1 00:01:16,887 --> 00:01:20,261 A date night would be nice. 2 00:01:20,428 --> 00:01:24,428 -Who's coming? -Hey, old lady. 3 00:01:24,594 --> 00:01:29,969 -Someone has longed for you. - So nice to see you. 4 00:01:30,136 --> 00:01:36,844 - It will be fun to tinker with you. -Do you have plans for us? 5 00:02:14,550 --> 00:02:19,384 Have that honor today 6 00:02:19,550 --> 00:02:24,717 Have the honor, dear Adrian 7 00:02:43,382 --> 00:02:48,090 - It was in a Chinese shop. -Crikey. 8 00:02:49,090 --> 00:02:54,049 -Nice to see you. - Just in time. 30 minutes ago. 9 00:02:56,007 --> 00:03:01,756 I almost didn't want to come today. Just so you know. 10 00:03:02,965 --> 00:03:07,423 I have broken up with Adrian and have resigned. 11 00:03:08,923 --> 00:03:12,381 So I'm staying in Billie's guesthouse again. 12 00:03:13,923 --> 00:03:17,047 And everything is great. 13 00:03:19,006 --> 00:03:22,547 All that this past week? 14 00:03:22,714 --> 00:03:26,214 If anything, I just feel a great self-loathing. 15 00:03:26,380 --> 00:03:31,130 He loved me and took such good care of me. 16 00:03:31,297 --> 00:03:37,421 I thought he was the one. I invested four years in it. 17 00:03:37,588 --> 00:03:43,421 I will be like my mother who search without finding anything. 18 00:03:43,588 --> 00:03:49,879 Maybe you should take a break even if it sounds radical to you. 19 00:03:50,046 --> 00:03:54,837 Take a break from it all. A break from dating. 20 00:03:55,004 --> 00:04:01,712 Stop chasing something outside of yourself and manage on your own. 21 00:04:01,879 --> 00:04:05,837 - That sounds scary. - That's probably good. 22 00:04:06,003 --> 00:04:11,961 You can always work here a few shifts. I always need help. 23 00:04:12,128 --> 00:04:16,086 You can do a lot of things here. That would be great. 24 00:04:17,420 --> 00:04:20,419 So six months? 25 00:04:20,586 --> 00:04:25,836 Six solo months? Just me and the vibrator. 26 00:04:26,877 --> 00:04:32,752 And without alcohol, because why not? 27 00:04:32,919 --> 00:04:37,502 - That would be very impressive. -Show that you believe in me. 28 00:04:37,669 --> 00:04:42,377 I believe in you. I know you can do it. 29 00:04:42,543 --> 00:04:48,293 I have to do it for seven months. It will be nice to have a weapon carrier. 30 00:04:56,459 --> 00:05:00,001 Tell us what you've been up to. 31 00:05:00,167 --> 00:05:07,000 As I said over the phone, I am from LA but moved to New York. 32 00:05:07,167 --> 00:05:13,084 Jag har aldrig jobbat på ett galleri men vet hur de fungerar. 33 00:05:13,250 --> 00:05:19,375 Jag vet vad människor är ute efter och är intresserad av förvaltningen. 34 00:05:19,542 --> 00:05:23,750 Du jobbade för LACMA konstmuseum i fyra år och sen... 35 00:05:23,916 --> 00:05:30,166 Centret för modern konst i Los Angeles i sex månader? 36 00:05:30,333 --> 00:05:34,499 Ja, det var inte rätt miljö för mig. 37 00:05:38,874 --> 00:05:41,999 COBRA health insurance. Hur kan jag hjälpa? 38 00:05:42,165 --> 00:05:46,832 Hello. I just want to know hur länge min försäkring varar. 39 00:05:46,999 --> 00:05:50,290 Vad hette din förra arbetsgivare? 40 00:05:52,498 --> 00:05:57,123 -Jed Hill. -May we call him on your behalf? 41 00:06:03,498 --> 00:06:07,498 -Hello? -Yes, of course. 42 00:06:28,747 --> 00:06:32,580 I don't understand why you do like this. 43 00:06:33,538 --> 00:06:36,205 I don't know that either. 44 00:06:54,579 --> 00:06:59,453 My name is Daphne Mirador. Thank you for taking the time to talk. 45 00:06:59,620 --> 00:07:02,453 I worked for the center for modern art. 46 00:07:02,620 --> 00:07:09,661 I have experience in non-profit activity and artistic expression. 47 00:07:09,828 --> 00:07:15,286 In five years, I would like to have started working for you. 48 00:07:15,453 --> 00:07:17,953 It's something I'm passionate about. 49 00:07:18,119 --> 00:07:24,744 Many artists are reaching out to survive and very often… 50 00:07:24,911 --> 00:07:27,160 Yes, of course. 51 00:07:27,327 --> 00:07:31,285 No danger. I'll be in touch again in a few months. 52 00:07:31,452 --> 00:07:38,035 No problem. Can I hear from you? in a few weeks again? 53 00:07:40,618 --> 00:07:47,909 Okay. Excuse me, but do you happen to know anyone who is hiring right now? 54 00:07:49,743 --> 00:07:54,284 -What do you want to be? - I am what I want to be. 55 00:07:59,409 --> 00:08:00,909 So there. 56 00:08:02,950 --> 00:08:05,825 It's your wand. 57 00:08:18,283 --> 00:08:19,908 Damn! 58 00:08:20,949 --> 00:08:23,824 Can I switch? 59 00:08:55,864 --> 00:08:59,156 - There you are. -Merry Christmas. 60 00:08:59,323 --> 00:09:01,948 The same. Come in. 61 00:09:02,114 --> 00:09:05,781 Has Billie said when they are coming? 62 00:09:05,947 --> 00:09:12,197 Abby has the flu so they can't come. Unfortunately. 63 00:09:12,364 --> 00:09:14,780 How nice it is. 64 00:09:14,947 --> 00:09:22,238 Carl lets me put my own stamp on it on everything, so that it feels like home. 65 00:09:22,405 --> 00:09:27,821 It was a while ago but otherwise it will be a bit all over the place. 66 00:09:27,988 --> 00:09:31,154 For various reasons. 67 00:09:31,321 --> 00:09:36,321 -Sometimes not a whole year, but... -Of course. 68 00:09:36,488 --> 00:09:41,987 -One month a year I fly. -I don't drink these days. 69 00:09:42,154 --> 00:09:44,862 -Why not? -I'm taking a break. 70 00:09:45,029 --> 00:09:49,070 Don't stop drinking over Christmas. 71 00:09:49,237 --> 00:09:54,278 -Is Adrian coming? - We have broken up. 72 00:09:56,028 --> 00:10:00,361 -When did it happen? -A few weeks ago. 73 00:10:02,195 --> 00:10:05,819 Oh, I didn't know that. 74 00:10:05,986 --> 00:10:11,569 - But I'm not surprised. -What do you mean? 75 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:17,777 Adrian was a great guy but he wasn't the right one. 76 00:10:19,235 --> 00:10:24,444 - Time will tell. -There was no glow. 77 00:10:25,527 --> 00:10:28,610 There was no passion. 78 00:10:28,777 --> 00:10:35,026 We had a good relationship and he is a wonderful person. 79 00:10:35,193 --> 00:10:39,193 -Where do you live now? -At Billie's. 80 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:46,026 Yes. My daughters are very secretive. 81 00:10:46,193 --> 00:10:50,442 Not consciously. You know that you can call at any time. 82 00:10:50,609 --> 00:10:54,775 It's nice to have you with Billie. 83 00:10:54,942 --> 00:10:58,400 Your niece is surely overjoyed. 84 00:11:01,025 --> 00:11:04,692 You should get this now. 85 00:11:08,275 --> 00:11:14,525 I found this and thought: "This one is Daphne's." 86 00:11:16,149 --> 00:11:19,233 -Merry Christmas. -Thanks. 87 00:11:26,107 --> 00:11:31,274 Is that the wedding ring you got from dad? 88 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:38,107 I have a life with Carl now, and I thought you would appreciate it. 89 00:11:38,273 --> 00:11:41,107 It is absolutely beautiful. 