1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:03,004 --> 00:00:04,504 (traffic whizzing) 3 00:00:05,212 --> 00:00:08,379 (gentle wistful music) 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 5 00:00:27,421 --> 00:00:31,421 (gentle wistful music continues) 6 00:00:57,171 --> 00:01:01,171 (gentle wistful music continues) 7 00:01:34,296 --> 00:01:38,296 (gentle wistful music continues) 8 00:01:59,212 --> 00:02:03,254 (gentle wistful music continues) 9 00:03:14,587 --> 00:03:17,087 (footsteps thudding) 10 00:03:17,962 --> 00:03:20,171 - (yelps) You're home. 11 00:03:21,587 --> 00:03:23,754 Great, Deed. I mean, there you are. 12 00:03:24,046 --> 00:03:25,629 You're standing right in front of me. 13 00:03:26,504 --> 00:03:28,254 Hi, Nina. (panting) 14 00:03:28,546 --> 00:03:29,546 - Hello, Dee Dee. 15 00:03:30,171 --> 00:03:31,337 - How was your day? 16 00:03:31,629 --> 00:03:34,296 - Very pleasant in a grim sort of way. 17 00:03:39,004 --> 00:03:40,754 So how are things around here? 18 00:03:41,504 --> 00:03:43,337 Oh, did that, uh, what's his name? 19 00:03:43,629 --> 00:03:45,421 That strange bald lawyer call? 20 00:03:46,087 --> 00:03:46,879 - [Dee Dee] No. 21 00:03:47,171 --> 00:03:49,587 - Well, how about Douglas? Did he reconfirm for this afternoon? 22 00:03:49,879 --> 00:03:51,796 - [Dee Dee] No, no one called. 23 00:03:52,712 --> 00:03:54,171 - Well, if he ever does call me here, 24 00:03:54,462 --> 00:03:56,171 it's fine to give him the number in the car 25 00:03:56,546 --> 00:03:57,421 about the lawyer. 26 00:03:58,587 --> 00:04:01,129 Oh, he represents Merkey, 27 00:04:01,421 --> 00:04:02,879 the artist that I'm showing next month. 28 00:04:03,171 --> 00:04:04,629 Douglas already has the number. 29 00:04:06,087 --> 00:04:09,212 Which means he must still be coming since he didn't call. 30 00:04:10,129 --> 00:04:11,421 - Well, yeah. 31 00:04:13,837 --> 00:04:16,046 - So... - [Dee Dee] What? 32 00:04:17,087 --> 00:04:19,587 - Well, how were things around here? You were about to say. 33 00:04:19,879 --> 00:04:22,421 - Gardener came. - And how is Mr. Li? 34 00:04:22,837 --> 00:04:24,962 - He cleared out that underbrush where you asked about. 35 00:04:25,629 --> 00:04:25,962 - Good. 36 00:04:26,296 --> 00:04:28,296 - He did the deep root fertilization too. 37 00:04:29,462 --> 00:04:31,296 I paid all the bills. The checks are on your desk. 38 00:04:31,587 --> 00:04:32,587 All you have to do is sign them. 39 00:04:33,129 --> 00:04:34,921 And I bought some haddock from the fish man this morning. 40 00:04:35,212 --> 00:04:36,504 I made a curry sauce to go with it. 41 00:04:36,796 --> 00:04:38,046 All you have to do is pop it in the oven 42 00:04:38,337 --> 00:04:39,546 and I left the directions. 43 00:04:40,754 --> 00:04:42,004 -And you'd like to go home now? 44 00:04:42,962 --> 00:04:43,671 Go. 45 00:04:45,921 --> 00:04:49,087 (bright wistful music) 46 00:04:50,837 --> 00:04:52,629 - Oh, uh, Mr. Li said 47 00:04:52,921 --> 00:04:54,504 he won't be back again for three weeks. 48 00:04:54,796 --> 00:04:55,921 He has to go to Taiwan. 49 00:04:56,212 --> 00:04:58,296 I think he was trying to tell me some family thing. 50 00:04:58,587 --> 00:04:59,171 - No doubt. 51 00:04:59,462 --> 00:05:00,587 - He wanted to know if you wanted his nephew 52 00:05:00,879 --> 00:05:02,212 to come back the next two weeks. 53 00:05:02,504 --> 00:05:03,546 - Uh, you said yes, I hope? 54 00:05:04,087 --> 00:05:05,629 You're a good little wife, Dee Dee. 55 00:05:05,921 --> 00:05:07,254 Every woman should have one. 56 00:05:20,504 --> 00:05:23,421 (engine turns over) 57 00:05:34,546 --> 00:05:38,546 (bright wistful music continues) 58 00:05:43,171 --> 00:05:45,754 (clock ticking) 59 00:06:31,587 --> 00:06:33,921 (Nina moans) 60 00:06:35,004 --> 00:06:38,962 (bright wistful music continues) 61 00:07:05,504 --> 00:07:09,504 (bright wistful music continues) 62 00:08:14,171 --> 00:08:16,837 (shower running) 63 00:08:23,921 --> 00:08:27,921 (bright wistful music continues) 64 00:08:44,962 --> 00:08:47,629 (car approaches) 65 00:09:02,587 --> 00:09:05,254 (metal creaking) 66 00:09:18,837 --> 00:09:20,004 (stereo turns off) 67 00:09:52,671 --> 00:09:54,671 (doorbell buzzes) 68 00:10:00,421 --> 00:10:01,796 (doorbell buzzes) 69 00:10:06,129 --> 00:10:07,212 Can I help you? 70 00:10:08,129 --> 00:10:10,671 - Hi. - Yes? 71 00:10:10,962 --> 00:10:12,962 - I'm Fitch. Fitch. 72 00:10:15,546 --> 00:10:16,296 - Fitch? 73 00:10:17,337 --> 00:10:18,671 - I'm here for your appointment. 74 00:10:19,879 --> 00:10:21,087 - Well, where's Douglas? 75 00:10:22,004 --> 00:10:22,962 - Didn't he call you? 76 00:10:23,796 --> 00:10:24,754 Said he was going to. 77 00:10:26,212 --> 00:10:27,796 He said he would call you. 78 00:10:28,421 --> 00:10:31,087 - To tell me what? - Couldn't make it. 79 00:10:31,379 --> 00:10:33,337 - Douglas. - That's what he said. 80 00:10:34,712 --> 00:10:37,462 So where should we set up, Nina? 81 00:10:38,129 --> 00:10:40,504 - Well, wait, wait, wait just a minute, uh... 82 00:10:41,962 --> 00:10:45,212 We're, uh, we're usually this way, but where is he? 83 00:10:45,504 --> 00:10:46,629 Do you know? 84 00:10:46,921 --> 00:10:49,796 - Who? - Douglas. 85 00:10:50,087 --> 00:10:52,712 - Didn't come up. - I don't understand. 86 00:10:53,004 --> 00:10:54,921 My assistant confirmed the appointment. 87 00:10:56,004 --> 00:10:57,421 Uh, listen, the, the, the thing is, 88 00:10:57,712 --> 00:11:01,296 I'm, I'm really very accustomed to, to working with... 89 00:11:02,546 --> 00:11:04,296 "The Sun Also Rises." 90 00:11:04,587 --> 00:11:05,379 - I liked it. 91 00:11:06,921 --> 00:11:08,337 - Well, you see, I, I'm, I'm very accustomed 92 00:11:08,629 --> 00:11:09,962 to working with him, Douglas. 93 00:11:10,254 --> 00:11:13,212 And, and the thing is that I, I like him. 94 00:11:13,504 --> 00:11:17,212 I, I really like him and, um, well, it takes time, 95 00:11:17,504 --> 00:11:19,129 at least for a woman, you know, it really takes time 96 00:11:19,421 --> 00:11:21,171 to, to feel comfortable, really comfortable 97 00:11:21,462 --> 00:11:22,879 with, with a man who you know, really- 98 00:11:23,171 --> 00:11:24,254 - Doug's got the touch. 99 00:11:33,337 --> 00:11:36,504 - (sighs) Without even picking up a phone or... 100 00:11:38,712 --> 00:11:39,462 Douglas. 101 00:11:40,504 --> 00:11:42,046 When you have a relationship with someone, 102 00:11:42,337 --> 00:11:44,129 a business relationship, we go back, he and I. 103 00:11:44,421 --> 00:11:47,587 You, you expect some consideration. 104 00:11:47,879 --> 00:11:50,546 - He seemed to be in a rush. He's very young. 105 00:11:52,254 --> 00:11:54,171 - He's not so terribly young. 106 00:11:54,462 --> 00:11:56,671 - No, not so young, but he's young, 107 00:11:56,962 --> 00:11:58,796 younger than he thinks he is. 108 00:11:59,087 --> 00:12:01,504 Besides, he could have not called either one of us. 109 00:12:02,296 --> 00:12:03,629 - [Nina] He's very talented. 110 00:12:04,712 --> 00:12:06,462 - He is. Good looking kid too. 111 00:12:07,379 --> 00:12:09,129 Women seem to go for him. 112 00:12:09,421 --> 00:12:12,254 A lot of his clients are women. Most, really. 113 00:12:13,796 --> 00:12:15,796 Outside's nice. 114 00:12:16,087 --> 00:12:17,171 Especially if you have some privacy, 115 00:12:17,462 --> 00:12:18,879 and you have some privacy. 116 00:12:20,629 --> 00:12:21,879 - Douglas does me outside. 117 00:12:23,004 --> 00:12:23,837 - It's really hot. 118 00:12:24,837 --> 00:12:26,296 - I've been there and done it twice. 119 00:12:28,462 --> 00:12:29,379 - You'd dig it. It's really crazy. 120 00:12:35,754 --> 00:12:37,046 - Bit cold out here right now. 121 00:12:39,379 --> 00:12:41,837 - Well, what would you suggest? 122 00:12:42,462 --> 00:12:44,462 - Some dark and quiet place. 123 00:12:45,921 --> 00:12:48,004 I was in such a hurry getting over here. 124 00:12:48,671 --> 00:12:50,796 I've got my oils and things, 125 00:12:51,087 --> 00:12:53,962 but as for towels and sheets, 126 00:12:54,296 --> 00:12:55,046 I'll need some. 127 00:12:56,546 --> 00:12:57,462 -All right. 128 00:13:02,046 --> 00:13:04,212 - (smacks lips) I left some stuff in the car. 129 00:13:24,212 --> 00:13:25,504 (door slams) 130 00:13:28,296 --> 00:13:30,379 (footsteps thudding) 131 00:13:30,879 --> 00:13:31,629 - Fitch? 132 00:13:46,962 --> 00:13:47,712 Fitch? 133 00:13:51,004 --> 00:13:51,754 Fitch! 134 00:13:56,671 --> 00:13:57,421 Fitch. 135 00:14:01,004 --> 00:14:03,837 (objects rustling) 136 00:14:06,087 --> 00:14:08,587 (watches ticking) 137 00:14:14,796 --> 00:14:16,296 - I'm fascinated with things. 138 00:14:18,337 --> 00:14:21,254 That is, I'm fascinated with the fascination with things. 139 00:14:21,962 --> 00:14:23,046 - This is my bedroom. 140 00:14:24,504 --> 00:14:25,587 - I thought it might be. 141 00:14:31,129 --> 00:14:36,171 My mother had a spectacular jewelry collection as I recall. 142 00:14:36,462 --> 00:14:37,587 - Uh-huh. 143 00:14:37,879 --> 00:14:38,879 - I wanted to wash up, 144 00:14:40,129 --> 00:14:42,087 when I happened to walk by... 145 00:14:42,379 --> 00:14:46,046 Thanks. Well, I wanted to wash up. 146 00:14:54,462 --> 00:14:57,004 (water running) 147 00:15:01,212 --> 00:15:04,296 (gentle sultry music) 148 00:15:11,212 --> 00:15:13,337 What massage is about in the end is healing. 149 00:15:13,671 --> 00:15:14,546 There are ways to heal people 150 00:15:14,837 --> 00:15:16,796 without words or prayers or drugs. 151 00:15:18,087 --> 00:15:20,921 That's it. That's the essence. 152 00:15:21,212 --> 00:15:23,004 - I never really gave it much thought. 153 00:15:24,379 --> 00:15:27,296 - Healing? - Massage, in those terms. 154 00:15:28,296 --> 00:15:30,671 I try not to over-intellectualize things. 155 00:15:31,004 --> 00:15:32,046 It makes life so great. 156 00:15:32,962 --> 00:15:35,421 I'm, uh, I'm more intuitive I think. 157 00:15:38,004 --> 00:15:38,754 How old are you? 158 00:15:41,004 --> 00:15:43,337 - (grunts) Why do you ask? 159 00:15:44,212 --> 00:15:45,962 - I don't know. Why not ask? 160 00:15:46,254 --> 00:15:48,421 I mean, you never learn anything if you don't ask, right? 161 00:15:49,671 --> 00:15:50,504 - Older than you. 162 00:15:55,296 --> 00:15:58,171 The laying on of hands, there's power in it. 163 00:16:01,296 --> 00:16:05,629 But in our culture, there are so many Western prejudices 164 00:16:05,921 --> 00:16:07,587 against illness and healing. 165 00:16:09,254 --> 00:16:11,796 We're really pretty tight-assed, medically speaking. 