1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:08,635 --> 00:00:11,138 [electricity crackling] 2 00:00:43,587 --> 00:00:45,672 - [Drew] Gran! - [Siobhan] Drew? 3 00:00:45,756 --> 00:00:47,174 - [Drew] Gran! - [Mare] Hold on. 4 00:00:47,257 --> 00:00:49,343 - [Siobhan] Drew, come here. - I'll be right out. 5 00:00:49,426 --> 00:00:51,261 [Drew] Yeah, I don't like it. It's too dark. 6 00:00:51,345 --> 00:00:53,545 - It's okay. It's okay. - [Mare] It's okay, here I come. 7 00:00:53,597 --> 00:00:56,034 - Here. Here's Gran. Here's Gran. - It's okay, buddy. Come on. 8 00:00:56,058 --> 00:00:58,602 There we go. I got you, I got you. Hold on to me. 9 00:00:58,685 --> 00:01:00,479 Do we have any real flashlights? 10 00:01:00,562 --> 00:01:02,898 Uh, yeah, they're... They're by the sink. 11 00:01:02,981 --> 00:01:05,817 - [Helen] Only one works. - [Mare] What about candles? 12 00:01:05,901 --> 00:01:08,654 Um... Yeah. I think we got a few. 13 00:01:08,737 --> 00:01:10,364 - My turtle. - What? 14 00:01:10,447 --> 00:01:12,824 - I left him on the floor. - Okay. 15 00:01:12,908 --> 00:01:14,952 Christ, he's probably shitting all over the place. 16 00:01:15,035 --> 00:01:16,870 Okay. There you go. Go with Nana. 17 00:01:16,954 --> 00:01:20,082 - Take my phone, all right. - [Helen] Gran didn't mean to say "shit." 18 00:01:20,165 --> 00:01:22,325 - Here, Nana. Matches. - Thank you, sweetie. Thank you. 19 00:01:22,376 --> 00:01:23,418 [Frank] Everyone okay? 20 00:01:23,502 --> 00:01:25,629 - I got some extra batteries. - [Siobhan] Hey, Dad. 21 00:01:25,712 --> 00:01:27,714 [Helen] Hey, it's Pop Pop. He brought batteries! 22 00:01:27,798 --> 00:01:28,756 How are you, bud? 23 00:01:28,757 --> 00:01:30,759 Yeah, we're gonna go outside and look at the moon. 24 00:01:30,842 --> 00:01:32,522 - We're gonna light candles. - [Frank] Fun. 25 00:01:32,970 --> 00:01:34,638 [Lori] Bring that one in your room. 26 00:01:34,721 --> 00:01:36,348 - [Moira] Thank you. - Mm-hm. 27 00:01:37,391 --> 00:01:39,184 [John] It's gonna be okay, Ryan. 28 00:01:39,810 --> 00:01:41,061 [ominous music playing] 29 00:01:42,145 --> 00:01:43,605 It's our secret, all right? 30 00:01:48,068 --> 00:01:49,194 Only us. 31 00:02:35,866 --> 00:02:37,034 [officer] Oh, God. 32 00:02:42,956 --> 00:02:45,751 Seven-five-two-two to Delcom. Expedite E.M.S. 33 00:02:45,834 --> 00:02:48,045 I'm at the scene of the accident on Panel Road. 34 00:02:48,587 --> 00:02:51,214 Victim's ID is Betty Carroll. No pulse. 35 00:02:52,507 --> 00:02:53,717 How are things with Faye? 36 00:02:55,469 --> 00:02:56,469 Mm... 37 00:02:57,304 --> 00:02:59,389 Not totally great at the moment. 38 00:03:00,015 --> 00:03:01,058 I'm sorry. 39 00:03:03,060 --> 00:03:05,562 Don't be. We'll figure it out. 40 00:03:06,813 --> 00:03:08,315 [sighs] 41 00:03:08,398 --> 00:03:10,484 Been through worse, we'll get through this. 42 00:03:13,862 --> 00:03:14,905 How are you? 43 00:03:16,323 --> 00:03:18,367 I feel like I don't ask you that enough these days. 44 00:03:20,619 --> 00:03:23,038 It's fine, Dad, really. 45 00:03:23,121 --> 00:03:25,332 No, sweetie. It's not fine. 46 00:03:27,042 --> 00:03:28,418 [sighs] 47 00:03:28,502 --> 00:03:30,045 And for so long, uh... 48 00:03:31,713 --> 00:03:34,758 your mother and I were so wrapped up in our own crap and... 49 00:03:36,718 --> 00:03:37,928 Kevin's issues. 50 00:03:40,472 --> 00:03:42,599 I feel like we forgot to ask you how you're doing. 51 00:03:45,060 --> 00:03:47,229 I just take for granted that you're okay, 52 00:03:47,312 --> 00:03:48,855 and that's not fair, Siobhan. 53 00:03:50,607 --> 00:03:52,609 I'm not gonna do that anymore, okay? 54 00:04:01,701 --> 00:04:02,869 I met someone. 55 00:04:04,454 --> 00:04:05,705 You met someone? 56 00:04:06,415 --> 00:04:07,415 Mm-hm. 57 00:04:08,250 --> 00:04:09,418 [Mare] Fucking turtle. 58 00:04:39,656 --> 00:04:44,536 - [Mare on video] What day is it, Kev? - [Kevin] Today is... 59 00:04:45,162 --> 00:04:46,746 Saturday. 60 00:04:47,789 --> 00:04:49,541 - [Mare] August... - August... 61 00:04:49,624 --> 00:04:51,293 - ...fourteen. - ...fourteen! 62 00:04:51,376 --> 00:04:52,376 [Mare] Right. 63 00:04:52,377 --> 00:04:54,421 And what's special about today? 64 00:04:54,504 --> 00:04:56,882 [Kevin] It's my birthday. 65 00:04:56,965 --> 00:04:59,634 Fine breeze and some fine water. 66 00:05:00,635 --> 00:05:03,096 As you can see, the lake behind us. 67 00:05:03,638 --> 00:05:05,182 Follow me, Mom. 68 00:05:05,265 --> 00:05:08,560 Let's jump in together. One, two... 69 00:05:08,643 --> 00:05:11,021 - [Mare] Two, three! Hey! - ...three! 70 00:05:11,354 --> 00:05:13,440 [soft piano music playing] 71 00:05:21,573 --> 00:05:24,159 Kevin was a pretty normal little kid, yeah? 72 00:05:24,784 --> 00:05:26,953 Funny, silly, active. 73 00:05:28,997 --> 00:05:31,416 We got the Tourette's diagnosis when he was eight. 74 00:05:32,209 --> 00:05:35,295 Soon after, the mood disorder emerged. 75 00:05:36,421 --> 00:05:37,422 He'd... 76 00:05:38,507 --> 00:05:40,467 He'd hit his sister, hit me, 77 00:05:40,550 --> 00:05:43,303 explode into violent tantrums over the smallest things. 78 00:05:43,762 --> 00:05:46,223 And did his behavior ever frighten you? 79 00:05:48,642 --> 00:05:51,394 Sometimes... yeah. 80 00:05:52,020 --> 00:05:56,483 Did you try any counseling or... perhaps some medication? 81 00:05:56,566 --> 00:05:59,361 Oh, God. What wasn't he put on? 82 00:05:59,444 --> 00:06:03,365 Adderall, Ritalin, Epitol, Loxitane... 83 00:06:04,658 --> 00:06:06,535 Olanzapine, that shit was the worst. 84 00:06:06,618 --> 00:06:08,161 He blew up like a balloon on that one. 85 00:06:08,245 --> 00:06:11,039 He'd be on his knees every morning begging us not to make him take it. 86 00:06:11,748 --> 00:06:13,208 Did they help him at all? 87 00:06:14,334 --> 00:06:15,335 Some. 88 00:06:15,418 --> 00:06:19,339 This mood disorder, is there a history of that... 89 00:06:19,422 --> 00:06:21,341 in your family, outside of Kevin? 90 00:06:21,883 --> 00:06:22,968 Um... 91 00:06:25,554 --> 00:06:27,138 Well, my dad was depressed. 92 00:06:27,973 --> 00:06:30,016 He was never officially diagnosed but my... 93 00:06:30,684 --> 00:06:33,186 My mother would just send him out of the house when 94 00:06:33,270 --> 00:06:35,230 she'd notice him sinking. And, uh... 95 00:06:36,106 --> 00:06:38,149 he'd go live with his brother in Drexel Hill for... 96 00:06:39,234 --> 00:06:41,695 a few weeks and come home when he, uh, 97 00:06:41,778 --> 00:06:44,155 - felt strong enough. - And what about you? 98 00:06:46,408 --> 00:06:48,159 Any periods of depression? 99 00:06:49,035 --> 00:06:50,120 Um... 100 00:06:52,789 --> 00:06:55,333 Yeah. I mean, there were times, you know. 101 00:06:58,086 --> 00:06:59,462 Yeah, thinking back... 102 00:07:01,047 --> 00:07:03,216 maybe I was. I mean, I probably was. 103 00:07:04,551 --> 00:07:07,637 There was a period after Siobhan was born 104 00:07:08,096 --> 00:07:10,849 and Kevin was starting to become difficult and, uh... 105 00:07:13,143 --> 00:07:14,352 yeah, um... 106 00:07:15,812 --> 00:07:17,731 But, you know, growing up, my mom... 107 00:07:17,814 --> 00:07:20,066 She didn't have patience for any of that. 108 00:07:20,650 --> 00:07:23,778 And she was overwhelmed dealing with my dad, so... 109 00:07:24,863 --> 00:07:27,365 you know, I didn't wanna burden her 110 00:07:27,449 --> 00:07:29,200 any more than she already was, so I just... 111 00:07:30,619 --> 00:07:31,786 coped with it. 112 00:07:32,662 --> 00:07:35,165 Yeah? And how did your father cope with it? 113 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:40,378 Well, he shot himself. 