90 00:11:55,856 --> 00:11:59,189 Happy birthday. 91 00:11:59,356 --> 00:12:04,064 Thank you. Thank you for coming. 92 00:12:05,105 --> 00:12:10,397 I drank shots and you treat me like a child. 93 00:12:10,563 --> 00:12:15,438 Is that why you resigned? last week? 94 00:12:15,605 --> 00:12:20,146 We do the same things every day like an old married couple. 95 00:12:34,312 --> 00:12:38,562 -Are you all right, old lady? - Yes, I'm fine. 96 00:12:44,854 --> 00:12:50,728 Sorry I didn't come, but I try to keep calm in life. 97 00:12:50,895 --> 00:12:57,770 She gets on my nerves but I know it was important. 98 00:12:57,936 --> 00:13:01,186 It's so confusing when she's gorgeous- 99 00:13:01,353 --> 00:13:05,852 - because then I don't think so that she is genuinely wonderful. 100 00:13:06,019 --> 00:13:10,186 It wasn't that bad compared to other years. 101 00:13:10,352 --> 00:13:12,977 You entered the lion ball alone. 102 00:13:13,144 --> 00:13:18,102 -Should they be outside or inside? - They should be outdoors. 103 00:14:08,724 --> 00:14:11,724 Do you have another one? 104 00:14:15,266 --> 00:14:16,682 Thanks. 105 00:14:18,266 --> 00:14:20,932 Happy New Year. 106 00:14:21,099 --> 00:14:25,682 -Happy New Year. -Are you ready for the new year? 107 00:14:25,849 --> 00:14:29,682 I am completely ready and willing that this year will end. 108 00:14:29,848 --> 00:14:33,807 How good. How do you know everyone here? 109 00:14:33,973 --> 00:14:39,640 -Billie is my sister. -Your sister? She seems nice. 110 00:14:39,806 --> 00:14:44,681 I don't know her. I came with a friend. 111 00:14:44,848 --> 00:14:50,056 I had no plans. I had intended to watch "The Pianist". 112 00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:57,097 But it felt right to celebrate the New Year with others, so that's why I'm here. 113 00:14:58,472 --> 00:15:02,555 -Where is your glass? -I'm taking a break. 114 00:15:02,722 --> 00:15:06,097 That's why I stand here alone. 115 00:15:06,263 --> 00:15:09,722 I can drink for you. 116 00:15:14,763 --> 00:15:18,638 Who are you hiding from? in that dress? 117 00:15:22,054 --> 00:15:25,221 Okay, that was it. 118 00:15:25,387 --> 00:15:29,012 It is painful to hear myself talking to you. 119 00:15:29,179 --> 00:15:34,554 -You are in my misery zone. -Is that what it is? 120 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:37,429 I've never had a misery zone. 121 00:15:37,595 --> 00:15:43,428 I'm miserable everywhere, though would love to keep it in one zone. 122 00:15:43,595 --> 00:15:49,470 You should probably leave before I destroy you with my radioactive misery. 123 00:15:49,636 --> 00:15:52,386 You have already done that. 124 00:15:52,553 --> 00:15:55,844 Now I know you're here and get to handle it. 125 00:15:56,011 --> 00:16:00,219 I'm allowed to handle this. 126 00:16:00,386 --> 00:16:02,802 Is this enough? 127 00:16:02,969 --> 00:16:07,094 You get to take one more step. You're still too close. 128 00:16:09,427 --> 00:16:11,844 Still too close. 129 00:16:30,384 --> 00:16:33,259 Good that you came. 130 00:16:33,426 --> 00:16:38,217 Now I'm going to go and die. See you. 131 00:16:54,467 --> 00:16:58,133 - Daphne? -Yes, hi. 132 00:16:58,300 --> 00:17:02,008 -How are you? - I'm fine. And yourself? 133 00:17:02,174 --> 00:17:06,924 You are a writer. Yes, I know that. 134 00:17:07,091 --> 00:17:11,382 -And you are an artist? - Not directly an artist. 135 00:17:11,549 --> 00:17:16,132 I work in the art world. Have you written a book? 136 00:17:16,299 --> 00:17:19,215 Yes, have you read it? 137 00:17:20,257 --> 00:17:23,673 -Yes. -What was it called? 138 00:17:23,840 --> 00:17:28,673 "The Great Book" by Jack... 139 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:32,923 -Perhaps by Nathanael West. -Yes. 140 00:17:33,090 --> 00:17:37,131 I haven't read your book but have heard of it. 141 00:17:37,298 --> 00:17:42,923 I was going to ask what you are doing here but you are Billie's sister. 142 00:17:43,089 --> 00:17:48,006 I am here because I live in the guest house. 143 00:17:48,172 --> 00:17:54,214 While. Stupid to tell that because it is very embarrassing. 144 00:17:54,380 --> 00:17:59,755 - Quite dangerous between strangers. - I said I live with my sister. 145 00:17:59,922 --> 00:18:06,338 -What's wrong with that? -Yes, what? Everything is wrong with it. 146 00:18:06,505 --> 00:18:10,421 - I'm just freaking out. - It's calm. 147 00:18:12,338 --> 00:18:13,713 Did it come...? 148 00:18:16,088 --> 00:18:21,712 -I don't know. Did it come unexpectedly? - That we broke up? 149 00:18:21,879 --> 00:18:26,254 I would like to understand why I do what I do sometimes. 150 00:18:26,420 --> 00:18:29,004 He was one of the good ones. 151 00:18:29,170 --> 00:18:34,295 So that means I was the bad guy in that situation. 152 00:18:34,462 --> 00:18:39,503 I think everyone wrestles with doubt about whether one is good or evil. 153 00:18:39,670 --> 00:18:45,670 What one has done right and wrong projects man on everyone you love. 154 00:18:45,836 --> 00:18:51,878 They have completely different ideas about what was right and wrong. 155 00:18:52,044 --> 00:18:55,419 You are a typical writer. 156 00:18:59,127 --> 00:19:03,877 Nine...eight...seven...six...five... 157 00:19:04,044 --> 00:19:07,543 ...four...three...two...one... 158 00:19:07,710 --> 00:19:11,252 Happy New Year! 159 00:19:12,502 --> 00:19:17,251 Another new version of my life. 160 00:19:17,418 --> 00:19:20,293 -Happy New Year. -Happy New Year. 161 00:19:32,501 --> 00:19:38,792 -Do you like Thai food? - Thai food? That's great. 162 00:19:41,334 --> 00:19:43,833 It's like noodles. 163 00:19:44,875 --> 00:19:49,000 - I'm good at dancing. -Is that your talent? 164 00:19:56,166 --> 00:19:58,666 But how good. 165 00:20:46,705 --> 00:20:50,872 Playlist with music to be miserable to. 166 00:20:56,455 --> 00:21:00,663 -Happy New Year! -Aunt Daphne! 167 00:21:46,869 --> 00:21:50,661 Are you miserable yet? 168 00:21:57,535 --> 00:22:04,827 How did you get my number? 169 00:22:06,285 --> 00:22:08,868 Go ahead. 170 00:22:30,075 --> 00:22:33,992 Still sober? 171 00:22:34,159 --> 00:22:41,450 Yes. Are you sober? that's how you're most miserable. 172 00:22:58,241 --> 00:23:03,699 Does Ingrid notice if I steal booklets of the clothes they have? 173 00:23:03,865 --> 00:23:07,074 - I don't gossip. -Have you always worked here? 174 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:11,032 Does it work? to be together all the time? 175 00:23:11,198 --> 00:23:16,407 I don't get paid. Is it work or does it count as a donation? 176 00:23:16,573 --> 00:23:20,281 It's probably love, or to be ignored. 177 00:23:20,448 --> 00:23:23,115 Love or scorn? Nothing like that. 178 00:23:33,864 --> 00:23:39,530 I'm going to Ireland and need something green to blend in. 179 00:23:39,697 --> 00:23:42,114 Hello. 