166 00:16:13,754 --> 00:16:14,879 You just think about it. 167 00:16:16,296 --> 00:16:19,837 When was the last time your doctor really touched you? 168 00:16:20,796 --> 00:16:23,296 I don't mean probed or examined you. 169 00:16:24,754 --> 00:16:25,587 But touched you. 170 00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:30,796 - Well, if it never happened, it was too recent. 171 00:16:31,087 --> 00:16:32,254 I don't like doctors. 172 00:16:33,171 --> 00:16:35,046 - That's because they consult with you. 173 00:16:35,921 --> 00:16:37,587 They talk with you over the phone 174 00:16:38,837 --> 00:16:40,462 or they prescribe drugs, 175 00:16:42,337 --> 00:16:45,046 but they don't personally feel you. 176 00:16:45,462 --> 00:16:48,212 They leave that to time or to chemistry. 177 00:16:48,962 --> 00:16:51,921 - I don't like doctors, because I don't like doctors. 178 00:16:54,254 --> 00:16:55,546 You've known Doug how long? 179 00:16:57,462 --> 00:16:59,879 - Not long. - Long enough to like him? 180 00:17:01,837 --> 00:17:03,046 - How long does that take? 181 00:17:06,337 --> 00:17:09,421 It goes back to the ancients, you know. 182 00:17:10,504 --> 00:17:11,171 - [Nina] What's that? 183 00:17:12,629 --> 00:17:13,754 Massage. 184 00:17:15,129 --> 00:17:17,129 Maybe even earlier, some historians think. 185 00:17:19,004 --> 00:17:22,837 The Greeks were mainly into massage as a treatment, 186 00:17:23,129 --> 00:17:24,379 a healing aid. 187 00:17:25,587 --> 00:17:28,712 They have records of people like Socrates and Plato 188 00:17:29,087 --> 00:17:31,837 being massaged daily, and Plato lived to 104. 189 00:17:33,004 --> 00:17:34,129 - Socrates did not. 190 00:17:35,879 --> 00:17:38,046 - But the Romans being who they were, 191 00:17:38,337 --> 00:17:40,337 essentially Italians without the loafers, 192 00:17:41,421 --> 00:17:44,712 were the first to come up with the idea of massage 193 00:17:45,754 --> 00:17:47,462 as a form of foreplay. 194 00:17:47,754 --> 00:17:50,171 Courtesans became quite good at it. 195 00:17:50,462 --> 00:17:53,046 It became part of the transaction finally. 196 00:17:53,337 --> 00:17:54,754 - Well, you don't have to be a rocket scientist 197 00:17:55,046 --> 00:17:55,962 to make the connection. 198 00:17:56,296 --> 00:17:58,712 Massage is sexual. Very sexual. 199 00:18:00,462 --> 00:18:01,796 - It can be. Doesn't have to be. 200 00:18:03,087 --> 00:18:04,212 Shouldn't always be. 201 00:18:04,504 --> 00:18:07,712 - Well, I wasn't talking about a sweating, 202 00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:09,546 screaming, orgasmic epiphany. 203 00:18:09,837 --> 00:18:11,129 It's just that you're lying there naked. 204 00:18:11,421 --> 00:18:12,546 Someone's touching you in places 205 00:18:12,837 --> 00:18:14,546 you sure wouldn't let your father touch you, 206 00:18:14,837 --> 00:18:16,254 and it's arousing. 207 00:18:18,837 --> 00:18:19,587 Um... 208 00:18:23,087 --> 00:18:24,254 This is my desk. 209 00:18:24,546 --> 00:18:26,421 - It's a form of communication. 210 00:18:27,004 --> 00:18:28,087 Just have to make sure you're both speaking 211 00:18:28,379 --> 00:18:29,671 the same language. 212 00:18:32,296 --> 00:18:35,837 - Well, looks like you're ready to get started. 213 00:18:36,546 --> 00:18:37,671 - We've already started. 214 00:18:38,546 --> 00:18:39,379 - [Nina] What do you mean? 215 00:18:39,712 --> 00:18:41,504 - Well, most of any massage worth having 216 00:18:42,004 --> 00:18:44,254 takes place in the head, and I'm sure you've been preparing. 217 00:18:45,171 --> 00:18:47,171 Why? Are you in a hurry? 218 00:18:48,671 --> 00:18:49,212 - No. 219 00:18:54,254 --> 00:18:55,462 - Funny little thing, eh? 220 00:18:58,462 --> 00:18:59,962 Maybe you'd like some music. 221 00:19:00,254 --> 00:19:01,129 What happened to that music you were playing 222 00:19:01,421 --> 00:19:02,587 before you turned it off? 223 00:19:03,546 --> 00:19:04,712 - I'll find something. 224 00:19:13,254 --> 00:19:16,337 (gentle serene music) 225 00:19:21,879 --> 00:19:24,296 (dog barking) 226 00:19:46,171 --> 00:19:48,754 (birds singing) 227 00:20:02,296 --> 00:20:03,921 - I'd say we're ready. 228 00:20:05,046 --> 00:20:08,129 (gentle bright music) 229 00:20:12,462 --> 00:20:15,212 (car approaching) 230 00:20:21,462 --> 00:20:24,921 (gentle bright music continues) 231 00:20:25,212 --> 00:20:26,504 So what are we working on, Nina? 232 00:20:26,796 --> 00:20:28,587 Any complaints or maladies? 233 00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:30,921 Any part of the body that needs special attention? 234 00:20:31,254 --> 00:20:32,962 - You know, the part that starts with my hairline 235 00:20:33,296 --> 00:20:34,462 and ends with my toes. 236 00:20:44,379 --> 00:20:46,962 (Fitch exhales) 237 00:20:49,712 --> 00:20:51,462 It's my job, you know. 238 00:20:53,671 --> 00:20:56,254 You were gonna say something about how tense I am. 239 00:20:57,629 --> 00:21:01,671 (sighs) Douglas is always telling me how much tension I have, 240 00:21:01,962 --> 00:21:04,671 especially in my upper back and shoulders. 241 00:21:05,587 --> 00:21:07,004 It's all because of my job. 242 00:21:08,796 --> 00:21:11,296 (Nina moaning) 243 00:21:21,462 --> 00:21:22,212 I have a gallery. 244 00:21:23,546 --> 00:21:25,296 Well, a couple of them actually. 245 00:21:25,587 --> 00:21:27,837 One here in town off Melrose. 246 00:21:28,129 --> 00:21:29,796 One in New York. Tribeca. 247 00:21:32,504 --> 00:21:35,379 Anyway, when it's your business, your baby, 248 00:21:36,921 --> 00:21:38,337 you know what they say about responsibility 249 00:21:38,629 --> 00:21:40,046 falling on your shoulders. 250 00:21:40,337 --> 00:21:41,962 - Best not to talk too much. 251 00:21:43,296 --> 00:21:44,796 - [Nina] Was I talking too much? 252 00:21:45,837 --> 00:21:48,129 - Well, it's your massage. You can do anything you like. 253 00:21:49,212 --> 00:21:51,254 You really should try to relax. 254 00:21:52,796 --> 00:21:54,879 You can't keep going all the time. 255 00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,296 Or is that what the people at work do? 256 00:21:58,171 --> 00:22:00,129 - [Nina] Hmm, people I work with, 257 00:22:00,421 --> 00:22:03,629 relaxation is limited to what they can purchase in a vial. 258 00:22:04,837 --> 00:22:07,337 (Nina moaning) 259 00:22:11,171 --> 00:22:15,129 (bright gentle music continues) 260 00:22:23,587 --> 00:22:25,296 - See, it's working already. 261 00:22:35,504 --> 00:22:40,421 (Douglas whispering) (Nina laughs) 262 00:22:44,754 --> 00:22:47,921 (gentle wistful music) 263 00:22:53,837 --> 00:22:57,754 (Alice moans) (Alice laughs) 264 00:22:58,587 --> 00:22:59,337 - Okay. 265 00:23:00,629 --> 00:23:03,046 Angels keep their ancient places, 266 00:23:04,254 --> 00:23:06,421 Turn but a stone and start a wing! 267 00:23:07,129 --> 00:23:10,296 'Tis ye 'Tis your estranged faces 268 00:23:10,837 --> 00:23:13,587 That miss the many-splendoured Thing. 269 00:23:21,254 --> 00:23:22,171 (Nina moans) 270 00:23:25,379 --> 00:23:27,629 - How long have you been doing massage, Fitch? 271 00:23:31,379 --> 00:23:32,837 -Almost 20 years on and off. 272 00:23:34,796 --> 00:23:39,712 ♪ As I walked out on the streets of Laredo ♪ 273 00:23:41,504 --> 00:23:44,962 ♪ I went down to the St. James ♪ 274 00:23:45,254 --> 00:23:47,462 ♪ Infirmary ♪ 275 00:23:50,921 --> 00:23:52,004 - Interesting work. 276 00:23:54,087 --> 00:23:56,921 (moaning) I'm sure you meet all kinds of people. 277 00:23:59,504 --> 00:24:01,462 It gives you a lot of freedom too, I bet. 278 00:24:02,379 --> 00:24:04,962 I mean, so portable. 279 00:24:05,421 --> 00:24:06,754 Have table, will travel. 280 00:24:10,796 --> 00:24:13,462 I travel a lot in my work. 281 00:24:15,671 --> 00:24:18,962 Too much, I'm starting to think. (moans) 282 00:24:19,504 --> 00:24:22,504 Guess it just depends how badly you want what you want. 283 00:24:29,212 --> 00:24:30,462 Do you like art? 284 00:24:32,171 --> 00:24:34,546 You seem like the sort of person who does. 285 00:24:38,254 --> 00:24:40,004 -And what sort of person is that? 286 00:24:41,171 --> 00:24:42,337 - Well, some... 287 00:24:44,379 --> 00:24:45,129 What do you mean? 288 00:24:45,879 --> 00:24:47,546 - It's just that I didn't know there was a type, that's all. 289 00:24:47,837 --> 00:24:51,629 But maybe you know better about that than I do. 290 00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:55,462 (bright upbeat music) 291 00:25:24,462 --> 00:25:25,504 - Okay, not a type, 292 00:25:25,796 --> 00:25:29,962 but I like art, artists. 293 00:25:31,129 --> 00:25:33,004 They hide themselves inside their work. 294 00:25:34,337 --> 00:25:35,754 So to really understand the work, 295 00:25:36,046 --> 00:25:39,296 you have to get to know the artist. 296 00:25:41,421 --> 00:25:44,546 Well, do you enjoy art? 297 00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:48,712 - Who would you consider to be the great artist of this century? 298 00:25:50,004 --> 00:25:51,421 - How do you mean? 299 00:25:52,046 --> 00:25:53,587 - Well, who are the five greatest? 300 00:25:54,462 --> 00:25:55,921 Or four... 301 00:25:56,712 --> 00:25:57,921 or three? 302 00:25:58,712 --> 00:26:00,796 - I'm really not in that business. 303 00:26:02,212 --> 00:26:04,671 - Would you say Picasso? Would he be one? 304 00:26:05,629 --> 00:26:06,754 Or Chagall? 305 00:26:07,129 --> 00:26:08,712 - [Nina] I don't think you can 306 00:26:09,129 --> 00:26:11,379 quantify artistic achievement. 307 00:26:11,712 --> 00:26:14,129 - [Fitch] Or maybe Braque or Klee? 308 00:26:15,962 --> 00:26:17,921 - What's your point, Fitch? 309 00:26:21,629 --> 00:26:24,129 (Nina moaning) 310 00:26:28,754 --> 00:26:31,254 (Nina moaning) 311 00:26:34,129 --> 00:26:35,712 (objects clapping) 312 00:26:36,379 --> 00:26:37,337 What were you saying? 313 00:26:40,629 --> 00:26:43,087 You started to say something then you just stopped. 314 00:26:44,671 --> 00:26:46,379 (objects clapping) 315 00:26:49,254 --> 00:26:50,046 Fitch? 316 00:26:53,754 --> 00:26:55,504 (objects clapping) 317 00:26:58,379 --> 00:26:59,087 - Fitch? 318 00:27:00,171 --> 00:27:00,837 (objects clapping) 319 00:27:02,296 --> 00:27:05,087 Fitch? What are you doing? 320 00:27:06,962 --> 00:27:07,837 - This is just me now. 321 00:27:08,171 --> 00:27:09,046 This is just my opinion, 322 00:27:09,337 --> 00:27:14,254 but so much of what passes for art today, contemporary art, 323 00:27:14,921 --> 00:27:16,671 is without any kind of reference point. 324 00:27:16,962 --> 00:27:19,629 Moral, historic, nothing. It's not about anything. 325 00:27:19,921 --> 00:27:21,212 - I disagree completely. 