1 00:00:01,532 --> 00:00:03,134 (bird screeches) 2 00:00:03,134 --> 00:00:06,037 ♪♪♪ 3 00:00:06,037 --> 00:00:09,040 (Meredith) I ALWAYS SAID I'D BE HAPPIER ALONE. 4 00:00:09,040 --> 00:00:11,412 I'D HAVE MY WORK, MY FRIENDS. 5 00:00:11,412 --> 00:00:13,044 (object scraping) 6 00:00:13,044 --> 00:00:15,686 BUT SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE ALL THE TIME? 7 00:00:15,686 --> 00:00:17,648 MORE TROUBLE THAN IT'S WORTH. 8 00:00:17,648 --> 00:00:20,391 OKAY. CRIB GOES HERE. 9 00:00:20,391 --> 00:00:22,393 APPARENTLY, I GOT OVER IT. 10 00:00:22,393 --> 00:00:27,158 CHANGING TABLE WILL GO... RIGHT HERE. 11 00:00:27,158 --> 00:00:28,699 (woman) ♪ EASY TO FIND, YOU SEE ♪ 12 00:00:28,699 --> 00:00:31,362 BUT YOU CAN'T PLAN A BABY ROOM BEFORE YOU HAVE A BABY. 13 00:00:31,362 --> 00:00:33,634 I MEAN, THAT-- YOU'RE GONNA JINX THE ADOPTION. 14 00:00:33,634 --> 00:00:35,636 NO, THE SOCIAL WORKER WANTS TO SEE WHERE WE LIVE. 15 00:00:35,636 --> 00:00:37,638 THIS IS LIKE A DEATH TRAP. 16 00:00:37,638 --> 00:00:39,640 I'M TRYING TO CREATE A REASONABLE DISTRACTION. OH. 17 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:42,042 HELLO. JANET, WELCOME. 18 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,415 HOW ARE YOU? THANKS FOR COMING OUT. 19 00:00:44,415 --> 00:00:46,717 OH, BE CAREFUL. WATCH THOSE NAILS. (clatters) 20 00:00:46,717 --> 00:00:50,581 ♪ SHE LEAVES THEM THERE ♪ 21 00:00:50,581 --> 00:00:54,555 ♪ FOR YOU TO FIND ♪ 22 00:00:54,555 --> 00:00:56,557 PERFECT FOR A BABY, RIGHT? 23 00:00:56,557 --> 00:00:58,159 ♪♪♪ 24 00:00:58,159 --> 00:01:00,731 HMM. 25 00:01:00,731 --> 00:01:04,495 ♪ YOU LEAVE BEHIND THE WEIGHT OF THE FUTURE ♪ 26 00:01:04,495 --> 00:01:06,497 I'M GONNA STOP IN THE LAB. 27 00:01:06,497 --> 00:01:08,499 I'LL SEE YOU AFTER THE INTAKE, OKAY? 28 00:01:08,499 --> 00:01:11,602 OKAY. OH, GOD. I FORGOT IT WAS THE HOBARTS TODAY. (children laughing) 29 00:01:11,602 --> 00:01:14,275 IT ALWAYS BUMS ME OUT WHEN WE HAVE AN ALZHEIMER'S PATIENT 30 00:01:14,275 --> 00:01:16,677 WITH YOUNG KIDS. WELL, THERE'S NO SHAME IN SITTING THIS ONE OUT. 31 00:01:16,677 --> 00:01:19,810 I CAN DO THE INTAKE. STOP TREATING ME LIKE I'M YOUR WIFE. 32 00:01:19,810 --> 00:01:22,283 ON THE TRIAL, I'M A COLLEAGUE. 33 00:01:22,283 --> 00:01:24,285 I'M ALLOWED TO SAY IT BUMS ME OUT. 34 00:01:24,285 --> 00:01:27,087 DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO FEED ME WARM MILK AND RUN A BATH. 35 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:29,760 TREAT ME LIKE A DOCTOR. RIGHT. SORRY. OKAY. GO DO THE INTAKE, COLLEAGUE. 36 00:01:29,760 --> 00:01:31,762 SHEPHERD, YOU GOT A MINUTE? 37 00:01:31,762 --> 00:01:34,495 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT YOUR TRIAL. 38 00:01:34,495 --> 00:01:37,368 OH, UM... WELL, I SHOULD GET MEREDITH. 39 00:01:37,368 --> 00:01:39,700 I JUST GOT A LECTURE ON THE FAILURE TO EXTEND 40 00:01:39,700 --> 00:01:41,702 PROFESSIONAL COURTESY TO ONE'S SPOUSE. 41 00:01:41,702 --> 00:01:47,438 I THINK IT'S BEST YOU DON'T GET MEREDITH. 42 00:01:47,438 --> 00:01:49,440 YOU'RE IN-- IN VERY GOOD HANDS. 43 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:51,712 I STILL FEEL BAD THAT I'M NOT GONNA BE HERE. 44 00:01:51,712 --> 00:01:53,714 FOR THE SURGERY? I'LL BE UNCONSCIOUS. 45 00:01:53,714 --> 00:01:56,116 THAT'S NOT WHEN I'M GONNA MISS YOU. 46 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:58,118 OKAY. THEN I GUESS I W-- 47 00:01:58,118 --> 00:02:00,391 YOU CAN FEEL BAD ABOUT ALL THE TIME THAT FOLLOWS. 48 00:02:00,391 --> 00:02:02,393 YOU KNOW, WHEN I'M NOT UNDER GENERAL ANESTHESIA, 49 00:02:02,393 --> 00:02:04,395 AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HERE. 50 00:02:04,395 --> 00:02:06,397 YOU'RE HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD... 51 00:02:06,397 --> 00:02:07,858 WITH ARNOLD. 52 00:02:07,858 --> 00:02:09,760 ANDREW. RAAH! 53 00:02:09,760 --> 00:02:12,132 EXCUSE ME? HE'S A ROCK STAR. 54 00:02:12,132 --> 00:02:13,664 I KIND OF FEEL LIKE 55 00:02:13,664 --> 00:02:16,367 THE SOUND OF AN ADORING CROWD SHOULD FOLLOW HIS NAME. 56 00:02:16,367 --> 00:02:17,768 I DON'T--I DON'T... 57 00:02:17,768 --> 00:02:19,910 IS THAT A COMPLIMENT OR AN INSULT? I DON'T KNOW. 58 00:02:19,910 --> 00:02:23,143 I GUESS IT DEPENDS ON HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ROCK STARS. OKAY, WELL, ANDREW IS NOT A ROCK ST-- 59 00:02:23,143 --> 00:02:26,146 RAAH! OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT? CAN YOU STOP THAT, PLEASE? 60 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:29,280 IT'S STARTING TO GET ANNOYING. MY WIFE'S LEAVING. I'M ALLOWED TO BE ANNOYING. 61 00:02:32,553 --> 00:02:34,154 I'M NOT A REAL WIFE, 62 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:36,257 SO THAT DOESN'T BUY FOR A LOT OF BAD BEHAVIOR. 63 00:02:36,257 --> 00:02:39,490 WELL, YOU'RE MY REAL BEST FRIEND. WHAT DOES THAT GET ME? 64 00:02:39,490 --> 00:02:41,432 I'M SORRY. 65 00:02:41,432 --> 00:02:45,336 DON'T BE. GO BE HAPPY... WITH ANDREW. RAAH! 66 00:02:45,336 --> 00:02:47,768 YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE. 67 00:02:53,944 --> 00:02:55,806 YEAH, YOU, TOO. 68 00:02:57,478 --> 00:03:00,611 (whispers) MEREDITH, TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID. 69 00:03:00,611 --> 00:03:03,354 (lowered voice) I CAN'T TELL YOU. 70 00:03:03,354 --> 00:03:05,185 (lowered voice) WE CAN STILL FIX THIS, 71 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:07,758 BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU DID. IF I TELL YOU, IT'LL MAKE IT WORSE. 72 00:03:07,758 --> 00:03:09,860 IT'S WORSE ALREADY. MEREDITH-- 73 00:03:09,860 --> 00:03:12,293 LISTEN, I-I... I LOVE YOU. 74 00:03:12,293 --> 00:03:14,425 AND I'M SORRY. 75 00:03:14,425 --> 00:03:18,329 BUT I CAN'T TELL YOU ANYTHING. 76 00:03:18,329 --> 00:03:21,332 (door opens) YOU WANTED TO BE TREATED LIKE A COLLEAGUE? 77 00:03:21,332 --> 00:03:24,305 I'M GONNA TREAT YOU LIKE A COLLEAGUE. (door closes) 78 00:03:24,305 --> 00:03:26,307 ALEX KAREV INFORMED DR. HUNT 79 00:03:26,307 --> 00:03:28,709 THAT DR. GREY TAMPERED WITH MY CLINICAL TRIAL. 80 00:03:28,709 --> 00:03:32,243 SHE SWITCHED AROUND THE PLACEBOS AND THE DRUGS, 81 00:03:32,243 --> 00:03:35,316 PROBABLY INVALIDATING... MY TRIAL. 82 00:03:35,316 --> 00:03:37,618 IS THIS TRUE? 83 00:03:37,618 --> 00:03:41,221 NOTHING I DID HAS ANY EFFECT-- TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED. 84 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:43,494 I CAN'T DO THAT. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE? 85 00:03:43,494 --> 00:03:45,996 YOU THINK THE F.D.A. WILL GET ANYWHERE NEAR THIS HOSPITAL 86 00:03:45,996 --> 00:03:49,300 EVER AGAIN? MEREDITH, LOOK AT ME. 87 00:03:51,502 --> 00:03:54,635 IF THIS IS WRONG, IF THERE IS SOMETHING GOING ON, 88 00:03:54,635 --> 00:03:57,007 IF KAREV IS EXAGGERATING, 89 00:03:57,007 --> 00:03:59,239 THIS IS THE PART WHERE YOU HAVE TO TELL ME. 90 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:03,374 THIS IS THE PART WHERE YOU HAVE TO DENY THE CHARGES. 91 00:04:03,374 --> 00:04:05,946 KICK ME OFF THE STUDY. 92 00:04:05,946 --> 00:04:08,649 THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH THE STUDY. 93 00:04:08,649 --> 00:04:10,821 NOTHING I DID CHANGES ANYTHING. 94 00:04:10,821 --> 00:04:12,523 BUT YOU'RE NOT DENYING IT? 95 00:04:12,523 --> 00:04:14,755 (sighs) 96 00:04:14,755 --> 00:04:17,958 I'M GONNA HAVE TO INVESTIGATE WHAT'S GOING ON HERE, 97 00:04:17,958 --> 00:04:22,262 BUT IT LOOKS TO ME LIKE YOU JUST LOST YOUR JOB. 98 00:04:35,406 --> 00:04:37,408 SO THEY'RE PROBABLY GONNA FIRE ME. 99 00:04:37,408 --> 00:04:39,610 ARE YOU HAPPY? OH, COME ON. THEY'RE NOT GONNA-- 100 00:04:39,610 --> 00:04:43,283 I WANT YOUR CRAP OUT OF MY HOUSE BY THE END OF THE DAY. 101 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:45,686 WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? 102 00:04:45,686 --> 00:04:48,288 (multiple pagers beeping) 103 00:04:48,288 --> 00:04:50,290 (beeping continues) 104 00:04:50,290 --> 00:04:52,563 A 757 WENT DOWN IN THE SOUND. 105 00:04:52,563 --> 00:04:54,665 WE'RE LOOKING AT ABOUT 200 INJURED PASSENGERS. 106 00:04:54,665 --> 00:04:56,667 WE'RE THE DESIGNATED CRISIS CENTER. 107 00:04:56,667 --> 00:04:58,669 FAMILIES WILL BE INSTRUCTED TO COME HERE 108 00:04:58,669 --> 00:05:00,431 TO FIND THEIR LOVED ONES. 109 00:05:00,431 --> 00:05:01,972 WE ARE ACTIVATING SURGE PROTOCOL. 