
- Yeah, I tasted it.

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It's, you know, it's very--
Yeah, I taste it.

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You still at the hospital?

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Well, you know,
people are still getting sick, so...

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Yeah, we're looking for someone
to head up a new

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division around marijuana.

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Sorry, Fenton is getting into marijuana?

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Oh, Lord. No, no,

125
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we're looking for somebody
to help lead a new division

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dedicated to debunking myths

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- about alternative therapies, you know.
- I see.

128
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A lot of misinformation out there,
as I'm sure you know.

129
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Well, I don't know. I mean, I've seen
a lot of cancer patients benefit from...

130
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Don't, don't, don't, don't tell me
you're a acupuncture guy.

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No, no. Well, I mean, it's not a cure,

132
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but it actually does provide
pain relief, absolutely, yeah.

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Well, you know, you'd be heading up
a big division

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bringing in a mil before bonuses.

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You'd be managing your own team,
great hours, the works.

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I don't know. I think I do my best
with patient interface, I think.

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Yeah, thank you.

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Rachel said you'd resist.

139
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Yeah?

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Did I mention the house in Vail,
director-level gets a key.

141
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What's wrong? Why don't you ask Sam
with whom you colluded and orchestrated?

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Colluded? It's a job offer, Toby.
It's an opportunity.

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At the very least,
always take the meeting, right?

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It's the opposite
of an opportunity, okay?

145
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It's the antithesis of what I do.

146
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He wants me to head up a division
that encourages

147
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the deprivation of legitimate avenues
of pain relief for sick patients.

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I want you to feel rewarded.
You should get a break from the grind.

149
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But it is not a grind, okay?

150
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Do you understand how hurtful it is
that this is what's important to you?

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You're screaming.

152
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I did not become a doctor
to get rich, okay?

153
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I did it to live a meaningful life.

154
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Yeah. Well, I would like
to own an apartment someday.

155
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Excuse me.
I make almost $300,000 a year.

156
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I'm a rich man in every single culture
except the 40 stupid square blocks

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that you insist we live within.

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You act like
you need to work all the time

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because I'm some bum on the couch.

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If you had a job where people
counted on you for their livelihood,

161
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- maybe you would get it.
- Okay.

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Are you serious?

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Dad?

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Dad?

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I don't know why
we still have these conversations.

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- I never misrepresented myself.
- Neither did I.

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Okay.

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<i>Immediately following
that weekend,</i>

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<i>Rachel began to look at nicer apartments
without even talking to him.</i>

170
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Sam knows the builder.

171
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They don't have
their certificate of occupancy,

172
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so they can't really show it yet,
so early access.

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I guess it's really who you know, huh?

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Exactly.
They're calling it "The Golden."

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Wow, The Golden, just in case
you missed any of the subtext.

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It's the original molding.

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Yeah, it's new construction.
The whole thing's original.

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Well, I like it.

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Oh, really? Come on. It's like
everything I hate about New York City,

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like new money imitating old money.
Come on, The Golden.

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Yeah, you said that.

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Well, yeah.

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Sam says we can make an offer now
before they put it on the market.

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We'll finally have a place.

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We'll live here forever
and our children will visit us

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when they're married and have children.

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You act like you need me to say yes,
but you already made a decision.

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<i>And that was that.</i>

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<i>And now look at him, a promotion.
Not for leveraging or subverting.</i>

190
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<i>Not for disrupting.</i>

191
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<i>Just for being devoted
to what he did and being good at it.</i>

192
00:10:34,091 --> 00:10:36,091
<i>"See, Rachel," he wanted to tell her,</i>

193
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<i>"Success can build. You don't
have to lunge for it, like an animal."</i>

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Mona. Hi. I'm so sorry. I really thought
she would be back by now.

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You didn't happen to make dinner,
did you?

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- I'm gonna go be with my son.
- Okay. Thanks for everything.

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I really do appreciate it. Okay.

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Hey, kids. I'm back.
I'm gonna make some dinner, okay?

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<i>But he was annoyed. Lord knows
Rachel came home late all the time</i>

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<i>and didn't get that
kind of attitude from Mona.</i>

201
00:11:00,159 --> 00:11:01,619
- Is Mom here?
- Hey.

202
00:11:01,619 --> 00:11:04,579
We're supposed to be there by dinner.
I'm supposed to have dinner with Lexi.

203
00:11:04,580 --> 00:11:06,120
Yes. Sorry, honey. Mom's delayed.

204
00:11:06,123 --> 00:11:08,383
She should be back by tonight,
tomorrow at the latest.

205
00:11:08,376 --> 00:11:09,666
God, why is it so hot in here?

206
00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,999
No. She promised me
dinner in the Hamptons.

207
00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:13,844
Yeah, well, Mom's delayed, okay?

208
00:11:13,839 --> 00:11:14,969
She's always delayed.

209
00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:18,175
God. Is the air-conditioning on?
Did it break or something?

210
00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:20,718
I'm gonna find a recipe.
You don't worry.

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00:11:20,721 --> 00:11:23,811
Last year, she had to go to Italy
because she was on tour with Alejandra,

212
00:11:23,808 --> 00:11:26,688
and this year she promised
we'd have a whole week together.

213
00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:29,772
You know what? You're not wrong.
You deserve a summer.

214
00:11:30,314 --> 00:11:32,114
Everybody is getting together
without me.

215
00:11:32,108 --> 00:11:33,608
Don't you understand that?

216
00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:40,701
You know, guys,
I had some great news today.

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Oh, sweet Jesus.

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<i>- Squeeze more.
- Harder!</i>

219
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<i>- That's so hot!
- My pussy is so wet.</i>

220
00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:53,501
- No, nope, nope. Stop.
<i>- Are you hard yet?</i>

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Okay.

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{\an8}Oh, my God.

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<i>Toby briefly entertained
the idea that it was Mona.</i>

224
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<i>That in her anger, she sat down
and treated herself</i>

225
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<i>to a big old afternoon
of Internet porn.</i>

226
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<i>But the theory fell apart
when he realized</i>

227
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<i>that Mona probably knew
how to spell "vagina."</i>

228
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Kids? Kids?

229
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Is Mom here?

230
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Let me have a word with Solly.

231
00:12:38,591 --> 00:12:39,881
I didn't do it.

232
00:12:41,093 --> 00:12:42,263
Solly.

233
00:12:43,637 --> 00:12:46,467
I don't know why those things came up,
they just came up.

234
00:12:47,099 --> 00:12:48,099
All right.

235
00:12:48,642 --> 00:12:51,442
Here, it's okay.
Come, sit down for a minute.

236
00:12:53,189 --> 00:12:57,859
Listen, there's nothing to be ashamed of
or afraid of.

237
00:12:57,860 --> 00:12:59,860
Are you curious about girls?

238
00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:02,532
I just wanted to know
what it looks like underneath.

239
00:13:02,531 --> 00:13:04,281
Yeah, no, I understand.

240
00:13:04,742 --> 00:13:07,502
Should I maybe get,
get you a book for kids,

241
00:13:07,495 --> 00:13:09,535
- like maybe with the pictures or...
- No!

242
00:13:09,538 --> 00:13:11,538
- No?
- I don't wanna see it ever again.

243
00:13:11,540 --> 00:13:14,130
Yeah, no, that makes perfect sense,
of course not.

244
00:13:14,126 --> 00:13:18,456
- Of course not. Okay. It's okay, buddy.
- It's not okay. I hate it.

245
00:13:18,631 --> 00:13:20,931
I know. I know. Listen, um...

246
00:13:22,009 --> 00:13:26,679
I just want you to know that
that's not really what it's like, okay?

247
00:13:26,680 --> 00:13:30,060
That's like someone's fantasy
of what people might want.

248
00:13:30,059 --> 00:13:32,769
That's not what it's really like
for two people to have sex, okay?

