1 00:00:20,982 --> 00:00:24,254 This place seems confused by the rules of night and day. 2 00:00:25,686 --> 00:00:28,423 Or perhaps it simply ignores them, 3 00:00:28,492 --> 00:00:31,129 refusing to cool when the sun fades. 4 00:00:34,760 --> 00:00:36,592 It's as if God has not yet decided 5 00:00:36,661 --> 00:00:37,960 what this place should become. 6 00:00:40,399 --> 00:00:41,601 Will it be desert? 7 00:00:43,974 --> 00:00:45,275 Will it be prairie? 8 00:00:52,783 --> 00:00:57,280 Every living thing is armed with thorns and horns and fangs 9 00:00:57,348 --> 00:01:01,687 as the land wages war on itself, seeking the answer... 10 00:01:07,865 --> 00:01:09,927 I knew that war. 11 00:01:09,996 --> 00:01:13,167 That war between what you should become, 12 00:01:13,236 --> 00:01:14,832 and what you could become. 13 00:01:18,543 --> 00:01:22,774 I looked at this place and saw my unfinished soul. 14 00:01:25,384 --> 00:01:29,787 I looked at this place and knew, for me... 15 00:01:29,855 --> 00:01:31,420 that war was over. 16 00:01:33,419 --> 00:01:34,786 I know what I am now. 17 00:01:36,993 --> 00:01:38,328 I'm a cowboy. 18 00:01:53,105 --> 00:01:56,171 It seems the farther we get from civilization, 19 00:01:56,239 --> 00:01:58,546 the more of its rules we leave behind. 20 00:01:59,543 --> 00:02:01,043 Its traditions. 21 00:02:02,283 --> 00:02:03,320 Its inhibitions... 22 00:02:05,288 --> 00:02:07,491 The farther west we travel, 23 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:11,086 the more those rules and customs become a burden. 24 00:02:55,776 --> 00:02:57,302 You speak English? 25 00:02:57,371 --> 00:03:01,070 Sorry. No English. 26 00:03:02,076 --> 00:03:03,010 Alina. 27 00:03:06,686 --> 00:03:08,378 Wife English. 28 00:03:08,447 --> 00:03:10,745 Oh, um... 29 00:03:10,814 --> 00:03:12,455 What do you call those? 30 00:03:14,318 --> 00:03:15,254 Pants. 31 00:03:15,323 --> 00:03:17,695 In his language. 32 00:03:17,764 --> 00:03:19,930 Pantaloni. 33 00:03:19,999 --> 00:03:21,365 Ask him if he has more. 34 00:03:21,433 --> 00:03:24,398 I know he has more because I made them. 35 00:03:24,466 --> 00:03:26,863 - Can I trade for some? - Trade. 36 00:03:26,932 --> 00:03:28,531 I give you something and you give... 37 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,107 I know what trade is. 38 00:03:31,176 --> 00:03:33,243 Why you want my husband's pants? 39 00:03:33,312 --> 00:03:35,406 Tired of blisters from the saddle. 40 00:03:35,475 --> 00:03:38,107 Let's talk trade. 41 00:03:38,175 --> 00:03:40,175 - What do you want? - What do you have? 42 00:03:40,244 --> 00:03:42,980 - What do you need? - We need everything. 43 00:03:52,325 --> 00:03:53,890 It's gold. 44 00:03:53,959 --> 00:03:55,928 What good is gold to me out here? 45 00:03:55,996 --> 00:03:59,600 If everything is what you need, gold can buy it. 46 00:03:59,669 --> 00:04:02,974 Oh. I just walk over to store then. 47 00:04:03,043 --> 00:04:04,474 There's stores in Abilene. 48 00:04:10,278 --> 00:04:11,612 Why you have gold? 49 00:04:11,681 --> 00:04:13,043 Why I have it is none of your business. 50 00:04:13,112 --> 00:04:15,113 Then you stole it and we have no trade. 51 00:04:15,182 --> 00:04:17,553 Wait. 52 00:04:17,622 --> 00:04:19,549 My father made jewelry of his money to hide it. 53 00:04:19,618 --> 00:04:21,392 He hid some on me. 54 00:04:23,854 --> 00:04:25,055 Not yours to hide anymore. 55 00:04:26,326 --> 00:04:27,860 I get you pants. 56 00:04:35,632 --> 00:04:38,209 There is pants. 57 00:04:38,277 --> 00:04:40,373 Should fit you. Too small for him. 58 00:04:40,441 --> 00:04:42,010 You have skinny hips. 59 00:04:42,079 --> 00:04:45,743 You think so? 60 00:04:45,812 --> 00:04:47,550 I know. I looking at you. 61 00:04:47,618 --> 00:04:49,184 When you have baby, its head coming out 62 00:04:49,252 --> 00:04:50,553 looking like eggplant. 