326 00:27:22,212 --> 00:27:24,796 Modern art is critical. That's what makes it modern. 327 00:27:25,671 --> 00:27:27,212 (objects clapping) 328 00:27:27,796 --> 00:27:29,087 What are those? 329 00:27:30,337 --> 00:27:32,837 - I don't know. I found 'em in the trunk of my car. 330 00:27:34,796 --> 00:27:36,754 Magnets. - Magnets. 331 00:27:38,421 --> 00:27:39,837 -About 400 gauss potency. 332 00:27:40,129 --> 00:27:41,962 Perfect for those hard-to-treat areas. 333 00:27:42,796 --> 00:27:43,546 - Mm... 334 00:27:45,504 --> 00:27:47,421 Now you really must visit my gallery. 335 00:27:48,046 --> 00:27:50,254 I have a very interesting installation going in next month 336 00:27:50,587 --> 00:27:51,504 I think you should see. 337 00:27:51,796 --> 00:27:52,421 - What's that? 338 00:27:52,754 --> 00:27:55,671 - It's a history of women's fashion as a form of bondage. 339 00:27:56,879 --> 00:27:58,337 Mm, come see it. You'll enjoy it. 340 00:27:58,921 --> 00:28:02,629 It has a point of view. Ironic, satiric. 341 00:28:02,921 --> 00:28:05,046 - Point of view. - Exactly. 342 00:28:05,962 --> 00:28:07,546 - Well, I'll tell you, 343 00:28:08,046 --> 00:28:10,171 and this is why so much of art today is so pointless, 344 00:28:10,462 --> 00:28:12,546 that what we as our society suffers from, 345 00:28:13,171 --> 00:28:15,879 is a kind of bankruptcy of spirit. 346 00:28:17,004 --> 00:28:18,629 - Well, I'm sure people have said something like that 347 00:28:18,921 --> 00:28:20,504 as long as there've been people around to say it. 348 00:28:20,796 --> 00:28:21,962 - [Fitch] Yeah, except this time, it's true. 349 00:28:22,254 --> 00:28:23,504 - I'm sure they said that too. 350 00:28:26,212 --> 00:28:29,087 (objects clapping) 351 00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:37,337 If you're talking about today, the way we live, it's fear. 352 00:28:37,671 --> 00:28:38,921 That's what defines us. 353 00:28:40,129 --> 00:28:40,921 - Is this yours? 354 00:28:41,421 --> 00:28:42,337 - Mm. 355 00:28:44,546 --> 00:28:47,962 - (sighs) Fear of change, 356 00:28:48,296 --> 00:28:49,546 fear of the future. 357 00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:51,962 Technology changing things faster 358 00:28:52,254 --> 00:28:53,629 than people can take it in. 359 00:28:53,921 --> 00:28:55,921 It turns us into strangers, everyone. 360 00:28:56,379 --> 00:28:58,546 That's why people create the art they create. 361 00:28:59,629 --> 00:29:01,921 - [Fitch] Bad faith. - What is? 362 00:29:02,837 --> 00:29:04,212 - Blaming someone else. 363 00:29:04,504 --> 00:29:06,087 Something else, technology, 364 00:29:06,671 --> 00:29:09,504 as though we had no responsibility over ourselves, our actions. 365 00:29:09,837 --> 00:29:12,129 - Oh, so what would you suggest? 366 00:29:12,712 --> 00:29:14,962 - I suggest we look inward, all of us, 367 00:29:15,962 --> 00:29:17,004 for starters. 368 00:29:18,004 --> 00:29:20,962 And then I suggest, we look outward. 369 00:29:23,546 --> 00:29:26,837 - Then do we all sit around cross-legged humming like gnats? 370 00:29:27,254 --> 00:29:28,254 - We could. We might. 371 00:29:29,712 --> 00:29:30,587 Why not? 372 00:29:32,379 --> 00:29:34,046 Or else we could just go out and kill 373 00:29:34,379 --> 00:29:35,837 all the gallery owners. 374 00:29:37,046 --> 00:29:38,671 (Nina laughs) 375 00:29:39,337 --> 00:29:41,629 (bright gentle music) 376 00:29:42,212 --> 00:29:43,462 - What do you think of it? 377 00:29:50,212 --> 00:29:51,129 - Where do you show? 378 00:29:54,212 --> 00:29:56,879 - Where do I show? (chuckles) 379 00:30:00,796 --> 00:30:03,212 - (sighing) Do you have any family, Fitch? 380 00:30:03,754 --> 00:30:06,754 A wife, children? - Mm-mm. 381 00:30:07,337 --> 00:30:08,629 - [Nina] Mother, father? 382 00:30:11,296 --> 00:30:13,129 - Gone now. They've been dead a while. 383 00:30:14,087 --> 00:30:15,629 I have a sister back in Sydney. 384 00:30:17,462 --> 00:30:19,587 - I try to stay close to my family. 385 00:30:20,004 --> 00:30:21,587 It's important. Don't you think? 386 00:30:22,087 --> 00:30:26,046 My sister's in Boston. My brother's in Georgia somewhere. 387 00:30:26,379 --> 00:30:29,129 My parents are retired in Florida, but we work at it. 388 00:30:30,587 --> 00:30:32,129 It's important, don't you think? 389 00:30:34,837 --> 00:30:37,379 I think so. Families staying close. 390 00:30:40,421 --> 00:30:42,087 What makes you think that? 391 00:30:42,379 --> 00:30:43,337 - Think what? 392 00:30:44,004 --> 00:30:47,962 -A bankruptcy of spirit. ls that really what we're about? 393 00:30:48,921 --> 00:30:49,504 - Call it what you like. 394 00:30:49,796 --> 00:30:52,587 The essence of it is, is that we have lost our way 395 00:30:52,962 --> 00:30:54,171 as a civilization. 396 00:30:54,546 --> 00:30:55,879 Spiritually, I'm saying. 397 00:30:57,129 --> 00:30:58,379 I've been around and the one thing I've learned 398 00:30:58,754 --> 00:31:01,087 is we don't know what we don't know. 399 00:31:04,254 --> 00:31:07,337 (bright serene music) 400 00:31:23,962 --> 00:31:27,129 - My work, I suppose, has a spiritual side to it. 401 00:31:27,754 --> 00:31:29,254 Each artist is unique. 402 00:31:30,212 --> 00:31:31,962 Each has individual needs. 403 00:31:33,921 --> 00:31:36,421 - Where do I show? (chuckles) 404 00:31:36,837 --> 00:31:38,587 (bright upbeat music) 405 00:31:39,046 --> 00:31:41,004 People like me don't show anywhere. 406 00:31:44,546 --> 00:31:45,546 I'm not in fashion. 407 00:31:54,504 --> 00:31:56,879 - Of course, there is a little matter of compensation. 408 00:31:57,796 --> 00:32:00,712 - People understand that when they come to me. 409 00:32:01,129 --> 00:32:02,837 Usually that's why they come to me. 410 00:32:04,296 --> 00:32:07,296 Artists are rarely as concerned with the idea of their 411 00:32:07,837 --> 00:32:10,296 earning a living as everyone else seems to be. 412 00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:11,337 (Nina moans) 413 00:32:12,337 --> 00:32:15,546 Oh, oh, oh. 414 00:32:16,962 --> 00:32:21,379 Ah, ah, ah. 415 00:32:22,087 --> 00:32:24,921 Ah, ah. 416 00:32:25,962 --> 00:32:26,796 - Oh, Nina. 417 00:32:29,504 --> 00:32:31,921 - [Nina] Hmm? What's this? 418 00:32:32,629 --> 00:32:35,421 - It's a shiatsu thumb for when I get tired. 419 00:32:36,087 --> 00:32:38,504 (Nina laughs) 420 00:32:41,087 --> 00:32:43,587 (Nina moaning) 421 00:32:46,296 --> 00:32:49,629 - So what's the, uh, spiritual side to your work? 422 00:32:49,921 --> 00:32:51,171 (Nina groans) 423 00:32:51,629 --> 00:32:53,629 This is not too hard for you, is it, Nina? 424 00:32:54,504 --> 00:32:56,504 - (chuckling) Why do you ask? 425 00:32:58,879 --> 00:33:00,171 (Nina moans) 426 00:33:00,629 --> 00:33:04,796 I had aspirations, artistic aspirations. 427 00:33:05,837 --> 00:33:08,796 Except I saw myself up on stage somewhere 428 00:33:09,212 --> 00:33:10,754 as a performer. (gasps) 429 00:33:11,712 --> 00:33:15,087 Only problem was I couldn't sing or dance. 430 00:33:16,129 --> 00:33:17,046 I could audition. 431 00:33:18,504 --> 00:33:21,754 You see, my gift is I know how to sell, 432 00:33:22,254 --> 00:33:23,754 so I sell myself. 433 00:33:24,046 --> 00:33:25,504 And then rehearsal, come to think of it, 434 00:33:25,796 --> 00:33:28,379 I was okay, passable. 435 00:33:31,004 --> 00:33:32,546 - Would I have seen you in anything? 436 00:33:32,879 --> 00:33:34,837 - (chuckling) No. Lucky man. 437 00:33:36,171 --> 00:33:38,087 - So how'd the gallery business get you? 438 00:33:38,629 --> 00:33:41,629 - Mmm... Same way most people end up doing what they do. 439 00:33:42,754 --> 00:33:44,254 Fell in love with the wrong man. 440 00:33:45,587 --> 00:33:46,921 - [Fitch] Artist. 441 00:33:48,421 --> 00:33:51,004 -Artist, art dealer, art critic. 442 00:33:52,712 --> 00:33:56,462 He was all artistic things to all artistic people. 443 00:33:57,462 --> 00:34:00,546 (bright upbeat music) 444 00:34:01,629 --> 00:34:04,462 (stapler clicking) 445 00:34:13,421 --> 00:34:15,504 - Now kneel up, head this end. 446 00:34:19,629 --> 00:34:21,171 And what happened to him? 447 00:34:22,712 --> 00:34:23,629 - Who knows, really? 448 00:34:29,087 --> 00:34:30,587 Like this? - Mm-hmm. 449 00:34:35,379 --> 00:34:36,879 - I like what I do, 450 00:34:37,296 --> 00:34:39,671 where I've ended up, who I am. 451 00:34:40,671 --> 00:34:42,671 I get enormous satisfaction from it. 452 00:34:45,879 --> 00:34:48,462 You happy, Fitch? - Happy? 453 00:34:51,254 --> 00:34:53,962 - Well, you said you've done all this traveling around. 454 00:34:54,587 --> 00:34:56,754 I was just wondering if it made you happy. 455 00:34:58,421 --> 00:35:01,504 (gentle serene music) 456 00:35:02,754 --> 00:35:05,046 (dog barking) (dog whimpering) 457 00:35:05,921 --> 00:35:07,712 - [Fitch] Made me a better person? 458 00:35:08,504 --> 00:35:09,379 Sure, I suppose so. 459 00:35:10,504 --> 00:35:12,754 Happier than most people, if that's what it's about. 460 00:35:14,379 --> 00:35:17,837 But there's more to happiness than just being happy. 461 00:35:20,087 --> 00:35:21,087 - [Nina] Meaning what? 462 00:35:25,921 --> 00:35:29,254 - Well, to most people, culture, civilizations, 463 00:35:29,546 --> 00:35:32,004 the idea of happiness is not some trivial thing. 464 00:35:32,629 --> 00:35:35,504 It's not a good job or a new car in the drive. 465 00:35:36,296 --> 00:35:38,087 It's something else entirely. 466 00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:40,546 - [Nina] Something spiritual. 467 00:35:42,046 --> 00:35:46,087 - The Hopi Indians believe that the body of a person 468 00:35:46,796 --> 00:35:49,254 and the earth formed in the same way. 469 00:35:49,962 --> 00:35:52,129 (group chanting) 470 00:35:52,712 --> 00:35:54,129 Along an axis. 471 00:35:58,004 --> 00:35:59,587 Now for you and me, 472 00:36:00,962 --> 00:36:02,462 this axis... 473 00:36:03,712 --> 00:36:05,504 is our spine or our backbone. 474 00:36:07,087 --> 00:36:08,462 And along this axis... 475 00:36:10,004 --> 00:36:11,837 are various centers of force. 476 00:36:13,212 --> 00:36:18,129 (Alice panting) (drum beating) 477 00:36:24,962 --> 00:36:26,462 - Centers of force? 478 00:36:30,421 --> 00:36:35,337 (singers chanting) (drum beating) 479 00:36:43,421 --> 00:36:46,462 (gentle serene music) 480 00:36:50,171 --> 00:36:55,087 (singers chanting) (drum beating) 481 00:37:11,587 --> 00:37:14,004 - They're all very important, these different centers of the body. 482 00:37:15,421 --> 00:37:18,962 The brain, the throat, 483 00:37:20,337 --> 00:37:22,004 the solar plexus. 