1 00:00:04,338 --> 00:00:09,864 I believe in Holden Caulfield, and the book. 2 00:00:10,636 --> 00:00:17,296 And what it was saying to a lost generation of phoney people. 3 00:00:21,438 --> 00:00:28,849 We have arrested Mark David Chapman, of 55 South Kukui... 4 00:00:29,220 --> 00:00:35,241 K-u-k-u-i street Hawaii, for the homicide of John Lennon. 5 00:00:36,662 --> 00:00:38,548 If you wanna know... 6 00:00:39,623 --> 00:00:43,952 I mean, if you really want me to tell you about it... 7 00:00:44,211 --> 00:00:45,670 I will. 8 00:00:46,380 --> 00:00:52,119 But the first thing you probably want to know is all that stuff about my Dad... 9 00:00:52,119 --> 00:00:54,548 and what he did to my Mom and me and all. 10 00:00:54,596 --> 00:01:01,749 The whole goddamn childhood. But I'm not gonna tell you any of that stuff. 11 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:05,988 That stuff isn't important. Not anymore. 12 00:01:18,704 --> 00:01:21,823 "Chapter 27" 13 00:01:49,214 --> 00:01:58,926 Transcribed by VincePirez (vincepirez@googlemail.com) 14 00:02:57,886 --> 00:03:03,900 I'm just gonna tell you about what happened to me right around last Christmas. 15 00:03:04,226 --> 00:03:08,004 Those 3 days in New York City. 16 00:03:12,266 --> 00:03:13,262 Listen. 17 00:03:14,277 --> 00:03:19,039 You know those ducks, the ones in Central Park? 18 00:03:20,742 --> 00:03:21,943 Huh? 19 00:03:24,371 --> 00:03:33,425 The ducks. The ones that swim around that lake in Central Park. Do you know it? 20 00:03:33,797 --> 00:03:36,772 - You wanna go there? - No. 21 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:49,887 Yeah, maybe I will. It's just in the winter when the lake freezes, where do they go? 22 00:03:51,189 --> 00:03:52,767 What're you saying? 23 00:03:53,817 --> 00:03:57,897 What happens to them, to the ducks? Where do they go? Where are they now? 24 00:04:00,157 --> 00:04:02,233 You gotta be kidding me, right? 25 00:04:03,452 --> 00:04:07,200 You gotta be, asking me about the ducks! 26 00:04:11,209 --> 00:04:13,783 Alright buddy, so where do you want me to take you? For real. 27 00:04:34,983 --> 00:04:36,963 Now, I didn't know it at the time, but... 28 00:04:36,963 --> 00:04:44,890 the whole goddamn place was full of perverts and morons. It depressed the hell out of me. 29 00:04:45,243 --> 00:04:47,219 It really did. 30 00:04:52,167 --> 00:04:56,553 Nobody in the world knew what was going on in that room - what was happening to me. 31 00:05:06,844 --> 00:05:08,016 Holden. 32 00:05:25,033 --> 00:05:30,499 It was December and all, and I went outside and walked a few blocks North. 33 00:05:31,373 --> 00:05:37,796 There was this kind of a crazy cold day. No sun out. No wind. 34 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:39,256 Nothing. 35 00:05:40,298 --> 00:05:42,592 I went up to the "Dakota" 36 00:05:43,468 --> 00:05:47,842 This strange building on the upper west-side of Manhattan. 37 00:05:55,272 --> 00:05:59,045 It was like something out of the "Wizard of Oz". 38 00:06:09,202 --> 00:06:12,916 The home of the great. The powerful. 39 00:06:41,443 --> 00:06:44,279 I'll bet you guys are waiting for somebody, huh? 40 00:06:47,490 --> 00:06:51,495 Hey, do you know.... is he home? 41 00:06:53,913 --> 00:06:55,405 I don't know. 42 00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:59,174 He's somewhere in New York City. 43 00:07:02,589 --> 00:07:06,217 My God! I can't believe I'm standing right here! 44 00:07:06,468 --> 00:07:07,302 You are! 45 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:14,590 You've gotta understand - I've been a Beatles fan since I was a kid, and John is... 46 00:07:16,645 --> 00:07:18,504 was, the genius behind them. 47 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:24,027 - Do you like his new album? - He has a new album? 48 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:28,865 - Yeah, silly! - No wait, I've read about that, it's... 49 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:31,656 - "Double Fantasy" - "Double Fantasy" 50 00:07:33,828 --> 00:07:39,668 - It's amazing. It's really real. - It's flawless, really. Flawless. 51 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:44,636 I know. I came all the way from Hawaii just to get his autograph. 52 00:07:50,595 --> 00:07:54,801 You should buy it. You should buy it and ask John to sign it. 53 00:07:57,852 --> 00:08:01,022 Yeah, sure. I will. 54 00:08:02,357 --> 00:08:03,942 He'll love it. 55 00:08:05,318 --> 00:08:08,988 - Hey, Jude, um... we were going, right? - Yeah... 56 00:08:10,085 --> 00:08:12,357 Yeah. Yeah. 57 00:08:12,993 --> 00:08:14,869 I'm sorry, I'm Mark. 58 00:08:16,705 --> 00:08:18,039 Mark Chapman. 59 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:26,481 I'm here to meet John Lennon. 60 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:43,362 After awhile I left and walked over towards Broadway. I wanted to buy the new John Lennon album. 61 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:02,642 It wasn't cheap, that's for sure. 62 00:09:02,834 --> 00:09:10,159 But I didn't give a damn. I get so happy when I think about that record - even now. 63 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:16,874 I used to love the Beatles. I still love the Beatles. 64 00:09:17,640 --> 00:09:20,468 I swear to God, I really do. 65 00:09:24,856 --> 00:09:31,072 Sometimes I felt like the Beatles' music was made just for me. 66 00:09:44,751 --> 00:09:47,050 Hey! Alright, you got it! 67 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:52,969 See that? Right there, where they're standing. Look familiar? 68 00:09:53,229 --> 00:09:56,179 - Oh my God. - Yeah. 69 00:09:57,305 --> 00:09:59,057 That's here! 70 00:09:59,682 --> 00:10:02,094 That's here! That's right over there! 71 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:05,685 He stood right here! 72 00:10:07,148 --> 00:10:09,234 Look, if Yoko was over here. 73 00:10:11,528 --> 00:10:13,715 Pretty neat, huh? 74 00:10:16,866 --> 00:10:19,244 You guys are pathetic. 75 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,918 We were gonna go see the movie... a movie, later. Hello? 76 00:11:11,838 --> 00:11:13,965 - Do you wanna come? - What? 77 00:11:14,215 --> 00:11:18,595 We were gonna go see a movie later. Do you want to come? 78 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:26,186 No, no. I hate the movies. 