1 00:00:01,334 --> 00:00:02,926 [George] Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:02,969 --> 00:00:05,301 [Cristina] Izzie has stage four melanoma 3 00:00:05,338 --> 00:00:07,829 that has spread to her brain, liver and skin. 4 00:00:07,874 --> 00:00:10,342 He threw the first punch. I should talk to him? 5 00:00:10,377 --> 00:00:12,641 - [George] Mr. Torres. - She's my only little girl. 6 00:00:12,679 --> 00:00:14,977 - The minute you hurt her... - [Meredith] I'm engaged. 7 00:00:15,048 --> 00:00:16,640 [Cristina] I broke up with Owen. 8 00:00:18,718 --> 00:00:22,017 [ Vagabonds And Clowns] 9 00:00:22,055 --> 00:00:24,819 [Meredith] Defeat isn't an option. 10 00:00:27,027 --> 00:00:28,892 Not for surgeons. 11 00:00:29,929 --> 00:00:33,660 We don't back away from the table till the last breath's long gone. 12 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,133 "Terminal's" a challenge. 13 00:00:41,441 --> 00:00:45,070 "Life threatening" is what gets us out of bed in the morning. 14 00:01:06,966 --> 00:01:09,264 We're not easily intimidated. 15 00:01:11,171 --> 00:01:12,729 We don't flinch, 16 00:01:13,940 --> 00:01:15,601 we don't back down... 17 00:01:18,111 --> 00:01:20,511 ...and we certainly don't surrender. 18 00:01:31,491 --> 00:01:33,015 Not at work, anyway. 19 00:01:35,595 --> 00:01:38,029 Does it bother you that I don't wanna wear it? 20 00:01:38,064 --> 00:01:41,761 - Because I... I could. - I don't want you to wear it. 21 00:01:41,835 --> 00:01:43,359 You're not a ring bride. 22 00:01:44,838 --> 00:01:46,362 What? 23 00:01:46,406 --> 00:01:49,671 I'm not really a church wedding bride, 24 00:01:49,709 --> 00:01:52,940 or a poufy white dress bride either. 25 00:01:52,979 --> 00:01:56,005 We'll get naked and get married in a field of flowers. 26 00:01:57,417 --> 00:02:00,750 - I'm not a naked bride! - We'll get married in scrubs. 27 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:04,382 - Ooh! There's a wedding I can get into. - We gotta go. 28 00:02:06,860 --> 00:02:09,124 So I told Izzie she could help with the wedding, 29 00:02:09,162 --> 00:02:12,859 keeps her mind off of everything. I'll tell her about the scrubs and no church. 30 00:02:12,899 --> 00:02:14,526 We have a theme: simplicity. 31 00:02:18,438 --> 00:02:22,238 Maybe they can make you a bouquet of scalpels and clamps. 32 00:02:22,275 --> 00:02:25,369 That would be fun. I'd have to run it by Izzie first. 33 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:40,820 [sighs] 34 00:02:44,030 --> 00:02:46,464 I don't feel anything. 35 00:02:46,499 --> 00:02:47,989 Nothing? 36 00:02:48,067 --> 00:02:53,699 No anger, happiness, unhappiness? 37 00:02:53,740 --> 00:02:55,105 Guilt? 38 00:02:56,075 --> 00:02:58,009 Survivor's guilt? 39 00:03:00,113 --> 00:03:03,947 - It's very common with veterans. - It's not about my platoon. 40 00:03:06,653 --> 00:03:09,588 You have shoved your feelings aside for so long. 41 00:03:10,223 --> 00:03:12,020 I'm asking you to claim them. 42 00:03:12,859 --> 00:03:16,852 - And Owen, this is about your platoon. - [Owen scoffs] 43 00:03:16,896 --> 00:03:20,696 It's about the fact that I tried to choke my girlfriend to death. 44 00:03:21,868 --> 00:03:25,395 The way I feel about my platoon and what happened with Cristina are the same? 45 00:03:25,438 --> 00:03:26,496 They're not. 46 00:03:26,539 --> 00:03:29,633 How will you know if you can't name those feelings. 47 00:03:29,676 --> 00:03:31,143 That's not what it's... 48 00:03:32,645 --> 00:03:33,669 It's... 49 00:03:36,049 --> 00:03:37,414 I don't know. 50 00:03:37,450 --> 00:03:41,216 What do you mean you don't deliver dresses? Just to try on? 51 00:03:41,254 --> 00:03:45,520 No, no, I can't come in. I... have cancer. 52 00:03:45,592 --> 00:03:47,719 I'm bed-bound and dying. 53 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:49,785 [fakes sobbing] 54 00:03:53,700 --> 00:03:56,533 Fabulous! I'll fax you my choices. Hi! 55 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:59,436 Uh, what do you need? Blood, pee, what can I get you? 56 00:03:59,472 --> 00:04:01,997 Just checking in on you, see how the chemo's sitting. 57 00:04:02,041 --> 00:04:03,975 Fine. I haven't puked yet. 58 00:04:04,077 --> 00:04:07,535 - I'm making progress on Mer's wedding. - You should take it easy. 59 00:04:07,614 --> 00:04:10,879 - Chemo's gonna take a lot out of you. - I'll let you know if I hit the wall. 60 00:04:10,950 --> 00:04:13,851 Hello? Hi, yes. I wanted to discuss, um, flower arrangements. 61 00:04:13,886 --> 00:04:18,949 She needs to save her energy. This isn't just chemo. It's high dose IL-2. 62 00:04:18,992 --> 00:04:23,452 It makes the body attack itself. She's walking around, but it's not gonna last. 63 00:04:23,496 --> 00:04:26,954 Blood pressure will tank, shaking with chills, nauseous. 64 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:29,093 She might even have a heart attack. 65 00:04:31,237 --> 00:04:34,764 Believe me, a few hours from now, 66 00:04:34,807 --> 00:04:37,742 Izzie Stevens is gonna wish she were dead. 67 00:04:48,421 --> 00:04:51,481 - Is he here yet? - Talking about Calliope's dad? 68 00:04:51,524 --> 00:04:54,493 The answer is I don't know because I'm not meeting him 69 00:04:54,527 --> 00:04:58,088 - because it's way too soon. - And Torres is OK with that? 70 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:01,589 Her idea. The man's here for one day, then he's gone. No muss, no fuss. 71 00:05:08,074 --> 00:05:11,373 - Run. Run for your life. - What do you mean "run for my life"? 72 00:05:11,411 --> 00:05:14,278 - Oh, God! Dad! - Give me one good reason 73 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:16,373 - I shouldn't kill you. - [Callie] Stop it! 74 00:05:16,416 --> 00:05:19,283 - You committed adultery. - Who hasn't?! I slept with him 75 00:05:19,352 --> 00:05:22,810 before we were divorced, so George isn't the only one who cheated. 