1
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That thing cost a fortune.

2
00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:17,631
Well, actually it was cheap.

3
00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,639
Come on, come on.

4
00:00:19,800 --> 00:00:21,200
Do you need help?

5
00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:24,120
You look so helpless
with the old part.

6
00:00:24,280 --> 00:00:26,556
You're 40 minutes late.

7
00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:29,474
I'm sure you still have a moment.

8
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Moment.

9
00:00:33,120 --> 00:00:34,952
Thank God. OK.

10
00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:37,991
Where was I?

11
00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:41,316
What are you looking for, Laurence Alia?

12
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I'm looking for someone

13
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who understands my language
and she speaks.

14
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Someone who,
without being an outsider,

15
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not just about rights
from outsiders thinks,

16
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but also about the rights of those
who describe themselves as “normal”.

17
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Shit.

18
00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:48,718
TEN YEARS BEFORE

19
00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:52,758
Holy crap.

20
00:04:19,480 --> 00:04:20,960
Man!

21
00:04:24,720 --> 00:04:26,552
Good morning

22
00:04:27,720 --> 00:04:29,200
What?

23
00:04:30,080 --> 00:04:31,958
Who are these proletarians?

24
00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:34,237
Let's get them straight away

25
00:04:34,640 --> 00:04:38,919
add to the list of things,
that diminish our joy?

26
00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:43,439
Laurence?

27
00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:46,274
What are you wearing tonight?
- Nothing.

28
00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:53,159
What do you say at the award ceremony?
the Michel Berthiaume Prize?

29
00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:55,880
I was thinking of something objective like...

30
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"Literature!"

31
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"Stream of Beauty!"

32
00:05:01,400 --> 00:05:04,279
"Great seed!"
- "Sparkling drop."

33
00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:07,076
"Tiny speck of dust."

34
00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:14,160
So what is your full name?
- Laurence Emmanuel James Alia.

35
00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:16,198
Age?
- 37.

36
00:05:16,840 --> 00:05:19,150
Should I call your publisher?
- 45.

37
00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:21,755
I have an appointment later...
- 45.

38
00:05:21,920 --> 00:05:25,231
Gender?
- What else? Favorite color? Blood type?

39
00:05:25,400 --> 00:05:27,790
Ten years ago
I would have fled now.

40
00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:30,356
Proust explains too much.

41
00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:34,634
300 pages to tell us
that Tutur fucks Tatave,

42
00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:36,713
that's too much.

43
00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:40,712
If he hadn't been so talented,

44
00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:45,511
would be Louis-Ferdinand C�line
not spared.

45
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Collaborating writers had to
lost a lot of feathers after the war.

46
00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:54,073
People like Bernard Grasset
or Jacques Chardonne

47
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were from
Writers' Council condemned

48
00:05:56,920 --> 00:05:59,992
and banned from practicing his profession.

49
00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:04,871
Others, such as C�line,
preferred to go to Denmark,

50
00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:08,158
to operate at cooler temperatures
to relax.

51
00:06:08,320 --> 00:06:10,880
Today his talent...

52
00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:13,990
...more weighted than his person.

53
00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,751
But can be someone's work
be great enough

54
00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:23,874
that he should be rejected and
exclusion of those who are different,

55
00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:29,674
to those under certain circumstances
could you or I also count?

56
00:06:33,400 --> 00:06:36,393
That is the topic
your next homework.

57
00:06:38,280 --> 00:06:40,431
Laurence.
Hello everyone.

58
00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:45,717
Congratulations, Laurence.
- Thanks.

59
00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:49,476
A friend of mine has it
Won the Michel Berthiaume Prize.

60
00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:52,360
My father was often
near Berthiaume in Quebec.

61
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Before his arrest in '71.
After that it went away.

62
00:06:56,440 --> 00:07:00,639
In any case, I congratulate you.
You impress me. Hats off.

63
00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:03,474
The newspaper likes my poems.

64
00:07:03,840 --> 00:07:05,877
That gives me
some attention.

65
00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:10,120
It's just a small price.
- False modesty!

66
00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:12,875
Small prize, big winner.
- Well...

67
00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:15,999
Drink today
after the award ceremony.

68
00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:20,597
Back to “pink”.

69
00:07:20,760 --> 00:07:23,832
"Pink and baby blue..."
- Yes...

70
00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:28,400
Write it down. "...reveal
an unhealthy relationship..."

71
00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:31,672
Write it down!
"...unhealthy..."

72
00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:35,273
"...to..."

73
00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:37,796
Yes!
- "...own childhood."

74
00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:41,033
"Relationship..."
- Author's Note:

75
00:07:41,200 --> 00:07:45,592
"Parents checking their children's rooms
paint in pastel colors,

76
00:07:45,760 --> 00:07:48,878
are among the things
that diminish our joy. "

77
00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:52,756
What about yellow?
- Yellow? Oversized ego.

78
00:07:53,120 --> 00:07:57,876
Damn! I swear to you,
I wanted to say “strong ego.”

79
00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:02,231
And potentially problematic.
Like a yellow car.

80
00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:05,676
That's quite a statement!

81
00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:07,713
Space there!

82
00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:15,758
Brown...

83
00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:18,795
...the color,
prevents sexuality.

84
00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:21,600
You say that because of
my brown pants.

85
00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:24,912
Not at all! I love these pants.

86
00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:27,595
Our lists must be objective.

87
00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:31,317
I don't like brown?
I even have brown socks!

88
00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:34,718
Red.
- The color of anger.

89
00:08:35,840 --> 00:08:37,513
And of blood!

90
00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:41,599
And the seduction.
- Of passion.

91
00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,192
I'm already glowing.

92
00:08:51,200 --> 00:08:53,669
Red! I want more red!

93
00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:56,518
I'm hungry.

94
00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:00,157
Dark chocolate?

95
00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:03,077
What did I do to deserve this?

96
00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:07,234
Sorry, I was high
and took the wrong one.

97
00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:10,711
You know that dark chocolate
reduces the joy!

98
00:09:10,880 --> 00:09:13,554
Man tends to self-destruct.

99
00:09:13,920 --> 00:09:17,152
I beg your pardon!
That's one of the things

100
00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:19,198
that should never happen again!

101
00:09:19,560 --> 00:09:24,919
Now let's go dancing!
- Berthiaume Prize winners never dance!

102
00:09:25,080 --> 00:09:28,312
Don't touch that.
This goes on the bedside table.

103
00:10:57,280 --> 00:10:59,317
ONE MONTH LATER

104
00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:28,313
Your stupid photo books.

105
00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:30,952
They're terrible.

106
00:11:39,880 --> 00:11:43,590
“For your 35th birthday.
For you, for me, for us.

107
00:11:43,760 --> 00:11:47,913
For our past..."
How cheesy. Is that how it should be?

108
00:11:48,080 --> 00:11:49,878
Yes, exactly like that.

109
00:13:04,680 --> 00:13:07,036
That's not worth it.
- It's closed.

110
00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:10,120
I checked.
- Hurry, guys.

111
00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:28,319
Shit!
- Surprise!

112
00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:34,476
Who is surprised now?
- They're wet.

113
00:13:34,840 --> 00:13:36,559
Thank you, Andrée.

114
00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:48,870
Is the Marxist Laurence's father?
- He's too young for that.

115
00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:51,271
This is my former marketing prof.

116
00:13:51,640 --> 00:13:56,032
We wanted to meet for coffee,
but then a commercial shoot came in.

117
00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:58,271
Laurence knows him too.

118
00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:02,793
And the joker in purple is him
Interior designer for "Queen Elizabeth"?

119
00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:05,236
This is Lafortune, Laurence's boss.

120
00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:11,351
The one with the quiff is Francine.
She is a psychologist and teaches.

121
00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:15,157
Only academics get it
what about the Black Forest?

122
00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:19,958
This is a spice cake.
With cardamom and fresh dates.

123
00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:22,755
Does it taste as strange as it sounds?

124
00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:25,674
We still need snacks.
- There is cake.

125
00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:28,594
But hurry up
the guests are starving.

126
00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:32,390
Lafortune tells of Roland's song
and the Saracen army.

127
00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:34,472
So intellectual.

128
00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:38,752
I bought Laurence a book.

129
00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:41,640
Unfortunately nothing from Bouvier
or about Basquiat,

130
00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:44,634
but I have
Mauriac's collected works.

131
00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:47,679
And also a financial guide.

132
00:14:47,840 --> 00:14:50,878
Do you still have the receipt?
- For what reason?

133
00:14:51,040 --> 00:14:53,396
That wasn't on my list.

134
00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:56,598
Basquiat is terrible,
Mauriac is required reading.

135
00:14:56,920 --> 00:15:00,516
The gay Nobel Prize winner
that everyone finds boring?

136
00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:04,754
Oh, be quiet.
You don't even exist for me.

137
00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:09,635
Have you heard?
Laurence! You like Mauriac, don't you?

138
00:16:03,040 --> 00:16:05,839
I have one
threw away all my watches.

139
00:16:06,920 --> 00:16:10,311
I didn't want to see anymore
how time flies.

140
00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:13,837
That explains a lot.
- Do you want to...

141
00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:18,199
They were in the 90s
a notorious latecomer.

142
00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:22,070
Then you became that,
what you are today.

143
00:16:22,240 --> 00:16:25,358
But in the chapter...

144
00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:29,637
..."Head above water" is your figure...

145
00:16:31,040 --> 00:16:32,520
You...

146
00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,872
How should I say?

147
00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:40,997
Everything happens so suddenly.
Is that reality? Or fiction?

148
00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:43,120
OK.

149
00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:47,874
As a boy I was often
with my uncle in Charleville.

150
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:51,397
With my cousins.
There was a swimming pool there.

151
00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:55,713
We played to see who had the longest head
could hold under water.

152
00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:58,270
Not too difficult.
To win,

153
00:16:58,440 --> 00:17:02,070
you had to
stay down until the last second.

154
00:17:03,280 --> 00:17:05,112
My cousins gave up

155
00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:07,511
but I continued.

156
00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:12,074
I didn't know
how long I can last.

157
00:17:12,680 --> 00:17:14,433
And then...

158
00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:18,635
...I came up,
right before my lungs exploded.

159
00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:21,871
One second away from death.

160
00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,798
That's how it was.

161
00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,272
Cooking is not child's play.

162
00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:35,037
But with the Sugar May mixture
The dessert is guaranteed to be a success.

163
00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:40,718
And cut!
- Cut it!

164
00:17:41,360 --> 00:17:43,556
Was that, of course, enough?

165
00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:47,270
Was that natural?
- Yes very good.

166
00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:50,236
Okay, we did it!

167
00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:54,637
Now I'll take your tie off,
wait!

168
00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:58,395
Damn sailor's knot!

169
00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:03,431
How does Montreal get here?
- View from Belvedere.

170
00:18:03,600 --> 00:18:06,752
And on your birthday
comes another point

171
00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:10,118
on the list of things,
that reduce our joy:

172
00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:12,278
People who find it romantic

173
00:18:12,440 --> 00:18:16,434
when 45 planes descend
threaten to fall on the city.

174
00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:18,837
"Help, I don't want to die!"

175
00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:22,311
"This is my house,
Not the airport, damn it!”

176
00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:26,711
Hey, it's like Christmas.

177
00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:29,675
On you.
- When did you make your reservation?

178
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:32,958
Moment.
- What is that?

179
00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:36,916
Forget the restaurant.
- I changed my clothes specially.

180
00:18:37,280 --> 00:18:40,193
As compensation
for the “surprise”.

181
00:18:40,560 --> 00:18:42,279
My passport...

182
00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:46,351
Is this a new trend
in redheaded bipolars?

183
00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:48,876
No, a new trend among people,

184
00:18:49,040 --> 00:18:52,192
those, like you,
have the next two days off,

185
00:18:52,360 --> 00:18:54,955
and, like me,
don't work until Monday,

186
00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:58,636
for a short trip
to go to New York!

187
00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,598
We're flying to New York.

188
00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:06,512
So we're not going out to eat?
- Eating out is so out.

189
00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:10,074
Man, you're as full as a howitzer!

190
00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:13,078
I'm sorry, what?

191
00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:16,112
“Full as a howitzer”?

192
00:19:16,480 --> 00:19:18,756
You always learn something new.

193
00:19:19,120 --> 00:19:23,876
I'm sorry, darling,
I can't stop talking right now.

194
00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:28,757
A cameraman still had coke,
that he wanted to throw into the toilet.

195
00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:32,516
I said, "Let it grow over."
- You're totally tight.

196
00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:34,672
I'm sorry, darling.

197
00:19:35,040 --> 00:19:37,555
Should I give you something small?
get something to eat?

198
00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:41,680
We don't go to the restaurant.
Forget it, okay?

199
00:19:41,920 --> 00:19:45,596
Do you want a hot dog?
No, first go to the car wash.

200
00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:50,637
What are we doing in New York?
You are the king! You are the boss!

201
00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:53,151
Fred...
- What's wrong with you?

202
00:19:53,320 --> 00:19:57,633
Did they tease you at school?
- Shut your fucking mouth!

203
00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:00,031
Just shut up!