484 00:37:23,962 --> 00:37:26,504 But the most important of all... 485 00:37:27,171 --> 00:37:29,004 is the heart. (drum beats harder) 486 00:37:29,546 --> 00:37:31,796 "Follow its sincere purpose," the Hopi say, 487 00:37:32,129 --> 00:37:33,754 "and you are of one heart." 488 00:37:35,837 --> 00:37:37,504 "Allow evil thoughts to enter, 489 00:37:39,087 --> 00:37:41,087 and you are of two hearts." 490 00:37:43,879 --> 00:37:45,462 The Tibetans and Hindus believed 491 00:37:45,754 --> 00:37:48,629 in an almost identical series of centers in the body. 492 00:37:50,004 --> 00:37:52,212 The most interesting part is how the Hopi medicine man 493 00:37:52,546 --> 00:37:54,462 takes these centers of force... 494 00:37:56,004 --> 00:37:57,171 and treats someone. 495 00:37:58,546 --> 00:38:01,087 - You see, he can tell what's wrong with just his hands. 496 00:38:02,296 --> 00:38:04,546 You can feel the vibrations in each center 497 00:38:05,587 --> 00:38:09,754 and find in which one life runs strongest or weakest. 498 00:38:12,254 --> 00:38:15,337 (gentle serene music) 499 00:38:17,587 --> 00:38:20,004 (dog barking) 500 00:38:23,171 --> 00:38:26,504 (serene music continues) 501 00:38:41,629 --> 00:38:45,712 - Sometimes what's wrong is what you'd call illness. 502 00:38:47,421 --> 00:38:50,504 But other times it comes from outside. 503 00:38:53,087 --> 00:38:56,546 Drawn by our own evil thoughts and those of a two heart. 504 00:38:59,254 --> 00:39:01,212 - What's this? - Mushroom tea. 505 00:39:01,629 --> 00:39:02,462 It'll cleanse you. 506 00:39:03,837 --> 00:39:08,004 And that way, he can see the source of the trouble 507 00:39:08,421 --> 00:39:11,629 and the Hopi say the actual face of the two heart, 508 00:39:11,962 --> 00:39:12,962 who's causing it. 509 00:39:14,379 --> 00:39:17,296 - Um, tell me you got a crystal in that bag of yours. 510 00:39:18,254 --> 00:39:18,671 - No. 511 00:39:19,004 --> 00:39:21,212 - 'Cause I could stand to know the two hearts 512 00:39:21,504 --> 00:39:22,421 causing me my pain. 513 00:39:22,754 --> 00:39:25,421 - Works though, this kind of healing. 514 00:39:26,379 --> 00:39:29,337 Modern medicine and any science, when you think about it, 515 00:39:29,671 --> 00:39:31,671 is a belief system, (blowing) 516 00:39:32,171 --> 00:39:34,921 A religion like any other religion. 517 00:39:36,379 --> 00:39:38,879 Medicine works because we believe it will work. 518 00:39:39,462 --> 00:39:41,337 - You know, sometimes it just works. 519 00:39:41,671 --> 00:39:43,171 -And a lot of times it doesn't. 520 00:39:45,087 --> 00:39:48,629 -And the medicine man, he uses his crystals. 521 00:39:49,171 --> 00:39:52,254 (gentle serene music) 522 00:40:02,046 --> 00:40:03,712 This is the teaching crystal. 523 00:40:12,296 --> 00:40:13,629 This is the shaman's crystal. 524 00:40:16,754 --> 00:40:19,671 He looks through it at each of the centers. 525 00:40:21,504 --> 00:40:25,421 (gentle serene music continues) 526 00:40:48,379 --> 00:40:49,962 They understand themselves. 527 00:40:51,004 --> 00:40:51,921 The Hopis. 528 00:41:00,212 --> 00:41:03,129 - I like clergymen even less than I like doctors. 529 00:41:03,546 --> 00:41:05,837 - That's because you worship at the temple of art, 530 00:41:06,296 --> 00:41:08,046 which is a whole lot like the temple of science 531 00:41:08,379 --> 00:41:09,462 when you get down to it. 532 00:41:10,337 --> 00:41:14,046 Your God is a jealous God. The most jealous God of all. 533 00:41:16,462 --> 00:41:17,629 The God of reason. 534 00:41:18,046 --> 00:41:20,379 - Oh, what do you suggest, that I convert? 535 00:41:20,921 --> 00:41:22,296 Become a Hopi mystic? 536 00:41:23,796 --> 00:41:25,129 Can you do that, by the way? 537 00:41:25,962 --> 00:41:27,546 Convert to another race? 538 00:41:27,962 --> 00:41:29,587 - The point I was making really is that... 539 00:41:30,296 --> 00:41:31,921 without realizing it, 540 00:41:33,212 --> 00:41:34,962 we've given up one form of mysticism 541 00:41:35,296 --> 00:41:38,046 for another, more socially acceptable form of mysticism. 542 00:41:38,462 --> 00:41:39,004 Now I don't know about you, 543 00:41:39,337 --> 00:41:40,879 but I've never seen a black hole or a quark. 544 00:41:41,171 --> 00:41:42,296 They may exist, they may not. 545 00:41:43,379 --> 00:41:45,046 Personally, I have no way of knowing. 546 00:41:45,796 --> 00:41:47,004 What I do know is... 547 00:41:47,796 --> 00:41:49,587 that I've seen Hopis walk away healed 548 00:41:49,921 --> 00:41:52,712 by a medicine man using no more than a pair of hands 549 00:41:53,046 --> 00:41:54,046 and a few crystals. 550 00:41:54,712 --> 00:41:56,587 - Christ, you're patronizing. 551 00:41:57,587 --> 00:41:59,087 -All I'm saying is that... 552 00:41:59,962 --> 00:42:04,379 we, everyone, have replaced the system of belief 553 00:42:04,671 --> 00:42:06,087 with a system of disbelief. 554 00:42:07,087 --> 00:42:09,546 And that it's found its way into everything we do and think. 555 00:42:10,004 --> 00:42:11,962 We've lost our capacity for wonder. 556 00:42:12,462 --> 00:42:14,337 And this is the insidious part. 557 00:42:14,879 --> 00:42:16,587 No one even knows it's happened. 558 00:42:17,004 --> 00:42:17,962 - Except for you. 559 00:42:27,129 --> 00:42:28,087 (lighter flicking) 560 00:42:30,129 --> 00:42:33,046 - They understand themselves, the Hopis. 561 00:42:35,546 --> 00:42:38,379 (bright upbeat music) 562 00:42:39,754 --> 00:42:40,837 - [Nina] I just got it. 563 00:42:41,962 --> 00:42:43,546 (chuckles) What do you think? 564 00:42:47,504 --> 00:42:49,754 - Doesn't matter what I think. 565 00:42:50,462 --> 00:42:53,296 - Well, what do you mean, it doesn't matter what you think? I... 566 00:42:54,296 --> 00:42:55,546 I want your opinion. 567 00:42:57,921 --> 00:43:01,421 - (clearing throat) There's only one reason to do art. 568 00:43:02,254 --> 00:43:03,587 It needs to be done. 569 00:43:05,129 --> 00:43:08,087 He did it. So why discuss it? 570 00:43:08,879 --> 00:43:10,462 - Oh, come on. 571 00:43:11,004 --> 00:43:12,796 I just wanted to know what you think. 572 00:43:17,004 --> 00:43:19,629 Where have you been, Fitch? In your travels. 573 00:43:20,171 --> 00:43:22,671 - [Fitch] More places than I can sometimes remember. 574 00:43:23,004 --> 00:43:23,754 - For example? 575 00:43:25,212 --> 00:43:26,296 - Wherever the spirit takes me. 576 00:43:26,754 --> 00:43:30,504 Far East, Africa, a year with the Aborigines in Australia. 577 00:43:32,337 --> 00:43:34,421 - [Nina] Sort of massaged your way from one end of the world 578 00:43:34,754 --> 00:43:35,546 to the other, huh? 579 00:43:37,046 --> 00:43:37,837 I envy that. 580 00:43:38,879 --> 00:43:42,379 - What? Traveling the world. - Having no responsibilities. 581 00:43:42,712 --> 00:43:44,171 - [Fitch] No responsibilities? 582 00:43:44,712 --> 00:43:45,921 Just the opposite I think. 583 00:43:47,379 --> 00:43:49,129 - Why did you come here tonight? 584 00:43:49,754 --> 00:43:50,504 - Why wouldn't I? 585 00:43:51,546 --> 00:43:54,171 - The Far East, Africa, Aborigines. 586 00:43:54,587 --> 00:43:57,004 (chuckling) I'm not your style. 587 00:43:58,004 --> 00:44:01,962 - Doug asked me to. He said you were different. 588 00:44:02,712 --> 00:44:06,629 - Did he? I like him. 589 00:44:07,462 --> 00:44:09,087 - He said of all the people he knew, 590 00:44:10,046 --> 00:44:11,587 you were the one who was most... 591 00:44:11,921 --> 00:44:14,379 - [Nina] What? - Adrift. 592 00:44:16,296 --> 00:44:19,129 - Adrift? - That was the word. 593 00:44:21,504 --> 00:44:22,546 - Why would he say that? 594 00:44:22,962 --> 00:44:24,129 - [Fitch] Doug's got the touch. 595 00:44:26,754 --> 00:44:28,379 - Well, what do you suppose that means? Adrift. 596 00:44:28,671 --> 00:44:31,254 I mean, what does that mean? 597 00:44:32,504 --> 00:44:35,212 - Your heart, your spirit. You're searching. 598 00:44:36,337 --> 00:44:38,212 - How would he know? He's a kid. 599 00:44:38,796 --> 00:44:41,379 - Not as much of a kid as he thinks he is. Turn over. 600 00:44:43,254 --> 00:44:46,004 -All my life, it's been the same thing. 601 00:44:47,337 --> 00:44:49,962 Men refusing to see me for what I am. 602 00:44:50,629 --> 00:44:53,587 Projecting their idea of who I should be on me instead. 603 00:44:54,337 --> 00:44:56,712 Now even the guy who does my massages... 604 00:44:57,421 --> 00:44:58,921 wants me to be something I'm not. 605 00:44:59,712 --> 00:45:00,671 -And what's that? 606 00:45:01,254 --> 00:45:03,546 -A tormented, career-obsessed woman. 607 00:45:04,087 --> 00:45:05,754 I mean, why not take a little risk 608 00:45:06,462 --> 00:45:09,046 and actually get to know someone on a more complex level? 609 00:45:11,546 --> 00:45:13,004 I really thought more of Douglas. 610 00:45:13,546 --> 00:45:16,546 I know he's your friend, but... (sighs) 611 00:45:16,921 --> 00:45:18,421 I really thought more of him. 612 00:45:19,004 --> 00:45:19,879 - So is it a risk? 613 00:45:20,629 --> 00:45:22,379 - [Nina] What? - Complexity. 614 00:45:23,671 --> 00:45:25,171 Just now you said he wouldn't risk 615 00:45:25,462 --> 00:45:26,754 knowing you on a more complex level, 616 00:45:27,046 --> 00:45:30,087 so is complexity dangerous? 617 00:45:30,712 --> 00:45:33,962 - Isn't it? - Well, you said it was. 618 00:45:34,712 --> 00:45:35,337 - Well, it is. 619 00:45:35,629 --> 00:45:37,879 Get, getting to know someone is always a risk. 620 00:45:39,337 --> 00:45:41,671 - In what way? - [Nina] In every way. 621 00:45:42,629 --> 00:45:43,796 In every conceivable way. 622 00:45:49,004 --> 00:45:52,129 (bright upbeat music) 623 00:46:04,462 --> 00:46:05,587 - I'm not sure I get it. 624 00:46:07,087 --> 00:46:11,004 (bright upbeat music continues) 625 00:46:20,004 --> 00:46:22,004 - I find myself thinking about you all the time. 626 00:46:22,712 --> 00:46:24,004 - Is that a bad thing? 627 00:46:26,837 --> 00:46:28,462 - That's what I was gonna ask you. 628 00:46:29,254 --> 00:46:33,254 - Hmm, is everything in your life always so complicated? 629 00:46:34,462 --> 00:46:37,587 - No. Just the important things. 630 00:46:40,962 --> 00:46:44,879 (bright upbeat music continues) 631 00:46:49,337 --> 00:46:52,087 (toilet flushing) 632 00:47:13,087 --> 00:47:15,004 - [Nina] Intimacy, whether it's emotional 633 00:47:15,504 --> 00:47:17,421 or intellectual or sexual, 634 00:47:17,879 --> 00:47:19,629 I think it can be very threatening. 635 00:47:20,462 --> 00:47:23,129 - [Fitch] Threatening or a risk? 636 00:47:23,796 --> 00:47:25,921 - [Nina] Semantics? Christ. 