110 00:05:01,972 --> 00:05:04,575 DR. HUNT IS GONNA BE RUNNING THE SHOW. 111 00:05:04,575 --> 00:05:07,708 IT'S GONNA BE CHAOTIC. YOU NEED TO LISTEN CAREFULLY. 112 00:05:07,708 --> 00:05:11,412 YOU NEED TO STAY FOCUSED. DO NOT CONTRIBUTE TO THE PANIC. 113 00:05:11,412 --> 00:05:13,313 NOW GET TO YOUR STATIONS. 114 00:05:13,313 --> 00:05:15,716 DR. BAILEY, LET'S CLEAR ANY BEDS THAT WE CAN. 115 00:05:15,716 --> 00:05:18,318 DISCHARGE OR TRANSFER. OKAY, UH, GREY. 116 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:21,051 ALL RIGHT, TORRES, YOU'LL BE WITH ME. 117 00:05:21,051 --> 00:05:23,053 KEPNER, SET UP THE E.R. FOR TRIAGE. 118 00:05:23,053 --> 00:05:25,055 OTHER GREY, I WANT YOU RUNNING THE FAMILY CENTER. 119 00:05:25,055 --> 00:05:27,458 TAKE OVER IN THE CAFETERIA. YANG, BLOOD BANK. 120 00:05:27,458 --> 00:05:30,100 UH, WE MIGHT NEED A CANDYMAN. DR. SLOAN WILL BE OUR CANDYMAN. 121 00:05:30,100 --> 00:05:32,433 LET'S BE LIBERAL WITH PAIN MEDS FOR OUR VICTIMS 122 00:05:32,433 --> 00:05:34,435 AND SEDATIVES FOR PATIENTS THAT WE ARE MOVING. 123 00:05:34,435 --> 00:05:37,468 UH, AVERY, YOU CAN HELP HIM OUT. LET'S MOVE, PEOPLE. 124 00:05:37,468 --> 00:05:40,070 WHAT HAPPENED WITH MEREDITH? CRISTINA, I CAN'T-- 125 00:05:40,070 --> 00:05:43,414 OWEN. (lowered voice) SHE TAMPERED WITH SHEPHERD'S STUDY. 126 00:05:43,414 --> 00:05:46,447 INVALIDATED THE RESULTS. SHE DESTROYED THE WHOLE THING. 127 00:05:46,447 --> 00:05:49,680 (indistinct conversations) 128 00:05:49,680 --> 00:05:52,423 (man speaks indistinctly) 129 00:05:52,423 --> 00:05:54,685 THERE WAS A PLANE CRASH. THEY'RE GONNA CANCEL YOUR PROCEDURE 130 00:05:54,685 --> 00:05:56,457 AND TRY TO SEND YOU HOME. 131 00:05:56,457 --> 00:05:59,129 YOU NEED TO TELL THEM THAT YOU ARE A D-1. 132 00:05:59,129 --> 00:06:01,361 YOU DON'T NEED TO BE IN PRE-OP, 133 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:03,634 BUT THAT YOU WANT TO BE MOVED TO A REGULAR ROOM. 134 00:06:03,634 --> 00:06:05,696 THAT WAY, WHEN THE HOSPITAL STARTS DOING SURGERY AGAIN, 135 00:06:05,696 --> 00:06:08,068 YOU'LL BE FIRST IN THE QUEUE. DON'T YOU HAVE A PLANE-- 136 00:06:08,068 --> 00:06:10,070 WAIT. DID THEY SHUT DOWN THE AIRPORT? 137 00:06:10,070 --> 00:06:12,072 NO, BUT WE'RE NOT LEAVING TILL IT'S OVER. 138 00:06:12,072 --> 00:06:14,645 THEY NEED SURGEONS AND TRAUMA COUNSELORS. 139 00:06:14,645 --> 00:06:16,647 THESE ARE YOUR FILMS. THEY'RE GONNA SCHEDULE 140 00:06:16,647 --> 00:06:18,649 YOUR SURGERY AT SEATTLE PRESBYTERIAN. 141 00:06:18,649 --> 00:06:21,852 (Owen) SEATTLE PRES CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE. START CALLING COUNTY. (Mark) AVERY! 142 00:06:21,852 --> 00:06:24,715 WHY'D YOU GIVE ME THAT GUY IN THE MIDDLE OF A MASS TRAUMA? 143 00:06:24,715 --> 00:06:27,818 AVERY? THE KID QUIT WEBBER'S STUDY. WHAT KIND OF IDIOT DECIDES 144 00:06:27,818 --> 00:06:30,591 WORKING WITH THE CHIEF OF SURGERY 145 00:06:30,591 --> 00:06:33,594 IS TOO TAXING ON HIS SCHEDULE? HE DIDN'T QUIT BECAUSE HE THINKS IT'S TOO MUCH HARD WORK. 146 00:06:33,594 --> 00:06:35,796 HE QUIT BECAUSE HE THINKS THE CHIEF HAS A SHOT 147 00:06:35,796 --> 00:06:37,397 AT A HARPER AVERY, 148 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:39,930 AND HE WAS WORRIED THAT IF HIS NAME WAS ON IT, 149 00:06:39,930 --> 00:06:42,673 IT WOULD KILL WEBBER'S CHANCES. 150 00:06:42,673 --> 00:06:45,405 KEPNER, DISCHARGES. (April) YEAH. 151 00:06:45,405 --> 00:06:49,710 (indistinct conversations) 152 00:06:49,710 --> 00:06:51,712 YOU KNOW, SHE'S THE ONLY ONE 153 00:06:51,712 --> 00:06:54,445 WHO EVER GAVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT YOU, 154 00:06:54,445 --> 00:06:56,687 AND NOW YOU MIGHT HAVE DESTROYED HER CAREER. 155 00:06:56,687 --> 00:06:58,689 YOU SHOULD FIND SOME SKANKY INTERN TO LOVE YOU, 156 00:06:58,689 --> 00:07:00,751 'CAUSE NEXT TIME YOU'RE IN A BURNING BUILDING, 157 00:07:00,751 --> 00:07:03,854 NO ONE IS HANDING YOU A GLASS OF WATER. 158 00:07:03,854 --> 00:07:06,196 (Lexie) PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU GIVE US A CELL PHONE NUMBER-- 159 00:07:06,196 --> 00:07:09,129 MATTHEW RUIZ? DO YOU HAVE-- NO ONE FROM THE FLIGHT HAS ARRIVED YET. 160 00:07:09,129 --> 00:07:11,632 AS SOON AS WE GET ANY INFOR-- DO YOU HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE 161 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:14,635 THEY'RE BRINGING TO THE HOSPITAL? BECAUSE WE-- FOLKS, IT CAN TAKE EMERGENCY SERVICES QUITE A LONG TIME 162 00:07:14,635 --> 00:07:16,807 TO MOVE AND IDENTIFY PEOPLE IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS. 163 00:07:16,807 --> 00:07:19,840 PLEASE JUST TRY TO BE PATIENT-- EXCUSE ME. I'M SORRY. LOOK, MY WIFE WAS ON THE PLANE. 164 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:23,474 CAN YOU PLEASE JUST TELL ME-- SIR, AT THIS POINT, WE DON'T HAVE ANY INFORMATION. 165 00:07:23,474 --> 00:07:26,477 PLEASE JUST SIGN THE SHEETS. I'D LIKE TO SPEAK TO YOUR SUPERVISOR. 166 00:07:26,477 --> 00:07:29,650 SOMEBODY THAT KNOWS WHAT'S GOING ON. MA'AM, MY SUPERVISOR DOESN'T HAVE ANY INFORMATION. 167 00:07:29,650 --> 00:07:33,684 NOBODY HAS ANY INFORMATION. PLEASE JUST SIGN THE SHEET. 168 00:07:33,684 --> 00:07:35,455 (indistinct conversations) 169 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:38,458 DR. HUNT, I HAD WAY TOO MANY DRINKS BEFORE I TOLD YOU THAT. 170 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:40,460 I-I DIDN'T MEAN FOR-- NOT NOW, KAREV. 171 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:42,462 LOOK, I TOLD YOU THAT BECAUSE 172 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:44,464 I DIDN'T THINK SHE SHOULD BE CHIEF RESIDENT, 173 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:46,867 NOT THAT SHE SHOULD BE FIRED. IF YOU DIDN'T THINK THIS THROUGH, 174 00:07:46,867 --> 00:07:49,169 THEN YOU ARE AS DUMB AS SHE IS. 175 00:07:49,169 --> 00:07:53,674 (indistinct conversations) 176 00:07:53,674 --> 00:07:56,547 (woman speaks indistinctly over p.a.) 177 00:07:56,547 --> 00:07:58,048 (indistinct conversations continue) 178 00:07:58,048 --> 00:08:00,050 HEY. 179 00:08:00,050 --> 00:08:01,712 YOU OKAY? 180 00:08:01,712 --> 00:08:03,113 YEAH. I'M FINE. 181 00:08:03,113 --> 00:08:07,858 UH... THE PLANE WAS FROM BALTIMORE, 182 00:08:07,858 --> 00:08:09,920 WHERE MY PARENTS LIVE. 183 00:08:09,920 --> 00:08:15,165 I'VE TAKEN THAT FLIGHT, UM... WITH MY SON. 184 00:08:15,165 --> 00:08:19,129 YOU WANT TO COME SIT DOWN WITH ME FOR A MINUTE? 185 00:08:19,129 --> 00:08:22,533 (sighs) NO, NO, NO. I CAN'T, UH... 186 00:08:22,533 --> 00:08:24,635 THERE'S TOO MUCH, UH... 187 00:08:24,635 --> 00:08:27,077 OKAY. UM... 188 00:08:27,077 --> 00:08:28,809 I'M JUST GONNA-- 189 00:08:28,809 --> 00:08:31,912 I'M JUST GONNA STAND HERE FOR A MINUTE. 190 00:08:31,912 --> 00:08:33,644 IS THAT ALL RIGHT? 191 00:08:33,644 --> 00:08:35,515 (chuckles) 192 00:08:39,890 --> 00:08:43,053 (Cristina) ARE YOU ON ANY MEDICATIONS? (woman) NO. 193 00:08:43,053 --> 00:08:44,755 EVER GIVEN BLOOD BEFORE? 194 00:08:44,755 --> 00:08:45,896 NOPE. 195 00:08:45,896 --> 00:08:47,658 ANY CHANCE YOU'RE PREGNANT? 196 00:08:47,658 --> 00:08:50,300 MM... I DON'T KNOW. 197 00:08:50,300 --> 00:08:53,203 WHEN WAS YOUR LAST PERIOD? NOT SURE. 198 00:08:53,203 --> 00:08:55,205 UH, WHAT WERE YOU DOING, 199 00:08:55,205 --> 00:08:58,709 UM, LAST TIME YOU HAD TO DEAL WITH TAMPONS? 200 00:09:00,170 --> 00:09:02,312 LIKE MAYBE IT WAS ST. PATRICK'S DAY, 201 00:09:02,312 --> 00:09:04,815 AND YOU ATE, UH, FOUR GREEN DOUGHNUTS 202 00:09:04,815 --> 00:09:06,817 AND THOUGHT, WOW, THAT'S DISGUSTING. 203 00:09:06,817 --> 00:09:08,779 I MUST BE HORMONAL. OH, MY GOSH! 204 00:09:08,779 --> 00:09:11,752 YOU'RE RIGHT! EXCEPT IT WAS THESE GROSS COOKIES 205 00:09:11,752 --> 00:09:13,153 WITH GREEN FROSTING. 206 00:09:13,153 --> 00:09:15,626 BUT THAT WAS A WHILE AGO. 207 00:09:15,626 --> 00:09:18,028 UH, I GUESS I HAD MINE AGAIN AROUND EASTER... 208 00:09:18,028 --> 00:09:20,560 (elevator bell dings) 'CAUSE I WAS ALL OVER THE MARSHMALLOW PEEPS. 209 00:09:20,560 --> 00:09:24,334 IT TOTALLY WORKS. 210 00:09:24,334 --> 00:09:28,138 HEY. W-WHAT THE HELL? 211 00:09:36,076 --> 00:09:37,678 (ultrasound whooshing) 212 00:09:37,678 --> 00:09:39,680 IT LOOKS ABOUT 6 WEEKS TO ME. 213 00:09:39,680 --> 00:09:43,583 (clears throat) I TAKE IT THIS WASN'T DELIBERATE. 214 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:45,255 (sighs) 215 00:09:45,255 --> 00:09:47,017 NO. 216 00:09:47,017 --> 00:09:48,619 OKAY. 217 00:09:48,619 --> 00:09:51,962 YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT OPTIONS? 