76 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:28,392 Good God! 77 00:05:28,428 --> 00:05:30,794 Give me one reason I shouldn't kill you. 78 00:05:30,830 --> 00:05:33,856 - Mark Sloan. Pleasure to meet you. - Dad, Mark's just a friend. 79 00:05:33,900 --> 00:05:34,992 [stammers] 80 00:05:35,034 --> 00:05:39,232 I'm happy, OK? I'm dating someone now and I'm happy, OK? 81 00:05:41,974 --> 00:05:43,999 [groans] 82 00:05:45,745 --> 00:05:48,236 [Torres] You're dating again. That's good, healthy. 83 00:05:48,281 --> 00:05:51,614 [sighs] I'd like to meet this new gentleman suitor. 84 00:05:52,318 --> 00:05:54,650 Yeah. Yeah, no, um... 85 00:05:54,687 --> 00:05:59,090 They're pretty busy 'cause they're a doctor here, but, um, you'll love them. 86 00:05:59,125 --> 00:06:02,026 You'll love them because they're smart and funny, and... 87 00:06:02,061 --> 00:06:06,657 ...both handsome and, and beautiful and, and very supportive. 88 00:06:06,699 --> 00:06:08,030 [Torres clears throat] 89 00:06:08,067 --> 00:06:11,434 Daddy? Please be OK with this. 90 00:06:19,412 --> 00:06:23,246 Dad, this is Arizona Robbins. 91 00:06:23,282 --> 00:06:25,079 This is who I'm dating now. 92 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:30,346 I really hope you draw the line at throwing women against walls. 93 00:06:31,023 --> 00:06:33,583 - [Mark] You page me? - Driver's face went through window. 94 00:06:33,626 --> 00:06:35,457 - Your cup of tea. - Right you are. 95 00:06:35,495 --> 00:06:37,360 [siren] 96 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:40,730 - [Derek] What do you got? - Anthony Meloy, 32-year-old male 97 00:06:40,767 --> 00:06:44,703 pedestrian with a left arm injury and road rash to his face and torso. 98 00:06:44,737 --> 00:06:48,036 Stable vitals. Landed on the street after he was hit by the driver. 99 00:06:48,074 --> 00:06:49,871 I didn't hit him. He jumped in front of me! 100 00:06:49,909 --> 00:06:52,207 Dan Gates. Swerved after he didn't hit Mr. Meloy 101 00:06:52,245 --> 00:06:55,703 and sideswiped a pole. Complains of abdominal pain. 102 00:06:55,748 --> 00:06:58,876 - Blood from his left ear... - He came out of nowhere! 103 00:06:58,918 --> 00:07:01,819 Give him a blood alcohol test. Driving like a madman! 104 00:07:01,854 --> 00:07:04,482 - [Dan] Now he's just lying. - I'm lying? I'm lying?! 105 00:07:04,524 --> 00:07:06,583 - Try to stay still. - No sign of head trauma. 106 00:07:06,626 --> 00:07:09,561 Check out the other guy. I got it from here. Let's go. 107 00:07:09,595 --> 00:07:12,155 - I need to look at his injuries. - When we're inside. 108 00:07:12,198 --> 00:07:14,564 - Drunk! - Liar! 109 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:16,625 - Pathetic. - Ass. 110 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:21,771 [sighs] 111 00:07:26,145 --> 00:07:27,635 I was just driving to the bank. 112 00:07:27,680 --> 00:07:30,877 Next thing, this guy jumped in front of my car. Whack job. 113 00:07:30,917 --> 00:07:33,477 - Can you move your eyebrow? - I can't examine his ear. 114 00:07:33,519 --> 00:07:35,885 - Would you get out of the way? - [Derek] Just wait. 115 00:07:37,790 --> 00:07:41,021 [Mark] Free fluid in the upper quadrant. Grey, schedule a stat CT. 116 00:07:41,093 --> 00:07:43,721 [woman on PA indistinct] 117 00:07:45,531 --> 00:07:47,089 How you doing, Mr. Meloy? 118 00:07:47,133 --> 00:07:50,227 - My arm's killing me, otherwise fine. - Tenderness and bruising 119 00:07:50,269 --> 00:07:53,568 - over his humerus, but good pulses. - We should still do a full work-up. 120 00:07:53,606 --> 00:07:58,043 Check in with Karev once you assess, let him know what you find. 121 00:07:58,077 --> 00:08:01,774 - I'm reporting to Karev? - He's overseeing the pit today. 122 00:08:01,814 --> 00:08:03,645 - You good with that, Karev? - Yes, sir. 123 00:08:03,683 --> 00:08:05,651 I'll be in the OR if you need me. 124 00:08:07,086 --> 00:08:08,781 Off you go. 125 00:08:10,256 --> 00:08:13,748 Meeting Callie's dad was so not on the agenda for today. 126 00:08:13,793 --> 00:08:15,920 Seems like a man who needs preparation 127 00:08:15,995 --> 00:08:19,556 for meeting his daughter's girlfriend. Should have seen his face. 128 00:08:19,599 --> 00:08:21,726 - Can you stop doing that thing? - What thing? 129 00:08:21,767 --> 00:08:23,928 Telling me your business thing. It's my day off. 130 00:08:23,970 --> 00:08:26,768 - I'm here to watch the fundoplication. - I checked. 131 00:08:26,806 --> 00:08:30,071 You worked a 90 hour week. You should be sleeping. 132 00:08:30,109 --> 00:08:33,636 - You can stop doing that, too. - It's just that Peds can be tough. 133 00:08:33,679 --> 00:08:35,977 - It can be hard on a family. - Not mine. 134 00:08:36,015 --> 00:08:39,712 My husband... is very supportive. 135 00:08:39,752 --> 00:08:43,051 He is... can't wait for me to start my fellowship. 136 00:08:43,089 --> 00:08:45,751 - He doesn't know, does he? - No. 137 00:08:45,791 --> 00:08:47,725 Why? 138 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:50,388 Dr. Robbins, Jessica had a seizure and can't breathe. 139 00:08:50,429 --> 00:08:55,230 She's got Tay-Sachs. Get a mask on her and crank it up to 15 liters. 140 00:08:55,268 --> 00:08:56,735 [gasping] 141 00:08:56,769 --> 00:08:58,669 All right, sit up. You're OK, honey. 142 00:08:59,906 --> 00:09:02,704 You just need to breathe. Slow, slow. 143 00:09:03,376 --> 00:09:06,004 Good, good. You're getting better. 144 00:09:06,078 --> 00:09:08,706 Slow, slow. I think you're OK. 145 00:09:09,782 --> 00:09:11,841 [Derek] There's no blood in the brain. 146 00:09:11,884 --> 00:09:14,853 ZMC fracture of the temporal bone, ruptured eardrum. 147 00:09:14,921 --> 00:09:18,652 - Book us an OR. - Not so fast, Dr. Grey. 148 00:09:18,724 --> 00:09:22,490 Mr. Gates, the patient has a name, injured a facial nerve. Which means? 149 00:09:22,528 --> 00:09:25,122 That Mr. Gates will also need a nerve repair. 150 00:09:25,164 --> 00:09:28,361 Does that take place before or after Dr. Sloan's ossicular reconstruction? 151 00:09:35,207 --> 00:09:36,504 - Before. - Incorrect. 