637 00:47:27,462 --> 00:47:28,379 - No, I'm just trying to understand you. 638 00:47:28,712 --> 00:47:29,712 You said said Doug didn't. 639 00:47:30,421 --> 00:47:32,712 So I'm trying to. Lay down. 640 00:47:34,337 --> 00:47:35,546 That's what these are for. 641 00:47:47,254 --> 00:47:50,546 Colors draw things out of you, even in silence. 642 00:47:52,087 --> 00:47:54,629 - It's a fundamental difference between men and women. 643 00:47:55,421 --> 00:47:56,379 - [Fitch] What is? 644 00:47:57,379 --> 00:47:59,129 - The degree of intimacy they're willing 645 00:47:59,421 --> 00:48:00,712 to open themselves up to. 646 00:48:01,504 --> 00:48:04,962 I mean, any relationship, not just a romantic sexual one. 647 00:48:06,004 --> 00:48:07,087 - [Fitch] And you base that on? 648 00:48:07,712 --> 00:48:08,462 - [Nina] How did this happen? 649 00:48:08,796 --> 00:48:10,421 - Back up. Turn slowly one way. 650 00:48:10,712 --> 00:48:11,921 - [Nina] I thought I came here to sketch you. 651 00:48:12,212 --> 00:48:13,421 (pencil scrawling) 652 00:48:14,796 --> 00:48:17,587 - [Fitch] Well, I'm not sure there is this huge difference. 653 00:48:18,254 --> 00:48:19,629 I haven't seen it, anyway. 654 00:48:20,004 --> 00:48:21,962 -Are you trying to get a rise out of me? 655 00:48:22,296 --> 00:48:24,337 - Does it sound like that? I didn't mean it to. 656 00:48:25,921 --> 00:48:28,004 - It's this whole thing we used to debate. 657 00:48:29,004 --> 00:48:30,962 Of what drives a man after sex. 658 00:48:31,379 --> 00:48:32,837 I mean, is it nature or nurture that makes him 659 00:48:33,254 --> 00:48:35,921 wanna run for the door while a woman would lie there forever? 660 00:48:36,337 --> 00:48:36,879 -And that's the difference? 661 00:48:37,212 --> 00:48:39,379 The etiquette of sex with a stranger? 662 00:48:39,921 --> 00:48:42,087 - I never said anything about strangers. 663 00:48:43,129 --> 00:48:45,004 - Well, as much as a man might be tempted, 664 00:48:45,587 --> 00:48:47,129 I don't think he's gonna bolt for the door 665 00:48:47,462 --> 00:48:49,171 the minute he's had sex with his wife. 666 00:48:51,921 --> 00:48:54,171 - Obviously, you don't know the same men I do. 667 00:48:55,796 --> 00:48:58,087 - That's good. Now turn slow. 668 00:48:58,421 --> 00:48:59,796 - [Nina] This better be good. 669 00:49:01,212 --> 00:49:02,462 Show it to me. - No. 670 00:49:03,004 --> 00:49:04,462 - Come show me. - You like it? 671 00:49:05,046 --> 00:49:05,546 (artist chuckling) 672 00:49:05,879 --> 00:49:07,254 - You're so bad. 673 00:49:08,129 --> 00:49:12,837 (distant laughter) What a man wants is an illusion of what a woman is. 674 00:49:13,504 --> 00:49:15,212 What a man and a woman are together. 675 00:49:17,379 --> 00:49:19,546 - [Fitch] Any less of an illusion, your idea? 676 00:49:20,171 --> 00:49:20,921 - What's that? 677 00:49:22,087 --> 00:49:23,296 - That all men are alike. 678 00:49:24,004 --> 00:49:24,796 I'm exactly the same as Doug. 679 00:49:25,129 --> 00:49:25,796 Doug's exactly the same as- 680 00:49:26,087 --> 00:49:27,837 -All men are alike 681 00:49:28,879 --> 00:49:31,337 in certain fundamental respects. 682 00:49:31,962 --> 00:49:33,546 I speak from experience. 683 00:49:35,171 --> 00:49:39,004 Two bad marriages, count 'em, before I was 27. 684 00:49:40,171 --> 00:49:42,504 There are some variations, but... 685 00:49:42,837 --> 00:49:44,087 they don't amount to much. 686 00:49:46,171 --> 00:49:46,921 Except for... 687 00:49:48,171 --> 00:49:51,254 (gentle sultry music) 688 00:49:54,296 --> 00:49:55,879 - I want you to sit for me. 689 00:49:58,337 --> 00:50:00,254 I want you to see yourself as I see you. 690 00:50:03,629 --> 00:50:05,046 (Nina sighs) 691 00:50:05,754 --> 00:50:08,921 - Except for what? - Nothing. 692 00:50:18,087 --> 00:50:20,337 You really don't have to bother with that, you know? 693 00:50:23,921 --> 00:50:24,712 - What's that? 694 00:50:25,087 --> 00:50:26,671 - The towel, covering up. 695 00:50:27,587 --> 00:50:29,046 I'm afraid I'm not very modest. 696 00:50:29,962 --> 00:50:32,587 Uh, I actually prefer it with nothing on. 697 00:50:33,254 --> 00:50:34,671 That's how Doug always does it. 698 00:50:35,254 --> 00:50:36,921 - [Fitch] Yeah, but Doug can get away with it. 699 00:50:38,379 --> 00:50:39,837 - Get, get away with it, how? 700 00:50:40,754 --> 00:50:41,754 - Being gay. 701 00:50:45,837 --> 00:50:47,212 - Gay? - [Fitch] Doug. 702 00:50:48,837 --> 00:50:51,254 You knew he was gay. - Of course. 703 00:50:52,546 --> 00:50:55,462 - [Fitch] He said you did. - Yeah, sure. 704 00:50:56,921 --> 00:50:59,046 - [Fitch] He's usually very upfront about it. 705 00:51:00,296 --> 00:51:01,296 - Very upfront. 706 00:51:02,296 --> 00:51:07,212 (gentle sultry music) (Nina moaning) 707 00:51:10,546 --> 00:51:11,754 - That's how he and I met. 708 00:51:13,254 --> 00:51:14,212 He thought I was gay. 709 00:51:16,046 --> 00:51:17,462 Well, actually a friend of his I worked on, 710 00:51:17,754 --> 00:51:18,796 he thought I was gay. 711 00:51:19,212 --> 00:51:21,587 - You're not? - No. 712 00:51:23,379 --> 00:51:26,629 But Doug thinks everybody's gay. That's part of his charm. 713 00:51:28,879 --> 00:51:31,629 I think he's bisexual in some half-assed way. 714 00:51:33,671 --> 00:51:34,712 - Nevertheless. 715 00:51:36,629 --> 00:51:38,587 - What? - Still? 716 00:51:39,046 --> 00:51:40,962 - [Fitch] Yeah? - The towel. 717 00:51:47,504 --> 00:51:50,587 (bright sultry music) 718 00:51:52,254 --> 00:51:54,837 (Alice moaning) 719 00:51:58,587 --> 00:52:01,171 (Alice panting) 720 00:52:18,421 --> 00:52:21,296 (gentle sultry music continues) 721 00:52:21,796 --> 00:52:24,212 - If you're ever interested in something a little different, 722 00:52:24,629 --> 00:52:26,421 you might like to try shiatsu. 723 00:52:28,046 --> 00:52:29,379 It's all about stimulating... 724 00:52:31,046 --> 00:52:32,962 energies in different parts of the body. 725 00:52:36,962 --> 00:52:39,629 No oil used at all. 726 00:52:41,504 --> 00:52:43,421 Skin rarely touches skin. 727 00:52:45,754 --> 00:52:49,671 (gentle sultry music continues) 728 00:52:56,712 --> 00:52:58,296 - You're getting pretty good at this. 729 00:52:59,046 --> 00:53:01,337 You better be careful or you'll spoil me. 730 00:53:04,546 --> 00:53:05,462 -And if I do? 731 00:53:07,129 --> 00:53:08,379 - Well, you're the one who's gonna have to live 732 00:53:08,712 --> 00:53:10,171 with the consequences. 733 00:53:14,671 --> 00:53:15,504 - I'll risk it. 734 00:53:19,504 --> 00:53:21,087 - I tried it once. 735 00:53:25,712 --> 00:53:28,712 (sighs) Tell me about your family, Fitch. 736 00:53:29,546 --> 00:53:32,087 - [Fitch] My family? - Your family, now gone. 737 00:53:33,379 --> 00:53:34,671 - There's not much to tell. 738 00:53:36,046 --> 00:53:37,462 - [Nina] What was your father? 739 00:53:40,504 --> 00:53:43,462 - Executive. Ad man. 740 00:53:45,254 --> 00:53:46,712 My father's family had money. 741 00:53:47,796 --> 00:53:51,379 My mother's side too. Not a lot, but money. 742 00:53:53,337 --> 00:53:56,046 Comfortable would be how they described themselves. 743 00:53:57,004 --> 00:53:59,879 (family chattering) 744 00:54:00,254 --> 00:54:02,296 We used to do things like dress for dinner... 745 00:54:03,837 --> 00:54:04,921 on a Saturday night. 746 00:54:05,254 --> 00:54:06,379 - [Nina] Sounds like fun. 747 00:54:08,046 --> 00:54:09,712 - Sometimes we'd have guests. 748 00:54:10,504 --> 00:54:11,879 Someone from my father's agency, 749 00:54:12,337 --> 00:54:15,379 some client and his wife. 750 00:54:17,796 --> 00:54:19,462 But usually it was just the family. 751 00:54:21,004 --> 00:54:23,671 My parents, my sister and me. 752 00:54:27,004 --> 00:54:30,837 It's funny talking about roles. 753 00:54:32,671 --> 00:54:35,337 My parents had these roles, which they seem to inhabit. 754 00:54:37,837 --> 00:54:39,004 You can get up now. 755 00:54:49,171 --> 00:54:51,004 My father, the shrewd businessman, 756 00:54:51,337 --> 00:54:53,671 my mother, the thoughtful patron of the arts. 757 00:54:57,712 --> 00:55:00,171 Which as it turned out, was a kind of fiction. 758 00:55:00,629 --> 00:55:02,296 (gentle serene music) 759 00:55:02,921 --> 00:55:03,629 - How? 760 00:55:05,587 --> 00:55:06,504 - Well, it was all the same to her. 761 00:55:06,837 --> 00:55:09,171 Classical music, classical art. 762 00:55:10,296 --> 00:55:12,837 Didn't matter who or what it was. It was all lovely. 763 00:55:14,462 --> 00:55:17,046 The woman, and I've almost come to admire this 764 00:55:17,337 --> 00:55:18,587 about her over the years, 765 00:55:19,337 --> 00:55:21,212 didn't have a critical bone in her body. 766 00:55:23,504 --> 00:55:26,337 She was the type of person they created public television for. 767 00:55:27,337 --> 00:55:28,796 One night, it was one of these... 768 00:55:30,212 --> 00:55:31,337 Saturday night deals 769 00:55:31,671 --> 00:55:33,212 and there was a very important client coming. 770 00:55:35,212 --> 00:55:38,046 All the men were supposed to wear a black tie. 771 00:55:39,462 --> 00:55:41,879 About 10 minutes before the guests were to arrive, 772 00:55:43,296 --> 00:55:45,171 I came downstairs dressed and ready. 773 00:55:47,796 --> 00:55:50,671 My father took one look at me, 774 00:55:52,337 --> 00:55:54,421 and let's say he wasn't pleased. 775 00:55:55,379 --> 00:55:58,629 - [Nina] Why? - It was my bow tie. 776 00:56:00,129 --> 00:56:02,462 He said that by wearing one of those clip-on bow ties, 777 00:56:02,796 --> 00:56:05,212 I was humiliating him beyond humiliation. 778 00:56:06,754 --> 00:56:11,504 He said that, "Areal gentleman ties his own tie. 779 00:56:11,921 --> 00:56:13,504 You look like a bus boy." 780 00:56:16,796 --> 00:56:17,962 - That's nice. 781 00:56:18,296 --> 00:56:20,796 You were how old? - 17. 782 00:56:22,087 --> 00:56:24,796 But he wasn't ranting, you have to understand. Never. 783 00:56:25,504 --> 00:56:26,671 - [Nina] What did you do? 784 00:56:27,671 --> 00:56:28,837 - I pulled the tie apart. 785 00:56:29,712 --> 00:56:30,462 - [Nina] What do you mean? 786 00:56:30,879 --> 00:56:32,546 - Well, it wasn't a clip-on, you see. 787 00:56:33,296 --> 00:56:35,671 It was one of your standard J Press bow ties. 788 00:56:36,962 --> 00:56:40,754 I'd tied it so well, I'd done it so perfectly 789 00:56:41,796 --> 00:56:42,879 that it looked too good. 790 00:56:44,796 --> 00:56:46,254 - [Nina] What did he do then? 791 00:56:46,837 --> 00:56:48,462 - [Fitch] He told me to re-tie it. 792 00:56:52,754 --> 00:56:53,504 Re-tie it. 793 00:56:59,212 --> 00:57:02,379 (gentle wistful music) 794 00:57:06,379 --> 00:57:08,046 (Nina sighs) 795 00:57:17,087 --> 00:57:18,796 - That's it? - [Fitch] That's it. 796 00:57:20,212 --> 00:57:22,129 - No apologies, or... 797 00:57:23,671 --> 00:57:25,254 And you weren't angry? - No. 798 00:57:25,962 --> 00:57:26,837 On your side. 799 00:57:27,254 --> 00:57:30,004 - Not at all? - [Fitch] Wasn't about anger. 