1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:01,500 --> 00:00:03,742 The brain stores a single memory 2 00:00:03,743 --> 00:00:05,589 in millions of neurons. 3 00:00:20,829 --> 00:00:23,659 Ohh. 4 00:00:23,660 --> 00:00:27,352 Oh, this has got to stop. I'm losing my mind. 5 00:00:27,353 --> 00:00:28,974 How are you sleeping through this? 6 00:00:28,975 --> 00:00:31,114 Kwanie? Kwan-Kwan! 7 00:00:32,841 --> 00:00:36,292 Hi. So sorry. Who are you? 8 00:00:36,293 --> 00:00:37,914 There's a neuron that holds the smell 9 00:00:37,915 --> 00:00:39,847 of your prom date's cologne. 10 00:00:39,848 --> 00:00:41,504 Another neuron contains the sound 11 00:00:41,505 --> 00:00:43,378 of your dress being zipped up. 12 00:00:43,956 --> 00:00:46,474 And one for your favorite song you danced to that night. 13 00:00:46,475 --> 00:00:48,994 Are you going to work? It's 3:00 in the morning. 14 00:00:48,995 --> 00:00:50,858 Tell that to Griffith. 15 00:00:50,859 --> 00:00:53,240 - Hey, who's that girl in your room? - No one. 16 00:00:53,241 --> 00:00:55,138 Why are you down here? Does she snore? 17 00:00:55,139 --> 00:00:56,933 I'm going back to sleep. 18 00:00:57,488 --> 00:00:59,558 To remember the whole evening, 19 00:00:59,559 --> 00:01:02,320 you need all of these neurons to communicate with each other 20 00:01:02,321 --> 00:01:04,324 to make a complete picture. 21 00:01:05,441 --> 00:01:07,946 But when the brain experiences trauma, 22 00:01:07,947 --> 00:01:10,708 these neurons can be starved of oxygen and die. 23 00:01:10,709 --> 00:01:12,572 Ugh, they forgot to place a supply order last week. 24 00:01:12,597 --> 00:01:14,332 We're down to the last case of 4x4. 25 00:01:14,333 --> 00:01:16,506 - Can we steal from cardio? - If we can borrow a nurse for clinic. 26 00:01:16,507 --> 00:01:18,439 Yeah. How did this place survive a week without us? 27 00:01:18,440 --> 00:01:20,165 Beyond me. Hey, do you know a Nora Young? 28 00:01:20,166 --> 00:01:21,615 Yeah, she grew up down the street from me. 29 00:01:21,616 --> 00:01:23,065 She was one of my sister's friends. Why? 30 00:01:23,066 --> 00:01:24,324 Well, Megan's sending her here. 31 00:01:24,349 --> 00:01:26,689 She has a perfed esophagus from a Nissen procedure. 32 00:01:26,690 --> 00:01:28,933 They tried to repair it, but it still has a leak. 33 00:01:28,934 --> 00:01:30,797 You know, I haven't seen Nora in years. 34 00:01:30,798 --> 00:01:34,076 She was kind of a pain. Very bossy and tightly wound. 35 00:01:34,077 --> 00:01:36,457 I mean assertive and goal-oriented. 36 00:01:36,458 --> 00:01:39,564 Instead of complete memories, you're left with glimpses. 37 00:01:39,565 --> 00:01:41,186 Good morning. 38 00:01:41,187 --> 00:01:43,775 I hope you are ready to hit the ground running. 39 00:01:43,776 --> 00:01:46,253 I've got some new ideas for genetic targets. 40 00:01:46,910 --> 00:01:49,394 Is that a new PCR machine? 41 00:01:49,395 --> 00:01:54,316 - Where'd that come from? - Dr. Ridgeson got an NIH grant. 42 00:01:54,341 --> 00:01:56,135 Kate Ridgeson? 43 00:01:56,160 --> 00:01:57,574 Why's she putting her equipment in my lab? 44 00:01:57,599 --> 00:01:59,738 It's her lab now. 45 00:02:01,733 --> 00:02:04,182 Right. 46 00:02:04,207 --> 00:02:06,732 Of course. No sense letting a lab 47 00:02:06,757 --> 00:02:09,864 sit idle for one whole week. 48 00:02:09,889 --> 00:02:14,212 I will check in with operations and, uh, see what's available. 49 00:02:16,940 --> 00:02:20,700 A smell, a taste, a feeling. 50 00:02:27,901 --> 00:02:29,833 Morning. 51 00:02:29,858 --> 00:02:32,238 And once you start losing bits of memory... 52 00:02:39,522 --> 00:02:41,488 Guess I'll take the stairs. 53 00:02:41,677 --> 00:02:43,122 ... there's no way to get them back. 54 00:02:44,599 --> 00:02:47,003 There is supposed to be a ding before the doors open. 55 00:02:47,004 --> 00:02:50,122 - Where was the ding? - Okay. Let's take a step back. 56 00:02:50,147 --> 00:02:51,777 She's seen plenty of people kiss. 57 00:02:51,802 --> 00:02:53,389 She's our boss, one of our many bosses... 58 00:02:53,390 --> 00:02:55,184 Exactly. She has way more important things 59 00:02:55,185 --> 00:02:56,817 to worry about today. 60 00:02:56,896 --> 00:03:00,796 We are gonna go out there, like the badasses we are, 61 00:03:00,797 --> 00:03:03,972 like nothing happened, and all will be well. 62 00:03:09,832 --> 00:03:12,481 - Have you seen Catherine? - Uh, she should be here soon. 63 00:03:13,119 --> 00:03:15,086 Excuse you. I was here first. 64 00:03:15,087 --> 00:03:16,156 Well, this can't wait. 65 00:03:16,157 --> 00:03:18,296 - Uh, didn't you get fired? - I wouldn't use those words. 66 00:03:19,436 --> 00:03:21,471 Dr. Fox, do you have a minute? 67 00:03:21,472 --> 00:03:23,128 Okay, I know we've had our differences, 68 00:03:23,129 --> 00:03:25,027 but I would like to talk to you 69 00:03:25,028 --> 00:03:27,621 about coming back as residency director. 70 00:03:30,447 --> 00:03:33,001 We had an appointment to discuss my research. 71 00:03:33,026 --> 00:03:34,372 Didn't we, Dr. Fox? 72 00:03:37,281 --> 00:03:38,661 Call my assistant 73 00:03:38,662 --> 00:03:41,077 and make an appointment, Dr. Bailey, please. 74 00:03:41,078 --> 00:03:42,804 D... Oh. 75 00:03:44,554 --> 00:03:46,590 Put on heels for this. 76 00:03:54,781 --> 00:03:55,981 Sit. 77 00:03:56,892 --> 00:03:58,965 You've got some nerve. 78 00:04:00,132 --> 00:04:01,753 How about, "Thank you 79 00:04:01,754 --> 00:04:04,238 for flying all the way across the country to check on me 80 00:04:04,239 --> 00:04:05,688 'cause no one knows I'm being treated 81 00:04:05,689 --> 00:04:07,129 for Budd-Chiari syndrome"? 82 00:04:07,154 --> 00:04:08,604 Do you have a butterfly? 83 00:04:11,177 --> 00:04:14,077 - Go easy, now. - Or what? You'll fire me? 84 00:04:15,492 --> 00:04:17,527 - Over there. - Okay, thanks. 85 00:04:17,528 --> 00:04:19,529 Okay, but if she's his cousin, 86 00:04:19,530 --> 00:04:22,187 then why wouldn't he just say that, right? 87 00:04:22,188 --> 00:04:23,913 Kwan has some mystery woman visiting. 88 00:04:23,914 --> 00:04:25,052 Good for him. I don't care. 89 00:04:25,053 --> 00:04:26,191 You know what's gonna be fun? 90 00:04:26,192 --> 00:04:27,744 July, when you're an intern again 91 00:04:27,745 --> 00:04:29,505 - and we're all your bosses. - Ha-ha. 92 00:04:29,506 --> 00:04:33,060 - Hi. Hello. Hi. Good morning. - Morning. 93 00:04:33,061 --> 00:04:34,648 - Where's Kwan? - Here. I'm here. 94 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:35,891 Okay, for a second there, I thought you were sick, 95 00:04:35,892 --> 00:04:37,590 Which is a great reminder. 96 00:04:37,615 --> 00:04:39,584 If you're feeling under the weather, do not get together, 97 00:04:39,585 --> 00:04:41,689 because I-I really... I cannot have you dropping like flies. 98 00:04:41,690 --> 00:04:43,381 I'm going to bring up the schedule now. 99 00:04:43,382 --> 00:04:44,762 What's she doing here? 100 00:04:44,787 --> 00:04:48,572 - She wanted me to tell her about us. - At the hospital? 101 00:04:48,628 --> 00:04:50,215 Yeah. She refused to leave. 102 00:04:50,216 --> 00:04:52,666 Guess the amnesia didn't erase her stubborn streak. 103 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:54,737 Okay, so, Griffith, you're with Altman. 104 00:04:54,738 --> 00:04:57,636 Yasuda, you're with Beltran. Uh, Shepherd is back, 105 00:04:57,637 --> 00:04:59,155 so, Millin, you'll be with her in neuro. 106 00:04:59,156 --> 00:05:01,019 Kwan, you're with Hunt. Oh, and, Adams, 107 00:05:01,020 --> 00:05:04,091 it looks like you are all set to help me with progress notes. 108 00:05:04,092 --> 00:05:06,749 Although Ndugu did request you, so it's your call. 109 00:05:06,750 --> 00:05:09,096 Uh, maybe I should just see what Ndugu wants. 