1 00:00:01,129 --> 00:00:05,990 Previously on Survivor, it was down to the final four. We're in the home 2 00:00:05,990 --> 00:00:08,930 stretch, and emotions are just all over the map. 3 00:00:09,630 --> 00:00:12,950 In which city and state is Jesse a deputy sheriff? 4 00:00:13,210 --> 00:00:17,630 At the first of two final immunity challenges, Kim Johnson's memory led her 5 00:00:17,630 --> 00:00:20,150 victory, and Tom was voted out of the tribe. 6 00:00:20,990 --> 00:00:21,990 Catch. 7 00:00:22,690 --> 00:00:27,650 Under a blazing sun, the final three took part in one last endurance immunity 8 00:00:27,650 --> 00:00:33,840 challenge. And Kim outlasted Ethan and Lex, ensuring her a place in the final 9 00:00:33,840 --> 00:00:38,900 two. At tribal council, she voted Lex out of the tribe. Lex, the tribe has 10 00:00:38,900 --> 00:00:39,900 spoken. 11 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:43,680 Choosing to face the jury with Ethan by her side. 12 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:49,860 When the final votes were tallied, it was Ethan Zahn who won the title sole 13 00:00:49,860 --> 00:00:50,860 survivor. 14 00:00:51,720 --> 00:00:56,920 Tonight, the final adventure into the private lives of 16 survivors back from 15 00:00:56,920 --> 00:00:57,920 Africa. 16 00:01:01,930 --> 00:01:02,930 you know 17 00:01:58,890 --> 00:02:03,550 Well, Survivor Africa is over, and 16 more lives have been changed forever. 18 00:02:03,910 --> 00:02:08,310 Tonight, we go beyond the game and take you deeper into the lives of those who 19 00:02:08,310 --> 00:02:09,310 have played. 20 00:02:09,650 --> 00:02:10,770 From the unexpected. 21 00:02:11,190 --> 00:02:16,610 I can't spell Clarence. I put CB. There I am, 46 years old, on national TV, and 22 00:02:16,610 --> 00:02:17,429 can't spell. 23 00:02:17,430 --> 00:02:18,289 Oh, man. 24 00:02:18,290 --> 00:02:19,290 To the revealing. 25 00:02:19,510 --> 00:02:23,270 We've seen quite a bit of her. You know, more than most son -in -laws get to see 26 00:02:23,270 --> 00:02:24,270 of their mother -in -laws. 27 00:02:24,330 --> 00:02:25,970 To the families they came home to. 28 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:31,000 I cringe a little when one of my friends say, oh, your son's really hot. 29 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:36,420 Every survivor has a different way of keeping their memories of the game 30 00:02:37,060 --> 00:02:43,060 Lex, he brought back a couple of baboon tees. And Kelly? Okay, I stole 31 00:02:43,060 --> 00:02:45,300 Clarence's war paint. 32 00:02:45,660 --> 00:02:50,440 But our journey begins with a man who's picked a more unusual way to remember 33 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:51,440 his tribe mates. 34 00:02:54,140 --> 00:02:55,500 And Kim Johnson. 35 00:02:56,190 --> 00:02:57,370 Where does that old goat at? 36 00:02:58,150 --> 00:02:58,969 Come here. 37 00:02:58,970 --> 00:03:00,350 Come here. Come here, Jim. 38 00:03:03,170 --> 00:03:08,030 I just put their names in the cattle, and they have some of their 39 00:03:08,030 --> 00:03:09,030 characteristics. 40 00:03:09,810 --> 00:03:15,890 I'm an animal person, and the animals out in Africa was probably one of the 41 00:03:15,890 --> 00:03:18,470 greatest experiences I ever had in my life. 42 00:03:18,970 --> 00:03:21,570 There I was sitting right in the middle of Wild Kingdom. 43 00:03:22,570 --> 00:03:25,310 At 45, I thought I'd done some things. 44 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:30,080 And I found out I ain't done diddly. This just shows me that there's more to 45 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:33,020 life than just what's around the corner at the house. 46 00:03:40,740 --> 00:03:43,460 Pretty wild and rusty in my younger days. 47 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:49,080 I had a pretty big reputation before Survivor come, and this just added fuel 48 00:03:49,080 --> 00:03:50,080 the flame. 49 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:55,120 I like all types of music. I know about one line I ever saw. 50 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:01,200 I like music. 51 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:06,020 I like the Danes. But bluegrass, I grew up with. I love it. 52 00:04:08,260 --> 00:04:13,960 Tom has always had the ability to get along with women. And I have never seen 53 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:17,260 him meet a woman that he can't talk to. He's like a magnet. He's witty. 54 00:04:17,519 --> 00:04:18,980 And he's a bundle of fun. 55 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:31,000 Something that makes me feel vulnerable is spelling. 56 00:04:33,320 --> 00:04:34,320 Clarence Black. 57 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:35,860 He let the team down. 58 00:04:36,100 --> 00:04:41,180 I couldn't spell Clarence. I put CB. There I am, 46 years old, on national 59 00:04:41,420 --> 00:04:42,420 and can't spell. 60 00:04:42,700 --> 00:04:44,860 And I started a little reading program. 61 00:04:45,680 --> 00:04:48,600 Reading is the key to survival because of that. 62 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:50,000 How y 'all doing? 63 00:04:50,380 --> 00:04:52,740 Look at this here. How'd I get it? Which one's yours? 64 00:04:55,479 --> 00:05:01,180 I think he realized right then that he could do something in our community to 65 00:05:01,180 --> 00:05:03,940 really help to motivate these children to read. 66 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:11,740 If I can help one kid be able to read and spell, if I can help one kid do 67 00:05:11,740 --> 00:05:16,880 than me, I'm glad it embarrassed me. 68 00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:26,000 I'm still not the sharpest tool in the shed, but... I'm still in the shed, and 69 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:27,620 I'm happy to be here. 70 00:05:28,420 --> 00:05:30,420 I'm even more happier than I was before. 71 00:05:36,400 --> 00:05:39,520 Since I've been back from Africa, the job market's really tough. 72 00:05:39,820 --> 00:05:40,820 All right, thank you. 73 00:05:41,100 --> 00:05:47,640 Taking all these small jobs, and I walk someone's dog as well for cash because 74 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:49,040 I need it. 75 00:05:52,170 --> 00:05:55,930 I'll take up babysitting for people, moms that I've met at the gym. 76 00:05:57,770 --> 00:05:58,770 Get off! 77 00:05:59,430 --> 00:06:00,430 You want me to get off? 78 00:06:00,790 --> 00:06:04,270 This was my luxury item that I was able to bring into Africa with me. 79 00:06:04,610 --> 00:06:09,970 And this necklace has a very special meaning to me. It was given to me by my 80 00:06:09,970 --> 00:06:13,110 brother, and I wore it to tribal council every time I went. It was kind of my 81 00:06:13,110 --> 00:06:14,810 security. I always had my necklace on. 82 00:06:15,370 --> 00:06:19,730 In 1998, my brother was killed in a very tragic accident. 83 00:06:20,330 --> 00:06:24,960 Lex... Look a little bit like my brother. So every once in a while would 84 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:31,120 get this quick look of Lex and think oh my gosh You know, it looks like him and 85 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:35,780 it was just a reminder my brother. He really is here with me He's here making 86 00:06:35,780 --> 00:06:42,620 sure I'm okay Wasn't just about trying to win a million dollars and it 87 00:06:42,620 --> 00:06:44,540 wasn't about just being on TV 88 00:06:45,770 --> 00:06:50,310 To me, it was much more about the competition between me and myself. 