79 00:11:28,605 --> 00:11:37,271 They're phoney. So goddamn phoney. Look at the actors - always clutching their foreheads 80 00:11:37,271 --> 00:11:44,145 breathing deep. They know they're acting, how good they are, and goddammit they're gonna show you. 81 00:11:46,331 --> 00:11:50,835 No, I can't stand it. It drives me insane. 82 00:11:51,544 --> 00:11:55,715 Drives me absolutely insane, if you wanna know the truth. 83 00:11:56,341 --> 00:11:57,508 OK. 84 00:11:59,677 --> 00:12:05,433 I know. I can take you gals to dinner. I mean, if you want? 85 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:09,270 You like Japanese food? I've been to Japan. 86 00:12:09,520 --> 00:12:13,107 - I've been all over the world. - OK. 87 00:12:13,358 --> 00:12:19,697 Great, it's settled then. I'll take you gals to dinner at a Japanese food restaurant. 88 00:12:19,948 --> 00:12:21,658 My treat. 89 00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:26,245 - Alright. - Bye-bye. 90 00:12:28,289 --> 00:12:29,958 Don't forget. 91 00:12:50,228 --> 00:12:54,482 I waited, and I waited, for what felt like forever. 92 00:12:56,526 --> 00:13:01,197 But nothing happened. No-one came. 93 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:13,710 I thought about waiting for that girl, the fan. But I knew she wouldn't come back. 94 00:13:17,005 --> 00:13:20,054 No-one ever does anything they say they will. 95 00:13:23,052 --> 00:13:26,741 And it was so cold. It was scary. 96 00:13:27,765 --> 00:13:33,203 I felt like I was disappearing every time I crossed the street. 97 00:13:43,197 --> 00:13:50,371 I'm too vulnerable for a world full of pain and lies and phoniness. 98 00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:30,408 There were these 2 obvious homosexuals in the room next door, 99 00:14:30,408 --> 00:14:33,164 and they were loud, and drunk and laughing, 100 00:14:33,414 --> 00:14:38,396 like whatever they were doing was the funniest goddamn thing in the world. 101 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:52,064 I swear to God, I was the only normal bastard in that lousy dump. 102 00:14:54,727 --> 00:14:58,063 Help me, Devil. 103 00:15:03,194 --> 00:15:10,108 Kill them. Go over there and shoot them. 104 00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:21,212 ...Don't! 105 00:15:33,724 --> 00:15:36,630 Sleep tight, you bastards! 106 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:41,440 You stole my fucking virginity. Do you understand? 107 00:15:41,691 --> 00:15:47,496 I wouldn't fuck you with a dog's dick! Not with a dog's dick! 108 00:15:47,532 --> 00:15:53,161 You ugly bitch! You cunt! I can't take this shit any more. 109 00:15:53,452 --> 00:15:59,966 - Taxi! - No, I will not. Understand me? I will not fuck you with a dog's dick. 110 00:16:08,801 --> 00:16:13,879 Take me some place nice. A nice hotel. 111 00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:18,695 Not too expensive or anything. Just nice. 112 00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:21,272 No problem. 113 00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:30,697 Hey, do you wanna stop and have a drink with me or something? 114 00:16:31,699 --> 00:16:36,037 - I got plenty of money. I'll buy. - No. No drinking tonight. 115 00:16:46,380 --> 00:16:49,528 - You like rock 'n roll? - Yeah. 116 00:16:52,094 --> 00:16:55,448 - Do you like Beatles' music? - Yeah. 117 00:16:57,892 --> 00:17:02,563 Well, I have to tell you something. I'll just have to blurt this out. 118 00:17:02,813 --> 00:17:06,275 ...I was at a recording session tonight. 119 00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:09,946 With John Lennon and Paul McCartney. 120 00:17:10,321 --> 00:17:15,722 They recorded an album together. They recorded for 3 hours straight. 121 00:17:16,166 --> 00:17:19,471 ...I'm the engineer. 122 00:17:20,998 --> 00:17:27,255 They met me, and they told me how much they like my work. 123 00:17:30,424 --> 00:17:36,030 To me, it's just so ecstatic to think that John Lennon and Paul McCartney would 124 00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:44,175 tell me how great they think my work is. You know, from them to me 125 00:17:44,939 --> 00:17:47,024 ...everything, it all just... 126 00:17:51,529 --> 00:17:54,532 ...I just had to tell you that. 127 00:17:59,328 --> 00:18:06,462 The cabbie told me that Jimmy Carter stayed at that hotel. And when he was president, too. 128 00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:13,186 He told me he did it to show everyone what a regular guy he was. 129 00:18:13,217 --> 00:18:20,594 I thought that was hysterical. The President staying at a regular hotel like this. 130 00:18:22,476 --> 00:18:24,807 That cracked me up. 131 00:18:27,106 --> 00:18:32,895 I had a little bit of dough, but not so much that I could stay in a place like that forever. 132 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:38,305 Goddamn money. It always ends up depressing the hell out of you. 133 00:18:45,875 --> 00:18:49,128 Very soon, he will leave his home. 134 00:18:49,420 --> 00:18:54,321 If he stays outside and is not frightened by his shadow... 135 00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:58,304 that will be my sun. 136 00:18:58,554 --> 00:19:05,062 - But if his shadow frightens him? - 6 more weeks of winter! 137 00:19:10,650 --> 00:19:16,739 I've got to keep that castle snowbound. Please Sir, don't take him away. Not yet. 138 00:19:22,119 --> 00:19:27,445 When she gives me a certain sign, I know it's my fight too. 139 00:19:27,482 --> 00:19:28,417 What sign, Sir? 140 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:51,732 - Steve. How you doing? - I'm doing fine, and how'd you know my name? 141 00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:55,444 You don't remember me? 142 00:19:56,404 --> 00:20:01,450 I was here a little over a month ago. From Hawaii? 143 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:06,497 - I was here to see John Lennon? - Nope. 144 00:20:08,874 --> 00:20:10,042 Okay, well, uh... 145 00:20:22,388 --> 00:20:25,099 Last time, I didn't do it. 146 00:20:26,809 --> 00:20:29,103 Get to meet him, I mean. 147 00:20:30,521 --> 00:20:32,022 But I'm back. 148 00:20:39,113 --> 00:20:40,364 Do you know is he, uh... 149 00:20:43,075 --> 00:20:48,205 - Is he home? - Actually I think he might be out of town. 150 00:21:02,052 --> 00:21:08,392 - You mind if I wait and see? - Be my guest. But, uh, step back a bit. 151 00:21:16,317 --> 00:21:24,038 I gave a great deal of myself to what John Lennon had said, and sung about, and told us all to do. 152 00:21:27,453 --> 00:21:33,292 His music and his lyrics provided me with everything I needed. 