180 00:23:43,489 --> 00:23:48,780 So you're out shopping a weekday afternoon? 181 00:23:48,947 --> 00:23:52,696 -Don't you have a job? - I can do that. 182 00:23:52,863 --> 00:23:56,780 As a lecturer, I can do what I want. 183 00:23:57,821 --> 00:24:03,654 -Nice to see you. -Billie told me you work here. 184 00:24:03,821 --> 00:24:07,029 Damn Billie. 185 00:24:07,196 --> 00:24:11,029 - We should have a drink. -I don't drink. 186 00:24:11,196 --> 00:24:16,487 I know. I thought that you can watch me drink. 187 00:24:16,654 --> 00:24:22,112 - That sounds great fun. -You get non-alcoholic tequila and soda. 188 00:24:22,278 --> 00:24:27,320 - Soda? -Without tequila, it's just soda water. 189 00:24:27,486 --> 00:24:32,945 Do you want to drink soda water? and watch me drink? I invite. 190 00:24:33,111 --> 00:24:37,903 Yes, absolutely. But only as friends. 191 00:24:38,069 --> 00:24:40,819 -Sure. -Of course. 192 00:24:40,986 --> 00:24:43,861 -Good. - The top. 193 00:24:44,027 --> 00:24:49,819 Nice to see you. See you later. 194 00:24:56,068 --> 00:24:59,318 I think he likes you. 195 00:24:59,485 --> 00:25:06,318 No. Please don't tell Ingrid that that happened. 196 00:25:06,485 --> 00:25:09,401 My lips are sealed. 197 00:25:17,276 --> 00:25:21,067 -Excuse. - If it is important, you can answer. 198 00:25:21,234 --> 00:25:23,317 Oh no. 199 00:25:23,984 --> 00:25:28,234 - I turn it off. Hello. -Hello. 200 00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:31,525 Did you just want to hang out? 201 00:25:32,358 --> 00:25:35,858 I don't know. It felt like... 202 00:25:37,191 --> 00:25:41,441 I don't know why, but I wanted to meet you. 203 00:25:42,483 --> 00:25:49,483 You are not like others and I wanted someone to talk to. 204 00:25:50,982 --> 00:25:54,941 If you were to twist a teenager's drawing pad- 205 00:25:55,107 --> 00:25:59,274 -and improves on it so it looks like my art. 206 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:03,357 - That sounds awesome. - It's not very good. 207 00:26:03,524 --> 00:26:08,857 -I want to see. Do you want to show? - I don't know if I can show anything. 208 00:26:09,898 --> 00:26:13,898 -I have an Etsy shop. -Have you? 209 00:26:14,065 --> 00:26:20,273 I was doing stuff like that. I bought old porcelain that I painted on. 210 00:26:20,439 --> 00:26:26,272 -Fantastic. It's really good. - That will do. 211 00:26:26,439 --> 00:26:31,231 I like it. This is great. 212 00:26:31,397 --> 00:26:33,147 Thanks. 213 00:26:33,314 --> 00:26:39,813 I don't feel bad that I is not married or does not want children. 214 00:26:39,980 --> 00:26:46,855 People feel so stressed about that but everyone choose your own path. 215 00:26:47,021 --> 00:26:50,105 We are no less adults for it. 216 00:26:50,271 --> 00:26:57,521 I'm so numb I can't believe it that passion for security belongs together. 217 00:26:57,688 --> 00:27:04,437 It feels like my freedom is on hold not to be tied to anyone. 218 00:27:04,604 --> 00:27:09,145 It feels nice to avoid waking up in the middle of the night. 219 00:27:09,312 --> 00:27:15,062 I'm in a weird phase in life when it feels like... 220 00:27:15,228 --> 00:27:19,062 The lighter. I need a cig for this. 221 00:27:20,312 --> 00:27:25,478 I want to do what I should have done in their 20s. 222 00:27:25,645 --> 00:27:30,853 Travel the world, explore cultures and join the peace corps. 223 00:27:31,019 --> 00:27:35,602 I think it feels important... 224 00:27:36,477 --> 00:27:41,644 ...to do something for others. I don't really know in what way. 225 00:27:42,810 --> 00:27:46,185 That's the phase I'm in. 226 00:27:46,352 --> 00:27:50,518 I want to talk more about this but i have to pee. 227 00:27:50,685 --> 00:27:55,102 -Can you manage without me? -I survive. 228 00:28:03,476 --> 00:28:06,809 Frank: I'm running out on depressing rag lines. 229 00:28:06,976 --> 00:28:10,351 We should meet and be miserable again. 230 00:28:51,015 --> 00:28:53,349 -Hello. -Hello. 231 00:28:53,515 --> 00:28:58,057 - Thank you. - Go ahead. Have a good time. 232 00:29:32,305 --> 00:29:35,930 Frank: Can we talk? 233 00:29:38,972 --> 00:29:46,263 Certainly. Is everything okay? 234 00:29:46,430 --> 00:29:49,513 Yes, just want to chat. 235 00:29:56,637 --> 00:30:02,970 Jack: Don't know who gave you the cig but it was not the health director. 236 00:30:19,595 --> 00:30:22,844 -Hello. -Hello. 237 00:30:27,636 --> 00:30:32,177 -Something to drink? -Can I have a glass of water? 238 00:30:33,219 --> 00:30:39,385 - Yes, I forgot. You persevere. -Perseveres. 239 00:30:39,552 --> 00:30:43,802 -Thanks. So what happens? -I should ask you that. 240 00:30:47,718 --> 00:30:52,093 - I don't understand what you mean. -Not? 241 00:30:52,260 --> 00:30:57,134 -Should I do it? - I don't know, but you torment me. 242 00:30:57,301 --> 00:31:00,593 -What do you mean? - You drive me crazy. 243 00:31:00,759 --> 00:31:05,926 I'm jealous, so what you are doing is working. 244 00:31:07,967 --> 00:31:10,717 I feel a little confused. 245 00:31:12,967 --> 00:31:17,550 Jack is the friend who took me to the New Year's party. 246 00:31:17,717 --> 00:31:21,175 -So Jack is your friend? -Yes, he is my friend. 247 00:31:21,342 --> 00:31:25,216 I didn't know that. Sorry. 248 00:31:25,383 --> 00:31:29,925 I shouldn't be talking to any of you, in the name of honesty. 249 00:31:30,091 --> 00:31:35,633 I try to avoid men and booze and everything else in my life. 250 00:31:35,799 --> 00:31:41,132 -I shouldn't have gone out with Jack. -But you couldn't help it. 251 00:31:41,299 --> 00:31:47,132 - No, I couldn't help it. -This is how it is. 252 00:31:51,507 --> 00:31:58,798 I love Jack and don't intend to lose anything for him. 253 00:31:58,965 --> 00:32:05,923 -You understand that, right? - I don't want to ruin your friendship. 254 00:32:09,423 --> 00:32:13,839 It will be alright. But I... 255 00:32:14,881 --> 00:32:18,506 I have to manage that I have come to know you. 256 00:32:19,630 --> 00:32:23,547 -Not really. -I know you well enough. 257 00:32:23,714 --> 00:32:26,089 Okay. 258 00:32:38,296 --> 00:32:40,796 So I should go. 259 00:32:42,088 --> 00:32:44,879 Yes, you should probably go. 260 00:32:46,588 --> 00:32:48,796 -Okay. -Okay. 261 00:32:50,379 --> 00:32:52,046 Bye then. 262 00:32:54,670 --> 00:32:56,170 Bye then. 263 00:32:57,337 --> 00:32:58,879 Bye then. 264 00:33:01,587 --> 00:33:07,837 Thanks for the water and for clarification. 265 00:33:11,336 --> 00:33:15,794 -Thank you for coming. - Then we're done, right? 266 00:33:17,336 --> 00:33:18,794 Bye then. 267 00:33:20,628 --> 00:33:25,627 - Hope everything works out. - Sure, there's no danger. 268 00:33:34,919 --> 00:33:37,710 -Hello then. -Hello then. 269 00:34:25,666 --> 00:34:27,708 No, thanks. 