89 00:06:50,690 --> 00:06:51,690 I have it! 90 00:06:51,970 --> 00:06:57,350 Big Tom nicknames me Little Bit. He saw me, and he thought, that little bit of a 91 00:06:57,350 --> 00:06:59,910 girl is going to make it out here in Africa. 92 00:07:01,170 --> 00:07:05,170 People will keep telling me how small I was, and it really angered me. 93 00:07:07,590 --> 00:07:13,650 I was out there giving 150 % of everything I had to say, you can count 94 00:07:13,650 --> 00:07:14,770 can handle this. I'm strong. 95 00:07:16,010 --> 00:07:20,070 Keep going. I took so much away from the game, and I learned so much about 96 00:07:20,070 --> 00:07:24,330 myself. There were moments of every single day I spent out there that I 97 00:07:24,350 --> 00:07:27,190 I want to go home. I don't want to play this game anymore. 98 00:07:27,650 --> 00:07:28,650 Keep going. 99 00:07:29,510 --> 00:07:30,790 Camp, it's not over. 100 00:07:31,790 --> 00:07:36,450 But somehow, some way, I always pushed through that feeling. 101 00:07:39,850 --> 00:07:43,290 And went on. And that's the one thing that I... 102 00:07:43,550 --> 00:07:46,550 I think I'll probably always remember about playing the game was that it was 103 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:49,470 tough and it was hard and I wanted to give up, and I never did. 104 00:07:49,810 --> 00:07:53,590 And that's a thing that I'll always draw from. 105 00:08:02,410 --> 00:08:06,030 When you're smiling. When you're smiling. When you're smiling. When 106 00:08:06,030 --> 00:08:09,410 smiling. And the whole world smiles with you. 107 00:08:10,910 --> 00:08:16,750 One thing about dentistry that I really love is that once I step into this role 108 00:08:16,750 --> 00:08:18,930 and I'm working on a patient, I don't think about anything else. 109 00:08:20,170 --> 00:08:21,970 Didn't hurt, did it? Didn't feel a thing, did you? 110 00:08:22,770 --> 00:08:27,170 So a patient's all day, worked all day, jump in the car, put the top down, put 111 00:08:27,170 --> 00:08:28,630 some tunes on, and cruise on home. 112 00:08:33,250 --> 00:08:34,189 What do you drive? 113 00:08:34,190 --> 00:08:36,570 You don't want to know what I drive. Yes, I do. No, you don't want to know 114 00:08:36,570 --> 00:08:38,350 I drive. Tell me, Doc. I'm not telling you. 115 00:08:39,340 --> 00:08:42,240 A question came up about what kind of car I drive and what kind of lifestyle I 116 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:46,940 had. I already knew that Silas was trying to put in play, here's a guy who 117 00:08:46,940 --> 00:08:48,000 doesn't need a million dollars. 118 00:08:48,260 --> 00:08:53,780 Stop getting out all his valuables and all his money. I have one of those. 119 00:08:54,560 --> 00:08:55,560 What else? 120 00:08:55,820 --> 00:08:56,820 What did I say? 121 00:08:57,660 --> 00:08:59,780 Little boys grow up to be men with bigger toys. 122 00:09:00,180 --> 00:09:02,460 It's definitely true. I like my toys. 123 00:09:02,940 --> 00:09:03,940 A Porsche. A Porsche. 124 00:09:04,380 --> 00:09:06,340 I drive a Porsche. 125 00:09:06,970 --> 00:09:08,110 Pardon me. You know what I mean? 126 00:09:08,410 --> 00:09:12,290 I've worked my entire life to get to this level. You know, I'm not 127 00:09:12,290 --> 00:09:14,630 of that. That's the American dream. That's what defines America. 128 00:09:14,850 --> 00:09:17,650 I feel I epitomize the American dream in my own right. 129 00:09:18,630 --> 00:09:21,350 Twelve years old, I remember reading Disney's autobiography. 130 00:09:21,650 --> 00:09:24,930 And he had a little quote in it that said, if you can dream it, you can do 131 00:09:25,550 --> 00:09:28,710 And I lived that way. I dreamed I would be on Survivor, no problem. 132 00:09:28,970 --> 00:09:31,210 That experience in Africa definitely changed me. 133 00:09:33,970 --> 00:09:37,600 Look. I'm the old guy, okay, but I know what needs to be done. Every morning, 134 00:09:37,660 --> 00:09:39,520 fire, water, and food. 135 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:42,400 Of course I want to get to water, because if I don't get up, I'm not going 136 00:09:42,400 --> 00:09:42,939 get done. 137 00:09:42,940 --> 00:09:45,600 Anybody else gets off their ass and do anything? They thought they'd sign up to 138 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:49,320 go to the YMCA and roast marshmallows and maybe win a million dollars. They're 139 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:50,320 wrong. 140 00:09:51,700 --> 00:09:56,300 After being out there for, I guess, two and a half months and not having family 141 00:09:56,300 --> 00:10:01,080 there, it's changed him a lot, and he's more willing to listen to people. 142 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:04,260 My wife said she should have sent me 20 years ago. It made me a nicer person. 143 00:10:05,460 --> 00:10:08,980 He seemed genuinely sweeter, kinder. 144 00:10:09,680 --> 00:10:14,500 I think he really missed me a lot, and his actions show it. 145 00:10:15,260 --> 00:10:18,840 Life is fun, and you don't know what tomorrow is going to bring, so go for 146 00:10:19,060 --> 00:10:22,220 If you shoot for the stars, if you miss, you may land on the moon. 147 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:30,700 When we come back, Lindsay's darkest hour. Most embarrassing moment of my 148 00:10:31,020 --> 00:10:31,739 By far. 149 00:10:31,740 --> 00:10:34,720 And Survivor's most colorful castaway. 150 00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:37,400 I've got my Catholic schoolgirl. 151 00:10:42,820 --> 00:10:47,940 Survivor has a way of making strange bedfellows. In our next group, one old 152 00:10:47,940 --> 00:10:53,900 -fashioned guy, two strong -willed women, and someone who clearly is a 153 00:10:53,900 --> 00:10:56,960 drummer. One, two, three, four. 154 00:11:00,939 --> 00:11:04,680 My life before Survivor was, I had a good life, don't get me wrong. 155 00:11:04,980 --> 00:11:08,940 Spent about 10, 12 years working in the high -tech industry, surfing with my 156 00:11:08,940 --> 00:11:12,800 buddies and going out and catching a good surf. But I never felt like I was 157 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:15,020 really cut out for that kind of ordinary life. 158 00:11:16,700 --> 00:11:17,700 Cool. 159 00:11:17,900 --> 00:11:18,980 Oh, I've got some good tattoos. 160 00:11:19,260 --> 00:11:21,460 Oh, I've got my devil head. Catholic schoolgirl. 161 00:11:21,820 --> 00:11:23,060 Samurai fighting a snake. 162 00:11:23,500 --> 00:11:26,520 Obviously, my wife and my kids, huge part of my life. 163 00:11:26,800 --> 00:11:30,840 My very favorite tattoos are the ones my boys drew for me. It's actually a 164 00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:35,020 drawing of me. I got my boys' names, Corbin A. Staniel. River's name is right 165 00:11:35,020 --> 00:11:39,020 here. When I got back from Africa, I actually celebrated my 10 -year wedding 166 00:11:39,020 --> 00:11:43,220 anniversary. My wife and I both got wedding anniversary tattoos, you know, 167 00:11:43,220 --> 00:11:46,580 years in the dice there. My wife actually got one as well right there. 168 00:11:46,940 --> 00:11:47,940 We're freaks. 169 00:11:49,420 --> 00:11:55,240 I recall coming home, seeing my wife and kids, being just so stoked about seeing 170 00:11:55,240 --> 00:11:56,240 them. 171 00:11:57,130 --> 00:11:58,610 Of course, my luxury item. 172 00:11:58,830 --> 00:12:04,230 These shoes have now taken a special place in my home. They'll always hang 173 00:12:04,230 --> 00:12:05,270 with my survivor stuff now. 174 00:12:05,630 --> 00:12:06,790 Hey, River, do you remember these? 175 00:12:07,090 --> 00:12:10,130 Yeah. Yeah, you wore these. You learned to walk in these shoes. 