800 00:57:32,212 --> 00:57:33,337 - [Nina] What was it about? 801 00:57:33,671 --> 00:57:34,712 (Fitch grunting) 802 00:57:37,629 --> 00:57:41,337 - Responsibilities. Expectations. 803 00:57:42,296 --> 00:57:45,296 My mother, my father, they were trapped. (grunts) 804 00:57:45,879 --> 00:57:48,796 Trapped by their responsibilities to things 805 00:57:49,087 --> 00:57:50,129 that they never thought twice about. 806 00:57:50,421 --> 00:57:54,296 Trapped by their own expectations of themselves. 807 00:57:56,921 --> 00:57:58,212 - I don't know anyone who doesn't feel 808 00:57:58,504 --> 00:58:01,087 some sort of ambivalence toward their parents. 809 00:58:01,671 --> 00:58:03,254 They are who they are. 810 00:58:03,671 --> 00:58:05,212 You are who they are. 811 00:58:05,837 --> 00:58:07,087 But then again, you're not. 812 00:58:08,254 --> 00:58:09,504 - I wasn't ambivalent about them. 813 00:58:09,879 --> 00:58:11,087 Not at all. I liked them. 814 00:58:13,129 --> 00:58:15,379 I totally accepted who they were. 815 00:58:16,712 --> 00:58:18,129 Maybe even more than they did. 816 00:58:22,087 --> 00:58:23,129 (Fitch grunts) 817 00:58:25,296 --> 00:58:28,337 (gentle serene music) 818 00:58:31,962 --> 00:58:34,587 (Alice moaning) 819 00:58:42,296 --> 00:58:46,296 -Angels keep their ancient places, 820 00:58:46,754 --> 00:58:48,921 Turn but a stone and start a wing. 821 00:58:49,462 --> 00:58:50,337 - What is that? 822 00:58:50,712 --> 00:58:53,129 - I don't know. It's just this poem I once knew. 823 00:58:54,046 --> 00:58:55,921 It's funny how I just remembered it. 824 00:58:57,337 --> 00:58:59,921 (Alice humming) 825 00:59:03,212 --> 00:59:04,337 They're the same. Did you know that? 826 00:59:04,671 --> 00:59:05,879 Those two songs. 827 00:59:07,046 --> 00:59:09,504 "Streets of Laredo" and "St. James Infirmary." 828 00:59:10,879 --> 00:59:12,462 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 829 00:59:13,754 --> 00:59:15,254 It started out as the same song, and then 830 00:59:15,546 --> 00:59:18,296 just over the years, went in different places. 831 00:59:19,921 --> 00:59:22,837 See? Out of one place, a lot of different things could come. 832 00:59:26,629 --> 00:59:30,587 - With my family, my parents, it was more, what? 833 00:59:31,421 --> 00:59:32,921 Being invisible, I guess. 834 00:59:33,921 --> 00:59:35,796 My father was an engineer, 835 00:59:36,296 --> 00:59:39,212 and he used to invent all these things that you'd never see. 836 00:59:39,962 --> 00:59:42,379 Things that went inside these huge industrial machines 837 00:59:42,671 --> 00:59:46,254 to make them run faster, smoother, safer. 838 00:59:47,671 --> 00:59:50,046 But he never owned any of his inventions. 839 00:59:50,337 --> 00:59:51,462 His company did. 840 00:59:52,129 --> 00:59:54,254 So he never made any real money to speak of. 841 00:59:55,254 --> 00:59:58,046 And the things he created went inside other things. So, 842 00:59:58,379 --> 01:00:01,171 no one outside that company even knew who he was. 843 01:00:03,296 --> 01:00:04,962 He just did his thing. 844 01:00:07,462 --> 01:00:08,879 - Maybe he liked it that way. 845 01:00:10,462 --> 01:00:12,421 Maybe he didn't want any recognition. 846 01:00:13,421 --> 01:00:14,962 - Everyone wants recognition. 847 01:00:20,129 --> 01:00:21,837 - The Hopis have a word for it. 848 01:00:22,546 --> 01:00:24,962 Pinu'u. It means I am I. 849 01:00:27,004 --> 01:00:29,587 - With my mother, it was pretty much the same thing. 850 01:00:30,504 --> 01:00:32,254 She had one of the only acceptable jobs 851 01:00:32,587 --> 01:00:34,046 a woman had in those days. 852 01:00:34,629 --> 01:00:36,296 A nurse, and a good one. 853 01:00:36,796 --> 01:00:38,171 (announcer speaking over intercom) 854 01:00:38,796 --> 01:00:41,921 But like most other nurses, she was completely ignored, 855 01:00:42,921 --> 01:00:45,754 totally stepped on by every doctor she ever worked with. 856 01:00:47,671 --> 01:00:49,462 It used to break my heart to see it, 857 01:00:50,087 --> 01:00:51,171 two people like that. 858 01:00:52,879 --> 01:00:55,296 As gifted as they were, as caring. 859 01:00:56,462 --> 01:00:58,004 I swore I wouldn't live that way. 860 01:01:02,337 --> 01:01:04,837 Which is what led me to Andy, I suppose. 861 01:01:07,921 --> 01:01:09,546 He was on the faculty of the art department 862 01:01:09,879 --> 01:01:11,421 at the college I was going to. 863 01:01:12,629 --> 01:01:15,212 For someone like me, a small town girl, 864 01:01:15,546 --> 01:01:19,254 18, anonymous, it was liberation. 865 01:01:20,837 --> 01:01:22,962 It took three years, but we finally did it. 866 01:01:23,546 --> 01:01:25,129 (moans) Got married. 867 01:01:25,962 --> 01:01:29,004 My parents weren't very pleased. (sighs) 868 01:01:31,087 --> 01:01:32,421 - How long were you married? 869 01:01:33,921 --> 01:01:35,837 - Hmm, good question. Let's see. 870 01:01:36,962 --> 01:01:38,212 Two, three weeks, anyway. 871 01:01:38,754 --> 01:01:39,504 - What happened? 872 01:01:41,129 --> 01:01:43,754 - Well, as popular as my husband was on campus, 873 01:01:44,046 --> 01:01:46,046 he was revered south of the border. 874 01:01:47,046 --> 01:01:50,462 And hard as it is to believe today, I didn't have a clue. 875 01:01:51,379 --> 01:01:54,462 (bright upbeat music) 876 01:02:03,046 --> 01:02:04,254 - Hey, where you goin'? 877 01:02:05,129 --> 01:02:05,879 - Hey. 878 01:02:08,087 --> 01:02:09,046 - It's all there. Go. 879 01:02:10,879 --> 01:02:13,546 - I was 18, 19, 20. I was a child. 880 01:02:14,546 --> 01:02:16,629 (tires screeching) 881 01:02:20,671 --> 01:02:22,254 - [Fitch] Eager for attention. 882 01:02:23,837 --> 01:02:27,212 -Andy was charming. But the truth is he wasn't very smart. 883 01:02:27,796 --> 01:02:29,921 Made one too many trips through customs. 884 01:02:32,754 --> 01:02:33,712 -All right, sign this. 885 01:02:36,462 --> 01:02:38,337 I can give him the forms on Kevin Locke. 886 01:02:38,712 --> 01:02:39,254 - Sit here and wait. 887 01:02:39,587 --> 01:02:40,129 (clipboard thuds) 888 01:02:42,754 --> 01:02:45,879 (officers chattering) 889 01:02:49,712 --> 01:02:52,504 - I guess I should be grateful it wasn't on our honeymoon. 890 01:02:54,796 --> 01:02:56,796 Yeah, I did it for attention. Sure. 891 01:02:58,587 --> 01:03:00,837 Which can't be said about my second husband. 892 01:03:01,921 --> 01:03:04,254 'Cause I took my parents' advice after that. 893 01:03:04,796 --> 01:03:08,129 Settled down with a decent, honorable, hardworking boy. 894 01:03:09,212 --> 01:03:10,712 It was like a four year nap. 895 01:03:14,129 --> 01:03:15,671 They were mistakes. 896 01:03:16,546 --> 01:03:19,046 - But you learned from 'em. - Not really. 897 01:03:20,379 --> 01:03:21,129 Well, maybe. 898 01:03:22,212 --> 01:03:23,962 I did decide that the only men 899 01:03:24,254 --> 01:03:26,212 you should ever seriously consider marrying 900 01:03:26,504 --> 01:03:28,462 are those who already are. 901 01:03:28,921 --> 01:03:31,462 For the most part, they've had some experience on it. 902 01:03:36,671 --> 01:03:38,046 - [Fitch] Let's take a break. 903 01:03:51,212 --> 01:03:55,171 Heat, like a hot bath can sometimes stimulate or relax. 904 01:03:57,504 --> 01:04:00,212 This is the kind of Japanese acupuncture where we use heat... 905 01:04:01,004 --> 01:04:02,421 instead of needles. 906 01:04:03,462 --> 01:04:04,796 And we put it on here, 907 01:04:07,962 --> 01:04:10,379 and we put it on here for nervous tension. 908 01:04:15,504 --> 01:04:16,796 - So how about you? 909 01:04:18,046 --> 01:04:19,171 - How about me what? 910 01:04:20,546 --> 01:04:21,546 Married? 911 01:04:22,837 --> 01:04:23,754 No. 912 01:04:24,546 --> 01:04:27,087 - Never? - Never. 913 01:04:27,546 --> 01:04:28,296 - [Nina] Close? 914 01:04:29,962 --> 01:04:32,379 - Maybe, I suppose so. Depends how close you mean. 915 01:04:34,421 --> 01:04:38,296 -A serious relationship, a meaningful relationship. 916 01:04:39,087 --> 01:04:41,046 You've had one of those, I would hope. 917 01:04:41,504 --> 01:04:42,879 - I would hope so. 918 01:04:43,754 --> 01:04:46,546 - Nothing that stirred the old conjugal instinct? 919 01:04:47,087 --> 01:04:48,337 -An instinct. Is that what it is? 920 01:04:48,837 --> 01:04:50,629 - The desire to mate? Sure. 921 01:04:51,046 --> 01:04:53,379 - The desire to mate is not the desire to marry. 922 01:04:55,087 --> 01:04:56,254 - No, I suppose not. 923 01:04:57,379 --> 01:04:58,837 - No more than standing in a firing squad 924 01:04:59,171 --> 01:05:01,421 is the same as standing in front of a firing squad. 925 01:05:02,962 --> 01:05:03,712 - Right. 926 01:05:04,712 --> 01:05:05,796 - What's getting married about, anyway? 927 01:05:06,129 --> 01:05:09,337 Two people swept up in some out of control, 928 01:05:09,671 --> 01:05:11,671 delusive kind of passion, swearing to God 929 01:05:12,004 --> 01:05:13,879 they're gonna stay that way for the rest of their lives. 930 01:05:14,462 --> 01:05:16,462 - Oh, so you're a romantic. 931 01:05:17,837 --> 01:05:19,296 - For me, what comes out of an experience 932 01:05:19,629 --> 01:05:22,296 isn't nearly so interesting as the experience itself. 933 01:05:23,212 --> 01:05:25,629 (dog barking) 934 01:05:26,796 --> 01:05:29,879 (gentle serene music) 935 01:05:30,962 --> 01:05:33,337 How many people know passion? I mean, really know it? 936 01:05:35,837 --> 01:05:36,587 - Who was she? 937 01:05:38,754 --> 01:05:39,629 How'd you meet her? 938 01:05:43,671 --> 01:05:47,587 (gentle serene music continues) 939 01:05:49,296 --> 01:05:51,462 - I was running from myself and she wasn't. 940 01:05:54,421 --> 01:05:56,629 Some people from the moment they're born... 941 01:05:57,379 --> 01:05:58,462 know what their destiny is. 942 01:05:58,754 --> 01:05:59,587 They live with it. 943 01:06:01,462 --> 01:06:02,879 It's as much a part of them... 944 01:06:04,254 --> 01:06:05,879 as the color of their eyes. 945 01:06:06,379 --> 01:06:07,254 - [Alice] Is it on? 946 01:06:09,379 --> 01:06:10,087 - It's on. 947 01:06:10,879 --> 01:06:12,379 - Okay, don't look. 948 01:06:16,837 --> 01:06:21,796 ♪ I went down to St. James Infirmary ♪ 949 01:06:22,629 --> 01:06:26,296 ♪ To see my baby there ♪ 950 01:06:26,712 --> 01:06:28,296 ♪ She was stretched out ♪ 951 01:06:28,837 --> 01:06:32,129 ♪ On a long white table ♪ 952 01:06:32,462 --> 01:06:36,754 ♪ So cold, so pale, so fair ♪ 953 01:06:37,962 --> 01:06:39,712 - But it makes them a little old too. 954 01:06:42,379 --> 01:06:43,879 It's because they understand. 