110 00:05:09,097 --> 00:05:10,615 Oh, yeah. Great idea. 111 00:05:10,616 --> 00:05:12,858 Ooh, so if anybody wants to do a switcheroo, 112 00:05:12,859 --> 00:05:14,801 I have a spot open with me. 113 00:05:14,826 --> 00:05:17,871 So... And we... Sure. No. Okay. 114 00:05:17,896 --> 00:05:19,068 Yeah. 115 00:05:19,245 --> 00:05:21,591 Go, team! 116 00:05:21,592 --> 00:05:23,904 If you take down a dressing to look at a wound, 117 00:05:23,905 --> 00:05:24,974 you have to redo it. 118 00:05:24,975 --> 00:05:26,976 I have my own job, okay? 119 00:05:26,977 --> 00:05:29,684 I can't follow you around all day cleaning up your messes. 120 00:05:31,364 --> 00:05:34,403 - She does not hold back, does she? - She does not. 121 00:05:34,428 --> 00:05:36,134 And yesterday I would've thrown down. 122 00:05:36,159 --> 00:05:38,285 But today I am trying something new. 123 00:05:38,310 --> 00:05:39,707 Oh, yeah? What's that? 124 00:05:40,370 --> 00:05:42,496 Professional detachment. 125 00:05:43,131 --> 00:05:45,063 I know I'm not getting the peds fellowship. 126 00:05:45,064 --> 00:05:46,892 I saw the list of ranked applicants. 127 00:05:46,893 --> 00:05:48,825 Somebody left it at the nurses' station. 128 00:05:48,826 --> 00:05:51,317 - I'm sorry. I-I wanted to tell you. - It's okay. 129 00:05:51,342 --> 00:05:54,210 I-I knew my ABSITE wasn't competitive enough, 130 00:05:54,211 --> 00:05:56,523 and I don't have the research experience. 131 00:05:56,548 --> 00:05:58,628 I will find something else. 132 00:05:58,629 --> 00:06:02,168 - No question. - Alright, let's go round. 133 00:06:04,359 --> 00:06:06,878 Did you know that there are more than 200 frozen dead people 134 00:06:06,879 --> 00:06:08,431 - on Mount Everest? - That's nothing. 135 00:06:08,432 --> 00:06:10,606 Ever hear of a little boat called the Titanic? 136 00:06:10,607 --> 00:06:12,021 Elvis died on the toilet. 137 00:06:12,022 --> 00:06:13,367 Not that you know who that is. 138 00:06:13,368 --> 00:06:14,990 Heart attack, not constipation. 139 00:06:14,991 --> 00:06:16,160 Common misconception. 140 00:06:16,185 --> 00:06:18,186 - Lovely. - I'm the cool chaplain. 141 00:06:18,270 --> 00:06:19,718 Ever since Cal's mom died, 142 00:06:19,719 --> 00:06:21,513 he's, uh, been a little obsessed with death. 143 00:06:21,514 --> 00:06:23,619 Oh, I was obsessed with embalming when I was your age, 144 00:06:23,620 --> 00:06:24,792 so I get it. 145 00:06:24,793 --> 00:06:26,518 - Yasuda? - Cal Huang, 15. 146 00:06:26,519 --> 00:06:29,245 Diagnosed eight years ago with Li-Fraumeni syndrome, 147 00:06:29,246 --> 00:06:30,902 a genetic disorder associated 148 00:06:30,903 --> 00:06:32,800 with an increased likelihood of cancer. 149 00:06:32,801 --> 00:06:36,011 He's in remission for an adrenocortical carcinoma 150 00:06:36,012 --> 00:06:37,322 treated two years ago. 151 00:06:37,323 --> 00:06:38,806 Admitted from clinic for a work-up 152 00:06:38,807 --> 00:06:40,705 of his increasing mid-back pain. 153 00:06:40,706 --> 00:06:42,776 He hasn't been able to sleep, barely has an appetite. 154 00:06:42,777 --> 00:06:45,296 - It's another tumor, isn't it? - Let's not get ahead of ourselves. 155 00:06:45,297 --> 00:06:48,299 We need to run some more tests to get to the bottom of this pain. 156 00:06:48,300 --> 00:06:50,094 But your labs have come back normal so far. 157 00:06:50,095 --> 00:06:52,061 Yeah, Dr. Schmitt's right. One step at a time. 158 00:06:52,062 --> 00:06:54,167 Dr. Yasuda will take you to get your CT scan, 159 00:06:54,168 --> 00:06:56,208 and I'll come check on you when we have the results. 160 00:07:00,312 --> 00:07:02,520 Is now a good time to talk about 161 00:07:02,521 --> 00:07:05,005 getting the funding for my research project back? 162 00:07:05,006 --> 00:07:07,077 Do you want my clot to just blow? 163 00:07:08,515 --> 00:07:09,785 Meredith. 164 00:07:10,885 --> 00:07:12,990 Why didn't you tell me you were coming back to town? 165 00:07:13,187 --> 00:07:14,497 D-Did you change your mind? 166 00:07:14,498 --> 00:07:15,739 Are you back at the Fox Foundation? 167 00:07:15,764 --> 00:07:18,012 - I'm working out the details. - What does that mean? 168 00:07:18,037 --> 00:07:19,831 What's happening with the research funding? 169 00:07:19,856 --> 00:07:21,753 - Did Catherine say something? - Now's not really a good time. 170 00:07:21,781 --> 00:07:23,541 Why won't you give me a straight answer? 171 00:07:23,542 --> 00:07:26,164 Can we talk about this later? I'm checking on a patient. 172 00:07:26,165 --> 00:07:28,787 Your scans are up. Liver cancer? 173 00:07:28,788 --> 00:07:29,676 What? 174 00:07:30,532 --> 00:07:32,449 That liver's covered in tumors. 175 00:07:40,910 --> 00:07:45,910 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com -- 176 00:07:49,782 --> 00:07:50,961 Dr. Ndugu? 177 00:07:51,439 --> 00:07:52,992 I was told you requested me. 178 00:07:52,993 --> 00:07:56,844 Yeah, I did. Dr. Pierce said you declined her offer in Chicago. 179 00:07:56,869 --> 00:08:00,352 Yeah, it was a great opportunity, but... I'm happy where I am. 180 00:08:00,377 --> 00:08:02,587 Well, we have some great opportunities here, too. 181 00:08:02,588 --> 00:08:04,157 How about you join us today in the skills lab? 182 00:08:04,227 --> 00:08:07,040 Yeah, we're setting up a vascular anastomosis lab 183 00:08:07,041 --> 00:08:08,071 for the residents. 184 00:08:08,096 --> 00:08:10,703 Dr. Webber, I've been looking for you. 185 00:08:11,469 --> 00:08:13,874 I wanted to thank you for holding down the fort 186 00:08:13,875 --> 00:08:15,152 while I was gone. 187 00:08:15,153 --> 00:08:17,050 I was overlooking the OR schedule, 188 00:08:17,051 --> 00:08:18,707 and it is a mess without Bailey, 189 00:08:18,708 --> 00:08:20,812 so I hope it's okay, but I took the liberty 190 00:08:20,813 --> 00:08:22,676 of filling up your schedule for the next two weeks. 191 00:08:22,677 --> 00:08:24,230 And don't worry. It's not all hernias. 192 00:08:24,231 --> 00:08:25,563 Who said you should do that? 193 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:28,072 Well, it's the chief's job to oversee the schedule. 194 00:08:28,097 --> 00:08:29,391 You're not the chief. 195 00:08:30,679 --> 00:08:32,956 Well, Catherine said that I had my job back. 196 00:08:32,981 --> 00:08:36,016 You are employed as a cardiothoracic surgeon. 197 00:08:36,174 --> 00:08:39,498 Now, when you can do that job without breaking the rules 198 00:08:39,523 --> 00:08:44,045 or without stealing any money, then we'll see about chief. 199 00:08:46,357 --> 00:08:47,460 I see. 200 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:49,211 Okay. Thank you. 201 00:08:51,361 --> 00:08:52,913 We've been at this a while. 202 00:08:52,914 --> 00:08:54,501 What do you say we, uh, get out of here, 203 00:08:54,502 --> 00:08:56,055 - take a break? - That's not necessary. 204 00:08:56,056 --> 00:08:59,782 Maybe not for you. I haven't left the hospital in 36 hours. 205 00:09:00,444 --> 00:09:01,790 You golf, right? 206 00:09:02,864 --> 00:09:04,141 You too, Adams. 207 00:09:05,661 --> 00:09:07,041 So, are you going to tell me who she is, 208 00:09:07,066 --> 00:09:09,343 or am I going to have to pry it out of you? 209 00:09:09,368 --> 00:09:10,955 - Hey. Welcome back. - Thanks. 210 00:09:10,980 --> 00:09:12,188 Let's go. 211 00:09:14,653 --> 00:09:16,327 Nora Young, 46, female. 212 00:09:16,352 --> 00:09:18,111 Status post Nissen fundoplication, 213 00:09:18,112 --> 00:09:20,044 complicated by an esophageal perforation, 214 00:09:20,045 --> 00:09:22,649 post primary repair with ongoing leak and infection. 215 00:09:22,674 --> 00:09:25,187 Rooster, look at you, all grown up. 216 00:09:25,188 --> 00:09:27,293 - Hi, Nora. - Is she talking to you? 217 00:09:27,294 --> 00:09:28,535 - Afraid so. - Ah. 218 00:09:28,536 --> 00:09:31,124 Owen... Uh, sorry, Dr. Hunt. 219 00:09:31,125 --> 00:09:32,505 God, that sounds weird. 220 00:09:32,506 --> 00:09:34,886 Dr. Hunt played Rooster 221 00:09:34,887 --> 00:09:37,579 in Taft Middle School's nineteen eighty... 