1 00:00:07,591 --> 00:00:09,842 Don't touch me, you bastard! 2 00:00:16,391 --> 00:00:18,601 Cade says he has a daughter 3 00:00:18,602 --> 00:00:19,853 the same age as you. 4 00:00:19,978 --> 00:00:21,187 I would like to meet. 5 00:00:21,188 --> 00:00:22,396 That would be great. 6 00:00:22,397 --> 00:00:23,565 Your options 7 00:00:23,690 --> 00:00:25,608 are you staying here with me or to manage 8 00:00:25,609 --> 00:00:28,695 - life alone. - I want to get out of this damn car! 9 00:00:32,241 --> 00:00:33,950 This is a definitive solution 10 00:00:33,951 --> 00:00:35,993 for a temporary problem. 11 00:00:35,994 --> 00:00:37,828 No... 12 00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:40,122 - Are you my friend? - Of course. 13 00:00:40,123 --> 00:00:41,999 - Take a plane. i need you - I'll be there 14 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:43,460 in the morning, the first time. 15 00:00:45,379 --> 00:00:46,880 what's your name 16 00:00:47,005 --> 00:00:48,340 Abby. 17 00:00:48,465 --> 00:00:50,050 It's okay, Abby. 18 00:00:54,096 --> 00:00:55,304 Oh my God. 19 00:00:55,305 --> 00:00:56,764 It may be the biggest, 20 00:00:56,765 --> 00:00:58,391 but it's still my child 21 00:00:58,392 --> 00:01:01,603 and pick her up every time it falls 22 00:01:01,728 --> 00:01:03,272 it's my job 23 00:02:20,682 --> 00:02:22,768 What? 24 00:02:22,893 --> 00:02:24,728 - What? - The stoneflies are coming out. 25 00:02:25,937 --> 00:02:27,480 - What now? - Right now. 26 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:28,814 come on 27 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:31,096 - Yes, sure. Good. - He who wakes up late, catches earthworms. 28 00:02:35,864 --> 00:02:37,198 I need coffee. 29 00:02:37,199 --> 00:02:39,159 We are not waiting for the coffee. 30 00:02:40,744 --> 00:02:42,161 Oh, of course. 31 00:02:42,162 --> 00:02:43,330 Thank you. 32 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:46,499 Yes! 33 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:47,792 That's right. 34 00:02:49,211 --> 00:02:50,544 - I'll wait for you outside. - Okay. 35 00:02:50,545 --> 00:02:51,671 Yes. 36 00:03:10,440 --> 00:03:12,442 Yes. 37 00:03:42,764 --> 00:03:44,265 I have to say 38 00:03:44,266 --> 00:03:46,976 that I like how you always take me in a good place, Paul. 39 00:03:46,977 --> 00:03:48,395 And yet 40 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,312 you always find a better one. 41 00:03:50,313 --> 00:03:52,065 strange how it happens isn't it? 42 00:03:52,190 --> 00:03:54,609 Yes. I'll find my own place. 43 00:03:54,735 --> 00:03:56,486 Do it, little sister. 44 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:04,995 Catch it in the middle. 45 00:04:05,912 --> 00:04:07,246 It's night. 46 00:04:07,247 --> 00:04:08,790 The trout is not afraid of eagles now. 47 00:04:08,915 --> 00:04:10,332 It's in the middle. 48 00:04:43,867 --> 00:04:45,494 So. 49 00:04:59,925 --> 00:05:01,927 Paul. 50 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:05,304 - Oh... - Oh. 51 00:05:21,112 --> 00:05:22,780 Hey! 52 00:05:22,781 --> 00:05:24,199 Get out of my place. 53 00:06:48,825 --> 00:06:50,159 Do you know what day it is today? 54 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,786 Well, I knew when you woke me up, but 55 00:06:52,787 --> 00:06:54,663 now I have no idea. 56 00:06:54,664 --> 00:06:55,831 is it today 57 00:06:55,832 --> 00:06:57,292 is it tomorrow 58 00:07:00,003 --> 00:07:01,838 It's Melissa's birthday. 59 00:07:07,218 --> 00:07:09,512 You know, sometimes I worry... 60 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:12,973 Why? 61 00:07:12,974 --> 00:07:15,434 That one day you will wake up 62 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:18,730 and it will seem normal, ordinary. 63 00:07:19,481 --> 00:07:22,359 That you will feel, I don't know, maybe... 64 00:07:23,485 --> 00:07:25,362 ...without a purpose. 65 00:07:26,988 --> 00:07:30,367 I have been here for 20 years and I still don't feel used to it. 66 00:07:31,117 --> 00:07:32,953 Even today it doesn't seem normal to me. 67 00:07:35,205 --> 00:07:36,873 I don't know why that would worry you. 68 00:07:37,624 --> 00:07:39,625 I'm worried about what you'll do next. 69 00:07:41,294 --> 00:07:43,754 So you think if I find me a woman to wipe my ass 70 00:07:43,755 --> 00:07:46,048 in old age 71 00:07:46,049 --> 00:07:47,425 would it stop me from killing myself? 72 00:07:47,550 --> 00:07:49,093 Not when you say so. 73 00:07:49,094 --> 00:07:52,389 You are the only person who never asked me. 74 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:55,057 Don't change that today. 75 00:07:55,058 --> 00:07:56,392 Good. 76 00:07:56,393 --> 00:07:57,894 Thank you. 77 00:07:59,646 --> 00:08:01,815 can i ask you why 78 00:08:04,067 --> 00:08:05,986 Because when I said 79 00:08:06,111 --> 00:08:08,405 "till death do us part"... 80 00:08:10,949 --> 00:08:13,034 ...I meant my death. 81 00:08:16,371 --> 00:08:18,540 You of all people you should understand that. 82 00:08:22,419 --> 00:08:25,213 yes bro i understand that. 83 00:08:28,091 --> 00:08:30,260 I understood exactly. 84 00:08:31,219 --> 00:08:33,596 Because I feel the same way. 85 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:49,612 It's getting harder and harder. 86 00:09:45,251 --> 00:09:47,377 Is it good to drink water from the river? 87 00:09:47,378 --> 00:09:49,463 Yes, we boil it, so... 88 00:09:49,464 --> 00:09:52,508 I don't think you can take it out the bad part of the Hudson by boiling. 89 00:09:52,509 --> 00:09:53,759 Oh, look how beautiful. 90 00:09:55,011 --> 00:09:56,679 It's bubbling right there. 91 00:09:56,805 --> 00:09:58,597 How do you know when it's ready? 92 00:09:58,598 --> 00:09:59,849 I look at the color. 93 00:09:59,974 --> 00:10:02,102 When it looks like espresso, I take it out. 94 00:10:02,894 --> 00:10:04,561 And I thought I knew everything 95 00:10:04,562 --> 00:10:05,730 about how coffee is made. 96 00:10:05,855 --> 00:10:09,484 A. It seems the methods are countless. 97 00:10:13,988 --> 00:10:17,200 “If you don't have a percolator or filter, 98 00:10:17,325 --> 00:10:20,537 boil water in a pot, then crack an egg— 99 00:10:20,662 --> 00:10:22,288 with everything in its shell—in water. 100 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:24,540 Add two tsp of coffee for each cup. 101 00:10:24,541 --> 00:10:27,126 Allow two minutes and mix. 102 00:10:27,127 --> 00:10:29,211 The egg will attract the dregs. 103 00:10:29,212 --> 00:10:30,295 You take it out. 104 00:10:30,296 --> 00:10:32,214 Serve.” 105 00:10:32,215 --> 00:10:34,299 what is this 106 00:10:34,300 --> 00:10:36,219 Preston's Diary. 107 00:10:37,804 --> 00:10:39,639 He started it when they bought the place. 108 00:10:39,764 --> 00:10:41,181 Twenty years ago? 109 00:10:41,182 --> 00:10:43,476 More. 110 00:10:45,937 --> 00:10:48,481 “For the first time in my life... 111 00:10:50,066 --> 00:10:51,943 ...I own a land. 112 00:10:52,777 --> 00:10:55,947 Not a building or an apartment. A land. 113 00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:58,199 Unlike the other two, 114 00:10:58,324 --> 00:11:02,578 that made me feel like a popman occupying a hole, 115 00:11:02,579 --> 00:11:04,747 now i'm a keeper 116 00:11:04,873 --> 00:11:09,293 the only one responsible for how much this earth is changing 117 00:11:09,294 --> 00:11:12,088 or how long it stays the same. 118 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:14,549 What I can hope for 119 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:17,676 is to be a benign nuisance for this place. 120 00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:20,805 Man's purpose in society is to be remembered. 121 00:11:20,930 --> 00:11:23,974 In nature, it is to be forgotten, 122 00:11:23,975 --> 00:11:25,435 unnoticed. 123 00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:30,356 To leave as little evidence as possible that I was here 124 00:11:31,149 --> 00:11:34,360 This will be my gift for this place." 125 00:11:35,820 --> 00:11:37,363 Who wrote this? 126 00:11:37,488 --> 00:11:39,073 Preston. 