152 00:09:36,542 --> 00:09:41,241 You have to explore for bone fragments, reversing his hearing loss. 153 00:09:41,314 --> 00:09:43,373 Which is why I need you to book that OR. 154 00:09:43,449 --> 00:09:46,612 If he has facial paralysis, it won't matter if he can hear out of one ear. 155 00:09:46,652 --> 00:09:50,486 - Am I right, Dr. Grey? - Uh... 156 00:09:50,523 --> 00:09:52,787 - Dr. Grey. - Lexie? 157 00:09:53,926 --> 00:09:55,416 - Dr. Grey. - Lexie. 158 00:09:55,461 --> 00:09:58,487 I think you both are amazing doctors. 159 00:10:06,339 --> 00:10:08,899 The car hit you while you were in the crosswalk? 160 00:10:08,941 --> 00:10:12,536 Yeah. Are you almost done? 'Cause I need to go. 161 00:10:12,578 --> 00:10:14,011 Uh, no, um... 162 00:10:15,448 --> 00:10:18,212 Because we need to wait for the police. They need a statement. 163 00:10:18,250 --> 00:10:22,687 Is that necessary? Can't I just leave my name and number? 164 00:10:22,722 --> 00:10:25,657 I just need you to wait here for one minute. OK? 165 00:10:25,691 --> 00:10:27,852 - Yeah. - Thank you. 166 00:10:27,893 --> 00:10:31,556 Alex. I need to order a psych consult for Mr. Meloy. 167 00:10:31,597 --> 00:10:34,464 He said he was walking, but the pattern of his injuries 168 00:10:34,500 --> 00:10:37,298 aren't consistent. Plus, he's acting agitated. 169 00:10:37,336 --> 00:10:41,329 Maybe because he was hit by a car. Or 'cause he has you as a doctor. 170 00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:44,207 You need to discharge him. We've a lot of other patients 171 00:10:44,243 --> 00:10:46,108 - with worse injuries. - If he leaves 172 00:10:46,145 --> 00:10:48,340 and he hurts himself, it's on you. 173 00:10:52,718 --> 00:10:55,846 Fine. Get your consult. But if someone in that waiting room dies 174 00:10:55,888 --> 00:10:58,322 because we don't have a bed, that's on you. 175 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:05,062 [Richard] I hear congratulations are in order. 176 00:11:05,097 --> 00:11:07,429 - What? - The engagement. 177 00:11:07,466 --> 00:11:11,869 Our very own Seattle Grace wedding. I couldn't be happier for the both of you. 178 00:11:11,971 --> 00:11:14,337 Thank you, sir. Did you have an assignment? 179 00:11:14,373 --> 00:11:16,898 - Dresses. - I'm sorry? 180 00:11:16,942 --> 00:11:20,844 Stevens has transformed her room into a bridal boutique. So go. 181 00:11:20,913 --> 00:11:23,575 Try on dresses. That's an order. 182 00:11:26,552 --> 00:11:28,816 - I didn't think you wanted a dress. - I don't. 183 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:32,119 - How does he even know we're engaged? - Richard's my friend. 184 00:11:32,158 --> 00:11:35,924 He didn't order the dress. If you don't want to wear a dress, 185 00:11:35,961 --> 00:11:38,862 - talk to Izzie. - Yeah. As the chemo drips 186 00:11:38,898 --> 00:11:42,698 into her cancer-y arm and she looks at me with those cancer-y eyes, 187 00:11:42,735 --> 00:11:45,465 - those cancer-y, wedding-loving eyes? - Be strong. 188 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:49,770 We'll have bridesmaids in pink taffeta. You'll wear top hat and morning coat 189 00:11:49,809 --> 00:11:52,334 and somebody will sing Wind-Beneath-My-Freaking-Wings. 190 00:11:52,378 --> 00:11:56,371 - You want me to talk to her? - OK, I'm glad we talked. 191 00:12:04,757 --> 00:12:07,419 Apparently, a morning coat is non-negotiable. 192 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:10,690 Also, we have to make time for ballroom dancing lessons. 193 00:12:14,533 --> 00:12:17,263 Just so you know, I wasn't looking for a relationship. 194 00:12:17,303 --> 00:12:18,736 - [bones cracking] - [gasps] 195 00:12:18,771 --> 00:12:22,605 Not with anyone, a he or a she. But... 196 00:12:22,641 --> 00:12:24,768 - ...it just happened. - [bones cracking] 197 00:12:24,810 --> 00:12:28,041 - [man gasping] - And, uh... 198 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:29,479 It feels good with her. 199 00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:31,745 It feels easy and, uh... 200 00:12:31,817 --> 00:12:33,216 ...comfortable. 201 00:12:33,252 --> 00:12:36,449 - [groans] - I'm saying I'm happy. 202 00:12:36,489 --> 00:12:38,787 When have you ever heard me willingly admit that? 203 00:12:39,859 --> 00:12:42,692 When you lived at home with your mother and me. 204 00:12:42,728 --> 00:12:47,256 - You were happy then. - I was 12. It didn't take much. 205 00:12:47,333 --> 00:12:49,392 Fly home with me. I'll talk to the chief, 206 00:12:49,435 --> 00:12:51,562 - explain the circumstances. - What?! 207 00:12:51,637 --> 00:12:56,074 - Dad, no. I'm not moving back home! - Don't worry. Everything's gonna be OK. 208 00:12:56,108 --> 00:12:58,474 Everything is... O... OK. 209 00:13:04,016 --> 00:13:08,749 Tay-Sachs is always fatal in children, usually by the age of four or five. 210 00:13:09,889 --> 00:13:11,288 She's six. 211 00:13:14,827 --> 00:13:17,796 I spoke to my friend who's fundraising for Jessica. 212 00:13:17,863 --> 00:13:20,889 This place in Mexico. They do experimental stem cell therapy. 213 00:13:20,933 --> 00:13:22,798 A couple of weeks, we'll have enough money... 214 00:13:22,835 --> 00:13:26,362 Matt, Jessica doesn't have a couple of weeks. 215 00:13:27,173 --> 00:13:30,609 It's quite possible she only has a couple of hours. 216 00:13:30,676 --> 00:13:33,543 We talked about this. We've talked about this a lot. 217 00:13:33,612 --> 00:13:36,445 And now it's here. And I know it's hard. 218 00:13:36,515 --> 00:13:40,645 I know it's impossible. But we've done everything we can. 219 00:13:40,686 --> 00:13:45,714 - You have done everything you... - No. No! 220 00:13:45,791 --> 00:13:48,817 Listen. All we need is a little more time. 221 00:13:48,861 --> 00:13:51,227 [stammers] If you read about these treatments... 222 00:13:56,101 --> 00:13:59,332 I don't mean to insult you. I know you've done everything. 