218 00:09:51,962 --> 00:09:53,894 NO. 219 00:09:53,894 --> 00:09:56,026 (Morgan Taylor Reid's "Brighter" playing) 220 00:09:56,026 --> 00:09:58,028 (man) OFFICIALS SAY IT'S TOO EARLY 221 00:09:58,028 --> 00:10:00,330 TO SPECULATE ON THE CAUSE OF THE CRASH. 222 00:10:00,330 --> 00:10:02,332 BUT HERE'S WHAT WE DO KNOW-- 223 00:10:02,332 --> 00:10:05,175 THE FLIGHT ORIGINATED THIS MORNING IN BALTIMORE 224 00:10:05,175 --> 00:10:09,309 CARRYING 183 PASSENGERS AND 18 CREW MEMBERS... 225 00:10:09,309 --> 00:10:12,312 STILL NOBODY? OH, THEIR FAMILIES ARE GOING CRAZY. 226 00:10:12,312 --> 00:10:14,284 WHAT IS TAKING SO LONG? 227 00:10:14,284 --> 00:10:17,017 WELL, FISHING 200 PEOPLE OUT OF THE WATER IS SLOW BUSINESS. 228 00:10:17,017 --> 00:10:20,150 YOU WANT TO PLAY "ANGRY BIRDS"? (Owen) THEY'LL DO TRIAGE AT THE WATERFRONT. 229 00:10:20,150 --> 00:10:22,653 IT TAKES TIME. ACTUALLY, IF THEY'RE TAKING THIS LONG, 230 00:10:22,653 --> 00:10:25,295 THERE'S GONNA BE A LOT OF HYPOTHERMIA. KEPNER. OH, YEAH. 231 00:10:25,295 --> 00:10:28,298 WARM BLANKETS, HEATED LAMPS, AND HEATED I.V. FLUIDS. GOT IT. 232 00:10:28,298 --> 00:10:31,031 YOU POST CHIEF RESIDENT YET? UH, NO. NOT YET. 233 00:10:31,031 --> 00:10:32,703 WHAT'S THE HOLDUP? 234 00:10:32,703 --> 00:10:35,635 (sighs) THE SUSPENSE AIN'T KILLING ME. IT'S GONNA BE GREY. 235 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:38,368 WELL, I THOUGHT KAREV MADE A GREAT PLAY FOR IT. 236 00:10:38,368 --> 00:10:40,811 A PLANE FULL OF ORPHANS-- THAT'S PRETTY IMPRESSIVE. AH, HE'S ALREADY DECIDED. 237 00:10:40,811 --> 00:10:43,774 YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOBBY FOR YOUR BOY. (Richard) KAREV. 238 00:10:43,774 --> 00:10:46,416 I WANT A WRITTEN ACCOUNT OF EXACTLY WHAT YOU SAW, 239 00:10:46,416 --> 00:10:48,949 EVERY DETAIL--WHEN, WHERE-- OH, LOOK, SIR, I-I DON'T THINK THAT'S-- 240 00:10:48,949 --> 00:10:51,822 I-I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. OKAY? 241 00:10:51,822 --> 00:10:53,323 (Jackson) NEED MORE SEDATIVES. 242 00:10:53,323 --> 00:10:56,026 THE PEOPLE WE'RE TRANSFERRING ARE STARTING TO FREAK OUT. 243 00:10:56,026 --> 00:10:58,028 ♪ WHEN I WAS LOST AND LOOKING DOWN ♪ 244 00:10:58,028 --> 00:11:00,060 (clears throat) 245 00:11:00,060 --> 00:11:02,893 ♪ AND TURNED IT ALL ♪ 246 00:11:02,893 --> 00:11:04,664 ♪ AROUND ♪ 247 00:11:04,664 --> 00:11:06,666 YOU'RE A GOOD MAN, AVERY. 248 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:08,338 ♪ WITH YOUR LIGHT ♪ 249 00:11:08,338 --> 00:11:10,000 LEXIE'S YOURS. 250 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,443 TAKE HER. TAKE CARE OF HER. 251 00:11:13,443 --> 00:11:16,046 I'LL STAY OUT OF YOUR WAY. 252 00:11:16,046 --> 00:11:19,409 I KIND OF ALREADY HAVE HER, BUT... 253 00:11:19,409 --> 00:11:21,151 THANK YOU? 254 00:11:21,151 --> 00:11:22,953 YOU'RE WELCOME. 255 00:11:22,953 --> 00:11:24,785 ♪♪♪ 256 00:11:24,785 --> 00:11:26,787 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 257 00:11:26,787 --> 00:11:30,320 ♪♪♪ 258 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:32,322 YOU KNOW, I THINK I'M GONNA ORDER PIZZA. 259 00:11:32,322 --> 00:11:34,324 IF YOU WANT, I CAN GET-- 260 00:11:34,324 --> 00:11:36,066 I'M PREGNANT. 261 00:11:41,732 --> 00:11:43,203 CRISTINA-- 262 00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:45,906 I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING. 263 00:11:45,906 --> 00:11:48,909 I KNOW. I KNOW IT'S COMPLICATED. 264 00:11:48,909 --> 00:11:53,944 I KNOW IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS, BUT... 265 00:11:53,944 --> 00:11:55,986 CRISTINA, THIS COULD BE SOMETHING-- 266 00:11:55,986 --> 00:11:59,089 WHAT? NO. 267 00:11:59,089 --> 00:12:02,252 THERE'S NO WAY WE'RE DOING THIS. DO YOU HEAR ME? CRISTINA-- 268 00:12:02,252 --> 00:12:04,855 NO, NO. I-I AM NOT THIS UH, UH, BEAUTIFUL VESSEL 269 00:12:04,855 --> 00:12:07,798 FOR ALL THAT MIGHT BE GOOD ABOUT THE FUTURE. 270 00:12:07,798 --> 00:12:11,131 I'M NOT CARRYING YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS. NO. (laughs) I GET TO TALK. 271 00:12:11,131 --> 00:12:13,934 I'M HERE. THERE'S TWO OF US. WE ARE A PARTNERSHIP. 272 00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:17,437 CAN WE JUST--JUST THINK TOGETHER? IS THAT OKAY? 273 00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:19,069 MM-HMM. 274 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:25,145 I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT. 275 00:12:25,145 --> 00:12:26,877 I LOVE YOU. 276 00:12:26,877 --> 00:12:29,419 I DON'T LOVE THE INCUBATING POTENTIAL OF YOUR WOMB. 277 00:12:29,419 --> 00:12:31,151 I LOVE YOU. 278 00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:33,153 WHY WOULD I WANT TO DO SOMETHING 279 00:12:33,153 --> 00:12:34,885 THAT WOULD MAKE YOU MISERABLE? 280 00:12:34,885 --> 00:12:37,457 DO YOU THINK I LOVE YOU MORE WHEN YOU'RE MISERABLE? 281 00:12:37,457 --> 00:12:40,460 DO YOU THINK I-I-I WANT THAT, YOU RUNNING OFF TO MEREDITH? 282 00:12:40,460 --> 00:12:43,333 YOU THINK I'M LOOKING FOR MORE OF THAT? 283 00:12:43,333 --> 00:12:46,166 BUT... I THINK THERE'S A WAY-- 284 00:12:46,166 --> 00:12:48,168 NO, NO! I-I STILL GET TO TALK. 285 00:12:48,168 --> 00:12:50,170 THERE IS A WAY TO MAKE THIS WORK 286 00:12:50,170 --> 00:12:53,804 WITHOUT IT RUINING YOUR LIFE OR DERAILING YOUR CAREER. 287 00:12:53,804 --> 00:12:55,445 I DON'T WANT A BABY. 288 00:12:55,445 --> 00:12:57,777 WELL, YOU HAVE ONE. 289 00:12:59,249 --> 00:13:01,181 ARE... 290 00:13:01,181 --> 00:13:03,854 ARE YOU GETTING ALL LIFE-Y ON ME? 291 00:13:03,854 --> 00:13:05,785 HOW LATE ARE YOU? 292 00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:07,317 THAT DOES NOT MATTER. 293 00:13:07,317 --> 00:13:10,060 OF COURSE IT MATTERS. 294 00:13:10,060 --> 00:13:12,062 OKAY, FINE. YOU TELL ME WHEN LIFE BEGINS. 295 00:13:12,062 --> 00:13:14,424 YOU KNOW, I CAN'T--I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR THIS ONE. 296 00:13:14,424 --> 00:13:17,097 I DON'T KNOW. DOES IT-- DOES IT HAVE HANDS? (laughs) 297 00:13:17,097 --> 00:13:19,499 (voice breaking) I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU ARE DOING THIS. 298 00:13:19,499 --> 00:13:21,231 I'M JUST ASKING A QUESTION. 299 00:13:21,231 --> 00:13:25,335 I DON'T WANT ONE. 300 00:13:25,335 --> 00:13:28,138 I DON'T HATE CHILDREN. I RESPECT CHILDREN. 301 00:13:28,138 --> 00:13:31,141 I THINK THEY SHOULD HAVE PARENTS WHO WANT THEM. 302 00:13:31,141 --> 00:13:32,883 I WANT THEM. 303 00:13:32,883 --> 00:13:34,985 I WANT THEM, AND MAYBE YOU COULD TO. 304 00:13:34,985 --> 00:13:37,948 I BELIEVE... 305 00:13:37,948 --> 00:13:40,951 YOUR LIFE CAN BE BIGGER THAN YOU THINK IT IS. 306 00:13:40,951 --> 00:13:44,194 I KNOW YOU CAN CONTAIN MORE THAN YOU THINK YOU CAN. 307 00:13:44,194 --> 00:13:47,197 I'M NOT SAYING WE DO THIS. I AM JUST SAYING, LET'S THINK. 308 00:13:47,197 --> 00:13:51,331 LET'S SEE WHAT KIND OF LIFE WE CAN IMAGINE. 309 00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:54,134 CRISTINA YANG... 310 00:13:54,134 --> 00:13:58,168 I IMAGINE SUCH A HUGE LIFE FOR US. 311 00:14:03,113 --> 00:14:05,115 (Richard) ALL RIGHT. 312 00:14:05,115 --> 00:14:08,118 THIS IS AN EXTREMELY SERIOUS ACCUSATION, MEREDITH. 313 00:14:08,118 --> 00:14:09,549 CAN'T YOU TELL ME ANYTHING? 314 00:14:09,549 --> 00:14:12,953 I-I-I-I CAN'T. I-I'M SORRY. 315 00:14:12,953 --> 00:14:14,384 TALK TO ME. 316 00:14:14,384 --> 00:14:17,387 HOW MANY PATIENTS ARE WE TALKING ABOUT HERE? 317 00:14:17,387 --> 00:14:19,389 DID THIS HAPPEN MORE THAN ONCE? 318 00:14:19,389 --> 00:14:21,531 I CAN'T SAY THAT EITHER. 319 00:14:21,531 --> 00:14:23,133 SHE CAN'T SAY ANYTHING. 320 00:14:23,133 --> 00:14:24,965 WE'RE GONNA UNWIND THIS, MEREDITH. 321 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:27,998 KAREV IS FIGURING OUT WHAT CASES HE WAS ON WHEN HE SAW YOU, 322 00:14:27,998 --> 00:14:30,870 HE'LL NARROW DOWN THE DATES, WE'LL KNOW WHICH PATIENTS-- 323 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:33,573 NOTHING I DID CHANGED THE TRIAL. 324 00:14:33,573 --> 00:14:37,277 UH, FIRE ME. DO WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO DO. LOOK, YOU DON'T GET TO CHOOSE, OKAY? 325 00:14:37,277 --> 00:14:40,110 (knock on door) 326 00:14:40,110 --> 00:14:44,314 YOU DON'T GET TO DECIDE WHO GETS THE DRUG OR THE PLACEBO. 