127 00:11:43,870 --> 00:11:46,915 Here is a man whom I barely met, Lili. 128 00:11:50,001 --> 00:11:52,128 And he begged me... 129 00:11:52,879 --> 00:11:54,255 ...to meet him. 130 00:11:57,300 --> 00:11:58,885 I remember one Thanksgiving. 131 00:12:00,261 --> 00:12:01,638 I was back from college. 132 00:12:01,763 --> 00:12:03,639 I was lying on the couch hungover. 133 00:12:06,935 --> 00:12:08,937 And dad came in and asked me 134 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:11,522 if I want to go for a walk. 135 00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:15,151 I said no. 136 00:12:16,361 --> 00:12:19,989 And I didn't think about it anymore until after 30 years... 137 00:12:20,782 --> 00:12:23,325 ...later, when all his children they were hurrying to Boston, 138 00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:26,037 to catch him before he dies and say goodbye. 139 00:12:26,829 --> 00:12:30,707 And I asked him if he remembered when he invited me for a walk. 140 00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:33,670 He nodded and smiled. 141 00:12:33,795 --> 00:12:35,171 And I asked him: 142 00:12:35,296 --> 00:12:37,422 "Do you remember what you wanted to talk about?" 143 00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:38,840 He shook his head and said: 144 00:12:38,841 --> 00:12:40,510 "I didn't want to talk. 145 00:12:42,011 --> 00:12:43,972 I just wanted to listen.” 146 00:12:45,890 --> 00:12:47,183 You don't cheer me up. 147 00:12:47,308 --> 00:12:48,643 What I mean is 148 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:50,436 that he told you everything he wanted you to know 149 00:12:50,561 --> 00:12:51,980 while he was here. 150 00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:54,731 If he wanted you to know 151 00:12:54,732 --> 00:12:57,110 what's in that book when he was alive... 152 00:12:57,902 --> 00:13:00,029 ...he would have told you. 153 00:13:00,863 --> 00:13:02,698 He's telling you now 154 00:13:02,699 --> 00:13:05,492 because now he wants you to know. 155 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:13,126 How does this thing work? 156 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:17,505 It's deceptively simple. 157 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:18,797 Just pour. 158 00:13:22,176 --> 00:13:24,178 can i ask for milk 159 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:26,306 No, you can ask. 160 00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:31,519 Thank you. 161 00:13:32,270 --> 00:13:34,563 Okay, I came to work. 162 00:13:34,564 --> 00:13:37,859 I received a list of tasks 163 00:13:37,984 --> 00:13:40,277 from Preston's lawyers. 164 00:13:40,278 --> 00:13:42,654 I'm only going to ask you this once, 165 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,866 after which we don't talk about it anymore. 166 00:13:44,991 --> 00:13:47,243 The death certificate is in my bag. 167 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:53,041 So, the apartment and the house 168 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:54,667 of the Hamptons are in a trust. 169 00:13:54,792 --> 00:13:56,085 Along with everything 170 00:13:56,210 --> 00:13:57,257 his investments, bank accounts— 171 00:13:57,337 --> 00:13:58,670 everything. 172 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:02,050 You are executor and beneficiary until your death 173 00:14:02,175 --> 00:14:05,594 when the law firm will take over the role of executor 174 00:14:05,595 --> 00:14:08,014 and the trust is divided equally between Abigail, 175 00:14:08,139 --> 00:14:10,016 Bridgett, Macy and Paige. 176 00:14:10,141 --> 00:14:11,391 Good. 177 00:14:11,392 --> 00:14:15,271 The will includes funeral instructions. 178 00:14:17,523 --> 00:14:20,318 He wanted to be buried here. 179 00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:25,281 It's a place marked on a map. 180 00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,829 I know the place. 181 00:14:47,887 --> 00:14:49,889 If I sell... 182 00:14:52,517 --> 00:14:56,813 ...the new owners I can exhume the bodies, 183 00:14:56,938 --> 00:14:58,648 I can move them, burn them— 184 00:14:58,773 --> 00:15:00,316 whatever i choose 185 00:15:01,109 --> 00:15:02,443 But if... 186 00:15:03,194 --> 00:15:05,446 ...do you exempt this part from the sale? 187 00:15:05,571 --> 00:15:09,659 So what— I come back here once a year? 188 00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,578 Am I staying here for an hour? 189 00:15:13,329 --> 00:15:15,498 How many funerals have I been to? 190 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:17,500 Parents, grandparents, friends. 191 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,836 have you ever been back to visit, at least once? 192 00:15:19,961 --> 00:15:21,212 Okay, keep it. 193 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:24,631 But keeping it doesn't mean that you have to live here. 194 00:15:25,675 --> 00:15:27,217 Preston didn't live here. 195 00:15:27,218 --> 00:15:28,386 Preston didn't live here 196 00:15:28,511 --> 00:15:31,931 because I refused to consider the idea. 197 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:34,392 Because the idea is not rational. 198 00:15:34,517 --> 00:15:37,437 You think I make that decision with a logical mind? 199 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:41,149 The only thing I can think of... 200 00:15:42,316 --> 00:15:45,445 ...is: "how do I get through the day without him?" 201 00:15:48,489 --> 00:15:51,867 I was only three years older than Bridgett 202 00:15:51,868 --> 00:15:53,536 when I met him. 203 00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:58,541 I can't... 204 00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:03,045 ...explain the pain, 205 00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:04,839 Lily 206 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,466 It's so... 207 00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:11,554 ...so terrible that... 208 00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:16,725 ...I forget to breathe. It's... 209 00:16:16,726 --> 00:16:19,687 It's good that breathing is... 210 00:16:20,521 --> 00:16:21,855 ...an automatic response, 211 00:16:21,856 --> 00:16:25,568 because if i could choose not to remember... 212 00:16:26,444 --> 00:16:29,821 Maybe in six weeks I will feel stupid 213 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:31,948 and i will miss you... 214 00:16:31,949 --> 00:16:34,285 and of New York and noise. 215 00:16:34,410 --> 00:16:36,369 But for now, 216 00:16:36,370 --> 00:16:37,747 I can sit on that porch. 217 00:16:37,872 --> 00:16:40,916 I can sit by the river and i can feel it. 218 00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:45,505 His soul is here. 219 00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:47,465 I know it sounds ridiculous, 220 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:48,674 but it's here. 221 00:16:48,799 --> 00:16:50,592 And I... 222 00:16:50,593 --> 00:16:52,428 i feel it 223 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:56,765 Best friend's job it's not to tell you what to do. 224 00:16:56,766 --> 00:16:58,851 My job is to help you do it. 225 00:17:00,061 --> 00:17:01,269 - Okay? - Okay. 226 00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:02,271 Good. 227 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:07,776 - What do we start with? - Oh. 228 00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:13,114 - Whiskey. - Okay. 229 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:26,419 Any trace of mystery from our marriage is gone. 230 00:17:26,420 --> 00:17:27,462 Missing. 231 00:17:27,463 --> 00:17:28,797 I don't agree. 232 00:17:28,798 --> 00:17:30,591 I think you still are a mystery to... 233 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:32,634 That's not what you mean— 234 00:17:32,635 --> 00:17:34,177 Good. I understood. 235 00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,303 I'm going to take a shower. 236 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:37,515 To try to wash away the shame. 237 00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:39,641 There's no shame, honey. 238 00:17:39,642 --> 00:17:40,600 do you remember 239 00:17:40,601 --> 00:17:41,936 Everybody poops. 