222 00:09:37,580 --> 00:09:39,684 oh, the year doesn't matter... production of "Annie." 223 00:09:39,685 --> 00:09:41,065 You're a theater kid? 224 00:09:41,066 --> 00:09:43,309 Listen, I did one play for extra credit. 225 00:09:43,310 --> 00:09:45,725 He wore suspenders, and his little voice cracked. 226 00:09:45,726 --> 00:09:48,003 Okay, uh, this is my wife, Dr. Teddy Altman. 227 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:49,384 She's gonna be taking care of you. 228 00:09:49,385 --> 00:09:51,627 - Welcome to Grey-Sloan. - Thank you so much. 229 00:09:51,628 --> 00:09:53,698 I know you're busy. Megan said you're the boss. 230 00:09:53,699 --> 00:09:56,080 Yeah. Well, I'm glad to help. 231 00:09:56,081 --> 00:09:57,737 Any friend of Megan's is a friend of ours. 232 00:09:57,738 --> 00:09:59,980 Alright, we'll upload those scans from the last hospital 233 00:09:59,981 --> 00:10:01,154 - and take it from there. - Thank you. 234 00:10:01,155 --> 00:10:02,535 Let's go. 235 00:10:02,536 --> 00:10:04,882 Hey, hey. Um... 236 00:10:05,133 --> 00:10:07,289 - You okay? - Yeah, yeah. I'm fine. 237 00:10:10,337 --> 00:10:12,234 Hey, uh, I have to do a baptism. 238 00:10:12,235 --> 00:10:13,649 Could you give this to Cal? 239 00:10:13,650 --> 00:10:14,926 A coffin catalog? 240 00:10:14,927 --> 00:10:16,342 Yeah, he... he really wanted camo, 241 00:10:16,343 --> 00:10:17,860 but the closest I could find was Army green. 242 00:10:17,861 --> 00:10:19,274 He's 15. 243 00:10:19,299 --> 00:10:22,106 He has a genetic disorder that predisposes him to cancer. 244 00:10:22,107 --> 00:10:23,832 Okay, you don't need to explain 245 00:10:23,833 --> 00:10:26,076 my patient's pathology to me. 246 00:10:26,077 --> 00:10:28,871 If you want to give this to him, which I highly advise against, 247 00:10:28,872 --> 00:10:30,633 you'll have to do it yourself. 248 00:10:32,497 --> 00:10:34,453 Are you at peace with mortality, Doctor? 249 00:10:34,478 --> 00:10:36,465 Father, with all due respect... 250 00:10:36,466 --> 00:10:38,364 It's Reverend. But you can call me James. 251 00:10:38,365 --> 00:10:41,747 Great. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to get back to work. 252 00:10:43,649 --> 00:10:45,512 Is that a coffin catalog? 253 00:10:45,544 --> 00:10:48,270 So, good news is it looks like a benign schwannoma 254 00:10:48,271 --> 00:10:50,859 of the thoracic group, but it's huge. 255 00:10:50,860 --> 00:10:52,180 Can we resect it? 256 00:10:52,205 --> 00:10:54,345 I don't see how. It's so close to the spine. 257 00:10:54,346 --> 00:10:56,865 Look at all of the consults that haven't yet scheduled procedures 258 00:10:56,866 --> 00:10:58,556 and try to get some of those on the books. 259 00:10:58,557 --> 00:11:00,282 Dr. Shepherd, I didn't know you were back. 260 00:11:00,711 --> 00:11:03,744 Oh, well, yeah, just trying to ease back in. 261 00:11:03,769 --> 00:11:05,218 Well, sorry to mess up your plans, 262 00:11:05,219 --> 00:11:06,633 but could you take a look at this? 263 00:11:06,634 --> 00:11:08,899 I can't figure out the right approach. 264 00:11:09,154 --> 00:11:11,313 - Wow, that is a puzzle. - Yeah. 265 00:11:11,536 --> 00:11:13,123 Do you think you could squeeze in a consult? 266 00:11:13,124 --> 00:11:14,891 He's in a lot of pain. 267 00:11:14,916 --> 00:11:17,265 I think I can probably shuffle some things around. 268 00:11:17,266 --> 00:11:18,987 Let's schedule an MRI 269 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:22,291 and a spinal 3-D reconstruction on these scans. 270 00:11:25,827 --> 00:11:28,346 So this is it. This is how I die. 271 00:11:28,566 --> 00:11:29,961 We don't know that. 272 00:11:30,451 --> 00:11:33,384 I know my primary cancer, Meredith. 273 00:11:33,385 --> 00:11:36,387 The scan tells me it's mets or new cancer. 274 00:11:36,388 --> 00:11:38,020 Neither is a good option. 275 00:11:38,045 --> 00:11:40,819 We won't know that for sure until we get further testing. 276 00:11:40,844 --> 00:11:42,293 Don't placate me. 277 00:11:42,318 --> 00:11:44,871 Fine. You don't want me to placate you. 278 00:11:45,046 --> 00:11:47,053 - You need to tell Richard. - No. 279 00:11:47,054 --> 00:11:48,917 He can help you through this. No, Meredith. 280 00:11:48,918 --> 00:11:50,470 He would want to help you. 281 00:11:50,471 --> 00:11:53,508 Do you know how many complications I have every year? 282 00:11:53,509 --> 00:11:55,889 Low neutrophils, pain in my back, 283 00:11:55,890 --> 00:11:58,327 pain in my chest, pain in my ass. 284 00:11:59,204 --> 00:12:01,723 I don't want Richard panicking every month, 285 00:12:01,724 --> 00:12:04,657 every week, putting his life on hold, 286 00:12:04,658 --> 00:12:07,038 waiting to see if I'm going to die. 287 00:12:07,039 --> 00:12:09,317 It's not over. This is not the end. 288 00:12:09,318 --> 00:12:12,116 Maybe not for you, but it is for me. 289 00:12:16,675 --> 00:12:18,745 This is gonna sound weird given where I am right now, 290 00:12:18,770 --> 00:12:21,116 but... I feel like a movie star. 291 00:12:21,226 --> 00:12:24,711 - You're right. That does sound weird. - I have four kids. 292 00:12:24,712 --> 00:12:26,748 My life is laundry and making lunches. 293 00:12:26,749 --> 00:12:28,888 And today I was whisked away in a plane, 294 00:12:28,889 --> 00:12:31,201 and you're giving me blankets I didn't even wash. 295 00:12:31,202 --> 00:12:32,788 Probably sounds so sad to you. 296 00:12:32,789 --> 00:12:34,894 Are you kidding? I don't know how moms do it. 297 00:12:34,895 --> 00:12:36,620 SSRIs and wine. 298 00:12:36,621 --> 00:12:38,000 At least that's how I do it. 299 00:12:38,001 --> 00:12:39,278 Do you always want a big family? 300 00:12:39,279 --> 00:12:41,107 I wanted to be a White House reporter. 301 00:12:41,108 --> 00:12:42,522 Then I met my husband. 302 00:12:42,523 --> 00:12:44,179 His family has a sugar beet farm in the country. 303 00:12:44,180 --> 00:12:46,285 And it's this... big operation. 304 00:12:46,286 --> 00:12:47,944 Every farmer needs his wife. 305 00:12:48,374 --> 00:12:50,668 Needed. We're at the finish line of a long divorce. 306 00:12:50,669 --> 00:12:52,498 - I'm sorry. - I'm not. 307 00:12:52,499 --> 00:12:54,500 After this, we'll check on your labs and CT, 308 00:12:54,501 --> 00:12:57,297 and then Dr. Altman will be back to discuss next steps. 309 00:13:01,527 --> 00:13:04,175 How did she end up on this floor? 310 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,449 Are you hooking up with a patient's granddaughter? 311 00:13:06,893 --> 00:13:08,058 No. 312 00:13:09,170 --> 00:13:11,517 Hey, you shouldn't be here in the ICU. 313 00:13:11,518 --> 00:13:12,897 Um, I brought you a bagel. 314 00:13:12,898 --> 00:13:14,623 I saw you didn't eat anything this morning. 315 00:13:14,624 --> 00:13:18,213 I never eat breakfast. And that used to drive you crazy. 316 00:13:18,214 --> 00:13:19,939 Well, it's the most important meal of the day. 317 00:13:19,940 --> 00:13:21,734 Coffee is the most important meal of the day. 318 00:13:21,735 --> 00:13:24,504 If we were engaged, why could I only find one photo of you? 319 00:13:25,290 --> 00:13:28,397 - I don't know. - How did we meet? 320 00:13:30,053 --> 00:13:31,675 At a Halloween party. 321 00:13:31,676 --> 00:13:35,403 You were dressed up as a... giant disco ball. 322 00:13:35,404 --> 00:13:39,096 It was so big that you couldn't fit in through the bathroom door. 323 00:13:39,097 --> 00:13:40,718 I was waiting to go next, 324 00:13:40,719 --> 00:13:43,065 and then you asked me if I could hug the costume 325 00:13:43,066 --> 00:13:44,871 so you could squeeze in. 326 00:13:46,035 --> 00:13:49,590 We looked so dumb, and we couldn't stop laughing. 327 00:13:49,901 --> 00:13:51,522 And I saw your reflection 328 00:13:51,523 --> 00:13:53,662 on the tiny little mirrors on the costume. 329 00:13:53,663 --> 00:13:56,043 And... I remember thinking... 