153 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:36,670 What I really love about a song, or a book 154 00:21:36,921 --> 00:21:41,425 ...if it's really good. I mean if the writer is really talking to you. 155 00:21:41,675 --> 00:21:45,304 Then you feel like they're this really great friend of yours 156 00:21:45,554 --> 00:21:49,197 and you can just call them up on the phone whenever you want. 157 00:22:01,111 --> 00:22:06,139 Everyone needs something. To find something. 158 00:22:09,578 --> 00:22:12,706 Everyone is cracked and broken. 159 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:21,590 You have to find something to fix you. 160 00:22:22,258 --> 00:22:27,721 To give you what you need. To take you away 161 00:22:27,972 --> 00:22:30,683 and make you whole. 162 00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:05,544 I'm getting it for the articles. 163 00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:11,765 Anything else? 164 00:23:13,434 --> 00:23:14,685 Yes. 165 00:23:17,605 --> 00:23:18,981 This. 166 00:23:23,986 --> 00:23:26,697 I'm gonna be meeting him soon. 167 00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:33,787 I went and read that article on John Lennon. 168 00:23:34,038 --> 00:23:38,083 It said all he ate was sushi and sashimi 169 00:23:38,334 --> 00:23:45,022 and "Hershey's" bars with almonds. And that he smoked French cigarettes. 170 00:23:45,549 --> 00:23:49,053 And when they asked if the Beatles would ever get back together, he said 171 00:23:49,303 --> 00:23:54,266 just because a whole pile of dummies missed it the first time, he shouldn't have to be crucified again. 172 00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:57,645 He shouldn't have to walk on water again. 173 00:23:57,895 --> 00:24:02,802 He said he shouldn't have to define the fish for the multitudes again. 174 00:24:02,858 --> 00:24:10,843 He really said all that. And here he was living this sumptuous life. 175 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:17,696 Imagine no possessions. The bastard had millions. 176 00:24:17,696 --> 00:24:26,067 Yachts, farms, countryside estates and who the hell knows what else? 177 00:24:28,634 --> 00:24:31,470 He turned his back on everyone. 178 00:24:33,764 --> 00:24:37,296 That was a tremendous confirmation for me. 179 00:24:52,616 --> 00:24:57,346 I started to think maybe I should get a woman for the night. 180 00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:11,010 In case I wouldn't be able to again for a long time. 181 00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:13,912 Do you have anybody exotic? 182 00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:18,076 A woman from another country. 183 00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:22,855 I don't want her to talk much. 184 00:25:23,856 --> 00:25:30,045 I want her to be quiet. I'll tip her well if she doesn't talk. 185 00:25:39,496 --> 00:25:41,248 You don't have to be nervous. 186 00:25:43,250 --> 00:25:51,063 I'm not a weirdo. I just wanted to be in the company of a woman tonight. 187 00:25:59,224 --> 00:26:04,584 I think tomorrow will be a very rough day for me. 188 00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:18,278 You want, you want a massage? 189 00:26:37,805 --> 00:26:43,453 Take off your dress and get into bed. 190 00:26:58,659 --> 00:27:01,116 Can we put on the radio? 191 00:28:43,472 --> 00:28:46,475 I like your dress. 192 00:28:48,852 --> 00:28:50,437 I like the colour. 193 00:29:17,089 --> 00:29:20,842 Some things are hard to remember. 194 00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:24,497 I'm thinking now, when the woman left 195 00:29:25,647 --> 00:29:28,110 I just wanted to kill myself. 196 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:33,261 I thought about just throwing myself out the goddamn window. 197 00:29:39,486 --> 00:29:44,162 I'd like to make a collect call to Hawaii. 198 00:29:44,162 --> 00:29:49,915 OK, sir, one moment please. Who shall I say is calling? - Holden Caulfield. 199 00:29:49,952 --> 00:29:52,541 One moment, Mr Caulfield. 200 00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:59,748 - Hey, is that you? - Hi. - Hey. 201 00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:09,269 I know I said I wasn't gonna call but uh, well, you know me 202 00:30:10,498 --> 00:30:12,837 I'm always changing my plans. 203 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:18,086 It's OK, I'm glad you called. Really glad. 204 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:26,724 - You sound like you're doing OK. - I am, I'm OK. I finished your book. 205 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:28,452 Very good. 206 00:30:31,621 --> 00:30:35,959 - Did you like it? - It was good. It was really good. 207 00:30:36,209 --> 00:30:42,498 It was very sweet. It reminds me of you. The way your mind works. 208 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:43,842 I like it, too. 209 00:30:47,220 --> 00:30:52,133 How was your party? The one that you were going to on Saturday night? 210 00:30:53,393 --> 00:30:55,040 It was fun. 211 00:30:56,271 --> 00:31:01,694 I'm sorry I didn't wish you a happy party. I just wasn't thinking about things like that before I left. 212 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:07,735 It's OK, I know. I know you. You're my husband. 213 00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:14,203 It's getting so late here. I just... I can't seem to get to sleep! 214 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:20,087 Well I just got into bed and I'm reading my bible. 215 00:31:20,962 --> 00:31:24,742 Maybe you should try working on your problems one at a time. 216 00:31:25,842 --> 00:31:29,693 Maybe the first one should be getting back with Christ again. 217 00:31:30,597 --> 00:31:34,976 And after that you can just ask him for his help with the others. 218 00:31:39,106 --> 00:31:40,232 Hello? 219 00:31:43,985 --> 00:31:50,575 Yes, I agree. My little bible is on the nightstand right now. 220 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:53,614 Good. That's good. 221 00:31:56,706 --> 00:32:03,046 Remember what I told you... the night before I left? 222 00:32:03,630 --> 00:32:08,269 Sort of, I do. I was asleep. 