63 00:04:51,649 --> 00:04:52,951 What's eggplant? 64 00:05:09,273 --> 00:05:10,441 Can you do that to my dress? 65 00:05:30,761 --> 00:05:33,163 What's the matter, never seen a woman in pants before? 66 00:05:33,232 --> 00:05:36,368 Naw, I think you're the first. 67 00:05:37,804 --> 00:05:39,228 Hey, cut it out. 68 00:05:47,075 --> 00:05:48,578 Oh... 69 00:05:53,814 --> 00:05:55,585 It's not the worst idea you've had. 70 00:05:58,888 --> 00:06:01,626 I don't want to know where the pants came from. 71 00:06:01,694 --> 00:06:04,253 - I traded for them... - I said I don't want to know. 72 00:06:07,791 --> 00:06:09,564 Traded what? 73 00:06:09,633 --> 00:06:10,729 Never mind. I don't want to know. 74 00:06:21,578 --> 00:06:23,575 - What time's the meeting? - Now. 75 00:06:23,643 --> 00:06:25,078 You want me to come? 76 00:06:25,147 --> 00:06:28,420 No, stay with the herd. I saw wolf tracks by the river. 77 00:06:35,457 --> 00:06:36,859 That one of them gypsies? 78 00:06:36,928 --> 00:06:38,160 Sorta. 79 00:06:38,229 --> 00:06:40,096 I'll bring you supper. 80 00:06:40,165 --> 00:06:41,433 Hey, bring me two. 81 00:08:10,280 --> 00:08:12,616 River looked pretty deep to me. 82 00:08:12,685 --> 00:08:14,054 It's high. 83 00:08:14,123 --> 00:08:16,161 Maybe we should've crossed the Red where we was. 84 00:08:16,230 --> 00:08:18,024 Now we're crossing two rivers... 85 00:08:18,093 --> 00:08:20,565 We're gonna cross twenty before we're done. 86 00:08:20,634 --> 00:08:22,728 I didn't see a decent place to cross here. 87 00:08:22,797 --> 00:08:24,796 There's one a few miles up. 88 00:08:24,865 --> 00:08:27,467 There's a spot wild cattle use. 89 00:08:27,536 --> 00:08:29,435 Ground pretty rocky. 90 00:08:29,504 --> 00:08:30,975 How deep? 91 00:08:31,044 --> 00:08:33,541 It's a swim. 92 00:08:33,610 --> 00:08:35,512 Your people know how to swim? 93 00:08:35,581 --> 00:08:37,648 It's illegal where we are from. 94 00:08:38,644 --> 00:08:40,081 To swim? 95 00:08:40,150 --> 00:08:41,910 Where I am from they whip the bodies of the drowned 96 00:08:41,979 --> 00:08:43,247 before they are buried. 97 00:08:43,316 --> 00:08:45,451 For getting in a river in the first place. 98 00:08:45,520 --> 00:08:46,822 We don't swim. 99 00:08:48,825 --> 00:08:51,760 We could get the cattle across first 100 00:08:51,829 --> 00:08:54,790 then get as many over horseback as we can, 101 00:08:54,859 --> 00:08:56,832 then the wagons. 102 00:08:59,997 --> 00:09:03,804 Look, my two cents? 103 00:09:03,872 --> 00:09:05,500 If we run the cattle over first 104 00:09:05,568 --> 00:09:08,072 they're gonna make soup out of the bank. 105 00:09:08,141 --> 00:09:09,370 You get a wagon stuck and you've got 106 00:09:09,439 --> 00:09:11,207 a traffic jam in the middle of the river. 107 00:09:11,276 --> 00:09:14,947 I seen it, and you don't want to. 108 00:09:15,016 --> 00:09:17,253 Ferry folks over then send the wagons. 109 00:09:17,322 --> 00:09:18,546 Then bring the herd. 110 00:09:18,615 --> 00:09:21,551 How many folks you need to hold the herd? 111 00:09:21,620 --> 00:09:23,727 Don't worry about the herd, I'll get the herd across, 112 00:09:23,795 --> 00:09:25,629 you just keep those wagons off the bank 113 00:09:25,698 --> 00:09:26,961 or I'm gonna have a traffic jam too. 114 00:09:29,668 --> 00:09:33,235 Can you help us ferry folks across? 115 00:09:33,304 --> 00:09:34,496 I can do that. 116 00:09:34,564 --> 00:09:36,699 That means your wife has to drive a wagon. 117 00:09:36,768 --> 00:09:39,703 My wife could back a wagon through the doors of a saloon. 118 00:09:39,772 --> 00:09:40,777 She'll be fine. 119 00:09:43,382 --> 00:09:45,116 We'll cross in the morning. 120 00:09:45,185 --> 00:09:47,047 Wait till it warms up. 121 00:09:47,116 --> 00:09:49,711 Let everything get hot and a little tired. 