330 00:13:57,315 --> 00:13:59,746 there's no view of this person I didn't like. 331 00:14:01,395 --> 00:14:03,254 Well, that must have been nice, 332 00:14:03,811 --> 00:14:05,340 to be loved like that. 333 00:14:05,956 --> 00:14:07,550 Why did we break up? 334 00:14:08,954 --> 00:14:11,769 - It was complicated. - What does that mean? 335 00:14:11,794 --> 00:14:14,338 Code blue! 336 00:14:14,339 --> 00:14:15,788 Code blue, fourth floor... 337 00:14:15,789 --> 00:14:17,824 I need a crash cart in here now! 338 00:14:17,825 --> 00:14:22,140 Code blue, fourth floor, surgical ICU. 339 00:14:26,692 --> 00:14:28,727 There. 340 00:14:28,728 --> 00:14:30,150 Ahh. 341 00:14:30,592 --> 00:14:33,629 Okay, northeasterly breeze. 342 00:14:33,630 --> 00:14:35,458 Show you fellas how this is done. 343 00:14:42,121 --> 00:14:43,777 Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh. No. 344 00:14:45,478 --> 00:14:47,090 Isn't the hole over there? 345 00:14:47,091 --> 00:14:48,713 Maybe the sun got in his eyes. 346 00:14:48,714 --> 00:14:50,473 Alright, I'm a little rusty. That's okay. 347 00:14:50,474 --> 00:14:52,199 - Adams, you any good? - I'm alright. 348 00:14:52,762 --> 00:14:53,713 Okay. 349 00:15:02,951 --> 00:15:05,125 That was just alright? 350 00:15:05,150 --> 00:15:07,361 Well, compared to the guys I normally play with. 351 00:15:07,541 --> 00:15:10,700 I think this young man just insulted us, Dr. Ndugu. 352 00:15:10,701 --> 00:15:12,221 Hey, you saw where my ball went. 353 00:15:12,719 --> 00:15:14,617 Well, let's see if I still got it. 354 00:15:25,849 --> 00:15:28,009 Whew! That's a beauty right there. 355 00:15:30,307 --> 00:15:32,860 You're going down. 356 00:15:33,510 --> 00:15:34,655 Alright, bring me up to speed. 357 00:15:34,656 --> 00:15:36,484 She vomited over a liter of blood. 358 00:15:36,485 --> 00:15:38,210 We can't get a read on her BP anymore. 359 00:15:38,211 --> 00:15:40,143 - She's about to code. - Alright, with this much bleeding, 360 00:15:40,144 --> 00:15:43,215 it could be an upper GI or an aorto-esophageal fistula. 361 00:15:43,216 --> 00:15:45,735 Griffith, you're gonna help me place a Minnesota tube. 362 00:15:45,736 --> 00:15:48,908 I need Kerlix, an IV bag, and X-ray. 363 00:15:48,933 --> 00:15:51,223 - I'm in. Color change noted. - Great. 364 00:15:51,224 --> 00:15:53,639 Griffith, have you ever placed a balloon tamponade? 365 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:56,504 You're gonna take this. It is just like an OG tube. 366 00:15:56,505 --> 00:15:57,885 You are gonna place a catheter 367 00:15:57,886 --> 00:16:00,400 down the throat behind the ET tube. 368 00:16:00,425 --> 00:16:01,461 Yep. 369 00:16:03,289 --> 00:16:04,903 I think I'm in the stomach. 370 00:16:04,928 --> 00:16:06,723 Inflate the gastric balloon. 371 00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:09,617 Alright, let me take a look. 372 00:16:11,455 --> 00:16:13,349 Perfect. Alright, let's get X-ray out of here. 373 00:16:13,350 --> 00:16:15,075 We need to engage traction. 374 00:16:15,076 --> 00:16:18,650 Alright, Kwan, hook up suction to the esophageal port. 375 00:16:18,675 --> 00:16:19,952 Good, good, good. 376 00:16:22,393 --> 00:16:24,416 You're right. Bleeding must be coming from the esophagus. 377 00:16:24,441 --> 00:16:26,500 Alright, inflate the esophageal balloon. 378 00:16:26,501 --> 00:16:28,295 We have seconds before she codes. 379 00:16:28,296 --> 00:16:30,090 - Should we hang another unit? - Yes. Where are we, Griffith? 380 00:16:30,091 --> 00:16:31,401 Esophageal balloon is inflated. 381 00:16:31,402 --> 00:16:33,438 Great job, everyone. What's the plan? 382 00:16:33,439 --> 00:16:35,095 TEVAR and stent to cover the fistula? 383 00:16:35,096 --> 00:16:37,564 Excellent. Alright, Kwan, book and IR suite. 384 00:16:38,091 --> 00:16:39,714 Bleeding has stopped. 385 00:16:42,366 --> 00:16:43,920 Dr. Bailey. 386 00:16:45,314 --> 00:16:47,003 Dr. Bailey, I need a consult. 387 00:16:47,004 --> 00:16:48,978 Oh, go ask someone on the payroll. 388 00:16:51,872 --> 00:16:54,159 If this is about this morning, I'm sorry. 389 00:16:54,184 --> 00:16:55,771 Are you? 390 00:16:55,772 --> 00:16:57,980 Well, you didn't seem sorry when you brazenly 391 00:16:57,981 --> 00:17:00,189 got in the way of me trying to get my job back. 392 00:17:00,742 --> 00:17:03,627 And you don't seem sorry at all that Sydney Heron 393 00:17:03,652 --> 00:17:05,860 is still bossing my interns around. 394 00:17:05,885 --> 00:17:07,575 Wait. Sydney Heron's back? 395 00:17:07,576 --> 00:17:10,475 Yeah, in all her perky, passive-aggressive glory. 396 00:17:10,476 --> 00:17:11,959 So you need a consult, page her. 397 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:15,033 - I'm not paging Sydney Heron. - Well, call Webber. 398 00:17:16,516 --> 00:17:18,478 - I can't. - And why not? 399 00:17:19,244 --> 00:17:21,522 Because the patient doesn't want him to know. 400 00:17:22,869 --> 00:17:24,178 Alright, what are we looking at? 401 00:17:24,179 --> 00:17:27,216 The schwannoma has invaded this spinal column, 402 00:17:27,217 --> 00:17:29,183 and now it is compressing the cord. 403 00:17:29,184 --> 00:17:31,634 Well, it's incredible that he made it this long 404 00:17:31,635 --> 00:17:33,291 without becoming symptomatic. 405 00:17:33,292 --> 00:17:35,741 Yeah, well, he spent his life in and out of hospitals. 406 00:17:35,742 --> 00:17:38,261 At this point, his pain tolerance is very high. 407 00:17:38,262 --> 00:17:40,954 Can't imagine being 15, knowing that every moment, 408 00:17:40,955 --> 00:17:42,783 your cells could be mutating into cancer, 409 00:17:42,784 --> 00:17:44,612 and still have to take a geometry final. 410 00:17:44,613 --> 00:17:46,235 If we do an anterior approach, 411 00:17:46,236 --> 00:17:48,340 we won't be able to assess the posterior margins. 412 00:17:48,341 --> 00:17:49,963 And if we go in posteriorly, 413 00:17:49,964 --> 00:17:52,244 we can't access the thoracic component. 414 00:17:52,494 --> 00:17:55,728 Can we just turn him over during surgery? 415 00:17:56,721 --> 00:18:00,836 Well, we wouldn't have to if he's on his side. 416 00:18:00,837 --> 00:18:02,939 Dr. Beltran, you could open his chest 417 00:18:02,964 --> 00:18:04,954 and work from front to back, 418 00:18:04,979 --> 00:18:07,518 and then I could open his back and work my way forward. 419 00:18:08,189 --> 00:18:11,775 - You think that's too risky? - I think risky is all Cal has. 420 00:18:12,170 --> 00:18:13,758 Let's go talk to him and his dad. 421 00:18:15,403 --> 00:18:17,680 Um, Cal's not in his room. 422 00:18:17,681 --> 00:18:19,233 - Where is he? - The chaplain said 423 00:18:19,234 --> 00:18:20,959 that he was taking him somewhere and not to worry. 424 00:18:20,960 --> 00:18:22,409 What? 425 00:18:22,410 --> 00:18:24,182 He's part of the care team. 426 00:18:24,619 --> 00:18:27,000 Nora has an aorto-esophageal fistula, 427 00:18:27,001 --> 00:18:29,174 and I can't find anyone to help me repair her esophagus. 428 00:18:29,175 --> 00:18:31,418 Why is no one answering OR six? 429 00:18:31,419 --> 00:18:33,040 I'm sure we can find someone to help. 430 00:18:33,041 --> 00:18:34,973 Are you magic? Can you just pull someone out of thin air? 431 00:18:34,974 --> 00:18:36,423 Because Bailey works across the street, 432 00:18:36,424 --> 00:18:37,873 Richard has taken the day off, 433 00:18:37,874 --> 00:18:39,909 and Sydney Heron's in an emergency debridement. 434 00:18:39,910 --> 00:18:41,359 - Who's Sydney Heron? - She's the new Bailey. 435 00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:43,395 And she's an acquired taste which I will never have. 436 00:18:43,396 --> 00:18:45,777 Pretty sure Richard wouldn't mind coming in for an emergency. 437 00:18:45,778 --> 00:18:47,503 - I don't think that's a good idea. - Why not? 438 00:18:47,504 --> 00:18:49,298 He could do an esophageal stent in his sleep. 439 00:18:49,299 --> 00:18:50,920 Richard is not stepping down from chief. 