114 00:07:42,380 --> 00:07:43,798 Yeah, I was 13 years old. 115 00:07:45,050 --> 00:07:46,259 I'm so sorry, Mare. 116 00:07:51,056 --> 00:07:54,184 That must have been so much to carry as a young child. 117 00:07:54,267 --> 00:07:55,894 How did it make you feel? 118 00:07:57,145 --> 00:07:59,022 Like I wasn't enough for him. 119 00:08:07,322 --> 00:08:08,365 You think... 120 00:08:09,282 --> 00:08:12,202 maybe it's... something you inherit. 121 00:08:14,871 --> 00:08:16,164 What? 122 00:08:16,247 --> 00:08:18,458 You know, suicide, mental illness? 123 00:08:19,584 --> 00:08:22,462 'Cause I read a bunch of articles about these scientists who think 124 00:08:22,545 --> 00:08:27,759 maybe it's... you know, passed down from generation to generation. 125 00:08:28,551 --> 00:08:30,970 You think, maybe? 126 00:08:32,222 --> 00:08:35,308 What are you looking for when you're reading these articles? 127 00:08:36,935 --> 00:08:37,936 Um... 128 00:08:39,187 --> 00:08:40,980 Hope, I guess. 129 00:08:42,774 --> 00:08:45,068 Hope that your grandson won't turn out like... 130 00:08:45,151 --> 00:08:46,152 Like my dad. 131 00:08:47,737 --> 00:08:48,780 Or Kevin. 132 00:08:51,199 --> 00:08:52,659 Does it worry you that he might? 133 00:08:55,995 --> 00:08:57,205 Oh, God, yeah. 134 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:01,501 I'm terrified. 135 00:09:05,213 --> 00:09:06,840 [Helen] Poor Betty Carroll. 136 00:09:07,632 --> 00:09:10,009 I mean, she was just going out for cereal, 137 00:09:10,093 --> 00:09:12,721 and she had a heart attack and crashed into that pole. 138 00:09:13,346 --> 00:09:14,723 Cheerios killed her. 139 00:09:15,306 --> 00:09:16,766 Well, not exactly, Mom. 140 00:09:17,267 --> 00:09:19,436 Mrs. Carroll was gonna have a heart attack 141 00:09:19,519 --> 00:09:21,187 with or without the Cheerios. 142 00:09:21,271 --> 00:09:22,647 [Helen] Not necessarily. 143 00:09:22,731 --> 00:09:25,066 I mean, what if she saw a deer or a raccoon in the road 144 00:09:25,150 --> 00:09:28,153 and, you know, it spooked her enough that her heart exploded? 145 00:09:29,237 --> 00:09:30,697 Drew, go put your jammies on, honey. 146 00:09:31,114 --> 00:09:32,323 [Drew] In a second. 147 00:09:32,407 --> 00:09:34,492 No. That's what you said ten minutes ago. 148 00:09:34,576 --> 00:09:36,244 Go put your pajamas on. Now. 149 00:09:36,327 --> 00:09:37,579 - Now. Go. - Okay. 150 00:09:38,288 --> 00:09:39,539 Go, run. 151 00:09:49,048 --> 00:09:51,843 - [John] Pass the damn ball! - [Billy] Come on! Pass it! 152 00:09:53,470 --> 00:09:54,637 Do you like this? 153 00:09:54,721 --> 00:09:55,889 - Yeah. - Yeah? Okay. 154 00:09:57,849 --> 00:09:59,642 Oh, that's very pretty. 155 00:09:59,726 --> 00:10:01,936 That's beautiful. Bracelets? 156 00:10:05,482 --> 00:10:07,567 I watched your documentary project. 157 00:10:08,109 --> 00:10:09,611 Oh, yeah? 158 00:10:09,694 --> 00:10:12,489 I thought it was beautiful, Siobhan. I was so moved. 159 00:10:12,572 --> 00:10:13,615 It was really brave. 160 00:10:14,616 --> 00:10:15,784 Thanks. 161 00:10:15,867 --> 00:10:18,536 So, I had this media lab teacher my freshman year, 162 00:10:18,620 --> 00:10:21,247 this brilliant, inspiring woman named Meg Frawley. 163 00:10:21,998 --> 00:10:23,416 And she just took the head position 164 00:10:23,500 --> 00:10:25,877 of Media Studies at Cal Berkeley last year. 165 00:10:26,711 --> 00:10:29,506 I think you should talk to her. You two would really hit it off. 166 00:10:30,048 --> 00:10:31,299 Cal Berkeley? 167 00:10:31,883 --> 00:10:34,052 - Like, in California? - Yeah, babe. 168 00:10:34,135 --> 00:10:35,929 In California. 169 00:10:37,180 --> 00:10:39,182 I already submitted my applications. 170 00:10:39,265 --> 00:10:41,142 Yeah, but just talk to her. 171 00:10:41,226 --> 00:10:43,853 And if you don't like what she has to say, 172 00:10:43,937 --> 00:10:47,106 then I wasted 20 minutes of your life and I'll make it up to you. 173 00:10:47,649 --> 00:10:48,691 Yeah? 174 00:10:49,317 --> 00:10:51,444 - Yeah. - How? 175 00:10:52,362 --> 00:10:54,113 Well, I have to figure that out. 176 00:10:56,533 --> 00:10:58,576 She's so happy. 177 00:10:58,660 --> 00:11:01,788 She's been looking forward to trying on those dresses all week. 178 00:11:01,871 --> 00:11:04,582 Don't tell her, but, uh, we got a limo 179 00:11:04,666 --> 00:11:06,918 to take her and her friend to dinner and the prom. 180 00:11:07,001 --> 00:11:08,920 Oh, that's wonderful. 181 00:11:09,003 --> 00:11:10,463 She's gonna have a ball. 182 00:11:10,922 --> 00:11:13,091 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 183 00:11:13,174 --> 00:11:15,301 That's enough. All right, time for bed. 184 00:11:15,385 --> 00:11:18,763 - Let's say goodnight. Say goodnight. - Goodnight, Ryan. 185 00:11:18,847 --> 00:11:20,607 - Goodnight. - [Lori] Bye, cutie. Sleep well. 186 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:22,976 - Goodnight, pal. - [Mare] Brush your teeth. Night. 187 00:11:23,059 --> 00:11:24,185 Anyone need a beer? 188 00:11:24,894 --> 00:11:26,312 - Yeah. - I'd take another one. 189 00:11:26,396 --> 00:11:27,397 I'm good. 190 00:11:28,565 --> 00:11:30,275 Lori tell you the news, Mare? 191 00:11:30,859 --> 00:11:31,860 What news? 192 00:11:32,944 --> 00:11:35,071 We went to visit Kenny over at Delaware County Prison 193 00:11:35,154 --> 00:11:37,991 the other day, and he asked us if we would consider 194 00:11:38,074 --> 00:11:41,452 - taking Erin's son, DJ, in. - Take him in? 195 00:11:43,955 --> 00:11:45,623 Like... Like adopt him? 196 00:11:47,166 --> 00:11:48,376 What'd you tell him? 197 00:11:50,003 --> 00:11:51,504 We told him we'd think about it. 198 00:11:52,213 --> 00:11:53,756 Kenny still has to talk to the lawyer. 199 00:11:55,300 --> 00:11:58,303 Right now, DJ's still living with Dylan and his parents. 200 00:11:59,220 --> 00:12:01,806 Do you think Kenny ever hit her, John? 201 00:12:02,432 --> 00:12:04,350 - Erin? - [Mare] Come on. 202 00:12:04,893 --> 00:12:06,477 We all know what he's like. 203 00:12:08,229 --> 00:12:09,397 There were times we suspected 204 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:11,240 - things weren't good. - [Billy] Here you go. 205 00:12:11,274 --> 00:12:13,276 But Erin was tough, like her mother. 206 00:12:13,359 --> 00:12:14,736 I mean, you remember Rachel. 207 00:12:14,819 --> 00:12:18,114 She didn't tell anybody she had leukemia until she was going into hospice. 208 00:12:18,197 --> 00:12:20,033 Erin was a lot like that. She... 209 00:12:20,909 --> 00:12:22,368 She didn't like to talk about stuff. 210 00:12:22,452 --> 00:12:25,622 No, but we all knew he wasn't treating her right. 211 00:12:25,705 --> 00:12:28,458 Of course. That's why we took care of her. 212 00:12:28,541 --> 00:12:31,127 Erin even lived with Billy for a little while. 213 00:12:32,086 --> 00:12:34,589 When did she live with you, Bill? 214 00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:37,634 Oh, uh... [clears throat] God. That was like, uh... 215 00:12:38,843 --> 00:12:41,054 three years ago. At least. 