223 00:13:59,405 --> 00:14:04,342 I just need a few more days, more time. She's a fighter. You know she'll fight. 224 00:14:04,410 --> 00:14:06,901 - I just need to get her there. - Matt. 225 00:14:06,979 --> 00:14:09,539 She's not gonna make it to Mexico. 226 00:14:13,519 --> 00:14:15,749 And I am so sorry, 227 00:14:15,788 --> 00:14:21,021 but the best thing you can do for her now is to be here. 228 00:14:21,060 --> 00:14:22,084 No! 229 00:14:25,030 --> 00:14:27,225 Don't tell me what's best. 230 00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:30,758 You don't tell me. I will find a way. 231 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:32,838 I will get her to Mexico tonight. 232 00:14:33,739 --> 00:14:38,005 Shame on you for giving up on her. Shame on you, Dr. Robbins. 233 00:14:51,857 --> 00:14:53,449 [rapid beeping] 234 00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:59,530 Get a crash cart to Izzie Steven's room! Izzie! 235 00:15:03,302 --> 00:15:05,327 - [panting] - [Izzie laughs] 236 00:15:07,673 --> 00:15:08,697 What? 237 00:15:10,876 --> 00:15:16,041 I'm sorry! You should see your face! It's your totally-freaking-out face! 238 00:15:18,217 --> 00:15:21,084 - You're joking? This is a joke? - I'm sorry. 239 00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:23,486 I really did need you, though. 240 00:15:23,522 --> 00:15:27,083 I have all these dresses. I keep paging Meredith to come try them on, 241 00:15:27,126 --> 00:15:30,618 and she won't answer. So will you tell her to come in here? 242 00:15:30,663 --> 00:15:32,096 She'll listen to you. 243 00:15:35,467 --> 00:15:39,233 You have damage to your facial nerve from a broken bone behind your ear. 244 00:15:39,271 --> 00:15:42,900 - Which I'll repair. - Also, bleeding around your spleen. 245 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:45,274 - We'll keep an eye on it. - Your eardrum ruptured. 246 00:15:45,311 --> 00:15:47,711 You might lose the hearing in your left ear. 247 00:15:47,746 --> 00:15:50,476 Unbelievable. Unbelievable! 248 00:15:50,516 --> 00:15:54,384 - That son of a bitch! - Mr. Gates, try and stay calm. 249 00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:56,320 No. Don't tell me to stay calm. 250 00:15:56,355 --> 00:16:00,291 That son of bitch dove in front of my car. He dove! 251 00:16:00,326 --> 00:16:04,695 Like he was Superman. Had his arms stretched out and everything! 252 00:16:04,730 --> 00:16:06,755 I was going to the bank. 253 00:16:07,733 --> 00:16:09,496 I was just... 254 00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:12,126 ...going to the bank. 255 00:16:15,040 --> 00:16:18,806 [Meredith] If I show you the dress, you can never tell anyone because it's bad. 256 00:16:18,844 --> 00:16:23,042 - Really, really bad. - OK, fine. It'll be our little secret. 257 00:16:31,657 --> 00:16:33,625 Oh, wow. 258 00:16:34,526 --> 00:16:39,259 - Photos are not secret! - Isn't there a tiara that goes with it? 259 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:43,893 - Put it on so I get the full effect. - No tiara. I told you simple. 260 00:16:43,969 --> 00:16:46,529 - Buffalo wings at the reception. - You can't. 261 00:16:46,572 --> 00:16:51,635 - Caterers don't do buffalo wings. - Iz, this is a small wedding. Small. 262 00:16:51,710 --> 00:16:55,168 This is a big dress for a big wedding. 263 00:16:55,214 --> 00:16:58,081 Don't you have a dress that doesn't make noise when it moves 264 00:16:58,117 --> 00:17:00,847 - or stand up by itself? - You're getting married. 265 00:17:00,953 --> 00:17:05,014 It's a miracle. Meredith Grey, child of darkness, found someone. 266 00:17:05,057 --> 00:17:08,686 Don't want to celebrate that? It's your day, Meredith. 267 00:17:08,727 --> 00:17:11,252 You can't just piss it away on a slip dress 268 00:17:11,296 --> 00:17:16,256 and a cheese tray from the grocery store. That will make me so sad. 269 00:17:16,301 --> 00:17:20,601 I don't want to be sad. I'm suffering through cancer. That's sad enough. 270 00:17:22,007 --> 00:17:25,101 Fine, give me the tiara. 271 00:17:29,915 --> 00:17:32,509 Oh! You're like a princess. 272 00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:35,042 - Smile. - [camera clicks] 273 00:17:35,087 --> 00:17:36,782 I mean, home! He's dragging me home! 274 00:17:36,822 --> 00:17:39,552 [speaking Spanish] 275 00:17:41,293 --> 00:17:42,726 ...who I want to spend it with! 276 00:17:42,761 --> 00:17:45,457 - [Spanish] - Got it. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. 277 00:17:47,299 --> 00:17:49,290 I can see you're very upset. 278 00:17:50,836 --> 00:17:52,633 You page me, Robbins? 279 00:17:53,205 --> 00:17:55,605 You're her best friend and I am at a giant loss, 280 00:17:55,641 --> 00:17:58,701 - not to mention the sick children... - Go. I got this. 281 00:17:58,744 --> 00:18:00,575 [Spanish] 282 00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:04,075 Hey! 283 00:18:04,116 --> 00:18:07,449 Stop speaking Spanish because I have to go to surgery in a minute 284 00:18:07,486 --> 00:18:11,513 - and I don't speak Spanish. - My dad is taking me home. 285 00:18:11,590 --> 00:18:15,048 Talking to the chief and making me quit my job and relationship, 286 00:18:15,094 --> 00:18:18,427 - he has yet to acknowledge exists. - Are you 12? Tell him he's crazy. 287 00:18:18,464 --> 00:18:23,197 You don't understand. There isn't anything he hasn't done for me. Nothing. 288 00:18:23,268 --> 00:18:26,669 He paid for my college, med school. I have a huge trust fund. 289 00:18:26,705 --> 00:18:29,674 He doesn't want me to worry about anything but being a doctor. 290 00:18:29,708 --> 00:18:33,804 The man's done nothing but support me his whole life. 291 00:18:36,048 --> 00:18:39,950 Supporting someone and respecting someone aren't the same thing. 292 00:18:39,985 --> 00:18:41,885 You need to tell him that. 293 00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:52,154 Well, look who's up. 294 00:18:52,197 --> 00:18:55,132 - Where's my dad? - He should be here soon. 295 00:18:55,167 --> 00:18:57,067 How you feeling? 