249
00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:35,770
- Don't say that word!
- Yeah, okay. I won't say it. I won't.

250
00:13:35,898 --> 00:13:38,188
Is that Mom?

251
00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:41,072
- Don't tell her.
- No, no, I won't. I won't.

252
00:13:43,405 --> 00:13:45,365
<i>It was Rachel. He was sure of it.</i>

253
00:13:45,366 --> 00:13:48,076
<i>Some beam of nuclear energy
had reached her</i>

254
00:13:48,077 --> 00:13:51,157
<i>and activated her remaining shreds
of maternal instinct.</i>

255
00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:52,753
<i>Just thinking about you, stud.</i>

256
00:13:52,748 --> 00:13:55,788
<i>Poison emoji, finger gun emoji,
hang ten emoji.</i>

257
00:13:55,793 --> 00:13:56,963
It's the hospital.

258
00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,049
<i>Growing up was disgusting.</i>

259
00:14:00,381 --> 00:14:04,341
<i>Literally. It was filled with
all these horrible moments of revulsion.</i>

260
00:14:04,343 --> 00:14:05,723
You okay, buddy?

261
00:14:06,220 --> 00:14:09,100
I'm gonna watch <i>Karate Kid.</i> Can I go?

262
00:14:09,473 --> 00:14:11,183
Of course. Yeah, of course.

263
00:14:25,823 --> 00:14:27,993
<i>My nine-year-old watched porn</i>

264
00:14:27,992 --> 00:14:31,832
<i>on the computer
for hours in front of you today.</i>

265
00:14:31,829 --> 00:14:35,419
<i>We will no longer
be requiring your services.</i>

266
00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:37,668
<i>Good luck to you.</i>

267
00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:41,300
<i>Holy shit!</i>

268
00:14:42,798 --> 00:14:44,008
<i>What had he done?</i>

269
00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:47,551
<i>Toby spent all night in vain
trying to figure out</i>

270
00:14:47,553 --> 00:14:50,353
<i>how to take back his text to Mona.
Holy shit.</i>

271
00:14:50,347 --> 00:14:54,477
<i>He'd fired the most stable presence
his children had in their lives.</i>

272
00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:58,106
No, I know, Simone. Can you please
just tell me when she's getting back?

273
00:14:59,189 --> 00:15:01,229
Okay. Well, she went
to Everglade, right?

274
00:15:01,233 --> 00:15:03,243
Well, can you tell me how long it goes?

275
00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:06,235
Can you tell me that? No. Stop that.
Stop it. No, not you, sorry.

276
00:15:06,238 --> 00:15:09,778
Yeah, I know. No, can you tell me,
if she's still there?

277
00:15:09,783 --> 00:15:13,833
Can you tell me anything? No? Okay.
Great. Yeah, I know.

278
00:15:13,829 --> 00:15:16,749
Can we just wait at home for Mommy
to take us to the Hamptons?

279
00:15:16,749 --> 00:15:18,999
I wish. I just don't know
when she's getting back yet.

280
00:15:19,001 --> 00:15:21,171
Why would you wanna leave here?
You know, it's weird.

281
00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:22,590
Everybody wants to leave the city
when it gets hot.

282
00:15:22,588 --> 00:15:24,338
But that's actually a mistake.

283
00:15:24,340 --> 00:15:26,050
Nothing beats summer in the city.

284
00:15:26,175 --> 00:15:27,965
Everything gets so green.
Everyone gathers.

285
00:15:28,969 --> 00:15:30,299
It smells like garbage.

286
00:15:30,304 --> 00:15:32,104
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

287
00:15:33,182 --> 00:15:35,182
You used to love coming in with me.

288
00:15:35,184 --> 00:15:36,984
Yeah, when I was a baby.

289
00:15:37,311 --> 00:15:39,191
I know. I'll make it up to you, okay?

290
00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:41,768
Can we go to the park?
We can find the churros guys.

291
00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:44,904
You know what? That sounds like fun and
I'm sure Mom will be back by tonight.

292
00:15:44,902 --> 00:15:45,992
You said that last night.

293
00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:48,571
I know. Be good.
The time will go by fast, okay?

294
00:15:51,492 --> 00:15:52,702
<i>But it didn't.</i>

295
00:15:53,786 --> 00:15:55,406
<i>How it broke his heart.</i>

296
00:15:56,497 --> 00:15:58,247
<i>How Toby had always loved summer.</i>

297
00:16:17,935 --> 00:16:20,265
<i>Hello. It is a beautiful day
here at Everglade,</i>

298
00:16:20,270 --> 00:16:24,150
<i>an exclusive wellness retreat located in
the splendor of the Catskill Mountains.</i>

299
00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:26,279
<i>This is Sage,
how can I help facilitate your inquiry?</i>

300
00:16:26,276 --> 00:16:29,236
Yeah, sorry. Hi. Sorry to interrupt,
but I'm at my job.

301
00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:31,988
Can you please tell me
if Rachel Fleishman is still checked in?

302
00:16:32,366 --> 00:16:33,526
<i>- I'm so sorry. I can't...</i>
- Yeah.

303
00:16:33,534 --> 00:16:34,994
<i>...talk about a guest's status.</i>

304
00:16:35,536 --> 00:16:38,786
No, I just need to know if she's there.
Sorry, I'm her husband,

305
00:16:38,789 --> 00:16:42,129
I just have a message to get to her.
Can you pass on a message for her?

306
00:16:42,376 --> 00:16:45,246
<i>I'm sorry, sir.
I can't reveal the status of our guests.</i>

307
00:16:45,254 --> 00:16:47,634
I don't need to know her status,
just if she's there.

308
00:16:47,631 --> 00:16:49,381
<i>- I'm sorry, sir.</i>
- I'm sorry. Yeah.

309
00:16:49,383 --> 00:16:50,883
<i>- I can't reveal the status...</i>
- Okay.

310
00:16:50,884 --> 00:16:52,974
<i>- ...of our guests.</i>
- All right, I'm sorry to disturb you.

311
00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,100
Okay.

312
00:17:00,561 --> 00:17:03,731
<i>Hey, just please. I'm not mad.</i>

313
00:17:03,939 --> 00:17:05,649
<i>I'm a real person.</i>

314
00:17:05,816 --> 00:17:09,896
<i>I exist even when you can't see me.
Can I get an ETA, Rachel?</i>

315
00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:18,286
<i>Division head.
You must be so proud, Janice.</i>

316
00:17:18,287 --> 00:17:19,957
It'll be a challenge, I know.

317
00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:21,205
I think of all the things
I'll have to do

318
00:17:21,206 --> 00:17:23,536
- now that I'm not seeing patients.
- Like fundraising.

319
00:17:23,917 --> 00:17:26,377
Don't knock fundraising, you and I
don't have jobs without it.

320
00:17:26,378 --> 00:17:28,508
I don't know. I think
I would just miss my patients.

321
00:17:28,505 --> 00:17:31,005
Advancing sometimes means
missing a thing you loved.

322
00:17:31,425 --> 00:17:33,045
I think I'm gonna
love this, too, though.

323
00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,758
Hey, aren't those your kids?

324
00:17:36,972 --> 00:17:39,602
<i>Paging Dr. Wong. Dr. Wong.</i>

325
00:17:39,808 --> 00:17:41,388
Uh, I have an endoscopy.

326
00:17:46,774 --> 00:17:48,904
<i>His kids deserved
a better summer than this.</i>

327
00:17:50,819 --> 00:17:52,699
<i>They all deserved better than this.</i>

328
00:17:55,532 --> 00:17:56,992
Hey, do you have a second?

329
00:17:56,992 --> 00:18:00,872
I need a personal day or two.
Well, two. Two.

330
00:18:01,413 --> 00:18:02,503
Everything all right?