270 00:35:29,580 --> 00:35:31,663 Are you feeling well? 271 00:35:34,246 --> 00:35:37,663 Yes. 272 00:35:58,245 --> 00:36:00,537 I want to know you. 273 00:36:34,202 --> 00:36:39,368 -Where are you going? -I'm in a still life club. 274 00:36:39,535 --> 00:36:43,451 We meet to paint and talk about life. 275 00:36:43,618 --> 00:36:47,784 -I have to go. -Do you meet all the time? 276 00:36:47,951 --> 00:36:52,951 - Then then? Can I come along? -No. 277 00:36:53,117 --> 00:36:59,659 - I'll stay until you get here. - Then you have to lie there for a very long time. 278 00:37:03,492 --> 00:37:06,408 I'm serious. 279 00:37:08,992 --> 00:37:12,116 How is the sabbatical semester going? 280 00:37:18,991 --> 00:37:22,033 It worked. 281 00:37:22,199 --> 00:37:25,532 And it went well when it did. 282 00:37:27,449 --> 00:37:31,907 - You owe me 20 dollars, Ingrid. -Keep quiet. 283 00:37:32,074 --> 00:37:36,407 Have you invested money? Yes, I have... 284 00:37:36,574 --> 00:37:43,490 But that's good. I am well aware about the dynamics of the situation. 285 00:37:43,657 --> 00:37:48,656 No, that's not true. I don't know what I'm doing. 286 00:37:48,823 --> 00:37:53,489 We have finished talking about me. What about Roxanne? 287 00:37:53,656 --> 00:37:58,406 -What about Graham? - I'm just trying to digest it. 288 00:37:58,573 --> 00:38:02,697 - You would break the pattern. - It felt wrong to be alone. 289 00:38:02,864 --> 00:38:08,697 It felt wrong not to get to know each other these two guys. 290 00:38:08,864 --> 00:38:13,863 - Then you know. - We'll see. 291 00:38:26,030 --> 00:38:29,904 Jack: Frank told me yesterday. It's calm. 292 00:38:30,071 --> 00:38:34,238 Hope you are well. Thinking of you. 293 00:38:36,112 --> 00:38:39,904 Did he? 294 00:38:43,904 --> 00:38:48,070 Frank: I've told Jack that we have fucked. 295 00:38:50,445 --> 00:38:54,945 I didn't say you slept over at my place. 296 00:38:55,112 --> 00:38:57,361 But what the hell? 297 00:39:08,736 --> 00:39:12,361 Frank, I can't talk now. 298 00:39:12,527 --> 00:39:16,694 Don't want to come between you. 299 00:39:16,860 --> 00:39:21,027 Jack, I'm starting to feel it as in "Bachelorette". 300 00:39:21,194 --> 00:39:28,027 I must decline. Hope you understand. 301 00:39:28,193 --> 00:39:33,485 Frank: I see. Do your thing and be miserable. 302 00:39:42,734 --> 00:39:48,442 Jack: We have something special like me don't want to stop exploring. 303 00:39:53,775 --> 00:39:57,900 -Hello! Who are you? -Bart wants to say hello. 304 00:39:58,067 --> 00:40:02,400 You look like your master. 305 00:40:02,567 --> 00:40:06,066 -What's his name? - Beard. Bartholomew. 306 00:40:06,233 --> 00:40:09,525 Bartholomew. So great. 307 00:40:09,691 --> 00:40:13,649 -This is your book. -Yes. 308 00:40:13,816 --> 00:40:16,858 So many copies. Yes, different languages. 309 00:40:17,024 --> 00:40:22,441 -Bart looks terrified. - No, that's love. 310 00:40:22,607 --> 00:40:27,190 - No, he looks terrified. - It's love. 311 00:40:27,357 --> 00:40:30,899 Go ahead. No alcohol. 312 00:40:31,065 --> 00:40:35,940 You know what? I have stopped flushing the bend. 313 00:40:36,107 --> 00:40:41,148 -Have you? -Yes. Life is short, isn't it? 314 00:40:41,315 --> 00:40:44,606 - I agree. - Shit the same. 315 00:40:45,815 --> 00:40:48,648 Cheers for not flushing the bend. 316 00:40:57,106 --> 00:41:02,064 I've smoked 40 cigarettes with you in two evenings. 317 00:41:02,230 --> 00:41:06,147 -Sorry. - I don't smoke this much. 318 00:41:06,314 --> 00:41:10,022 If we continue to hang out then one of us will die. 319 00:41:11,063 --> 00:41:14,813 How is the job hunt going? I want to know that. 320 00:41:14,980 --> 00:41:21,438 My God... Ask my sister. It's not going well at all. 321 00:41:21,604 --> 00:41:26,771 - Does she want to throw you out? -Probably, but I don't want to move. 322 00:41:29,104 --> 00:41:35,229 It feels like that I should talk to you about… 323 00:41:36,354 --> 00:41:40,770 Frank. Your friendship with him. 324 00:41:42,020 --> 00:41:47,437 -I didn't know you were friends. -Okay. 325 00:41:47,603 --> 00:41:54,270 -What do you want to know? -I don't know. Like how you met. 326 00:41:54,436 --> 00:42:00,686 I just want to respect you and him- 327 00:42:00,853 --> 00:42:05,352 -and don't want to blur the boundaries. 328 00:42:05,519 --> 00:42:10,269 Frank is one of my oldest friends. We met 17 years ago. 329 00:42:10,435 --> 00:42:14,435 He is always the center of the party. 330 00:42:14,602 --> 00:42:18,935 He is funny and you want to be with him as usual. 331 00:42:22,227 --> 00:42:27,018 -But then... You know. -What? 332 00:42:28,768 --> 00:42:33,101 He is unreliable and fickle. He can be careless. 333 00:42:33,268 --> 00:42:35,934 He owes me money. 334 00:42:37,851 --> 00:42:43,767 But I love him. I really love him. 335 00:42:44,809 --> 00:42:49,142 His latest girlfriend seemed to drown in him. 336 00:42:49,309 --> 00:42:54,350 -Did she drown in him? - I understand that it sounds strange. 337 00:42:54,517 --> 00:42:59,183 -What does this mean? - Anyone who knows Frank understands that. 338 00:43:02,641 --> 00:43:07,141 We were together for three years and traveled to Senegal together. 339 00:43:07,308 --> 00:43:12,224 We lived in Paris one summer. She had a docent in Amsterdam. 340 00:43:12,391 --> 00:43:16,557 I greeted her all the time and then we moved in together. 341 00:43:16,724 --> 00:43:20,182 I was there for six months and we killed everything. 342 00:43:20,349 --> 00:43:22,849 What happened? 343 00:43:25,015 --> 00:43:28,765 -Do you really want to know? - Yes, I want that. 344 00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:37,473 I saw her flossing in the bathroom and that was it. 345 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:44,389 -I couldn't look at her anymore. -I understand exactly what you mean. 346 00:44:07,513 --> 00:44:10,430 Damn. We can't. 347 00:44:16,429 --> 00:44:18,138 Oh damn... 348 00:44:21,013 --> 00:44:25,054 Sorry. I didn't know where to come. 349 00:44:34,887 --> 00:44:38,678 I go and wash myself these potential children. 350 00:44:38,845 --> 00:44:42,970 How scary. 351 00:44:43,136 --> 00:44:44,886 Sorry. 352 00:44:49,678 --> 00:44:53,928 -What did you learn? -About colors. 353 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:58,344 -Awesome. -Can I have an ice cream? 354 00:44:58,511 --> 00:45:03,427 -Promise not to tell mom. -I promise. 355 00:45:03,594 --> 00:45:07,052 -Hello! What does it cost? -Five dollars. 356 00:45:07,219 --> 00:45:10,927 -A bullet? - Yes, that will be enough. 357 00:45:11,093 --> 00:45:14,093 -Thanks. -Thank you very much. 358 00:45:14,260 --> 00:45:17,968 -Shouldn't you have ice cream? - Look there. 359 00:45:18,135 --> 00:45:20,635 Wait... Huh? 360 00:45:21,885 --> 00:45:24,801 I had great fun at school. 