240 00:17:42,812 --> 00:17:44,479 Book for children. 241 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:47,315 Normalize, you know, basic human behavior, 242 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:49,150 body functions. 243 00:17:49,151 --> 00:17:50,528 It's very cool. 244 00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,708 do you want a coffee 245 00:18:04,709 --> 00:18:06,255 I want a hotel suite with his and hers bathroom 246 00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:07,670 and a bloody bidet. 247 00:18:08,588 --> 00:18:10,422 And a facial cleanser! 248 00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:12,300 My skin is turning into firmer skin! 249 00:18:34,780 --> 00:18:36,198 He is an Indian. 250 00:18:36,324 --> 00:18:38,158 - "Native American." - "Native American." 251 00:18:38,159 --> 00:18:39,534 Do you think he got lost? 252 00:18:39,535 --> 00:18:42,037 He has no shoes. 253 00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:43,622 What are you looking at? 254 00:18:43,623 --> 00:18:45,290 He is an Indian in the flesh— 255 00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:46,667 "Native American." 256 00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:48,710 Native American on a horse outside, at the window. 257 00:18:48,711 --> 00:18:49,962 What? 258 00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:53,548 A! 259 00:18:53,549 --> 00:18:55,176 God! What the hell?! 260 00:18:55,710 --> 00:18:56,802 A! 261 00:18:56,927 --> 00:18:58,471 I didn't mean to scare you. 262 00:18:58,596 --> 00:19:00,055 I? Not. 263 00:19:00,056 --> 00:19:01,973 I... I scared you. I'm sorry. 264 00:19:01,974 --> 00:19:03,391 You just scared the horse. 265 00:19:03,392 --> 00:19:04,476 But it's not hard. 266 00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:07,687 Are there any girls around my age? 267 00:19:07,688 --> 00:19:08,772 It's... 268 00:19:08,773 --> 00:19:09,981 Well, it's... 269 00:19:09,982 --> 00:19:12,026 Why? Do you need her for something? 270 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:13,943 Hey, hey. 271 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:15,153 Hey, Kayla. 272 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,780 I came to meet your daughter. 273 00:19:16,781 --> 00:19:18,574 Okay, let's call her. 274 00:19:19,408 --> 00:19:21,035 hey girls 275 00:19:26,123 --> 00:19:27,249 Do you want to be friends? 276 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:29,209 I? 277 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:30,211 Do you know how to ride a horse? 278 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:31,336 That's not my daughter. 279 00:19:31,337 --> 00:19:33,004 She's my sister. 280 00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:34,589 I am 26 years old. 281 00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:35,632 Sure? 282 00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:37,176 Pretty sure. Yes. 283 00:19:41,430 --> 00:19:43,223 Hello. 284 00:19:43,224 --> 00:19:44,766 can i pet him 285 00:19:44,767 --> 00:19:46,018 Sure. 286 00:19:47,728 --> 00:19:49,146 Welcome. 287 00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:51,690 What's his name? 288 00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:53,274 Short. 289 00:19:53,275 --> 00:19:54,776 It's not too short. 290 00:19:54,777 --> 00:19:56,361 It was when I called him. 291 00:19:56,362 --> 00:19:58,113 - Do you have a horse? - Yes. 292 00:19:58,114 --> 00:19:59,948 Ride him. 293 00:19:59,949 --> 00:20:02,575 oh He's still at the Olympics. 294 00:20:02,576 --> 00:20:04,036 where is that 295 00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:05,954 France. 296 00:20:05,955 --> 00:20:07,873 You can ride one of mine. 297 00:20:15,089 --> 00:20:17,424 Wait, wait, wait... 298 00:20:17,425 --> 00:20:20,051 - Bridgett! - Oh my God. That Indian girl 299 00:20:20,052 --> 00:20:22,303 - he left with your child. - Be careful! 300 00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:25,014 - Abby, do something. - What to— 301 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:26,641 She is the neighbor. It will be fine. 302 00:20:26,642 --> 00:20:28,768 - Unless he falls and dies. - What do you want me to do, 303 00:20:28,769 --> 00:20:30,312 Paige? 304 00:20:37,945 --> 00:20:38,862 Hello. 305 00:20:38,863 --> 00:20:41,322 I'm ready to go home. 306 00:20:41,323 --> 00:20:43,241 Me too. 307 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,368 Good. 308 00:20:44,493 --> 00:20:46,369 Let's say lunch? 309 00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:49,165 Okay, we'll be there. 310 00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:56,629 Hello. She's Abby, from— 311 00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:58,923 Yes. Yes, the neighbor. 312 00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:01,968 I think my daughter is on her way to you. 313 00:21:01,969 --> 00:21:03,261 At least that's what I hope. 314 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:04,637 He's with Kayla. 315 00:21:04,638 --> 00:21:06,514 OK, yes. I'll keep an eye on them. 316 00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:08,558 It's just... We have something to attend to in town. 317 00:21:08,559 --> 00:21:11,145 You think you could keep an eye on her until we return? 318 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:12,438 I don't promise I won't 319 00:21:12,563 --> 00:21:13,856 - I get to work. - Well, 320 00:21:13,981 --> 00:21:15,106 I don't promise that she has a lot of work in it, 321 00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:16,524 but you can try 322 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:17,776 He can stay here all day, 323 00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:19,153 either he works or he doesn't. 324 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:22,071 Oh, I think I see them how come over the hill 325 00:21:22,072 --> 00:21:23,574 Thank you. 326 00:21:27,161 --> 00:21:28,829 hey russell 327 00:21:29,538 --> 00:21:31,081 I need you to do me a favor. 328 00:21:50,893 --> 00:21:52,561 what is that 329 00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:56,856 Well... 330 00:21:56,857 --> 00:21:59,567 ...following the guide, 331 00:21:59,568 --> 00:22:01,486 it's a... 332 00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:02,529 coyote? 333 00:22:02,530 --> 00:22:04,657 Not. 334 00:22:06,116 --> 00:22:07,283 It could be a wolf. 335 00:22:07,284 --> 00:22:08,576 Are there wolves here? 336 00:22:08,577 --> 00:22:09,829 According to this book, 337 00:22:09,954 --> 00:22:12,330 are all species which threatens our position 338 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,874 at the top of the food chain. 339 00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:16,084 What is a food chain? 340 00:22:16,085 --> 00:22:18,295 Well, I'm not sure 341 00:22:18,420 --> 00:22:20,548 that I am qualified to answer but... 342 00:22:21,382 --> 00:22:23,342 Think like this. 343 00:22:23,467 --> 00:22:25,636 A fly is caught in a spider's web. 344 00:22:25,761 --> 00:22:27,512 The spider eats it. 345 00:22:27,513 --> 00:22:29,514 Then the frog eats the spider 346 00:22:29,515 --> 00:22:32,267 and then the snake eats the frog 347 00:22:32,268 --> 00:22:33,561 and then the ulit eat the snake 348 00:22:33,686 --> 00:22:35,270 This is the food chain. 349 00:22:35,271 --> 00:22:36,897 What does the owl eat? 350 00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:39,066 Well, I guess... 351 00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:41,694 you know, the e-e-e... 352 00:22:41,819 --> 00:22:43,862 ...above everything, you know? 353 00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:45,196 Close to, close to the top. 354 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,116 But there are things bigger than the ulit. 355 00:22:47,241 --> 00:22:49,492 Yes... Uli is a bit... 356 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:51,619 you know, the air force of the animal kingdom. 