327 00:14:44,314 --> 00:14:47,017 YOU DON'T GET TO DECIDE WHAT INFORMATION THE TRIAL GETS. (door opens) 328 00:14:47,017 --> 00:14:50,660 ANYTHING I TELL YOU AFFECTS THE TRIAL. 329 00:14:50,660 --> 00:14:54,024 IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID, THE TRIAL STAYS BLIND. 330 00:14:54,024 --> 00:14:56,566 THE TRIAL IS OVER. YOU SCREWED ME. 331 00:14:56,566 --> 00:14:59,129 YOU SCREWED THIS HOSPITAL. AND YOU SCREWED YOURSELF. 332 00:14:59,129 --> 00:15:01,301 THIS IS YOUR DISEASE WE'RE TRYING TO CURE. 333 00:15:01,301 --> 00:15:04,134 I MEAN, I COULD'VE PICKED PARKINSON'S... IT WAS ADELE. 334 00:15:04,134 --> 00:15:06,176 OR LOU GEHRIG'S DISEASE, BUT I DID THIS FOR YOU. 335 00:15:06,176 --> 00:15:08,138 DEREK, IT WAS ADELE. 336 00:15:15,986 --> 00:15:18,448 (exhales) 337 00:15:18,448 --> 00:15:20,450 UH, MAYBE I SHOULD PUT 338 00:15:20,450 --> 00:15:23,423 SOME I.V. FLUIDS IN THE HEATER WARM THEM UP? NO. 339 00:15:23,423 --> 00:15:26,496 BUT IF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN THE WATER FOR THAT LONG-- APRIL-- 340 00:15:26,496 --> 00:15:29,099 BUT IF WE JUST-- (Mark) NO ONE'S COMING. 341 00:15:29,099 --> 00:15:34,104 IF IT'S TAKING THIS LONG, NOBODY SURVIVED. 342 00:15:35,505 --> 00:15:36,967 (sighs) 343 00:15:49,379 --> 00:15:51,321 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 344 00:15:51,321 --> 00:15:53,053 I DON'T KNOW. 345 00:15:53,053 --> 00:15:55,685 WELL, THE PROTOCOL IS FAIRLY CLEAR. 346 00:15:55,685 --> 00:15:58,258 ARE YOU ENCOURAGING HIM TO FIRE ME? 347 00:15:58,258 --> 00:16:01,461 LOOK, DEREK, I BASICALLY PRESSURED HER TO DO IT. MM. 348 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:04,194 YOU'D HAVE TO FIRE US BOTH. 349 00:16:04,194 --> 00:16:06,236 (door opens) 350 00:16:06,236 --> 00:16:08,038 (door slams) 351 00:16:08,038 --> 00:16:10,070 (sighs) 352 00:16:10,070 --> 00:16:12,072 I'M GONNA HAVE TO SUSPEND YOU 353 00:16:12,072 --> 00:16:14,074 SO IT DOESN'T LOOK SO BAD. 354 00:16:14,074 --> 00:16:15,745 THE STUDY... 355 00:16:15,745 --> 00:16:18,348 I NEED TO TURN THE WHOLE MESS OVER TO THE F.D.A., 356 00:16:18,348 --> 00:16:20,350 LET THEM FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH IT. 357 00:16:20,350 --> 00:16:23,313 I MEAN, I-I CAN'T. I JUST-- (knock on door) 358 00:16:30,260 --> 00:16:31,461 MEREDITH... 359 00:16:31,461 --> 00:16:33,123 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO... 360 00:16:33,123 --> 00:16:34,694 I KNOW. 361 00:16:41,601 --> 00:16:45,505 EMERGENCY SERVICES HAS BEGUN IDENTIFYING BODIES. 362 00:16:45,505 --> 00:16:47,337 THEY'VE GIVEN US A LIST. 363 00:16:47,337 --> 00:16:50,009 THE AIRLINE REPS ARE ON THEIR WAY. 364 00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:52,742 WE'VE GOT SOCIAL WORKERS HERE AND MORE COMING. 365 00:16:52,742 --> 00:16:56,086 IT'S A LONG LIST. EACH OF YOU HAVE FAMILIES TO INFORM. 366 00:16:56,086 --> 00:16:58,088 SO, UH, PLEASE BE OUTSIDE THE CAFETERIA 367 00:16:58,088 --> 00:16:59,489 INEXACTLYONE HOUR. 368 00:16:59,489 --> 00:17:01,551 YOU'LL CALL ONE FAMILY AT A TIME. 369 00:17:01,551 --> 00:17:03,553 AND YOU'LL BE ASSIGNED A ROOM 370 00:17:03,553 --> 00:17:06,056 TO TAKE THEM TO AND DELIVER THE NEWS. 371 00:17:06,056 --> 00:17:08,358 IT'S GONNA BE A-A LONG DAY. 372 00:17:08,358 --> 00:17:11,201 THAT'S IT. 373 00:17:11,201 --> 00:17:14,564 (indistinct conversations) 374 00:17:28,718 --> 00:17:31,321 DR. HUNT, YOU GAVE CHIEF RESIDENT TO KEPNER? 375 00:17:31,321 --> 00:17:33,323 IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME OR GREY. 376 00:17:33,323 --> 00:17:35,325 DO YOU THINK ANYONE'S GONNA LISTEN TO KEPNER? 377 00:17:35,325 --> 00:17:38,358 IT'S GONNA BE COMPLETE CHAOS. YOU THINK ANYONE'S GONNA LISTEN TO YOU? 378 00:17:38,358 --> 00:17:40,390 YOU JUST SOLD OUT THE ONE UNIVERSALLY LIKED INDIVIDUAL 379 00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:42,762 AT THIS HOSPITAL. EVERYONE IS GONNA HATE YOU. 380 00:17:42,762 --> 00:17:44,764 A CHIEF RESIDENT'S SUPPOSED TO MANAGE THEIR PEERS, 381 00:17:44,764 --> 00:17:47,367 BE A RESOURCE AND A SUPPORT. AFTER WHAT YOU DID, 382 00:17:47,367 --> 00:17:50,340 DO YOU THINK ANYONE IS GONNA COME TO YOU FOR ANYTHING? 383 00:17:50,340 --> 00:17:52,342 I WAS PLANNING TO GIVE IT TO YOU. 384 00:17:52,342 --> 00:17:55,245 AND NOW? 385 00:17:55,245 --> 00:17:57,747 (woman) SO IT'S POSSIBLE THAT WE'LL NEVER... 386 00:17:57,747 --> 00:17:59,649 THAT WE JUST... 387 00:17:59,649 --> 00:18:02,081 WE JUST WON'T GET THE TREATMENT? 388 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,083 IT'S A POSSIBILITY, YES. 389 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:06,416 OH, MY GOD. THIS ISN'T RIGHT. 390 00:18:06,416 --> 00:18:08,087 WE'RE SO CLOSE. 391 00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:11,121 HE NEEDS THIS. CAN YOU JUST... IS IT KILLING PEOPLE? 392 00:18:11,121 --> 00:18:13,823 NO. SO GIVE IT TO HIM ANYWAY. 393 00:18:13,823 --> 00:18:17,297 I WISH WE COULD. NO.DON'T GIVE ME THAT. 394 00:18:17,297 --> 00:18:20,230 YOUCAN AND YOU'RE CHOOSING NOT TO. AUDREY-- 395 00:18:20,230 --> 00:18:22,672 NO. THEY SAY THERE'S NOTHING THEY CAN DO. 396 00:18:22,672 --> 00:18:25,335 THERE'S A DRUG IN A BOX IN THIS HOSPITAL, 397 00:18:25,335 --> 00:18:27,106 AND YOU WERE ON THE SCHEDULE. 398 00:18:27,106 --> 00:18:29,309 MY CHILDREN'S FATHER IS DISAPPEARING. 399 00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:32,111 GIVE HIM THE DAMN DRUG! 400 00:18:35,345 --> 00:18:36,746 (man speaks indistinctly) 401 00:18:36,746 --> 00:18:39,749 I COULD TAKE A LEAVE FOR SIX MONTHS OR A YEAR. 402 00:18:39,749 --> 00:18:41,491 NO, YOU COULDN'T. 403 00:18:41,491 --> 00:18:44,224 YES, I--SURE, I COULD. THEY'RE NOT GONNA FIRE ME. NO. 404 00:18:44,224 --> 00:18:46,626 STOP SAYING NO. I'M TELLING YOU, I WANT THIS. 405 00:18:46,626 --> 00:18:48,358 I CAN DO THIS. 406 00:18:48,358 --> 00:18:50,660 THISDOES NOT HAVE TO BE YOUR PROBLEM. 407 00:18:50,660 --> 00:18:53,363 IT'LL BE MY PROBLEM. YOU WOULDN'T EVEN-- 408 00:18:53,363 --> 00:18:55,805 WHAT, NOTICE? IT'LL BE A BABY. 409 00:18:55,805 --> 00:18:59,669 I'M NOT A MONSTER. IF I HAVE A BABY, I'LL--I'LL LOVE IT. 410 00:18:59,669 --> 00:19:01,811 THAT'S THE PROBLEM. 411 00:19:01,811 --> 00:19:04,714 (laughs) THAT YOU'LL LOVE IT. 412 00:19:04,714 --> 00:19:07,477 THAT--THAT'S A PROBLEM THAT WE CAN WORK WITH. 413 00:19:07,477 --> 00:19:09,479 I'M SORRY. ARE YOU LAUGHING RIGHT NOW? 414 00:19:09,479 --> 00:19:12,682 NO, NO. I'M JUST--I'M NOT-- I JUST... 415 00:19:12,682 --> 00:19:14,284 I LOVE YOU. 416 00:19:14,284 --> 00:19:16,686 WHAT IS SO-- ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME? 417 00:19:16,686 --> 00:19:18,688 YES. I'M JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 418 00:19:18,688 --> 00:19:20,690 SOME KIND OF A COMPROMISE. 419 00:19:20,690 --> 00:19:22,832 OKAY, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? THERE IS NO COMPROMISE. 420 00:19:22,832 --> 00:19:24,834 YOU DON'T HAVE HALF A BABY. 421 00:19:24,834 --> 00:19:26,696 I DON'T WANT ONE. 422 00:19:26,696 --> 00:19:28,698 OKAY, I-IT ISN'T ABOUT WORK. 423 00:19:28,698 --> 00:19:30,700 THIS ISN'T A SCHEDULING CONFLICT. 424 00:19:30,700 --> 00:19:32,442 I DON'T WANT TO BE A MOTHER. 425 00:19:32,442 --> 00:19:34,704 CRISTINA, DO YOU LOVE ME? 426 00:19:34,704 --> 00:19:36,446 OF COURSE I DO. 427 00:19:36,446 --> 00:19:38,177 DO YOU TRUST ME? 428 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,809 I... Y-YES. 429 00:19:39,809 --> 00:19:42,712 YOU'D BE A GREAT MOTHER. YOU WOULD. 430 00:19:42,712 --> 00:19:45,485 I-I KNOW YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME, BUT IT IS TRUE. 431 00:19:45,485 --> 00:19:47,887 JUST SIT WITH THIS FOR A LITTLE WHILE, 432 00:19:47,887 --> 00:19:51,761 THIS TERRIBLE IDEA THAT YOU MIGHT LOVE A BABY. 433 00:19:51,761 --> 00:19:53,763 JUST FOR ME, SIT WITH IT-- 434 00:19:53,763 --> 00:19:56,766 DID YOU EVEN HEAR--I MEAN, OKAY. WHY WOULD I DO THAT? 435 00:19:56,766 --> 00:19:59,329 BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME. YOU LOVE ME. 436 00:19:59,329 --> 00:20:02,402 THAT'S WHY. 437 00:20:03,873 --> 00:20:05,835 (Lexie) I HAVE THREE NAMES. 438 00:20:05,835 --> 00:20:08,207 I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS THREE TIMES. 439 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:10,480 ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER. 440 00:20:10,480 --> 00:20:12,612 OH, I'VE GOT SOMETHING THAT'LL CHEER YOU UP. 441 00:20:12,612 --> 00:20:14,444 SLOAN GAVE US HIS BLESSING. 