296 00:18:58,036 --> 00:18:59,663 You want some water? 297 00:19:01,039 --> 00:19:04,236 - I want my dad. - It's OK. 298 00:19:05,377 --> 00:19:07,242 It's OK. 299 00:19:07,279 --> 00:19:10,271 [inhales, exhales deeply] 300 00:19:11,016 --> 00:19:12,483 Um... 301 00:19:12,518 --> 00:19:16,579 When my little boy is scared, know what makes him feel better? 302 00:19:20,325 --> 00:19:23,886 When he rocks in the chair with me. Let me show you. 303 00:19:23,929 --> 00:19:26,329 Here we go. All righty. 304 00:19:26,365 --> 00:19:29,766 [labored breathing] 305 00:19:29,801 --> 00:19:32,065 There we go, sweetie. 306 00:19:36,008 --> 00:19:39,375 Yeah. He likes this. 307 00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:42,306 He likes this a lot. 308 00:19:46,051 --> 00:19:47,746 There you go. 309 00:20:03,702 --> 00:20:06,500 I got you the cheeseburger you wanted. You sure about this? 310 00:20:06,538 --> 00:20:10,531 - You're OK? Not feeling nauseous? - No, I'm good, I'm fine. See? 311 00:20:11,610 --> 00:20:12,702 Hi. 312 00:20:14,146 --> 00:20:17,138 - French fries. I love French fries. - Meredith, let's go. 313 00:20:17,182 --> 00:20:20,583 I feel like this dress is giving me a mammogram. It's squishing my boobs. 314 00:20:20,619 --> 00:20:22,610 - Let me see it. - I'm taking it off. 315 00:20:23,488 --> 00:20:25,718 [gasping] 316 00:20:25,757 --> 00:20:27,850 - Izzie, you OK? - I think she's choking. 317 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:32,421 Let's hit her with oxygen. Izzie. Speak to me. Say something. Izzie? 318 00:20:32,464 --> 00:20:34,625 I'm not choking! 319 00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:38,130 I'm joking. 320 00:20:38,337 --> 00:20:40,532 OK, you gotta stop doing that. It's not funny. 321 00:20:40,572 --> 00:20:43,803 Got Meredith out so I could see her in her the dress. And it's gorgeous. 322 00:20:43,842 --> 00:20:45,673 - Tell her she has to stop. - Izzie! 323 00:20:45,711 --> 00:20:48,202 - Very romantic. It's pretty, right? - Pretty. 324 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:51,614 And I see you've invited more people to witness my humiliation? 325 00:20:51,650 --> 00:20:55,586 No. Derek and Mark aren't speaking. We're heading into a six-hour surgery. 326 00:20:55,621 --> 00:21:00,024 Unless I slip this burger into a sterile area, I'm not gonna make it. 327 00:21:00,058 --> 00:21:04,017 - Can you please come talk to them? - Fine. OK. You can go. 328 00:21:04,062 --> 00:21:06,656 Cristina, will you help her take the dress off? 329 00:21:07,799 --> 00:21:09,391 I'll be in the scrub room. 330 00:21:10,836 --> 00:21:13,896 Lexie just ate all my fries. Can you please get me some more? 331 00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:16,840 Nice. The IL-2 isn't affecting you at all. 332 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,072 [moans] 333 00:21:58,517 --> 00:22:00,178 OK. 334 00:22:10,362 --> 00:22:13,593 Doctor said if we can find a way to get her there, he'll treat Jessica. 335 00:22:13,632 --> 00:22:15,463 Matt, she's been asking for you. 336 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:25,298 Hey, baby. Guess what? 337 00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:28,541 We're gonna go to Mexico and you're gonna love it there. 338 00:22:28,580 --> 00:22:32,380 The sky is so blue and the sand is white. 339 00:22:32,417 --> 00:22:35,409 - And the water... - Can we go tomorrow, Daddy? 340 00:22:35,454 --> 00:22:37,513 I'm so tired. 341 00:22:41,326 --> 00:22:45,092 Why don't you trade places with me. It's you she wants. 342 00:22:45,130 --> 00:22:47,997 All I need is plane fare. Then we'll be on our way. 343 00:23:00,145 --> 00:23:02,272 I can get someone to relieve you for a while. 344 00:23:02,647 --> 00:23:05,115 If you still want to watch me do that fundoplication. 345 00:23:15,460 --> 00:23:17,052 I'm OK. 346 00:23:22,634 --> 00:23:26,070 OK. Before you guys go in there and start cutting on this patient, 347 00:23:26,104 --> 00:23:29,403 you need to apologize to each other. If not for the patient, for me. 348 00:23:29,441 --> 00:23:32,103 Or for Lexie. Look at her. 349 00:23:32,511 --> 00:23:35,708 Her face is breaking out. Her ass is humongous. 350 00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:39,046 It's true. I had to get the scrubs with the elastic waistband. 351 00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:41,382 If you don't apologize, she's not scrubbing in. 352 00:23:41,453 --> 00:23:44,718 I won't. You can't make me. This should be a joyful time. 353 00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:48,988 - You should be the best man. - The chief will be my best man. 354 00:23:49,027 --> 00:23:50,426 What? 355 00:23:52,364 --> 00:23:56,596 - Is my ass really...? - Lexie, will you excuse us? Please. 356 00:23:58,136 --> 00:24:00,764 - The chief? - The best man is my choice. 357 00:24:00,806 --> 00:24:03,138 When are you gonna let go of the grudge you have? 358 00:24:03,175 --> 00:24:06,576 Derek, the man had an affair with my mother, 359 00:24:06,611 --> 00:24:10,741 broke up my parents' marriage and basically destroyed my childhood. 360 00:24:10,816 --> 00:24:13,683 Meanwhile, you've been best friends with Mark for 20 years, 361 00:24:13,718 --> 00:24:16,312 and you're willing to throw all that away over nothing. 362 00:24:16,354 --> 00:24:21,018 So don't talk to me about grudges. I'll get over mine when you get over yours. 363 00:24:30,969 --> 00:24:34,405 - What are you doing up here? - I stopped by to see Dr. Stevens. 364 00:24:34,439 --> 00:24:37,169 - I'm on my way back. - What happened with the pedestrian? 365 00:24:37,209 --> 00:24:40,178 - Did the cops talk to him? - I don't know. I don't think so. 366 00:24:40,212 --> 00:24:43,375 You don't know? That guy may have tried to kill himself. 