357 00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:53,998 Terrestrial animals they would have a hard time catching him. 358 00:22:54,123 --> 00:22:55,623 I mean, of course, I think… 359 00:22:55,624 --> 00:22:58,960 a mountain lion he could climb a tree to catch it. 360 00:22:58,961 --> 00:23:00,628 You know what, I don't know. 361 00:23:00,629 --> 00:23:03,464 I'm sure there are variations of the food chain that I... 362 00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:04,884 ...I don't know them. 363 00:23:09,805 --> 00:23:11,056 what is that 364 00:23:11,849 --> 00:23:14,976 oh Go to the excrement section. 365 00:23:14,977 --> 00:23:16,937 What does "excrement" mean? 366 00:23:17,062 --> 00:23:19,273 It's the mountain term for "poop", apparently. 367 00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:20,982 Is that poop? 368 00:23:20,983 --> 00:23:22,317 That... 369 00:23:22,318 --> 00:23:24,235 it's moose poop, to be exact. 370 00:23:24,236 --> 00:23:28,072 So the elk was on this trail 371 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:29,657 and so is the wolf. 372 00:23:29,658 --> 00:23:32,828 You think the wolf hunt moose? 373 00:23:36,624 --> 00:23:37,499 Maybe. 374 00:23:37,625 --> 00:23:40,336 And then the moose saw the wolf 375 00:23:40,461 --> 00:23:42,796 and scared him why did his shit come out? 376 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:48,676 Well, I object to your wording, 377 00:23:48,677 --> 00:23:50,345 but... 378 00:23:50,346 --> 00:23:52,848 the evidence supports the theory. 379 00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:56,059 You think there were wolves in New York before it became a city? 380 00:23:56,060 --> 00:23:57,978 I bet they were. 381 00:23:59,188 --> 00:24:02,566 Wolves and bears and everything here. 382 00:24:14,036 --> 00:24:16,705 I don't remember his face. 383 00:24:18,332 --> 00:24:19,874 It's only been a few days, 384 00:24:19,875 --> 00:24:23,379 and I already forgot how it looked 385 00:24:26,090 --> 00:24:27,383 I can... 386 00:24:27,508 --> 00:24:28,926 I can show you a picture. 387 00:24:29,802 --> 00:24:31,387 Look. 388 00:24:42,272 --> 00:24:45,234 From now on, the pictures they're the only way I'm going to see it. 389 00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:30,570 So... 390 00:25:30,571 --> 00:25:33,866 most aircraft of this size they have no flight recorder. 391 00:25:34,700 --> 00:25:37,119 But because he was flying for the Forest Service, 392 00:25:37,244 --> 00:25:38,620 one has been installed. 393 00:25:39,747 --> 00:25:43,500 This information helps us to better understand what happened. 394 00:25:43,625 --> 00:25:45,145 I'm happy to explain what happened 395 00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:46,795 if you don't want to listen 396 00:25:48,714 --> 00:25:50,923 But it's your right to listen, so... 397 00:25:50,924 --> 00:25:53,135 the choice is yours. 398 00:25:54,011 --> 00:25:55,304 did you listen 399 00:25:55,429 --> 00:25:57,014 Yes, ma'am, I listened. 400 00:25:57,139 --> 00:26:00,808 And is there anything to learn from this? 401 00:26:00,809 --> 00:26:03,645 How is that...helpful? 402 00:26:05,981 --> 00:26:08,191 For your daughters, I don't think it is. 403 00:26:08,192 --> 00:26:10,319 In fact, I would… 404 00:26:12,780 --> 00:26:14,572 It's not my job to say. 405 00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:15,824 Say it. 406 00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:21,330 if i were you I wouldn't listen. 407 00:26:24,500 --> 00:26:26,335 If I were you, I would listen. 408 00:26:29,254 --> 00:26:30,547 I stay. 409 00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:34,383 Me too. 410 00:26:34,384 --> 00:26:35,844 Run it. 411 00:26:40,432 --> 00:26:42,850 Jesus! 412 00:26:42,851 --> 00:26:44,686 Flight on the Big Sky route. 413 00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:47,939 Here Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu. I need a SWAP. 414 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:49,900 Received, Nancy-Bravo. Speed and altitude? 415 00:26:50,025 --> 00:26:52,235 130 knots at 2,500 meters. 416 00:26:52,236 --> 00:26:54,530 Maintain southwest direction, climb to 3,350 meters. 417 00:26:54,655 --> 00:26:56,031 Received, 3,350 meters. 418 00:26:56,156 --> 00:26:58,741 Thanks, tower. We'll get through this. 419 00:26:58,742 --> 00:27:00,702 Jesus! Damn it, Paul! 420 00:27:00,828 --> 00:27:02,704 - Just hold on. - Jesus! 421 00:27:03,664 --> 00:27:05,623 Stacy! 422 00:27:06,834 --> 00:27:09,585 oh god 423 00:27:25,310 --> 00:27:27,395 You were his last thought. 424 00:27:27,396 --> 00:27:29,565 I thought you'd like to know that. 425 00:27:33,527 --> 00:27:35,195 Is there anything else? 426 00:27:36,363 --> 00:27:38,407 Do I have to sign anything? 427 00:27:38,532 --> 00:27:39,908 No, ma'am. 428 00:28:43,931 --> 00:28:45,682 Come on. 429 00:28:45,807 --> 00:28:47,309 Come on, Paige. 430 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:14,503 Damn it, Preston! 431 00:29:17,339 --> 00:29:19,174 It wasn't an accident. 432 00:29:19,299 --> 00:29:21,301 That was a choice! 433 00:29:21,426 --> 00:29:23,178 You chose this. 434 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:26,556 you chose and see what it does to us! 435 00:29:26,682 --> 00:29:29,226 I said the same thing. 436 00:29:31,603 --> 00:29:33,313 When my wife died. 437 00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:38,360 I went outside and I looked at the sky. 438 00:29:39,194 --> 00:29:41,989 And I cursed her that she was reckless with her life. 439 00:29:42,823 --> 00:29:45,701 What was my life. That's what I promised. 440 00:29:48,036 --> 00:29:51,873 I gave him mine and she gave me hers. 441 00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:58,213 I want to hate him for it. 442 00:29:59,172 --> 00:30:01,174 Yeah, I said that too. 443 00:30:05,721 --> 00:30:07,556 Four years have passed. 444 00:30:07,681 --> 00:30:10,057 And all the while, I learned absolutely nothing 445 00:30:10,058 --> 00:30:12,060 to help you get over it 446 00:30:14,021 --> 00:30:17,232 Children are a reason, but you already know that. 447 00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:21,235 You're mad at him now. 448 00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:24,072 Later, I think you'll be upset me for letting you listen. 449 00:30:29,119 --> 00:30:31,079 But I saw my wife die. 450 00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:37,919 And I have no idea what was her last thought. 451 00:30:41,715 --> 00:30:43,800 The time will come when you would have asked your question. 452 00:30:47,095 --> 00:30:48,764 Now you don't have to. 453 00:31:20,754 --> 00:31:22,005 are you her friend 454 00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:23,382 Yes. 455 00:31:24,508 --> 00:31:26,635 He sure needs one. 456 00:31:43,068 --> 00:31:44,403 Stacy? 457 00:31:46,488 --> 00:31:49,533 You know the five stages of pain? 458 00:31:51,284 --> 00:31:53,077 I know them. 459 00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:54,621 Well... 460 00:31:56,665 --> 00:32:00,376 ...today I jumped beyond denial, 461 00:32:00,377 --> 00:32:02,295 i have to admit. 462 00:32:13,473 --> 00:32:17,269 These pants are Chanel, so you know. 463 00:32:22,899 --> 00:32:25,152 Never doubt my love for you 464 00:32:27,028 --> 00:32:28,864 I don't doubt it. 465 00:32:30,115 --> 00:32:33,201 All these doctors will to turn into a math problem 466 00:32:33,326 --> 00:32:35,578 what we feel 467 00:32:35,579 --> 00:32:38,665 There are five stages to this, 468 00:32:38,790 --> 00:32:40,500 seven for that. 469 00:32:42,169 --> 00:32:43,336 It doesn't work that way. 470 00:32:43,462 --> 00:32:44,921 Not. 471 00:32:48,550 --> 00:32:51,802 You were his last thought. 472 00:32:51,803 --> 00:32:54,139 Stacy, you were the last one. 473 00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:01,271 Most won't know never a love like this. 474 00:33:03,398 --> 00:33:04,983 I don't know. 475 00:33:20,582 --> 00:33:23,460 A little caution ahead it wouldn't hurt. 476 00:33:23,585 --> 00:33:25,128 I told you not to listen. 477 00:33:25,253 --> 00:33:27,589 You could go into more detail. 478 00:33:30,342 --> 00:33:32,301 I'm sorry. 