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We don't have just one family.
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We have our given family
and our chosen family.
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The one we run from
and where we return…
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…to find ourselves.
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I was lucky
to have more families…
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…and I would never have left them.
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They served
same emotional needs…
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…but I could only feel complete
if I belonged to both.
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THE IGNORANT ANGELS
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Look. Nice, huh?
-Very nice.
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It's not clear what he's going for,
he takes pictures of everything.
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You cannot put Asaph in a box.
-He's a free spirit.
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He does what he wants.
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He doesn't care about money.
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If he wants to be a shoemaker,
then he can.
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That would be great.
I have so many shoes.
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I would do them all because of him
have them repaired, one after the other.
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Forget it. You're not his type.
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That's what you say.
Asaf has very different tastes.
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He has no manners.
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He appears and then suddenly disappears.
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He has a lot going on here in Rome.
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He can't stay here with old people.
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You don't have to say anything.
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You had in the beginning
you set your sights on him.
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In the beginning, yes.
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But I don't think about him anymore.
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Of course not,
you have recently become a widower.
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Sorry, Antonia. I blurted it out.
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Forgive him.
He can't keep his mouth shut.
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He doesn't know what to say
or to whom, but he says it anyway.
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It has no filter.
-You should say that.
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No problem.
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Otherwise I feel uncomfortable here.
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Come. The food is ready.
-Can I sit here?
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Where you want.
-Thank you.
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Here we go.
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Oh my god. Sorry.
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What happened?
-I don't know.
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Luca? What happened?
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Asaf has only been a friend to me.
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Clarity is important.
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Friends and lovers separated.
-I know which list is longer.
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Asaph is like a brother.
-Who's always late.
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There he is. How are you?
-Good. And with you?
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Good. What is this?
-This is for you.
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No.
-He's beautiful.
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He made this one. An author's photo.
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Thank you.
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Where is Serra?
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At the Turkish embassy,
for documents.
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Luisella.
-Hello, Asaph. Mon amour.
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You suddenly disappear again
like last time?
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Don't know.
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This is Antonia.
-Yes. We met.
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On the stairs.
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You'll never guess who called me.
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Bye, honey.
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My brother.
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Does Vera have a brother?
-What happened?
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My grandmother.
-Vera has a grandmother.
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No, everything is fine with grandma.
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She's almost 100.
-Fantastic.
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Aren't you happy?
-Why do you look so sad?
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My brother said
that they want a family dinner.
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Go then. It may be the latter.
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Valter.
-What are you planning?
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I don't know.
-What's the problem?
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Vera hasn't been home for 15 years.
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Her family never accepted
that she is trans.
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When I was a little girl,
I played with mom's makeup.
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She beat me up.
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Only grandma and dad stood up for me.
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Then don't go.
You don't owe them anything.
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To my grandmother.
She was always there for me.
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Then go.
-Yes.
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You don't have to justify yourself.
-Precisely.
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But dress differently.
Otherwise your grandmother won't be 101 anymore.
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Don't be an idiot.
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Come.
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Listen. Don't gossip
about what happened.
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What is?
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I don't know if I'm kidding
wants to be kept.
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Did something happen then?
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Come on.
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Everyone was waiting for you in the bar
and no one said anything.
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Not even Valter.
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When have we gossiped?
-We'll pretend nothing happened.
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Too early for cake?
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Hello.
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Look who's here. The adulterer.
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What a delicious dessert. What's the reason?
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You too, right?
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We'll put him here.
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Did you bake it?
-No, me.
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An apology cake.
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Stop it, or I'll put poison in
in the next one.
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This glory makes us forget everything.
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Honey, what's wrong?
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My grandmother made a cake just like this.
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I'm sorry. The 'Proust effect'?
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No, maybe her grandmother is dead.
-You're completely wrong. And…
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What is it, Vera?
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Did you bake the cake?
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You've been doing everything wrong lately.
-Come on.
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It's so hard.
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They've been there for more than half an hour.
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It was better if I gave her cards
would have read instead of that.
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Roberta tries to make herself useful,
poor girl.
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Guilt works wonders...
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She's cunning. She graduated
in guilt.