204
00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:06,234
I wasn't working.
And I'm not going to New York!

205
00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:11,032
I have to tell you something important.
I finally have to get rid of this.

206
00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,510
I can't take it anymore, I'm dying!

207
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:17,151
I'll die if I do it
don't tell you. Listen to me.

208
00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:28,879
I'm going to die.

209
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:34,880
What?

210
00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:38,115
Where have you been?
With your mother?

211
00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:41,475
Why isn't it in the phone book?

212
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,360
Why didn't you tell me
that you are gay?

213
00:21:44,800 --> 00:21:48,396
Because it's not like that.
- Why didn't you say anything?

214
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:53,711
Do you imagine if I were a man?
- I'm not gay, Fred.

215
00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:56,156
Stop kidding me.

216
00:21:56,840 --> 00:22:00,959
You're a faggot.
The world won't end because of this.

217
00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:03,430
Fred, I'm not into men.

218
00:22:03,600 --> 00:22:06,877
The thing is, I don't want to be a man.
That's something different.

219
00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:09,239
That's not me.

220
00:22:09,600 --> 00:22:12,752
Not this one either.
I'm disgusted by it.

221
00:22:13,120 --> 00:22:16,318
I've lived like this for 35 years.
This is a crime.

222
00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:19,200
I'm robbing this person
of his life.

223
00:22:19,520 --> 00:22:23,400
Which person?
- The woman I really am.

224
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,799
You hate everything about yourself
what I love about you, right?

225
00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,319
Do you just love that?

226
00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:42,639
What we have experienced
Does nothing count anymore?

227
00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:44,712
Everything is...

228
00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:47,079
...to re-evaluate?

229
00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:53,440
I'm not stupid.
I would have noticed that.

230
00:22:57,240 --> 00:22:59,277
I would have felt it.

231
00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:03,480
You would have done something...
disguised you as a woman.

232
00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,717
Did you dress up?
- No.

233
00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,756
Did you dress up?
- No.

234
00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,195
No.

235
00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:27,160
No.

236
00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:29,949
No no no.

237
00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:31,800
No!

238
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,797
What did you wear?
- Nothing.

239
00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:36,758
What are you wearing?
- Nothing.

240
00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:40,630
What are you wearing, Laurence?
A dress, a sweater?

241
00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:43,470
Nothing. Something.
- Okay.

242
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:49,958
Do you...

243
00:23:54,360 --> 00:23:56,875
Tell me what you're wearing.
Dresses?

244
00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:01,632
I buy things. Your dignity
I never touch it, out of respect.

245
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:04,916
Then I disposed of them.
Fred...

246
00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:07,914
I did that two or three times.

247
00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:10,871
Ten times, at most.

248
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:14,080
Do you put on makeup?
- Nonsense.

249
00:24:14,560 --> 00:24:16,358
You put on makeup.
- No.

250
00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:18,000
But...

251
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:22,479
Did you wear my underwear?
- No.

252
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,276
Once.
A pink bra.

253
00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:30,838
Pink, yes.

254
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:37,351
I didn't kill anyone, Fred.

255
00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:41,230
But not with a white shirt?
- With a black one.

256
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:54,598
Your work.
- Yes and?

257
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:58,037
How you do that?
- I teach as a woman.

258
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:00,999
Aha.
- After the Christmas holidays.

259
00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:04,478
I'll write it down immediately.
"Don't forget."

260
00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:07,838
On the list
with the important dates.

261
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:10,876
Man, that's not funny.

262
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,112
I'm not really living.

263
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,193
I'm waiting.
- Yes, of course. You wait.

264
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:23,439
Our lives are not real.
You're just passing time, right?

265
00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:27,197
Until real life begins.

266
00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:30,239
Until I realize
that you are lying to me.

267
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:33,513
For two years.
- I didn't lie.

268
00:25:35,360 --> 00:25:37,352
I just didn't say anything.

269
00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:50,952
I need distance.

270
00:25:52,360 --> 00:25:56,320
I have to think.
- Do you hate me?

271
00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:01,200
It's almost winter
and the roof is leaking.

272
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,040
Such a crap.

273
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,398
And what are you doing?

274
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:10,836
What do you mean?
- How do you spend your time?

275
00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:15,078
Besides work.
Do you go for a walk, do you read?

276
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,395
Do you do something together?
you and dad?

277
00:26:18,720 --> 00:26:20,313
Nothing special.

278
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:22,153
Funny question.

279
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:26,713
Start painting again.
- Do you want another sip?

280
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:31,037
Or would you prefer port wine?
Your father got some.

281
00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:33,431
No thanks.
- All right.

282
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:41,798
It's good that you're here. Someone has to
carry the television upstairs.

283
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:44,759
Your father can't do it anymore
constantly going down.

284
00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:48,512
Yes i do.
- Won't you say hello to him?

285
00:26:55,120 --> 00:26:56,998
Hi Papa.
- Hello.

286
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:00,992
How are you?
- It's going ok.

287
00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:05,514
My legs hurt.
- What? Are you in pain? Where, then?

288
00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:22,479
I thought of you when...
- Wait a minute, I don't hear anything.

289
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:24,438
Wait for the commercial.

290
00:27:28,120 --> 00:27:30,237
Read between the lines.

291
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:33,559
All he cared about was
to initiate you.

292
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:35,473
Well then...

293
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:38,997
But I can't do that.

294
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:43,271
I have to be there for him.
I can't leave him.

295
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:45,159
Oh, come on.

296
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:49,112
He knew
that he will drive you away with it.

297
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:55,634
I'm sure he is
has already come to terms with it.

298
00:27:56,960 --> 00:28:01,318
Men don't mourn for long.
While you cry, he is having fun.

299
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,957
He has you
done a favor because...

300
00:28:05,120 --> 00:28:07,157
Don't make it so complicated.

301
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:11,997
You are a woman who loves men.
He wants to become a woman.

302
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:15,198
So pack your things
and goodbye.

303
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:17,317
I have to wake up with him.

304
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:21,636
I need his forearms.
- Everyone has them.

305
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,077
Mama. Mama!

306
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:49,713
Just listen to me!
Damn, this is important! Mama!

307
00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,759
Can you watch the TV?
carry it up anyway?

308
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,838
On the ground?

309
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:46,518
Why are you reacting like that?

310
00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:56,911
How should I react?
- Well, you don't ask questions...

311
00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:00,917
You're not surprised.
- I have no questions.

312
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:04,671
What you're saying is crazy.

313
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:08,556
You're crazy. Good.
I don't have any questions.

314
00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:13,316
I don't ask
and doesn't want to be asked.

315
00:30:14,440 --> 00:30:16,875
Or do you decide how I react?

316
00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:22,839
Surprised?

317
00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,434
How come?

318
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:29,194
As a child you dressed up.
I thought you were going to be gay.

319
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:35,471
When your father goes to the doctor,

320
00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:39,871
he goes to some peep shows.

321
00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:44,071
Every time. That's why he doesn't want to
that I'm coming with you.

322
00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,675
Am I surprised?
No.

323
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,554
That we the house
sold in Charleville,

324
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:56,192
The fact that the roof is leaking bothered me
maybe surprised? No!

325
00:30:56,360 --> 00:31:00,115
I'm not surprised.
You should never be surprised.

326
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:04,917
I'm sure it's serious.
I take you very seriously.

327
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:09,359
But should I torture myself now?
Tell me I've failed?

328
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:11,393
I don't care!

329
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:14,957
What should that matter to me?

330
00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:22,078
And your father?

331
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,238
Which father?

332
00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:33,151
I don't care.
We were never particularly close.

333
00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:36,040
If you
get any problems,

334
00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:39,154
you don't need to come to us.

335
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:44,316
Your father won't accept this.
- Then not.

336
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:54,600
So...

337
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:57,478
...will you still love me?

338
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,834
Are you becoming a woman or an idiot?

339
00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:09,637
Let's smoke another one.

340
00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:20,360
It's me.

341
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:23,951
I'm coming home tonight.

342
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:26,517
I'll come back and then...

343
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:29,273
...let's tackle it.

344
00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:56,714
But...

345
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:00,311
Was?
- Yes and?

346
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:03,995
Why didn't you move?

347
00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:06,277
Very calm.
- What was wrong?

348
00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:09,080
Have you ever heard girls in the toilet?
- Please?

349
00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:11,471
They talked,

350
00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:15,152
About her lovers
and their bed stories.

351
00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,710
About who's in and who's out,

352
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:21,112
who is better,
the chemistry or the film teacher...

353
00:34:22,720 --> 00:34:26,873
And then, I won't say that,
to show off, it was about me.

354
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:32,795
They said I looked good.
One even said “sexy.”

355
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:36,636
I was just there...
- Do you have their phone numbers?

356
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:40,589
No! I was there
to put on my tights.

357
00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:43,800
Shit.

358
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:45,838
This picture alone.

359
00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:49,520
A guy pulls on the toilet
Women's clothes.

360
00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:55,118
I saw the faces in front of me.
And then this silence...

361
00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:57,119
Look...

362
00:34:59,240 --> 00:35:01,960
You try it
again next Monday.

363
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:06,116
Hello? Anyone home?

364
00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:12,552
On Monday
or from me on Tuesday.

365
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:15,230
You've waited 30 years.

366
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:19,718
Doesn't matter!

367
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:21,680
Come on.

368
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:23,880
Okay?

369
00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:25,994
Laurence?

370
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:29,035
Understood?
Are you doing well?

371
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:30,998
Everything okay?
You idiot!

372
00:35:31,360 --> 00:35:32,840
Stupid man.

373
00:35:35,240 --> 00:35:38,039
<i>That came from one day
on the other?</i>

374
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,396
<i>Or little by little?</i>

375
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:44,955
<i>What about your work?
I'm particularly interested in this.</i>

376
00:35:45,120 --> 00:35:47,635
<i>If I do
ran around with a skirt,</i>

377
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:51,316
<i>I wanted to be consistent.
Dive headfirst.</i>

378
00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:56,080
<i>Dive headfirst
or keep your head above water?</i>

379
00:35:56,840 --> 00:35:58,957
<i>How was your appointment?</i>

380
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,192
<i>Maybe I should
rather brief.</i>

381
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:06,753
<i>Let me make a quick phone call,
then...</i>

382
00:36:08,600 --> 00:36:11,479
<i>I can stay a little longer.</i>

383
00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:42,676
Take the big mirror.
That can definitely be better.

384
00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:47,113
Why not?

385
00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:50,840
Because...

386
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:54,951
...I know what I look like.

387
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:08,395
Looks good.

388
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:10,672
Really? Thanks.

389
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:26,437
Yes?
- On page eight, the third paragraph...

390
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:30,276
Your representation
did not explain the task correctly.

391
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:17,918
Hello Laurence.
- Hello, Monsieur Lafortune.

392
00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:21,080
And?

393
00:40:21,320 --> 00:40:23,118
Is it time?

394
00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:29,197
I don't have you this morning
see coming. This is a shock.

395
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:31,392
Well...

396
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:35,840
Is this a riot?

397
00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:39,551
No. A revolution.

398
00:40:53,720 --> 00:40:56,440
A class with 30, 35 students. 35!

399
00:40:56,600 --> 00:41:00,389
Didn't we want to go shopping?
- Let's do it.

400
00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:05,118
I want one of those for him
for its premiere.

401
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:07,670
And a make-up box too
and Barbie furniture?

402
00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:11,550
Listen, to go out like that,
You really need eggs for that.

403
00:41:11,720 --> 00:41:16,272
Does he remember where he put them?
- I beg you, stop.

404
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:18,560
OK?

405
00:41:18,720 --> 00:41:22,350
This one is beautiful.
Something very simple...

406
00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:25,911
Well, if he
what a suicide wants to look like...

407
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:29,710
Or like �tzi...
- You're really impossible.

408
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:35,389
Our children will be different.
- You want children? Well, great!

409
00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:38,837
A tranny lives
the American way of life, yes?

410
00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:45,200
I'm going for a smoke.
And maybe I'll throw up a round.

411
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:47,591
Stef, what's this?
- What?

412
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:56,797
It's enough,
that I don't see mom anymore.

413
00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,438
That's just too much.

414
00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,635
That's what you're saying?
Steve!

415
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:05,960
Damned.

416
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:09,439
Neither are we
just normal people.

417
00:42:10,240 --> 00:42:11,799
Man!

418
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:15,751
Our generation can endure this.

419
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:23,557
Everything is possible!

420
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,040
Mama.

421
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:43,960
Please.

422
00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:47,592
Happy Birthday.

423
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:54,719
Open it up.

424
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,871
These are sable hair brushes.

425
00:43:07,400 --> 00:43:09,119
I know, but...

426
00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:12,232
They're way too expensive.

427
00:43:32,640 --> 00:43:34,552
Since when have you been wearing something like that?

428
00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:37,439
Since today.

429
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:42,950
Do we want to surprise dad?
I could come with you.

430
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,560
Of course.

431
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,077
And then comes world peace.

432
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:56,320
I...

433
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:58,392
I miss my train.

434
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:19,594
Let's go away in the summer.
To the Black Island.

435
00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:23,118
There we would have peace,
Nobody knows the island.