331
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:05,828
Yeah, well, Rachel,
she's on an extended trip,

332
00:18:05,834 --> 00:18:08,214
it couldn't be avoided,
and my babysitter is on vacation.

333
00:18:08,212 --> 00:18:09,842
<i>Holy shit. He'd fired Mona.</i>

334
00:18:09,838 --> 00:18:12,548
It's not ideal. I told David Cooper
he was getting the best.

335
00:18:12,549 --> 00:18:14,299
Yes, and I will be right in
if I'm needed.

336
00:18:14,301 --> 00:18:15,471
I will check in on the hour.

337
00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:17,929
I gave Mr. Cooper my cell.
The fellows know he's a priority.

338
00:18:21,683 --> 00:18:23,353
All right, two days. But you check in.

339
00:18:23,727 --> 00:18:24,897
Okay. Thank you.

340
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:33,610
- Anyone here wanna go to the Hamptons?
- Yes, yes!

341
00:18:39,284 --> 00:18:41,414
Okay. Are you kids ready?

342
00:18:41,829 --> 00:18:43,579
Does Mom even know you have her car?

343
00:18:43,747 --> 00:18:47,577
Yeah, I said, "Are you ready?"
All right.

344
00:18:58,095 --> 00:19:00,095
Are you gonna get your own car?

345
00:19:01,223 --> 00:19:02,853
Can you even afford one?

346
00:19:02,850 --> 00:19:04,640
What... Yes, I can afford a car.

347
00:19:04,643 --> 00:19:07,483
You do understand I'm a doctor
and not like a homeless person, right?

348
00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:08,559
- Dad.
- What?

349
00:19:08,564 --> 00:19:10,824
You can't say homeless person.

350
00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:26,079
- Hey, Dad?
- Mmm-hmm?

351
00:19:26,373 --> 00:19:27,923
What's the block universe?

352
00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:29,503
Oh, um...

353
00:19:29,501 --> 00:19:32,881
It's a theory.
It's this idea that, like,

354
00:19:32,880 --> 00:19:35,800
all of life is happening
at the same time.

355
00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:45,813
Like, all points of existence are,

356
00:19:46,476 --> 00:19:49,016
I don't know, occurring simultaneously.

357
00:19:49,021 --> 00:19:52,481
Just try to breathe through it, okay?
Oh, bub, I'm sorry.

358
00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:53,938
Does he have to throw up?

359
00:19:53,942 --> 00:19:55,282
My stomach hurts.
I know.

360
00:19:56,320 --> 00:19:58,490
So, it means that like...

361
00:19:59,448 --> 00:20:02,778
<i>...like your past and present
and future.</i>

362
00:20:02,784 --> 00:20:05,204
- <i>Wash the spider out
- Spider out.</i>

363
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:09,214
<i>...are all happening, like, all at once.</i>

364
00:20:10,292 --> 00:20:13,842
<i>Round and round, round and round</i>

365
00:20:13,837 --> 00:20:15,877
<i>Round and round</i>

366
00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:19,638
<i>The wheels on the bus go
round and round all...</i>

367
00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:22,050
I spy with my little eye,
something that's blue.

368
00:20:22,471 --> 00:20:26,891
Big part of my life. Have a weekend
to myself or even just a car ride.

369
00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:30,192
Jesus, me having to sit here
with my hands in my lap,

370
00:20:30,187 --> 00:20:34,777
to do some public display of not working
for your satisfaction.

371
00:20:35,817 --> 00:20:38,697
Look, if I got this done,
I could finally relax,

372
00:20:38,695 --> 00:20:40,235
just not on your schedule.

373
00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:42,159
Suddenly, it's my schedule
that's the problem.

374
00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:44,367
Okay, got it. Sorry.
I didn't know you what you meant.

375
00:20:45,786 --> 00:20:50,166
- All at once? That's so busy.
- Mmm-hmm.

376
00:20:50,165 --> 00:20:54,245
I mean, you only have to worry
about you right now though.

377
00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,587
What if I'm sitting on myself
from the last time we were here?

378
00:20:57,714 --> 00:21:00,224
Yeah, you know,
it's just a theory, okay?

379
00:21:01,843 --> 00:21:04,303
<i>It was best not to
think about the block universe.</i>

380
00:21:04,304 --> 00:21:06,564
<i>Toby didn't wanna think about
any theory of life</i>

381
00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:09,686
<i>in which the thing you were dealing with
wasn't absolute reality.</i>

382
00:21:14,898 --> 00:21:16,818
<i>He couldn't bear the scope of regret</i>

383
00:21:16,817 --> 00:21:19,487
<i>and missed chances
and alternate choices.</i>

384
00:21:19,486 --> 00:21:21,856
<i>He didn't wanna
think about possibility anymore.</i>

385
00:21:21,863 --> 00:21:23,413
<i>Possibility was a trap.</i>

386
00:21:29,329 --> 00:21:30,869
Does anybody wanna get some food?

387
00:21:32,457 --> 00:21:33,787
<i>You know what else is a trap?</i>

388
00:21:35,252 --> 00:21:36,382
<i>The Hamptons.</i>

389
00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:41,220
You know, kids, it's nice that
you have a house in the Hamptons, okay?

390
00:21:41,216 --> 00:21:43,546
It actually is really nice that you can
get used to this,

391
00:21:43,552 --> 00:21:46,642
but it's also important
to think about economic disparity.

392
00:21:46,638 --> 00:21:49,978
It's important that privileged kids
like you think a little bit about that,

393
00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:51,635
you know. I mean, look at these houses.

394
00:21:51,643 --> 00:21:54,563
You think inside these houses
are people that have been rewarded

395
00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:56,733
for their great acts of kindness
and good works?

396
00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:59,442
No, no, no.
Inside these houses are pirates.

397
00:21:59,443 --> 00:22:01,283
- Pirates?
- Yeah. I mean, a kind of pirate,

398
00:22:01,278 --> 00:22:05,068
the kind of pirate that takes and takes
even though he has enough, you know?

399
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:07,663
Listen, you guys are gonna grow up
and do great things in your life,

400
00:22:07,659 --> 00:22:10,159
but you have to understand
there's such a thing as, as enough.

401
00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:13,422
- Okay.
- Whatever, Dad.

402
00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:27,348
Okay.

403
00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:34,442
Look at that sunset.
It's so pretty, isn't it?

404
00:22:34,853 --> 00:22:37,563
You know, we have to remember sunsets
are also problematic, you know,

405
00:22:37,564 --> 00:22:39,074
because they're only for the wealthy.

406
00:22:39,066 --> 00:22:41,186
In cities, there are tall buildings,
so you can't see it.

407
00:22:41,193 --> 00:22:43,113
Gotta come to a place like this
just to catch a glimpse

408
00:22:43,111 --> 00:22:46,281
of what should be one of the true
free pleasures in life, you know?

409
00:22:46,740 --> 00:22:49,490
- Okay. Great. Can I just have the keys?
- Yeah.

410
00:23:01,129 --> 00:23:02,379
<i>He hated this place.</i>

411
00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:05,011
- I get the big room.
- No, you don't. You had it last time.

412
00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:06,638
I want it.
It's my turn.

413
00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:07,965
No, it's not.

414
00:23:08,428 --> 00:23:09,808
<i>Absolutely hated it.</i>

415
00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:17,731
<i>Hated its beautiful views,</i>

416
00:23:18,980 --> 00:23:21,110
<i>hated waking up to the salt air,</i>

417
00:23:25,445 --> 00:23:28,525
<i>hated the bed that cradled him
like it was his mother.</i>

418
00:23:29,866 --> 00:23:33,496
<i>Something, something economic disparity,</i>

419
00:23:33,495 --> 00:23:35,745
<i>something, something
wealth distribution.</i>

420
00:23:40,836 --> 00:23:42,796
- Good night, Sol.
- Good night, Dad.