442 00:20:14,444 --> 00:20:16,446 WELL, THAT'S NOT REALLY RIGHT. 443 00:20:16,446 --> 00:20:19,889 MORE LIKE HE GAVE YOU TO ME, WHICH WAS NICE. 444 00:20:19,889 --> 00:20:21,621 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 445 00:20:21,621 --> 00:20:25,395 YEP. THOUGH I PROBABLY OWE HIM A GOAT. 446 00:20:25,395 --> 00:20:27,827 (chuckles) 447 00:20:27,827 --> 00:20:29,299 OKAY. 448 00:20:29,299 --> 00:20:31,230 ALL RIGHT. LET'S DO IT. 449 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:35,265 (indistinct conversations) 450 00:20:41,010 --> 00:20:44,514 IS THE SCHOMAN FAMILY HERE-- JESSICA AND MAXWELL? 451 00:20:44,514 --> 00:20:47,016 JASON SCHOMAN. HE'S OUR SON. 452 00:20:47,016 --> 00:20:49,749 I'M DR. ALTMAN. WILL YOU FOLLOW ME, PLEASE? 453 00:20:49,749 --> 00:20:52,021 (lowered voice) THEY THINK IT'S GOOD NEWS. 454 00:20:52,021 --> 00:20:54,253 ELAINE CHEN. 455 00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:57,787 MA'AM, I'M DR. SLOAN. WHY DON'T YOU COME WITH ME? 456 00:20:57,787 --> 00:21:00,790 UH, GILDA AND MIGUEL RUIZ? 457 00:21:00,790 --> 00:21:03,593 (lowered voice) THIS IS A NIGHTMARE. 458 00:21:03,593 --> 00:21:07,266 HI, I'M DR. BAILEY. COME WITH ME, PLEASE. 459 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:10,440 (indistinct conversations) 460 00:21:15,705 --> 00:21:17,677 (sighs) 461 00:21:25,355 --> 00:21:26,786 (Teddy) HEY. 462 00:21:26,786 --> 00:21:29,789 I BROUGHT SOME PUDDING. 463 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:31,661 THAT'S WHY YOU'RE HERE? 464 00:21:31,661 --> 00:21:34,424 I'VE GOT A GOOD NURSE. SHE'LL HOOK ME UP WITH PUDDING. 465 00:21:34,424 --> 00:21:35,825 I KNOW. IT'S JUST... 466 00:21:35,825 --> 00:21:37,827 OH, I JUST SPENT THE LAST TWO HOURS 467 00:21:37,827 --> 00:21:40,069 TELLING PEOPLE THAT THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS WERE DEAD, 468 00:21:40,069 --> 00:21:42,732 AND I NEEDED TO--WELL, I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI... 469 00:21:42,732 --> 00:21:44,334 (chuckles) OR BYE AGAIN. 470 00:21:44,334 --> 00:21:45,735 I DON'T KNOW. I-- 471 00:21:45,735 --> 00:21:48,838 I REALLY TRIED TO BE A GENTLEMAN ABOUT ALL THIS. 472 00:21:48,838 --> 00:21:52,512 BUT NOW YOU NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 473 00:21:52,512 --> 00:21:55,515 LETTING YOU GO WAS THE WORST THING I'VE EVER DONE. 474 00:21:55,515 --> 00:21:58,448 IT WAS THE MOST PAINFUL THING I'VE EVER DONE, AND I'M A GUY 475 00:21:58,448 --> 00:22:00,450 WHO HAS HAD 82 SURGERIES. 476 00:22:00,450 --> 00:22:02,522 MY THRESHOLD FOR PAIN IS PRETTY HIGH. 477 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:04,654 YOU NEEDTO GET OUT. 478 00:22:04,654 --> 00:22:08,458 I'M NOT YOUR BEST BUD. I'M NOT YOUR SECURITY BLANKET. 479 00:22:08,458 --> 00:22:10,830 I'M A MAN WHO'S IN LOVE WITH YOU, 480 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:13,733 WHO WALTZED YOU INTO THE ARMS OF A DAMN KNIGHT ON A HORSE. 481 00:22:13,733 --> 00:22:15,735 SO GO TO GERMANY 482 00:22:15,735 --> 00:22:18,007 AND HAVE LITTLE SPAETZLE-EATING CHILDREN. 483 00:22:18,007 --> 00:22:20,840 AND PLEASE, FOR GOD SAKES, 484 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:23,543 LEAVE ME ALONE. 485 00:22:32,752 --> 00:22:35,755 (sighs) THE CAFETERIA IS PANDEMONIUM. 486 00:22:35,755 --> 00:22:37,757 WAILING PEOPLE EVERYWHERE. 487 00:22:37,757 --> 00:22:39,759 ARE YOU ADMITTING ANYONE? 488 00:22:39,759 --> 00:22:43,062 NO, WE'RE SIGNING IN A FEW SO WE CAN GIVE 'EM SEDATIVES. 489 00:22:43,062 --> 00:22:45,635 (computer beeps) THAT'S ABOUT IT. 490 00:22:45,635 --> 00:22:48,898 (telephone rings) 491 00:22:48,898 --> 00:22:50,039 (ring) 492 00:22:50,039 --> 00:22:53,372 E.R. 493 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:55,104 THERE'S A SURVIVOR. 494 00:22:55,104 --> 00:22:56,876 (siren wails) 495 00:22:56,876 --> 00:22:59,479 ARE YOU LEAVING? NO, I DIDN'T GET FIRED. 496 00:22:59,479 --> 00:23:02,582 I KNOW THAT'S DISAPPOINTING TO YOU. MY TRIAL IS ABOUT TO DISAPPEAR. 497 00:23:02,582 --> 00:23:05,555 YOU REALLY WANT TO ACT LIKE I'M THE BAD GUY HERE? 498 00:23:05,555 --> 00:23:08,918 NO, I DON'T. I KNOW THE FACT THAT IT IS ADELE CHANGES THINGS FOR RICHARD, 499 00:23:08,918 --> 00:23:11,390 BUT IT DOESN'T FOR ME. OH, I UNDERSTAND THAT. 500 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:12,862 YOU COULDN'T POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THAT. 501 00:23:12,862 --> 00:23:14,864 IF YOU WERE FOCUSED ON THE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE 502 00:23:14,864 --> 00:23:16,866 WITH ALZHEIMER'S WHOSE LIVES COULD'VE BEEN DIFFERENT, 503 00:23:16,866 --> 00:23:19,669 WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER BECAUSE OF THIS DRUG, 504 00:23:19,669 --> 00:23:22,401 THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL YOU WOULD'VE PULLED THIS STUNT. 505 00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:25,404 HOW IS IT THAT YOU DON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE 506 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:27,537 BETWEEN RIGHT AND WRONG? 507 00:23:27,537 --> 00:23:28,938 BECAUSE I DON'T THINK 508 00:23:28,938 --> 00:23:31,140 THAT THINGS ARE SIMPLY RIGHT OR WRONG. 509 00:23:31,140 --> 00:23:33,082 THINGS ARE MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT. 510 00:23:33,082 --> 00:23:35,084 THIS WAS MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT. 511 00:23:35,084 --> 00:23:38,548 IT'S COMPLICATED THAT IT WAS ADELE AND RICHARD. 512 00:23:38,548 --> 00:23:42,121 IT'S COMPLICATED THAT WE HAVE A DRUG IN A BOX 513 00:23:42,121 --> 00:23:44,694 THAT COULD HELP HER. 514 00:23:44,694 --> 00:23:47,497 THERE'S NOTHING SIMPLE ABOUT THAT. 515 00:23:47,497 --> 00:23:51,461 I AM VERY SORRY THAT I MESSED EVERYTHING UP. 516 00:23:51,461 --> 00:23:53,833 BUT I WOULD DO IT AGAIN. 517 00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:56,035 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO RAISE A CHILD 518 00:23:56,035 --> 00:23:58,037 WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT 519 00:23:58,037 --> 00:24:01,571 THERE'S A... A RIGHT AND A WRONG IN THE WORLD. 520 00:24:01,571 --> 00:24:04,814 (elbow's "Lippy Kids" playing) 521 00:24:04,814 --> 00:24:07,777 SO NOW I'M GONNA BE A BAD MOTHER. 522 00:24:07,777 --> 00:24:09,779 THAT'S WHERE WE'RE GOING WITH THIS? 523 00:24:09,779 --> 00:24:12,852 YOU'VE BEEN SAYING IT FOR WEEKS. 524 00:24:12,852 --> 00:24:14,724 MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT. 525 00:24:14,724 --> 00:24:18,588 ♪♪♪ 526 00:24:18,588 --> 00:24:19,829 OKAY. 527 00:24:19,829 --> 00:24:21,831 (pager beeps and buzzes) MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT. 528 00:24:21,831 --> 00:24:23,833 I JUST NEED SOME TIME TO THINK. 529 00:24:23,833 --> 00:24:25,835 I JUST... (beeps and buzzes) 530 00:24:25,835 --> 00:24:27,667 I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. 531 00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:29,168 (cell phone chimes) 532 00:24:29,168 --> 00:24:31,971 ♪ SETTLING LIKE CROWS ♪ 533 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:34,774 SARAH GORDON--G.C.S. OF 6, HEAD INJURY 534 00:24:34,774 --> 00:24:36,776 AND MULTIPLE CONTUSIONS TO MID-TORSO. 535 00:24:36,776 --> 00:24:39,609 SYSTOLIC 70s IN THE FIELD. (Mark) UNACCOMPANIED MINOR? 536 00:24:39,609 --> 00:24:41,751 YEAH, SHE WAS FLYING ALONE. ON MY COUNT. 537 00:24:41,751 --> 00:24:45,054 ONE, TWO, THREE. OKAY, I NEED X-RAY IN HERE. 538 00:24:45,054 --> 00:24:47,116 WE NEED TO SHOOT A C-SPINE, CHEST, AND PELVIS. (Richard) ABDOMEN'S RIGID. 539 00:24:47,116 --> 00:24:49,919 I'VE GOT THE ULTRASOUND. LARGE HEMATOMA ON THE LEFT TEMPORAL LOBE. 540 00:24:49,919 --> 00:24:52,491 (Teddy) BREATH SOUNDS ARE EQUAL. FOLKS, WE'VE GOT EYES. 541 00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:54,594 LET ME GET IN THERE. SARAH, I'M DR. SHEPHERD. 542 00:24:54,594 --> 00:24:56,696 YOU SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE AROUND YOU? 543 00:24:56,696 --> 00:24:58,167 THEY'RE DOCTORS. 544 00:24:58,167 --> 00:25:01,100 YOU EVER SEEN THIS MANY DOCTORS BEFORE? 545 00:25:01,100 --> 00:25:04,534 HEY, DON'T WORRY. WE'RE ALL HERE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, OKAY? 546 00:25:04,534 --> 00:25:06,906 HEY, HONEY. 547 00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:09,178 THEY FOUND HIS BODY. 548 00:25:09,178 --> 00:25:13,082 (exhales) BECAUSE HIS WALLET WAS STILL IN HIS POCKET. 