216 00:12:42,680 --> 00:12:44,223 What did she move in for? 217 00:12:46,017 --> 00:12:47,393 Well, her mother just died 218 00:12:47,477 --> 00:12:50,897 and Kenny was drinking a lot, I think, and... 219 00:12:51,814 --> 00:12:53,566 And we didn't want her around that. 220 00:12:54,067 --> 00:12:56,277 So I asked her to come stay with me, 221 00:12:56,361 --> 00:12:58,613 and I fixed her up a room in the basement. 222 00:12:58,696 --> 00:13:01,032 And how long she stay? 223 00:13:02,909 --> 00:13:03,910 Uh... 224 00:13:05,161 --> 00:13:08,414 - Three weeks, maybe? - It was a little longer than that, wasn't it? 225 00:13:08,498 --> 00:13:11,125 I thought it was at least a couple months she was with you. 226 00:13:12,001 --> 00:13:14,462 I really don't remember. It was a long time ago. 227 00:13:18,132 --> 00:13:20,218 - I gotta get going. - [John] Where are you going? 228 00:13:20,301 --> 00:13:21,301 [Billy] Uh... 229 00:13:22,136 --> 00:13:23,638 Matty's having that fundraiser 230 00:13:23,721 --> 00:13:25,556 for his daughter at the Duffer's. 231 00:13:27,558 --> 00:13:29,310 You know, I told him I'd stop by. 232 00:13:30,645 --> 00:13:32,405 - [Billy] Have a good night. - See you later. 233 00:13:32,438 --> 00:13:34,357 - Bye, Bill. Have fun. - [Billy] Thanks. I will. 234 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:35,483 Bye. 235 00:13:41,072 --> 00:13:43,241 [Dylan] So I guess you heard the news about DJ? 236 00:13:44,617 --> 00:13:46,577 What's gonna happen to him now? 237 00:13:46,661 --> 00:13:49,288 My parents and I met with Child Youth Services yesterday. 238 00:13:51,124 --> 00:13:52,583 Your parents wanna keep him? 239 00:13:54,043 --> 00:13:56,671 Well, how do you feel about that, like, 240 00:13:57,213 --> 00:13:59,716 having to see him every day now that you know? 241 00:14:01,134 --> 00:14:04,012 I don't know. It's fucking weird, you know? 242 00:14:06,931 --> 00:14:08,391 So what's your situation? 243 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,183 Uh... 244 00:14:11,477 --> 00:14:14,272 My lawyer thinks I can plead down to a misdemeanor. 245 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:16,440 We'll see. 246 00:14:20,111 --> 00:14:22,071 Either way, I'm not going to college next year. 247 00:14:22,864 --> 00:14:26,576 Might just enroll in that Hopkins Beauty School out on 352. 248 00:14:29,037 --> 00:14:30,663 My friend went there and, uh... 249 00:14:32,540 --> 00:14:34,751 you know, she works in a real good salon in Bryn Mawr. 250 00:14:37,545 --> 00:14:39,881 Doing hair for all the rich Main Line women. 251 00:14:40,757 --> 00:14:41,841 [laughs] 252 00:14:42,675 --> 00:14:44,510 Just keep thinking I'm gonna wake up and... 253 00:14:45,636 --> 00:14:47,013 it'll be like a bad dream. 254 00:14:51,726 --> 00:14:53,144 Bet you were scared, huh? 255 00:14:55,521 --> 00:14:56,689 Yeah. 256 00:14:58,483 --> 00:14:59,692 Listen... 257 00:15:03,946 --> 00:15:05,156 you know, Dylan... 258 00:15:07,033 --> 00:15:08,826 if you ever wanna talk about it... 259 00:15:11,454 --> 00:15:13,247 You just need someone besides your parents... 260 00:15:13,331 --> 00:15:14,832 I got other friends. 261 00:15:19,045 --> 00:15:20,046 Look... 262 00:15:22,423 --> 00:15:24,050 it's just that we were dating, what, 263 00:15:24,675 --> 00:15:26,677 two months before this happened? 264 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,681 I'm just saying, you don't gotta like 265 00:15:30,765 --> 00:15:32,809 come around here if you don't want to. 266 00:15:44,570 --> 00:15:46,531 You know, there are things from that night. 267 00:15:50,451 --> 00:15:52,495 When I woke up, you weren't in bed. 268 00:15:53,579 --> 00:15:55,206 I was probably out in the den feeding DJ. 269 00:15:55,289 --> 00:15:56,707 No, you weren't out in the den. 270 00:15:59,127 --> 00:16:01,546 Then I was probably out here smoking. 271 00:16:01,629 --> 00:16:03,548 You weren't out here smoking either. 272 00:16:04,132 --> 00:16:07,135 Dylan, I walked around the whole house, and you weren't anywhere. 273 00:16:10,930 --> 00:16:12,098 Where'd you go, Dylan? 274 00:16:15,768 --> 00:16:17,520 You should probably leave. 275 00:16:22,108 --> 00:16:24,694 Get the fuck out of here, now. 276 00:16:35,580 --> 00:16:36,622 [groans] 277 00:16:42,044 --> 00:16:43,546 How long have you been here? 278 00:16:45,506 --> 00:16:47,216 If I had to guess, maybe a year. 279 00:16:48,134 --> 00:16:51,220 The first few months, I was like you, everything was a blur. 280 00:16:51,971 --> 00:16:54,098 There was another girl here, Hilary. 281 00:16:54,724 --> 00:16:58,019 She took care of me while I was going through withdrawal. 282 00:17:01,063 --> 00:17:02,064 Where did she go? 283 00:17:03,900 --> 00:17:05,276 She got pregnant... 284 00:17:05,359 --> 00:17:07,069 - [groans] - ...by him. 285 00:17:07,945 --> 00:17:09,071 And he didn't like that. 286 00:17:09,155 --> 00:17:11,324 One day, I woke up and she was gone. 287 00:17:13,409 --> 00:17:14,952 [footsteps overhead] 288 00:17:15,661 --> 00:17:17,872 Don't worry. He won't come for us tonight. 289 00:17:17,955 --> 00:17:19,457 Friday is his poker night. 290 00:17:20,082 --> 00:17:21,876 Whenever someone comes over, he'll tie us up 291 00:17:21,959 --> 00:17:23,211 so we keep quiet. 292 00:17:25,087 --> 00:17:26,797 [door unlocking] 293 00:17:47,401 --> 00:17:49,195 [shackles locking] 294 00:18:01,082 --> 00:18:02,375 There she is. 295 00:18:05,878 --> 00:18:07,129 I got you a coffee. 296 00:18:07,213 --> 00:18:09,507 Oh. I'm supposed to be the one buying. 297 00:18:09,590 --> 00:18:11,676 Tough shit. Got here first. 298 00:18:12,385 --> 00:18:13,719 You look good. 299 00:18:14,303 --> 00:18:15,429 How you been, Tam? 300 00:18:15,513 --> 00:18:17,348 I'm a grandmother now. 301 00:18:17,431 --> 00:18:19,267 - No shit? - Yeah. 302 00:18:19,350 --> 00:18:20,768 Good for you. 303 00:18:20,851 --> 00:18:21,978 You still working? 304 00:18:22,060 --> 00:18:23,020 Mm. 305 00:18:23,021 --> 00:18:24,981 I got a small stable I keep around. 306 00:18:25,064 --> 00:18:28,067 You know, a few older gentlemen I visit once a week 307 00:18:28,150 --> 00:18:30,194 - and tickle their balls. - [chuckles] 308 00:18:31,279 --> 00:18:32,947 - Hey, it pays the rent. - Well... 309 00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:34,949 Let's me spend more time with my grandbaby. 310 00:18:35,032 --> 00:18:37,535 - Well, there you go. - So what can I do for you, Mare? 311 00:18:38,786 --> 00:18:42,331 Remember us talking about her last year? 312 00:18:42,415 --> 00:18:44,458 - Yeah. Sure. Sure. - That's Katie Bailey. 313 00:18:44,917 --> 00:18:46,794 Since then, two more girls are gone. 314 00:18:48,629 --> 00:18:49,672 She's missing. 315 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:54,593 - This one's dead. - Oh, geez. 316 00:18:55,011 --> 00:18:56,929 Don't know her, but this one. 317 00:18:57,555 --> 00:18:59,890 This one, I've seen before. Yeah. 318 00:18:59,974 --> 00:19:02,018 - Okay. - Yeah. 319 00:19:02,101 --> 00:19:04,103 Hanging outside the Harrah's on the river. 320 00:19:04,937 --> 00:19:05,980 Sometimes... 321 00:19:06,063 --> 00:19:08,858 Sometimes on the corner of Belmont and Caldwell. 