421
00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:49,216
<i>But however much he didn't like
the house when it was his,</i>

422
00:23:49,219 --> 00:23:52,469
<i>boy, did he extra not like it
now that it wasn't.</i>

423
00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:14,575
<i>He was last there in winter.</i>

424
00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:17,957
<i>They'd come out
for the Leffer's anniversary party.</i>

425
00:24:18,790 --> 00:24:21,250
<i>He'd been asking
for a divorce for months by then.</i>

426
00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:23,551
<i>And each time he brought it up,
she'd get crazy.</i>

427
00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:28,591
<i>But it was quiet there the way
it never was in the summer</i>

428
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:30,302
<i>and something had changed in her.</i>

429
00:24:35,348 --> 00:24:36,928
I think we should get a divorce.

430
00:24:41,730 --> 00:24:43,860
<i>Right then, he was filled
with an aching love for her</i>

431
00:24:43,857 --> 00:24:46,187
<i>that he hadn't experienced in some time.</i>

432
00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:51,164
It's gonna be okay.

433
00:25:19,893 --> 00:25:21,943
<i>Well done. I got to go.</i>

434
00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,226
Okay. Bye.

435
00:25:40,747 --> 00:25:43,667
Okay, well, call me
when you wanna be picked up, okay?

436
00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:46,416
How can I? I have no phone.

437
00:25:46,419 --> 00:25:49,629
All right. I'm sure you'll find a way.
There you go.

438
00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:53,094
This will barely buy me water.

439
00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:56,513
- All right. Here's 20.
- Okay. Bye.

440
00:25:58,181 --> 00:25:59,811
Have a good time.

441
00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:01,178
Bye, Hannah.

442
00:26:01,184 --> 00:26:03,854
- Hey, Lexi.
- Hey, Hannah.

443
00:26:05,021 --> 00:26:06,061
Hi.

444
00:26:08,525 --> 00:26:10,605
Wait, Hannah.
This is really a cool song.

445
00:26:13,405 --> 00:26:14,525
Who is she talking to?

446
00:26:16,366 --> 00:26:17,906
I don't know, Sol.

447
00:26:23,331 --> 00:26:24,711
Hot enough for you?

448
00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:26,667
Nice to see you, Roxanne.

449
00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:29,048
<i>Roxanne Hertz spoke
in a Groucho Marx voice</i>

450
00:26:29,045 --> 00:26:31,295
<i>when she was saying
anything uncomfortable or critical,</i>

451
00:26:31,298 --> 00:26:33,218
<i>or even mildly controversial.</i>

452
00:26:33,216 --> 00:26:35,046
Can you believe he is the nominee?

453
00:26:35,051 --> 00:26:36,301
It's hilarious.

454
00:26:36,303 --> 00:26:37,893
Well, at least she'll win, right?

455
00:26:38,555 --> 00:26:42,265
Well, I don't know that she'll win.
I don't like her that much,

456
00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:44,847
but at least with him,
we can keep our money, you know?

457
00:26:44,853 --> 00:26:46,983
Also, her voice. Drives Rich crazy.

458
00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:48,820
Anyway, I was thinking that I could pick

459
00:26:48,815 --> 00:26:51,605
- the girls up and take them to dinner.
- Yeah. You know what, Hannah would

460
00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:53,740
probably prefer that
to having dinner with me. So...

461
00:26:53,737 --> 00:26:54,947
- Oh, Solly.
- Yeah?

462
00:26:54,946 --> 00:26:58,446
Solly, do you wanna go play with Max?
He's in the car.

463
00:26:58,450 --> 00:26:59,700
Uh...

464
00:26:59,701 --> 00:27:01,491
- Do you want to, buddy?
- Of course he does.

465
00:27:01,494 --> 00:27:02,624
- Does he?
- Yeah.

466
00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:03,791
Okay.

467
00:27:04,122 --> 00:27:06,632
- I'll pick you up for dinner, okay?
- Okay.

468
00:27:06,833 --> 00:27:08,883
Oh, let them stay.
Hannah can call you when we're done.

469
00:27:09,127 --> 00:27:11,337
Actually, you know what? Do you mind?
She doesn't have a phone yet.

470
00:27:11,338 --> 00:27:12,418
- Still?
- Yeah.

471
00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:14,842
Toby,
get that girl a phone.

472
00:27:14,841 --> 00:27:19,431
Oh, you are looking so well, Toby.

473
00:27:19,429 --> 00:27:23,679
You know, I keep meaning to tell you,
we are your friend, too.

474
00:27:23,683 --> 00:27:27,733
And, yeah... I'm idling.

475
00:27:27,729 --> 00:27:30,519
Okay. Got to go.

476
00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:35,400
<i>Toby was unsettled by the fact
that Roxanne Hertz didn't blink</i>

477
00:27:35,403 --> 00:27:38,073
<i>when she saw that Toby was the one
with the kids and not Rachel.</i>

478
00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:39,743
Bye. Bye, Toby!

479
00:27:40,700 --> 00:27:44,540
<i>Had she heard from Rachel?
Did she know something he didn't?</i>

480
00:27:45,705 --> 00:27:48,915
<i>I'm beginning to think like maybe
I'm the only who doesn't know, right?</i>

481
00:27:48,917 --> 00:27:51,037
- Well, did she say anything?
- Arm circle.

482
00:27:51,044 --> 00:27:53,634
<i>No, no, that's just it.
That's what's so weird.</i>

483
00:27:54,047 --> 00:27:55,417
No, I think she probably just

484
00:27:55,423 --> 00:27:58,093
<i>assumed there was a good reason,
like she did the math.</i>

485
00:27:58,093 --> 00:28:00,553
The woman who said this to me
was not the smartest person.

486
00:28:00,553 --> 00:28:02,353
On six, seven, eight.

487
00:28:02,347 --> 00:28:05,887
Okay. I have to go. But if this were
a story, I would follow the money.

488
00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:08,522
What does that mean?
Is that something people really say?

489
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,440
<i>I mean, you had
bank accounts together, right?</i>

490
00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:12,728
So just see where she's spending
her money, right?

491
00:28:12,857 --> 00:28:14,437
Okay. I have to go, Toby.

492
00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:16,402
- Okay. Okay. Bye.
- All right. Bye.

493
00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:39,010
Hello?

494
00:28:45,390 --> 00:28:46,430
Hello?

495
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:48,103
Who is that?

496
00:28:48,768 --> 00:28:49,938
Uh... Um...

497
00:28:49,936 --> 00:28:51,766
This is my house. Who, who are you?

498
00:28:52,981 --> 00:28:54,941
Mrs. Fleishman didn't mention a visitor.

499
00:28:54,941 --> 00:28:56,651
Sorry. I'm sorry, who are you?

500
00:28:56,651 --> 00:28:57,941
I look in on the place.

501
00:28:58,611 --> 00:28:59,741
Oh.

502
00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:03,118
No, it's fine. I'm her husband,
I promise. This is all fine.

503
00:29:06,035 --> 00:29:07,745
- Okay.
- Yeah. Okay.

504
00:29:08,496 --> 00:29:09,826
I'll come back?

505
00:29:09,831 --> 00:29:12,581
Yeah. We'll be out by the weekend. Thanks.

506
00:29:20,508 --> 00:29:21,508
Great.

507
00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:28,390
Okay. Thank you.

508
00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:36,270
<i>Fine. He would follow the money.</i>

509
00:29:51,372 --> 00:29:54,252
<i>Three months before,
he'd divested of their shared accounts,</i>

510
00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:55,460
<i>handing them over to Rachel.</i>

511
00:29:56,961 --> 00:29:59,961
<i>The mediator told her to change
their shared passwords,</i>

512
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:02,264
<i>that it was an important part
of moving on.</i>

513
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,810
<i>Toby couldn't believe
she'd actually done it.</i>

514
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:13,140
Sweet Jesus. Is the sun broken?