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What have you decided?
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I want to see my grandmother again.
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But I don't want to see my mother.
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Should I come along?
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Real? My dear friend.
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Now we know for sure
that her grandmother won't live to be 101.
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You only have two bags with you again.
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I like to travel light.
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Maybe a way
to not have to settle down.
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Who knows…
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If I ever want to settle down,
I'll let you know first.
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It's always nice
to be here with friends.
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Almost as if time has stood still.
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Like she's waiting for me.
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Very nice.
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You see…
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I feel at home here.
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That's a nice feeling.
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You're not the only one who feels this way.
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Antonia feels the same way.
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You remembered her name well.
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It's a beautiful name.
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Promote your product or brand here
contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today
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Come in. Make it easy.
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I told her
that it's not a wedding.
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And they live in the countryside.
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But she wants to look beautiful
for her grandmother.
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And she only trusts your opinion.
I wonder why.
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Hopefully not because I'm her
reminds me of her grandmother.
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Not at all.
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Because you are a real lady.
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To them I'm a slut, she says.
-What are you talking about?
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But glad you called.
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This is fun.
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How nice to have you here.
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There I am.
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What do you think?
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She looks African.
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What do you think?
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It's a bit…
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…a bit too much, isn't it?
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It's always too much for her.
-She needs to look more serious.
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What do you think of the blue dress?
-Or something gray.
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You have to choose between a 'dark lady'
or a career woman.
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The blue one would match her eyes well.
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Right, Antonia?
-I don't see it well in this light.
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You must have different light.
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If you don't hurry, your grandmother will live to be 102.
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Do me a favor. Put on the dress
that I brought with me.
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Stay here. I'll be right back.
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Do you know a lot about photography?
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I? Because of the lighting?
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I know it because of the paintings.
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She shouldn't stand out too much.
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You can learn everything from paintings.
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Please.
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Vera always stands out.
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She's not exactly introverted.
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Michele? Can I be here on Saturday?
organizing a dinner?
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Mi casa es tu casa.
-Thank you.
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There I am.
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Imagine crushing my breasts…
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…and I pull my hair back tightly.
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Do I look like a man?
-Like a lesbian.
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Come on.
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I mean well.
-Look at her.
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Did you ever bring Massimo here?
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I have a thing for opera,
but this is a magical place for me.
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He must have liked it.
-Very nice.
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He loved the backgrounds, the opera…
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Even though he knew nothing about it.
-Art was not his strong point.
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But he learned quickly.
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One evening we had a dancing competition.
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He couldn't do anything about it.
-Nothing at all.
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Two couples against each other.
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Me and Vera against him and Luisella.
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He lost anyway, because Vera and I
are unbeatable, but…
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I never imagined someone like him
could be with someone like me.
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Why?
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00:11:01,080 --> 00:11:03,360
I wasn't on his level.
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A completely different background…
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We were too different.
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You paint.
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00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:17,600
You read poetry.
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00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:21,640
You have a world
created around you.
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Don't underestimate yourself.
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00:11:31,840 --> 00:11:33,320
You know what else?
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00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:40,840
That night we got into an argument and he left…
200
00:11:43,280 --> 00:11:47,120
…and in my painting I found…
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…a piece of paper with a poem.
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Did you remember?
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I always have it with me.
204
00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:14,320
'You are a blade of grass in a dry field...
205
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…the first ray of light after the storm.
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00:12:18,920 --> 00:12:22,160
You're freezing me
and then melt me under the sun.
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You are my tears and my laughter.
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00:12:26,680 --> 00:12:28,080
You make me sick...
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00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:32,760
…but only so you can heal me.”
210
00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:35,520
Who wrote that?
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00:12:40,720 --> 00:12:42,920
Do you think Massimo
that wrote?
212
00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:45,320
Don't know.
213
00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,920
There are so many things
that we don't know about him.
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00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:09,400
I like this.
215
00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:10,880
This too.
216
00:13:11,920 --> 00:13:13,320
And you should always have this.
217
00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:16,080
These are my messages.
218
00:13:16,160 --> 00:13:19,640
Oh, yes. I'm used to it
always needing everything.