322 00:19:08,941 --> 00:19:10,109 Okay. 323 00:19:11,610 --> 00:19:13,446 Are you a cartoonist now, Mare? 324 00:19:15,364 --> 00:19:18,951 No, there's just this, uh... prowler. Um... 325 00:19:20,244 --> 00:19:21,996 Uh, down on the Harrah's, you said? 326 00:19:22,079 --> 00:19:23,289 - Yeah. - Okay. 327 00:19:23,372 --> 00:19:25,416 I don't hang out at the Harrah's myself no more, 328 00:19:25,499 --> 00:19:27,543 but once in a while I'll stop by 329 00:19:27,626 --> 00:19:29,045 and talk to some of the girls, 330 00:19:29,128 --> 00:19:31,422 and I seen her around a couple of times. 331 00:19:31,505 --> 00:19:32,505 Um... 332 00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:34,467 Will you just ask around for me? 333 00:19:34,550 --> 00:19:36,052 - Yeah. - See if anyone suspicious 334 00:19:36,135 --> 00:19:38,471 been on the streets, trying to pick them up? 335 00:19:38,554 --> 00:19:40,890 Yeah, yeah. Sure. I'll put the word out 336 00:19:40,973 --> 00:19:42,183 and see what comes back. 337 00:19:44,894 --> 00:19:46,437 [indistinct chatter] 338 00:19:59,867 --> 00:20:00,867 [boy] Oh, I hit her! 339 00:20:03,371 --> 00:20:04,955 Oh, geez, all her stuff... 340 00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:07,833 [boys laughing] 341 00:20:07,917 --> 00:20:10,336 [boy] Look at her over there, she dropped all of her stuff. 342 00:20:10,419 --> 00:20:12,630 Look at her walk back, look at her walk back. 343 00:20:13,506 --> 00:20:15,383 Look at her over there. Oh, my God! 344 00:20:16,801 --> 00:20:19,345 - [boy 1] Throw another! Throw another! - [boy 2] All right. 345 00:20:21,013 --> 00:20:23,099 [boys laughing] 346 00:20:23,182 --> 00:20:25,601 [boy 2] Oh, my God. I hit her with it. [laughing] 347 00:20:29,313 --> 00:20:31,107 Lick your fingers, retard! 348 00:20:32,817 --> 00:20:33,817 I can't believe... 349 00:20:36,946 --> 00:20:38,739 [all gasp] 350 00:20:42,076 --> 00:20:43,577 Hey, hey, hey. Get off! 351 00:20:43,661 --> 00:20:46,080 - Let me go. Let me go! - Get off of him! Calm down! 352 00:20:46,914 --> 00:20:49,625 - [girl 1] He deserved it. - [girl 2] I know, I know. 353 00:20:51,210 --> 00:20:52,294 Hey. 354 00:20:53,838 --> 00:20:55,589 You wanna tell me what happened? 355 00:20:56,507 --> 00:20:57,508 Huh? 356 00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:13,858 [sighs] 357 00:21:17,319 --> 00:21:18,863 Does this have to do with Dad? 358 00:21:23,617 --> 00:21:26,036 I saw you in the room with him the other night. 359 00:21:27,163 --> 00:21:31,792 Was he asking you to... keep a secret from me? 360 00:21:35,463 --> 00:21:36,547 Is he doing it again? 361 00:21:40,301 --> 00:21:43,554 Ryan. Ryan. Ryan! 362 00:21:47,933 --> 00:21:49,143 [sobbing] 363 00:22:09,038 --> 00:22:10,706 Is your dad doing it again? 364 00:22:12,124 --> 00:22:13,334 [sobbing] 365 00:22:16,086 --> 00:22:17,796 Ryan, can you look at me? 366 00:22:23,719 --> 00:22:25,721 Is it with the same woman as before? 367 00:22:47,576 --> 00:22:48,786 Thank you so much for coming. 368 00:22:48,869 --> 00:22:50,120 It happened so fast. 369 00:22:50,829 --> 00:22:51,914 I'm so sorry. 370 00:22:58,796 --> 00:23:01,882 Do you think there's a part of Mr. Carroll that's relieved? 371 00:23:02,675 --> 00:23:04,677 - I'm just saying. - Jesus, Mare. 372 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:06,929 She seemed to drive him nuts all the time. 373 00:23:07,388 --> 00:23:09,014 You said as much yourself. 374 00:23:09,098 --> 00:23:11,100 You're allowed to say that when a person's alive. 375 00:23:11,183 --> 00:23:13,143 After they die, everyone's a saint. 376 00:23:16,814 --> 00:23:19,608 Betty, she was a... She was a nice lady, 377 00:23:19,692 --> 00:23:21,235 - you know? - [Glen] Thank you. 378 00:23:21,318 --> 00:23:24,196 Have you, uh, spoken to Frank lately? 379 00:23:25,364 --> 00:23:27,491 No. Why? 380 00:23:29,660 --> 00:23:32,871 Karen Comisky's daughter works over at the Springton Inn, 381 00:23:33,414 --> 00:23:35,624 and Faye was supposed to go and check out 382 00:23:35,708 --> 00:23:38,586 their wedding reception hall, and she never showed up. 383 00:23:39,336 --> 00:23:40,379 Just saying. 384 00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:43,257 - Excuse me. I'm sorry. - Oh, okay, all right. 385 00:23:43,340 --> 00:23:44,341 - Excuse me. - Sure. 386 00:23:48,721 --> 00:23:49,763 Hello, everybody. 387 00:23:51,348 --> 00:23:52,808 Hello, everybody. 388 00:23:53,267 --> 00:23:54,518 Hello, everyone. 389 00:23:56,145 --> 00:23:57,229 Listen up! 390 00:23:59,857 --> 00:24:03,902 Uh, first, I wanna thank you all for coming here today 391 00:24:03,986 --> 00:24:05,362 to honor my dear Betty. 392 00:24:07,072 --> 00:24:10,075 But there's something else I'd like to say, 393 00:24:10,159 --> 00:24:11,744 and I gotta get it off my chest. 394 00:24:12,244 --> 00:24:14,538 I mean, I... I... I was gonna tell Betty, but... 395 00:24:14,622 --> 00:24:16,832 but now it looks like that isn't gonna happen... 396 00:24:17,791 --> 00:24:19,585 and I can't live with this anymore. 397 00:24:19,668 --> 00:24:21,462 I can't live with the guilt. 398 00:24:24,340 --> 00:24:25,674 I had an affair... 399 00:24:27,051 --> 00:24:28,802 with Helen Fahey. 400 00:24:28,886 --> 00:24:29,928 [chokes] 401 00:24:36,852 --> 00:24:38,395 [laughs] 402 00:24:39,313 --> 00:24:40,689 Lis... List... Listen to me. 403 00:24:40,773 --> 00:24:42,691 Affair's a strong word. Very strong. 404 00:24:42,775 --> 00:24:44,276 It happened twice. 405 00:24:46,445 --> 00:24:47,988 Okay. Three times, tops. 406 00:24:48,072 --> 00:24:50,552 But... You know... The fact that I can't even remember how many 407 00:24:50,616 --> 00:24:53,285 should tell you all you need to know about what it meant to me. 408 00:24:54,495 --> 00:24:56,914 What kind of smacked-ass makes an announcement like that 409 00:24:56,997 --> 00:24:59,166 - at his wife's funeral reception anyway? - [laughing] 410 00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:02,378 Oh! 411 00:25:11,303 --> 00:25:12,471 [doorbell rings] 412 00:25:18,894 --> 00:25:20,974 - Ma, what do you think? - I thought you were wearing 413 00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:22,661 the red dress with the... with the thing? 414 00:25:22,731 --> 00:25:24,733 - I tried. Didn't work. - No, no, no, no, no. 415 00:25:24,817 --> 00:25:26,276 Go back and try the red dress again. 416 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:28,904 - [knocking on door] - He's at the door. Mom. 417 00:25:29,530 --> 00:25:31,323 Oh. Oh, in that case, you look great. 418 00:25:34,326 --> 00:25:35,411 Homewrecker. 419 00:25:39,456 --> 00:25:41,125 - Holy shit. - Let's go. 420 00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:42,376 Let's go. Bye. 421 00:25:46,922 --> 00:25:49,508 So, did we get the user info back from SideDoor? 422 00:25:52,511 --> 00:25:54,722 Yeah. Hauser and I interviewed the three people 423 00:25:54,805 --> 00:25:56,974 - who messaged Erin yesterday. - And? 424 00:25:58,142 --> 00:25:59,309 All had alibis. 425 00:26:00,185 --> 00:26:03,063 - Solid alibis? - Yeah. 426 00:26:04,481 --> 00:26:06,608 - Fuck. Okay. - Yeah. 427 00:26:07,484 --> 00:26:09,611 What about the ballistics report on the bullet 428 00:26:09,695 --> 00:26:11,530 we found at Brandywine Park? Anything? 