515
00:30:14,103 --> 00:30:16,313
<i>His phone passcode
was still their anniversary</i>

516
00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,784
<i>and her password was what?</i>

517
00:30:19,025 --> 00:30:21,185
<i>Something he couldn't even
begin to imagine.</i>

518
00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:58,440
<i>Copy that. Over.</i>

519
00:30:58,606 --> 00:30:59,726
That's him.

520
00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:11,906
<i>And with that, it was time
to leave the house, into which he was,</i>

521
00:31:11,911 --> 00:31:14,461
<i>he was learning,
technically breaking and entering.</i>

522
00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:16,245
Sorry. Yeah. Okay.

523
00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:18,043
Bye, Toby.

524
00:31:18,543 --> 00:31:20,043
Bye. Thank you for having them.

525
00:31:20,044 --> 00:31:21,674
- Bye.
- Bye, Fleishmans.

526
00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:23,165
Thanks a lot.

527
00:31:24,299 --> 00:31:26,549
They were about to take us out
to dinner. It's so unfair.

528
00:31:26,551 --> 00:31:29,101
Yeah, I have a patient I need to see.
Get in the car. Come on.

529
00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:30,390
<i>He didn't belong here.</i>

530
00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:34,811
<i>She had moved on.</i>

531
00:31:34,809 --> 00:31:37,899
<i>And he was still using the pool like
a houseguest who wouldn't go home.</i>

532
00:31:40,356 --> 00:31:43,476
<i>Well, goddamn, if Rachel can move on,
so could he.</i>

533
00:31:43,943 --> 00:31:45,153
Who wants to go to EJ's?

534
00:31:45,403 --> 00:31:46,953
Breakfast for dinner!

535
00:31:50,199 --> 00:31:52,789
All right.
I have to do one errand first.

536
00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:04,877
<i>Toby was going to take control.</i>

537
00:32:18,645 --> 00:32:19,685
Thank you.

538
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,025
Thank you so much.

539
00:32:31,491 --> 00:32:32,831
Oh, boy. I can see it. I can see it.

540
00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,695
It was halfway up your throat.

541
00:32:36,704 --> 00:32:38,584
I'm trying to drink.

542
00:32:40,541 --> 00:32:44,381
<i>On the wind of this triumph,
he decided to solve his bigger problem.</i>

543
00:32:47,298 --> 00:32:49,798
Hey, Hannah.
How psyched are you for camp?

544
00:32:52,387 --> 00:32:55,847
Boy, am I jealous. You know,
I met all of my best friends at camp.

545
00:32:55,848 --> 00:32:58,058
You know Seth? He and I met at camp.

546
00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:02,360
Do you think we can make this have
a six-foot diameter, or is that too big?

547
00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:04,895
Yeah, six feet.
Yeah, it might be a little too big,

548
00:33:04,899 --> 00:33:06,479
especially in this tiny apartment.

549
00:33:07,527 --> 00:33:09,647
You know, that's where
I first learned about astronomy

550
00:33:09,654 --> 00:33:12,374
because they have these,
like, amazing telescopes at camp.

551
00:33:13,157 --> 00:33:15,907
Yeah, they don't have all those
city lights to obstruct the stars.

552
00:33:15,910 --> 00:33:19,790
- Actually, you, you might like that.
- Nope. Remember, I'm not a camp kid.

553
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:24,382
Yeah, he's not a camp kid, Rachel.

554
00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:28,796
Who is? You're a camp kid
because your parents send you to camp.

555
00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:30,588
All his friends started last year.

556
00:33:30,591 --> 00:33:33,511
- No, he doesn't have any friends.
- That's because he doesn't go to camp.

557
00:33:33,511 --> 00:33:34,761
- Well...
- If he doesn't go now,

558
00:33:34,762 --> 00:33:37,642
- he'll be too freaked out to go later.
- Wait. He wanted to go to that,

559
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,640
that ice skating camp
in Queens, remember?

560
00:33:40,101 --> 00:33:41,851
Who's he gonna meet
at an ice skating camp?

561
00:33:41,853 --> 00:33:43,523
I don't know.
Not everybody goes to camp

562
00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:45,151
for, like,
networking opportunities, Rachel.

563
00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:49,148
Why doesn't he wanna do something
more appropriate, like tennis?

564
00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:52,736
Wait. Is that it? You're really just,
like, concerned about his masculinity?

565
00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,199
No, can't we cultivate
something more practical?

566
00:33:55,199 --> 00:33:58,079
Like, he's not gonna grow up
to be an ice skater.

567
00:33:58,411 --> 00:34:00,831
And we should be concerned
that he doesn't wanna leave home.

568
00:34:01,622 --> 00:34:03,582
Why are you, like, so eager
to get rid of them?

569
00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:07,093
Didn't, like, didn't we want them?
They're gonna be gone soon enough.

570
00:34:07,795 --> 00:34:10,085
No, I'm not paying
for ice skating camp.

571
00:34:10,089 --> 00:34:13,969
Okay. There it is.
Honesty, finally. It's your money.

572
00:34:14,385 --> 00:34:16,505
What? No. That's not what I said at all.

573
00:34:16,512 --> 00:34:18,102
<i>It went on like that.</i>

574
00:34:18,222 --> 00:34:21,812
<i>He tore through her for her lack
of participation in the kids' lives.</i>

575
00:34:21,809 --> 00:34:24,519
<i>She went straight for his masculinity
like it was an artery.</i>

576
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:26,310
...that's how you're thinking?

577
00:34:26,314 --> 00:34:28,404
Thank you. I knew you'd find a way
to turn it back to me.

578
00:34:28,399 --> 00:34:30,109
No, actually,
I'm just asking a question, Toby.

579
00:34:30,109 --> 00:34:31,319
It's an honest question.

580
00:34:31,444 --> 00:34:33,574
Can I get Instagram? Everyone has it.

581
00:34:33,571 --> 00:34:36,491
No, we've answered this before.
No social media until you're 13.

582
00:34:36,491 --> 00:34:38,991
- Everyone.
- You don't even have a phone.

583
00:34:38,993 --> 00:34:40,833
It's not good for kids and anxiety.

584
00:34:40,828 --> 00:34:43,118
- Your brain is still developing.
- Your dad and I will talk about it.

585
00:34:43,122 --> 00:34:45,462
Excuse me.
We've already talked about it, okay?

586
00:34:45,458 --> 00:34:48,918
How about my anxiety that everybody
is always on it and leaving me out?

587
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:50,170
- She has a point.
- Yeah?

588
00:35:02,725 --> 00:35:03,805
You're an animal.

589
00:35:11,317 --> 00:35:13,027
<i>Toby wasn't always
proud of everything</i>

590
00:35:13,027 --> 00:35:14,607
<i>that went down
at the end of his marriage.</i>

591
00:35:19,158 --> 00:35:21,948
<i>But he was now beginning to see camp
for what it was.</i>

592
00:35:22,787 --> 00:35:26,287
<i>Not a weapon in his cold war
with Rachel, but a solution.</i>

593
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:31,170
Hey. Sol, I need to talk to you, buddy.

594
00:35:31,838 --> 00:35:34,588
- Am I in trouble?
- No, no, of course not. No.

595
00:35:34,924 --> 00:35:39,354
Um, I just...
I need you to think about going to camp.

596
00:35:40,304 --> 00:35:42,394
But I'm not a camp kid. We, we...

597
00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:43,680
Yeah, yeah.

598
00:35:43,683 --> 00:35:47,653
The thing is, Mom is away for a while
and I have to work, okay?

599
00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:49,225
That's just, like, what's going on.

600
00:35:49,230 --> 00:35:51,820
Your options are sitting
in the conference room at the hospital

601
00:35:51,816 --> 00:35:54,276
or spending time at aftercare at the Y,
and I just...