436
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:25,318
Everyone's going to Ogunquit.

437
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:28,154
Our peace?
- Well, more or less.

438
00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:39,636
Actually, yes
your mother's birthday, but...

439
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,879
...I thought
we celebrate your premiere.

440
00:44:56,680 --> 00:44:59,240
But that wasn't necessary.

441
00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:06,074
You stayed with me,
that is the greatest gift.

442
00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:11,991
I'm sure you think it's stupid...

443
00:45:13,120 --> 00:45:15,077
It's not stupid, but...

444
00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:23,796
Back when we met

445
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,794
I knew
that we experience something special.

446
00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:32,636
You want us to dare?

447
00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:34,598
Count me in.

448
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:40,758
I'm proud of you.

449
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:42,918
I'm proud of us.

450
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:08,391
To the well-being regained,

451
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:10,870
to the danger that has been overcome,

452
00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,760
on the hope,
that doesn't know yesterday,

453
00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:15,718
I'll write your name.

454
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:18,117
FREEDOM

455
00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:22,912
Oh god, teacher...
Mine were all bores

456
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:25,636
with a stick up my ass.

457
00:46:25,800 --> 00:46:29,714
Are they causing you problems?
Especially the old ones are...

458
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:33,075
For me it's more the young ones.

459
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:36,870
But I always had
more to do with the older ones.

460
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:40,511
No outsiders,
but interested people.

461
00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:42,512
Who are totally bored.

462
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:45,755
They are considered abnormal
because childless

463
00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:48,840
or because she is 40
still live in shared apartments.

464
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:53,119
What do you have to listen to?
- Sayings from mystics, fanatics,

465
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:57,229
People who teach me about the laws of nature
or come with Jesus.

466
00:46:57,600 --> 00:47:01,833
Oh yes.
And there is a saying right at the front:

467
00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:03,873
"This is special."

468
00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:09,359
Guys in heels
you just don't see that often.

469
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,319
That's "special".
- Darling...

470
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:17,798
Don't call me that.
- What does “special” mean?

471
00:47:18,160 --> 00:47:20,994
That's how you describe it
an occult painting by Picasso.

472
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:23,750
Do you know him?
- Keep your mouth shut.

473
00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:26,680
Have people stopped
to talk to you?

474
00:47:27,040 --> 00:47:31,080
Maybe you can here
Win a shopping voucher?

475
00:47:31,720 --> 00:47:36,112
I'm just asking! Maybe wait
you outside, that's enough now!

476
00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:38,158
Are you ready?
- Yes.

477
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:41,752
She's angry
because she is not the focus.

478
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:44,799
Someone is sitting there
even more crazy things at the table.

479
00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:47,156
Sulk though
in your Nazi goth outfit.

480
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:49,277
It's not funny, okay?

481
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:52,751
Look at you!
You look like Aladina.

482
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,560
This is my Anna Karenina look.
- What?

483
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,879
And how...
do you remove your hair?

484
00:47:59,240 --> 00:48:02,358
With electrolysis and hormones.
- Great...

485
00:48:04,640 --> 00:48:07,200
No more sugar?
- That's right, that's all.

486
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:09,670
I don't want one.
- Me neither.

487
00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:12,157
But I.
- Yes, me too.

488
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:14,796
Then I'll go shopping for a moment.

489
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:17,759
Do that,
I'm in good company.

490
00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:21,999
And what...

491
00:48:22,160 --> 00:48:25,312
Sorry,
I only put these on for her sake.

492
00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:27,437
What shoe size do you have?

493
00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:53,680
Sugar.

494
00:49:30,240 --> 00:49:31,720
Hello.

495
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:10,999
Sorry.

496
00:50:11,240 --> 00:50:13,391
I knew it was you.

497
00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:25,718
I checked outside.

498
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:28,156
Did he take a taxi?
- Yes.

499
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:10,073
555...

500
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:12,313
...8222.

501
00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:16,952
Femina Clinic, good day?

502
00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:20,238
I would like an appointment.
- Wait a moment.

503
00:51:59,960 --> 00:52:01,872
What did she say?

504
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:04,077
Not particularly much.

505
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:07,037
She misses her sister.

506
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:09,916
Your sister is out of town, right?

507
00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:12,276
She went south.

508
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,474
And her mother?
- Plays the Frenchwoman.

509
00:52:15,760 --> 00:52:18,514
Sounds amusing.
- Yes that's it.

510
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:21,275
But... she doesn't work anymore?

511
00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:24,990
No, but there comes one
American film with Tyler Morgan.

512
00:52:25,360 --> 00:52:28,671
They wanted to get in touch.
I'm sure they'll do that soon.

513
00:52:28,840 --> 00:52:33,278
This is important for them. Her first
Feature film, plus an American one.

514
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:36,872
We don't have...

515
00:52:37,640 --> 00:52:40,599
...sexuality spoken.
- It's not my fault.

516
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:44,550
I'm just informing you.
Don't go on the defensive straight away.

517
00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:50,631
Depression always has a cause.
A drastic event.

518
00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:55,030
What could that possibly be?
- No, not necessarily that.

519
00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:58,637
She says,
it's not because of your transformation.

520
00:52:59,920 --> 00:53:01,513
Into a dragonfly?

521
00:53:03,960 --> 00:53:05,758
Your change.

522
00:53:07,480 --> 00:53:09,233
She defends you, but...

523
00:53:11,120 --> 00:53:14,716
When Beno�t came home
and would tell me

524
00:53:15,720 --> 00:53:19,350
that he will become a woman...
- It's different for us.

525
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:25,514
And if Fred told you
that she becomes a man...

526
00:53:34,320 --> 00:53:37,119
What is that?
- The Black Island.

527
00:53:38,240 --> 00:53:41,995
Have you ever been there?
- No, but we planned to.

528
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:46,956
I ask the doctor,
to prescribe her antidepressants.

529
00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:50,759
Has...

530
00:53:51,800 --> 00:53:53,712
...Lafortune called you?

531
00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,191
No. Why should he?

532
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:00,395
I'm confused.
It's nothing.

533
00:54:03,240 --> 00:54:06,278
Thank you, Francine.
It's good that you came.

534
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:09,437
Everything will be fine, Laurence.

535
00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:26,240
Are you looking for something specific?

536
00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:30,553
Yes, I...
looking for a small lamp.

537
00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:37,078
Fiat lux...

538
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:44,873
Okay.

539
00:54:48,720 --> 00:54:50,598
It makes warm light.

540
00:55:07,680 --> 00:55:09,478
We don't laugh anymore.

541
00:55:09,720 --> 00:55:12,110
What?
- We don't laugh anymore.

542
00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:43,749
We wanted to keep you out of it.

543
00:55:44,320 --> 00:55:46,437
Not to bother you.

544
00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:48,912
I have no problem with that.

545
00:55:49,960 --> 00:55:51,758
We live in a free world.

546
00:55:52,120 --> 00:55:54,396
In a free world, damn it.

547
00:55:55,400 --> 00:55:58,359
This will make your work
not affected.

548
00:55:59,880 --> 00:56:02,270
We wrote to all parents.

549
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:04,238
We asked them to

550
00:56:04,680 --> 00:56:06,672
to react prudently.

551
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:11,039
But if only my work
is not affected by this...

552
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:31,119
A newspaper article?

553
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:37,515
A member of the parents' initiative...

554
00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:40,593
Parent initiative?
- A group of parents,

555
00:56:40,760 --> 00:56:43,878
to whom our answer
to their complaints.

556
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:47,034
They met to...

557
00:56:48,200 --> 00:56:50,396
...to exchange ideas.

558
00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:54,630
One of them writes
for the Courrier du Grand Montreal.

559
00:56:55,000 --> 00:56:57,799
This is a small regional newspaper.

560
00:56:57,960 --> 00:56:59,679
Michel, please.

561
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:08,513
He sent this to the ministry,
and they called us.

562
00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:19,153
“Mentally disturbed”?
That's crazy.

563
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:25,275
In the latest edition of the guide
for mental disorders

564
00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:28,160
from the American Psychiatric Association

565
00:57:29,320 --> 00:57:33,075
is transsexuality
listed as a mental disorder.

566
00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:35,754
And...

567
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:40,351
...the judiciary?
- She's getting a lot of punishment.

568
00:57:40,520 --> 00:57:43,797
Since the L�pin shooting
cracks down on the education system.

569
00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:46,111
I don't mean that.

570
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:49,990
I mean real justice.
I could sue you.

571
00:57:52,160 --> 00:57:55,790
Because we are
don't let everyone be thrown out,

572
00:57:56,160 --> 00:57:58,356
out of sheer solidarity?

573
00:57:59,760 --> 00:58:02,434
You have your novel project.
- Please.

574
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:08,478
Your first book.

575
00:58:10,120 --> 00:58:13,079
You can save time and money
get involved in a process,

576
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:16,950
that you could win,
after two years of litigation,

577
00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:19,952
public negotiations

578
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:22,438
and exorbitant costs.

579
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:27,200
Or you understand the whole thing
as an opportunity,

580
00:58:27,360 --> 00:58:30,239
about your career as a writer...

581
00:58:30,400 --> 00:58:33,677
So I should
to devote themselves to artistry

582
00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:36,309
and up
financial security,

583
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:39,359
because you are a beautiful spirit
lives on air and love.

584
00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:43,791
I'm just trying
to see the positive aspects.

585
00:58:43,960 --> 00:58:45,713
That's all.

586
00:58:46,480 --> 00:58:49,712
Between us...
If it were up to me...

587
00:58:57,920 --> 00:59:00,560
As council secretary
I remind you

588
00:59:00,720 --> 00:59:02,871
that today is Friday

589
00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:08,399
and that your desk and your
Compartments must be cleared by Monday.

590
00:59:09,720 --> 00:59:11,439
Ideally.

591
00:59:19,800 --> 00:59:21,598
Gentlemen...

592
00:59:25,640 --> 00:59:26,790
My lady...

593
00:59:50,840 --> 00:59:55,312
I'm pleased to meet you,
I've heard a lot about you.

594
00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:58,234
I'm a fan of your...
Can I say "you"?

595
00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:00,392
Yes.
- In order.

596
01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:04,475
So, that's a bit difficult...

597
01:00:04,640 --> 01:00:07,997
I don't know how to...
so you...

598
01:00:08,720 --> 01:00:11,235
I don't know
how should I say this?

599
01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:15,679
I'm with some colleagues
inquired about you and...

600
01:00:16,680 --> 01:00:19,514
I have
not much set experience yet,

601
01:00:19,680 --> 01:00:24,118
But I know one thing for sure:
I need people who are available.

602
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:30,320
And not just on paper
or in your planner.

603
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:32,558
Do you understand?

604
01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:45,794
Shit.

605
01:00:46,120 --> 01:00:47,918
Fr�d�rique!
- Hello.

606
01:00:48,080 --> 01:00:51,039
That doesn't exist!
What a coincidence!

607
01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:53,635
Yes...
- I'm not often in the center.

608
01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:56,310
Will we see you at the film ball?

609
01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:59,678
Yves donated,
that's why we're invited.

610
01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:03,357
Let's see...
- Call if you need a card

611
01:01:03,520 --> 01:01:06,831
or want to take a ride.
We have a chauffeur.

612
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:10,914
It's a ball after all.
There has to be a bit of glamour.

613
01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:13,072
I'll give you my number.

614
01:01:16,160 --> 01:01:17,913
Oops, my pen!

615
01:01:19,240 --> 01:01:20,720
Wait...

616
01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:23,512
This happens very quickly.

617
01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:28,277
You are welcome to call me.
- Great, thank you.

618
01:01:30,040 --> 01:01:31,918
Ciao, my darling.

619
01:01:33,240 --> 01:01:34,799
Three times!

620
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:37,520
Ciao.

621
01:02:10,080 --> 01:02:12,390
Hello, how are you?
- Good and you?

622
01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:27,512
Here, my friend.
- Thanks.

623
01:02:32,040 --> 01:02:34,350
Damn, what do you look like?

624
01:04:16,440 --> 01:04:19,000
Excuse me, do you have 25 cents?

625
01:04:26,120 --> 01:04:28,589
Do you need to make a phone call, darling?

626
01:05:01,520 --> 01:05:03,910
Hello?
- Yes, it's me, Laurence.

627
01:05:04,480 --> 01:05:07,996
I know. I recognize your voice.
- Mom, I...

628
01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:13,676
You're free today, right?
Can we meet?

629
01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:18,398
I have to stay here.
Your father isn't feeling well today.

630
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:22,720
Maybe I can come over?
And we'll go for a walk?

631
01:05:23,280 --> 01:05:25,317
This is very inappropriate today.

632
01:05:31,800 --> 01:05:35,680
You want me to be okay, don't you?
- Don't manipulate me.

633
01:05:35,840 --> 01:05:38,674
What's that supposed to mean?
First you don't get in touch for ages

634
01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:41,309
and suddenly
you come to me at work

635
01:05:41,480 --> 01:05:44,757
and call here.
I didn't ask for it.

636
01:05:45,120 --> 01:05:48,033
I didn't want any contact with you
because...

637
01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:53,357
I didn't want to see anyone
as long as I was dishonest.