429 00:26:12,322 --> 00:26:13,699 Mare, you know, uh, 430 00:26:13,782 --> 00:26:16,160 I could be suspended for discussing details 431 00:26:16,243 --> 00:26:17,953 of an ongoing investigation with you. 432 00:26:18,579 --> 00:26:20,831 [sighs] Come on. 433 00:26:22,416 --> 00:26:23,959 Report's supposed to be in on Monday. 434 00:26:24,042 --> 00:26:26,295 Can we please talk about something else? 435 00:26:26,378 --> 00:26:28,213 Yeah. Okay. All right. Sure. 436 00:26:28,964 --> 00:26:33,135 This is a... It's a date, all right? 437 00:26:34,386 --> 00:26:35,471 Okay. 438 00:26:37,014 --> 00:26:40,225 Dink, dink, ribbit, ribbit, ribbit. Ribbit! 439 00:26:41,143 --> 00:26:44,229 Oh, Drew. Thanks for inviting me over. 440 00:26:44,313 --> 00:26:45,856 Of course. Yeah. 441 00:26:45,939 --> 00:26:48,692 I thought it might help you to learn his routine. 442 00:26:48,776 --> 00:26:50,319 Right. Ah! 443 00:26:50,402 --> 00:26:51,403 [laughs] 444 00:26:51,487 --> 00:26:54,364 You know, always have a rag nearby when you wash his hair, you know, 445 00:26:54,448 --> 00:26:56,283 'cause he'll scream that his eyes are burning, 446 00:26:56,366 --> 00:26:58,118 even though we use tear-free shampoo. 447 00:26:58,202 --> 00:27:02,247 - Okay. Good to know. - Oh, and never leave him alone. 448 00:27:02,331 --> 00:27:04,750 - Right. - Yeah, 'cause he's active 449 00:27:04,833 --> 00:27:08,045 and, you know, God forbid he slips and bumps his head. 450 00:27:08,128 --> 00:27:09,338 Yeah. Right. Of course. 451 00:27:10,172 --> 00:27:13,759 Oh, no. Hey, I'm gonna grab your shampoo 452 00:27:13,842 --> 00:27:15,803 and then we can wash your hair, okay? 453 00:27:22,017 --> 00:27:23,227 Why are you helping me? 454 00:27:24,728 --> 00:27:26,271 It's purely selfish, dear. 455 00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:32,653 I'm afraid you'll get custody and you'll cut all of us out of his life. 456 00:27:33,362 --> 00:27:35,531 And I can't bear to lose another one. 457 00:27:38,242 --> 00:27:39,243 Right. 458 00:27:41,537 --> 00:27:43,914 - All right. You ready? - [Drew] Yeah. 459 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:46,542 [Carrie] Someone told me you don't like soap in your eyes, so... 460 00:27:53,757 --> 00:27:55,843 - How's your meal? - Good. Yeah. 461 00:27:58,470 --> 00:28:00,639 I was eyeballing that tortellini special myself. 462 00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:03,767 - Oh, yeah? - Sounded good but I, uh... 463 00:28:03,851 --> 00:28:05,227 I chickened out at the last minute 464 00:28:05,310 --> 00:28:08,021 - 'cause of the zucchini. - Well, can't even taste it. 465 00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:11,441 See that? Should have gone with it. 466 00:28:16,864 --> 00:28:18,824 Trying to be a more adventurous eater 467 00:28:18,907 --> 00:28:20,576 but it's hard. 468 00:28:23,036 --> 00:28:25,539 I was watching this, uh, food show 469 00:28:26,164 --> 00:28:29,543 and this guy was... eating food 470 00:28:29,626 --> 00:28:32,504 and he, uh, was eating this, like, clam thing. 471 00:28:32,588 --> 00:28:35,090 It was so gross. I was like... What is it called? 472 00:28:35,173 --> 00:28:37,485 - Like an abalone and salt... - I just thought of something. 473 00:28:37,509 --> 00:28:40,262 - I just thought of something. - Are you thinking what I'm thinking? 474 00:28:42,097 --> 00:28:43,098 What? 475 00:28:43,682 --> 00:28:45,142 It's just a bite. I was gonna... 476 00:28:45,225 --> 00:28:47,144 - I was gonna try a bite. - No. No. 477 00:28:47,227 --> 00:28:48,645 No, Zabel. About the case. 478 00:28:49,771 --> 00:28:52,983 There was a girl from Jersey. She went missing a couple of years ago, 479 00:28:53,066 --> 00:28:55,319 Melville area. Her name was Hilary Cassell. 480 00:28:55,986 --> 00:28:59,406 She, uh... She had a story similar to Missy and Katie's. 481 00:28:59,489 --> 00:29:01,408 - Drug habit led to prostitution... - I thought 482 00:29:01,491 --> 00:29:03,410 we were gonna talk about something else 483 00:29:03,493 --> 00:29:05,829 - other than the case tonight. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, we did. 484 00:29:05,913 --> 00:29:07,748 We just spent the last half hour talking about 485 00:29:07,831 --> 00:29:09,166 how you had a stutter as a kid. 486 00:29:10,375 --> 00:29:13,545 Anyway... listen, there's a guy, 487 00:29:13,629 --> 00:29:16,173 this detective over at Melville named Jimmy Miller. 488 00:29:16,715 --> 00:29:18,550 All right? Call him. Tell him I said to call. 489 00:29:18,634 --> 00:29:20,385 - Ask for the file... - Mare, Mare, uh... 490 00:29:22,012 --> 00:29:23,305 why didn't you tell me 491 00:29:23,388 --> 00:29:25,557 you went to Deacon Mark's previous parish? 492 00:29:26,141 --> 00:29:27,141 Hm? 493 00:29:28,185 --> 00:29:29,645 You went there 494 00:29:29,728 --> 00:29:32,314 and you questioned the pastor about Deacon Mark. 495 00:29:34,900 --> 00:29:36,860 I didn't tell you because he didn't... 496 00:29:36,944 --> 00:29:38,570 he didn't have anything new to say. 497 00:29:38,654 --> 00:29:40,238 It's not a big deal. He, uh... 498 00:29:40,906 --> 00:29:43,325 He said he was interviewed by the archdiocese, 499 00:29:43,408 --> 00:29:45,744 - and they found... - Yeah. I know what he said, 500 00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:48,163 because I went there and I questioned him myself. 501 00:29:48,246 --> 00:29:49,289 Like an idiot. 502 00:29:49,915 --> 00:29:52,376 But that's not the point. The point is, 503 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:55,212 I'm showing you all of my cards, 504 00:29:55,295 --> 00:29:58,465 - and you are showing me none of yours. - Grow up, Zabel. 505 00:29:59,174 --> 00:30:00,467 I'm trying to help you out here. 506 00:30:00,968 --> 00:30:02,010 Help me... 507 00:30:04,137 --> 00:30:05,305 or help yourself? 508 00:30:09,017 --> 00:30:10,102 [sighs] 509 00:30:11,019 --> 00:30:12,354 I'm sorry. 510 00:30:13,772 --> 00:30:16,900 I'm sorry, Mare. I'm just thrown off. 511 00:30:16,984 --> 00:30:18,110 [laughs] 512 00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:20,696 You know what my mom said to me 513 00:30:20,779 --> 00:30:22,489 when I was leaving tonight to pick you up? 514 00:30:24,741 --> 00:30:26,994 She said, "Mare's only going out with you 515 00:30:27,077 --> 00:30:29,121 'cause she wants to stay close to the case." 516 00:30:36,294 --> 00:30:38,422 This is the part where you tell me she was wrong. 517 00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:43,927 Goodnight. 518 00:30:51,309 --> 00:30:53,562 [somber music playing] 519 00:31:09,411 --> 00:31:11,538 Hey, Ryan. This is all my fault 520 00:31:11,621 --> 00:31:12,831 and I'm gonna fix it. 521 00:31:14,624 --> 00:31:15,792 I'm gonna fix it. 522 00:31:17,085 --> 00:31:18,086 I promise. 523 00:31:19,212 --> 00:31:21,089 You just gotta hang in there, okay? 524 00:31:24,301 --> 00:31:25,302 Ryan. 525 00:31:26,386 --> 00:31:27,429 Ryan. 526 00:31:37,022 --> 00:31:38,982 [soft piano music playing] 527 00:31:48,992 --> 00:31:51,078 [inaudible] 528 00:32:02,130 --> 00:32:04,216 [no audible dialogue] 529 00:32:20,398 --> 00:32:22,651 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] 530 00:32:32,369 --> 00:32:33,995 So what did you say to that detective? 531 00:32:34,579 --> 00:32:36,832 I told her the journals were in her old hiding place. 