122 00:09:49,779 --> 00:09:52,223 Animals will be more ready to get in the river then. 123 00:09:52,292 --> 00:09:54,382 That's rain over there. 124 00:09:54,451 --> 00:09:56,226 Rain over there is a higher river here. 125 00:09:56,295 --> 00:09:57,728 It's high already. 126 00:10:01,294 --> 00:10:03,299 By the time I get these misfits moving 127 00:10:03,368 --> 00:10:04,928 it'll be midday, farmer. 128 00:10:04,997 --> 00:10:06,330 Don't you worry about it. 129 00:10:08,473 --> 00:10:09,773 I ain't no fucking farmer. 130 00:10:10,835 --> 00:10:12,099 You were. 131 00:10:12,168 --> 00:10:14,512 I was a captain, too. 132 00:10:14,581 --> 00:10:16,406 I don't call myself that either... 133 00:10:21,745 --> 00:10:22,984 Captain. 134 00:10:32,522 --> 00:10:35,261 Steal some hard tack, if you don't mind. 135 00:10:35,330 --> 00:10:39,094 There's some biscuits in my teepee and some bacon. 136 00:10:39,163 --> 00:10:41,503 How old's the biscuits? 137 00:10:41,571 --> 00:10:43,070 They're new enough. 138 00:10:50,043 --> 00:10:51,210 Thought we was getting a cook. 139 00:10:52,448 --> 00:10:54,080 Abilene. 140 00:10:54,149 --> 00:10:55,243 How bout we kill one of them beefs 141 00:10:55,312 --> 00:10:57,383 when we get across the river? 142 00:10:57,452 --> 00:11:00,451 We'll kill a beef when we have a cook to butcher it. 143 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:02,824 This ain't the part of the trip where we skinny up. 144 00:11:02,892 --> 00:11:04,988 This is the part where we get fat. 145 00:11:05,057 --> 00:11:06,765 The skinny part's coming. 146 00:11:06,833 --> 00:11:11,635 We butcher it ourselves, we'll waste most of it. 147 00:11:11,704 --> 00:11:13,837 Run through that herd in a month. 148 00:11:13,905 --> 00:11:18,301 Then we ain't skinnying up, we're starving. 149 00:11:18,370 --> 00:11:23,108 Hm. Well, have a look around, Captain. 150 00:11:23,177 --> 00:11:26,883 We're starving already. 151 00:11:29,921 --> 00:11:32,218 This talking back is getting contagious. 152 00:11:33,518 --> 00:11:35,584 You need to have a word with that farmer. 153 00:11:37,395 --> 00:11:38,554 A word that sticks. 154 00:11:39,799 --> 00:11:43,702 Let me do it, I'll make sure it sticks. 155 00:11:46,036 --> 00:11:48,103 By the time we get to the territories, 156 00:11:48,171 --> 00:11:50,434 we're gonna need all the fight he's got in him. 157 00:11:56,542 --> 00:12:00,048 They whip the bodies because it's illegal to swim. 158 00:12:01,047 --> 00:12:03,144 Illegal to do everything. 159 00:12:03,213 --> 00:12:04,514 Except pay taxes. 160 00:12:14,167 --> 00:12:16,933 Uh... Oregon. 161 00:12:18,369 --> 00:12:20,270 You've seen it? 162 00:12:20,339 --> 00:12:21,465 I've seen it. 163 00:12:22,737 --> 00:12:24,569 What was it like? 164 00:12:24,637 --> 00:12:27,306 It's worth the risk if that's what you're asking. 165 00:12:29,239 --> 00:12:30,606 That's what I'm asking. 166 00:12:41,824 --> 00:12:43,657 Once we cross the Brazos... 167 00:12:43,726 --> 00:12:45,293 No turning back. 168 00:12:45,362 --> 00:12:46,457 Nope. 169 00:12:50,670 --> 00:12:54,269 It takes a lot to surprise me, Thomas. 170 00:12:54,338 --> 00:12:58,632 These people, they've never been allowed to think for themselves. 171 00:12:58,701 --> 00:13:01,208 Now they can hardly think at all. 172 00:13:01,276 --> 00:13:04,146 The fact they ain't headed for Galveston 173 00:13:04,214 --> 00:13:07,280 and begging their way on a boat for home shocks me. 174 00:13:08,784 --> 00:13:12,182 It shocks me, Thomas. 175 00:13:12,251 --> 00:13:15,056 That they haven't quit yet. 176 00:13:15,125 --> 00:13:19,222 Don't know why them folks wanna go home. 177 00:13:19,291 --> 00:13:21,325 Their home sounds like hell. 178 00:13:21,393 --> 00:13:24,034 'Cause it's the hell they know. 179 00:13:24,103 --> 00:13:26,904 Most terrifying thing on this planet is the unknown. 