176 00:12:10,410 --> 00:12:10,989 I know. 177 00:12:10,990 --> 00:12:15,050 Yeah. Really, the only thing that's ever really been important to me has been my 178 00:12:15,050 --> 00:12:16,050 family and my friends. 179 00:12:17,410 --> 00:12:23,790 I play in a band called Lucky Dog with friends of mine for almost 20 years. We 180 00:12:23,790 --> 00:12:26,230 play here in Santa Cruz. All original music. 181 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:30,100 We have such a good time doing it. It's always been a huge part of my life. 182 00:12:36,180 --> 00:12:39,140 Africa is nothing like the States. 183 00:12:39,480 --> 00:12:42,500 I mean, you might as well have taken 16 of us and dropped us on Mars or on the 184 00:12:42,500 --> 00:12:43,500 moon. 185 00:12:44,540 --> 00:12:48,520 I didn't anticipate that it was really going to be quite as dangerous as it 186 00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:51,600 I thought to myself, we all know it's going to be tough. 187 00:12:52,090 --> 00:12:54,110 But they're obviously not going to put us in harm's way. 188 00:12:55,650 --> 00:12:58,870 There aren't going to be any animals that can pose any kind of threat to us. 189 00:13:00,930 --> 00:13:04,170 The drinking 190 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:07,970 water. 191 00:13:09,510 --> 00:13:13,730 We show up, you know, at our drinking water hole at the spring, expecting that 192 00:13:13,730 --> 00:13:15,310 it's going to be something pretty safe. 193 00:13:16,270 --> 00:13:17,870 But I came home. 194 00:13:18,700 --> 00:13:19,700 Pretty sick. 195 00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:22,800 The first three weeks back there, we've been pretty much just doing a lot of 196 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:27,080 this. And my doctor found no less than four different parasites and a couple of 197 00:13:27,080 --> 00:13:28,080 different bacteria. 198 00:13:29,040 --> 00:13:30,360 I have to take so many pills. 199 00:13:30,780 --> 00:13:32,400 Probably like almost a dozen. 200 00:13:33,460 --> 00:13:38,560 I'm still dealing with the results of being out there in a dangerous, 201 00:13:38,820 --> 00:13:40,860 very real place. 202 00:13:41,620 --> 00:13:46,760 Almost the first question I'm always asked by people is, did you have fun and 203 00:13:46,760 --> 00:13:47,760 would you do it again? 204 00:13:48,330 --> 00:13:52,830 And I had the time of my life. And I would do it again in a heartbeat. 205 00:13:58,310 --> 00:14:04,810 Being on Survivor, going to Kenya for seven weeks this summer was extremely 206 00:14:04,810 --> 00:14:10,910 meaningful, very important to me. This place can just fill our spirits. 207 00:14:11,210 --> 00:14:16,790 I don't know if they're spirits or what. I just feel very protected in Africa. 208 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:20,690 Life is different now for me. I'm still the same person. 209 00:14:20,970 --> 00:14:24,630 Did your mama ever hug you? But there's definitely been a transformation. 210 00:14:25,050 --> 00:14:29,290 I think I'm calmer. I think I'm more focused now in terms of what's really 211 00:14:29,290 --> 00:14:33,870 important in life, family, friends. Thank you. Good job. Very good job. 212 00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:39,030 I wasn't the least bit surprised that she wanted to do survival. I've seen her 213 00:14:39,030 --> 00:14:44,870 passions escalate from race walking to rollerblading to mountain climbing. 214 00:14:45,360 --> 00:14:49,080 Now yoga, she gets an interest. She gets very passionate about it. 215 00:14:52,580 --> 00:14:56,400 Once I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer, when I heard those words, you 216 00:14:56,400 --> 00:14:59,240 cancer, I felt like my life was spinning out of control. 217 00:14:59,700 --> 00:15:04,020 It was soon after, very soon after, that I decided to climb Mount Rainier. 218 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:09,220 Each time I take a trip, it's not about reaching the summit. It's not the 219 00:15:09,220 --> 00:15:13,200 destination. It's about the journey. So it's really a metaphor for how I try to 220 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:14,200 live my life. 221 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:28,200 She always has a positive attitude, and she's always telling me, go for your 222 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:30,640 dreams. Get them ready. Keep them down on the ground. 223 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:36,120 Three, two, one. I never went on Survivor for a fortune or fame. I went 224 00:15:36,120 --> 00:15:39,460 I was looking for an exciting, interesting, and challenging adventure. 225 00:15:41,020 --> 00:15:47,820 This show has taught me to live my dream, to go 226 00:15:47,820 --> 00:15:50,540 for it, that life is the ultimate adventure. 227 00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:55,000 Have a dream, you have a goal, you have a desire. 228 00:15:55,240 --> 00:15:56,240 Go for it. 229 00:16:03,100 --> 00:16:06,400 I was at a point in my life, I think, where things were getting a little 230 00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:10,660 monotonous. Plugging along, working out, you know, training on my bike. 231 00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:14,980 Flying back and forth to see my boyfriend. 232 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:19,900 I hope my boyfriend doesn't wake up some mornings and think, God, what is next 233 00:16:19,900 --> 00:16:20,900 to me? 234 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:25,640 And I was ready for something, just something big and exciting to just kind 235 00:16:25,640 --> 00:16:27,760 turn my life around. 236 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:30,860 I got me a kick on my ass. 237 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:38,480 Lindsay is who she is. What you see is what you get. That kind of sums up her 238 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:39,480 personality. 239 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,000 Competitive. 240 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:43,720 Emotional. 241 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:48,740 Just started to cry because I felt sad and we're all stressed out. 242 00:16:49,060 --> 00:16:52,920 Intense. Okay, emotional, competitive. 243 00:16:56,780 --> 00:17:00,080 I just went back and forth from one to another. 244 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:03,580 Barbie went down in Africa. 245 00:17:04,180 --> 00:17:08,380 I'm not one to hide what I'm feeling. 246 00:17:08,700 --> 00:17:09,740 I just started my period. 247 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:11,819 No wonder I have cramp. 248 00:17:12,500 --> 00:17:14,760 Yeah, that was a great moment, wasn't it? 249 00:17:15,280 --> 00:17:17,180 Most embarrassing moment of my life. 250 00:17:17,530 --> 00:17:18,309 By far. 251 00:17:18,310 --> 00:17:21,530 Excuse me, Africa, you know, we're not down at the mall here, you know. 252 00:17:21,890 --> 00:17:26,490 Big, big mistake coming out of my big, big mouth. 253 00:17:26,829 --> 00:17:29,270 And trust me, when I'm pumped, you don't want to fuck with me. 254 00:17:29,570 --> 00:17:34,790 I think she said the F word. I said, are you sure? She said, well, no. 255 00:17:35,410 --> 00:17:41,170 She speaks her mind. She's extremely honest and truthful and upfront with 256 00:17:41,170 --> 00:17:43,730 people. Don't underestimate me, people. 257 00:17:44,780 --> 00:17:49,520 She's a really fun, fun girl, and I think that... With me because I'm fun? 258 00:17:50,940 --> 00:17:51,899 That's all? 259 00:17:51,900 --> 00:17:52,900 My God. 260 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,000 I'm fun. 261 00:17:55,020 --> 00:17:56,200 You are sometimes. 