361 00:45:33,301 --> 00:45:39,050 How long will your sister stay here? She runs a day job while I work. 362 00:45:39,217 --> 00:45:45,550 Shall we go paint? Come on. We are painting something for mom and dad. 363 00:45:48,217 --> 00:45:52,966 How nice. Is it yours or your mother's? 364 00:45:53,133 --> 00:45:56,966 It was my mother's. It wasn't a wedding ring. 365 00:45:57,133 --> 00:46:01,508 A symbol of father's guilt. He had another family. 366 00:46:03,133 --> 00:46:05,341 Sure you want to sell it? 367 00:46:11,299 --> 00:46:13,382 Yes, I'm sure. 368 00:46:31,965 --> 00:46:34,881 -Thanks. - No reason. 369 00:46:51,047 --> 00:46:55,255 “D, one day you will find this note when you least expect it.” 370 00:46:57,255 --> 00:47:01,380 "I hope you for a while remember how we had it.” 371 00:47:03,380 --> 00:47:08,505 "We found each other in this life and find each other in the next." 372 00:47:11,213 --> 00:47:12,588 "Hug, A." 373 00:47:22,046 --> 00:47:26,670 Thank you so much again. See you soon. 374 00:47:26,837 --> 00:47:30,212 Drive carefully. Bye then. 375 00:47:56,919 --> 00:48:02,502 Hello, stranger. We miss you at work. You shouldn't have stopped. 376 00:48:02,669 --> 00:48:07,460 Hope it doesn't include that night to do. We were both packed. 377 00:48:07,627 --> 00:48:14,876 But it was fun. I know it was strange because I'm your boss. 378 00:48:15,043 --> 00:48:17,126 Anyway... 379 00:48:26,792 --> 00:48:31,876 Adriana's? I haven't kept up. 380 00:48:32,042 --> 00:48:37,209 -It's obvious that you don't. -You're distracting me. 381 00:48:37,375 --> 00:48:40,375 -I know everything. -So what's going on? 382 00:48:40,542 --> 00:48:47,041 They are on vacation and wants to set everything right. 383 00:48:47,208 --> 00:48:50,833 Now you just make it up. 384 00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:56,249 We cover the subtitles and invents a film of his own. 385 00:48:56,416 --> 00:48:59,624 - You're him there. - No, you can be. 386 00:48:59,791 --> 00:49:02,541 Halo! 387 00:49:02,707 --> 00:49:04,916 You are her. 388 00:49:05,082 --> 00:49:08,207 Stop yelling at me. My name is not Gloria. 389 00:49:08,374 --> 00:49:11,165 -What's your name, then? -Stephanie. 390 00:49:11,332 --> 00:49:15,623 -Exactly, Steph. -Who the hell is Gloria? 391 00:49:18,707 --> 00:49:23,290 -Indian food in the face? -Plenty. Go ahead. 392 00:49:23,456 --> 00:49:27,748 There is an openness in relations- 393 00:49:29,081 --> 00:49:34,623 -which Americans don't have and that scares them. 394 00:49:34,789 --> 00:49:39,622 Then it will be like in "Father of the Bride"? Have you seen that movie? 395 00:49:39,789 --> 00:49:42,997 Yes, the one with Steve Martin. 396 00:49:43,164 --> 00:49:50,455 The idea of a big family with others who takes care of one is so enticing. 397 00:49:50,622 --> 00:49:54,997 So enticing. But this passion… 398 00:49:55,163 --> 00:50:00,538 It disappears along the way when you have... 399 00:50:07,913 --> 00:50:14,204 - I'm completely broken. -That's why you're so incredible. 400 00:50:17,995 --> 00:50:22,245 You are great. Do you know that? 401 00:50:23,828 --> 00:50:25,912 You are great. 402 00:50:43,411 --> 00:50:49,119 Frank: Was told that your heart has healed 403 00:50:51,286 --> 00:50:56,910 Worst how curious 404 00:51:03,952 --> 00:51:08,535 Your grief machine is fixed 405 00:51:11,076 --> 00:51:16,284 It is anyway submitted to the workshop 406 00:51:23,284 --> 00:51:28,700 I've been thinking about you a lot 407 00:51:55,949 --> 00:51:58,032 Damn pullover. 408 00:51:59,657 --> 00:52:06,824 I should invite you to dinner before I do going to Philadelphia next week. 409 00:52:06,990 --> 00:52:12,365 Is it weird if I invite Frank? He will take care of Bart. 410 00:52:12,532 --> 00:52:17,115 - I can take care of Bart. -Frank likes to do it. 411 00:52:17,281 --> 00:52:21,531 I can stay here. I am not allowed to have pets in the apartment. 412 00:52:21,698 --> 00:52:26,906 Frank picks up chicks with Bart in the park, so he's probably quite happy. 413 00:52:31,489 --> 00:52:34,989 Something else happened between you that night? 414 00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:39,322 No. 415 00:52:41,947 --> 00:52:47,447 -Do you usually talk and text? -No. 416 00:52:55,405 --> 00:52:59,154 - Do you want to? -You do it. I have fat hands. 417 00:53:03,029 --> 00:53:05,529 - Now we eat. - Please. 418 00:53:11,279 --> 00:53:15,945 I had a smoking mother and rich dad, but no love. 419 00:53:20,862 --> 00:53:23,903 -You are sisters, right? - Half sisters. 420 00:53:24,070 --> 00:53:27,945 - We are sisters. -Same mother, but different fathers. 421 00:53:28,111 --> 00:53:30,778 I see the similarity. 422 00:53:30,945 --> 00:53:33,028 She's more fun. 423 00:53:33,194 --> 00:53:38,402 We actually think put in a bathtub. 424 00:53:55,402 --> 00:53:58,485 Open your eyes, everyone. 425 00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:05,110 Someone was murdered. Massacred. 426 00:54:05,276 --> 00:54:09,401 Killed in the middle of the night. Good night, my dear. 427 00:54:09,568 --> 00:54:12,859 Huh? Did you kill me? 428 00:54:13,026 --> 00:54:16,234 - Daphne is gone. -You'll never know. 429 00:54:16,401 --> 00:54:20,400 Who wants to nominate someone? who you think is in the mafia? 430 00:54:20,567 --> 00:54:26,817 The guy in black. You look like a mobster. 431 00:54:26,983 --> 00:54:33,275 I have been helpful during the game and pointed out others. 432 00:54:33,442 --> 00:54:38,691 - Do we want to kill or save him? - Kill him. 433 00:54:38,858 --> 00:54:44,191 One, two, three, four think so, five, six. So suspicious. 434 00:54:44,358 --> 00:54:47,899 He was...a villager. 435 00:54:49,899 --> 00:54:52,857 -Sorry. - No danger. 436 00:54:53,024 --> 00:54:57,107 -Everyone closes their eyes now. -It is as it is. 437 00:55:02,982 --> 00:55:07,940 The mafia. Poor ass, wake up. 438 00:55:10,315 --> 00:55:13,023 Who do you want to kill? 439 00:55:18,106 --> 00:55:22,481 Good morning. Everyone wakes up. 440 00:55:22,647 --> 00:55:27,939 Unfortunately, that has happened one more death during the night. 441 00:55:28,106 --> 00:55:30,230 Terribly sad. 442 00:55:30,397 --> 00:55:35,855 I have a child inside my body. 443 00:55:36,022 --> 00:55:41,188 - There have been two murders. -Horrible people. 444 00:55:41,355 --> 00:55:46,188 -Nice to see you. - Thanks for letting us come. 445 00:55:46,355 --> 00:55:48,980 Drive carefully. 446 00:55:50,604 --> 00:55:53,979 It's definitely him. 447 00:55:54,146 --> 00:55:59,271 People buy photos of other people at garage sales? So crazy. 448 00:55:59,437 --> 00:56:04,979 - This one will be nice on the stomach. -Elastic. It just grows. 449 00:56:05,145 --> 00:56:07,895 I can have it like this too. 450 00:56:08,062 --> 00:56:12,145 - Do you miss me in the guest house? -Shut up. 451 00:56:12,312 --> 00:56:16,228 -So what's going on? -Everything and nothing. 