180 00:13:29,338 --> 00:13:32,206 That's 'cause you ain't never been whipped, Captain. 181 00:13:37,112 --> 00:13:40,280 Let someone put a whip to your back 182 00:13:40,348 --> 00:13:42,986 and tell me the unknown is what scares you. 183 00:13:45,418 --> 00:13:48,554 These folks ain't never going home. 184 00:15:39,238 --> 00:15:40,466 Hey... 185 00:15:41,965 --> 00:15:44,338 We'll have to break camp and cross the river tonight. 186 00:15:46,137 --> 00:15:49,374 Why tonight? 187 00:15:49,442 --> 00:15:51,644 It ain't safe to be behind them. 188 00:15:51,713 --> 00:15:54,984 You think crossing alone the river at night is safer? 189 00:15:55,052 --> 00:15:57,052 These folks are gonna need help, 190 00:15:57,120 --> 00:15:58,121 we can't help if we're one of them. 191 00:16:00,757 --> 00:16:01,883 What about Elsa? 192 00:16:04,254 --> 00:16:05,359 I'll get her. 193 00:16:10,768 --> 00:16:12,036 I'll hook the team. 194 00:16:22,978 --> 00:16:27,518 ♪ Beautiful dreamer ♪ 195 00:16:27,587 --> 00:16:31,650 ♪ Wake unto me ♪ 196 00:16:31,719 --> 00:16:38,224 ♪ Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee ♪ 197 00:16:38,293 --> 00:16:43,161 ♪ Sounds of the rude world ♪ 198 00:16:43,230 --> 00:16:46,969 ♪ Heard in the day ♪ 199 00:16:47,037 --> 00:16:48,571 ♪ Lull'd by the moonli... ♪ 200 00:16:52,478 --> 00:16:53,539 Don't stop. 201 00:16:59,777 --> 00:17:01,469 ♪ Sta... ♪ 202 00:17:01,493 --> 00:17:04,719 I can't... I can't. 203 00:17:04,787 --> 00:17:05,881 Why not? 204 00:17:07,427 --> 00:17:09,385 I'm shy. 205 00:17:09,454 --> 00:17:11,861 Since when were you shy? 206 00:17:11,930 --> 00:17:14,362 Well, with singing I'm shy. 207 00:17:16,436 --> 00:17:17,728 I just... 208 00:17:19,100 --> 00:17:20,936 Worry it won't sound good. 209 00:17:21,005 --> 00:17:23,032 Cow don't care how it sounds. 210 00:17:23,101 --> 00:17:27,271 Hell, I sing to them all night, and I ain't shy about it. 211 00:17:27,340 --> 00:17:28,976 You probably should be. 212 00:17:31,184 --> 00:17:35,018 Well, you sure ain't shy about hard timing me. 213 00:17:35,086 --> 00:17:37,286 No, that comes pretty easy to me. 214 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:43,684 Well... 215 00:17:43,753 --> 00:17:45,228 Somebody gotta sing to 'em. 216 00:17:56,137 --> 00:17:59,368 ♪ Beautiful dreamer ♪ 217 00:17:59,437 --> 00:18:03,511 ♪ Wake unto me ♪ 218 00:18:03,580 --> 00:18:10,217 ♪ Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee ♪ 219 00:18:10,286 --> 00:18:14,120 ♪ Sounds of the rude world ♪ 220 00:18:14,189 --> 00:18:19,325 ♪ Heard in the day ♪ 221 00:18:19,393 --> 00:18:22,364 ♪ Lull'd by the moon... ♪ 222 00:18:34,673 --> 00:18:36,543 Guess I'm the one being forward now. 223 00:18:38,015 --> 00:18:39,242 I'm sorry, I probably should... 224 00:18:39,311 --> 00:18:40,811 Do it again. 225 00:19:31,694 --> 00:19:33,330 You gonna shoot me? 226 00:19:33,399 --> 00:19:34,766 Thinking about it. 227 00:19:36,869 --> 00:19:38,904 We're moving the wagon across the river. 228 00:19:38,973 --> 00:19:40,269 When? 229 00:19:40,338 --> 00:19:42,710 Now. 230 00:19:42,779 --> 00:19:46,142 I should stay with the herd. It takes three to move it. 231 00:19:46,211 --> 00:19:48,714 Herd ain't going nowhere with you two swapping supper. 232 00:19:49,880 --> 00:19:52,788 You got a job to do. Y'all do it. 233 00:19:52,856 --> 00:19:54,918 Yessir. 234 00:19:58,091 --> 00:19:59,054 Daddy. 235 00:20:12,940 --> 00:20:14,003 You mad? 236 00:20:16,979 --> 00:20:18,249 You like him? 237 00:20:22,345 --> 00:20:23,815 I do. 238 00:20:26,419 --> 00:20:27,786 Then why would I be mad? 239 00:20:31,991 --> 00:20:34,228 I can't treat you like an adult when it suits me 240 00:20:34,297 --> 00:20:36,058 and a child when I'm worried. 