955 01:06:44,754 --> 01:06:47,754 - Understand what? - Everything. 956 01:06:54,504 --> 01:06:56,421 - (sighs) You're rich. 957 01:06:58,296 --> 01:07:01,587 It's not your fault. That's why you're here. 958 01:07:03,837 --> 01:07:06,462 Because you can afford to run away from your problems. 959 01:07:09,087 --> 01:07:11,671 (birds singing) 960 01:07:15,337 --> 01:07:17,129 - So what happened to her? 961 01:07:19,796 --> 01:07:22,212 (gentle wistful music) 962 01:07:36,796 --> 01:07:40,796 (gentle wistful music continues) 963 01:07:52,796 --> 01:07:55,212 (dog barking) 964 01:08:16,046 --> 01:08:19,296 - People drift apart. - [Nina] Not always. 965 01:08:20,462 --> 01:08:21,546 - More often than not. 966 01:08:23,421 --> 01:08:24,921 You get to a point of knowing a person, 967 01:08:25,212 --> 01:08:26,962 then you start asking what's left. 968 01:08:28,046 --> 01:08:30,712 - Well, maybe you just think you've gotten to that point. 969 01:08:31,129 --> 01:08:32,546 - Well, that's what I've found. 970 01:08:34,129 --> 01:08:35,087 At some point, 971 01:08:35,671 --> 01:08:38,546 you just realize there are not going to be any more surprises. 972 01:08:40,921 --> 01:08:45,254 - (sighs) Just decide what it is you want me to do. 973 01:08:49,546 --> 01:08:51,546 Just decide and tell me. 974 01:08:52,546 --> 01:08:56,337 -And you like surprises? Or is it variety? 975 01:09:00,004 --> 01:09:03,171 I don't. I don't like surprises. 976 01:09:03,504 --> 01:09:04,879 I don't like variety. 977 01:09:06,296 --> 01:09:08,171 Variety is some guy in a leather jockstrap, 978 01:09:08,504 --> 01:09:10,171 who's just had his nipples pierced. 979 01:09:11,337 --> 01:09:12,962 Don't think I haven't dated them. 980 01:09:19,837 --> 01:09:22,212 (sighs) I guess I shouldn't blame people 981 01:09:22,546 --> 01:09:23,712 for what they think of me, 982 01:09:24,587 --> 01:09:26,212 no more than I blame myself. 983 01:09:26,712 --> 01:09:29,796 (bright upbeat music) 984 01:09:42,754 --> 01:09:45,504 - I'm seeing something for the first time looking at you. 985 01:09:46,421 --> 01:09:47,171 - What's that? 986 01:09:49,337 --> 01:09:50,087 -An empty room. 987 01:09:51,962 --> 01:09:52,754 A locked door. 988 01:10:03,462 --> 01:10:06,587 - So much of what people do is just invention anyway. 989 01:10:07,379 --> 01:10:11,171 Inventing themselves. Inventing their friendships. 990 01:10:12,712 --> 01:10:16,379 - Is that what you did? Invent yourself. 991 01:10:17,837 --> 01:10:18,754 - [Nina] Didn't you? 992 01:10:19,921 --> 01:10:22,712 Poor little rich boy run off to join the Indians? 993 01:10:24,921 --> 01:10:28,462 - [Alice] You know, the most dangerous thing in the world 994 01:10:29,087 --> 01:10:31,421 is to think you've got time to play it safe. 995 01:10:35,212 --> 01:10:38,379 (gentle wistful music) 996 01:10:47,337 --> 01:10:48,837 - Is that what it seems like? 997 01:10:51,129 --> 01:10:52,337 - It's what it is. 998 01:10:58,337 --> 01:10:59,337 Where do you show? 999 01:11:01,379 --> 01:11:04,004 - Where do I show? (chuckles) 1000 01:11:07,796 --> 01:11:09,796 - We're alike, I guess, you and me. 1001 01:11:14,754 --> 01:11:16,296 - You know nothing about me. 1002 01:11:17,046 --> 01:11:20,462 - [Nina] Don't I? - Not a thing. 1003 01:11:21,004 --> 01:11:24,046 - I know self-indulgence is not self-fulfillment. 1004 01:11:24,504 --> 01:11:26,962 - [Fitch] At least I don't go hiding behind things. 1005 01:11:27,962 --> 01:11:30,587 - Yes, you do. In the worst possible way. 1006 01:11:30,921 --> 01:11:31,921 You hide behind your soul, 1007 01:11:32,212 --> 01:11:34,587 behind all this ooga booga bullshit. 1008 01:11:41,546 --> 01:11:45,046 (bright upbeat music) 1009 01:11:45,671 --> 01:11:49,546 Am I really an empty room? - Yes. 1010 01:12:04,879 --> 01:12:06,296 - [Nina] Even now? 1011 01:12:09,587 --> 01:12:11,921 (Nina moans) 1012 01:12:12,837 --> 01:12:15,254 (bright upbeat music continues) 1013 01:12:16,796 --> 01:12:19,254 (Nina moaning) 1014 01:12:23,421 --> 01:12:25,921 (Nina moaning) 1015 01:12:43,171 --> 01:12:45,504 (Nina moans) 1016 01:12:52,837 --> 01:12:54,546 - [Fitch] Is this how Doug does it? 1017 01:12:55,837 --> 01:12:56,754 - Excuse me? 1018 01:13:00,629 --> 01:13:04,546 (bright upbeat music continues) 1019 01:13:30,337 --> 01:13:33,712 - [Fitch] Maybe the whole thing's a question of perception. 1020 01:13:35,296 --> 01:13:36,337 - What is? 1021 01:13:37,421 --> 01:13:38,921 - [Fitch] Well, it's not the way people see you 1022 01:13:39,254 --> 01:13:39,796 that's the problem. 1023 01:13:40,087 --> 01:13:42,171 It's the way you see them seeing you. 1024 01:13:42,962 --> 01:13:43,921 - How do you mean? 1025 01:13:44,796 --> 01:13:48,337 - Like, Doug. He said you were, the word he used was adrift. 1026 01:13:50,504 --> 01:13:53,712 But he never said whether you were single or not single. 1027 01:13:54,046 --> 01:13:55,087 He never said anything at all 1028 01:13:55,379 --> 01:13:57,296 beyond the initial observation, that is. 1029 01:13:59,087 --> 01:14:00,754 - [Nina] I'm not sure I follow you. 1030 01:14:03,837 --> 01:14:05,712 - You like things, nice things. 1031 01:14:07,462 --> 01:14:08,171 - I do. 1032 01:14:09,504 --> 01:14:12,379 - [Fitch] And you have nice things. Lots of them. 1033 01:14:12,796 --> 01:14:13,546 -A few. 1034 01:14:15,587 --> 01:14:17,462 - But you feel like a failure. 1035 01:14:17,879 --> 01:14:18,587 (chuckles) 1036 01:14:18,962 --> 01:14:21,087 - Did I say that? - Don't you? 1037 01:14:23,254 --> 01:14:24,421 - You're gonna pull out your crystals 1038 01:14:24,712 --> 01:14:26,129 and tell me I'm of two hearts? 1039 01:14:28,254 --> 01:14:31,504 - No, but what I believe 1040 01:14:31,837 --> 01:14:33,671 is not ooga booga bullshit. 1041 01:14:36,546 --> 01:14:38,587 It comes from firsthand experience. 1042 01:14:42,212 --> 01:14:45,462 There are people who have lots of possessions, 1043 01:14:45,796 --> 01:14:47,296 and they're made miserable by them. 1044 01:14:48,379 --> 01:14:50,504 -And there are people who live in refrigerator crates 1045 01:14:50,796 --> 01:14:52,504 who would trade places in a second. 1046 01:14:53,046 --> 01:14:56,212 I buy things, I admit it. But I'm not a materialist. 1047 01:14:56,587 --> 01:14:59,546 Not really, because to me, things are things. 1048 01:14:59,837 --> 01:15:00,712 They mean nothing. 1049 01:15:01,671 --> 01:15:04,254 - That's not true. They carry memories. 1050 01:15:04,629 --> 01:15:08,212 That's what makes them meaningful. There's a link to people. 1051 01:15:09,837 --> 01:15:11,879 -All I do is I usually end up just... 1052 01:15:12,212 --> 01:15:15,546 frustrated by the conspicuous consumption, angry even. 1053 01:15:16,837 --> 01:15:19,129 - That's because you think that whatever you are buying 1054 01:15:19,421 --> 01:15:22,171 is going to make you younger or happier or sexier. 1055 01:15:22,671 --> 01:15:24,212 - I see what you're doing, you know. 1056 01:15:24,629 --> 01:15:26,796 You're trying to convince me how miserable I am. 1057 01:15:27,129 --> 01:15:27,962 - [Fitch] And am I succeeding? 1058 01:15:28,254 --> 01:15:29,754 - No, you're just pissing me off. 1059 01:15:30,129 --> 01:15:30,796 -And why is that? 1060 01:15:31,171 --> 01:15:33,754 - Because unlike you, I wasn't given anything. 1061 01:15:34,296 --> 01:15:36,712 And I'm not talking about money, not just. 1062 01:15:37,379 --> 01:15:39,254 Everything I own, everything I have, 1063 01:15:39,587 --> 01:15:41,004 I earned in one way or another. 1064 01:15:41,337 --> 01:15:42,129 So don't tell me I'm wrong. 1065 01:15:42,421 --> 01:15:43,754 Don't tell me I'm immoral 1066 01:15:44,129 --> 01:15:46,671 because I chose to make something of my life and you didn't. 1067 01:15:47,087 --> 01:15:49,171 I mean, shouldn't a man your age be something? 1068 01:15:49,712 --> 01:15:51,504 - I know you've made something of your life. 1069 01:15:51,879 --> 01:15:54,004 I'm just asking you what that is. 1070 01:15:54,337 --> 01:15:57,004 - No, you're not. Not anymore. 1071 01:16:01,379 --> 01:16:03,837 You wanna know what the difference is between you and me? 1072 01:16:04,129 --> 01:16:04,879 Really? 1073 01:16:06,421 --> 01:16:08,296 The difference is you've spent so much time 1074 01:16:08,629 --> 01:16:10,087 completely rationalizing your life 1075 01:16:10,421 --> 01:16:11,837 that you actually believe it. 1076 01:16:12,837 --> 01:16:14,504 You're a very lonely man, Fitch. 1077 01:16:15,837 --> 01:16:16,962 - You let him touch you. 1078 01:16:19,837 --> 01:16:20,462 - Who? 1079 01:16:21,546 --> 01:16:23,004 - You expect him to touch you. 1080 01:16:24,337 --> 01:16:25,754 - Expect who to? 1081 01:16:26,129 --> 01:16:27,629 - That's what it's about, isn't it? Doug and you? 1082 01:16:27,962 --> 01:16:29,462 It's about sex, isn't it? 1083 01:16:34,296 --> 01:16:35,046 - I don't know. 1084 01:16:38,712 --> 01:16:40,504 Did he say something to you? Douglas? 1085 01:16:42,879 --> 01:16:46,962 (sighs) Christ. That obvious, huh? 1086 01:16:50,962 --> 01:16:52,921 I know it doesn't mean anything to him. 1087 01:16:53,296 --> 01:16:54,296 He's very discreet. 1088 01:16:57,129 --> 01:17:00,337 (sighs) It's not like he does anything more than touch me. 1089 01:17:03,379 --> 01:17:05,379 It's about as safe as sex gets these days. 1090 01:17:09,379 --> 01:17:12,546 I try to be too. Discreet. 1091 01:17:12,962 --> 01:17:14,046 We never talk about it. 1092 01:17:15,462 --> 01:17:17,671 We just pretend it's part of the massage. 1093 01:17:18,379 --> 01:17:19,379 - [Fitch] Which it is. 1094 01:17:21,796 --> 01:17:23,962 -All relationships are a form of currency, 1095 01:17:24,296 --> 01:17:26,171 I've come to the unfortunate conclusion. 1096 01:17:27,546 --> 01:17:29,879 I'm using you just like you're using me, 1097 01:17:30,337 --> 01:17:33,254 using you, using me, and on and on it goes. 1098 01:17:35,129 --> 01:17:39,254 The money part, it's at least honest. 1099 01:17:40,962 --> 01:17:41,587 (answering machine clicks) 1100 01:17:41,879 --> 01:17:42,879 Hi, this is Nina. 1101 01:17:43,171 --> 01:17:43,921 At the sound of the tone, 1102 01:17:44,212 --> 01:17:45,254 the voice you hear will be your own. 1103 01:17:45,587 --> 01:17:46,421 (answering machine beeps) 1104 01:17:46,712 --> 01:17:48,171 - [Doug] Hey, Nina, you there? 1105 01:17:48,754 --> 01:17:50,879 Hey, it's, uh, me, Douglas. (laughs) 1106 01:17:52,254 --> 01:17:53,087 - You gonna answer? 