479 00:33:32,302 --> 00:33:35,222 It's not your fault. Just... 480 00:33:36,765 --> 00:33:39,475 A big part of my job it's to give bad news 481 00:33:39,476 --> 00:33:41,645 to some good people. 482 00:33:41,770 --> 00:33:43,355 And I hate that. 483 00:33:48,318 --> 00:33:50,028 When you called... 484 00:33:51,738 --> 00:33:53,615 ...I thought you were calling me for me 485 00:33:53,740 --> 00:33:55,784 I... I called you. I called you. 486 00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:57,619 To talk to me. 487 00:33:59,538 --> 00:34:02,623 You looked much brighter 30 seconds ago. 488 00:34:02,624 --> 00:34:04,291 Do you remember we kissed? 489 00:34:04,292 --> 00:34:05,876 I... I remember. 490 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,504 So I assumed that you were calling me 491 00:34:08,505 --> 00:34:12,050 because you liked it and... 492 00:34:13,927 --> 00:34:15,595 ...maybe you wanted to do it again. 493 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:22,476 Yes, maybe... maybe I'd like to... 494 00:34:22,477 --> 00:34:24,520 you know, let's include a date somewhere before the next one. 495 00:34:24,521 --> 00:34:25,981 Good. 496 00:34:26,106 --> 00:34:28,274 If you want to be traditional, then yes Good. 497 00:34:28,275 --> 00:34:30,025 A date. Meeting then. 498 00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:31,945 So... 499 00:34:32,070 --> 00:34:33,904 what are you doing 500 00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:36,449 on a date here? 501 00:34:36,575 --> 00:34:38,409 It depends 502 00:34:38,410 --> 00:34:40,744 of the time of year, I think. 503 00:34:40,745 --> 00:34:43,123 Now, go boating on the river, 504 00:34:43,248 --> 00:34:45,082 have a picnic 505 00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:47,543 or take the horses into the mountains. 506 00:34:47,544 --> 00:34:49,295 No indoor meeting. 507 00:34:49,296 --> 00:34:52,173 There is a fairly ordinary pub in town. 508 00:34:53,258 --> 00:34:56,468 But I arrested them almost everyone there, so... 509 00:34:56,469 --> 00:34:58,054 the atmosphere can be a little tense. 510 00:34:58,179 --> 00:34:59,848 Winter? 511 00:34:59,973 --> 00:35:02,474 Go skiing. Sleds are fun. 512 00:35:02,475 --> 00:35:04,101 All these seem to have 513 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,354 an element of speed. 514 00:35:06,479 --> 00:35:07,734 So, how's a date in New York? 515 00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:10,566 We're going to the movies... we see a play. 516 00:35:10,567 --> 00:35:11,860 Oh, so... 517 00:35:11,985 --> 00:35:13,819 keep quiet and watch other people talk? 518 00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:15,238 Well, at least I'm not 519 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:16,989 timed events like the damn Olympics. 520 00:35:16,990 --> 00:35:19,492 It's not... it's not a contest "who has better dates". 521 00:35:19,618 --> 00:35:21,161 I'm just curious. 522 00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:23,621 Go to a museum. 523 00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:24,955 Then to a cafe. 524 00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:26,374 Maybe after at a bar. 525 00:35:26,499 --> 00:35:28,375 We don't have anything like that. 526 00:35:28,376 --> 00:35:29,628 Correct. 527 00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:33,882 Let's go to the river. 528 00:35:34,883 --> 00:35:36,384 I think you will like it. 529 00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:38,887 Good. 530 00:35:39,012 --> 00:35:40,680 I can be here until 4:00. 531 00:35:40,805 --> 00:35:42,349 All right. 532 00:35:44,351 --> 00:35:45,809 Good. 533 00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:47,062 See you at 4:00. 534 00:35:47,187 --> 00:35:48,271 Yes. 535 00:35:49,064 --> 00:35:50,773 Oh, for God's sake. 536 00:35:52,984 --> 00:35:54,402 oh 537 00:35:54,527 --> 00:35:56,071 Macy! Look, look! 538 00:35:56,196 --> 00:35:57,492 - I think I saw an eagle. - Oh my God. 539 00:35:57,572 --> 00:35:58,906 - I don't see him. - A... 540 00:35:58,907 --> 00:36:00,949 Just above the trees. 541 00:36:00,950 --> 00:36:03,077 Mom, guess what? 542 00:36:03,078 --> 00:36:04,870 - What? - I found a place 543 00:36:04,871 --> 00:36:06,915 where the wolf got scared poop from a moose. 544 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:08,124 What? 545 00:36:08,249 --> 00:36:10,585 Poop. That's what it's called "excrement" in Montana. 546 00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:11,877 - Oh. - It's a... 547 00:36:11,878 --> 00:36:13,295 it's a term used in stalking. 548 00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:14,422 Tracking. 549 00:36:14,547 --> 00:36:15,964 - We're talking on the boat. - Okay. 550 00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:17,217 Macy, let's go 551 00:36:17,342 --> 00:36:19,677 to wash the poop off us. 552 00:36:33,483 --> 00:36:36,151 Is there any place to change? in that cabin? 553 00:36:36,152 --> 00:36:38,446 It's a bathroom. 554 00:36:38,571 --> 00:36:41,282 By which I mean a room with a bathtub. 555 00:36:41,408 --> 00:36:43,076 It should work. 556 00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:46,162 I feel like 13 years old. 557 00:36:49,416 --> 00:36:51,793 You think it's the best day for us to... 558 00:36:51,918 --> 00:36:54,129 I would like to feel good a few hours. 559 00:36:54,254 --> 00:36:56,297 I have all night to feel bad. 560 00:36:57,507 --> 00:37:00,135 I... It's just... 561 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:01,969 There's something about this uniform. 562 00:37:01,970 --> 00:37:04,680 It costs 28 dollars at Western Police Supply. 563 00:37:04,681 --> 00:37:06,641 Well, they are well spent. 564 00:37:08,476 --> 00:37:10,019 See you at 4:00. 565 00:37:15,191 --> 00:37:17,193 Dear? 566 00:37:24,242 --> 00:37:25,994 Dear. 567 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:30,707 Hey. 568 00:37:31,624 --> 00:37:34,335 Hey. Hey. 569 00:37:35,879 --> 00:37:39,215 come here come here 570 00:37:39,340 --> 00:37:41,301 I heard him. 571 00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,511 I heard him die. 572 00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:50,560 i hold you 573 00:37:50,685 --> 00:37:52,520 i hold you It's okay. 574 00:38:25,720 --> 00:38:28,305 Ignore me, I'm just crying the death of our bank account. 575 00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:29,807 Paige, I didn't mean— 576 00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:31,850 If you didn't want to say it, then why did you say it? 577 00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,398 Change yourself. 578 00:38:37,524 --> 00:38:39,149 We are going on a trip. 579 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:41,610 Oh... a trip? 580 00:38:41,611 --> 00:38:44,239 I think we all need a break. 581 00:38:44,364 --> 00:38:45,865 Come on. 582 00:38:57,710 --> 00:38:59,212 Did you fall in the water? 583 00:38:59,337 --> 00:39:01,005 I sat down. 584 00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:06,301 Van invited me to walk on the river 585 00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,636 I will bring 586 00:39:07,637 --> 00:39:10,013 and Paige and Russell. My date 587 00:39:10,014 --> 00:39:12,599 it turned into group therapy. are you coming 588 00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:14,435 - Are you taking Macy too? - Mother, 589 00:39:14,561 --> 00:39:15,812 I can't leave her alone here. 590 00:39:15,937 --> 00:39:17,772 Hey. Leave her here with me. 591 00:39:17,897 --> 00:39:20,483 Well, I have another daughter who wanders somewhere. 592 00:39:20,608 --> 00:39:22,110 I find it myself. 593 00:39:23,778 --> 00:39:26,029 - We can stay if you want. - No. 594 00:39:26,030 --> 00:39:27,949 This was his favorite place on earth. 595 00:39:28,074 --> 00:39:31,285 I can't think of anything which would make him happier 596 00:39:31,286 --> 00:39:33,121 than you see it. 597 00:39:36,124 --> 00:39:37,542 Send Macy down. 598 00:39:41,588 --> 00:39:43,505 Abby. 599 00:39:43,506 --> 00:39:45,466 You didn't ask my opinion, 600 00:39:45,592 --> 00:39:49,511 but if i were you I would set the hooks 601 00:39:49,512 --> 00:39:50,971 pretty deep into that. 602 00:39:50,972 --> 00:39:53,682 They don't make men like him anymore. 