241 00:20:38,034 --> 00:20:39,270 You're one or the other. 242 00:20:41,636 --> 00:20:46,668 Your mother is gonna be a different story. 243 00:20:46,736 --> 00:20:48,244 You gonna tell her? 244 00:20:48,313 --> 00:20:51,277 Hell, no. I ain't gonna tell her. 245 00:20:51,345 --> 00:20:52,910 You're gonna tell her. 246 00:20:57,349 --> 00:20:59,983 Y'all hold the herd till every wagon is across that river. 247 00:21:01,793 --> 00:21:02,788 Yessir. 248 00:21:13,730 --> 00:21:15,665 He ain't gonna shoot me? 249 00:21:15,734 --> 00:21:17,664 No, he said I could shoot you. 250 00:21:17,733 --> 00:21:19,475 If you act up. 251 00:21:21,808 --> 00:21:25,316 Well, acting up is my only skill. 252 00:21:26,576 --> 00:21:27,582 No, it ain't. 253 00:21:30,382 --> 00:21:31,388 Do it again. 254 00:21:34,554 --> 00:21:36,184 Come here. 255 00:22:45,257 --> 00:22:48,091 Oh, no, don't go wasting your supplies on me, ma'am. 256 00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:52,194 You just... just keep them children fed. 257 00:22:53,630 --> 00:22:54,933 You fed, too. 258 00:22:57,543 --> 00:22:59,806 I would have no supplies if it weren't for you. 259 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:28,571 What're you doing? 260 00:23:29,908 --> 00:23:31,105 Watching. 261 00:23:31,174 --> 00:23:32,410 Don't do that. 262 00:23:33,879 --> 00:23:35,105 Why not? 263 00:23:42,420 --> 00:23:44,044 Marrying a black man ain't gonna 264 00:23:44,113 --> 00:23:45,555 solve your problems, ma'am. 265 00:23:47,185 --> 00:23:49,559 It's gonna create a whole bunch of new ones. 266 00:23:50,622 --> 00:23:52,188 This is free country. 267 00:23:53,596 --> 00:23:56,132 There's degrees of free, ma'am. 268 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,632 What does that mean? 269 00:23:58,701 --> 00:24:00,932 Government can tell me who to love? 270 00:24:01,001 --> 00:24:04,535 Your government says you can't swim. 271 00:24:04,604 --> 00:24:07,644 Can't protect yourself. 272 00:24:07,713 --> 00:24:10,640 Damn right government can tell you who to love. 273 00:24:10,709 --> 00:24:12,109 And how to love 'em. 274 00:24:14,183 --> 00:24:15,244 They shouldn't. 275 00:24:17,186 --> 00:24:18,379 But they can. 276 00:24:23,890 --> 00:24:26,688 Then we go somewhere they can't. 277 00:24:31,801 --> 00:24:34,263 Ma'am, you don't want nuthin' to do with me. 278 00:24:37,833 --> 00:24:38,938 I'm too old. 279 00:24:41,376 --> 00:24:42,975 Too set in my ways. 280 00:24:44,446 --> 00:24:46,375 I don't like talking. 281 00:24:46,444 --> 00:24:50,451 I like sleeping outside and I like bathing in a river. 282 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:52,017 That ain't what a woman wants. 283 00:24:53,524 --> 00:24:56,085 Men have no idea what women want. 284 00:24:56,153 --> 00:24:59,090 Can't argue that. 285 00:25:02,935 --> 00:25:03,930 Know why? 286 00:25:06,731 --> 00:25:08,297 Because they never ask. 287 00:25:11,307 --> 00:25:12,675 What do you want? 288 00:25:14,476 --> 00:25:16,173 I want to watch you eat. 289 00:25:24,351 --> 00:25:25,413 Okay. 290 00:25:40,663 --> 00:25:42,269 Wolf. 291 00:25:42,337 --> 00:25:43,537 Mm-hmm. 292 00:25:43,606 --> 00:25:44,832 Even here there are wolves. 293 00:25:49,012 --> 00:25:49,947 Awoo. 294 00:25:54,748 --> 00:25:57,053 What the hell was that? 295 00:25:57,122 --> 00:25:58,446 I don't know. 296 00:26:01,116 --> 00:26:02,516 Oregon is not like this? 297 00:26:06,460 --> 00:26:09,098 Oregon is... 298 00:26:09,167 --> 00:26:10,260 mountains... 299 00:26:11,831 --> 00:26:15,133 and green grass to your hips... 300 00:26:16,703 --> 00:26:18,431 all the way to the ocean. 301 00:26:18,500 --> 00:26:21,777 Where you walk ankle deep in water. 302 00:26:27,944 --> 00:26:29,543 Oregon is paradise. 