223 00:32:10,053 --> 00:32:16,099 I told you that I loved you. I love you very much. 224 00:32:17,519 --> 00:32:21,773 - More than anyone else. - I love you, too. 225 00:32:24,860 --> 00:32:26,945 You're my gemstone. 226 00:32:32,868 --> 00:32:34,870 Goodbye, Gloria. 227 00:32:36,079 --> 00:32:38,999 OK. OK. Goodbye. 228 00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:14,480 I'm going to kill John Lennon. 229 00:33:49,361 --> 00:33:54,400 This isn't like last time. Something's going to happen. 230 00:33:55,742 --> 00:33:57,452 This is happening. 231 00:34:33,989 --> 00:34:38,116 That morning, everything had changed. 232 00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:41,958 It just felt different. 233 00:34:45,917 --> 00:34:47,085 And I knew... 234 00:34:54,634 --> 00:34:59,930 I knew in my bones I would never see my hotel room again. 235 00:35:04,019 --> 00:35:08,607 I laid out the few possessions I had managed to keep. 236 00:35:08,857 --> 00:35:11,693 Just all the things that meant something. 237 00:35:16,197 --> 00:35:21,119 A letter of commendation for my work with Vietnamese children. 238 00:35:21,411 --> 00:35:26,333 My passport, and a couple of photographs from my trip around the world. 239 00:35:29,169 --> 00:35:32,505 What was left of my life. 240 00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:36,702 It was all so that when they came, the Police or whoever it was going to be... 241 00:36:37,779 --> 00:36:42,000 when everyone would want to know who I was. 242 00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:47,221 Who I had become. 243 00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:55,770 And maybe if I found myself unable to speak or something... 244 00:36:56,840 --> 00:37:01,305 this would tell them who I was before. 245 00:38:47,784 --> 00:38:49,285 I am... 246 00:38:51,454 --> 00:38:52,956 Holden. 247 00:39:09,764 --> 00:39:15,907 I'm going now. Becoming something new. 248 00:40:27,467 --> 00:40:31,861 Hey, listen. You know those ducks? The taxi. 249 00:40:32,138 --> 00:40:36,726 She had a teeny voice. And the prostitute with the green dress... 250 00:40:36,976 --> 00:40:40,979 This isn't like last time. The old man carried my bag. 251 00:40:43,191 --> 00:40:47,261 No, this is different. I can feel it. Something will catch me. 252 00:40:47,904 --> 00:40:51,763 This is not a coincidence. I'll be in a big field of rye. 253 00:42:01,269 --> 00:42:03,604 Good morning. Do you know if John Lennon's gonna come out today? 254 00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:08,609 I've got his new album here. I was hoping to get his autograph. 255 00:42:08,860 --> 00:42:10,737 I can't help you. 256 00:42:12,989 --> 00:42:19,299 Look, I understand. I know how it is. I've been waiting for 2 days already. 257 00:42:19,746 --> 00:42:22,981 I really wanted to meet him, y'know? 258 00:42:25,043 --> 00:42:30,887 I'm not the regular door-man here, so I don't know much about John Lennon. 259 00:42:32,091 --> 00:42:37,083 I knew it... I knew it! I knew it was something like that! 260 00:42:40,892 --> 00:42:43,307 You see, this is my second time here. 261 00:42:44,062 --> 00:42:48,051 Last time I thought I'd met all the door-men. Thought I'd met them all. 262 00:42:48,087 --> 00:42:51,050 Well, sure, I thought I'd seen them all, but... 263 00:42:54,781 --> 00:42:57,847 I've been waiting a long time. 264 00:43:08,047 --> 00:43:08,932 Look. 265 00:43:09,712 --> 00:43:13,171 He may have left earlier, before I came on. 266 00:43:13,171 --> 00:43:15,384 Somebody told me he left. 267 00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:18,304 - John Lennon? - Uh-huh. 268 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:22,554 - John Lennon? You're serious, you're not joking? - No. 269 00:43:28,773 --> 00:43:32,318 Do you know where he went? Do you know when he's gonna be back? 270 00:43:32,568 --> 00:43:35,301 - Do you? Do you? - No, I don't. 271 00:43:35,689 --> 00:43:36,622 No. 272 00:43:39,784 --> 00:43:40,910 Thank you. 273 00:44:00,429 --> 00:44:01,764 He's here. 274 00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:12,108 It says it was a Monday. A Monday and all... 275 00:44:12,358 --> 00:44:17,905 pretty near Christmas. This is it! It's real this time. 276 00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:24,328 This is not a coincidence. I'm going to be with you, Holden. In the rye. 277 00:44:25,955 --> 00:44:32,959 I'll just disappear into the ink of the book. No, that won't happen. 278 00:44:33,462 --> 00:44:37,174 That's a non-reality. But something will... 279 00:44:37,425 --> 00:44:42,210 I'll go into the field... Something is going to happen... 280 00:44:43,306 --> 00:44:49,367 Like in the womb. Maybe I'll be deaf. A deaf mute, and I'll never speak again. 281 00:44:49,403 --> 00:44:51,856 I tried to be a good person... 282 00:44:52,106 --> 00:44:55,026 I can see it. It's all over, Holden. 283 00:44:55,276 --> 00:45:00,072 I'm taking a stand now. And the whole world will know. 284 00:45:00,615 --> 00:45:04,327 A man with stillness and blackness all around him. 285 00:45:04,577 --> 00:45:08,748 A man who would no longer do anything for anybody any more. 286 00:45:09,415 --> 00:45:14,962 A man refusing to have anything to do with the world. 287 00:45:15,212 --> 00:45:18,758 And the world would never intrude. - Hey, buddy! 288 00:45:19,008 --> 00:45:21,636 - What? - You see him?! 289 00:45:22,428 --> 00:45:25,973 - What? - Mr Lennon! He just came inside! 290 00:45:26,223 --> 00:45:27,975 He just came in. You didn't see him? 291 00:45:33,564 --> 00:45:36,067 I guess it wasn't meant to be. 292 00:45:37,610 --> 00:45:42,026 - I'll just have to keep waiting. - Yeah, you wait him out. 293 00:45:43,950 --> 00:45:45,117 It's OK. 294 00:45:46,911 --> 00:45:52,667 Don't worry. (It's still OK). It wasn't meant to happen. 295 00:45:54,502 --> 00:46:00,383 When the time is right, it'll happen. It won't be long. 296 00:46:02,468 --> 00:46:06,988 Some very serious thoughts came into my mind, of leaving... 297 00:46:07,473 --> 00:46:10,643 abandoning the idea of going back to the hotel, checking out... 298 00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:14,355 getting a cab to the airport, and flying the hell out of there. 299 00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:19,652 I would talk myself out of it and then say "Go, now! Before it gets a hold of you again." 300 00:46:19,902 --> 00:46:22,738 Hey, Mark. Don't make it bad. 301 00:46:24,865 --> 00:46:26,117 Hey, Jude! 302 00:46:33,541 --> 00:46:35,649 - Do you... - Do you mind? 303 00:46:37,420 --> 00:46:39,932 I wanna sit facing. 304 00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:43,509 Oh, you wanna sit here. 305 00:46:47,263 --> 00:46:49,267 So I can keep my eye out. 306 00:46:52,685 --> 00:46:55,813 - Just in case. - Sure. 307 00:46:57,106 --> 00:47:01,485 - So, the other night... - Oh, no, no, no... 308 00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:06,994 - Jeri and I were waiting for you. - Oh. 309 00:47:08,159 --> 00:47:12,830 And then she wanted to go. But, of course, I wanted to stay. 310 00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:24,182 And then, I wanted to go, and we were gonna go. As we were leaving a cab pulled up, it was John! 311 00:47:25,176 --> 00:47:31,515 Anyway, he talked to us for a bit. Jeri bummed one of his cigarettes. It was great. 312 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:37,688 I've read they're French. 313 00:47:55,456 --> 00:47:58,062 So... do you like New York? 314 00:48:01,170 --> 00:48:06,467 - I guess that's a "no". - Oh, no, no, no, it's OK. 315 00:48:08,386 --> 00:48:13,724 It's just...I mean... kind of dirty sometimes. 316 00:48:16,143 --> 00:48:21,465 It's nothing like Hawaii! Hawaii is... Hawaii is amazing. 317 00:48:21,857 --> 00:48:27,363 - I'll bet. - Hawaii changed my life. It really did. 318 00:48:28,697 --> 00:48:39,123 When I first got out there, I was... You know, I thought I was a dud. 319 00:48:42,795 --> 00:48:46,549 Hawaii saved my life. 320 00:48:50,386 --> 00:48:53,952 You know, I'd really like to go there some time. But I don't think... 321 00:48:53,681 --> 00:48:56,809 No, no, no. Don't ever say that! 322 00:48:57,853 --> 00:48:59,938 Don't ever say anything like that. 323 00:49:00,020 --> 00:49:01,272 What? 324 00:49:01,939 --> 00:49:06,619 You can do anything. If you set your mind to it, you can do anything! 325 00:49:10,531 --> 00:49:12,116 The Human mind... 326 00:49:15,411 --> 00:49:18,190 The Human mind is an incredible thing. 327 00:49:21,333 --> 00:49:27,092 Once it's mind is made up, it can do anything. 328 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:31,260 - Then maybe I'll go. - No, not maybe... 329 00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:35,973 you've got to decide in your mind that you will. 330 00:49:36,307 --> 00:49:40,769 - OK, I will. - You've got to say it. 331 00:49:41,020 --> 00:49:42,771 You've got to know it. 332 00:49:47,067 --> 00:49:48,777 Say it. 333 00:49:52,573 --> 00:49:55,701 Someday I will go to Hawaii. 334 00:49:58,454 --> 00:49:59,914 Very good. 335 00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:07,228 Very good. It's like I told my mother, before I left... 336 00:50:09,340 --> 00:50:11,050 I knew I was gonna do something big. 337 00:50:11,300 --> 00:50:14,249 I just didn't know if it was gonna be good or bad. 338 00:50:16,388 --> 00:50:17,973 What do you mean? 339 00:50:21,894 --> 00:50:23,872 What do you mean by that? 340 00:50:29,777 --> 00:50:34,698 Do you wanna go some place with me? You and me... 341 00:50:34,699 --> 00:50:37,828 we could just leave, right now. Just go, just get out of here! 342 00:50:37,076 --> 00:50:41,121 - Right now, what do you say? - Right now? 343 00:50:41,372 --> 00:50:45,334 - We can't just leave right now. - Why the hell not? 344 00:50:47,753 --> 00:50:51,924 Yeah, we could... plan a day trip or something. 345 00:50:53,634 --> 00:50:57,179 - You know, she took me out the way there. - No, no, no. Not like that. 346 00:50:57,429 --> 00:51:04,186 Then there'd be cabs, and elevators and all that crap! We have to go now! 347 00:51:06,355 --> 00:51:08,649 I... I have stuff to do. 348 00:51:16,574 --> 00:51:21,245 Just forget it. I don't even know why the hell I said it. 349 00:51:21,495 --> 00:51:23,872 We're not gonna go anywhere. 350 00:51:27,167 --> 00:51:30,004 But you should remember me. 351 00:51:33,591 --> 00:51:34,925 You should. 352 00:51:51,734 --> 00:51:56,864 Hey, shouldn't we be closer? How come you never wait inside? 353 00:51:57,114 --> 00:52:03,162 Sometimes it's good not to be right there. You know, there when they come out. 354 00:52:03,620 --> 00:52:08,667 Some of the best times, when John is leaving Central Park... 355 00:52:08,917 --> 00:52:14,023 there's this coffee shop that he goes to. Shows that he's real. 356 00:52:16,091 --> 00:52:19,928 See that guy right there? That's John's assistant, Frederic. 357 00:52:20,179 --> 00:52:22,264 - Who, him? - Yeah. 358 00:52:30,022 --> 00:52:31,273 Frederic! 359 00:52:35,319 --> 00:52:36,403 God dammit! 360 00:52:36,820 --> 00:52:41,033 Well I hope he comes out in focus this time. Last time was a little blurry. 361 00:52:41,283 --> 00:52:43,567 You know, I got a darkroom. 362 00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:47,998 I tried to catch him but he saw me, he went inside. He got away. 363 00:52:48,248 --> 00:52:50,918 This is my friend. He's a Beatles fan from Hawaii. 364 00:52:51,168 --> 00:52:54,004 Oh, hey, Hawaii! Cool, man. How's it hanging? 365 00:52:54,963 --> 00:52:58,217 - Paul. - Paul's a photographer. 366 00:52:58,509 --> 00:53:03,347 - Trying to catch somebody? - That fellow is John Lennon's assistant. 367 00:53:03,597 --> 00:53:05,057 Oh, Freddy. 368 00:53:08,477 --> 00:53:10,646 You should meet him. 369 00:53:11,897 --> 00:53:13,982 I'm just here to get John Lennon's autograph. 370 00:53:14,233 --> 00:53:16,610 So, you gonna do any touristy stuff? 371 00:53:20,656 --> 00:53:25,851 Oh, no, no, no, no. I'm not gonna do that. 372 00:53:25,911 --> 00:53:29,832 - No. - You know why they call it the building of Dakota? 373 00:53:30,082 --> 00:53:32,418 Because when it was first built in the 1800's... 374 00:53:32,668 --> 00:53:34,169 there was nothing up here. It was just farm. 375 00:53:34,420 --> 00:53:37,464 And they were like "If you lived up here you might as well be living in Dakota." 376 00:53:37,715 --> 00:53:42,261 I don't even think there was a South or North Dakota yet. Just territory. 377 00:53:42,511 --> 00:53:45,514 They also shot "Rosemary's Baby" here. 378 00:53:45,764 --> 00:53:47,141 The movie? 379 00:53:47,516 --> 00:53:51,687 No, the baby. Yeah the movie! They shot it here in the "Dakota". 380 00:53:55,566 --> 00:53:56,483 Really? 381 00:53:57,860 --> 00:54:02,364 - I thought you didn't like movies? - Some I like. Some are OK. 382 00:54:02,614 --> 00:54:05,534 "The Wizard of Oz" is wonderful. 383 00:54:05,784 --> 00:54:08,912 "Rosemary's Baby" is pretty good I guess. It's not too phoney. 384 00:54:09,163 --> 00:54:10,497 I didn't like that movie. 385 00:54:10,748 --> 00:54:14,084 Why? Because it says everyone who lives in the "Dakota" worships Satan? 386 00:54:14,334 --> 00:54:19,798 Well, yes. Also because it's very slow moving. Nothing happens until the end... 387 00:54:20,048 --> 00:54:21,800 Yeah, Jude, but that's Polanski. 388 00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:25,512 - Yeah, well, then I don't... - Wait a minute... 389 00:54:25,763 --> 00:54:30,267 that's the guy, Charles Manson, killed his wife. 390 00:54:30,893 --> 00:54:32,769 - Right? - Sharon Tate. 391 00:54:33,020 --> 00:54:37,316 - Yeah, she was pregnant too. - And beautiful. 392 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:39,495 "Helter Skelter" 393 00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:51,997 John Lennon lives in a building where a film about Satan coming to Earth... 394 00:54:52,623 --> 00:55:00,047 and the director whose wife and child were killed because of a song John Lennon 395 00:55:02,257 --> 00:55:07,760 Oh my God. This is not a coincidence. Today's the day. 396 00:55:08,402 --> 00:55:10,697 Today is the day. 397 00:55:11,725 --> 00:55:14,561 That's a way of looking at it! 398 00:55:14,853 --> 00:55:18,106 No coincidence. 399 00:55:19,233 --> 00:55:21,944 Hey, uh, where did you say you were from again? 400 00:55:23,195 --> 00:55:27,150 - What? - You don't sound like you're from Hawaii. 401 00:55:27,186 --> 00:55:29,101 What? He knows. 402 00:55:29,844 --> 00:55:31,000 He knows. 403 00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:32,184 Get him! 404 00:55:31,787 --> 00:55:35,457 - Why would you ask me that? - Take it easy. I was only asking. 405 00:55:35,707 --> 00:55:38,835 Why would you ask me something like that? 406 00:55:39,503 --> 00:55:42,089 You don't sound like you're from Hawaii 407 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:44,174 Why would you say something like that? 408 00:55:44,424 --> 00:55:46,802 - Why would you ask me? - Forget it, man! 409 00:55:47,052 --> 00:55:49,079 Forget it! It's just a question, man! 410 00:55:53,809 --> 00:55:57,161 Did you see him? Did you see that? 411 00:55:59,856 --> 00:56:04,275 I gotta go. I should probably go. 412 00:56:19,793 --> 00:56:23,603 Hello. Hi, Sean. 413 00:56:27,884 --> 00:56:29,886 Is he your friend? 414 00:56:31,513 --> 00:56:35,309 Oh, he's a Beatles' fan from Hawaii. 415 00:56:35,559 --> 00:56:39,508 - Hoping to get John's autograph. - It's nice to meet you. 416 00:56:40,022 --> 00:56:42,290 This is Helen, Sean's Nanny. 417 00:56:43,191 --> 00:56:47,003 And this is the little heartbreaker. This is Sean. 418 00:56:47,310 --> 00:56:48,594 Hi, Sean! 419 00:56:53,452 --> 00:57:00,125 I flew all the way across the ocean, from Hawaii, and it's an honour to meet you. 420 00:57:00,375 --> 00:57:01,710 Mr Lennon. 421 00:57:04,463 --> 00:57:06,173 You'd better take care of that runny nose... 422 00:57:06,423 --> 00:57:08,912 you wouldn't wanna get sick in this Christmas. 423 00:57:11,011 --> 00:57:13,639 - Well it's time for us to go. - Bye-bye. 424 00:57:13,889 --> 00:57:16,326 Wave goodbye to Jude. 425 00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:19,118 Bye, you. See you soon. 426 00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:21,170 I hope you get your autograph. 427 00:57:21,355 --> 00:57:22,606 Have a good day. 428 00:57:27,986 --> 00:57:31,740 - John and Yoko must be so proud. - Yeah. 429 00:57:33,116 --> 00:57:36,370 Well, I hope you get your record signed, and I hope you listen to it... 430 00:57:36,411 --> 00:57:40,109 You're not gonna leave yet, are you? We haven't even seen John. 431 00:57:40,165 --> 00:57:44,670 Yeah, I know. But it was good seeing you again. I gotta go. 432 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:49,049 - Thanks, but you should stay. - I'd love to, but I can't. 433 00:57:49,299 --> 00:57:52,505 - Then stay. - No, I'm tired. 434 00:57:52,594 --> 00:57:54,096 - Wait, wait. - I really should get home. 435 00:57:54,346 --> 00:57:58,392 Just a little bit longer. I know he's gonna come out, I know it. I know it. 436 00:57:58,642 --> 00:58:02,729 - Maybe some other time. - But I know he's gonna come out. 437 00:58:02,980 --> 00:58:07,150 - He's got to. You know? - I'm sorry, I can't. 438 00:58:07,776 --> 00:58:08,737 - Please? - Good luck. 439 00:58:09,528 --> 00:58:11,279 Please? Wait. 440 00:58:14,408 --> 00:58:16,702 I said "wait"! 441 00:58:22,082 --> 00:58:23,667 It's over. 442 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,817 It was like this crazy stage had been set up... 443 00:58:49,067 --> 00:58:55,944 and all the actors were coming and going. I was merely an image. 444 00:58:56,450 --> 00:58:59,703 A tin man playing the Beatles' fan. 445 00:58:59,953 --> 00:59:02,700 Playing an autograph seeker. 446 00:59:03,749 --> 00:59:08,086 And underneath I was a boiling cauldron of rage. 447 00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:11,256 But no-one could tell a goddamn thing. 448 00:59:13,842 --> 00:59:18,847 Soon all the other actors would leave, and I would be all alone. 449 00:59:29,441 --> 00:59:34,558 I guess it's down to just us die hard Beatle-holics, huh? 450 00:59:36,156 --> 00:59:39,494 Listen, about my behaviour earlier... 451 00:59:41,787 --> 00:59:46,416 It's just I was told you can never be too careful in New York City. 452 00:59:46,666 --> 00:59:48,708 I really am sorry. 453 00:59:56,635 --> 01:00:01,914 - It's alright. It's fine. - Thank you. Thank you. 454 01:00:01,950 --> 01:00:05,959 I didn't want to be waiting out here all by myself. 455 01:00:06,228 --> 01:00:11,775 What the hell? You start a conversation with a guy, and out of nowhere you get hostile. 456 01:00:12,025 --> 01:00:17,775 I'm just testy I guess. I've been waiting out here for 3 days. 457 01:00:18,550 --> 01:00:19,895 Great. 458 01:00:24,162 --> 01:00:28,840 Maybe it's all those stories I've heard. 459 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:34,026 You know, you never know who you're talking to. 460 01:00:36,842 --> 01:00:41,811 You're gonna bend your album there. Nobody's gonna steal that here. 461 01:00:52,691 --> 01:00:57,009 Hey, Jose! How are you? You remember me? 462 01:00:58,113 --> 01:01:02,513 Yes, you're from Hawaii. John Lennon, right? 463 01:01:02,813 --> 01:01:07,967 - That's me, the Beatles' fan. - All that way, again? 464 01:01:08,623 --> 01:01:12,135 Do you know Paul? Paul, do you know Jose? 465 01:01:12,794 --> 01:01:14,707 Yeah, I know him. 466 01:01:15,005 --> 01:01:20,760 That's the guy who dresses in the maintenance uniform, sneaks into my building and takes pictures. 467 01:01:21,011 --> 01:01:25,181 Shame on you. These are private individuals. 468 01:01:25,974 --> 01:01:29,102 - Did you know he makes money from this? - No! 469 01:01:29,352 --> 01:01:31,855 - Sure. - Who they pay for? 470 01:01:32,105 --> 01:01:36,568 John Lennon, obviously. Yoko, too. Gilda Radner. 471 01:01:36,818 --> 01:01:41,072 Roberta Flack. Lauren Bacall. Paul Simon. 472 01:01:41,698 --> 01:01:44,075 That's so strange. You know how... 473 01:01:44,430 --> 01:01:50,452 when you see people for the first time, even though you know you've seen them before, it's... 474 01:01:51,583 --> 01:01:55,420 and then John Lennon must be the most famous person in the world... 475 01:01:55,670 --> 01:01:58,348 and I've never seen him! 476 01:02:00,050 --> 01:02:03,428 Do you remember what I told you last time? Do you remember? 477 01:02:03,678 --> 01:02:07,641 "I was definitely going to meet John Lennon." That's what I said. Definitely. 478 01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:11,228 - I said "definitely". - I remember. 479 01:02:11,478 --> 01:02:16,504 I'm back. I flew all the way back, I've spared no expense, I'm ready. 480 01:02:16,858 --> 01:02:19,319 I've got his new album here. 481 01:02:21,947 --> 01:02:25,029 I've even got a new pen. 482 01:02:25,825 --> 01:02:27,367 Great. 483 01:02:27,911 --> 01:02:29,913 You got your book! 484 01:02:33,500 --> 01:02:35,669 This isn't just a book. 485 01:02:40,757 --> 01:02:42,828 This is everything. 486 01:02:43,009 --> 01:02:48,056 Never read it. Was supposed to. It's about some kid, right? 487 01:02:48,306 --> 01:02:52,120 - Yeah, Holden Caulfield. - What happens? 488 01:02:58,149 --> 01:02:59,401 This young fellow... 489 01:03:02,237 --> 01:03:06,566 he leaves school, he runs away... 490 01:03:07,200 --> 01:03:18,913 and goes on this 3 day journey through Manhattan, in a sense, to find himself. 491 01:03:22,382 --> 01:03:26,405 But he doesn't find anything but a bunch of phoniness... 492 01:03:27,220 --> 01:03:31,307 What makes it so great? I mean that's it? How does it end? 493 01:03:31,558 --> 01:03:34,144 It doesn't matter how it ends. 494 01:03:37,480 --> 01:03:41,234 He's in a mental institution, and... 495 01:03:43,403 --> 01:03:46,990 he's...telling us this story. 496 01:03:49,200 --> 01:03:53,996 That's where he's talking to us, in retrospect. 497 01:03:55,957 --> 01:03:59,146 - Just... just read it. - Yeah. 498 01:04:21,015 --> 01:04:22,256 John coming out? 499 01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,060 There he is! 500 01:04:31,532 --> 01:04:33,805 Sorry, Sir, but your limo has yet to arrive. 501 01:05:00,028 --> 01:05:01,605 What are you waiting for? There he is! 502 01:05:22,919 --> 01:05:25,004 Have you got a pen? 503 01:05:26,256 --> 01:05:27,424 Thanks. 504 01:05:42,313 --> 01:05:43,565 Is that all you want? 505 01:05:46,109 --> 01:05:51,576 - Yeah, thanks. - Are you sure? That's all? 506 01:05:54,784 --> 01:05:56,663 Yeah, that's all. 507 01:05:57,620 --> 01:06:01,034 - Thanks, John. - You're welcome. 508 01:06:11,843 --> 01:06:16,956 That was really him. He spoke to me. 509 01:06:21,811 --> 01:06:24,979 You know he wasn't real. 510 01:06:25,106 --> 01:06:30,684 - Looks like you scored big time! - Wow, he put the date on it and everything! 511 01:06:30,778 --> 01:06:35,584 Big stars don't usually don't put the dates on things, do they? When they sign them? 512 01:06:36,576 --> 01:06:41,983 - No, I don't think they do. - Wow, this is really really unique. 513 01:06:42,498 --> 01:06:45,568 Yeah, I'm saying now what you got to do is get it framed. 514 01:06:46,336 --> 01:06:50,381 - You... you were taking pictures? - Right here. 515 01:06:52,217 --> 01:06:56,387 Did you take one of me and John? Did you? Did you take one of me and John?! 516 01:06:56,638 --> 01:06:58,097 I think I might've! 517 01:07:00,475 --> 01:07:05,383 Oh my God, I'd do anything for that picture. 518 01:07:05,827 --> 01:07:12,877 - I'd give you 50 dollars for it. - OK, man. Calm down. 519 01:07:16,199 --> 01:07:19,923 Can I get it tonight? Come on, I have to have it tonight. I have to! 520 01:07:19,923 --> 01:07:22,789 I don't know about tonight. I live in Jersey, it's kinda far. 521 01:07:23,039 --> 01:07:27,750 Well how about tomorrow? I'll meet you right here and I'll give you 50 dollars for it. 522 01:07:27,750 --> 01:07:29,921 I swear to God I will. 523 01:07:30,588 --> 01:07:31,756 Yeah, OK. 524 01:07:34,801 --> 01:07:37,548 Then say it. Say it. 525 01:07:39,097 --> 01:07:41,182 Come on, say it, "tomorrow". 526 01:07:42,976 --> 01:07:45,147 Yeah, tomorrow, I'll meet you here. 527 01:07:45,362 --> 01:07:48,080 And I'll give you 50 dollars for the photo of John Lennon. 528 01:07:53,027 --> 01:07:55,973 Wait until they see this back home! 529 01:07:57,740 --> 01:08:00,048 I dunno how they're gonna believe it... 530 01:08:03,162 --> 01:08:06,468 - but they'll have to! - I guess so. 531 01:08:06,879 --> 01:08:11,500 Hey, Jose, look what I got. You see that? 532 01:08:11,796 --> 01:08:16,346 Very nice, congratulations! 533 01:08:17,427 --> 01:08:22,348 - You did it. - Thank you. I knew it, I knew it. You remember? 534 01:08:23,141 --> 01:08:24,600 Good for you. 535 01:08:26,686 --> 01:08:29,650 Hey, Fred, check this out! 536 01:08:29,687 --> 01:08:34,319 This guy came all the way from Hawaii and got John to sign his album. Check it out! 537 01:08:34,569 --> 01:08:37,624 Congratulations, man. That's great. 538 01:08:40,283 --> 01:08:45,096 - Hey, thanks for stopping! - Do you know when they'll be back? 539 01:08:45,132 --> 01:08:46,688 Take it easy, Jose. 540 01:08:48,207 --> 01:08:52,051 They have to come back tonight, right? What time do you think they will? 541 01:08:52,337 --> 01:08:56,924 It's hard to say. If they just went to dinner they'll be back in about an hour... 542 01:08:57,175 --> 01:09:00,678 but if they went to the studio, then they could be gone all night. 543 01:09:00,928 --> 01:09:06,045 - OK. - I'm thinking they probably went to the studio. 544 01:09:06,082 --> 01:09:10,521 In fact, I'm sure of it. So... congratulations. Good night. 545 01:09:10,897 --> 01:09:14,108 - Don't leave yet. - Why not? 546 01:09:14,359 --> 01:09:18,613 They could be back any minute! What if John forgot something? 547 01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:20,323 What if I'm gonna go? 548 01:09:22,116 --> 01:09:27,777 Don't... don't... Look, they'll be back before midnight. I know it. 549 01:09:28,831 --> 01:09:33,710 Look. I'm coming back tomorrow, with your photo, alright? 550 01:09:35,505 --> 01:09:42,293 Good. You got a real primo autograph from John Lennon. Go get some rest. 551 01:09:47,183 --> 01:09:51,282 - Just a little longer, please? - I'm going home! 552 01:09:52,230 --> 01:09:56,508 I know I flew off the handle earlier, you just can never be too careful, y'know? 553 01:09:56,639 --> 01:10:00,483 - It's OK. - You were right! You were right! 554 01:10:00,613 --> 01:10:02,916 Take the autograph and go! 555 01:10:03,533 --> 01:10:05,993 I'm not from Hawaii. I'm from Georgia, originally... 556 01:10:06,244 --> 01:10:10,206 I grew up in a suburb just outside of Atlanta. Decatur, Georgia. 557 01:10:10,456 --> 01:10:13,292 - That's great, man. - I should've said something earlier... 558 01:10:13,543 --> 01:10:17,505 - I guess it was the southern accent, huh? - Yeah that's it. It was the southern accent. 559 01:10:18,423 --> 01:10:22,625 Come on, come on, come on. Wait with me. Wait with me. Just wait a little while. 560 01:10:23,928 --> 01:10:24,846 No. 561 01:10:28,724 --> 01:10:30,184 Just you and me. 562 01:10:31,894 --> 01:10:35,456 I know, I'll take the pictures this time. 563 01:10:36,190 --> 01:10:39,136 If you have a camera, you won't be able to shoot him! 564 01:10:39,489 --> 01:10:44,606 He has to stay. Get him to stay! 565 01:10:44,741 --> 01:10:48,160 If you're taking pictures, you can't pull out a gun! 566 01:10:48,313 --> 01:10:52,732 I'll take your picture with John Lennon! I bet you never had that before, huh? 567 01:10:52,874 --> 01:10:57,336 - No, I didn't. Hey, good night. - He'll be back before midnight! 568 01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:03,132 I know it! I know he will! 569 01:11:08,973 --> 01:11:11,880 Hey, what if you never see him again? 570 01:11:12,852 --> 01:11:15,465 What if he goes to Spain or something? 571 01:11:19,442 --> 01:11:21,961 What if something happens to him? 572 01:11:39,378 --> 01:11:45,539 I can see it... he was sitting on the sofa, and knowing what almost happened. 573 01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,705 Knowing that you could have done it. 574 01:11:52,058 --> 01:11:53,726 Do it, you liar. 575 01:12:06,364 --> 01:12:08,644 You had your album signed, just go. 576 01:12:08,909 --> 01:12:12,421 Get in the next taxi and just go, go, go, go, go! 577 01:12:12,901 --> 01:12:17,042 Don't do it. That's not what we're here for! 578 01:12:17,395 --> 01:12:22,331 He signed your record, and he was nice. Put the date on it and everything. He was kind. 579 01:12:22,660 --> 01:12:27,885 But I wanna kill him. He's mine. I want him. Help me, Devil. 580 01:12:28,135 --> 01:12:31,055 Give me the power. 581 01:12:32,598 --> 01:12:36,899 You have to, have to, have to, have to. I want to. 582 01:12:38,644 --> 01:12:40,628 God, no! God, no! 583 01:12:43,901 --> 01:12:47,415 You're nobody, you're nothing! He wasn't phoney. 584 01:12:49,782 --> 01:12:53,452 Just get in the taxi. You coward. You phoney. 585 01:12:53,703 --> 01:12:55,872 You got your autograph... 586 01:12:56,122 --> 01:12:59,601 Go home, frame it. Put it on the wall. Put it on the wall! 587 01:13:00,418 --> 01:13:02,086 Don't listen to them. 588 01:13:04,422 --> 01:13:08,388 There's no place like home. Come on. Come on. 589 01:13:39,248 --> 01:13:42,917 The phoney must die, says the catcher in the rye. 590 01:14:00,311 --> 01:14:02,342 I will do it. 591 01:14:03,856 --> 01:14:10,379 If you give me the opportunity, I will do it. 592 01:14:18,245 --> 01:14:19,962 Yes. 593 01:15:56,510 --> 01:15:58,095 Mr Lennon? 594 01:16:46,018 --> 01:16:48,771 That's all I wanna tell you about. 595 01:16:49,021 --> 01:16:55,903 We have arrested Mark David Chapman... for the homicide of John Lennon. 596 01:16:56,278 --> 01:17:00,825 Today, multitudes mourn the shocking and untimely death of a legend. 597 01:17:01,075 --> 01:17:07,748 The tragic slaying of John Lennon spawned an unimaginable sense of grief among those of every age. 598 01:17:10,417 --> 01:17:13,379 Mark David Chapman, the alleged killer of John Lennon... 599 01:17:13,629 --> 01:17:15,993 has been taken to "Bellevue Hospital"... 600 01:17:15,993 --> 01:17:20,609 where he will remain under close watch, as he has known to have attempted suicide before. 601 01:17:21,262 --> 01:17:23,764 I could tell you about how they... 602 01:17:24,390 --> 01:17:29,440 took me down to the police station, and paraded me in front of the media and all... 603 01:17:32,314 --> 01:17:35,211 and how they put me in this goddamn place, and how... 604 01:17:38,195 --> 01:17:45,181 things got really crazy for awhile, but I'm not interested in any of that stuff anymore. 605 01:17:47,329 --> 01:17:49,317 It's not important. 606 01:17:50,583 --> 01:17:55,957 I think John Lennon, personally for me, stood as a symbol of leave and peace on the planet. 607 01:17:56,589 --> 01:18:02,914 I think of John Lennon as an artist, and he belongs to my generation. 608 01:18:03,637 --> 01:18:06,717 And I don't understand why he was killed. 609 01:18:07,433 --> 01:18:09,310 They keep asking me... 610 01:18:10,728 --> 01:18:15,128 if I really think I am the catcher in the rye. 611 01:18:16,650 --> 01:18:24,307 It's such a stupid question. It's dumb. I swear to God it is. 612 01:18:27,244 --> 01:18:34,126 I know no matter what anybody says, I have the strength and knowing. 613 01:18:33,918 --> 01:18:38,714 The paragraphs and sentences of that book were flowing through my brain... 614 01:18:38,964 --> 01:18:45,763 and entering my blood, and flowing to my thoughts, my actions. 615 01:18:46,430 --> 01:18:52,233 My very soul is breathing between the pages of "The Catcher in the Rye". 616 01:18:54,104 --> 01:18:56,652 I was there for 3 days. 617 01:18:58,192 --> 01:19:03,051 And it was a Monday... pretty near Christmas. 618 01:19:10,404 --> 01:19:11,830 In New York City. 619 01:19:15,334 --> 01:19:17,336 And now I'm here. 620 01:19:21,382 --> 01:19:23,259 Sitting right here... 621 01:19:24,635 --> 01:19:27,590 talking... to you. 622 01:20:07,761 --> 01:20:16,081 Transcribed by VincePirez (vincepirez@googlemail.com)