452 00:56:16,395 --> 00:56:23,020 You won't find someone who gives you everything so find someone who gives you enough. 453 00:56:24,145 --> 00:56:29,853 If you find two people which gives two different things, then? 454 00:56:30,019 --> 00:56:34,394 Do you see your future? Whose face do you see? 455 00:56:34,561 --> 00:56:41,602 -I only see skulls. -Do you see Frank's big penis in it? 456 00:56:43,852 --> 00:56:46,435 oh god... 457 00:56:46,602 --> 00:56:53,476 It's like Adrian was the one that I should have stayed with. 458 00:56:54,518 --> 00:56:56,601 I don't know. 459 00:57:11,767 --> 00:57:16,600 -Hello. -Hello. How are you? 460 00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:22,975 Good. I sit and paint Billie's baby present. 461 00:57:23,142 --> 00:57:27,933 It is the most beautiful teapot I have ever seen. 462 00:57:28,100 --> 00:57:32,433 -How is Philadelphia? -It has been fantastic. 463 00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:37,766 I was on an incredible panel who talked about creative destruction. 464 00:57:37,933 --> 00:57:45,182 The author Kazantzakis had an idea about- 465 00:57:45,349 --> 00:57:50,515 -that destruction is necessary for creative creation. 466 00:57:51,682 --> 00:57:55,723 How damn cool isn't that? 467 00:58:00,182 --> 00:58:03,640 Tell me more about what happened. 468 00:58:03,806 --> 00:58:08,931 I am a top candidate for a docentur in Rome which would be incredible. 469 00:58:22,431 --> 00:58:24,889 Frank: You have to take care of J's dog 470 00:58:25,055 --> 00:58:28,597 I can't take him 471 00:58:28,764 --> 00:58:32,555 No pets allowed 472 00:58:40,096 --> 00:58:43,555 You are the girlfriend now and should take the dog 473 00:58:43,721 --> 00:58:49,138 I'm not the girlfriend 474 00:59:03,387 --> 00:59:07,845 -Sorry, but you have to take him. - I can't take the dog. 475 00:59:08,012 --> 00:59:14,136 You have to because I can't take him and he wants to be with you. 476 00:59:14,303 --> 00:59:20,053 -Are you crazy? Take the dog bastard. - Sorry, it doesn't work. 477 01:01:11,631 --> 01:01:13,714 Come with me. 478 01:02:45,918 --> 01:02:49,501 You will forget me in life. 479 01:02:49,668 --> 01:02:55,292 You will forget me next week. So it will be. 480 01:02:56,334 --> 01:02:59,251 It doesn't matter if you do. 481 01:03:01,584 --> 01:03:05,167 I can watch you how long… 482 01:03:06,792 --> 01:03:10,875 You will see something if you continue. 483 01:05:07,494 --> 01:05:11,369 -Oh my God! -How is the situation? 484 01:05:11,536 --> 01:05:14,827 -Nice to see you. - Daphne, this is Sydney. 485 01:05:14,994 --> 01:05:19,119 -Nice to meet you. - Jezebel. 486 01:05:19,286 --> 01:05:22,410 Hello, everyone. My name is Daphne. 487 01:05:24,202 --> 01:05:28,327 Ready for the evening. Anything is possible. 488 01:05:32,618 --> 01:05:38,201 - Thanks for letting us come. - Cheers to Bart. 489 01:05:38,368 --> 01:05:42,868 -Who owns the dog? -My friend Jack. Do you know him? 490 01:05:43,034 --> 01:05:47,201 -The author. - I don't think so. 491 01:06:09,616 --> 01:06:16,533 The grandparents fled the civil war so therefore i have spanish blood. 492 01:06:16,699 --> 01:06:20,449 Filtered through South America. 493 01:06:20,616 --> 01:06:26,491 -In some way. Do you live in London now? -I live in London with friends. 494 01:06:27,532 --> 01:06:30,615 Sorry, I'm from… 495 01:06:32,407 --> 01:06:36,740 Is that it? I grew up with it. 496 01:06:36,907 --> 01:06:40,032 - Continue. - It won't happen. 497 01:06:40,198 --> 01:06:42,948 He's playing for you. 498 01:08:51,567 --> 01:08:55,025 -Hello. -Hello. 499 01:08:58,192 --> 01:09:03,191 -Stop. -Why then? What is it? 500 01:09:04,650 --> 01:09:10,149 -What is it? -Why did you leave me down there? 501 01:09:13,691 --> 01:09:18,691 -Come here. -Stop, stop, stop. 502 01:09:18,857 --> 01:09:21,149 Stop. 503 01:09:22,191 --> 01:09:25,857 Oh my God... You can't. 504 01:09:28,607 --> 01:09:35,190 -Oh my God. -You're making a fool of yourself. Don't be stupid. 505 01:09:35,357 --> 01:09:40,981 Come again. Don't be that way. 506 01:09:44,898 --> 01:09:49,064 Don't do that. I know what you're up to. 507 01:09:49,606 --> 01:09:53,064 That's my shit. 508 01:12:26,098 --> 01:12:29,307 Damn! Shit too. 509 01:12:29,473 --> 01:12:31,848 oh god... 510 01:12:49,222 --> 01:12:53,514 -Hello. Are you feeling well? - I'm sorry. 511 01:12:53,680 --> 01:12:57,972 -Where have you been? -Never mind the same. How is it going? 512 01:12:58,139 --> 01:13:03,055 - We have great fun. -This is for you. 513 01:13:04,513 --> 01:13:08,930 -Can I help? - No, just have something to eat. 514 01:13:09,096 --> 01:13:14,138 We've already eaten, but Jen has a delicious kale salad. 515 01:13:14,304 --> 01:13:15,846 Okay. 516 01:13:17,263 --> 01:13:21,221 At least you had time. 517 01:13:24,971 --> 01:13:27,887 -Who is "Lindsay Lohan"? -Billie's sister. 518 01:13:28,054 --> 01:13:32,554 -She who lived in the guest house. -She will be two hours late. 519 01:13:32,720 --> 01:13:38,512 She has always been messy. Imagine if you had a sister like that. 520 01:13:53,761 --> 01:13:58,052 What a beautiful sight. You read my book. 521 01:13:59,927 --> 01:14:03,844 I missed you like hell when I was away. 522 01:14:04,010 --> 01:14:09,552 -I missed you too. -I would like to call us something. 523 01:14:09,718 --> 01:14:13,843 Don't be afraid. I don't want to scare you. 524 01:14:15,635 --> 01:14:22,301 Not as boyfriend and girlfriend. It doesn't have to be traditional. 525 01:14:25,593 --> 01:14:27,676 It feels right. 526 01:14:30,801 --> 01:14:34,301 - I want that. -So? 527 01:14:38,592 --> 01:14:43,217 One moment I have a panic attack and the next I get a panic attack. 528 01:14:43,383 --> 01:14:48,633 -Maybe you should take a sabbatical. - Nothing good happens when I'm alone. 529 01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:52,091 How do you know that? if you have never tried? 530 01:14:52,258 --> 01:14:56,175 -I know. - It shouldn't be that difficult. 531 01:14:56,341 --> 01:15:01,341 -You don't make me feel better. - I don't try to do that either. 532 01:15:04,799 --> 01:15:10,840 I think of a night long ago when Adrian was away. 533 01:15:12,007 --> 01:15:17,299 Everyone on the staff used to go out and dance at the Rabbit Hole on Thursdays. 534 01:15:21,382 --> 01:15:25,090 - We were so packed. -What happened? 535 01:15:27,048 --> 01:15:30,506 That is a very good question. 536 01:15:46,839 --> 01:15:51,380 Hello. I have an idea. 537 01:15:52,422 --> 01:15:55,130 Are you ready? 538 01:15:57,380 --> 01:16:00,838 We should go out dancing tonight. 539 01:16:01,005 --> 01:16:05,380 -Okay, sure. - It could be fun. 540 01:16:05,546 --> 01:16:09,504 - Have you seen me dance? - No, I haven't. 541 01:16:09,671 --> 01:16:13,129 - It will be a feast for the eyes. - I'm longing. 