219
00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:23,200
But do you always pay?
220
00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:24,920
No, take turns.
221
00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,280
Everyone can contribute
if he has the time or inclination.
222
00:13:27,360 --> 00:13:29,720
For example, I don't do anything
for Asaph's feast.
223
00:13:29,800 --> 00:13:30,800
What are you doing?
224
00:13:31,320 --> 00:13:35,480
Were you looking at him?
-No, I thought I knew him.
225
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"I thought I knew him."
226
00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:39,360
Really and truly.
-Naturally.
227
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I mean it.
228
00:13:41,680 --> 00:13:42,960
He's gay, you know.
229
00:13:43,680 --> 00:13:45,720
Who said that?
-My radar.
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I don't think so.
231
00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:51,120
So you did look at him?
-Well…
232
00:13:51,760 --> 00:13:54,160
Then look at me. Come on.
233
00:13:54,240 --> 00:13:55,600
Break up.
-Look at me.
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Don't you like me?
235
00:13:57,440 --> 00:13:59,920
What are you doing? We are in the supermarket.
236
00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:01,840
Don't you like me? What is?
237
00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:06,480
I didn't even think about it.
-Liar. Really.
238
00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:09,160
How do you know?
239
00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:11,960
Because I've asked myself
about you.
240
00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:13,440
You cannot escape it.
241
00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:17,080
We look in different ways
to things.
242
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Not true.
243
00:14:18,240 --> 00:14:21,920
We look the same way.
We like the same things and people.
244
00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,680
I can give examples,
but one is enough.
245
00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:25,760
No, thank you.
246
00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:26,840
Sorry.
247
00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:32,480
Let's see.
248
00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:34,560
You like spinach.
-Beats.
249
00:14:34,640 --> 00:14:36,360
Red wine.
-White.
250
00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:37,560
Red.
251
00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:39,560
Okay.
-Red.
252
00:14:39,640 --> 00:14:41,400
Whole wheat crackers.
253
00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:44,240
But in a man…
254
00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:46,920
What should a man have?
so you like him?
255
00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:48,000
Time.
256
00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:50,080
He has to give me time.
257
00:14:51,520 --> 00:14:52,600
Wine?
258
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Red.
-White.
259
00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:58,200
Red.
-Will you grab a bag of chips?
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I've set the table for you.
A masterpiece.
261
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Thank you, mom. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
262
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Okay. Enjoy your meal then.
263
00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:13,880
What is?
-Nothing.
264
00:15:14,560 --> 00:15:16,640
I'm going.
265
00:15:24,640 --> 00:15:26,320
The pie is in the oven.
266
00:15:26,400 --> 00:15:29,280
You only need it for 30 minutes
to heat up to 180 degrees.
267
00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:32,120
I can stay too if you want.
268
00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:35,720
No, go ahead. It's your evening off.
-Hello, ma'am.
269
00:15:36,760 --> 00:15:39,720
Do you know how to turn on the oven?
-Naturally.
270
00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:50,480
Are you still here?
271
00:15:51,840 --> 00:15:54,280
Who's coming to eat?
-Can't I say it too?
272
00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:56,040
I'd like to have a secret.
273
00:15:56,120 --> 00:15:58,160
I'm going out with my general.
274
00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:02,160
I also tell you my things.
-But I didn't ask.
275
00:16:02,680 --> 00:16:05,960
You never ask me anything.
-Maybe that's for the best.
276
00:16:06,040 --> 00:16:08,680
Well, I'll go then.
277
00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:09,680
Mom?
278
00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:13,840
Do you know how to turn on my oven?
279
00:16:24,840 --> 00:16:27,960
Sorry, I'm late,
but I have this as a compensation.
280
00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:31,440
Thank you.
281
00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:33,040
That's how it should be, right?
282
00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:35,400
They are beautiful.
283
00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:36,480
Come in.
284
00:17:23,120 --> 00:17:25,200
Are you hungry? It's almost ready.
285
00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:29,480
Shall we get drunk?
286
00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:35,880
Massimo and I spent hours here.
287
00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,880
This was our favorite place.
288
00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:49,600
I'll be right back.