367 00:24:43,415 --> 00:24:46,976 - I called for a psych consult. - A potentially suicidal patient 368 00:24:47,018 --> 00:24:51,352 and you're wandering around up here? The guy who hit him is headed to an OR. 369 00:24:51,389 --> 00:24:54,153 He's in terrible shape. He may not live! 370 00:24:54,192 --> 00:24:55,625 - I... - Quiet! 371 00:24:56,561 --> 00:24:59,052 If that guy threw himself in front of that car, 372 00:24:59,097 --> 00:25:03,261 he should pay. He should pay. He better not walk out of that ER! 373 00:25:06,671 --> 00:25:08,070 Move faster, Karev! 374 00:25:11,276 --> 00:25:14,541 - You asked for a psych consult? - Yes, I did. 375 00:25:14,613 --> 00:25:15,910 Where is he? 376 00:25:19,985 --> 00:25:22,920 - Oh, crap. - Wonderful. You've lost him. 377 00:25:22,954 --> 00:25:25,684 I have not... Have you checked the waiting room? 378 00:25:26,491 --> 00:25:28,823 O'Malley! Where's Mr. Meloy? 379 00:25:30,428 --> 00:25:33,829 Pysch was supposed to be examining him and he's not my only patient. 380 00:25:37,168 --> 00:25:39,932 Nice. Nice! You lost him. 381 00:25:39,971 --> 00:25:44,032 - Hunt is gonna love hearing about this. - You didn't want the pysch consult! 382 00:25:44,075 --> 00:25:47,374 I don't get it. I don't... I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt... 383 00:25:47,412 --> 00:25:50,745 I don't get what Hunt sees in you and I don't understand what Izzie sees. 384 00:25:50,782 --> 00:25:54,548 Shut up! I'm the one who's tried. Izzie likes you. So I've tried. 385 00:25:54,586 --> 00:25:57,111 I've tried to find one little ounce of respect for you, 386 00:25:57,155 --> 00:26:00,556 but you lost him. You thought he was suicidal and turned your back. 387 00:26:00,592 --> 00:26:03,720 That's not on me. I'm done with you. I'm done trying to respect you. 388 00:26:03,762 --> 00:26:06,196 - I'm done! - [repeated thudding] 389 00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:08,791 [glass crackling] 390 00:26:15,607 --> 00:26:18,508 [car alarm] 391 00:26:22,948 --> 00:26:24,973 [siren] 392 00:26:32,657 --> 00:26:34,625 - What happened? - We did ATLS protocol, 393 00:26:34,659 --> 00:26:37,924 - but he's... - We inserted bilateral chest tubes, 394 00:26:37,963 --> 00:26:40,193 but he kept bleeding. Then he started bradying 395 00:26:40,231 --> 00:26:42,893 so we pushed atropine. I opened his chest when we lost vitals. 396 00:26:42,934 --> 00:26:45,459 Found edge of rib protruding into his ascending aorta. 397 00:26:45,503 --> 00:26:47,994 I attached a clamp and I'm getting heart activity. 398 00:26:48,039 --> 00:26:49,529 - You got an OR lined up? - OR Two. 399 00:26:49,574 --> 00:26:52,270 - Good work, O'Malley. Scrub in. - His aorta was looking... 400 00:26:52,310 --> 00:26:53,743 We got it, Karev. 401 00:26:57,649 --> 00:27:00,083 [Derek] Do a middle fossa craniotomy approach. 402 00:27:00,118 --> 00:27:03,519 - Let's get diamond burrs in. - Don't bother. I ordered them. 403 00:27:03,588 --> 00:27:07,388 I may be irresponsible and untrustworthy out there. I'm not in here. 404 00:27:07,425 --> 00:27:11,156 - I never said untrustworthy. - You put the Berlin Wall around Lexie. 405 00:27:11,196 --> 00:27:14,461 Meredith asked me. People do when someone they care about 406 00:27:14,499 --> 00:27:16,490 asks them to do something. They do it. 407 00:27:16,534 --> 00:27:20,265 You should have, when I asked you to stay away from Lexie. Or Addison. 408 00:27:20,305 --> 00:27:23,297 Oh, here we go. Addison. The only note he can ever play. 409 00:27:23,341 --> 00:27:27,801 You know, I was gonna apologize for decking you, 'cause I felt bad, 410 00:27:27,846 --> 00:27:31,111 but now, I'm gonna play it over and over in my head and really enjoy it. 411 00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:32,446 - Oh, hell! - [beeping] 412 00:27:32,484 --> 00:27:36,853 - It's coming from the pterygoid plexus. - [both] Get me 4-0 vicryl! 413 00:27:36,888 --> 00:27:40,051 - [Derek] A clamp. - [sighs] You know what? I'm done. 414 00:27:40,725 --> 00:27:44,456 I give up. If I hadn't fallen for Little Grey, you would have found a reason 415 00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:49,229 not to respect me. Always have. To you, I'm always gonna be the charity case 416 00:27:49,267 --> 00:27:51,030 the Shepherds had to take in. 417 00:27:52,103 --> 00:27:54,765 - I got the bleeder. - You threw the stitch already? 418 00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,908 [sighs] Yeah. 419 00:27:59,310 --> 00:28:01,005 Hmm. 420 00:28:02,113 --> 00:28:04,104 Do you know where Dr. Grey is? 421 00:28:04,149 --> 00:28:07,084 - No, do you want me to page her? - No, it's OK. 422 00:28:07,118 --> 00:28:08,551 OK. 423 00:28:12,624 --> 00:28:13,989 Thank you. 424 00:28:42,454 --> 00:28:45,321 - [thud] - [machine beeping] 425 00:28:51,930 --> 00:28:53,693 Can you hold the retractor, please? 426 00:28:53,732 --> 00:28:56,667 He'll need 3-0 Prolene and a Gore-Tex graft. I'll get it ready. 427 00:28:57,569 --> 00:28:59,127 You're good at this. 428 00:28:59,471 --> 00:29:02,963 You're thinking ten steps ahead of what you're doing. Not many can do that. 429 00:29:03,007 --> 00:29:05,339 And the hairier things get, the calmer you get. 430 00:29:05,376 --> 00:29:08,402 It's something you're wired with. Chosen your specialty yet? 431 00:29:08,446 --> 00:29:10,539 - No, sir. - It's trauma. 432 00:29:13,918 --> 00:29:17,046 I'm sorry. You want to take Dr. Torres home? 433 00:29:17,088 --> 00:29:21,184 Now, I recognize that my daughter is a senior resident 434 00:29:21,226 --> 00:29:26,459 and you've invested in her education. I'm happy to write out a check 435 00:29:26,498 --> 00:29:30,832 for whatever amount as a donation to your hospital. 436 00:29:30,869 --> 00:29:35,306 In exchange, I would ask you to transfer her to St. Mary's in Miami. 437 00:29:35,340 --> 00:29:40,004 Um, I appreciate the offer, sir. But, with all due respect, 438 00:29:40,044 --> 00:29:42,376 your daughter is a grown woman. 