303 00:26:32,354 --> 00:26:33,624 I hope so. 304 00:26:38,129 --> 00:26:40,092 I promise. 305 00:26:44,796 --> 00:26:46,868 And then a family? 306 00:26:47,867 --> 00:26:49,931 And then we make a family. 307 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,203 Then we have a family. 308 00:26:59,516 --> 00:27:00,849 We start making it tonight. 309 00:27:57,604 --> 00:27:58,971 Looks deep. 310 00:27:59,039 --> 00:28:01,336 Well, it ain't shallow. 311 00:28:01,405 --> 00:28:04,539 - You take John with you. - Yes, ma'am. 312 00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:11,480 Come on, son. 313 00:28:18,930 --> 00:28:22,228 There ain't nothing on this wagon worth dying for. 314 00:28:22,297 --> 00:28:25,096 If it goes under, you get clear of these horses. 315 00:28:25,165 --> 00:28:27,330 Let all this mess go down river. 316 00:28:27,399 --> 00:28:29,534 You swim upriver, I'll come get you. 317 00:28:29,603 --> 00:28:31,900 Yep. 318 00:28:31,968 --> 00:28:33,242 Nervous? 319 00:28:33,311 --> 00:28:34,738 I'm fine. 320 00:28:34,807 --> 00:28:35,977 I love you. 321 00:28:37,943 --> 00:28:39,108 Why'd you say that? 322 00:28:39,177 --> 00:28:40,283 Because I want you to know it. 323 00:28:40,352 --> 00:28:41,752 Now I'm nervous. 324 00:28:45,916 --> 00:28:47,219 Hey! Hey! 325 00:29:28,059 --> 00:29:31,257 Whoa, that was fun! 326 00:29:31,326 --> 00:29:33,436 Did you have fun, mama? 327 00:29:33,505 --> 00:29:36,004 Yeah, a real hoot, son. 328 00:29:37,475 --> 00:29:38,699 Close your eyes, son. 329 00:29:39,805 --> 00:29:41,108 Cover his ears. 330 00:29:42,979 --> 00:29:44,576 This is harder than you said it would be. 331 00:29:44,645 --> 00:29:47,742 I told you it was gonna take everything we had and then some. 332 00:29:47,810 --> 00:29:50,348 You should've explained what "everything" meant. 333 00:30:59,753 --> 00:31:01,188 No! 334 00:31:15,972 --> 00:31:18,073 That's why I don't like to sleep. 335 00:31:20,273 --> 00:31:22,407 Ain't the first time I seen it. 336 00:31:24,506 --> 00:31:26,814 Ain't never seen it from you. 337 00:31:26,883 --> 00:31:29,211 You sleep like a goddam baby. 338 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:30,613 I've never understood it. 339 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:34,485 The way I grew up? 340 00:31:35,593 --> 00:31:37,928 Things I seen? Shit... 341 00:31:40,192 --> 00:31:41,756 Wasn't scared of no nightmare. 342 00:31:46,035 --> 00:31:47,696 Hell, we went to sleep to escape 'em... 343 00:31:55,138 --> 00:31:56,311 I made coffee. 344 00:32:50,963 --> 00:32:52,134 Morning. 345 00:32:54,165 --> 00:32:55,170 Morning, Captain. 346 00:34:14,348 --> 00:34:17,147 What happened to "Wait till it warms?" 347 00:34:17,216 --> 00:34:18,715 I didn't mean me. 348 00:34:20,392 --> 00:34:23,256 More current than it looks and a deep channel in the middle. 349 00:34:23,324 --> 00:34:25,722 Heavy wagons will get bogged. 350 00:34:26,756 --> 00:34:28,889 Well... If they can't cross here 351 00:34:28,958 --> 00:34:31,363 they got no business going any farther. 352 00:34:31,432 --> 00:34:33,235 They got no business going this far. 353 00:34:34,830 --> 00:34:36,436 One could argue none of us do. 354 00:34:39,909 --> 00:34:41,309 Guess I'll bring 'em. 355 00:34:42,306 --> 00:34:43,909 We'll be waiting. 356 00:34:43,978 --> 00:34:45,179 Will you? 357 00:34:45,247 --> 00:34:48,217 I said I'll help. I'll help. 358 00:35:04,828 --> 00:35:06,461 There are few things that focus one 359 00:35:06,529 --> 00:35:08,270 solely on the present. 360 00:35:10,839 --> 00:35:13,136 Terror is one. 361 00:35:13,205 --> 00:35:14,243 Grief another. 362 00:35:15,476 --> 00:35:18,078 But nothing washes the world away 363 00:35:18,147 --> 00:35:19,677 like the lips of another. 