602
00:35:55,486 --> 00:36:00,316
I just want a better summer for you.
I mean, you deserve a better summer.

603
00:36:02,118 --> 00:36:03,488
What about if I hate it?

604
00:36:03,494 --> 00:36:06,544
Well, then, I'll come pick you up,
but I don't think you're gonna hate it.

605
00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:07,999
What about my project?

606
00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:09,879
Look, your project,
we'll have plenty of time

607
00:36:09,876 --> 00:36:11,916
to do your project
when you get back home.

608
00:36:13,129 --> 00:36:14,339
Can I think about it?

609
00:36:17,383 --> 00:36:20,553
I think what I'm saying is that, um,

610
00:36:20,553 --> 00:36:23,893
you're going, but you're gonna be fine.

611
00:36:23,890 --> 00:36:28,270
I would not put you anywhere
that is bad or dangerous, okay?

612
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:32,690
Come here, buddy.

613
00:36:39,906 --> 00:36:42,656
<i>He sent the kids to bed
and kept the date he'd had with Nahid,</i>

614
00:36:42,658 --> 00:36:46,158
<i>the woman he had been communicating
with on his app for several weeks.</i>

615
00:36:46,329 --> 00:36:48,659
<i>According to Seth, the hotter it gets</i>

616
00:36:48,664 --> 00:36:51,084
<i>before you real-life meet a woman
from a dating app,</i>

617
00:36:51,083 --> 00:36:53,253
<i>the more it predicts
you'll never actually meet.</i>

618
00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:56,212
<i>The human confines of shame
can't withstand it.</i>

619
00:36:56,214 --> 00:37:00,134
<i>And surely, it had gotten hot
with Nahid. And weird.</i>

620
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:04,140
<i>Okay. I'm a super but the payment
I demand for changing a light bulb</i>

621
00:37:04,138 --> 00:37:06,218
<i>is for you to go down on me
until I'm done,</i>

622
00:37:06,224 --> 00:37:08,644
<i>but now, my kids
are beating down the door</i>

623
00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:11,563
<i>and I scream, "I'm coming. I'm coming!"</i>

624
00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:13,811
<i>You're a fighter pilot
who is too horny to fight</i>

625
00:37:13,814 --> 00:37:16,904
<i>so you have me sit on your cock
while you fight Russian bogeys.</i>

626
00:37:18,486 --> 00:37:20,696
<i>I'm a space alien dressed
as a window washer</i>

627
00:37:20,696 --> 00:37:22,656
<i>who is doing your windows when you say</i>

628
00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:24,777
<i>I can't come in unless
I write your name on the window,</i>

629
00:37:24,784 --> 00:37:28,794
<i>but I don't have a writing implement
except for my space penis.</i>

630
00:37:33,417 --> 00:37:35,837
<i>As a scientist, Toby could not dismiss</i>

631
00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:38,626
<i>the possibility that Nahid
was too good to be true.</i>

632
00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:39,876
Whoa!

633
00:37:42,176 --> 00:37:44,926
<i>But scientists must always
see their experiments through,</i>

634
00:37:44,929 --> 00:37:48,679
<i>no matter how much the forecast calls
for spectacular failure.</i>

635
00:37:58,276 --> 00:37:59,396
Hi.

636
00:38:01,404 --> 00:38:02,534
Hi.

637
00:38:04,657 --> 00:38:06,077
Yeah. Thanks.

638
00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:11,080
<i>Toby always loved summer.</i>

639
00:38:42,987 --> 00:38:46,317
Hey, what's going on?
Did something happen?

640
00:38:46,824 --> 00:38:48,244
Is Mom dead?

641
00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:51,407
Oh, my God. Of course not.

642
00:38:51,412 --> 00:38:53,582
Why? Why? What, what happened?

643
00:38:53,748 --> 00:38:55,368
I tried to call her.

644
00:38:55,541 --> 00:38:57,671
Yeah. Well, maybe
she doesn't have your number.

645
00:38:57,668 --> 00:39:00,168
I texted her and I said it's Hannah.

646
00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:04,631
Yeah, you know what?
I spoke to her a little while ago.

647
00:39:04,633 --> 00:39:07,973
I think she's just really busy
and maybe, maybe she's just asleep now.

648
00:39:07,970 --> 00:39:10,310
Come here, kiddo. It's okay.

649
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:13,810
It's okay, sweetheart.

650
00:39:16,395 --> 00:39:19,895
You know, she'd be here right now
if she didn't hate you so much.

651
00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:35,705
- See you later, champ.
- See you soon.

652
00:39:35,706 --> 00:39:36,996
<i>And then,
it was a few days later,</i>

653
00:39:36,999 --> 00:39:38,629
<i>and it occurred to Toby
that he was doing</i>

654
00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:40,746
<i>exactly what Rachel would've done.</i>

655
00:39:40,753 --> 00:39:44,303
<i>He was throwing money at the problem.
He was buying summer.</i>

656
00:39:47,218 --> 00:39:48,678
- Okay. Let's go.
- Wait, wait. No, no.

657
00:39:48,677 --> 00:39:50,347
Wait a second. Wait a second.

658
00:39:50,346 --> 00:39:53,886
Hey, I want you to know
that in the block universe,

659
00:39:53,891 --> 00:39:54,981
you have been at camp,

660
00:39:54,975 --> 00:39:58,395
having the most amazing summer
for all of time, okay?

661
00:39:58,396 --> 00:40:00,356
- This is so stupid.
- And I want you

662
00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:02,776
to know that also in the block universe,

663
00:40:02,775 --> 00:40:04,435
you are already back at home with me

664
00:40:04,443 --> 00:40:06,493
telling me about
your amazing adventures, okay?

665
00:40:09,907 --> 00:40:11,077
I love you, Dad.

666
00:40:11,075 --> 00:40:13,035
- Okay, chipmunks! Time to load up.
- I love you, too.

667
00:40:13,994 --> 00:40:17,254
Okay. Listen, you let them know
if you need anything, okay?

668
00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:20,378
I will think about you nonstop.
Hey, you stay.

669
00:40:22,336 --> 00:40:25,966
I know you think you hate me,
but I also know that you don't.

670
00:40:27,383 --> 00:40:29,263
I'm gonna miss you so much, okay?

671
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,499
<i>They were gone now.
Everyone was gone.</i>

672
00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:04,172
<i>It was too much for him,
it was too awful.</i>

673
00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:13,799
<i>But also, they were gone.</i>

674
00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:22,904
<i>And they're off. You guys around?</i>

675
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,990
<i>He could have
a second to think now.</i>

676
00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:35,700
<i>He could pull himself together
and start to try to remember</i>

677
00:41:35,701 --> 00:41:38,751
<i>what kind of life he was trying to build
before this all happened.</i>

678
00:41:39,330 --> 00:41:41,370
<i>He could stop vamping
for his kids for a minute</i>

679
00:41:41,373 --> 00:41:43,673
<i>and perhaps join the throngs of people</i>

680
00:41:43,667 --> 00:41:46,047
<i>who met in twos and threes
with their friends in the park,</i>

681
00:41:46,045 --> 00:41:48,585
<i>and drank rosé out of cans.</i>

682
00:41:48,714 --> 00:41:50,804
<i>He was finally going to try a Negroni.</i>

683
00:41:51,634 --> 00:41:53,764
<i>He was going to try
to have his summer, too.</i>

684
00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:57,473
Is it called a ladies' night?

685
00:41:57,473 --> 00:42:00,023
No, it's not called a ladies' night,
it's called moms' night.

686
00:42:00,518 --> 00:42:02,308
Yeah, like, moms' away.
I don't even know.

687
00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:05,651
Why even have a moms' night, you know?
Why do we need a moms' night out?

688
00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,228
- Isn't the actual problem...