603 00:39:53,683 --> 00:39:55,810 This has less no chance, mom. 604 00:39:57,228 --> 00:39:59,354 But it's a nice diversion. 605 00:40:07,322 --> 00:40:10,325 "September it's my favorite time here. 606 00:40:10,450 --> 00:40:12,701 The morning is cold in the air. 607 00:40:12,702 --> 00:40:15,996 The leaves are starting to color, and I'm done 608 00:40:15,997 --> 00:40:19,167 with boredom to match the flies with the hatching. 609 00:40:19,292 --> 00:40:21,044 It's the season of grasshoppers. 610 00:40:21,169 --> 00:40:23,503 I don't research anymore the earth after insects 611 00:40:23,504 --> 00:40:25,464 or study the leaves a willow. 612 00:40:25,465 --> 00:40:28,717 I'm just tying a number 12 grasshopper and I beat them." 613 00:40:28,718 --> 00:40:30,303 Number 12 grasshopper. 614 00:40:56,037 --> 00:40:58,914 Well honey, I stand corrected. 615 00:40:58,915 --> 00:41:01,166 your OCD 616 00:41:01,167 --> 00:41:03,711 it had a purpose. 617 00:41:09,217 --> 00:41:10,426 now, 618 00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:13,553 you told me how to... 619 00:41:13,554 --> 00:41:15,640 link this? 620 00:41:21,396 --> 00:41:22,897 Of course you told me. 621 00:42:01,269 --> 00:42:02,770 Madam? 622 00:42:09,193 --> 00:42:10,653 Madam? 623 00:42:19,495 --> 00:42:20,996 How can I help you? 624 00:42:20,997 --> 00:42:24,416 Yes. I'm a friend with the Clyburn family. 625 00:42:24,417 --> 00:42:26,334 Preston Clyburn and his brother. 626 00:42:26,335 --> 00:42:27,878 - Paul? - Yes. 627 00:42:27,879 --> 00:42:29,297 The funeral home called. 628 00:42:29,422 --> 00:42:32,174 They said Mrs. Clyburn wanted it for them to be buried on the property. 629 00:42:32,175 --> 00:42:33,800 I did some research, 630 00:42:33,801 --> 00:42:36,803 and it seems that if we dedicate a portion of the property for— 631 00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:38,013 This is the request. 632 00:42:38,014 --> 00:42:39,515 What you have to do 633 00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:41,808 is to mark on the cadastral plan 634 00:42:41,809 --> 00:42:43,810 exact location of the cemetery. 635 00:42:43,811 --> 00:42:45,024 To sign and send back. 636 00:42:45,104 --> 00:42:47,647 And how long does it last this process? 637 00:42:47,648 --> 00:42:48,899 About 90 days. 638 00:42:48,900 --> 00:42:51,861 Oh, we don't have... 639 00:42:51,986 --> 00:42:53,528 We don't have 90 days. 640 00:42:53,529 --> 00:42:55,822 I don't think this family they still have a week left in them. 641 00:42:55,823 --> 00:42:57,657 You have to wait 90 days to allow residents 642 00:42:57,658 --> 00:42:59,494 to challenge a location. 643 00:42:59,619 --> 00:43:02,830 No one will, but that's the law. 644 00:43:02,955 --> 00:43:04,498 Well, what's a family to do? 645 00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:06,166 with the bodies before— 646 00:43:06,167 --> 00:43:07,667 This is a conditional permit. 647 00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:10,337 Allow the funeral home to release the bodies 648 00:43:10,338 --> 00:43:13,508 and allow burial immediately on the ground. 649 00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:16,677 That would have taken six months 650 00:43:16,803 --> 00:43:18,220 and three lawyers in New York. 651 00:43:18,221 --> 00:43:21,181 You're not in New York. 652 00:43:21,182 --> 00:43:22,933 So I'm just taking this at the funeral home? 653 00:43:22,934 --> 00:43:24,559 I sent it by email this morning. 654 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:25,519 oh 655 00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,313 Please pass on our condolences. 656 00:43:27,438 --> 00:43:29,690 Paul was a very nice man. 657 00:43:29,816 --> 00:43:32,026 He will be missed. 658 00:43:37,073 --> 00:43:38,949 I'm not sure you need that. 659 00:43:38,950 --> 00:43:40,701 I got it at the church auction. 660 00:43:40,827 --> 00:43:42,078 I thought it was for bingo. 661 00:43:42,203 --> 00:43:45,247 But it's good to know that the screen works. 662 00:43:45,248 --> 00:43:49,001 I didn't even know it had sound. 663 00:43:55,174 --> 00:43:56,884 He's pretty cute. 664 00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:59,469 A good day. 665 00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:29,166 what are you doing 666 00:44:29,167 --> 00:44:30,625 Do you want to go fishing? 667 00:44:30,626 --> 00:44:32,587 - I don't know how. - Me neither. 668 00:44:32,712 --> 00:44:35,505 But men do it drunk, so... 669 00:44:35,506 --> 00:44:37,550 how hard can it be? 670 00:44:40,094 --> 00:44:42,263 What is that for? 671 00:44:42,388 --> 00:44:44,765 I have no idea. 672 00:44:53,608 --> 00:44:55,859 I assume you have some kind of 673 00:44:55,860 --> 00:44:57,611 rapid water rescue training? 674 00:44:57,612 --> 00:44:59,029 Enough. 675 00:44:59,030 --> 00:45:00,864 If you fall out of the boat that's all you have to do 676 00:45:00,865 --> 00:45:03,037 is to stand up. The river does not it's not even a meter deep here. 677 00:45:03,117 --> 00:45:04,952 I have to say, I didn't expect that. 678 00:45:05,077 --> 00:45:06,661 I walk on the river 679 00:45:06,662 --> 00:45:08,830 New Yorkers since I was a teenager. 680 00:45:08,831 --> 00:45:10,499 I know what you like. You... 681 00:45:10,625 --> 00:45:12,667 Hey, dig to the bottom and I am 682 00:45:12,668 --> 00:45:14,211 some prosciutto and melon. 683 00:45:14,212 --> 00:45:15,463 He's the perfect man. 684 00:45:15,588 --> 00:45:16,963 If he thought to cheese, it is. 685 00:45:16,964 --> 00:45:19,592 Keep looking. It's brie and honey. 686 00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:21,885 Russell? 687 00:45:21,886 --> 00:45:22,762 do you want a beer 688 00:45:22,887 --> 00:45:24,805 No, I'll have a drink. 689 00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:28,142 Yes, beer is good. 690 00:45:28,267 --> 00:45:31,102 Beer, beer would be great. 691 00:45:31,103 --> 00:45:33,355 You have an air of craft beer. 692 00:45:33,356 --> 00:45:34,689 I hope it's okay. 693 00:45:34,690 --> 00:45:36,024 Oh yes, sure. 694 00:45:36,025 --> 00:45:40,154 Me, I love when they taste like campfire. 695 00:45:41,364 --> 00:45:42,949 dear, 696 00:45:43,074 --> 00:45:46,285 what can you do to have does it come in the forearm like his? 697 00:45:46,410 --> 00:45:48,829 Steroids would help. 698 00:45:48,955 --> 00:45:50,330 Or the exercises, one might say. 699 00:45:50,331 --> 00:45:51,581 I do exercises. 700 00:45:51,582 --> 00:45:53,209 I got him a Peloton for christmas, 701 00:45:53,334 --> 00:45:54,668 and used it. 702 00:45:54,669 --> 00:45:55,710 What is a Peloton? 703 00:45:57,213 --> 00:46:00,340 It's a stationary bike with a monitor that lets you 704 00:46:00,341 --> 00:46:02,343 to interact with other cyclists via the internet 705 00:46:02,468 --> 00:46:04,928 - while pedaling. - It's like... like a spinning class. 706 00:46:04,929 --> 00:46:06,806 Yes, but you don't have to to leave home 707 00:46:06,931 --> 00:46:08,140 Because, I mean, 708 00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:09,642 once you get home 709 00:46:09,767 --> 00:46:10,938 you don't really want it anymore to go, right? So... 710 00:46:11,018 --> 00:46:12,728 I mean, I suppose 711 00:46:12,853 --> 00:46:14,734 that I could, on the way home, to stop at the gym 712 00:46:14,814 --> 00:46:16,110 and ride one of their bikes, 713 00:46:16,190 --> 00:46:17,858 but you have to take a gym bag and... 714 00:46:17,984 --> 00:46:19,694 and sweat and you have to shower 715 00:46:19,819 --> 00:46:21,070 and I don't think so in showers like, like, 716 00:46:21,195 --> 00:46:23,531 a communal experience. 717 00:46:23,656 --> 00:46:25,536 You just can't go for a bike ride? 718 00:46:27,368 --> 00:46:28,411 In New York? 719 00:46:28,536 --> 00:46:30,704 Not. It's too dangerous. 720 00:46:30,705 --> 00:46:32,206 Like, way, way too... 721 00:46:32,331 --> 00:46:34,374 - No, no... you can't. - It really is. 722 00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:36,168 I mean, if he doesn't get hit by a car, 723 00:46:36,294 --> 00:46:37,669 he would probably be robbed. 