638
01:05:54,240 --> 01:05:56,755
As long as I wasn't myself!

639
01:05:56,920 --> 01:05:59,719
Well, great!
Now you have what you wanted.

640
01:05:59,880 --> 01:06:01,872
But you can't have everything.

641
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:06,359
I told you damn it,
but you're not listening.

642
01:06:07,280 --> 01:06:10,671
Anyway, I want to
Don't bother with your father!

643
01:06:12,720 --> 01:06:16,396
Maybe it will work next week.
- No, please today!

644
01:06:16,560 --> 01:06:19,075
I'm not feeling well, you know?

645
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:21,910
I have problems.
It is important.

646
01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:26,274
I have to hang up, your father is calling.
- No, wait!

647
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:30,751
Maybe we can next week
go to the museum.

648
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,840
Or to an exhibition.
- Perhaps.

649
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:37,118
Let's see.
- Don't you love me anymore?

650
01:06:41,320 --> 01:06:43,118
I'm coming, Pierre.

651
01:06:58,480 --> 01:06:59,994
Sorry.

652
01:07:01,920 --> 01:07:04,958
Feel at home.
- I'm sorry.

653
01:07:15,480 --> 01:07:17,199
Sorry.

654
01:08:40,320 --> 01:08:42,835
By the way, my name is Simon Belisle.

655
01:08:44,720 --> 01:08:47,599
Laurence Alia.
- Call me Baby Rose.

656
01:08:48,960 --> 01:08:50,758
That's what everyone calls me.

657
01:08:51,680 --> 01:08:54,718
The girls aren't there.
I would have introduced you.

658
01:08:55,680 --> 01:08:58,070
You have me
accepted into their band.

659
01:08:58,240 --> 01:08:59,913
You can get out the back,

660
01:09:00,320 --> 01:09:03,631
if you are an antique hunter
don't want to meet.

661
01:09:05,120 --> 01:09:06,918
Over there.

662
01:09:49,400 --> 01:09:51,960
It's not bad,
it's not bad...

663
01:10:13,480 --> 01:10:16,359
What happened to your face?

664
01:10:17,160 --> 01:10:20,710
I told you.
I fell down the stairs.

665
01:10:21,200 --> 01:10:23,715
From a landing.
- Ah yes.

666
01:10:25,600 --> 01:10:29,389
Or from a helicopter?
- That was really eye-catching.

667
01:10:29,560 --> 01:10:31,438
The steps were slippery.

668
01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:43,595
Thanks.

669
01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:54,113
I was fired.

670
01:10:59,920 --> 01:11:03,197
Yes, I know.
But I'll get a severance package.

671
01:11:03,560 --> 01:11:05,995
That's what we live on,
as long as I write.

672
01:11:06,360 --> 01:11:09,990
We could go to the country.
To the Black Island.

673
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:12,477
I would like some more coffee.

674
01:11:13,880 --> 01:11:16,270
Of course.
For the gentleman too?

675
01:11:18,680 --> 01:11:21,559
Or for the lady.
Sorry, but...

676
01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:25,477
We don't know that exactly.
This is confusing.

677
01:11:25,640 --> 01:11:28,439
Especially with this look.
That's extreme.

678
01:11:29,080 --> 01:11:30,912
I'm used to that.

679
01:11:37,360 --> 01:11:39,875
Fred, you can do it.

680
01:11:41,160 --> 01:11:43,880
We'll find a solution.
You go to the doctor,

681
01:11:44,040 --> 01:11:47,397
I'll stay at home with you.
You'll get well again.

682
01:11:47,760 --> 01:11:50,400
Ah yes?
I rely on you.

683
01:11:50,880 --> 01:11:52,599
You will fix it.

684
01:11:54,880 --> 01:11:57,600
That's original.
Especially the look.

685
01:11:57,960 --> 01:12:01,351
Is this just fun or...
We were unsure about that.

686
01:12:01,520 --> 01:12:04,911
You see that often.
Some do this for a living.

687
01:12:05,280 --> 01:12:08,830
Are you a couple? How pretty.
A real eye-catcher.

688
01:12:16,080 --> 01:12:19,835
You stupid brute!
- Don't get verbose.

689
01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:22,640
Who do you think you are?

690
01:12:22,800 --> 01:12:25,952
What are these stupid questions about?

691
01:12:26,120 --> 01:12:28,794
I'm curious
that's normal...

692
01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:30,474
Wait a minute!

693
01:12:30,840 --> 01:12:32,797
It's Saturday brunch here!

694
01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:35,516
This is outrageous!
- Where is the boss?

695
01:12:35,680 --> 01:12:37,911
It's me.
What do you want?

696
01:12:38,080 --> 01:12:41,152
I'm telling you that.
This is very simple:

697
01:12:41,320 --> 01:12:46,554
Leave the questioning and stick to it
your shitty comments somewhere else!

698
01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:48,718
Period, over!

699
01:12:49,400 --> 01:12:53,076
You're only allowed here
exist as an adapted human being?

700
01:12:53,880 --> 01:12:58,079
You have it in this shitty city
because there is no peace anywhere?

701
01:12:58,240 --> 01:13:01,472
They scare people!
- Oh yes?

702
01:13:01,840 --> 01:13:04,799
I scare people?
Bugger me.

703
01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:08,874
What's with him and his nail polish?
Scary, right?

704
01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:10,879
Everyone is fed up.

705
01:13:11,240 --> 01:13:14,756
Damned.
Look at me when I talk to you!

706
01:13:17,720 --> 01:13:21,031
Do you have a wig?
bought for your husband?

707
01:13:24,640 --> 01:13:27,280
No, right?
Have you ever been afraid

708
01:13:27,440 --> 01:13:30,274
that he is beaten up on the street

709
01:13:30,440 --> 01:13:33,512
and you follow him afterwards
needs to be patched together?

710
01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:37,957
Are you in my shoes?
Are you living my life? No!

711
01:13:38,120 --> 01:13:42,239
I forbid this questioning.
You have no right to do that.

712
01:13:42,920 --> 01:13:45,071
You have no right to talk to us!

713
01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:47,557
Serve people food,

714
01:13:47,720 --> 01:13:51,634
collect your money
and shut your stupid mouth!

715
01:14:09,560 --> 01:14:11,358
Saturday brunch!

716
01:14:11,520 --> 01:14:13,557
Just spare me from it!

717
01:14:16,760 --> 01:14:17,989
Fred.

718
01:14:18,360 --> 01:14:19,840
No!

719
01:14:21,680 --> 01:14:24,673
Dammit, Fred, just wait!
- Let me!

720
01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:28,758
Thank you for...

721
01:14:31,880 --> 01:14:35,032
Stop it, man!
- I should get well, okay?

722
01:14:36,080 --> 01:14:38,834
Which one of us is...
Taxi!

723
01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:42,160
Who is the sick person here?

724
01:14:51,040 --> 01:14:52,679
I need...

725
01:14:56,320 --> 01:14:58,118
Leave me alone.

726
01:16:35,840 --> 01:16:37,320
 �lise?

727
01:16:37,560 --> 01:16:39,358
Hello, this is Fred.

728
01:16:40,640 --> 01:16:43,200
Fred Belair, André's daughter.

729
01:16:44,120 --> 01:16:47,796
Do you still have a card?
for the film ball tonight?

730
01:17:12,000 --> 01:17:14,799
So baby helped you yesterday?

731
01:17:14,960 --> 01:17:16,440
Yes.

732
01:17:17,240 --> 01:17:21,075
Thanks for the invitation.
- It's our pleasure.

733
01:17:21,440 --> 01:17:23,557
We like to have visitors.

734
01:17:25,960 --> 01:17:28,953
Who was that?
- I fought myself.

735
01:17:30,360 --> 01:17:33,831
No joke, Einstein.
- They didn't like your elevator?

736
01:17:38,280 --> 01:17:40,636
I'm Mama Rose.
- Laurence Alia.

737
01:17:40,960 --> 01:17:43,236
Alia?
Like the toilets?

738
01:17:43,560 --> 01:17:45,836
The toilet bowl and bidet company?

739
01:17:50,240 --> 01:17:53,836
This is my sister, Aunt Rose.
- Very pleased.

740
01:17:54,240 --> 01:17:56,471
Shokie Rose, my cousin.
- I'm pleased.

741
01:17:57,960 --> 01:18:02,193
Dada Rose, my lover from the 70s.
- Yes, in your dreams.

742
01:18:04,400 --> 01:18:08,076
And this is baby rose.
My son.

743
01:18:08,440 --> 01:18:11,353
He's not your son.
- Be quiet!

744
01:18:14,120 --> 01:18:17,557
Baby works
with the people down in the camp.

745
01:18:17,720 --> 01:18:19,712
Because it's mine.

746
01:18:20,080 --> 01:18:22,834
Below?
- Yes. Baby?

747
01:18:36,680 --> 01:18:38,478
Open sesame.

748
01:18:50,120 --> 01:18:51,349
Oh, shit.

749
01:18:59,680 --> 01:19:02,957
Are you a singer or...
- Both and.

750
01:19:03,320 --> 01:19:05,994
We have when moving in
brought some things with me.

751
01:19:06,160 --> 01:19:09,471
My brother had his business here.
He's dead.

752
01:19:09,640 --> 01:19:14,840
We inherited it, it's just who we are
more created for the stage.

753
01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:18,354
We can live from it
however not.

754
01:19:18,720 --> 01:19:20,552
There are many secret gays,

755
01:19:20,920 --> 01:19:23,480
the wife and child
would let sit,

756
01:19:24,120 --> 01:19:27,796
around here a piece of one
to buy a porcelain bowl,

757
01:19:27,960 --> 01:19:32,637
a little bit in the Robespierre
could have made.

758
01:19:39,200 --> 01:19:42,272
So here is my hobby horse:
"Les Five Roses".

759
01:19:42,640 --> 01:19:45,155
With the largest song repertoire
of the world.

760
01:19:45,520 --> 01:19:47,159
Lip sync.

761
01:19:49,840 --> 01:19:51,479
And you?

762
01:19:51,840 --> 01:19:53,320
Tell me.

763
01:20:15,080 --> 01:20:16,719
What are you thinking about?

764
01:23:32,200 --> 01:23:33,873
How often?

765
01:23:35,200 --> 01:23:37,431
For a month.
- How often?

766
01:23:37,920 --> 01:23:39,240
Say it.

767
01:23:39,960 --> 01:23:41,553
How often?

768
01:23:45,560 --> 01:23:47,950
For a month.
- Tell me how often!

769
01:23:48,120 --> 01:23:50,715
Five, six times.
- Five, six times?

770
01:23:53,000 --> 01:23:54,400
Five times.

771
01:23:55,200 --> 01:23:56,680
So seven times.

772
01:24:04,600 --> 01:24:08,150
Stef helps me pack.
We'll be done by evening.

773
01:24:08,320 --> 01:24:10,755
I understand
if you don't want to see me anymore.

774
01:24:14,840 --> 01:24:16,320
I...

775
01:24:20,160 --> 01:24:22,914
I'm moving next week
to Trois-Rivieres.

776
01:24:23,200 --> 01:24:25,669
Then you have the apartment to yourself.

777
01:24:28,000 --> 01:24:30,037
How you manipulate people...

778
01:24:30,800 --> 01:24:32,553
Like your mother.

779
01:24:32,760 --> 01:24:36,151
She'll probably pay
the move and everything?

780
01:24:37,120 --> 01:24:39,510
You're so much smarter than them.

781
01:24:39,880 --> 01:24:41,473
Laurence...

782
01:24:42,240 --> 01:24:43,515
Leave that.

783
01:24:44,160 --> 01:24:47,995
Then you have peace and quiet.

784
01:24:48,560 --> 01:24:51,758
Then you'll have peace and quiet, right?

785
01:24:53,240 --> 01:24:56,677
Our life wasn't "quiet",
but it was fulfilled.

786
01:24:58,680 --> 01:25:01,036
What do you want, Fred?

787
01:25:01,400 --> 01:25:03,437
A child? A house?

788
01:25:04,120 --> 01:25:07,670
I can give you everything.
I'm changing.

789
01:25:07,840 --> 01:25:10,753
That has to happen
Play everything in first.

790
01:25:11,120 --> 01:25:13,919
It has nothing to do with us.

791
01:25:18,880 --> 01:25:22,157
Why the men's things?
Why are you doing this to me?

792
01:25:22,320 --> 01:25:24,915
Why aren't you
came as a woman?

793
01:25:26,800 --> 01:25:28,439
For your sake.

794
01:25:32,640 --> 01:25:34,711
Fred, tell me...
- Leave it.

795
01:25:36,040 --> 01:25:38,350
Say you're not in love.

796
01:25:38,520 --> 01:25:40,000
Fred.

797
01:25:40,360 --> 01:25:42,317
You're not in love.

798
01:25:44,400 --> 01:25:46,119
Answer me.

799
01:25:47,240 --> 01:25:48,993
Tell me.

800
01:25:49,800 --> 01:25:51,632
I want to hear it.
- Yes.

801
01:25:54,240 --> 01:25:55,913
Yes?
- Yes.