262 00:17:56,720 --> 00:17:57,720 Give me a kiss. 263 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:00,760 I'm very sensitive. 264 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,500 Almost too sensitive sometimes. 265 00:18:04,100 --> 00:18:08,260 The show just boosted me up in maturity a little bit more. 266 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:13,340 Let's go in. Thank you. It wasn't positive seeing some of the ways I 267 00:18:13,340 --> 00:18:17,840 situations. Lindsay, have you made any mistakes so far? I'm a walking mistake. 268 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:21,860 I think I grew a lot from it. Lindsay, would you go boil some water for us, 269 00:18:21,860 --> 00:18:22,860 please? 270 00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:32,680 What you saw in Survivor was me, the real deal. 271 00:18:32,980 --> 00:18:33,980 Just go! 272 00:18:34,240 --> 00:18:35,700 Just come around the corner! 273 00:18:35,980 --> 00:18:37,900 You know, Frank Garrison is not going to change. 274 00:18:38,300 --> 00:18:41,880 And either you like me or you don't like me, it really doesn't weigh heavily on 275 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:46,540 my mind. You've got to make two huge S's here on each side. I was worried that 276 00:18:46,540 --> 00:18:51,280 Frank would come back a different person, that it would really affect him 277 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:52,400 change him dramatically. 278 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:55,600 I can't help it, these little liberal special interest groups that the media 279 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:56,800 give open market to. 280 00:18:57,020 --> 00:19:01,320 But Frank is Frank, and three days after his back, I knew he was. 281 00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:05,240 The same man that he was when he left. We're going, bud. We're going. Let's go 282 00:19:05,240 --> 00:19:06,240 home, guys. 283 00:19:06,260 --> 00:19:13,060 Frank can be the most charming, sweet, and lovable person and the biggest jerk 284 00:19:13,060 --> 00:19:14,060 in the next breath. 285 00:19:14,220 --> 00:19:15,500 Then let's just get moving along. 286 00:19:17,580 --> 00:19:19,520 Jocelyn Rose up in Adam. Let's go. 287 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,400 All right. Come on, guys. 288 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:25,240 Frank, we just hit the snooze button. 289 00:19:25,900 --> 00:19:29,560 My life philosophy in general is to get up early in the morning. 290 00:19:30,170 --> 00:19:31,390 Okay, can I have a kiss? 291 00:19:32,170 --> 00:19:33,170 I love you. 292 00:19:33,330 --> 00:19:34,750 Kiss your wife and children. 293 00:19:34,990 --> 00:19:35,990 See you later, alligator. 294 00:19:36,230 --> 00:19:41,290 Go to work, give the man 100%. He gives you a little bit back and come 295 00:19:41,290 --> 00:19:43,370 immediately home and spend time with the family. 296 00:19:44,030 --> 00:19:46,770 He's a very loving father. 297 00:19:47,550 --> 00:19:49,230 Would you like a cup of coffee? 298 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:51,570 And a very loving husband. 299 00:19:52,670 --> 00:19:56,630 We found out I was pregnant the day before we got the call that he was 300 00:19:56,630 --> 00:19:57,790 going to Africa. 301 00:19:58,890 --> 00:20:02,690 And when Frank left, there was something missing in the whole family dynamic. 302 00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:08,710 What was missing was his enthusiasm for life and his zest for everything that he 303 00:20:08,710 --> 00:20:09,710 does. 304 00:20:09,870 --> 00:20:10,870 Very good. 305 00:20:11,150 --> 00:20:13,850 See how nice and straight that went? 306 00:20:14,050 --> 00:20:17,310 When I think of my dad, I think of hugging. 307 00:20:18,590 --> 00:20:20,530 I think of sharing. 308 00:20:21,170 --> 00:20:24,310 I think of being a leader. 309 00:20:30,030 --> 00:20:33,670 Things that were important to me prior to Survivor are the same things that are 310 00:20:33,670 --> 00:20:38,450 important to me now, providing my family with the basics of food, shelter, and 311 00:20:38,450 --> 00:20:40,730 security, but most importantly, love. 312 00:20:43,430 --> 00:20:49,630 Coming up, we go hot tubbing with Mama Kim and mudslinging with just about 313 00:20:49,630 --> 00:20:50,630 everybody. 314 00:20:50,950 --> 00:20:53,830 Clarence, I just didn't like it more than Mark. 315 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:01,239 Welcome back. 316 00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:05,620 Well, at the end of every tribal council, the person voted out has to 317 00:21:05,620 --> 00:21:11,600 immediately. Once the tribe has spoken, the departing survivor can't. So, we 318 00:21:11,600 --> 00:21:14,240 decided to give them a chance for a parting shot. 319 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,000 Clarence Black. 320 00:21:16,180 --> 00:21:17,320 Oh, Clarence. 321 00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:19,020 Loves to talk about himself. 322 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,160 Like him a lot. He's my favorite. 323 00:21:22,220 --> 00:21:24,660 I just didn't like him or snort. 324 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,920 Kelly Goldsmith. 325 00:21:27,180 --> 00:21:28,240 Off with her head! 326 00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:31,800 Cut it right off. Lex, eccentric. 327 00:21:33,220 --> 00:21:39,020 Lex is like a 16 -year -old living in a 40 -year -old's body. Lindsay Richter. A 328 00:21:39,020 --> 00:21:40,220 bit of a whiner. Emotional. 329 00:21:40,420 --> 00:21:41,560 Emotional. Emotional. 330 00:21:42,100 --> 00:21:44,260 You're sweet. You were in over your head, though, sweetie. 331 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:45,520 Okay. 332 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:48,840 Tom. A dirty old pervert that I love. 333 00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:51,480 Good old country boy. 334 00:21:51,740 --> 00:21:52,639 It's a sickness. 335 00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:53,639 It's a sickness. 336 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,220 Silas Gazer. That smile could knock your socks off. 337 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:58,040 You love yourself. 338 00:21:58,120 --> 00:21:59,119 Ethan's on. 339 00:21:59,120 --> 00:22:00,120 Quiet. 340 00:22:02,060 --> 00:22:03,280 Super sweet guy. 341 00:22:03,540 --> 00:22:04,540 Shy. 342 00:22:05,420 --> 00:22:06,420 Mr. 343 00:22:06,980 --> 00:22:08,120 Lovable. Great hair. 344 00:22:10,860 --> 00:22:12,200 Frank. Frankie. 345 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:13,820 Hardcore. Green beret. 346 00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:15,380 Trying to be sensitive here. 347 00:22:15,660 --> 00:22:17,000 Frank and his deer antlers. 348 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:19,000 Brandon. 349 00:22:21,580 --> 00:22:23,900 In a different world. Oh, good job, Frank. 350 00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:26,440 Jesse, what a woman. Me? 351 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:27,960 Hot. 352 00:22:29,460 --> 00:22:30,520 Kim Johnson. 353 00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:34,820 Wait a minute, let me think on this. Dear God, I'd be clever. 354 00:22:35,620 --> 00:22:37,580 Honest. Like my mom. 355 00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:39,500 I got along with her great. 