549 00:25:13,082 --> 00:25:16,115 THEY SAID BECAUSE THE IMPACT. 550 00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:17,987 I DON'T KNOW. 551 00:25:17,987 --> 00:25:19,288 MAYBE IT WAS FAST. 552 00:25:19,288 --> 00:25:21,951 ♪ A FRESHLY PAINTED ANGEL ♪ 553 00:25:21,951 --> 00:25:25,725 OH, MY GOD. I'M SO SORRY. 554 00:25:25,725 --> 00:25:27,727 ♪ WALKING ON WALLS ♪ 555 00:25:27,727 --> 00:25:29,128 (crying) THERE'S NO BATTERY. 556 00:25:29,128 --> 00:25:32,061 I'M PUSHING THE BUTTON. I DON'T HEAR ANYTHING. 557 00:25:32,061 --> 00:25:35,064 HONEY, LET ME TRY, OKAY? THE BATTERY IS DEAD. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA TRY? 558 00:25:35,064 --> 00:25:37,066 (whispers) OKAY, OKAY, OKAY, OKAY. 559 00:25:37,066 --> 00:25:39,739 MA'AM. CAN I HELP YOU? 560 00:25:39,739 --> 00:25:41,540 WE HAVE TO CALL SOMEONE... 561 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,973 (sobs) BUT THE CELL PHONE'S NOT WORKING. 562 00:25:43,973 --> 00:25:46,315 OKAY, WELL, WE HAVE PHONES THAT YOU CAN USE. UH, JENNY. 563 00:25:46,315 --> 00:25:48,547 I'LL DO IT. I'LL DO IT. 564 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:51,951 (crying) WHY DON'T YOU TAKE A SEAT? 565 00:25:51,951 --> 00:25:53,983 YES, JUST DIAL 9. 566 00:25:53,983 --> 00:25:58,688 ♪ BUILD A ROCKET BOYS! ♪ 567 00:25:58,688 --> 00:26:01,861 EXCUSE ME. IS THE GORDON FAMILY HERE? 568 00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:04,063 THE GORDONS? 569 00:26:04,063 --> 00:26:07,566 ♪ DO THEY KNOW THOSE DAYS ♪ 570 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:08,968 ♪ ARE GOLDEN? ♪ 571 00:26:08,968 --> 00:26:10,740 THEY FOUND SOMEBODY? 572 00:26:10,740 --> 00:26:12,942 A LITTLE GIRL. UNACCOMPANIED MINOR. 573 00:26:12,942 --> 00:26:15,144 THEY'RE OPERATING ON HER RIGHT NOW. 574 00:26:15,144 --> 00:26:17,747 THANK YOU. YEAH. 575 00:26:17,747 --> 00:26:19,949 WE SHOULD GO HOME, HONEY. 576 00:26:19,949 --> 00:26:22,011 ♪ BUILD A ROCKET BOYS! ♪ 577 00:26:22,011 --> 00:26:24,113 A LITTLE GIRL MADE IT. SHE'S ALIVE. 578 00:26:24,113 --> 00:26:26,585 I THINK WE SHOULD STAY. 579 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:29,188 SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANYONE. HER PARENTS AREN'T HERE YET. 580 00:26:29,188 --> 00:26:31,260 I THINK WE SHOULD STAY. GILDA-- 581 00:26:31,260 --> 00:26:33,723 IF MATTHEW HAD BEEN... 582 00:26:33,723 --> 00:26:37,296 (sobs) 583 00:26:37,296 --> 00:26:42,972 I WOULD LIKE... TO STAY. 584 00:26:46,906 --> 00:26:49,308 (indistinct conversations) 585 00:26:49,308 --> 00:26:51,210 OKAY. 586 00:26:51,210 --> 00:26:53,643 OKAY. 587 00:26:53,643 --> 00:26:55,945 WE'LL STAY. 588 00:26:55,945 --> 00:27:00,149 ♪♪♪ 589 00:27:02,992 --> 00:27:04,894 I'LL, UH... 590 00:27:04,894 --> 00:27:07,396 I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW SHE'S DOING. 591 00:27:07,396 --> 00:27:12,101 ♪♪♪ 592 00:27:12,101 --> 00:27:14,103 MER. 593 00:27:14,103 --> 00:27:16,105 OH, THE ADOPTION LADY'S PAGING ME. DEREK'S A.W.O.L. 594 00:27:16,105 --> 00:27:18,107 HE'S NOT EVEN SPEAKING TO ME. 595 00:27:18,107 --> 00:27:21,110 WAIT A MINUTE. IS IT A TRUE? WHAT--WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? 596 00:27:21,110 --> 00:27:23,112 I WAS THINKING THAT THE CHIEF'S WIFE 597 00:27:23,112 --> 00:27:25,174 WAS ABOUT TO HAVE SALINE INJECTED IN HER BRAIN 598 00:27:25,174 --> 00:27:27,176 INSTEAD OF A DRUG THAT COULD STOP HER 599 00:27:27,176 --> 00:27:30,049 FROM BEING A GORKED-OUT LUMP. DEREK'S HEAD ALMOST EXPLODED. 600 00:27:30,049 --> 00:27:32,051 ARE THEY GONNA FIRE YOU? I'M SUSPENDED. 601 00:27:32,051 --> 00:27:35,384 THE CHIEF BACKED WAY OFF WHEN HE FOUND OUT IT WAS ADELE. 602 00:27:35,384 --> 00:27:37,857 I DID WHAT I HAD TO DO. MEREDITH-- 603 00:27:37,857 --> 00:27:40,930 AND I COULDN'T LIVE WITH MYSELF IF I'D DONE ANYTHING DIFFERENT. (speaking indistinctly) 604 00:27:40,930 --> 00:27:43,793 AND KAREV IS TRYING TO RUINMY LIFE. 605 00:27:43,793 --> 00:27:45,795 MER. 606 00:27:45,795 --> 00:27:48,397 (woman speaking indistinctly over p.a.) 607 00:27:48,397 --> 00:27:51,040 WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER? I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. 608 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:54,003 JANET, ANYTHING HE SAYS-- CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP FOR ONE SECOND? 609 00:27:54,003 --> 00:27:56,675 THIS ISN'T ABOUT THAT. 610 00:27:56,675 --> 00:27:57,947 (sighs) 611 00:27:57,947 --> 00:28:00,810 WE'RE GRANTING YOU TEMPORARY CUSTODY OF ZOLA, 612 00:28:00,810 --> 00:28:02,882 PENDING THE COMPLETION OF THE PETITION, 613 00:28:02,882 --> 00:28:05,254 AT WHICH POINT, ASSUMING ALL GOES WELL, 614 00:28:05,254 --> 00:28:07,887 YOU'LL BE GRANTED PERMANENT CUSTODY. 615 00:28:07,887 --> 00:28:10,289 AND HER DOCTOR HERE SAYS SHE'S DOING GREAT, 616 00:28:10,289 --> 00:28:13,262 SO YOU CAN TAKE HER HOME... 617 00:28:13,262 --> 00:28:15,694 TODAY. 618 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:18,227 HER INCISIONS LOOK FINE. SHE'S TOLERATING A NORMAL DIET. 619 00:28:18,227 --> 00:28:21,030 SHE'LL NEED NEURO FOLLOW-UPS. SHE'S STILL ON ANTIBIOTICS. 620 00:28:21,030 --> 00:28:24,433 UH, HERE'S A PRESCRIPTION FOR ANY PAIN MEDS SHE MIGHT NEED, 621 00:28:24,433 --> 00:28:27,036 BUT SHE'S BEEN FINE THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. 622 00:28:27,036 --> 00:28:30,239 DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT ANYTHING? 623 00:28:33,442 --> 00:28:36,245 MEREDITH, DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS? 624 00:28:47,056 --> 00:28:48,197 HEY. 625 00:28:48,197 --> 00:28:49,799 OH, HI. YOU DONE? 626 00:28:49,799 --> 00:28:51,460 UH, NO, NO. 627 00:28:53,132 --> 00:28:55,434 I STILL HAVE SOME MORE, UH, FAMILIES. 628 00:28:55,434 --> 00:28:59,038 UH, SORRY I PAGED YOU. I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOUR FACE. 629 00:28:59,038 --> 00:29:01,040 I THINK, YOU KNOW, SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENS, 630 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:02,842 YOU JUST... 631 00:29:02,842 --> 00:29:05,875 YOU WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE. 632 00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:09,018 (sighs) 633 00:29:09,018 --> 00:29:11,821 SO WE'RE BOOKED ON A 9:00 A.M. FLIGHT TOMORROW. 634 00:29:11,821 --> 00:29:14,824 LET'S JUST SPEND THE NIGHT IN SOME FANCY HOTEL, 635 00:29:14,824 --> 00:29:17,226 JUST NEVER GET OUT OF THE BATH. 636 00:29:17,226 --> 00:29:20,129 WHAT? ARE YOU OKAY? 637 00:29:20,129 --> 00:29:22,761 (fusses) 638 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:25,764 DEREK, I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME, 639 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,967 BUT THIS IS IMPORTANT. 640 00:29:27,967 --> 00:29:30,039 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 641 00:29:30,039 --> 00:29:33,903 I'M YOUR WIFE. YOU NEED TO CALL ME BACK. 642 00:29:33,903 --> 00:29:35,304 (cell phone beeps) 643 00:29:35,304 --> 00:29:36,906 (Zola cries) 644 00:29:36,906 --> 00:29:38,247 (sighs) 645 00:29:38,247 --> 00:29:40,279 (indistinct conversations) 646 00:29:40,279 --> 00:29:42,281 DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE THERE'S A NURSE 647 00:29:42,281 --> 00:29:44,013 OR AN INFORMATION PERSON? 648 00:29:44,013 --> 00:29:45,414 SHE SHOULD BE RIGHT BACK. 649 00:29:45,414 --> 00:29:47,516 MY DAUGHTER WAS IN THE CRASH. 650 00:29:47,516 --> 00:29:50,259 THEY SAID SHE HAD TO HAVE SURGERY. ARE WE SUPPOSED TO-- 651 00:29:50,259 --> 00:29:52,862 YOU'RE MRS. GORDON? YES. SARAH GORDON IS MY D-- 652 00:29:52,862 --> 00:29:54,523 THEY'RE STILL OPERATING. 653 00:29:54,523 --> 00:29:56,525 THE DOCTORS HAVE BEEN HERE EVERY HALF-HOUR. 654 00:29:56,525 --> 00:29:59,929 THEY'LL BE HERE ANY MINUTE. SAY, WOULD YOU LIKE SOME COFFEE OR-- 655 00:29:59,929 --> 00:30:01,800 I'LL GET IT. I'LL GET IT. 656 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:04,003 HERE, SIT DOWN. YOU MUST HAVE BEEN DRIVING LIKE CRAZY. 657 00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:06,235 I... I DON'T UNDER-- ARE YOU-- 658 00:30:06,235 --> 00:30:08,908 WE HEARD SHE WAS ALONE. 659 00:30:08,908 --> 00:30:12,581 I THOUGHT, AS A PARENT, IF MY CHILD WAS HERE ALONE, I-- 660 00:30:12,581 --> 00:30:14,383 WELL, WE ALL THOUGHT THAT 661 00:30:14,383 --> 00:30:17,416 SHE SHOULD HAVE SOMEONE PULLING FOR HER. 662 00:30:17,416 --> 00:30:19,018 THANK YOU. 663 00:30:19,018 --> 00:30:22,351 THAT'S INCREDIBLE. 