802
01:25:56,080 --> 01:25:57,992
So you're in love?

803
01:25:59,240 --> 01:26:01,072
Yes, I'm in love.

804
01:26:36,400 --> 01:26:38,119
The check, please.

805
01:26:38,480 --> 01:26:40,597
The check, please.

806
01:26:40,960 --> 01:26:42,952
The check, please.

807
01:27:03,160 --> 01:27:04,719
Come in.

808
01:27:05,080 --> 01:27:06,912
Come!

809
01:28:32,200 --> 01:28:34,954
<i>I should
of the letters not sent</i>

810
01:28:35,320 --> 01:28:37,391
<i>to Ms. "A.Z." tell me?</i>

811
01:28:38,960 --> 01:28:43,034
<i>Represents this abbreviation
represents an abstraction for you?</i>

812
01:28:43,200 --> 01:28:44,475
<i>No.</i>

813
01:28:45,120 --> 01:28:49,034
<i>I call her "A.Z.",
because it stands at the beginning and at the end.</i>

814
01:28:49,200 --> 01:28:51,351
<i>That's not a serial number or anything.</i>

815
01:28:54,200 --> 01:28:58,080
<i>I wrote her letters,
which I never sent.</i>

816
01:28:59,120 --> 01:29:02,192
<i>I threw them in the gutter.
Or in the toilet.</i>

817
01:29:03,960 --> 01:29:07,715
<i>Like a bottle into the sea?
- Into a sea of ​​shit.</i>

818
01:29:08,720 --> 01:29:10,951
<i>No, that's much more romantic.</i>

819
01:29:11,320 --> 01:29:14,119
<i>Imagine a hermit,</i>

820
01:29:14,280 --> 01:29:17,114
<i>who lives in the sewers
and she finds.</i>

821
01:29:17,280 --> 01:29:20,478
<i>He collects them,
reads it and begins to dream.</i>

822
01:29:20,640 --> 01:29:22,757
<i>Maybe he's jealous.</i>

823
01:29:23,320 --> 01:29:26,233
<i>There must have been 1000 letters.</i>

824
01:29:26,400 --> 01:29:29,996
<i>I still remember it well
to the rented chalet.</i>

825
01:29:31,760 --> 01:29:36,391
<i>Now we speak in confidence.
- Yes, for a while now.</i>

826
01:29:39,240 --> 01:29:41,835
<i>I would have too
be able to write a song.</i>

827
01:29:42,440 --> 01:29:45,035
<i>"Don't leave me" or something like that.</i>

828
01:29:45,760 --> 01:29:48,958
<i>Belgians speak slowly,
but keep it brief.</i>

829
01:29:56,720 --> 01:29:58,279
<i>Where are you?</i>

830
01:29:58,440 --> 01:30:00,193
<i>What are you wearing?</i>

831
01:30:00,360 --> 01:30:02,079
<i>What are you doing?</i>

832
01:30:02,280 --> 01:30:03,475
<i>Please?</i>

833
01:30:03,840 --> 01:30:06,992
<i>"Where are you,
what are you wearing, what are you doing?",</i>

834
01:30:07,160 --> 01:30:09,959
<i>I asked myself that when I woke up.</i>

835
01:30:10,120 --> 01:30:12,919
<i>When I went to sleep...</i>

836
01:30:15,760 --> 01:30:17,991
<i>...I asked myself the same questions.</i>

837
01:30:22,080 --> 01:30:24,390
<i>At some point I wanted answers.</i>

838
01:30:38,800 --> 01:30:40,280
Loo?

839
01:30:40,440 --> 01:30:42,750
I'm done.
Hurry up!

840
01:31:57,560 --> 01:32:00,234
Excuse me,
where can I find cardamom?

841
01:32:00,400 --> 01:32:02,710
There should still be some there.

842
01:32:02,880 --> 01:32:05,998
Otherwise, use ginger.
Or turmeric. Something like that.

843
01:32:09,360 --> 01:32:12,353
Lo, please don't crush the apples.

844
01:32:19,440 --> 01:32:20,920
Please.

845
01:32:25,120 --> 01:32:27,635
Here are the sweets.

846
01:32:29,360 --> 01:32:31,079
What did you want?

847
01:33:02,800 --> 01:33:05,998
I have for your visit
shopped this evening.

848
01:33:19,240 --> 01:33:22,551
We could go out to eat
It's Christmas.

849
01:33:26,160 --> 01:33:28,914
The streets were surprisingly empty.

850
01:33:46,560 --> 01:33:49,439
Whether we go out to eat?
- Have you talked to me?

851
01:33:49,600 --> 01:33:52,877
Yes.
- I can't hear anything with these things.

852
01:33:53,640 --> 01:33:55,472
How many more times?

853
01:33:55,760 --> 01:33:58,992
What did you ask?
- Whether we go out to eat.

854
01:33:59,160 --> 01:34:02,870
With the crowds? No thanks.
Today is the 24th.

855
01:34:03,800 --> 01:34:07,510
I still have to do something anyway,
before the visit arrives.

856
01:34:08,600 --> 01:34:12,879
You drink after your shift
a glass of champagne with us?

857
01:34:14,120 --> 01:34:17,636
Will you come after your shift?
- Yes.

858
01:34:22,480 --> 01:34:25,279
Can I have your car tonight?

859
01:34:26,000 --> 01:34:28,390
For what reason?
- I still have to get something.

860
01:34:33,280 --> 01:34:37,399
The shops close at five.
I've already taken care of everything.

861
01:34:37,560 --> 01:34:41,474
No errands in that sense...
I just want...

862
01:34:41,640 --> 01:34:43,279
Oh, Charlotte.

863
01:34:56,960 --> 01:34:58,440
Here.

864
01:35:19,080 --> 01:35:23,677
Do you also have your hairdresser with you?
- It's Christmas. Give me a hand.

865
01:35:23,840 --> 01:35:27,914
Do you want to move in here?
Or go on a world tour?

866
01:35:29,080 --> 01:35:32,437
Now smile.
- Make-up, clothes...

867
01:35:32,600 --> 01:35:35,240
How excited I am to see your sister!

868
01:35:38,120 --> 01:35:41,079
Good thing the caterer is coming.
I'm behind schedule.

869
01:35:41,240 --> 01:35:44,233
The guests arrive at half past five.
I'm freaking out.

870
01:35:45,480 --> 01:35:49,110
They're all totally on time,
some even come earlier.

871
01:35:49,280 --> 01:35:51,749
That upsets me.
I hate these people.

872
01:35:52,120 --> 01:35:55,591
Where is Albert?
- He's still with a customer.

873
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:02,391
Oh, and the spice cake...
- That one again...

874
01:36:02,760 --> 01:36:04,877
I'm looking forward to seeing you.

875
01:36:05,640 --> 01:36:07,199
Sometimes...

876
01:36:09,200 --> 01:36:10,998
I'm happy.

877
01:36:13,200 --> 01:36:17,319
If you ever feel like it...
So if you feel like it,

878
01:36:17,480 --> 01:36:20,678
and you have a few days,
call.

879
01:36:20,840 --> 01:36:23,435
I'll pick you up and drive you back.

880
01:36:24,120 --> 01:36:26,794
I was here once every month.

881
01:36:26,960 --> 01:36:28,758
Yes, I know.

882
01:36:29,840 --> 01:36:32,275
You regret getting married.

883
01:36:34,640 --> 01:36:36,120
Please?

884
01:36:51,720 --> 01:36:56,112
Fr�d�rique? Leo doesn't want to bathe.
The soap destroys his magical powers.

885
01:36:57,120 --> 01:37:00,557
And he my nerves.
- He has an active imagination.

886
01:37:00,720 --> 01:37:02,632
Since when have you been smoking?

887
01:37:04,040 --> 01:37:07,829
How much do you need
for a decent winter jacket?

888
01:37:08,000 --> 01:37:11,437
The girl with the matches.
- Let's go.

889
01:37:11,600 --> 01:37:14,195
But money for coke
could you give me.

890
01:37:36,440 --> 01:37:38,159
Sour pickle!

891
01:37:40,440 --> 01:37:42,159
Stupid cow.

892
01:38:57,160 --> 01:39:00,471
Oh, how clumsy of me!
- No problem.

893
01:39:00,840 --> 01:39:02,911
Come on, I'll help you.
- No.

894
01:39:03,280 --> 01:39:05,875
No no.
Everyone please get out of here.

895
01:39:06,240 --> 01:39:10,120
I'm sorry,
I don't mean to be rude, but...

896
01:39:15,400 --> 01:39:17,278
Be careful!

897
01:39:18,280 --> 01:39:20,636
Come on, Kevin, go to the others.

898
01:39:21,440 --> 01:39:24,353
Everything is good.
It's a great party.

899
01:39:24,520 --> 01:39:26,432
Please.
- Just stay calm.

900
01:39:27,360 --> 01:39:28,840
Damned.

901
01:40:11,920 --> 01:40:13,912
No. Just me, please.

902
01:40:33,040 --> 01:40:34,952
Sorry about earlier.

903
01:40:37,880 --> 01:40:39,792
I don't regret anything.

904
01:40:48,400 --> 01:40:51,837
The lady of the house.
- Be careful, there is glass here.

905
01:40:57,160 --> 01:40:59,277
Are you scaring away my guests?

906
01:41:00,320 --> 01:41:03,472
Receptionist, cook...
That's a lot at once.

907
01:41:04,560 --> 01:41:07,917
Are you coming for us?
A bottle of wine afterwards, darling?

908
01:41:14,720 --> 01:41:16,712
Please not here.

909
01:41:17,640 --> 01:41:21,554
Don't forget the wine.
- I'll just clean it up.

910
01:41:28,960 --> 01:41:30,553
Poor aunty.

911
01:41:30,920 --> 01:41:33,355
With the brat
did she do something?

912
01:41:33,520 --> 01:41:36,240
Sons!
You can't choose them.

913
01:41:36,400 --> 01:41:38,437
Where is the aunt?

914
01:41:38,600 --> 01:41:40,432
Oh, the poor ones.

915
01:41:40,800 --> 01:41:45,113
The Polish woman across the street invites us
every year for a fish soup.

916
01:41:46,720 --> 01:41:48,837
Aunty's stomach is sensitive.

917
01:41:49,200 --> 01:41:51,999
But this time she says,
Ostrogothe, the Polish woman,

918
01:41:52,520 --> 01:41:54,159
wanted to poison us.

919
01:41:54,520 --> 01:41:57,513
She had the whole evening
a nice Otto.

920
01:41:57,880 --> 01:42:01,556
Now she is in the hospital
and keeps shouting: "Poison!"

921
01:42:01,920 --> 01:42:04,071
The soup tastes like fish piss.

922
01:42:04,440 --> 01:42:08,434
But do you have any evidence?
- Proofs? She shitted it out.

923
01:42:12,240 --> 01:42:14,277
For the benefit.
- I'm so happy.

924
01:42:14,640 --> 01:42:18,680
I drink to my family...
Daniel...Simon...

925
01:42:19,240 --> 01:42:23,200
...Th�r�se, located in Montreal
hands over, on Chantal,

926
01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:26,678
to Charl�ne, our hostess,
and on...

927
01:42:26,840 --> 01:42:29,355
...Laurence's volume of poetry,

928
01:42:29,520 --> 01:42:31,751
which will be finished next month.

929
01:42:32,280 --> 01:42:34,397
Here’s to Laurence, our host!

930
01:42:34,760 --> 01:42:38,356
Hostess!
- I'm stupid, of course.

931
01:42:38,520 --> 01:42:40,239
And poet.

932
01:42:40,400 --> 01:42:42,790
My father always said:

933
01:42:42,960 --> 01:42:46,351
"A poet draws himself
never warm in winter,

934
01:42:47,040 --> 01:42:51,990
because the bonfire in his heart
can warm him. "

935
01:42:52,680 --> 01:42:57,311
But without love it's a flash in the pan.
- Oh, that's nice.

936
01:42:57,680 --> 01:42:59,637
My little poet.

937
01:42:59,800 --> 01:43:01,678
Isn't he cute?

938
01:43:02,040 --> 01:43:04,760
That's enough now!
Merry Christmas!

939
01:43:06,120 --> 01:43:08,954
Good luck and sex to boot.
- Yes, Shokie.

940
01:45:19,920 --> 01:45:23,436
The notary will do it next week
the final paperwork.

941
01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:25,671
Because of these studies.

942
01:45:26,680 --> 01:45:28,672
This can take six months.

943
01:45:29,840 --> 01:45:31,991
I can transfer money to you.

944
01:45:33,320 --> 01:45:35,596
Are you sure?
- Yes, mom.

945
01:45:36,800 --> 01:45:40,953
I have a bunch of manuscripts
to correct. It's okay.

946
01:45:51,120 --> 01:45:54,033
You look great.
- Why is that?

947
01:45:55,040 --> 01:45:57,714
Just like that.
You look great.

948
01:45:59,120 --> 01:46:01,680
your makeup,
your eyes, your things,

949
01:46:01,840 --> 01:46:03,638
you look great.
- You too.

950
01:46:12,600 --> 01:46:16,196
Would you like to visit me in my loft?
- Which loft?