440 00:18:50,921 --> 00:18:52,385 He said that he doesn't trust me. 441 00:18:52,410 --> 00:18:54,579 So I don't think that he and I should be operating together. 442 00:18:54,580 --> 00:18:55,787 Could you finish up in here, please? 443 00:18:55,788 --> 00:18:57,721 Thanks. 444 00:18:57,746 --> 00:18:59,955 What do you mean he said he doesn't trust you? 445 00:18:59,980 --> 00:19:01,689 What did you say to that? 446 00:19:01,714 --> 00:19:05,088 Nothing. His mind is made up. Alright, you know what I'm gonna do? 447 00:19:05,113 --> 00:19:08,593 I am gonna call in Richard, and I'll just replace myself. 448 00:19:08,594 --> 00:19:11,885 - Beckman can do it. - No, Nora came all this way to see you. 449 00:19:12,405 --> 00:19:14,199 I'll do it. I'll stent the esophagus. 450 00:19:14,224 --> 00:19:16,577 Tis is your first day back in the trauma room. 451 00:19:16,602 --> 00:19:19,397 And you are the best damn CT surgeon in this whole hospital. 452 00:19:19,398 --> 00:19:21,192 - Let me help. - Thank you. Okay. 453 00:19:21,193 --> 00:19:22,952 I'll see you in the OR. 454 00:19:23,525 --> 00:19:25,713 She doesn't want any type of intervention. 455 00:19:25,714 --> 00:19:27,750 I practically had to hold her down for her blood draw. 456 00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:30,132 I don't blame her. She's been through a lot. 457 00:19:30,133 --> 00:19:31,996 I didn't think you and Catherine 458 00:19:31,997 --> 00:19:33,756 were exactly on good terms these days. 459 00:19:33,757 --> 00:19:35,932 Are you on good terms with all of your patients? 460 00:19:35,957 --> 00:19:38,934 She's a trailblazer. I respect her. 461 00:19:38,935 --> 00:19:42,730 She paved the way, showed me what was possible. 462 00:19:42,731 --> 00:19:47,018 I owe her my career, even if I'm sidelined right now. 463 00:19:47,182 --> 00:19:50,186 Although, in fairness, that was my decision. 464 00:19:50,187 --> 00:19:52,740 Okay, look, see, these masses 465 00:19:52,741 --> 00:19:54,811 look like they've been growing for a while. 466 00:19:54,812 --> 00:19:56,710 By now, wouldn't you think there'd be mets 467 00:19:56,711 --> 00:19:57,953 in other places, too? 468 00:19:57,954 --> 00:19:59,782 It could be a different primary cancer. 469 00:19:59,783 --> 00:20:01,221 What if it isn't cancer at all? 470 00:20:01,246 --> 00:20:05,512 Maybe hemangiomas or other fatty changes from ischemia. 471 00:20:05,513 --> 00:20:07,721 The odds of that are almost nonexistent. 472 00:20:07,722 --> 00:20:10,932 It's Catherine Fox. Anything's possible. 473 00:20:14,513 --> 00:20:17,396 Hey, what are you doing out here? 474 00:20:17,421 --> 00:20:20,710 Just planning my funeral in case I croak. 475 00:20:20,735 --> 00:20:21,682 You're not dying. 476 00:20:21,707 --> 00:20:25,118 What you have is a benign tumor that we are going to remove today. 477 00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:27,500 Yasuda, will you please take Cal up to his room? 478 00:20:28,327 --> 00:20:30,398 Alright. Train's leaving. 479 00:20:34,828 --> 00:20:36,623 He wanted to plan his funeral. 480 00:20:38,442 --> 00:20:40,409 I know that he'll likely get more cancers, 481 00:20:40,410 --> 00:20:43,057 and I know that one of them will probably take his life. 482 00:20:43,689 --> 00:20:45,552 But I can't think about that right now, 483 00:20:45,553 --> 00:20:48,658 because I have to focus on removing the gigantic one 484 00:20:48,659 --> 00:20:50,246 that's impinging on his spine. 485 00:20:50,247 --> 00:20:51,868 That's quite the God complex you have there. 486 00:20:51,869 --> 00:20:53,674 - I'm doing my job. - Screw your job. 487 00:20:54,174 --> 00:20:55,286 Be a person. 488 00:20:55,287 --> 00:20:59,186 His whole obsession with death, the facts, the jokes... he's scared. 489 00:20:59,187 --> 00:21:00,705 He's telling you he is scared. 490 00:21:00,706 --> 00:21:03,052 He has an incurable genetic disease. 491 00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:07,125 I can't fix that for him. I can't make that go away. 492 00:21:07,126 --> 00:21:10,370 And if I can't, there's sure as hell nothing you can do. 493 00:21:10,371 --> 00:21:12,252 Look, you might have more schooling than me. 494 00:21:12,545 --> 00:21:13,908 You might get more respect. 495 00:21:14,892 --> 00:21:16,336 You don't have all the answers 496 00:21:17,171 --> 00:21:18,406 And you do? 497 00:21:18,431 --> 00:21:20,094 I don't have any answers. 498 00:21:21,451 --> 00:21:22,992 All I can do is listen. 499 00:21:24,178 --> 00:21:25,297 You should try it. 500 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:34,797 Found it! 501 00:21:35,718 --> 00:21:37,694 Oh, no. It's a rock. 502 00:21:39,144 --> 00:21:41,663 Your uncle and I had a standing game 503 00:21:41,664 --> 00:21:43,286 every week in the summer. 504 00:21:43,287 --> 00:21:45,336 Yeah, he was obnoxiously good at everything. 505 00:21:45,361 --> 00:21:46,637 Not golf. 506 00:21:46,662 --> 00:21:49,146 All the way he shanked that ball. 507 00:21:49,258 --> 00:21:50,534 How'd you get to be so good? 508 00:21:50,535 --> 00:21:52,260 Oh, my dad pushed me to learn. 509 00:21:52,261 --> 00:21:54,718 Said it'd helped me socialize with my colleagues one day. 510 00:21:55,374 --> 00:21:56,478 I guess he had a point. 511 00:21:56,588 --> 00:21:58,761 Yeah, sometimes I forget. 512 00:21:58,888 --> 00:22:01,273 It's nice to get out of the hospital with your colleagues. 513 00:22:01,298 --> 00:22:02,926 Actually, now that I think about it, 514 00:22:02,927 --> 00:22:04,997 your uncle and I used to play with Phil Kopelman. 515 00:22:04,998 --> 00:22:09,484 He's an ENT, but now he runs the outreach over at the ACGME. 516 00:22:09,485 --> 00:22:11,037 Wouldn't hurt to give him a call. 517 00:22:11,038 --> 00:22:13,377 You think he could do something about my remediation? 518 00:22:13,903 --> 00:22:15,283 He's a fair guy. 519 00:22:15,308 --> 00:22:17,803 I mean, if he doesn't feel that the punishment fits the crime, 520 00:22:17,804 --> 00:22:19,517 I'm sure he'll do what he can. 521 00:22:20,185 --> 00:22:23,392 But, um, don't tell Catherine I said that. 522 00:22:24,189 --> 00:22:26,398 Yeah, we don't talk that much. 523 00:22:26,399 --> 00:22:29,159 Here it is. Look at that. Not too far from the green. 524 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:31,266 You're still in the rough, Ndugu. 525 00:22:33,578 --> 00:22:35,338 This is not a good time. 526 00:22:35,339 --> 00:22:36,728 We just need two minutes. 527 00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:38,479 I am not in the mood 528 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,955 to debate anybody's employment status. 529 00:22:41,690 --> 00:22:43,424 We're here to discuss your health. 530 00:22:44,914 --> 00:22:47,049 My health is fine. Thank you. 531 00:22:47,074 --> 00:22:49,110 - She's seen the scans. - Damn it, Grey. 532 00:22:49,111 --> 00:22:51,630 You can believe that I'm gonna sue you for breaking HIPAA. 533 00:22:51,631 --> 00:22:52,907 Your lawyers know where to find me. 534 00:22:52,908 --> 00:22:54,244 I needed a consult. 535 00:22:54,269 --> 00:22:56,531 Can't you give me the dignity of just dying in private? 536 00:22:56,532 --> 00:22:58,706 But what if it isn't cancer? 537 00:22:58,707 --> 00:23:00,086 You saw the scans. 538 00:23:00,087 --> 00:23:02,848 I did, and while they are concerning, 539 00:23:02,849 --> 00:23:04,608 there's a chance that the lesions 540 00:23:04,609 --> 00:23:06,507 are a benign finding 541 00:23:06,508 --> 00:23:08,463 of your subacute Budd-Chiari syndrome. 542 00:23:08,786 --> 00:23:11,132 And we could do a biopsy to find out. 543 00:23:11,133 --> 00:23:14,197 My liver is teeming with lesions. 544 00:23:14,378 --> 00:23:17,587 A biopsy could cause bleeding, a stroke. 545 00:23:17,588 --> 00:23:19,243 It's dangerous. It's absurd. 