664 00:30:25,494 --> 00:30:27,096 (woman) DIAPERS 665 00:30:27,096 --> 00:30:30,159 AND SWADDLE BLANKETS... (gurgles) 666 00:30:30,159 --> 00:30:32,962 AND FORMULA. (babbles) 667 00:30:32,962 --> 00:30:36,135 THESE LITTLE BOTTLES ARE GOOD FOR THE DIAPER BAG. 668 00:30:36,135 --> 00:30:38,137 YOU HAVE A DIAPER BAG? 669 00:30:38,137 --> 00:30:41,340 NO. OH, WE'LL GET YOU ONE. WE'VE GOT A FEW IN THE NICU CLOSET. 670 00:30:41,340 --> 00:30:43,042 YOU KNOW, WE HAVE ALL THIS GEAR-- 671 00:30:43,042 --> 00:30:45,975 THE PARENTS COME IN, THE BABY DOESN'T MAKE IT, 672 00:30:45,975 --> 00:30:48,117 THEY--THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE THE STUFF, 673 00:30:48,117 --> 00:30:50,579 SO THEY JUST LEAVE IT BEHIND. 674 00:30:50,579 --> 00:30:52,581 NOW HERE'S THE PACIFIERS. SHE LIKES THE GREEN ONES. 675 00:30:52,581 --> 00:30:56,085 IS YOUR HUSBAND PUTTING THE CAR SEAT IN THE CAR? 676 00:30:56,085 --> 00:30:59,188 DON'T HAVE A CAR SEAT. NOT EVEN SURE I HAVE A HUSBAND. 677 00:30:59,188 --> 00:31:01,060 (laughs) SURGEONS, RIGHT? 678 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:03,893 YOU PROBABLY FORGET WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE WITHOUT A MASK. 679 00:31:03,893 --> 00:31:05,965 WE'LL GET YOU ONE. 680 00:31:05,965 --> 00:31:07,967 YOU'RE PROBABLY GONNA NEED A PORTA-CRIB, TOO. 681 00:31:07,967 --> 00:31:09,899 I'M GONNA THROW IN SOME MORE DIAPER CREAM. 682 00:31:09,899 --> 00:31:12,541 SHE WENT WITH HER DAD TO VISIT HER GRANDPARENTS, 683 00:31:12,541 --> 00:31:15,544 AND HE HAD TO STAY SO HE PUT HER ON THE PLANE, 684 00:31:15,544 --> 00:31:18,307 AND... THERE WAS A FLIGHT ATTENDANT THAT WATCHED HER 685 00:31:18,307 --> 00:31:20,549 AND WAS SUPPOSED TO WALK HER 686 00:31:20,549 --> 00:31:22,451 TO HER CONNECTING FLIGHT IN VANCOUVER. 687 00:31:22,451 --> 00:31:24,383 WE NEVER IMAGINED... 688 00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,556 GOD, I'M SORRY. 689 00:31:27,556 --> 00:31:31,220 I NEVER EVEN ASKED. YOU HAD SOMEONE ON THE PLANE. 690 00:31:35,024 --> 00:31:37,166 MY SON--MATTHEW. 691 00:31:37,166 --> 00:31:40,029 OH, I-IS HE IN SURGERY, TOO? 692 00:31:42,471 --> 00:31:44,073 (inhales deeply) 693 00:31:44,073 --> 00:31:46,335 YES. 694 00:31:49,939 --> 00:31:52,011 WILL HE BE OKAY? 695 00:31:52,011 --> 00:31:57,686 (voice breaks) YES, HE WILL. 696 00:31:57,686 --> 00:32:01,420 SARAH'S OUT OF SURGERY. YOU CAN COME SEE HER NOW. 697 00:32:19,238 --> 00:32:21,540 (sniffles) 698 00:32:21,540 --> 00:32:23,542 I'M GONNA PRAY FOR YOUR SON. 699 00:32:23,542 --> 00:32:26,215 (sniffles) 700 00:32:43,532 --> 00:32:47,236 (sniffles and whimpers) 701 00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:54,243 HEY. 702 00:32:54,243 --> 00:32:56,145 CAN YOU STAND UP? 703 00:32:56,145 --> 00:32:58,447 I THOUGHT I WAS PRETTY CLEAR, TEDDY. 704 00:32:58,447 --> 00:33:00,449 JUST SHUT UP AND STAND UP. I-I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING, 705 00:33:00,449 --> 00:33:03,112 AND I CAN'T DO IT WHILE YOU'RE LYING IN A HOSPITAL BED. 706 00:33:03,112 --> 00:33:05,984 I DON'T WANT A GOOD-BYE HUG. IT'S GONNA MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. 707 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,987 IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE ME FEEL A-- CAN YOU JUST STAND UP? 708 00:33:20,129 --> 00:33:23,772 (Civalias' "Anything But You" playing) 709 00:33:33,212 --> 00:33:36,485 YOU'RE MY HUSBAND, AND... 710 00:33:36,485 --> 00:33:39,048 ♪ LIKE THE PAINTINGS THAT YOU HANG ♪ 711 00:33:39,048 --> 00:33:42,251 AND I THINK I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU. 712 00:33:42,251 --> 00:33:45,694 ♪ ONLY YOU CAN READ YOUR MIND ♪ 713 00:33:45,694 --> 00:33:49,098 ♪ AND YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY ♪ 714 00:33:49,098 --> 00:33:52,631 ♪ THAT YOUR SMILE MAKES MY DAY ♪ 715 00:33:52,631 --> 00:33:54,233 (vending machine clatters) 716 00:33:54,233 --> 00:33:56,235 ♪ A LITTLE BETTER EVERY TIME ♪ 717 00:33:58,036 --> 00:34:00,309 ♪ AND I JUST DON'T KNOW ♪ 718 00:34:00,309 --> 00:34:02,171 HEY, HOW YOU DOING? 719 00:34:02,171 --> 00:34:04,173 UGH. NOT NOW, MARK. 720 00:34:04,173 --> 00:34:07,116 OH, COME ON, LEXIE. YOU'VE BEEN IN THE DEAD ZONE ALL DAY-- 721 00:34:07,116 --> 00:34:09,118 YOU HAVE TO STOP. 722 00:34:09,118 --> 00:34:12,181 YOU GOTTA STOP TALKING TO ME AND CHECKING ON ME 723 00:34:12,181 --> 00:34:15,384 AND TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEND. 724 00:34:15,384 --> 00:34:17,256 I LOVE YOU, 725 00:34:17,256 --> 00:34:19,488 AND I AM ALWAYS GONNA LOVE YOU. 726 00:34:19,488 --> 00:34:21,490 BUT I DON'T WANT TO LOVE YOU. 727 00:34:21,490 --> 00:34:24,393 I WANT TO BE HAPPY, AND JACKSON MAKES ME HAPPY. 728 00:34:24,393 --> 00:34:27,596 AND IF YOU KEEP PULLING AT ME, I'M... 729 00:34:27,596 --> 00:34:30,639 I'LL COME BACK TO YOU. 730 00:34:30,639 --> 00:34:33,242 YOU'RE RIGHT. 731 00:34:33,242 --> 00:34:34,773 I'M SORRY. 732 00:34:34,773 --> 00:34:37,746 YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED. YOU WANTED A FAMILY. 733 00:34:37,746 --> 00:34:40,379 SO PLEASE JUST LET ME HAVE WHAT I WANT. 734 00:34:40,379 --> 00:34:41,810 I SAID YOU WERE RIGHT. 735 00:34:41,810 --> 00:34:44,653 I TOLD AVERY I WAS LETTING YOU GO. 736 00:34:44,653 --> 00:34:47,656 DID HE TELL YOU THAT PART? YEAH. IT'S PATERNALISTIC AND WEIRD. 737 00:34:47,656 --> 00:34:50,159 I'M LETTING YOU GO, LEXIE. 738 00:34:50,159 --> 00:34:53,091 THAT MEANS YOU GOTTA... 739 00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:55,164 WALK AWAY. 740 00:34:55,164 --> 00:34:58,567 ♪ THERE'S A COLD-BLOODED WAVE ♪ 741 00:34:58,567 --> 00:35:01,630 ♪ RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS ♪ 742 00:35:01,630 --> 00:35:04,273 ♪ STRAIGHT INTO YOUR HEART ♪ 743 00:35:04,273 --> 00:35:07,676 CHIEF FRIGGIN' RESIDENT. UNBELIEVABLE. 744 00:35:07,676 --> 00:35:09,408 I'M SORRY. 745 00:35:09,408 --> 00:35:11,410 WHAT? DON'T BE. YOU DESERVE IT. 746 00:35:11,410 --> 00:35:13,442 I'M HAPPY. 747 00:35:13,442 --> 00:35:16,215 HI. CAN YOU TAKE THAT FOR ME? THANKS. 748 00:35:16,215 --> 00:35:18,717 I HAVE WHAT I WANT. (sighs) IT'S BEEN SUCH A CRAPPY YEAR. 749 00:35:18,717 --> 00:35:21,450 I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE BOTH HAPPY. (laughs) 750 00:35:21,450 --> 00:35:23,452 I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY LIKE ME ENOUGH 751 00:35:23,452 --> 00:35:26,455 TO MAKE ME CHIEF RESIDENT. THEY HATED ME FOR SO LONG. 752 00:35:26,455 --> 00:35:29,628 I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY HAVE FRIENDS HERE. WELL, THEY'RE GONNA HATE YOU AGAIN. 753 00:35:29,628 --> 00:35:32,661 IT'S NOW YOUR JOB TO BOSS THEM AROUND. 754 00:35:32,661 --> 00:35:35,664 YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THEY LOVE THAT. (clicking keyboard keys) 755 00:35:35,664 --> 00:35:38,237 OH, GOD. IS THAT TRUE? 756 00:35:38,237 --> 00:35:41,270 (laughs) THAT'S TRUE. 757 00:35:41,270 --> 00:35:43,512 ♪ ...BUT YOU ♪ 758 00:35:43,512 --> 00:35:45,414 (Zola babbling) 759 00:35:45,414 --> 00:35:47,876 OKAY, SO THIS IS THE HOUSE. 760 00:35:47,876 --> 00:35:50,679 THERE'S ANOTHER HOUSE WHERE YOU'RE GONNA HAVE YOUR OWN ROOM, 761 00:35:50,679 --> 00:35:53,682 BUT THAT, RIGHT NOW, IS JUST WOOD AND NO WALLS, 762 00:35:53,682 --> 00:35:55,684 SO WE'RE GONNA STAY HERE FOR A WHILE. 763 00:35:55,684 --> 00:35:57,826 DEREK? (sighs) 764 00:35:57,826 --> 00:36:01,860 OKAY. HE MIGHT BE A.W.O.L. HE'S HAD A BAD DAY. 765 00:36:01,860 --> 00:36:05,764 AND HE'S A LITTLE... (sighs) 766 00:36:05,764 --> 00:36:07,766 PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. (continues babbling) 767 00:36:07,766 --> 00:36:10,269 BUT WE'RE GONNA BE FINE. 768 00:36:10,269 --> 00:36:13,602 SO WE HAD A BIG PLAN IF THIS EVER WORKED OUT. 769 00:36:13,602 --> 00:36:15,744 WE WERE GONNA HAVE A LULLABY FROM MALAWI 770 00:36:15,744 --> 00:36:17,846 TO MAKE EVERYTHING FEEL HOMEY FOR YOU. 771 00:36:17,846 --> 00:36:19,578 TO BE HONEST, 772 00:36:19,578 --> 00:36:22,581 RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T EVEN THINK OF AN AMERICAN LULLABY. 773 00:36:22,581 --> 00:36:25,884 LEXIE. 774 00:36:25,884 --> 00:36:28,257 (sighs) 775 00:36:29,818 --> 00:36:31,820 YOU KNOW, A LOT OF PEOPLE LIVE HERE. 776 00:36:31,820 --> 00:36:33,822 IT GETS KIND OF CRAZY SOMETIMES, 777 00:36:33,822 --> 00:36:35,824 AND IT'S USUALLY NOT THIS QUIET. 