439 00:29:45,183 --> 00:29:47,117 Does she know you're here? 440 00:29:49,154 --> 00:29:50,985 [clears throat] 441 00:29:51,022 --> 00:29:53,081 You don't have children, do you? 442 00:29:53,124 --> 00:29:56,890 - No, no, no. I don't. - No. You don't. 443 00:29:56,928 --> 00:29:58,589 Because if you did... 444 00:30:00,198 --> 00:30:03,497 "Your daughter's a grown woman..." That means nothing. 445 00:30:03,535 --> 00:30:05,526 I mean, she's my child. 446 00:30:05,570 --> 00:30:09,233 It's like the blood running through your veins. You don't outgrow it. 447 00:30:09,274 --> 00:30:12,437 Never goes away. The love. 448 00:30:12,477 --> 00:30:15,674 The need to protect them from everything. From everything. 449 00:30:15,713 --> 00:30:17,476 Even from themselves. 450 00:30:20,084 --> 00:30:21,813 They grow up. They move out. 451 00:30:21,853 --> 00:30:25,914 They change. Become people you don't even recognize. 452 00:30:25,957 --> 00:30:29,188 Make decisions... [stammers] 453 00:30:29,227 --> 00:30:31,252 [ 454 00:30:31,296 --> 00:30:35,096 And they think you don't love them because you don't understand. 455 00:30:35,700 --> 00:30:38,430 But it's the opposite. See, it's the opposite. 456 00:30:39,971 --> 00:30:43,463 You fight for them. Always. You never surrender. 457 00:30:43,508 --> 00:30:46,341 When your child is on the line, you never surrender. 458 00:30:48,046 --> 00:30:51,641 I called eight organizations. And they have a wait list for emergency funds. 459 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:55,141 - I don't know what to do. - Mr. Smithson, 460 00:30:55,186 --> 00:30:57,416 it's time to stop now. 461 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:02,759 Maybe if we just go to the airport, they'll let us on a flight. I mean... 462 00:31:02,794 --> 00:31:06,252 - People do things like that... - Mr. Smithson. 463 00:31:06,297 --> 00:31:09,596 No! Please don't make me stop. 464 00:31:09,634 --> 00:31:12,398 Please don't make me stop. Please don't make me stop! 465 00:31:12,437 --> 00:31:18,034 I wouldn't want to stop either. But Jessica is terminal, Matt. 466 00:31:18,076 --> 00:31:21,170 In a few minutes, her heart is going to stop. 467 00:31:21,679 --> 00:31:24,204 Now, I can pump her chest, 468 00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:26,809 I can push all sorts of medicines, 469 00:31:26,851 --> 00:31:30,287 and put her on a ventilator 'cause she'll no longer be able to breathe. 470 00:31:30,321 --> 00:31:34,485 But even with all of that, she's going to die. 471 00:31:39,264 --> 00:31:43,894 And the last person who will have her hands on her, 472 00:31:43,935 --> 00:31:47,234 who will have been able to touch her, 473 00:31:47,272 --> 00:31:49,604 it's gonna be me or a nurse. 474 00:31:50,108 --> 00:31:52,099 Or it could be you. 475 00:31:53,578 --> 00:31:55,569 You don't want to miss this. 476 00:31:55,613 --> 00:32:00,141 This next part, she needs her daddy for this part. 477 00:32:07,458 --> 00:32:10,120 Daddy? [labored breathing] 478 00:32:11,162 --> 00:32:14,154 Are we going to Mexico? 479 00:32:35,186 --> 00:32:36,619 Yes. 480 00:32:37,922 --> 00:32:40,015 We're going to Mexico. 481 00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,395 Where the sky is blue, blue. 482 00:32:47,465 --> 00:32:49,592 And the sand is white. 483 00:32:52,737 --> 00:32:56,298 The water is so clear, you can see all the way to the bottom. 484 00:32:59,644 --> 00:33:01,976 We're going. 485 00:33:02,013 --> 00:33:03,605 Just you and me. 486 00:33:06,584 --> 00:33:08,575 No more doctors. 487 00:33:11,622 --> 00:33:13,385 No more medicine. 488 00:33:14,058 --> 00:33:15,787 No more hospitals. 489 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:18,386 Just you and me. 490 00:33:18,429 --> 00:33:21,956 [constant beep] 491 00:33:28,072 --> 00:33:31,974 We're gonna go. Just relax. We'll be there soon. 492 00:33:39,317 --> 00:33:41,080 [constant beep stops] 493 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:43,620 We'll play on the beach all day. 494 00:33:45,056 --> 00:33:46,921 We'll make sand castles. 495 00:33:55,099 --> 00:33:56,657 We're going. 496 00:33:57,635 --> 00:33:59,728 We'll be there soon. You'll see. 497 00:34:00,204 --> 00:34:02,468 We're gonna have so much fun. 498 00:34:04,575 --> 00:34:06,270 Just you and me. 499 00:34:06,978 --> 00:34:08,138 Just you and me. 500 00:34:18,189 --> 00:34:21,317 98 over 72. That's good. That's good. 501 00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:23,121 Don't. 502 00:34:23,828 --> 00:34:26,956 Don't try to make me out better than I am, because I'm not. 503 00:34:28,032 --> 00:34:29,522 I'm sick. 504 00:34:30,001 --> 00:34:33,835 You had an incredibly high dose of IL-2 today. 505 00:34:34,972 --> 00:34:39,272 - This is how you're supposed to feel. - All I wanted to do today 506 00:34:39,310 --> 00:34:42,643 was flip through magazines, call caterers 507 00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:45,342 and make Mer try on dresses I knew she'd hate. 508 00:34:47,151 --> 00:34:50,450 I thought it would be fun or... 509 00:34:51,789 --> 00:34:53,279 ...funny. 510 00:34:56,694 --> 00:35:01,563 I thought I could be the same person I was when I woke up this morning. 511 00:35:03,267 --> 00:35:04,325 But I'm not. 512 00:35:05,903 --> 00:35:07,632 [sighs] I'm just another patient 513 00:35:07,672 --> 00:35:11,005 trapped inside a sick, dying, 514 00:35:11,042 --> 00:35:12,737 cancer-ridden body. 515 00:35:20,518 --> 00:35:24,614 [both arguing in Spanish] 516 00:35:38,469 --> 00:35:39,902 What happened? 517 00:35:44,876 --> 00:35:47,344 He, uh... gave me an ultimatum. 518 00:35:49,113 --> 00:35:52,844 He said if I don't come home, he'll take away my trust fund. 519 00:35:52,884 --> 00:35:54,010 He'd cut me off. 520 00:35:56,387 --> 00:35:58,821 So I cut him off. 521 00:35:58,856 --> 00:36:01,120 If he can't accept me for who I am... 522 00:36:06,497 --> 00:36:07,862 I cut him off. 523 00:36:10,535 --> 00:36:12,503 Are you OK? 524 00:36:16,374 --> 00:36:18,001 No. 525 00:36:18,776 --> 00:36:21,404 I mean... yeah. I don't know. 526 00:36:39,830 --> 00:36:44,130 I jumped in front of her car, 527 00:36:44,168 --> 00:36:47,194 and she was just driving to the bank. 528 00:36:47,238 --> 00:36:50,571 - We're talking about Cristina? - I jumped in front of her. I knew. 529 00:36:50,608 --> 00:36:55,443 I knew I wasn't together, I knew I was no good for her, for anyone. 