724 00:46:37,670 --> 00:46:39,087 Thieves drag you down at the traffic lights, 725 00:46:39,088 --> 00:46:40,880 ride your bike. I'm serious. 726 00:46:40,881 --> 00:46:42,341 I don't doubt it. 727 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:44,718 I have a friend who used to go by bike through the forest 728 00:46:44,719 --> 00:46:46,512 and, he was attacked of a mountain lion. 729 00:46:46,637 --> 00:46:47,767 - A mountain lion? - A mountain lion? 730 00:46:47,847 --> 00:46:49,890 what did he do 731 00:46:50,016 --> 00:46:51,599 They fought pretty well. 732 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:53,894 My friend stabbed him with a knife until he ran away. 733 00:46:54,020 --> 00:46:55,395 He died under a tree. 734 00:46:55,396 --> 00:46:56,438 Did your friend die? 735 00:46:56,439 --> 00:46:57,814 The mountain lion is dead. 736 00:46:57,815 --> 00:46:59,024 Yes, the friend is fine. 737 00:47:00,401 --> 00:47:03,404 His friend killed a lion with bare hands. 738 00:47:03,529 --> 00:47:06,032 Well, with a knife, right? 739 00:47:06,157 --> 00:47:07,575 To strangle a lion with empty hands 740 00:47:07,700 --> 00:47:09,118 maybe i would be impressed but come on 741 00:47:12,830 --> 00:47:15,082 Look at this. 742 00:47:16,417 --> 00:47:19,712 I think that's why he calls it the Land of the Big Sky. 743 00:47:20,921 --> 00:47:22,422 Why is that so? bigger here? 744 00:47:22,423 --> 00:47:24,758 It's even bigger than the sea. 745 00:47:24,759 --> 00:47:28,137 Have you ever noticed how the sky at sea it's just 746 00:47:28,262 --> 00:47:30,181 like, over the ocean? 747 00:47:34,935 --> 00:47:38,021 Paige, your blondeness shows. 748 00:47:38,022 --> 00:47:39,064 no, think just see 749 00:47:39,065 --> 00:47:40,482 half the sky at sea. 750 00:47:40,483 --> 00:47:42,025 Because you're faceless towards the ocean. 751 00:47:42,026 --> 00:47:44,945 if you came back you would see the other half. 752 00:47:45,780 --> 00:47:47,323 Yes, obviously. But what do I say? 753 00:47:47,448 --> 00:47:49,203 - it's that it tricks your mind. - No, he's fooling you 754 00:47:49,283 --> 00:47:51,076 mind you Paige. We the others we figured out. 755 00:47:51,077 --> 00:47:53,495 Oh, excuse me, I have a boyfriend nice, I know everything." 756 00:47:53,496 --> 00:47:54,829 I'm Abby Wikipedia. 757 00:47:54,830 --> 00:47:58,542 That's why I don't take it the sisters on the river. 758 00:48:01,587 --> 00:48:03,297 Did you say it was prosciutto? 759 00:48:08,052 --> 00:48:11,096 So there are nymphs, 760 00:48:11,097 --> 00:48:12,807 emerging, and then adults. 761 00:48:12,932 --> 00:48:14,808 But the nymphs— 762 00:48:14,809 --> 00:48:17,018 I can live two years before going out 763 00:48:17,019 --> 00:48:19,313 then they fly and reproduce. 764 00:48:20,314 --> 00:48:22,108 And that's it. 765 00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:25,402 I fall back into the river, 766 00:48:25,403 --> 00:48:27,987 they lay their eggs, 767 00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:30,116 and their life ends. 768 00:48:31,992 --> 00:48:34,787 Well, that's tragic. 769 00:48:36,997 --> 00:48:38,499 It's not tragic. 770 00:48:39,792 --> 00:48:40,959 That's their goal. 771 00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:42,503 And the fact that we see them 772 00:48:42,628 --> 00:48:44,505 it's proof that they succeeded. 773 00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:49,525 God, I'm like that unpracticed in this. 774 00:48:52,304 --> 00:48:54,056 Yes, me too. 775 00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:58,894 Well, I guess the question is... 776 00:49:01,397 --> 00:49:03,357 ...should we try? 777 00:49:05,276 --> 00:49:07,528 I doubt you're moving here and 778 00:49:07,653 --> 00:49:10,030 I'm not moving never in New York. 779 00:49:11,365 --> 00:49:14,367 Look, I'm a divorced mother 780 00:49:14,368 --> 00:49:16,662 37 years old, with two children. 781 00:49:17,455 --> 00:49:20,707 I don't have the luxury to wait for me with a good heart, 782 00:49:20,708 --> 00:49:22,668 great smile... 783 00:49:23,961 --> 00:49:25,671 ...and geography. 784 00:49:29,717 --> 00:49:33,386 When I met Dallas, my ex, 785 00:49:33,387 --> 00:49:35,388 I was pregnant first. 786 00:49:35,389 --> 00:49:38,641 And then love came later, if... 787 00:49:38,642 --> 00:49:40,936 if he even came. 788 00:49:42,813 --> 00:49:46,065 But he was sweet and supportive, 789 00:49:46,066 --> 00:49:48,110 and before you know it, I had a family. 790 00:49:49,904 --> 00:49:52,739 My juvenile attempt 791 00:49:52,740 --> 00:49:56,243 to recreate what my parents created 792 00:49:57,411 --> 00:50:01,080 I look at the people here, they get married in their 20s. 793 00:50:01,081 --> 00:50:04,125 They are still in love of the life they have built 794 00:50:04,126 --> 00:50:07,421 and children run everywhere. 795 00:50:09,215 --> 00:50:11,258 where am i from 796 00:50:11,383 --> 00:50:14,595 have a child in your 20s it's a catastrophe. 797 00:50:15,387 --> 00:50:16,976 I tried to hide behind the marriage 798 00:50:17,056 --> 00:50:18,978 and to pretend that this was the plan from the beginning. 799 00:50:19,058 --> 00:50:21,435 Don't get me wrong. 800 00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:23,270 i love my girls 801 00:50:24,355 --> 00:50:26,397 Bridgett is... 802 00:50:26,398 --> 00:50:28,734 the most wonderful mistake 803 00:50:28,859 --> 00:50:30,486 that i ever did 804 00:50:30,611 --> 00:50:31,946 and I'm glad I did. 805 00:50:33,113 --> 00:50:36,575 But when you say “until death it will tear us apart,” you mean it. 806 00:50:37,409 --> 00:50:39,494 When we say it, 807 00:50:39,495 --> 00:50:42,289 our mind is just at the after party. 808 00:50:43,415 --> 00:50:44,917 Does it make sense? 809 00:50:47,962 --> 00:50:49,463 Not really. 810 00:50:52,174 --> 00:50:55,844 Look, maybe a walk on the river that's all it will be 811 00:50:55,970 --> 00:50:59,807 but in the unlikely event that this is the beginning of something 812 00:50:59,932 --> 00:51:02,642 I don't want you to think that... 813 00:51:02,643 --> 00:51:05,980 I don't even... I don't know how to say this I... 814 00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:12,485 I don't want you to believe that there is great love 815 00:51:12,486 --> 00:51:14,862 to compare you to because I have no great love 816 00:51:14,863 --> 00:51:15,990 by which to judge you. 817 00:51:16,115 --> 00:51:17,490 We don't have to compare anything. 818 00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:19,326 I don't think that's right against no one. 819 00:51:26,959 --> 00:51:29,003 My wife was not as beautiful as you. 820 00:51:29,837 --> 00:51:31,338 Hell no... 821 00:51:32,673 --> 00:51:35,466 I don't think I've ever met someone as beautiful as you 822 00:51:39,346 --> 00:51:40,555 She was thin. 823 00:51:40,556 --> 00:51:43,309 A wide gap between the front teeth. 824 00:51:47,313 --> 00:51:50,691 And if he stayed across the river from us right now... 825 00:51:52,943 --> 00:51:54,570 ...I would run to her. 826 00:51:57,197 --> 00:51:58,824 Run. 827 00:52:00,868 --> 00:52:03,412 And I doubt it that I would touch my feet in the water. 828 00:52:05,164 --> 00:52:08,626 My boys are begging me to go out on dates for a year. 829 00:52:09,710 --> 00:52:12,713 I mean, she was the love of my life since the eighth grade. 830 00:52:16,675 --> 00:52:18,761 What are the chances of me having two? 831 00:52:24,433 --> 00:52:26,517 I have a point of reference, too 832 00:52:26,518 --> 00:52:29,605 please don't take this in the name of evil when I tell you. 833 00:52:30,481 --> 00:52:32,232 You have a lot to accomplish. 834 00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:37,820 As much as I love staying here, 835 00:52:37,821 --> 00:52:39,740 it hurts more than you will ever know. 836 00:52:41,367 --> 00:52:43,911 So if you're wondering how i feel about you 837 00:52:48,290 --> 00:52:50,417 I feel enough to stay here and endure. 838 00:52:52,711 --> 00:52:54,880 That's a lot to accomplish. 839 00:52:55,714 --> 00:52:57,257 Yes, ma'am. 840 00:53:01,261 --> 00:53:03,263 I offer you a deal. 841 00:53:03,389 --> 00:53:04,932 Which? 