546 00:23:19,244 --> 00:23:20,831 Why would you even recommend that? 547 00:23:20,832 --> 00:23:22,783 Because it's what Richard taught me to do. 548 00:23:23,179 --> 00:23:25,767 And I think it's what he would want. 549 00:23:25,768 --> 00:23:27,321 Mm. 550 00:23:27,322 --> 00:23:29,771 Richard's ears are burning. 551 00:23:33,533 --> 00:23:36,197 _ 552 00:23:39,900 --> 00:23:42,103 Um, what's happening? 553 00:23:42,578 --> 00:23:43,785 I don't know. 554 00:23:43,911 --> 00:23:46,017 Is she having the stroke now? 555 00:23:49,758 --> 00:23:51,379 Well, come on. Y'all want to talk? 556 00:23:51,380 --> 00:23:52,968 - Let's go talk. - Okay, okay. 557 00:23:54,521 --> 00:23:56,315 Dr. Cunningham to the OR. 558 00:23:56,316 --> 00:23:59,663 Dr. Nyema Cunningham to the OR. 559 00:23:59,664 --> 00:24:00,955 How's your patient doing? 560 00:24:00,980 --> 00:24:02,701 I have to take her up to surgery in a few minutes. 561 00:24:02,702 --> 00:24:04,431 Oh, does that mean you have a minute to talk? 562 00:24:04,456 --> 00:24:06,354 I really should head back upstairs. 563 00:24:06,379 --> 00:24:09,361 I can't leave here until I know our whole story. 564 00:24:10,261 --> 00:24:12,435 I swear, I'm not trying to take advantage. 565 00:24:12,436 --> 00:24:14,058 I know your time is valuable. 566 00:24:17,786 --> 00:24:20,767 Does it... really... matter what happened? 567 00:24:21,617 --> 00:24:22,893 You seem happy. 568 00:24:22,894 --> 00:24:24,723 That doesn't mean I don't want answers. 569 00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:26,267 I mean, until Dave, 570 00:24:26,292 --> 00:24:29,142 this was the most significant relationship in my entire life. 571 00:24:29,625 --> 00:24:31,143 I have no idea why it ended. 572 00:24:31,144 --> 00:24:32,594 I mean, wouldn't you want to know? 573 00:24:45,745 --> 00:24:47,331 You don't have any pictures of me 574 00:24:47,332 --> 00:24:49,267 because you deleted them all. 575 00:24:50,084 --> 00:24:51,671 I came home one night, 576 00:24:51,852 --> 00:24:53,822 and you were crying on the floor. 577 00:24:54,567 --> 00:24:56,869 You had found out that I had cheated on you. 578 00:24:58,068 --> 00:24:59,793 We... we were young. 579 00:24:59,818 --> 00:25:02,312 The wedding was getting closer, and I kept thinking about 580 00:25:02,313 --> 00:25:04,176 how my mom wasn't gonna be there. 581 00:25:04,177 --> 00:25:06,868 And it was a stupid, drunk mistake 582 00:25:06,893 --> 00:25:09,551 that I have regretted every single day since. 583 00:25:11,384 --> 00:25:13,642 I'm sure it was devastating at the time, 584 00:25:15,281 --> 00:25:17,696 but... I'm okay now. 585 00:25:17,846 --> 00:25:19,885 You don't have anything to regret. 586 00:25:21,032 --> 00:25:22,830 I haven't even told you the worst part. 587 00:25:23,487 --> 00:25:25,727 After we fought, you got in the car. 588 00:25:27,580 --> 00:25:29,235 And an hour later, 589 00:25:29,470 --> 00:25:32,197 I got a call that you had been in a wreck. 590 00:25:36,122 --> 00:25:37,433 The accident? 591 00:25:43,251 --> 00:25:45,251 Yeah, well, that was nobody's fault. 592 00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:47,150 No, but if you hadn't been so upset, then I... 593 00:25:47,151 --> 00:25:50,344 I stopped thinking that way a long time ago. 594 00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:52,196 I'm at peace with it. 595 00:25:53,651 --> 00:25:55,168 I got to start over. 596 00:26:08,310 --> 00:26:09,847 More suction, please. 597 00:26:10,502 --> 00:26:12,607 Alright, how's it going over there? 598 00:26:12,632 --> 00:26:14,199 Making my final cut. 599 00:26:14,254 --> 00:26:16,703 Great. Millin, more traction. 600 00:26:16,785 --> 00:26:18,595 Alright, someone get a basin ready. 601 00:26:18,596 --> 00:26:20,386 I'm going to remove the last piece. 602 00:26:20,411 --> 00:26:21,529 We got the whole tumor? 603 00:26:21,530 --> 00:26:23,186 Well, path will confirm, 604 00:26:23,187 --> 00:26:25,089 but to my eye, the margins look good. 605 00:26:25,465 --> 00:26:27,604 No, no, no, no, no, no. He's bleeding. 606 00:26:27,605 --> 00:26:29,088 Where? I can't see. 607 00:26:29,089 --> 00:26:30,331 Do you have anything on your side? 608 00:26:30,332 --> 00:26:32,367 - No, nothing. - Lap pads. 609 00:26:32,368 --> 00:26:34,577 Could it be bleeding from the vessel feeding the tumor? 610 00:26:34,578 --> 00:26:36,545 It seems to be coming from normal tissue. 611 00:26:37,847 --> 00:26:40,583 Ah, found it. Dr. Schmitt is correct. 612 00:26:40,584 --> 00:26:42,446 It's coming from an intercostal artery. 613 00:26:42,447 --> 00:26:44,000 Millin, I'm gonna have you tie it off. 614 00:26:44,001 --> 00:26:46,209 Right angle and silk tie, please. 615 00:26:46,210 --> 00:26:47,452 Thank you. 616 00:26:49,145 --> 00:26:50,422 You got it? 617 00:26:50,447 --> 00:26:51,619 Alright. Like this? 618 00:26:51,644 --> 00:26:53,127 Yeah. Good. 619 00:26:53,152 --> 00:26:55,746 Make sure the knot is square. 620 00:26:55,771 --> 00:26:58,117 - That's great. - Okay. What now? 621 00:26:58,222 --> 00:27:00,425 Now we celebrate. 622 00:27:01,501 --> 00:27:03,316 Great job, everybody. 623 00:27:03,558 --> 00:27:05,400 Dr. Schmitt, after we take him to post-op, 624 00:27:05,401 --> 00:27:07,230 would you like to tell his dad the good news? 625 00:27:07,231 --> 00:27:08,335 On it. 626 00:27:10,199 --> 00:27:11,752 Deploying the stent. 627 00:27:11,753 --> 00:27:13,285 She didn't seem bossy to me. 628 00:27:13,310 --> 00:27:15,894 Nora and Megan used to make me pitch batting practice to them, 629 00:27:15,895 --> 00:27:17,171 and they would heckle me, 630 00:27:17,172 --> 00:27:19,977 in very colorful language, I might add. 631 00:27:20,002 --> 00:27:22,348 Bet she didn't expect to put her life in your hands. 632 00:27:22,349 --> 00:27:24,005 Okay, let's get ready to inject the dye. 633 00:27:24,006 --> 00:27:25,455 Okay. 634 00:27:25,456 --> 00:27:27,595 Damn it. Get me a balloon for dilation. 635 00:27:27,596 --> 00:27:29,597 - Griffith, what do you see? - Blood is coming from the stent. 636 00:27:29,598 --> 00:27:31,461 Correct. Kwan, next steps? 637 00:27:31,462 --> 00:27:34,153 You dilate the balloon to push the stent into the aortic wall 638 00:27:34,154 --> 00:27:35,465 - to stop the leak. - Good job. 639 00:27:35,466 --> 00:27:37,502 Alright. Inserting the balloon. 640 00:27:41,748 --> 00:27:44,612 Alright, balloon is in. Inflating the balloon. 641 00:27:49,929 --> 00:27:51,309 Good. 642 00:27:55,004 --> 00:27:56,582 Alright, inject the dye. 643 00:27:58,282 --> 00:27:59,457 Leak is fixed. 644 00:27:59,904 --> 00:28:02,147 - Great work, everyone. - Let's remove the sheath 645 00:28:02,148 --> 00:28:05,013 so Dr. Hunt can place the esophageal stent. 646 00:28:08,188 --> 00:28:10,059 The surgery couldn't have gone better. 647 00:28:11,571 --> 00:28:13,399 Thank you. Cal's a great kid. 648 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,402 When he wakes up, I found a killer death fact for him. 649 00:28:16,403 --> 00:28:18,473 Oh. That was actually unintentional. 650 00:28:18,474 --> 00:28:20,337 Get me lorazepam. 651 00:28:20,338 --> 00:28:22,132 - What's happening? - Page Beltran and Shepherd. 652 00:28:22,133 --> 00:28:25,240 - On it. - Okay. You're okay. I'm here. 653 00:28:34,462 --> 00:28:37,406 Now, that's what you call a birdie. 654 00:28:37,937 --> 00:28:40,778 I'd just like to state that if we played football, 655 00:28:40,779 --> 00:28:42,607 I would have wiped the floor with both of you. 656 00:28:42,608 --> 00:28:43,884 I wouldn't be so sure. 657 00:28:43,885 --> 00:28:45,127 Why don't you go return the cart? 658 00:28:47,031 --> 00:28:48,958 Well, we still got some daylight. 659 00:28:48,959 --> 00:28:50,822 You want to go hit some on the driving range? 660 00:28:52,169 --> 00:28:53,343 What? 661 00:28:54,482 --> 00:28:56,138 You don't see how ridiculous it is 662 00:28:56,139 --> 00:28:59,012 that you're worried about losing steam in the operating room? 663 00:28:59,037 --> 00:29:01,901 You've got more focus and stamina than an intern. 