532 00:32:37,541 --> 00:32:39,960 She called yesterday asking about a necklace. 533 00:32:40,043 --> 00:32:43,797 - And what did you tell her? - Nothing. Just like you said. 534 00:32:44,714 --> 00:32:45,757 Okay. 535 00:32:46,758 --> 00:32:47,759 Here. 536 00:32:49,010 --> 00:32:50,011 Ain't gonna bite. 537 00:33:15,078 --> 00:33:17,831 Hey. Hey. Where are they? 538 00:33:19,166 --> 00:33:20,917 Um, they're over here. 539 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,509 [Dylan] Hey. Come on. We said we weren't gonna read them. 540 00:34:25,357 --> 00:34:26,399 [Mare] Hey! 541 00:34:28,068 --> 00:34:29,069 Hey! 542 00:35:04,688 --> 00:35:06,189 Oh, fuck me. 543 00:35:07,816 --> 00:35:09,359 [man groans] 544 00:35:09,442 --> 00:35:11,278 - Fuck. - [woman] Dennis! 545 00:35:11,361 --> 00:35:13,238 Dennis, what's going on down there? 546 00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:20,203 It's too good. 547 00:35:20,287 --> 00:35:22,289 It's, um, an order for St. Michael's. 548 00:35:23,123 --> 00:35:25,166 That's that priest I was telling youse about. 549 00:35:25,250 --> 00:35:27,502 - [girl 2] The fucking creeper? - [girl 1] Yeah. 550 00:35:27,961 --> 00:35:29,838 What... What fucking creeper? 551 00:35:29,921 --> 00:35:31,756 You know how my mom's all super into 552 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:33,480 - her church group and shit? - [boy] Yeah. 553 00:35:33,508 --> 00:35:36,011 She was like, "Stay away from that priest." 554 00:35:36,761 --> 00:35:39,180 Apparently, he raped some 14-year-old girl 555 00:35:39,264 --> 00:35:41,182 - on a class field trip. - Thanks. Thank you. 556 00:35:43,768 --> 00:35:45,937 - [boy] What the fuck? - [girl 2] Yeah, it's messed up. 557 00:35:46,021 --> 00:35:47,647 [boy] What a fucking sicko. 558 00:35:51,067 --> 00:35:52,527 Hey, Father. 559 00:35:52,610 --> 00:35:54,779 I hear you got yourself a little altar girl. 560 00:35:55,447 --> 00:35:56,823 [boy 2] Fucking clown. 561 00:35:56,906 --> 00:35:58,700 [boy 1] Yo! Yo! 562 00:35:59,159 --> 00:36:00,493 [boy 2] Ears not working, Father? 563 00:36:00,577 --> 00:36:02,787 Yo, I'm talking to you, you fucking pervert. 564 00:36:02,871 --> 00:36:04,581 - [boy 2] Answer him! - Fucking pervert. 565 00:36:04,664 --> 00:36:06,541 You pedophile punk! 566 00:36:06,624 --> 00:36:09,252 Oh, you need a towel to clean yourself up, Father? 567 00:36:09,336 --> 00:36:11,046 - Come on. - Fuck you. 568 00:36:11,129 --> 00:36:12,672 [laughing] 569 00:36:35,528 --> 00:36:37,906 What are you reading them for? Bring it over here. 570 00:37:09,771 --> 00:37:11,940 [Chief Carter] We're very sorry about all of this. 571 00:37:12,023 --> 00:37:13,566 I'm sure you're aware 572 00:37:13,650 --> 00:37:15,735 of all the recent activity with the missing girls. 573 00:37:15,819 --> 00:37:18,780 Oh, my husband is 77 years old. 574 00:37:19,489 --> 00:37:20,990 He's got dementia. 575 00:37:21,491 --> 00:37:25,036 Some nights he wanders out after I've fallen asleep. 576 00:37:25,453 --> 00:37:28,331 And he forgets which house is ours. 577 00:37:29,207 --> 00:37:33,044 What kind of idiot thinks that he might be the murderer? 578 00:37:50,979 --> 00:37:52,939 What the hell were you thinking? 579 00:37:53,022 --> 00:37:54,691 He was looking in people's windows, Chief. 580 00:37:54,774 --> 00:37:56,454 - And I thought that... - You thought what? 581 00:37:57,026 --> 00:37:59,487 - May... - He was the one kidnapping girls? 582 00:37:59,571 --> 00:38:01,489 The one who killed Erin McMenamin? 583 00:38:01,573 --> 00:38:04,367 He can't even remember which house is his. 584 00:38:06,077 --> 00:38:07,954 What did I tell you about staying away, Mare? 585 00:38:08,913 --> 00:38:12,083 - I forget. - Don't play that shit with me. 586 00:38:13,042 --> 00:38:14,042 Don't. 587 00:38:16,087 --> 00:38:17,422 Now, take your ass home. 588 00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:20,508 [siren wailing] 589 00:38:36,483 --> 00:38:37,483 Mark? 590 00:38:38,651 --> 00:38:39,777 Everything all right? 591 00:38:40,820 --> 00:38:42,489 No, just leave me alone, Dan. 592 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:45,408 Oh, my God. 593 00:38:46,409 --> 00:38:48,578 What... Are you all right? What happened? 594 00:38:48,661 --> 00:38:50,079 Just leave me alone, okay? 595 00:38:50,163 --> 00:38:51,873 No, please. Just let me see it... 596 00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:53,208 Just leave! Go! 597 00:38:53,291 --> 00:38:55,710 All right, plea... please. 598 00:39:01,758 --> 00:39:02,967 I can't... 599 00:39:03,051 --> 00:39:06,346 Just... Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 600 00:39:06,804 --> 00:39:08,348 I can't anymore. 601 00:39:09,432 --> 00:39:10,642 [sobbing] 602 00:39:14,854 --> 00:39:16,356 Let me see your face. 603 00:39:19,025 --> 00:39:20,068 Who did this? 604 00:39:20,151 --> 00:39:23,655 Look, come on. Come on. Doesn't matter. 605 00:39:25,156 --> 00:39:26,491 We need to call the police. 606 00:39:26,574 --> 00:39:28,117 No. Dan, no. 607 00:39:34,082 --> 00:39:36,251 I was with Erin the night she was killed. 608 00:39:37,835 --> 00:39:38,836 With her? 609 00:39:55,436 --> 00:39:57,814 But you told me that you only spoke to her on the phone. 610 00:39:57,897 --> 00:39:59,399 She called, upset. 611 00:40:00,817 --> 00:40:02,694 Said... Said to go pick her up, so... 612 00:40:04,445 --> 00:40:06,322 Uh, I drove to Sharp's Woods... 613 00:40:07,615 --> 00:40:09,909 and then I put her bike in my trunk. 614 00:40:09,993 --> 00:40:12,161 And then I was gonna drive her home, that's all. 615 00:40:12,245 --> 00:40:15,290 But then she got a message from someone saying... 616 00:40:15,373 --> 00:40:17,667 Asking her to go out to Brandywine Park. 617 00:40:18,418 --> 00:40:19,794 And then she said that she... 618 00:40:19,877 --> 00:40:21,588 She said she wanted me to drive her there. 619 00:40:21,671 --> 00:40:23,923 So I said, "Okay," and I drove her there. 620 00:40:24,007 --> 00:40:25,967 I tried... I tried to convince her to go home, 621 00:40:26,050 --> 00:40:27,890 but she was just... I mean, she was hysterical. 622 00:40:27,969 --> 00:40:29,846 Just hysterical. And then she, um... 623 00:40:30,722 --> 00:40:32,807 Well, she stormed off. 624 00:40:32,890 --> 00:40:34,559 [Dan] Why didn't you go to the police? 625 00:40:35,393 --> 00:40:37,270 Why didn't you tell them all this? 626 00:40:38,605 --> 00:40:41,482 Wha... I have a previous accusation? 627 00:40:42,066 --> 00:40:44,402 Then I have her bike in my trunk. 628 00:40:45,111 --> 00:40:46,571 I was scared... 629 00:40:48,489 --> 00:40:50,491 - So I threw it in the river. - Oh... 630 00:40:51,618 --> 00:40:52,869 I threw it in the river. 631 00:40:55,538 --> 00:40:56,539 Did you? 632 00:40:58,082 --> 00:41:00,001 What? Kill her? 633 00:41:05,590 --> 00:41:07,467 If I said no, would you believe me? 634 00:41:10,011 --> 00:41:12,930 I just don't understand why she's coming here. 635 00:41:13,473 --> 00:41:16,601 - I thought she was off the case. - She is off the case. 636 00:41:17,393 --> 00:41:18,895 Well, you think it's a very good idea 637 00:41:18,978 --> 00:41:20,605 for you to be going out with her then? 638 00:41:23,650 --> 00:41:25,360 I know you like her, Colin. 