951
01:46:16,520 --> 01:46:18,352
Don't you ever listen?

952
01:46:19,040 --> 01:46:23,831
I told you, I'm moving out.
I found a loft in the center.

953
01:46:24,600 --> 01:46:27,593
You change gender,
I the address.

954
01:47:08,960 --> 01:47:10,792
"ABOUT YOU"

955
01:47:12,440 --> 01:47:13,920
Okay.

956
01:47:15,840 --> 01:47:17,399
Are you in a relationship?

957
01:47:17,840 --> 01:47:19,320
Yes.

958
01:47:20,600 --> 01:47:22,831
Have you ever heard of...

959
01:47:31,800 --> 01:47:33,598
I like Charlotte very much.

960
01:47:34,280 --> 01:47:37,432
We have for next week
rented a house.

961
01:47:38,880 --> 01:47:40,678
She understands me,

962
01:47:41,040 --> 01:47:43,032
she takes care of me...

963
01:47:43,560 --> 01:47:45,677
You...
- And vice versa?

964
01:47:47,480 --> 01:47:49,278
Are you honest?

965
01:47:56,480 --> 01:47:58,711
Here. This is for you.

966
01:47:59,280 --> 01:48:01,112
A gift.
- Oh, mom...

967
01:48:01,480 --> 01:48:02,960
Come on.

968
01:48:24,360 --> 01:48:26,158
You'll miss the bus.

969
01:48:27,840 --> 01:48:30,992
When you as a child
you took the bus or subway,

970
01:48:31,160 --> 01:48:35,712
you always called when you were there.
That annoyed me at some point.

971
01:48:36,320 --> 01:48:39,279
I hate obligations
Conventions...

972
01:48:41,960 --> 01:48:45,670
For me you were a woman,
who lived in the same house.

973
01:48:47,000 --> 01:48:48,798
But not my mother.

974
01:48:49,680 --> 01:48:52,149
I never saw you as a son.

975
01:48:59,840 --> 01:49:02,071
But I see a daughter in you.

976
01:50:50,320 --> 01:50:53,392
"Part of her white house
is painted pink,

977
01:50:53,760 --> 01:50:55,672
to feed the longing. "

978
01:52:02,560 --> 01:52:04,358
Gallimard Publishing?

979
01:52:04,800 --> 01:52:08,714
Yes, hello...
I'm calling from Canada.

980
01:52:08,880 --> 01:52:13,636
I would become one of your authors
would be happy to send you a letter.

981
01:52:13,800 --> 01:52:15,632
One moment.

982
01:52:29,520 --> 01:52:31,000
Laurence.

983
01:53:54,960 --> 01:53:56,440
Laurence.

984
01:54:30,960 --> 01:54:32,474
Charlotte?

985
01:54:35,160 --> 01:54:36,674
Charlotte?

986
01:54:54,120 --> 01:54:56,635
You have the limit to my life,

987
01:54:56,800 --> 01:54:59,360
my city, my street crossed.

988
01:54:59,520 --> 01:55:01,512
All that's left is my front door.

989
01:55:01,680 --> 01:55:04,115
You know where to find me. Fred.

990
01:56:08,960 --> 01:56:10,633
Milk? Sugar?
- No.

991
01:56:17,240 --> 01:56:19,311
Your coat.
- Ah yes.

992
01:56:23,440 --> 01:56:25,033
Is it okay?

993
01:56:39,920 --> 01:56:41,832
Do you want to take all your clothes off?

994
01:57:38,800 --> 01:57:40,393
Not yet.

995
01:57:46,520 --> 01:57:49,718
We have three hours.
- I thought, much less.

996
01:57:53,040 --> 01:57:55,475
Since when have you been spying on me?

997
01:57:57,920 --> 01:57:59,752
For a year and a half.

998
01:58:08,320 --> 01:58:11,757
But how did you find out?

999
01:58:13,080 --> 01:58:15,231
You sent me your book.

1000
01:58:15,880 --> 01:58:19,191
I would be surprised
if your arm were long enough,

1001
01:58:19,360 --> 01:58:23,195
to paint my house from Paris.

1002
01:58:28,200 --> 01:58:29,998
That was good.

1003
01:58:30,480 --> 01:58:32,517
The pink brick thing.

1004
01:58:37,440 --> 01:58:39,352
Shall we make a list?

1005
01:58:44,880 --> 01:58:46,030
OK.

1006
01:58:46,400 --> 01:58:47,880
So:

1007
01:58:50,080 --> 01:58:52,675
The Balinese dancer...

1008
01:58:53,040 --> 01:58:55,555
A little further to the left.

1009
01:58:57,880 --> 01:58:59,997
No, that's too far.

1010
01:59:00,160 --> 01:59:02,391
Is that too far?
- Yes, wait.

1011
01:59:03,320 --> 01:59:07,712
Shit, where was it?
- Now you can't see them anymore. So.

1012
01:59:07,880 --> 01:59:09,473
Very good.

1013
01:59:10,840 --> 01:59:14,356
Now the two carafes here.

1014
01:59:15,120 --> 01:59:17,510
We swap them.
- That's good.

1015
01:59:17,880 --> 01:59:19,678
The little bull...

1016
01:59:24,760 --> 01:59:27,355
The bull
and the little mermaid...

1017
01:59:27,880 --> 01:59:30,270
The mermaid fucks the bull.

1018
01:59:37,920 --> 01:59:39,752
Do you want dark chocolate?

1019
01:59:41,320 --> 01:59:45,360
You have changed.
- I knew you said that.

1020
01:59:45,600 --> 01:59:49,992
This points to the self-destructive
nature of man.

1021
01:59:50,520 --> 01:59:53,399
“Why do this to yourself?”
- "Completely inconspicuous."

1022
01:59:53,560 --> 01:59:56,678
"In small doses."
- Back to the old list.

1023
01:59:58,920 --> 02:00:00,639
Next point.

1024
02:00:01,440 --> 02:00:04,160
Come with me.
- That ugly statue...

1025
02:00:07,200 --> 02:00:09,669
"Ugly statue".

1026
02:00:12,840 --> 02:00:14,240
Fred.
- What?

1027
02:00:14,400 --> 02:00:16,039
Come with me.

1028
02:00:26,680 --> 02:00:28,160
Come on.

1029
02:01:22,920 --> 02:01:25,913
THE BLACK ISLAND

1030
02:02:34,040 --> 02:02:36,874
<i>Oh my god,
You are a crook.</i>

1031
02:02:37,320 --> 02:02:40,074
<i>You are a crook.</i>

1032
02:02:41,440 --> 02:02:43,079
<i>Crooks...</i>

1033
02:02:44,680 --> 02:02:47,149
<i>Did you think
I came here by chance?</i>

1034
02:02:47,320 --> 02:02:51,758
<i>Mama Rose gave me one in '90
Friend who lives here tells me.</i>

1035
02:02:52,600 --> 02:02:55,035
<i>With your husband. That means...</i>

1036
02:02:55,480 --> 02:02:58,075
<i>...with a man,
who used to be a woman.</i>

1037
02:02:58,240 --> 02:03:02,598
<i>I wanted us to visit her.
To see that something like that works.</i>

1038
02:03:02,960 --> 02:03:06,351
<i>Oh my God.
There's no stopping them.</i>

1039
02:03:07,200 --> 02:03:11,831
Hello! Have you bathed, my darling?
- Are you coming back soon, mom?

1040
02:03:12,000 --> 02:03:16,950
Yes, my angel. Mom can tell you
Don't say when exactly, but...

1041
02:03:17,280 --> 02:03:21,160
In a week or two at the most
I'm back.

1042
02:03:21,320 --> 02:03:25,075
But that's a long time...
- Then I'll tickle you.

1043
02:03:25,240 --> 02:03:27,914
That's enough now.
How are you, darling?

1044
02:03:28,080 --> 02:03:32,154
I'm fine, I...
I just wanted to check in briefly.

1045
02:03:32,320 --> 02:03:35,552
We shoot night scenes,
I have to go then.

1046
02:03:35,720 --> 02:03:39,600
Call again. I love you.
- Same to you. Bye!

1047
02:04:01,880 --> 02:04:03,917
I have friends in Montreal,

1048
02:04:04,080 --> 02:04:08,438
they know a guy
who lives here with his wife.

1049
02:04:08,600 --> 02:04:11,638
I called him,
he invited us.

1050
02:04:11,800 --> 02:04:13,598
Why not?

1051
02:04:52,720 --> 02:04:54,200
Good evening.

1052
02:04:54,760 --> 02:04:57,434
Your son didn't come with you?

1053
02:04:57,960 --> 02:04:59,474
No...

1054
02:05:00,960 --> 02:05:03,191
Your glass is empty.
- Thanks.

1055
02:05:09,600 --> 02:05:13,150
So you are alive
been here for seven or eight years?

1056
02:05:13,880 --> 02:05:15,473
And you...

1057
02:05:16,080 --> 02:05:18,117
...don't miss city life?

1058
02:05:18,320 --> 02:05:20,755
No.
It's so peaceful here.

1059
02:05:21,320 --> 02:05:24,199
We always have
worked from home.

1060
02:05:25,040 --> 02:05:28,750
In the city it's after the operation
become difficult.

1061
02:05:29,120 --> 02:05:31,840
With family, with work...

1062
02:05:33,040 --> 02:05:35,600
We just needed a break.

1063
02:05:36,880 --> 02:05:38,394
So...

1064
02:05:39,480 --> 02:05:41,756
May I ask what kind of surgery?

1065
02:05:41,920 --> 02:05:45,231
Alexandre has this
also mentioned earlier, but...

1066
02:05:45,520 --> 02:05:47,876
Did he have something on his lungs?

1067
02:05:49,800 --> 02:05:53,953
Because of the city air...
- It was a sex change.

1068
02:05:56,520 --> 02:05:58,113
With whom?

1069
02:05:59,040 --> 02:06:00,633
With Alexandre.

1070
02:06:03,720 --> 02:06:06,519
I believe
the cake is gone again.

1071
02:06:08,120 --> 02:06:09,998
This always happens to me.

1072
02:06:10,640 --> 02:06:13,951
The meat was successful,
but the cake...

1073
02:06:15,240 --> 02:06:18,312
You know Mama Rose, right?

1074
02:06:18,480 --> 02:06:21,678
She always said
that you can't have everything.

1075
02:06:21,840 --> 02:06:25,117
And Dada added:
"Especially not the baker's eggs."

1076
02:06:31,160 --> 02:06:33,994
Alexandre,
can you help me with dessert?

1077
02:06:35,960 --> 02:06:39,431
Can I make a phone call?
- Sure. Over there in the hallway.

1078
02:06:39,600 --> 02:06:41,080
Thanks.

1079
02:06:41,240 --> 02:06:43,436
I'll call my sister quickly.

1080
02:06:43,720 --> 02:06:46,679
We eat cake in the winter garden.
- Okay.

1081
02:06:49,560 --> 02:06:51,358
What do we still need?

1082
02:06:52,080 --> 02:06:53,275
Hello?

1083
02:06:54,800 --> 02:06:56,951
I wanted to hear your voice.

1084
02:06:59,000 --> 02:07:00,559
Ah yes?

1085
02:07:02,960 --> 02:07:04,792
How was your day?

1086
02:07:05,880 --> 02:07:08,759
Quite good.
Everything went as usual.

1087
02:07:09,480 --> 02:07:13,838
A couple from the village has me
and invited a few technicians.

1088
02:07:14,360 --> 02:07:16,158
We're eating right now.

1089
02:07:20,040 --> 02:07:21,679
Hello?

1090
02:07:24,760 --> 02:07:26,831
Charlotte was here yesterday.

1091
02:07:27,440 --> 02:07:31,354
Charlotte?
- Your ex's girlfriend, Laurence.

1092
02:07:35,880 --> 02:07:37,394
Laurence Alia?

1093
02:07:37,560 --> 02:07:39,040
Yes.

1094
02:07:39,560 --> 02:07:41,916
The one you're currently traveling with.

1095
02:07:45,080 --> 02:07:49,154
Yes, that's right... Laurence takes
also took part in the filming.

1096
02:07:50,000 --> 02:07:53,357
Fred, you know
you can't fool me.

1097
02:07:53,960 --> 02:07:58,512
Do what you have to do.
We'll talk when you get back.

1098
02:08:25,080 --> 02:08:26,719
Everything okay?

1099
02:08:27,560 --> 02:08:29,916
We just asked Laurence,

1100
02:08:30,880 --> 02:08:32,997
how long have you been together?

1101
02:08:41,760 --> 02:08:44,150
Oh dear.
- For nine years.

1102
02:08:44,720 --> 02:08:46,598
With interruptions.

1103
02:08:50,760 --> 02:08:52,558
You get hash here?

1104
02:08:52,920 --> 02:08:55,389
Fanny's brother lives in Casablanca.

1105
02:08:55,680 --> 02:08:57,672
Have you ever tried opium?

1106
02:08:57,960 --> 02:08:59,679
Not me.

1107
02:09:00,560 --> 02:09:02,438
Do you want to try something?

1108
02:09:02,720 --> 02:09:04,359
No thanks.