356 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:50,940 There's nothing more important to me in my life than my family. 357 00:22:51,180 --> 00:22:56,340 I've got three kids, all married, three grandchildren, one on the way. 358 00:22:56,880 --> 00:22:58,880 It doesn't get much better than that. 359 00:22:59,140 --> 00:23:02,140 My oldest child is Wendy. 360 00:23:02,520 --> 00:23:04,920 Wendy and her family only live four miles from me. 361 00:23:05,940 --> 00:23:11,700 Our son, Teddy, just got married two weeks after I got home from Africa. 362 00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:17,000 My middle child, Carrie, just had the most beautiful baby boy. 363 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,220 We spend as much time as we can with them where they live in Durango, 364 00:23:23,540 --> 00:23:24,960 Growing up was tough. 365 00:23:25,220 --> 00:23:29,140 It was really just my mom and myself. I was really more the mom. We had a lot of 366 00:23:29,140 --> 00:23:35,320 problems health -wise, money -wise, every -wise. I never really had a warm 367 00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:37,860 loving relationship until my husband. 368 00:23:38,180 --> 00:23:41,140 Ted and I met when we were in college. 369 00:23:42,260 --> 00:23:44,180 He's been my best friend ever since. 370 00:23:44,500 --> 00:23:47,080 Kim was 19 when we got married, the way she grew up. 371 00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:52,920 It gave her the resolve to really put her all into making everything work. 372 00:23:53,140 --> 00:23:54,680 We really help keep each other young. 373 00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:59,400 I probably do look like a grandmother, but I don't think most of the time I act 374 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:00,400 like a grandmother. 375 00:24:01,700 --> 00:24:05,880 When she gets her mind made up on something, there's just no stopping her. 376 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:13,080 At my age, which is 57, my life is pretty much set. I'm not going to go out 377 00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,860 the street and hang out with a guy full of tattoos and say, hey, what's your 378 00:24:15,860 --> 00:24:16,860 life like? 379 00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:22,290 It was so cool to be able to spend time with people different from me. As far as 380 00:24:22,290 --> 00:24:24,150 the thong thing goes... Whoa, man! 381 00:24:24,510 --> 00:24:28,130 I didn't go there with the idea of taking off my pants. Women in her thong 382 00:24:28,130 --> 00:24:30,650 are... We had people over in our apartment, and then they showed scenes 383 00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:33,950 next week. All of a sudden, the thong was out there, and the place went crazy. 384 00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:37,830 Anything to get this challenge. We've seen quite a bit of it. More than most 385 00:24:37,830 --> 00:24:41,350 -in -laws get to see of their mother -in -law. So that's been a big plus, too. 386 00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:42,489 And the whole town. 387 00:24:42,490 --> 00:24:43,810 Yeah, and all our friends. 388 00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:53,560 I came away from this experience with a reaffirmation of my ability 389 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,620 to do what I want to do when I want to do it. 390 00:24:57,200 --> 00:24:58,900 It's probably the coolest thing I've ever done. 391 00:25:09,220 --> 00:25:12,700 Every day, I like to basically start with a devotion. 392 00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:15,520 For God so loved the world that he gave his only son. 393 00:25:15,950 --> 00:25:20,610 I focus on the day ahead, and, you know, I read a chapter from the Bible a day, 394 00:25:20,670 --> 00:25:22,830 and it just kind of gets, you know, my priorities straight and that sort of 395 00:25:22,830 --> 00:25:23,830 thing. 396 00:25:24,290 --> 00:25:27,750 Coming from Tennessee to Los Angeles was a huge move. 397 00:25:28,090 --> 00:25:31,430 I'm trying to make it as an actor, and I try to read a script a day and 398 00:25:31,430 --> 00:25:35,030 bartending to make ends meet. It's a dog -eat -dog world out there. 399 00:25:35,270 --> 00:25:36,490 This is the green machine. 400 00:25:37,030 --> 00:25:40,070 But, man, I absolutely love it here. The beach, man. 401 00:25:40,590 --> 00:25:43,010 Temperature's perfect. And welcome to sunny California. 402 00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:46,720 The sun's shining bright. I mean, it's just absolutely amazing. 403 00:25:47,120 --> 00:25:48,120 You ready to rock? 404 00:25:49,860 --> 00:25:54,600 You know, depending on the day, I try to knock in a good day of surfing with 405 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,420 that carpe diem mentality. 406 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:05,960 Survivor helped me in the fact that there's the unpredictability about it, 407 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,160 know? Silas, Teresa, Frank, you guys are now members of Braun. 408 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,500 The switch meant the game for me. 409 00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:14,160 Smoke. I never saw that coming. 410 00:26:14,420 --> 00:26:16,760 Right when I got kicked off, I couldn't sleep for a week. 411 00:26:17,100 --> 00:26:21,060 Just now, I mean, I'm finally starting to forget and relax and just, you know, 412 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:22,220 really come down from it. 413 00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:26,820 You know, it's funny. When you're in Africa, it's a place to, like, really 414 00:26:26,820 --> 00:26:30,720 about life and think about the importance of life and, like, what we 415 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,160 If we were going to die tomorrow, it's relationships. 416 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:39,720 And the relationship that I have with God and my family and friends and loved 417 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:42,360 ones, man, I mean, to me, that's the most important thing in life. 418 00:26:48,270 --> 00:26:50,550 I love proving people wrong. 419 00:26:50,770 --> 00:26:52,090 I think that's my thing. 420 00:26:53,010 --> 00:26:56,090 Men that say that women can't do the same thing that men can do, well, guess 421 00:26:56,090 --> 00:26:57,090 what? 422 00:26:57,470 --> 00:26:58,930 I love proving men wrong. 423 00:27:03,270 --> 00:27:07,870 The reason why I love police work is because it's a job where you can do 424 00:27:07,870 --> 00:27:08,870 something about society. 425 00:27:10,860 --> 00:27:13,900 My grandpa was a cop in Puerto Rico, retired 25 years. 426 00:27:14,180 --> 00:27:15,540 I've heard all the stories. 427 00:27:15,780 --> 00:27:20,260 I just fell in love with it. Now I'm working for the sheriff's department, 428 00:27:20,260 --> 00:27:21,199 love it. 429 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:22,440 She's a good girl. Good cop. 430 00:27:26,420 --> 00:27:31,780 Behind the cop, I am probably the coolest chick you'll ever know. No, no, 431 00:27:32,540 --> 00:27:33,600 I'm a big kid at heart. 432 00:27:33,940 --> 00:27:35,820 I like to do spontaneous things. 433 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:42,000 A boxer is a good stress reliever. Your only concentration is on trying to get 434 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:43,760 that person and try to hit them and knock them out. 435 00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:45,280 It's fun. 436 00:27:45,500 --> 00:27:48,580 My sister was the one that made me the survivor. 