664 00:29:02,041 --> 00:29:03,731 Look, golf is different. 665 00:29:03,732 --> 00:29:05,223 It's not that different. 666 00:29:05,696 --> 00:29:08,802 Both take endurance and concentration, 667 00:29:09,014 --> 00:29:10,520 that fire in your belly. 668 00:29:11,058 --> 00:29:12,645 Look, I made a mistake. 669 00:29:12,811 --> 00:29:14,207 Yeah, we all make mistakes. 670 00:29:14,232 --> 00:29:16,237 Not everybody is over 65. 671 00:29:16,262 --> 00:29:18,298 Yeah, I don't buy it. Don't get me wrong. 672 00:29:18,299 --> 00:29:20,265 It's good that you're taking stock. 673 00:29:20,266 --> 00:29:21,684 It'd be irresponsible not to. 674 00:29:21,709 --> 00:29:25,886 But... from where I stand, you're still going strong. 675 00:29:33,945 --> 00:29:36,541 Why do they have to have peanut shells on the floor? 676 00:29:37,013 --> 00:29:39,295 Uh, do you want to go someplace else? 677 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:41,355 There's a nice, um, sushi restaurant across the street. 678 00:29:41,356 --> 00:29:42,736 No, this is the one place 679 00:29:42,737 --> 00:29:44,643 Richard won't think to look for me. 680 00:29:46,085 --> 00:29:47,914 Would you like to discuss your options? 681 00:29:47,915 --> 00:29:50,760 I understand my pros and cons. 682 00:29:51,361 --> 00:29:56,715 What I don't know is if I have the fortitude, the energy. 683 00:29:56,716 --> 00:29:58,925 My body is tired. 684 00:29:58,926 --> 00:30:01,789 And what you're asking, more surgery, 685 00:30:01,790 --> 00:30:02,998 another treatment... 686 00:30:02,999 --> 00:30:04,827 Unless it's benign. 687 00:30:04,828 --> 00:30:06,898 We know the odds of that are minuscule. 688 00:30:06,899 --> 00:30:08,418 But they're not nothing. 689 00:30:09,869 --> 00:30:14,010 Catherine Fox, well, I expected more from you. 690 00:30:14,035 --> 00:30:17,667 You have shattered every glass ceiling, beaten every odd. 691 00:30:17,668 --> 00:30:19,600 Right? Why are you giving up? 692 00:30:19,601 --> 00:30:20,808 You better watch your tone 693 00:30:20,809 --> 00:30:22,465 if you want your job back, Dr. Bailey. 694 00:30:22,466 --> 00:30:24,536 Look, I'll find another job if I need to, 695 00:30:24,537 --> 00:30:27,194 but come on, you have so much to live for. 696 00:30:27,195 --> 00:30:28,368 Why won't you try? 697 00:30:28,369 --> 00:30:30,094 Do you think I'm just sitting back, 698 00:30:30,095 --> 00:30:32,018 waiting for death to come and snuff me out? 699 00:30:32,407 --> 00:30:34,684 Most days I feel like the same young woman I was 700 00:30:34,685 --> 00:30:36,338 with the world at my feet. 701 00:30:37,033 --> 00:30:40,138 But I don't believe in miracles. I believe in science. 702 00:30:40,139 --> 00:30:41,968 And the science is not on my side. 703 00:30:41,969 --> 00:30:43,624 Maybe. Or maybe not. 704 00:30:43,625 --> 00:30:46,010 But we won't know unless you let us do the biopsy. 705 00:30:46,835 --> 00:30:49,111 How many of your patients have beaten the odds? 706 00:30:50,139 --> 00:30:51,635 Why them and not you? 707 00:30:54,678 --> 00:30:56,990 Fine. Do the damn biopsy. 708 00:30:58,733 --> 00:31:00,908 But one of you pay for the drinks. 709 00:31:06,831 --> 00:31:08,971 I'm glad you called Megan when you did. 710 00:31:08,996 --> 00:31:11,004 You were a lot sicker than anyone realized. 711 00:31:11,029 --> 00:31:12,377 We almost lost you. 712 00:31:12,378 --> 00:31:14,207 Yeah, but now you're gonna make a full recovery. 713 00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:16,554 Thank you, all of you. 714 00:31:16,555 --> 00:31:18,038 - Our pleasure. - It's Megan. 715 00:31:18,039 --> 00:31:19,281 Are you okay if I give her the update? 716 00:31:19,282 --> 00:31:21,249 Please. I owe her my life. 717 00:31:22,639 --> 00:31:24,113 Okay, let's order some post-op labs. 718 00:31:24,114 --> 00:31:25,390 - Mm-hmm. - Thanks. 719 00:31:25,391 --> 00:31:27,139 You really grew up to look like your dad. 720 00:31:28,670 --> 00:31:30,326 I can't believe you remember him. 721 00:31:30,327 --> 00:31:33,019 I mean, you must have been 6 or 7 when he died. 722 00:31:33,020 --> 00:31:34,399 He put me on his shoulders once 723 00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:36,186 so I could reach the monkey bars. 724 00:31:36,618 --> 00:31:37,833 I never forgot it. 725 00:31:39,248 --> 00:31:40,974 It was good seeing you. 726 00:31:44,997 --> 00:31:47,827 I got here as fast as I could. What are... 727 00:31:50,830 --> 00:31:52,003 Oh, my God. 728 00:31:52,004 --> 00:31:54,143 Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma. 729 00:31:54,144 --> 00:31:55,420 With satellite lesions. 730 00:31:55,421 --> 00:31:57,263 But he gets yearly full-body scans. 731 00:31:57,288 --> 00:31:58,803 This was just missed? 732 00:31:58,804 --> 00:32:01,185 It could have been too small to catch on his last one. 733 00:32:01,186 --> 00:32:04,050 I mean, this is a rapid-growing malignant brain tumor. 734 00:32:04,051 --> 00:32:07,225 Soon it is gonna start affecting all of his vital functions... 735 00:32:07,226 --> 00:32:08,882 breathing, blood pressure, heart. 736 00:32:08,883 --> 00:32:10,194 Isn't there anything we can do for him? 737 00:32:10,195 --> 00:32:11,712 Radiation, chemo? 738 00:32:11,713 --> 00:32:13,473 I mean, we could put him through radiation, 739 00:32:13,474 --> 00:32:16,614 but it'll give him maybe two agonizing months. 740 00:32:16,615 --> 00:32:18,093 So it's a death sentence. 741 00:32:19,307 --> 00:32:23,966 - I'll go talk to Cal and his dad. - I'll do it. I'll tell them. 742 00:32:33,796 --> 00:32:35,460 It's Nurse Karen's birthday. 743 00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:39,371 We tried a dozen different cakes for our wedding. 744 00:32:39,396 --> 00:32:41,320 And you wanted lemon. 745 00:32:42,468 --> 00:32:44,421 I think that was actually our biggest fight. 746 00:32:46,523 --> 00:32:48,812 It never gets less weird. 747 00:32:49,337 --> 00:32:51,109 I mean, I just met you, 748 00:32:51,134 --> 00:32:53,696 but we also fought about cake fight years ago. 749 00:32:53,721 --> 00:32:55,756 You've broken the space-time continuum. 750 00:32:59,934 --> 00:33:01,314 Yeah. 751 00:33:03,558 --> 00:33:05,835 I see why I liked you. 752 00:33:05,836 --> 00:33:08,382 - Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 753 00:33:09,288 --> 00:33:11,960 You're funny and you're smart. 754 00:33:13,489 --> 00:33:16,698 You know, and when you smile, your eyes do this... 755 00:33:16,723 --> 00:33:18,621 this sparkly thing. 756 00:33:18,646 --> 00:33:20,785 No, no, no. 757 00:33:24,821 --> 00:33:27,044 See? Funny. 758 00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:29,552 You know, and you bring me cake, 759 00:33:30,314 --> 00:33:33,179 even when you've spent all day saving other people's lives. 760 00:33:37,380 --> 00:33:41,112 I don't have feelings about the memories that I've lost, 761 00:33:41,113 --> 00:33:44,978 because, I mean, you can't miss something 762 00:33:44,979 --> 00:33:48,707 that you didn't know happened in the first place. 763 00:33:51,710 --> 00:33:53,802 But I wish I remembered you. 764 00:33:58,007 --> 00:33:59,697 Mm. I... Wow. 765 00:33:59,752 --> 00:34:01,374 I am... I'm so, so sorry. 766 00:34:01,375 --> 00:34:02,961 It's fine. No, no, it's, uh... 767 00:34:02,962 --> 00:34:04,653 It's fine. No, no, no, it's... 768 00:34:04,654 --> 00:34:05,826 it's been a long day. 769 00:34:05,827 --> 00:34:08,201 There's a lot going on in my mind. 770 00:34:08,761 --> 00:34:11,208 You're good. It's okay. 771 00:34:12,025 --> 00:34:16,097 Um, I should... I should get back inside. 772 00:34:19,149 --> 00:34:20,404 But if... 773 00:34:21,809 --> 00:34:25,466 - if you ever need anything, you... - I know where to find you. 774 00:34:36,702 --> 00:34:38,220 How long do I have? 775 00:34:41,030 --> 00:34:43,824 Uh, it could be 776 00:34:43,849 --> 00:34:48,122 anywhere from weeks to months. 