1109
02:09:04,520 --> 02:09:08,434
Not today.
I don't want to be a hindrance to fun,

1110
02:09:08,600 --> 02:09:11,035
but you drive, Laurence.
- True.

1111
02:09:11,480 --> 02:09:13,472
Then not, thank you.

1112
02:09:13,920 --> 02:09:15,912
And so you are...

1113
02:09:16,520 --> 02:09:18,398
...inseparable.

1114
02:09:20,120 --> 02:09:22,874
You were never apart?
- No.

1115
02:09:25,200 --> 02:09:27,795
And you were a lesbian, Fanny?

1116
02:09:29,120 --> 02:09:31,840
Well, what counts for me is the person.

1117
02:09:32,800 --> 02:09:34,837
So, Alexandre...

1118
02:09:35,800 --> 02:09:37,553
Alexandra...

1119
02:09:38,320 --> 02:09:40,118
Alexandrine...

1120
02:09:41,480 --> 02:09:44,439
I follow the logic of my heart.
- Understand.

1121
02:09:44,600 --> 02:09:46,717
Gender is unimportant.

1122
02:09:47,360 --> 02:09:49,397
"The Logic of the Heart"...

1123
02:09:49,800 --> 02:09:52,759
Yes, I'm not going
according to external appearances.

1124
02:09:53,440 --> 02:09:56,160
But it is for you
still easier.

1125
02:09:58,440 --> 02:10:00,591
Because you can't see it.

1126
02:10:01,600 --> 02:10:03,319
I have...

1127
02:10:08,440 --> 02:10:11,399
...always the feeling
to lie to myself.

1128
02:10:16,400 --> 02:10:18,517
To run away from the truth.

1129
02:10:19,880 --> 02:10:21,792
Before what truth?

1130
02:10:22,120 --> 02:10:25,192
You see "truth"
as something absolute.

1131
02:10:25,440 --> 02:10:27,909
As if you were in the council of wise men.

1132
02:10:28,440 --> 02:10:31,558
I was born in the wrong body.

1133
02:10:31,920 --> 02:10:34,879
This affects the body and the psyche.

1134
02:10:35,040 --> 02:10:37,236
If there were any truth...

1135
02:10:37,520 --> 02:10:39,830
...I would have been born with a tail.

1136
02:10:43,320 --> 02:10:45,835
They show that their happiness...
- Lucky?

1137
02:10:46,000 --> 02:10:48,390
They live in this shabby hut

1138
02:10:48,560 --> 02:10:52,270
in an incest community
and binge on opium!

1139
02:10:52,440 --> 02:10:56,275
They isolate themselves,
because otherwise he could be stoned!

1140
02:10:56,440 --> 02:10:59,558
What great luck!
And that snipe!

1141
02:11:00,080 --> 02:11:04,154
"I don't go by appearances."
And her look too!

1142
02:11:04,320 --> 02:11:08,678
Who does she think she is? He could
So also be fat and ugly?

1143
02:11:08,840 --> 02:11:12,231
Did Stef badmouth me again?
- Who is Charlotte?

1144
02:11:13,040 --> 02:11:16,875
Damn who?
- She's... how do you know that?

1145
02:11:18,000 --> 02:11:21,676
The bitch was with us
and betrayed us!

1146
02:11:21,840 --> 02:11:24,150
Does she know where we are?
- I don't know.

1147
02:11:24,320 --> 02:11:28,200
I got them last when I was packing
seen. How do you know that?

1148
02:11:29,200 --> 02:11:32,113
From Albert?
- Do you think I'm putting everything at stake,

1149
02:11:32,280 --> 02:11:35,956
to go on a trip with you
to go to this island?

1150
02:11:36,600 --> 02:11:38,876
What did you tell him?

1151
02:11:40,080 --> 02:11:42,515
That I have a twist.

1152
02:11:43,080 --> 02:11:45,231
You lied to him.
And me.

1153
02:11:45,400 --> 02:11:48,359
I lied,
you lied, we all did.

1154
02:11:48,520 --> 02:11:51,319
And your stupid girlfriend
betrayed us.

1155
02:11:51,480 --> 02:11:54,598
She's not my girlfriend!
You're jealous!

1156
02:11:54,760 --> 02:11:56,752
I'm not!
- But!

1157
02:11:56,920 --> 02:11:58,877
I'm just curious.

1158
02:11:59,720 --> 02:12:02,076
And who exactly is “Dada”?

1159
02:12:03,160 --> 02:12:05,436
And “Mama Rose”?
Is that a whore?

1160
02:12:05,600 --> 02:12:09,389
Caution! These are singers,
who I know from Montreal

1161
02:12:09,560 --> 02:12:11,756
and they helped me a lot!

1162
02:12:11,920 --> 02:12:16,039
I was only with Charlotte
to bridge the time.

1163
02:12:16,200 --> 02:12:19,318
Yes, and then?
- What do you think, you stupid cow?

1164
02:12:19,480 --> 02:12:23,110
you think
that I would give up everything for you?

1165
02:12:23,280 --> 02:12:25,875
Such a pretentious guy!
- I'm not a guy!

1166
02:12:26,040 --> 02:12:29,351
And you're just as pretentious!
It's me because I thought

1167
02:12:29,520 --> 02:12:32,991
that your excursion into normal life
is now over.

1168
02:12:33,160 --> 02:12:36,915
And you presume to believe
you would be smarter than me!

1169
02:12:37,080 --> 02:12:41,916
Do you think I don't see through you?
We fuck, we dance, how great!

1170
02:12:42,080 --> 02:12:44,595
But you do this out of charity.

1171
02:12:44,760 --> 02:12:46,558
What do you want from me?

1172
02:12:46,720 --> 02:12:50,839
Do it like me! Enjoy life,
our story, our love!

1173
02:12:51,000 --> 02:12:53,151
Nobody can do us
destroy that!

1174
02:12:53,520 --> 02:12:55,000
Only you!
- No you!

1175
02:12:55,160 --> 02:12:57,880
You wanted it that way.
We tried it.

1176
02:12:58,040 --> 02:13:01,317
But you can't have everything.
You had your reasons.

1177
02:13:01,480 --> 02:13:04,951
But you're there
put our love at risk.

1178
02:13:05,120 --> 02:13:07,760
This is all your fault!

1179
02:13:09,320 --> 02:13:13,075
You can spy on me
send me your book,

1180
02:13:13,240 --> 02:13:18,076
you can despise my life
and even piss in my tank.

1181
02:13:18,440 --> 02:13:21,160
I could think of
to spy on you,

1182
02:13:21,320 --> 02:13:25,553
but I wouldn't do it.
That pisses me off. You piss me off.

1183
02:13:25,720 --> 02:13:30,351
Because I can't keep up with you.
I'm overwhelmed.

1184
02:13:31,160 --> 02:13:34,119
I don't want to be just a nobody
be next to you,

1185
02:13:34,280 --> 02:13:36,078
who wipes your ass.

1186
02:13:36,440 --> 02:13:38,909
I am someone too!
- That's how you see it?

1187
02:13:39,080 --> 02:13:42,391
Either you live
a middle-class life

1188
02:13:42,560 --> 02:13:44,472
or end up as a loser?

1189
02:13:44,640 --> 02:13:46,950
Thanks for the encouragement.
- You dumbass!

1190
02:13:47,120 --> 02:13:49,589
There's more.
You don't understand anything!

1191
02:13:49,760 --> 02:13:54,198
You're doing this on purpose!
You know that I love you! Man!

1192
02:13:54,560 --> 02:13:57,473
I love you more than my son,
damn it!

1193
02:14:03,560 --> 02:14:07,713
I do not want that?
- What do you want then? Tell me!

1194
02:14:07,880 --> 02:14:10,156
What do you want?
- A man!

1195
02:14:16,400 --> 02:14:18,312
That was cheap.
- No...

1196
02:14:18,680 --> 02:14:21,639
I just can't do it.
I'm sorry.

1197
02:14:22,000 --> 02:14:23,957
I can't see you anymore.

1198
02:14:24,120 --> 02:14:27,318
I don't give up on myself,
so that you can find yourself.

1199
02:14:28,000 --> 02:14:32,597
I wasn't from Montreal...
- Then why did you do it?

1200
02:14:32,760 --> 02:14:37,039
Because I don't do it all the time anymore
wanted to think of my child!

1201
02:14:50,360 --> 02:14:52,238
Which child?

1202
02:14:56,040 --> 02:14:57,759
Which child?

1203
02:15:01,480 --> 02:15:03,312
Fred, which child?

1204
02:15:16,320 --> 02:15:18,551
What child, damn it!

1205
02:15:20,800 --> 02:15:22,757
After you came out...

1206
02:15:27,840 --> 02:15:29,638
Then I went crazy.

1207
02:15:32,880 --> 02:15:34,678
I aborted it.

1208
02:15:37,480 --> 02:15:40,075
I wanted to stay with you.

1209
02:15:40,240 --> 02:15:41,913
I wanted...

1210
02:15:43,000 --> 02:15:45,231
I thought we could do this.

1211
02:15:48,360 --> 02:15:50,829
I thought it would buy us time.

1212
02:16:39,920 --> 02:16:41,400
Laurence?

1213
02:17:32,760 --> 02:17:34,558
Is this the end of the world?

1214
02:17:34,720 --> 02:17:37,679
Maybe it annoys you
that you are here.

1215
02:17:37,840 --> 02:17:39,957
No, it doesn't bother me.

1216
02:17:40,120 --> 02:17:43,591
Only that you 45 minutes
Being late annoys me.

1217
02:17:43,760 --> 02:17:47,549
I'll buy you a coffee.
- No. I'm doing a sound test.

1218
02:17:48,200 --> 02:17:50,795
One, two...
- Maybe a beer?

1219
02:17:51,160 --> 02:17:53,959
That's relaxing.
- I don't want to relax.

1220
02:17:55,120 --> 02:17:58,079
I don't want beer.
It's one o'clock in the afternoon.

1221
02:17:58,760 --> 02:18:00,479
The sound is good.

1222
02:18:00,880 --> 02:18:02,360
Sound is playing.

1223
02:18:02,720 --> 02:18:06,953
Laurence Alia, you are straight
came back from the USA.

1224
02:18:08,360 --> 02:18:10,033
Vermont, most recently.

1225
02:18:10,720 --> 02:18:12,439
A week ago.

1226
02:18:14,480 --> 02:18:16,870
Listen, this is ridiculous.

1227
02:18:17,040 --> 02:18:19,396
Have a coffee,
I invite you.

1228
02:18:21,360 --> 02:18:25,070
Well, an extended one,
if you insist.

1229
02:18:26,120 --> 02:18:28,032
With a little warm milk.

1230
02:18:29,520 --> 02:18:31,000
Service?

1231
02:18:35,960 --> 02:18:40,751
So, after three years
did you return here to...

1232
02:18:43,520 --> 02:18:46,592
But not only
because of the book publication?

1233
02:18:49,160 --> 02:18:53,154
You still have it
to add something that...

1234
02:18:54,080 --> 02:18:58,199
...might interest the reader?
- Which reader?

1235
02:18:59,120 --> 02:19:03,034
Write my profile
for the publisher or my biography?

1236
02:19:03,400 --> 02:19:06,472
We hold our own
to a simple scheme.

1237
02:19:06,640 --> 02:19:11,556
I ask, you answer.
This is probably the best course of action.

1238
02:19:12,160 --> 02:19:14,356
Looking down from above...

1239
02:19:16,760 --> 02:19:18,353
And you?

1240
02:19:19,960 --> 02:19:22,600
Aren't you too
something from above?

1241
02:19:23,200 --> 02:19:24,998
I was late, yes.

1242
02:19:26,640 --> 02:19:30,919
But you have mine so far
not even looked in the eyes.

1243
02:19:33,280 --> 02:19:35,272
Does that make you uncomfortable?

1244
02:19:36,240 --> 02:19:38,880
Are you afraid
to solidify into stone?

1245
02:19:48,240 --> 02:19:50,232
Are looks important to you?

1246
02:19:50,640 --> 02:19:52,518
Maybe not you?

1247
02:19:54,080 --> 02:19:56,311
Is breathing air important to you?

1248
02:20:02,960 --> 02:20:04,633
So please.

1249
02:20:09,080 --> 02:20:11,515
Here has before
used to anti-social pack.

1250
02:20:11,680 --> 02:20:13,956
Cockroaches like that were running around here.

1251
02:20:14,120 --> 02:20:17,431
I had to get the exterminator.
Wasn't cheap.

1252
02:20:18,080 --> 02:20:20,231
It cost me a fortune!

1253
02:20:20,520 --> 02:20:22,034
So.

1254
02:20:22,520 --> 02:20:27,072
Here is the bathroom.
With sink and everything.

1255
02:20:27,440 --> 02:20:31,957
The mirror is new,
from the antique store. Wasn't cheap.

1256
02:20:32,400 --> 02:20:34,517
Here is the bedroom.

1257
02:20:36,480 --> 02:20:39,598
With really big cupboards.

1258
02:20:40,000 --> 02:20:42,276
You have plenty of space there.