364 00:35:22,281 --> 00:35:24,045 Seems an odd custom, 365 00:35:24,114 --> 00:35:26,686 strangers putting their mouths together 366 00:35:26,754 --> 00:35:29,954 and exploring each other with their tongues. 367 00:35:30,023 --> 00:35:33,724 When you think about it, kissing makes no sense at all. 368 00:35:44,906 --> 00:35:46,676 Morning. 369 00:35:46,745 --> 00:35:48,804 Mm. That it is... 370 00:35:48,873 --> 00:35:50,213 It's been morning for a good bit now. 371 00:35:54,144 --> 00:35:55,581 Sorry. 372 00:35:58,047 --> 00:36:00,047 Catching up on your beauty sleep, I guess. 373 00:36:07,198 --> 00:36:09,056 Lord knows you don't need much of that. 374 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:16,569 Come on. Let's work. 375 00:36:19,136 --> 00:36:20,707 Come on. 376 00:36:23,071 --> 00:36:25,508 - You hold the right, all right? - Okay. 377 00:36:25,577 --> 00:36:26,810 Come on. 378 00:36:26,879 --> 00:36:28,651 Come on, we're going to push it to the water. 379 00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:30,385 Come on, cows. 380 00:36:32,715 --> 00:36:34,620 What a silly thing, kissing. 381 00:36:36,756 --> 00:36:39,856 What a pointless, purposeless thing. 382 00:36:43,059 --> 00:36:45,026 And I couldn't wait for another. 383 00:36:51,336 --> 00:36:52,935 River rose overnight. 384 00:36:54,404 --> 00:36:55,436 How much? 385 00:36:55,504 --> 00:36:56,638 Enough. 386 00:36:56,707 --> 00:36:58,338 We need to lighten these wagons. 387 00:36:58,407 --> 00:37:01,850 If it ain't absolutely necessary it doesn't make the trip. 388 00:37:10,559 --> 00:37:11,860 Can we come back for the things we leave? 389 00:37:11,929 --> 00:37:13,495 How we gonna do that? 390 00:37:13,563 --> 00:37:16,932 If it's too heavy, here's where it stays. Let's go. 391 00:37:18,962 --> 00:37:20,995 We will get to Oregon with nothing. 392 00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:22,965 How do we make our lives with nothing?! 393 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:28,036 Josef? 394 00:37:38,755 --> 00:37:39,883 Josef! 395 00:37:46,730 --> 00:37:51,862 Don't know how his horses drug this around on dry ground. 396 00:37:58,402 --> 00:37:59,672 It's too heavy. 397 00:38:05,249 --> 00:38:06,910 Get all this shit out of there. 398 00:38:09,282 --> 00:38:10,551 Unpack your wagon. 399 00:38:16,354 --> 00:38:18,189 Goddammit. 400 00:38:18,258 --> 00:38:19,791 Look at this. 401 00:38:21,694 --> 00:38:25,091 What did I tell you in Fort Worth? 402 00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:28,135 I said if it is not absolutely necessary 403 00:38:28,204 --> 00:38:29,865 it does not make the trip. 404 00:38:29,933 --> 00:38:32,568 It is necessary. He's a musician. 405 00:38:32,637 --> 00:38:35,308 No, he's not a musician! 406 00:38:35,377 --> 00:38:36,971 And you're not a carpenter, 407 00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:39,175 and he's not a fucking blacksmith. 408 00:38:39,244 --> 00:38:43,648 You are pioneers, and that's all you are until you get there. 409 00:38:43,716 --> 00:38:46,981 You have no home, no job, no farm. 410 00:38:47,050 --> 00:38:49,557 You have the journey, that's it. 411 00:39:09,639 --> 00:39:11,546 What's he sayin'? 412 00:39:11,614 --> 00:39:14,277 He says these things, they can't be replaced. 413 00:39:14,346 --> 00:39:18,014 You are sending him to Oregon to be a beggar on the streets. 414 00:39:18,083 --> 00:39:22,685 These are his choices: He unloads his wagon. 415 00:39:22,754 --> 00:39:24,460 He goes back to Fort Worth, 416 00:39:24,528 --> 00:39:27,430 or I burn his wagon to the ground. Tell him. 417 00:40:07,764 --> 00:40:09,197 They're gonna hate you. 418 00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:12,871 At least they'll be alive to do it. 419 00:41:48,038 --> 00:41:49,297 We cross that? 420 00:41:52,140 --> 00:41:53,268 Josef? 