777 00:34:48,836 --> 00:34:49,981 That's it? 778 00:34:51,821 --> 00:34:53,293 I'm so sorry. 779 00:34:55,843 --> 00:34:57,672 Do you... 780 00:34:57,697 --> 00:35:00,925 Do you have that feeling when school's over 781 00:35:01,331 --> 00:35:03,737 and you're outside playing with all your friends 782 00:35:03,899 --> 00:35:06,573 and it feels like summer could last forever? 783 00:35:07,652 --> 00:35:12,690 It's because our perception of time isn't fixed. 784 00:35:12,715 --> 00:35:14,923 Two months could feel like 10 years, 785 00:35:14,948 --> 00:35:18,143 and 10 years can go by in a blink of an eye. 786 00:35:19,660 --> 00:35:22,276 Hey. Hey, hey. 787 00:35:22,908 --> 00:35:27,429 We... we can cram a lot into a few months. 788 00:35:29,877 --> 00:35:31,885 I don't want to die. 789 00:35:35,294 --> 00:35:36,984 Um... 790 00:35:44,558 --> 00:35:47,906 What do you want to do... 791 00:35:49,790 --> 00:35:51,682 ... before you die? 792 00:35:53,029 --> 00:35:55,410 You've always wanted to go to space camp. 793 00:35:55,435 --> 00:35:56,792 Okay. That's a good one. 794 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:58,663 What else? 795 00:35:58,664 --> 00:36:00,596 I want to go see Mount McKinley. 796 00:36:01,983 --> 00:36:03,869 And reread "Lord of the Rings." 797 00:36:04,099 --> 00:36:07,619 That is... That is literally one of my favorites, too. 798 00:36:19,808 --> 00:36:22,097 Oh, you come in under par? It's okay. 799 00:36:22,122 --> 00:36:24,811 Ndugu told me that you guys hit the links. 800 00:36:24,812 --> 00:36:26,784 - I did fine. - Must be nice. 801 00:36:26,809 --> 00:36:28,096 Sorry? 802 00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:31,162 Oh, I've just never had friends in high places. 803 00:36:31,163 --> 00:36:34,200 That's not why I'm here, if that's what you're implying. 804 00:36:34,201 --> 00:36:36,202 I got the highest ABSITE score in my class. 805 00:36:36,203 --> 00:36:38,307 Oh, is that... is that how it works? 806 00:36:38,308 --> 00:36:41,207 Get the highest score, and then they take your golfing? 807 00:36:41,208 --> 00:36:42,777 Guess I should have studied more. 808 00:36:43,495 --> 00:36:44,969 I have to hand it to Megan. 809 00:36:44,970 --> 00:36:47,696 She knew something was wrong, and she pushed to make it right. 810 00:36:47,697 --> 00:36:50,527 Megan made a few phone calls. You saved a life. 811 00:36:50,528 --> 00:36:52,159 - I'll be right back. - Yeah. 812 00:36:52,599 --> 00:36:53,769 Dr. Webber. 813 00:36:55,705 --> 00:36:59,464 - I want chief back. - Okay. 814 00:36:59,985 --> 00:37:03,355 I have a whole speech about why I deserve it. 815 00:37:03,380 --> 00:37:04,995 Take the win, Altman. 816 00:37:12,515 --> 00:37:16,967 - I'm gonna stay a little later. - Go do what you need to do. 817 00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:26,873 Today can suck it. 818 00:37:29,049 --> 00:37:30,981 - That poor kid. - Mm-hmm. 819 00:37:30,982 --> 00:37:32,465 In less depressing news, 820 00:37:32,466 --> 00:37:35,054 I caught two interns kissing in the elevator. 821 00:37:35,055 --> 00:37:36,124 Oh, nice. 822 00:37:36,125 --> 00:37:39,748 Remember when we were interns and our futures felt so bright? 823 00:37:39,749 --> 00:37:41,336 Everything was possible. 824 00:37:41,337 --> 00:37:45,340 Now I'm pretty sure Meredith is hiding something from me. 825 00:37:45,341 --> 00:37:47,549 And my department reassigned all of my cases 826 00:37:47,550 --> 00:37:48,855 while I was gone. 827 00:37:49,586 --> 00:37:52,542 - I don't know what to do next. - I do. 828 00:37:57,566 --> 00:37:58,687 Hi. 829 00:37:58,711 --> 00:38:01,183 Hi. I'd say welcome back, but I've been gone, too. 830 00:38:01,231 --> 00:38:03,130 Uh, we're not back. 831 00:38:04,636 --> 00:38:06,016 We need your help. 832 00:38:06,017 --> 00:38:07,569 We're doing a procedure in the clinic. 833 00:38:07,570 --> 00:38:09,122 Can we have a scrub nurse? 834 00:38:09,123 --> 00:38:11,456 A scrub nurse in the clinic? 835 00:38:11,656 --> 00:38:14,279 Okay, who's the attending? 836 00:38:15,613 --> 00:38:17,096 Oh, come on. 837 00:38:17,255 --> 00:38:19,374 I just got my job back. 838 00:38:19,375 --> 00:38:21,928 I know, and I also know that I'm the one responsible 839 00:38:21,929 --> 00:38:23,861 for you losing it, and I would never ask you 840 00:38:23,862 --> 00:38:26,341 if this wasn't a matter of life and death. 841 00:38:29,443 --> 00:38:32,328 Okay. Don't make me regret it. 842 00:38:36,081 --> 00:38:37,130 Hey. 843 00:38:38,952 --> 00:38:41,850 That was rough. You okay? 844 00:38:42,195 --> 00:38:45,771 I thought, uh, that if I walled off the pain... 845 00:38:46,348 --> 00:38:48,383 that it wouldn't hurt. 846 00:38:48,408 --> 00:38:49,857 But... 847 00:38:49,882 --> 00:38:52,901 I was wrong. 848 00:39:13,454 --> 00:39:15,050 There are some memories 849 00:39:15,051 --> 00:39:16,930 we probably wouldn't mind losing. 850 00:39:16,955 --> 00:39:20,825 The deaths, the breakups, the hard times. 851 00:39:20,850 --> 00:39:22,321 You heading out soon? 852 00:39:23,063 --> 00:39:25,582 I'm catching up on Heron's progress notes. 853 00:39:26,008 --> 00:39:28,823 What is gonna happen when you're repeating intern year, 854 00:39:28,824 --> 00:39:32,343 doing notes, changing bandages, 855 00:39:32,344 --> 00:39:35,243 and... I get to operate? 856 00:39:37,971 --> 00:39:39,797 This isn't about you. 857 00:39:40,325 --> 00:39:42,430 I don't want to be bailed out. 858 00:39:42,455 --> 00:39:44,008 That's what my family does. 859 00:39:46,189 --> 00:39:48,013 But I don't want to be that person. 860 00:39:48,038 --> 00:39:50,720 I want to take responsibility for my mistakes. 861 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:57,359 But it is a little about me, right? 862 00:39:57,384 --> 00:39:59,455 ♪ Here freedom comes 863 00:40:02,167 --> 00:40:04,652 But memories, like neurons, 864 00:40:04,653 --> 00:40:07,068 work together to make you who you are. 865 00:40:17,458 --> 00:40:18,587 What? 866 00:40:18,908 --> 00:40:20,633 Back out! Take cover! 867 00:40:25,432 --> 00:40:27,986 Hey. You okay? 868 00:40:32,250 --> 00:40:35,046 If all we remembered were the good times... 869 00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:39,445 Alright. Prepare to be vanquished. 870 00:40:39,446 --> 00:40:41,412 Oh, I am going to destroy you. 871 00:40:41,413 --> 00:40:43,173 ... our friendships wouldn't be as strong... 872 00:40:43,174 --> 00:40:44,968 Jules, what are you doing? Get out of the corner! 873 00:40:44,969 --> 00:40:46,383 Yep, listen to her. 874 00:40:54,426 --> 00:40:56,118 You okay? 875 00:40:56,353 --> 00:40:57,940 I'm fine, baby. 876 00:40:57,965 --> 00:41:00,400 ... and our loves wouldn't be as sweet. 877 00:41:01,364 --> 00:41:06,506 ♪ Oh, my love, oh, my love ♪ 878 00:41:06,507 --> 00:41:09,406 ♪ A thousand kisses from you A thousand kisses from you ♪ 879 00:41:09,407 --> 00:41:15,136 ♪ And it's never too much And it's never too much ♪ 880 00:41:15,137 --> 00:41:18,829 ♪ And I just don't want to stop And I just don't want to stop ♪ 881 00:41:18,830 --> 00:41:20,003 ♪ Oh, my love ♪ 882 00:41:20,004 --> 00:41:21,418 Come on. I love it when you sing. 883 00:41:23,870 --> 00:41:27,044 ♪ A million days in your arms A million days in your arms ♪ 884 00:41:27,045 --> 00:41:28,977 ♪ And it's never too much And it's never too much ♪ 885 00:41:28,978 --> 00:41:32,532 ♪ Never too much, never too much, never too much ♪ 886 00:41:32,533 --> 00:41:35,466 ♪ And I just don't want to stop ♪ 887 00:41:35,467 --> 00:41:40,299 ♪ Never too much, never too much, never too much ♪ 888 00:41:40,300 --> 00:41:43,372 So cling to the bad along with the good. 889 00:41:45,341 --> 00:41:47,204 One day you'll be glad you did. 890 00:41:47,455 --> 00:41:52,322 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com --