689
00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,363
- Hey.
- Hey. Hi.

690
00:42:08,359 --> 00:42:10,359
...the existence of a moms' night out?

691
00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:12,781
Like, how do we bear
to admit that we're in a cage?

692
00:42:12,780 --> 00:42:15,990
We need to be liberated,
prowl the streets,

693
00:42:15,991 --> 00:42:20,411
drinking Aperol spritzes
in our blouse and tops. God.

694
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:22,208
- You know the secret is?
- What's the secret?

695
00:42:22,206 --> 00:42:24,746
The secret is nobody wants to be there.
We just wanna be left alone.

696
00:42:24,750 --> 00:42:27,880
You know, like, "We wanna be left alone.
We don't need some organized activity.

697
00:42:27,878 --> 00:42:29,548
"Just let me watch TV by myself."

698
00:42:29,547 --> 00:42:31,417
But those women need to be
let out of the cage.

699
00:42:31,423 --> 00:42:34,593
Yeah, I don't know. I don't know.
Maybe I'm just different than they are.

700
00:42:34,593 --> 00:42:36,853
They need to prowl the streets
with their Aperol spritz.

701
00:42:36,845 --> 00:42:39,635
You know what I mean?
Am I, like, speaking some unspoken truth

702
00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:42,100
that we all share or am I really
just very different from them?

703
00:42:42,935 --> 00:42:43,975
It's pretty intense.

704
00:42:45,604 --> 00:42:46,654
It's a shame,

705
00:42:47,314 --> 00:42:48,654
the thing that happens to women.

706
00:42:50,901 --> 00:42:51,991
What's going on with you?

707
00:42:53,487 --> 00:42:54,947
Oh, sorry.

708
00:42:55,823 --> 00:42:58,913
I was so looking forward to coming here
and then...

709
00:42:59,743 --> 00:43:02,003
I just sent my kids off to camp
because I don't wanna tell them

710
00:43:02,204 --> 00:43:03,914
that their mother
has decided that she needs yoga

711
00:43:03,914 --> 00:43:05,424
more than she wants to be a mother.

712
00:43:06,375 --> 00:43:07,535
Sorry, I'm distracted. Sorry.

713
00:43:07,543 --> 00:43:09,133
Is she still gone?

714
00:43:09,128 --> 00:43:11,958
Yeah. I mean, look, she does this, okay?

715
00:43:11,964 --> 00:43:14,264
But, I'm starting to think that

716
00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:16,138
it hasn't really
gone on this long, you know?

717
00:43:16,594 --> 00:43:18,434
She normally, like, delights
in sending me eyeroll emojis

718
00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:19,759
whenever I complain.

719
00:43:19,763 --> 00:43:22,103
But this is, like, a whole new level,
just going dark.

720
00:43:22,099 --> 00:43:24,019
Have you gone to the office
or the yoga place?

721
00:43:24,018 --> 00:43:25,978
Have you called the yoga place
or her assistant?

722
00:43:25,978 --> 00:43:27,398
I mean, I would march right in there.

723
00:43:27,396 --> 00:43:28,896
I don't wanna have to call her
assistant, okay?

724
00:43:28,897 --> 00:43:30,267
I want her to be normal.

725
00:43:30,274 --> 00:43:32,194
And yes, I called
the assistant and of course

726
00:43:32,192 --> 00:43:34,612
I called the yoga place, too.
Yeah. I got nothing.

727
00:43:34,862 --> 00:43:35,952
Well...

728
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:40,367
I think when you stop having sex
with somebody, all bets are off.

729
00:43:40,951 --> 00:43:42,661
Well, actually,
we were still having sex.

730
00:43:43,162 --> 00:43:44,462
- My man.
- What?

731
00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:45,745
- My man.
- No, it's not like a...

732
00:43:45,748 --> 00:43:47,328
- My man.
- It's not like a happy thing.

733
00:43:47,333 --> 00:43:48,463
- My man.
- Okay. Yeah.

734
00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:52,002
It was weird. I would drop the kids off
and she would say

735
00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:54,054
that she needs to talk to me
about something privately,

736
00:43:54,048 --> 00:43:57,128
so we'd go into our bedroom
or her bedroom, I guess. I don't know.

737
00:43:57,134 --> 00:43:58,804
And she wouldn't even
turn the lights on.

738
00:43:58,802 --> 00:44:00,012
We would just, like, start.

739
00:44:01,305 --> 00:44:02,765
- And then what happened?
- Don't.

740
00:44:02,765 --> 00:44:05,725
You know how it works, right?
Yeah. And then, I don't know.

741
00:44:05,726 --> 00:44:08,226
It was over and she would roll over
and pretend to fall asleep,

742
00:44:08,228 --> 00:44:09,808
and I would just quietly leave.

743
00:44:10,522 --> 00:44:12,442
It's weird. I don't mind it.

744
00:44:13,567 --> 00:44:15,567
It's like a hundred little goodbyes.

745
00:44:25,579 --> 00:44:27,579
I'm sorry. You know,
I thought it would be over

746
00:44:27,581 --> 00:44:29,171
and I wouldn't think about her anymore,

747
00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:31,166
but, like, my brain keeps
remembering everything, like,

748
00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:32,998
trying to determine
if I could've seen this coming.

749
00:44:33,003 --> 00:44:35,303
I literally
can't stop thinking about her.

750
00:44:39,927 --> 00:44:41,547
You're not worried about her?

751
00:44:41,970 --> 00:44:43,970
No, I mean, she does this.

752
00:44:44,306 --> 00:44:45,556
- She does?
- Yeah, she does this,

753
00:44:45,557 --> 00:44:47,977
like an extra three days
on a business trip where we wake up

754
00:44:47,976 --> 00:44:49,596
and she's not there
and she works all day,

755
00:44:49,603 --> 00:44:51,113
and we only see her the next morning.

756
00:44:51,105 --> 00:44:53,065
Like, a million times, really.
A million times.

757
00:44:53,065 --> 00:44:56,105
That, I actually do understand.
I used to really like being on a story

758
00:44:56,110 --> 00:44:57,990
and, you know, staying an extra day.

759
00:44:58,570 --> 00:45:01,200
Yeah, but now it's longer
than just an extra day or two.

760
00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:04,198
Yeah. I've never heard of this before.
And I would always call, like...

761
00:45:04,326 --> 00:45:06,446
Right. You're a normal,
you know, person.

762
00:45:06,453 --> 00:45:07,543
Thank you.

763
00:45:07,538 --> 00:45:08,908
What if something
had happened to you?

764
00:45:08,914 --> 00:45:12,584
Well, yeah, exactly.
What if something has happened to her?

765
00:45:16,714 --> 00:45:18,054
No. She's...

766
00:45:18,048 --> 00:45:19,258
What?

767
00:45:19,258 --> 00:45:20,758
- Nothing. She...
- What is it?

768
00:45:23,053 --> 00:45:24,723
A few years back,
she went to some work thing.

769
00:45:24,722 --> 00:45:28,182
She got home really late, like,
at 3:00 a.m. And I had called her, okay?

770
00:45:28,183 --> 00:45:31,153
And she didn't answer, as usual,
because that's just what she did

771
00:45:31,145 --> 00:45:32,345
and I wasn't worried about her.

772
00:45:32,354 --> 00:45:33,944
She never checked in
when she was running late.

773
00:45:33,939 --> 00:45:36,229
I was always a second thought,
and this is while we were married.

774
00:45:36,233 --> 00:45:39,403
Anyway, she stumbles in
and she's not drunk or anything,

775
00:45:39,403 --> 00:45:41,113
and she, like, passes out on the couch,

776
00:45:41,822 --> 00:45:45,202
and I realized, I mean,
she had been roofied.

777
00:45:45,534 --> 00:45:46,624
- What?
- Yeah.