437 00:27:50,800 --> 00:27:51,800 She's a tough girl. 438 00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:57,820 Survivor in Africa was so much tougher than I thought it would be. 439 00:27:58,460 --> 00:28:01,580 I never expected the water conditions to be so bad. 440 00:28:02,260 --> 00:28:05,720 Throwing up when you have so little hydration to go around, it's bad for 441 00:28:05,780 --> 00:28:06,780 it's bad for us. 442 00:28:07,230 --> 00:28:08,930 Jesse, the tribe has spoken. 443 00:28:09,270 --> 00:28:12,870 When I was hooded off and I thought, wow, I just disappointed my sister. 444 00:28:18,850 --> 00:28:24,430 Once the show was over, I actually stayed an extra month in Africa and 445 00:28:24,430 --> 00:28:29,110 out in a community project, building a lodge, working with the Maasai. 446 00:28:29,770 --> 00:28:31,510 Working with them was excellent. 447 00:28:31,770 --> 00:28:33,450 I mean, it was such a great experience. 448 00:28:34,300 --> 00:28:36,820 And so I don't think I'll ever, ever, ever forget that. 449 00:28:39,620 --> 00:28:44,440 Brandon was the hottest, sexiest, smartest guy on Survivor. 450 00:28:45,100 --> 00:28:49,360 I know he didn't look like it. Brandon was the bomb. 451 00:28:51,180 --> 00:28:57,960 I may have my outlandish moment, but 452 00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:00,740 I was secure enough to be on... 453 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:05,740 A hit show proclaiming that I was gay and it didn't bother me if everybody 454 00:29:05,740 --> 00:29:06,740 it. Are you gay? 455 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:07,880 Uh -huh, I am. 456 00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:11,720 They put me with people that they suspected would dislike me for that very 457 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:15,340 reason. Brandon would be the last person on earth I would pick. You know what? I 458 00:29:15,340 --> 00:29:16,480 got along with them all very well. 459 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:19,220 I'm not a very good bartender. 460 00:29:20,340 --> 00:29:23,220 And when I first started, I used to tell people, you didn't come because you 461 00:29:23,220 --> 00:29:24,220 thought I'd make a good drink. 462 00:29:24,420 --> 00:29:25,780 I always look good. 463 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:29,340 Branding skills as a bartender sometimes leave a lot to be desired. 464 00:29:29,900 --> 00:29:31,360 What he serves best is the attitude. 465 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:32,319 What do you want? 466 00:29:32,320 --> 00:29:33,159 A drink. 467 00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:36,800 I work in a leather bar. Big burly guys and I'm not that. 468 00:29:37,020 --> 00:29:40,040 I'm just a little almost used to be chicken kind of guy. 469 00:29:42,220 --> 00:29:44,200 I have never gone camping. 470 00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:52,180 The first time I ever slept in a camping situation was my first night in Africa 471 00:29:52,180 --> 00:29:53,180 under those stars. 472 00:29:53,820 --> 00:29:55,000 Oh my goodness. 473 00:29:57,520 --> 00:30:01,060 It made me realize that I really can do anything if I set my mind to it. Come 474 00:30:01,060 --> 00:30:01,839 on, dude, let's go! 475 00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:04,480 Brennan always said the reason he wanted to be on Survivor was because there was 476 00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:06,820 no one on TV that he felt portrayed him. 477 00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:12,860 I think he wanted to show America a gay man in their middle 20s who's getting 478 00:30:12,860 --> 00:30:16,300 out on his own and finding his way and coming to grow as a person. 479 00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:17,500 To Brandon. 480 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:25,220 The Walt Whitman School is for gay and lesbian teenagers who have been 481 00:30:25,220 --> 00:30:26,089 in their schools. 482 00:30:26,090 --> 00:30:30,330 and abused how did the other tribe members feel about you being homosexual 483 00:30:30,330 --> 00:30:34,190 just a normal gay person some of those kids might see me and maybe take a 484 00:30:34,190 --> 00:30:39,510 inspiration and that makes me feel very good just because i'm gay don't assume 485 00:30:39,510 --> 00:30:44,670 certain things about me you just never know what kind of person you're dealing 486 00:30:44,670 --> 00:30:49,810 with until you get to know them that's really all i want to say when we come 487 00:30:49,810 --> 00:30:56,810 back she's hard driving yet soft are you calling me schizophrenic And later, the 488 00:30:56,810 --> 00:31:00,930 softer side of the hard -driving guy won it all. I'm in touch with my feminine 489 00:31:00,930 --> 00:31:01,930 side. 490 00:31:04,590 --> 00:31:08,090 Her fellow survivors called her the smartest girl out there. 491 00:31:08,290 --> 00:31:12,790 She says she's just a homebody with a wild streak, learning to live in L .A. 492 00:31:13,670 --> 00:31:17,490 From the beginning, I was outmanned by everybody. 493 00:31:17,690 --> 00:31:20,690 I thought I was going to pass out. I felt like I was the worst athlete there. 494 00:31:22,220 --> 00:31:26,180 I thought I was definitely the first person voted off. But the snake pit that 495 00:31:26,180 --> 00:31:31,580 Survivor. We cut Kelly off tonight. We take her out. Are you sure? I'm sure. 496 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,980 Made me uniquely prepared to live in Los Angeles. 497 00:31:37,260 --> 00:31:39,300 My days usually begin with a workout. 498 00:31:39,580 --> 00:31:42,080 Okay, guys. What do all good Californians do? 499 00:31:42,780 --> 00:31:43,780 Go to the gym. 500 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:46,440 Three, two, one. 501 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:47,939 All right. 502 00:31:47,940 --> 00:31:48,940 All right. 503 00:31:49,100 --> 00:31:50,100 Oh, my gosh. 504 00:31:50,830 --> 00:31:54,030 By day, I edit. I'm a behavioral research analyst. 505 00:31:54,790 --> 00:31:59,210 What I do is very, very detail -oriented. I edit books. I mean, it's 506 00:31:59,210 --> 00:32:01,750 to me. I love academics. I love research. 507 00:32:03,090 --> 00:32:08,230 Thank you. But part of me is a big homebody. Crocheting. It's my weird 508 00:32:08,230 --> 00:32:09,430 introverted habit. 509 00:32:10,330 --> 00:32:13,330 I made this myself, and it's big. 510 00:32:13,670 --> 00:32:16,810 It's really actually, if you look at it, it's not straight, but... Don't tell 511 00:32:16,810 --> 00:32:18,930 anybody. I usually actually make pillows. 512 00:32:19,150 --> 00:32:20,150 Oh, I have one of those too. 513 00:32:20,470 --> 00:32:23,490 Pillows are my favorite. Well, I can't reach it because it's on the top shelf. 514 00:32:23,630 --> 00:32:26,830 But trust me that I have a pillow. I really, I can't sit still. 515 00:32:27,610 --> 00:32:28,890 But then there's this other side of me. 516 00:32:29,390 --> 00:32:32,270 I hop in my car, drive way too fast. 517 00:32:32,610 --> 00:32:36,350 I love to cut loose. I love to, you know, be wild. And then, you know, I 518 00:32:36,350 --> 00:32:37,350 back. I love to crochet. 519 00:32:38,370 --> 00:32:39,610 Are you calling me schizophrenic? 520 00:32:39,850 --> 00:32:40,990 I love baking cookies. 521 00:32:41,230 --> 00:32:43,490 The secret is that I'm just a big dork at heart. 