542 01:16:14,337 --> 01:16:17,629 Great idea. It will be fun. 543 01:16:56,252 --> 01:16:58,960 Shall I fix drinks? 544 01:17:26,792 --> 01:17:29,292 -Shoot me home. - I live next door. 545 01:17:29,459 --> 01:17:31,292 Stop it, Jed. 546 01:17:32,709 --> 01:17:35,292 -Stop. - There is no danger. 547 01:17:40,375 --> 01:17:43,083 -I can't. -Huh? 548 01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:28,206 -Can we go? -Do you want to go? 549 01:18:28,373 --> 01:18:32,539 Is that okay? I know it's weird. 550 01:18:32,706 --> 01:18:36,247 -Are you doing well? -Sure, okay. 551 01:18:45,580 --> 01:18:49,122 Do you want to tell me why we stuck so fast? 552 01:18:50,372 --> 01:18:54,663 - I was starving. - Just that? 553 01:18:59,205 --> 01:19:01,913 Yes, I was hungry. 554 01:19:10,912 --> 01:19:14,912 Okay. Here comes toast. 555 01:19:15,079 --> 01:19:19,287 -How are you? - Pretty bad. 556 01:19:19,454 --> 01:19:23,245 My class starts in 40 minutes so i have to go. 557 01:19:23,412 --> 01:19:26,162 I'll come home with soup. 558 01:19:29,328 --> 01:19:30,745 Sleeping. 559 01:19:39,494 --> 01:19:43,119 “I'm calling from home but don't know what to say"- 560 01:19:43,286 --> 01:19:48,577 -"so I hold the phone to my ear and listening to him." 561 01:19:49,619 --> 01:19:51,577 Hello. 562 01:21:23,448 --> 01:21:26,031 Hello. 563 01:21:26,197 --> 01:21:31,406 We must celebrate because I have some damn good news. 564 01:21:31,572 --> 01:21:37,280 I got the doctorate in Rome. Five months, I'm leaving in August. 565 01:21:39,114 --> 01:21:41,197 Cool, huh? 566 01:21:44,988 --> 01:21:48,488 -Bowl. -Bowl. Oh... 567 01:21:48,655 --> 01:21:50,905 I know. 568 01:21:51,071 --> 01:21:57,988 It might feel like a long time, but you could visit every month. 569 01:21:59,029 --> 01:22:03,862 It's absolutely incredible. You've worked so hard for it. 570 01:22:05,571 --> 01:22:11,404 -What's wrong? - Nothing, I'm trying to digest it. 571 01:22:14,529 --> 01:22:18,028 - I'm proud of you. -Thanks. 572 01:22:18,195 --> 01:22:20,278 Tell me more. 573 01:22:21,320 --> 01:22:23,403 About Rome? 574 01:22:25,028 --> 01:22:27,736 We can go to the opera. 575 01:22:27,903 --> 01:22:32,486 We can eat pasta alla boscaiola. 576 01:22:32,653 --> 01:22:36,236 We can leave town and take bikes with us- 577 01:22:36,402 --> 01:22:42,027 -and cycle to vineyards and drink wine. 578 01:23:11,692 --> 01:23:18,109 We have the results from the ultrasound and the baby is 1.3 centimeters. 579 01:23:18,275 --> 01:23:21,525 It is completely in order for the sixth week. 580 01:23:21,692 --> 01:23:27,650 It is early in the pregnancy so ending it would be… 581 01:24:14,231 --> 01:24:16,939 -Hello. -Hello. 582 01:24:20,689 --> 01:24:24,522 I've had a rough day. 583 01:24:26,147 --> 01:24:29,522 -Again. -Jack, I'm pregnant. 584 01:24:35,022 --> 01:24:38,272 Okay. 585 01:24:38,438 --> 01:24:41,771 That's great. 586 01:24:42,813 --> 01:24:46,355 Totally fucking great. 587 01:24:46,521 --> 01:24:50,688 So exciting. My God. 588 01:24:50,854 --> 01:24:52,938 No danger. 589 01:24:57,187 --> 01:25:00,812 I have to tell you something. 590 01:25:00,979 --> 01:25:03,062 What? 591 01:25:09,562 --> 01:25:11,020 I... 592 01:25:16,395 --> 01:25:19,103 Come again. What is it? 593 01:25:19,270 --> 01:25:24,436 When you were away then I went to Big Sur with Frank. 594 01:25:37,019 --> 01:25:41,060 -So it's Frank's child? - No, I don't know. 595 01:25:41,227 --> 01:25:44,518 -Don't you know? -I don't know. 596 01:25:44,685 --> 01:25:46,102 The top. 597 01:25:49,727 --> 01:25:53,143 I should have told. 598 01:25:53,310 --> 01:25:56,101 Are you that fucking careless? 599 01:25:56,268 --> 01:26:02,059 You can't be thoughtless and let it excuse everything that happens in your life. 600 01:26:02,226 --> 01:26:05,351 It's about a fucking kid! 601 01:26:23,100 --> 01:26:25,600 You should go. 602 01:26:34,641 --> 01:26:37,141 You should go. 603 01:26:50,640 --> 01:26:53,473 I'm so fucking stupid. 604 01:26:54,682 --> 01:26:58,640 -So seriously... -It's not your best moment. 605 01:27:00,140 --> 01:27:02,890 I have a child who... 606 01:27:04,223 --> 01:27:07,348 I'm going to be a bad mother. 607 01:27:09,389 --> 01:27:12,389 Do you know what I think? 608 01:27:12,556 --> 01:27:16,722 You will have a nice life if you give birth to the child. 609 01:27:18,306 --> 01:27:22,805 And you will have a nice life if you don't give birth to the child. 610 01:27:22,972 --> 01:27:27,347 You are stronger than you think. 611 01:27:27,513 --> 01:27:30,430 I can't say no. I can't stop. 612 01:27:30,597 --> 01:27:37,638 I can't settle with something...that I have. 613 01:27:39,805 --> 01:27:42,721 I don't think you understand. 614 01:27:42,888 --> 01:27:47,221 You don't understand whose turn it is to be loved by you. 615 01:27:52,096 --> 01:27:54,596 The child. 616 01:27:58,679 --> 01:28:00,762 That's you. 617 01:28:50,260 --> 01:28:56,093 All my life I have let my childhood excuse my behavior. 618 01:28:56,259 --> 01:28:59,384 And my mother. 619 01:29:00,509 --> 01:29:03,217 I am less about hurting others. 620 01:29:05,009 --> 01:29:08,717 It's the same old show and I'm less of it. 621 01:29:10,925 --> 01:29:17,008 The thought of having to deal with it is damn scary. 622 01:29:17,175 --> 01:29:20,258 But I intend to do it. 623 01:29:25,133 --> 01:29:31,508 I don't need anything from you and I expect nothing from you. 624 01:29:31,674 --> 01:29:33,591 Okay. 625 01:29:39,132 --> 01:29:42,465 I don't know how I feel about it. 626 01:29:42,632 --> 01:29:48,882 I know that when I have the baby… If I even give birth to the child. 627 01:29:50,465 --> 01:29:55,215 I won't know how to do. 628 01:29:55,381 --> 01:30:00,006 It won't change my life in a spell. 629 01:30:00,173 --> 01:30:07,006 But it gives me a reason to look at things differently. 630 01:30:12,506 --> 01:30:16,047 And to just be a better person. 631 01:30:17,589 --> 01:30:20,422 Everything you say sounds great. 632 01:30:22,005 --> 01:30:28,796 And... I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to hear you say it. 633 01:30:31,213 --> 01:30:35,588 But I don't know what to say. 634 01:31:58,917 --> 01:32:03,084 Hello. Why don't you dance? 635 01:32:03,250 --> 01:32:06,542 It is enough to look. 636 01:32:06,708 --> 01:32:11,458 -Come and join us. -Leave me alone. You are hurting your hand. 637 01:32:11,625 --> 01:32:16,166 You must not embarrass me. I want to see you with your sister. 638 01:32:16,333 --> 01:32:20,291 -Can't I have fun without dancing? -What's the matter with you? 639 01:32:20,458 --> 01:32:25,166 Nothing. I feel fine. Everything is good. 640 01:32:39,790 --> 01:32:43,582 -What's the matter with you? -Nothing. I feel fine. 641 01:32:43,748 --> 01:32:46,832 I just don't want to dance. 