639 00:41:27,612 --> 00:41:28,863 How do you know I like her? 640 00:41:28,946 --> 00:41:30,948 I see the way you look at her. 641 00:41:31,949 --> 00:41:34,160 And because I know you better than anyone. 642 00:41:34,952 --> 00:41:36,287 [car horn honks] 643 00:41:37,747 --> 00:41:38,748 I don't know. 644 00:41:47,423 --> 00:41:51,010 Hey. Just be careful, that's all. 645 00:41:53,429 --> 00:41:55,515 My whole life's been about being careful, Mom. 646 00:41:57,392 --> 00:41:58,976 Look how far that's gotten me. 647 00:42:05,817 --> 00:42:07,610 Fuck. Bye. 648 00:42:35,722 --> 00:42:37,098 Thanks for coming with me. 649 00:42:37,807 --> 00:42:39,767 Well, I'm the detective on this case. 650 00:42:41,185 --> 00:42:42,562 Of course. 651 00:42:43,396 --> 00:42:46,691 It was last April. I was out by the riverfront, 652 00:42:46,774 --> 00:42:49,736 and I don't normally hustle out there, but... 653 00:42:50,361 --> 00:42:52,822 all my regulars canceled and I needed the money. 654 00:42:53,489 --> 00:42:54,699 All right. 655 00:42:55,825 --> 00:42:59,162 And this guy pulled up, and he seemed normal. 656 00:43:00,037 --> 00:43:02,039 And, um, I got in 657 00:43:02,874 --> 00:43:05,168 and he parked over by the stadium. 658 00:43:05,918 --> 00:43:09,964 And, um, I went to get into the backseat 659 00:43:10,047 --> 00:43:11,632 to get undressed. 660 00:43:11,716 --> 00:43:15,261 And before we could do anything, his hands were around my neck. 661 00:43:16,262 --> 00:43:19,682 I... I thought my eyes were gonna pop right out of my skull 662 00:43:19,766 --> 00:43:21,684 and everything went black and I... 663 00:43:22,643 --> 00:43:24,687 I just started kicking and fighting 664 00:43:24,771 --> 00:43:26,939 and, you know, anything I could do to survive. 665 00:43:29,442 --> 00:43:31,903 And... and I must have hit him 666 00:43:32,570 --> 00:43:35,573 'cause when I opened my eyes, he was holding his face. 667 00:43:35,656 --> 00:43:37,658 And I jumped out of the car and I ran. 668 00:43:38,409 --> 00:43:40,578 What can you tell us about him, Allie? 669 00:43:41,829 --> 00:43:43,915 Was he white? Black? 670 00:43:43,998 --> 00:43:46,209 - He was white. - Uh-huh. 671 00:43:46,292 --> 00:43:47,335 He had a beard. 672 00:43:48,211 --> 00:43:50,755 He smoked Winstons. 673 00:43:50,838 --> 00:43:54,342 And the only reason I even really noticed 674 00:43:54,425 --> 00:43:56,511 was 'cause my grandmother was the only person 675 00:43:56,594 --> 00:43:58,221 I ever seen smoke Winstons. 676 00:43:58,304 --> 00:44:00,014 Do you remember anything about the vehicle? 677 00:44:00,097 --> 00:44:02,975 - Anything specific? - Um, it was a van. 678 00:44:03,893 --> 00:44:05,061 What kind of van? 679 00:44:06,062 --> 00:44:08,648 A work van, maybe? 680 00:44:09,524 --> 00:44:10,775 It was blue. 681 00:44:13,528 --> 00:44:16,531 I... I wrote down part of the license plate. 682 00:44:17,073 --> 00:44:19,575 I was scared that he might come back again 683 00:44:19,659 --> 00:44:21,702 and look for me. 684 00:44:23,037 --> 00:44:24,789 - PA plate? - Yeah. 685 00:44:33,089 --> 00:44:34,799 Jose. It's Zabel. 686 00:44:34,882 --> 00:44:36,592 I need you to run a partial through PennDOT 687 00:44:36,676 --> 00:44:38,469 and any LPR systems in the county for me. 688 00:44:38,553 --> 00:44:40,513 We're looking for a blue utility van, 689 00:44:40,596 --> 00:44:42,557 plate is "George, Henry, David." 690 00:44:44,517 --> 00:44:45,601 How long you think? 691 00:44:47,937 --> 00:44:48,938 All right. Thanks. 692 00:44:51,524 --> 00:44:52,775 Well? 693 00:44:52,859 --> 00:44:55,361 My guy's running the plates. Two hours tops. 694 00:44:56,696 --> 00:44:57,697 Okay. 695 00:44:58,781 --> 00:44:59,866 Fine. 696 00:45:05,162 --> 00:45:06,998 Hey, I'm sorry for the other night. 697 00:45:08,207 --> 00:45:10,042 You don't have anything to be sorry for, Mare. 698 00:45:10,126 --> 00:45:12,545 Just being honest about how you feel. 699 00:45:13,796 --> 00:45:17,341 - I just can't do all of that. - All of what? 700 00:45:20,011 --> 00:45:21,178 What you want. 701 00:45:23,222 --> 00:45:24,765 How do you know what I want? 702 00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,351 My life's a shitshow, Zabel. 703 00:45:28,769 --> 00:45:30,938 I'm about to lose custody of my grandson. 704 00:45:31,898 --> 00:45:33,482 I'm still working through 705 00:45:33,566 --> 00:45:36,277 unresolved issues from my son who killed himself. 706 00:45:36,903 --> 00:45:40,448 And, uh, my ex-husband basically lives in my backyard, 707 00:45:40,531 --> 00:45:43,242 so you're right, I don't know what you want, but... 708 00:45:44,368 --> 00:45:45,411 I'm sure it's not that. 709 00:45:47,079 --> 00:45:49,123 You could have just said that when I asked you out. 710 00:45:49,206 --> 00:45:51,542 I know. And I should have. 711 00:45:53,252 --> 00:45:54,253 But I just... 712 00:45:55,046 --> 00:45:58,049 Even if they did kick me off the fucking thing, it's still my case. 713 00:45:58,925 --> 00:46:02,178 You know what it's like when a case gets inside you like that? 714 00:46:04,013 --> 00:46:06,724 It's not a switch you can just turn off. 715 00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:12,939 I didn't solve that case. 716 00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:17,860 What? 717 00:46:18,861 --> 00:46:20,404 The girl from Upper Darby. 718 00:46:22,114 --> 00:46:23,783 Her parents hired a P.I. 719 00:46:23,866 --> 00:46:25,701 'cause we weren't working fast enough. 720 00:46:27,036 --> 00:46:30,623 Some fucking drunk ex-cop looking to make some extra cash 721 00:46:30,706 --> 00:46:32,458 calls me out of the blue one day, 722 00:46:32,541 --> 00:46:35,544 says he wants to compare notes. Thinks he's got something. 723 00:46:36,921 --> 00:46:37,964 I ignored it. 724 00:46:41,217 --> 00:46:44,804 Couple weeks go by, I'm in the area, so I drop by his house. 725 00:46:44,887 --> 00:46:47,181 And his sister's there packing up the place. 726 00:46:48,015 --> 00:46:50,768 Says he's in hospice. His liver gave out... 727 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,105 but help myself to any files. 728 00:46:55,606 --> 00:46:58,567 So, find one marked "Zabel"... 729 00:46:59,568 --> 00:47:00,695 I take it home. 730 00:47:02,363 --> 00:47:04,740 Son of a bitch, if he didn't piece it all together. 731 00:47:06,951 --> 00:47:08,828 Neighbor gave an alibi that didn't check out. 732 00:47:10,204 --> 00:47:11,247 He caught it... 733 00:47:12,707 --> 00:47:13,791 I missed it. 734 00:47:18,879 --> 00:47:20,297 I filed a search warrant... 735 00:47:21,549 --> 00:47:22,842 we hit the perp's house, 736 00:47:22,925 --> 00:47:25,678 find the poor girl's shoe in his bedroom, guy confesses... 737 00:47:26,470 --> 00:47:27,555 case closed. 738 00:47:30,141 --> 00:47:33,185 - Why'd you do it? - I don't fucking know. 739 00:47:34,812 --> 00:47:37,523 I think I really just wanted to do something great... 740 00:47:38,315 --> 00:47:39,525 for once in my life. 741 00:47:43,237 --> 00:47:44,321 Makes you feel any better, 742 00:47:44,405 --> 00:47:46,157 I hid drugs on my grandson's mother. 743 00:47:47,742 --> 00:47:49,160 That's why they put me on leave. 744 00:47:52,538 --> 00:47:53,539 Wait, you serious? 745 00:47:57,710 --> 00:47:58,836 Holy shit. 746 00:48:01,422 --> 00:48:04,425 Doing something great is overrated. 