522 00:32:43,790 --> 00:32:44,790 It's just who I am. 523 00:32:44,970 --> 00:32:45,970 But yeah, that's me. 524 00:32:51,490 --> 00:32:55,690 Before I left for Survivor, I was working a lot. 525 00:32:55,990 --> 00:33:02,270 My mom, who's my best friend, and she was even saying, Teresa, I'm telling 526 00:33:02,330 --> 00:33:04,790 you're not spending enough time with your children. 527 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:06,690 You're working too much. 528 00:33:09,670 --> 00:33:13,410 Teresa doesn't want to be a real estate agent. She wants to be the best real 529 00:33:13,410 --> 00:33:15,250 estate agent because that's just the way she is. 530 00:33:15,580 --> 00:33:16,780 She's basically a corporation. 531 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:23,900 She was gone a long time, 48 days, with no communication. 532 00:33:24,220 --> 00:33:28,200 It was a long time. I obviously missed her, and the kids missed her. 533 00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:34,600 I told my husband, Brian, when I left, and the way I looked at it was, I'm not 534 00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:37,760 going on a summer vacation to Africa. I'm not going on a safari. 535 00:33:38,100 --> 00:33:39,640 I'm going on a business trip. 536 00:33:42,090 --> 00:33:46,090 The objective of the business trip was to go out there and be the last one 537 00:33:46,090 --> 00:33:47,290 standing of 16 people. 538 00:33:51,670 --> 00:33:55,050 It's just mind over matter. It's just a matter of saying, I'm going to stand up 539 00:33:55,050 --> 00:33:57,970 here and I'm going to be the last one, no matter what. 540 00:33:58,950 --> 00:34:03,950 I get really scared every night because I'm afraid my mom could get voted off 541 00:34:03,950 --> 00:34:07,230 that night and she could lose the challenge. 542 00:34:11,690 --> 00:34:13,170 Six hours, 20 seconds. 543 00:34:13,449 --> 00:34:16,830 You, my dear, get this. Thank you. Congratulations. 544 00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:20,610 I kept thinking about my children. I kept thinking about Tyler and Ellie. 545 00:34:22,429 --> 00:34:27,330 And I kept thinking about watching the show with them and them seeing their 546 00:34:27,510 --> 00:34:31,170 one of the oldest ones, and just thinking how proud they would be. 547 00:34:35,389 --> 00:34:36,810 When I was out in Africa, 548 00:34:37,580 --> 00:34:43,020 I had so much time to think about family and what's really, really important. 549 00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:52,860 I'm trying to make it a mental list in my mind of things I wanted to change 550 00:34:52,860 --> 00:34:53,860 I got back home. 551 00:34:55,840 --> 00:35:01,680 Reading to the kids more, saying their prayers with them at night, saying the 552 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:06,040 blessing at the dinner table every night, giving Brian more back rubs. 553 00:35:06,590 --> 00:35:07,750 I might regret saying that. 554 00:35:09,710 --> 00:35:13,490 When I was watching her plane to come in, she was one of the last ones to get 555 00:35:13,490 --> 00:35:16,990 off. And then when she got off, I was the first one to run up there and hug 556 00:35:17,370 --> 00:35:18,390 It felt great. 557 00:35:20,730 --> 00:35:26,870 As opposed to me just being a mom and a good friend, hopefully they'll see me as 558 00:35:26,870 --> 00:35:29,550 a role model and say, hey, mom, that's pretty cool. 559 00:35:32,330 --> 00:35:35,610 I'm a city kid. I've grown up in the city. The city is where I'm from. 560 00:35:36,270 --> 00:35:38,710 For survival, I was a financial consultant. 561 00:35:39,050 --> 00:35:42,550 Clance was my stockbroker. How you doing, Mr. Grant? So we made some 562 00:35:42,550 --> 00:35:47,310 that we were able to turn a profit and own the business. 563 00:35:47,570 --> 00:35:51,710 I was, I guess, in that rat race. It's like everybody else, nine to five job. 564 00:35:52,090 --> 00:35:53,090 It just wasn't for me. 565 00:35:54,510 --> 00:35:58,570 In my first trip out of the country, I'm seeing animals and I'm seeing a way of 566 00:35:58,570 --> 00:36:02,150 life that I can't even conceive of. I can still see them too. I don't want to 567 00:36:02,150 --> 00:36:04,090 move. It was just an awesome experience. 568 00:36:04,710 --> 00:36:05,770 And the food was good, too. 569 00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:09,490 When I see a gazelle now, I think, like, man, you're a good piece of meat. 570 00:36:10,350 --> 00:36:13,330 Notice how everything eventually came back to food. 571 00:36:13,590 --> 00:36:18,530 When they said, I think Clarence took two cherries, the first thought was, 572 00:36:18,590 --> 00:36:19,870 Clarence took two cherries. 573 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:21,370 I want to be a food critic. 574 00:36:21,630 --> 00:36:25,550 I'm going to be called the man's man's food critic. All right, we got ourselves 575 00:36:25,550 --> 00:36:27,850 some barbecue all up in here. 576 00:36:28,070 --> 00:36:31,310 My man doing it up. Got some mac and cheese, greens. 577 00:36:31,650 --> 00:36:33,150 That's a delicacy there, baby. 578 00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:36,880 Just one thing being on Survivor's taught me is be yourself. 579 00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:42,940 I came back feeling like, wow, man, I've got to come up with some new goals. 580 00:36:43,260 --> 00:36:47,920 It made me want to go see more of these exotic places that are out there and not 581 00:36:47,920 --> 00:36:49,480 just be a city dweller. 582 00:36:54,920 --> 00:36:59,480 My life as a single mom, it's not a chore, it's not a duty, it's a way of 583 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:00,480 for me. 584 00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:06,260 I get ready for work. I always wear makeup. It makes me feel like I'm ready 585 00:37:06,260 --> 00:37:06,919 the day. 586 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:07,879 That's it. 587 00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:12,100 Just enjoying a little bit of downtime before going off to the post office and 588 00:37:12,100 --> 00:37:14,060 another hectic day. 589 00:37:14,340 --> 00:37:15,218 Good morning. 590 00:37:15,220 --> 00:37:21,300 Then I wake my son up. The whole time we were over in Africa, we couldn't make 591 00:37:21,300 --> 00:37:22,860 any contact with our family. 592 00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:23,919 I'm back. 593 00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:27,740 I wanted to just say, I'm okay, Alex. I didn't get eaten up by a lion. 594 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:29,840 My home's great. 595 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:31,260 I love my home. 596 00:37:31,610 --> 00:37:33,330 It's bright, it's fun, it's happy. 597 00:37:33,530 --> 00:37:34,970 I'm bright and fun and happy. 598 00:37:35,750 --> 00:37:40,690 You feel like you're inside a box of colors, and when you go into another 599 00:37:40,730 --> 00:37:45,270 you just feel like you're in a regular box of brown or white. 600 00:37:47,390 --> 00:37:50,690 I'm real good at my job. I'm real good at carrying mail. 601 00:37:53,070 --> 00:37:57,250 The audience, they didn't get to know me. I did not open the can for me. 602 00:37:57,670 --> 00:37:59,590 Open to camp for her. To be an incident. 603 00:37:59,970 --> 00:38:00,569 That's a lie. 604 00:38:00,570 --> 00:38:01,570 Clarence, that is not. 605 00:38:01,790 --> 00:38:02,990 Diane. He lied. 606 00:38:03,390 --> 00:38:04,390 He knows you lied. 607 00:38:05,110 --> 00:38:09,010 I think I'm a little more sensitive than I was before I left. 608 00:38:09,830 --> 00:38:12,430 I don't take anything for granted anymore. 