530 00:36:56,514 --> 00:36:58,209 And I wrecked her. 531 00:36:58,249 --> 00:37:00,444 [ Summer Came When We Were] 532 00:37:00,484 --> 00:37:03,885 And that is unforgivable. 533 00:37:03,921 --> 00:37:07,687 I don't forgive myself for that. I can't forgive myself for that. 534 00:37:07,725 --> 00:37:09,852 And I'm feeling shameful about that. 535 00:37:15,233 --> 00:37:18,430 That's what I feel today. Shame. 536 00:37:19,303 --> 00:37:21,863 Good. That's a start. 537 00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:26,468 - How is that a start? - You named it. 538 00:37:26,510 --> 00:37:28,705 The feeling. 539 00:37:30,147 --> 00:37:32,479 You have to know what it is 540 00:37:32,516 --> 00:37:35,644 before you can start to navigate to somewhere better. 541 00:37:38,055 --> 00:37:42,389 He has a long recovery ahead of him. He severely damaged his facial nerves, 542 00:37:42,426 --> 00:37:45,327 - shattered his inner ear, lost blood. - Oh, my God. 543 00:37:45,363 --> 00:37:50,733 But he'll be fine. He'll be in some pain for a while, but he'll be fine. 544 00:37:50,801 --> 00:37:53,235 Oh, my God. Thank you. Thank you both so much. 545 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:56,570 Thank Dr. Sloan. That bleeding, not a lot of surgeons can handle. 546 00:37:56,607 --> 00:37:58,040 He saved your husband's life. 547 00:38:01,145 --> 00:38:04,546 - Would you like to see him now? - Yes. Thank you. 548 00:38:05,983 --> 00:38:08,781 You know, that's the first compliment you've ever given me. 549 00:38:08,819 --> 00:38:11,287 - It was a statement of fact. - See, why do you do that? 550 00:38:11,322 --> 00:38:13,449 Why can't you just give a person a compliment? 551 00:38:13,491 --> 00:38:16,119 If you have to ask, it's not a compliment. Are you asking? 552 00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:18,219 - Yes. - Then it's not a compliment. 553 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:26,862 Is there anything else you need before I go? 554 00:38:28,105 --> 00:38:29,333 No. 555 00:38:31,242 --> 00:38:33,938 - You want to sit a while? - No, I do not want to sit. 556 00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:37,436 I been sitting and lying down all day. 557 00:38:38,249 --> 00:38:41,013 - Dr. Bailey... - Holding a child. 558 00:38:41,052 --> 00:38:44,783 If I wanted to spend the day holding a child, 559 00:38:44,822 --> 00:38:48,383 I would have stayed home to hold my own child. 560 00:38:48,426 --> 00:38:52,362 I didn't do a single medical thing today. 561 00:38:52,396 --> 00:38:55,661 I didn't even put a Band-Aid on a patient. I'm just tired. 562 00:38:55,700 --> 00:38:58,066 I... I'm done. 563 00:38:58,936 --> 00:39:00,767 Are you gonna tell your husband? 564 00:39:06,243 --> 00:39:08,837 What would I tell him? 565 00:39:08,879 --> 00:39:11,507 That it's more than just cutting. 566 00:39:11,549 --> 00:39:14,643 Peds is more than just cutting. 567 00:39:15,786 --> 00:39:18,914 And what you did today was heroic. 568 00:39:21,959 --> 00:39:24,450 And you know it. 569 00:39:28,065 --> 00:39:29,293 OK. 570 00:39:31,402 --> 00:39:33,393 Maybe I'll tell him that. 571 00:39:33,437 --> 00:39:34,904 [ 572 00:39:34,939 --> 00:39:36,998 [Meredith] To do ourjobs... 573 00:39:38,809 --> 00:39:42,142 ...we have to believe defeat is not an option. 574 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:48,716 That no matter how sick our patients get... 575 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:02,229 You're gonna make a beautiful bride. 576 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:04,631 ...there's hope for them. 577 00:40:32,196 --> 00:40:33,254 Thanks. 578 00:40:41,806 --> 00:40:44,798 You kicked ass today, O'Malley. You kicked my ass. 579 00:40:44,842 --> 00:40:49,939 - I just did what I had to do. - No. You kicked ass. 580 00:40:50,648 --> 00:40:52,275 I'm not like that. 581 00:40:53,284 --> 00:40:57,584 I'm good, but I'm not like you. I'm not good under pressure. 582 00:41:03,594 --> 00:41:06,154 She's really sick. 583 00:41:08,232 --> 00:41:10,928 Really sick. And I'm not good under pressure. 584 00:41:11,669 --> 00:41:14,331 But even when our hopes give way to reality... 585 00:41:15,372 --> 00:41:18,307 ...and we finally have to surrender to the truth... 586 00:41:20,177 --> 00:41:22,372 ...it just means we've lost today's battle... 587 00:41:22,413 --> 00:41:24,074 Could I have another, please? 588 00:41:25,082 --> 00:41:26,879 ...not tomorrow's war. 589 00:41:30,521 --> 00:41:33,183 So I guess a big wedding won't be that bad. 590 00:41:33,224 --> 00:41:36,489 I'm just sad 'cause I didn't get a chance to see you in the actual dress. 591 00:41:37,461 --> 00:41:39,292 - You will. - How? 592 00:41:39,330 --> 00:41:43,289 - If Derek and Mark don't make up... - You're my sister, Lexie. 593 00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:45,199 You're in the wedding. 594 00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:50,239 Oh, my God! I'm gonna be a bridesmaid? 595 00:41:50,274 --> 00:41:52,333 Oh, my God! I don't know what to say. 596 00:41:52,376 --> 00:41:56,278 Wait and see what Izzie's picked out for you to wear. You'll have plenty to say. 597 00:41:56,714 --> 00:41:58,648 Here's the thing about surrender. 598 00:41:58,682 --> 00:42:01,242 - [Derek] You want one? - [Mark] So much. 599 00:42:01,285 --> 00:42:03,981 - Once you do it... - We can still catch half of the game. 600 00:42:04,021 --> 00:42:06,888 - Yeah, that's what I was thinking. - ...actually give in... 601 00:42:07,691 --> 00:42:12,025 ...you forget why you were even fighting in the first place. 602 00:42:12,062 --> 00:42:15,156 - You can stop eating now. - Oh, thank God.