421 00:41:54,408 --> 00:41:55,737 We go across that? 422 00:41:55,806 --> 00:41:58,471 Yes. We go across it. 423 00:42:46,429 --> 00:42:48,125 You're fine, you're fine. 424 00:43:48,820 --> 00:43:50,286 Show me that trench. 425 00:43:56,123 --> 00:43:57,458 Starts right here. 426 00:43:59,604 --> 00:44:01,737 You gotta stay to the right of that spot. 427 00:44:01,805 --> 00:44:05,201 I know it, Captain. I passed the word. 428 00:44:05,270 --> 00:44:08,001 Just hope these folks stay patient. 429 00:44:08,070 --> 00:44:10,310 Cool heads cross rivers. 430 00:44:10,379 --> 00:44:12,011 Hot heads drown. 431 00:44:17,749 --> 00:44:19,145 Gonna pull wagons. 432 00:44:19,213 --> 00:44:20,789 If someone falls off, 433 00:44:20,858 --> 00:44:23,625 toss them a rope and pull 'em to the bank. 434 00:44:23,693 --> 00:44:25,426 Don't let them reach your horse. 435 00:44:25,494 --> 00:44:27,319 They'll drag you off. 436 00:44:27,388 --> 00:44:29,062 Why would they drag me off? 437 00:44:29,130 --> 00:44:32,461 'Cause when people panic that's what they do. 438 00:44:32,530 --> 00:44:36,105 If you come out of the saddle, that dress'll drown you. 439 00:44:36,174 --> 00:44:38,268 Oh my God. 440 00:44:38,337 --> 00:44:40,871 I guess we're gonna get to know each other 441 00:44:40,940 --> 00:44:43,605 a lot better after this day. 442 00:45:08,499 --> 00:45:11,506 Looks like they came to their senses and lightened up. 443 00:45:11,575 --> 00:45:13,336 A river'll do that to ya. 444 00:45:14,841 --> 00:45:17,743 Strange they'd just leave it. 445 00:45:17,812 --> 00:45:19,243 Should've left it in town. 446 00:45:20,846 --> 00:45:22,110 Once we get to Kansas... 447 00:45:22,179 --> 00:45:23,379 Hell, it looks like a junk yard, 448 00:45:23,447 --> 00:45:25,320 all the things folks dump at the river bank. 449 00:45:25,389 --> 00:45:27,119 Ovens, bath tubs, 450 00:45:27,187 --> 00:45:29,682 wind mill blades as big as the wagon it was in. 451 00:45:31,093 --> 00:45:35,028 I swear, folks must think the way west was paved. 452 00:45:58,046 --> 00:46:00,649 You play? 453 00:46:00,718 --> 00:46:01,714 I do. 454 00:46:04,359 --> 00:46:06,059 I did. 455 00:46:07,058 --> 00:46:08,292 I guess I don't play anymore. 456 00:46:09,931 --> 00:46:12,901 Well... You can play once more. 457 00:51:10,031 --> 00:51:11,399 Don't know any happy ones? 458 00:51:23,478 --> 00:51:26,148 Never had much interest in the happy ones. 459 00:51:41,558 --> 00:51:44,492 Hey, cow. Hey, cow. 460 00:51:44,561 --> 00:51:48,362 - Get up. - Yee-hoo! 461 00:51:48,431 --> 00:51:50,033 Whoop, whoop, whoop. 462 00:51:52,099 --> 00:51:55,540 Get up, cow, get up. Come on. Come on. 463 00:51:58,582 --> 00:51:59,506 Come on! Hey! 464 00:51:59,575 --> 00:52:00,549 - Hut, hut! - Woop! 465 00:52:00,618 --> 00:52:01,573 Get up, cow. 466 00:52:04,181 --> 00:52:07,189 Hey, cow! 467 00:52:58,639 --> 00:53:01,804 I had abandoned every memory of Tennessee, 468 00:53:01,873 --> 00:53:04,372 as though I was born on this journey. 469 00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:05,940 But I wasn't... 470 00:53:08,583 --> 00:53:12,253 We were leaving a place and seeking another. 471 00:53:12,322 --> 00:53:15,222 And the journey was the necessary, 472 00:53:15,291 --> 00:53:17,391 miserable road between the two. 473 00:53:22,929 --> 00:53:25,762 Somehow I felt immune to the dangers of this place. 474 00:53:27,063 --> 00:53:28,963 As if the land and I had struck a deal. 475 00:53:30,968 --> 00:53:34,210 I could pass unharmed so long as I loved it. 476 00:53:36,075 --> 00:53:37,342 And I did. 477 00:53:37,410 --> 00:53:39,479 I loved everything about it. 478 00:53:42,552 --> 00:53:45,914 But crossing the Brazos taught me there was no deal. 479 00:53:47,683 --> 00:53:51,260 No matter how much we love it, 480 00:53:51,329 --> 00:53:54,758 the land will never love us back.