778
00:45:46,618 --> 00:45:47,698
- No.
- Yeah.

779
00:45:47,703 --> 00:45:49,253
No, I mean, no,
nothing had happened to her.

780
00:45:49,246 --> 00:45:52,286
No, I think some employee of hers saw
that she was, like, a little out of it

781
00:45:52,291 --> 00:45:54,461
and brought her home immediately. But...

782
00:45:54,877 --> 00:45:58,047
I keep remembering this,

783
00:45:58,046 --> 00:46:00,546
like, terrible tiny moment

784
00:46:00,549 --> 00:46:04,179
and I'm actually kind of like

785
00:46:04,178 --> 00:46:06,258
ashamed to admit it but...

786
00:46:07,222 --> 00:46:11,442
But after I knew that she was safe, once
I knew that nothing worse had happened,

787
00:46:11,435 --> 00:46:15,055
I felt like, just briefly,
like just for,

788
00:46:15,063 --> 00:46:17,323
like, one second, though,
like, relieved,

789
00:46:17,316 --> 00:46:20,646
you know, that she hadn't just
forgotten to, to call me, you know?

790
00:46:20,652 --> 00:46:22,742
She hadn't just forgotten
that I existed.

791
00:46:22,988 --> 00:46:25,408
She didn't forget to call home,
she couldn't.

792
00:46:25,991 --> 00:46:27,621
You know, what a relief that this wasn't
just another time

793
00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:30,248
where she was treating me like shit,
you know?

794
00:46:31,538 --> 00:46:33,958
- Wow.
- Yeah. I mean, I'm not proud of this,

795
00:46:33,957 --> 00:46:35,917
you know, but I keep thinking about it.

796
00:46:37,503 --> 00:46:40,383
Yeah, but I mean, she does this, right?

797
00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:43,049
I mean, she does this.

798
00:46:45,552 --> 00:46:47,302
Unless what if something
happened to her?

799
00:46:47,846 --> 00:46:51,266
Yeah. But no, nothing happened to her.
No, nothing happened to her. No.

800
00:46:51,725 --> 00:46:53,475
Are you okay, Toby? Yeah?

801
00:46:53,477 --> 00:46:56,857
Yeah, I'm fine. Shit. Sorry. Sorry.

802
00:46:56,855 --> 00:46:58,645
Fuck. Yeah, Dr. Fleishman.

803
00:46:58,649 --> 00:47:00,109
<i>Toby, I'm sorry to bother you,</i>

804
00:47:00,108 --> 00:47:02,648
<i>but we, we have a 22-year-old
in fulminant liver failure.</i>

805
00:47:02,653 --> 00:47:04,283
- Yeah.
<i>- We can't figure it out.</i>

806
00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:06,619
Okay. No, I'll be...
Shit, I'll be right in.

807
00:47:07,407 --> 00:47:09,787
Sorry, I got to go. My fellows need me.
I have a young patient.

808
00:47:09,785 --> 00:47:11,245
- Are you sure you're okay?
- Yeah, yeah.

809
00:47:11,245 --> 00:47:12,575
Sorry, I just... I got to go.

810
00:47:21,296 --> 00:47:24,506
Heads up! Sorry.
Watch where you're going.

811
00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:26,888
<i>Suddenly,
he saw danger everywhere.</i>

812
00:47:27,302 --> 00:47:29,892
<i>Suddenly, he couldn't conceive
of the version of the person</i>

813
00:47:29,888 --> 00:47:31,678
<i>he was even 10 minutes ago,</i>

814
00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:35,442
<i>who hadn't thought to ask hard questions
about his ex-wife's disappearance.</i>

815
00:47:37,062 --> 00:47:40,522
<i>He'd been so busy taking a tour
of the block universe of his marriage</i>

816
00:47:40,524 --> 00:47:44,364
<i>that he'd forgotten to stay in the now,
where there was an emergency.</i>

817
00:47:47,573 --> 00:47:49,373
<i>He wasn't okay, he was worried.</i>

818
00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:52,790
<i>He suddenly felt very foolish for
not having thought through the fact</i>

819
00:47:52,786 --> 00:47:54,996
<i>that yes, she was a terrible person,</i>

820
00:47:54,997 --> 00:47:57,537
<i>but bad things
happen to terrible people, too.</i>

821
00:48:00,210 --> 00:48:01,750
- Hello.
- <i>I'm so embarrassed.</i>

822
00:48:01,753 --> 00:48:04,383
<i>It's an overdose.
We hadn't gotten back the acidity...</i>

823
00:48:04,381 --> 00:48:06,511
Wait, wait. Sorry,
do you still need me to come in?

824
00:48:06,508 --> 00:48:10,008
<i>No, no, we're fine. I'm so sorry
to disturb you. I'm really embarrassed.</i>

825
00:48:10,012 --> 00:48:11,762
Okay. No. it's, it's okay.

826
00:48:21,982 --> 00:48:24,652
<i>Probably nothing was wrong,
probably she was fine</i>

827
00:48:24,651 --> 00:48:27,821
<i>and just being
her normal inconsiderate self.</i>

828
00:48:27,821 --> 00:48:29,571
<i>He needed to pull himself together.</i>

829
00:48:29,573 --> 00:48:32,203
<i>He needed some citrus.
He needed some produce.</i>

830
00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:35,754
<i>This was what summer wrought...</i>

831
00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:39,627
<i>heat and terror and rotting fruit.</i>

832
00:48:39,625 --> 00:48:41,125
<i>Honestly, fuck summer.</i>

833
00:48:41,668 --> 00:48:44,298
<i>Summer was marketing, summer was a scam.</i>

834
00:48:47,007 --> 00:48:48,337
Simone. Yes, Simone.

835
00:48:48,342 --> 00:48:50,142
Hi, it's Toby. I'm sorry.

836
00:48:50,302 --> 00:48:51,932
Yeah, where, where is Rachel?

837
00:48:52,262 --> 00:48:54,472
Okay. No, I know she has the week off.

838
00:48:54,473 --> 00:48:56,603
Yeah, but you must have spoken to her.

839
00:48:57,851 --> 00:49:01,691
Okay. Okay. No, that's fine.
I will try her there.

840
00:49:01,688 --> 00:49:06,108
Hello. Will you look at that?
Two Fleishman sightings in one day.

841
00:49:07,653 --> 00:49:11,033
I love a husband doing food shopping
in the middle of the day.

842
00:49:11,031 --> 00:49:14,161
Toby, are you still into yoga?
Sam's getting into yoga.

843
00:49:14,159 --> 00:49:18,619
Wait. Todd is gonna try it. He swears.
Well, he says after our Rome trip.

844
00:49:18,622 --> 00:49:21,672
Did Hannah tell you we're going to Rome?
I swear. She and Lexi...

845
00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:25,047
Sorry, wait. Two Fleishman sightings.
The kids just went to camp.

846
00:49:26,129 --> 00:49:27,459
We just saw Rachel.

847
00:49:29,716 --> 00:49:30,716
What?

848
00:49:31,176 --> 00:49:33,466
She was napping in the park.

849
00:49:33,470 --> 00:49:34,680
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

850
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:38,310
It was the craziest thing.
She was just lying there napping.

851
00:49:39,267 --> 00:49:40,687
<i>Miriam said something,</i>

852
00:49:42,396 --> 00:49:46,226
<i>and then Cyndi talked for either
an hour more or a minute more.</i>

853
00:49:47,317 --> 00:49:50,317
<i>But Toby didn't hear anything after that
because his blood froze,</i>

854
00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:53,200
<i>and his inner ear started to bleed,
and his brain turned to putty,</i>

855
00:49:53,198 --> 00:49:54,948
<i>and began to leak out his nose.</i>

856
00:49:54,950 --> 00:49:59,000
<i>And he knew right then he would never
understand another thing ever again.</i>