1259
02:20:42,440 --> 02:20:45,478
And here you look
directly onto the mountains.

1260
02:20:45,840 --> 02:20:48,480
You won't find that again.
Never.

1261
02:20:48,640 --> 02:20:52,554
Here is the kitchen.
It's pretty big too.

1262
02:20:52,720 --> 02:20:55,110
Stove, refrigerator...
He's still coming in.

1263
02:20:55,280 --> 02:20:59,160
You don't have one yet.
That's what's included. Exceptionally.

1264
02:20:59,520 --> 02:21:01,318
One moment.

1265
02:21:02,000 --> 02:21:04,151
Hello? What else is there?

1266
02:21:05,280 --> 02:21:08,000
<i>To your question:
I came back,</i>

1267
02:21:08,360 --> 02:21:11,478
<i>To see some people
and a few things to sort out.</i>

1268
02:21:11,840 --> 02:21:16,437
<i>Nothing special.
I was tired of living in a trailer.</i>

1269
02:21:17,000 --> 02:21:21,279
<i>I was done writing.
Also, my mother is sick.</i>

1270
02:21:21,640 --> 02:21:23,836
How do you talk to your mother?

1271
02:21:24,280 --> 02:21:26,317
Keep your mouth shut!

1272
02:21:26,480 --> 02:21:30,156
Go to your room!
When I get back, something will happen!

1273
02:21:30,320 --> 02:21:32,357
Give me your mother at once.

1274
02:21:33,040 --> 02:21:36,158
Yes, I'll get that. No problem.
Bye.

1275
02:21:40,160 --> 02:21:42,994
My wife keeps calling.
She's crazy about me.

1276
02:21:59,200 --> 02:22:00,680
Good day.

1277
02:22:03,400 --> 02:22:04,880
Hello.

1278
02:22:21,600 --> 02:22:24,069
In your book
speak out in favor of

1279
02:22:24,240 --> 02:22:28,393
the demarcation between outsiderness
and norm to end.

1280
02:22:28,560 --> 02:22:30,074
You are a dreamer.

1281
02:22:30,440 --> 02:22:32,830
The social exclusion...

1282
02:22:33,920 --> 02:22:36,480
A new millennium will soon begin.

1283
02:22:36,640 --> 02:22:40,316
Ah yes, the millennium bug.
- No, I mean...

1284
02:22:41,160 --> 02:22:45,473
Beyond all computer problems
it would be time for a change.

1285
02:22:45,840 --> 02:22:49,151
My part is done,
now I think about the youth.

1286
02:22:49,480 --> 02:22:51,358
About what lies ahead for her.

1287
02:22:52,320 --> 02:22:54,437
I've already had this behind me.

1288
02:22:56,360 --> 02:22:58,955
I want to grow old as a woman.

1289
02:23:01,000 --> 02:23:03,037
All women age.

1290
02:23:04,720 --> 02:23:07,554
After becoming women
have grown up.

1291
02:23:10,400 --> 02:23:12,278
They look very good.

1292
02:23:22,080 --> 02:23:25,835
Wait a minute, I'm looking
briefly in my notes...

1293
02:23:55,840 --> 02:23:58,309
What are you looking for, Laurence Alia?

1294
02:23:59,440 --> 02:24:02,672
In "Palor Song to the Norm"
it's about love

1295
02:24:02,840 --> 02:24:06,390
and about a woman named "A.Z.",

1296
02:24:06,560 --> 02:24:08,677
she is the main character,

1297
02:24:08,840 --> 02:24:12,072
that is,
one of the main characters in the novel.

1298
02:24:13,480 --> 02:24:14,960
How is she?

1299
02:24:16,960 --> 02:24:19,077
It's all in the book.

1300
02:24:20,160 --> 02:24:22,720
Have you seen this woman again?

1301
02:24:23,440 --> 02:24:24,999
How are you?
- Good and you?

1302
02:24:25,160 --> 02:24:28,358
How's Fred?
- She left Albert.

1303
02:24:29,160 --> 02:24:32,232
She was just in Montreal.
We'll meet mom soon.

1304
02:24:46,760 --> 02:24:48,399
What are you doing?

1305
02:24:50,560 --> 02:24:52,392
Is that her number?

1306
02:24:52,800 --> 02:24:55,076
5551987?
- Yes.

1307
02:24:56,480 --> 02:24:58,949
We met in 1987.
- Yes.

1308
02:24:59,320 --> 02:25:01,118
During a shoot.
- Yes.

1309
02:25:19,120 --> 02:25:21,316
Well, I have to go back.
- Okay.

1310
02:25:31,840 --> 02:25:34,833
<i>We hadn't written to each other
still called.</i>

1311
02:25:35,000 --> 02:25:39,517
<i>Apart from the toilet post.
- And how was the reunion?</i>

1312
02:25:40,840 --> 02:25:44,231
<i>I didn't really know
what I should expect.</i>

1313
02:25:44,720 --> 02:25:46,518
<i>I didn't know...</i>

1314
02:25:47,120 --> 02:25:48,918
<i>I didn't know anything.</i>

1315
02:25:57,400 --> 02:25:59,198
Sorry.

1316
02:26:00,120 --> 02:26:03,033
I have forever
looking for a parking space.

1317
02:26:03,200 --> 02:26:06,318
Then they were
two places available at once.

1318
02:26:06,480 --> 02:26:08,836
This is Murphy's Law.
- Hello.

1319
02:26:10,480 --> 02:26:12,199
You look great.

1320
02:26:12,800 --> 02:26:14,917
I'm happy.
You look good.

1321
02:26:15,120 --> 02:26:19,319
Thanks. You look good too.
- Thanks.

1322
02:26:20,920 --> 02:26:24,709
Two vodka, two ice cubes
and a lime, please.

1323
02:26:26,360 --> 02:26:29,432
Is that okay? You always drink that.
- Yes.

1324
02:26:31,360 --> 02:26:34,239
How long have you been back?
- For about a week.

1325
02:26:34,600 --> 02:26:36,910
Oh, I thought...

1326
02:26:37,720 --> 02:26:39,598
Me for a month.

1327
02:26:40,480 --> 02:26:42,756
I always commuted...

1328
02:26:44,040 --> 02:26:46,236
I live next to Jean Talon Market.

1329
02:26:46,600 --> 02:26:50,355
Cool, I know him.
They have these little tomatoes...

1330
02:26:50,720 --> 02:26:53,599
Saint Jones?
- Yes. They are absolutely delicious.

1331
02:26:54,400 --> 02:26:57,757
Crazy.
And the price isn't that good either...

1332
02:26:57,920 --> 02:27:01,231
Utopian?
- That's exactly what I wanted to say.

1333
02:27:01,600 --> 02:27:06,994
Congratulations on your new novel,
I just bought it. Thanks.

1334
02:27:07,160 --> 02:27:09,914
Did you think he was shit?
- No, Laurence.

1335
02:27:11,280 --> 02:27:14,079
I haven't had time yet
to read him.

1336
02:27:14,440 --> 02:27:17,160
And your head is too full.
- Are you happy?

1337
02:27:22,480 --> 02:27:25,996
Was it you with me?
It wasn't all shit.

1338
02:27:27,680 --> 02:27:31,993
I'm sorry about that
start with the difficult topics,

1339
02:27:32,160 --> 02:27:34,117
but I'm just curious.

1340
02:27:34,480 --> 02:27:37,518
And if you just...
every three years...

1341
02:27:37,680 --> 02:27:39,512
Yes, Laurence.

1342
02:27:41,160 --> 02:27:45,632
“Laurence,” that sounds so accusatory.
- That's your name.

1343
02:27:49,040 --> 02:27:51,316
I love it when you do that.

1344
02:27:52,080 --> 02:27:55,960
I copied that.
I love your neck.

1345
02:27:57,000 --> 02:27:59,640
This neck says to the whole world:

1346
02:28:00,360 --> 02:28:02,591
"You all know me."

1347
02:28:06,960 --> 02:28:08,440
Do you regret anything?

1348
02:28:09,960 --> 02:28:11,440
What?

1349
02:28:17,520 --> 02:28:19,113
On you.

1350
02:28:20,800 --> 02:28:23,952
Whether it was worth it
to lose you?

1351
02:28:24,120 --> 02:28:26,510
That's not entirely true.
- But.

1352
02:28:27,280 --> 02:28:30,512
Is not bad.
I'm telling you. So...

1353
02:28:31,000 --> 02:28:32,798
I don't regret

1354
02:28:33,440 --> 02:28:37,992
that I see the reflection in the mirror in the morning,
that I always wanted to see.

1355
02:28:40,360 --> 02:28:45,640
I regret, however, and that is
I only recently realized

1356
02:28:46,480 --> 02:28:49,598
that we already before the whole thing
were done.

1357
02:28:54,160 --> 02:28:57,437
Please explain that to me.
- We were done for, Fred.

1358
02:28:59,120 --> 02:29:03,239
Our families, our work,
our everyday life, we were exhausted.

1359
02:29:03,600 --> 02:29:06,240
Other people envied us for that.

1360
02:29:06,400 --> 02:29:09,711
We were outsiders,
before I became an outsider.

1361
02:29:15,360 --> 02:29:18,558
You mean we had no future,
even if...

1362
02:29:20,040 --> 02:29:21,952
I don't know.

1363
02:29:22,120 --> 02:29:25,591
I want my decision
cannot be justified at all.

1364
02:29:25,760 --> 02:29:28,559
I don't expect any mercy.
I'm just saying

1365
02:29:28,720 --> 02:29:32,760
that society...
- Stop it, damn it.

1366
02:29:32,920 --> 02:29:35,754
Please spare me
with society.

1367
02:29:37,280 --> 02:29:39,317
What are you imagining?

1368
02:29:40,520 --> 02:29:42,989
Can you please come back down?

1369
02:29:44,720 --> 02:29:46,712
“Come down again”?

1370
02:29:46,880 --> 02:29:49,759
You should hear yourself speak.

1371
02:29:50,480 --> 02:29:53,598
Think of something new.
What can I say?

1372
02:29:54,720 --> 02:29:57,838
Don't talk trash.
You're insulting us both.

1373
02:29:59,160 --> 02:30:02,915
I don't want to "come back down."
I'm not in the mood!

1374
02:30:03,080 --> 02:30:05,276
Now that I'm up there...

1375
02:30:08,120 --> 02:30:11,158
I don't want to come down.
- Then stay up.

1376
02:30:27,960 --> 02:30:30,953
Shall we order something to eat?
- Yeah, okay.

1377
02:30:31,920 --> 02:30:35,596
What...
I'm just going to wash my hands.

1378
02:30:37,600 --> 02:30:39,080
OK.

1379
02:32:26,320 --> 02:32:29,358
You are probably very busy.

1380
02:32:29,520 --> 02:32:31,671
They are certainly in high demand.

1381
02:32:31,840 --> 02:32:33,240
No.

1382
02:32:34,160 --> 02:32:38,598
Is there a big deal coming in the 2000s?
Are you an optimist?

1383
02:32:41,960 --> 02:32:44,953
Can I have your glasses for a moment?
- Of course.

1384
02:32:47,200 --> 02:32:48,680
Thanks.

1385
02:32:54,680 --> 02:32:56,160
No.

1386
02:32:56,320 --> 02:32:58,312
Optimistic? No.

1387
02:33:01,240 --> 02:33:02,913
Determined.

1388
02:33:08,240 --> 02:33:11,153
Autumn is here.
Time for the thick jackets.

1389
02:33:13,200 --> 02:33:15,271
Yes. Autumn is here.

1390
02:33:59,160 --> 02:34:01,117
Cut. That's enough.
- Okay.

1391
02:34:02,680 --> 02:34:06,515
Fred to Pierre.
Please check the image window.

1392
02:34:06,680 --> 02:34:10,071
If it's clean,
we're done.

1393
02:34:10,760 --> 02:34:13,832
Everything clean.
- We're done, thanks everyone!

1394
02:35:07,960 --> 02:35:11,032
Sorry, that probably sounds stupid...

1395
02:35:11,400 --> 02:35:13,392
My friends made this.

1396
02:35:16,080 --> 02:35:18,800
I get 20 dollars,
when you take it.

1397
02:35:18,960 --> 02:35:21,919
What is that? A cloud or...

1398
02:35:22,080 --> 02:35:25,073
No, that's... a butterfly.

1399
02:35:25,440 --> 02:35:28,990
It diminishes my joy
if you see a cloud in it.

1400
02:35:30,600 --> 02:35:33,479
You earned your $20.
- Watch out:

1401
02:35:33,840 --> 02:35:38,232
Ten dollars in gas money and ten dollars,
to buy you a drink.

1402
02:35:38,880 --> 02:35:40,360
OK?

1403
02:35:45,600 --> 02:35:47,319
Fred Belair.

1404
02:35:48,400 --> 02:35:50,232
Laurence Alia.

1405
02:35:50,840 --> 02:35:52,911
Laurence how?
- Alia.

1406
02:35:54,040 --> 02:35:55,269
But...

1407
02:35:57,760 --> 02:35:59,797
...in any case Laurence.

1408
02:36:09,160 --> 02:36:11,880
In memory of Luce Baillairg�


