1 00:03:23,203 --> 00:03:24,572 I caught you. 2 00:03:25,907 --> 00:03:27,041 Um... What... 3 00:03:27,141 --> 00:03:28,943 I saw you looking. 4 00:03:29,043 --> 00:03:30,778 Do you want to sign up? 5 00:03:30,878 --> 00:03:32,046 Oh. 6 00:03:32,146 --> 00:03:34,749 No. Uh... I'm not qualified. 7 00:03:34,849 --> 00:03:38,385 Or I'm just not really 12-week challenge material. 8 00:03:38,485 --> 00:03:40,320 That could change. 9 00:03:41,122 --> 00:03:43,457 Are you a student or staff? 10 00:03:44,224 --> 00:03:46,027 I'm a...MS-1, yeah. 11 00:03:46,127 --> 00:03:47,762 Hana. 12 00:03:47,862 --> 00:03:49,262 -I'm Alanya. -Oh. 13 00:03:49,362 --> 00:03:51,032 This is all for my psych MA. 14 00:03:51,132 --> 00:03:54,434 Oh, so you're looking for guinea pigs. 15 00:03:55,169 --> 00:03:58,773 What are you saying? You...you don't want to be my guinea pig? 16 00:03:58,873 --> 00:04:00,074 No. 17 00:04:00,174 --> 00:04:01,341 Um, well, may... 18 00:04:01,441 --> 00:04:02,476 Maybe? -..maybe. 19 00:04:02,577 --> 00:04:04,612 Maybe leaning towards a yes? 20 00:04:04,712 --> 00:04:08,116 Maybe depending on the scientific rigour of the study. 21 00:04:08,216 --> 00:04:09,684 Hmm. 22 00:04:09,784 --> 00:04:13,621 Well, why don't you come by and find out? 23 00:04:56,597 --> 00:04:58,699 Mortui vivos docent. 24 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:01,202 The dead teach the living. 25 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:02,804 For the next 12 weeks, 26 00:05:02,904 --> 00:05:06,040 these generous donors will be your teachers 27 00:05:06,140 --> 00:05:08,308 and your first patients. 28 00:05:08,408 --> 00:05:11,112 You'll have the opportunity to honour their lives 29 00:05:11,212 --> 00:05:12,280 at semester's end. 30 00:05:12,379 --> 00:05:13,548 But until then, 31 00:05:13,648 --> 00:05:17,685 let's remember to proceed with dignity and care. 32 00:05:19,053 --> 00:05:20,755 Oh, we got a hefty one. 33 00:05:20,855 --> 00:05:21,856 Stop. 34 00:05:21,956 --> 00:05:23,825 Let's start with our first incision 35 00:05:23,925 --> 00:05:25,660 down the sternum. 36 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:28,461 My eyes are burning from the fumes already. 37 00:05:28,563 --> 00:05:31,132 Now, remember the scalpels are extremely sharp. 38 00:05:31,232 --> 00:05:34,735 When you handle them, you'll please do so handles first. 39 00:05:35,837 --> 00:05:38,072 Remember, hold the scalpel as you would a pencil. 40 00:05:38,172 --> 00:05:39,941 Loose but firm. 41 00:05:51,451 --> 00:05:52,653 Shit. 42 00:05:53,988 --> 00:05:55,857 Let's hope for the sake of your future patients 43 00:05:55,957 --> 00:05:58,092 that the rest of you have a more delicate touch 44 00:05:58,192 --> 00:05:59,594 than Miss Hitching here. 45 00:06:00,962 --> 00:06:02,163 I got it. It's OK. 46 00:06:02,263 --> 00:06:03,463 Yeah. 47 00:07:17,571 --> 00:07:19,106 Happy birthday, baby! 48 00:07:19,206 --> 00:07:21,375 Thanks, Nikki! 49 00:07:21,474 --> 00:07:23,678 This is for you, birthday girl. 50 00:07:23,778 --> 00:07:24,545 Oh. 51 00:07:24,645 --> 00:07:25,913 Strictly speaking, it is a re-gift. 52 00:07:26,013 --> 00:07:26,914 What is it? 53 00:07:27,014 --> 00:07:29,517 Do you lack all self-control with your phone? 54 00:07:29,617 --> 00:07:32,452 Then let this Phone Jail Cell help you out. 55 00:07:32,553 --> 00:07:35,389 Oh. I don't know. How does it work? 56 00:07:35,488 --> 00:07:37,525 -Push it up. -Oh, like this. 57 00:07:37,625 --> 00:07:38,826 No, no, no, no, no! 58 00:07:40,328 --> 00:07:42,630 This re-gift has backfired. 59 00:07:42,730 --> 00:07:44,532 OK, um, don't panic, 60 00:07:44,632 --> 00:07:46,334 but I think that girl's checking you out. 61 00:07:46,434 --> 00:07:48,102 The hot one at the bar. 62 00:07:48,202 --> 00:07:49,469 She keeps looking at you. 63 00:08:00,247 --> 00:08:01,449 You should go for it. 64 00:08:01,549 --> 00:08:04,218 Go for what? 65 00:08:04,318 --> 00:08:05,252 Don't get all pissy. 66 00:08:05,353 --> 00:08:06,787 Come on, you're always talking about 67 00:08:06,887 --> 00:08:08,322 how you're all theory, no practice. 68 00:08:08,422 --> 00:08:10,191 It's like you're waiting for an invitation 69 00:08:10,291 --> 00:08:11,459 to some kind of initiation party. 70 00:08:11,559 --> 00:08:12,492 Come on, Jose. 71 00:08:12,593 --> 00:08:14,462 I'm not. I'm not waiting. 72 00:08:14,562 --> 00:08:16,797 Well, then here's your chance. 73 00:08:16,897 --> 00:08:19,934 To put your theories into practice. 74 00:08:20,034 --> 00:08:21,969 Fine. 75 00:08:25,072 --> 00:08:26,440 I need the bathroom. 76 00:08:26,540 --> 00:08:28,976 -Oh! -Oh, you are such a tease! 77 00:08:29,076 --> 00:08:31,278 I really thought this was initiation day. 78 00:08:32,913 --> 00:08:34,715 Hana. 79 00:08:36,117 --> 00:08:37,752 How have you been? 80 00:08:37,852 --> 00:08:39,086 Good. 81 00:08:39,186 --> 00:08:40,287 I've been good. 82 00:08:40,388 --> 00:08:41,455 How about you? 83 00:08:41,555 --> 00:08:44,158 How many years has it been? 84 00:08:45,126 --> 00:08:46,293 Oh, my God, Melissa! 85 00:08:46,394 --> 00:08:48,062 -Yeah. -Hi! 86 00:08:48,162 --> 00:08:49,130 Hi. 87 00:08:49,230 --> 00:08:50,297 Ohhh. 88 00:08:50,398 --> 00:08:51,665 I...I know. 89 00:08:51,766 --> 00:08:53,934 There's something different about me. 90 00:08:56,270 --> 00:08:57,438 You were really nice 91 00:08:57,538 --> 00:08:58,606 to me in high school. 92 00:08:58,706 --> 00:09:00,674 A lot of people weren't. 93 00:09:00,775 --> 00:09:03,310 A lot of people were assholes. 94 00:09:04,845 --> 00:09:06,213 You can ask, you know. 95 00:09:06,313 --> 00:09:08,149 What? 96 00:09:08,249 --> 00:09:09,483 How I lost the weight. 97 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:11,520 It's not that impressive. 98 00:09:12,486 --> 00:09:14,121 There's these new pills called Gray. 99 00:09:14,221 --> 00:09:15,456 A supplement. 100 00:09:15,556 --> 00:09:19,093 It's kinda pricey, but it makes you drop the weight like crazy. 101 00:09:19,193 --> 00:09:20,361 Gray? 102 00:09:20,461 --> 00:09:22,963 It's not TGA-approved. 103 00:09:23,064 --> 00:09:25,132 Strictly speaking. 104 00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:27,334 I was dubious too, but then I started taking the pills 105 00:09:27,435 --> 00:09:31,238 and no matter what I ate, the weight just melted off. 106 00:09:31,338 --> 00:09:33,174 Do you want to try one? 107 00:09:48,355 --> 00:09:50,257 I don't really take, uh... 108 00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:52,259 Do you remember this girl? 109 00:09:52,359 --> 00:09:55,396 The girl that had bloody pads shoved in her bag? 110 00:09:55,496 --> 00:09:57,798 She doesn't exist anymore. 111 00:09:58,533 --> 00:10:02,336 I'm a completely new person and it's thanks to those pills. 112 00:10:05,873 --> 00:10:07,174 I'll take it back. 113 00:10:14,715 --> 00:10:16,283 Take this one tomorrow. 114 00:10:16,383 --> 00:10:17,586 My treat. 115 00:10:17,685 --> 00:10:19,820 And tell me if you notice a difference. 116 00:10:19,920 --> 00:10:21,355 It works that fast? 117 00:10:21,455 --> 00:10:22,656 You'd be surprised. 118 00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:25,626 Here we are! 119 00:10:25,726 --> 00:10:26,727 Oh, no. 120 00:10:26,827 --> 00:10:28,329 -There you go. -Oh, yes. 121 00:10:28,429 --> 00:10:29,697 Cheers, queers! 122 00:10:29,797 --> 00:10:32,266 Cheers! 123 00:12:12,933 --> 00:12:14,235 Shit. 124 00:12:48,503 --> 00:12:49,770 Do you know what baffles me? 125 00:12:49,870 --> 00:12:52,707 How many people stereotype fat people. 126 00:12:52,806 --> 00:12:54,875 Your girl is fat, yes. 127 00:12:54,975 --> 00:12:57,444 But your girl is gainfully employed. 128 00:12:58,513 --> 00:12:59,980 I am capable. I am switched on. 129 00:13:01,549 --> 00:13:04,519 Hey, it's Mackenzie here, and it is challenge time. 130 00:13:04,619 --> 00:13:05,720 Potato masher challenge. 131 00:13:05,853 --> 00:13:07,522 Take one. Here we go. 132 00:13:07,622 --> 00:13:09,123 It hurts. 133 00:13:09,223 --> 00:13:10,424 Oh, shit! 134 00:13:10,525 --> 00:13:12,293 This might be my favourite ab routine 135 00:13:12,393 --> 00:13:13,861 I've ever done. 136 00:13:13,961 --> 00:13:15,062 And just a reminder that 137 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:16,997 this is what a real woman looks like. 138 00:13:17,097 --> 00:13:18,533 The reason why you can't lose the weight, 139 00:13:18,633 --> 00:13:19,833 why it just stays on, 140 00:13:19,933 --> 00:13:21,869 is because you can't stop-- 141 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:24,438 I just tried the potato masher challenge 142 00:13:24,539 --> 00:13:25,640 and you would not believe... 143 00:13:25,740 --> 00:13:27,074 I can't help but notice some people 144 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,043 are not using the potato masher correctly. 145 00:13:29,143 --> 00:13:33,280 So I thought I would just jump on and show you how it's done. 146 00:13:35,550 --> 00:13:36,618 Hope this helps. 147 00:13:36,718 --> 00:13:38,919 I'm about to launch my 12-week challenge. 148 00:13:39,019 --> 00:13:40,821 If you've been wanting to build some solid habits... 149 00:13:42,389 --> 00:13:43,725 ..this is for you. 150 00:13:43,824 --> 00:13:45,225 You're gonna meet some amazing people 151 00:13:45,326 --> 00:13:48,228 who will keep you motivated and accountable the whole time. 152 00:14:03,645 --> 00:14:04,679 You are out of control. 153 00:14:04,779 --> 00:14:06,246 No, you are out of control! 154 00:14:14,121 --> 00:14:15,590 Dad? 155 00:14:31,338 --> 00:14:32,574 Mom? 156 00:14:33,742 --> 00:14:37,177 Hana-chan! Happy birthday! 157 00:14:54,094 --> 00:14:55,429 No flour, no sugar. 158 00:14:55,530 --> 00:14:56,897 I used beetroot instead. 159 00:14:56,997 --> 00:14:57,931 No butter. 160 00:14:58,031 --> 00:14:59,834 Can you tell? 161 00:14:59,933 --> 00:15:01,503 It's yummy. 162 00:15:05,072 --> 00:15:06,407 You don't like it? 163 00:15:06,508 --> 00:15:08,108 No, no, no. It's good. 164 00:16:36,163 --> 00:16:38,265 You are too smart to be this stupid. 165 00:16:39,066 --> 00:16:40,735 10 bucks says it's just speed. 166 00:16:40,835 --> 00:16:43,771 No, I'm hoping it's something a little more run-of-the-mill. 167 00:16:43,872 --> 00:16:48,008 Seriously, though, I mean, this is all just, like, a bit gross. 168 00:16:48,108 --> 00:16:49,777 You're bangin'. 169 00:16:49,878 --> 00:16:51,613 Uh-huh. 170 00:16:54,448 --> 00:16:57,317 I'm thinking of signing up to do this thing. 171 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:58,920 What thing? 172 00:16:59,052 --> 00:17:00,487 Oh, just a gym program thing. 173 00:17:00,588 --> 00:17:04,124 So that's what all this, uh, diet pill bullshit is about? 174 00:17:04,224 --> 00:17:07,562 That bouncy-haired trainer, Alana? 175 00:17:07,662 --> 00:17:08,696 Alanya. 176 00:17:08,796 --> 00:17:10,197 Huh. 177 00:17:11,966 --> 00:17:13,668 Have you figured it out yet? 178 00:17:13,768 --> 00:17:15,335 Getting there. 179 00:17:15,435 --> 00:17:16,604 Not that. 180 00:17:16,704 --> 00:17:19,641 Have you figured out whether you want to be with her 181 00:17:19,741 --> 00:17:21,408 or just be her? 182 00:17:24,779 --> 00:17:25,747 Come on! 183 00:17:25,847 --> 00:17:26,881 Let's go. 184 00:17:26,981 --> 00:17:28,950 My stomach is eating itself. 185 00:17:29,584 --> 00:17:33,253 Huh. High sodium, high potassium. 186 00:17:33,353 --> 00:17:36,558 It's mostly calcium phosphate. 187 00:17:36,658 --> 00:17:38,158 What? 188 00:17:40,028 --> 00:17:42,362 I think it's ash. 189 00:17:43,497 --> 00:17:44,599 What? 190 00:17:46,601 --> 00:17:48,468 Human ash. 191 00:17:51,739 --> 00:17:55,577 Melissa's probably eating someone's grandpa. 192 00:17:55,677 --> 00:17:58,780 Oh. Eww! Wait. Are you gonna report her? 193 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:02,382 It's just the sodium content alone should make you hungrier. 194 00:18:02,482 --> 00:18:04,318 If anything, a lack of phosphate 195 00:18:04,418 --> 00:18:06,621 would be more likely to cause weight loss. 196 00:18:06,721 --> 00:18:10,157 OK, but, I mean, if you can't make it, who cares? 197 00:18:13,995 --> 00:18:15,597 Huh. 198 00:18:22,436 --> 00:18:25,773 Not too deep. Make sure not to puncture her lungs. 199 00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:30,612 It's too weird to think of her as a real person. 200 00:18:30,712 --> 00:18:33,180 We could name her, like the other groups did. 201 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:34,749 That's it. Well done. 202 00:18:34,849 --> 00:18:37,451 Hey, guys, Big Bertha. 203 00:18:37,552 --> 00:18:39,486 Ugh! 204 00:18:39,587 --> 00:18:42,122 Maybe her family will show up 205 00:18:42,222 --> 00:18:43,691 when we do that memorial service. 206 00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:46,326 Nah. Big Bertha's definitely unclaimed. 207 00:18:46,426 --> 00:18:48,529 They'll be rolling her out for years. 208 00:18:48,630 --> 00:18:50,765 And why would you assume that? 209 00:18:51,866 --> 00:18:53,333 Well, look at her. 210 00:18:53,433 --> 00:18:55,335 You're a dick. 211 00:21:51,512 --> 00:21:52,780 Great. 212 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:54,816 Alright. Ready? 213 00:21:54,916 --> 00:21:56,651 Three, two, one. 214 00:21:56,751 --> 00:21:58,019 Smile! 215 00:22:15,603 --> 00:22:17,071 Last thing for today. 216 00:22:17,171 --> 00:22:18,371 Come on. Finish strong. 217 00:22:24,111 --> 00:22:26,581 Good job, everyone. Great work. 218 00:22:26,681 --> 00:22:30,350 Have a sip of water. Stretch it out. 219 00:24:02,910 --> 00:24:04,444 Nice one, Hana. 220 00:24:35,710 --> 00:24:37,878 Come on. One more. 221 00:24:37,979 --> 00:24:39,046 For me. 222 00:24:42,049 --> 00:24:43,718 There we go. 223 00:25:19,653 --> 00:25:22,023 OK, drive those knees out. 224 00:25:23,457 --> 00:25:25,026 Flatten the back. 225 00:25:25,126 --> 00:25:27,294 Sink deeper. 226 00:25:54,755 --> 00:25:58,893 Hana, your progress is... 227 00:26:00,594 --> 00:26:03,197 I'm impressed with you. 228 00:26:08,035 --> 00:26:10,638 You should be really proud of yourself. 229 00:26:11,305 --> 00:26:14,375 Would you mind if I made a post about this? 230 00:26:14,475 --> 00:26:17,011 -OK. -Yeah? 231 00:26:17,645 --> 00:26:20,214 -Let's take a photo. -OK. 232 00:26:21,482 --> 00:26:22,917 Smile! 233 00:28:11,258 --> 00:28:12,726 Bertha? 234 00:28:55,670 --> 00:28:56,804 Mom! 235 00:28:56,904 --> 00:28:58,772 This place is a mess, Hana. 236 00:28:58,872 --> 00:29:00,441 You'll get roaches. 237 00:29:00,542 --> 00:29:03,410 I wish you would tell me if you were coming to visit. 238 00:29:03,511 --> 00:29:06,914 How can I tell you if you're not answering my calls? 239 00:29:07,014 --> 00:29:09,183 Um, you don't have to do that. 240 00:29:13,821 --> 00:29:15,389 Are you going somewhere? 241 00:29:21,362 --> 00:29:22,796 I booked it. 242 00:29:26,500 --> 00:29:28,068 You're going. 243 00:29:31,405 --> 00:29:32,940 Tonight? 244 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:36,410 What? Hana-chan, you were the one who told me I should go. 245 00:29:36,511 --> 00:29:40,114 No, no. I'm...I'm happy for you. I just thought you... 246 00:29:42,182 --> 00:29:44,852 You said Dad couldn't be left alone. 247 00:29:48,389 --> 00:29:50,791 I can't help him, Hana. 248 00:29:51,425 --> 00:29:53,762 You don't know how hard it is for me. 249 00:29:54,428 --> 00:29:58,432 I've been waiting to see Iguaçú Falls for 25 years. 250 00:29:58,533 --> 00:30:00,467 OK, OK. But then... 251 00:30:00,568 --> 00:30:02,236 You'll check on him, won't you? 252 00:30:04,171 --> 00:30:05,406 Yeah. 253 00:30:05,507 --> 00:30:07,341 Yeah, of course. 254 00:30:11,646 --> 00:30:12,913 Once a week? 255 00:30:13,013 --> 00:30:15,784 You know your father won't. 256 00:30:15,883 --> 00:30:18,218 We don't want to attract any hungry ghosts. 257 00:30:18,319 --> 00:30:19,486 Uhh. 258 00:30:23,123 --> 00:30:24,825 -Ah, Hana-chan. -Hmm? 259 00:30:24,925 --> 00:30:26,761 You are looking... 260 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,804 Hey, Dad. It's me. 261 00:30:35,903 --> 00:30:39,239 Mom just came by on the way to the airport. 262 00:30:40,074 --> 00:30:43,210 Um, do you think it might be a good idea to maybe just... 263 00:30:44,345 --> 00:30:45,979 Your voicemail has been sent. 264 00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:47,981 OK. 265 00:32:36,524 --> 00:32:40,461 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline and acetyl-coenzyme... 266 00:32:40,562 --> 00:32:42,996 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline 267 00:32:43,096 --> 00:32:44,231 and acetyl-coenzyme... 268 00:32:44,331 --> 00:32:46,568 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline 269 00:32:46,668 --> 00:32:47,802 and acetyl-coenzyme... 270 00:32:47,902 --> 00:32:51,773 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline... 271 00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:59,413 Serotonin needs tryptophan hydroxylase and decarboxylase. 272 00:32:59,514 --> 00:33:00,882 Serotonin needs... 273 00:33:05,252 --> 00:33:06,754 GABA, y-aminobutyric acid... 274 00:33:06,855 --> 00:33:08,088 ..acid synthesised from glutamate 275 00:33:08,188 --> 00:33:09,990 and pyridoxal phosphate. 276 00:33:10,090 --> 00:33:12,493 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline 277 00:33:12,594 --> 00:33:13,828 and acetyl-coenzyme... 278 00:33:16,965 --> 00:33:18,900 Acetylcholine synthesised by choline 279 00:33:18,999 --> 00:33:20,267 and acetyl-coenzyme... 280 00:33:20,367 --> 00:33:22,369 Synthesised by choline... 281 00:33:22,469 --> 00:33:23,905 Twist your hips. 282 00:33:24,004 --> 00:33:25,607 OK. Left, right, hook. 283 00:33:36,383 --> 00:33:38,051 Sorry. 284 00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:09,517 Dopamine synthesised... 285 00:34:14,022 --> 00:34:15,590 That's it. Push. Push! 286 00:34:21,629 --> 00:34:23,196 Ohh. 287 00:34:25,165 --> 00:34:26,701 OK, show me that hook again. 288 00:34:28,036 --> 00:34:28,903 Again. 289 00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:30,972 Again. 290 00:34:32,272 --> 00:34:33,575 Again. 291 00:34:36,376 --> 00:34:38,111 OK, last one, Hana. 292 00:34:38,211 --> 00:34:39,346 Argh! 293 00:34:39,446 --> 00:34:40,815 Come on, Hana. 294 00:34:40,915 --> 00:34:43,383 -Up! Up! -Ahh! 295 00:34:43,483 --> 00:34:44,786 Nice. 296 00:34:44,886 --> 00:34:46,721 -Ohh. -Amazing. 297 00:34:46,821 --> 00:34:48,355 Ohhh. 298 00:35:39,172 --> 00:35:41,341 Alright. Really nice, everyone. 299 00:35:41,441 --> 00:35:44,378 Uh, let's warm up with 1K on the rowers. 300 00:35:45,079 --> 00:35:47,481 -Can I chat to you for a sec? -Yeah. 301 00:35:47,582 --> 00:35:48,583 Hm. 302 00:36:00,293 --> 00:36:02,597 Hana, I'll be honest, I, uh... 303 00:36:03,798 --> 00:36:05,499 ..I'm a little concerned. 304 00:36:07,969 --> 00:36:10,170 The rate that you're losing... 305 00:36:12,305 --> 00:36:14,809 Have you been following the diet guidelines? 306 00:36:15,910 --> 00:36:17,679 I'm following the guidelines. 307 00:36:17,779 --> 00:36:20,581 H-how closely? 308 00:36:21,281 --> 00:36:24,018 You haven't been skipping meals or anything? 309 00:36:24,118 --> 00:36:27,588 Uh, do you want an adherence percentage? 310 00:36:28,288 --> 00:36:31,358 I have a duty of care to everyone in the group. 311 00:36:31,458 --> 00:36:33,293 You know that, right? 312 00:36:34,095 --> 00:36:35,495 Yeah. I'm...I'm sorry. I... 313 00:36:35,596 --> 00:36:39,033 Whatever you're doing, whatever shortcut you think you found, 314 00:36:39,133 --> 00:36:41,869 I promise you it is a bad path. 315 00:36:41,969 --> 00:36:43,437 -I'm not doing anything. -Hana... 316 00:36:43,538 --> 00:36:46,708 -I'm not doing anything. I... -That's bullshit. 317 00:36:46,808 --> 00:36:50,044 Do you even realise the damage you could be doing to yourself? 318 00:36:50,745 --> 00:36:53,581 All that I've done is exactly what you've asked me to do. 319 00:36:53,681 --> 00:36:54,716 That is it. 320 00:36:54,816 --> 00:36:57,018 I...I've been killing myself for weeks 321 00:36:57,118 --> 00:36:59,087 because I thought that you would be... 322 00:37:07,695 --> 00:37:10,497 Hana, I'm not trying to make you feel bad. 323 00:37:10,598 --> 00:37:11,799 Yeah. 324 00:37:14,367 --> 00:37:15,937 Talk to me. You... 325 00:37:17,370 --> 00:37:19,272 You thought I'd be what? 326 00:37:23,077 --> 00:37:24,712 Impressed. 327 00:37:25,713 --> 00:37:26,814 Or something. 328 00:37:35,823 --> 00:37:36,991 Uh... 329 00:37:37,091 --> 00:37:38,226 OK, should we, um... 330 00:37:38,325 --> 00:37:40,027 Should we join the others? 331 00:37:45,332 --> 00:37:46,768 Coming? 332 00:37:46,868 --> 00:37:49,904 I need to...tie my shoes. 333 00:37:55,977 --> 00:37:58,445 Alright, uh, once you're done with your warm-up... 334 00:38:29,476 --> 00:38:31,712 Fuck it! 335 00:39:36,978 --> 00:39:38,411 Mmmm. 336 00:40:55,589 --> 00:40:57,158 Fat camp going well? 337 00:40:57,258 --> 00:40:58,793 I quit. 338 00:41:00,428 --> 00:41:01,862 Why? 339 00:41:16,143 --> 00:41:17,178 Whoa! 340 00:41:18,212 --> 00:41:19,747 Liver cancer? 341 00:41:19,847 --> 00:41:21,115 Must be. 342 00:41:21,215 --> 00:41:22,984 Looks fucking cool. 343 00:41:23,651 --> 00:41:25,485 Professor, can you come look at this? 344 00:41:25,586 --> 00:41:26,887 Wow. 345 00:41:30,024 --> 00:41:31,826 Pretty advanced. 346 00:41:31,926 --> 00:41:32,860 See here? 347 00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:35,896 It metastasised to the abdominal wall as well. 348 00:41:37,098 --> 00:41:38,866 Terrible way to go. 349 00:42:30,284 --> 00:42:31,452 Tadaima! 350 00:42:34,488 --> 00:42:36,057 Hello? 351 00:43:56,737 --> 00:43:58,139 Hi. 352 00:43:59,406 --> 00:44:01,675 -Thanks. -No worries. 353 00:44:13,454 --> 00:44:16,190 Uh... 354 00:44:16,290 --> 00:44:18,192 Grab yourself a plate. 355 00:44:20,694 --> 00:44:23,030 Actually, I can't stay. 356 00:44:30,738 --> 00:44:32,907 After bench press, into barbell squats. 357 00:44:33,007 --> 00:44:34,475 Then one minute on the rower. 358 00:44:34,576 --> 00:44:38,045 Then we'll be doing everybody's favourite -treadmill sprints. 359 00:44:38,145 --> 00:44:40,481 Moving into boxing pad workout 360 00:44:40,582 --> 00:44:44,318 and, uh, then we'll be finishing up with some shadow boxing. 361 00:44:44,418 --> 00:44:45,853 Any questions? 362 00:44:46,655 --> 00:44:48,222 Let's get into it. 363 00:44:50,357 --> 00:44:52,193 -Hey, ALANYA. -Yes? 364 00:45:16,116 --> 00:45:17,552 Hey. 365 00:45:17,652 --> 00:45:19,588 Heading home? 366 00:45:19,688 --> 00:45:21,188 Hey. 367 00:45:21,288 --> 00:45:22,389 Yep. 368 00:45:28,563 --> 00:45:30,998 Uh...sorry. 369 00:45:32,132 --> 00:45:33,300 It's OK. 370 00:45:35,135 --> 00:45:36,804 No, really. 371 00:45:38,339 --> 00:45:40,941 About the other day, I... 372 00:45:42,711 --> 00:45:47,414 ..I wasn't trying to be harsh, but I know I came on too strong. 373 00:45:48,849 --> 00:45:51,986 Well, at least you weren't the only one. 374 00:45:55,789 --> 00:45:57,592 Anyway, I, uh... 375 00:45:58,225 --> 00:46:00,494 ..I have this bad habit of telling other people 376 00:46:00,595 --> 00:46:02,196 how to live their lives. 377 00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:05,533 But it's meant with love. 378 00:46:05,634 --> 00:46:07,234 -You have bad habits? -Mmm. 379 00:46:07,334 --> 00:46:09,504 Hmm. You know, I feel a little betrayed. 380 00:46:09,604 --> 00:46:11,272 Wild, right? 381 00:46:12,607 --> 00:46:14,375 Yeah. 382 00:46:17,978 --> 00:46:19,714 I'll just get this. 383 00:46:50,745 --> 00:46:52,446 See you tomorrow? 384 00:48:01,148 --> 00:48:03,417 These guys absolutely smashed it today. 385 00:48:03,518 --> 00:48:05,587 Give yourselves a round of applause. Whoo! 386 00:48:07,522 --> 00:48:09,089 See you tomorrow. 387 00:48:25,874 --> 00:48:27,374 Hm. 388 00:51:01,563 --> 00:51:03,497 Ow! Stop! 389 00:52:00,955 --> 00:52:02,456 Ugh. 390 00:52:11,032 --> 00:52:12,332 Ugh. 391 00:52:56,243 --> 00:52:57,945 I'm so happy for you, Hana. 392 00:53:00,213 --> 00:53:02,016 Does this mean you got your hands on some Gray? 393 00:53:02,116 --> 00:53:03,283 Ash. 394 00:53:03,383 --> 00:53:05,753 You know that's what it is, right? 395 00:53:05,853 --> 00:53:07,622 Human ash. 396 00:53:10,692 --> 00:53:11,693 What? 397 00:53:11,793 --> 00:53:14,729 Mel, who were you buying the pills from? 398 00:53:15,596 --> 00:53:17,464 What do you mean 'human ash'? 399 00:53:17,565 --> 00:53:19,534 I tested it. 400 00:53:19,634 --> 00:53:22,136 Did you notice any other side effects 401 00:53:22,235 --> 00:53:25,439 like, um, nightmares, weird visuals? 402 00:53:25,540 --> 00:53:29,043 I guess...technically, blackouts. 403 00:53:29,143 --> 00:53:30,745 Blackouts? 404 00:53:31,879 --> 00:53:32,914 Nup. 405 00:53:33,014 --> 00:53:34,682 Uh, nightmares. 406 00:53:35,449 --> 00:53:40,420 Uh...well, sometimes I'd wake up in the middle of the night 407 00:53:40,521 --> 00:53:42,557 feeling really anxious. 408 00:53:42,657 --> 00:53:44,291 Like... 409 00:53:46,359 --> 00:53:48,495 Like someone was watching me. 410 00:53:48,596 --> 00:53:50,965 I've had a similar feeling. 411 00:53:53,701 --> 00:53:57,138 One time, I was in bed and... 412 00:53:57,839 --> 00:54:00,742 ..I heard someone whistling in the hallway. 413 00:54:03,144 --> 00:54:04,645 Like, this old-timey tune 414 00:54:04,746 --> 00:54:06,647 and I thought it was my housemate, 415 00:54:06,748 --> 00:54:09,282 but I got up to check and she wasn't home. 416 00:54:11,819 --> 00:54:12,954 Spooky. 417 00:54:14,387 --> 00:54:16,924 But I haven't had it since I stopped taking the Gray. 418 00:54:18,126 --> 00:54:19,493 Not at all? 419 00:54:21,529 --> 00:54:23,965 Maybe you should go get yourself checked. 420 00:54:25,633 --> 00:54:26,634 Huh. 421 00:54:26,734 --> 00:54:29,336 But, honestly, you look amazing. 422 00:54:30,138 --> 00:54:32,106 It's kind of worth it, right? 423 00:55:01,702 --> 00:55:03,638 I wouldn't recommend it. 424 00:55:04,872 --> 00:55:06,174 Why is that? 425 00:55:06,274 --> 00:55:09,577 Well, you see these smooth ridges here? 426 00:55:09,677 --> 00:55:13,114 The tumour in your pancreas is benign and small. 427 00:55:13,214 --> 00:55:15,249 It's an unnecessary risk. 428 00:55:15,348 --> 00:55:17,919 What about the other symptoms? 429 00:55:18,019 --> 00:55:19,486 The...the sleepwalking? 430 00:55:19,587 --> 00:55:21,656 Well, I can see here 431 00:55:21,756 --> 00:55:25,092 that the results of your sleep test were inconclusive. 432 00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:28,930 I think we need to factor in other causes. 433 00:55:29,931 --> 00:55:31,566 Diet, fatigue. 434 00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:34,401 Drugs and alcohol? 435 00:55:35,770 --> 00:55:38,873 I remember how much pressure I was under in med school. 436 00:55:41,075 --> 00:55:42,442 On the oncology side, 437 00:55:42,543 --> 00:55:44,411 my recommended course of action is... 438 00:55:44,512 --> 00:55:46,047 Watchful waiting. 439 00:56:04,431 --> 00:56:05,566 OK, ready? 440 00:56:05,666 --> 00:56:08,903 Three, two, one. Smile! 441 00:56:15,910 --> 00:56:17,945 And rest. 442 00:56:24,819 --> 00:56:26,821 And sprint! 443 00:59:11,585 --> 00:59:13,120 What are you doing? 444 00:59:19,393 --> 00:59:21,629 Can someone take over? 445 00:59:28,602 --> 00:59:30,404 Whoa. Whoa. Are you OK? 446 00:59:30,505 --> 00:59:31,372 Hey. 447 00:59:31,472 --> 00:59:32,640 Oh, yeah. No, I'm fine. 448 00:59:32,740 --> 00:59:33,941 I just... I just need a minute. 449 00:59:34,041 --> 00:59:35,843 Jesus. 450 00:59:35,943 --> 00:59:37,311 Come on. 451 00:59:37,411 --> 00:59:38,879 Where are we going? 452 00:59:38,979 --> 00:59:40,481 Have you eaten anything today? 453 00:59:40,581 --> 00:59:41,715 I am fine. 454 00:59:41,816 --> 00:59:45,052 Just I'm...I'm having a bad reaction. 455 00:59:46,153 --> 00:59:47,321 To what? 456 00:59:47,421 --> 00:59:48,923 Hana, please tell me 457 00:59:49,023 --> 00:59:51,225 you aren't actually taking those diet pills. 458 00:59:51,325 --> 00:59:52,927 You really, 459 00:59:53,027 --> 00:59:55,062 really can't lecture me on pills. 460 00:59:55,162 --> 00:59:57,264 You look sick, Hana. 461 00:59:57,364 --> 01:00:00,167 This is just like those scam-tastic cleanses 462 01:00:00,267 --> 01:00:02,670 that we used to make fun of, but worse, way worse. 463 01:00:02,770 --> 01:00:04,405 It's not a bad thing for me 464 01:00:04,506 --> 01:00:06,607 to want to change myself for the better. 465 01:00:06,707 --> 01:00:08,510 -It's my body. -It is. 466 01:00:08,609 --> 01:00:10,478 It is your body, yeah. 467 01:00:10,579 --> 01:00:11,812 But do you really think 468 01:00:11,912 --> 01:00:13,114 that you're gonna magically feel better 469 01:00:13,214 --> 01:00:15,249 when you reach a certain number on the scale? 470 01:00:15,349 --> 01:00:17,918 Because if so, you're fucking deluded, Hana. 471 01:00:18,018 --> 01:00:20,321 I know you wish I were fat and miserable forever. 472 01:00:20,421 --> 01:00:22,990 Oh my God, you use the word 'fat' like it is a dirty word, 473 01:00:23,090 --> 01:00:24,825 OK, that is the whole problem. 474 01:00:26,927 --> 01:00:29,997 Hana, if you don't stop punishing yourself, 475 01:00:30,097 --> 01:00:33,134 you're gonna destroy everything good in your life. 476 01:00:56,390 --> 01:00:58,159 Hi. 477 01:00:58,259 --> 01:00:59,727 Hey. 478 01:00:59,827 --> 01:01:01,829 Come in. 479 01:01:06,467 --> 01:01:07,602 You OK? 480 01:01:07,701 --> 01:01:09,737 Yeah. Yeah, of course. 481 01:01:10,539 --> 01:01:12,173 You just seem a bit off. 482 01:01:12,273 --> 01:01:15,442 I think 'off' might be my equilibrium state. 483 01:01:16,645 --> 01:01:18,345 Um, have a seat. 484 01:01:18,445 --> 01:01:20,549 And, uh, oh, you don't have to indulge me, by the way. 485 01:01:20,649 --> 01:01:22,049 We can go out. 486 01:01:22,149 --> 01:01:23,717 Oh, no. 487 01:01:23,817 --> 01:01:25,486 This is great. 488 01:01:29,690 --> 01:01:30,925 Hmm. 489 01:01:31,792 --> 01:01:33,060 Thanks. 490 01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:34,161 Yeah. 491 01:01:35,763 --> 01:01:38,232 I promise to keep my hands to myself this time. 492 01:01:41,101 --> 01:01:42,102 I mean... 493 01:01:42,203 --> 01:01:45,773 ..are we committed to that plan or... 494 01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:49,009 ..is there some latitude? 495 01:02:01,623 --> 01:02:03,123 Mmm. 496 01:02:05,025 --> 01:02:07,027 Mmm. 497 01:02:15,035 --> 01:02:16,538 Oh. 498 01:02:16,638 --> 01:02:19,240 Do you mind if we turn off the lights? 499 01:02:20,474 --> 01:02:21,543 Yeah. Of course. 500 01:02:21,643 --> 01:02:22,910 OK. 501 01:04:17,291 --> 01:04:18,992 Yeah, I had a friend stay over. 502 01:04:19,093 --> 01:04:20,361 I'm just trying to find her. 503 01:04:21,629 --> 01:04:23,130 Hana? 504 01:04:24,733 --> 01:04:27,334 I am so sorry. 505 01:04:28,168 --> 01:04:29,937 Uh...it's fine, it's fine. 506 01:04:30,037 --> 01:04:32,139 Um, are you OK? 507 01:04:33,842 --> 01:04:35,577 Um... 508 01:04:36,210 --> 01:04:38,379 Uh, leave it, leave it. I can do that. 509 01:04:42,149 --> 01:04:45,119 What the fuck? 510 01:04:48,422 --> 01:04:49,758 Really? 511 01:04:49,858 --> 01:04:51,492 Wait, Hana! 512 01:06:13,407 --> 01:06:14,408 Kimie? 513 01:06:16,410 --> 01:06:17,679 Dad? 514 01:06:17,779 --> 01:06:18,847 Hana? 515 01:06:18,947 --> 01:06:20,481 Uh-huh. 516 01:06:20,582 --> 01:06:21,816 Everything OK? 517 01:06:21,916 --> 01:06:23,183 Everything's fine. 518 01:06:23,283 --> 01:06:25,419 I just felt like a little trip. 519 01:06:34,696 --> 01:06:35,763 Hana? 520 01:06:37,264 --> 01:06:39,634 Can you open the door, please? 521 01:06:49,176 --> 01:06:50,645 Answer me, Hana. 522 01:06:53,313 --> 01:06:54,983 What was that? 523 01:06:56,216 --> 01:06:57,652 What the hell's going on in there? 524 01:07:00,020 --> 01:07:01,388 What's going on? 525 01:07:01,488 --> 01:07:03,223 Open this door! 526 01:07:03,323 --> 01:07:04,324 Hana! 527 01:07:06,628 --> 01:07:07,729 Hana! 528 01:07:10,899 --> 01:07:11,866 Hana! 529 01:07:13,400 --> 01:07:14,936 I said open this door, Hana! 530 01:07:15,035 --> 01:07:17,271 Open it right now. 531 01:07:21,108 --> 01:07:22,877 Hana, what's going on?! Open this door. 532 01:07:25,445 --> 01:07:28,215 Dad, would you just fuck off?! I'm not a child. 533 01:07:28,315 --> 01:07:31,151 I know how to clean up some glass, for fuck's sake! 534 01:07:43,163 --> 01:07:45,098 Is this what you wanted? 535 01:08:31,012 --> 01:08:32,513 No. 536 01:08:37,518 --> 01:08:39,587 No, no, no, no, no. Not again. 537 01:08:39,687 --> 01:08:40,822 Not again! 538 01:12:38,793 --> 01:12:40,027 Ohh. 539 01:12:44,497 --> 01:12:45,867 Are you OK? 540 01:12:45,967 --> 01:12:47,568 Oh, I'm fine. 541 01:12:48,468 --> 01:12:49,904 I just, um... 542 01:12:50,905 --> 01:12:53,708 My...pen. 543 01:12:54,976 --> 01:12:56,110 Thank you. 544 01:12:59,914 --> 01:13:01,048 Ohh. 545 01:13:01,148 --> 01:13:03,084 Dare I ask you about the glass? 546 01:13:12,927 --> 01:13:14,394 What is this? 547 01:13:14,494 --> 01:13:15,963 It's pancakes. 548 01:13:17,732 --> 01:13:19,100 What for? 549 01:13:20,433 --> 01:13:22,402 I made you breakfast. 550 01:13:23,204 --> 01:13:24,872 Aren't you feeding yourself? 551 01:13:26,473 --> 01:13:28,309 I didn't even know you could cook. 552 01:13:28,408 --> 01:13:29,677 Huh! 553 01:13:34,282 --> 01:13:38,052 What, you think I can synthesise complex compounds 554 01:13:38,152 --> 01:13:40,354 and I can't... 555 01:13:40,453 --> 01:13:42,422 ..can't follow a simple recipe? 556 01:13:42,523 --> 01:13:44,424 That just makes it worse. 557 01:13:48,296 --> 01:13:49,897 Are we fighting? 558 01:13:49,997 --> 01:13:52,333 Hey, you've got to tell me if we're fighting, 559 01:13:52,432 --> 01:13:54,335 otherwise I just look foolish. 560 01:13:56,570 --> 01:13:58,205 It's only a meal, Hana, 561 01:13:58,306 --> 01:13:59,974 and it's getting cold. 562 01:14:00,074 --> 01:14:01,842 It's never just a meal. 563 01:14:01,943 --> 01:14:04,578 Not with either of you. Not ever. 564 01:14:07,715 --> 01:14:09,350 Well, don't eat it, then. 565 01:14:09,449 --> 01:14:10,851 What does it matter? 566 01:14:10,952 --> 01:14:11,852 It matters! 567 01:14:11,953 --> 01:14:14,322 You always pretend like it's nothing. 568 01:14:14,422 --> 01:14:16,324 But it has always mattered! 569 01:14:16,424 --> 01:14:20,127 I understand if you don't care about yourself that much, fine. 570 01:14:20,227 --> 01:14:23,331 But why did you have to care so little about us? 571 01:14:23,431 --> 01:14:25,666 Your mother is the one who's left. 572 01:14:25,766 --> 01:14:28,501 You left us a long time ago! 573 01:14:29,637 --> 01:14:31,906 -I'm still here. -Until when? 574 01:14:36,644 --> 01:14:38,112 Until when? 575 01:14:41,382 --> 01:14:45,853 You can't sit by yourself like this in the dark forever. 576 01:14:57,865 --> 01:15:01,501 I'm not gonna sit with you here until the end. 577 01:15:47,314 --> 01:15:48,749 Hey. 578 01:15:51,585 --> 01:15:52,753 You can say it. 579 01:15:52,853 --> 01:15:54,822 Just...just say it. 580 01:15:58,893 --> 01:16:00,529 I don't know what you're talking about. 581 01:16:00,628 --> 01:16:01,695 I am sorry. 582 01:16:01,796 --> 01:16:03,164 And you were right. 583 01:16:03,264 --> 01:16:06,467 I need help. I am losing weight way too fast. 584 01:16:06,567 --> 01:16:08,669 Jesus, Hana. 585 01:16:08,769 --> 01:16:11,939 I told you not to take Melissa's pills. 586 01:16:12,706 --> 01:16:14,909 They're not Melissa's pills. 587 01:16:16,077 --> 01:16:19,246 Uh...I actually made them myself. 588 01:16:19,346 --> 01:16:21,282 What do you mean... 589 01:16:21,382 --> 01:16:23,117 ..you made them? 590 01:16:24,051 --> 01:16:26,287 Like, you stole an urn or something? 591 01:16:29,256 --> 01:16:30,825 Oh, Hana. 592 01:16:32,426 --> 01:16:34,829 Please tell me you have not been... 593 01:16:34,929 --> 01:16:36,397 ..eating all the cadavers. 594 01:16:38,899 --> 01:16:40,468 -One... -Oh... 595 01:16:40,569 --> 01:16:42,903 -..cadaver. -..my God. 596 01:16:43,003 --> 01:16:44,573 Ours. 597 01:16:44,672 --> 01:16:45,973 Bertha. 598 01:16:46,073 --> 01:16:48,075 What the fuck? 599 01:16:48,175 --> 01:16:49,243 How? 600 01:16:49,343 --> 01:16:50,678 I know. 601 01:16:50,778 --> 01:16:51,846 Do you, though? 602 01:16:51,946 --> 01:16:54,448 Because you ate a person! I... 603 01:16:57,718 --> 01:16:59,521 That is beyond fucked up. 604 01:16:59,620 --> 01:17:00,888 I know. 605 01:17:00,988 --> 01:17:03,525 What you said about me the other day, it...it is true. 606 01:17:03,624 --> 01:17:05,192 I am fucked up. 607 01:17:05,993 --> 01:17:07,194 Sometimes I-I feel like 608 01:17:07,294 --> 01:17:09,029 there is this, like, bottomless pit inside of me 609 01:17:09,130 --> 01:17:11,098 and everything just keeps getting sucked into it. 610 01:17:11,198 --> 01:17:13,767 And then...then I thought that if I-I changed myself, 611 01:17:13,868 --> 01:17:15,803 then it'll go away. 612 01:17:15,903 --> 01:17:17,905 But it just got worse. 613 01:17:18,607 --> 01:17:22,042 And now I think I'm really in trouble. 614 01:17:28,115 --> 01:17:29,917 You did fuck up. 615 01:17:30,017 --> 01:17:31,418 Yeah. 616 01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:34,088 -Like, catastrophically. -Yeah. 617 01:17:35,557 --> 01:17:37,224 But you're not fucked-up. 618 01:17:38,425 --> 01:17:40,661 -Uh... -There's a difference. 619 01:17:41,596 --> 01:17:44,298 But you stopped taking them, right? 620 01:17:44,398 --> 01:17:46,433 -The pills? -Yeah. 621 01:17:46,535 --> 01:17:50,137 Um...there is one more thing. 622 01:17:54,675 --> 01:17:56,243 Bertha... 623 01:17:57,845 --> 01:18:00,281 ..has latched on to me... 624 01:18:02,116 --> 01:18:04,318 ..spiritually. 625 01:18:05,486 --> 01:18:06,854 Spiritually? 626 01:18:06,954 --> 01:18:09,790 I can prove this to you. OK? 627 01:18:10,824 --> 01:18:13,394 Yeah. 628 01:18:13,494 --> 01:18:16,598 Uh, look into this. 629 01:18:18,600 --> 01:18:20,635 I just have to do this. 630 01:18:23,837 --> 01:18:25,472 Just take a look into the reflection 631 01:18:25,574 --> 01:18:27,041 and tell me what you see. 632 01:18:27,141 --> 01:18:28,776 Hmm. 633 01:18:30,411 --> 01:18:31,845 I see myself. 634 01:18:31,946 --> 01:18:34,148 Try looking around the room. 635 01:18:36,183 --> 01:18:38,485 OK, Hana. 636 01:18:38,587 --> 01:18:39,820 Seriously, what are you doing? 637 01:18:39,920 --> 01:18:41,623 I'm measuring my blood sugar. 638 01:18:41,722 --> 01:18:43,123 I have this theory that she comes 639 01:18:43,224 --> 01:18:47,428 whenever my glucose levels drop below 6 millimoles. 640 01:18:47,529 --> 01:18:53,133 I've been microdosing on these to keep my blood sugar up. 641 01:18:53,934 --> 01:18:55,269 Just keep looking. 642 01:18:55,369 --> 01:18:56,370 W-- 643 01:18:56,470 --> 01:18:57,639 At what?! 644 01:18:57,738 --> 01:18:59,608 'Cause all I can see is my face 645 01:18:59,708 --> 01:19:02,544 looking a bit freaked out, frankly. 646 01:19:03,678 --> 01:19:05,446 Look...at...the spoons! 647 01:19:05,547 --> 01:19:06,548 There is nothing. 648 01:19:06,648 --> 01:19:08,650 There is nothing, Hana. 649 01:19:08,749 --> 01:19:09,684 There. 650 01:19:09,783 --> 01:19:11,318 What...? 651 01:19:13,754 --> 01:19:15,856 There! 652 01:19:20,394 --> 01:19:21,929 You can't see that? 653 01:19:23,464 --> 01:19:24,765 Hana... 654 01:19:27,535 --> 01:19:29,403 She is right there! 655 01:19:29,503 --> 01:19:31,272 OK, OK, but...but listen. 656 01:19:31,372 --> 01:19:35,342 Because you are seeing something that I can't see. 657 01:19:36,745 --> 01:19:39,313 Hana... 658 01:19:44,418 --> 01:19:47,087 I think that we should speak to the school psych. 659 01:19:47,722 --> 01:19:50,291 I mean, they...they're used to seeing students... 660 01:19:57,898 --> 01:19:59,833 Oh! Thank God! 661 01:19:59,933 --> 01:20:01,770 Thank God? The fuck was that?! 662 01:20:01,869 --> 01:20:03,203 Oh! 663 01:20:03,304 --> 01:20:04,872 Eat the bears! 664 01:20:04,972 --> 01:20:07,274 Eat the gummy bears! 665 01:20:10,144 --> 01:20:13,013 She's gone for now. 666 01:20:13,113 --> 01:20:15,849 OK. 667 01:20:15,949 --> 01:20:18,118 So I've been keeping track 668 01:20:18,218 --> 01:20:20,588 and there is a direct correlation. 669 01:20:20,689 --> 01:20:22,122 The more calories I consume, 670 01:20:22,222 --> 01:20:25,359 the more weight I lose and the larger she gets. 671 01:20:25,459 --> 01:20:28,596 It's like she's devouring me from the inside. 672 01:20:29,963 --> 01:20:31,131 I talked to Mel. 673 01:20:31,231 --> 01:20:33,167 She said that she felt a presence at times, 674 01:20:33,267 --> 01:20:35,235 but it was nothing like this. 675 01:20:35,336 --> 01:20:38,740 And everything stopped when she quit taking the pills. 676 01:20:39,440 --> 01:20:41,975 Well, then what makes Bertha different? 677 01:20:42,076 --> 01:20:44,278 What does she want? 678 01:20:45,714 --> 01:20:47,014 Uh, Professor? 679 01:20:47,114 --> 01:20:49,149 I, um... 680 01:20:49,249 --> 01:20:52,119 ..had a question...for you... 681 01:20:52,219 --> 01:20:54,388 ..um, ab...about, uh, the... 682 01:21:09,203 --> 01:21:11,740 We were inseparable as teens. 683 01:21:13,207 --> 01:21:15,976 And she was the kind of sister who'd buy you booze, 684 01:21:16,076 --> 01:21:18,680 you know, show you how to shove a tampon up your vag. 685 01:21:18,780 --> 01:21:19,880 Yeah. 686 01:21:19,980 --> 01:21:21,683 She worked in disability. 687 01:21:21,783 --> 01:21:23,818 That was good for a bit. 688 01:21:23,917 --> 01:21:28,122 And then, um, the diagnosis. 689 01:21:29,022 --> 01:21:30,525 Yeah, we saw. 690 01:21:31,492 --> 01:21:32,893 In her liver. 691 01:21:34,261 --> 01:21:35,329 Yeah. 692 01:21:35,429 --> 01:21:36,698 It started small. 693 01:21:36,798 --> 01:21:40,200 Just a tiny speck on her pancreas. 694 01:21:42,436 --> 01:21:45,439 Grace spent her whole life taking care of other people, 695 01:21:45,540 --> 01:21:48,442 but she wasn't really up for taking care of herself, 696 01:21:48,543 --> 01:21:50,310 you know? 697 01:21:50,411 --> 01:21:54,582 I think she carried a lot of pain. 698 01:21:56,518 --> 01:21:59,987 And eating had always been her way of coping. 699 01:22:00,087 --> 01:22:01,589 But it got really bad. 700 01:22:01,689 --> 01:22:03,457 Then she stopped seeing everyone. 701 01:22:05,125 --> 01:22:09,531 I don't think Grace ever made peace with herself. 702 01:22:11,666 --> 01:22:15,068 She was...so good. 703 01:22:16,905 --> 01:22:18,673 And she never saw it. 704 01:22:20,842 --> 01:22:23,578 And I couldn't help her. 705 01:22:27,080 --> 01:22:30,685 You can't...love someone into getting better. 706 01:22:37,725 --> 01:22:40,628 Are you OK? 707 01:22:41,395 --> 01:22:43,631 I think I understand why she latched on to me. 708 01:22:43,731 --> 01:22:46,534 And I need to return everything I took from her. 709 01:22:47,936 --> 01:22:48,803 What... 710 01:22:48,903 --> 01:22:50,404 I have to head home for her ash, 711 01:22:50,504 --> 01:22:52,607 uh, but could you pick up a few things for me? 712 01:22:52,707 --> 01:22:54,107 I'll text you a list? 713 01:22:54,208 --> 01:22:56,644 Hana, wait. 714 01:23:36,985 --> 01:23:38,118 Mom? 715 01:23:38,218 --> 01:23:39,988 Hana! 716 01:23:40,087 --> 01:23:42,489 You scared me. 717 01:23:43,625 --> 01:23:45,092 What's happened? 718 01:23:46,426 --> 01:23:47,629 Oh. 719 01:23:48,963 --> 01:23:50,565 You're here. 720 01:23:50,665 --> 01:23:51,733 Of course I'm here. 721 01:23:51,833 --> 01:23:53,467 I sent you my flight details. 722 01:23:53,568 --> 01:23:57,504 I just... I didn't...I didn't think you were coming back. 723 01:23:57,605 --> 01:23:59,674 You are being silly. 724 01:23:59,774 --> 01:24:01,543 What about Dad? 725 01:24:01,643 --> 01:24:03,545 He called just before. 726 01:24:03,645 --> 01:24:05,279 We'll see. 727 01:24:06,079 --> 01:24:07,749 Hana... 728 01:24:09,049 --> 01:24:10,818 You're so skinny. 729 01:24:10,919 --> 01:24:12,587 Are you OK? 730 01:24:12,687 --> 01:24:13,955 Yeah, I'm fine. 731 01:24:14,054 --> 01:24:16,123 You're not fine. 732 01:24:16,223 --> 01:24:18,325 Is it the stress? 733 01:24:19,994 --> 01:24:22,564 I told you not to study too hard, Hana. 734 01:24:22,664 --> 01:24:24,832 You always overdo it. 735 01:24:24,933 --> 01:24:26,400 What are you looking for? 736 01:24:29,003 --> 01:24:30,772 Did you... Did you go through my stuff? 737 01:24:30,872 --> 01:24:35,108 Hana, maybe we need to put school on hold for a bit. 738 01:24:35,208 --> 01:24:39,279 I asked you not to clean when I am not here. 739 01:24:39,379 --> 01:24:41,950 You need to come home and rest. 740 01:24:42,050 --> 01:24:43,918 I've never seen you so thin! 741 01:24:44,018 --> 01:24:45,319 Oh my God, Mom! 742 01:24:45,419 --> 01:24:47,622 But that's what you always wanted! 743 01:24:47,722 --> 01:24:49,023 Of course not, Hana. 744 01:24:49,122 --> 01:24:50,825 You look like a different person. 745 01:24:52,026 --> 01:24:53,628 No. 746 01:24:53,728 --> 01:24:56,396 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! 747 01:24:56,496 --> 01:24:58,231 -What did you do with it? -What? 748 01:24:58,332 --> 01:25:01,603 The...the powder that was in the Tupperware. 749 01:25:01,703 --> 01:25:02,637 -The dust? -Yeah. 750 01:25:02,737 --> 01:25:03,738 I threw it out. 751 01:25:03,838 --> 01:25:06,139 -It was filthy. -Oh! 752 01:25:07,107 --> 01:25:08,543 I needed that! 753 01:25:08,643 --> 01:25:10,979 I was just trying to help you, Hana. 754 01:25:11,079 --> 01:25:13,313 Where are you going? 755 01:26:17,912 --> 01:26:18,813 Hana? 756 01:26:18,913 --> 01:26:19,947 Ohh. 757 01:26:22,315 --> 01:26:24,284 What are you doing, Hana? 758 01:26:26,921 --> 01:26:28,156 Oh, Goddammit. 759 01:26:28,255 --> 01:26:29,624 Stop. What's going on? 760 01:26:29,724 --> 01:26:30,925 Hmm! 761 01:26:31,025 --> 01:26:32,593 Mmm. 762 01:26:32,694 --> 01:26:35,763 Hana, stop! 763 01:26:36,396 --> 01:26:38,498 Why didn't you tell me about this? 764 01:26:38,599 --> 01:26:40,034 Is this bad? 765 01:26:40,134 --> 01:26:42,402 Is this why you've lost so much weight? 766 01:26:42,502 --> 01:26:44,639 -Are you dying? -No! No, no, no, no. 767 01:26:44,739 --> 01:26:46,708 Just look at the smooth borders, Mom. 768 01:26:46,808 --> 01:26:47,742 It's benign 769 01:26:47,842 --> 01:26:49,476 soft tissue, see? 770 01:26:52,446 --> 01:26:55,215 Ah! Someone's at the door. 771 01:26:56,818 --> 01:26:58,285 Mom! Wait. Don't! 772 01:27:02,056 --> 01:27:03,457 Ohh. 773 01:27:05,626 --> 01:27:06,961 Oh! 774 01:27:11,799 --> 01:27:12,934 OK. 775 01:27:14,202 --> 01:27:15,837 Ohh! 776 01:27:15,937 --> 01:27:18,539 Oh! 777 01:27:22,009 --> 01:27:23,376 Hey! 778 01:27:24,712 --> 01:27:26,948 You're pathetic! No-one loves you! 779 01:27:28,348 --> 01:27:30,250 Oh! 780 01:27:33,386 --> 01:27:34,789 Ow! 781 01:27:40,360 --> 01:27:42,830 Argh! 782 01:27:50,504 --> 01:27:51,973 Oh! 783 01:27:55,710 --> 01:27:56,978 Ahhh! 784 01:28:48,495 --> 01:28:50,131 Hana! 785 01:28:50,231 --> 01:28:51,666 Not on the floor! 786 01:28:51,766 --> 01:28:54,702 No. Stay in there. I have to go. 787 01:28:54,802 --> 01:28:57,705 And don't clean! 788 01:29:32,807 --> 01:29:34,407 Ohh. 789 01:29:37,612 --> 01:29:40,948 Uh, just charge me whatever for...that. 790 01:29:42,950 --> 01:29:44,484 Josie, hi. 791 01:29:44,585 --> 01:29:47,021 Have you got any more of that ketamine? 792 01:30:16,784 --> 01:30:18,519 Alright, you want to fill me in? 793 01:30:18,619 --> 01:30:20,254 Because I figured the ket wasn't for celebrating. 794 01:30:20,354 --> 01:30:22,489 I think I figured it out. 795 01:30:24,625 --> 01:30:26,961 Where the hell did you get that, Hana? 796 01:30:27,728 --> 01:30:29,196 Hana! 797 01:30:29,297 --> 01:30:32,199 I just need you to trust me, Jose. 798 01:30:32,300 --> 01:30:33,801 Can I see your phone? 799 01:30:33,901 --> 01:30:35,569 Fine. 800 01:30:38,039 --> 01:30:39,807 Here. 801 01:30:39,907 --> 01:30:41,441 Uh, what? 802 01:30:43,644 --> 01:30:45,413 What the fuck are you doing? 803 01:30:45,513 --> 01:30:47,982 I'm so sorry. Just trust me. 804 01:30:48,082 --> 01:30:49,083 OK? 805 01:30:50,418 --> 01:30:51,953 Let me in! 806 01:30:53,054 --> 01:30:54,487 Oh my gosh. Wait. 807 01:30:54,588 --> 01:30:55,823 Are you already high? 808 01:30:55,923 --> 01:30:58,926 Hana? Wait... Hana? 809 01:31:00,261 --> 01:31:03,130 Hana, that is way too much. 810 01:31:04,799 --> 01:31:07,268 I only need 20 minutes, tops. 811 01:31:07,368 --> 01:31:08,536 For what? 812 01:31:08,636 --> 01:31:11,038 Hana, 20 minutes for what? 813 01:31:14,608 --> 01:31:15,843 I have a theory. 814 01:31:15,943 --> 01:31:18,846 I told you it was a dead end. 815 01:31:18,946 --> 01:31:20,480 But when I got the test done, 816 01:31:20,581 --> 01:31:22,650 they found a growth on my pancreas 817 01:31:22,750 --> 01:31:24,885 in the exact same spot as Bertha's. 818 01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:28,222 What if the ash is what caused the tumour 819 01:31:28,322 --> 01:31:31,625 and I need to remove the growth to break the connection? 820 01:31:31,726 --> 01:31:33,861 Well, that is not a theory. 821 01:31:33,961 --> 01:31:35,429 Uh, that is... 822 01:31:35,529 --> 01:31:38,866 ..like far-fetched speculation at best, Hana. 823 01:31:38,966 --> 01:31:41,469 Please think about this clearly, OK? 824 01:31:41,569 --> 01:31:42,970 You can't just... 825 01:31:43,070 --> 01:31:44,205 ..cut yourself open. 826 01:31:45,573 --> 01:31:47,641 Elective surgery would be months away. 827 01:31:47,742 --> 01:31:50,244 There's no way that I can last that long. 828 01:31:50,344 --> 01:31:51,846 Hana... 829 01:31:51,946 --> 01:31:53,347 Hana, no! 830 01:31:53,447 --> 01:31:54,548 No! This is... 831 01:31:54,648 --> 01:31:56,417 This is not cool! 832 01:31:56,517 --> 01:31:58,719 OK? You cannot put this on me. 833 01:31:58,819 --> 01:32:00,621 I swear I will make you pay 834 01:32:00,721 --> 01:32:03,090 for, like, 20 years' worth of therapy! 835 01:32:03,190 --> 01:32:06,794 Fucking decades of it, Hana! 836 01:32:07,461 --> 01:32:08,963 Look, I'll...I'll do all the work. 837 01:32:09,063 --> 01:32:12,500 All you have to do is make sure that I don't bleed out after. 838 01:32:12,600 --> 01:32:14,201 What? Hana... 839 01:32:14,301 --> 01:32:15,336 Hana! 840 01:32:15,436 --> 01:32:17,138 Hana... 841 01:32:23,512 --> 01:32:25,179 Hana? What are you doing? 842 01:32:26,313 --> 01:32:28,249 Lowering my blood sugar. 843 01:32:28,349 --> 01:32:29,518 What? 844 01:34:02,710 --> 01:34:03,878 Argh! 845 01:34:29,236 --> 01:34:30,704 Oh! 846 01:37:12,767 --> 01:37:14,736 Oh! 847 01:37:37,826 --> 01:37:40,027 Argh! 848 01:37:50,572 --> 01:37:51,673 Ohh. 849 01:39:16,323 --> 01:39:18,058 Hey! 850 01:39:18,693 --> 01:39:21,128 God, you stupid, fucking idiot. 851 01:39:21,228 --> 01:39:23,063 What the hell were you thinking? 852 01:39:24,965 --> 01:39:28,335 Hey! Hey. Hey. Hey. 853 01:39:29,102 --> 01:39:30,738 I'm gonna get you out of here. 854 01:40:17,217 --> 01:40:19,319 I told you to wear the other shirt. 855 01:40:19,419 --> 01:40:21,856 This one gets wrinkled so easily. 856 01:40:22,757 --> 01:40:25,760 You said this one brings out my eyes, though. 857 01:40:25,860 --> 01:40:27,027 I never said that. 858 01:40:27,127 --> 01:40:28,763 You didn't? 859 01:40:28,863 --> 01:40:30,230 Must've been my other wife. 860 01:40:30,330 --> 01:40:32,065 You are ridiculous. 861 01:40:34,067 --> 01:40:36,538 Hana! You are going to be late! 862 01:40:40,542 --> 01:40:43,711 Today, we gather to honour the silent teachers 863 01:40:43,811 --> 01:40:46,814 who have profoundly shaped our understanding of the human body 864 01:40:46,915 --> 01:40:48,315 and the art of medicine. 865 01:40:48,415 --> 01:40:50,685 Each donor was a person 866 01:40:50,785 --> 01:40:54,556 with dreams, fears and stories of their own. 867 01:40:54,656 --> 01:40:56,925 We do not know all the details of their lives, 868 01:40:57,025 --> 01:40:58,526 but we do know this. 869 01:40:58,626 --> 01:40:59,861 In their final act, 870 01:40:59,961 --> 01:41:02,229 they chose to become our teachers. 871 01:41:02,329 --> 01:41:04,131 They chose to leave a legacy 872 01:41:04,231 --> 01:41:07,234 of learning, compassion and healing. 873 01:41:07,334 --> 01:41:10,504 To the families of our donors here with us today... 874 01:41:47,542 --> 01:41:48,810 Hey. 875 01:41:48,910 --> 01:41:50,377 Hi. 876 01:41:53,180 --> 01:41:54,582 Come on in. 877 01:41:59,654 --> 01:42:00,888 What's all this? 878 01:42:00,989 --> 01:42:03,725 Oh, these are for you 879 01:42:03,825 --> 01:42:05,693 to replace what I... 880 01:42:06,694 --> 01:42:07,629 ..last time. 881 01:42:07,729 --> 01:42:09,764 -You really didn't have to. -Right. Sorry. 882 01:42:09,864 --> 01:42:12,499 Um...I couldn't remember everything you had, 883 01:42:12,600 --> 01:42:14,569 so I just went off of the program list. 884 01:42:14,669 --> 01:42:16,370 But, um, if there's anything missing, I can just... 885 01:42:16,470 --> 01:42:19,406 -Hana, I don't need groceries. -Sorry. 886 01:42:19,507 --> 01:42:20,908 You said. 887 01:42:29,349 --> 01:42:31,619 I'm sorry for disappearing. 888 01:42:32,252 --> 01:42:34,454 I was a little screwy, evidently. 889 01:42:35,288 --> 01:42:37,792 But I really am trying. 890 01:42:55,375 --> 01:42:58,178 What were you doing at the gym before exams? 891 01:43:00,414 --> 01:43:02,349 I wasn't at the gym. 892 01:43:03,483 --> 01:43:05,153 I saw you go into the locker room. 893 01:43:05,252 --> 01:43:07,187 I called you, like, right after. 894 01:43:23,004 --> 01:43:24,872 I should probably leave you to it. 895 01:43:24,972 --> 01:43:28,475 Hana...come on. 896 01:43:30,812 --> 01:43:32,680 I want to understand. 897 01:43:54,802 --> 01:43:56,604 You're wonderful. 898 01:44:04,679 --> 01:44:06,246 Adorable. 899 01:44:10,852 --> 01:44:12,385 Clever. 900 01:44:15,123 --> 01:44:17,457 Completely amazing. 901 01:44:22,096 --> 01:44:23,698 What's wrong?