642 01:32:46,998 --> 01:32:51,040 It's not good that you stormed off. 643 01:32:51,206 --> 01:32:54,706 I didn't want to dance. What do you require of me? 644 01:32:54,873 --> 01:32:58,789 Sorry I can't give you what you need. 645 01:33:05,664 --> 01:33:11,080 I'm so proud of you, Daphne. I am impressed by you. 646 01:33:12,330 --> 01:33:15,288 How fun for you. 647 01:33:15,455 --> 01:33:22,538 I don't think you understand why I went from man to man. 648 01:33:22,705 --> 01:33:27,746 All my life I have tried to create something that is stable and healthy. 649 01:33:27,913 --> 01:33:34,704 -But I made bad decisions. - It doesn't matter. 650 01:33:34,871 --> 01:33:41,579 I did it for my daughters. That's how my thoughts went. 651 01:33:41,746 --> 01:33:43,995 Do you believe me? 652 01:34:08,578 --> 01:34:13,744 -The Center for Modern Art. -Helen Crawford, thank you. 653 01:34:19,744 --> 01:34:24,327 Hi, Helen. It's Daphne Mirador. I used to work for you. 654 01:34:24,493 --> 01:34:30,285 Sure, Daphne. It was so sad that you quit. 655 01:34:30,452 --> 01:34:36,493 I agreed with that. That's actually why I'm calling. 656 01:34:36,660 --> 01:34:38,743 I... 657 01:34:40,784 --> 01:34:47,117 I know you were in the personnel department. 658 01:34:48,701 --> 01:34:52,075 It is not easy to talk about it. 659 01:34:52,242 --> 01:34:56,409 I loved my job and didn't want to stop- 660 01:34:56,575 --> 01:35:01,325 -but something happened who forced me to- 661 01:35:01,492 --> 01:35:04,492 -and I want to explain why. 662 01:35:06,283 --> 01:35:10,116 You can tell me everything. 663 01:35:10,283 --> 01:35:11,991 Thank you. 664 01:36:28,988 --> 01:36:30,654 Hello. 665 01:36:33,154 --> 01:36:35,154 Hello. 666 01:36:42,320 --> 01:36:44,403 How are you? 667 01:36:49,528 --> 01:36:53,070 How far along are you? 668 01:36:53,236 --> 01:36:56,153 Five and a half months. 669 01:36:57,694 --> 01:37:01,778 - I tried to call you. -I know, sorry. 670 01:37:01,944 --> 01:37:07,402 - I wanted to get in touch, but... - It doesn't matter. 671 01:37:07,569 --> 01:37:13,402 -So you're fine? Are you doing well? -It's okay. 672 01:37:15,402 --> 01:37:20,735 -Okay is good. -I guess Jack called you. 673 01:37:20,902 --> 01:37:26,735 No, we don't talk with each other longer. 674 01:37:26,901 --> 01:37:29,901 It was other stuff. 675 01:37:32,943 --> 01:37:34,401 Hello. 676 01:37:35,984 --> 01:37:41,484 -This is Daphne. This is Lila. -Nice to meet you. 677 01:37:41,651 --> 01:37:44,151 It was nice to see you. 678 01:38:06,233 --> 01:38:10,649 Frank: Can we meet and talk? 679 01:38:21,649 --> 01:38:23,732 Is it mine? 680 01:38:26,274 --> 01:38:28,357 I don't know. 681 01:38:31,732 --> 01:38:36,106 "I don't know" sounds like... 682 01:38:40,856 --> 01:38:43,564 What should I do about it? 683 01:38:46,106 --> 01:38:49,022 She is mine. 684 01:38:56,980 --> 01:38:59,647 -She? -She. 685 01:39:03,105 --> 01:39:05,188 My God. 686 01:39:09,605 --> 01:39:13,521 That's great. It is really... 687 01:39:17,313 --> 01:39:21,104 But it scares me. 688 01:39:22,688 --> 01:39:26,562 Girls scare me. 689 01:39:29,396 --> 01:39:34,770 A new version of you who intend to destroy the planet. 690 01:39:36,187 --> 01:39:38,187 Unbelievable. 691 01:39:39,228 --> 01:39:44,978 I don't know what to do with her, but will find out. 692 01:39:46,770 --> 01:39:52,894 It will go great. You get to teach her the basics. 693 01:39:53,061 --> 01:39:56,603 Depression, anxiety... 694 01:39:57,852 --> 01:40:00,811 Being hungover. 695 01:40:03,144 --> 01:40:06,185 Teach her to paint. 696 01:40:06,352 --> 01:40:12,310 You must read the right fairy tales to her and be honest with her. 697 01:40:12,477 --> 01:40:14,560 You must... 698 01:40:18,310 --> 01:40:22,185 I actually want to be a father. 699 01:40:24,018 --> 01:40:26,518 I want that. 700 01:40:29,601 --> 01:40:32,309 Do you want to know her? 701 01:40:35,976 --> 01:40:37,892 Fully buttoned up. 702 01:40:47,433 --> 01:40:52,350 It's like magic. You loved me then but I only feel it now. 703 01:40:52,517 --> 01:40:58,641 Like the light of a star takes a long time to arrive. 704 01:40:58,808 --> 01:41:02,599 But it's here. I feel it. 705 01:41:02,766 --> 01:41:07,183 You loved me when I didn't want to love myself. 706 01:41:07,349 --> 01:41:10,766 I want you to be happy. 707 01:41:13,016 --> 01:41:15,724 Hug, Daph. 708 01:41:22,723 --> 01:41:25,057 -Hello. -How is the situation? 709 01:41:25,223 --> 01:41:28,556 How are you? Is Adrian here? 710 01:41:28,723 --> 01:41:31,848 He's in Africa with Lanie- 711 01:41:32,015 --> 01:41:36,723 -and will be gone for six months. 712 01:41:36,889 --> 01:41:38,681 Oh. 713 01:41:40,806 --> 01:41:45,472 - He has always wanted to go there. - Fun for him. 714 01:41:45,639 --> 01:41:50,389 -Can I leave this one? - I can give it to him. 715 01:41:51,847 --> 01:41:57,138 -Thanks. Nice to see you. -The same. 716 01:42:00,722 --> 01:42:05,180 - I was so small. -And now you have my feet. 717 01:42:05,346 --> 01:42:09,971 -Where did you buy them? -I have made them. 718 01:42:10,138 --> 01:42:13,346 - Have you sewn them? - It's not good. 719 01:42:13,513 --> 01:42:17,429 It's absolutely incredible. I want to see the little one in it. 720 01:42:18,512 --> 01:42:23,679 -You don't have to. - Yes, because it is special. 721 01:42:25,929 --> 01:42:28,429 That would be nice. 722 01:42:29,887 --> 01:42:33,012 I would really appreciate it. 723 01:42:35,387 --> 01:42:37,470 You know... 724 01:42:41,011 --> 01:42:44,178 If there is anything I can do… 725 01:42:44,345 --> 01:42:49,011 If you want to stay with me and Carl for a while. 726 01:42:49,178 --> 01:42:54,261 You don't have to do everything yourself. I can babysit. 727 01:42:54,427 --> 01:42:57,344 That would be wonderful. 728 01:42:58,719 --> 01:43:01,427 Thanks. 729 01:43:02,969 --> 01:43:04,760 Thanks. 730 01:43:08,635 --> 01:43:10,718 Look here. 731 01:43:43,675 --> 01:43:48,175 Physically, I'm ready. 732 01:43:48,341 --> 01:43:51,216 But mentally… 733 01:43:53,050 --> 01:43:56,174 ...then I'm not ready. 734 01:44:05,799 --> 01:44:09,007 Imagine that you are in a flower meadow. 735 01:44:12,007 --> 01:44:16,298 You feel the heat of the sun on your skin. 736 01:44:18,465 --> 01:44:22,131 You look ahead and see a door. 737 01:44:24,840 --> 01:44:30,214 You walk up to the door but it is locked. 738 01:44:31,589 --> 01:44:34,964 You have the keys. 739 01:44:35,131 --> 01:44:39,839 You've always had them, so you open the door. 740 01:44:40,006 --> 01:44:44,047 A great beam of light shines upon you. 741 01:44:49,339 --> 01:44:52,713 Everything may not be quite right. 742 01:44:55,172 --> 01:44:58,296 But that's okay. 743 01:44:59,296 --> 01:45:02,421 You are exactly where you are supposed to be. 744 01:45:09,421 --> 01:45:11,796 You are loved. 745 01:50:14,448 --> 01:50:18,614 Text: Magnus Öberg www.sdimedia.com