609 00:38:12,890 --> 00:38:14,530 I love you, baby. 610 00:38:14,810 --> 00:38:16,130 Good night, Mom. I love you. 611 00:38:18,190 --> 00:38:21,010 Ahead on Survivor, back from Africa. 612 00:38:21,290 --> 00:38:26,010 You don't have to be an evil, backstabbing person to do well in this 613 00:38:26,430 --> 00:38:27,750 What it took to win. 614 00:38:31,130 --> 00:38:35,870 In the end, it was the professional soccer player and coach from Lexington, 615 00:38:36,010 --> 00:38:38,190 Massachusetts, who was the sole survivor. 616 00:38:38,530 --> 00:38:44,050 He won it with his strength and smart, but mostly by sticking to his 617 00:38:46,730 --> 00:38:51,690 Before he left for Africa, I said to him, Ethan. 618 00:38:53,310 --> 00:38:57,310 It's not that important that you come home with a million dollars, but you 619 00:38:57,310 --> 00:39:00,230 what you have to come home with. You have to come home with your integrity. 620 00:39:00,890 --> 00:39:05,070 I said to myself, like, listen, I'm not going to change who I am as a person to 621 00:39:05,070 --> 00:39:07,910 be on this show. I want to come back to my dignity and self -respect. 622 00:39:08,230 --> 00:39:12,110 When I come home to Lexington, it's where I grew up, and I usually make a 623 00:39:12,110 --> 00:39:13,110 entrance. 624 00:39:13,270 --> 00:39:14,890 You got my hair back there. 625 00:39:16,950 --> 00:39:20,570 I like that. And usually I go on and, you know, see my brother, and he's a 626 00:39:20,570 --> 00:39:21,690 chiropractor. Hi. 627 00:39:22,330 --> 00:39:22,928 Doing okay? 628 00:39:22,930 --> 00:39:25,990 Yeah, yeah. He gives me a little adjustment, straighten me out a bit. 629 00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:28,090 stop, I see my mom in her little knitting store. 630 00:39:29,290 --> 00:39:30,290 Hi, Mommy. 631 00:39:30,650 --> 00:39:35,250 I think he's appealing to women. I mean, I cringe a little when one of my 632 00:39:35,250 --> 00:39:37,910 friends say, oh, your son's really hot. 633 00:39:39,170 --> 00:39:42,230 I've always liked women. Maybe because I was brought up by my mom, I was 634 00:39:42,230 --> 00:39:46,210 sensitive, you know, the whole sensitive guy thing. I'm in touch with my 635 00:39:46,210 --> 00:39:47,029 feminine side. 636 00:39:47,030 --> 00:39:50,450 Maybe it's because I doted on him so much after his father died. 637 00:39:51,210 --> 00:39:57,710 The biggest tragedy in his life was when his father died, and he was just 14 638 00:39:57,710 --> 00:39:58,710 years old. 639 00:39:59,130 --> 00:40:04,990 He got diagnosed with colon cancer, and I think from the time he was diagnosed 640 00:40:04,990 --> 00:40:08,610 to when he passed away, it was maybe a year. 641 00:40:08,830 --> 00:40:14,190 No matter where Ethan went in the evening, he knew he had to be home about 642 00:40:14,230 --> 00:40:18,530 30, 11 o 'clock to help get his father up the stairs. 643 00:40:18,890 --> 00:40:20,230 He could be... 644 00:40:20,540 --> 00:40:25,680 having the best time of his life, but he was home come 10 .30, 11 o 'clock. 645 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:30,080 If my husband woke up in the middle of the night and I couldn't lift him or 646 00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:36,280 him where he needed to go, he'd say, okay, Dad, I'm going to count to three, 647 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:39,320 your arms around my neck, and I'll lift you. 648 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:42,640 And that's what would happen time and time again. 649 00:40:43,080 --> 00:40:48,020 Having my father pass away and kind of me overcoming that, you know, I could 650 00:40:48,020 --> 00:40:49,420 have definitely... 651 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:55,500 You know, my first lesson in survival, I guess, and being a survivor, because I 652 00:40:55,500 --> 00:41:00,780 could have easily, you know, gone the whole drug route, drop out of school, 653 00:41:00,780 --> 00:41:02,380 know, be depressed my whole life. 654 00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:08,040 I feel there was a change in him after that, a sense of intensity that I didn't 655 00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:09,040 see before. 656 00:41:10,340 --> 00:41:14,680 I wanted to push forward and try to succeed and be the best I could possibly 657 00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:15,800 at everything that I've done. 658 00:41:16,100 --> 00:41:17,680 Watch, you'll get on and beat a throat. 659 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,040 Let's go, Blue! 660 00:41:21,460 --> 00:41:25,140 You know, I never thought in a million years that I'd be playing professional 661 00:41:25,140 --> 00:41:26,600 soccer. It was always a dream of mine. 662 00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:28,220 Easy, easy, easy! 663 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:31,540 I played for the United States Maccabee team. 664 00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:38,820 And I went to Africa, I went to Zimbabwe, and I was one of two white 665 00:41:38,820 --> 00:41:40,480 people in the entire league. 666 00:41:41,980 --> 00:41:48,400 Walking into a stadium with 50 ,000 people is just uplifting. 667 00:41:48,990 --> 00:41:53,090 Every time I step on the field, every time I put my cleats on, I just get that 668 00:41:53,090 --> 00:41:57,090 energy, that buzz that you get when you're doing something you love. 669 00:41:59,270 --> 00:42:00,430 There it is! 670 00:42:03,710 --> 00:42:05,510 Survivor is a brilliant game. 671 00:42:05,810 --> 00:42:09,070 You're hungry all the time, you're tired all the time, you're dirty all the 672 00:42:09,070 --> 00:42:12,590 time, you're thirsty all the time, and then you have to make friends with 673 00:42:12,590 --> 00:42:14,490 people, you have to perform in challenges. 674 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:18,820 You have to perform in mental challenges. 675 00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:22,420 You know, you got to watch your back, but you don't have to be an evil, 676 00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:28,120 backstabbing person to do well in this game. You can be a nice, honest, genuine 677 00:42:28,120 --> 00:42:30,200 person and become the ultimate survivor. 678 00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:44,440 Up next, a look ahead to the remote Pacific Island where 16 new survivors 679 00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:46,000 face the challenge of a lifetime. 680 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:54,380 Soon, 16 new strangers will be abandoned in the middle of the most remote place 681 00:42:54,380 --> 00:42:58,800 on Earth, the Marquesas, part of Tahiti's mystical islands in the South 682 00:42:59,260 --> 00:43:02,780 Thousands of miles from the nearest continent, it is a lush and tropical 683 00:43:02,780 --> 00:43:06,900 environment and home to some of the most dangerous sea life in the world. And 684 00:43:06,900 --> 00:43:10,740 for the first time, these survivors will be given no rations whatsoever. 685 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,660 It is the ultimate challenge. 686 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:18,260 Outwit, outplay, outlaugh until only one remains and emerges as the sole 687 00:43:18,260 --> 00:43:19,260 survivor. 688 00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:24,720 That's it for tonight. I'm Jeff Probst. Thanks for joining us. And we'll see you 689 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:27,880 next month for Survivor, our cases.