747 00:48:06,010 --> 00:48:10,222 'Cause then people expect that from you all the time. 748 00:48:11,682 --> 00:48:14,560 What they don't realize is you're just as screwed up as they are. 749 00:48:17,855 --> 00:48:19,065 [phone buzzing] 750 00:48:20,357 --> 00:48:21,609 Hang on. 751 00:48:22,318 --> 00:48:23,360 Zabel. 752 00:48:28,324 --> 00:48:29,324 All right, bye. 753 00:48:29,909 --> 00:48:31,619 Seven matches on blue vans in the area 754 00:48:31,702 --> 00:48:33,871 the night of Erin's murder. Got the addresses. 755 00:48:35,081 --> 00:48:36,499 Let's go knock on some doors. 756 00:48:46,217 --> 00:48:47,301 What was that for? 757 00:48:49,345 --> 00:48:50,805 How do you know what I want? 758 00:48:59,939 --> 00:49:00,981 [doorbell rings] 759 00:49:02,066 --> 00:49:04,652 [Mare] Does that van over there belong to you? 760 00:49:04,735 --> 00:49:06,070 [woman] Uh, yes? 761 00:49:06,153 --> 00:49:08,781 - How long have you had it? - About four years. 762 00:49:08,864 --> 00:49:11,242 I run my housekeeping business out of it. 763 00:49:11,325 --> 00:49:13,536 Anyone else you work with ever drive it? 764 00:49:13,619 --> 00:49:15,204 No. Just me and my sister. 765 00:49:15,788 --> 00:49:18,165 Does that van over there belong to you? 766 00:49:19,500 --> 00:49:22,253 - It was my husband's. - Your husband around? 767 00:49:22,878 --> 00:49:26,173 He died two years ago. What's this about anyway? 768 00:49:27,049 --> 00:49:28,884 Am I in some sort of trouble or something? 769 00:49:28,968 --> 00:49:30,678 No, you're not in any trouble, Mr. Potts. 770 00:49:30,761 --> 00:49:32,471 We just need to get some details from you. 771 00:49:32,555 --> 00:49:34,223 Details about what? 772 00:49:34,306 --> 00:49:37,852 Might be easier if we step inside. It would just take a few minutes. 773 00:49:37,935 --> 00:49:41,021 ["You've Got Another Thing Comin" ' by Judas Priest playing over speakers] 774 00:49:41,647 --> 00:49:42,647 [dog barking] 775 00:49:46,944 --> 00:49:50,114 ♪ Act tough Ain't room for second best ♪ 776 00:49:52,366 --> 00:49:54,577 So, what can I do for youse? 777 00:49:54,660 --> 00:49:57,288 Is that your Ford cargo van outside? 778 00:49:57,371 --> 00:49:58,998 Yeah. Though I wish it wasn't. 779 00:49:59,081 --> 00:50:01,417 Thing's been nothing but a headache since the day I got it. 780 00:50:01,500 --> 00:50:02,918 Are you the only one who drives it? 781 00:50:03,586 --> 00:50:04,628 Just me. 782 00:50:06,589 --> 00:50:09,592 Would you mind turning the music down for us? 783 00:50:09,675 --> 00:50:12,219 ♪ As the world goes by You're thinkin' like a fool... ♪ 784 00:50:12,303 --> 00:50:13,429 Sure. 785 00:50:14,346 --> 00:50:17,766 ♪ Out there is a fortune waitin' to be had ♪ 786 00:50:17,850 --> 00:50:19,935 ♪ If you think I'll let it go, you're mad ♪ 787 00:50:20,019 --> 00:50:22,354 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 788 00:50:23,439 --> 00:50:25,566 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 789 00:50:30,446 --> 00:50:32,531 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 790 00:50:33,699 --> 00:50:35,618 ♪ You've got another thing ♪ 791 00:50:37,286 --> 00:50:38,286 Mare. 792 00:50:40,289 --> 00:50:41,289 Zabel. 793 00:50:43,834 --> 00:50:45,085 No gun. 794 00:50:48,214 --> 00:50:49,924 ♪ Comin' for you ♪ 795 00:50:51,300 --> 00:50:53,177 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 796 00:50:53,260 --> 00:50:54,470 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 797 00:50:54,553 --> 00:50:55,679 [music stops] 798 00:51:08,734 --> 00:51:11,403 - Sorry about that. - [Colin] No problem. 799 00:51:12,112 --> 00:51:13,447 Is that a bar you got back there? 800 00:51:13,530 --> 00:51:17,743 Yeah. Belonged to my uncle. He owned it for 20 years. 801 00:51:18,410 --> 00:51:19,912 He wanted to hand it down to his son, 802 00:51:19,995 --> 00:51:22,081 but his son didn't want nothing to do with the place, 803 00:51:22,164 --> 00:51:25,876 so he turned it over to me back in 2016. 804 00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:29,213 - What you do for a living? - I make deliveries for Robinson transport. 805 00:51:29,296 --> 00:51:30,547 Three days a week. 806 00:51:33,425 --> 00:51:34,425 What's wrong? 807 00:51:34,426 --> 00:51:36,762 People are here. And he didn't chain us up, 808 00:51:36,845 --> 00:51:38,847 which means he wasn't expecting them. 809 00:51:45,271 --> 00:51:47,564 You still haven't told me what this is about. 810 00:51:49,692 --> 00:51:51,443 [banging on the pipe] 811 00:51:54,905 --> 00:51:57,186 - Busted radiator. It's on the list. - [banging continues] 812 00:51:57,241 --> 00:51:58,867 I got a sagging pipe upstairs. 813 00:52:01,078 --> 00:52:03,455 - It's not moving anymore. - Hit it harder! 814 00:52:16,385 --> 00:52:19,972 - What's the camera for? - My uncle installed them 815 00:52:20,055 --> 00:52:22,266 just to keep an eye on the cash register and whatnot. 816 00:52:24,101 --> 00:52:25,101 You live alone? 817 00:52:25,144 --> 00:52:26,645 [banging continues] 818 00:52:26,729 --> 00:52:27,730 Mr. Potts? 819 00:52:28,856 --> 00:52:32,693 Yeah. Just me... All by my lonesome. 820 00:52:37,990 --> 00:52:39,950 [banging intensifies] 821 00:52:44,121 --> 00:52:45,164 Zabel. 822 00:52:46,415 --> 00:52:47,541 [gunshot] 823 00:52:52,546 --> 00:52:53,546 Help! 824 00:53:23,911 --> 00:53:24,911 [girl] Over here! 825 00:53:24,912 --> 00:53:28,832 - Let us out! Help! - Open the door, please! Please! 826 00:53:35,631 --> 00:53:37,424 [breathing heavily] 827 00:55:06,180 --> 00:55:07,473 [gunshots] 828 00:55:47,846 --> 00:55:50,516 [gunshots] 829 00:55:59,316 --> 00:56:00,316 Goddamn it! 830 00:56:08,534 --> 00:56:09,826 [gunshots] 831 00:56:27,177 --> 00:56:29,304 [sirens wailing] 832 00:56:40,649 --> 00:56:42,317 [tires screech] 833 00:56:49,533 --> 00:56:53,287 - [officer 1] Fall in! We need more backup! - [officer 2] I got someone on the ground. 834 00:56:53,370 --> 00:56:56,582 [officer 3] Is there anyone else in the house Ma'am? Ma'am, is this blood yours? 835 00:56:57,165 --> 00:56:58,165 Ma'am? 836 00:56:58,166 --> 00:57:00,210 [Mare] And what's special about today? 837 00:57:00,294 --> 00:57:02,796 [Kevin] It's my birthday. 838 00:57:02,879 --> 00:57:05,882 Fine breeze and some fine water. 839 00:57:08,802 --> 00:57:11,722 Follow me, Mom. Let's jump in together. 840 00:57:11,805 --> 00:57:15,225 One, two, three. 841 00:57:16,435 --> 00:57:22,524 ♪ I hear you calling and I want to come ♪ 842 00:57:23,358 --> 00:57:28,947 ♪ Run straight Into the valleys of your arms ♪ 843 00:57:29,031 --> 00:57:33,076 ♪ And disappear there ♪ 844 00:57:35,037 --> 00:57:39,416 ♪ But I know my love ♪ 845 00:57:39,499 --> 00:57:43,545 ♪ Could fail you ♪ 846 00:57:50,010 --> 00:57:56,183 ♪ Because in a clearing When the sunlight comes ♪ 847 00:57:57,017 --> 00:58:00,896 ♪ Exposing all the shadows ♪ 848 00:58:00,979 --> 00:58:06,360 ♪ In our intricate behavior ♪ 849 00:58:09,071 --> 00:58:16,071 ♪ I see a sort of fading ♪ 850 00:58:26,296 --> 00:58:33,296 ♪ We build our own unfolding ♪ 851 00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:46,858 ♪ It's in the morning When the sadness comes ♪ 852 00:58:47,526 --> 00:58:53,573 ♪ The tears fall down In patterns on the windows ♪ 853 00:58:53,657 --> 00:58:58,203 ♪ And our shape is undone ♪ 854 00:58:59,996 --> 00:59:06,996 ♪ You only wanted holding ♪