778 00:36:35,824 --> 00:36:38,967 (sighs) 779 00:36:38,967 --> 00:36:40,799 ALEX. 780 00:36:42,471 --> 00:36:44,803 (exhales deeply) 781 00:36:50,339 --> 00:36:52,841 OKAY. 782 00:36:52,841 --> 00:36:56,485 WE'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 783 00:36:56,485 --> 00:36:58,887 YOU AND I, WE'RE A TEAM, RIGHT? 784 00:36:58,887 --> 00:37:01,720 WE'RE TOUGH. WE HAVE THAT IN COMMON. 785 00:37:03,392 --> 00:37:05,654 I AM VERY GLAD YOU'RE HERE. 786 00:37:05,654 --> 00:37:09,358 I DIDN'T THINK YOUR FIRST DAY WAS GONNA BE QUITE LIKE THIS. 787 00:37:09,358 --> 00:37:11,360 BUT I AM GONNA GET IT TOGETHER, 788 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:14,863 AND WE ARE GONNA FIGURE IT OUT. 789 00:37:16,535 --> 00:37:20,269 (siren wailing) 790 00:37:26,375 --> 00:37:28,577 TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME. 791 00:37:28,577 --> 00:37:30,248 (chuckles) 792 00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:32,381 I... 793 00:37:33,882 --> 00:37:36,385 I LOVE YOU A VERY GREAT DEAL. 794 00:37:36,385 --> 00:37:38,887 A LOT? 795 00:37:38,887 --> 00:37:42,391 YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH. 796 00:37:42,391 --> 00:37:44,533 I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER THAT. 797 00:37:51,370 --> 00:37:55,704 I MADE AN APPOINTMENT TO TERMINATE THE PREGNANCY. 798 00:37:57,606 --> 00:37:59,608 I'M SORRY IF THIS UPSETS YOU. 799 00:37:59,608 --> 00:38:02,511 I'M SORRY IF THIS ISN'T WHAT YOU WANTED. 800 00:38:02,511 --> 00:38:04,813 BUT... I CANNOT TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE. 801 00:38:04,813 --> 00:38:07,916 I... NEED TO LIE DOWN. I FEEL LIKE CRAP. 802 00:38:07,916 --> 00:38:09,688 THIS IS A MARRIAGE. 803 00:38:09,688 --> 00:38:12,391 I TIED MY LIFE TO YOU. 804 00:38:12,391 --> 00:38:15,293 YOU DON'T DECIDE THIS WITHOUT ME. 805 00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:18,567 DO YOU SEE ME STANDING HERE? MY HEAD IS KILLING ME. 806 00:38:18,567 --> 00:38:21,430 YOU GIVE IN A MARRIAGE. YOU MAKE SACRIFICES. 807 00:38:21,430 --> 00:38:24,533 I'VE MADE MANY, AND I AM ASKING YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME. 808 00:38:24,533 --> 00:38:27,636 CAN YOU SIMPLY CONSIDER DOING SOMETHING FOR ME? 809 00:38:27,636 --> 00:38:30,779 HAVE A BABY? THIS ISN'T PIZZA VERSUS THAI. 810 00:38:30,779 --> 00:38:33,812 YOU DON'T GIVE A LITTLE ON A BABY. CRISTINA, I AM ASKING YOU-- 811 00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:36,345 I AM SAYING NO! 812 00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,630 (exhales) 813 00:38:53,962 --> 00:38:55,704 GET OUT. 814 00:38:55,704 --> 00:38:57,536 ♪♪♪ 815 00:38:57,536 --> 00:38:59,708 ARE YOU-- 816 00:38:59,708 --> 00:39:01,870 BECAUSE I'M DENYING YOU A BABY, YOU'RE TRYING-- 817 00:39:01,870 --> 00:39:03,912 BECAUSE YOU DENIED ME PART OF THE DECISION, 818 00:39:03,912 --> 00:39:06,775 BECAUSE YOU DENIED ME A MARRIAGE. 819 00:39:06,775 --> 00:39:09,878 OH, HOW DARE YOU-- GET OUT! 820 00:39:09,878 --> 00:39:13,782 ♪♪♪ 821 00:39:13,782 --> 00:39:15,584 HI. 822 00:39:15,584 --> 00:39:16,725 HEY. 823 00:39:16,725 --> 00:39:18,126 UM, I'M GONNA GO. 824 00:39:18,126 --> 00:39:22,491 I JUST WANTED TO S-SAY GOOD NIGHT. 825 00:39:22,491 --> 00:39:25,634 I WANT TO COME HOME WITH YOU. 826 00:39:25,634 --> 00:39:27,035 N-- 827 00:39:27,035 --> 00:39:29,968 OH, NO. I CAN'T. UM, TUCK'S WITH ME TONIGHT. 828 00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:31,840 I CAN MEET YOUR SON. (sighs) 829 00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:33,702 I'M NOT GONNA BITE YOUR SON. 830 00:39:33,702 --> 00:39:35,704 NO, IT'S--IT'S JUST NOT THE RIGHT TIME. 831 00:39:35,704 --> 00:39:37,576 UH-HUH. I-I CAN'T-- 832 00:39:37,576 --> 00:39:39,578 THIS IS A RELATIONSHIP. THINGS TODAY WERE BAD. 833 00:39:39,578 --> 00:39:41,650 WE LEAN ON EACH OTHER WHEN THINGS ARE BAD. 834 00:39:41,650 --> 00:39:43,652 THAT INFORMATION'S NOT GONNA HURT YOUR CHILD, 835 00:39:43,652 --> 00:39:46,515 AND IF IT DOES, THEN THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT RELATIONSHIP FOR ME. 836 00:39:46,515 --> 00:39:47,916 (exhales) OKAY. 837 00:39:47,916 --> 00:39:50,519 I CAN CONTROL MYSELF IN YOUR HOUSE. 838 00:39:50,519 --> 00:39:52,521 I'M NOT GONNA TOUCH YOU. OKAY. 839 00:39:52,521 --> 00:39:55,093 YOU JUST--YOU KNOW, YOU COULD TELL HIM I'M YOUR FRIEND. 840 00:39:55,093 --> 00:39:57,796 TELL HIM WHATEVER YOU NEED TO-- OKAY. 841 00:39:57,796 --> 00:39:59,798 ♪♪♪ 842 00:39:59,798 --> 00:40:01,399 (sighs) 843 00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:02,801 OKAY. 844 00:40:02,801 --> 00:40:06,605 (man) ♪ WHY CAN'T YOU EVER SEE ♪ 845 00:40:06,605 --> 00:40:13,482 ♪ WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU? ♪ 846 00:40:13,482 --> 00:40:14,883 (ferry horn blowing) 847 00:40:14,883 --> 00:40:17,616 ♪ WHY CAN'T ♪ 848 00:40:17,616 --> 00:40:20,789 ♪ YOU EVER SEE ♪ 849 00:40:20,789 --> 00:40:25,954 ♪ WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU? ♪ 850 00:40:25,954 --> 00:40:29,027 OH. I WAS HOPING YOU WERE DEREK. 851 00:40:29,027 --> 00:40:31,560 SORRY. WELL, HE TOOK OFF, 852 00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,562 AND THE HOSPITAL GAVE ME A BABY. 853 00:40:33,562 --> 00:40:37,105 SHE'S UPSTAIRS SLEEPING IN SOME DEAD KID'S PORTA-CRIB. 854 00:40:37,105 --> 00:40:39,167 WOW. UH... 855 00:40:39,167 --> 00:40:41,039 UH, I'M GETTING AN ABORTION... 856 00:40:41,039 --> 00:40:43,612 (voice breaks) AND OWEN JUST KICKED ME OUT OF MY HOUSE. 857 00:40:43,612 --> 00:40:46,144 WHAT? YOU'RE-- (normal voice) PREGNANT. 858 00:40:46,144 --> 00:40:48,617 AND YOU'RE-- GETTING AN ABORTION. 859 00:40:48,617 --> 00:40:51,880 WELL... WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? 860 00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:54,923 (voice breaks) YOU HAD A BUSY, BUSY DAY. 861 00:40:54,923 --> 00:40:57,726 THERE'S A REASON I SAID I'D BE HAPPY ALONE. 862 00:40:57,726 --> 00:41:00,128 (Zola crying) 863 00:41:00,128 --> 00:41:02,591 COME UPSTAIRS. I NEED HELP. 864 00:41:02,591 --> 00:41:04,593 I... (sighs) I CAN'T. 865 00:41:04,593 --> 00:41:05,994 (crying continues) 866 00:41:05,994 --> 00:41:07,736 I GOTTA LIE DOWN. 867 00:41:07,736 --> 00:41:10,869 IT WASN'T 'CAUSE I THOUGHT I'D BEHAPPY ALONE. 868 00:41:10,869 --> 00:41:13,171 (crying continues) 869 00:41:13,171 --> 00:41:14,873 ♪ WHY CAN'T... ♪ 870 00:41:14,873 --> 00:41:17,475 IT WAS BECAUSE I THOUGHT IF I LOVED SOMEONE... 871 00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:20,108 (bell on door jingles) AND THEN IT FELL APART... 872 00:41:20,108 --> 00:41:21,710 ♪ WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU? ♪ 873 00:41:21,710 --> 00:41:23,912 I MIGHT NOT MAKE IT. 874 00:41:23,912 --> 00:41:25,654 (indistinct conversations) 875 00:41:25,654 --> 00:41:27,716 TELL ME NOT TO GO TO AFRICA. 876 00:41:27,716 --> 00:41:29,758 ♪ WHY CAN'T... ♪ 877 00:41:29,758 --> 00:41:31,820 ALEX. 878 00:41:31,820 --> 00:41:33,892 GO TO HELL. 879 00:41:33,892 --> 00:41:37,095 ♪ WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU ♪ 880 00:41:37,095 --> 00:41:41,670 IT'S EASIER TO BE ALONE. 881 00:41:41,670 --> 00:41:46,504 BECAUSE WHAT IF YOU LEARN THAT YOU NEED LOVE... 882 00:41:46,504 --> 00:41:48,907 AND THEN YOU DON'T HAVE IT? 883 00:41:48,907 --> 00:41:52,210 WHAT IF YOU LIKE IT 884 00:41:52,210 --> 00:41:55,914 AND LEAN ON IT? 885 00:41:55,914 --> 00:42:00,248 WHAT IF YOU SHAPE YOUR LIFE AROUND IT... 886 00:42:00,248 --> 00:42:02,120 AND THEN... 887 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:05,053 (Zola babbling) 888 00:42:05,053 --> 00:42:08,526 IT FALLS APART? 889 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:11,199 CAN YOU EVEN SURVIVE THAT KIND OF PAIN? 890 00:42:11,199 --> 00:42:12,801 (cell phone rings) 891 00:42:12,801 --> 00:42:13,932 (beeps) 892 00:42:13,932 --> 00:42:16,635 LOSING LOVE IS LIKE ORGAN DAMAGE. 893 00:42:16,635 --> 00:42:18,206 ♪♪♪ 894 00:42:18,206 --> 00:42:21,910 IT'S LIKE DYING. 895 00:42:21,910 --> 00:42:24,943 (groans) 896 00:42:24,943 --> 00:42:28,076 THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS... 897 00:42:28,076 --> 00:42:29,878 DEATH ENDS. 898 00:42:29,878 --> 00:42:31,880 ♪♪♪ 899 00:42:31,880 --> 00:42:33,782 THIS? 900 00:42:35,654 --> 00:42:37,956 IT COULD GO ON FOREVER. 901 00:42:37,956 --> 00:42:39,958 (thunder rumbling) 902 00:42:39,958 --> 00:42:42,961 ♪♪♪