289
00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:56,640
My mother wants
that I get rid of Massimo's clothes.
290
00:18:59,840 --> 00:19:04,960
She wants me to give them to a friend.
Or to a good cause.
291
00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:09,560
As if it depends on the clothes
that I am sad.
292
00:19:09,640 --> 00:19:13,320
Like it's not coming
because Massimo still lives in me.
293
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:21,520
This was his favorite sweater.
294
00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:28,240
A gift from his 'colleagues'.
295
00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:33,120
Even though they've had it all these years
never given anything as a gift. So…
296
00:19:39,320 --> 00:19:40,920
…you must have given it as a gift.
297
00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:50,400
You keep him.
298
00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:04,200
I want to see how it looks on you.
299
00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:55,400
Does it look good on me?
300
00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:22,760
And your dad?
301
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:26,360
You know what it's like in the countryside.
-No. How is that?
302
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:30,320
He loved me…
303
00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:35,880
…but then my mother decided
that I wasn't her son, he gave up.
304
00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:37,680
What did your mother decide?
305
00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:41,280
At first she tried to change me.
306
00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:43,400
She introduced me to a girl.
307
00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:47,000
When she realized there was nothing she could do,
she locked me out.
308
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:51,080
If I couldn't be her Marcello,
I didn't exist for her.
309
00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:54,280
Did she throw you out on the street?
-I left myself.
310
00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:57,040
I wasn't 18 yet.
311
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,400
Nobody stopped me.
312
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:05,760
My father didn't want it
but he didn't stop me.
313
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,480
My real mother was Petulia…
-Who?
314
00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:11,240
Petulia.
315
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,920
She had been soliciting for 30 years
when she picked me up off the street.
316
00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,400
What did she do?
-Tippling.
317
00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:20,480
She said she wanted an assistant
for her administration.
318
00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:25,720
She didn't want me to live like her.
And she didn't allow that either.
319
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:29,040
She left me the house.
320
00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:31,680
She always said I never
should be ashamed of myself...
321
00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:33,680
…and should be proud of who I was.
322
00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:37,240
It's not easy for trans women.
We are always judged.
323
00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:42,840
That's a problem for everyone
with or without a penis.
324
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:56,200
Stop.
325
00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:58,840
What is?
326
00:24:58,920 --> 00:25:00,520
What's going on?
327
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:01,600
Are you feeling nauseous?
328
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,840
I can't. I want to go back to Rome.
329
00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:06,200
Are you serious?
330
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:08,960
I don't want to see my mother.
-You're here for your grandma.
331
00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:10,600
What do you care about your mother?
332
00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:13,760
I know how she'll look at me,
what she's going to say.
333
00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:18,480
Listen, honey.
334
00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:21,280
I didn't drive all the way here
to go back again.
335
00:25:21,360 --> 00:25:25,400
Relax, take a deep breath…
336
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:29,760
…and we're going to celebrate
with your grandmother. Good?
337
00:25:30,680 --> 00:25:33,720
You have to bite the bullet.
338
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:36,400
That's important…
-Stop it.
339
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:39,600
Drive, before I change my mind again.
340
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:14,520
Get out.
341
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:20,800
Close the door.
342
00:26:26,080 --> 00:26:27,440
That's my father.
343
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:40,200
Hi, Dad.
344
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:47,920
You've grown so big.
345
00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:06,680
Look who's there.
-Luca.
346
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,080
My friend Luisella.
347
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:17,440
Enchantée.
-Pleasant.
348
00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:18,920
It's a pleasure.
349
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:22,240
I've heard a lot about you.
350
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:25,200
Don't believe her. She only just found out
that I have a brother.
351
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:26,400
Welcome.
352
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:27,520
Shall we go?
353
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:34,240
How is grandma?
-She's taking a nap. You'll see her later.
354
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,400
Would you like to freshen up?
355
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:44,400
I didn't know you were coming.
356
00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:50,040
I wanted grandma's 100th birthday
don't miss it for anything.
357
00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:18,360
Do you think she recognized you?
358
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:20,520
Don't know.
359
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:22,280
I hope not.
360
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,280
Is Marcellino there too?
361
00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:28,920
Yes, mom.
362
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,480
Grandma's sweetheart.
363
00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:36,440
Nice cheese, huh?
364
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:39,760
Bianca was very productive this year.
365
00:28:39,840 --> 00:28:43,400
She's a bit stubborn,
but she gives the best milk.
366
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:45,640
She's talking about a cow.
367
00:28:53,880 --> 00:28:56,800
The lumps on the plate…
368
00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:01,440
…the past stands out.
369
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:03,760
Lumps are lumps.
370
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:05,800
But it's good.
371
00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:10,280
In the background you see a triangle.
372
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:12,240
Creativity.
373
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:14,200
Are you creative?
374
00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:15,920
Decent.
375
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,400
But the triangle is broken.
376
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:30,280
Naturally. I would have thought so.
377
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:32,840
Guard.
378
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:35,720
I have something else to say.
Something nice.
379
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:44,720
Your life is a comedy.
380
00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:51,360
The problem is you don't know
how to laugh.
381
00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:56,880
Everthing okay?
-More or less.
382
00:29:58,320 --> 00:30:00,520
Elsa is a friend of Asaf.
383
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,240
Annamaria is an astrologer.
384
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:06,120
And also card reader.
-Sit down.
385
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:19,880
Are you studying?
-Yes, a lot.
386
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:23,520
I study constantly.
387
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,600
Not me. I have it all here.
388
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:35,280
You either have fortune telling in you or you don't.
389
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:40,160
You can't get it by studying.
390
00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:43,760
But it's good.
Just keep studying a lot.
391
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:47,000
If you can.
392
00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:51,480
Welcome. You were the only one missing.
393
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:54,280
Is that a gift for me?
394
00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:58,320
No, for Michele.
395
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:02,720
He's outside with a friend of mine.
-I'll put it there.
396
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:07,200
How long will you stay in Rome?
-A few days.
397
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:13,240
I've always wanted to go to Istanbul.
The city of Hikmet.
398
00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:14,760
Really and truly?
399
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:19,040
Massimo and I were going there.
400
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:23,400
Then you're going with Asaf, right?
401
00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:47,320
It wasn't that bad, right?
402
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,920
No, because no one
offended me or worse.
403
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:52,920
They ignored me. Hypocrites.
404
00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,120
Do you want to dance?
405
00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,680
With whom? With you?
-No, with my father.
406
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,520
Why doesn't he come and ask that himself?
407
00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:05,520
He's shy. He likes you.
408
00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:10,200
Really and truly? Then who is your father?
409
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:15,360
He looks at you.
410
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:17,320
What's your name?
411
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:19,960
Toni.
-Does your dad make you do these things?
412
00:32:20,040 --> 00:32:23,160
Dad didn't send me.
-Did you come on your own?
413
00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:25,920
Where's your mother?
-She's gone.
414
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,280
Not today. Before.
415
00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:30,280
You are a sweetheart.
416
00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:33,880
But your father has to come and ask for it himself.
417
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:36,520
I'll tell him.
-Guard.
418
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,640
You wanted to hit on someone, right?
419
00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:42,960
I can't help it.
What am I doing with those men?
420
00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:48,680
That wasn't difficult, was it?
All you had to do was ask.
421
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:50,720
I'm not good at questions.
422
00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:53,360
Where then?
423
00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:55,240
Did you like the wine?
424
00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:59,400
I made it.
-Really and truly?
425
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:04,560
Biodynamic.
426
00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:09,000
Did you think we were all here
were cavemen?
427
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,560
I have nothing against cavemen.
428
00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:16,840
Ladies and gentlemen,
time to blow out the candles.
429
00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:18,320
The candles.
430
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:26,720
Congratulations, Grandma Lea
431
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:36,000
Just blow them out.
432
00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,400
And now a beautiful photo
with the whole family.
433
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:44,960
Aunt Maria. Uncle Peppino.
-Here I am.
434
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:46,240
Enzuccio.
435
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:48,280
Annina.
436
00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:51,880
We are all here. Take him.
437
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:53,440
Beautiful smile.
438
00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:55,360
Take him.
-Guard.
439
00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:59,840
Where are you going?
-I want to take a picture with my family.
440
00:33:59,920 --> 00:34:04,400
Stand here, Marcell...
-It's okay. It's me, Vera.
441
00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:08,240
Nice name.
442
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:11,160
Grandma, I love you so much.
443
00:34:11,240 --> 00:34:13,040
I love you too.
444
00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:16,720
Grandma's sweetheart.
445
00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:31,680
You were great.
-I didn't do anything.
446
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:33,320
What are you talking about?
447
00:34:33,400 --> 00:34:35,520
Your look was killing.
448
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:39,680
Wait a minute.
449
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:45,800
Are you going yet? Just like that?
450
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,600
Did you think we were getting married?
after one dance?
451
00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:56,440
I wanted to tell you that…
452
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,000
...I like you very much.
453
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:05,680
And I have no prejudices.
454
00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:11,080
So it's really true.
You're not a caveman.
455
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:28,520
Have you gone crazy?
456
00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:30,280
Hold back, please.
457
00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:32,280
A little class, please.
458
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,360
Guard. How can I find you?
459
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,400
Cherchez la femme.
460
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:43,240
That farm boy isn't crazy, is he?
-He likes me.
461
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:46,480
Would he think I'm trans too?
462
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:48,520
You would like that, girl.
463
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:52,080
Is she an old friend of yours?
464
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:54,840
No, not really.
465
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:56,760
This is Roberta.
466
00:35:56,840 --> 00:35:59,560
Annamaria has told a lot about you.
-Real?
467
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:04,320
She didn't tell you anything.
-Now the party can begin.
468
00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:06,920
Good evening, folks.
469
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:11,880
Michele.
-Darling. The queen.
470
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:16,280
Darling. When will you do it with me?
471
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:20,040
I brought you three top executives.
They are fantastic.
472
00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:22,160
Here we go. This is Michele.
473
00:36:22,240 --> 00:36:23,760
Just imagine them.
474
00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:26,000
They still remember their names.
-We're going to have a drink.
475
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,760
And who are you? Where do you come from?
Heaven?
476
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:31,280
Or hell.
477
00:38:58,040 --> 00:38:59,320
Is everything going well?
478
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:02,080
Yes, better. Thank you.
479
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,480
Did you drink too much?
Would you like something to eat?
480
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,720
No, I want to go home. I'm tired.
481
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:12,720
You shouldn't drive. I'll take you.
-I didn't drink anything.
482
00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:14,760
I'll take you home.
483
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:16,840
I drank very little. Look.
484
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:21,920
Perfect.
485
00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:24,720
I won't take no for an answer.
486
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,480
Okay then.
487
00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,360
Why did you bring me here?
488
00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:39,640
I want to show you something beautiful.
489
00:40:01,680 --> 00:40:02,680
It's very beautiful.
490
00:40:12,560 --> 00:40:13,880
You've seen it before.
491
00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:19,120
My father brought me here
when I was little.
492
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:21,360
But I'm happy
that I saw it again.
493
00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:40,960
Asaf, you have been very kind.
You are very sweet.
494
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:45,360
But I'm going home
and you go back to the party.
495
00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:49,720
Believe it or not, I teach people
prefer to know privately.
496
00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:51,600
With two people.
497
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:54,360
That doesn't work at Michele's house.
498
00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:58,720
They are all very nice.
499
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:03,000
I love everyone there.
500
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:05,320
It's like a family.
501
00:41:06,560 --> 00:41:09,280
I have always run from families.
502
00:41:10,400 --> 00:41:11,920
Someday you'll tell me why.
503
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,920
Who is the girlfriend
who lent you this car?
504
00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:20,200
A photographer.
505
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:21,280
My ex.
506
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:24,840
She always travels around the world.
She's much better than me.
507
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:58,760
Everyone lie down on the bed. I'm coming.
508
00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:24,200
Home. The party is over.
509
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:29,600
Go get dressed. Get out.
510
00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:32,480
Come on. Out.
511
00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:16,120
Translation: Esther van Opstal
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00:45:17,305 --> 00:46:17,683
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