842 00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:08,643 The part of your heart which she has 843 00:53:08,644 --> 00:53:10,771 he can keep it. 844 00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:16,819 I wish it was that easy. 845 00:53:18,862 --> 00:53:22,865 I mean, this boat ride, it wasn't just, like... 846 00:53:22,866 --> 00:53:24,867 a reason to forget? 847 00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:25,910 Wasn't that the point? 848 00:53:25,911 --> 00:53:27,830 That... 849 00:53:27,955 --> 00:53:30,624 ...that was the original goal, yes. 850 00:53:32,126 --> 00:53:33,627 Then let's get down to business. 851 00:53:54,940 --> 00:53:56,316 Fish, right there. 852 00:54:03,824 --> 00:54:05,491 That's not how it's done. 853 00:54:05,492 --> 00:54:07,535 i know 854 00:54:07,536 --> 00:54:09,621 The book says 855 00:54:09,747 --> 00:54:12,165 to swing the fishing rod between ten and two. 856 00:54:12,166 --> 00:54:13,834 What is ten past two? 857 00:54:13,959 --> 00:54:17,211 It refers to, a period 858 00:54:17,212 --> 00:54:18,672 when clocks had hands. 859 00:54:18,797 --> 00:54:20,048 Did the clocks have hands? 860 00:54:20,174 --> 00:54:23,343 Good. Ten past two. 861 00:54:24,720 --> 00:54:28,182 Ten, two. 862 00:54:29,016 --> 00:54:32,144 I think that's right. 863 00:54:34,062 --> 00:54:35,062 OK, what does it say now? 864 00:54:35,147 --> 00:54:36,898 “Point your hands to the spot 865 00:54:36,899 --> 00:54:39,359 where you want the fly to land.” 866 00:54:44,698 --> 00:54:46,324 A! 867 00:54:46,325 --> 00:54:47,409 You caught one! 868 00:54:47,534 --> 00:54:48,618 what do i do what do i do 869 00:54:48,619 --> 00:54:49,661 You have to shoot 870 00:54:49,787 --> 00:54:51,746 - thread by hand. - Why? 871 00:54:51,747 --> 00:54:53,206 I don't know. That's how it's written. 872 00:54:53,207 --> 00:54:55,167 I have a better idea. 873 00:54:59,838 --> 00:55:00,923 ok... 874 00:55:02,883 --> 00:55:04,051 Take it, take it! 875 00:55:04,843 --> 00:55:06,052 Take it, take it! 876 00:55:06,053 --> 00:55:07,345 Maybe that's a bit excessive. 877 00:55:07,346 --> 00:55:08,429 - I caught him! - Okay, take it! 878 00:55:08,430 --> 00:55:10,973 I caught a fish. 879 00:55:10,974 --> 00:55:12,414 - I caught a fish! - I caught a... 880 00:55:20,067 --> 00:55:21,568 It's so clear. 881 00:55:25,113 --> 00:55:26,740 What? 882 00:55:28,909 --> 00:55:31,912 What? why are you looking to me like an obsessed? 883 00:55:32,037 --> 00:55:33,580 I'm looking at you like your husband 884 00:55:33,705 --> 00:55:35,415 Yes, if I were married with an obsessed. 885 00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:39,044 What? 886 00:55:39,169 --> 00:55:40,921 you are beautiful 887 00:55:42,589 --> 00:55:43,965 Yes, do you think? 888 00:55:43,966 --> 00:55:45,717 I really think so. 889 00:55:45,843 --> 00:55:47,343 What is your favorite part? 890 00:55:47,344 --> 00:55:49,345 My swollen ass or this damn bruise? 891 00:55:49,346 --> 00:55:51,890 Off. It's a difficult choice. 892 00:55:52,975 --> 00:55:54,809 Do you still think I'm pretty? 893 00:55:54,810 --> 00:55:58,230 No, "pretty" isn't a strong enough word. 894 00:56:00,732 --> 00:56:03,819 Then get off your ass from there and come court me. 895 00:56:05,237 --> 00:56:07,113 Good. 896 00:56:07,114 --> 00:56:10,450 Jesus, he understands. 897 00:56:15,455 --> 00:56:16,832 Now take me in your arms. 898 00:56:16,957 --> 00:56:18,917 Good. So? 899 00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:22,963 Bless the Peloton, yes. 900 00:56:23,088 --> 00:56:24,380 So. 901 00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:27,508 You are heavier than you look. 902 00:56:27,509 --> 00:56:28,885 what the hell did you say 903 00:56:28,886 --> 00:56:31,471 No, I mean muscle density, BMI. 904 00:56:31,597 --> 00:56:33,014 You know, it's a compliment. 905 00:56:33,015 --> 00:56:34,186 In what a cavernous universe is that a compliment? 906 00:56:34,266 --> 00:56:36,310 - Put me down. - Okay, okay. 907 00:56:36,435 --> 00:56:38,190 - Russell? No... - Do you want to see a caveman? 908 00:56:38,270 --> 00:56:39,855 I swear to God. Dear? 909 00:56:39,980 --> 00:56:41,689 Okay, okay, okay, wait. 910 00:56:41,690 --> 00:56:43,191 I give you a big blowjob 911 00:56:43,317 --> 00:56:45,192 - if you don't do that. - Oh. 912 00:56:45,193 --> 00:56:46,736 wait decade decade. 913 00:56:46,737 --> 00:56:48,200 dear please this is a terrible way 914 00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:49,701 to conclude a marriage. Don't do that. 915 00:56:49,781 --> 00:56:51,699 God, I feel like I have so much power now. 916 00:56:51,700 --> 00:56:54,368 Good. Wait, I'm begging you. 917 00:56:54,369 --> 00:56:56,163 Keep begging. 918 00:57:02,461 --> 00:57:04,046 Okay, okay. 919 00:57:04,171 --> 00:57:06,005 You won. 920 00:57:06,006 --> 00:57:09,383 Take me back to the shore and do what you want with me 921 00:57:09,384 --> 00:57:11,552 You really have to let go of cannoli, dear. 922 00:57:11,553 --> 00:57:13,596 Okay, after we do that, you messed it up. 923 00:57:15,098 --> 00:57:17,141 So the secret is to keep them head out 924 00:57:17,142 --> 00:57:18,684 as you enter the circle, 925 00:57:18,685 --> 00:57:20,770 then you release it and it will bypass immediately. 926 00:57:20,771 --> 00:57:22,234 - Do I pull his head to the side? - Just a little. 927 00:57:22,314 --> 00:57:23,482 I show you. 928 00:57:47,422 --> 00:57:48,589 did you understand 929 00:57:48,590 --> 00:57:49,924 I think so. 930 00:57:49,925 --> 00:57:51,551 Try it yourself. 931 00:57:51,677 --> 00:57:53,887 Good. 932 00:58:15,409 --> 00:58:17,369 Pretty good for someone who has never done it before. 933 00:58:19,454 --> 00:58:21,415 It was incredible! 934 00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,334 Bridgett. Your mother called. 935 00:58:25,335 --> 00:58:26,586 He wants you to come home. 936 00:58:26,712 --> 00:58:28,254 Good. 937 00:58:28,255 --> 00:58:29,547 I don't know the way. 938 00:58:29,548 --> 00:58:30,549 i know 939 00:58:30,674 --> 00:58:33,093 I'll take your horse to the back. 940 00:58:39,182 --> 00:58:41,100 Look good, girls. 941 00:58:41,101 --> 00:58:42,059 Thank you. 942 00:58:42,060 --> 00:58:43,477 I open the gate. 943 00:58:50,569 --> 00:58:52,487 What are these? 944 00:58:52,612 --> 00:58:55,449 Some pies 945 00:58:55,574 --> 00:58:56,783 with the zucchini from the garden. 946 00:58:56,908 --> 00:58:58,325 Is the pumpkin in the garden? 947 00:58:58,326 --> 00:59:00,162 It's a little bit of everything in the garden. 948 00:59:00,287 --> 00:59:02,330 - How many fish did you catch? - Seven. 949 00:59:02,456 --> 00:59:03,457 - What? - For real? 950 00:59:03,582 --> 00:59:04,832 It seems to me 951 00:59:04,833 --> 00:59:06,125 very hard to believe, mother. 952 00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:07,627 Oh, you got me, Paige. 953 00:59:07,753 --> 00:59:10,171 I bought it from the fisherman of Three Forks. 954 00:59:10,172 --> 00:59:12,299 Did you catch them? With the fishing rod? 955 00:59:12,424 --> 00:59:13,674 Yes, that's how it's done. 956 00:59:13,675 --> 00:59:15,844 All this is very suspicious. I need evidence. 957 00:59:15,969 --> 00:59:17,304 Oh, evidence. 958 00:59:17,429 --> 00:59:19,555 Like that leaf stuck in your hair 959 00:59:19,556 --> 00:59:22,683 - How did this happen, Paige? - Oh... 960 00:59:22,684 --> 00:59:23,684 What? I fell 961 00:59:23,685 --> 00:59:25,187 oh 962 00:59:25,312 --> 00:59:28,315 I really fell. Try walking on the river bank in Louboutin shoes. 963 00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:30,691 I bet I know exactly what did you fall over 964 00:59:30,692 --> 00:59:33,194 Oh, look who's talking while you were swallowing 965 00:59:33,195 --> 00:59:35,322 the tonsils of Deputy Virtuea. 966 00:59:35,447 --> 00:59:37,699 - I take. - Okay, disgusting. I... 967 00:59:47,167 --> 00:59:49,086 I'm sorry. 968 00:59:53,924 --> 00:59:55,842 I wonder if you know how happy 969 00:59:55,967 --> 00:59:58,178 that would do it. 970 01:00:02,307 --> 01:00:04,851 It would... it would fill his heart. 971 01:00:36,049 --> 01:00:38,927 Let's talk about tomorrow. 972 01:00:40,637 --> 01:00:42,347 what's tomorrow 973 01:00:45,725 --> 01:00:48,145 Tomorrow we bury them.