1107 01:17:54,212 --> 01:17:56,046 - Listen, uh, sorry about the switch, 1108 01:17:56,379 --> 01:17:59,587 but, um, something came up and, uh, 1109 01:17:59,879 --> 01:18:00,962 actually I was just kind of calling to see 1110 01:18:01,296 --> 01:18:02,629 if Fitch made it by there. 1111 01:18:02,921 --> 01:18:03,671 Look, I know you'll really like him. 1112 01:18:03,962 --> 01:18:06,004 He's a really decent guy and, uh, 1113 01:18:06,587 --> 01:18:08,337 I don't know, maybe he's already been there and left. 1114 01:18:09,129 --> 01:18:12,171 So, uh, anyway, I will see you same time next week. 1115 01:18:12,462 --> 01:18:14,171 Okay, same place. All right. 1116 01:18:14,629 --> 01:18:16,171 Ciao, Bella. Bye-bye. 1117 01:18:17,254 --> 01:18:18,837 Thanks, can you stow that for me? 1118 01:18:20,879 --> 01:18:21,629 Are you mad? 1119 01:18:23,337 --> 01:18:24,296 Don't be upset. 1120 01:18:25,421 --> 01:18:27,046 You're tense. Don't be tense. 1121 01:18:34,004 --> 01:18:36,087 - Well, I can't say this is the most relaxing massage 1122 01:18:36,421 --> 01:18:37,254 I've ever had. 1123 01:18:38,171 --> 01:18:39,087 - But is the best. 1124 01:18:45,462 --> 01:18:47,296 - I wasn't being totally honest. 1125 01:18:47,754 --> 01:18:48,504 -About what? 1126 01:18:50,212 --> 01:18:52,587 - Men. Men and me. 1127 01:18:55,046 --> 01:18:56,546 As much as I choose not to believe it, 1128 01:18:56,837 --> 01:18:59,421 the truth is I've been involved with a lot of them. 1129 01:19:00,087 --> 01:19:02,587 Always more of the same, sorry to say. 1130 01:19:06,087 --> 01:19:08,462 (sighs) At the middle of last year, 1131 01:19:10,087 --> 01:19:12,171 this man suddenly came into my life. 1132 01:19:12,837 --> 01:19:15,629 Or I guess if I was being totally honest with myself, 1133 01:19:16,671 --> 01:19:18,296 I came into his. 1134 01:19:18,629 --> 01:19:21,337 (bright gentle music) 1135 01:19:21,754 --> 01:19:22,587 An artist. 1136 01:19:23,796 --> 01:19:24,754 You have to understand, 1137 01:19:25,129 --> 01:19:27,837 in my world so much is done for effect. 1138 01:19:29,046 --> 01:19:31,379 And here was someone who did nothing for effect. 1139 01:19:32,629 --> 01:19:35,337 He was who he was. No apologies. 1140 01:19:36,546 --> 01:19:37,546 He treated me well. 1141 01:19:38,671 --> 01:19:40,421 Very well. Better than I treated him. 1142 01:19:42,712 --> 01:19:45,087 And all he expected in return 1143 01:19:45,504 --> 01:19:46,587 was for me to be me. 1144 01:19:48,212 --> 01:19:48,962 Even now? 1145 01:19:53,212 --> 01:19:54,129 - Especially now. 1146 01:19:56,254 --> 01:19:58,587 In some strange way, you're pretending. 1147 01:19:59,004 --> 01:20:01,171 Liking my work, being involved with me 1148 01:20:01,504 --> 01:20:03,962 and wanting to go to bed with me right now, at everything. 1149 01:20:04,296 --> 01:20:05,087 - No. 1150 01:20:05,546 --> 01:20:08,754 - But you couldn't give yourself up. 1151 01:20:09,546 --> 01:20:13,462 (bright gentle music continues) 1152 01:20:27,879 --> 01:20:29,546 (car engine turns over) 1153 01:20:32,504 --> 01:20:35,254 (engine rumbling) 1154 01:20:40,796 --> 01:20:42,046 - It's been a long time. 1155 01:20:43,712 --> 01:20:47,129 Long time since my various husbands blew through my life. 1156 01:20:48,837 --> 01:20:52,462 But still, too much stuff. 1157 01:20:54,837 --> 01:20:57,212 You don't wanna admit how much people affect you, 1158 01:20:57,587 --> 01:20:58,504 but they do. 1159 01:21:02,171 --> 01:21:04,254 - Maybe you should. Maybe that's the key. 1160 01:21:04,754 --> 01:21:07,296 (gentle serene music) 1161 01:21:07,837 --> 01:21:10,712 Admitting just how much they are with you still. 1162 01:21:13,504 --> 01:21:15,879 - We are alike, aren't we, Fitch? 1163 01:21:17,796 --> 01:21:21,754 (gentle serene music continues) 1164 01:21:41,046 --> 01:21:45,962 (tires screech) (horn beeps) 1165 01:21:47,879 --> 01:21:51,004 - I saw them go out of control around the blind corner. 1166 01:21:55,004 --> 01:21:55,921 - Oh, Lordy. 1167 01:21:57,421 --> 01:21:58,796 - There's a woman in there. 1168 01:21:59,504 --> 01:22:00,921 Miss? Miss? 1169 01:22:01,379 --> 01:22:02,212 Miss, you okay? 1170 01:22:02,504 --> 01:22:03,671 Miss? Miss? 1171 01:22:04,337 --> 01:22:04,754 Shit... 1172 01:22:05,796 --> 01:22:09,212 (tense suspenseful music) 1173 01:22:10,504 --> 01:22:12,254 - [EMT] Uh, Roger, we're about, uh, two miles south 1174 01:22:12,546 --> 01:22:14,254 of Culver Ranch here on Route 4. 1175 01:22:14,587 --> 01:22:15,421 Uh, we're gonna be heading down the highway. 1176 01:22:15,712 --> 01:22:16,879 We got one fatality. 1177 01:22:17,171 --> 01:22:20,504 Female, uh, transporting to county hospital, over. 1178 01:22:20,796 --> 01:22:23,296 - [Dispatcher] Copy, Route 4, one fatality, female. 1179 01:22:23,671 --> 01:22:25,337 - Close her up. - Alright, yeah. 1180 01:22:25,921 --> 01:22:28,087 - We're gonna need a tow truck down here. 1181 01:22:28,379 --> 01:22:30,046 Probably down there you can miss that turn 1182 01:22:30,379 --> 01:22:32,004 where the lady, she was coming down here, you know. 1183 01:22:32,546 --> 01:22:35,629 (gentle somber music) 1184 01:22:37,337 --> 01:22:39,171 - I came to a place not long ago. 1185 01:22:41,087 --> 01:22:42,504 It was a lonely place. 1186 01:22:44,462 --> 01:22:48,921 An empty place with no hope, and I thought, no way out. 1187 01:22:51,421 --> 01:22:53,712 It's a place I could have been lost in forever. 1188 01:22:55,879 --> 01:22:57,962 But slowly I began to understand something. 1189 01:22:59,171 --> 01:23:01,671 That I allowed myself to stay in that place. 1190 01:23:02,171 --> 01:23:03,962 And it was up to me to get myself out. 1191 01:23:05,046 --> 01:23:08,296 And so I chose hope. I chose belief. 1192 01:23:09,421 --> 01:23:12,671 (gentle sanguine music) 1193 01:23:38,671 --> 01:23:41,921 (gentle poignant music) 1194 01:24:13,921 --> 01:24:15,962 God has to be all things to all people. 1195 01:24:16,754 --> 01:24:21,587 To be anything less would be less than perfect. Human. 1196 01:24:26,504 --> 01:24:28,504 What we believe in is not nearly so important 1197 01:24:28,796 --> 01:24:30,046 as believing in something. 1198 01:24:32,254 --> 01:24:33,296 But you can't wait too long. 1199 01:24:33,587 --> 01:24:35,504 Or you may find yourself believing in nothing. 1200 01:24:37,754 --> 01:24:40,087 How do you feel? - Good. 1201 01:24:41,296 --> 01:24:42,046 Very good. 1202 01:24:47,921 --> 01:24:48,671 - Good. 1203 01:24:53,212 --> 01:24:56,379 (gentle wistful music) 1204 01:25:14,671 --> 01:25:17,379 (birds chirping) 1205 01:25:20,087 --> 01:25:21,671 - Was it 100 that I owed you? 1206 01:25:22,087 --> 01:25:22,796 - Did I say that? 1207 01:25:23,296 --> 01:25:24,962 - Oh, that's what Douglas charges me. 1208 01:25:25,296 --> 01:25:26,462 - Well, make it 50 then. 1209 01:25:27,004 --> 01:25:28,921 - Take it. - Honestly. 1210 01:25:29,296 --> 01:25:31,046 - Take it. - 75 Then. 1211 01:25:32,337 --> 01:25:35,087 -All right, 75 with a $25 tip. 1212 01:25:36,129 --> 01:25:37,796 - You do like getting your own way, don't you? 1213 01:25:40,462 --> 01:25:41,462 - [Nina] (laughs) What's that? 1214 01:25:41,796 --> 01:25:43,004 - It's something we're all looking for. 1215 01:25:43,504 --> 01:25:44,046 -And that would be? 1216 01:25:44,337 --> 01:25:45,962 - Information. - About you? 1217 01:25:46,462 --> 01:25:47,337 -About me and you. 1218 01:25:50,254 --> 01:25:54,171 Now I want you to think about not dropping it. 1219 01:25:54,504 --> 01:25:56,171 And that's all I want you to think about. 1220 01:25:56,962 --> 01:25:58,171 - Not dropping it? 1221 01:25:58,587 --> 01:26:00,837 - Concentrate, try hard, 1222 01:26:01,212 --> 01:26:02,921 and by the time I count to 10, 1223 01:26:03,296 --> 01:26:04,462 it'll fall from your hand 1224 01:26:04,796 --> 01:26:06,296 and you'll have no power over controlling it. 1225 01:26:06,837 --> 01:26:10,337 One, two, three, four, five. 1226 01:26:10,629 --> 01:26:11,421 (coin chiming) 1227 01:26:13,546 --> 01:26:14,337 (Nina laughs) 1228 01:26:14,796 --> 01:26:15,421 Keep it. 1229 01:26:16,712 --> 01:26:18,087 - Where did you learn that? 1230 01:26:18,421 --> 01:26:20,462 - Saw it in a movie once. I gotta be going. 1231 01:26:21,421 --> 01:26:23,129 - I'd like you to come back next week. 1232 01:26:24,171 --> 01:26:26,379 - I'm flattered. - I'm serious. 1233 01:26:26,879 --> 01:26:28,796 Same day? - What about Doug? 1234 01:26:29,462 --> 01:26:30,337 - What about him? 1235 01:26:30,629 --> 01:26:32,212 - Well, I don't like taking his gig away. 1236 01:26:33,004 --> 01:26:35,837 - Douglas is young. - So? 1237 01:26:36,796 --> 01:26:39,004 - So he'll find someone to replace me with. 1238 01:26:39,587 --> 01:26:42,046 Women like him. That's what you said. 1239 01:26:42,504 --> 01:26:44,212 - Well, it's not as though I don't want to come back. 1240 01:26:44,629 --> 01:26:45,421 - [Nina] Do you? 1241 01:26:47,796 --> 01:26:50,296 - Yes. - Then I'll talk to him. 1242 01:26:51,087 --> 01:26:52,296 I'll explain the situation. 1243 01:26:52,587 --> 01:26:54,379 If it's that big a problem, I'll have you both come. 1244 01:26:54,671 --> 01:26:56,504 Just not at the same time. 1245 01:26:59,087 --> 01:27:00,129 - Been nice meeting you. 1246 01:27:00,921 --> 01:27:02,212 I hope I wasn't too, um- 1247 01:27:02,546 --> 01:27:04,796 - What? - Confrontational. 1248 01:27:08,296 --> 01:27:09,296 - Of course you were. 1249 01:27:10,712 --> 01:27:11,629 - I've gotta be off. 1250 01:27:56,921 --> 01:27:59,962 (bright gentle music) 1251 01:28:12,004 --> 01:28:14,629 (birds singing) 1252 01:28:29,462 --> 01:28:33,379 (bright gentle music continues) 1253 01:28:46,837 --> 01:28:49,129 - [Alice] Is it on? - [Fitch] It's on. 1254 01:28:49,962 --> 01:28:51,462 - Okay, don't look. 1255 01:28:55,004 --> 01:28:59,754 ♪ I went down to St. James Infirmary ♪ 1256 01:29:01,046 --> 01:29:04,671 ♪ To see my baby there ♪ 1257 01:29:05,087 --> 01:29:06,962 ♪ She was stretched out ♪ 1258 01:29:07,337 --> 01:29:10,421 ♪ On a long white table ♪ 1259 01:29:11,004 --> 01:29:15,921 ♪ So cold, so pale, so fair ♪ 1260 01:29:16,629 --> 01:29:19,212 ♪ Let it go, let it go ♪ 1261 01:29:19,754 --> 01:29:21,712 ♪ God bless her ♪ 1262 01:29:22,837 --> 01:29:26,712 ♪ Wherever she may be ♪ 1263 01:29:27,087 --> 01:29:32,004 ♪ She can search the whole wide world all over ♪ 1264 01:29:32,421 --> 01:29:34,046 ♪ She'll never find a man ♪ 1265 01:29:34,337 --> 01:29:37,837 ♪ As sweet as me ♪ 1266 01:29:39,296 --> 01:29:42,879 ♪ I went down to St. James Inf- ♪ 1267 01:29:43,212 --> 01:29:44,254 (tape player clicking) 1268 01:29:48,212 --> 01:29:51,462 (gentle sanguine music)